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mirkwoodmunson · 2 years

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moonie’s fic list #1

minors dni!

total fics: 30

final update: dec. 9, ‘22

07/17/22 -> there was a wonderful lovely silence, there was a wonderful lovely sound; 2.7k words

you spend a cozy night hanging out at eddie’s place contains: fluff, smut, praise kink, dry humping, stoned sex, pet names tw: cursing, drug use (weed)

07/23/22 -> bad day; 2.3k words

you thought you were getting over the anxiety, bad dreams, the panic attacks. but you find even just a bad day can let it all flood back. contains: established relationship, soft!eddie, angst, vol2 spoilers/rewrite, living together tw: ptsd, flashbacks, cursing, anger struggle, trauma, anxiety/panic attacks, mental health struggle, pet names

07/24/22 -> eat your lunch; 815 words

eddie has a hard time calming down when he’s in one of his loud-mouthed moods, until you cram some food in his mouth for some peace and quiet. contains: fluff, goofs, hellfire club, established relationship, jason carver, chrissy cunningham, pre-s4 tw: cursing, food mention/eating/forced eating but in a lighthearted way, playful hitting

07/25/22 -> uncle wayne; 956 words

wayne munson is very much the strong/silent type, you wonder how he’s doing after everything that happened with his nephew —your boyfriend — eddie. one night he decides to tell you. contains: wayne munson, vol2 rewrite/fixit, comfort, established relationship w/ eddie, light angst, no pronouns tw: alcohol, smoking, cursing

07/26/22 -> matrimony; 1.4k words

it’s been two years. everything is calm. eddie, one summer morning in july, asks if you’d marry him today. contains: fluff so much fluff, v2 fixit, established relationship ofc, almost everyone is in this one, non-traditional wedding but not really a wedding technically tw: cursing, alcohol

07/31/22 -> meltdown; 2k words

sometimes the bullying is too much. sometimes eddie needs you to step in. contains: aaaangst but then a lil fluff at the end ig so it’s ok, jason carver, hurt!eddie, pre-s4 tw: cursing, physical/verbal bullying, violence, meltdown

08/03/22 -> what you want; 2.4k

after trying to let eddie have a distraction-free week to focus on his schoolwork, you reward him for a job well done. contains: smut, fluff, praise kink, est. relationship, pet names, fingering, unprotected p in v (use protection — we don’t live in a fantasy world) tw: cursing ofc, all of the above mentioned

08/04/22 -> silly boy; 850 words

you pick eddie up from lockup and give him a good scolding. contains: lil angst, lil fluff, lil bit of hopper, est. relationship, pre-s3-4 tw: cursing, drug mention, jail mention, self-deprecation, scolding

08/08/22 -> dozing; 838 words

it’s movie night with eddie, but you struggle to stay awake. he’s happy to let you nap in his arms. contains: fluffff, est. relationship, lots of naps tw: eddie only says one (1) whole curse, food/eating

08/09/22 -> work; 185 words / fluff

08/11/22 -> the fair; 562 words / angst->fluff

tw: anxiety, overstimulation

08/22/22 -> ask prompt; 1.2k words / fluff;minor smut

Anonymous said: Eddie crushing on a girl and then after a long time he finally gets to see her naked and he can't help but say "oh wow" all soft cause of how breathtaking he thinks she is.............. tw: cursing, perceived nudity

08/30/22 -> ice cream; 645 words / fluff

tw: food/eating, pet names, stressed/overstimulated reader

09/08/22 -> ask prompt; 496 words / fluff

neversky said: getting high with Eddie and you can't stop laughing or having a really good deep conversation tw: drug use (marijuana)

09/09/22 -> eddie comforts sick reader 1 | 2; 1k words total / fluff;comfort

tw: cursing, feeling sick

09/15/22 -> ask prompt; 776 words / fluff

Anonymous said: eddie munson x reader fic idea - eddie and reader are classmates and one day they both end up in the nurse's office sick. tw: cursing, feeling sick

09/22/22 -> bad dreams; 1.6k words / fluff;comfort

tw: bad dreams, anxiety, drug use (weed), implied to take place post vol2 (fixit)

10/01/22 -> mending his vest; 481 words / fluff

10/05/22 -> wrestling with eddie; 379 words / fluff

tw: eddie accidentally trips reader

10/08/22 -> (prompt) mighty munsons; 896 words / fluff;comfort

‘what if Eddie consoles you crying and he starts laughing and you get offended but he can’t help cause you’re so cute’ tw: injury & blood

10/13/22 -> chronic pain comfort; 458 words / fluff;comfort

10/16/22 -> ask prompt; 780 words / fluff;comfort

Anonymous said: […] I was wondering if you could possibly do a lil hurt/comfort blurb where reader has a tough time showing emotions because of that, and Eddie insists that she can and won’t be judge n all that stuff? 💖

10/24/22 -> ask prompt; 1.2k words / fluff

relocatedheads said: […] what if eddie and reader get lost in kissing each other in the kitchen or on the way to his room, and eddie knocks them into walls, corners, side; they stumble around; and its all giggly and cute-

10/29/22 -> short blurb; 78 words / fluff

10/30/22 -> ask prompt; 1.2k words / angst;comfort

your-mum-and-i said: Would you pretty please turn this picture into an Eddie munson fanfiction? I've been searching the Internet and have yet to find anything like this. […] tw: cursing, angst, panic/anxiety attack, dissociation, night terrors, depressed/anxious reader, post-v2 (fixit)

11/15/22 -> titanic!eddie x reader blurb; 97 words / angst

11/24/22 -> eddie x sick!reader (again); 470 words / comfort

12/02/22 -> eddie x reader watch rocky horror; 487 words / fluff;minor smut

neversky said: smoking with Eddie and then you're straddling him and kissing and then a song comes on u really like so you are like dancing while straddling him and he's just watching u and maybe he starts undressing u while u lipsync to the song maybe huhuhu

12/06/22 -> eddie comforts sad reader; 945 words / comfort;fluff

Anonymous said: Hi. I’m struggling a lot and I was wondering if you could write a Eddie comfort fic? […]

12/07/22 -> mid-west monster; 1.5k / horror(?)

you’ve been with eddie munson for a few months now, and while you knew the boy harbored some secrets — you weren’t aware just how hairy things were about to get tw: cursing, body horror(? i think?)

