06.07.2022

Wheel of Fortune, The Tower, The Emperor

here is a bunch of useless stuff abt prsk but i have no friends so im just saying it for everyone to hear. my opinions only dont take this seriously

nc @ 25

mafuyu: my favorite in the whole game. its odd considering that i used to absolutely hate her. i hated her for the same reason that most ppl hate her. i thought that everyone was overreacting to her problems but then i realized i was projecting my own insecurities onto that so i started to love her. ill pull her mothers hair out in clumps

kanade: my second favorite in the whole games. i just relate to mafuyu more. her hair is nice. we both hate going outside ♡︎ idk how shes paying the bills but either way i feel bad for her she lost so many ppl she loves & shes trying to protect someone she loves & i want a friend like her but i dont think itd be healthy but do i care? not really. i love kanade i wanna give her a comfy blanket to sleep with.

mizuki: this was very hard to do cause i couldnt decide to put them or kanade in the number 2 spot. ig i just have the smallest bit of more bias towards kanade. anyway their such a good friend big w for telling your bestie to run away (/serious) ily queen teehee were both transfem she/theys who hated life also their singing voice is the best out of all the characters

ena: ok i wanna like her more than i do but i just hate the way she treats mafuyu its like she thinks mafuyus a burden for not having conventional feelings a lot of ppl ik irl are like this so i dont care for ena that much but she obv has her moments of clarity ig but shes better than shiho (not sorry) also she abuses akito idc what ppl say

vbs

toya: hes autistic idk what to tell you chief i think the tenmas should adopt him his & tsukasas friendship is nice i like how tsukasas like an older brother to him. toya has my favorite voice of vbs i love how wholesome he is autism be damned by boys got daddy issues ill kick his dad in the teeth he & mafumom can fall into a volcano ♡︎

akito: i feel bad for the way ena treats him but i do wish he wasnt an ass sometimes but hes gotten better & actually has depth so i like him lots cause his voice is really good also his event stories are good i wish he had more event stories that were centered around him

an: 100% she ahouldve been the vbs leader my theory is that she looks too much like ichika ig & thats why. theres probably some reason that im unaware of. i like her event stories a lot shes a good character i like her determination also caucasian destination boy was her canon event not her discovering nagi is dead

kohane: shes cute & all & her singing voice is good. but she just feels like a copy & paste of minori, vice versa. her determination is cute & all but she just feels like super basic her outfit is cute tho ig.

wxs

nene: shes rlly cute her & emus friendship is one of my favorite dynamics we both love video games her whole mermaid thing is really nice i love mermaids sm also her songs are rlly cute her & lukas voices go well together shes also autistic just saying

rui: the other characters have queer aspects abt them but this guy was just queer all around i mean jfc anyway he said :3 i love his face he probably has my favorite face of the characters he has the best singing voice of wxs imo his event stories are cool too. hes autistic

emu: you ever meet someone so cheerful its almost intimidating? anyway shes adorable & deserves the world i like her lots i think shed give good hugs even tho i hate being touched id like to hug her at least once her event songs are good but im not a huge fan of once upon a dream

tsukasa: mr showtime is fire. he & emu would be in the same spot but i like emus singing voice better so 🤷‍♀️ he & mafuyu probably are systems (shoutout to hearth4days) my guy has glass child syndrome his parents are lowkey neglectful i love his big brother thing hes got going on i wish he was my big brother. his laugh is loud but nice

mmj

shizuku: so gorgeous no notes shes so sweet & cute & i love her voice & i want her to be my big sister & i love her singing voice the cards for the my color event are so lovely i want that costume for her so badly shes muah muah muah my love

haruka: we both have eds lol im not a huge fan of her singing voice but i like her hair when my hair grows out a little more i wanna style it like that i like her regular voice a lot

airi: lets go lesbians her & shizukus romeo & cinderella song was sooo good also her event songs are sooo good (momoiro key & icedrop ♡︎)

minori: her determination is cute & her design is cute but her personality is eh she & kohane are just copy & pastes of each other their both new at performing and have this main character determination & are obsessed with girls with blue hair (an & harkua)

l/n

honami: we both like drums. she probably has my second favorite face of all the characters. i also think she gives good hugs shes so nurturing and sweet i think her hair is very soft & smells good

saki: shes rlly cute i love her hair i wanna do my hair like that when it gets long we both are chronically ill & feel like a burden to the ppl around us lol her cards are really cute i also think her hair is soft

ichika: eh shes lame her singing voice is pretty good but other than that there doesnt seem to be too much thats interesting abt her

shiho: 🍅🍅🍅

Intro post cause I forgot to make one lmfao

DNI:

proshippers

zoos/"MAPs"

terfs

neo-nazis/white supremacists (idk why the last 2 would even be on Tumblr lmao)

Fujoshis. Listen man idc what you read just don't come up to me and say you ship two random men you saw on the street, jfc.

People who genuinely think femboy milk memes are funny jfc you all make me uncomfortable (doesn't count if you're actually a feminine guy)

Same with people who sexualize age/pet regression, get out of here actually.

ALL OF MY ACCOUNTS ARE 14+, SORRY MIDDLE SCHOOLERS

Vinny / I gave out my age once / cringe enthusiast, you cannot possibly be more cringe than me I think / 🇧🇿🇬🇹🇺🇲 / autism + ADHD combo ough / TUMBLR SEXYMAN ENTHUSIAST GRAHHH / feminine transguy / emo since 2010 this is a curse

I make art n shit lmao, I only really post my drawings though. I don't post consistently either, I'm usually more active on Instagram

I'm more known for fanart, I'm a multi fandom artist who has too many followers from different places and accidentally make people upset cause I draw one thing and then move on to a different fandom LMFOAO. But usually I never join new fandoms, I stick around the old ones and let them circulate. I'm a fandom veteran despite being in elementary for most of them

I ALSO WORK ON MY OWN COMIC IDEAS TEE HEE. PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT MY OCS MAKING HEADCANONS FOR ALREADY EXISTING CHARACTERS IS KINDA HARD FOR ME GRAHHHH 💣💣🔥💣💣🧨💥💥🦅🦅🚨🚨🗣️🗣️🗣️🦅🗣️🦅🦅🔥💣💣

Fandoms in question:

FNAF (usually just rebornicas old night guard designs LMAO I hate them as a person now)

DHMIS

Tankmen/ somewhat fnf??? Mostly tankmen and occasionally the Garcello mod

I have a fursona

Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World

The Aikuro Mikisugi fandom (there's only like 2 people lmfao. I like kill la kill but both the show and it's fandom has its issues man.)

JTHM/ invader zim. It's been a long ass time since I returned to these but they're still there

Theres other fandoms I used to be part of but either I just refuse to acknowledge them or just haven't returned to them in years. I still know shit about it though. I was extremely unsupervised on the internet since age 4.

