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DTYS by @hiro-doodlez
I think it ended up looking a bit darker than I intended but I’m satisfied with it nonetheless
#HIROS400DTIYS#art#my art#ink sans#blueberror#utmv#utmv fanart#utmv sans#I accidentally drad the background with the colors of the bisexual flag so that’s funny#you can’t notice though
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Pokemon Masters’ new photoshoot feature is so much fun lol
#Rei was not ready for the photo he’s halfway through a blink#I LOVE THE PHOTO FEATURE A LOT ITS SO FUN#I do feel limited by it though#I’d like to see if we could add pokemon to it as well one day#and I wish we could rotate characters around 360° and zoom them in and out further than we already can#but I understand why we can’t lol#BUT I STILL LOVE THIS FEATURE A LOT#and the title feature is so fun too!!#still waiting for that hashtag system to see what that’s like though unless it’s already come out and I just didn’t notice lol#scheduled post feature I am once again putting my trust in you please post right on the hour
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look , I had a silly feeling that made me do a silly thing ( SBG character charts . I don’t regret it )
also maybe slight spoilers but not really idk you won’t notice it ( maybe . Also source jokes . A lot )
#I don’t apologize for anything I have done#I’m so funny arent I guys#It’s 11pm maybe I should snooze now#I don’t want to though I want to draw ashlyn devastatingly holding Aiden to a song I can’t remember#Why can’t I remember the song I’m gonna kns#AUUGHHH !!!#school bus graveyard#I really like doubling down on Tyler don’t I#My humor is a bit mean idk if you noticed#I know I shouldn’t have but it fit so well pls understand 💔💔#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon
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Not important but just as a friend, the accent mark goes over the first e in “divorcée” (same thing for “fiancé/e”) (don’t mean to be rude or annoying; I’m just autistic and for some fucking reason, my realm of “expertise” extends to French)
Oooh… I love you anon, you’re so sweet and sexy and I appreciateé your expertiseé… I think it just makes it funnier when I get it wrong.
#mod speaks#I’ve made so many typos on this blog that I’m aware of but wouldn’t dare fix because I think the typo makes it funnier#I think one time I spent luitenant wrong and literally tweeted about how I can’t spell luitenant before I posted it.#and pointedly posted it with the typo intact even though I noticed it before I posted. just because I thought it was funny#I still can’t spell luitenent without autocorrect on#am I spelling it right right now? I don’t think so. autocorrect are you working right now#it just never looks right#lootenent.
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#- HK#I would say some of my peers pushed the cooties narrative but my parents discouraged it#so I never thought of boys as being gross or having transmissible microbes#and I was always raised to value romance so I I don’t think I ever noticed a shift in my attitude towards the male sex#however I was somewhat (okay Very) bitter when suddenly it was inappropriate for me to be alone in a room with my male friend#but that bitterness had nothing to do with my own feelings towards guys#(and I truly think it was unavoidable. it’s part of growing up.#you can’t know why it’s inappropriate unless you also know all the lurid things two teens can get up to alone.)#(perhaps the suddenness of the change can be mitigated but the sadness can’t)#anyways I’ve always wondered about this shift everyone talks about that happens around middle school#because I remember feeling quite glad and natural in it. though I always was an aspiring adult)
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What is your favorite SmallishBeans skin?
Absolutely insane of you to think I could ever pick just one. Here’s a small selection in rough order, but I think they shift around day to day
Honorable mentions:
This beekeeper I didn’t know existed until I went looking just now but it very pretty especially with the flowers at the waist
And this guy (bald face looking ass… his regular skin doesn’t even have a beard but this is so uncanny to me… maybe it’s the lack of green in his skin tone paired with the lack of facial hair that scares me. Either he get to be pink or he gets to have a shaved face. Not both. (It is pretty though. I should go look for a link to who make the skin))
#sorry but both mezalia fits are WAY to cunty to not mention#and I really like greaser looks so bad boys Joel is at the top too#enjoy the contrast on the og red skin- he’s the only one that made hair and clothes grayscale too#really makes the red pop#and the Blazeborne fit will always fuck severely you will never change my mind#semi unrelated point: og blazeborne Joel and kind Lin are DEFINITELY the same person#old old guy. same fire guy. change my mind#kiri rambles#joel smallishbeans#I’ve also noticed that with 90% of the skins where he wears a crown it’s always got this hole in the middle? and it shows off his hair and-#-I’d like to think that that’s a piece of hair poking out of the hole like a backwards baseball cap#I would put his regular skin on here somewhere but the limit is 10 I think so I can’t#it’d be fairly middle/high though
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What if in first year au they were play fighting and tickling each other but then they broke something (I NEED THEM TO BE CHAOTIC FIRST YEARS PLS)
“Jamil, hey- stop it! Hey- it’s not funny-!” Azul wheezed out, laughs making his words far less effective at trying to actually get Jamil to stop tickling him, “please!- come onnnn- have mercy!”
