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obscurecharactershowdown · 10 months

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Semi-Finals

[image ID: the first image is of the cover for the Hello from the Hallowoods podcast. it depicts the silhouettes of trees, and a large creature emerging from behind them. it's furry, with many red eyes, horns, large antlers, and a clawed hand raised up, as if waving at the viewer. above the creature, in the middle of a red gun sight, reads: "Hello." in red text. the second image is of No Significant Harassment, a shadowy figure standing behind a sleeping pink-red, fox-like creature. their green hands seem to be holding up the floating creature. end ID]

Diggory Graves

Convinced they only lost the deadguydeathmatch because not enough people knew about them. A bit of a Frankenstein's monster scenario. Uses they/them pronouns, is dating a ghost trans man. Despite their intimidating appearance they are lovely and would go to the ends of the Earth for their friends. Their arms are for hugs and their claws are for fighting

No Significant Harassment

They're just a silly little guy. A jokester. Significant harassment if you will. Anyway, a more in depth run down: They're a city sized supercomputer built by a Buddhist adjacent society to figure out how to transcend the 'Great Cycle' (semi-metaphorical cycle of death and rebirth) in a safer way than the previous method (submerging oneself in the 'void sea' which is a mysterious golden liquid that dissolves whatever it touches). Despite being built for this express purpose NSH never really shows a pressing interest in ascension, even cracking jokes about those who are still looking for a solution. Whether this is due to indifference, dislike of, or humor to cope with being unable to ascend is not clear and really up to interpretation. Example: NSH: I wish them super good luck in that endeavor. How is it going to happen? Have the overseers gnaw through bedrock until their entire can crashes down in the void sea? BSM: Please be respectful when speaking of the Void Sea. Grey Wind, where did you hear this? CW: I really shouldn't say. He's going to attempt some sort of breeding program. Thought you might want to know. NSH: Haha with the slimers, lizards and etceteras? Surely the answer was in a lizard skull all along! He's very flippant, but does care very intensely for those close to him. NSH: Moon? It's me again. NSH: I do not know if you are receiving these. Please signal in any way you can. NSH: I need to talk to you. I need to know you're okay. NSH: … NSH: Its difficult for us to assist you over this distance. NSH: Even more difficult for us to do anything in the midst of these tantrums. NSH: Were going to try everything that we can. NSH: Just hold on a little longer. (Context for previous convo: They genetically engineered a super organism of a slugcat (the species you play as in Rain World) to help reset his coworker/sibling after her collapse and restart her systems. He was so desperate to fix her that he accidentally messed up the slugcat's (Hunter) genetic code and as a result it became riddle with the Rot (relatively similar to aggressive cancer) :( which parallels his other coworker/siblings condition who also has the rot. ) He canonically uses he/they pronouns too! Nonbinary swag! NSH has major internet troll vibes. He has sent a data pearl of "something distasteful" to his neighbors on several(?) occasions and causes chaos. If he had access to the wider internet he'd probably be an influencer So…yeah! Vote NSH this website likes the allure of heavy machinery and stuff like that so… there you go. Kind of a blorbo. End post.

#obscurecharactershowdown #obscure poll #semi finals #diggory graves #hello from the hallowoods #no significant harassment #rain world

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the-s1lly-corner · 6 months

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Uhh i request you

<-forgot everything about creepypasta after stopping reading fanfics

Uhhhhhhh

...slenderman uhhhhm meeting reader who is the same.. species? Found family????? Reader being chipper and welcoming?? Artistic and calming?? Basically um. I dunno. They also live in the woods and collect poor souls, helping them cope and detach from this world??????

I am.. stoopid.

Slenderman x slender-person!artistic!reader ! (found family)

dusts out my slenderman hcs as well as my au ideas on him aheehee ahoo speed running this since i just put my first round of macarons into the oven and im too impatient to wait until theyre done baking for me to write this NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT

okay but im getting this idea out of the way before i forget. imagine the reader, instead of doing paintings and stuff for the "artist" thing they make little structures and statues and stuff and have them around in your area. of course theyre all made with forest material; mud, sticks, pinecones, ect ect i dont know, i just love the nature aesthetic with this idea and rrrraaaaaAAAAH

for some reason or another, you make your home in the same woods THE slenderman lives in; or perhaps it was the otherway around? regardless, it doesnt take long for you to become aware of one another....

okay but how funny would it be if you guys bonded over your annoyances over people collecting your stuff. people taking his pages, and people taking your art projects (at least the ones that are portable). like!

though i cannot think of any lore reasons for slendermans pages in my au.... i will one day i promise, i feel like thats too much of an iconic thing to just cut out

it DOES take a long while for slenderman to get used to you, much less foster a friendship with you... but a family bond? i mean yeah sure, hes very reclusive... but thats not just with humans. he doesnt like interacting with other creatures, either

pats your shoulder

my moot

my dear moot, allow me to go on a tangent about my take on slenderman

basic summary is that he and all other demon/most nonhuman creepypasta characters were made by zalgo in my funky au; basically to bring disorder and that kind of shit. but like in a "this is just a part of this universe's nature" way. thus making slenderman himself in my take the be a simple fact of life... thinks.. and he resents his own existence, i think. i mean how cruel is it that he was made to cause issues, in fact he cant live without it (eats people) but he was granted the ability to be able to grasp the complexity of morals and emotion. like thats fucked

i love it

anyways, theres that and him just naturally being reclusive! hell even his supposed "brothers" (splendor and trender, i refuse to touch the third one) hes still.. distant

basically what i mean to say is that you guys probably arent going to be.. outwardly close... if that makes sense. like hes not going to be very affectionate; so dont expect many familial... things... and its not often that he would seek conversation out... though

as i write that, if i recall correctly i did give him the vague craving of connection, and while i usually save that for traditional x reader stuff, i think this would still apply to found family stuff! so actually, i think he WOULD eventually start seeking your company out, just for the fact of having someone else to talk to who doesnt resent his existence the same way he resents his own

sits

given my silly hc i do think he would have some understanding with your relationship with humans/lost souls. would he do it himself? i think it really depends on the situation... like if hes not actively hunting he usually just drives people out of the woods, no sense in wasting.... things... you know?

sits

im all jumbled all over the place my apolocheese im just excited to write for slenderman again

will get annoyed if you snatch away his "meal" since AGAIN, he was cursed to feed on people . like he understands why you did it, and he has mixed feelings around eating human (like not in a "im distressed and i hate it" way more so "its not totally desirable but i cant survive without doing this" way)

sits

i think

im gonna toy around with my slenderman hcs... this ended up being more of a hc dump than a x reader, my apologies

its also that as im typing this i realize how similar my takes on eyeless jack and slenderman are... which is funny because they live in the same woods in my au but they fucking HATE each other

territorial stuff you know

#creepypasta x reader #slenderman x reader #slenderman x y/n #slenderman x you #creepypasta x you #slenderman imagine #slenderman headcanons

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an-angels-fury · 2 years

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My Adam Frankenstein Headcanons: You loving the Creature ❤️

Hey guys! How are you doing? I had the idea to make this post some days ago and it took me some more to finally finish it. I was also very insecure about sharing this in my blog because I'm not very used to create headcanons (specially involving interaction between character and reader) and I'm afraid those ones I wrote might sound kinda silly (or too OOC), but I still tried my best. Hope that, at least, some of you still enjoy my ideas.

