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astarionposting · 7 months

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Sunrise, Sunset. 2/2

Sunrise, sunset, you wake up then you undress, It always is the same; The sunrise and the sunsets, you're lying while you confess.

this song really reminds me of astarion's mind throughout the game in a way, it is difficult for me to describe why in words, but a lot of the lyrics remind me of his fears/the sad progression of his ascended ending, and how basically continues the cycle of abuse... especially in these verses:

The sunrise, the sunsets, you're hopeful and then you regret The circle never breaks. With a sunrise and a sunset, there's a change of heart or address Is there nothing that remains? For a sunrise or a sunset, you're manic or you're depressed Will you ever feel okay? For a sunrise or a sunset, your lover is an actress Did you really think she'd stay? To the sunrise or a sunset, the master and his servant Have exactly the same fate. It's a sunrise and a sunset, from a cradle to a casket There is no way to escape. The sunrise and a sunset, hold your sadness like a puppet Keep putting on the play. But everything you do is leading to the point Where you just won't know what to do. At that moment you may laugh but there is someone there Who will be laughing louder than you. So it's true, the trick is complete; You become everything you said you never would be. A vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed And she raised her hands in the air. Asked you, "When was the last time you looked in the mirror?" Because you've changed.

if u made it down here then here is a cutie face astarion for u :)

#bg3 #bg3 screenshots #bg3 astarion #astarion #astarion ancunin #astarion screenshots #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 screenshots #bg3 gifs #just realized i possibly spelled astarions last name wrong in one of my posts and idk which one it is #oh well #but this song just really reminded me of astarion in a sad way lol #or im just being cringe #i may be cringe but i a free #Spotify #if u see that the font is fucked up no u dont #ASTARION POSTING

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genericpuff · 3 months

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vent post

#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO #anxiety is a hell of a thing #and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever #i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up #and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken #but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship #i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it #i am cringe and i am free #self post #vent post #altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read #too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll #i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made #i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol #i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim #i think both things can be true #i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like #while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium #“perfectly balanced as all things should be”

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moonverc3x · 3 months

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I am cringe but I am free... *proceeds to drop the worlds most self indulgent artwork ever*

COUGH COUGH I need his hand in my chest holding my still beating heart COUGH COUGH

#I think. people probably maybe might unfollow me after this LMAAOO #thats okay. I am cringe but free. sunglasses emoji sunglasses emoji flushed emoji #tumblr user Mooniverse being absolutely DOWN BAD on main #verc3x art #*seductively pushes hair behind ear* h. hey Galacta. hey um. hello 😎 *goes to lean on a wall that is not there and falls over*#almost scared to put this in the main tags but.#Galacta Knight #Kirby #verc3x sona #my ocs #if you squint you can pretend my sona isnt thtere and its just galacta looking ̶h̶o̶t̶ COOL af

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cookiehoodie · 1 year

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Warm-up that turned into Mike being very upset and angsty about his gay little thoughts

#byler #my art #skipping record is my insta btw #too embarrassed to post this there bc my family follows me lmFAO #but here. here I am cringe and free #to post my blorbos being gay gay homosexual gay #mike wheeler #will byers #idk might color this later I like how it turned out

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writer-room · 1 year

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You ever just see people talk about the Percy Jackson books and know somewhere, deep in your heart, that none of these people have understood that this is a series made for middle schoolers. And that fandom will very frequently lie to them like, all the time. No, that character probably isn’t ooc, you’re just thinking of what the fandom turned them into. No, this book isn’t a horrible stain next to the others before it, literally all of them were like this. It’s Percy Jackson. It’s cheesy and occasionally makes a very questionable writing decision.