THIS IS A SAFE SPACE FOR: LGBTQ+, self shippers/self insert people, uhh and people who are part of fandoms that fall under cringe culture I guess, oh and people who use neopronouns and MOGAI labels I think that's the term.

is the next fic you post going to be Compromise or the White Hat fic?

COMPROMISE! THE WH FIC IS NOT FOR A WHILE JGHDSGHFK (AFTER COMPROMISE IS BOND, THEN TECHNICALLY ETERNAL BUT THAT ONES ALREADY DONE, THEN HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, THEN THE WH FIC)

I PROMISE THE ONES AFTER COMPROMISE WONT TAKE ME AS LONG AS THIS ONE IS THO, THEYRE NOT AS LENGTHY/COMPLEX TO WRITE AS THIS ONE

4 Anti LO Asks

1. i know people throw around rachel is racist/transphobic/antisemitic etc & i dont think this is right. if i had to guess shes not purposely malicious, but rather just arrogant to what writing and visual choices she makes and how they contribute to these issues. we have to remember she's a white, cisgendered woman (i wont debate her sexuality) who is from a very white country. it doesnt excuse her arrogance, but i dont think she does this stuff on purpose. shes more of a well-intentioned airhead.

2. its also odd that the women in lo have disappearing and reappearing lips all the time. like one panel persephone has just a lined mouth, the next she has really full lips, then back to none the next panel. its minor but its still weird looking.

3. ngl i wish we had gotten to see more of persphone's friends. the nymphs/her old life are INFINITELY MORE INTERESTING than anything happening with hades or on olympus. screw the blue raspberry otter pop, even with NO CHEMISTRY, persephone has more scene chem with the nymphs than him. when your platonic relationships are more compelling than your romantic ones, you have failed as a romance writer.

4. i like how lo fans are like "oh theres so many grek myth stuff right now because of rachel" like yes, greek mythology, a set of stories and characters that literally did not have any retellings, adaptations, or reinterpretations for thousands of year until rachel came along. jfc these kids are so arrogant, and proud of it too!

Liveblogging! Legacies s3x10

Oh boy oh boy oh boy, it's that time of the week. We back at it again with the Legacies live!blog! Last week's episode gave me my favorite legacies ship......I have high expectations for this episode.

Plz don't let me down.

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METHAN

FIRST SCENE

..........guys

STOP

omfg methan are stopping crimes together

we love a crime-fighting romantic duo

there's a fanfic trope about this i swear

IS THAT DEATON

TEENWOLF DEATON?!

or am i stupid

Hope is so gorgeous i cant

Hope/cleo scene yaaaaaay

guys let hope be happy

she's allowed to be happy

josie's hairstyle is beautiful im in love

is lizzie really giving josie romance advice?

....when was the last time we saw Finch? i genuinely can't remember...

........noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i dont want a mizzie scene i really dont want a mizzie scene

LET ME HAVE METHAN

thank god

why are they so cute

"blursome" jfc hahaha

I hope ethan doesnt get too caught up in the supernatural-ness of it all

"you wanna skip P.E. with me *wink wink*"

there she is, there's finch

awww josie she's so cute

okay there better be a good finch/josie lunch scene for that good ole development

omfg invisi!lizzie....InvisiLizzie is my new nickname for her TM me lmao

HFKLSHDFLGJGLHJDFGLHSDFJGH

HOPE AND CLEO

PICNIC

GUYS

listen ik i said i ship handon again

but yall expect me to ignore this i swear

i like happy hope, happy hope is very cute and she has a pretty smile

is that a banshee? what was that screetch?

okay this is genuinely creepy im impressed

maybe we can learn about cleo's past more this episode?

OMFG I WAS RIGHT

I NEVER GUESS THE MONSTERS RIGHT

IM THE NEW LANDON HAHAHAH

"Rules of the Rom-Com" oh my god lizzie...im really not sure she's the best one to be giving romantic advice ehehe but i love that she's really trying to help josie :D

was that reverse psychology? yup, good job lizzie!

cleo and jed...this'll be interesting

why is everyone obsessed with wendigo's?

look at this development

i like that we're getting more stuff with jed

METHAN BACK METHAN BACK

"we can just hang out"

ethan...honey...there's more than just the supernatural

I do understand being very excited though

ETHAN GO WITH HIM

awwwwwww "it's just nice to have something to care about"

you know...just replace 'something' with 'someone'

ok i'll stop the shippy

alaric death happens nearly every episode the stakes are low

this jed development though im happy

omg the acting range!!!!!

im so intrigued holy shit

god he's such a good actor

dont say landon

do not say landon will die

OH COME ON

GUYS

STOP WITH THE LANDON DYING PLOT PLEASE

stop putting hope through the same thing over and over and over

one step forward two steps back

look i understand landon's more or less human status obvi puts him in the most risk

but

we've seen this same thing over and over

the banshee did say there were many possible roads so maybe this is just a misdirect

JOSIE awwwwwwww shes so brave confessing to finch infront of all her friends

this is cute

shes gonna say no isnt she

yup

hmmmmmm

idk guys im really not vibin well with this pairing

hope.....that broke my heart poor cleo

lizzie no

no "stealing back"

just

advise josie to move on

or find out who finch is seeing i guess

maybe that'll bring josie closure?

wouldn't it be cool if this 'banshee drawn to inconsolable grief' thing was a foreshadow for hope confronting her grief

man banshee!jed was so cool i hope we see more acting from him

awww mg was trying to protect ethan from the full moon i think

finch is a werewolf

oh

"tomorrow's no good" duh okay that makes more sense now

so finch does like josie but theres the supernatural thing

boy does josie have news for you finch

oh boy mizzie scene...woo...

wouldn't it be funny if there was another methan twilight parallel

we got the werewolf aspect now

it could happen

ETHAN SAVED MG

YES GOD IM SO HAPPY

BOTH OF THEM SAVED EACH OTHER

this is what i mean when i say i love balanced relationships ajflhsdjfsdf

ah is the monster thing from the end of the last episode...

werewolf hope :D

awwwwwwwwwwww god i really do like hope and cleo

"no one's dying today" damn straight

"the truth is you're kind and brilliant and badass"-hope to cleo <3

are they...do methan have their own hideout...