P.S.: My headcanons are based on Mary Shelley's novel and the 2004 Hallmark miniseries (at least that was my intention). But you still can try to use them with any other Frankenstein version/adaptation if you prefer.

Warning: Too much fluff 🥰 (and a little bit of angst)

The Creature was never used to any little gestures of love or gentle touches (actually all his experiences involving human touch only bring him back memories of suffering and pain), so be careful and don't act hastily when you try to get closer to him phisically to not frighten him away.

He'll try to keep distance from you too at first because he's too afraid of scaring you with his appearence. The thought of you running away from him, of being rejected just like so many times before in his life, specially by someone he cares about so dearly like you, tears his heart apart.

You'll have to be patient to gain his trust. Take little steps, do little actions, showing you intend no harm towards him. Look him in the eyes to show him you're not disgusted by his looks. Walk by his side to show him you're not intimidated by his presence. Slowly, try to take his hand and hold it gently in yours, showing him you truly desire his company.

At last, when you sense he feels safe enough around you, stand in front of him and touch his face (he's a 8-foot tall dude - TALL AS HELL - so better try to do it when he's sit or laid, just a suggestion). Hold it in your hands, caress his cheeks and trace his scars with your fingertips, carefully, and, if you have courage enough, give him a kiss in the head.

Don't get worried if he doesn't show reaction at all at first or remain motionless in his place for a moment, and suddenly start to sob and cry uncontrolably. His heart's a mess of intense and conflicting emotions and he never learned any other way to cope. He just can't believe that you, the most beautiful and luminous of all living beings, is right there, touching him, by your own free will. How could he be loved? HE, a monster, a hellish soul stuck in a body built of death and rotten flesh? This wasn't happening... it couldn't be real.

This will be the perfect opportunity to hold him for the first time. He definitely never felt so safe in someone's arms before (I mean, this is literally the first time he shares a hug with anyone...). This is what he always wanted: someone who wasn't scared to love him, someone who accepted and embraced him, wholly and completly, even the ugliest parts of his soul, the ones he was taught by the world to hate the most about himself.

After this single special moment, he'll always search for a chance to hug you too. You can't help but find extremely adorable the way this giant man, whose stare is enough to intimidate any presence in a room, is actually just a big cat pouring against your cheek, needy for care and attention that only you can offer.

You see no problem with it, actually you love the sensation of his big, strong arms around you, making you feel warm and protected from the world outside, specially when he carries you. But sometimes you have to remember him to be careful and slow down when he gets too excited. He's absurdly stronger than a ordinary man, so it's important to put some bounderies, which he'll totally respect, since he'd never forgive himself for hurting you, even accidently.

He also loves to hold you when you both sleep together and you could never deny him such pleasure. Lying in his big, warm chest, surrounded by his arms, hearing his slow breath and feeling his heartbeat, all of this brings you such a calm and comfortable sensation to your body and mind that you secretly wish to remain like this forever.

Being pratical and useful are important aspects of his love language (remember when he tried to help the De Lacey family before everything goes to shit?) He cares deeply about your needs and is decided to do everything out of his reach to help you accomplish your goals. Your happiness makes him happy. Your thankful smile and sincere words of kindness mean the world to him.

Give him pet names ('my love', 'my darling', etc.) to demonstrate your affection. He was never given a real name by his own creator, always being refered by him and other people as 'creature' at best and as 'wretch', 'devil', 'miserable' or 'abomination' at worst. Maybe he gets kinda confused at first, but after some time, when he gets used to it, he'll smile and try to do the same with you.

Talk to him about your tastes, hobbies and interests. He'd not only have a deep desire to know more about you and understand the world you live in, but would also love to share his own past experiences with you, all the fascinating things he learned by himself about life, nature and love. You both could spend hours teaching many lessons to each other, discovering new interesting content, spending a good and calm afternoon indicating your favorite books to one another, reading them together and then debate about what you both enjoyed the most.

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stawbabyfloofs · 2 months

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Headcanons for Regressor!Sayaka Maizono or Regressor!Sonia Nevermind? (@peppermintprincess-ava)

OFCC, Thanks for the request! I hope you enjoy it :D Regressor Sonia Nevermind Headcanons!

Sonia regresses to more of a kid space, about 5-8, she's definitely old enough to run around and play pretend games!

I'd imagine her regression being mostly voluntary, but just so she can keep the involuntary parts in check. Being the heir to the kingdom throne is stressful, so this is one of the ways she copes!

She loves playing with her stuffed animals and treating them as her royal subjects that she takes care of. She definitely makes a castle out of pillow forts and let them stay with her! She'll read stories to them, help them out with made-up problems, and even give them tours of the castle!

She doesn't need a caregiver, but she wouldn't mind having someone to play with! Her go to would DEFINITELY be saving her stuffies from dragons or maybe even a tea party!

Not very bratty at all, likes following the rules, but sometimes finds it hard to. Why do all the boring, not fun stuffs when you can play and watch cartoons?

Whenever she's not playing or watching cartoons, she's usually napping because she has a lot to do outside of littlespace for her kingdom.

Wants to play with other regressors, but she's a little reserved/private about her regression and doesn't feel comfortable enough for that. She thinks it would ruin how others viewed her.

Prefers drinking from plastic cups with the little cartoon character designs on them, same goes for the plastic plates! Loves them to be animal or disney princess themed.

Sonia loves to wear dresses, skirts, and cute tutus but occasionally she'll wear shortalls or something more suitable for when she goes outside!

As a kid, Sonia wasn't allowed to play outdoors and get messy, (It was un-ladylike and inappropriate for a royal member) so she takes the chance to do it once she's regressed, and she LOVES it! Picking flowers, putting her hands in the dirt, chasing after butterflies, and watching/playing with little bugs are her favorites! Lots of giggles WILL be heard from afar.

ADORES playing with the velcro cutting pretend food toys! She loves creating little sandwiches and other foods for her stuffies to enjoy! Sometimes, she'll just even pull them apart just because it's satisfying and makes a cool noise.

Is the type of regressor to decorate her face with ALL the stickers she can find! It makes her feel super silly, but also cute! (Don't let her find make-up....that will be a disaster)

Likes reading fantasy/mythical books, but doesn't always finish them. She tends to read a couple pages, and then just flip through just to see the pretty pictures of the creatures!

Feels too old for a pacifier, so she's very prone to nibbling on her stuffies instead!

Bath time is maybe just a LITTLE too long because she gets caught up in playing with her toys... (She always uses bath bombs)

Always has some type of accessory when regressed, whether its a tiara or some cute hair clips, she's got it!

She actually doesn't like being called princess when regressed because it reminds her of her big girl responsibilities of the kingdom. She actually prefers kiddo, little one, baby, or any other name that makes her feel anything but big.

Sonia is a pretty sensitive little, maybe it's because of the facade she has to put up when big, but little things might set her off and make her all fussy or crying. It's okay though, because letting it out and hugging her stuffies always makes it better!

"Sir Ravioli, would you care to attend my tea party?! As a thanks for comforting me!"