You gotta be in this for the long haul or jump ship my guys. Be cringe and free or be gone

#percy jackson #tsats #solangelo book #rick riordan #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #the sun and the star #text post #yall are astounding me in ways i didnt know was possible god bless #also this was mostly written by mark not rick. like yes he signed off on it but still this is mostly mark #but its still Fine??? its fine?????? besties a book abt our favorite gays not being perfect is not the end of the world #did i cringe? hell yes. but was i free? tremendously. and i had a lot of fun i think #'bianca is in elysium but she was reincarnated??' yeah thats odd. anyway that scene was cute wasnt it #'everything is so on the nose' yeah its for middle schoolers and percy jackson isnt known for subtlety. its very rare #'will was ooc' weve literally barely gotten anything on him and no povs until now this IS establishing his character #'the puffs remove nicos whole trauma' no it doesnt. its a fantasy way to sort of explain that nicos trauma is now open instead of repressed #do i wish it wasnt sometimes explained as 'now the trauma is gone'? yes. but i think its moreso meant to be a way of nico dealing with them #he still HAS that trauma fellas. hes still going to be living with it. its just gonna be easier now. thats part of healing besties #also we dont know how these puffs are gonna act in the future so like. hush. shhhhhhhhhh. shut. it was literally never going to be perfect #its pjo. i love this series to death but. its pjo. it is. in fact. sometimes badly written. as it has been many times before in books before #and what else??????? it may not be written the greatest but its MY series that isnt written the greatest square up

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rainthespiritual · 17 days

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Kai Anderson Spicy Headcannons

Tw it gets pretty intense yk how Kai is.. this post is intended for those only 18 and older you have been warned

Hes 100% a dom don't see him being anything else except MAYBE a switch before his culting days like we are talking about later Kai..

hes a total sadist, likes being worshiped and enjoys inflicting pain on you while you are doing sexual things

choking, slapping, whipping, even as far as wax play

he would tie you down and pour hot wax on you

very sadist daddy dom master stuff yk how Kai is yall bitches LOVE HIM

listens to cbat and goes to the beat..

NAH NAH I'M KIDDING

or am i

he loves watching you squirm in pain and calling you his pretty little hole

or his pretty little slut things like that

he enjoys you obeying him I see him only enjoying brat activities SOMETIMES

he will straight up slap you or spank you for saying certain things

like straight up slap your face he will BACKHAND you

he WILL leash you if he has to he loves humiliating you

should I make smut one shots of Kai or any evan peters character? if you have any suggestions or requests LET ME KNOW!

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painted-bees · 3 months

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i had a dream that I did tarot card readings, and then woke up feeling conpelled to get a deck. so I did!! and they're really fun!!!

this morning, I did a reading for Raf, for shits 'n' giggles...

The question was specific to wondering how forming a band and going public again (with TBH) might pan out for him

I interpreted this as basically: "Well, you've just come back from dealing with a buncha stuff, are feeling good about it, and now you're in a transition. Lean on your people, extend some trust, invite others in, don't get stuck in your own head and you may finally get to burry the old career and image that was built for you under ephrem records"

That 10 of wands in distant past is so good lmao

The nine of swords as a future warning is also very good. And the queen of cups being like, "Don't forget to love and be loved." ALSO also very good.

also did one for Margie asking if she should attend music school lmao

my read of this was kinda "you've already got what you need and are on an excellent path forward. The lack of support you received growing up has since been addressed, and now you have a new perspective--but your thirst for knowledge still persists. It's been suggested to you--or maybe you're just worried--that school will be no good for you, but you've got the right temperment/attitude to get what you need out of the experience without being harmed or trapped by it."

this is a really positive spread, with only one real point of contention, so far as I can tell. and that point of contention could be Raf projecting his experiences onto Margie and advising her that school isn't worth the suffering it'll put her through. It could even be her own worry as to wether or not she'd be letting herself down if she does or doesn't do it, and worrying about what she'll be neglecting if she decides to go through with the studies. But king of cups and judgement are both quite reassuring here, especially in combination with her current position, as well as the 9 and 10 of cups. Page of pentacles suggests she's gonna be learning no matter what.

Most notably tho, I'm really surprised to see the lovers representing both Raf AND Magritte's current position in each of their respective spreads. I dunno what the odds of that are, but it seems special haha

#baby tarot #appologies if my interpretations are irritatingly off to anyone haha #or even just very shallow #I'm very shiny and new to this lmao #I figure it's not hurting anything if it's just readings for me and our oc's hah #being cringe and free

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ratguy-nico · 6 months

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Hey people Im back, sorry for the dissapiring. Depression. You know how it is.

