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efingcod · 1 year
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txzcia · 9 months
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sorry for this guys
“S-slow down, Jeff..” You whimper out, practically begging the man you get to call your boyfriend above you to go easy on you like he promised he would. But then again, he never stays true to his word. Moans and cries bubbles in your throat as you dig your nails into the flesh and skin of his forearms. Your request goes in one ear and out the other as he pumps into you like his life depends on it. Becoming friends with they twisted boy next door was crazy enough, but asking him to be your boyfriend was by far the craziest shit you’ve ever done. But that doesn’t mean anything when your underneath him and screaming for him to both slow down and keep going while your cunt tries desperately to suck him in, while failing at how absolutely huge he is.
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a-asterias · 1 year
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— micaela's april recs
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ty to all these amazing writers who have left me with butterflies in my stomach and/or tears rolling down my face, much appreciated <3
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CRIMINAL MINDS
— spencer reid.
soulmates by @radiant-reid
tear me apart by @literaila
private display of affection by @poguesofthebau
that's my wife by @wheelsup
unlucky in love by @criminalmindzjunkie
sinking by @mggpleasedontlookhere
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PANIC
— dodge mason.
cemetery drive by @riffaist
love story by @biqherosix
↳ steal my girl
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HARRY POTTER
— fred weasley.
john wayne by @shadowsinger11
chosen sister by @potter-imagines
how to steal a book (and a heart) by @theweasleysredhair
late night stroll by @httpbakugou
sheer luck by @heloisedaphnebrightmore
frustrations by @nextdoor-neighbors
— george weasley.
broken people by @wondernimbus
— draco malfoy.
two sworn enemies by @wondernimbus
odd one out by @panda-noosh
— oliver wood.
c'est magnifique by @wondernimbus
— charlie weasley.
a brief glimpse by @helnjk
MARAUDERS
— remus lupin.
singed memories by @lupinlongbottom
just go with it by @fizzyhosh
— sirius black.
just a natural fact by @iliveiloveiwrite
agree to disagree by @lupinlongbottom
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LOCKWOOD AND CO.
— anthony lockwood.
you can hear it in the silence by @tangledinlove
↳ it's never too late (to come back to my side)
↳ just another love song
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STRANGER THINGS
— steve harrington.
got caught up by @hairringtonsteve
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HEROES OF OLYMPUS
— leo valdez.
why me? by @chasingpj
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MARVEL
— bucky barnes.
first date, last night by @intrepidacious
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AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER
— zuko.
best kind of medicine by @panda-noosh
↳ fools gold
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BRIDGERTON
— anthony bridgerton.
sham and pain by @peeterparkr
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GRISHAVERSE
— kaz brekker.
heartless by @magpiencrow
↳ for you
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obsessedwrhys · 22 days
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I cant find any fics with the plots i want so im gonna write them myself. the agony.
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mockerycrow · 11 months
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Multiple Characters Masterlist (MWI-MWIII)
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cod masterlist - crow’s mega masterlist
☁️ = fluff || ⛈️ = angst || 🔥 = sexual content
GN!Reader With An Accent ☁️
Fem!Reader With Shaved Legs ☁️
Body Switch Gas With Fem!Reader ☁️
Fem!Reader Catches 141 + König Looking At Her Ass ☁️🔥
141 + König’s Reaction To Platonic!Fem!Reader’s Ass Being Slapped By Rando ☁️
141 + König Reactions To GN!Reader Flinching ☁️⛈️
Physical Injury Prompt ☁️⛈️
Ain’t That A Kick In The Head? (Platonic!Fem!Reader)☁️
Ghost, Soap + König Comfort Asthmatic!GN!Reader ⛈️☁️
141 Fear Headcanons ☁️
MBTI Types
flufftober 2023 ☁️
400 Follower Celebration Masterlist
141 Submissive Headcanons 🔥
Pack Cuddles (Hybrid!141 x GN!Human!Reader) ☁️
4k Follower Celebration Masterlist
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bruhhhh-huhhhhh · 3 months
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yooo is there any chance I can request parent headcanons for the safehouse crew (cod: bocw)??? been replaying the bo2 campaign and the Adler is Graves' father theory has a grip on me esp recently now that that mf is coming back
I imagine that Adler is a pretty distant parent, what with work in the CIA taking up most of his time and probably isn't able to see his kid much to begin with after the divorce, no doubt his ex wife has full custody of any of the children they had during that marriage. he's the kind of dad to buy his teenage kid expensive gifts to make up for the times he couldn't be there, usually related to something they were mildly interested in when they were like 7. And that thing is probably one of the only things he knows about them because they ranted about it to him when they were really young and naive. Russ is not as good as vocalizing his affection, but he's observant, and would zero in on any information and likes that his kid has when they express it... It's just that the usually don't with the distance between them. I think he does genuinely care about his child and still wants to show that they appreciate them, but just doesn't know how to properly connect with them on an emotional level, and usually doesn't even have the time. I don't think he'd treat his kid much differently based on their gender, he's still an emotionally-supressed mostly absentee father that his child would kind of just grow to resent as they get older. Adler is the 'he tried' dad. (I hc that Graves his kid is also the most likely to have a wild rebellious teens phase, and he'd kind of just let it happen so long as they aren't getting into any legal trouble because at that point their relationship would be so strained and he's just kinda apathetic about it. I think he's the type that would come home late to catch his kid smoking, and the only thing he'd do is ask why they started and if they know the consequences of it, then promptly asks for one and never brings it up again.)
Hudson, on the contrary, would be the perfect dad. Girl dad 100%, this man has a wife and two daughters (I think, might need to double check this one, but point still stands because I think he'd be good with girls). This man deserves a bo burnham 1985 edit. I think that he's really the type of guy who tries to squeeze in as much quality time with his family even with his work, and is the type to frequently show affection and pride for his children. Jason is completely soft for his wife and children, in contrast to how much of a no-nonsense hardass he is on the job. I am utterly convinced that this is the man who would always play along with his daughter's tea parties when he has tine and would never miss any of his son's games (he'd ask Jenny to record it for him if he's knows he's gonna be on a mission for a long time). I imagine that he really goes the extra mile to be the best role model for his kids, being both responsible and loving even with the limited presence he has because of his job. Hudson is the father figure some us needed in life ngl.
I don't think Mason would be an abusive dad contrary to what most people would take away from the one interaction we see with him and a very young David. I definitely think he'd have some major anger issues though, no doubt that trauma from The Numbers™️ and all the shit he's gone through as soldier and later CIA op would have an impact on him. He would never lay a hand on his own kid, but he's definitely shouted at them pretty frequently and has likely broken objects around them when he's angry. Much more so after his wife's death and being left as a single dad who barely has any idea what he's doing, and the only other person who can rein him in from it is Frank. I think he's more affectionate and less emotionally distant than Adler, but still just not as close as he should be to his child. He'd apologize for his outbursts and all but, being raised with traditional values from the 30s-40s, he isn't really the type to have those heartfelt talks about feelings because men are supposed to be strong and being emotional makes you weak and all that crap. Would be tougher with a son, and stricter with a daughter. Alex would become a lot more understanding and open over time when his kid grows older, and mellow out as an old man and just be proud of how they turned out despite how he was. The anger issues never really dissipates, but he learns to control it and be better for his kid for the remainder of his life. Mason is the dad you'd resent and have so much anxiety over in your teens and twenties but eventually make up with and get closure by your late thirties or so.
Woods would definitely be more of a fun uncle than a dad. More of the tough love type, but will always remind his kid that they're appreciated at the end of the day. But I also imagine he's a lot more reckless snd clumsy, specially as a first-time father. May not be perfect, has his own shortcomings in a lot of places, but he's really trying his best. I imagine that he probably tiptoed a lot when it came to raising David, trying not to yell at him too much and tried to be his anchor as much as he can after he was tricked into killing Alex (and then promptly going off on him when he shows face again after thirty years). Frank would be considerate and very vocal about his appreciation for his kid despite . Woods is the lovable old man that you'd have a lot of funny memories to look back on, and cussing you out is just his own way of saying he loves you.
I don't have as much thoughts on them but I think Park would be very overprotective, especially if she had a daughter. Would shelter her child and be very strict with them, making sure she knows how and where her kid is all the time, who her kid is with, and how safe they are. Would make her child wear a tracker watch and tell her all and any people they meet or see. Madam Shell's betrayal and her brother's death have definitely left a mark on her, and she would excessively worry about them at all times, to the point of it being suffocating and very invasive Lazar is the balance to this, more lenient and lets his kid have a right to privacy and freedom. Sure, he still worries a lot, but he has enough faith in his child to let then go off on their own when they're at an appropriate age. I also imagine that he gives the best best hugs. Sims would be somewhere in between, albeit more leaning on the stricter side.
AHHHH THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO ANSWER I'M SORRY
bUuuuT
i love this idea so I'm gonna do silly little headcannons for it
How the Safehouse Crew treat their kid
Russell Adler
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He's absolutely an absent dad
It's not that he does it on purpose, it's just what happens with his job
Russell tries so hard. So hard to be there, but a lot of the time he just can't because of work
If his kid does any sports, you can bet your ass that he's gonna be at any games he can
Now, that's not a lot, but still
Adler absolutely cheers the loudest anytime that his kid does anything
He'll also argue with the refs or umpires about dumb calls
Has been kicked out multiple times
Russell also buys his kid anything that they want
Christmas with him is like out of a damn movie
Presents are practically stacked to the roof and each one is more extravagant than the last
Is definitely the type of parent to dump a bunch of money on his kid for whatever they want
It's his way of making up for barely being around
Has missed his visitation days a lot
Every time he does, Adler sends money and presents as an apology
One time, his kid was staying over at his house because they got into an argument with their mom
He came home late and was met with the sight of his only child smoking cigarettes in the living room
"You know what those do to your lungs?"
