#this fucking song is just so yummy oh my god
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Pt.IV - Pt. VI
#this fucking song...#first of all... alt j is one of my TOP TOP favorite Bands and this songgggg#this fucking song is just so yummy oh my god#i just reheard it and honestly this is a song from L. to Cesar..#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4 screenshots#sims 4#my sims#oc: L.#Oc: Cesar (fl0pera)#random days in Cesar and L. world#whispering lewdy fucking shit in her ear i know it
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episode two: trick or treat, freak
“Why do you only ever care about me when I’m some kicked fucking puppy?”
Steve’s words are vicious, and you flinch at his tone. “You know that’s not true,”
“It’s not?” He scoffs at you. “Then explain what happened this summer.”
“I…” You can’t.
Steve sees your reluctance to say anything and lets out a harsh laugh. “Yeah, whatever. Some real fucking friend you were.”
Summary: you and nancy have a bonding session in the library (kinda hot tbh), billy gives jonathan and steve a common cause to unite on: Protect Y/N, you're a chauffeur to a very sad steve harrington, and dustin uses will's trauma to his advantage.
Rating: general, slight cursing
Warnings: fem!reader, use of y/n, slight sexual harassment (billy corners reader and is gross), cursing, alcohol
Words: 7.9k
Before you swing in: hello ! new chapter, we've arrived at halloween !! i finally get to have a fun authors note comment: i crashed my car lol. i'm fine tho and i hope yall enjoy and like what ive done and changed a bit with this episode. i had fun coming up with costume ideas for the reader, i think the character fits her well :) and before i go: i start school next week, so updates will def be coming a bit slower after this. anyways, happy reading !
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The Henderson house is pure chaos morning of Halloween.
Dustin is running around the house, screaming about how his costume has to be absolutely perfect and that if you don’t hurry up with the jack-o-lantern pancakes then he’s going to just leave without eating breakfast. Meanwhile your mother is running after him, straightening his suit and tidying his hair.
“The pancakes are almost done, my god.” You flip the last pancake, but in your rush the jack-o-lantern’s smile turns into more of a grimace, but hey, food is food. You quickly set Dustin’s plate down on the table and practically shove him into the seat.
“Eat.”
“But my proton blaster–”
“Is on the steps, I’ll grab it. Eat, I want pictures with you.” You kiss the top of your brother’s head and then run over to grab his costume’s prop.
“I’m thirteen now, I don’t need my sister doting on me–” Dustin complains, but then his eyes land on the mini Reese’s Pieces you’ve decorated his pancakes with and quickly changes his tone. “Oh! Candies! Yummy!”
You laugh at him and bring his backpack over. The Ghostbusters matching costume idea that boys have planned for today makes you want to just sweep them all into your arms and kiss their tiny little faces. They may be getting older with crushes and angsty feelings, but they’re still the same nerdy little boys you met when you were twelve.
Dustin wolfs down his pancakes and your mom prepares her camera. You woke up earlier than usual this morning specifically so that you could make Dustin’s annual Halloween pancakes and then take pictures of him with his costume on. As soon as he’s done eating, you and your mom whisk him towards the fireplace for pictures.
“Oh, I want to see those pearls!” Your mother squeals as she takes a million pictures of Dustin. When he smiles, she loses her mind. “Yeah! Lovely, I love it!”
You’re just as ecstatic as your mom. “Who you gonna call Dustin?”
“Ghostbusters!” He sings along, holding up his proton blaster with an even wider smile on his face.
It’s a happy morning.
Dustin puts on a show as he poses for your mom, and you even join in for some. Sure, you aren’t in costume, but who knows how many more mornings like these you have left? Dustin is getting older, all the boys are, so you plan on cherishing these mornings for as long as possible.
You and Dustin are giggling as you now stand back to back, him holding his blaster and you holding up finger guns, and your mom is taking multiple final pictures when Jonathan arrives. He knocks on the door before letting himself in. When he sees you and Dustin posing, he starts loudly belting the Ghostbusters song.
“God, bee. At least let my coffee kick in before you subject me to your horrible singing.” You playfully groan, grabbing your own backpack and pancakes to eat on the road.
Jonathan ignores your teasing and ruffles Dustin’s hair. “Nice costume, bud.”
Dustin, seemingly still holding a grudge against the guy after your conversation from last night, slaps his hand away and glares at him. “Don’t mess up the hair.”
Your brother proceeds to stare Jonathan down, gives him an “I’m watching you” gesture, and then walks out the front door without any further words. You, Jonathan, and your mom all stand in the living room in varying states of emotions. You’re trying not to laugh at your brother’s antics, your mom is happily looking at the photos she took, and Jonathan is standing there in complete confusion.
“What was that about?” He asks you, slightly hurt by Dustin’s rebuff.
“Shhh,” you hand him a plate of pancakes and then walk towards the front door. “Let’s get to school, bee.”
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At school, the mullet guy from yesterday finds you at your locker as soon as Jonathan has walked away. The two of you had been running behind schedule, so you’d told Jonathan to head to first period so at least he’d be on time while you tried to find your history textbook.
As you’re digging through your locker, the mullet guy stalks up behind you.
“I never got your name,” he says with a breathy voice, standing way too close behind you.
You straighten your back, but don’t turn around. You know that if you do, the guy will only get a kick out of having your face close to his. “You never asked.”
“So there’s some sass to you underneath all that sweetness.” His breath hits the back of your neck and you shiver, but in a way that makes you feel dirty and unclean.
“What do you want?” You ask the guy, your fingers wrapping around the textbook that you’ve finally found. If needed, you’re sure it’ll make a handy weapon. It’s only you and the guy in the hallway. Everyone else has holed up in class and you’re now regretting sending Jonathan away. You feel trapped, vulnerable, and you hate it.
Mullet man chuckles deeply, his voice reverberating against your back. “Nothing yet. Just thought I’d introduce myself to such a pretty face.”
You don’t say anything, your fingers only tighten around your textbook. If he gets any closer, you’ll swing.
Though you can’t see him, you can feel his eyes flicker to your textbook and he lets out another cruel laugh. “Loosen up, sweetheart, I won’t hurt ya.” You don’t move, and he seems to get another kick out of this. “My name is Billy. Remember that for me, alright?”
Finally Billy steps away from you and you slowly release all the tension that’s built up within you. You still don’t turn around, he hasn’t left yet, but your hands are shaking a bit and you feel unsteady.
“Would you do me a favor, Billy?” Your voice is steady, there’s no trace of the fear within you.
“I’m listening,” Billy is practically purring and you want to gag at how much his cockiness oozes around you.
You turn, now finally facing him, and slam your textbook against Billy’s chest. “Learn some fucking personal space.”
Billy’s only reaction is a smile, which only makes you more uncomfortable, but you refuse to show him this. Instead, you square your shoulders and walk towards your first class. You’ve dealt with assholes in the past; you’ve known Steve Harrington since you were twelve. But Billy is different.
You’re not sure if you want to find out just how different he is from Steve.
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Another small highlight of your school year so far has been your study sessions in the library with Nancy resuming. The two of you had drifted apart this summer, you just rarely ever saw the girl in between your hectic work schedule and her dates with Steve, but from the first day of junior she’s helped you with your math equations and you’ve helped her with her english essays.
It’s a good trade off and you’ve enjoyed spending time with the girl. Unlike last year, Jonathan doesn’t join anymore. He can’t be too close with her now that she’s back with Steve. So, it’s just you and her for an hour every day during study hall. It’s nice, if you’re being honest.
Today though there’s something off with Nancy.
She’s been tapping her pencil on the table for the last few minutes. Right before you can politely ask her to stop, the tip of the pencil snaps in half. She sighs. “Shit,”
“There’s a sharpener over by the window,” you point towards the general direction. “Sharpen your pencil before these equations officially end my life.”
Nancy laughs, excusing herself and walks over to the sharpener.
You focus back on your homework, the equations swimming around in your brain. It’s not that you’re necessarily bad at math, but you’re no whiz at it either. You get lost in the practice problems, erasing and re-erasing frequently, and you don’t realize just how long Nancy has been gone until she returns. She sits down, and you’re about to make a horrible joke about how stupid it is to find x, when you notice how shaken Nancy looks.
“Woah, hey.” You set your pencil down and turn your attention to Nancy. “Are you okay? You look upset.”
Nancy looks towards one of the library’s private study rooms and you see Steve’s retreating figure. You gather that something’s happened between them, but it confuses you because they’ve been nothing but lovey dovey ever since they got back together. What could possibly cause strife between them?
“C’mon, you can talk to me. I’m known for my fantastic advice.” You probe again, and this time Nancy lets out a soft chuckle.
“It’s… complicated.”
“Take all the time you need. I’ve been stuck on question five for like, twenty minutes now. Any distractions are welcomed.”
Now Nancy lets out a genuine laugh and you find yourself laughing as well. The storminess behind her eyes from earlier has lessened, she looks more relaxed now. Once she’s done laughing, she takes a deep breath and starts from the beginning. “Steve and I have been having dinner with Barb’s parents.”
When Barb’s name leaves Nancy’s lips, you feel your stomach twist with guilt. Had you known this would be about Barb, you wouldn’t have pestered Nancy so much into speaking. You know how much she misses her best friend still, no one blames her.
“Well that sounds nice,” you try to comfort. “I’m sure they appreciate your company.”
Nancy bites her lip and looks away from you. “They wouldn’t if they knew Steve and I killed Barb.”
Shock washes over you. “Can I ask for some context?”
“Steve and I… When I forced Barb to come to his stupid party with me, we–we left her alone that night. By the pool…” Nancy’s voice cracks, and you grab her hand to encourage her to keep going. “We went upstairs to have sex, and Barb–she didn’t want me to leave her alone but I–I did and–”
You remember the photos Jonathan took last year, specifically the one where Barb had been sitting all by herself along the pool’s edge. Behind her had been a shadowy figure, a monster you soon would learn was from an alternate dimension with an intent to kill.
“You think Barb died because you left her alone to go have sex with Steve.” You finish for Nancy, her tears rendering her unable to say more.
She nods, looking away again as more tears stream down her face. You feel horrible for her, knowing first hand just how cruelly guilt can eat away at someone. Jonathan doesn’t know this, but you still think you’re the reason Will disappeared last year. You were the one who left him alone that night. If you had been there, if you had dropped him off at the Byers’ doorstep, you’re sure that he would’ve never ended up facing the horrors that he did.
As for Nancy, you understand everything she’s feeling and more. It isn’t fair how one simple choice, one moment of selfishness, can lead to such tragedy and pain.
Cautiously, you ask Nancy a question. “Does Steve know about the guilt you feel?”
“He knows, but he doesn’t understand.” Nancy’s voice laces with grief and bitterness. “He found me by the pencil sharpener. There was this girl, she looked so much like Barb and I just… I zoned out. I was stuck there, thinking about her, when he found me.”
“Did he notice you were upset?”
“Of course he noticed. He’s Steve, I could shed a single tear and he’d be all over me like I’m some baby.” Nancy scoffs, which makes you frown. You’re not sure what’s so wrong with that, having someone so attuned to your emotions because they love you that deeply.
You push aside your thoughts, however. “What happened, then?”
“We went into a study room and I snapped.” Nancy’s close to tears again. “I just… I want to tell Barb’s parents what really happened. They’re selling their house, Y/N. They’re selling their own home to afford this private detective who promised them he’d find out what happened to her. What–what kind of person would I be if I let my best friend’s parents go bankrupt for being worried about their only child?”
“Nancy…”
“And Steve, he just… He told me it was a bad idea, that–that our families could get hurt and all that bullshit, but what am I supposed to do? I’m trying to figure something out, to fix this, and Steve just wants to go to some stupid party and pretend everything is okay?” Nancy is almost shouting now, and you nervously look around to make sure you're not disturbing anyone. It’s still a library, after all.
Nancy takes a few seconds to collect herself, to steady her breathing and control her anger. You let her take all the time she needs, and when she seems calm enough, you speak. “I understand where you’re coming from and why you’re upset. What happened to Barb is despicable, but… Well, I also agree with Steve.”
“Y/N–”
“No, okay. Listen for a second,” you pause, trying to figure out exactly how to say what you’re thinking. “I think Steve means well, he doesn’t have a malicious bone in that silly body. The Halloween party can be a good thing for you if you let it, a way to destress. You have to move on, you have to allow yourself to move on.”
Nancy tries to argue some more but you continue. “I understand your guilt better than anyone else, I was the one who lost Will that night. But we all signed those contracts, Nancy. If we told anyone what really happened to Barb… It wouldn’t be fair to everyone who gets hurt, all our family members, because we broke a legal oath. You understand that, right?”
“I understand, but it’s not fucking fair.” Nancy’s eyes have a determination in them that startles you. You’ve always known that she was fierce, but seeing the edge in her eyes almost scares you. She’s angry, more than you’ve ever seen her before.
You sigh. “I know, I wish I could do more, but…”
Nancy nods, understanding that there’s not much else you guys can do. You hate to let her down like this, you know she needs to hear something else, to feel supported, but you don’t know what else to tell her.
Steve’s right in his own way, and so is Nancy.
“Can you at least come to the party tonight?” Nancy softly pleads. “It’s just, I’ll feel more comfortable with you there, like I’m less crazy… I mean, that is if you even want to come and–”
“Of course I’ll come, Nance.” You don’t even hesitate to promise her this, nor do you realize that you’ve just called her “Nance”. It slipped from your tongue naturally, as if solidifying your friendship with the girl. You hate parties and loud crowds, but if Nancy needs you there by her side, to hold her hand and remind her of how brave she is, then you’ll happily do so.
Nancy sinks into her seat, relieved. “Thank you, I owe you one.”
“I’ll hold you to that, you know.”
Nancy throws a piece of paper at you and you dodge it, throwing your pencil at her in retaliation. The two of you break out into a fit of giggles until the librarian eventually snaps at you guys and reminds you to be quiet.
You reluctantly get back to work, and as you’re writing down more complex equations, you notice that there’s still a far off look in Nancy’s eyes. You know that she’s still thinking about Barb, the guilt eating away at her, and you know that the topic is far from settled.
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Halloween is in full swing the second Jonathan drops you off at home from school. There’s already kids milling around up and down your block in an assortment of costumes, all squealing with joy as they collect their candy.
“Meet you in two hours?” You ask Jonathan as you unbuckle your seatbelt.
“Yeah, but remember that I’m not wearing a costume.”
“C’mon, bee! It’s Halloween, where’s your holiday spirit?”
Jonathan groans. “Nag at me all you want, I’m not dressing up. I will, however, offer to be your arm candy.”
“That’s the spirit!” You kiss Jonathan’s cheek and run out of the car and straight into your house. You have two hours to wrap up goodie bags for the neighborhood kids and then get dressed in your costume. It’ll be a tight schedule, but luckily you’re off of work tonight.
It takes you about an hour to assort all your gift bags, separating the boys’ bags from the local kids’ bags, and before you know it you’ve successfully hand packaged goodie bags for an entire army. Once you’re done, you run to your room and throw on your costume. The dress slips over your head and settles gently over you.
You stand in front of your mirror and smile.
It’s perfect.
You’re going as Princess Buttercup tonight for Halloween. You read the Princess Bride around the end of summer and quickly fell in love with Buttercup. You’re not sure if you fell in love with the character because you read the book right after pushing Steve away, or because you saw yourself in Buttercup, but you came to adore her.
Buttercup may have been a bit ditzy, but she loved with everything within her, and with such a passion, that you couldn’t help but admire her. It was her love for others that ultimately drove the story further, and you think there’s something beautiful about that.
The red dress fits perfectly around you and you grab the gold chain that will serve as your belt. Once you’ve secured it around yourself, you place Buttercup’s golden circlet around your head. The costume had been pricier than you would’ve preferred, but as you stand in front of the mirror, you truly do feel like a princess.
Your bee necklace, a wonderful gift from Jonathan, catches light from your window and you smile, bringing your fingers up to the pendant. It’s the only jewelry you need.
“Y/N! Are you almost done? Will radioed that they’d be here soon.” Dustin pounds on your door.
You fling the door open. “I’m done, I just need to put on some makeup.”
Your brother makes a face as he walks into your room and plops himself down onto the beanbag. “You own makeup?”
“Yes, dear brother. I’d wear it more often if I had the time, but between herding you around and my school assignments, I can’t.” You dig through your makeup bag, opting for just mascara and a shimmery pearl eyeshadow. You’ll put on your lipstick in the car to save some time.
“This doesn’t have anything to do with Jonathan, does it?”
You roll your eyes at Dustin. “No, believe it or not I can choose to do things without the influence of others.”
“Hmm, alright. Hurry up though, Mike had this awesome plan to hit up every house with the big candy bars and–”
“Dustin!” You throw a pillow at the boy, shutting him up. “Shush so I can focus.”
He grumbles but remains silent, now watching as you put your makeup on. It’s been a while since you’ve last worn any, so you’re slower than usual. Just as you’re finishing up your mascara, a car honks outside.
Dustin runs out the room and you quickly grab your lipstick and follow after him. You’re wearing your mother’s mary janes again and they pinch your feet as you run, but whatever. You feel pretty tonight, you’re somebody else for now, a princess free from any burdens and stress.
Jonathan is standing outside his car, waiting for you, and when you see him you practically fling yourself in his arms. “You dressed as Westley!”