#agere community #sfw agere #agere post #agere blog #fandom agere #agere headcanons #regressor headcanons #sonia nevermind #danganronpa #little headcanon #agere #sfw regression

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skybristle · 3 months

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FINALLY I HAVE ALL OF THESE CUNTS NAMED. i made a like 10 iterator local group [Echoing Strife] with dear mutual @arti-cat !!!!!!! its crazy !! most of them were born like yesteday so no designs but im gonna dump about them. the whole theme of their group is they're based on the echoes /their monolouges. also some ancients that are important [more info under cut]. rb and comment on my ramblings boy

Metropolis: Clawing at the 'Clouds' [senior] [he/him] Sky Islands: A Second of 'Silence' [they/them] Wall/Silent Construct: Relentless Earthly Cacophony ['Rec'] [any/all] Chimney Canopy: Three Binding 'Feathers' [he/she/aer] Shoreline: A Precipice of a 'Promise' [she/it] Shaded Citadel: Seeing Past 'Ichor' [he/him] Subterranean: Solitude of Uncovered 'Omens' [they/it] Undergrowth: [Undisclosed] 'Vex'ing Desires [he/ve] Farm Arrays: Joyful Envision of Tranquility ['Jet'] [he/him] Bitter Aerie: From the 'Depths' to the Heavens [they/any] + Ancients: A Thousand Flakes of 'Dust', One Resolute Cause [she/her] Tangled 'Kestrel', Clawing Desperately [they/she] Cacophony's Caw, 'Crows' Descend [he/him] [child] 'Cardinal' Descending from Afar [he/him] [child] 'Wrens' Hopping, Blissful Eve [she/her] [BABY]

clouds: no talk him he angy. once again one of my seniors sucks at their fucking job. theres a fire in his heart filled with cancers and poppy tarts /ref hes gonna fuck everything up as soon as shit goes wrong. he gets therapy from a cat though. go shitty lesbians go. sometimes reffered to as claw demeaningly

silence: Old Man /silly . they are the mediator and are very concerned with their younger iterators. ends up really fucking things up with the constant fighting between vex and omens [ill get to that] and vex maybe explodes them [silence has a very weak structure to begin with]. oh also silence can overhear echos. hehehehe

rec: haha dumb IDIOT gave himself the rot!!!! she kind of did it when she was young and dumb and has come to really regret it, but chooses to use the remaining time he has building a better life for the creatures around him rather than concern himself with his infection and past mistakes, much to the dismay of its fellow iterators

feathers: silly little guy!!! had a crush on one of aer techs [kestrel] and grew very close to them. maybe cried like a little bitch when she managed to sneak her kids [crow & cardinal [wren probably wasnt born yet]] down there when she couldnt find someone to babysit. imagine having an iterator be ur nini to help you with your homework . its really silly to me. Sure Hope Mass Ascension Doesn't Ruin Everything! [feathers bioengineers scugs like them to Cope. it does not help]

promise: just kind of bitter and angry. it did so much work for its city, gave up everything, all for nothing at all. just for her to be abandoned in the chase for ascension. accidentally pingpongs vex's beliefs REALLY TERRIBLY while shes just kind of awkward about it because she doesnt like omens on principle but doesnt side with vir either

ichor: funny little guy . loved by his citizens. Knew about the mass ascension before it happened but didnt tell anyone so everyone [especially feathers] is really really fucking pissed at him. oops king.

omens: def the most devoted to ascension and the problem, while also studying past civilizations and Grand Cycles. viewed mass ascension as a good thing and is happy their creators moved on. watches vex spiral in Real Time and is kind of freaked out. theyre somewhat conjoined [not as much as moon&pebbs but they share a lot of systems particularly their comms arrays] which led to lots of fighting between them Constantly only driving them deeper into hatred and resentment. theres only a certain point when omens actually becomes Scared of him, however....

vex: ohhh you mentally ill little boy. fairly normal until Dust [the leader of a very violent and large anti-ascension movement] corrupted him as his mentor. uh. ve likes to believe it was beneficial and 'enlightened' vir but really it just turned him into an angry person, especially when mass ascension happened and dust got ascended which only cemented his beliefs. fights a fuckton with omens and believes in the holiness of the cycle. very unbecoming of an iterator. sure hope he doesnt do anything terrible!

jet: built at sea, collapsed due to a great flood/tsunami before mass ascension. believed to be dead and very distant from the group, they were a source of a lot of drama. hes actually alive though! he was built with Some waterproof measures in mind so hes functioning to an extent down there. in yuri we trust [with depths]

depths: originally built as spectacle + as a lighthouse to work alongside jet, but jet collapsed before they were completeted. oops. feels very hollow and purposeless, until a messenger from the sea shows up with a pearl . otherwise depths is very distant from the group [mainly distance and poor comms] and also when trying to learn about jets clouds found it insensitive with the wound being 'too fresh' and kind of exploded on them. woops.

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selfshippinglover · 7 months

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Cici friend! Tell me abt ur new guys 👀

HIIII COOOZYYY :DDD THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKIING AND IMISSED YOOOUIMMA GUESS UR REFRERING TO THE CIRCUS SILLIES YEAH?

Imma just list off random hcs about em cause not much is known anyways lol

Caine: (look at the silly <33)

~He reads as pan to me tbh

~They created all of the other npcs, the models that the humans take on, Bubble, the circus itself, and every creature that comes for their throats

~Is touch starved. Like yeah he and the moon had a thing but he's touchy with people on multiple occasions so I think he really wants anemone to hold his hand UvU

~Very lonely boyo. Created friends via the npcs, a pet/ second hand in Bubble, made the circus to inhabit, planned out adventures, figured out how to bring people to his pocket world, and lets them set the pace! Like, HE WANTS COMPANIONSHIP SO BAAAD TWT

~He loves compliments! Like, he took all his time and energy to create this world and everything around us like please tell him how good he is! He's unhinged but cares a lot and sets high standards for himself and his creations! (Also I didn't say it but that gives him blatant favoritism towards you automatically)

~Very theatrical! The guy lives like all the world's a stage fr and plays off everything as such! Always moving around, posing, and making every little thing he does a big thing that he puts all of his energy into! I find his passion really endearing <33

~Generally an artist and creative! Whether it's creating things in a Spore-esque sequence, choosing the color palettes and aesthetics for the world, or little things like placing objects in a room at jusst the right angle, he genuinely enjoys it :) Also he cares SO MUCH ABOUT COLORS AND CORRECTNESS LIKE DON'T DISTURB DURING THE CREATIVE PROCESS HE'S GONNA YELL DRAMATICALLY AND POOF YOU AWAY ABOUT IT SGJBSBJG

~Will do the pulling people out of scenes with the cane thing

~Man the bruises he could leave on a bitch with those chompers 🥴🥴🥴

~It would hurt to touch his eyes...but they feel squishy for SURE

Ragatha: (l-lesbean //// )

~YEAH SHE'S GAY FOR WOMEN FR

~She feels soft like a doll to the touch but with a kind of springiness to the texture. Especially her hair. Still is the softest of the gang though :)

~Very much a quietly pining in the background kinda gal but is also suuuper easy to make flushed so her crushes are pretttty obvioous(Jax teases her for it often)

~The person that adjusted best to the transition into the digital world since she's the most empathetic and readily accepting of what coping strategies do and don't work. It's not as if she's unaffected but she's adjusted rather well to deal with the situation and actively works to help others with it too :)

~Genuinely the nicest person in the circus gang. Looks to help others adjust to the experience, transitions them slowly and gently, offering support and guidance all the way through. If there's anyone here you can be sure to trust, it's her!

