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randomsufff · 8 months
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You know what I really need in fanfics? More confession scenes where one person drops the confessions then runs, fast as fuck, in the other direction.
Like, obviously they’ll meet back up eventually and talk about it (which is hilarious in itself they they would have to sprint to catch up while yelling why they’re like this) , BUT THINK ABOUT IT!!! It 1) give the other person a chance to gather their thoughts so the person confessing doesn’t have to sit in anxious silence and 2) allows the confessor to get it over with quick and overcomes that anxiety over confessing. Also it’s just fucking hilarious.
Like imagine your fav paring or whatever, they get to that part where one (or both idk) realizes their feelings for the other but they’re just anxious to be vulnerable like that or they fear rejection, whatever. One of them suddenly goes, fuck it, and they turn to the other. (Maybe they’re on a sidewalk, maybe their in a park IDK endless possibilities here) and they go:
“ok I’m about to say something, it’s nothing bad (I hope) and I’m willing to talk about it after I say it. I’m 100% serious, this is really not a joke. But I’m going to say this and run to (relevant location). Ok? Ok…. Don’t freak out… iminlovewithyou” *Cue maniac SPRINTING as fast as humanly possible in the other direction* (Bro I’m cracking up just typing about this)
AND THEN!!! You get to chose how they react after a few stunned seconds. Do they sprint after them? Do they shout to bring their ass back over to them? Do they race like hell to beat the other at the determined location??? I don’t know, but it’s hilarious as fuck and can transition seamlessly into heartfelt feeling talk.
(Thinking about this with specific ships is funny as hell too)
Idk I think of more fics had this trope we could all have a grand ol silly time instead of accidentally speed reading through confession schemes because the stress is too much then having to go back and re-read it to fully process it, as one does. You know?
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showstopper35 · 3 months
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Hello! Do you still write for Tfp/Transformers Prime? If so, I have a request!
Maybe ‘cons reacting to reader dealing with a person that caused a lot of childhood trauma? If this is something that makes you uncomfortable, feel free to ignore it!! I just am dealing with a person who wasn’t the greatest to me as a kid and would really like some headcanon comfort <3
again, feel free to ignore and remember to take care of yourself!
of course! thanks so much for the request, darlin’! I hope you are doing well and my DMs are open if you ever need to talk. 💛
Megatron
-He knows. He knows how it feels to be scorned in your youth. He knows how much you hurt. He also knows that he wouldn’t be the best at comforting you, so he provides a distraction. -Every time you come to him an anxious, frustrated mess because of them, he takes you to stargaze or to read or just sit on the top of the ship in peace. -Megatron entertains you will tales of when he was younger, fighting for the freedoms he still believes in. You know he’s been hurt too and there’s a comfort in knowing you both still are yet to move on from that past, and that’s okay. You’ll confront it when you are stronger.
Starscream
-He’s not…the best at comforting people. But he is angry. So angry. Why would anyone hurt you? Especially when you were so small? He’s felt small every day of his life, he can’t imagine what sort of monster does that to a sparkling.
-Honestly, he turns into an outlet for your rage. Want to scratch something up? He finds things for you to break, things for you to throw. It's not the most healthy, but when has anything he ever done been?
-When all your anger has been exhausted, he just sits with you. That helps more, and he knows that, but he won't say anything. And that's okay.
Knockout
-Out of all the cons I think he would be the most helpful. He pampers you, taking you on long drives and god-awful drive-in movies to distract you. He's also willing to just listen to you vent to him while he's working in the medbay.
-If the harmful person comes back, you can bet he's got his saw blade out and will not hesitate to bring them down. He provides you with a free escape ride if you are ever in an uncomfortable situation.
-He is always, always ready to shower you with compliments, especially when he picks up that you've had a bad day. And if you don't feel like telling him what's going on, he will distract you with the randomest stories about himself. It always makes you laugh.
Breakdown
-You better believe that this guy's got hugs for days for you. After many, many, many threats to whomever is hurting you, he sits with you and listens to you vent.
-His attempts at reassuring comments aren't the best, but he tries. He'd much rather go pound the jerk to dust, though.
-He somehow smuggles a shitload of chocolate and ice cream up to the Nemesis for you. Most of the ice cream melts before you can eat it, but it is still delicious.
Arachnid
-The person who is hurting you is never seen or heard from again :)
-You don't mention it and neither does she.
Soundwave
-You better believe that you will never go anywhere near your abuser again. He keeps tabs on them, removing you from anywhere within a 5-mile radius of them. If you do happen to meet them, he is sending Laserbeak and they have roasted limbs from lasers.
-Records everything you say they did and privately keeps it just in case. Not to blackmail them or to send them to the police, of course.
-Lets you play with Laserbeak and pulls up comforting and funny videos to watch with you. He is as silent as ever, but that doesn't change the fact that he cares about you.
Dreadwing
-He pretty much becomes your personal bodyguard. It's a little strange at first, but you get used to his presence and sweet insistence in accompanying you everywhere, especially if you encounter your abuser.
-You can bet that if anything ever happens again with that person, they will go down in a firey explosion orchestrated by his own hand.
-Sucks at speaking to you (about anything, really. he's so stiff.), but when he cleans his weapons, he is happy to listen to you.
Shockwave
-Ah yes, Mr. no emotions. He tries...I think. He'd rather give you some weapon of mass destruction than listen to you detail all of your abuse. I mean, it's a solution, I guess.
-He makes you watch the seekers to learn self-defense and also read some Cybertronian literature on battle tactics.
-At least you can punch now and use poisons?
Predaking
-After learning what had happened to you, he refuses to let you leave his side for weeks. He cares for you and distracts you by terrorizing Starscream on the ship.
-Eventually, though, he accompanies you to meet with the abuser. You talk with them for a bit before he comes crashing down in his dragon form, scaring them into oblivion.
-It felt really good.
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supernaturalconvert · 2 months
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Heller Hypocrisy
Another episode of Heller Hypocrisy. This is Teagan who has constantly hated on Jared for the most randomest of things. I am even suspecting that she was a part of Jai's gang coz her face seems familiar. This is just to give a flavor of the kind of things she has tweeted about him not a long time ago. She has actively gone out of her way to hate on him.
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Guess what she was at Ahbl and got an Photo OP hug with the guy. Conveniently she didn't post about it on her Twitter coz obviously people are going to call out the hypocrisy but of course it's there.
If you look closely this tweet has the Jared photo OP in it. See how conveniently she didn't even acknowledge it.
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So the point is if he was such a terrible guy and if all the labels that you guys use for him are true then why do you guys still get ops and autos with him. Obviously this question is rhetorical coz I know the answer. Those are just labels that you use to push your ship agenda and nothing to do with actual truth.
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mabioquarquez · 12 days
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fics masterlist (newest to oldest)
the red of your fire (marc marquez/francesco bagnaia,) not rated
Marc receives two unexpected visitors in one night, sparking two life-changing conversations. Both leave him wondering about their true intentions... and what implications they could bring for his future.
M: honestly one of the randomest things to ever come out of my brain. but I had so much fun writing it I thought it would've been a waste not to post it. so many ways this could have gone... and it went the most unhinged one i'm afraid
wait for your love (jorge martin/francesco bagnaia,) not rated
Pecco suffers from the worst highside of his life, and it reignites some long lost feelings in between him and a former teammate he had thought he was done with.
M: aka the worst day ducati has had since the times of valentino, both pecco and enea battling injuries at once in spain no less. had to do something about it and that was it. plus pecco and jorge the most attractive of uncharted ship territory
i wish i hated you (fabio quartararo/francesco bagnaia)
The pressure and self-disappointment simmering in Pecco boil over in the middle of an Ibizan freeway, and there is only one person, the one he cannot stop thinking about, who can get him out of this mess.