#eddie munson #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson smut #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie munson fic #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x f!reader #stranger things #stranger things x y/n #stranger things x f!reader #stranger things fic #stranger things fix it #stranger things fanfiction #housekeeping #mine #moonie speaks #moonies fic list

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undertale-museum · 4 months

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Fanfiction Page 1

Page 1 — Page 2 — Page 3

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[Updated 15Jan24]

+18 used as shorthand for s3x

*** aka Dead dove do not eat as shorthand for dark themes, kink and/or rough s3x

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[1] So I think You've Got the Wrong Number

By WhatteauYouDoing (97k)

November 28th, 2015 - June 2016

_Incomplete

Reader, Gaster, Toriel, Sans

~Magi reader pulls Gaster from void~

[2] learn to live [series]. (+18 ***)

By I_Write_Sanses_Not_Tragedies

61k words

April 14, 2016 - November 2018

_incomplete

Blue, Stretch, Red

R*pe recovery, domestic

[3] AVA

By Inyahs (356k)

December 17, 2016 - Jan 2024

_incomplete

Anomaly OC, bittybones oc, UTMV ensemble

~ Wise crack hermit goes on adventure with grumpy insomniac bitty~

Note: plot up to Sciencetale lab, lacks character development after

[4] sticks & stones (+18)

By oneType (163k)

March 14, 2016 - May 14, 2019

_complete

Stretch, Red, Edge, Underfell Ensemble, Underswap Ensemble

~Stretch gets stuck in Underfell~

TW: discussion of attempted s**cide prior go story

[5] Good food, Good friends, Bad laughs

By shyviolet77 (431k)

April 19, 2016 - July 11, 2019

_incomplete

Sans, Frisk, Papyrus

1930s mobtale, Neutral Party Frisk

[6] A Puzzle Just For Me (+18)

By neroli9 (696k)

May 7, 2016 - January 13, 2024

_incomplete

Sans, Reader, Muffet, OC ensemble

Mobtale 1930s, exiled royal

Note: very kinky, RACK

[7] KR Trilogy (+18, ***)

By Mercy_Run (203k)

October 10, 2023 - Feb 2, 2023

_incomplete

Sans, Red, Edge

idk an sfw way to tag this~ guide

Note: skip wedding, smut from beginning

[8] Skeleton Games

By poetax (279k)

November 30, 2016 - Jan 1, 2023

_incomplete

Red, Edge, Reader, Muffet

Feuding neighbors, vampire reader

[9] Little Red

By Spectroscope (53k)

@spectascopes

April 15th 2017 - April 14, 2022

_complete

Human!SwapPaps, Human!SwapSans, OC monster

Bittybones, trauma recovery

Note: Stan (H!SS) is trans-masc,

Broken Bones Multiverse [series]

By Lady_kit (339k)

21 April 17 - Nov 23

[10] Broken Bones

_complete

Stretch, Edge, Blue, Red

Papyrus centric, spicyhoney

- - -

[11] Bone Shards

_discontinued

Stretch, Edge, Blue, Red

drabbles

- - -

[12] Compound Fracture

_2023 Nov

Stretch, Edge, Blue, Red, Slim (Swapfell Papyrus) , Razz (Swapfell Sans)

Papyrus centric, spicyhoney

[13] Ain’t this the life [series] ***

By nilchance (524k)

Date

_discontinued

Sans, Red, Edge

Uptight asshole x shameless tumblr sexy man

(series contains 39 works) -->first

that space pirates AU [series] ***

by nilchance _ 2021 (116k) dddne

- - -

[14] Killing the moon

Red, Papyrus

Brain washing recovery

- - -

[15] starry eyed

Sans, Red, Edge, Stretch, Gaster (AI)

Prison recovery, soulmates, domestic

[16] Doom and Gloom All Up in Your Room

by TrashCollector (95k)

____ - Dec 2023

Y/N (room owner), Dust, Horror

Domestic reverse harem

[17] Firsts and Seconds

by Skerb (103k)

__ - 2023

_incomplete

Sticks (Farmtale Sans), Bitey/Buddy (Horrortale Sans)

Injury recovery, strangers to lovers

[18] Sea of Hope

By Aylish91 (26k)

2021 - 2023 March

Y/N (runaway skeleton), Axe (Horror),

Piratetale, Y/N x Axe

[19] Poor Little Meow Meow

By Mystique, TallDumbass (58k)

2022 - October 2023

Y/N (vet), Killer

Fluff and Angst

[20] A Lovely House of Bones

By Green_Heart88 (37k)

@greenheartart

2023 - Dec 2023

(Y/N) host, Sans, Paps, Blue, Stretch, Edge, Red

Domestic living + recovery

#ao3 #undertale fanfiction #page 1

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wtf3lli0t · 4 months

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Point And Say Its My Fault So You Have Someone To Blame (Ride The Cyclone AU): what if penny was the only one who wasnt brought back from the afterlife and is still a jane doe? what if ocean is the only one who remembers? TW: Mentions of d3ath, (surviors) guilt, and PTSD. Brief depictions of crashes, and dec@pitation. (once i have my ao3 acc (in a few days) ill upload this to ao3 so yippee!! tumblr sneak peak!! ill update this later probably, inconsistent posting and all that shit, yk the drill.)

Penny Lamb is dead.

And Ocean Oconnell-Rosenburg cant help but feel like its entirely her fault. She made the vote. She had chosen to bring Penny back. Karnak, stupid, stupid Karnak. He told them that the vote would bring Penny back. Maybe it didnt work because Penny Lamb was just a Jane Doe in the afterlife. Maybe it didnt work because Penny Lamb was just a Jane Doe in the real world. Maybe it didnt work because Penny Lambs identidy was stripped away from her. She was no longer Penny Lamb. Just a Jane Doe. And that is all she will ever be again. Because she is still a Jane Doe. Ocean is the only one who remembers. Remembers the fair, remembers the roller coaster, remembers the crash, remembers the afterlife, remembers the stories, remembers the vote, remebers Penny Lamb. Remembers Jane Doe, and who she used to be. Who she once was. Who she will never be again. Ocean knows the afterlife was not a dream. She knows because theres still reports about an unidentified body in a rollercoaster crash on Monday September 14th, 2008, from 6:17 PM to 6:19 PM. The body of a seventeen year old girl named Penny Lamb. The body still lacking a head, hidden somewhere under rubble from the crash. Her heart twangs and aches with guilt, because she knows she should tell someone, anyone. She knows she should. But whenever she tries to her throat closes up, and her lungs turn to dust, and her blood runs cold and drains from her body, from her soul, so she tells herself "another time, when I get the chance again". Penny Lamb will not get a chance again. She will never get a chance again. Because "she" is no more. "She" is a Jane Doe. "She" is dead.

#ride the cyclone #jane doe rtc #jane doe ride the cyclone #ocean o'connell rosenberg rtc #ocean o'connell rosenberg ride the cyclone #ride the cyclone au #rtc au #not a ship post

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elliottlee23 · 1 month

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{♤Here's a lil about me for anyone curious♤}

♡My name is Elliott Lee!♡

I struggle with alot but here are a list of some

{ ocd } { ptsd } { bpd }

{ generalized anxiety disorder / GAD for short }

{ Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome / POTS for short }

{Ehlers-Danlos syndrome}

{ Here are also some of my interests! }

{I'm a artist I may post some more of my art on here in the future just let me know if you wanna see thatt}

I crochet a bit and a lil bit of knitting but I suck

I make alot of stuff out of clay

Jewelry, figures, mini stuff etc

And I do origami some times

I love games here's what I'm playing currently:

:VrChat: :Stardew: :minecraft: :sims4: :breathe of the wild(again): :tears of the kingdom:

And if you have any suggestions please leave them because I always need more games

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¿Tw? Some stuff I talk about next might be a lil upsetting so beware<3

I've been selfh@rming sense I was 5 it started with hitting myself or thing now its cntting, bnrning, drinking, smoking, not eating, ect

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I've had a problem with food from a very young age also around 5-7 I always had to finish my food no matter what and I had to eat it no matter what it was if I didn't I'd stay at the kitchen table for hours and I'd get yelled at and told I was spoiled rotten and selfish and all that good shit

And I always was the "chubby kid" so if ykyk I got picked on about my weight some but I was always the hardest on myself then anyone else was.