The kid just stared for a second before nodding in shock
"Good. Don't be surprised when you get lung cancer. Lord knows I'm already getting close to that. Give me one."
The kid hands over the whole pack, and Adler takes one, lights it, and hands it back. "Don't tell your mother."
On the times that he actually has off and has the kid, he tries to make a whole day out of spending time together
Adler takes them to an amusement park or something, and its just plain awkward the whole time
But, by the end of the day, they're just a little closer
Mainly because they had a heart to heart on the car ride home
They even hugged!
Yay!
And then nothing changed
Boo >:(
Jason Hudson
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Girl dad 100%
He's the dad that everyone needs
So supportive, no matter what
Jason does, in fact, have two girls. And, if I remember right, he loves them more than anything
This man absolutely has been caught playing princesses and knights with his daughters by his wife
His favorite thing is to sit at the tiny tables and have a tea party
Loves his kids so much
If he had a son, Hudson would teach him how to throw a football
Definitely would push him to join a sport
If he does, Hudson goes to every game
Just like Adler, he cheers the loudest
If his girls get boyfriends, you can bet your ass that he's going to let them know that he has multiple guns and absolutely knows how to use it
#WillThreatenToKillThem
Jason has to be told by his wife to leave them alone
He only does because he loves his wife so so much and he'd kill for her
Lots of physical affection
Hugs and all that good stuff
His kids definitely won't be touch starved
Is absolutely who they go to first whenever something happens and they need help/support
If he ever catches his kid doing something that they shouldn't, like smoking, he has to try really hard not to yell at them. He pretty much has to walk away to cool off before he can approach the conversation in a way that he wants to
Hudson and his kid are going to have a long talk that ends in a hug and a promise not to do it again
Overall his kids are well behaved and he's a good dad
Alex Mason
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My poor boy
I love him so much, anger issues and all
Any time that he screams and breaks things in front of his kid, he calls Woods to come and pick them up so he can take care of things
He always feels horrible after he yells. Alex never wanted to hurt anyone. Quite the opposite, actually. He just doesn't know how to control his anger
Throughout the kids developmental years, he tries his best not to yell or get angry, but a lot of the time he can't stop himself in time
In comes one Frank Woods, who ends up coming over and taking the kid out for ice cream or to the park or just for a drive
He ends up being that cool uncle that the kid goes to when something happens
When he gets discharged (Honorably) from the military, Mason ends up going to therapy
And anger management classes
Only reason he does is because his kid ends up yelling back when he gets angry
And he realizes that he fucked up :(
So that helps him mellow out for his kids later years
Definitely apologizes to his kid for how they were raised
Alex won't over explain or get all mushy, but it'll come up as a simple "I'm sorry for how you were raised," and leave it at that
Will express his feelings through gifts or spending quality time with his kid
If he gets grandkids, Alex will take that as the time to make up for his kids shitty childhood
Best granddad for real
When he's older, he won't mind as much when it comes to telling his kid that he's proud of them
Lots of praise
Frank Woods
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HE'S SO BABY GIRL I CAN'T
LOOK AT THIS GIF
Anyway
Definitely the type of dad to pretend that his kid is in trouble and then it turns out to be a prank
He would absolutely do it just like he did in the scene of the gif
Frank wouldn't yell at his kid, more just yell in general
He'll scream over football games, tv shows, dropping something, anything
He does not care
His kid would be used to loud noises by double digits
Woods would absolutely not know that his kid was sneaking out until Alex caught them
He doesn't particularly care, but he's a little disappointed that they didn't ask him if they could go
Instead of yelling, he would sit them down and have a serious discussion
Lots of "You could have just asked," and, "How many times have you done it?"
Basically he'd get his kid to quit because he knows it's a bad habit
I can't remember if he's a smoker or not, but if he is he would go through the process of quitting with said kid
Helen Park
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She's kind of a shitty mom, ngl
Park can be good at it when she wants to, but she's got her own shit that he's going through
She can't handle a kid
In the early years, she's a little neglectful and absent
Then she does a full 180 and goes full over-protective mom mode
Trackers, constant phone calls, reassuring messages
The whole nine yards
She'll try her best to stop if her kid says something, but her anxiety is way too high to stop fully
Definitely the kind of mom to apologize through gifts
One fond memory that her kid would have of their younger years is her sneaking into their room and climbing into bed with them
She just sat there and held them, silently telling them how much she loved them
Helen thought their kid was asleep, not awake and hearing everything she was saying
Park definitely let her kid sneak into her bed when they had nightmares or got sick
She secretly loves it and is sad when they stop doing it
Okay that's all I got-
I didn't mean for this to take so long to make
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rascal-xo · 11 months
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send in y’all’s Price/Ghost/Soap suggestions |My requests are open for any other kind of fic suggestions as well!|
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efingart · 2 months
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Just What I Needed - Chapter 25
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Frank Woods x CoD Bell
Frank and Mila go on something that looks a lot like a date, but it isn't a date.
The plastic groaned in protest as Mila pressed the speaker closer to her ear. The record store fell away as the synth beat took hold of her.  It was unlike any music she had ever heard. She could become lost in it. She was used to holding in her feelings, not giving away much that was on her mind. But the sound inexplicably made her want to move.
But how would anyone dance to this?
Mila’s eyes flicked up to the woman behind the counter. She was the one who had set up the tape player for her to listen. The counter was much higher than the floor, likely so she could quickly spot if anyone was pocketing one of the tiny cassette tapes. But for the most part, the woman looked bored. She flipped through some kind of booklet. Like a magazine, but there was a homemade quality to it��splotched black ink across its neon paper cover. The title hand written in black permanent marker. The woman tossed her head to get her pink-streaked bangs out of her eyes before ducking her head back down to read. The pink-streaked bangs fell back into her face.
Mila felt tension on one side of the headphones, drawing her gaze away from the woman. Frank tugged on one of the speakers, pulling it away and leaning into her, turning the speaker towards his own ear to listen.
“You like this?” He asked. His voice was loud as he tried to talk over the music thrumming in his ear. He listened for another moment before turning the speaker back around.
She pulled the headphones off and let them dangle from her neck.
“Yeah. You said I should pick something happier. Can’t get happier than that.”
Frank’s eyes traveled over her face, then he shrugged and turned to the woman behind the counter.
“This one, too,” He said. She didn’t respond, not even a nod. Still, she popped the tape out of the player, putting it back in its jewel case and adding it to the stack of music Mila had already accumulated.
“Anything else?” Frank asked Mila.
She shook her head and neatly placed the headphones on top of the tape player, then pushed the player towards the woman.
He dug into his back pocket for his wallet. Then, he shifted his attention to something behind the woman.
“One of those, too,” He said, pointing to a box on the wall behind her. In her bored way, she turned to the wall, picked up the box, and held it up to verify that it was what he wanted. He gave her a nod, and she began to ring up the items.
“Come with batteries?” He asked her as he studied the box. She shook her head. He sighed. “Course not.”
Mila watched this exchange with some curiosity. She couldn’t quite read the box, and the product name wasn’t giving anything away—something to do with walking. Frank counted out the bills and change, and the woman bagged their purchases.
“All right, come on,” He said, throwing an arm over her shoulder as he guided her out of the store. “Gotta make another stop.”
He pointed to a camera store across the street. In the wide front window, there was a large cardboard display. As they approached, Mila realized it resembled a camera. But not like one she had ever seen. There was a lens and a viewfinder, but the camera's base was long and flat. The design of it was so clunky she couldn’t understand why anyone would want to carry it around. Someone had cut a large slit across the base, and a flat sheet of cardboard with a photograph on it repeatedly slid in and out of the base.
Maybe it was advertising a new kind of development process?
But as she scanned the display she saw that the large camera was surrounded by boxes of the real thing.
She turned to ask Frank about them when she heard a click and a whirring sound. A man was standing in the shop doorway, one of the strange cameras in his hand.
“Just got the brand new model in today. Come in and take a look.”
Having a business owner so invested in speaking to them was odd. But the camera shop likely got its fair share of tourists, which may have motivated him to be friendlier. He handed her the paper that had come out of the camera.
She stared at it and turned it over—blank white on one side and black on the other. However, something was happening on the front of the paper. A splotch of brownish yellow was slowly developing.
“You’ve never seen an instant film camera before?”
She shook her head and tried to hand the paper back to the man, but he waved her off. “It’s yours, keep it.”
Frank interrupted their exchange and asked the man, “You got any batteries?”
The man led him into the small store. Mila stayed outside, watching the display continue its methodical movements.
After a moment, Frank stepped out again and dropped a pack of batteries into the paper bag.
“How’d it turn out?” He asked her, nodding towards the paper in her hand.
She looked down, and to her surprise, she was now holding a photo of her and Frank looking at the display.
“What-”
“Instant film, don’t ask me how it works. Em’s got one of those. She’s constantly taking pictures,” He said, shaking his head. “I’ve gotta have about a hundred of me holding David for the first time. I’ll show you.”