He did decide to have mercy on him, ceasing his movements for a moment, which was a poor decision on Jamil’s part, because Azul took the opportunity to push him onto his side instead.
Both of them continued to play-fight, abusing Azul’s brand new housewarden room privileges for all it was worth.
Which includes the many, many sleepovers. Really, Azul would love to stay over at Scarabia, but as he had learned, Jamil’s roommates did not like him that much. Jamil had said it was because they seemed jealous of the fact that Jamil had gotten a boyfriend faster than anyone had ever expected, but Azul couldn’t believe that was the only reason. He’d seen how they’d watched him in class… he had his theories. (So did the twins, but they’d always been more wild with their ideas)
”I cant believe you- betrayal of the highest order.” Jamil deadpanned at him, not making much of an effort to sit back up, but gladly pulling Azul down on top of him.
“you’re the one who pulled out the tickling card. I can’t believe you. I didn’t even know that was a thing!”
“What, you don’t have tickling underwater?” Jamil questioned, turning his head towards the Oceanside window.
“No! You land-dwellers are so weird.” Azul finished, sitting up on the side of his bed, “I can’t believe half of the things you guys say.”
Jamil shoved him, playful and noncommittal. “Really? Like what?”
“Like gym! One of your whole class periods is taken up by torture??” He laughed out, exasperated.
“Gym is not ‘torture’, Azul.”
“Yes it is! You’re telling me it’s a requirement to go run around in sweaty clothes for an hour then go back inside, change, and just… go around school like that for the rest of the day?!” Azul’s hands came up to lightly slap him back.
”it’s only torture to you,” Jamil retorted, shoving him onto his back for effect, “not my fault you’re weak.”
Azul stays on his back for a moment, turning his head to look at Jamil for a moment. He’d always thought Jamil’s face was so pretty, full of sharp angles and ‘mean’ features that made his heart swirl. Too bad he had a fight to win.
He swung his other arm behind him, grabbing a pillow before smacking it right across Jamil’s face. Jamil’s face split into a wide grin as he lunged for the pillow in Azul’s hand. They stumbled around for a moment, fighting for control over a pillow as if their weren’t three others on his bed.
The kept fighting, with no real malice behind it, until a pouch crash echoed through the room. Azul’s bottle of ink was spilled across the floor, knocked over from Azul’s legs.
They both scrambled up, Azul blurting out a quick “I’ll get a towel-“ before running off to his bathroom.
“why was your ink pot on your nightstand??” Jamil let out, exasperated as he caught the towel Azul threw at him.
“I was working on a contract last night-“
“in bed?!?”
“Don’t question my methods!”
“This was bound to happen!” He shoved the towel onto the spill.
Azul kneeled down next to him, pulling in Jamil for a quick kiss before sweeping up the glass, “there, do you forgive me now?”
“I’m not mad, ‘Zul, I just don’t think you need to be working so late you’re still writing in bed.”
“…okay,” Azul sighed. He had been working late lately, maybe he should relax a bit more.
He glanced up at the boy next to him. Yeah, maybe he should.