M: so much potential in one ship. they literally meet the requirements for being one of the most popular ships (having had a title decider in valencia) but it misses some juice. so I filled that jar until it overflowed because they deserve other pairings besides maverick and marc and marco and luca
semblance of time (andrea dovizioso/marc marquez)
Sachsenring comes around, and Marc's hellish weekend could not possibly get any worse than it already is, until Dovi comes calling at his door.
M: marc and dovi just make me weak in the knees and I needed some comfort after that dumpster fire of a race in germany last year and so I made dovi comfort marc because I could. loved the whole right place wrong time of their early years together at HRC I came up with
not one to make a scene (andrea dovizioso/marc marquez)
Dovi has been following Marc, trailing behind him for a while now. Marc waits for the moment he gets tired of it (and him.)
M: another dovquez which I wrote in half an hour after watching valencia 2018. I just NEEDED to get it out. dovi being the literal antithesis of valentino while also being italian will forever be the epitome of poetry
how did we get here, when I used to know you so well? (valentino rossi/marc marquez)
Valentino hits a new low in his career as a MotoGP rider in 2020, where loss and indecision follow him wherever he goes, clouding his judgment and making him reopen old wounds he thought were healed. One day fate intervenes and gives him a chance to get that do-over he becomes desperate for, with a catch he couldn't see coming in a hundred years.
M: single-handedly the most angsty piece I ever wrote. I was so proud of it when I first posted it because it was the longest fic I had ever written at ≈22000 words. made me insanely happy to read all the comments under it. one of my greatest passions is to make fictional valentino realize he wronged marc in the most embarrassing way possible
you dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor (valentino rossi/marc marquez)
Marc has a meeting with the rider who's been meaning to replace him at Honda, only to find himself before the most unlikely face of all in a tiny Dutch restaurant. Oh well. He probably should have seen it coming.
M: wrote it the night I attended the eras tour after hearing is it over now live. safe to say at the time I didn't believe luca would actually switch to honda but life is funnily strange sometimes. like the fact that marc has a good relationship with luca but not the rest of the VR46 boys... yeah.
how many things do you think about before you get to me? (fabio quartararo/francesco bagnaia)
M: the description for this one is literally a chunk of the dialogue so I'm skipping it for now... this is the fic I'm most proud of, everything just worked in my favor and I was able to finish it in two days. my first 2f work and maybe my best work overall. if you don't like this ship, you can read almost everything up until the tenth item-it also doubles as a pecco character study. listened to how many things by sabrina on a loop while writing it and I really hope that reflects on the choice of words
volveré junto a ti, pues te quise y te quiero (valentino rossi/marc marquez)
On an unusually hot day in Mugello, Luca Marini wants to win his home race, but the heat and some rebels (and Spaniards) have a different plan for him.
M: written in a half-hour. bizarre as fuck. highly unrealistic. plot all over the place. poor lore-lacking attempt at writing pedrenzo. it wasn't a hit and it shows, the single reason why this work isn't buried in the depths of internet hell is because of marc's monologue to a tranquilized valentino. i love it and cannot bring myself to delete it. plus kudos to me for being ballsy enough to name it in spanish
i can't help the way i keep ignoring every omen (luca marini/alex marquez)
MotoGP has an omen every rider knows, and Marc Marquez finds out about it from none other than Casey Stoner. He just hopes that, unlike the latter, he will be able to see it come true.
M: i remember i LOVED writing this fic, just the dynamic in between the two of them came so so sweetly to me (airing out their feelings and insecurities regarding the names they carry.) plus the whole omen thing sounded so interesting to develop. there would really be an omen like this in a perfect world
a kingdom without its king, is no kingdom at all (marc marquez character study)
He holds on to the person guiding him; their face is blurry, making it impossible to recognize his features. He doesn’t know if he's losing his vision because of the impact, the rivers swirling in his eyeline or the fact that he’s running out of air, choking in the smoke of the dumpster fire he finds himself in the middle of. Phantoms of stories past flash before his eyes; after all history does tend to repeat itself.
M: pov: it's july 2023. marc just announced he's withdrawing from the race at sachsenring. the honda is a complete piece of junk, they reveal he got severely injured in free practice. the doubts regarding honda increase exponentially by the second. the you're losing me edits are plastered all over the timeline. you write this to try to understand why god made you a marc marquez fan
anyways. hope you find something in here that you can enjoy, that's the sole reason why I write, to at least try to brighten up a person's day with a little 'quality' (tooting my own horn here) writing. for your enjoyment only ❤️
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fadeintoyou1993 · 3 months
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For this ask -
HOPE ANDREA MIKAELSON AND ELIZABETH JENNA SALTZMAN!!! The only characters to have ever character’d EVER
already did lizzie so hope <3
favorite thing about them: how much of a deeply pathetic loser she actually is like its literally so funny when people write her as someone whos like badass or like doesnt go to therapy because like that is literally not her she goes in canon to therapy every week or so or well she did in s01 but anyways lets not get into THAT lmfaooo but umm yeah so she goes to therapy weekly and she has like plants that she tries really hard to take care of and she bakes like every other day and she like watches.. wait ill conitnue this in the headcanon part so sorry
least favorite thing about them: literally nothing shes the most perfect girl thats ever existed:)
favorite line: when she said Who cares what lizzie saltzman thinks :( because like shes who :(
brOTP: hope and kaleb forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and everrrrrr :) also her and jed :) she would never fvuckinv talk to penelope park STOP trying it. and handon when not romantically. omg also halyssa altho i also ship them romantically :)
OTP: hizzie :) and handon because hope has two hands like landon said :)
nOTP: hosie literally the most disgusting fucking rotted bitch ive ever laid my eyes upon. stupid ship stupid fandom terrible fuckin vibes just rotted disgusted and gutted. i wisgh hope mikaelson had killed that girl so bad my god... hope literally gave josie the only thing that could kill her bc her ass KNOWS she not gonna see that bitch again so shes fine PLUS if she does see her she dies immediately after:)
random headcanon: ok so back to what i was saying before!!! hope like watches the randomest fucking cooking shows there are like she knows all of them and she can rank them by season and she knows so much fucking random shit and random information about the most random things and she like goes to the gym everyday and she like lowkey uses Pinterest and pins a bunch of random workout routines and art tutorials and shit like that like god shes so annoying i love her so much :)oh and shes so autistic actually
unpopular opinion: um i have so many :) i think she actually is a bottom sorry :) i dont think she can flirt either she just says things wholeheartedly because she is an autistic individual and people think shes flirting but shes just like that. she thinks shes really cool doing those one liners and stuff shes like im a hero and so i have to do my one liners :) and thats why landon and lizzie are obsessed w her because shes just like that.
song i associate with them: do you realize?? by the flaming lips
favorite picture of them: this one that she drew:)
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send me a character and i'll tell you....
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jihyoruri · 6 months
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we know these yn girls are FOR the girls BUT what are each yn’s most popular male ship?
i know sadly the delulu stans must of caught one yn looking to the right and decided she IS looking at the most randomest male idol + are dating!
it’s definitely cib!yn I think it was mentioned before but since she’s an actress and a very popular idol she does get shipped a lot with the male population and like it’s already known that hybe forces her to do photoshoots with men as well 😭
I would also add in gidle!yn I mean she’s literally related to THE Irene and she’s also very known for her visuals and a lot of male idols ideal type
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therealsehinton · 1 year
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As a fandom, what do people consider “valid” ships like. What are ppl “allowed” to create media for? In my personal opinion, I don’t mean this in a pro shipper way btw, I think most pairings are valid in the sense of… people should be allowed to make content of them. As long as that content displays their relationship appropriately I think. Like if that requires aging up or acknowledging the inherent power dynamics in their relationship, as long as any and all potential issues are properly displayed or discussed I don’t see why certain relationships should be treated like satanic cults. My opinion on this can get pretty extreme, like I think if someone wanted to make a Bob/Johnny fanfiction they should have every right as long as they properly explore what that dynamic would be like in appropriate context with the book. Like, not a Bob/Johnny coffee shop au. But maybe a deep exploration of their characters if that’s the route someone wants to take.