~But also helping others is a part of her coping with the world? Like, uses others stress to undermine and/or bury her own surrounding the situation. She tends to put others comfort over her own because of this. (Pomni basically left her to die and she accepted it so fast_

~When she does break down, it's mostly crying in her room. Not coming out for days. Eventually, she comes back out like nothing happened. Talks and plays along like usual but her footsteps steps are heavier. Or she's looking down at the ground when not distracted. spacing out if something makes her uncomfortable. The wear and tear comes out in the liddle things :(

~Really values anyone that takes time to get to know her, the things she likes, asks her how she's doing, invites her to adventures and the like since the group dynamic flips as well as the literal world around them are prone to flipping on a dime. The consistency really helps her feel more grounded :,)

~Isn't afraid to put Jax in his place but she also knows he's going to retaliate eventually so it really depends on the situation if she'll intervene or not.

Jax: (BASTARD)

~Bisexual that BASTARDIZES THE WHOLE COMMUNITY KDHAB

~ The fastest character in the entire show next to Caine. Though he's at his fastest when it's for a bit lol

~Doesn't actually straight up hate everyone but he's rejection sensitive and in a world where people just fuckin, turn into monsters?? Like, why get attached if that could just happen whenever. Also, why let others get attached to him since he could end up the same way? It's more like a damage control measure

~Same with his whole, "worst piece of shit ever thing" he's got going. He's definitely an asshole for the thrill of it but he does care about others! Watching his reactions to others(except Gangle atm) at slower speeds show more of a reaction and concern for them. He just snaps into hiding in at the drop of a hat

~Likes picking up random objects and either throwing them at others right away and/or saving them for later

~All his clothes are worn loosely cause he hates being restricted in movement. Makes him feel closed in :(

~Had a really bad breakdown when he first arrived. Isolated himself for awhile before deciding to adopt this more apathetic character to deal with everything

~Feels like a plastic stretchy toy texture wise

#Jade #digital lovers unlimited #ragged doll romance #jaxass #feel free to reblog #whether fellow self shipper or not #i'd be glad to hear more hcs?#see where there's overlaps and differences #so igmnore my shipping tags and reblof if ya like #:DD #tadc #tadc hcs #tadc caine #tadc ragatha #tadc jax #tadc caine hcs #tadc ragatha hcs #tadc jax hcs #THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR ASKING!THIS WAS SOO FUN!!

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willywarfy · 10 months

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Welcome! Please read before interacting!

This is just a silly little rp blog, I've fallen back into WKM and WMW obsession and crave the characters SO MUCH so why not make yet another social media account centered around them

Admin intro!

Wilford's is further down

But hey, call me Night! Ooc i am 22, I don't rp nsfw with anybody under 18. My time zone is EST and am most active from 4 pm to 2 am. My rp style is literate, sometimes more or less depending on who I'm roleplaying with. My favorite tropes are angst, fluff, enemies to lovers, and action. In addition to rp I will be posting fics, headcanons, and art here as well.

Wilford intro!

Certainly crazy, but not as much as you might think.

After literally taking the lives of others and seeing them get back up, with the help of how weird reality seemed to be afterwards, Wilford forgot. He forgot EVERYTHING. A subconscious decision his mind made for him for him to cope. Now he's a crazy, happy, party animal. He loves martinis and disco. He insists he doesn't have some weird magical abilities, and claims he's just "learned to adapt to the world around him." He can appear anywhere he wants to in reality, and can read people's thoughts if he wants to. He can bend some images of reality to his liking, nothing major but just little details. Like if he needs a small object.

If interacting pre WMW:

He still doesn't remember anything. Abe hasn't found him, and he's spent his days happy. If someone were to make him remember, it would be a really hard blow to his mental state. He'd try very hard to hold on to the peace he had found, trying to block out everything as he did before. But it wouldn't work, as he now is hanging around (your character) who reminded him of everything. It would be very hard to break down his walls and get him to talk about anything he was feeling, but it would be clear that he is struggling from his demeanor. But, if he doesn't remember what happened, he would be a crazy, happy party animal still.

If interacting post WMW:

He's not as happy as he once was. With his memories of his trauma and the causation of others traumas, he's changed. Not completely. He's still kinda crazy, definitely eccentric, but he's a bit more understanding of his fellow human beings now. He's more caring, and wants to be there for others- those he likes, anyway. He spent so long feeling nothing but happiness that now he feels every emotion very intensely. He loves deeply, rages occasionally, and gets depressed at times.

My ships and muses!

Muses:

Wilford Warfstache (obviously)

Damien

The colonel

Actor Mark

Darkiplier

The Host

Abe

Irl Mark occasionally

Ships:

ABESTACHE!!!! I prefer abestache over anything else!

Darkstache

Wilford x Actor Mark

Wilford x Yancy

Wilford x Engineer Mark

Other ships:

Damien x Actor Mark

Damien x Abe

Actor Mark x Abe

Darkiplier x Actor Mark

And you can suggest a ship not listed and I will let you know what I think! Very rarely I'm open to OC pairings, and I only do mxm ships.

Headcanons!

Wilford lives in a small one bedroom apartment, everything decorated with pink and rainbows.

Wilford is pansexual and is open about his sexuality

He is genderfluid, specifically between male-aligned and some non binary genders. His pronouns are he/him.

He likes dabbling in femininity, though cautious about who knows that if not a modern setting.

He loves the idea of settling down with someone, despite how much it seems to be the opposite

He either owns or will buy an axolotl, because "it is a strange but beautiful creature, like me!"

Loves alchohol and sometimes worse things

Rules

Not much, just be respectful. I will let you know if I won't be able to answer for longer than a day, and if I haven't explained that and haven't answered in 48 hours you can remind me. Just send a reminder, don't resend your rp reply. That's kind of rude in my opinion. I am open to nsfw, only if you're 18+. We'll discuss triggers together, I have a few headcanons that may be triggering to others so I won't post those publicly. I find anything less than a couple sentences to be boring and am never really motivated to answer those. Respect my rules, I will respect yours!

Rp tags!

Louise- #themadmansregrets

Abe- #dancingwithmadmen

Dark- #themadmansforgiver

Other Wilfords- #matchingwiththemadness

Celine- #madlovelongforgotten

And yeah that's it! I may add a few things here and there. My dms and asks are always open, so feel free to start a convo or dm to rp!

For asks, just clarify if you're speaking to pre or post WMW Wilford, as that will determine how he answers.

Thanks for stopping by!

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willowbirds · 2 years

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✨I’m gonna make this and no one can stop me!!✨

I decided to listen to the first episode of campaign 3 again because I had nothing else to do and I realized that Bell’s Hells are actually a bit different from where they first started.

It’s of course character development and the players getting comfortable playing their new characters, but I thought about how much the characters have changed from episode 1 all the way to now.

Obviously not every character has been through the same amount of growth throughout to campaign so far, but these are some of the things I personally noticed.