ETHAN MADE A HERO BASE FOR THEM

GOD

DID

did mg

call ethan

"eeth"

they

they have nicknames

oh my god

elena's old room

the nostalgia

LIZZIE

WHAT ARE YOU DOING

WHY WHY WOULD YOU LIE ABOUT FINCH

like i understand josie not wanting to be apart of the supernaturalness anymore

but like

hgnnnnnnnnn

ik lizzie has good intentions but good lord

awww this is a cute handon scene

ANOTHER PICNIC thats so sweet

idk why im getting an odd vibe with this cleo and jed scene

oh

it's supposed to be strange

"i've never had a genius monster idea until standing next to you" hmmm

cleo's a muse

that doesn't mean she's evil which is hopeful

oh god why does the monster want handon hair

what type of voodoo shit are we gonna deal with next episode

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I really liked that episode too! I guess what’s really making the past few episodes stand out is the character developments? So, I’m not really feeling josiexfinch BUT I like how it’s helping Josie’s character grow to try and be more confident with herself? I’m not cool with Lizzie lying to Josie about Finch. I understand it, I guess, but I don’t like it.

Methan. Nuff said. I’m not apologizing for my constant gushing over them lmao.

I wanna know more about Cleo.

Gah I’m annoyed with the anti fuckboi Eren agenda going around. Acting like he’d be some creepy virgin loser (but that’s somehow cute) while Mikasa is a pretty girl with a high body count. I mean come on I’ve seen the world’s most obnoxious men get pussy for the sole reason that they’re hot. Mikasa is a pretty girl but let’s be honest, she’s not the casual sex type. She might try it once and then be like “nah let’s not try that again” because she seems like the “saving it for a committed, loving relationship” kind of girl. I don’t see how that’s sexist. That’s how she is??? That’s how a lot of people are.

Also people thinking Eren is too off putting to get laid is just funny to me. Isn’t this the same mf who got all his friends to sign up for the Survey Corps because of his angry speech at graduation? He’s intense but I wouldn’t necessarily say he’s off putting. Also 19 year old manbun Eren? Girl he’s a mistake I would be totally okay making over and over again regardless of how he is as a person. What can I say? He’s hot and there’s no way anyone who saw him shirtless with that ten pack doesn’t think so. One night stands don’t require you to have a glowing personality, just a little bit of charm.

And in a world where he hasn’t met Mikasa yet and there are no Titans and he doesn’t have a million other things to think about, what’s wrong if Eren wanted to fuck around a bit? I get that it’s not for everyone, that’s fine. But the way people are being so mean about it and then turn around and seem shocked when their words have consequences is just hilarious.

I KNOW WHAT DO U EVEN DO WITH VIRGIN EREN?? I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH HIM, but it doesn't add anything to any character arcs at all. he doesn't lend himself as well to drama or angsty storylines I feel, because he's a nice boy. Like there's not a lot of plot lines I can think up for specifically virgin Eren. I 100000% agree with u Mikasa is a relationship kind of girl and that's okay, I think even in real life girls more often prefer relationships, but I've seen god knows how many guys whoring around, some who have absolutely no business too.

It feels much more in Eren's character that he might whore around, especially if he didn't have Mikasa for some reason. Theres just no reason for him not to??? And like u said MISTAKE ANYONE WOULD BE WILLING TO MAKE 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🥵🥵🥵 Like literally the fact that Eren is hot is the entire reason I'm sure erehisu's exist despite the 2 having absolutely no chemistry imo at all.

Like ppl have been saying here lately the SNK fandom seems like a fucking mess, I didn't quite realize the extent 😂 bc of our happy Tumblr bubble here but man they really just come after anyone who has an idea they don't like. The holier than thou attitude like jfc, as if our interpretations of Eren's character are wrong, but their interpretation that he's a homely virgin who would spend his life waiting to find 'the right' girl, like bro no. Referencing canon like it adds proof to their interpretation of him 💀💀 bud learn some reading comprehension and realize, everyone is allowed to interpret it differently. I think thats the root of all our problems is no one can accept differences in opinion.

ANYWAYS I LOVE U ANON AND I APPRECIATE U RANTING WITH ME!! 💕

WandaVision Theory

Okay so this contains some spoilers (mostly specculation really) from wanda vision so... spoilers below cut.