He spins you around a bit, his plastic sword hitting against his leg. “You wanted me to wear a costume, right?”
You nod, inspecting his costume with glee. He looks amazing, dressed in Westley’s iconic all black attire, his sword by his side, and a mask tied loosely around his neck. To anyone else, Jonathan would look like a regular guy with an affinity for black, but to you, he was dressed as your knight in shining armor.
He’s the Westley to your Princess Buttercup.
Jonathan kisses your knuckles. “Well then, as you wish.”
His words are smooth velvet against your skin, they warm you as the late October air encases you. As you wish, words that became their own I love you within the book. A promise, similar to the one Jonathan made you last year in the passenger seat of his car, pinkies intertwined.
Something stirs within you, seeing Jonathan’s proud smirk on his face because he’s once again managed to surprise you, and the feeling is sickly sweet like syrup. It runs through you slowly, covering every inch of you, and you bask in it.
For now, he’s still yours.
“Can we go now? You guys are gross.” Dustin calls from the car, annoyed.
You and Jonathan spring apart in embarrassment. He laughs, rubs the back of his neck, and tells you, “You look beautiful, Y/N.”
“Why thank you,” you curtsy. “You look rather dashing yourself, good sir.”
“I wasn’t kidding. You look… you’re beautiful.” The sincerity in Jonathan’s voice cuts through you, it cuts through everything between you, and you can only smile.
“Thanks, bee.” You try to keep your voice playful, light and airy as always. “Now, open my door like the brave hero you’re dressed as.”
Jonathan opens your door with a bow, causing you to laugh. You’re sitting in the backseat with Dustin, Will is in the passenger seat, and once you’ve buckled up, Will spins around in his seat to talk to you as Jonathan starts the car.
“Do you think it’s lame that you and Jonathan trick-or-treat with us?
You blink. “What did I miss?”
“I think it’s kinda lame,” Dustin voices next to you, but he lets out a pained squeak after you’ve elbowed his ribs.
Jonathan turns onto the main road and scoffs at the boys. “You think we’re lame?”
“No, but…” Will sinks into his seat, and you watch as he begins to fiddle with the strap of his bag. He’s nervous. “It’s not like Nancy’s coming to watch over Mike, you know?”
Jonathan’s silent, and you catch his eye in the rear view mirror. You know what he’s thinking: Will has been having even more problems in school, he’s sick of being babied, and yet here you guys are, babying him.
You sigh. “Look, Will. We like trick-or-treating with you guys, we don’t go are your babysitters. We go because it’s fun and I get to enjoy free candy as a sixteen year old.”
Will looks out the window and doesn’t acknowledge what you’ve said. You sigh again, knowing that nothing will appease him. He’s only allowed you to see a small portion of how much he’s struggled this year, but you can see his foundations crumbling.
How is he expected to adapt if you and everyone around him refuse to let him do so?
You catch Jonathan’s eye again in the rear view mirror and he seems to be thinking the same thing.
Mike and Lucas run out the Wheeler’s house as soon as you guys park in the driveway. Dustin immediately bolts out the door to greet them, obviously uncomfortable with all the tension, leaving you and Jonathan with Will.
Jonathan looks at you one last time and you nod your head in encouragement. He has to do this, he has to let Will grow on his own.
“Hey, listen.” Jonathan says, stopping Will from leaving. “If I let you go on your own, you promise to stay in the neighborhood?”
Will’s face lights up. “Yeah! Yeah, totally.”
“And be back at Mike’s by 9:00.”
“9:30?”
You reach over and pat Will’s back. “Now you’re pushin’ it, buddy.”
“What Y/N said. Be back by 9:00.” Jonathan instructs, but there’s a fond smile on his face. “Deal?”
“Deal!”
The brothers shake on it and you watch them with a smile. Jonathan hands Will one of Bob’s cameras and makes a poor Dracula joke and you love these boys so much. You wave goodbye to Will as he quickly gets out of the car and runs over to his friends. There’s a new skip in his step, he’s happier than you’ve seen him in a while.
“Alright,” you crawl over the passenger seat and plop yourself in rather ungracefully. “I’d say that went well.”
“We made the right choice, right?”
“I hope so.”
Jonathan sighs and watches the kids, who have now started hitting each other with their candy bags. You flip down the windscreen and use the small mirror in it to apply your lipstick. When Jonathan sees what you’re doing, he does a double take.
“Wait, are you putting on lipstick?”
“Mhm,” you knit your brows together, focused. “We’re going to a party.”
“We are?”
“Nancy begged me to come, and we just left the boys to go trick-or-treating on their own, so what else are we supposed to do tonight?”
“Nancy begged you to come–”
You finish your lipstick and flick Jonathan’s nose to shut him up. “Stop asking so many questions and just start the car, doofus.”
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The Halloween party is in full swing by the time you and Jonathan arrive. There’s a bunch of drunk teens in an array of costumes, ranging from classic heroes to dumb movie references, and the music is so loud you could hear it while you were still five blocks away.
Jonathan parks the car and looks around wearily. “Are we really doing this?”
“Unfortunately I hate disappointing people, so yeah. We are.”
“One day your people pleasing needs will get you in trouble.”
“I will stab you with your plastic sword.”
“So sweet to me,” Jonathan quips, which you roll your eyes at.
As you’re walking to the front door, you hear a crowd chanting Billy’s name. You freeze, knowing it could only be that awful mullet guy from earlier, and quickly shove Jonathan inside the house.
“Who’s Billy?” He asks, confused.
You shake your head. “Don’t worry about it, let’s try to find Nancy–”
“Nice costume.” A girl dressed in goth attire interrupts you, her eyes only on Jonathan.
Oh great. Another girl interested in Jonathan.
Jonathan looks between you and the girl. “Huh?”
“Nice costume. Going as a goth with a sword?”
“Actually,” you step in front of Jonathan now, forcing the girl to acknowledge your presence. “We’re matching. He’s Westley, I’m Princess Buttercup. Do you like it?”
The goth girl rolls her eyes. “Yeah, totally.” She steps past you and faces Jonathan again. “I’m Samantha.”
Jonathan is again looking between you and the girl, this time with even more fear and confusion on his face, and you almost want to laugh at him in pity. He’s never had a girl so blatantly hit on him, it’s almost hilarious if you ignore the fact that you’re in love with him.
You leave Jonathan to handle the situation himself, scanning the room for Nancy. When you finally spot her, your heart sinks. She’s dancing with Steve, who looks fucking criminally good in his costume. You’re not sure who he’s dressed as, but he puts his Raybans in his mouth and smirks at Nancy and suddenly you understand why so many girls whisper in the halls about his lips.
Nancy looks even better, her white blouse accentuating her beauty even more. She’s dancing with her arms around Steve and now you suddenly really want a drink. Seems like they’ve made up, then.
Right as you’re about to pull Jonathan away from that Samantha girl and call it quits for the night, defeated and pride wounded, you see Steve and Nancy begin to argue over by the punchbowl.
Shit.
You head towards them, shoving past hoards of people who seem to refuse to move. Nancy sees you approaching and only seems to become more upset. Her movement is unsteady, her eyes droopy and glossed over, and even before you walk up to her you know she’s heavily drunk. She’s in a tug of war with Steve and a cup. It’s clear he’s trying to cut off her alcohol intake.
“Hey, Nancy is everything okay–” Your words are cut off as punch splashes all over her white blouse.
Everyone around the couple gasps, and you wince at all the attention. Everyone stares between you, Steve, and Nancy. You quickly find some napkins and begin blotting at her blouse, trying to get as much of the punch out of it, but she drunkenly bats you away.
“Don’t need help,” she slurs, but you shush her.
“I got it, why don’t we go get some water?”
Steve steps in front of you now, aware of the fact that everyone is still staring, and says his first words to you in months. “She’s my girlfriend, I’ll take care of her. Just… just go, Y/N.”
He dismisses you with a wave and you feel hurt wash over you. He hadn’t even spared you a single glance, he just treated you like some annoying fly in his way. You watch, defeated, as Steve guides Nancy to a room and you’re left alone at a party you hadn’t even wanted to go to in the first place.
How fun.
You crumble up one of the napkins in your hand and will away your anger. You don’t deserve to feel angry at Steve’s actions, you’re the one who was so dismissive of him in the first place. He’s just following along, doing what you’ve forced him to do.
As you’re lost in thought, Billy corners you in the kitchen.
“We meet again, sweetheart.” His breath reeks of alcohol and you cringe, the smell burning your nose.
“Didn’t I tell you to learn some goddamn personal space?”
Billy laughs dryly, stepping forward every time you take a step back. Too late, you realize what he’s doing. Before you can stop it, he has your back pressed against a nearby wall. “Now where’s the fun in that?”
You look around, but everyone who had been in the kitchen earlier seems to have left or are far too drunk to realize what’s happening. Billy is peering over you and every part of you wants to run away, to cower. You’ve never been able to handle aggressive men well, no matter how much of a front you put on around Lonnie, you always trembled when he was near.
Billy is no different, and he sees your unease. “Aw, is the princess nervous?”
“I’m surprised Max taught you what a princess looks like.”
At the mention of Max’s name, Billy’s cocky grin slips. Confusion masks his face now, making him appear more human than obnoxiously handsome. “So you know my little sister?”
You try to shove past him, but Billy plants his feet down and places both arms against the wall, trapping you. He’s surrounded you, he wants a reaction out of you. Taking a deep breath, you force yourself to steady your heartbeat and appear indifferent.
“I have my ways,” you shrug, but your heartbeat still pounds rapidly.
Billy raises an eyebrow. “Pretty and intelligent. Why, look at you. I’m impressed, and yet I still don’t know your name.”
You try again to move, but Billy leans his head down and brings his lips to your ear to whisper, “I’ll beg for it, if you want me to.”
“Get off–” He’s too close. He’s too fucking close and his lips against your ear makes you want to throw up, you don’t like this and you feel so fucking pathetic being cornered by such an egotistical asshole.
“Tell me your name, and I’ll go.” There’s a smile in Billy’s voice, you can hear it without even having to look, and it enrages you. You fucking hate men like him.
“Just get the fuck off of me–” You’ve closed your eyes now as you shove harshly against his chest.
Suddenly there’s a thud, a loud “oomph”, and a collective gasp from onlookers at the party. Your hands meet the air, there’s now no one there to push against. Slowly, open your eyes. There, standing in front of you, is Steve holding a very angry Jonathan back while Billy is on the ground.
Jonathan yanks his arm free from Steve and stands over Billy, who is laying on the ground with yet another unnerving smile on his face. Your friend shakes his fist out, which you now see is red, Billy’s face showcases a matching mark. “She told you to get off of her.”
A silence falls over the crowd.
Billy slowly stands up, wipes himself off, and then takes a bow. “Not bad, loner boy.”
Jonathan tries to step closer to him, but Steve grabs his shirt and shakes his head. “He’s not worth it, man.”
“And what do you know about worth, Harrington?” Billy chuckles, now practically in Steve’s face. “Where’s that little girlfriend of yours? You should go ask her what she thinks you’re worth.”
Steve’s face hardens, but you can see dried tears in his eyes. Seeing him about to crumble, you step between the boys. “Enough.”
They look at you, but you ignore them and then wave to the crowd of people still watching. “Show’s over! Go back to drinking away your sorry fucking lives.”
Jonathan pulls you close to him. “Bug, are you okay? Did he hurt you? We need to go home, I’ll bake you brownies and we can just–”
Jonathan’s concerned rambling is enough to make you smile, albeit faintly. “I’m fine, bee.”
Billy observes the interaction, he notices how Steve’s eyes flicker between your interlocked hands with Jonathan and the way your hair frames your pretty face. He sees it all, and he understands exactly what’s happening here.
“Oh, Harrington.” Billy can’t wait to see what happens next. “You’re fucked.”
Steve watches as Billy leaves, confused by his words but too tired to think much of them. He’s had the worst fucking night of his life. His girlfriend just told him she doesn’t love him, then he came outside to see Billy pressing himself against you like some fucking creep. He hadn’t even gotten to help you, Jonathan had beaten him to it. All Steve could do was hold the guy back afterwards.
Now Jonathan is holding your hands and whispering comforting words to you and you’re dressed in Steve’s favorite color, your lips an even prettier red, you’re wearing a goddamn tiara on your head like the princess you truly are, and Steve’s had just about enough of tonight.
“I’m glad you’re okay, Y/N.” Steve tells you tiredly. He then turns to Jonathan. “Uh, Nance and I sorta… Can you just, give her a ride home? She doesn’t…”
Steve’s words catch in his throat and you grab his hand before you can stop yourself. “He’ll take her, won’t you, Jonathan?”
Jonathan stumbles over his words. “Sure, uh. Yeah, I can do that… What about you, though?”
You think about your conversation with Nancy earlier, how she seemed so upset with Steve, and how not even ten minutes ago they’d been fighting over by the punchbowl. There’s a hurt between them, one you think may be too big to patch up with just one conversation, but Jonathan doesn’t know all of this.
“I’ll drive Steve home.”
Both boys stare at you like you’re insane, and honestly? You can’t blame them.
You haven’t spoken to Steve in months, and Jonathan knows this better than anyone.
“Y/N,” Steve lowers his voice. “I haven’t had anything to drink, there’s no need–”
“Too bad. I’m taking you home. Jonathan, go find Nancy and make sure she gets back okay.”
Jonathan and Steve try to argue, but you yank Steve’s hand and make him come with you. It’s long past time the two of you had a talk, anyways.
–
When you exit the house, the weight of everything that’s just happened catches up to you. Your skin still feels raw, Billy’s presence lingering on you. Steve’s hand is warm in yours, but he isn’t holding on the way you secretly hoped he would. Jonathan’s confused and concerned eyes remain in the back of your mind, the image of him standing alone in the party makes you feel guilty.
But you have to do this. You’re tired of being a coward.
Steve is silent as he guides you to his car. He’s parked pretty far, which you hadn’t been expecting. “What, do you not get a special parking spot as King Steve?”
He ignores your attempt at a joke and instead drops your hand.
Okay. You deserved that.
When you get to his car, Steve throws you the keys and silently gets into the passenger seat. You inhale, willing this to end well, and get in the driver’s seat. You start the car and the engine warms your fingertips.
You start to drive.
Steve is looking out the window, and you’ve never seen him appear so small. He’s closed into himself, his shoulders are hunched and his carefree smile from earlier is gone.
“Not to make this awkward, but I kinda don’t know where you live.” You break the silence.
“Make a left up here.”
“Do you want to talk about what happened tonight–”
“Why do you only ever care about me when I’m some kicked fucking puppy?”
Steve’s words are vicious, and you flinch at his tone. “You know that’s not true,”
“It’s not?” He scoffs at you. “Then explain what happened this summer.”
“I…” You can’t.
Steve sees your reluctance to say anything and lets out a harsh laugh. “Yeah, whatever. Some real fucking friend you were.”
You take a shaky breath. You knew this would be hard, but it still hurts more than you thought it would’ve. While you can’t tell Steve everything, you can offer him a half truth. It’s all you can afford, and it isn’t nearly half of what he deserves, but it’s all you can do. “I got scared.”
Your confession causes Steve to turn to you. “Scared?”
“Yeah, scared.”
“Gee, Y/N. That really explains a ton.”
You’re losing him again, so you offer him more. “I’m sorry, Steve. I really am. It’s just… I got scared, I’ve never been good at letting people in. I know it doesn’t excuse my actions, and you didn’t deserve any of it, but you just… You scared me.”
Steve is silent again, only mumbling a quiet, “Turn right after this light.”
“Look,” you push down your fear, you need him to hear you. “You came crashing into my life in such a violent way, and it became the best goddamn thing that happened to me. There you were, spending every day at my job just to talk to me. You asked me questions about myself and noticed things no one else had before and I just… I couldn’t do it.”
You look over at Steve and soften your voice, putting every ounce of your guilt and sincerity into your words. “I missed you.”
“Missed?” There’s something in Steve’s voice that you can’t quite decipher, it’s almost too delicate to examine.
“Miss. I miss you,” you correct, and it takes everything within you not to confess more. To tell him you miss how his eyes turn a warm toffee in the late afternoon light, that you miss his obsession with his mom’s banana bread and that you have a recipe at home that you never got to make for him. You almost tell him that even though you pulled yourself away, you can’t seem to separate him from you. He’s everywhere.
But what you can’t tell Steve, what would break you if he ever found out, is that you’ve come to love how he’s everywhere.
Steve is silent, and you swallow down your tears. It wasn’t enough, but at least you tried.
As you turn into his driveway, Steve finally speaks. “All my life, all I’ve ever wanted was for people to like me.”
“Steve…”
“And every time I think someone finally likes me, I’m wrong. They leave me. I mean, you left me without a fucking word, Nancy lied about loving me, and my bullshit friends at school have replaced me with Billy.”
Nancy lied about loving him?
Steve looks down at his hands, his eyelashes are wet with fresh tears. “I don’t know what I keep doing wrong.”
You throw yourself across the car’s console and wrap yourself around the boy. “You’ve done nothing wrong.”
Steve places one arm around you, then slowly he places his other, and for the first time in months you’re finally back in his arms. He’s surrounded in you again, and he never, ever wants to let you go.
“You won’t leave me again?”
Steve asks this so softly, as if too scared to bring the words into the light and risk them scaring you away. You tighten your arms around him and bury your nose into his neck, his cologne making your brain dizzy. “Never.