#Jamiazu#azujami#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#All of Azul’s theories abt Jamil’s roommates are wrong btw#Like two of them actually had a crush on him and are very peeved that Jamil got him that quickly#Listen Azul is very pretty you can’t tell me he doesn’t have some admirers#So does Jamil but Azul actually notices those#But AUGH they’re my sillies#Hopefully you don’t mind the full on Drabble response but I felt it’d give the best like response#They’re menaces together in class though#Jamil and Azul are already terrifying#But them with first year shenanigans? Amazing and horrifying
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fun times with the dca :D (click for higher quality)
also
@bloo-the-dragon come get your man he’s bullying me
#I am learning to doodle on my phone#my finger hurts help#but finally! more art! for once!#can’t believe sun said that to me though#smh#anyways#mita doodles#my art#fnaf#fnaf dca#fnaf sb#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#fnaf sundrop#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#I have become a master at drawing ruffles if you haven’t noticed >:)#will wood#is mentioned once#aha
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the best is when you watch a film for the billionth time and can STILL notice something new
#watched To Be Or Not To Be (1942) for the sixth?? seventh?? time tonight and noticed an INCREDIBLE reaction i hadn’t seen before#i am at peace 😌😌#i was feeling kinda freaked out and needed to watch something that wasn’t gonna make it worse#i also REALLY needed to rewatch it for… well… several reasons#but particularly one which will become clear in the coming weeks#(though i got a lot more out of it already - looking forward to my future rewatch when i’m done)#and i finally realized what i needed to do about [redacted]#the solution was so clear and simple! can’t believe i didn’t think of it before#now i just have to take my pick!#great stuff great stuff#really truly cannot WAIT to subject you all to this fic#it’s still very much In Progress - but the parts that are done are just…. 👌🏻👌🏻 *SO* good
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sapkowski’s continued (earlier) opinions on his preferred cast of kevin costner as geralt, from his column in nowa fantastyka in 1996 and a separate article in cinema from 1998
i knew his ideal cast was kevin costner, but i didn’t know he wanted him from a specific movie—robin hood—and ‘especially in that scarf,’ apparently!
#the witcher books#c: geralt#geralt of rivia#and notice how he looks nothing like. well. you know who#fancast#is it a fancast if the author said it. an authorcast?#rip that the online translation removed łódź’s accent marks but this is a quick post i know its stupid though#it’s funny because sapek’s right he does look like geralt. i can’t believe we’re on the same page here
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Okami fandom hear me:
Kintsugi as a Waka motif
does anyone else here see my vision
#anyone?#come on people#hello?!#for one he literally has golden hair#then there’s also the symbolism and how kintsugi works as a metaphor#like you can’t find all the broken pieces but you can fill the holes and cracks#and the gold accentuates the cracks instead of hides them#similar to Waka’s own fractured soul#I recently noticed it being a recurring motif in my art and writing and overall metaphorical thinking surrounding him#but really though I am vibing with it big time lately#does anyone else see my vision#kintsugi#but a Waka motif#okami#Okami waka#waka#my brainpoops
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starting the year ✨wrong✨
#(this is about work ok. long rant in the tags bc auauauauauauauuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaa)#i’ve worked for just t h r e e (3!!!!) days this year and i think im already all burned out lmao#first i was stuck doing 2 workstations bc this freakin’ b o z o of a coworker decided to take the week off without prior notice#and *t h e n* the internal components of one of said workstations kicked the bucket and was only replaced today. sads.#rip to our wasted time and futile fixing efforts though. flashtag wetried#that’s not all t h o u g h i was told that i have to jump to the other work shift bc one of my coworkers is resigning#b u t the thing is. all of the other dudes in that shift are from [insert bordering country] and always speak in their nation’s language#so i won’t be able to communicate well with them for the most part esp s o bs#and if [insert country here] has a national holiday and a l l of them decide to take the day off..#well. um. ahahahaha. im ✨screwed✨#(but speaking of taking the day off… one of said guys on that shift has an approved leave for cny. which is funny bc he’s not even chinese)#(rips if the actual other chinese dude on that team has his leave request rejected bc of that guy lol. happy cny to him ig)#a n d also i was made to (sorta) teach these two new coworkers (of sorts) the workstation i’m at for the week#b u t the thing is. i do everything here by left (didn’t receive formal training either lmao sadge)#and i also couldn’t explain anything well in general bc it seems like my flow of thoughts can’t streamline itself ig#so i think i confused the poor guys more than anything. but like. why me??????? aaaauauaaaaaaaaaa#idk why one of them came back for more ‘education’ from me thoughhhhh#i’ve tried teaching ‘em stuff at another workstation before this and my feedback was ‘wait slow down you talk too fast’ s o o o o .#ig i’ll have to guide them though again in the morning though. sighs. this wasnt in my job description :(#speaking of job descriptions though… this h e l l a annoying guy no one likes who resigned a few months ago (to much rejoicing)…#is!!!!! coming!!!! back!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#w h y. like. w h y. why is he so attached to this company he l l o? why is our manager so attached to him helloooooooo????? why him???????#our workloads literally t r i p l e when he’s around bc he’s just the way he is. auauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa#aaaaaaaaaaa i dont wanna work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#science industry (derogatory) questionable laboratory conditions (derogatory)#felt cute; thought about retiring early idk
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anyway before I go to bed I think something a lot of people forget when it comes to stressful situations and activism is that you have to have your own lifejacket on before you help others like legit burning yourself out and focusing more on activism than your own health will lead to you being unable to help. but also there’s people who say that and mean they’re just going to like, ignore everything which is. not how that’s meant to work. i don’t know how to explain to you you should help others. don’t, like, sit back and watch people drown when you’ve got that life jacket on, that’s defeating the whole point innit. you need to be healthy to be helpful, and that means caring for your own mental and physical health and taking breaks if you need to (which doesn’t mean ignoring things it just means like. working on restoring yourself first so you don't have a mental health crisis which genuinely does not help anyone) it doesn’t mean just being an asshole who doesn’t care about other people who are suffering and deliberately does harmful acts without any need for “self care”.