My ed got bad when I was 9-10 that's when I started keeping track of what I ate when I ate how much I was eating I had books and books of my ed logs I used to eat around 800 kals a day and stop eating at 9am I was still just a kid and its really sucky going back and reading all that

I'm 17 now my ed it the worst it's ever gotten but I'm not underweight so to me it doesn't feel that bad it could be worse I'm trying to lose weight still but I have a boyfriend now and when I tell you hes the bestest thing to have ever happened to me I swear on my life hes everything you could ever want in a partner and I'm so scared of fucking this up because of this stupid eating disorder. So at the same time I'm trying to get worse and better what a war to fight huh?

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I surprised I'm even here to be honest no one but my partner knows this but I've had quite a few attempts my last one was the worst dec 14th 2022 I dont think I'll ever fully recover from it and to this day no one knows even tho I was in a house full of people it would break my parents heart I dont think they could handle knowing I might not even tell them one day but who knows right?

Not much else to say but now you know a little more about me maybe we can be friends or maybe this can be some message on the internet you remember for days to come a reminder that it's not always worth it. Doing all this to yourself but it's your life dont live it in mind of other people their thoughts. Opinions. Their choices. Because you only get one body for this life time use it wisely or waste away completely I wont stop you

but what ever you choose know some day somewhere out there, it does. Get better.

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[AS]

#Spotify

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b4th0fb100d · 5 months

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pinned post <3

freshly relapsed and decided to come back here .

DNI IF IN RECOVERY OR UNDER 16 . DNI FATPHOBES .

I AM PURELY HERE TO VENT INTO THE VOID AND TRACK MY BULLSHIT FOR MYSELF . IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU ARE WORTHY AND DESERVING OF RECOVERY I PROMISE .

my name is brutus and i'm 17 . i've had an ed since i was 8 or 9 or so and been hospitalised repeatedly for years due to my mental health (cringe ik) . im open to interaction but im a little too autistic to communicate smoothly so im sorry in advance LMAO

tw stats below the break :3

as i was making this acc (nov.24th) it said i have 225 days til my next birthday (when i turn 18) and since i want to be moved out/moving out by then, that's how long i have to reach my ugw or at least get closer to it than now .

hw ; 210lbs maybe? back in dec.2022 i think (bmi 33)

lw ; 110lbs (bmi 17)

cw ; 197lbs LMAO. embarrassing tbh (bmi 31)

gonna set each gw per month so

gw1 (by dec.31st) ; 180lbs (bmi 29)

gw2 (by jan.31st) ; 170lbs (bmi 27)

gw3 (by feb.31st) ; 160lbs (bmi 25)

gw4 (by mar.31st) ; 150lbs (bmi 24)

gw5 (by apr.31st) ; 140lbs (bmi 22)

gw6 (by may.31st) ; 130lbs (bmi 21)

gw7 (by jun.31st) ; 120lbs (bmi 19)

gw8 (by jul.31st) ; 110lbs (bmi 17)

not sure what i'll do after that since my birthday will have passed but my ugw is probably 50lbs for now .. bmi 8 has my whole heart

i figure after i move out it won't be hard to keep going anyway since i'll be in that struggle era everyone says happens when you first move out and shit so .. hoping that helps lol

i don't plan to tell anyone about my relapse (esp not my lover bc im actively encouraging that mf to recover from its own ed and me spiralling is not gonna help lmao) and that's so selfish of me but im in such a bad headspace that i dont really care anymore lol

CURRENT PLAN (as of nov.24th) AND IF YOU SOMEHOW ARE STILL READING THEN YES I AM OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS .

since i haven't been on my ed grind in months (was hospitalised recently lmao) i wanna start kinda slow and ease my way into the self-destruction so here's my plan (in order with how i plan to get to each listed gw above)

month one . omad with alternating workout schedules where i'm working out at least once a day (like doing just arms and legs one day then core and full body workouts the next then arms and legs again yk) . stop asking friends for rides and start walking more .

month two . get back into trying to keep my cals as close to 0 as possible while still prioritising the nutrients i need and making sure i'm as hydrated as possible at all times . do full body workouts at least once daily

month three . get back to the 2hr workouts 3x a day and monitor intake

continue and adjust as needed until month eight . then just play fuck around and find out and see if i die or not /srs

#ed not sheeren #ed relapse #ed vent #ed behaviour tw #tw restrictive ed #tw ed diet #ed not sherran #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #tw vent

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openheartfanfics · 1 year

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Newly Added Fics

Dec 17 - 23, 2022

BRYCE X F!MC/F!OC

Neon Lights - @peonierose ☁

Luna, Bryce and the Open Heart gang go mini golfing. Who will win? Feat. Ethan Ramsey, Tobias Carrick, OH Gang

Santa is Here - @peonierose 📱🎄

Luna and Bryce have a discussion if Santa is real or not.

Stop Desire - @julia-highstorms ♥

An intake on Bryce's point of view during his and Rei's first time, after the house party at her apartment. [1.7]

The Best Christmas Ever - @eadanga ☁🎄

Bryce and Mia spend their first Christmas together at his cabin.

Under The Mistletoe - @peonierose ☁🎄

Luna and Bryce spend some time with their friends Ethan and Hayley and the open heart gang in Boston.

BRYCE X M!MC

What Doesn’t Kill You Makes You Ugly - @mydemonsdrivealimo 📚

[extended: wip] Opportunity doesn't come knocking for everyone; in some cases, you have to push the door open for yourself. This series will follow Jensen’s formative years.

Chapter 1

ETHAN X F!MC/F!OC

Delayed - @socalwriterbee ☁🎄

A little spin on the prompt of a flight being canceled.

Drained - @lsvdw-blog 📚 🎭 [extended:wip] Serena is having the day from hell and seeks comfort in Ethan, but perhaps she shouldn't have.

Part 4

Forever Winter - @genevievemd 🦚🎄

After the attack a month prior, Ethan worries when Genevieve doesn’t embrace the holidays like she usually does. [Ethan POV; Hurt/Comfort]

Jewelry Counter - @takeharryandgo ☁🎄

A chance Christmas encounter. Set before book 1.

Little Ones - @potionsprefect ☁

There are lots of important people Luke and Lily need to meet. [Domestic; Family]

Merry Christmas, Rookie - @cariantha ☁🎄

The Internal Medicine staff participate in a Secret Santa exchange.

Muddling Through...Somehow - @txemrn 📚🎄Ⓜ

[mini: wip] With a massive car pile-up on Christmas Ever, it's all hands on deck at Edenbrook--including the Ramseys who are assigned to care for a Jane Doe and her young daughter. TW: Medical discussions, including mild blood and gore, pregnancy, surgery; innuendos; some characters lives will be put in jeopardy

Part 1: Code Orange

Nightmare Before Christmas - @ofmischiefandmedicine ☁🎄

During the most wonderful time of the year, things do not go according to Ethan’s plans. Feat. Sienna Trinh

The Wrong Person - @openheartfanfiction 📱

What if your MC / LI sent the wrong picture to the wrong number?

Ugly Sweater - @jamespotterthefirst ☁🎄

He convinces her to abandon Bryce Lahela’s Christmas party.

Under the Mistletoe - @trappedinfanfiction ☁🎄

Once, Ethan had been just like any other child, excited and happy as Christmas approached. That feeling had disappeared along with his mother, but maybe someone new can make him find the joy in the holiday again.