And it’s enough for now.
The pieces settle between you and Steve. Something clicks into place and you know that he feels it, too. He tightens his own arms around you, draws small circles against your back, and you stay like that for what feels like hours.
Eventually the two of you break apart and head into his house. He offers you something warm to drink, but you decline. It’s late, you should be heading home soon. You ask Steve where his phone is and then call Jonathan, telling him to come get you from Steve’s.
Jonathan doesn’t ask any questions, his own voice sounding off on the phone. You know that tomorrow you’ll have to explain to him what happened with Steve, and he’ll have to explain what’s happened with Nancy. But tonight, you both settle on ignoring the topic for now.
Steve waits with you downstairs for Jonathan.
“If we’re going to be friends again, then I demand my nickname.”
You look up at the boy and laugh. “What if I told you I still haven’t figured it out yet?”
“Can you at least give me a hint?” Steve bats his eyelashes at you and you shove him away with another laugh.
“Hm,” you think for a moment, reveling in the simplicity between you two again. “It’s lovely. That’s all I can say.”
Steve makes a face. “Lovely? That’s all I get?”
“Mhm.” You poke his face. “For now, please just trust that I’ll stay.”
Steve looks away for a moment, and you admire his lovely side profile, before he finally seems to settle on his thoughts. “Fine, but I expect some type of baked good every day from here on out.”
“Deal.” You raise your pinky and offer it to Steve, who smiles and shakes his head, but wraps his own pinky around yours.
Steve’s eyes are still red, from exhaustion and heartbreak, and yours are probably no better. You know there’s so much the two of you have to face tomorrow morning, to talk about and deal with. Nancy, Jonathan, Billy. But for now, Steve’s pinky is around yours and you couldn’t ask for a better end to your night.
It’s a start.
It’s all you could’ve asked for.
Jonathan arrives later and waits in the car, seeming to sense that you want some privacy as you say goodbye to Steve.
“That’s my ride.” You nudge him. “Oh, don’t think I forgot about the Nancy thing. We’ll talk about that tomorrow.”
“What–”
“We’re friends again and I nag all my friends about their emotions. You were spared last year, but this year? Buckle up, buddy.”
Steve lets out a tired laugh. “Do I have to sign another contract?”
“Nah, you just have to trust me.”
“I do.” He says, no ounce of hesitation.
You squeeze his hand. “Then that’s all I need. Goodnight, Steve. Get some rest.”
Steve nods and watches as you walk towards Jonathan’s car. He stays outside for a while, long after the car has faded in the distance. The cold air makes him shiver, but after everything that’s happened tonight, he welcomes it. His mind is spinning, he’s not sure if he feels more heartbreak or relief, but he decides he doesn’t care.
For now, he’s content.
Now that he has you in his life again, no matter what happens between him and Nancy, he knows he’ll get through it with you holding his hand.
–
The drive home is quiet. Both you and Jonathan seem to be lost in your own thoughts. When you get to your house, you simply tell your friend, “Tomorrow. We’ll talk about it all tomorrow,”
Jonathan nods, his eyes as tired as yours. “Tomorrow.”
You walk inside your house and notice all the lights off. You’re home later than you originally planned, your mom must be asleep already. You kick off your shoes and sigh tiredly. Tonight has exhausted you.
However, you feel bad about skipping out on the boys, so you walk towards Dustin’s room and quietly knock on the door to apologize. After a few knocks, Dustin cracks his door open. “Yes?”
“Hey, just wanted to ask how tonight…” You notice Dustin’s stance, how he seems to almost be trying to block your view of something. “Is everything alright?”
Your brother quickly repositions himself. “Fine! Nothin’ to see here!”
He’s definitely acting suspicious.
“Open the door, show me what’s inside.”
You go to shove your way in, but Dustin scrambles and ends up shouting, “Will had another episode tonight!
“What?” You freeze.
Dustin lets out a breath of relief. He knew using Will’s episode would be a good distraction from what he has in his room. “Will, he had another episode. He’s fine, though… Just thought you should know.”
“Are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?”
“Actually,” Dustin lets out a yawn. “I’m kinda tired. Ya know, trick-or-treating is hard work. Can we just call it a night and talk about it tomorrow?”
“I mean, I guess?” Your list of things you need to talk about tomorrow keeps growing.
“Sweet! Goodnight, Y/N!” And with that, Dustin slams his door in your face. He presses his back pressed against his door as he steadies his heartbeat. That was close, too close. After a couple seconds, he walks over to his turtle’s tank and greets Dart again. “Sorry buddy, had to get Y/N away. She’d freak if she found out about you.”
Dart lets out a small screech in response.
“Wonder how long I can keep this from her.”
Meanwhile, you stand in the hall for a moment, completely bewildered as to what’s just happened. It feels like you missed a few important details. There’s something happening, but you have no idea what.
You go to your room and make a plan. Tomorrow, you’ll order a code blue with Dustin and demand information. For now, all you can do is get ready for bed and hope that whatever he’s hiding, it isn’t as monumental as El had been.
Tonight, you go to bed thinking of Nancy and Steve, worried about them both.
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Hola, I'm back for more food. Can I request a poly sbg (again.) with a fem reader who is like Wonyoung from Ive (and she's an undercover singer and they all find out because they searched up her group name because they heard people *cough cough *Barron* talking about her (yummy)
a/n : okay, so i don't know anything about k-pop, but i did some research. so reader is gonna be an undercover idol that doesn't reveal her face. sorry if the characters are a bit ooc, still trying to get used to their personalities! please enjoy.
song : idol (yaosabi)
You like to sing lullabies to the group. As an older sister, you know all of them by heart, and after nightmares people can become a lot like a toddler. The group, including you, lives through nightmares every night, so you found yourself learning more and more calming songs. More and more songs from different genres.
Eventually you wanted to make a cover of your favorite song. So you did, and you posted it to Youtube under a fake name. Over the next few days it came up with hundreds of thousands of views. It made you shocked, to say the least, but your newly-acquired fans demanded more. So you gave more.
After about a month you became one of the most popular “idols”—as your fans called you—in America. Every cover you made got upwards of a million views. It was almost too much to handle.
One day, when you were given some free time in one of your classes, you heard Barron running his mouth again. “Dude, did you see? Vibeon.Ai posted yesterday. Best cover yet!
“You’re into that girl’s bullshit? She doesn’t even sound good.”
Tyler leaned towards you, “Yo, who are they talking about?”
“Ah… Vibeon.Ai? She’s an idol. Millions of subscribers on Youtube, y’know? I don’t listen to her though, haha…” You said hurriedly, trying not to sound nervous. What if the group found out about you being an idol? They would treat you different—ask for some of your fame. You didn’t want that. You didn’t want to be used.
“Guess I’ll have to check her out.” He mumbled.
~
You were scared. You went home and threw yourself on your bed and almost fucking screamed. Tyler? Listening to you cover a song? When he’s definitely heard your voice before? This is a disaster!
Your phone ringed
Tyler Hernandez: ‘This Vibeon.Ai person sounds a lot like you’ 4:23pm
Fuck fuck fuck… oh my god, were you screwed, or what?
Another ring.
Aiden Clark: ‘uou made covrrs and didnt tell us?? they sound so gopd!11!1” 4:24pm
Ashlyn Banner: ‘You really do. You should make more covers.’ 4:24pm
Taylor Hernandez: “how did you understand aiden just then??’ 4:25pm
Ashlyn Banner: ‘Magic.’ 4:25pm
Ben Clark: ‘You get used to it’ 4:26pm
Logan Fields: 'Translation??? Please????' 4:26pm
Wait…
They aren’t asking for fame? Nothing? Not even money? This is different.
~
“You guys promise not to tell anyone, right?” You asked, practically begging. You didn’t want anyone—especially not Barron—to know.
“Of course we won’t!” Taylor said, giving you a reassuring smile, “We wouldn’t betray your trust like that.”
“Right.” Logan said, “…So when’s your next cover?”
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The Spreadsheet Digest - Fic Recs | Vol 7
Howdy, folks! It's time for this week's recap of what I read :)
As always, you can find the spreadsheet here, and you're always more than welcome to tag me in your fic if you'd like to be included. New and old fics both appreciated; anything from a drabble to a 400k word series is fine; and the only Pedro boy I don't really read is Pero Tovar.
Without further ado here are the fics I read this week and the unhinged ramblings of a madwoman (me) to substitute for a coherent recommendation.
One for the money, two for the show a Joel series by @cowgurrrl
Rockstar!Joel AU with such a sweet fake dating trope lead in and then the most delicious yummy angst. As your resident angst whore this was everything because it was so REAL and so fucking heartbreaking. And then the happy little hopeful ending and then all the drabbles and extras??? AH! My favorite part was the lil instagram stories i think <3
sharing is caring a Frankie/Santi one shot by @walkintotheriveranddisappear
Your friend Santi introduces you to his friend Frankie and uhhhh you guys go make a sandwich.
Only Lovers Left Alive a Joel series by @atinylittlepain
I love every single thing about this. Revenge. Vampires. Blood play kind of? Biting. Etc. This shit rocks.
Waiting Room a Joel one shot by @beskarandblasters
I fucking love what kel did with this song. The repetition of one for the road really fuckin got me too. Angst angst angst.
The Special One a Joel series by @toxicanonymity
What if a reluctant soulmates AU was also a vampire!Joel AU? It would be perfect, that's what. I'm loving vampire!joel rn anyway, but this was such a cool twist on it. Also his vibes in this are fucking immaculate
Copycat Killer a Joel series by @beskarandblasters
Bitch this is so good. Stalker!Reader x Rockstar Joel... fucking perfect. I love how they both kind of suck as human beings a little bit. And that blow job oh my GOD.
Sweet Creature a Dieter series by @wildemaven
I really really love how this story is going. The little town is so real to me and I love all the little places we get to see. The bookstore sounds like a DREAM. And I can't wait for Reader to bond with D over art ahhhhh.
Stitches a Din series by @djarinsbeskar
This fic is so fucking good dude. I love the set up for the whole thing and the reader character is really fuckin' cool. The like... 8 consecutive parts of incredible smut that continues to be genuinely interesting and really fucking hot even after like 200K words is extremely impressive. I'm also pretty sucked into the story and the way Medic is being interwoven into canon. Oh and the introspection we get from Din's POV is *chef's kiss*.... anyway pls god finish this story i need it
False God a Frankie series by @swiftispunk
Frankie asking for what he wants is so... yummy... especially when it's wanting to be your subby lil pussy eating king like... PLEASE. And his praise kink??? I am in Frankie heaven
102 a Frankie one shot by @tieronecrush
I fucking love this ahhhh. I felt so bad for Frankie but also their friendship is so cute??? I love the unrequited love//idiots to lovers trope
Safe in my Arms an Ezra one shot by @mishasminion360
Ezra struggling to adjust to having one less limb and me crying about it. This was so fucking good. The raw emotion he feels and reader's unwavering support... the realism in saying something that accidentally hurts his feelings and trying to take over tasks he might find difficult AGH. I love this so much
Leave Off Your Wandering a Joel series by @oonajaeadira
Adira, I fall in love with every single little world you create without fail. This is obviously no exception. Your sheep ranch is a dream. The way you build up this backstory with the Roostlings and the friendship with Tommy and Maria and just all these extra little details you take the time to flesh out and weave into the story... makes my heart sing, friend. I adore this <3
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Name a Javi P one shot by @joelscruff
Consent a Dieter series by @fuckyeahdindjarin
Whiskey, Dark and Deep a Jack one shot by @prolix-yuy
Stay on the Screenplay a Dieter series by jazzelsaur (ao3)
A Safe Haven a Joel series by @joelsgreys
Psychomanteum a Dieter series by @whatsnewalycat
In Name Only an Oberyn series by @forever-rogue
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Happy Reading
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a pediatrician and a bar owner. what could go wrong?
tags/warnings: ABO, no quirks, heat cycles, phone sex, dildos, knots, mutual masturbation, dirty talk, licking
taglist: @pharaohanubis0
Word Count: 9.6K
A/N: back at it again with the tumblr bestie @endeavours-jockstrap
“hey girly pop,” mina, your best friend, grins from the doorway of your office. “ready for a fun night out?”
you look up at her, confused. “i’m sorry?”
“i told you we’re going out tonight, remember? this new alpha i’m seeing—so hot by the way—his friend owns the komori club and he got us in for free.”
“oh yeah, i remember,” you smile and finish arranging the files. “i’m not really feeling so hot. i’ve been working all day and—“
mina puts her finger up. “imma stop you right there. i don’t care. you’re turning thirty tomorrow and tomorrow is the only day you have off all week so we’re going out tonight, end of story.”
you pout, knowing you can’t argue and reluctantly agree. “okay…”
“yay!”
she helps you press your hair and pick out a cute outfit, practically dragging you into the uber. the komori club is the hottest club in town. anybody who is anybody went there.
mina shoves you both through the line to the bouncer at the door.
“i’m with eijirou kirishima,” she says confidently with her hand on her hip.
the bouncer gives her a once over. “i’m sure you are. back of the line.”
“ugh, bitch!? he’s literally my boyfriend!”
“that’s what they all say.”
she angrily takes out her phone and dials a number while you just stand helplessly next to her playing with your scent patch. mina yells into the phone for a full minute before handing it to the alpha bouncer. he listens intently for a moment, then gives it back. “my bad. come on in.”
“yeah, that’s what i thought, bitch,” she scoffs and pulls you inside as you mouth apologies to the bouncer.
it’s loud inside. loud and crowded. your nose is bombarded with a cocktail of scents despite a strict scent patch rule in crowded places like this.
“there he is,” mina squeals and hops the velvet rope of the vip section. she sits on the lap of a stocky redhead, kissing his face over and over again.
“mina,” you whisper-shout. meeting the gaze of the scary bouncer. “hi.”
thankfully he lets you through and you scurry up the short steps into the booth. “oh my god he’s so scary.”
“eiji, this is my bestie y/n,” mina introduces as you take a seat across them and sink into the soft cushions.
“help!” you squeal and flail your legs.
the electric blonde next to you helps you sit, laughing uncontrollably. “are you okay?”
“mhm,” you hum. “thank you.”
“no problem. my name’s denki.”
“y/n.”
he goes back to talking to his friend, sipping a yummy looking cocktail. you try to get a waitress’ attention to no avail and just end up sitting stiffly on the couch. mina’s occupied with her new man, playing with his dyed red hair while he rubs her thigh.
so you just play the sims™ on your phone and get lost in your own little world.
the plush couch suddenly dips, jerking you sideways into a very solid torso.
“watch it,” a voice growls above you.
“s-sorry,” you squeak and scramble to sit upright, eyes fixed on your phone. the alphas scent fills your nose: something smokey with an undertone of burnt caramel. daring to sneak a peek, you catch a tattooed arm peeking out of a folded silk, black sleeve and more in the open button-up chest.
“katsuki!” denki grins and reaches over to rub the top of katsuki’s shaved head. “what’s up bro?”
katsuki smacks the hand away. “don’t touch my fucking head.”
“my bad. it just feels like a peach.”
katsuki’s red gaze finally settles on you. “who’s this?”
“eep,” you squeal when you’re perceived.
“she’s with mina,” eijirou supplies.
“tch, whatever.”
you’re shoved again by someone sitting between you and katsuki.
“hey babe~” an overly sweet smelling brunette sing-songs and rubs katsuki’s chest. “sorry i’m late, traffic was crazy.”
huffing, you try and get your purse out from under her ass. “umm, excuse me?”
she turns with a bored expression, blue eyes darting from your toes to your head. “what?”
“you’re sitting on my purse.”
“mm.” she ignores you and goes back to talking to katsuki.
unbelievable.
“excuse me…excuse me!” you say a little louder.
the bitch ‘accidentally’ sloshes her drink with an exaggerated laugh and a few drops land in your low neckline.
“ma’am!” you huff.
she finally turns and plasters a condescending smile on her face. “look, you’re kinda harshing my vibe here so can you just…not?”
“you are sitting on my purse!” you finally snap.
she gets up, sweeps it onto the floor with her hand and sits back down. “there you go.”
“ugh!” you scoff and pick it up. “mina!”
she’s too busy chatting and laughing to pay attention. you abruptly stand up and stomp down the steps up to the bouncer. “where’s the bathroom?!” he raises his brow at your tone. “i’m sorry,” you say a little quieter. “where’s the bathroom, please?”
“right there.” he points towards a graffitied wall.
“thank you.” you make your way through the crowd to the quiet solace of the bathroom hallway. of course there’s a line. you don’t even need to pee, you just need to clean up and take a breather.
a drunk omega bulls into you as she exits the bathroom, apologising through slurred words no matter how many times you say it’s fine. you see her scent patch is peeling and offer one of your own.
“oh my goooshhhh, you’re sooooo nice,” she smiles and tears up when you plaster it on. “you’re like, my new bestieeee.”
the wonders of club bathrooms. “you should totally hang out with me and my friends at our table. this guy i went to highschool with owns the place and he’s my boyfriend's friend’s friend so we’re totally cool.”
wow, this owner has a lot of friends doesn’t he? you ponder the offer. it can’t be any worse than the nonsense you just went through. she touches your hair softly.
“oh my gosh you’re soooo pretty. imma wait for you right—right here.” she leans against the wall.
“umm, let’s just get you back to your friends first,” you chuckle and help her off the wall. “can you show me where they are?”