We have all seen the casting for Spiderman 3 & Doctor strange 2.... It includes people like: Andrew Garfield (spiderman) Tobey Maguire (Spiderman) Xochitl Gomez (America Chavez) Ryan Reynolds (Deadpool) Tom Hiddleston (Loki) Among others.... lots of universes being mixed here guys. So I have a theory... Blame my friend for this thing being birthed she had to listen to this as it came out. Peter/Pietro (since xmen pietro is called peter, but wanda knows his as pietro) maximoff is Loki, last we saw loki he had the tesseract and was fleeing, loki is trying to find out the state of the awvengers post end game, and yeah loki likes to fuck with thor & in the comics he lovveeesss just winding people up (God of mischief ffs), so he is trying to find out what the fuck is going on, he is curious about wanda's level of powers (like she is one of the most powerful mcu characters, hes gunna be curious), wanda as we know has a town hostage and is controlling everything, this is similar to avenegrs where loki wanted to rule earth, so hes seeing if she could be of use to him/try figure out a way to get his end goal. End of wanda vision season 1 - wanda looses complete control, she snaps. She breaks the multi verse because she has been believing this pietro is her pietro but with a different face... she finds out it is loki in pietros body which causes her to loose total control and snap a rift in the multi verse OR sword cause her so much stress, vision is questionign everything/realises what wanda did (Sees the footage maybe?) or she has to watch him die again and wanda is so torn over by emotion that she looses control, pietro/loki then realises that oh fuck this is about to go down and wanda uses her powers to try control more and either knocks pietro loki back into loki for or loki shifts just before to do a reveal, he may even try and fix this and help wanda because he knows intense powers and notice she is going insane????? But this ends in her bringing in all the spidermen into the MCU. Bringing deadpool with em. Bringing america chavez with them (She lives in a paralel universe and thats where she got her powers so wanda drags her into MCU because hey, she snapped). Doc strange 2 happens which is about the multi verse. Strange appears at end of wanda vision kinda like "Oh no...." like he's seeing what is about to happen and sees wanda is about to cause he doesnt see this coming,  So doc strange 2 is now begining wanda has lost control and merged all theses universes into one - sony,fox,the new characters universe etc etc etc are now all in the MCU universe there is many spider men now (Like into the spider verse) kidna like that level of how it happens they just got ripped into this reality. In spider man 3 this is also playing a part because all the spidermen are still here (Showing this could be a long winded issue/they cant get back to their universe because wanda doesnt know how she did it, doesnt want to do it/cant do it again) Back to doc strange 3 - this movie will be directly dealing with the immediate backlash of this, the many spidermen, deadpool, america chavez all appearing, strange realising what has happened, trying to fix this, loki also there because he doesnt even know whats happened but DAMN is he interested because THIS level of power.... thats interesting to him. Loki's disney+ series happens after the multi verse of madness/during it (like loki's show is bought up in it like "lokis fucking president?!?!?!" like thats another thing thats gone wrong from wanda's melt down and destroying the multi verse, and another thing for strange to to and do damage control on. wanda cant fix this, shes now gone fully off rails, if she watches vision die twice she wont be coming back from that we know. so strange is also trying to help her on how to use her powers as she never reallllly has had training, strange might know people who can help her deal with this insane amount of power. Strange cant fix this alone he needs wanda to try and fix this, and the issue could be a permenant one ( i recon it will be permenant and all wwhat phase 4 & 5 will be about) Doctor strange 2 sees them going between thesee multi verse's they have discovered (maybe strqange & wanda, maybe strange & wong, maybe wanda and someone else who knows... but they are trying to find out how far this damage has gone End of doctor strange is them realising this isnt a quick fix, the world has gone insane as there is all these new ones, ("WHY ARE THERE 3 SPIDER MEN!" - JJJ shouts (cause hey he was in the tobey mcguire spidermen ffs we get him with this package too) spider man 3 then happens & tom holland (The spider men will be refered to by their actors names) see's that um theres another spider man??? what the??? he finds him and they all find out they are the same spider man. This movie plays out similary to into the spiderverse but they dont all go at the end of it because this is a long winded issue. But... now we have america chavez, shes just been bumbling round the MCU being a hero cause she's here.... Monica as you rememebr from wanda vision has her internal sequencing rewritten each time she goes through the hex, this gives her powers cause she has gone through the hex so much at this stage in wanda vision.... So Monica = Photon America Chavez Cassie = Stature Kate bishop = Hawkeye Tom holland = Spiderman How did kate get here and Cassie? KATE So clint stepped down, hawkeye disney+ seems to be like fractions, clints training kate (maybe his family left after end game because jfc clint is probs a wreck, or clint didnt stop so hsi wife left.... maybe they live in iowa happily who knows) Clint was going solo for a while in newyork, when he met this other hawkeye (Hey maybe kate got dragged through the multi verse or maybe she was just a great archer rich kid in newyork who saw hawkeye had fucked off after the blip (maybe she was working during the blip, but towards the end? in comics she took hawkeye mantle while clint was off beign a depressed noodle and he then found out there was 2 hawkeyes and confronted ehr and agreed to train her so maybe somehting simialr to this is what happens in hawkeye) But anyway Clints training kate in new york and yeah shes good. CASSIE Scott after end game & Hope continue being antman and the wasp, but cassie eventually takes over the suit from them (Maybe something happens in antman 3 quantamania that means neither scott or hope can use the suits any more because it will tear them apart, like hank cant use the suits because it takes too much of a toll on his body now and he wouldnt surive it really...) so cassie has taken over the suits and is now operating under the code name stature. This then begins the next arc for the avengers now they have got people powered up, and atleast 1 person from this destruction of the multi verse (America chavez) but we may have more that are discovered over the course of phase 4 that were bought through with the multi verse. So, where does this go??? The young avengers is the next big arc.... Maybe wanda (&peter maximoff? not sure how that would work as young piettro (evan peters one) was from the 80s or something in xmen so is an adult not a kid like he is in wanda vision, which adds to my this isnt pietro but loki thing) But maybe wanda is leading them, maybe not. But the multi verse cant be fixed so they have these heroes now and the avengers kinda died after end game cause tony died and steve fucked off. Sam helps train but hes off with bucky alot too doing a buddy up thing together, but as sam is the new cap he also heads up this young avengers kinda as a mentor for them. Now... right now your pronbs thinking "Morgan stark though" Morgan has a suit... but morgan is still even in 2030 (hawkeye is 2025...) morgan would only be 7..... so she isnt really old enough.... But who else had an iron man suit in the comics? who may of got dragged through the multi verse? Enter riri williams aka iron heart. That takes us up to about end of phase 5 with the rise of the young avengers & champions maybe??? Hi and thanks for coming to my ted talk

PRECIOUS SMILE

i dont think youre the ponytailed god i saw in flashes bc you seem to be smiling and he was all broody and shit but damn the CHARACTER DESIGN

but moving on

HELLO CHARACTER DYNAMIC

i live for “intimidating angry person” getting cowed by “sunshine smaller person” its SUCH a good dynamic hello motherfucker wit yo height differences too

six minutes into this goddamn anime and i am ASSAULTED with good character design and dynamics. “wait. is that you ryouhei?” said with a confused voice fucking GETS me

oh my god

im lov

ryouhei gives me big big himbo energy too

“reincarnation” turned to fucking CPR and ZOMBIES. plus his voice sounds so so familiar. like. weird familiar. ryouhei’s voice gives me BIG VIBES and im not sure WHOSE vibes but im reasonably certain ive heard his voice before

8 mins in so far and this anime is not disappointing. the animation and camera movement when the kyudo range was revealed was just 👌👌👌🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i mean.

the wind blowing leaves over such an empty area to bring colour and life to something that was previously described as “dead” and needing to be “reincarnated” the panning reveal of the bows and the shrine and the range. the look of absolute wonder in protagonist’s eyes and the understanding look in seiya’s eyes at narumiya’s amazement

everything about it was just beautiful

and the fucking dead mother backstory just kicked in

for a sports anime. the fact that narumiiya has a dead parent and has to pick up the slack and thus be torn from his passion really adds a layer of depth into everything. bc you feel for him. you want him to pursue kyudo bc you see just how much he WANTS it. but at the same time, you understand why he chooses not to

and the music

the music that plays when he bikes his way home, the sombre piano and the sight of him coming home to an empty house. his mom’s writing on a whiteboard telling narumiya she won’t have any business trips. the picture of her smiling. cut to narumiya praying at her altar. the dark confines of the house and how it contrasts with the freedom and light of the kyudo range. the sadness of narumiya’s inner monologue when his father tells him hed be late. then this

the bag. the “treasure” he was mentioned to carry around

for a first episode, it introduces so many characters i have a hard time remembering their names but it does a damn good job of counterbalancing that with the intrigue around narumiya

you want to know more about his past. you want to know whats in the bag. you want to know this and that and for a first ep that offloads so many characters on you, the focus is still kept on narumiya and just. good shit

and did i mention the music was good? bc the music was good

the piano in this scene is just delicious. not the best, but its very evocative of the feeling of wistfulness. of longing. of nostalgia and the memory of better days. i want these three best friends to do kyudo again and just

im lov

im lov this boi too

big kageyama tobio vibes

maybe its the voice, sounds kinda similar, but maybe its the “this sport is my life” vibe but also

KACCHAN

KACCHAN MOTHERFUCKER

im sorry but im going to be over here fucking choking

the fucking sibling dynamic is strong and i am over here fucking losing my shit

technically its cousin dynamic but STILL

kacchan

wont be able to get over that

wont be able to get over the whispered “good job, ryouhei” either. bless his va

the whispered “good” when tommy-sensei conscripts narumiya into firing an arrow too.

bless his va.