“Instant film,” She repeated and looked longingly at the display. She’d love to have a camera like that. She had enjoyed taking and developing pictures for the various missions the CIA had sent her on. And with her memory, it would be nice to have some kind of physical evidence of her life besides that old photo Frank had found. Feeling Frank’s eyes on her, she blinked and turned away from the display. The nice thing about Frank is that he never asked too many questions. He seemed to know that if she wanted to talk, she’d talk. He plucked the picture from her hands and tucked it into his front shirt pocket, giving the pocket a little pat.
“For safekeeping,” He said. Then he threw his arm back in a wave, gesturing her to keep it moving. “Come on, I’m hungry.”
“Burger Town?” She joked.
“You know I’ll never say no to that. One of these days, we gotta take you somewhere nice, I guess.”
“Not today,” She said.
He chuckled, “Not today.”
They sat at one of the outdoor tables in the sun. She couldn’t remember the last time she spent so much time in the sun. The bag of food was between them, and she watched him reach into it to pull out a burger. His knuckles were turning red, and a smattering of freckles had appeared on his hands. She hadn’t realized he freckled in the sun, but it made sense with his complexion. It gave her a warm feeling just to know something more about him. Something that wasn’t related to his job or military life.
Frank Woods freckles in the sun.
She cataloged the information away in her mind.
Mila reached into the bag for her burger and placed it on the table before her. Then she carefully peeled the wrapper away, smoothing it out on the table and creating a placemat for herself. She thought she heard Frank let out a soft chuckle, but when she glanced up, his soft gaze was focused behind her as he chewed his burger. Mila picked up her burger and was about to eat when a thought occurred to her.
“What’s that thing you bought? That needed batteries?” She asked, nodding towards the paper bag set next to him on the bench.
He held up a finger and reached for his drink as he chewed. Grasping the drink by the lid, two fingers on either side of the straw, he took a long sip.  Then, he set his burger and the drink down and wiped his hands off in his jeans before he opened the bag.
“I figured if you’re gonna have your own music, maybe you don’t want to be tied to the stereo in the living room,” He said. Then, while looking at her pointedly, he added, “You can use the stereo in the living room anytime you want, though.”
When he said that, her eyes moved from the bag next to him to his face. Frank seemed to notice everything. Or maybe he had recognized one of his own habits in her. He knew she was trying to leave the smallest footprint in their apartment. A strategy she employed in the hopes that if he never felt like she was in the way, then her place there was safe. She shifted in her seat, somewhat uncomfortable with the feeling of being so seen by someone else. There was something else, too: comfort.
She ignored it and instead turned her focus back to Frank, who was moving his burger aside so he could place the box in front of him. He pulled out a pocket knife to break open the thick tape, holding the box shut. Then he opened the flap and grabbed hold of what was inside while tipping the box so that gravity would help him ease its contents out.
Inside was a smaller black box surrounded by styrofoam packaging and a small pair of black over-ear headphones. Frank flipped the styrofoam over onto his hand. He tossed the packaging back in the paper bag and dusted off the smaller black box. She could see it was made of heavy plastic. There were buttons on the top. Frank reached back into the paper bag, feeling around momentarily, before producing the pack of batteries. He popped off a panel in the back and put in four batteries. Then he took out one of the cassette tapes, popped its case open, and slipped it into a slot in the front of the box.
He plugged the headphones into the box and handed them to her.
“You can listen anywhere now.”
She put the headphones on. The sound wasn’t as good as in the record store or at the apartment, but it was nice to be able to listen anywhere. She noted he had put in the tape he recommended, Pat Benatar.
You’ll like this one, he had said at the store.
And he was right. She took a bite of her hamburger as she listened. She knew she could definitely enjoy listening while in her room at night. And maybe even between sessions.
“Like it?”
She nodded.
“Thank you. You didn’t have to do that.”
He waved his hand, dismissing her comment.
“You might as well have some music wherever you want it.”
He stopped the tape.
“Thing drains batteries, though, I’ve got more for you, but just know that.”
She nodded again and removed the headphones. Frank gathered everything up and placed it in the bag.
“So what’s next?”
“I have an idea or two.”
Mila tilted her head curiously at him, but he didn’t elaborate.
Frank seemed to have his destination in mind, but occasionally, he would take them one way and have to backtrack. Then, he’d check the street name and head in the opposite direction. The place he was looking for must have been tucked away. Mila didn’t mind so much. It was good to be out and walking in the city. It had been some time since she had just walked around without purpose or hurry. She glanced around at the other people around them. This is what they did. She had yet to conjure up something more mundane from her adult or teenage years. Always running and fighting. Not being able to show her face in her home country meant long strolls in the park were risky. She had vague memories of spending time in what looked like East Berlin. But had the sense she was still traveling by night, working.
“There,” Frank said in a low voice.
He led her down a narrow side street. On the corner was a small building. Garage-style doors had been installed on either side and now, on this pretty day, they were flung up. She could clearly see the entire establishment from front to back.
She stopped.
“It looks like-”
“Yeah,” Frank said. Then he shrugged. “I kinda got the feeling you wanted to look around that place. And I know you like computers.”
He scratched the back of his head, suddenly seeming uncomfortable.
“Well, these are kind of like computers,” He added.
She nodded, and they walked into the arcade. Inside, the sounds, which were tinny and muted on the street, completely filled the space. The room itself was kept dim, lit by the sunlight outside and the glow of the screen on each machine. Every cabinet was painted with brightly colored characters. As she looked at the displays, she realized that these were what the players were supposed to imagine the tiny pixelated characters to be. Again, it was like nothing she had ever experienced before.
Being in the arcade brought back memories of the fake American town, and she wondered if small towns in America really did look like that. Many small towns in the movies she watched looked similar as well. The cinema, Burger Town, and arcade all together around a tiny town square. She knew it would be unlikely she’d ever get to see a place like that. Unlikely, she’d ever leave West Berlin, unless they were shipping her off to some prison to lock her away forever.
Mila pushed the thoughts from her mind and approached a free cabinet. She watched the looping demo of what must have been a car racing along a track that never seemed to end. Several cars whizzed by the player's car until one crashed into it. A computerized grinding sound filled her ears. The screen went black.
“You ever play one of these?” Mila asked Frank.
He shook his head.
“Heard it rots your brain or something,” He joked. “Come on, let’s go get some tokens.”
As they waited in line, he pointed to a game that involved a sloped wooden track with numbered holes at the top.
“Now that’s more my speed. Skee-ball.” When he was met with her blank stare, he clarified, “It’s like bowling. You do know bowling, right?”
She shook her head.
“I’ll show ya.”
Then he turned his attention to the man behind the counter. Frank handed over a few bills to exchange for tokens.
He was spending so much money on her today. She felt uncomfortable unable to contribute. Of course, no one would give her money, nothing that she could potentially use to escape.
Not that she had anywhere to go. Beyond the walled city was a dangerous place for her. Outside the city was Soviet-controlled Germany. Even if she attempted to leave through the subway tunnels as she and Adler once had, she was an enemy of the state. Sure, they had thought she was dead, but likely that had been proven wrong when her face showed up all over the KGB cameras as soon as someone had reviewed the footage. And hey, why is a dead woman working with Russell Adler anyway?
If caught, the KGB would make sure she was dead this time, but not after grilling her for all the information she had about the CIA. Or if Perseus got hold of her again. The blonde- Ivanova went to great lengths to ensure she could hold her and torture her freely. She was sure the entire organization wanted her head for what she did in Solovestky.
“Hey,” Frank nudged her. The collection of dull coins jingled as he moved them from one hand to the other. “So, what do you want to play?”
She walked around studying each machine. The arcade wasn’t busy, so she could get a good look at the games.
One in particular caught her eye. It was one she recognized from the fake America town.
She approached the cabinet and watched the preview play before her of a small character dressed in green jumping over black blocks on the ground. She realized that the blocks were meant to be open spaces through which the player could fall. After watching the demo play, Frank handed her a coin, and she started up the game. He tucked his hand in his jeans pocket and deposited the remaining tokens.
“Got plenty of ‘em, so you can try all of the machines if you want,” He said, patting his pocket, causing the coins to jingle again.
She smiled at him and then directed her focus back to the machine. She bent down to deposit the token, and the music on the cabinet changed.
Frank leaned an arm over the cabinet and watched her play. It took her a moment to learn the controls. Her character died a few times, but it was easy to identify the gameplay patterns after that.
“Hey, you’re not bad at this,” Frank said.
She shrugged.
Then she made a silly mistake, and the timer ran out on the game. She managed to convince Frank to play a round himself. They spent much of the afternoon at the arcade. Occasionally, they’d find a game they could play together.  Boxing was entertaining because Frank would tell her about his brief experience as an amateur boxer as a teenager. Though with some of the stories, he’d end up distracting himself enough in the retelling that she could get several punches in at once.
After losing another round of boxing, Frank yawned and checked his watch.
“Getting late, we should head out. I wanted to get some things at the grocery store anyway,” Frank said. Then added, “Someone keeps complaining we don’t have any good food.”
“We don’t!” She said, following him out the door. He stopped short at a cabinet where a group of kids were gathered and rooted through his pockets for the remaining tokens. Then he dumped them into the hands of a girl standing on the outskirts of the group.
It was dark when they returned to the apartment, each holding one grocery bag.
She placed her bag on the counter and unpacked it, putting pantry items away as Frank stocked the fridge.
“Should I make us something?” She asked.
“Nah, I got an idea for us,” He said but didn’t elaborate. Mila wasn’t sure what to make of the smile that slowly crept across his face either.
“You, cooking?” She teased him.
“Hey, I can cook some things,” He said, feigning offense.
Mila chuckled. She wasn’t about to insult him if he was willing to make dinner for them. And she was a bit curious about what Frank would cook up. She leaned against the counter to watch him work.