We have to realize content creation is art, even when it’s in fandom spaces. Art should never be criticized for being “problematic” in a vague, arbitrary sense of the word. Toxicity and other shit along those lines shouldn’t be feared in fandom spaces, but appropriately deconstructed if someone chooses to do so. Ofc, I’m not a pro shopper. I have limits. I don’t think there’s an artful way to explore a potential relationship between Pony and Soda or shit like that. But we really should understand that we’re all young creatives who use fandoms for safe ways to explore creativity and relatability. Instead of calling someone the devil for shipping like the most harmless ship in existence, maybe look into their art to get a glimpse of why they think that’d way! I have been so pleasantly surprised by the randomest and wackiest ships and works of art. Anyways, read the Learning Curve on fanfiction.net!
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ilikebirdsouo · 2 years
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THOUGHTS part 2: episodes 3 and 4, yet again, warning for cussing, yelling/caps, long post, and spoilers!
Episode 3🍗
BALD YELLOW AND DUCK AKHSBSBSNXNXXN IM DYING OH MY GOD
“Is.. it a tin of soup?” “Ha!! Wrong-“ I love them
OK THE WHOLE SCENE INVOLVING THE CHIPS MY BELOVED-
“People are dying to see what your final guess would have been-“ “what people..?”  SELF AWARENESS MY BELOVED
“OKAY I win” y’all have no idea how many times I say this in real life in the most randomest situations- when I say duck is really relatable for me this season I’m not fucking joking-
RED AND YELLOW YELLING AT DUCK I CANT-
“Why not try a healthy option?” Oh god not again-
I cheered when the apple got eaten
Then I saw the twins
They annoy the fucking hell out of me 
The twins' voices, specifically the brothers, remind me of Winnie the Pooh's. Am I the only one who hears it?
The girl twin uh Lily I think creeps me out more than the other guy I hate her
“We are a family arent we? I’m the dad, he’s the pet (HAHAHSHHDHDHHDHDJ) and you’re the-“ “you the dad? Tch no, if anyones the father figure it’s me” how about you both be dads SHGSGSHS IM SORRY-
I’m never letting fluffybird go and this series is giving me content I apologize I will die with this ship
Ok I love how natural the trios talking sounds though like you hear the awkwardness it’s like you are in the same room as them at times-
“I want to be in a family!! I want to be the dad!!” Duck please you already are
ROY ROY ROY ROY ROY ROY ROY-
“That’s not a family, that’s just a dad!!” 
HE GOT THROWN AWAY
BUT I LOWKEY SCREAMED WHEN I SAW ROY LIKE HELLO
I love how much Duck… genuinely loves the family they have- they may be a bit of an asshole but.. they care for those two dorks- 🥺💕
TODNEY..? I THINK THATS HIS NAME’S LITTLE PUPPETY JUMP ABSOLUTELY SENDED ME AJHAHAHSHHS
Duck looks so pissed off during the whole family song oh my god-
I LOVE THAT RED GUY IS BLOCKED BY THE WORDS IN THE SONG CUZ HES SO FUCKING TALL AJGAHAHS-
“Sharing a Bath” lol (remembers episode 2)
OK BUT DUCK IS ALL TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE TWINS AND WHAT THEY ARE SAYING I CANT-
DUCKS LITTLE HEAD SHAKE-
“FAULBCHDT- …that’s not a word-“
FUCK YOU RED FUCK YOU I HATE YOU I- (I got mad when he got all “oh I want a real family not these two” FUCK OFF- >:’(( )
LILY FUCKIBG HITTING DUCK ON THE BACK OF THEIR HEAD I-
“It smells funny in here-“ 
Red fucking sniffing sent me- red please-
“We have picnics!” <33 Duck is trying so hard to prove they are in fact a family- god…
This family scares me so much oh my gosh-
Oh my gosh I hate the twins so fucking much I-
I do not like how Lily treats Yellow- not at all..
“You can use mothers peice..” FORSHADOWING FORSHADOWING FOR-
THEN THEY SAY TO DUCK THEY CANT USE IT BC ONLY THE MOM CAN, THEN WHAT ABOUT YELLOW? HAHAHAHHSHSHDHDH FORSHADOWINGGGGG
The twins crossed the line on treating duck like shit LET ME AT THEM-
The family tree room is genuinely pretty I want to be there.. mi- minus all the photos uh
“Nice framed pictures” Red, please
Red decided to be a bit of an ass this episode didn’t he?
“That’s uncle Terry!!” Is that a reference to Baker Terry? Hello?
THAT TREE SOUNDED LIKE STEAK I LOWKEY JUMPED- JSGSHSHHD ok I genuinely missed that voice hate to admit it
OH THE BLOOD SAMPLE SCENE MADE ME CRINGE PHYSICALLY- as someone with a huge needle phobia that is a scene straight out of one of my nightmares-
OK BUT the sequence following it though was so mesmerizing!! It reminded me of those ai generated pictures!! I really liked it!!
Duck talking to bread… ok I know that’s the bread maybe from episode 5 (guys got KIDS also trans bread confirmed) BUT ANYWHO… UH.. ITS SO FUNNY CUZ DUCKS LIKE TO EAT BREAD ITS JUST FUNNY TO ME
DUCK FUCKING PUT THE BREAD CHILD IN THE TOASTER IM-
Ducks song… I just…. Hey check out how hard I can cry- HSHSHSHSSHDHSHSHSHHSHSH
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND-
“We all have the same diseases!” IM SORRY WHAT!!??? WAIT HOLD ON-
I want to own one of those extra duck puppets pleas..
I hate that I related to ducks song HSGSGSG DUCKKKKKJJ WE HAVE THE SAME ISSUES
DUCK IN DRAG DUCK IN DRAG DUCK IN-
TJEY LOOK FABULOUS HOLY-
ALL THE DUCKS FIGHTING EACHOTHER WAS HILARIOUS- also damn duck is strong
Oh lily makes me so uncomfy oh my god
Get yellow out of that house
THE MOP THE WOODEN DUCK- UHM 
Red can’t even fit into the family made for him :(( ALSO I LOVE THE VARIATION IN RED GUY DESIGN AND!! AND HOW THEY ALL WEAR DIFFERENT CLOTHING MINUS OUR RED-
OH!! Also I’m partially glad we didn’t get ducks family revealed… it’s quite odd and sad but.. Yellow and Red are really the only family they got. (Plus this allows me to hold onto my headcannons just a bit longer-)
“Aw :((“ “there you are! :D”
YELLOW IN A DRESS-HE LOOKED GREAT IN IT BUT THAT SCENE WAS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE ACTUALLY- 
ALSO ROY IN THE WINDOW ROY IN THE FUCKING WINDOW-
THE WAY THEY ALL LOOKED ALL SCARY WAS- I NEVER WANT TO SEE THAT AGAIN I
SHGSGSHS
ROYYYYYY!!!! ROY THE BOY!!! THE BASTARD OLD MAN IS HERE THE GUY THE
:((( the whole scene where yellow was calling his dads name… and when he got pushed away… 
“Bye..” :(((
“YUM YUM YUM YUM-“
Wait.. did Roy fucking murder the family? Cuz.. I saw the grandmas head get thrown at the door I-
Roy.
The ending 🥺💕💕💕
…..
The two uh chip thingys coming out of the family sized bag made me laugh really hard.. but not as hard as-
“I WANT THOSE-“
So many thoughts-
Episode 4🪱
“And we live in an actual niGHTMAREEEE”
Ah yes.. watering the computer plant
Wait
COLIN
THEY JUST FUCKING THROW THE COMPUTER PLANT AND THERE HE IS LOOK AT HIM THE BOY-
OH GOD HIS VOICE I MISSED HIM
“You got the mouse?” “Yep, both hands.. for complete control… you won’t be getting away from me this year…” UH- DUCK?!????? EXPLAIN??!????