What Happened in Vegas - @jerzwriter 📚🛸

[mini: wip] Casey & her roommates are heading to Vegas, intent on taking down Declan Nash and Panacea; but this time, Dr. Ethan Ramsey is in tow.

CH 3: Winners and Losers

MULTIPLE PAIRINGS/CHARACTERS

This Life - @coffeeheartaddict2 📚🎭Ⓜ

[extended: wip] All appears well in the Ramsey household until Louise suddenly leaves, throwing life into disarray. TW: Deals with abandonment, Minor character death and other mature themes Feat. Ethan Ramsey, Alan Ramsey, Harper Emery, Naveen Banerji, F!MC, Tobias Carrick

Part 11: In All Honesty

Part 12: Tolerate It

SIENNA X M!OC

Christmas Miracles - @liaromancewriter ☁🎄

It’s their first Christmas together as husband and wife and a time to make new memories.

Santa Baby - @liaromancewriter ☁🎄

When Sienna takes her daughter to meet Santa, things take a turn for the bizarre.

The Santa Ultimatum - @liaromancewriter 📱🎄

Sienna gives the group an ultimatum about not telling the truth. Feat. Ethan Ramsey x F!MC

TOBIAS X F!MC

Just A Little Faith - @jerzwriter ☁🎄

Casey and Tobias reflect on how they have changed as they await Christmas day.

Our Little Surprise - @jerzwriter ☁

During a toast at their wedding, Tobias & Casey share a little secret they've been keeping. [Wedding; Pregnancy]

SUBMIT OPEN HEART FICS & WRITERS HERE

#open heart #open heart choices #open heart fanfics #open heart fanfiction #choices fanfics #choices fanfiction #bryce lahela #bryce lahela x mc #ethan ramsey #ethan ramsey x mc #sienna trinh #sienna trinh x oc #tobias carrick #tobias carrick x mc #playchoices #newly added fics

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sanityshorror · 2 years

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Julius the Dressmaker, Killian Lynch and the Hellcrew: Lore/Canon facts

Apologies for the laziness of this but click through as you like :>

[Dec 22] Please note: this is absolutely missing some very crucial posts I've made/asks I've answered but I need to find them. If I can't I'll simply repost that information soon

26 (on Julius being childish)

27 (CW )

37 (tw)

38 (fluff)

39 (incubus info)

40 (Julius: his motivation for killing)

41 (more incubus info)

87 Killian psychology info

CONTINUE HERE...

Master post

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rowanoke · 1 year

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I'm home now. Went to the bar after work. I actually had to run home first to drop off some stuff I bought at work.

As soon as I got to the bar, I took my seat, ordered a drink, and my fucking nose started bleeding

This is my 7th nosebleed in exactly 1 month. My first one of the dry season was Nov 17th at like 2pm, and my 7th one happened Dec 17th at like quarter after midnight.

It lasted about 40 minutes. About half as long as the average among those 7. One of the shortest. It was just a trickle of blood, really. Puke you'd see when a character has overused their psychic powers.

For 5/7 of these nose bleeds, my nose has gushed and sprayed blood like a horny anime protag. And other than those 2 that were just a trickle of blood, they all lasted over an hour.

To be honest, I'm a little afraid of what could be causing my nose to bleed so much.

I know it's not the most reliable source, but Google says I should be worried if my nose bleed lasts more than 20 minutes or happens 6 times in a month. None of my nose bleeds have lasted less than half an hour, and I'm at 7 now.

Idk if something is wrong with my nose, and is making it bleed constantly, or maybe I have something like hemophilia or leukemia.

I don't have insurance, or a primary care physician to talk to about this. Several emergency and urgent csre visits that were over $2k usd, some of which were billed at over $6k usd. I have literally tens of thousands of dollars in medical debt.

I know something is wrong. I can feel it. I'm frequently lightheaded, and I've almost passed out several times. I've been lethargic, and haven't had much of an appetite. I'll start shaking at random throughout the day, which I've noticed has happened when I have a panic attack since I was like 13, but without the other signs and symptoms of a panic attack, just the shaking.

Anyway. My physical and mental health have been rapidly declining over the past month, and now I'm in my first depressive episode since like, March or April of this year.

If you saw my post at my lunch, you might have seen that I had already cried 3 times in the first half of my shift. In the second half, after my lunch, I only cried twic.

The last few days for me have felt like the embodiment of Murphy's law. What could go wrong, has gone wrong.

My boyfriend and I are fighting right now, and they won't be staying with me from Christmas to new year's anymore. Also I won't be seeing them on Christmas anymore. Tbh I don't know if we're going to stay together through new year's. Part of me feels like we'll break up before then.

My fucking apartment complex towed my car a few weeks ago and I didn't find out until like the 15th, meaning the lot that impounded my car - which charges by the day - had already billed me at $290 and I won't be able to get a ride out there until Tuesday (which is gonna cost me like $350 at that point, and I have to pay them to tow my car back because it's not even fucking running right now so I can't drive it home)

TW: Suicide mention, self harm mention

Tonight I've thought about suicide for the first time in... probably 8 or 9 months. Like, actually thought about it, not just "I'm gonna kill myself lol" which happens any time something mildly inconvenient happens.

I thought about self harm tonight. For the first time in a l o n g fucking time. The last time I self harmed with a blade, which is what I was thinking about tonight, I was 17. It's been over 6 years since I've done that, but the cold kiss of the blade was calling my name tonight.

I've always hated the holiday season.

I'm from a split family made of split families. Growing up, I went to probably 5 or 6 Christmases per year on average. Each one with different members of my absurdly large family, unrelated to the other groups but all connected through me.

I never felt like I belonged at any of them.

Maybe it's because I'm autistic.

Maybe it's because I'm just bad with names and faces

Maybe it's because I grew up among so many households, I have hundreds of family members, but I only met most of them a handful of times, some of them only once or twice in my life.

This year for Christmas my best friend and I are gonna get drunk and watch anime.

I love her. We used to date. Then we fucked behind our S/O's backs, and then we learned how to be friends. We really just had to fuck once to break the sexual tension.

But anyway, her family is going to Florida or something without her. And I'm not going to visit my boyfriend anymore.

I actually made plane with my best friend first, then cancelled on them to go visit my boyfriend. They even said they would give me a ride to the train station so I could catch a train across the state Christmas morning.

But since my boyfriend and I are fighting now, we're not doing that. I won't be seeing them for the rest of the year.

So I but them my best friend up and she's cool with just picking up our original plans where we left off. She's the best.

She's been telling me, literally for months, that my boyfriend isn't the right one for me. That I should find someone who wants the same things as me, instead of someone who I have to compromise with. Win-win instead of lose-lose.

I don't know what I want right now. Literally 3 or 4 days ago I was so happy. My boyfriend got us promise rings and did like a proposal at the park while we were taking Christmas photos and it was the single most romantic thing anybody has ever done for me.

And now I'm having second thoughts about the whole relationship.

Any time I try to have a conversation about my feelings or boundaries in our relationship, I feel like there's a 50/50 chance they'll either give me a hug and tell me they'll happily do that for me, or they'll get really upset and we won't talk for 2 or 3 days and it will be really tense for like a week. I really don't feel safe or comfortable bringing up those conversations because I never know whether they'll give me a hug or the silent treatment.