I saw the 5th episode of season 14 and of course I loved it but this is not completely inspiring by it, rather is from a publication of @br1ghtestlight I literally just take their publication and put it in this scketch.

IS A SCKETCH! Dont judge me It's a funny thing I made in just a day for fun, it's not even clean So please be nice.

I love the idea of this two drama queens literally having an "I love you in past, present and future. Always" moment XD God they're so cringe in a good way.

#my art #bob's burgers #bobs burgers #jimmy jr #and #zeke #being dramatic #i am cringe but i am free #them #not me #well also me #leave me alone #zeke x jimmy jr #still not a ship name #sadly

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good-beansdraws · 7 months

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I know I said I wanted to do Loveit Mappi (and I still plan on it!) but it was indulgent Fuuta art that finally broke my art block so. Ver with mv references, and under the cut one with Loveit/Salamander lyrics🍴

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #lmk if i need to tag anything #i was worried it was cringe and wasnt planning on posting it #but it came out better than i was expecting and im a simple creature who gets excited and wanted to share ;----;#ive been obsessing over the song and him ofc so they came together #something about salamander being a food song and he and kujima missing the same eye #im usually not into Eating Him metaphors but like i said this song has had its hold on me and i just wanted to draw something #its actually more likely that ill go back to writing when i have free time this week - but i was relieved to finally make some progress on #any art after struggling for so long with my wips #*sees those posts of fuuta in the blender/hydraulic press and goes Noooooooooo don't be mean to him!!! D':*#*posts this*

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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happy birthday to goth people

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza kiwami 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #daigo dojima #masato arakawa #masadai #snap sketches #to the anon who wanted more masadai... this one goes out to you....#also i missed them. i missed being delusional #i speedran this so i forgive myself for how some bits bother me BUT overall its cute.. i think...#its cringe but im free #ok BYE

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giggling-stars · 1 year

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i love drawing so much waaagh!! raaagh!! someone stop me from doodling on random scraps of paper and opening up kolourpaint every few seconds raaagh!! im so addicted to doodling!! i need to work but i can’t stop drawin!!

Bonus even MORE doodles

#free cringe #my art #adventure time #atimers #bubbline #marceline the vampire queen #princess bubblegum #bonnibel bubblegum #marceline abadeer #my favourite part about being a fan of animated shows is completely changing their designs to appeal to ME #i will not explain that last one

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girlweepinginstairwell · 1 year

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17 year old me was cringe but she was free

#20 year old me is also cringe and also free but just not in the same way #my heart was so open back then. again it is open still but it’s different now #always supremely strange realizing you’ve changed but not really being able to pinpoint how exactly...

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gay-mooshrooms · 7 months

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Not sure if I've ever posted about this but I was thinking about it earlier and figured I should.

I volunteered as a counselor at a Girl Scout day camp over the summer, and at Girl Scout camps, you create a camp name for yourself and reveal your real name to the girls later

I made mine Techno

And on the very last day, a girl around 11 or 12 years old came up to me and asked if my name was Techno because of Technoblade, and I very happily told her yes.

She was incredibly excited and I signed her shirt with a little crown. And I remember thinking that the choice to stay in this fandom must have been the right one because I got the chance to make a young girl's day better and show her a sign of support and community.

#moosh rambles #i was just thinking about it earlier cus my friend was judging me a bit for being c!tommy for halloween #and I was just like well #i got to do great stuff because of this fandom!#I'm fucking cringe but I am free!!#technoblade

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wonkieloser · 4 months

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#trolls fanart #trolls #trolls floyd #i am cringe but i am free #forgive me for i am but a humble being #a being of flaws and cringe #anyways i liked the movie

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rainthespiritual · 27 days

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pt 1 , pt 2

Pre-death Tate Langdon fic PART TWO

btw some trigger warnings for the series as a whole are deffinetly: drug abuse, depression, suicide, and topics similar to that even if they don't show up in this specific part THEY WILL EVENTUALLY so I just want yall to be warned ty

TRIGGER WARNING : Tate langdon is a tw tbh and American horror story in general, smoking, talk of abusive dad and family slightly(it'll be talked abt more in other parts), angst, this part is more tame that the other parts will be, and alot of talk on bullying and angsty teen bullshit yk the drill

summery: Tate invited you to his house and talked to you about wanting to be friends again!

sorry if this is bad I didn't get to edit it cuz im using my phone PLZ ENJOY LETS GET INTO IT YUH

"Meet me here again tommorow, same time."

