I finally feel like I'm doing it right :)
Watching a cooking show rn, drinking water more, chewing my gum, I just need to find a good food to eat and I'll have everything!! Probably going to be hardboiled eggs bc theyre only 60 kcals, not sure though bc i havent had em yet lol
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Just turned down a slice of pizza, going to reward myself with my special 0 kcal "ice"cream because the diet starts NOW!! >:D
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Confirmed not on hiatus
So yeah :/ Also i got that ~binge brain~ fighting against the ~ana brain~ and the binge brain is winning but the ana brain is being a lil bish about it so now im grumpily eating lots and its sad also i wanna eat even when im not hungry at all??? like okay??? help??? how do you fix it??? im in my binge era and i dont like it send meansp0
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Y'know what they didn't teach us in sex. ed (hehe i said ed funny [/s] pun)
THAT OUR BOOBS WERE GOING TO HURT RANDOMLY FOR NO REASON AND NOW THERES VASELINE IN MY BRA AND ITS NOT HELPING I AM IN PAIN BUT BRAS DO HELP THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY ALL CAPS TED TALK
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Bye Bestiesss (Maybe)
Going on a possible hiatus, I'll get back to you guys with a confirmation post later. :)
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Drinking water DOES help apparently
I binged yesterday- but less, because I drank ~water~ and now I'm doing a new diet I invented: "An apple a day keeps the weight gain away!" Basically an apple. That's it. One singular apple for the day. Yay :)
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I saw somewhere on here that just the flavoring packet in ramen is like 13 cals so I had that last night and it's pretty good :) Also worked out a solid dinner plan + snack lol
I might skip lunch, might do a 75 chews rule with 5 swallows of water in between. Not sure but last time I did that I only ate like 230 cals of the 800 school lunches are in my area
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I regret to inform you all that I am at my high weight - 111 lbs at 5'1"
Considering tmr a fresh start where I can pack low-cal lunches :)
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New workout you can do in class during a lecture! Put both of your hands on your chair (or rest your arms on the desk), and try to lift your knees so that they reach the underside of the desk. A 150lb (68kg) person burns 240 calories per hour of these, so a more relevant (for goal weights at least) 100lb (45kg) person would burn 160 calories per hour!! Now most people have approx. 8 classes a day, so you can burn 1280 CALORIES A DAY AT 100 POUNDS!!!!! UNDERWEIGHT FOR AN AVERAGE HEIGHT ADULT; 1280 CALORIES A DAY!!!!! I am a genius <3
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Did a binge on chips sadly (~1000 kcals ew), when I realized something. I like to graze- meaning that I need a low calorie option that lets me chew, giving me the sensation of eating without all the calories. I also get a sweet tooth often- meaning that miracle food needs to be sweet. So may I present to you... ED ICE CREAM!! Ice + 0 kcal sweetener, 0 kcals, it's perfect! And if I use my special spoon, it takes longer for me to eat it, letting me graze. A wonderful solution to all my problems with binging :)
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I'm back bestiessss
School laptop filter system decided that tumblr existed, so I had a forced hiatus for a while lol. However, this site has a browser in the "Apps" section, so I'm finally back :) Also only ate ~a third of the school lunch today, which is a big improvement from eating the whole thing!!
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guys im gonna look sm more awesome whenever i start actually restricting (aka bring cucumber to school) cuz look at the thighs now vs thinspo
now (the red marks are when I got bored and drew in red pen)
future :)
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I'm sickkkkkkk but still gonna fastttttt its totally a bad idea thoooooooo :)
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The Holy Trinity
Cucumber, Lemon Water, and Mint Gum.
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CRUNCHY WATER
GUYS ITS THE ONLY THING THAT KEPT ME FROM BINGING AT LUNCH TODAY ITS LITERALLY SO UNDERRATED HSDFGHJKJHGFDDFGHJ
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I wrote a whump scene for my novella I haven't even finished the first chapter on.
TW - Implied SA, Kn1v3z
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But before I could respond, darkness. I was limp. I felt a knife slowly insert into my arm, dragging and dragging. This again. I’d had these flashbacks before, but they never felt so… vivid. Not again— no— It couldn’t be happening again. Once was enough, right? Of course, the dreaded climax happened. Again. I felt my skirt lifted up and my shorts pulled down. I couldn’t do anything. This was bad— I hate it, stop! Why are you doing this to me, I don’t like it! Please, please! “CHARLIE!” I was back. Ash was talking to me. Oh no, I blanked out. Gosh, he must hate me. “Charlie, are you alright?” My mind froze. All I could do was… cry. Silently. Ash pulled me into an embrace, no, no— wait. This was alright. Ash wasn’t going to hurt me.
Everything was going to be okay.
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Going back to school tomorrow, new diet plan <3
100kcals in school
200kcals outside of school on weekdays
300kcals outside of school on weekends
Tagging this post later bc I have things to do :(
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