“ohemgee yassss, i’ll show you.” she takes your hand and leads you to another set of vip booths where a bunch of women are sitting. “girls, i made a friend~! she’s so nice and we’re literally sisters now.”
they all start squealing and fawning over you, complimenting your hair and makeup.
you feel loads better after you finally get your virgin long island iced tea and get roped into pictures with these random girls.
“it’s actually my birthday at midnight,” you tell them and they collectively gasp.
“how old are you?”
“i’ll be thirty.”
“oh my god you look soooo freakin’ good for thirty,” the omega from earlier, who’s name you learn is camie, slurs. “what’s your secret?”
“camie you’re thirty two and look twenty,” a red haired alpha woman giggles.
“yeah but that’s cause of surgery. did you get surgery?”
“um, no, i didn’t,” you laugh. “thank you though.”
she convinces you to stand and dance with her, pulling you to the dance floor. you shyly try to follow her steps, giggling when she bumps you with her hip.
a wrong move makes you trip and nearly tumble into someone.
“oops, my bad,” you apologise and look up to see it’s the alpha from earlier.
“you again?” he says.
“oh…hello.”
camie appears and squeals, hanging onto katsuki. “suki baby! where have you been?! this is my new best friend in the entire world w/n.”
“y/n,” you correct.
“that’s literally what i said,” she pouts. “this is katsuki, my boyfriend’s friend's friend.”
wait but that would mean, “you own the club?”
“yeah,” he replies curtly.
you blank, not sure what to say to that. “okay.”
he holds up something pink and glittery. “this fell out of your bag back there.”
you gasp. “my phone. thank you so much!”
camie groans. “this is boring and my feet hurt, let’s sit down.”
katsuki surprisingly follows you back to the booth, sitting next to you. camie squeezes next to him, sighing dramatically. “suki, rub my feet.”
“i’d rather die.”
“meanie.”
you giggle and sip the rest of your drink as you go through your phone. there’s a dozen texts from mina asking where you were. you respond and tell her you’re okay and just having fun with some other people and she should enjoy her time.
katsuki rubs his chin, peering down at you through the corner of his eye. you’re cute, a little shorter than he’s used to but he likes what he sees.
“what’s your name again?”
you peer up at him with doe eyes. “y/n.”
“mm, okay. can i get you a drink?”
that takes you back. why would the owner of the komori club want to buy you a drink?
“umm, okay.” you smile politely.
both of you sit bide by side in one booth, leaning in close to hear each other over the music.
“so what do you do?”
“i’m a paediatrician.”
“so you deal with bratty kids all day?”
you take another sip of your drink and nod your head. “i do. i love my job.”
he shrugs and picks a speck off his orange shirt. “i couldn’t do it. think that’s more of an omega thing.”
“we have lots of alphas there too and—“
camie’s squeal right in your ear makes you wince. “ohemgee y/n it’s midnight! happy birthday!”
you smile and let her clumsily hug you. “thank you, camie.”
“s’ your birthday?” katsuki inquires.
you nod and read the messages coming in from friends and family.
“happy birthday or whatever.”
you grin up at him. “thank you.”
under the colourful lights you don’t see the slight blush on his cheeks.
hours pass and you start getting sleepy.
“think i’m gonna head home,” you murmur and stand up. the girls all whine and protest and it makes you sad but you get their numbers with vague promises to hangout.
katsuki stands too, towering over you. “i’ll walk you out.”
“ooohhhh~,” camie swoons. katsuki flips her off behind your back.
mina meets you outside with eijirou, absolutely plastered and grinding up on her amused boyfriend.
“thank you again,” you thank katsuki shyly. without the loud music and dim lights, you feel a little more nervous talking to such an intimidating alpha.
“whatever,” he says offhandedly. “gimme your number.”
you gasp loudly, and he stifles a laugh behind his hand.
“take the damn number,” mina grits out, not so quietly.
your hands shake on your phone as you exchange information.
“y-you can call me whenever,” you mumble. “not whenever, i mean i’m usually free after six o’clock but i’m free all day tomorrow.”
“mhm.” he looks down at you with heated eyes, making you squirm.
thankfully the uber arrives so you can help mina inside before she can pass out.
“goodbye.” you wave at katsuki and eijirou as you enter.
eijirou waves excitedly while katsuki just watches the car leave.
“your scent is swelling,” eijirou comments. “you got a lil crush, bro?”
katsuki ‘tch’s’. “whatever. i don’t do crushes.”
“mhm. we’ll see.”
*
mina wakes up in your shared apartment, in your bed after she insisted on sleeping there, more hungover than she’s ever been. she groans and rolls over to see you wrapped in a towel, just getting out of the shower.
“hey birthday bestie,” she smiles before groaning softly. “ugh my head. you’re up early.”
“i left you aspirin on the bedside table.” you pat her thigh and pick out some loungewear. “drink plenty of water and rest.”
“yes nurse.”
“i’m a doctor, not a nurse.”
mina sticks her tongue at you before reaching over for the medicine. “so, what's the plan for today?”
“nothing?”
“you’ve gotta go out, y/n! treat yourself and do something. you’ve only got one life y’know.”
you hum and put on two floral scent patches on your neck. “i like to use my day off to relax, mina. sit down with my computer and watch netflix.”
your phone vibrates, and mina sneaks a peek. “uh who’s this calling you ‘bestie’?”
“hm?” you pick up the phone and read the message from the unknown number. “no idea.”
“want me to tell them off?”
“no. i think i know who it is.” you text back, and sure enough, it’s camie. “it’s this omega i met in the club. i didn’t expect her to text me to be honest.”
“hmm, is she nice?”
“i think? she was plastered when i met her and after she dragged me to her friends she was teasing that guy who owns the club and was all over him.”
“maybe they’re dating?”
you hum softly and shake your head. “i don’t think they were dating. she said he’s her boyfriend’s friend’s friend or something.”
“boyfriend’s friend's friend? woah. what does she want?”
bar girl
>>we should totally get bdb
me
<<bdb?
bar girl
>>b day brunch(*^ω^*)
me
<<you remembered?
bar girl
>>uh ofc i did🙄🙄🙄🙄
>>there’s this place downtown that gives you free pancakes on your bday (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
me
>>that sounds good
>>can i bring a friend
bar girl
>>a friend or a *friend*??? 😏😏
>>or a fwb uwu
you look at mina. “you two will get along.”
you and mina get dressed and drive to the address camie sent, meeting her in the parking lot.
“i always pass this place but never go in,” you hum and let her hug you.
“well today’s the day!” she giggles before reaching out to give mina a handshake. “hi, i’m camie.”
“mina. love your dress.”
“thank you! i love your hair. it’s so big and pink. like cotton candy. i love cotton candy, it’s soooo yummy.”
“thank you,” mina snickers.
“let's go in, i got us a table already and there’s bottomless mimosas.”
“oh, i’m driving so i can’t drink,” you tell her.
“boooo,” camie pouts.
“tomato tomato,” mina adds, mimicking throwing tomatoes at you.
you playfully shove her inside and follow camie to the window booth.
you sit down and idly chew one of the bread sticks while camie goes on about how much she travels and where she wants to go for winter. perks of being an influencer you suppose.
“you should totally try it, you’re really pretty,” she grins. “just take some pictures.”
“pfft, her social media is so dry you could use it to light a fire,” mina chides. “she barely posts anything.”
“it’s not that bad,” you mumble and open your instagram. all you have is a few milestone pictures and some of you and your family. the last time you posted was two years ago when you officially became a doctor.
“realising how bad it is?” mina snickers.
“shut up, it's not. i think it’s practical.”
“uh huh.”
camie peeks at your phone. “like…ew.”
“ew?
“it’s so empty. who’s this?” she taps her acrylic on a picture of you and a cousin.
“my cousin. it was his birthday.”
“he’s cute or whatever, but girllll, what is this dry ass shit?!”
you thank the waiter that puts your pancakes down. they’re cute and heart shaped with ‘happy birthday’ spelled out in chocolate syrup. “yay, pancakes.”
“we’re coming back to this after eating.”
“aw,” you pout and take a bite.
“don’t feel so bad, bestie. everyone gets busy.”
“i don’t feel bad, what’re you talking about?”
“you’re clearly in denial,” mina shakes her head.
“no i’m not.”
“sure. let's finish eating.”
mina listens to camie direct you on how to update your social media while eating her biscuits and gravy.
“but i don’t understand why i have to take a picture of my food.”
“to show what you're eating! also to show how good it is!
your eyes dart from the food to the phone. “okay. i have a follow up question.”
“just take the picture.”
“okay! okay.” you snap a photo of your pancakes and show it to camie. “is this good?”
“no. the angles are weird and the lighting is off.”
you huff, not wanting to make her mad but you put your phone down. “i’m just going to eat my food if you don’t mind.”
“wait! take the photo now! the lighting’s perfect.”
you sigh and take the picture anyway. a message pops up before you can add a caption.
scary alpha from club
>>wyd?
mina waves her hand in front of her face. “whew. why do you smell nervous?”
“really?! is my patch peeling up already?” you touch the scent patches on your neck.
“no, bestie, your scent just bled through it just now. are you okay?”
“yeah, um, that guy from the club last night just texted me…”
“who?”
“katsuki?!” camie gasps loudly. “he never ever ever texts anybody! what did he say?”
“he just asked what i’m doing. should i just tell him?”
“yes!” “no!” camie and mina shout simultaneously.
“huh?”
“don't listen to her. let him know what you're doing. he seems interested in you enough to text you. did he say happy birthday?” camie asks eagerly.
“he did at the club and he bought me two drinks.”
“oooh, that's a good sign.”
inhaling deeply, you text back.
me
<<eating brunch with camie and mina
scary alpha from club
>>cool
>>you busy after?
you stare at the phone wide eyed.
“well, what'd he say?” mina asks with a big grin.
“he asked if i'm busy after this…”
they both squeal, drawing a few stares.
“well, what're you gonna say?!” camie gasps.
“no, i guess?”
“say ‘no, why?’ and add a smiley face!”
“seriously?”
they start talking over each other, overwhelming you. “okay, can we calm down? i’m just going to tell him i’m not busy and see what happens after that.”
“my bestie's going on a date!” camie squeals.
“your bestie?! i've known y/n since high school.”
“umm club rules say we’re literally bffs forever now.”
“the last ‘f’ is already ‘forever’”
camie blinks at her. “oh…i knew that.”
ignoring their bickering, you text katsuki.
me
<<;no i’m free after
<<fhtdrkt
<<we’re going shopping for a new outfit for her
<<;ajdheieo
<<sorry, camie took my phone
katsuki looked at his phone and let out a subtle snicker.
eijirou walked into the living room of their shared penthouse. “hey man! woah, are you smiling at your phone?! who is it? tell me tell me please?”
katsuki rolls his eyes as eijirou gets in his face. “back off, shitty hair! you're like a nosy golden retriever.”
eijirou keeps trying to peek before stopping when katsuki growls at him. “fine then, keep your secrets. it’s probably that omega from yesterday~”
the spike in katsuki’s scent tells him he’s not wrong.
“oooh you do have a crush~” eijirou teases. “she’s cute though.”
katsuki side-eyes him and sends a scent out that clearly says ‘back off’.
eijirou raises his hands in placation. “relax bro, i’m not going after your omega, i have mina. you should just talk to her.”
“duh, that’s what i’m doing.”
“like an actual person and not a throwaway.”
“yeah. this time, i actually am.”
“good for you, man. so what’s the plan?”
“said she’s birthday shopping with mina and— what’s icy hots friends name again?”
eijirou stares blankly. “shoto has friends? is it that kid from that extra course you took?”
“yeah. his girlfriend i guess. that girl who talks like a valley girl.”
“oh camie,” eijirou realises. “i like her, she’s cool. a little dumb though.”
katsuki stands from the couch and stretches his shoulder. “let’s go.”
“where?”
“shopping.”
“ooh, where?”
katsuki stopped for a moment.
me
>>where are you guys going shopping
club omega(cute brat doctor)
>>this is camie （＾ω＾）
>>going to the daimaru mall
>>tddkhvk
>>i’m sorry about her
>>but yh apparently that’s where we’re going
me
<<;i’ll c u there
you squeak in terror. “what does he mean?! is this code for something? camie!”
“y/n, relax, he’s just meeting us there.”
“he’s meeting us there?!”
mina sips her orange juice, opting to drink something else after her fourth mimosa. “it’ll be fine bestie. i think i had too many drinks.”
camie orders a pitcher of water. “suki knows all the best shopping spots. his parents are fashion designers. you know the bakugous.”
“i think i’m gonna pass out…” you mumble, fanning your face.
“it’ll be fine. let’s finish our food and head out,” mina suggests.
camie nods and you take a deep breath.
“okay.”
you sit near the fountain in the mall as camie and mina talked to some guy at a kiosk about a set of diamond earrings.
“hey,” a voice calls out.
you look up and see katsuki’s tall and bulky figure before you, his chest and abs defined underneath his black shirt.
“eiji!” mina jumps and hugs eijirou, wrapping her legs around his side waist. “what’re you doing here?”
“kat said we’re going shopping so i just followed him,” eijirou tells her and rubs the top of katsuki’s head. his hand gets smacked away immediately.
you stand abruptly, lost for words. “you actually came?”
“i said i would.”
you swallow nervously and fiddle with one of the patches on your neck. scanning through your brain, you give him the first compliment you can think of and say, “i like your hair?”
“…my hair.”
mina facepalms.
“yes? a shaved head suits you.” you give him a stiff thumbs up.
“are you alright?”
”yup, i’m great. perfectly fine.”
he waves his hand over his face. “you’re stinking up the place.”
you clap loudly and smile. “i need to use the bathroom. excuse me.” you cover the side of your face to avoid his gaze and stride past him towards the bathroom.
mina looks in your direction and follows after you. you’re splashing water on your face in the sink when she finds you.
“hey, bestie, you okay?”
“i’m a fucking idiot…”
“nooo, that’s not true.”
“it was horrible! he probably thinks i’m stupid now!”
“no, you were just nervous. everyone gets nervous when they meet someone they might like. c’mon, let's go back. i’m sure this will go over well.”
back at the fountain, katsuki sat with arms crossed and a scowl on his face.
“don’t worry man, i’m sure she went to wash her face. you were nervous too when we got here.”
“shut up shitty hair…”
as you and mina walked back over, katsuki noticed you were still nervous but not as much as before.
“hey.”
“hi.” he nods.
“sorry about that,” you apologise and play with the pink sleeve of your sweater.
“don't worry about it. where did you guys want to go shop?”
“ooh, dolmas,” camie grins. “then some jewellery from tiffany’s.”
katsuki looks down at you. “is that what you want?”
you peer up at him. “i’m fine with anything but i wouldn't mind going to h&m.”
“what do omegas even like? soft shit, right?”
“i like comfy stuff…”
“good to know. you really wanna go to h&m?”
“what’s wrong with h&m?”
“you can do better.”
“but i like h&m. i got my outfit from there.” you look down at your outfit.
“your outfit looks nice, sure, but an omega like you should have a couple lavish things or something. follow me.” he and eijirou start walking in the opposite direction.
“an omega like me?” you repeat and look at camie. “what does that mean? is that bad?”
“relax, girl,” she dismisses. “it’s a good thing.”
the three follow katsuki and eijirou towards a store where you see a mannequin in a white button-up and a pink plaid skirt. you go inside and search for it before your nose wrinkles when you look at the price . “oh lord, that’s like a month of groceries…”
a looming presence stands behind you, making you nervous.
“you like this?” katsuki rumbles above you.
“huh? oh yeah, but it’s too much for me.”
“get you size then hand it to me.”
“huh?” you stammer. “n-no i can’t let you do that.”
“consider it a birthday present.”
you reluctantly look through the options and thankfully find the size you always wear. “i should try it on first. these things usually run small.”
“i’ll be out here waiting for you. what size are you? i saw something else i thought you’d like.”
you tell him and he hums, wordlessly walking off.
“how’s it going?” mina whispers after witnessing the scene.
“he’s so…weird.”
“weird how?”
“i dunno, just weird. not bad weird though. he’s different than what i’m used to.”
“different is good sometimes. he seems nice based off of what eiji told me but he just looks mean on the outside.”
“very mean,” you mutter and look at another dress. “we’ll see.”
you’ve never really been a fan of shopping. more likely to just buy stuff online and hope it fits and if it doesn’t just send it back. so you’re exhausted after just two hours of looking through different stores.
“my feet hurt,” you whine. “i shouldn’t have worn wedges today. mina can we go home?”
“we still have like five more stores.”
you whine louder.
katsuki comes back with a long-sleeved dress and notices your irritation. “you okay?”
“my feet hurt and i’m tired.”
“how about you sit outside. i’ll buy the dress and i'll meet you there.”
“okay,” you hum, stepping out and looking for the nearest bench. you see some empty ones around a little kakigori stand and buy some.
“strawberry for the pretty lady,” the cashier grins. “i put a little extra something on the side.”
“hm?” you hum, look at the side of the cup and notice a number written onto the sparkly paper. “oh…thanks.”
you sit and eat some of the ice, feeling a little awkward about the unsolicited phone number. but he is cute. maybe you’ll text him later and see what happens.
katsuki comes out of the store with a small bag of clothes and sees you eating your treat while darting your eyes between it and the guy behind the kakigori counter. ‘what the fuck is going on…’
the guy comes over to talk to you, making you laugh slightly at something he says before he hands you a small piece of paper and goes back to the stand.
katsuki comes over and turns his head at the smell of horny alpha. ‘ew.’ “you feeling better?”