HE CARRIES HIS OWN GLOVE

ITS A GLOVE

the mystery has been RESOLVED

but technically no bc theres still so much intrigue about him

and that intrigue is killing me slowly

bc “last time”????

what happened “last time”???????

jfc

FUCKING

HELLO BITCH

HELLO MOTHERFUCKER

HELLO CHARACTER DESIGN

what the fuck

what the fuck

this is the exact same clip from that one mep i saw that made me wan watch this anime

I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO SHOW UP IN THE FIRST GODDAMN EPISODE

HELLO MOTHERFUCKER

HELLO MOTHERFUCKER

OH MY GOD

so, i finished reading call down the hawk, in a very turbulent way.

on one hand it feels like coming home. the raven cycle was a breaking point for me in many ways, and i hope this serie too. i always miss blue and gansey.

but also it feels different, like the writing was improved, like the story was improved, like the characters were improved. so many more female and queer main characters! i no longer hate adam, hes much more expressing and needless to say i would die for declan, the character development is amazing.

idk im sure im gonna love this trilogy, stiefvater bitch well fucking done, sometimes i forget you are that good. (spoilers and random thoughts under the cut)

-ronan's comebacks belong to an edgy 13 years old i swear

-"ronan missed him like a lung" im dead

-well lynch isn't it hypocrite from you to be bothered by matthew's dubstep music

-he fell in love at first fucking sight

-can you believe this guy thinking about hands and rolled sleeves and longing and yearning

-"life was messy until you were in your twenties" are you fucking sure because more of a mess than ever and im halfway through it already

-theres definitely a huge vicious and vengeful aesthetic here. huge. it's like victor vale will jump out of a door in any minute.

-is matthew really human, if he only can be cheerful?

-maggies power to create eerie places and situations is outstanding

-i love declan lynch. im sorry ronan, i love him

-declan gets furious at ronan for giving away a name and zip code but instantly slides his phone number to this fucking skilled girl mmmmmm weak from you

-the dreamed of you text is a kick on the chest

-gansey and blue's interactions are just too soothing

-my existence feels like walking non stop through the barn's security system

-damn the museum date

-i like this version of adam, actually expressing himself, in an uncomplicated way. i envy it.

-hes....... baby sitting the mint plant this is too soft to handle

-how do you go from soft af to anxiety made words in one page jfc

-i would die for the red haired girl

-lindenmere this, lindenmere that, but how can you get over your cabeswater forest?

-new favourite expression brought to you by ronan lynch: "what, as the kids say, the fuck?"

-i love the motherfucking lynch brothers i love them

-she unapologetically went "im gonna paint you like one of my french girls"

-oh i wish i was a cloud, avoid conversations, thunder a little

-hes so open about adam now, it's amazing

-writers go so often to parentless and family-less characters bc they don't have to deal with a lot of stuff

-if the character called neil from the next books belong to the mob im gonna lose my shit

-"i had another forest" is such a sad line

-this book is 500 pages of ronan being a disney prince

-a disney prince who materializes guns and immediately shot, so you don't forget he's both soft and sharp as fuck

-blues name on his phone is sargento i can't

-something is happening to adam. bitch pick up the goddamn phone.

-it turned into some kind of eerie steven universe

-WHERE. THE SHIT. IS. ADAM JFC

more poly jeremy and michael please!!!! maybe a roadtrip or something idc i just really love ur writing hehe

oh hell yea

im just gonna do headcanons for rn but maybe eventually ill write this as a fic

inspired by the fact i May or May Not be going to disneyworld for a few days this summer ;)))

so its the final few weeks of senior year right

and idk lets just say ur all going to separate colleges but ur gonna make it work

so its just. the three of u sitting in michaels basement, the usual spot, with u lying across their laps just havin a good time (havin a good time), ignoring the struggles from graduation practice that morning because ugh

you three are just. all watching movies n chillin together, havin a lil night in rather than wandering the town Again (which basically means y’all end up in the mall before going to get fast food n then crashing in michaels basement)

and its just gotten quiet for a bit and maybe the topic of a roadtrip comes up in the movie

and all of a sudden u just feel michael, whos been leaning into the couch pretty heavily, sit straight up

and u look up

“you good?” “we should take a roadtrip.”

jeremy and u both exchange a look

“what” “cmon!!! we should take a roadtrip together before summers over.”

“where?” 

michael goes silent

“disney world?”

aw fuck he got u there. disney world is fuckin dope.

“… with what money?” “aw, c’mon - we’ve all been working. plus my moms will definitely pitch in since they love you nerds.”

jeremy, whos been typing something into his phone for the past like 30 seconds: orlandos a 16 hour drive

“so we’ll take turns! we each drive for like.. five hours.”

“disneys really expensive, michael.”

he just kinds. frowns a lil bit w a soft “okay”

u and jeremy exchange yet another look

“i can ask my dad if he can help out…” jeremy starts. its just 2 against 1 now.

u sigh and sit up, “i guess ill talk to mine too.”

michaels immediately fuckin excited again

i like to imagine you and jeremy both have jobs while michael Doesnt bc his moms make pretty fuckin good money and he just hasnt had the need to like. Do That.

so its just. ok guess we’ll save as much as we fuckin can.

long story short, through the miracle of your parents all agreeing to help out where they can, you all save money n get disney tickets asap and figure things out

it turns from “lets just drive 16 hours in one day, pass out in a hotel, and then go to disney” to “maybe we should stop somewhere and sleep after like. 10 hours.” to “nah man we can handle it.” 

and basically: y’all literally leave early in the morning so that you can get to the hotel at a reasonable time, maybe grab some food, and then pass the fuck out

michael probs drove the most out of the three of you - his car, his idea, he might as well take the most

leaving u and jeremy to basically dj the entire trip

haha jokes on y’all the trip took longer than the 16 and a half that google projected for y’all bc… stops for food n bathroom breaks and stuff.

good thing y’all absolutely left at like 2 am lmao

u three get to the hotel n honestly michael probably passes out the moment he hits the mattress

u and jeremy just. look at each other, exhausted

before deciding

yeah we’ll just. eat in the morning

insert y’all getting ready for sleepy times and accidentally waking up michael

which leads to a fuckin DOPE cuddle session between the three of u before y’all fall asleep

michael? absolutely giddy abt disney. big mood bro.

im gonna skim some details before this gets too long but

y’all take. so many pictures w characters

and so many pictures in general

jeremy 100% goes into dad mode and is like “hey - hey, go stand over there i wanna get a pic of u” every now and then

“jeremy ur being a dad” “no im not!” 

michael voice dude you totally are

theres a rly cute selfie of the three of u with mickey ears on

its someones bg. maybe all three of urs.but its definitely Someones.

its just a rly goofy trip filled with y’all collecting signatures and having a blast together

combined with soft nights of the three of you cuddling and giggling over the events of the day 

and also ranting abt how expensive disney is bc jfc

the drive back is the worst experience bc y’all just. dont wanna fuckin leave 

bc disney is… so good y’all

theres so many pics on ur instagram n snapchat

of just the three of you being so so so happy

and its just!!! so good.