“Hey nice grip!” STOP ENCOURAGING THEM
“Thank you :)” Ok I love how polite Duck is to the computer stuff in this episode oh my god- see they aren’t always a dick 
Jfc how long is yellows name holy-
Ducks name is just.. one fucking button… OK WHAT ARE THEIR NAMES IN ACTUALITY PLEASE I DONT WANT TO USE ROBIN DOI AND HARRY ALL MY LIFE GIVE ME CONFIRMATION HAHSGSGDHDHDHD
COLINS FACE STRETCH WAS SOMETHING I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL MY SECOND WATCH AND I JUST SHAGSGVSVDH
“Hey come on, it’s not your fault” aw a cute wholesome moment
“You’re just a #############” OH-
“Yeah you can’t help it you’re just a ##############” DUCK NOT YOU TOO-
I FUCKIBG DIED WHEN THIS SCENE HAPPENED-
Oh I already fucking hate this worm
THE BRIEF SECOND WE SEE THE CREW SETTING THE TRIO UP WAS SO COOL ACTUALLY
GOD GET THIS WORM OUT OF HERE
HE REMINDS ME OF SHRIGNOLD FOR SOME REASON BUT SOMEHOW HES WORSE
“Who is that?” “I don’t know I think it’s an insane person-“ PLEASE-
Warren… the eagle…
Wait aren’t worms slimy? Uh then what does that mean for that business card..?
….buddy that’s not how birds work-
“I think he’s some sort of freelancer-” “freelancers deserve to die! :]”
Oh I can already tell this episodes gonna hit me hard..
HSGSGSGHS I REALLY HATE THE WORM BUT- 
THE WAY HE GLARES AT THE TRIO AS THEY START TALKING SHIT
“Reminds me of an infection I had up my-“ up…….. up your what… Duck…
EVEN COLIN TALKS SHIT
“He looks like a tumor :]”
The password is Rat eyes… you know actually I want to go back once I finish the series and see how many times rats are referenced or shown-
THE HEAD BOPPING THE JAMMING LOOK AT THEM FUCKINHG JAMMING-
THERE WERE A FEW REFERENCES I SAW!!!! ALSO THE OLD DHMIS 4 3D MODELS MSHSHSB
Aw Duck sent him a email <:))
Aw he sent them one <:)))
Aw yellow doesn’t have one :((
Why is duck so insistent on the goddamn skeleton?! I’m happy for them but
ah yes the big sad :( I RELATE TO YELLOW A LOT IN THIS EPISODE-
Ooh coping with the good ol imagination, I’ve been there too pal
YELLOWS MINDSCAPE IS SO CUTE AND I LIKE THE AESTHETIC
“Shy imaginary older brother!” Oh look that’s adorabl- WAIT ISNT THAT GUY FROM THE PILOT?!??
Yellow looks so happy 🥺
WAIT THE TRANSITION THINGY- LIKE THE COMMERCIAL BREAK THING IS ALL QUIET NOW- IM CONCERNED
HSGSGHS YELLOWS BRAIN STUFF IS FUCKING ADORABLE AND THE STYLE IS JUST- SHGSGSGS- I don’t like the tooth or bath though :( OH BUT I LOVE THE WEIRD CAT THING
“Partying up in your head is no way to deal with bad friendships” oh.. it’s.. not?
“They’re not real friends they’re just animation!” ISGSGSHSH SELF AWARENESS
I LOVE SELF AWARENESS 
HSGSGSH NOOOO DONT LET THE WORM GO IN THE CUTE MINDSPACE GET HIM OUT
GOD DAMN IT
OH GOD
I already know where this is headed from personal experience GOD THIS IS A FRIENDSHIP EPISODE, THIS AND FAMILY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE WHOLESOME WHAT THE FUCK- HOW IS DEATH THE MOST WHOLESOMEST EPISODE WEVE SEEN THUS FAR-
I love you Colin but… please don’t get his help
Ughhh the worm is the toxic friend god I knew it uhhhshdh…..
SUSGGSGDHDH HES GETTIBG WORSE HES GETTING WORSE AND ALSO THANK GOD MY PHOBIA OF ELONGATED FACES ISNT ACTING UP-
“Huh. 2 million results.” “That’s too many! Let’s give up!!” Duck and Red are my last two braincells confirmed
WHY IS DUCK BEING SO POLITE- STOP BEING CUTE
“What’s breathing?” …Duck
:((( HES FUCKIING UP THE IMAGINARY WORLD
THE BROTWHR DIED- NOOOOO
YOU BROKE HIM…. AGAIN
Red guy is such a himbo in this series sometimes I love it- 
“My diagnosis is your friend has a worm in his brain!” No shit sherlock
Ough this series even briefly comments on the medical system and how shitty it can be sometimes <333
“Right! Fetch me my gouging tools!” DUCK-
Look at yellow he is happy please don’t dont fuck this up
FUCK OFF WORM GO AWAY
THE RUNNING SEQUENCE OH MY GOD- IM SORRY I LOVE IT-
Oh I’m getting major checkerboard void vibes here- I know it’s not but I’m just getting those vibes
FUCKING GOD DUCKS GOUGING TOOLS- DUCK PLEASE BE CAREFUL-
Duck lowkey just has a wholeass toolkit for torture…. Uhm… duck..?
THE FUCKING WORM IS DISGUSTING LIKE IN THIS PHASE I-
HAHGSGSHHHSHS YESSSSS DUCK KILL IT KILL IT
ITS A WORM A LUTERAL WORM- 
This is like the secondth time I think that Ducks helped one of the trio, more specifically yellow- come on that’s just 🥺💕 they do care sometimes-
PESKY BEE
“Yeah don’t close our tabs!! I want to see that skeleton!” Duck-
Coliinnnnnnn don’t goo :(((
HES AN INVENTOR HES A HOLD ON HEADCANNON PROVEN HEADCANNON PROVEN EVERYONE
“I love you, good bye! :]” B… bye :(( 
HE GLITCHES THROUGH THE DOOR ANOTHER HEADCANNON ANOTHER-
The first bit of the “worm in your brain” song my beloved.. I needed to hear that… 🥺
Red Guy looks so fancy in denim!!
Duck I was expecting something more sentimental I keep on finding out more concerning shit about you please-
PILOT GUY!!!! YELLOWS IMAGINARY BROTHER!!! HSGSGSHDBND!!
THE FUCKING FIGHT OH MY GOD I SHAGGSBAHSHDBDHHDJ
I LOVE THE CHAOTIC YELLING AND THROWING SHIT- ALSO YELLOWS ANGRY EYEBROWS RETURN- I LOVE THAT THERES NO END CREDITS SONG LIKE JUST HEAR THESE THREE DYSFUNCTIONAL FRIENDS FIGHT- Jhagahahahhshhdd
Also the chainsaw after yellow says I’ll kill you concerns me….
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OKAY THIS IS WHAT I CALL AN EVENT👌-
NSFW
Kuroo is 120% into spanking, manz loves them go all *whoosh* and *jiggly*
He'd definitely be into pet play, Istg the first time when he heard me being interested in that, he fainted 😌🤌
His size kink turns him on in the most randomest time of the day—I would just simply work and do my shit when Kuroo would hover over me and *plick* He sees how smol I am compared to him(the rest is upto y'alls genius imagination😃)
Kuroo's favourite position is cowgirl and doggystyle.
He lives for the degradation (Only if you and I do too casue ❗CONSENT❗)
Loves ripping them lingerie off the body and would say—"I'll get you a gorgeous one, kitten"
Loves cock warming ....If me and him, any of us got a bad day, we'd slip into the bed and he'd pull me close to his warm body, head nuzzling in neck and hand snaked around the torso—really close with each other to wash off all the stress and remnants of bad day.