“i am, thank you,” you smile.
katsuki side eyes the alpha who shrinks into himself and scurries off. rolling his eyes, he sits next to you and looks at your food. “how much was that?”
“700¥.”
“what size is that?”
“a small?”
“700 for a small?! that’s not worth getting up for. y’mind sharing with me?”
“oh, um, but i only have one spoon. let me ask for another one.”
“we can still share.”
you chew your lip. “that’s not very sanitary.”
“it’s not like we’re sick or anything. just hand over the spoon,” katsuki sighs.
“the doctor in me says germs are everywhere…”
“and the not doctor part?”
you think for a moment, then hand him the spoon. “i might as well let loose a little on my birthday.”
“good,” katsuki grins and scoops some of the ice. “is this strawberry?”
“it’s my favorite,” you smile.
“mine too.” he noms the scoop, licking over his lips and fangs.
you clear your throat. “i never asked what you did outside of owning the club.”
he passes you the spoon and rubs his chin. “i used to model for my folks but i got bored of that. but i’d say the clubs are all i do.”
“is there any other stuff you’re interested in?”
“i don’t know really. the clubs are interesting and the business is good.”
you hum and eat some of the kakigori. “so it’s just business with you?”
he searches his mind for something else. “i like to cook.”
“are you any good?”
“all the food served at the clubs are my recipes.”
“ooh. i didn’t try any but hopefully one day. i’m not a good cook, which is ironic since i love to eat.”
“i could teach you,” he offers.
“really? i don’t want to be a bother,” you mumble.
“you’re not being a bother trust me. just let me teach you the basics.”
“i’d like that.” you smile and his alpha preens proudly.
he glances at the piece of paper and sees it’s a number. when you’re not paying attention he slides it over to himself and crumples it up.
“totes cute,” camie comments from where she’s watching with mina and eijirou.
“i’m happy for him,” eijirou smiles. “so manly.”
mina playfully rolls her eyes at eijirou before smiling at you while you share shaved ice with katsuki. “they have to get together. she always messes up relationships cause of her anxiety.”
“uh mina, kat has anxiety too. he just doesn’t show it as often.”
“really? they’re both perfect for each other then.”
*
eijirou helps load the bags, and mina who’s finally tuckered out from those drinks, into your car.
“i had a great time,” you smile at camie. “we should hangout more often.”
“ohemgee, we should! you can totally come to my place whenever and we’ll have so much fun. also, happy birthday,” she grins, handing you a small bag from tiffany’s.
“camie, you didn’t have to,” you gasp.
“but i did. you’re welcome. inasa said he’s gonna pick me up so i’ll see you two again, okay?”
you nod and give her a hug. “thank you.”
you walk over to katsuki and smile up at him as he playfully raises an eyebrow.
“what is it?” he scoffs softly.
you take out a packet of tissues from your purse and wipe his mouth. “you got syrup on you, katsuki. today was fun. whenever you’re free, you can teach me how to cook like you said.”
“sure, tiny.”
“i’m not tiny, you alphas are just big for nothing.”
“you’re small to me, tiny. you’re practically fun-sized,” he chuckles as your chubby cheeks puff up. ��cute.’
“can we gooooo?” mina groans from the passenger side.
“i’m coming, relax. bye katsuki.” you wave.
he holds his hand out for you to shake, which you do with a little amusement. some of his scent from the gland on his wrist rubs off on your sleeve.
“later, tiny.”
“bye, giant,” you scoff before walking back to your car and driving off.
a few minutes after you and mina leave, camie squeals and shakes katsuki’s arm. “you like her~”
“i’ve only known her for two days.barely two days, a day and a half at most.”
“babe i can tell you like her. my crush meter is never wrong!”
katsuki scoffs and walks to his audi. “whatever. let’s go, shitty hair.”
“bro we can’t just leave camie,” eijirou protests. “that’s so unmanly to leave a lady by herself.”
“good thing you’re with her then.” katsuki enters his car and starts the engine.
“you’re not seriously leaving me here are you?!”
katsuki gives him a look.
“bro!”
“so not cool,” camie pouts.
“fine. get in the car so we wait. i don’t feel like standing and waiting for that bald headed bastard.”
eijirou and camie stifle their laughs. “bro, you’re bald too.”
“i’m not bald. it’s a buzz cut, shut up.”
“i can see your scalp, babe.”
“i’m blond! of course it looks like this.”
“if you say so.”
over the next week, you and katsuki have been texting each other a lot, sharing recipes, and getting to know each other. throughout the week, he’d have someone deliver food to you for lunch under the claim of wanting you to eat right while being busy. the food was amazing, and you’d tell him every time after you eat the dish. monday, he made you kushiyaki, tuesday, it was gyoza, and wednesday, the delivery man comes as usual and meets you outside the hospital but he comes empty handed. he also looked a little different. taking off his hat, he revealed himself to be katsuki.
“katsuki!” you gasp. “hi.”
“hey tiny. i like your getup.”
“it’s a lab coat,” you huff. “what did you bring today?”
“nothing, i’m taking you out for lunch.”
“what, are you serious?”
“yeah, let’s go before your lunch is up.”
“ i can’t go too far but there’s this yakisoba vendor just around the corner.”
katsuki bends his elbow for you to slide your hand into, he rumbles when you do and bleeds happy alpha pheromones into the air. your cheeks heat up, and you suppress a purr as you walk.
the yakisoba is delicious. you happily eat it, blissfully unaware of katsuki watching you.
“yours looks yummier than mine,” you complain half-heartedly and point your chopsticks at his packet.
katsuki tilts it and smiles softly when you twirl your stick in it and take some. you hum and fan your face, swallowing the bite. “spicy. very spicy. oh my god.”
“can’t handle the heat?”
“i like spicy food, i just wasn't prepared.”
“whatever you say, tiny,” katsuki chuckles and hands you the coke he’s drinking.
“thank you,” you hum, drinking some of his soda before eating more of your noodles.
katsuki walks you back to the clinic after lunch, stopping at the entrance.
“i’ll see you soon, tiny.”
“i hope so. thank you for lunch.”
your genuine smile makes his alpha preen and starts rumbling.
“whatever, you don’t have to be so soft about it.”
“im just being polite but, okay.”
you save at katsuki as he starts walking down the block, your omega swooning a little as you go back to your office.
“someone smells happy,” mina comments when you walk into the apartment. “did you see another cute baby?”
“yes but that’s not why i’m happy,” you hum and kick off your shoes. “katsuki came to see me for lunch.��
she looks up from her laptop. “oh?”
“yeah. he was really nice and we ate yakisoba.”
“so you went on a lunch date~”
“we did,” you squeal and plop onto the couch next to her. “he’s so cute.”
“you think he’s cute? ooh, bestie has a crush!”
“mina stooop,” you whine, hiding your face in a throw pillow.
“next thing you know he’ll ask you out on a date, then he'll be your boyfriend!”
“no way. an alpha like that is not going to date a paediatrician.”
“he seems pretty interested in you already. who knows, it might go well. so are you going to spend your heat with him next week?”
you gasp, scandalised. “no! he has better things to do and im still too nervous,” you pout.
“you gotta be confident and put yourself out there bestie! he might even say yes!”
“i dunno…”
mina loops her arm over you for a hug. “you’ll get it.”
next week, you took your mandatory week off from work. the first few days aren’t so bad; just hot flashes, hunger, and horniness.
mina gives you as much space as you want but brings you food and water.
on the third day, you turn around in your nest, whimpering loudly.
you moan in pain as you get another cramp, your fingers not enough to ease the pain in your pussy. your eyes settle on something pink hanging from the laundry basket, your scent mixed with something sweeter catching your nose. standing up, you pluck the sweater you wore last week and press it to your nose to inhale the smell of burnt caramel.
your eyes roll back as you let out a loud moan. ‘alpha. need alpha,’ your omega whines.
you blindly reach around for your phone as you rock your hips against your hand.
katsuki finishes loading the dishwasher, pressing the button to start the cycle.
his phone buzzes in his back pocket as he opens the fridge to grab water before after morning workout.
y/n(tiny omega) is calling…
katsuki’s eyes widen as he sees the contact. ‘oh shit.’
rushing up the stairs, he shuts the door to his room and sits on his bed. “hey tiny.”
on the other end, you let out a cross between a keen and a moan.
“tiny? you okay?”
‘alpha. need you,’ you whine. ‘miss you.’
“y/n, are you okay?”
‘no, hurts too much,’ you whimper. ‘want you.’
‘she’s in heat. i can’t just hang up on her,’ katsuki thought to himself.
“i’m here omega. it’s gonna be okay,” he mumbles as you whimper softly. “imagine i'm there with you, ‘mega. spread your legs for me, can you do that?”
you whimper out a yes and spread your legs a little wider.
“good girl. lemme know how you're feeling, okay?”
you whimper into the phone and start rubbing your clit. ‘alpha.’
“you're touching yourself aren’t you? what’s running through that pretty head of yours?”
‘you, alpha,’ you keen.
“yeah?”
‘mhm,’ you hum into the phone.
“what would you let me to do to you, pretty girl?”
‘anything,’ you pant. ‘whatever you want.’
katsuki fishes out his dick, languidly stroking himself. “what’re you wearing?”
his phone buzzes again.
y/n(tiny omega)
>>{image}
katsuki opens it and sucks in a breath when he sees the picture of you from the neck down in the familiar loose pink sweater and nothing else, the collar loose enough for him to see the swollen scent glands shiny with oil.
“fuck, you look so hot,” he groans softly, stroking himself.
you whine on the other end and press two fingers into your slick hole.
‘do you have a heat toy?’ he asks you.
blearily you pull your fingers from your pussy, your omega whining at the loss, and open your bedside drawer to take out a purple and pink jelly, knotted dildo you bought ages ago to help with your heats. “i do,” you whine into the phone.
‘fuck, change the call to face time, pretty girl. i wanna see you.’
you roll onto your back, contemplating if you should. ‘need alpha,’ your inner omega whines.
you tap the button on your phone and set the phone at the head of your bed while you wait for him to switch the call. you softly rock against the toy and whine softly before it finally connects.
‘you look so fuckin’ pretty like this. you wish it was me, don’t you?’ he chuckles, groaning as he fists himself a little faster. ‘you wish it was me stuffing you full right now, pretty girl? show me how you like it.’
you lay on your side and bend your knee towards your chest, giving him a full view of your front. you reach behind your thigh and press the dildo to your hole, sighing in relief when it’s buried up to the knot.
“wish you were here, alpha,” you whimper as you rock against the toy before slowly withdrawing it. katsuki sees the thick, shiny, slick clinging to the toy and your hand, and licks his lips.
‘holy shit, you’re soaked, pretty girl,’ katsuki groans as he starts bucking into his hand. ‘keep going, just like that.’
you swallow thickly, gathering up the courage to ask him to move the camera. “can i see you? please?” there’s some desperation behind the question, how you breathlessly beg for him to show his dick. the sound of your whimpers fill his ears, riling up his alpha.
katsuki flips his camera around, showing his hand wrapped around himself, his cock, shiny from the precum while his knot was starting to swell from seeing you like that.
‘alpha, you’re so big,’ you gasp from your end before moaning when the dildo ghosts over your g-spot.
“yeah? is it the biggest one you’ve ever seen?”
‘i’ve never seen an alpha’s dick before…only betas,’ you admit shyly.
“oh yeah? well what do you think?”
‘you’re so thick, katsuki.’
“call me katsuki again,” he groans as you keep thrusting the toy in and out.
‘i want you katsuki. you and your knot, alpha,’ you whimper and smell your sleeve again to imagine he’s there. ‘fuck.’
“what was that?”
‘my sweater smells like you, alpha. you smell so good.’
katsuki squeezes his knot, trying not to cum. he exhales loudly, his voice tight as he fights off his orgasm.
‘wish you were here, katsuki,’ you whine and push the toy deeper inside you. the fake knot catches your sore rim. ‘you’d treat me so well. you’d be such a good alpha. you’d be the best sire to anyone’s pups.’
“shit, pretty girl, you can’t just say things like that,” katsuki groans as he tries to hold back.
‘but it’s true,’ you moan. ‘anyone would be lucky to have you as their mate.’
“even you, pretty girl?”
your eyes widen as the words slip from his mouth pushing you over the edge. ‘fuck!’
katsuki watches as the knot disappears between your legs as you buck wildly. ‘shit that was hot,’ he thinks.
you whine into the phone and look into the camera. ‘katsuki?’
“hmm?”
‘i wish it was you, instead.’
katsuki’s eyes roll back as his nose scrunches up, his groans echoing throughout his room. “fuck.” his knot pops, pulsing as his dick spits cum all over his abs and hand.
‘alpha?’ you call out from the phone. ‘alpha are you still there?’
katsuki flips the camera so you can see his face. “i’m still here, pretty girl. don’t worry.”
you start to whine and whimper, your omega disappointed in the fake knot. katsuki hears the door open and some footsteps.
“whew. you’ve been busy,” mina exclaims and taps your shoulder. “uh oh. this is why i told you to get a heat partner.”
katsuki’s alpha growls at the sight of someone else touching you when you’re so vulnerable.
“bestie, who’s—shut up, you didn’t! i’ll go get some rags and some food for you but i’m so happy! she’ll be out for a couple hours.”
katsuki watches the beta give you aftercare, growling when she reaches between your legs to take out the toy. you whine and grab her arm. “knot!”
“it’s okay, you can use it later. you’re such a good omega.”
you purr at the praise, letting go of mina and resting your head on the pillow with a blissed-out expression.
mina picks up your phone. “i’ll let her text you later. byeee~” she sings and hangs up. katsuki stares at his home screen for a moment, then becomes hyper-aware of the cold cum on his stomach and hand. “ew.”
katsuki goes into his bathroom and takes a shower before opening his window and changing into a clean pair of boxers and sweats.
walking inot the living room, he passes eijirou while making his way towards the kitchen.
“damn, bakubro,” eijirou calls out. “what’s got you all worked up?”
“nothing. i’m just getting something to eat.”
“you stink.” he waves his hand in front of his face for effect. “is your rut early?”
“mind your business, shitty hair!”
“did you get cockblocked?”
“shitty hair…”
eijirou holds his hands up in surrender and goes back to watching his movie.
you wake up sore, the fog of heat a little clearer after an orgasm and a nap. you turn over and see mina sitting behind you with her laptop in hand watching a movie. “mina?” you mumble.
“nice to see you’re awake, bestie,” she hums.
you glance at her sitting on your blanket. “you’re in my nest…”
“i can go if you want me to. i just wanted to make sure you’re okay.”
“how long have you been here?”
“about an hour.”
you sigh and lay back down. “i’m just tired. what happened?”
“apparently you spent an hour long face time call with katsuki.”
“what! oh no no no no no. i probably acted like a horny bitch,” you whine and cover your face in shame. “i’m a terrible omega.”
“what, no you’re not, bestie. you’re a great omega and anyone would be lucky to have you as their mate. and he texted you back.”
she shows you the notification on your phone.
not so scary alpha katsuki
>>text me when you wake up
your omega purrs but you shut her up. “i’m so embarrassed.”
“this is a good thing!”
“what if it’s not!” you whine.
“only one way to find out.
me
<<hey
he replies almost immediately.
not so scary alpha katsuki
>>you okay?
me
<<yeah
<<;feeling better
<<i’m sorry for bothering you
<<i probably did sumn weird
not so scary alpha katsuki
>>no you didn’t
>>don’t worry about it
“he’s being so cool about it,” you mumble. “why?”
“almost like he likes you,” mina says and steals a fry from the takeout bag.
“no he doesn’t, does he?”
“he wouldn’t have stayed on the phone if he didn’t.”
“maybe you’re right. hopefully he does like me back.”
“are you saying you like katsuki?”
“i’ve only known him for two weeks, mina. but i think he’s cute,” you say quietly.
“bestie’s got a crush!”
“no, i don’t, shut up!” you whine.
she squeals quietly. “your first actual crush on someone you know in real life and not just instagram models.”
you huff and feel your stomach start to flutter. “i—i should call my alpha.”
mina packs up her things and puts the leftover food on your nightstand. “i cleaned your toy and left it in the drawer. good luck.”
when you’re alone again, you call katsuki and hold your phone to your ear.
‘hey pretty girl,’ katsuki’s voice echoes through the speaker.
“hi alpha,” you smile to yourself.
‘you feeling better?”
you whine and it tells him what he has to know.
‘go get your toy, pretty girl.’
*
two days later you’re coming down from the peak of heat, extremely tired and spent. mina leaves you wrapped up in your blankets with plenty of water, netflix and snacks before going to work.
in the middle of watching inside job, you hear a knock at your front door. you trudge your way over in your self made burrito and open your door. the smell of burnt caramel and smoke hit your nose instantly. “alpha!” you chirp, hugging him and rubbing your cheek on his chest before pulling him inside.
“glad to see you’re feeling better, pretty girl.” katsuki rubs his chin on the top of your head, scenting your bonnet.
you purr contentedly, hugging him tighter. “what’re you doing here? how did you know where i lived?”
“eijirou’s girlfriend gave us your address so i can check on you. i brought food.” he shows you the brown paper bag.