(Feel free to add in case I missed something. This is just what my brain has observed)

Ashton

Then:

- Was distrustful

- Only did things for money

- Wasn’t sure how to feel about FCG

Now:

- Would murder anyone for FCG

- Greatly cares for their friends

- Is willing to give people a chance (but if you fuck it up you are not getting a second one)

- Most likely has abandonment issues

Laudna

Then:

- Living life to fullest and having fun

- Is not actually as scary as she seems

- Probably alright being a little off putting

Now:

- Is dealing with so much trauma and is trying to cope with it

- Doesn’t want anything to happen to the first person that actually gave her a chance in years

- Is actually really scary and maybe doesn’t want to be?

FCG

Then:

- Little ball of sunshine

- No thoughts, head empty

- Wants to help anyway they can

Now:

- Is having an existential crisis because their whole life was a lie

- Is now slowly dealing with burnout, but doesn’t know how to handle it

- Is not only dealing with his trauma, but his friends trauma as well (It’s taking a number on him)

- Is still coming to terms with the fact that he might actually be sentient and a living creature

Imogen

Then:

- Is more shy and tries to hide herself

- Soft spoken

- Doesn’t like swearing

- Doesn’t know how to feel about all the new voices in her head now that she’s traveling with more people

Now:

- Is more assertive (with a soft voice still)

- More confident and vibrant, but still stays quiet when need be

- Literally swears every other sentence

- Is a badass and also terrifying

Fearne

Then:

- Does things because she feels like it

- Is here for the chaos

- Is full of love and support

Now:

- Is still very similar, but she’s trying to figure things out

Orym

Then:

- Parent of the group

- There to protect others (He’s a guard so it makes sense)

- Seems well put together

Now:

- Is dealing with the grief of loosing his husband

- Is paranoid that something could happen to the group

- Is starting to lean back and be an older sibling rather then a parent

Chetney

Then:

- Crazy old gnome man

- Silly goofy werewolf (Recognize the Alpha)

- Is a bit lonely

Now:

- Is still a silly old gnome werewolf

- Genuinely cares about his friends even though he may seem cruel

Dorian

Then:

- Cheerful bard having a good time

- Cares deeply for his friends

- Is a dork

Now:

- Is a runaway prince

- Just wants to be free

- Doesn’t want to be something he’s not

TL;DR

Traumatized and neglected people from across Exandria felt lost and alone, but found a group of weirdos like them. Now they can all grow and learn to be themselves without fear.

(The fact that so much development has already happened in less then 30 episodes is amazing. They all bring out the best in each other.

And because Bell’s Hells are so genuine and caring towards weirdos and others who don’t fit in, it lead them to being manipulated by someone who used them for their own personal gain without a care for the Hells’ wellbeing.)

They’re just a bunch of weirdos, and weirdos have to stick together.

#This is just a little thought experiment I thought I would do #It’s kinda fun writing down what my brain thinks and seeing in front of me #critical role #critical role campaign 3 #cr spoilers #critical role c3 #critical role spoilers #bells hells

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cerise-on-top · 2 years

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Ok this might be silly request of au but batter is a human and the player is a monster or non human I guess . So what happened is reset happens sorryIamusingthesameideabecauseidkhowtostart

But this time they are aware that something is wrong. Starting with how player is now taller than batter and they have four eyes now.

Batter is shorter than the player and has blonde hair (I actually heard somewhere that he has blond hair but I don't remember where)

maybe some reaction from the Judge, zacharie and the gardians. Batter also starting to understand the trouble player deals with in his world

They also have some pros and cons to it , like batter now gets tired easily since he is human and the pain he received from the attack is worse than before. He has difficulty breathing smoke so he has to buy a gas mask. Sugar doesn't affect him

I guess the only disadvantage the player has is that they can't eat sugar which isn't much unless you're the type of person loves sweets

I tried to combine both of these prompts at once! Also, this is species (?) swap only, no personality swap since I wasn't sure that's what you wanted! I hope that's okay ^^

Species (?) Swap (Swap AU)

Batter:

Due to being shorter than you and no longer having quite the same physical abilities as he used to, he would feel a bit inadequate and less capable of protecting you when it came to fighting. He will still try, don’t get me wrong, but he will get hurt more easily than before and will need to take more breaks.

Another thing that would bother him would be the fact he’d need a more balanced diet. His world is full of meat, but the longer he goes on eating nothing but it, the more he feels as though it’s wrong and he should be eating something else instead as well.

His body will have a harder time processing the meat and plastic as well. It will leave him more exhausted and more vulnerable to sickness. And with the smoke staying in his lungs, he will be much more likely to be out of breath. While it is still oxygen for the most part, it’s too dense to breathe properly, leaving him to cough a lot and his body to produce more mucus.

Judge:

Judge will definitely feel bad for Batter. He tries his hardest to still fulfil his mission, despite all the pain he’s going through. Now that he’s seen the difference in how humans and habitants of this world react to it, he’s definitely more observant to your needs, regardless of whether you change back or not.

While he can’t provide you with too much, he will do what he can to give you advice on how to cope better with everything. Judge will teach you the ropes and tell Batter to take it easy when it comes to literally anything in this world.

This changes at the end of the game. Since Batter will choose to side with you instead of Judge, the latter will try to use his knowledge to his advantage, attacking not only you but also Batter, poisoning him. Even if Batter has a hard time staying alive and healthy in his world, Judge will still show no mercy.

Zacharie:

Because he’s a merchant, as well as a human himself, he has a few remedies that can help Batter in staying healthy. His advice is also more helpful as it isn’t based on mere speculations and observations, but experience instead.

Since you’re a different species now and likely focus on a theme that isn’t baseball, Zacharie will show you different kinds of wares, especially if you haven’t found your core theme yet. And if you don’t decide on one, he will be more than happy to keep the variety, at an increased price, of course.

Dedan:

He will think Batter to be a pathetic creature now that he has been severely weakened. Since he only has his bat to rely on, considering his physical state, Dedan thinks him to be an easy target and will call him such, attacking the little pest first so his hits won’t tickle him as much anymore.

When it comes to you, you’re far more formidable. With your Add-Ons that use different kinds of attacks with different focuses, your increased strength and mental capacity, you’re far more of a threat than Batter ever was to begin with. Expect him to give it his all and even more when confronting you.

Japhet:

The shock he felt upon meeting you and the both of you being this different from before is quite something. If nothing else, he felt sympathy for Batter, seeing him in such a state where he can barely defend himself and needs to rely on you more than you ever did on him. Unlike Dedan, Japhet will go for you first.

He’s aware of the capabilities you hold, he can put two and two together based on his past experiences, not holding back when it comes to you. His fighting style is still the same as before as his remorse still can’t bring him to be too angry, like Dedan, but he will still be as strong as ever. Even if his memories can’t help him too much anymore.

Enoch:

Ever the opportunist, as soon as he knows about Batter and you, judging from his previous memories, he will do what he can to make his factory hell for Batter. An increase in plastic and smoke to leave him even more vulnerable. Making sure he stays out of breath so that the air might help in finishing him off more easily.

When it comes to you, he knows from experience that you’re not so easy to kill, so he relies on his wits and smarts to do so. Elsen can be sacrificed, they’re easy enough to replace, you, on the other hand, need to be eliminated as soon as possible. Prepare to face burnts, both greater in number and power, and to find more sugar to achieve such.