...also tbh theres just so many ways felix couldve been a S2 ep but like, queen's battle is mostly the main reason lmao. i think less of it as felix's official introduction and more of... a potential agreste episode. that's my main objective tbh. n as i said, i think queen wasp was the ep where we first saw emilie too and it was a BIG game changer but they downplayed it bc they were too focused on chloe n that's why i think felix was a missed opportunity too? esp if it happens 1 season AFTER the events of queen's battle they had plenty of time to still elaborate a bit but no they just introduced emilie's side of the family n all we know is that they're "bad".

which btw we know adrien's "better" than felix bc he's the deuteragonist n we KNOW what he's like but why does everyone also think that amelie is devious too? sure, she's very shady too but i'd love for them to pull a 180° and make it so that amelie and felix were the ones w/the good intentions all along, and tell us once and for all that EMILIE IS A BAD GUY BC CMON NOW.

w/that being said also fuck sole crusher for referencing solitude and then not speaking of it again (granted, mayb they will in gabriel agreste, but still) n also have felix reappear... what, three times? yall r fr 4 fucking seasons in and don't even BOTHER w the interesting characters that could permanently change the current status of the show for more ladynoir miscommunication? and i should be GLAD that something's happen? jfc, maybe if the new hero team wasn't so fabricated and forced in maybe i'd actually think abt it

this is not even me being biased it's literally so stupid how adrien, chloe and felix are SO GODDAMN UNDERUTILIZED - not only in general, but also for the fact that felixs WHOLE INTRO EP was literally about the agreste family, n still told us nothing at the same time. like r we fr. and if yall make him cooperate w lila in the 2 other eps he'll appear in i'll deadass quit the show bc ???

lets be honest i didnt sign up for adrien to get sidelined when his dad being the villain was my main incentive to watch it in the first place. S4, the promised land, look where we are everyone! biggest fuckin disappointment

screaming about newest Sander Sides vid

specifically “Can LYING Be Good??” Under the cut this time sorry for spamming lmao

this isnt a live blogged post but put in the order of screaming at the events in the vid bickering prinxiety  "Im silly like that" Foreshadowing to Deceit? Oof "Im sorry i called you charlie frown" HE APOLOGIZED OOOOO i love logan so much even if he can be a bit of a know it all but he explained the thing to patton nicely   ive watched the office bloopers too but never the actual show mmm could be gayer roman "This dude" lmao i love virgil    "Looking at this objectively-- so you two can sit this one out" LOGAN JUST GOT IT THAT THOMATHY WANTS TO LIE CJSBW fucking princey being like "then how would you describe all the acting hes done in his life" just why u child "LETS LOOK AT KANT" JOAN princey ur not making urself look great by saying "never lying at ALL?" thomas screaming joan is such a mood "He seems to like his friends" rlly Logan Logicality moments but its deceit sobs listen now im rlly overanalytical with patton being deceit cuz "well of course, im morality" could be him lying but who knows VIRGIL SHIMMYING GIVES ME LIFE "Dont be dramatic... Thats my job" lmaooo HANNAH MONTANA ARE YOU SHITTING ME "See i know things too" IM WAITING FOR LOGAN ANGST IF THERES ROMAN ANGST DAMNIT honestly im logan "You can communicate a falsehood" OOH THAT LIPSYNC OF PRINCEYS VOICE AS HE IS BEING JOAN GOOD SHIT i love joan "What did we establish this whole shapeshifting thing for if we're never going to use it" lmao thomas frowning at virgil Logan flipping through his cards!! Dwi = driving while intoxicated Deceit knew Roman would take the stage thing literally holy shit In THE HEIGHTSSSS! "Joan didnt rhyme there" pgkrhfhw The constant switching between thomas princey and joan princey is really good MEEEEEEE no 15 second ads atm logan in a black tie is good shit im gonna draw him in the headset virgil being the techy is rlly fitting somehow but also "so many thINGS" is such a mood "Pbpbpbpblease" I loved "pattons" little director outfit god i love joan "I have several questions" ARE YOU MY MUMMY I love logan being the hecking nerd he is "I was afraid i went a little too method with it" lmao Roman and logans 1 second team up "I thought patton was the director" yes give me protective virgil the constant "whats" oooo different types of lies LMAOO "IM YOUR BOSS" "Boyfriend, what boyfriend? How many lies are we telling here?" God what a mood virgil saying boo lmao "yes and” "You dont know if your boss is a homophobe" lol yikes roman Roman in a suit with a cigar is... Somethin "Not a homophobe? Awesome" - every queer person ever "...selling hot topic merch --yes AND--" "nice" yas "I can only be so many places at once dude" im surprised virgils participating so much. What a nice dude i love listening to logan inform about things gfsbhewk The fucking voice joan gave the teenage dude kills me "Football and/or skateboarding" the classic "where do babies come from" joke messenger falcons wow virgils rlly trying! "Oh no its not...--" "KLLCK" jfc "patton" joan is so cute oh my god virgils "yikes" face is honestly the biggest mood roman sucking on the sippy cup lmao the face closeups albdwhgdha "CURTAINS?" "Fine end it now" "I thought it went well... Well i dont really know" is a montra of life tbh i love logan have i said that I have no idea what the hell they just said but roman said "classic" ooo deceit breaking pattons characterrrrr he even had a little bit of a worried face for a sec all of them except "patton" conceding to telling the truth AND THE ANGST MUSIC PICKING UP OH GOD "...and anyone who doesnt understand that should just shut up" OOH MY DARK STRANGE SON HAS CAUGHT ON OOO DECEIT YOUR LOSING IT BITCH OH MY GOD PATTON BEING AGRESSIVE AND SARCASTIC IS BOTH SCARY AND AMAZING  ok tbh the first time i watched the part where deceit stops acting in character as patton i was like "well shit" shit shit shit virgil knew and i know ive watched the vid already but this part is just so GOOD WOAH THERE DECEIT CAN SHUT THE OTHERS' MOUTHS BECAUSE AS THE ASPECT OF DECEIT ITS WITHHOLDING INFORMATION FUCK I LOVE EVIL CHARACTERS AND LOGAN HOLDING HIS MOUTH CLOSED MAKES THIS LOOK LIKE A HOSTAGE SITUATION. ALSO ALSO ALSO in the past the others have slapped their mouth shut, most likely cuz of deceit. AND WHEN ROMAN SAID "You're nothing compared to the others" to virgil hE SLAPPED HIS MOUTH SHUT HOLY SHIT IT ALL MAKES SENSE so when roman said others... Is he referring to only the negative traits of the sides? or are there positive ones too? Oooo lore and angst good shit "OOooh i get it now" THEN DO SOMETHING SIR SING A LOT "They'd prefer not to know about" huh virgil? Interesting SAVE LOGAN DAMNIT THE FUCKING MUSIC CYNICAL PATTON SCARES ME OOF ITS DECEIT FHHWHSJA "Who's she? Never heard of her" deceit is also sarcasm if virge hasnt taken that spot lol ok ok more analysis virgils expression when deceit is finally revealed seems like they're fought before. so in the past have they (or just virge) helped patton surpress deceit? do they just do it casually now as to not make a scene? more analysis. "Love the new outfit roman" roman being hopes and dreams must have an effect on his guillible-ness ooooh. Deceit being part of patton, therefore part of thomas, knows romans weakness then huh. ALSO ALSO adding onto the virge vs deceit thing from before: Virgil seems to be the first and strongest one to stand up to deceit, throwing insults just as well. Hmmm also logan's speech combats deceit quite well. Deceit is withholding and creating false facts. Logan WOULD be able to go against him but deceit does control what comes out of thomas' mouth to a degree. Interesting. YES LOGAN INFORM THE FUCKERS ASS god the music i love this ALSO THOMAS' SHIRT AT THE SCENE IS A COMPLETE SKULL JUST A DETAIL I NOTICED deceit is a heck. "What you dont know cant hurt you" yikes "HOW DARE YOU STOOD WHERE HE STOOD" im not a fan of hp but nice ref. Patton casually being like "oh its you again plz leave" Princey and Logan being like "hes lying dude" @ thomas "This all went according to plan" virgil stifling a laugh at pattons joke yess "Non toxic modeling compound" UGH WHAT A RIDE DAMN "Belief doesnt always translate to reality" logan would regret deceit coming back and we all know it "The dark sides..." Lmao gimme FRACTURE A FEMUR KFBWHDJA ooo a minute of end card! "I literally typed out 'F word face'" lmao "I hope you didnt do thing that you do sometimes where you freak out and stand in the middle of your living room and talk to yourself for 20 minutes" "hahaha ahh no... YES I DID" "ah shoot" THE PUNS HE REALLY IS A PART OF PATTON FJWBBDHS. god his sarcasm i cant its great. notes: logan torture fic. Someone do it and tag me i just love torture fics? Help? Lmao cya