I always have this particular thought that Kuroo would definitely experiment new kinks...He discovered my ice play kink by experiments 😃👩‍🦯
He's got the best aftercare—He would gently whisper all the praises in your ear.
Mans would do office roleplay in the home office room.(See the sfw hc)
He loves the pencil skirt and really small blouses for the roleplay
Garters got him weak in the knees
Is a sucker for BJs— His life flows out of him whenever he's sucked dry
SFW
Loves Science fiction films.
He would set up a separate study room in our shared apartment for work-from-home
Loves reminiscing about our previous years of togetherness.
He's not that much into parties—He loves them but it's not that he needs to them every year on his bday
He loves kissing the top of my head if I'm sitting down
Goes crazy if I crane my neck up and look at him, asking for more kisses
He loves holdinge securely against him in the morning after sex
Will give you your space and would definitely know when to not push your buttons
Self-ship
1. Him and I love the early morning adventures.
2. We had met during the same courses in university and became a couple at the end of the second year.
3. Loves the nickname babe, baby and kitten
4. We love spitting random facts at each other—
Kuroo: "Do you know babe that Kellogs cornflakes were invented to prevent masturbation?"
Me: "Do you know baby that the most exclusive and expensive coffee is made by luwak shit in Indonesia and it's quite delicious too.
Me and Kuroo both: Hmmm INTERESTING
5. We often pull all nighters to study and work and sleep throughout the day cuddling with each other.
6. He would propose while we are on the world tour
I GUESS THIS IS ALL I HAVE IN MY MIND NOW.
Happy Birthday to the best boy ever😤😤
MY MAN DESERVES ALL THE LOVE TODAY.
WELL HELLO SWEETS!!
Literally I have nothing to add here like you’ve covered all the bases this is fuckinh PERFECT just like our maaannnnn 😩😩😩 the size kink one? Kinda love this cause I know this mf will put things on high shelves JUST so you can be like “ro can ya get this for me?” And HES like 😏😏 “mmmm absolutely baby~” like the little shit he is. Amazing 🥺💖 I’m in love with him, thank you so much for sharing with me!! 💖💖
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36 questions to fall in love !!
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“In Mandy Len Catron’s Modern Love essay, “To Fall in Love With Anyone, Do This,” she refers to a study by the psychologist Arthur Aron (and others) that explores whether intimacy between two strangers can be accelerated by having them ask each other a specific series of personal questions. The 36 questions in the study are broken up into three sets, with each set intended to be more probing than the previous one.” -- The New York Times
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RULES:
pick one question below + your answer to the question + your self-ship + a song
example: “could i request question number one with bokuto? my answer to that would be beyonce,, bc women, yk? my song would be prom dress by mxmtoon, thanks!” 
in return, i’ll write you a drabble based on you two answering that question in the randomest place 
preferably following!!
you can pick any character in either haikyuu or bnha.
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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒: 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄:
【 1 】 given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest? 
【 2 】 would you like to be famous? in what way?
【 3 】 before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? why?
【 4 】 what would constitute a "perfect" day for you?
【 5 】 when did you last sing to yourself? to someone else? - ft. wakatoshi ushijima, fluff
【 6 】 if you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
【 7 】 do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?
【 8 】 name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.
【 9 】 for what in your life do you feel most grateful?
【 10 】 if you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?
【 11 】 take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.
【 12 】 if you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?
𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐖𝐎:
【 13 】 if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future, or anything else, what would you want to know?
【 14 】 is there something that you've dreamed of doing for a long time? why haven't you done it? - ft. yu nishinoya, hurt/comfort for anxiety
【 15 】 what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?
【 16 】 what do you value most in a friendship?
【 17 】 what is your most treasured memory? - ft. tadashi yamaguchi, fluff
【 18 】 what is your most terrible memory?
【 19 】 if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? why?
【 20 】 what does friendship mean to you?
【 21 】 what roles do love and affection play in your life?
【 22 】 alternate sharing something you consider a positive characteristic of your partner. share a total of five items.
【 23 】 how close and warm is your family? do you feel your childhood was happier than most other people's?
【 24 】 how do you feel about your relationship with your mother?
𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄:
【 25 】 make three true "we" statements each. for instance, "we are both in this room feeling..."
【 26 】 complete this sentence: "i wish i had someone with whom i could share..." - ft. shinsou, hurt/comfort
【 27 】 if you were going to become a close friend with your partner, please share what would be important for him or her to know.
【 28 】 tell your partner what you like about them; be very honest this time, saying things that you might not say to someone you've just met.
【 29 】 share with your partner an embarrassing moment in your life.
【 30 】 when did you last cry in front of another person? by yourself?
【 31 】 tell your partner something that you like about them already.
【 32 】 what, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?
【 33 】 if you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? why haven't you told them yet?
【 34 】 your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. after saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save any one item. what would it be? why?
【 35 】 of all the people in your family, whose death would you find most disturbing? why?
【 36 】 share a personal problem and ask your partner's advice on how he or she might handle it. also, ask your partner to reflect to you how you seem to be feeling about the problem you have chosen.
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WELCOME TO 36 QUESTIONS:
a mini-drabble series !!
HEHEHEH if you have any questions lmk!! ik the rules are a little complicated AHDJHACHAB
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neurodiversebones · 3 years
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For the ship thingy what about Cam and arastoo from bones😘
who is the most affectionate: in public? arastoo, 100%. but cam is definitely the clingy one in private (though neither of them would ever say it). they're so cute :'-)
who initiates the hand holding: tbh it depends on the day, it's about 50/50 between them. arastoo did it the first few times though, so when cam initiated the first time he thought it was very sweet :-) <33
who worries more for the other: okay this one is hard- cam worries all the time about everything, but arastoo is always concerned specifically for her. i think they're both worriers and somewhat protective of each other, it's just in their nature.
who is more likely to ask for help: once again, everyone here is terrible at asking for help 😭 arastoo is only marginally more likely to admit that he needs help with something though. cam is too stubborn and not only will she not ask for help, she'll deny it when someone offers
who is the one always losing the keys: arastoo misplaces them constantly, cam keeps three sets on her at all times. but they always turn up in the randomest places when he loses them- pockets of clothes he hasn't worn in weeks, on top of the fridge, one time even in the dishwasher which is something neither of them can explain
who leaves little love notes for each other: arastoo ofc !!! weaponize those poetry skills (/ref) <33 but fr, cam melts every time he leaves her a little note, and she never gets rid of them. she thinks he doesn't know that she's kept them all, but he found the little collection of one of them one afternoon while looking for something and is just keeping it a secret that he knows
who can't sleep unless the other is there: arastoo definitely- knowing that cam is there is a huge comfort to him and it's incredibly off-putting when she isn't- the two of them always have some sort of physical contact while sleeping, even if it's just their hands touching when it's too hot to cuddle
who is more likely to propose to the other: i mean ,,, they've both proposed to each other in canon so it's both of them GSDJFHKJ
who introduced the other to their family first: in canon it's arastoo and i think that's fair !!! cam isn't all that close with her family (until the end of the series), and also definitely wouldn't bring someone to meet them unless she was 2000% sure of it.
who is more likely to play with the other's hair: hmm, i feel like they'd both do this? arastoo would just absentmindedly stroke cam's hair, and cam would run her fingers through his as a comfort thing (for both of them)
who makes sure the other has meals/stays hydrated: cam knows how to worry about everyone but herself so she's constantly reminding him while completely ignoring her own needs to eat/drink 😭 arastoo realizes that she's just. completely forgotten to eat and ends up just placing food in front of her because reminders won't work
who is more likely to stand up to anyone for the other: oh they would both kick ass for the other- whoever says anything slightly mean about one of them is fucked bc the other is already coming after them (arastoo with words, but cam fully has to refrain from having like. a detailed murder plot the second anyone is unkind to the man she loves)
who is more likely to prepare a surprise for the other: when it comes to big romantic gestures, it's arastoo. he's a hopeless romantic and a sucker for anything cheesy, and it shows. but small, day to day surprises are cam's arena- surprising him by bringing home his favourite takeout, small gifts, the like. they both just love to make the other happy all the time !!!