#off (game)#off x reader #batter #judge #zacharie #dedan #japhet #enoch #normal tags since none of this is really x reader #but I'll put it in that tag anyway #you really love your swap au don't you!#that also kind of shows in the next request as well #which I do have to say something about ^^;#anyway one of the swap aus used to be my fave too during one of my older phases #so it's not like i don't understand

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lovehablt · 1 year

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this bro is suuuuuuuuuper fucked and i mean super fucked up. silly to the max. unforgivable even. quite a danger to those around him he/it nb masc vent chara ??!!! - i keep not posting silly mspaint art HELP but i hope yall like this little creature i created him today to help me cope !

#urfavesbutsillified #yourfavesbutsillified #art #digital arwork #vent #vent character #slipknot #silly #bite

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smiley-coolatta · 2 years

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Oh, Hello and welcome, make yourself at home.

Please call me Dr. Smiley. It/He/Xey please although any neos are fine as well. No They/them though, I have trauma with those pronouns. I'm the host of the Hydrangea System.

Redoing this pinned soon!

About -

I'm an ageless non-human in a 20 year old body. Please never call me a child even if I regress, thank you. :) I'm Genderfaun, Bisexual, and mostly AroAce. Please use Dr. for me instead of Mr. I know I don't have a doctorate (yet) but it's the most gender affirming suffix for me. This is a blog solely for compiling my silly poems, art, thoughts or images I like. I enjoy the ocean, rain, old tech, dogs, weather, y2k + kidcore aesthetics and plant life the most! Will always be SFW! I don't reblog / post much fandom content here, but what you might see includes : HLVRAI, Monster Rancher (Specifically Battle Card), Digimon, Fullmetal Alchemist, Spiderman, and Beyblade! :) My dear sweet partner has a blog over at @dr-darnold-pepper!

Boundaries -

My basic boundaries can be found here. Also, please do read my dni here. Basically, I don't want freaks, racists or endos here. I'm traumagenic and endos make me uncomfortable as hell. Thank you for your understanding. :) Don't harass me for having psychosis. I don't care if you think I'm scary or crazy this is my blog, not yours. You don't own the fucking internet dude. If you don't want to see eldritch things, body horror, or mild gore, block the tag 'beating hearts'. Don't trigger yourself please! I don't find these things disturbing (in fact they help me cope) and this is my space. And don't say I didn't warn you! I'd prefer if you don't refer to me as my fictive source(s) please and thank you. Despite it being kinda obvious I don't want any extra attention especially negative stuff. You're free to send an ask about anything at any time, as long as it's not hate or harassment! :) Also anons are off for a reason. Don't try to do syscourse / lgbtq discourse with me. I just want my blog to be a safe place for others like myself who enjoy various things. I didn't ask to be this way, I just am.

Please do check out my headmates' blogs if you want!!! As well as my sub-system "other half". It's pretty cool!

My Other Half ꩜ Boper's Emporium ꩜ The Co-Host ♥ strawberrylovebug ♥ Rainbow Gremlin ▸ zipfmystery2002 ◂ Person who keeps the whole system together × MintAsterisk × A polite little Creature ✦ Bandage Boye ✦ A polite little Skeleton ✧ BoneyButtonz ✧ Good friend of mine 🝮 Hearts-Locket 🝮

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obscurecharactershowdown · 9 months

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Obscure Character Showdown FINALE

[image ID: the first image is of image is of No Significant Harassment, a shadowy figure standing behind a sleeping pink-red, fox-like creature. their green hands seem to be holding up the floating creature. the second image is of Granger, a girl with green eyes and short, wavy or curly black hair. in her hair is a red hat or ribbon. she's wearing a black turtleneck sweater, blue overalls, and a green coat. end ID]

No Significant Harassment

[NSH has beaten Akama (The Idiot (1951)), Libby Day (Dark Places), Sally Swing (Betty Boop), Shrimp (The Upturned), Oopsy Bear (Care Bears (2007 series)), Hikaru (Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu), and Diggory Graves (Hello from the Hallowoods)] They're just a silly little guy. A jokester. Significant harassment if you will. Anyway, a more in depth run down: They're a city sized supercomputer built by a Buddhist adjacent society to figure out how to transcend the 'Great Cycle' (semi-metaphorical cycle of death and rebirth) in a safer way than the previous method (submerging oneself in the 'void sea' which is a mysterious golden liquid that dissolves whatever it touches). Despite being built for this express purpose NSH never really shows a pressing interest in ascension, even cracking jokes about those who are still looking for a solution. Whether this is due to indifference, dislike of, or humor to cope with being unable to ascend is not clear and really up to interpretation. Example: NSH: I wish them super good luck in that endeavor. How is it going to happen? Have the overseers gnaw through bedrock until their entire can crashes down in the void sea? BSM: Please be respectful when speaking of the Void Sea. Grey Wind, where did you hear this? CW: I really shouldn't say. He's going to attempt some sort of breeding program. Thought you might want to know. NSH: Haha with the slimers, lizards and etceteras? Surely the answer was in a lizard skull all along! He's very flippant, but does care very intensely for those close to him. NSH: Moon? It's me again. NSH: I do not know if you are receiving these. Please signal in any way you can. NSH: I need to talk to you. I need to know you're okay. NSH: … NSH: Its difficult for us to assist you over this distance. NSH: Even more difficult for us to do anything in the midst of these tantrums. NSH: Were going to try everything that we can. NSH: Just hold on a little longer. (Context for previous convo: They genetically engineered a super organism of a slugcat (the species you play as in Rain World) to help reset his coworker/sibling after her collapse and restart her systems. He was so desperate to fix her that he accidentally messed up the slugcat's (Hunter) genetic code and as a result it became riddle with the Rot (relatively similar to aggressive cancer) :( which parallels his other coworker/siblings condition who also has the rot. ) He canonically uses he/they pronouns too! Nonbinary swag! NSH has major internet troll vibes. He has sent a data pearl of "something distasteful" to his neighbors on several(?) occasions and causes chaos. If he had access to the wider internet he'd probably be an influencer So…yeah! Vote NSH this website likes the allure of heavy machinery and stuff like that so… there you go. Kind of a blorbo. End post.

