SOMETIMES I FORGET MYSELF, GAZING ON THE BEAUTY OF NATURE’S CREATIONS

HALSIN PLZ

after reading through that mind-numbing biography, I scroll down and find hungarian translations of his poems. fucking finally. i thought these didn't even exist

this is a transcription of an amazing audio @novorehere shared with us on the Voreville server. The creator of the audio is unknown though. I plan to use some of these lines in a story for my two best friends soon.

hm? Hey, there little one. Awwww you look so tired. Rough Day? Ya, ya me too. It's okay now though, we can relax together. aw, I missed you, I missed you so much.

come up, come on climb up here. let-lemme just, lemme just pick you up for a little bit. lemme just get a better look at cha.

*some quiet laughter*

oh, w-wh-whats funny? oh, hah. it's just that it-it kinda...tickles when you walk on my palm like that. its... it's kinda cute actually. you're jus- you're just so small, and so precious an-and you trust me enough to let me hold you like this. I-just-it means so much to me. just hold this little life in my hands and to keep you safe and sound.

awwwww.

*light little kissing sounds X 4* ajksdfjasdhfhashf had to take a break afte this my heart was busrting and we havent even reached the vore...

awww I get to-get to hug you but I-I-I suppose this-this is the best I can do.

*loud heartbeat* this is in the background for the rest of the audio

It's ok, It's ok I gotcha... I gotcha.

Can you- can you feel my heartbeat from there? Mmmm. ya, there you go. just snuggle up there.

*starts to hum Dream a little Dream of me* this is a cute song, 0.75-speed works best here cause it matches the slow humming of the audio.

h-heya... I think I know somewhere- somewhere better you can rest. somewhere safe and soft and warm. oh shhh shhh shhh. You'll-you'll see. you'll see, y-y-you trust me, right?

mhm, it's ok. it's ok. you'll be safe and sound. s' nowhere safer. Don't be-don't be scared. no place safer.

*swallowing sound and stomach growling*

haaaahhh~ you-y-y-your ok down there right? ya, you got down there ok?

that's good. is it all right down there? all soft and spongy I bet. you can probably hear my heartbeat all around you down there, can't you? don't worry, don't worry, you're safe. ?? can't hurt chu in there.

heh, I-I can feel you, I can feel you... moving around down in there. you're right... r-right here. right here actually. hmmm can you feel that? heh those are my fingers from the outside. I can feel you right there. just leaning against the wall right there.

do-don't worry about ...churning a little bit like that. th-that's ok. my-my tummy just thinks you're a little snack. y-you'll be ok though. you'll be ok, I promise.

Aw, i-is that a yawn I hear? awww, th-that's ok. it's ok I know you're tired. you can sleep. y-you can sleep. I-I'll- I'll be right here. I'll be right here, right around you. I'll be here when you wake up.

sweet dreams little one. Sleep well.

*one last little kissing sound*

*audio of the heartbeat and stomach churning around us fades and the audio ends.*

It really is like my brain went, "Wow, those are powerful intrusive thoughts you've got there. You know what's more powerful? Your desire to see this guy traumatized. Have 1.5 days of maladaptive daydreaming about them."

Just opened a letter saying that my insurance covers top surgery! Which is great! But I had no inquiry’s about the subject nor do I plan on doing that any time soon, or really at all? (I don’t have much to give anyways lmao) so it’s a little strange to see-however I’m happy my work’s insurance is like cool with it in general! Way to go for being super inclusive👍