who makes the other pinky promise not to do things: arastoo does it as a joke tbh and cam rolls her eyes so hard (but it does stop her from doing whatever chaotic thing she was planning on doing)
who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch: arastoo would do that and just have. such heart eyes for how cute cam is (and he's RIGHT)
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Not sure if anybody already asked you about this but, what made you ship Alenoah?
great question! i originally shipped nemma but started exploring other noah ships bc i wasn't super passionate about it. read some noco fics bc that's the most popular ship but i just didn't vibe w it, it was a little too bland for me (sorry noco shippers). i came across some alenoah art and was like "wait" and started exploring the tag and really loved it. im a sucker for enemies to lovers, especially friends to enemies to lovers, plus there's so much room for subtext in their canon interactions. they're both highly intelligent while still having contrasting personalities which is interesting to play around with. it seemed like the randomest ship when i first saw it but it intrigued me and now here i am lol
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datingdonovan · 2 years
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I had this in my notes and forgot to send it to you. Ajdbfkfjfjf.
It's so funny with Mattsun and Makki! There's a history for them, back when the Haikyuu fandom was waking up again because season four had started. There was one writer who loved Mattsun so much when nobody else did and her SMAU for him got so popular that everyone started writing for him. lollll. I'm pretty sure that's how the Seijoh Four started instead of just Oikawa and Iwaizumi. Someone just writing for an underrated character they love and then they became popular. I wish I could do that but I don't think that'll happen lol.
But oh no. I think we're hyping each other up with these underrated characters and just adding to our lists. LOL. I feel like I haven't chatted with another writer who likes underrated characters in a long time so it's all coming out again. And your pre-timeskip self-ship with Takeda!!!! That's so funny how it might be competition for your Akaashi one.
(Also, fun fact, Tsukishima was my first fav but I didn't like admitting it back then. LOL. But I knew he would be my favourite right when he was introduced because I knew exactly what type of character he was going to be. 😂)
Btw, how far are you in the manga?
omg that is HILARIOUS I can't believe that but it makes so much sense hahaha!!!! I feel like sometimes the smallest characters or randomest ships have some of the best most dedicated writers. don't know if you or anybody reading is into IT but when that was my big fandom I got hardcore into stozier & loved reading stozier fics bc like. it was so clear that people were so into the dynamic and would like, fight tooth and nail. die for those boys. sometimes their fics were like so much more epically long and thought out than the ones for the main ships and I was just like. im in heaven. I love this characterization. I haven't really read that much ab mattsun & Makki but I sorta feel the same about them like I love the way people come up with great intense emotions & characterizations for them. tbh I used to think seijoh 4 were overhyped in general but when I started reading some & just seeing art I was like. oh these dynamics! oh the intrigue! hahaha
and honestly that is like a dream. to be the one blog consistently talking about an underrated character and then they blow up and youre like im the [insert character here] blog. the only [character] stan. etc. hilarious and wonderful turn of events. and SAME im always like yeah im gonna write a fic for some guy idk which one, but ppl are gonna love it so much and that's gonna be me B) hahahhahaha
yeah omg we need to do some sort of fun challenge or collab where we and whoever else wants to write fics or just share recs for underrated guys. that would actually be such a fun idea like, picking a new guy every week or month or something and just doing a "book club" sort of thing hahaha :) I did a fanfic book club with a friend before and it was always really fun :) <3 also yeah. about Takeda. I saw some more of him in the manga and. started writing a goofy little thing for him last night :) hahahahaha :):):)
hahahaha that's amazing about tsukki. I love that guy so much hahaha :) im on vol 11 of the manga and I gotta say this & number 10 really are making me miss that intensity of high school training and the precision & adrenaline and like, I was reading the part last night with Kageyama talking about how he can feel in his body when he's in good form like, wow. that really hit me. ugh <3 im lucky that I still keep up with most of the activities I did in hs in some form but I feel like I do them more for fun now. sometimes I miss that competitive, tuned in, performing at the top of your game vibe. idk if im making sense but I hope you get what I mean hahaha :)
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asknarashikari · 3 years
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Okay, randomest ask ever time! How about a minific in which the RyuSen kids, Eiji, Kentaro, Haruna and Ise watch YOI together and their parents are just yelling about everything being gay in the background while the kids are simply obsessed with the ice skating?
Lmao funny you mention YOI because I’ve written a fic where at least two Kamen Riders were closet fans of it...
Also just a head’s up, most of the RyuSen kids + Kentaro were born in the mid to late 2020′s, so they could easily be watching the show like a full twenty years after it first aired... on the same network as Kamen Rider itself
“Are our parents really arguing about ships from a show that aired twenty years ago...?” Eiji sighed as he handed Fuyumi the bowl of popcorn, closing the door behind him to somewhat muffle the yelling coming from downstairs.
“Apparently they feel very strongly about it,” Chiho said, sounding amused. “Haruto-san and Tsukasa-san got everyone into it and it all went downhill from there.”
“What.” Haruna deadpanned. “You’re telling me Decade, the Destroyer of Worlds... is into gay skating anime.”
“Mostly because of the gay, apparently,” the youngest of the group, Ryuuhei, snickered as he grabbed some popcorn to nibble on. “Hey, Ise, put on the next episode already!”
“Alright, alright, geez,” the teenaged dragon huffed as he fiddled with the controls of his Tou-chan’s ancient Blu-ray player. “You know how crappy this thing is, it’s older than any of us...”
“Honestly, I don’t find the relationships as interesting as the actual ice skating... it all looks so technical yet flawless, fascinating...” Kentaro rambled.
“The animation’s pretty spot on too,” Fuyumi noted. “I think they actually had an ice skater demo some of the moves and stuff? It’s pretty cool.”
“Ice skating... it would be nice if I get to do that someday...” Haruki coughed, wrapping his blanket tighter around himself.
“Of course you will, Haru,” assured Akane as she fussed over him. 
“Darn ancient thing... got it!” Ise exclaimed as he finally got the contraption to cooperate with him. 
The teens fell silent as the opening song started up, their breaths held as the violins and the singer’s voice thrilled them along with the simple, rough animation of the main characters ice skating.
“Well... if anything I could see why everyone got curious after they heard Haruto-san and Tsukasa-san singing the OP. It’s good.” Fuyuki stated.
“Yep.”
“Can’t argue with that.”
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nzvalley · 3 years
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The Broken Bow Novelization, Part 4
Completing the Mission and a Prolonged Partnership
T’Pol’s Concern and Archer’s Trust
Although the novel doesn’t explicitly describe it as such, it seems that T’Pol’s emotionalism was planned from fairly early on. It’s intimated that there’s something unusual about T’Pol which has made her face disciplinary measures, and that the Vulcans are willing to risk her life and/or mental health for the goal of learning about Human/Vulcan real-time interactions. Other characters up to now have commented on her unusual demeanor, and thought they had seen glimmers of emotions- curiosity, bemusement, joy, guilt, and now Archer (jokingly?) wonders if she is concerned about their safety. 
He stepped out to her, and she met him in the middle of the bridge. “We’ll be back before you know it. Have Mayweather plot a course for Qo’noS.” “There’s a Vulcan ship less than two days away,” T’Pol offered. “It’s illogical to attempt this alone.”  “I was beginning to think you understood why we have to do this alone.”  She paused. “You could both be killed.” He looked up, rather sharply.  “Am I sensing concern? Last time I checked, that was considered an emotion.” For an instant-no more- he thought he sensed a flicker of emotion in her eyes, too swift for him to identify it as either anger or regret.