“such a good alpha,” you mumble and pull his free hand. “come into my nest.”
“are you sure, pretty girl. i don’t want to impose on you.”
“i want you to see it. please?”
“all right, lead the way.”
you show him your bed piled high with pink and white blankets and a pastel pink throw. a cat squishmallow sits by your white headboard.
“cozy,” katsuki comments as he sits.
you purr happily as you sit next to him in the nest. “what’d you bring?”
“omurice.”
“that sounds yummy,” you chirp and tug the front of his shirt. “can you take this off so i can put it in my nest?”
“you want my shirt?”
“mmhm.”
katsuki chuckles as he removes his shirt and adjusts himself so he lays on his side. “is this better?”
your eyes trail along his torso, ogling his large pecs, slight six pack and the full sleeve on his right arm and pec. “yeah.”
you tuck the shirt under your pillow and lay down so he’s spooning you and can see your computer screen.
“what show is this?”
“inside job. the guy that made gravity falls is a producer.”
“mm,” he rumbles and rubs your hip. “never heard of them.”
you giggle at the feeling and watch the episode, letting the conspiracy jokes flow through your ears.
“is that a half dolphin half human man?” katsuki mumbles.
“yeah, he was in some military testing and it went wrong, but it’s funny.”
“you’re weird sometimes, but it’s cute,” he mumbles as he presses his nose to your neck. “and you smell so good.”
your omega preens but you choke up, suddenly freezing as katsuki’s rough tongue laps against your skin.
katsuki groans as he tastes your butterscotch scent, his hips rutting against your ass.
you turn your neck enough to face him. “katsuki, i don’t want to go all the way during my heat…”
“that’s okay,” he rumbles. “i won’t push you.”
“you’re so sweet,” you purr, tilting your head back to smile up at him. “but…we can do other stuff if you want.”
“like this?” katsuki whispers as he leans in and cups your face, eyes flickering down to your lips before laning in and kissing you softly.
you turn around and lean into the kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck.
katsuki rumbles softly as he cups your face, deepening the kiss.
“alpha?” you murmur as you pull away.
“mhm?”
your scent flares a little with post-heat heaviness.“need you.”
katsuki’s pupil dilate at the change in scent. ‘holy shit.’ “you sure, pretty girl?” he mumbles as you stare up at him.
“please?”
he kisses your neck and shoulder, tongue darting out to taste your scent gland. his hand slips your sleep shorts off and your legs open on impulse. his alpha rumbles loudly but he knows your heat is the one talking.
“where’s your toy, pretty girl?”
“drawer,” you whine, tilting your head allowing him to nose more against your scent gland. you cling to him while he stretches his arm to your drawer to take out the dildo.
you whine when you see the toy, pulling his sweatpants. “knot!”
“can’t give you the real thing yet pretty girl. not when you’re like this,” he coos, kissing your forehead.
you whine and paw at his sweats. “alpha.”
“i’m sorry but i’m not taking advantage of you like this.”
you whine and you try rubbing your ass against him.
“no, y/n,” he sighs, gripping your hips so you stop. he adjusts both of you so he sits on his knees between your legs while you lay on your stomach. “i’ll still help you.”
he leans over you and allows you to inhale his scent. your hips buck up against him, covering his sweatpants with slick.
“easy, pretty girl. i’ll give you what you want.”
rubbing the dildo along your hole, he taps it a couple of times on your clit before slowly pushing it in.
“oh fuck, alpha!” you whine as you buck your hips.
“i’m right here, y/n. y’like that don’t you,” he whispers as you moan into your pillow.
his eyes focus on the way the dildo easily glides out of your cunt, slick starting to drip down and wet his fingers. the air is thick with your scent with the lingering heaviness of heat but not as strong as a few days ago.
your hands grip the blanket next to your head.
“is it too much for you, pretty girl?”
“more,” you whine. “please.”
“faster or harder, omega?”
“yes,” you whimper, arching your back more.
katsuki places a hand on your lower back as he moves the toy at your request and leans over you, kisses behind your ear. “you’re such a good omega, y/n.”
you choke on a moan when you cum, whining into your pillow. your hips cant backwards against the toy. “alpha, knot me please!”
katsuki pushes the toy ask the way inside you with a soft pop, grinding the tip of it into your g-spot to draw out your orgasm. your body falls flat on the bed, knees and arms weak but your omega is satisfied.
“good girl,” he whispers, rubbing your sides and kisses your cheek. “you stay here, i’ll go get your food and some water.”
you whine at the mention of katsuki leaving. “nooo,” you mumble. “alpha stay.”
“just relax. imagine this is my knot.” he wiggles the toy and you sigh. ‘it’s not as big but it’ll do.’
katsuki kisses your temple and walks out of the room to get the omurice he made. ‘dammit it’s fuckin’ cold. i might as well just remake her food.’
about ten minutes later, katsuki comes back in with two plates of food. “you awake, pretty girl? y/n?” he calls out as you groan softly.
“alpha?”
“there she is. i brought you food.”
he places a plate on the other side of the bed then goes into your bathroom looking for a washrag so he can clean you up.
once he’s done he helps you sit up and sets you upright, draping an arm over your shoulder while handing you the plate of food. “eat up, pretty girl. can’t have you starve during your heat.”
“such a good alpha,” you mumble with a dased expression.
katsuki chuckles softly and scoops a piece of egg and rice up. “y/n, you gotta eat. open wide for me, pretty girl.”
you rest your head on his shoulder and open your mouth. “ahh,” you groan softly.
“you want me to feed you?” he chuckles after you take the first bite.
“no, i can—i can do it,” you mumble, reaching for the spoon. “this is good.”
“i know,” he chuckles as you drowsily feed yourself.
“what about you?”
“huh?”
“aren’t you gonna eat?”
“not right now, i’m worried about you.”
you pout as you look up at him and scoop some of your rice and move it towards his mouth. “eat.”
“it’s not for me, y/n. thats yo—”
“no, eat.”
he takes a bite, chewing as you take your own bite.
“yay,” you hum taking your own bite before feeding him again. you squirm happily and keep doing this until you finish your food. “oh, there’s no more…”
“are you still hungry?”
“no. can we cuddle some more?”
he takes the bowl away and puts it on the nightstand. “sure.”
you turn around and rest your head on katsuki’s chest. your omega purrs happily at the closeness. “katsuki?”
“yeah?”
“thank you,” you hum.
“no problem, tiny.”
mina returns in the late evening and sees the pair of slides by the door. your scent is in the air but mixed with another.
“y/n? i’m home. who’s car is by the curb?”
mina doesn’t get a response.
“y/n?”
she knocks on your door before peeking her head into your room, instantly holding her nose as she smells yours and katsuki’s heavy intertwined scents with an undertone of sex.
she peeks into your room and sees you wrapped up in your blanket burrito next to katsuki sitting up on your headboard. your head is on his chest while you sleep and he watches netflix. “oh, you two have been busy,” she chuckles. “hi bakugou.”
his head perks up at the sound of the door opening. “you saw nothing,” he glares.
“how is she?”
“satisfied. we didn’t do anything so don’t get any ideas.”
you let out a small snore and shift closer to him, rubbing your face on his chest and purring from his scent.
“i wasn’t worried about that. i’m glad you care about her,” mina smiles as you purr quietly.
“yeah yeah. go tell your boyfriend i’ll be late tonight.”
“i will,” she giggles.
“and don’t go making it a big thing!” he hisses.
she will.
katsuki gently shakes you awake after you’ve been asleep for an hour. “i’ve gotta go, tiny.”
you pout and stop your omega from whining. “do you have to?”
“i’ve gotta go to work tonight, so yeah. i wanted to ask you something before i go? are you free next saturday?”
“saturday? mm, i have a shift but i could sacrifice my day off for a free saturday. why?”
“i wanna spend time with you. my parents have a show that day then i could take you out for dinner.”
“katsuki, i’d like that,” you smile as he looks down at you. he grabs the shirt but you grab the other end. “can i keep it?”
“i have to wear a shirt, tiny.”
you look up at him with big pleading eyes, bottom lip wobbling. katsuki relents and lets it go. “fine. you can keep it.”
“yay!”
“alright, i’ll see you then, pretty girl,” he chuckles and kisses your cheek before climbing out of your bed.
you watch him walk out of the room and swoon softly. “bye…”
the front door shuts and immediately, mina rushes in, flopping onto your bed. “tell me everything. he didn’t take advantage of you during your heat did he?”
“no.” your eyes dart to your drawer. “he didn’t. he was really nice and helpful, he even made me omurice.”
“anything else?”
“we watched netflix together and cuddled. he asked me out on a date for next saturday. now i just have to find something to wear…”
“i have just the thing!” mina squeals.
“i don’t want anything short! mina your clothes aren’t my style.”
“mmm, nevermind. ooh, what about that outfit you bought when katsuki went with us to the mall?”
you think about the pink plaid shirt sitting in the back of your closet with the long-sleeved white shirt. “i would but i don’t want to mess it up.”
“girl, this is the first date you’ve had in ages. wear the skirt.”
“okay okay. i will. now leave, i wanna do…stuff.”
“uh huh. have fun,” mina snickers before walking out and closing the door behind her.
you fish out the shirt from under your blanket and bring it to your nose, shuddering slightly. ‘alpha.’
eijirou hears the front door open as he’s getting ready in his room and peeks out. “hey bakubro. where’s your shirt?”
“don’t worry about it.”
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Gallavich Intro
uh huh, thank you @callivich for these encouragement reblogs post, so here we are!
(nick)Name: Doshi
Age: 22
What made you fall in love with Gallavich?
I mean… gallavich, they're they. Okay, if serious, I just knew about them but never interested in it and don't remember whether I watched this show before or not. But I seen all of seasons attentively only in November 2023. Then I fell into it entirely and completely.
How long have you been a fan?
3.5 months / since November 2023
Favourite Gallavich moment/scene?
oh god, it's hard.. so many really awesome scenes. I want to highlight a few and maybe make a top.
Mickey Watching Over Ian [S04E07] — my s-tier, i love re-watch this scene, i love this song (and i'm so sad that it's been removed from spotify but ok whatever). It's incredibly emotional, that's all. Mickey is so protective, there are so many thoughts on his face. And this silent talk with Svetlana screams very loudly for me. I just like to think that in that moment Mickey is thinking about how much he loves Ian and how glad he is that he's finally here.
"First Time I Felt Anything Since…" [S05E10] — just one more emotional scene before disaster. Really like it and the song is good too.
The Club Kiss [S04E08] — they are so touch starved for each other's. yummy.
"I Gotta Worry. You're My Husband." [S11E04] — it's really sad that this scene was deleted :\
"Rain On Me." [S11E07] — PLEASE they're so domestic and comfort, singing together, what could be better??
idk i just can't stop?? ok i'm quickly pick these important ones for me:
"Don't." [S03E12]
"Ian. Look At Me." [S04E10]
"Sorry I'm Late." [S05E08]
The Dock Scene [S07E10]
"A lot." [S07E11]
Favourite Shameless character apart from Ian and Mickey?
Carl! I actually really love a lot of the characters, but Carl the most. Love his character development, love his sibling bonding with Debbie and how they grew together, as well as his brotherly relationship with his elders. Love his interactions with Mickey and wish there was more. He's so sweet and silly kitty.
I also had a crush on Sandy and would have liked to see more of a storyline with Debbie, but eh.
Do you write or draw or make edits?
I draw!
tag in tumblr / commissions open + other social
Favourite type of Gallavich fics?
I'm absolutely in love for AUs! Before gallavich I didn't realize how much I loved the AUs. It's just amazing and this fandom is amazing because there are so many things I want to read, but there are sooooo many. I love multi-chaps and slowburn! Any universe, the main thing is our boys and tension between them!
Most of all I want to mention my love for texting/social media or something like that. I like it when text messages are inserted into the writing.
I prefer fluff, but I have nothing against angst, only if it is hurt/comfort. I love getting different emotions and I love crying too, but I don't like bad endings.
Favourite Gallavich quote?
"You're Under My Skin, Man."
"What You And I Have Makes Me Free."
"Hit My Husband Again, I'll Fucking Kill You."
"Don't fucking tell me what's impossible! We're taking care of him here. You, me, us. His fucking family.
"Fuck You, Fuck You, And Especially Fuck You!"
Anything else you’d like to share about yourself?
I'm a bit of a shy introverted lurker and didn't understand at all how tumblr blogging system worked until that moment, usually I just threw my art and ran away. But now I'm watching how people do their posts (use a queue?? what). And I wasn't completely sure how to blog with drawings without turning it into something personal, but it seems that's the point of blog?
So I'm just getting used to everything and want to stay in the shameless fandom, because it's very nice to be here. You are all very nice people and I have already become attached to y'all.
Apart from anything else, I have a huge obsession. I constantly read something new that comes into my hands, and I have a lot of ideas for new arts. (I might even want to do an edit, but shhh, I'm not sure I'm really mentally ready yet haha).
So yeah, you are truly amazing and I hope to be more active in the fandom! <3
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Fanworks Con 2023 Vid Premieres Squee Recs
Here’s my squee-and-recs for the @fanworkscon 2023 vidshow Premieres! There’s a few vids that I haven’t found online yet but I still included them because they’re great and I’ll edit the post when I find links. I haven’t managed to watch any of the premieres from the It Follows vidshow yet but for now!! Enjoy the bounty of awesome new vids for many fandoms.
Over 20 recs under the cut!
Some humorous and lighthearted vids...
Don’t Be a Lawyer by starlady
This vid!!! She-Hulk!! To a song from Crazy Ex-Girlfriend. Really nailing the humor of the show, the breaking the 4th wall and it’s just even funnier with this song. I was wheezing the whole fucking time.
Sexy and I Know It by nestra
Oh my god it’s Jamie Tartt from Ted Lasso. I laughed, I wheezed. Jamie Tartt is indeed sexy and he knows it. This is so much fucking FUN.
Four words on the top of your tongue by donteatthebee
Okay apparently this is for this new show called Vice Principals and I have no idea what is gong on in this vid (nobody in chat did either). But what we do know is that Walton Goggins is fucking incredible and you get two middle aged men who love each other and even hump each other on screen and give each other pining and adoring looks? Well of course people’s fannish ears are gonna perk up. Amazing use of Taylor Swift, I still have no idea what’s going on by the end of the vid except that they will do anything for each other. What the fuck was that hot tub scene? Amazing. Also note the amazingly bland and dorky ties they are wearing. I have seen enough to know that I will watch this show.
Odds Are by rhea
Omg this is for 9-1-1 and truly the pinnacle of ODDS ARE. This show is too ridiculous for words. “Struck by lightening” repeats how many times in this song? And every single clip is different lightning!! Everybody goes through so much. Lmao. Beautiful people and family and gay folks and feelings.
Shades of Purple by BlueshiftOfDeath
Vice Principals vid about Gamby and Russell loving each other. There’s also a tiger and some shooting and I still don’t know what is going on but I’m also seeing arson and… Wow there is so much happening. There’s clips in this vid that I didn’t see in the other Vice Principals vid and I am even more intrigued. I’ve also never heard this song before but the vibe of the music is *chefs kiss* Consider me recruited.
Duel of the Fates by jonesandashes, pollyrepeat
Star Wars. I was NOT PREPARED FOR THIS VID. Oh my god I am howling. I was not prepared for the song and… everything else. Literally just giggling and covering my face the whole vid saying “whatttttt??” over and over. This might be the greatest Obi-Wan vid I’ve ever seen. How the glass breaks on the beat at 2:06!!!! Sheer perfection.
At Your Pace by Rhea
9-1-1 show ‘cos that’s where Rhea’s heart lies and it is SO FULL OF LOVE FOR THIS SHOW. This vid is all about Buck and Eddie being an amazingly slashy couple. Also reminded me how I never finished the first season but damn they are so slashy and adorable together. This vid gave me the warm fuzzies and nostalgic slashy feelings.
Amazing vids with Amazing Vibes...
Heated by ultraviolet_catastrophe
BEYONCE VID!!! I haven’t seen a Beyonce fanvid in awhile. All I could think while watching this is just how much fun it must have been going through all the music videos because damn the production quality and style of Beyonce’s music videos is gorgeous and yummy to watch, whewww. Outstanding editing here.
Underworld by VielMouse
Alright so this is Stargate the movie with some video game music from also a 90s game. Someone in chat said “is this what taking acid feels like?” and honestly I think that is the right question to be asking while watching this. Wild and sonorous and, great overlays that really did put me back in 1994. Also Jaye Davidson is so fucking beautiful, my god. Outstanding vid. Love seeing Stargate again. Amazing vibes.
The Wandering Song by periru3
This is a vid for the comic/animation Over the Garden Wall. Which I have no idea what that’s about but this animation is gorgeous and the editing is ALL VIBES for THIS WHOLE SONG.
Hush, Little Baby by bStro
The Sandman vid! INSPIRED song choice for the cover of Enter Sandman. Amazing look at Death, Desire and Johanna Constantine, Lucienne throughout the show with some incredible money shots of Dream of the Endless, of course. But waaahhhh this is supremely epic and satisfying to watch.
Some vids about living in an age of resistance...
A Hazy Shade of Winter by Jayne L (JayneL)
The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance vid! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this vid is epic. This definitely has become the vid that I will forever associate with this song (and I have even vidded this song before, hah). This vid has incredible pacing and uses the stunning visuals of the show so well. I didn’t want to blink the whole time because I didn’t want to miss a single frame. Like, damn. Epic.