Granger

[Granger has beaten Chopfyt (Oz), Wolfman (Darkwood), Gaap Goemon (Mairimashita! Iruma-kun), Forest Friend (Gris), Turnip (Chicory: A Colorful Tale), Gary (Faith the Unholy Trinity), and Stag Malinay (Krystar First Fragment)] so granger is the main character of the indie game "NeverHome" Chapter one, which is only $1 on Steam, is called NeverHome: Hall of Apathy. if ur a fan of young protags being put in RPG maker horror games, then this is the game for you!! so granger is just that… she wakes up to find herself in a strange, hostile world. she, along with the friends she makes, must solve the various puzzles before them while creatures are out to kill them… and along the way they can uncover the secrets of these never ending halls… her dynamics with the cast is also super fun… each character gets their moment or moments with granger. and what's so cute is that there's unique art for each pair that highlights the fact you cant get through these halls alone!! she also has her own theme song!! here!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_vwtmIj5cw it's called cyclical tragedy AND HERE IS AN ANALYSIS OF THE THEME!! MUSIC THEORY!!! written by my good friend @HIEMIOLA "cyclical tragedy" embodies the protagonist, granger, through the music theory behind the track and ties itself back into the main track as well. to begin with an overview of the track, the key is D minor and hte time signature is 3/4. the piece begins with a broken minor third starting from the tonic. that is, it begins on the main note and moves along the main chord, D to F. the next set of notes are C to E, which is shifted down a step. the phrase repeats again, this time D to F, then G to E, which is an inverse movement from the original sequence. even in this first part, we could tell that the protagonist begins from square 1 with a simple pattern, then tries it again when it works. however, the inverse breaks that expectation of repetition, thus showing the diverse variations of solutions she comes up with using just the tools she has (the two notes moving in thirds). just like the game, she is given a handful of objects as well as a knife to defend herself and solve the mysteries of the world she exists in. with her creative uses of the items given to her, she continues on her way through the plot. we will keep moving. the melody begins. true to the title of the track, the melody cycles around the same beginning note, D, that she always returns to at her square 1. this is a nod to the save states she is allowed to keep to make sure that we the players don't lose the game, but it also references the health bar that appears as a circle around her avatar. the melody, mapped out, is also moving in an up-down wave movement across the sheet music. granger is creative with the knife she has and the quest items she obtains throughout the story, but she is not entirely reckless. rather, she knows when it is time to return to the safe rooms to rest. to time her returns requires skill because she must run to cover without being caught by varying her path so the enemies don't corner her as she tries to return to the room. most of the time, she is successful, shown through the consistent return to the beginning note. let's keep going. i would like to turn your attention to the main theme briefly. in the bass notes, you can hear arpeggios and outlined chords. this makes up the bulk of the accompaniment in the main game theme. [mod note: the rest of the essay, and some more propaganda, is continued under a cut because tumblr will not process more text than this in an indent. sorry to split it up, please continue below for the rest of the essay and additional propaganda (including art) !]

the third variation of granger's theme also has arpeggiated chords in the accompaniment while the melody features broken chords. at this stage, the pattern switches to eigth notes instead of the quarter notes at first. with greater movement and heightened senses, she runs throughout world and befriends other people, thus interacting further with the environment. while she isn't exactly someone we would call open, she is respectful to the people she first meets and has no problems with asking them for help when she needs it. because of her openness to working together, she speeds up her progress by asking for aid at obstacles that would be too difficult for her to overcome on her own, such as asking a teammate to break things, move things, or reach into smaller holes. fusing the main theme elements with her own theme marks this step as the inciting incident that sets her on the path to escape from this world. we'll continue.

continuing the same part, we hear some secondary fifths. i'm not entirely sure if this is what you call it, but it is a nod to the parallel key, D major. depending on what theory class you take, this could also be considered the other half of the key. i dont know how else to describe it, but i digress. these are glimpses to different dialogue options she could take, glimpses to a different key or a different ending. because this game only has one chapter ending so far, we are unsure of what other paths granger will end up in; we only know that there are certainly other endings she will experience, only to begin the cycle again when the save state is loaded for players to reach another ending. both A major and G major are chords that signify different choices that may lead her elsewhere only for her to return back to the tonic or main note, D. despite this, she keeps going, as will we.

at the midpoint of the track, we see a quick shift in patterns. instead of upward leaps in the notes, the melody falls in stepwise motion. true to the plot, this is another turning point of the game when she is forced to make a choice: continue or stop. after facing the spoiler event, her once determined personality is challenged as she struggles to keep herself and her team together. despite being the headstrong protagonist who spearheaded solutions, even now she finds herself doubting and taking smaller steps, smaller risks.

even after all of this, she rises to the challenge as the melody returns to its beginning sequence. true to a protagonist she gets up again despite the events that transpired and keeps her team moving in their lowest points. the thirds return as she finds more objects to solve more puzzles to open more rooms to save more friends. this repeating part of the track only solidifies her resolve as the piece ends with a broken chord in the main key, her key, of D minor. despite everything that transpired, she stayed true to herself."

the game is also so, so charming with the art, music, and story made by the same person… its so clearly loved and full of passion!! i love listening to the game's ost on occassion!! since it's all on youtube!

ok one last thing thing!! on may 8th, the game hit 100 downloads (on both steam and itch.io). you can see the creator of the game celebrate that with this lovely drawing of granger: https://twitter.com/NeverHome_Game/status/1655761270694633472

so at most, only a bit over 100 people have played the game… id like to say that makes it obscure!!

anyways granger and neverhome!! we love to see our protagonists put in horrific situations and isn't she super cute with a lil bow on her head? she is my daughter…

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#obscurecharactershowdown #obscure poll #finale #no significant harassment #rain world #granger neverhome #neverhome #long post

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darling-cg · 28 days

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Hihi! I wan-tan ask yous somethin? Wanna knows-how you fin out you pe gressor? Cause-cause i tink i migh be a pet regressr, bu dunno. Oh! An since your tingy for asks says tells you a dream-I wiw tells you a dream! I was ittle, ittlleee baby and mama gots me pacis an sippies! They were pink n sippiws ha hewwwo kity n tawbery shortcak on em. It was happi dream-bu mades me sad when i wokes up. tause no tol mama i ittle n regres yet. Bu is a dream!

Well hello there little one, how lovely to get your message, Daniel! Hm, it's interesting to think about how I discovered being a pet dreamer/regressor. I would say it was always an underlying feeling that I had whenever I was totally safe and comfortable. I just felt like a little kitten or puppy when curled up in blankets and pillows!~ That soon became buying human safe chew toys, teasing myself over how silly it was. But then some of the people in my system told me about pet regression!

I never enter a full regression mind state, so I tend to call what I do 'dreaming' as I feel I fall more under that label. I took to it very quickly, as it is incredibly comforting and helps me with my mental health - so, Daniel, I would say that if the thought of regressing or dreaming of being a little creature brings you comfort, joy, or helps you cope, then you already are a pet regressor!

And ah, your dream! That sounds like such a sweet dream, and it can be very hard to wake up from a place that seems too perfect. The waking world is where humans belong though, and thus we must let those lovely dreams spur us on into the future instead of dwelling on things that cannot be permanent. Nostalgia always does bring a burst of happiness, I know that well, but if you are a chronic worrier or an anxious person, it can hold you back more than help. I hope you can tell your mama about your regression in the future, and that you will be met with nothing but acceptance and love when you do. It's the least you deserve, sweet one!

Apologies for my wordy little reply, that really did get me talking ha ha. I hope you have a wonderful day, Daniel, I love you always!

#sfw agere #asks #babyghosty

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amishgirlies · 2 months

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self intro

This day i saw post talking about being gay and lonely is something that quite common especially when you are pushing 30 or more than that. your social circumstances changes a lot since it shown that you are disconnected much with your own community, while most of heteros start to having family.