honestly fine with gale as far as how he responds and feels about counter violence to the capitol like i get why katniss is like i hate how he treats innocent human beings like they’ve personally responsible for his suffering and doesn’t know about taking a life up close like she’s right but also he’s thinking big picture during a war and doesn’t help most of his thoughts about the capitol or said war are proven right - like when he’s like is it safe to have everyone gathered here at the hospital and katniss is thinking yeah this can’t be healthy or encourage healing and he’s thinking no they’re gonna be targeted bc they can’t run and are useless for capitol use and bam what happens. he’s right in his own way half the time but what annoys the fuck me about him is him being like so pushy about his feelings even when he KNOWS katniss is completely oblivious to that kind of stuff and keeps blindsiding her with it and getting mad at her for not knowing what to do with that info even with the fact that she found out at like. the worst time of her life when she was stuck in a situation she would have a very hard time getting out of safely with everyone she loves and holds it against her she cares about peeta at all and the whole you only care about me in pain and all i could think is i’ll never compete with how much pain peeta is in so i lost it’s like so you understand how katniss operates is mostly out of concern and worry romantically wise bc she hasn’t had a chance to care about this shit outside of like oh who i am hurting/killing with my choices and then are STILL like im gonna kiss her then stop bc she’s obviously not into it at the moment for the right reasons and it’s like kissing drunk i get he’s like a teenager and is a dumb shit but also leave that girl alone for the love of GOD

ACTUALLY I CALLED HAMMOND BY THE LAST NAME BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS A SPOILER SGSBSBNS

(Her first name is only mentioned in av2)

OH I SEE LOL no i just peeked at her wiki really really quick (i've been trying to avoid it but i needed an image of her. and then got spoiled for something else GRAHHH. i was doing so good. but oh well.)

i shouldve just bothered my friends for more hammond images i dont know why i opted out of that this time around. DAMN!!

work boring, mind rate elf?

Elf rates! Let’s go 🐲😎

Firstly, I want to state that I know little about Elfs, so keep this in mind when I say things on this rate 👍 Anyways, disclaimer aside..

For starters, LOVE the red/gold-accented white clothing. nice aesthetic. Matches the skin tone as well 💙

Hair style is meh, but I’d say that about a lotta elfs. Sorry to the Angel Pastas, but I love me a good mess 💜 Are the tips green? May be the lighting in the photo, they look green. I like that

Ears are as pointed as a Santa Elf’s footwear, as expected for your standard elf (:

Can’t tell the eye color, on Mobile and it won’t let me zoom 😔 I’ll give it a default pass on that, technical difficulties and whatnot

OVERALL FINAL SCORE: 7.5/10

Not a bad character :)

so i watched the play of a little life before i read the book - because a friend read the book, thought i'd like it, and either way we like going to the cinema together - but i just got it for christmas from my dad and i was looking through the user submitted content warnings on storygraph and it's just like... fucking hell, man. i don't know if i can read this. i saw it staged, with uncomfortably realistic special effects and phenomenal acting, but to read that? 700 pages of that?

If anyone's in the market for an official 2023 SPN calender I am now the proud owner of 3 courtesy of myself, @drunknoah and my mum. Fuck me.

Not Cannon and Not Fannon, a secret third thing called I desperately misunderstood/misinterpreted this charcter as a child and now everyone else's charcterization is wrong because it doesn't fit my specific decade old hallucinations.

Theres an item in the November lush box that smells so fucking good I wanna eat it, and it smells like something I used to eat as a kid and I cant figure out what 😭 I'm thinking it was a starburst limited edition or maybe a limited edition skittle

Anyway it's sooo good and I hope it wins as one of the new year round in store items bc 🥺💕

The big ass body soap like erupted when I opened it so I had to use it and it's sooo good too it's scrubby and my hands smell so good (well did... I just ate chicken wings sgdgdgs)

Also we got stickers and I saw them before I read any of the notes in the box and one says "I 💚 Gary" and we were like ??? The snail???

He's one of the inventors of these items agdgdgdgdg

feeling silly and goofy in this chilies tonight. i love modern aus and more specifically i really like college/university aus TT is it because im currently a student and coping? yes. leave me alone sdakjnvkajsn

THEYRE SILLY!! they can be silly and funny and nothing bad can happen in them. im forcing all the qsmp cubitos to go through the struggles of being a student and also thinking about what goofy ass shenanigans they'd get up too

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