the paradox is a force to be reckoned with. want something too badly and it will only run from you. let it go and you may lose track of it. so what's the key? the sweet spot between. want it but let it go trusting that it'll come to you. faith. the work of the monotheistic religions. those who say religion and the law of assumption cannot co-exist do not understand it truly. one must go deeper, zoom out and see it clearly. religion, albeit buttered up in fear-mongering rhetoric, is just the same as this law that people live by. it's all about faith. belief in the unseen. believe it before you see it. and for the things that you don't think twice about, you don't even really have to believe it for it to create. at the end of the day what you're imagining will come. if you imagine you're talking to god and he will grant your every wish, then you are a religious one but you hold faith nonetheless. understand that everything you encounter is what you believe it will be. your reality is your infinite echo-chamber. you will always find what you're searching for, even if it's bad.

dreaming of a love that has yet to find you but it is surely on its way. head in the palms of your hands, starry-eyed thoughts in the clouds. imagining the soft touch of his fingers and the soothing sensation of his voice. take a deep breath and whisper 'it's nice to meet you...' dreamers are the lovers, loving the hardest for they adore what is not yet in front of them and ignore all notions of time. some call it delusion, but they'd say: 'have you never felt the joy of anticipation?'

you said my innocence was my grace, until you wanted to take it away. it shone brightly highlighting all that you are not. the reflecting rays revealed a truth, one that drove you mad. and suddenly, my innocence was a mistake.

it just keeps getting better

My boyfriend was showing me his cat and I leaned over to kiss the cat on his soft little baby head and he went "meow" and scrambled away because I'd been wearing my headphones and I accidentally jabbed him with the microphone.

And I said "Damn, this is exactly like in the Iliad"

the sight of you reminds me of the disappearing time between us.

once younger, dumber, and in love

skipping rocks on the pond behind your house

hiding behind trees so no one would catch us.

not knowing what we meant to each other,

but feeling the blossoming warmth in our chests.

the sweet scent of a first love engulfing the air around us,

and the aftermath of a first heartbreak clouding our days.

there must be some kind of magic out there because i swear i dreamed you up before i knew of you your deep dimples and flashing smile... So divine! i wanna tattoo my name on you because you're just mine can't be letting anyone else run their fingers through your hair can't let them hear your voice in the morning whispering Sweet Everythings in my ear... the day will never come when i'm proven wrong because your love is constant, like the tidal ebbs that softly hit the seashore like the gentle breeze through the petals of even the most wilted flowers my heart is warm and so full of you could roast marshmallows and boil water on my feelings for you.

they say 'when you know, you know'. well, my heart beat slow when he came to me. his words were a bore, and listening was a chore. i sighed at his smile, the red rushing to his cheeks. checked the time on my phone : eleven o'three am. leaving two minutes early couldn't hurt anybody until it did and his name blew my phone up at six thirty. "why are you doing this to me?" "i don't know." "why don't you love me?" and the answer is the same. He brought me roses, the brightest i'd ever seen not as bright as his face when he lay eyes on me, and just as bright as i'd expected my smile to be. but my eyes remained untouched, conscience growing heavy guilt treading through my body, dread drenching my heart. he's not the one for me.

you love so hard that it breaks you run so fast, your lungs give out vision getting blurry, head in a haze throat going tight and the noise blends together music takes over me, my body moves being controlled by the strings thought you were the one for me, but you couldn't make my heart beat. wanted the rush of a new spark, the blindness of a new love but i could see all too well, the denial and the echo chamber i locked myself in. scarping at the reflective walls only for them to look straight back at me.

can’t sleep busy thinking about how gendered language in astrology is goofy as shit. i have a working theory that the most maligned signs are also the people that tend not to buy into astrology, on account of nobody wants to subscribe to a belief system that tries to tell someone they’re innately bad.

amen

I can’t say I don’t fuck with a certain sign and never will; in my experiences it’s the un-evolved version of that sign that is intolerable

sometimes family members can be the absolute worst. sending love to anyone who has narcissistic family members.

astral birth chart readings

i am offering birth chart readings. the format will be just like my celebrity birth chart readings. here's an example. i will also offer insight on what career paths would be beneficial for you, certain parts of your personality that need to be addressed and/or dealt with, your relationship patterns and what kind of person you should be with.

please keep in mind that these readings are just for fun, but i'm happy if they offer you some valuable advice.

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i will be charging $10CAD per reading, so if you are interested you can dm me <3 thank you

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happy new year <3

astro observations♡

gemini and aquarius are of the smartest signs with geminis being quick learners and aquarius being innovative thinkers

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sagittarius placements are so fucking funny. i knew a girl with sag sun and moon and everything out her mouth was comedy gold.

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lunar taurus = picky eaters???????

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scorpio placements are pretty spiritual/philosophical

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someone who has venus/mars in virgo/taurus = probably a health freak, and body image freak!!

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pisces can be so in their own world that they don't even realize if they are not meeting ur needs!! but if you point it out they will feel truly sorry for the rest of their life lol

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cancer ♡ libra is such a good match romantically. i feel like virgo ♡ gemini too. i said this once before but AQUARIUS ♡ PISCESS

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(づ˶•༝•˶)づ♡ thanks for reading yall, have a lovely day~

what to do when you’re feeling triggered towards your manifestation.

- take a deep breath. i know things seem impossible and overwhelming, but just take a deep breath and know that this is temporary. it’s all in your head. everything is working out.

- get a paper or your phone and journal out all of your feelings. what’s making you feel triggered? why are you upset? why are you anxious? how do you feel? it’s important to not identify yourself with these feelings. for example, do not write “i am a failure. i am so sad”. instead, write “i feel like i’m failing and it makes me feel sad”. remove the “i am” because what you’re feeling is valid, but do not make it part of your identity. do not reaffirm it as your identity.

- after you’ve done that, remind yourself that you are the creator of your reality. remind yourself that things are working out in your favour. you can meditate on this, or write it out a few times. keep saying it even if it doesn’t feel real.

- practice some gratitude. make a gratitude list or make mental note of things that you are grateful for.

- do something fun that ups your mood and takes your mind off any shitty feelings.

- after a few days, your feelings will stabilize. it’ll pass. just keep having faith and don’t forget to let yourself feel. one ‘bad’ day won’t ruin all your progress. and remember to go to bed and revise/think in your favour!!

astro observations✩

mars in earth signs are rather perfectionistic. like detail oriented and very THOROUGH

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heavy gemini and sagittarius placements love travelling for real.

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someone with a leo sun + merc tends to talk loudly and a lot, lowkey may cut u off LOLLLL very expressive speakers

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the weeknd has a scorpio moon and sun in 8th house which rlly explains his mysterious persona and mystique

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venus in taurus is the type of guy who has girls pursuing him lol.

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thank you guys for reading! love u and have an amazing day!

Before bed affirmations in order to sleep longer and better

I will have everything figured out at the right time and in the right place. There is no need to rush because I will get what I wanted or even better. I may not have it now, but I will have it one day because I said so. Everything happens for a reason.