His words have been repeating in your head since yesterday. I mean yeah almost being caught by a teacher scared you shitless... and you didn't want it to happen again but it seemed almost worth it. the way he makes you feel is worth it. I mean this is the most validated you've felt in months.

You are pulled back to reality, to the smell of musty books and to the sound of the library, "___ you aren't listening again." sighing at your so called friend. you almost snap at her but she continues before you can knowing she now has your attention again. the sound of a distant clock ticking puts you more at ease as you try not to get too deppressed. The library is usually a nice safe space for you but sometimes you are followed, but you just have to deal with it. she goes on for a while before saying something that actually causes you to look up at her,

"Do you see that guy staring at me." she waves her head and your eyes meet Tates. he's sitting down at a distant table with a book in his hands but it's clear he isn't reading it. He smiles when you notice him and its also clear he isn't looking at your friend. He's staring at you.

"Yeah I do Heather.." you break eye contact with him hoping the hotness you feel in your cheeks isn't them turning red. Tate also stops looking in your direction and his attention goes to the book.

"I mean he's cute but he's all quiet and weird, ya know? ..kinda like you." she smiles as you sigh. you aren't quiet she just won't let you get a word in. You look back to the table where Tate was at but he is gone, you look around wondering if he was still in the library but there is no sign of him. not even the book he was reading, he must have taken it. it is common for kids at your school to take books to the tables and leave them if they weren't interested or more likely if they were just trying to seem busy. Tho it being frowned upon it happens quite alot.

"I've gotta go." You gather your things and start to stand.

"..where do you have to go?" Heather your friend scoffs slightly thinking you have nothing better to do.

"I've gotta go to the bathroom actually so.. And class is starting soon, see ya." with that you leave almost as fast as you did yesterday, mostly to avoid more questioning and bitching.

It almost being time to meet Tate you make your way to the bathroom you both were at yesterday. its pretty early but it's nice to have some thinking time. you stare at the door listening making sure no one is coming your way. you'd get questioned deffinetly, especially class starting so soon.. you fidget waiting for the bell to ring but it feels like time is going by way slower than it is. After thinking for a while and the bell not ringing still you decide to go in early, I mean maybe no one's in there? like Tate said almost no one ever comes this way. or maybe Tates there early too? maybe that's why he left the library so soon..

"Tate..?" you walk in slowly praying no one other than Tate is in this bathroom. You cautiously have your eyes closed just incase.

"___?.. You're early, hey." you open your eyes to find a nervous looking Tate.

"Hey yeah I am... is- is that okay, or?" you take a deep breath, the bathroom smells like harsh chemicals and it slightly irritates your nose. "Yeah no its fine, just surprised me is all." what he says makes you feel better and you look up to see him smiling at you, his eyes are red and watery and hes repeatedly wiping his nose.

"is there anything wrong?" you ask genuinely concerned. You seem to notice a wave of sadness on his face, or maybe it was just the smell of this bathroom you felt it irritating your eyes so maybe the same was happening to him? or maybe he was sad, he did tend to look sad. remembering all the small times you looked at him in the halls or at him if he was in the same room as you, he was sad. or atleast not smiling.

"Nothing at all, now that you're here." he walks closer to you, looking down at you.

"me? what do you mean?" you knew exactly what he meant, it just felt so surreal that this tall blonde good smelling guy that just so happened to go to school with you they you also used to be friends with could say this. I mean who would have known. all the boys you were used to interacting with never payed that kind of attention to you.