Analyzing Sheith, with a dash of discourse.

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“Cordially inviting any and all anti’s to come at me bro Whether it be...”

Can I just add, that many antis throw around the word "pedophilia" and first of all, that's a disgusting accusation to make of someone imagining FICTIONAL characters in a relationship. And second, it does not apply. Like the literal definition does not apply. Would a 25 year old with a 17 year old be cool IRL? Probably not but it's not pedophilia and it's also FUCKING FICTION JFC. God I wish I had the time to worry about what fictional characters people shipped.

Sorry for that brick I just have been wanting to say that for so long, hope you have a spectacular, wonderful, idiot free day <3

You may definitely add that. I certainly forgot to. 

It really depends heavily on context for that 17-25 thing. It depends on the relationship and maturity levels of the two people in question. I know there are 25 year olds that are still running around this site screaming about “problematic ships” like its the fucking plague. And then there are people in my life who grew up in drug houses, who struggle because their families entire line of poor credit, bad choices, substance abuse and felonies makes it nearly impossible for them to get jobs and basic debit/credit cards, who dug around in dumpsters for food during their childhood-- and you can bet they grew up incredibly fast, and incredibly hard. 

Biology plays a part in it to a degree too-Female brains tend to fully develop ages 16-25? (dont cite me on this, im just going off of memory) and for male brains I think they finish developing around like, 18/22-30??? I’d have to look it up again, but you get my point.

Theres a lot of factors that go into play- The maturity levels of the individuals themselves, and the actually Nature of the relationship itself, I think.

Lets take Sheith, for example. 

We have seen maturity and selflessness exhibited in both individuals; Both of them have had to go through very hard experiences; Keith being an orphan with abandonment issues, yet still carries some incredibly strong morals and a fierce love for people and a desire to protect others.; Shiro has been enslaved, amputated and experimented upon, and forced to perform in bloody, gruesome, arena’s. He’s been through Hell, and still he has retained a sense of calm, patience, and compassion. 

So we know from this that they’re both plenty mature enough-- But what about the nature of their relationship?

Honestly I think this one of the most healthy ships out there for the sheer amount of love and compassion and respect between the two, even without picking apart just how well they compliment each other. 

Again, starting with Keith; This is a highly individualized person that does not like authority. He’s not going to want to feel like he has to explain himself to anyone or meet anyones arbitrary standards; Does not like, and possibly feels threatened by rules and restrictions as that threatens his ability to do his own thing. He makes his own rules for himself and his own personal values to which he will adhere strictly. He’s intelligent, but it’s shown and seen through his actions-- Not explained through word of mouth, and most likely never will be. Trust and abandonment issues, as well as his orphaning, may lead him to difficulties communicating with others, being vulnerable, and expressing emotions or showing weakness, making him a very secretive, private person, that most likely finds both comfort and fear in Isolation. Comfort, because no one can hurt you, and you can sort everything out yourself and have complete control when you’re alone; Fear, because it’s very easy to keep isolating yourself and never stop, even though you want, like, and need people in your life, but may be hesitant to go to them for fear of getting hurt or abandoned, especially if you reveal your softer, more unprotected sides. Keith, as a character, may even be scared of his feelings. 

One of these belongs to every paladin okay, thats all I’m sayin’. 

In conclusion, Keith is a very private, lonely person with a history of trust issues stemming from abandonment and a dislike for authority, making him not the easiest person to get along with.  He needs someone who will have the patience and respect that will allow Keith to open himself up to them on his own highly secretive terms, someone who is open minded, patient, and understanding, in order to understand someone as rare and unconventional as Keith (He’s not exactly going to come with an owners manual or introductory pamphlet y’know?). He needs to feel safe, comfortable, and not judged by a person in order to place so much trust, value, safety and security with them. If someone tries inauthentic, underhanded, or forceful means of manipulating someone like Keith into anything, you know Keith won’t be having it. 

Shiro is kind of the epitome of all of these traits, and we don’t just see him using them to understand Keith, but we see him using them to understand other members of his team as well (like Pidge or Allura). Once Shiro has a good understanding of someone, he waits until an appropriate, non-threatening time arises in order to build his team members up, give them advice, solace, or whatever he thinks they may need that he can give them. He uses a very open, friendly, safe, respectful and non-threatening communication style in order to build up people around him; This is an incredibly rare and beautiful kind of person, imo, at least in Shiro’s case, because we can see how very dedicated he is to doing this, and that he makes it one of his biggest priorities. 