The big difference in the pilot for this scene is that it isolates T’Pol and Archer alone in the ready-room for the their discussion. In the novelization they are on the bridge. There’s also a couple of additional lines in the pilot, about humans having other opportunities to assert their independence. 
I’m most curious about the randomest changes. When Archer gives the ship to T’Pol in the aired pilot, he just says “The ship is yours.” In the novel, he says that and then exclaims, “Trip, let’s go!”
After Trip and Archer leave Enterprise on the Suliban ship, in the novelization they see the ship in atmosphere and have a brief conversation about T’Pol. This scene is deleted in the pilot, except for a couple of lines of dialogue, which were transposed into a brief moment where T’Pol and Reed explain why the ship can’t move its position. The book shows a pretty major admission and turning point for Archer.
Archer gazed at the vision of the ship just as it disappeared again in a curtain of blue muck. He saw T’Pol’s face, determined to hold position and give them their best shot, and he silently apologized to her for his snotty remarks. ...
“You’ve changed your tune about her...” “I think it’s changing some,” Archer agreed. “After a whole lifetime of watching Vulcans generalize about humans, seems I was doing the same thing about them. I just took it out on her.” He found a sheepish little grin and bounced it off Tucker. “I think I’ll stop now.”
When the bridge team successfully identifies and apprehends the shuttle, T’Pol indulges in a moment of camaraderie with Hoshi. This is for the brief few moments when they think the whole team returned, before they realize Archer is missing. The pilot shows the first in a long tradition of T’Pol reacting to Archer being imperiled.
Later on, when Archer thinks he’s about to die, after he rescued Klaang and sent him to Enterprise with Trip, he has another long stream of consciousness about T’Pol.
A few minutes here, a few there... if Trip Tucker or Reed were in command, this would never work. He had left T’Pol in charge. A Vulcan- the bane of his life- was going to make sure his plan was fulfilled. T’Pol would stick to her line of demarcation and do the logical thing. She would know there was no way for him to be found in this maze, no way for them to infiltrate, to risk a half dozen lives on a rescue mission into the guts of this aggregate, which was breaking up. She would make all the right arguments, shout Trip down, over-British Reed, deal with Hoshi’s shrieks of protest, and she would finally seize the command Archer himself had confirmed. She would take the ship out of this mess, and Klaang, and she would succeed. Not a bad legacy, Dad, for you or for me.
We see Trip and T’Pol argue about rescuing Archer. Trip wants to return, T’Pol wants to stick to his plan. In this instance, and going by Archer’s internal monologue, T’Pol is reading Archer correctly. Trip is lost in his emotions. 
There’s another random change with this scene; in the pilot it starts with Trip telling T’Pol to turn the ship around now, while in the book it starts with T’Pol’s the line of dialogue right after that. The scene in the pilot is also half the length, ending after “that’s a specious analogy” and Trip’s response. It’s chopped up and is made to seem like some times has passed. In the novelization, there’s just a few seconds. 
Once T’Pol starts to be spontaneous, though, she surprises everyone.
“Mr. Tucker, we’re going to plan B.” Tucker swung around. What had changed her mind? Why would a person who claimed to be ruled by logic suddenly whip around to a completely crazy plan of action? Who cared!
There’s a bit more to the scene after they get Archer back, Trip goes full tattletale.
“T’Pol wanted to leave you behind! Archer steadied himself with a hand on Tucker’s shoulder.  “She wanted to. Notice she didn’t act on what she wanted. She acted on what she could do.” He drew a breath of life and actually laughed. “Trip, old man, I believe I can work with that!”
 Final Scenes
A random change the the final scene between Archer and T’Pol. Before T’Pol says “Perhaps you should add pride to your list” the novelization describes her as raising her chin “in that way she had.” So not just reporting the action, but connecting it with her habits. But in the pilot she just stares ahead before the line. But either way they are fully united for the first time since meeting, ready to begin one of the most important partnerships in galactic history
Finally they understood each other. It felt good to be on the same page. (p.239)
There’s also a moment not in the aired pilot, at the tail end of the scene, where T’Pol’s satisfaction with the situation shines through.
They stood together in companionable unity for a few moments as the ship streaked along at its new high-warp cruising speed. “Will you join me on the bridge, Sub-Commander? he asked, and gestured toward the door. “We have some good news for the crew, don’t we?” “Captain,” she said with a lilt, “I will be honored to assist.”
 Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 |
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jalapeno-princess · 4 years
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We’re Not Just Friends
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He’s so cute what the fuck
Best friend Mark X Reader
Genre: College AU, best friends to lovers, mutual pining, THE FLUFFIEST OF FLUFF
Word Count: 10.7K
Summary: You and Mark have been friends for as long as you could remember. The two of you were like magnets; wherever you went, he’d follow and vice versa. With that being said, you did what you thought was one of the best yet biggest mistakes you could ever do in a friendship, you fell in love with your best friend. There were times where you felt as if he reciprocated your feelings, but you ultimately pushed any idea of being more than just friends with him. That all changes one night when he gets drunk and admits a little too much information you weren’t quite ready for.
A/N: Hey guys, so I was in Marshall’s the other day when the song “Friends don’t” by Maddie and Tae came on (I highly recommend you listen to it while reading this I make quite a few references to the song in this story) and I couldn’t stop putting ideas together while shopping (I actually pulled to the side to brainstorm I actually hate myself). With that being said, this is one of my favorite stories I’ve written so far and I hope you all enjoy it!
They don't cancel other plans Have conversations with nothing but their eyes They don't hear each other's names and forget to concentrate Hits a nerve and lights you up like dynamite
Friends don't call you in the middle of the night Couldn't even tell you why They just felt like saying "hi" Friends don't stand around, playing with their keys Finding reasons not to leave Trying to hide the chemistry Drive a little too slow, take the long way home Get a little too close We do, but friends don't
As a junior in college, sleep was a foreign word to you. You’ve been getting at least three hours of sleep this week since you’ve been preparing for finals; so you savored every minute of slumber you could get. Tonight was the first night you allowed yourself a break from studying and you were going to make the most of it by sleeping in. 
When you felt your phone vibrate, you couldn’t help but groan at the idea of your alarm going off; but it occurred to you that you turned off all your alerts for the day in order to get some well deserved rest. A huge part of you, the one that’s been dying to continue dancing around in dreamland wanted to ignore whoever was trying to get in touch with you. They could wait until the morning to talk to you. However, there was only one person who would dare to wake you up in the middle of the night and it was the same person, the only person you didn’t mind taking you away from your dreams. 
Once you took a look at his caller ID, you released a frustrated sigh but the smirk that rose on your face at the idea of him was very contradicting. “You better have a good reason for waking me up Mark. What is it?” The phone was silent for a few moments and you had a hunch that he was feeling remorseful for waking you up knowing how tired you’ve been from all the all nighters. 
“Hey y/n. Did I wake you? I’m sorry about that.” Although he had an apologetic tone in his voice, you’ve know him long enough to know that he wasn’t the least bit sorry. Mark never did anything he would have to apologize for. Plus, you could hear the glint in his voice and it made you smile softly to yourself. 
“It’s fine. Are you okay? Did something happen? Where are you?” He giggled at your many questions and you could feel a blush rising on your cheeks at the sound. Mark Tuan in more or less words was the love of your life. You made the mistake of falling in love with your best friend and because you were afraid of him not reciprocating your feelings and losing him if he were to find out, you kept it to yourself. 
It was hard. You only fell more and more in love with him as the days went by. The two of you met in middle school when he accidentally hit you in the face with a volleyball. He was extremely apologetic and did not leave your side at all for the rest of the class time. Actually, he hasn’t left your side at all since that fateful day in P.E. but you weren’t complaining. Mark was everything you could’ve asked for in a best friend and more. 