We started out as polyamorous, then we were in an open relationship (free to have other sexual partners, but not romantic partners), and we're currently completely monogamous until we sort some things out

Except that my boyfriend still has another sexual partner that they're seeing and have refused to stop. They said it was a personal boundary of theirs and not to even ask them to stop, so I haven't. But I'm really not comfortable with it. And they were with him today, and that's what lead me to being a whole mess today

That alone is making me question things. Add on top of that that I don't feel safe bringing up boundaries with them... I don't know if we'll make it until the end of the year at this point...

On an unrelated note, I'm 2 days into 5 nights of closing in a row. I normally only work 2 or 3 days in a row, and normally only close on Fridays and Saturdays, so it's already weird enough closing instead of going in at noon Mon-Wed, but also 5 nights in a row?

I was this 🤏 close to calling off work tn and it was only the second shift of five.

I hate my fucking job and I resent the fact that I have to work in order to justify my fucking existence under capitalism.

I just want to spend all day browsing the web and learning way too much about niche topics and playing and making video games

But even though I have a fucking degree in game design and 10 fucking years of experience with C++ I have to work at fucking cvs because I can't get a job as a designer.

I don't think I posted about it, but I've been putting in applications to like, all of the game studios in Michigan. Of the applications I sent in, only one made it to the point of the design test, and I didn't make it past that.

I've been looking for a job as a game designer for 8 months now and haven't even been able to get an interview.

My relationship is falling apart. My dead-end job isn't going anywhere and I can't get a job in my field. I hate the holiday season. My whole life feels like it's crumbling before my eyes.

Fuck.

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#rowan is rambling #tw suicide #tw self harm #suicide #self harm #my life is falling apsrt #probably shouldn't post this on my main #whatever it's 3:22 am #ajd I'm druck #fuck you

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eddie gluskin x oc fankids

so anyways minus that horrific loss that I'm too stunned to even try and comprehend, ill just give some short info on them instead

(tw for incest and mentions of murder ig)

So we have the children of my oc x canon (holly blackwater x eddie gluskin) whoopdeedo

Julian Edward Gluskin

born Nov 27, 2014

♐︎ sun / ♒︎ moon / ♎︎ rising / ♋︎ mc / ♌︎ lilith

ESTJ / 8w9

he/him

cishet

eddies lil' doppelganger in looks and personality (and activities)

unintentionally groomed sunny, the two live together as a couple

likely has an undiagnosed PD

Thomas Marshall Gluskin (Harbour)

born Dec 17, 2016

♐︎ sun / ♌︎ moon / ♌︎ rising / ♈︎ mc / ♏︎ lilith

INFJ / 1w2

he/him/they

demiboy / unsure sexuality

joined the army then moved to iceland

hasn't seen his family since he was 18

depressed and treats it will graham style (lots of dogs)

Suzanne "Sunny" Julia Gluskin

born Feb 2, 2018

♒︎ sun / ♍︎ moon / ♋︎ rising / ♓︎ mc / ♑︎ lilith

ENFJ / 5w4

she/her/dove/doveself

angelkinic +more xenos /guiltsexual / heterosexual

hangs out w holly every day

is in love w her brother despite knowing how its wacked out

diagnosed w DPD and ADHD as a young child

Morris Regan Gluskin

born Sep 18, 2020

♍︎ sun / ♎︎ moon / ♍︎ rising / ♊︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith

ISTP / 6w5

he/him

cis / bisexual

the model corrupt lawyer

has never touched alcohol or drugs of any kind

lacks empathy, HPD (undiagnosed though he is aware of it), hypersexual

Constance "Connie" Anne Gluskin

born Mar 10, 2022

♓︎ sun / ♍︎ moon / ♏︎ rising / ♍︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith

INFP / 8w9

she/they

graygender, anesigender / myraroace

saw too much shit to still be sane

close with eddie in the last decade of his life

diagnosed w GAD when she was extremely young

Cordelia Rosalia Gluskin

born May 28, 2024

♊︎ sun / ♒︎ moon / ♌︎ rising / ♉︎ mc / ♍︎ lilith

ESTP / 2w3

she/her/it/its/love/loves

rosegender, darklovecoric, kenochoric / polysexual / abroromantic

looks exactly like holly but with black hair

is eddies favorite child (tied with julian)

BPD

Caspian Reagan Gluskin

born Apr 9, 2026

♈︎ sun / ♑︎ moon / ♉︎ rising / ♒︎ mc / ♐︎ lilith

ISFP / 7w8

he/him/they/it/any but she/her

ospanoxhum, sea/ocean related KEIN genders / achillean

most like a fox

obsessed w things like the backrooms and unfiction

close with Cordelia the most

now for some non gluskid main characters in their life

Gray Ferris Montoya

born Jan 20, 2017

♒︎ sun / ♏︎ moon / ♐︎ rising / ♎︎ mc / ♏︎ lilith

ESTJ / 9w8

he/him

chooses to identify as a man but is a variety of musicgenders and emotiongenders / finsexual

determined to get revenge for his sister

hides his scars for others discomfort, not his own.

dating Cordelia, later marries her.

Eddie Charles Gluskin

born Jun 30, 1967

♋︎ sun / ♈︎ moon / ♏︎ rising / ♌︎ mc / ♈︎ lilith

ESTJ / 8w9

he/him

cishet man

amazing father and husband

symbiotic preventative relationship with Julian, both keep the other from killing unneccessarily.

married to the love of his life for 28 years (m. 2014)

Holly Narcissa Blackwater

born Aug 5, 1985

♌︎ sun / ♈︎ moon / ♉︎ rising / ♒︎ mc / ♉︎ lilith

ENFP / 1w2

she/her

cishet woman

cyberstalked her husband until she found him irl and manipulated him into staying with her.

just trying to Keep It Together

wishes she had more children

THEME SONG LIST HERE

#eddie gluskin #eddie gluskin x oc #oc x canon #canon x oc #gluskids #eddie gluskin kids #outlast fan characters #outlast #outlast whistleblower #outlast wb #will graham therapy #rip these kids fr #oc intros #ocs #oc #oc bios

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Basics

Name (& pronunciation): Jayden Barnes

Date of Birth (& age): Oct 10th, 2001

Place of Birth: Plymouth, Michigan

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Bisexual

Social Class/Community Status: Lower class

Language: English, he knows a little Spanish too

Family/Friends/Pets/Etc: No family (expand on that later), a couple friends from foster care and when he was in juvie.

Physical Description

Height: 5'11

Weight: 154 lbs

Hair: Dark Brown

Eyes: Brown

Typical Clothing/Equipment: Black jeans and a hoodie normally, if it's hot out a band t-shirt or a fitted tank top to show of his muscles and tattoos

Personality/AttributesPersonality/Attitude: Cold and keeps to himself about feelings, flirtatious, quick to anger, once you're really really REALLY close to him, he can be a softie at times

Skills/Talents: He's pretty good at fighting

Favorites/Likes: Driving his black dodge challenger, getting tattoos, blasting music

Most Hated/Dislikes: Pop and kpop music, snitches, cops, his dad.