They started introduce themself. talking about what what they do for living, what they like, whats their expectation on queer friends that they want to made. it is super cool considering they raised on different backgrounds and lore. they told what happened in their life at some post, and the other seemed to respond which one meet their match or just sending some pep talks.

thats make me think, like what i am gonna describe myself on tweets. they talk about their linking to go outside, start something new, embark on journey, and so on. they talk about their favorite activity like hitting the gym, drawing, running, or any physical activities.

i dont know, i hate to told you this but actually i just like on my own. like my presence in this 2x3 meters room that actually quite little but it fits for me. it is an oasis for me to daydream, sing, dance, or just round around.

it built with window so i could see sky change its colour based on its mood. i could see birds flying or just cloud chilling. even the moon also which i do like.

i have little air conditionier which made my room quite chilly so i have a reason on a blanket or at least curling up on my bed. it is comfy feelings that i dont likely to share with other, even the people i hooked up with.

i love it cuz at some point i have my own monologue talking about what happened in my life whether thats bad or good, nor just projection on hypotethical events.

in this space i felt safe from the world. i dont have to pretend or tolerate, i am full control and fully aware of whats happened.

loneliness was my enemy like i guess, 2-3 years ago. i dont like left alone i would definitely bombard my friends online that they left me behind. but it just maybe about my expectation that they would hang with me meanwhile people grow also. they have life, so maybe im the one who dont have much and cravings for others. i dont rely much on hookups cuz the people just, meh.

now on, i dont see being alone as a problem. it made me a space where i could reflect , project, or even elect anything that i want to do. it is a space for my own imagination. something that i love to do in good times.

i pretty admitting that i dont like meeting people much. theyre much boring or somehow annoying at particular point. i cant talk freely about silly things like bugs, internet, colours, or even just my ac being less chilly overtime ( i guess the freon slowly empty i need to contact my landlord )

i could discuss with myself about anything, i dont have to talk something political or such or i dont have to listen to other people story that somehow BORE ME TO DEATH ( istg it just run around story like idk whats on their mind it just lame ass story did you never reincarnate or something so you have better understanding about world ?)

i am slightly, i guess super delusional which that helps me cope with everything happen. and this space is just super comfy i could start hallucinate anytime. i could watching some tiktok edit and thinking i am Fern the magician ( i saw frieren anime its super good )

One thing couldnt understand is why people r just being " oh my god im so lonely". like it is actually concept that exist even before your grandpa born like its common things. you cant reject it cuz when its time you just being alone and thats it. you dont have to deal with annoying people, you dont have to hear them chitchat or you dont have to spare your energy talking with them. like i dont know how you people holding yourself talking to creature thats most likely to annoy you ? id be dead by second.

i love my friends tho. like i MISS THEM. i guess theyre one that im okay to be with in this scantuary ( gosh i said it like i wasnt the messiest place ever with no good things inside. thats not including how little the space )

i had a lot of writings guess im gonna do several parts of that

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justafrogandherumbrella · 1 year

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Welcome to Nowhere: Blur

“Did you finish your paperwork yet?”

Both you and Gia freeze under Mr.Rotary’s venomous gaze.

“Well?” He asks. “Did you? Because, to me it just looks like you two girls are goofing off.”

Gia bristles at the word “girls.” They hate being called that, and you’re not sure you like it either. Are you a girl? A boy? Something in between? You don’t really think any of those fit. On one hand, you don’t particularly care about any of the labels, but on the other you don’t want to be associated with them. In this particular case however, you think you don’t like the label girl because… well, the way Mr.Rotary says it sounds derogatory.

“No.” Gia says tightly. It sounds as if they’re gritting their teeth, but they don’t have teeth, so that doesn’t make much sense. “No one told us we were supposed to.”

“Tch!” Mr. Rotary huffs. “Sounds like excuses to me. If you aren’t going to do your work,” he snarls, “than you aren’t going to fulfill your contract. We don’t want that, now do we?”

“You-” Gia starts to speak, then stops, taking a deep breath. “Then tell us what we’re supposed to do.” They say cooley, but you can hear the strain they put in to keep their voice even.

“You’re paperwork, obviously.” He said, sounding exasperated.

“Yes, but how-”

“Honestly,” Mr.Rotary says, cutting you off, “if you two keep up this ridiculous behavior, I’ll be forced to fire you.”

At that word- “fire”- you hear collective gasps of horror from the other room. While the word doesn’t have much effect on you, apparently its meaning is much worse than you remember. You don’t have much to lose here, so you don’t think the stakes are very high for you. Although, you might be wrong or misremembering. Your memory isn’t exactly reliable, after all.

“Figure it out.” Mr.Rotary snapped. “If you’re still behind within the next ten hours, you’ll leave me no choice. “ He turns to leave, but Gia stops him, placing their foot in front of the doorway.

“Wait.”

“Excuse me?” Mr.Rotary says, sounding incredulous, and even offended.

“What do you mean by that? Doesn’t the workday end by then?”

Mr.Rotary chuckles, amused by the question. “WHatever do you mean? The workday never ends.”

“...What?” Gia asks, taking their turn to be incredulous.

“You heard me, didn’t you? The workday never ends once it’s started.”

“...But what about sleep?” You ask, shocked by the idea.

Mr.Rotary studies you for a moment, as if he were examining some kind of alien creature. “Ah, that makes sense.”

“What makes sense?” Gia asks, turning to look at you, then back to Mr.Rotary.

“That.” He says, pointing at you. “You aren’t from here, are ya?”

“Well, no.” You answer, confused by his question. Doesn’t he already know that? “ I came in with Gia and-”

“No,” he interrupts. “Before any of that. You’re not from here, are you?”

“I-” What does that even mean? “I don’t know.”

He nods. “That checks out. Anyways- we don’t need things as silly as sleep here- or anywhere else you’ll go from now on.”

“What does that even supposed to mean?” You ask, a little miffed by his incredibly cryptic response.

“That’s not important right now.” Gia says, stepping in front of you.

Rude.

“If you remember our contract correctly,” they address Mr.Rotary, “it stated that you would help us hunt the monster after the work day ends. How’s that supposed to work if it’s never-ending?”

The CEO only shrugged in response. “I don’t know, it’s hardly my fault you signed on an agreement that didn’t work for you. Guess you’ll just have to cope.” He turns to leave, only for Gia to stop him again.

“Oh no you don’t” they say, wagging their finger at him. “You listen here, if we have no reason to work here, then we won’t. You’re the one not fulfilling your end of the bargain, so you won’t have any right to stop us. Instead of losing just a few hours of work, you’ll lose all of them. Now then, that doesn’t sound like something you want, now does it?” They mimic his condescending tone, which causes his telephone-face to contort in ways you didn’t think were possible..

He looks like he wants to say something- or maybe fire us, but instead all he says is: “Fine.” He walks towards the door, and this time Gia doesn’t stop him. “I’ll see you both soon.”

You’re standing at the deserted edge of town, your friends, the mayor, Mr.Rotary, and Bianca all with you. Huh? How on Earth did you end up here? Weren’t you just- wait… no you weren’t. You left the office a little bit ago with Gia, Mr.Rotary, and Bianca. Luckily, Mr.Rotary has brought Bea with him; you’re not sure how Gia would react if he hadn’t. . You all came here where the mayor, Emerson, and Aderyn met up with you. You’re preparing to hunt the monster, right now. The whole day has passed- so why does it feel like you blinked and just… appeared here at this Time. You can remember everything you did since your earlier conversation with Mr.Rotary clearly, but it still feels like those moments didn’t happen at all. It should have felt like a long exhausting day, given all the tedious, grueling tasks you had to do. You even remember learning how to do them- one of the students from your other job taught you. So why? It doesn’t make any sense. The day just passed by in a blur. Wait, that word- it means something. Blur. It’s a term- an important one. Where did it come from? It comes from the before, and it means something crucial, but you still can’t remember what it means. Even so, the feeling behind that word… It's unmistakable. Whatever a blur is, it’s dangerous.

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