“Let me know if you need me to do anything.”
“I got it. You gotta be tired after today anyway.”
He was right; she was exhausted, and she yawned as if on cue. She stretched her arms over her head and let out another long yawn. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed that the message indicator on the answering machine was lit.
“Oh hey, Frank, you’ve got a message,” She said.
“Hit play for me, will ya?”
She depressed the button, and the tape on the machine whirred to life.
“Woods-”
Mila recognized the voice immediately.
“Is that Sims?”
“Shh-” Frank hushed her.
“- in town, and I’ve got some ideas for you. Well, for Bell. Come by tomorrow.”
The tape stopped, and the machine beeped. Frank continued his work without explanation. He had pulled out a fat tomato and was in the process of cutting it into slices. Mila watched him, waiting to see if he would elaborate.
When he didn’t, she asked him, ��What was that about?”
Frank’s back straightened, and he cleared his throat before answering.
“Sims-” He paused, “He’s gonna help us.”
She bit the inside of her lip to keep herself from interrupting. She could tell Frank had more to say, but why was he taking so long to say it? He placed the knife on the cutting board but kept his other hand around the tomato as he turned his head to look at her.
“I’m not letting them drug you anymore, Mila,” He said firmly.
She hadn’t been expecting that.  In fact, she wasn’t sure she understood him clearly.
“What? What do you mean?”
“I told them. All of them. They need to figure something else out.”
Frank turned back to the tomato and finished slicing. He moved the slices to a plate.
“All of them,” She repeated, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Park, Hudson, and Adler. All of them,” He said as he opened the fridge and pulled out a pack of bacon wrapped in butcher paper. He placed it on the counter. Frank then sprinkled some water on the pan, and it sizzled.
“Nice and hot,” He said quietly.
It was surreal watching him work. The conversation and the actions were incongruent. Frank was just making her dinner and casually telling her her entire life was about to change. That he- Frank Woods- of all people had made a decision about her life without talking to her about it.
This couldn’t be happening. Frank couldn’t do this to her.
Mila rubbed her forehead.
“Is that why you-” She stopped. She didn’t want to think that Frank took her out today to soften the blow of what would happen tomorrow. Mila ripped her hand away from her forehead and slammed her fist on the countertop.
Frank had just been about to place a slice of bacon in the pan, but he stopped and stared at her.
“Frank, if they’re not drugging me-” Mila started. She shook her head. The kitchen was a blur. She couldn’t make eye contact with him. She didn’t want to face the reality of it.
“If I’m not useful to them-” She tried again.
No, no, don’t say it.
“We almost lost you-” Frank said, his voice surprisingly calm.
“Frank!” She interrupted, “This is my life. And you’re what, just making decisions for me?”
“What do you want me to do?” He said. He tossed the bacon back on the butcher paper. It made a wet slapping sound when it hit the paper.
“You were gone. You didn’t see you. Lost in your head. It’s the fucking drugs, Mila. You want me just to step aside and let them do that to you?”
“I told you that’s what I was good for,” She said.
“So you think you deserve this?”
She said nothing to him then. The answer was obvious to both of them. He stepped towards the sink and washed his hands. As he dried them, he turned back toward her.
“Sometimes I think you’d rather lose your mind,” Frank said sadly. He tossed the towel on the counter before reaching out for her, but she slapped his hand away.
“Mila-”
“Controlling my life. Just like Adler.”
“Hey!” He raised his voice then.
It wasn’t fair. She knew she wasn’t being fair. Frank wasn’t Adler. But the roaring in her head wouldn’t stop. She stepped away from him and swung around, heading to her room.
She didn’t want to see him. Didn’t want to hear his reasoning. He was probably right, but the prospect of it not working, of her being imprisoned forever. She’d rather be dead. Because it would be forever. Held in solitary confinement with no hope of ever leaving.
She changed into her t-shirt, leaving her day clothes on the floor.
On her bed was the bag from the music store. Frank must have put it in here for her. She placed her headphones over her ears and popped a tape in. Somber music did its best to drown out the sounds of Frank cooking in the kitchen.
And eventually, she fell asleep.
She had a dream of meeting a man in a bar. He was a stranger to her, but they sat and talked as if they were old friends. After exchanging pleasantries, she leaned closer to him.
“Please. Frank Woods. It must be him.”
“Why?”
“Because I believe he is a good man. I believe he will understand.”
Mila woke up hungry. She was no stranger to the feeling, but somehow, paradoxically, it was harder to ignore now that she was getting food regularly. Easier to let the feeling fade into the background and have sleep for dinner when there was never any dinner or breakfast to look forward to.
The bedside clock told her it was the middle of the night, and she wondered if Frank would still be awake. Her anger had died almost as soon as her head hit the pillow. She felt guilty for blowing up on him and knew she needed to apologize. And that he’d probably chew her out for it. Frank wasn’t manipulative. He wasn’t trying to control her. He’d likely be more angry that she’d even suggest that than anything else. But first, she needed to eat something.
Swinging her feet around, she carefully got up from the bed. She avoided a particularly creaky floorboard and made her way to the door. She placed her ear against it and listened, but with the exception of the usual sounds of the building, it was quiet.
Even still, she opened the door as quietly as she could. If Frank was in his room snoring away, he would never hear her, but she couldn’t be too careful. Mila made her way to the kitchen. She could assemble a sandwich quickly and bring it back to her room. Though she hated eating in her room. It made her feel like she was in a prison cell. She opened the fridge, and there on the top shelf was a plate with a sandwich wrapped in waxed paper.
Frank had made dinner for her after all. Of course, he had. She picked up the chilled plate and turned to bring it to her room. But that’s when Frank emerged from the bathroom. A fleck of toothpaste dotted his beard. They caught each other’s gaze before he walked past her and through the kitchen. He was just on the threshold of the living room when he stopped. He raised his arm and leaned against the doorframe.
“Should have talked to you about it, but I wanted you to have a couple of good days before we had to figure things out,” He said. His hand formed into a fist, which he tapped against the frame before turning around.
The guilt crept in again. He had just been thinking about her again. His insistence on her rehabilitation had changed his living situation, his job, and his life. How much time did he spend thinking about her?
Mila set the sandwich down on the counter and stepped toward him.
“I’m sorry, Frank,” She said. It felt weak. After everything.
To her surprise, he nodded. He leaned against the counter and folded his arms across his bare chest.
“Yeah, me too,” He said.
She waited, she didn’t have much to say, everything that came to mind just sounded like an excuse to her.
“I’m not like him,” Frank said.
“I know, Frank,” She said.
“I’m not trying to control your life. Not interested in that,” He said.
He took in a deep breath. She shifted her weight on her feet. It seemed like he had more to say.
“I’m sorry I yelled at you,” She said when he said nothing.
He gave her a sidelong glance, and then a characteristic smirk appeared at the corner of his mouth. He threw his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into him.
“I’ve had worse,” He said with a chuckle. Frank reached over with his other arm and grabbed her plate. For a brief moment, she found herself enveloped in his arms. Face pressed against his chest. The scent of his cologne and the toothpaste filled the air around her. And he was warm, as always.
“Come on,” He said and guided her towards the couch. “No reason to eat alone. Unless you want to?”
She shook her head. They both took a seat on the couch.
“Thanks for the sandwich,” She said as she did. She sat down somewhat close to him, bending her legs and letting her feet dangle off the couch. She balanced the plate on her thigh and unwrapped the sandwich. Then she took a bite.
“Want some?” She offered to him. He shook his head. She covered her mouth with her hand and nodded, “It’s really good.”
“I thought so. Better warm, though.”
She wolfed down half the sandwich. In part because she was very hungry, but also to avoid conversation. However, when she finished, instead of picking up the second half, she said, “I’m sorry, Frank.”
“You said that already.”
He reached out and put his hand on the back of her neck, pulling her into him. He had to grab the sandwich plate before it slipped onto the couch, and he set it next to him on the armrest.
From behind her, he pulled down a blanket and draped it over her. She felt a strong desire to tell him everything that was going on in her head. Her worries, her fears, and even her hopes, however small, for her future. Mila looked up at Frank. Her eyes traveled over his face, the way the hairs of his beard curved to the contour of his jawline. The deep wrinkles that lead up to his eyes, his eyes, bright blue, so much hidden behind them.
Frank thought about her enough. She didn’t need to dump her feelings on him.
He must have sensed her watching him because he glanced down. He made a soft questioning noise to match the look on his face.
Mila rose up, allowing the blanket to fall from her shoulders, and pressed a hand to Frank’s chest before kissing him.
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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚛, 𝚊 𝚜𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢. 𝙸𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚍𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖, 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚎. 𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞...𝚞𝚗𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚛, 𝚓𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛.
“Hey there~”
𝙰 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚢 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎; 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚞𝚙 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚎. 𝙷𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜, 𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝙸𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢. 𝙼𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞? 𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍, 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚖?
"...please le-"
"sh sh sh sh.....sh....sit", 𝚓𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝙷𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚎𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚕𝚢. 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚙, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖..𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢.
𝚆𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚝𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚒𝚝; 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚊 𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑. 𝚃𝚠𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜, 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚜. 𝙰𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚎, 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚛𝚊𝚠 𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚜. 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛.
"SIT"
𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚞𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗, 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚎𝚢𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖..𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚠𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚜... 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜. 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚎.
"eat...lets just enjoy each other"
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜.
"why so quiet?...tell me your name. As you already know princess..im jeff."
"...im y/n...."
"y/n?..hm what a lovely name you have......Eat and tell me what you think"
𝙷𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗...𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚗𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐...𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝?
𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐.
"Eat it or ill slit your throat."
𝚃𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚝, 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚜𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚊𝚐 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑. 𝙷𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚜
"its so good isnt it?....eat some more...im enjoying our little date."
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙷𝚎 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍. 𝙷𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑.
"you ungrateful BITCH....i spent HOURS COOKING THIS FUCKING FOOD"
𝙷𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙲𝚑𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚙 𝚊����𝚕 𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
"...just wanted a nice dinner with a pretty girl...thats it.."
𝙷𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝙹𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎, 𝚙𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍𝚕𝚢. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚛𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎. 𝚅𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚔𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍.
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𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜
𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚓𝚎𝚏𝚏'𝚜 𝚑𝚞𝚏𝚏𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚗𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚘𝚔. 𝙷𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚞𝚙, 𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚔𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜.
"...That was nice"
𝙰 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎, 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎.
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JEFF THE KILLER X READER
An angsty fanfic. With headcannons
⚠️  Trigger warning: scars ⚠️
All below cut
+ so, to start off, in my head cannon, Jeff is covered in burn scars and highly insecure about them so if he catches your staring he will get defensive "what are you looking at" or try to mask it by getting cocky "like what you see?".
+ His mouth cuts are healed (to a degree) but is once again,  he is insecure about them.
+ Due to his egotistical nature, he refuses to admit his pain and insecurities distancing himself from everyone.
Jeff stood in front of the bathroom mirror, his reflection illuminated by the soft glow of the overhead light. He couldn't tear his gaze away from the scars that marred his skin, a painful reminder of the event that had changed his life forever. The burn scars engulfing his arms and torso, a constant source of insecurity and shame.
Y/N entered the bathroom, their footsteps soft against the tiled floor. They saw Jeff's reflection and immediately sensed his distress. Without a word, they walked up behind him and wrapped their arms around his waist, resting their chin on his shoulder. "Hey," Y/N said softly, their voice filled with warmth and reassurance. "You okay?"
Jeff stiffened at first, instinctively trying to hide his scars from Y/N's view. But Y/N gently pulled his hands away, encouraging him to face his reflection head-on.
Jeff shrugged nonchalantly, unwilling to admit the truth. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just... checking something."
Y/N studied Jeff's expression carefully, knowing that he was putting up a facade to hide his true feelings. They reached out to touch his shoulder, but Jeff recoiled slightly, his defenses still firmly in place.
"You don't have to pretend with me, Jeff," Y/N said, their tone gentle but unwavering. "I know you're hurting, and it's okay to admit that."
Jeff's jaw tightened slightly, his frustration bubbling to the surface. "I said I'm fine, okay? I don't need your pity!"
Y/N was taken aback by the outburst as tears welled up In their eyes. Jeff hesitated, the walls he had built around his heart starting to crack ever so slightly. He glanced up at Y/N, seeing the genuine sadness in their eyes, and felt a surge of emotion wash over him.
"I..." Jeff's voice faltered, his tough exterior crumbling in the face of Y/N's emotion. "I appreciate that, really. But I'm fine, okay? I can handle this on my own." He was greeted with silence
"I'm sorry," Jeff whispered, his voice filled with regret as he reached out to gently wipe away Y/N's tears. "I didn't mean to push you away. I just... I don't know how to deal with all of this."
Y/N leaned into Jeff's touch, their tears mingling with his as they allowed themselves to be vulnerable together. "It's okay," they murmured, their voice trembling with emotion. "We'll figure it out together, okay?"
"Okay"
- what a roller coaster. I live writing angst. Who should I do next?
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Mason: Did it hurt when you fell-
Woods: From heaven? My, oh, my, I didn’t think you were such a flirt-
Mason: No, I meant when you fell down the stairs.
Woods: …
Mason: You just laid there for a solid 15 minutes.
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I wanted to try to paint with acrylics for the first time and decided to draw Adler. He was very fun to draw, might try to draw him again in the future.
COD Black Ops Cold War’s storyline still has me effected. I would have liked to talk more about this but I’m kind of sleepy and have a stomach ache today so I doubt that I would make sense even if I tried.
There’s also a drawing of a goat, because why not, I like them.
Anyways, just know that I’ll draw him again.
Kisses to you all.
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400 Follower Celebration
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“Please don’t tell me we fell asleep like this.” — Kyle Garrick
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“C’mere, let me see.” — 141 + König
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Trust issues || [David "Section" Mason x reader x Phillip Graves]
Summary: As Russell Adler's daughter, you were used to your father's scheming. But when he interferes with your relationship with your boss to help your ex get you back, you begin to lose track of what you want.
Length: 7.7k words
Characters: David "Section" Mason, Phillip Graves, Russell Adler, Frank Woods
Note: I've been working on this for a while, but something always came up. Now here you go. What do you think? I love all of these guys. All of them. // Me? Proof-reading? Never. I'll die on that hill (one day.)
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The private conference where Phillip was giving a keynote speech was about to begin shortly, but he was still standing outside in the hallway, going through some stats with his most trusted employee. You watched him out of the corner of your eye as you tried to finish the conversation you were having with your sales contact from the organizers.
Once he finally apologized and left you there, you quickly made your way to your boss who was now on his own, his blue eyes fixed on you in a way that made your skin burn. You nervously tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear and tried to think of anything but that look he had in his eyes.
"How's my tie?" he asked when you got there.
"Perfect."
"Hair?"
You couldn't help but laugh at this. When did he become so vain? "Everything's good, don't worry," you assured him.
"I'm not worried."
You pursed your lips and raised your eyebrows upon hearing his statement. It came a little too fast and he sounded suspiciously sure of himself.
"What was that look?" he asked the moment he saw your expression.
At first you wanted to ignore his question. He was giving good speeches, he never had a problem with that, but today he seemed a little fallen apart, as if his mind was somewhere else. You were sure there would be no problem, but it still made you worried about him. Something was wrong, you just didn't know what.
"Sweetheart."
Someone placed a hand on your shoulder and you almost jumped out of your skin. When you turned to look at who it was, your lips curled into a smile. "Dad, hi," you told him as you quickly hugged him. "I didn't know you would be here."
"It was a last minute change of my plans," he replied then looked over at your boss.
"Oh, right. Dad, this is Phillip Graves, the CEO of Shadow Company. Phil, meet my dad, Russell Adler."
Phillip shook your father's hand and said, "It's nice to meet you, sir."
"Likewise." Something was off, you could feel it. He was about to say something you wouldn't like and soon you were proven right by him. "This must mean you're the one who makes my girl work so much," he pointed out.
But Phillip didn't seem to pick up on that because he sounded pretty chill when he replied. "Quite the opposite, I'm usually the one telling her to go home," he pointed out.
"Is that so?"
"Dad, can you not?" you tried, putting a hand on his arm to make sure he wouldn't ask any more questions.
"I see you're working for the government," Phillip spoke up, pointing at the text on the badge in your father's neck.
He nodded. "As an advisor, yes."
"That's great."
But he didn't seem interested in keeping up a conversation with Phillip because he quickly turned to you and asked, "Can we talk?"
"Sure. Will you be okay?" you asked, turning to your boss.
"Don't worry about me."
"I'm not worried," you told him, maybe a little too quickly.
"Okay, I get that look now," he said with a laugh. "I'll go find my PA to check my schedule for the day."
"Good luck." Once he disappeared with his phone in hand, you turned back to your father. "What did you want to talk about?"
"My birthday's coming up."
"I know."
"You'll come over this year, right?" This again. Great. You'd been missing out on his birthdays in the past few years, but it's not like it was intentional. You usually went there, only a few weeks later. "Y/N, I'm getting older, who knows how many more birthdays I'm gonna have. You've been working on my birthdays in the past years, let's celebrate together this time."
He was right and you knew it. "Fine, I'll see what I can do. I promise," you added.
"Thank you. Now, tell me how you are. You look tired."
"I work a lot, it's been crazy in the office."
"Do you want me to talk to your boss?" he asked with a laugh.
"Thanks, but I can handle it."
"Sure?"
"Sure."
Your father fell silent and it made you uneasy. Whenever he gave you the look he had in his eyes now, you knew he was about to tell you something you wouldn't like to hear. "There's something about this boy that I don't like," he finally said.
The last time you had heard him say this was back when you were dating a guy from college and decided to introduce them to each other. It was a bad idea. "What would that be?" you asked anyway, by now curious to hear what he had against Phillip.
"I can't really tell," he said with a shrug. "It's just a hunch."
"He's not that bad," you tried.
"If you say so."
Oh, no, you knew this tone. "Wait, it's not just a hunch, you know something."
"Just be careful, that's all I'm saying," he said, holding up his hands. "And I still like David more than any other candidate."
"Dad, David and I broke up last year. Get over it."
"But you still talk quite a lot." Before you could respond, a chiming sound could be heard. "Oh, I believe it's time for the section your boss is in. Let's sit down."
As you were walking towards the chairs in front of the podium, you tried to get some answers out of him. "Do you and David talk about me behind my back often?" you demanded.
He looked at you then sat down, patting the chair next to him so you would do the same. "Your name comes up sometimes," he replied in the end.
"You're scheming and I don't like it," you told him in a whisper.
"Let's pay attention, okay?"
You hated this so much. He had worked for the CIA for a long time--hell, you were quite sure he was still working for them and this government advisor position was bullshit--and he often acted like raising you was one of his missions. He wanted to know every detail, every person you kept in touch with, where you went and what you were doing.