"I just mean I'm glad you're here. what else would I mean?" you smile again enjoying him saying these things. the validation you felt made you feel great, and he knew exactly what to do to make you feel special. not to say he was lying or anything, he wasn't. His confidence radiated off of him and he knew just what to say.

"well you could mean alot of things." he smirks at your response before pausing.

"Here, sit with me again." He climbs up on the sinks, making sure they aren't wet with his sleeve first. you notice a brownish red stain on his sleeve and decide whether ot not to bring it up. you choose to ignore it climbing up next to him. you take a deep breath noticing how your nose is now used to the harsh chemical smell that is all around the both of you.

"I'm surprised you came," he states looking into your eyes, a weird wave of guilt builds up in your stomach remembering how well you two got along. you truly regret not talking to him and hope you can make up for all the time you two have lost together.

" you know... I think about you all the time." he pushes a section of your hair behind your ear, admiring your face again.

you smile wider at him focusing on his pretty brown eyes. They are so dark and mysterious its not even funny. you also take notice of how dark his undereyes are, he must be tired.

"Is that why you were looking at me earlier? " you nervously smirk watching as he gets up off the counter to stand infront of you.

"we should go to my house." he places his arms on the counter making it so he is looking down on you slightly.

"your house?" you gulp.

"yep, my house," he nods, "we'd have fun I swear. I mean no one's even home." this catches you off guard. I mean a boy inviting you to his house was the last thing you expected to happen. Especially at school, a boy is not only inviting you to his house hes inviting you to ditch school with him at his house.. while no one's home.

"Sure, fuck it!" He leaves first making sure no one is around, you sneak out thanking God no one is around. and somehow you guys make it out without being caught. He leads you and you start to get nervous.

"is- is your house close or?" you gulp feeling a tad bit guilty. You've never missed school on purpose before.

"Actually I was thinking of going somewhere first.." he smirks and puts his hand around your shoulders.

"oh.. where?" the ideas of where he could bring you excited you slightly. The air was clear and the sun was hiding behind some clouds. its a gloomy day yet you were glad you were getting to spend it with Tate, something about him hypnotized you and made you feel ways you never felt before.

"The beach, trust me it's cool. especially on days like this.." he smirks more putting your hand in his, his warm soft touch made you blush. You never felt this way about anyone, he made you feel special.

You both walk in silence just enjoying eachothers company until you make it to the beach. You both sat in the sand admiring the ocean and the gloomy sky.

"do you play hookey alot?" you ask smiling already knowing he often does, you just didn't know what else to say.

"just when I get bored, or sad I guess.. I like to come here, y'know when everything gets too much? I come here.." he sighs looking off into the sea, his eyes are shining with the water and you can't help but to admire his beauty.

"No, I totally get that. I get sad alot too, thats why I go to the library. Usually no one follows me." he frowns looking away in the distance making you unable to look in his eyes anymore.

"y'know.. I don't get why you hang out with those assholes, it's clear they give zero shits about you. all they care about is themselves, even I can tell you that." you frown along with him, you want to tell him off but you can't bring yourself to because in the end... he's right. they don't and never cared about you. they never listen to you about your problems or your feelings. It's always about them them them.

"I know.. that's exactly how it is.. but I have no one else, I'm too scared to be alone." you open up a bit to him about how you feel hoping he will actually listen.

"you wouldn't be alone ___, I'd hang out with you. I mean trust me I'm cooler than all those bitches combined!" he laughs knowing he made you smile.

"then I guess I won't be hanging around them anymore. I got you now." you both smile walking the rest of the way to his house, talking about your past and goofing off.

#ahs #evan peters #american horror story #ahs fandom #tate langdon #ahs tate langdon #tate langdon x y/n #tate langdon x you #tate langdon x reader #tate langdon fanfic #tate ahs #tate langdon slaying it ONCE AGAIN #i am cringe but i am free #angst #tate langdon being a sexy smexy baddie rjdjdjdjd #i might have a problem #tate langdon is flowing thru my veins #PLEASE GIVE ME REQUESTS OR SUGGESTIONS FOR HEADCANNONS AND FANFIC plz

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