Strengths: Hiding his emotions, being serious, lying to people's faces

Weaknesses: seeing people he cares about hurt, his anger

Fears: his dad

Hobbies/Interests: skateboarding, driving, cooking (sometimes)

Attitude Toward Death: doesn't give a shit

Religion/Beliefs: Atheist

Fetishes/Strange Behaviors: None

Most Instructive/Painful/Memorable Experience: When his dad killed his mom in front of him

Education/Special Training: Highschool dropout

Place/Type of Residence: Crappy apartment just off of downtown San Diego

Occupation: Drug Dealer

Place of Work: the streets

Past Occupations: A fast food chain near his house

Backstory: TW! Violence!! Growing up, he constantly saw his dad fighting with his mom and at times hitting her and getting violent. He remembers the nights where his mom would pack up and take them to the crappy motel 6 for a couple nights until his dad cooled down. At 14 years old, his dad snapped and stabbed his mom 11 times in front of him, causing her to die. The cops came a couple days later and found the body, taking his dad to jail and placing Jayden in a group home. Highschool was rough for him, struggling with PTSD and depression caused him to turn to drugs to calm himself. Eventually he started selling them at school and when he got caught he was sent to juvie for a year. After juvie he didn't return to school, he had used the tips from his cellmates to get better at dealing and turned that into his full time gig. When he turned 18 he finally got let out of his group home and moved to San Diego, buying his apartment and starting up his business there.

#oc rp #fandomless rp

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subtletruamadumping · 1 year

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Family Group Chat

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This is a formatting-based poem, so it doesn't translate too well to Tumblr. I did my best to convey the same feeling using colors, spacing, and the limited amount of formatting that I can change. Some of these "texts" are lifted directly from real-life texts, calls, emails, and letters from my family.

TW: Religious imagery, homophobia

Date Written: January 16, 2022

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Dec 13, 2020

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Aww, look at this cute Puppy! Such a sweet doggie!

So sweet! What’s his name?

Grace! Punk cats are Rhett him. >:C

Cats are good at being punks.

Dane are Hannable

Cute

Dec 22, 2020

MERRRY CHRISTMAS!!

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU ALL ARE GOING TO BE COMING DOWN THIS YEAR

Dec 23, 2020

Sorry, we have to quarantine since everyone’s back from school over the holidays.

I have to work and can’t get any time off. Have a great time!

PLEASE let me KNow if you are coming down for CHRISTmas.

I have the presents under tree alreaft!

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I can’t get time off so I won’t be able to come

Uuuhhhh, that suks! D:

Dec 25, 2020

MERRRY CHIRSTMAS!!

Your cousins were GOOD grandchilden and came to visitm e! Look at all the fun they had!

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Merry Christmas!

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Merry Christmas

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WHEn are you visiting? Wehn is school out? Come visit!

Still in quartineten.

We’ll let you know when we are available.

Jan 1, 2021

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Feb 2, 2021

Wish your mother a happy birthday

Apr 6, 2021

Mom said you wanted to know my new address.

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Tnank you!

Tell me what you need and I’ll send it to you!

May 15, 2021

I haven’t heard from you for a while.

Wish your sister a hapy birthday.

I work a lot. Sorry.

OK well let me know wne to visit!

Aug 18, 2021

HaPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday!

It’s your birthday.

Thanks

Oct 3, 2021

Call me.

Oct 5, 2021

Call me.

Oct 6, 2021

Call your mom.

Oct 10, 2021

Have your mom call me.

Oct 11, 2021

Call me.

Why are you ignoring me?

I’ve done so much for you.

Oct 13, 2021

Call me.

Oct 17, 2021

Call me.

You’re so ungrateful for eveyrthign I’ve done for you.

I sent you a card on your birthday and you can’t return my call?

Oct 18, 2021

Why won’t you call me?

I work at night and sleep during the day. You know this.

Then why are you wasting your time texting me now?

Oct 19, 2021

I see how it is. Nothing to say to me?

Nov 2, 2021

Still refusing to speak to me?

Nov 2, 2021

Is there something you need to talk about?

I miss you and there’s no reason for us to go months without communication. That’s crazy. I may not agree with your decisions but that doesn’t mean I can’t be a part of your life. I don’t want you to turn out like your older sister. She didn’t like what I had to say so she just abandoned me and spread lies behind my back. She’s kinda a turd to be honest. I don’t want you to act like that.

Just get in touch.

You disagree with who I am as a person. Not my “decisions”. Being bi isn’t a decision. It’s just me. Comparing me to her is hurtful. I don’t keep in touch because you’ve shown over and over that you don’t respect me. You can’t bring yourself to accept me for who i am and that is not unconditional love. i won’t change or pretend to be different just to make you happy.

You’re the one that cut off communication and won’t let me explain myself. You’re the one that judged and blamed me. I never compared you to her, I said I didn’t want to be like her. I have every right to my own lifestyle just like you do.

Who’s really being unaccepting?

Do you accept that I’m gay?

It’s not like I’m living in denial that you’re not. You can choose that for your life and be gay all you want. I’m still your mom. Does that mean I’ll let you bring home a girlfriend? Nope. Does that mean I’m going to stop being Catholic or vote for LGBT issues? Nope. That’s my right just like how you have yours. I still respect you but I will always vote against liberal bills for LGBT rights. People like that are ruining society and shouldn't be allowed that kind of stuff.

God sent you to me as a gift. Even if you don’t agree with my beliefs, God and I will always be ready when you’re ready to come back. We can still have a relationship even if we have our differences. When you're done being mad at God and spending your life in sin, let me know.

You harp on me for not communicating but you aren’t doing it either. The last time you called, i answered. Working on a few differences is fine but this is more than that. It’s our very morals that are different.

But does that mean that you should just hide and not even speak to the other person? Isn’t that why the world is so angry? Because people with different ideals and different morals refuse to speak lovingly to one another? I can still respect you despite being morally different. Why can’t you? If you continue down this path, don't expect to ever be able to talk to your siblings again.

I said we could talk. I just said that you also have to put in some effort. The last time you called, I answered. You know I work 3rd shift. Even if you didn’t mean it, it felt like you were comparing us. If you are confused about why I’m upset, look back at your texts.

Nov 6, 2021

Pray for me.

Nov 14, 2021

Love you and miss u!

Nov 25, 2021

HAPPY THNAKS GIVING!

Happy Turkey Day! :)

Nov 27, 2021

Call me.

Nov 28, 2021

Call me.

Dec 1, 2021

Call me.

You on’t gert any christmas presents if you don’t.

Dec 4, 2021

Call me.

Dec 6, 2021

Pray for me.

Dec 8, 2021

Pray for me.

Pray for forgiveness for your sins.

Dec 9, 2021

Pray for me.

Dec 12, 2021

Are you coming for christmas???

Your grandgaper and uncle I really miss you :(

I have work.

Are yous ure?

Dec 15, 2021

Pray for me.

Dec 17, 2021

Pray for me.

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Look this prayer is specifically for grandparents! :D

Dec 19, 2021

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Look this prayer is specifically for grandparents! :D

Dec 20, 2021

Look this prayer is specifically for grandparents! :D

Dec 21, 2021

Pray for me.

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Look this prayer is specifically for grandparents! :D

Dec 22, 2021

Please let me know if your coming for christmad! If not giveme a call!

I don’t want to talk and I’ll be working over Christmas.

OK Such a shame.

I guess you won’t be getting any money from me anytime soon.