He always did a background check on your boyfriends and so far the only one who managed to pass his test was David. But you knew it wasn't only because of him as a person, but his background as well. He was the son of Alex Mason, someone your dad had worked with back during the Cold War, and he was raised by Frank Woods, another man your father closely worked with in the past.
Soon you were snapped out of your thoughts by a delicate applause from the crowd as Phillip stepped on the podium. He looked around, but then his eyes landed on you and he watched you as he began his speech. You couldn't hide your smile and you lost track of his words after a while. But every time he looked at you for a brief second, your breath caught in your throat.
Later you said goodbye to your father, promising him you would have dinner with him, then went to look for Phillip's PA so the two of you could talk to some people together, hopefully booking interview appointments.
'I'm at the bar. Come down and join me.'
That was all your boss' message said late at night. You weren't sleeping yet so you thought you could just as well go down for a drink and see what he wanted. While you looked into the mirror in the elevator, you suddenly realized that you were like a dog answering its owner's whistle.
Pathetic.
But at the same time you didn't really mind. You liked his sense of humor, the excited way he could talk about work, and how he always made time for conversations with you. He was nice to all of his employees, but you weren't sure if there were more than a handful he talked to outside of work as well.
He was sitting by the bar with a glass of bourbon in front of him. "I was beginning to think that I lost you," he said with a smile.
"I had dinner with Dad," you explained as you sat on the barstool next to him.
"I hoped we could eat together."
You let out a quiet laugh. "Maybe some other time."
"It's hard to make it happen if you always say no." There was something about his tone of voice that immediately made you look at him. You hoped he would tell you what he meant by that, but he didn't elaborate and changed the topic instead. "Anyway. I was wondering, how old is your dad?"
"Almost eighty-two," you told him.
"And he's still working as an advisor?"
Nodding, you took the cocktail you had ordered from the bartender then turned back to him. "Retirement isn't for him, especially since my mom died."
Phillip looked down at his glass. "What did he do when he was younger?"
"He worked for the CIA."
"For real?" Once again, you nodded and waited for him to explain why he looked like he had just had an epiphany. "That explains the way he looked at me."
Oh, fuck, he picked up on that. But you decided to play dumb for now. "What way?"
"He was suspicious."
"I'm sure he wasn't."
"He was, trust me. But I'm an open book, I have nothing to hide," he stated before finishing his drink and looking at you.
There it was again, the look that burned your skin. "If you say so," you said after clearing your throat and tearing your gaze away.
Phillip ordered another round of bourbon then took a sip with his eyes still on you. "Did you get any feedback about my speech?"
"It was good," you began, happy to talk about work instead of your private life. "Jeff and I already scheduled a few of the interviews we had talked about."
"Why aren't you talking to me about that?"
"Because that's why you have a PA?"
He suddenly reached out to put a hand on top of yours. "Oh, no, I want us to talk directly to each other about these things, okay?"
"You mean you want to schedule them yourself?"
"That's exactly what I'm saying, yes."
"As you wish," you told him as you pulled away your hand and stood up. "Well, I only came down because of your message, but I'm tired so I'm off to sleep. See you tomorrow, I guess."
"Come on, stay a little longer. You can't leave me here alone," he asked, almost begging you.
"Pick up some woman. I'm sure it wouldn't be that hard," you let the first thought slip out of your mouth.
Shaking his head, Phillip stood up as well and took both your hands. "Please, don't do this. I can't be any more obvious."
"You're my boss."
"And? I'll talk to HR if that's what you want."
"I can't do this. Just think about how it would affect our work relationship."
A smile suddenly appeared on his lips. "I think things have been better since that kiss in Zürich," he noted.
"That was a mistake," you told him, although in reality you often thought about that kiss and wished you could repeat it.
"Are you sure? Because I'm not." He let go of your hand and cupped your face with his hands instead. "One chance, that's all I'm asking for."
Your eyes were locked with his blue ones, and you were slowly getting lost in their depths. "Why is it so hard to say no to you?" you whispered more to yourself than him.
"It must be my boyish charm," he replied with a laugh. "You wouldn't be the first one to complain about it."
"Is this how you sweep women off their feet?"
Letting out a sigh, he shook his head. "No, actually it was my mom who always said that."
Giggling like some stupid schoolgirl, you said, "I imagine you always got what you wanted."
"I worked hard for everything." His lips were suddenly close to yours, getting slowly closer as he carefully examined your reaction. But you couldn't resist, you wanted him to kiss you so you closed the gap and took the lead. "Why don't we go up to my room? I'll prove you made the right choice," he said with a wide grin.
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Two months after you officially started dating, you were sitting between his legs on the floor, leaning your back against his chest as you sipped your wine. You were watching some overrated indie movie neither of you had been paying much attention to lately.
Phillip had one hand around your waist, and another under your unbuttoned jeans, teasing you despite your constant begging for more than that. At one point he admitted that he wasn't planning to do anything serious just yet, at first he wanted to see how you reacted to him teasing you while the movie lasted.
It was a stupid experiment, but you knew that once it was over, he would satisfy you over and over again for sure. He was an overachiever in bed, you knew that, and when you had pointed that out, he didn't even try to deny it.
Then your doorbell rang, bringing you back to reality. "Don't open it," he whispered in your ear when you tried to stand up.
"Our cars are outside and the lights are on. It would be rude to ignore whoever it is," you pointed out with a laugh.
"You're ruining our fun." You turned your head to look at him and once your eyes locked, he let out a defeated sigh. "Fine, I'll let you go for a short while, baby, but make it quick," he told you before he licked his fingers clean.
You turned around to be on all fours in front of him and gave him a soft kiss before you stood up and said, "I'll be right back."
You looked out of the window on the way to the door and noticed the silhouette of a familiar car in the dark. When you opened the door and saw your guest, you immediately knew why it was familiar.
"David, hi," you greeted him with a surprised look. "What are you doing here?"
He took a deep breath and thought about where to begin, but until he spoke up, his hazel eyes gave away that whatever it was, it really bothered him. "I need to vent and I don't know who else to go to," he finally admitted.
Before you could ask him what the problem was, he simply walked inside, leaving you standing there. "Sure, come in," you said quietly.
You followed him to the kitchen where Phillip was busy pouring another glass of wine for himself. "That was quick," he noted without looking up. But once he turned to you with a seductive smile, it all disappeared and he watched David cautiously. "Oh. Hello?"
David turned to you. "I'm interrupting something, aren't I?" he asked.
"Yes," Phillip replied impatiently.
"No," you said at the exact same time.
Your ex shook his head. "I should go."
"Wait, why don't you just tell me what's wrong?"
"Frank," was all he said in response.
You began to laugh at this. "Ooooh."
"Don't laugh, he's getting on the nurses' nerves and I'm the one getting the calls. I have to talk to him about it, but I need reinforcement. He adores you, Y/N. Come with me."
There was something about the way he said it that made you think. Could it be that Frank didn't know the truth? "You did tell him we broke up, didn't you?" you asked with a questioning look.
David groaned and looked up at the ceiling for a moment. "Look, he's old, I didn't want to shock him."
"David!"
"Okay, what if we tell him together? I'm sure he will have questions and it would be better if I didn't have to answer on your behalf," he tried.
"My dad isn't young either and I managed to tell him alone. When it happened, not a year later," you added.
"Come on, Frank would be happy to see you again. Please."
"Ugh, fine."
"Thank you," he said as he reached out to quickly squeeze your hand.
That was the moment Phillip cleared his throat and looked at David expectantly. "We don't know each other, do we?"
"No, I don't think so. I'm David Mason," he introduced himself as he extended a hand.
"Phillip Graves." He shook your ex's hand then pointed at the bottle on the kitchen island. "Can I get you a glass of wine?"
"Thank you, but it's time for me to go. Sorry for disturbing you."
Phillip laughed. "No worries. Have a good night."
You walked David to the front door and watched as he sat in his car and drove off. So Frank was causing trouble again. You laughed while you closed the door and returned to your boyfriend in the kitchen. When you got there, you saw him looking at you with an upset look on his face. Was he jealous?
"What?" he suddenly asked.
"You're jealous."
He let out a laugh. "Me? Of this guy? Don't be ridiculous."
"Then what was this all about?" you asked him.
"I just offered him a drink since he was your guest." Tilting your head to the side, you gave him a disapproving look. He had been playing some stupid power game with David, it was obvious. "You don't believe me?"
"No."
Phillip walked over to you and put his hands on your hips as he examined your face. Then his hands began to move up your side, gently stroking your skin under the shirt you were wearing. "Too bad. But I have nothing to worry about, right? I mean, you're mine after all. I own every inch of this gorgeous body of yours," he said once he took off your shirt and began to place kisses all over your chest. "I love you," he murmured against the hollow of your throat.
The way he ruled your mind and body was nothing new, but even now you were surprised by the power he had over you. You already forgot that you had a visitor that night, all you could think about was him. And how despite all this you could never get yourself to say that you loved him.
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The Vault was a strange place. You didn't really know why, but you never really felt safe there, this is why you had always visited it with David by your side. You never had to tell him about this weird fear of yours, he instinctively knew and paid more attention to you while you were there.
Now that you had to go back there to see Frank, this probably irrational fear returned. But even though you weren't together anymore, David still stayed close to you, and took your hand to guide you away from an unruly patient outside in the garden. And after that, he didn't let go, he just wrapped his fingers tightly around yours and walked towards Frank's room as if you were in last year.
Then you finally reached your destination and you couldn't hold back a smile when you saw the old sergeant. "Frank," you greeted the man.