The hammer and the nail by stardust_rain
Star Wars. Cassian Andor’s political education. Fuuuuuuuck. Mind the warnings on this vid, naturally, but y’all?? Do you all know how amazing it is to see Thea Gillmore music used in a vid?? Lyrics + tone of the song is so perfect for Andor. The pacing has me nodding and grooving along and it’s definitely a must-watch if you are into the show.
Multi-source vids that will make your jaw drop...
This is It by sandalwoodbox
This is a pan-fandom vid (over 50 sources!!) about characters playing Go. It’s brilliant and it took me about halfway through the vid to actually notice each clip features a character playing black or white and throughout the vid the whole game is progressing, holy fuck, it’s so much fun and the lyrics are bangin’ for it too.
Bicycle Race by seekingferret
Putting a Queen song to ALL THE BICYCLES EVER! There’s so many movies and tv shows in this vid and the progression of bicycle riding and then the moving frames with everyone riding their bicycle just escalates the fun. I keep losing it when I get to the bell chiming section and everyone starts falling off the bicycles, wahaha.
Relationship dynamics like whoa...
A and B Song by mithborien
A new Steve/Bucky vid FROM MITIHBORIEN!! I have been loving mithborien’s vids for an eternity now and oh my god just roll up into the con with a new Steve/Bucky vid and smack me back into my slashy feelings all over again. Tom McRae used to get around in fanvids ages ago but man I was so happy to hear him again for this vid in particular. The lyrical associations are fabulous. I feel wrung out after watching this vid.
Destroying Angels by Tafadhali
Yellowjackets. Shauna/Jackie, fucked up teenage sapphics and cannibalism. This show is so fucked up and this vid doubly so, for all the right bad reasons whew. I was watching this and literally muttering “oh fuck” every 15 seconds. The vocalist is eerie, the underlying instrumentation during the verses is HAUNTING and foreboding. This vid does not pull any punches. The lyrics about ink and blood on her shoes and icy skin?? It’s a very intense vid..
Grandpa Never Gives Up His Money by ghost_lingering
OMG NEW GHOST LINGERING VID!! This is for the 2018 film Trust about Paul Getty’s family. Whew the content warnings. Eat the rich. What an incredible use of The Beatles, too. The tonal shift at 1:15 is killer and holy crap this vid just keeps going and going and GOING and everything gets worse and…what a fucking rollercoaster, holy fuck. I’ve never seen this film but goddamn. A great vid for a fucked up family and movie. I’m kind of obsessed with the edits on the guitar in the last minute of this vid, too. Incredible stuff.
Don’t Take the Money by Anoel - not uploaded yet I don’t think? Will edit this post when I find the video online. Tag me if you see it!
This is a Succession siblings vid and honestly I was not sure what to expect because I thought it was going to be the original song but it’s actually an MTV Unplugged cover featuring The Bleachers and Lorde. And oh my god it just really epitomizes how much the right cover can do wonders for a vid idea. Jesus Christ. These siblings got so fucked up and fucked over by Logan and that just hurts even more when you see all the human moments the siblings have for each other in this vid.
Heartwrenchingly beautiful and aching vids...
Man is Not Made by His Fractures by videobaths - also not uploaded yet? If someone sees this online somewhere please tag me??
Moon Knight vid!! “A man is not made by his fractures; he is able to mine them as a chance to emerge whole.” Aw, I really fucking love Oscar Isaac’s portrayal of Marc. This is a song I’ve never seen vidded before! Lil’ Was X’s Tales of Dominica. “Sometimes you’re angry / sometimes you’re hurting / sometimes you’re all alone.” If that isn’t the epitome of Marc’s life I don’t know what it is. Spectacular editing through and through.
Live to Tell by AurumCalendula
Star Trek TOS, Animated Original Series and Star Trek Discovery. A whole vid focusing on the Guardian of Forever! And the portal and the characters who go through the portals. Aurum’s cropping of the disco footage was so interesting and I think it did a lot to help it fit in with the other footage because everything is filmed so differently. But Aurum always makes my heart sing or ache and this is no exception. The difficulties of saying goodbye, aaaaahHHHhhh, just masterful storytelling here.
I Remember Damage by ohvienna
An Ilsa Faust fanvid using a voice over from Station Eleven. Voiceover vids as the main audio track can be hit or miss for me but damn this really hit me. Just nailing the hurt and pain and perseverance in the face of unbeatable odds and coming back to your person time and time again. Fucking realness here.
The World You Thought You Lived In by BeatriceEagle
This is: Adventure Time, Stargate SG-1, Farscape, The Magicians and Star Trek: The Next Generation. This vid explores what it is like for characters who are trapped living an entire life during a day. Heartwrenchingly beautiful. And painful! Cause then they lean into living out their life. But then the day ends and the characters have to go back to their other life. Aaaah, “say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in.” 😭😭😭😭 Very good pain.
Thousand Eyes by nu_breed_vids (nu_breed)
This is a Korean TV show 손 : The Guest (TV). Åppears to be horror and trauma and really walloping the main character with the angst and whump. Mind the vidder notes/tags. In fact the vidder tagged this “Yoon Hwapyung is a whump magnet” which seems to track. The song choice is so ominous and slow-burn-y and goddamn, I’m not sure if this is some kind of demonic possession or whatever but I gotta check it out. The instrumental section with the drums and escalating strings is so TERRIFYINGGG with the blood and pain and losing himself. My god.
Blow your mind intense vids...
Psycho by lolachrome
长月烬明 | Till the End of the Moon (TV). A new Lola vid!! This is so fucking lush and gorgeous and the fucking attitude of this devil god character is fucking dreamy and intoxicating and terrifying at the same time.
Reincarnation by ExtraPenguin
Star Wars sequel trilogy. Rey vid!! This is a constructed reality vid about Rey being the reincarnation of Anakin. The editing on this is so fucking slick and intense and incredible. So warning for lots of quick cuts and later flickering lightening shots. Oh my god. The intercutting between Rey and the original trilogy footage. I am foaming at the mouth. This vid is a (ahem) force to be reckoned with. It’s so cool and interesting to see Star Wars canon get recontexualized for this concept. And it’s executed so well!! Do watch if you are a Star Wars fan.
Never forget the antiheroes and misfits...
Antihero by theletterelle
Loki vid! It’s exhausting to always be rooting for the antihero. Oh, this is definitely reawakening my Loki feelings. The lyrics (especially the chorus!!) are so good for Loki. Do love, will watch again.
Superstar by sandalwoodbox
A Nimona vid!! To Tegan and Sara! Oh holy fuck, I’ve come to expect and hope for awesome vids for this movie but this one is dark and still grooving with the beat. I did not expect this song to work so well with fame and propaganda. Oh my god, Gloreth's betrayal and Nimona and all the fallout with that. My. Goddddd. "I saw my first angel and it was you" omg NIMONA. Goddamn, these lyrics really punch you in the face.
#fanvid#fanvids#fanvideo#fan video#fanworkscon#fanworkscon 2023#vid rec#video edit#vidding#vids#kuwdora recs#will i ever be able to format things for tumblr on by the third attempt? probably not#anyway i have many feelings and here are some of them.#an actual post that i finished and remembered to share. i need a sticker to commemorate the day
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tuesday!
another two-weeker because i forgor last week but it's not actually that beefy
listening:
metric albums formentera from 2022 and formentera ii from 2023 are full of good earworms. favorite songs: all comes crashing, enemies of the ocean, oh please; just the once, days of oblivion, who would you be for me ... idk all of formentera ii is really really good. easily could list all those songs as favorite. just love a good synth! just incredibly catchy albums.
i got back into the podcast sweetbitter; i listened to the first season on sappho not long after it started, but fell off when they started season 2 on pirates. i'm listening to that one now and i'm enjoying it! i'm a little leery of season 3's topic (christian bible) but i feel like they do a good and sensitive job of covering information in general. the podcast hasn't actually updated in ages which is interesting, i'm not sure if they're just on hiatus or if it's like...done? i can't seem to find any information on it, there are some tweets that were posted on reddit about it that are now deleted, maybe there was a falling out??? it's possible they say something in the most recent episode (may of last year) about a hiatus but it's not in the episode notes...in any case, god i hate the ads they have. they're so stuck in my head in the worst way possible. 0/10 on that front. get that coin but please choose less obnoxious/a wider variety of ads (i know that's not always in their control but yk).
reading:
finished mdzs. restarted svsss but it's been sideburnered for a few days while i play catchup on work.
watching:
finished kill la kill with the boyf...am caught up to dunmesh...been passively absorbing the black list because my roommate has been watching it...
playing:
fallow but i really wanna do disco elysium soon for Real
making:
pottery has been on a planned 2-week break between sessions so no reports here! i did go in briefly for open studio to attach a handle and re-trim some of my citrus juicer. otherwise, really haven't done much...i restrung a necklace for my mom as a birthday gift a few weeks ago, and i have been drawing a little again! some dunmeshi fanart, some concepts for a painting i want to do.
eating:
fairly boring - two weeks ago was in florida with my grandma and that eating is always notably bland. last week my roommate and i fuck-it-we-balled a bit so it was a lot of tuna salad and adjacent things, this week we got some more recipes rolling in though. last night we did a off-the-cuff vaguely-thai rice noodle and tofu thing that was real yummy but not the most filling because there was like no fat in it. definitely could use a different protein or something to juice it up.
misc:
doing okay! valiantly played homework catch-up this past week! excited to go back to pottery tmrw, thinking about upcoming wedding gifts to make!
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FOR MY ICHIINI FANS HERE YOU GO
WARNING : SWEARING
Second: Hey Darling
Yoichi: Yea babe?
Second: Im bored
Yoichi: hmm me too
Second: Wanna go to bed~?
Yoichi: Sure~
Third ,third wheeling : I fucking hate you both ,Do you have to do this every night 😭? Well how nice i love being here so much im totally not going to hear unholy noises and get so much sleep...I want to move out so much...
AT NIGHT
Unholy noises....
Third: i fucking hate my life....
Hikage: You good?
Third: Yes im perfectly fine , not ,i hate this WHY DO THEY DO IT EVERY NIGHT.
Hikage: Well its your problem now i just came here to get some water im so happy to have one of the farthest rooms
Third: No shit i would be happy too, but instead i get the closest room to them!!!!!
Hikage: Well to bad deal with it....Because i aint changing my room maybe you can ask someone else even tho they aren't going to agree its worth a shot right?
Third: I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE JUST GET OUT ALREADY..
Hikage: Ok, ok chill i will good night....
Third, so done with his life: WHAT DO YOU MEAN GOOD NIGHT.....
Third puts on headphones and puts his volume to the brim and puts on a song so he can get some sleep because its already 4 am
IN THE MORNING
Second gets up early
Second: Hey guys how did you all sleep?
Everyone except Third: Good
Third DONE WITH EVRYTHING
Third: WHAT DO YOU THINK HUH? WHY EVERY NIGHT? I BARELY MANAGED TO GET ANY SLEEP BECOUSE OF YOU AND YOICHI
Second: CALM DOWN WHAT DID WE DOOOO?
Third: WHAT DID YALL DO LAST NIGHT HUH ITS BECOUSE OF YOU I CANT SLEEP BECOUSE YALL DO IT EVERY NIGHHHHT.....
Second: ....YOU HEARD....
Third: NO SHIT
THIRD STARTS TO BEAT UP SECOND
Second: IM SORRY IM SORRY
Yoichi wakes up barely walking
Yoichi: Hmm....What's with all the noise in the morning?
Third: WHATS WITH ALL THE NOISE AT NIGHT HUH?
Yoichi: calm down its to early and we will get you a room that's the furthest, you know you could've just asked and we could've given it to you before. And let go of second..
Third: OH THANK GOD I CAN NOT BE IN THAT ROOM AGAIN !
Yoichi: yeah no problem now what's for breakfast?
En: we are having toast
Yoichi: oo yummy
En , Nana , Banjo , Midoriya and AllMight : So.... What happened last nigh?
Third: YOU DONT WANNA KNOW
Hikage: Yeah, listen to third you don't wanna know....
AFTER THAT DAY THIRD HAD PEACE AND GOOD REST BECAUSE HE DOSNT HAVE TO HEAR YOICHI AND SECOND DOING THAT ALL NIGHT AGAIN .......
#yoichi x second#ichiini#ichini#duo holders#i love them lol#second ofa user#bnha#ichinii#yoichi shigaraki#second#ofa users#yourwelcomemyichiinifans#fanfict#yoichixsecondfanfict#my hero academia#mha#boku no hero academia#bhna#bhna fanfiction#ofausers#nana shimura#hikage#banjo#midoriya#allmight#en#third#thirddonewithhislife#happythird#newroomforthird
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Hi! Can i ask for Zuttomo + aia where reader sees their new outfits and get really flustered at them(separate) bc i love all of their new outfits smmmmmmmmm!
lyra's notes -> ughggh i had sm fun making this I LOVE ZUTTOMO RAAAAAHH and im sorry i didnt know how to write aia's part so she wasn't included :(
pairings -> zuttomo x gn! reader
genre -> scenario, fluff
song -> pleaser - wallows (nothing to do with the fic just what im listening to rn)
warnings -> established relationship, food mentions
PETRA GURIN ->
going to an aquarium in the spring with your girlfriend was already a fun day out, but now it was exponentially more so. she was dressed so adorably that you could hardly take your eyes off her! from her cute and frilly dress to her cream colored jacket to the way her hair was styled, she was absolutely adorable! you ended up with a lot of pictures of her on your phone that day, that's for sure. the best two by far were one of her standing in front of one of the aquarium's tanks with the cute creatures swimming toward her. the picture ended up being a little artistic in nature because her back was facing you in the dimly lit room, but it was absolutely beautiful. the second picture was just her sitting under the spring cherry blossoms and drinking a soda with a happy look in her icy blue eyes.
REIMU ENDOU ->
her new swimsuit is so adorable! your phantom girlfriend looks so, SO adorable playing on the beach with you. her soft, white hair tied behind her in two braids that didn't end until just below her knees was so tempting to play with oh my god. her outfit is very beachy, but nothing stops her from wearing it out in public too for an outing on a warm summer day! even if it's just getting ice cream then going swimming, any time spent with your girlfriend is well worth it, right? she doesn't exactly swim, she more or less just floats on a doughnut raft and talks with you, but imagine doing that late into the night. just floating together and looking at the stars.
ENNA ALOUETTE ->
imagine going apple picking with her on one of those crisp fall days. laughing and making jokes on the car ride to and from there, baking yummy treats and warm foods together. enna will even do a little twirl in her dress, and that's the most fanservice you will probably ever get. imagine making hot chocolate with her and baking desserts, oughh it would be so fucking cute. making apple pie (if you like it, if not then some other kind of dessert) with enna is very chaotic but ends up being cute when she shows her more soft side. donning her glasses and taking off her heavy overcoat, she'll still laugh and joke with you while the both of you collaborate to make a warmly flavored and yummy dessert!
MILLIE PARFAIT ->
playing in the snow with her! imagine taking walks in the mid winter in the light, powdery snow with cups of coffee or other warm drinks in hand. it will quickly devolve into throwing snow at each other. there's not enough yet for a proper snowball fight, so you and millie end up just chucking half-handfuls of snow at each other. your laughs and giggles echo slightly on the cold night her frilly skirt swirls around as the both of you eventually run inside as the snowstorm kicks up in intensity. you'd end up just drinking hot drinks and sitting with her cat and watching movies together.