Dec 25, 2021

MERRY CHURHMAS!!

Merry christmas!

Dec 27, 2021

Here’s a prayer I think you need.

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Dec 28, 2021

Look at all the fun the good grandchildren had! Your cousins sure know how to pary!

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Jan 1, 2021

You have turned your back on God and your family, my dear.

Your actions have consequences.

Auld Lang Syne

#writing #my writing #poetry #spilled thoughts #writers on tumblr #triggering themes #religious trauma #homophobia #mommy issues

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Foxconn unit to sell stake in Chinese chip firm Unigroup

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Pieniądze na działalność organizacji polskich w Niemczech zagwarantowane zostały, Panie Ambasadorze w traktacie z 17 czerwca 1991 r

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GELDWÄSCHEGESETZ (GWG) I TRANSPARENZREGISTER POD MOSTEM NAD TAMIZĄ ZAJĄCA

O objęcie Honorowym Patronatem Pierwszej Damy społecznych obchodów 100-lecia Związku Polaków w Niemczech 20211215 SOWA Polnisches Kulturzentrum e.V. do Kancelarii Prezydenta RP vk.com/photo467751157_457244839

GELDWÄSCHEGESETZ (GWG) I TRANSPARENZREGISTER POD MOSTEM NAD TAMIZĄ ZAJĄCA

Zając z Lewickim i innymi z tzw. Konwentu Polonii obediencji Concordia rytu szkockiego skasowali od rządu federalnego przez ostatnie 9 lat co najmniej 720.000 EURO, a nie wiadomo, czy złożyli wniosek na zwolnienie od rocznych opłat zgodnie z Ustawą przeciw praniu pieniędzy (GWG) pod mostem nad Szprewą w Berlinie wolnomularska Loża P2 zażydzonego Watykanu rozwiązana została po tym, jak tylko bank Ambrosiano udzielił kredytu 1 miliona EURO ubeckiemu stowarzyszeniu CONCORDIA na zakup i remont domu schadzek w Niemczech niezarejestrowanemu Centrum Antykatolickiej Polonii Za stronę internetową Polonii - Polonia Viva - odpowiedzialny jest Wiesław Lewicki; sfinansowana przez Ministerstwo Spraw Wewnętrznych RFN strona jest nieżywa, zamarła dokumentalnie na Oświadczeniu tzw. okrągłego stołu 2011 r. tymczasem Bundesanzeiger Verlag opublikował (za Lewickiego i Zająca) dokument z 13 lipca 2016 r. będący odpowiedzią rządu Angeli Merkel na temat stanu [nie-] realizowania Traktatu niemiecko-polskiego o przyjacielskiej współpracy z 17-go czerwca 1991 "Stand der Umsetzung des deutsch-polnischen Nachbarschaftsvertrages insbesondere des polnischen Muttersprachunterrichtes" Deutscher Bundestag 18. Wahlperiode Drucksache 18/9196 - W imieniu rządu RFN pismem z 11 lipca 2016 r. Ministertwo Nauki i Badań/ Bundesministerium für Bildung und Forschung udzieliło odpowiedzi na Małe Zapytanie/ Kleine Anfrage der Abgeordneten Azize Tank, Sabine Zimmermann (Zwickau), Nicole Gohlke, weitere Abgeordneten u. die Fraktion DIE LINKE w zał. na dowód, że Aleksander Zając, obediencji Concordia etc. udzielając poparcia zamiarowi ustawowemu zlikwidowania przez Dudę i Kaczyńskiego Grobu Nieznanego Żołnierza

w monumentalnym kształcie zachowanej na przestrogę dla ludzkości ruiny wojennej niczym znana całemu światu ruina domu w Hiroszimie, popełnia zbrodnię stanu w rozumieniu czynu

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Dec 07 15:05 NAGRODA DLA UBOWCA ZR Ramóna (Mundka) SSetKh von Stefan KOSIEWSKI spolszczony wiersz Raymona (Ray'a) Durema, który śledził mnie przez 47 lat

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Antypolska banda trockistowska LAGG i żydowski Nadburmistrz Frankfurtu Peter Feldmann, przeciwko któremu Prokuratura prowadzi dochodzenie (Afera AWO), zawłaszczyli sobie dla geszeftu Mogiłę 528 Polaków erygowaną przez Związek Polaków ZGODA w RFN sowa-magazyn.blogspot.com/2021/03/mafia-postkryptosyjonistyczna-w-qumran.html

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Nie mają moralnego prawa do zarabiania na polskich mogiłach z okresu II wojny światowej tak samo, jak Polacy w Niemczech nie mają prawa do samowoli zapalania świeczek łojowych na cudzych macewach, a jednak ukradło obżydliwe żydostwo geszefciarskie polską mogiłę zbiorową, z pomocą żydokomunistycznego szpiega z PRL, Łabędzkiego, TW "Wolfgang" robiącego za ambasadora w Berlinie i z pomocą Konsula Generalnego RP w Kolonii, Jakuba Wawrzyniaka, żeby dostać 2022 r. od rządu federalnego dofinansowanie we wysokości 120.000 EUR.

Szef Kancelarii Prezydenta RP Pani Grażyna Ignaczak-Bandych

[email protected] II. Osoby i instytucje ubiegające się o Honorowy Patronat Małżonki Prezydenta RP są proszone o złożenie pisemnego wniosku na adres: Kancelaria Prezydenta Rzeczypospolitej Polskiej, ul. Wiejska 10, 00-902 Warszawa lub drogą elektroniczną na adres: [email protected] nie później niż 60 dni przed wydarzeniem. Procedura ta pozwala na wszechstronną analizę wniosku, właściwe upublicznienie decyzji w razie przyznania patronatu, a w razie odmowy – daje wnioskodawcy możliwość zwrócenia się z prośbą o patronat do innych osób lub instytucji. https://www.prezydent.pl/malzonka-prezydenta/patronaty-malzonki-prezydenta

Wielce Szanowna Pani Minister,

w imieniu organizacji Polaków w Niemczech, aktywnie działających od 1992 r.: Polskie Stowarzyszenie Szkolne OŚWIATA in Frankfurt am Main (VR 10244) oraz Polnisches Kulturzentrum e.V. (VR 11226) składam niniejszym wniosek o Przyznanie patronatu Pierwszej Damy dla honorowego jubileuszu 100-lecia Związku Polaków w Niemczech AD 2022.

Odpowiadając wymaganiom postawionym wnioskodawcy w: Patronaty Małżonki Prezydenta, o Honorowym Patronacie Pierwszej Damy, opublikowanym na stronie www.prezydent.pl w zakładce Pierwsza Dama, przesyłam w zał. Informacje na temat wnioskodawcy, szczegółowy opis i program inicjatywy, informacje o źródłach finansowania projektu i sponsorach, materiały fotograficzne itd.

Rząd Republiki Federalnej Niemiec nie realizuje Traktatu o przyjaźni z 16 czerwca 1991 r. , natomiast rząd Mateusza Morawieckiego wspiera antypolskie działania żydoskich środowisk.