He turned the wheelchair around and let out a heartfelt laugh. "Y/N, it's been so long. Where the hell have you been?" he asked as he reached out to take your hand in his.
"I'm sorry, something always came up."
"David's right, you work too much," he stated once he rolled back to take a better look at the two of you.
With an annoyed groan leaving your lips, you folded your arms over your chest and gave him a sharp look. "Not you too."
"Your old man?" Frank asked with a laugh.
"He always tells me that too, yeah."
Next to you David huffed loudly enough for you to hear it. "And we're right," he noted.
Before you could say anything in your defense, Frank cleared his throat to stop the upcoming fight. "How are you, kids? I'm sure there's a reason why you both came here after such a long time. Here to announce your engagement finally?"
"No, we're not. Quite the opposite."
"We broke up last year, we--well, I just didn't know how to tell you the truth," David admitted. He sounded sad and you couldn't decide if he was trying to guilt trip you or really felt like that.
Frank closed his eyes and nodded. "Too bad, you were sickeningly cute together. What happened?"
"It just didn't work out," you replied.
"Because you work way too much." You turned to David, ready to defend yourself, but he changed the topic before you could say anything. "Anyway, we're also here to talk to you about your behavior," he said, turning to the very man who had helped raise him after his father's death.
He remained silent for a short while, as if he was having trouble remembering things. "What are you talking about?" he asked innocently.
David dropped on one knee to get on eye level with him. "The staff called me. Poker parties? For real?"
"Do you have any idea how boring it is here?"
"And you call one of the nurses Nurse Batshit?" David asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Yeah, because she goes batshit crazy whenever I want to smoke," Frank explained.
"You shouldn't do that."
"Don't tell me what to do, I'm old enough to decide on my own."
You couldn't do it anymore, you couldn't keep a straight face. So you finally let all of your emotions out and started laughing, even getting a tissue out of your bag to dry a few stray teardrops.
David let out a sigh and turned to look at you. "Why are you laughing?" he asked seriously.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I know this is serious, but," you began before losing it again. "Nurse Batshit? I can imagine you wheeling around in your chair screaming that nickname."
"She never listens," Frank noted.
"Because it's rude."
This time David gave you a confused look. "Then why are you laughing?"
"Because it's also hilarious."
"Thanks for the help, Y/N."
"I'm so sorry." After breathing in and breathing out a few times, you could finally calm yourself enough to speak seriously. "Okay, but for real, you should be nice to the staff. And don't organize poker parties, if you need money--"
"I don't need money, I want to have some fun," the old man interrupted you angrily.
"Frank, there are rules here, okay? Please, try to adapt to them," David tried.
"I'm too old for that, I won't change, son."
You put up your hands. "We tried."
"You give up that easily?"
"Look, he did a lot for our country, he deserves to have a peaceful and… fun retirement," you tried to reason with him.
Frank's lips curled into a satisfied smirk as he looked at David and pointed at you. "Listen to her," was all he said in the end.
The three of you chatted some more but things became weird when Frank began to ask both you and David if you were seeing anyone now. David explained that he was focusing on work and his girls, while you… Well, you lied and said you were also alone at the moment. You didn't know why you said that, it just came out like that.
Once you left the building, David stopped you by a bench in the garden and motioned you to sit down with him. "You weren't too much help, but thank you for coming," he said after watching you for a few minutes in silence.
"I'm sorry, but Nurse Batshit," you said, although your voice faded as you started laughing again.
"Okay, you're right, that's funny." David was now laughing too, finally appreciating Frank's sense of humor. Just as suddenly as he started laughing, though, he fell silent again then said, "I miss you."
"David…"
"I'm serious. But tell me this--why him?"
"You mean Phil?" you asked the obvious.
He nodded and you could tell he was furious by now. "Yes, your goddamn boss of all people," he pointed out. "Can't you see that he's using his position to get what he wants from you?"
But you only shook your head and ignored his anger. "It didn't happen from one day to another," you said, keeping your voice down to calm him down a bit.
"Oh, trust me, I know. It all began when we were still together."
"It's not true."
"I remember what it was like. I remember his fucking voice from my nightmares because you always put him on speaker when he called," he finally snapped. "It didn't matter if it was late night or the weekend, or if we were out on a date. You always answered his call. Always."
It was true, you couldn't argue with him, but there was something that you knew he didn't want to say out loud. "I never cheated on you," you informed him, hoping you answered whatever theory or question he had in his mind.
"I'm sure you didn't, at least not physically. But emotionally? That I'm not so sure about." Could he be right about this? So much had happened since then that you didn't even remember the details. "Tell me, is he treating you right? Or does he talk to you in private as if you were any other of his employees?"
"Don't do this," you said weakly.
"Answer me." He watched you intently, probably trying to read your face in case you didn't answer. And you didn't answer. You didn't know what to say because a part of you knew he was right. "You can't even answer this simple question. Leave him. Do yourself a favor and throw him out."
"And go back to you?"
"I wouldn't mind. I tried to be friends with you but that's not enough."
Letting out a sigh, you looked into his hazel eyes and wondered why he suddenly said these things. For months you only had casual conversations, you never suspected that he still had feelings for you. If you had known, you would've kept your distance for his sake.
Before you realized what was happening, he reached out and pulled you into a kiss. A hungry and passionate kiss you knew all too well, one he usually reserved for post-mission meetings. You were so surprised that you instinctively returned the kiss, something you definitely wouldn't have done if you could think straight.
But as terrible as it was to admit, you enjoyed it, and memories you had forcefully pushed into the back of your mind in the past months now returned--date nights, lazy mornings in bed together, trips to the zoo with his daughters. It had been so good to be with him, it was definitely more domestic than the relationship you were currently in.
Then your phone began to ring and when you looked at your watch, you freaked out. "Shit, it's Phil," you said in panic.
"Leave it," David told you before he kissed you again.
It didn't last long this time because the call brought you to your senses and you pushed him away. "No, wait, what the fuck am I even doing?"
He watched you jump up and take a few steps away from him then flashed a cheeky smile at you. "Following your heart."
"How poetic."
"You wanted this."
"You're confusing me."
"I couldn't confuse you if you really loved him."
You did love Phil, you knew that deep down, but you couldn't deny that you wanted this. A part of you still missed David, still regretted having those fights back in the day. But there was something else you needed to remind him of. "You threw me out to begin with!" you snapped at him.
David stood up and walked over to you. "Because of him! Because of whatever the fuck was happening between you."
"I need to answer this," you suddenly remembered your ringing phone.
"Go ahead, I won't stop you."
"Stay quiet."
"Why?" he asked with a laugh. "He knows we're visiting Frank together, doesn't he?"
You gave him an angry look. Not because he was wrong, Phil knew you didn't come alone, but he made it sound like it would be fun for him to piss your boyfriend off by talking in the background. It wouldn't be beyond him to do something like this.
"Hey, Phil," you said into the phone after you answered the call.
"Babe, it took you so long to answer. Is everything okay?" he asked almost worriedly.
"Yeah, I was just looking for a quiet place to talk to you," you lied, earning a disapproving look from David.
"Are you still there?"
"Yeah, we just finished."
"How did it go?"
"Not well, but we kinda knew he wouldn't change."
"And your ex?"
Shit. "What about him?" you asked as if you didn't know what he was talking about.
"Did he behave?"
"Jealous?" You laughed, although it wasn't a happy, but more like a nervous laugh.
"Like I already told you, I have no reason to be," Phil replied confidently and you could imagine the smirk on his lips now. "See you tonight?"
"Yeah. I'll be waiting."
Once you put the phone away, you took a deep breath then turned around to face David. He was watching you with his arms folded over his chest, burning a hole inside you with that glare. "He knows that you shouldn't be with him, that's why he's so worried about you coming here with me," he suddenly said.
You gulped loudly while you thought about what he said. "He's not worried."
"I heard you asking him if he was jealous. So what would be the better word then? Insecure?" he asked with a laugh.
"I won't stay here and listen to you talking shit about my boyfriend," you told him angrily before turning around and walking away.
•••••••
Russell had been through a lot throughout his career, but despite not acting like the best father in the world most of the time, you were one of the things about his life that he was truly proud of. Not saving the world or getting rid of bad guys. No. You.
So when your boyfriend called him to say he had plans for your birthday, that he would throw a party to celebrate you, he knew he had no choice but to play nice. He didn't like Phillip, but you loved him and that was enough for now.
At the party you looked truly happy and chatted with every single guest eventually. You were talking to one of your neighbors when he found you again, although he only watched you from afar, appreciating the sight of you having David by your side again. Russell remembered that old lady, David had sometimes helped her around the house while you were together.
"They are adorable together," he noted happily when he noticed Phillip standing next to him out of the corner of his eye.
"I beg to differ, sir," was all he said with a surprising level of confidence, although Russell was able to tell it was just an act and he was probably nervous under this calm surface.
"Of course you do."
Phillip let out a sigh and licked his lips as he turned to him. "I have a question for you. Why do you hate me so much?"
"I don't hate you, son, I just don't trust you. I want my daughter to be safe in a relationship," he explained.
"So you think I can't protect her?"
It was clear from his reaction that he wasn't a parent yet, especially not the father of a girl. "I'm sure you could protect her from physical harm, but I'm talking about emotional safety. I doubt you could give her that."
"But you think he could," Phillip said, pointing at David.
Russell nodded. "I know he can. She has known him for many years, she was by his side after the divorce, she went through hell to get his eldest daughter to at least like her, and they spent four years together," he listed.
"And despite all this they still broke up."
"All because of you."