#this isn’t about anything in specific#it’s just something I’ve noticed being common#where people deeply invested in issues will pressure others and themselves to neglect their own well-being for the sake of the cause#even though that genuinely helps no one you can’t help others if you’ve neglected your own mental health because that fucks up#your perception and logical reasoning and even values sometimes if it’s bad enough#or y’know. if you kill or hospitalise yourself you can’t spread awareness about shit#meanwhile people will use the fact that like. you should take yourself first to neglect others completely#which is just cruel and callous. you should in fact want to help other people#like even if you genuinely can’t do much there’s usually something you can do once in a while ok#including in your real life! this is talking about the entirety of someone’s existence#if you’re running soup kitchens in your free time it doesn’t really matter if you post about it on ur tumblr
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posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh
#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself#but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep#and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either#i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in#fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst#i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago#but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it#this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed#i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me#i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time#this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake#gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t#like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it!#i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life#when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so#i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have#but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip#and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude#though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i#it’s been gnawing at me#ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in#one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes#watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep#so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom#idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting#they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao#so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most#i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry#also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn#it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes
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what if. You wanted to get rid of the slime in your ear during the blood moon. And God said: 4 different encounters in the forest back to back
#possibly worst funniest in game experience ever#Ended up letting the wraith take pc to the lake because if I let them go there during the night it wouldn’t negate the encounter fully#(Learned the hard way)#And I’m trying to keep the chastity vow intact you know. So that happens. Unfortunately I didn’t keep track of the stress counter#Passed out trying to leave the forest. Boom. Cultists. Scream for help. Wraith saves omg yayyy :)#Pass out again because stress is still high. I notice it’s still not 6 am. Wraith gets my ass.#Uh oh pass out because of stress again. CULTISTS. AGAIN? Couldn’t fight it off this time but#Managed to get out of that chastity intact.Now to get out of the woods. Can’t take shortcut so end up walking. EDEN.#PC FUCKING. HAD ARMS BOUND BECAUSE OF THE RITUAL. COULDNT USE PEPPER SPRAY. I was like fuuuuuck..: this sucks…#Managed to avoid Stockholm this time though and escaped :evil: eden please don’t hunt me again#I want to draw this out because it was genuinely just ridiculous but for now I keep it written so I remember later#I NEED TO STOP TALKING IN NOTES
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i adore my department head to death but i do wish she wasn’t so transphobic. hurts sometimes
#ig she was talking to my friend and asked him if he’d noticed he’s the only man at the table (which i was sitting at too) and he was like#well no that’s wrong#but like. ma’am wtf.#and her son (also trans) (you are beginning to understand now) was at this dinner and he started talking to me abt like very personal trans#- questions. which didn’t really bother me he just had no tact. like he looked at my chest and went you’ll probably be fine with keyhole#dude what. we are in public. like it’s fine but ???#apparently she talks to me about him all of the time though#and he kept complimenting my voice which was nice bc i am still insecure over it#and with her it is Not on purpose she just. can’t get it through her head#i still don’t know if that boy knows i’m trans i’m realizing. like i think he does but i’ve thought a lot of people do and i was wrong#ted talks
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