This makes him pretty great for Keith, but there are plenty of reasons why Keith is great for Shiro too.

From episode one, from Keiths very introductory sequence, we see him caring, for and sacrificing for Shiro-- Going out of his way to make sure Shiro is safe at all times, or backing him up; Whether it be in or out of Voltron, Keith is literally Shiro’s right hand man. Keiths love for Shiro is very similar for Shiros’ love for Keith;  It is a respectful, kind, and appreciative, thankful kind of love. It is built on and never runs out of trust, and only seeks to lift the other up, and make sure the other is okay, without breaching any boundaries. 

Shiro, from his iron devotion and love for others, strikes me as the type of person that forgets to take care of himself, in lieu of others and their importance, valuing it over his own. Keith, being a very confident, straight forward, and protective person, is perfect for Shiro in that he can and will make sure Shiro does get the self-care he needs, but without threatening or stomping upon Shiros virtues, or his mission. Shiro, for all his dad-jokes and stereotypes, honestly might need the child harness more than Keith does for his sheer scary-levels of willingness to sacrifice himself, like he means nothing- Or at the very least, nothing in comparison to others. Shiro, just like Keith, doesn’t know when to stop and take a break if others don’t make him/tell him too. And even then, Shiro might not understand or believe it, simply because war and soldier-trauma is like this. 

Shiro needs someone who is confident, straight forward, and strong enough to take care of Shiro as Shiro takes care of others. He needs someone who will be considerate and kind to him when no one thinks to be, or knows to be. He needs someone who will keep a close eye on him and watch and listen for when he’s breaking, when he needs help, whether he knows it or not-- He needs someone who will be aware of just how much Shiro himself may not know it too. And he needs someone who will do this genuinely, authentically, respectfully, and patiently. Issues like these are incredibly painful for both parties to go through, and they may never heal. A spouse who deals with this may have to come to accept this as never-changing, and to do that... Takes so much genuine love and self-sacrifice? It’s both heart-wrenching and beautiful, as it is a gruesome reality. It’s not sexy, cute, or fun-- It’ cold and it’s harsh and to persevere in your attentive care of someone in spite of such hard issues, especially when coupled with things like PTSD, is about as Real as you can get.

The reason Keith fits this bill perfectly? Is because we already see him doing this for Shiro in canon. 

We see it in anytime Keith flings himself into action in order to save shiro, whether it’s well-thought out or not. We see it in his respect, adherence, and boundaries. We see it in how he trusts Shiro to keep throwing himself into battle and come back to him, amidst a respectful but attentive observance of his person, his space, his wishes and his safety. In Keith we see he’s developed his own very deep and respectful understanding of Shiro and how he works, just as Shiro has developed an understanding of Keith-- they both know each others strengths and weaknesses, and give each other trust and patience. 

Like, I really can’t think of a more healthy relationship yo. Fuck ages man, these two are good for each other, these two honestly keep each other sane and safe, and uplift the other, they have a rock solid understanding of the other, and their wants, needs, strengths and weaknesses, and they communicate in succinct, blunt, non-threatening ways build on trust. Even if they disagree or say harsh things to each other (Like Shiro reprimanding Keith for reprimanding Pidge, “That’s not how a team works.”, or giving him criticism. Or Keith pleading with Shiro in his BOM-nightmares.), they do not stay mad or hold grudges, which tells me that they never assume bad intent of the other either, even though it would be very easy to. 

My god like theres so much healthy shit in this ship it’s actually hard to cover everything, they both exhibit so much. 

Overall I really think like the last thing I’m worried about with these two is fucking AGE y’know? Clearly theyre mature enough to take care of each other; Does anyone really think either of these people would abuse the other? Because I certainly don’t. It wouldn’t just be wrong, it’d be completely out of character. Keith and Shiro simply care, value, and love each other too much for that. 

Feel free to add to this, if you’d like.

yall mind if i be a sap for a bit

“cue jfc its only been a day since endgame pause” shut

i could always draft this for ACTUAL endgame but. thatll prolly get a post of its own, should there be new experiences from endgame planning and pregame rp or something

i already said this in the skype chat but like, it still doesnt feel like a year for me

sure my memory is shit but the things i remember as clear as day is how ecstatic i was seeing ai’s name on the roster list on sept. 18th and how absolutely excited i was approximately one year ago, october 23rd, when prologue was starting. i was with friends at a marketplace w/ a lil photo booth and already told them that i was excited for this thing and i was clutching my phone and everything, since uh

at the time i was still alienated at the fact that i got into doubt fucking academy, (iirc that has a twitter thread on its own on my twit lol) and like. i didnt have much confidence in my OCs. i was often quiet about them and shit and barely talked about them or really developed them thru conversation compared to my friends. so like, even the simple process of filling in an app and being in a hopeful chat was the one time i could develop and babble about my OC regardless of acceptance into a group for not

speaking of, im...really happy with my experience here

theres a few moments i can pinpoint that i liked abt doubt: ch2 was fucking lit because of the goddamn tension and just my realization as i inves’d like “OH SHIT, SOMEONES TRYNA FRAME AI!!!!! SHIT” and the drama in trial, ch5 was a fucking doozy in a whole because of the event, the motive, the MURDER CASE, TRIAL and like. merge. shit dude

also: this is the first DR game i’ve ever stuck with that actually made it thru to endgame, and the first ive ever been a victim in. planning that case was really fun so shoutout to ellie noot and meg on that one

and like, i say “NO DONT LOV MY GIRL, SHES TOO RUDE” a lot when ppl say they love ai, but like, realtalk. realtalk? im extremely relived and so so so so glad you enjoyed ai and how i played her throughout the game. im seriously really grateful for that. i dont think i can begin to count how many times i was worried on whether or not i was portraying her correctly and shit bc, and this is no exaggeration--i love everyone’s oc. everyone’s is so great in their own right and so well developed as a character, and i love how everyone plays their oc. from tora and parelthon--well at this point i can say telos, right

its gonna be alienating seeing this thing end in...like, two months from now right? ill be reading this and going “this marks the end of a game i spent sophmore year with. my sophmore year was defined by many things and da6 was a fairly big one and now its.........ending” i...idk if ill cry or not but just

I really enjoyed this game--and geez i gotta stop talking in past tense because like

I WANNA! LIKE! KEEP IN TOUCH W/ YALL? IN WHATEVER WAYS

WE END UP APPING TO THE SAME GAME? WE ADD EACH OTHER ON STEAM? DISCORD? BATTLE DOT NET? LIT, LIKE. YALL ARE FUN TO CHAT WITH!!!!!

really. seriously

thank you all for making my first BIG dr oc experience a great one