Upon hearing this answer, Phillip raised an eyebrow and turned to him. "What does it have to do with me?"
"The two of you have been close for a while now, haven't you? Maybe a little too close for David's liking. Late night calls, weekend calls, business lunches and dinners, business trips--you knew exactly what you were doing."
The younger man laughed. "You think I'm that calculating?"
"You might as well be."
"Well, I think your daughter knows best who's the better choice for her, so I suggest you step back and let her decide on her own," Phillip told him coldly.
Who would have thought. This kid could still surprise him. "Is that a threat?" he asked calmly.
"No, sir, just an advice," your boyfriend replied with a smile before walking away, going straight to you.
You greeted him with a smile when Phillip put an arm around your waist and handed you another cocktail. He gave David a cold look, who in return excused himself and left the group. A smile crept on his lips. Good, he knew his place.
He kissed your temple, hoping this gentle gesture could get your attention. When you gave him a questioning look, he asked, "Baby, do you have a minute? I have another surprise for you."
"Another?" you asked in a surprised tone.
"It's not a big deal." Once you reached an area that was less crowded, Phillip reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box that he then handed to you. When you saw what was inside, you looked up at him, expecting answers. "Keys to my house. Move in," he explained.
While he thought you would be happy to see it, in reality you were unsure of the whole thing. "Isn't it soon?"
"Why would we waste our time?" asked Phillip as he took your hand. "Come on, things are great, this is the next step."
"Can I think about it?"
He was confused, he didn't understand why you weren't glad to hear he was ready to move forward with your relationship. But he didn't want to push you so he had to be patient this time. "Sure. I'm not trying to force you here, it's just an option," he replied with a smile.
You finally smiled at him and wrapped your arms around his neck. "Thank you," you whispered against his skin.
"I love you more than anything, Y/N. You know that, right?"
"I love you too." Then you let go of him and stepped back a little to look at him. "So how was working with Dad on this little party?
It was a nightmare, he wanted to say. "We had our differences about the guest list," he began, intentionally not mentioning David's invite, "but other than that it went well."
"I'm glad to hear that. I know how difficult he can be."
"No, it was okay. If things go that well we might be friends one day," he lied.
With a warm smile you fiddled with the collar of his shirt. "Look how confident you are."
"I would say optimistic."
•••••••
You didn't know what you were doing in front of that door, but something led you there. It was a thought in the back of your mind, telling you to come and see him again. You knocked and waited, hoping he would open the door soon.
"Y/N? What are you doing here?" asked David in surprise.
Looking down at your hands, you thought about how to answer this. Really, what the hell were you doing? "I don't really know."
He flashed a small smile at you as he stepped aside and fully opened the door. "Do you wanna come in?"
"Only if it's okay."
"You're always welcome here, you know that."
The two of you walked inside to the kitchen, briefly passing by the living room. "Oh, yeah, Savannah and Jessica are with me this weekend," he explained when you noticed the tops of the girls' heads.
Without thinking, you said, "Hello, girls."
They didn't respond, just kept on watching some animated movie. Once you reached the kitchen, you leaned against the kitchen island and watched David with a sad look on your face.
"Is everything okay with you?" He put a finger under your chin and made you look at him "Come on, you can tell me."
"Phil asked me to move in with him," you admitted after some thinking.
"Will you?"
"I don't know yet."
"Do you want this?"
"I'm not sure."
"Why?"
It was a tough question. Sure, you loved Phillip and things were great, but something was missing. And there was another thing too. "I can't get you out of my head since that kiss," you admitted with a guilty expression.
David's lips turned up into a smile. "Is that so?"
"Don't look that smug," you said with a laugh.
"I told you he's not good enough for you," he pointed out quietly.
But just saying this wasn't enough for him. David swept a strand of hair out of your face and slowly leaned closer and closer to kiss you. You should have resisted the temptation, you should have pushed him away, but you couldn't.
"I wish I didn't want you this much," you admitted after he kissed you.
David put his hand under your shirt that began to move up your spine. "Let's do something about that," he whispered into your ear.
You looked back into the living room and saw the two girls still sitting on the couch without paying attention to them. "Your daughters are here in the living room."
"They just started that movie, they won't leave the room until it's over. We'll be quiet. Come with me," he said as he took your hand and began to lead you to his bedroom.
You didn't resist, you let him do whatever he wanted to do. It was a mistake and you were aware of it, but you had trouble thinking straight in his presence. Everything came back from the time you'd spent together and you began to wonder if being with Phillip was a good idea.
In the end you stayed until the morning and performed the walk of shame on the way to your car. You were an idiot. How could you do something like this? And things got worse when you got a message from your boyfriend, asking to meet you in his home.
"What the fuck does this supposed to mean?!" he snapped at you the moment you entered his study where he was waiting for you.
You glanced at the laptop screen he was pointing at and noticed a video of you and David from the night before. "Where did you get this?" you asked worriedly.
"What does it matter?"
"You sent someone to follow me around?"
Phillip took a deep breath as he turned the laptop back to himself and stopped the video. "You've been acting weird, what else was I supposed to do?" he asked.
Laughing, you raised up your hands. "So that's how much you trust me."
"That's rich coming from you. You cheated on me!"
"Look, it only happened once--"
"I don't give a fuck about your excuses or how many times this happened," he told you angrily. "This is a video from yesterday night, when you canceled our date because you weren't feeling well. And he's been bombing you with messages for months now--to what you always answer. I read them, I know exactly what you're talking about."
He crossed a line with this. "You what? Those are private conversations," you pointed out. This is what you got for being with someone who was good at this stuff.
"I don't give a fuck! What matters is that you lied to me. You told me you loved me while you were screwing your ex."
"Phil, let's calm down and have a normal conversation."
"Sure. Then let me tell you about your dad's little scheming. I checked his call records and messages from the past year and he has been communicating with your ex a lot more since we got together. He didn't even try to hide it whenever we talked that he prefers him over me, so I wouldn't be surprised if he was trying to convince him to try to get close to you again."
"You're seeing too much into this."
"Oh, I don't think so. Here, let me show you something," he said as he pushed a few buttons on the laptop then turned it to you.
Based on the logs, these were chats between your father and David. The snippets Phillip collected for you were all about your father trying to convince David that your current boyfriend didn't deserve you, that he was a bad guy for ruining your relationship, and that maybe you should be together again.
Fuck. Why couldn't he stay out of your life?
"Believe me now?" Phillip asked as he put a hand on your cheek to make you focus on him. "Listen, baby, I love you despite all this shit. If you are willing to go no contact with Mason, I might even forgive you. But you need to make up your mind for good," he said, leaning so close that he almost kissed you.
Prying his hands off of you, you took several steps back and buried your hand into your hair as you thought about what to do or say now. You cheated, it was obvious why Phillip was mad at you and you couldn't blame him. But what he had showed you, the truth about your father and David…
"It's too much, isn't it?" he asked, as if he could read your mind.
You were almost crying by the time you got to answering his question with a nod. "I know why you're so angry and I'm so sorry."
"Hey, they manipulated you," Phillip cautiously said as he took your hand. "This asshole got close to you again so he could break us up. But I have faith in us, okay? We can get through this."
"I'll talk to him."
"Setting clear boundaries, I believe." When he saw you look down at your shoes instead of answering, he got worried. "To set clear boundaries, right?"
"I just want to know what he was planning all along first. But," you began upon seeing the look on his face, "maybe I'll visit Dad instead. Yeah, that's what I'll do."
"Good girl," he said before placing a soft kiss on your temple.
•••••••
A few days later you were sitting in your father's living room with a warm cup of tea in front of you. He was sitting in the armchair next to you and watched you with an expectant look on his face, after all the two of you had been sitting there in silence for over five minutes now.
"You've been scheming again, Dad," you finally said. He raised an eyebrow, as if he had no idea what you were talking about. "Come on, I saw the messages you sent David in the past months."
"Look at my little girl, snooping around in other people's business," he told you with a proud smile.
You shook your head at this. "No, I got the messages from Phillip, he's the one who got his hands on them. What were you thinking? That I would go back to David after everything that happened recently?"
Rolling his eyes, Russell took a sip of his coffee. "Your relationship with your boss can't last long. He's using you, I know that."
"You hate him since the moment you met."
"That's not true. I already hated him before that," he admitted with a shrug. "You and David broke up because of that guy. You threw away a relationship that worked so well and what you worked so hard for."
Breathing in then breathing out, you tried to calm yourself. "David was the one who sent me away, don't forget this," you warned your father.
"Because of him. All of this happened because of him. If you and David gave your relationship another shot, you could be happy again. You could quit your job and look for something that comes with less stress, something far from Graves and his manipulation," he tried.
"Why can't you just accept that I'm happy with him?" you tried with your face buried in your hands. "Phil loves me, he even asked me to move in with him."
"Yet you kissed David when you visited Woods," your father pointed out.
You looked up with a shocked expression on your face. "How do you know about that?"
"Woods. Someone saw the two of you and told him about it," he explained.
Damn it, not him as well. Pushing the thought of your father not only scheming with David, but with Frank as well aside, you tried to figure out how to convince him to stay out of your love life without getting into a fight. It was a tough one.
Then he cleared his throat and said, "Okay, I can see you don't like me pushing this… David propaganda. Fine, I'll stop. But answer me this. When you think of getting married and spending the rest of your life with someone, who would you really like to see there with you? David or Graves?"
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Note 2: What? It's over like this? The answer is yes, it's over like this. I couldn't pick one, I love them both. The readers need to make the final decision.
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