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Ostatnio Mateusz Morawiecki w towarzystwie Alexa Zajaca (Aleksandra Zająca), wspieranego finansowo (1.) jako tzw. żydoski przedstawiciel Polonii w Niemczech, wspierali Armina Lascheta z CDU tak skutecznie, że partia Lascheta łagodnie przeszła do opozycji w Bundstagu m in. dzięki temu, że PORTA POLONICA, w założeniach mająca dla picu prezentować historyczną obecność Polaków w Niemczech, oddana została bez potrzeby przez osobnika robiącego za szefa Związku Polaków w Niemczech. I ten Malinowski (drugi Zając, nie ubliżając), zamiast kreować pozytywny portret Polaka w Niemczech oddał to trudne dlań zadanie w ręce niepolskich urzędników landowych, złoczyńca sortu Mejzy Kaczyńskiego z nieszczęsnego Ministerstwa Sportu, które nie powinno chyba wyżywiać tylko nikczemnych szurków z pieniędzy podatnika, ale ma wreszcie zacząć otaczać opieką prawdziwe talenty, jak swego czasu: Nadia Comăneci i Katarina Witt wspierane były orzez państwa w rozwoju piękna uprawianych dziedzin przez te dzieci dla dobra sportu ludowego po wsiach i w małych miasteczkach, które żydoski poeta Bursa z Krakowa "miał w D." z milionami mieszkających na prowincji literackiej ludźmi, jak żydoski z pochodzenia nazwiska minister spraw zagranicznych Rau ma w nosie problemy i niedolę kilku milionów ludzi, Polaków w Niemczech, dobrych ludzi o których Pan Bóg nie zapomina w czasach PANDEMII PSYCHOZY, albowiem śle Posłańca ze słowami uskrzydlonymi:Błogosławionaś Ty między niewiastami i błogosławion owoc żywota Twego...

O objęcie Honorowym Patronatem Pierwszej Damy społecznych obchodów 100-lecia Związku Polaków w Niemczech 20211215 SOWA Polnisches Kulturzentrum e.V. do Kancelarii Prezydenta RP

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- Oczywiście wygra tak samo, jak Polska i Niemcy wygrały suwerenność po II wojnie światowej, okrojone w przedwojennym kształcie terytorialnym obu tych państw, co wpłynęło oszczędnościowo na zużycie energii, głów państw zaprzyjaźnionych traktatem niemiecko-polskim o przyjacielskich stosunkach i niezgłaszaniu jakichkolwiek roszczeń.

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Nowy Ambasador Warszawy w Berlinie, Intermarium Polin Dudy, Międzymorza Stratfor Friedmana, od Morza Czarnego do Morza Czerwonego, jak flaga banderowców czerwono-czarna, może przykręcić o dwa stopnie Cejsjusza temperaturę oczekiwań finansowych tzw. antypolskiej Polonii żydoskiej Konwentu Zająca w Niemczech, które nie powiedziały Ambasadorowi, że szkoda energii na podgrzewanie łbów dziesiątkami milionów EURO, które chciałyby geszefciarze rocznie wyłudzać od rządu federalnego na zasadzie zbilansowania tego, co Warszawa daje swoim na żałosne i nieskuteczne robienie za Niemców na Opolszczyźnie.

Nie sposób odmówić Moskwie i Berlinowi stawiania na swoim: kanclerz Scholz wpisał sobie do programu rządu koalicyjnego przewodnią rolę RFN w Unii Europejskiej i Frau Lampert nie grzeje bynajmniej mózgów po próżnicy; może sobie minister Błaszczak przykręcić o cztery stopnie, oficerskie chociażby, do stopnia szeregowca rezerwy.

Można owszem, pogadać do kamer po próżnicy, to nic nie kosztuje; można prąd wyłączyć z drugiej strony granicy, we Winnicy, na Podolu i Pokuciu. Może się zbilansować energetycznie aktor Żeleński z bokserem Kliczko w roli Mera Kijowa zaciemnianego na nocnej mapie satelitarnej Europy; wrzuć do wyszukiwarki, obacz, jaka ćma za Bugiem.

Ciarki przechodzą szczytem głowy państwa tudzież graniami po młodości sportowej.

Polifoniczne czytanie dzisiejsze, energetycznie wyważone w Imię Boże zaczynajmy:

Niech będzie pochwalony Jezus Chrystus!

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Szanowny Panie Ambasadorze,

chciałbym przybliżyć Panu historyczną misję przywrócenie zbiorowej mogile Polaków, 528 obywateli II RP pogrzebanych we Frankfurcie nad Menem, jej pierwotnej nazwy: POLNISCHE KRIEGSGÄBER, Hauptfriedhof, Gewann E 157 – tak w cmentarnych rejestrach prowadzonych na ratuszu jak i w żywej świadomości młodszego od naszego pokolenia, reprezentowanego przez Konsula Generalnego RP w Kolonii, Jakuba Wawrzyniaka, z którego ojcem, Janem Wawrzyniakiem, radcą handlowym przedstawicielstwa Ambasady RP w Kolonii, owocnie współpracowaliśmy przed ponad 20 laty, czego nie mogę powiedzieć niestety o synu, który odstąpił te polskie mogiły trockistowskim geszefciarzom lewackim tzw. Holocaust Industry (odwołany tymczasem w referendum Nadburmistrz Feldmann); odwołać należy (bez referendum) geszefciarza Alexa Zająca z tzw. Konwentu tzw. Polonii w Niemczech, który wspólnie z innymi (wspomniany konsul Wawrzyniak) godzi w dobre imię Polski i Polaka w Niemczech m.in. tym, że we Wigilię stulecia Związku Polaków w Niemczech wyzbyli się - żydowskim targiem - frankfurckiej mogiły zbiorowej Polaków na rzecz fałszywej solidarności plemiennej talmudycznego żydostwa zorientowanego nie na wartości (imponderabilia!), ale na szemrane geszefty. flickr.com/photos/sowamagazyn/albums/1577261

Pieniądze na działalność organizacji polskich w Niemczech zagwarantowane zostały, Panie Ambasadorze w traktacie z 17 czerwca 1991 r., jeżeli zaś obie strony traktatowe nie wywiązały się niestety dotychczas ze swoich zobowiązań, to cieszy nie tylko mnie, że Pan Ambasador powiedział wyraźnie, że pieniądze te winny trafić na konta ORGANIZACJI takich, jak m. in. stowarzyszenie wyższej użyteczności publicznej: Polnischer Schulverein OSWIATA in Frankfurt am Main e.V., działające od 1992 r. , nie zaś na prywatne konto geszefciarzy Konwentu Zająca z innymi, którzy nie są bynajmniej żadną organizacją polską, ani polonijną w Niemczech.

Aczkolwiek brać potrafią i stać za to niczym wierne psy przy skompromitowanych agentach żydokomunistycznego wywiadu PRL (TW "Wolfgang" z tzw. personelem ambasady).

Przytaczam słowa, za które Pana Ambasadora trzymamy: - Istotnie, wszystko wskazuje na to, że po stronie niemieckiej wreszcie znajdą się pieniądze dla prawie 1,3 mln Polaków w RFN. Nie byłoby to możliwe bez wielomiesięcznych zabiegów polskiej dyplomacji. Najważniejsze, aby niemiecki fundusz jak najszybciej został ustanowiony, a środki szybko trafiły do organizacji polonijnych. Docelowo winien jednak osiągnąć poziom finansowy zbliżony do nakładów ponoszonych przez stronę polską na rzecz mniejszości niemieckiej, czyli ok. 50 mln EUR - mówił Pawłoś".

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