#lyr.fic#nijien x reader#nijisanji en#nijisanji x reader#nijien#zuttomo#zuttomo x reader#zuttomo x you#i need more zuttomo content for fics now raaaah#petra gurin#petra gurin x reader#petra gurin x you#reimu endou#reimu endou x reader#reimu endou x you#enna alouette#enna alouette x reader#enna alouette x you#millie parfait#millie parfait x reader#millie parfait x you
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some of isa's favorite kpop bsides ! not in any specific order (¬_¬)
y si fuera ella ( shinee ) - one of the best covers of this song wbk!! and okay maybe its not originally a kpop song but god does it slap!! have cried to this song sm times you may as well make it a drinking game 😊👍 (guess how many times isa has cried to y si fuera ella shinee cover ver) (don't) (you'll get alcohol poisoning)
cool with you ( newjeans ) - every song on this album is a 10/10 tbh (ESPECIALLY GET UP LIKE COME ON) but im going to be honest this song just makes me very smiley 😊 everything abt it makes me feel insanely joyous i LOVE newjeans my bffs 🙏
i'll make you cry ( aespa ) - I'LL MAKE YOU CRYYYYYYYY, queens!!! making people sob and sounding good doing it 🙏 every time winter sang i started glitching in real time not fake 🙁 imyc better than lucid dream real!!!
round and around ( jo yuri ) - she knew this song wouldve lead to my death thats why she only made it one minute 😢 oh im so DIZZYYYYY 😖 would sell half of my right leg for a full round and around pls yuri ik its hiding somewhere in the studio 😞
love o'clock ( wjsn ) - ITS SO FUN!! ITS JUST SO FUN!! only ot13 wjsn song in my playlist shameful 🙁 but anyways my girl yeonjung did what she had to do and thank god she did!! they just all sound so joyful i love when women are happy 😠!!!
make me go ( twice ) - love me love me now love me love me good.. AHSGSHSSHA 🙁 the whole more&more album is SOO UNDERRATED YET SO GOOD GIVE IT MORE LOVE?!-&1?-?-?? mina's voice throughout the whole song 🤭 my wife did so well……
oxygen ( twice ) - ANOTHER MORE&MORE SONG YES!!!!! i really really really really want 😢… this song put me through the whole of 2021 easily my most depressed year and i just heard that lalalalalalala at the beginning and i was 😊
sweet talking baby ( girls generation ) - YES YES GIRLS GENERATION!!! literally one of the best songs on the album (boys & girls comes as a close second 😒) one of their most underrated songs fr more sweet talking baby appreciation dyk how much this song has got me through 😡!?-?-&—???? (lying)
salty ( the boyz ) - truly couldnt make a list without this song 🙏 there's a reason no person in the deobi fandom hates this song, it's literally so yummy like i need to CONSUME this song
will i ever see you again? ( red velvet ) - this one is kinda funny bc i didnt really like it when i first listened to it……. BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT HATE ANY RV RELEASES LIKE COME ON?? IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN 🙁 isa #1 will i ever see you again fan real
melting point ( zerobaseone ) - TOUCH TOUCH 심장이 BLUSH BLUSH 두 볼이 RUSH RUSH LIKE DO YOU HEAR THOSE BARS 🫨???? zb1 actually made this song for me guys gunwook and taerae were thinking of me in the studio when they were both FUCKING IT UP IN THERE!!! cutest song ever hello i listen to it almost everyday and im not ashamed 🫢
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Today was the most lovely of them all
Ok. ok it was crazy. first of all. the weather..... ohhh my god. beautiful. sunny. lovely. there was so much driving and cool breezes and giggling with glee and cute dogs and adventures and yummy snacks.
second of all. i had 2 first period spares which would usually mean i start class at 1:00pm BUT i accepted a slot to tour a family at 8:45 so i was there for that. this was my last tour of the year and i really put my all into it (it lasted AN HOUR) and i think the family actually liked me
while i was doing my tour my friend was sitting in the library and when i stopped in she lifted up her phone which read "do you want to go to tim's after this". im never one to decline a drive anywhere or coffee when i havent had breakfast. i got an apple fritter and a black iced coffee (bliss). BUT while we were there. who did i spot. but people doing fucking geomatics (the program i didnt apply to but got accepted to at waterloo) so we took a silly photo with them. then she drove me back to school and had to go to english :(
BUT she left me with our other friend who had a spare like i did. so since it was such a lovely day we skipped/ran all the way to the beltline and to the tree we discovered a couple weeks ago. sat and listened to music :)
then it was time to help our friends with their promposals. BUT there wasn't enough room in the car for everyone we needed so i climbed in the trunk. turns out i love the trunk. like a rollercoaster ride and fun and cozy and i loved it. also one of the dates hadn't ever been seen in person and was 10x hotter than photos. so amazing.
then when we got back the rest of my friends had spares and went to get boba soo i was totally bummed because i had to go to 3rd period. but when i got to 4th there was a bubble tea waiting for me (eeeeeeeek)
then i had to stay out of the house until after 5. so my friends and i went to sushi (i didnt get any bc im SKINT) so while we were sitting around waiting for a friend to get out of her ap bio exam. this rlly cute guy walked by. and 2/4 of us found him cute... but i was totally not there for that. so blah blah she tried to work up the courage to ask him out and stuff. when she finally did he had JUST walked away. but still cute good times.
so then our ap bio friend was starving and our other friend left so we all went to chipotle so me and ap bio friend could eat (used order ahead with family uber eats... very sneaky) absolutely scrumptious and i love that area of the city
+ the friend driving always rolls the windows down and my friend on aux has sublime music taste so it was just. so much fun
on the way to chipotle the 2 friends in front got the idea to go see challengers. 1 friend had already seen it but was determined to see it 3 times... so that comes up later
here i called my friend and had the funniest fucking conversation because everyone around me could only hear one half (you just woke up... oh no the dogs... chicken sandwiches... well tampon is #1..... no you don't have school tomorrow.... yeah no its next week now.... lucky i called you... the new season is out?!)
then after chipotle we drove down to the theatre and dropped one of us off along the way. and on the way there i rolled down my window to rest my head on it and look out and the wind was just so perfect and i felt so nice and i loved the song that was playing and it was just... yeahhhhhhh
also my friend called me asking to hang out on the way there and i just felt really loved
THEN OBVIOUSLY CHALLENGERS WAS AMAZING AND WHEN SHE GOES TO SEE IT FOR A 3RD TIME IM COMING. ALSO SHE BOUGHT MY TICKET BECAUSE AGAIN TOTALLY SKINT SO YIPPEE THATS A WIN. THANKS TO ALL MOM FRIENDS OUT THERE
then we listened to inhaler on the drive back to my place for some water (specifically these are the days which felt SO fitting). my friend was shuffling her favourite songs and one i showed her came up so. almost cried there. (She's a Jar- Wilco). We had been seeing really cute dogs all day because it was finally nice out enough and we saw the ultimate fluffiest friendliest dog on the drive back.
my step mom happened to arrive at the EXACT. SAME. TIME. and creepily followed us making spooky noises just to freak us out.
after a bit everyone went home but just. ugh. the day was so perfect and wonderful im like high on it. and i had to transcribe the entire thing.
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🔮 honey - samia 🔮
welcome! to! the! first! installment! of! turntable takes!!! that’s a working title i think it’s cute. idk <3 to start this off i took a request from my wife @missnoirr herself <3 thanks tiana i love you !!! this is not going to be well written or concise and i also don’t know much about the specifics of music theory. sorry guys
genre: pop, indie rock
kill her freak out
ooooooh this is good. keys throughout the beginning are insanely thematic and fit really well with her beautiful voice! the layering is gorgeous! the lyrics hurt me and are very filmcore to me, fitting perfectly with the music <3 the little distortion bits about halfway through are so tasteful. yummy. the layering growing and the volume getting louder? love. chiming strings are lovely. atmosphere insane !!!! warbling keys at the end i owe my life to you <3
charm you
immediately struck by the acoustic guitar and the layered vocals. beautiful. bass and drums pick up and it’s a vibe !! oooooooooh god falsetto in the background fucks! he lil upticks at the end of some phrases are mesmerizing. lyrics are fun! and so earnest at parts! two tracks in samia already has a gorgeous voice.
pink balloon
stripped down piano and vocals immediately i’m in love. jesus these lyrics are. something else and presented in a way that captures the emotion of the song. feels kinda nostalgic and youthful which absolutely adds to it. jesusssssss the heartbreak the reality of it. the ending phrases are going to
murder me.
mad at me (featuring papa mbye)
OOOO fun lil intro with a good beat and keys!! voice is so effortless this is insane. loving the distortion and the CRACKLY GUITAR. so nice. goooood!!!! all of these lyrics so far are incredibly real and feel so coming of age and youthful. papa mbye has such a smooth voice it’s so pleasing to me? and it works insanely well with samia’s???also love the interplay between the two with the lyrics. lovely
sea lions
screaming “porn kills love outside your window with the adventists” was a fun sexy lil starting line and immediately endeared me. cause yeah. also starting the phrase with just her voice then adding the bass-heavy keys is such a good choice. also this is just painting such a picture of a nasty breakup with someone you still care for and it’s killing me right now! beautiful. samia QUEEN OF LAYERING. WOAH. DISTORTION BREAKDOWN INTO SOME DRUM BEATS AND SYNTH. this is so funky but the chiming keys still feel sooooo youthful and hopeful !!! very intrigued at what the spoken parts near the end mean and might look into it further but samia’s voice is beautiful on top of it. probably one of my favourites on the album so far.
to me it was
ohhhhhhh fade in from the last song with some pretty acoustic guitar. this feels like a story or letter adressed to someone and gives very much the impression of anxiety and coming into one’s own with someone else by your side. beautiful. very emotionally evocative with some beachy guitar and fun slides. this one might be the realest one i think. ALTO HARMONY JESUS that was nice. more layering and harmonies and it feels so nostalgic and so hopeful!!!! this is beautiful. a little spoken part that gives a slice of life that transitions into another language!!!
breathing song
ooooooo. separated synthy parts at the beginning and her vocals (autotuned but so tastefully!) shine so beautifully. twinkling notes mixing beautifully with the bass-heavy synths then the piano picks up on top of that? raindrops! these lyrics….. very evocative and make me think of an unhealthy relationship and working through the mental health aspect of it. OH instrumental cuts out and samia belts so desperately…. gorgeous. ABRUPT CUT ??? queen
honey
so lovely. acoustic guitar strumming pretty quick and light and the lyrics are VERY night out with the girls after a long week and the world just falls away. so hopeful but at the same time there’s… a note of melancholy that i can’t help but feel? layered harmony and drums kicking in, this is so feel-good. BASS BASS BASS. GOD YUM? cute lil riff underneath? oooooooh. male harmony underneath transitioning into what sounds like a choir. beautiful beautiful beautiful. this is truly like. 2am at a party you don’t want to stop!
nanana
ohhhhhh god. the lyrics on this one…. starts out hurting lots!!! “trying not to cry while the choir sings bleak midwinter cause they believe in something” ohhhhhh. sweet little guitar plucking with the slightest bit of feedback/electricity filtering through. feels like a bit of a lullaby. PICKING UP WITH SOME BASS AGAIN i love this !!! still feels very ethereal and honestly like looking out of the window during winter and watching the snowflakes fall, contemplative and depressed and can’t look away. WHISPERS IN THE BACKGROUND and instruments and vocals harmonizing with her voice. CUTE MALE CHOIR MOMENT with a soft “hey boys” introduction, and i love that their voices aren’t as polished.
amelia
keys!!!! soft vocals with a bit of rasp filtering through is scratching my brain quite nicely !!! OOOOO !!! fun drum beats and layering with some pretty guitar! her voice kinda phasing in and out is so nice! another really exciting song that feels like FUN. samia’s higher register is my favourite thing that’s insane !!!! lower guitar riffing hidden in the background provides such a nice harmony there. PULSATING SYNTHY BURST. WHEW.
dream song
ooooooo. pretty pretty lower guitar mixing so well with her voice, transitioning into an ascending little riff that goes back down. layered harmonies get me INSANE!!!! this song sounds like feeling on top of the world with someone no matter how impulsive or reckless it is. beautiful contemplative lyrics <3
thoughts: beautiful beautiful album perfect for coming of age movies, breakups and scream-crying about!!! i love the way samia uses layering and the keys, and the way the song progresses and gets more complex and deeper/bassier! fun poppy indie mix!!! samia’s lyrics go so hard and they’re subtle sometimes in that you hear it, take a quick second to process it and feel your heart drop a little <33
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Sentence Starters But They're Things We've Said To Each Other: Part Two
"Unless you wanna god mod Phil Vischer."
"Eat something yummy!"
"Eat something you hate, it grows character ."
"I am… how you say… overwhelmed."
"Gimme an hour to finish this season."
"He’s going crazy so I’m taking him for a walk."
"I’m making pasta if that inspires you at all."
"Are you that fella archibald cheated on his wife with?"
"What did he do? I don’t even remember."
"Genuinely, I think that’s my t-shirt."
"We’re in our dark season."
"I didn’t know ten was the limit."
"The way I just mapped out a whole scenario."
"The only thing I’m blurry on is what Miss Acmetha knows."
"Good luck with church."
"Omg there’s literally no excuse to be referencing Taylor swift anymore."
"And then I remembered I fucking killed her."
"Dad Asparagus really went from 'wow I’m a wife guy and a dad' to 'being a widow is my personality hobby and full time job now'"
"Hey, what kinda freak is Allknowingveggie?"
"God forbid I say the word innocent."
"God help us all but you’re getting what you get."
"Oh wait, is it cucumber privilege?"
"He’s a hot mess, I love his cringe shit."
"The tomato is steamed."
"My neighbour has a skeleton."
"Everyone bases their Tomato racism specifically on bullying Bob."
"Have you considered not burning it?"
"I’m a hater."
"I’m a lover."
"I’m a fighter."
"MONEY?"
"Grow the fuck up and block me with your whole chest."
"Someone who wanted to break them up."
"MR. JUICY!"
"I’d rather just make the soup but living here is weird."
"And they’re all in the sink."
"Little bit of a cucumber party."
"Yet I remember so many boys."
"Not shameful, just out of pocket and unnecessary."
"I thought lay pipe was like, smoke crack."
"Larry would be too embarrassed to fuck to his own song, be for fucking real."
"I hate it because of the Larry and Madame Blue implications."
"You’ve heard of bees?"
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wait hi....... I hope you don't mind me asking WHSHHWHDHWH but with the himeru event soon I was just wondering, how do you get enough points for the card???? I have no idea what I'm doing (DOTN HAVE TO ANSWER)
OH DEAR BROTHER OH DEAR GOD I CAN FINALLY SHARE MY TIERING KNOWLEDGE WITH THE WORLD... OK SOOO!!! normal events are usually so much more boring than tours (tho less tiring if you arent insane like me.) becayse its unfortunately all about point grinding. for this the best thing you can do is build a team and select a song that can guarantee high scores!! my strongest team is a red one and the song that works best for me is kiss of life (red bonus + member bonus from my tatsumi and hiiro 5 stars + expert full combo which gives more points than hard = YUMMY SCORE) with this, based on the bp you use you'll get points!!! ALSO ALSO IMPORTANT BEFORE WE MOVE ON!! there is also the scout bonus from the event scout! its luck based and i fucking hated using it which unfortunately led to me spending Way more than i should on events. sighs. but if you have enough luck youll be able to increase your points by a LOT so i recommend at least doing 20-30 pulls to guarantee at least the three stars and four star (tho if you really want the event scout card you can always go for more pulls. be free❤️) aside from usual lives theres also the event live that you can access through live passes (was that their name.), you can do one for 100 passes and you can multiply the points by using more passes!! usually around the time the event is about to end you'll be able to use more and more passes (by the final days i think you are able to multiply by 20 which is . a lot JDKAKRJSN) SO YEAH THERES THAT, also starry lives and work are very important, starry lives work basically the same except you can now play the event song with your passes to get some extra points And work gives some nice extra points too!! they may not make a big difference at first but believe me during the course of the event you'll notice how much of a difference they make❤️ doing the 3.5 million points over the course of the event is Way more viable and easy, you can set 500,000 point goals per day and be able to get the five star! it ensures you get some free bp over time and also ensures you spend less dia sooo if you arent insane you can always go for that. if you ARE insane and want more than one copy Erm. idk what to tell you im just about to try that path out HEJSNFHBSH
#always recommended to watch some videos about this since there are some that do help a lot and also i am very bad at explaining🔥#HOPE THIS WAS. SOMEWHAT UNDERSTANDABLE. DMDKAJRJEB
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LOUD SCREAMING HOLY SHIT AAAAAAAA
To try to dictate my thoughts first of all zombie plot hell yeah dude the puff ball and golf ball scene amazing
Pie fucking Pie cameo I love her dammit dictation isn’t picking up my words correctly. It’s making me so angry because I’m already full of emotions from the episode. Hello the numbers are canon and one is here they were in the fucking moon
So nine skateboard and I haven’t seen them skating since they lost their shades, so I’m wondering if Four just stole it and kept it in the art room I like the conclusion of eraser in teardrops rivalry, ending similar to what Blocky and Woody had
I am loving the friendship that Junior and eight ball has, as well as David and Roboty
I love that Two’s elimination area kind of resembles the Hey Two song’s art style. And don’t get me started Gaty caring a lot about Two. In my previous post intentioned that for an ex, and Clark’s little fishing trip is very gay and silly. It was a nice absurd joke break for the seriousness of the episode. I loved when rubber spatula recovered snowball just to bite him and fuck dude the spotty Wi-Fi in the steakhouse causing fuck sorry I just remembered that the flash back scene said April 2020 and one exploding out of the moon is present day so a lot of shit happened between that three years of shit to be specific. Oh my fucking God I screamed so loud that reveal it’s literally almost midnight. I have a sore throat there are people sleeping in the adjacent rooms and the baby in the house. I am the worst housemate ever fucking hell. I tell you what the episode genuinely tired me out from all of the emotions and I’m ready to go to bed, but can we talk about Pen and Eraser I’m so ready to put TV on my shipping chart. She’s already on there with robot flower as mechanical minds gods and robot flower teaming up with the zombies. Hilarious.
David and Roboty the sillies he cares so much. Also, I think it’s interesting That Bracelety understands him they’re on the same wave length good for them good for them and fucking Match and Pencil. My girlies got split up but it’s okay because they can spend as much time together when they get out as they want. And judging by the timeline, they’ve probably escaped by now and are having their gay little lesbian dates and trying to smooth things over with Bubble with Ruby‘s help and Flower too they were probably so confused about Flower being such a different person than she was when they were eliminated.
Yall, I’m so fucking autistic about these gay ass inanimate fucking objects and I love it. I was literally biting my cushion while watching the episode. I stopped drawing I dropped my tablet. It’s OK though nothing broke. It was not that big of a fall. Fuck guys I have a headache. And that’s all the thoughts I have for now I didn’t hear it probably because I was screaming, but One said something because they have a voice credit at the end of the Stinger.
 After I’ve decided that I’m done with this I’m going to peruse the spoilers tag for yummy yummy content and try to be quiet 
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