Although everyone in your grade knew him to be extremely shy and timid, he was a completely different person whenever he was around you and you were very happy to be the lucky person that got to see his outspoken and overly energetic side to him. He was smart; he had one of the top grades in the entire school. He was quite the joker, even if a lot of the jokes he told were extremely cheesy and sometimes did not make sense. He was athletic; joined any sport that your school offered and was captain of the baseball, soccer and water polo teams. Plus, he was a sight for sore eyes. 
Sure, you’ve seen quite the amount of cute boys in your three years of college, but Mark was a sight to behold. Standing at 5”9 with the prettiest brown eyes you’ve ever seen, a well-defined jaw line, sharp nose, and the most adorable heart shaped lips, you knew he was God’s favorite. Sometimes you didn’t understand why he was wasting his time being friends with you. He was such an intelligent, overly talented and interesting person. All the guys at your college wanted to either be him or be friends with him and a lot the girls wanted to date him. They made it quite obvious that they envied you for being the lucky girl Mark spent most of his time with but you couldn’t blame them, he was perfect. 
As much as you loved being his friend, your stupid and naive heart craved to be more. You wanted to be the one to hold his hand, the one to kiss his pretty pink lips, the one to hold him and be held by him. You wanted him to see you as more than just his friend; although, there were times when you did question his feelings for you. As a communications major, you were very good when it came to observing people; Mark being your number one test subject or so you called him. 
You were quick to pick up on how he always needed to be touching you, whether it be slinging his arm over your shoulder when the two of you would watch a movie, tapping gently on your thigh whenever you’d go for a drive, pulling you to his side and tightly gripping on to your waist in a crowded area or sitting in between your lap while he played video games. He explained to you once that your presence made him calm and the skin ship was because he needed “evidence that you were real”. The dreamer in you wished that his gestures and not so subtle touches meant more than what he claimed to be. 
Then came the stolen glances. You’d catch him from time to time staring at you at the most randomest times. You noticed he looked at you a lot when you’d be studying or while you were eating and that’s when you felt the least amount of attractive so you were sure it was because he thought you looked funny. 
There was once time that you slept over at his apartment and you fell asleep on the couch while the two of you watched stranger things. When you woke up, you were quick to realize that he probably carried you to his room like he normally did. As soon as your eyes adjusted to your surroundings, you saw Mark already looking at you with a specific look in his eyes. It was a mix of adoration and something else you couldn’t put your finger on. He’s never looked at you like that before and when he realized you were awake, he immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. Neither of you talked about that incident and he acted completely weird the next morning but things settled down not too long after. 
Another thing that you noticed, was his jealousy. Mark could get extremely jealous whenever it came to you. If he saw any guy get a little too close for his liking, even if it was one of your mutual friends, he’d go insane. One thing you could do without was his anger. When Mark got angry, he got really angry. You never understood why he would get upset at the idea of you interacting with another guy, but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t like it. There was one time the two of you attended a hotel party and got yourselves stuck playing spin the bottle. When you spun the bottle and it landed on Jinyoung, you didn’t think much about it and crawled over to him, leaving a chaste yet sweet kiss on his lips. You didn’t think it would cause Mark to give you the silent treatment for three days and when he finally did talk to you again, he gave you a lame excuse as to why he acted like such an asshole. 
You weren’t stupid, with the way he looked at you and treated you as if you were the most delicate flower, you knew he had to have some sort of feelings for you. You just had a hard time understanding why he was so adamant on keeping it to himself. If he did have feelings for you, you felt as if he was keeping it a secret from you for the same reason you were keeping it from him; he didn’t want to lose you. 
“I’m fine. Nothing’s wrong. I just couldn’t sleep. I should’ve played cod or something instead of bothering you. I knew you took the day off tomorrow for rest. I just—I want to talk to you. It’s been a week since we saw each other. I miss you.” The last words came out as a whisper, but you heard them and your heart fluttered at the thought of him wanting to talk to you because he missed you. Why did he have to do and say things that confused you? He told everyone that the two of you were just friends, but behind closed doors the two of you were in your own little worlds. As if nobody else existed and you liked it that way. 
“I miss you too. I promise once finals are over, I’m all yours okay? I’m sorry I’m putting all my time and effort in to school but you know how anal I get when it comes to my grades.” He giggled softly and although you couldn’t see him, you knew he was playfully rolling his eyes because it was true. See unlike Mark, you actually had to put in effort whenever it came to your education. He was naturally smart and you found it quite unfair but he never failed to help you if and when you needed it but you never wanted to bother him. He already had a lot on his plate and you didn’t want to add your incompetence to his already hectic schedule. 
“It’s fine. Do you—would you maybe wanna go for a drive? I’ll come pick you up. We don’t have to go anywhere far, honestly we could go on a drive around your block and I’ll drop you back. I just—I’d like to spend time with you.” You were glad he stuck with a phone call and didn’t try to FaceTime you because it would’ve been quite obvious his words were having an affect on you. Something felt off with the way he was acting. There were times where the two of you would go weeks without seeing one another and he was completely fine about it. 
One time, he went to Taiwan for an entire month to visit his family over summer vacation and you missed him dearly. That was the longest you went without seeing him, but he contacted you every single day so it made you feel a little bit better. So why was he wanting to see you so badly? 
“Yeah sure. Give me ten minutes. I’ll see you soon. Drive safely.” As soon as you heard him hang up, you practically leaped out of bed and ran straight to your bathroom. Mark has seen you at both your best and your very worst. He made it known that he didn’t care if you looked like an actual ogre, nor did you want to make it obvious that you wanted to look nice for him but you didn’t want him seeing you with your hair all over the place while your breath smelled horrendous. 
You threw on one of his jackets and a pair of shorts while flat ironing your hair and before you knew it, he texted you that he was downstairs. Once you made it down to the lobby, your breath hitched at the sight of him and all his handsome glory. His hair was disheveled; it was obvious he ran his hand through it a couple times. He was leaning against his pick up truck and although it was dark, you could make out that he was wearing a pair of grey sweatpants with a white tank top. You silently cursed him for going to the gym more often in his downtime because his arms grew three times the size they were back in high school. When his eyes landed on your visibly exhausted frame, he sent a cheeky smile your way before opening his arms out to you. 
“Mmm, I’ve missed your hugs.” He pulled you closer to his chest and placed his chin on top of your head. The two of you stood there for a couple of seconds before he pulled away to take a good look at you. If you had the choice, you’d allow him to hold you for the rest of the night. Mark’s arms were your favorite place to be. You always felt so safe in his embrace. He was always so warm and smelled like the cologne you bought him that he’s been looking at for a few months. 
“You know y/n, once finals are over I think you need to sleep for a solid two months straight. These dark circles are taking away from your beauty.” He brought his hands up to your cheeks and began to examine your entire face but you were quick to shove him off. If he continued to caress you like the way he was currently doing, you were sure you’d blow your cover and you did not want the night to end before it even started. Although he’s complimented you on your looks many times in the many years you’ve known him for, you could never get used to hearing him tell you how pretty he thought you were. 
“You’re one to talk grandpa. BamBam told me all about how you almost broke your back the other day when you attempted to do a martial art trick. How many times do I have to remind you that you’re no longer the fifteen-year-old boy that you used to be? I swear to God Mark Tuan if you break a bone, I will kick your ass.” His laughter filled the entire parking lot and you found yourself laughing along with him. For a grown man, his laugh was high pitched and very adorable. You were sure he could light up an entire room by letting out the faintest of giggles, his laughter already did wonders on your heart. 
“Even if I do break a bone, you’ll nurse me back to health right?” You scoffed and playfully rolled your eyes but deep down you knew you’d do anything for the devastatingly handsome boy in front of you. You also wouldn’t mind having a reason to stay by his side for as long as possible. Like the gentleman he was, he opened your door for you and helped you buckle your seatbelt. You were sure he saw it as a friendly gesture and you knew he wanted to help you out as much as possible, but you couldn’t handle him bringing his hand across of your chest and down to your upper thigh. It’s as if he knew exactly what he was doing by helping you. 
When he got in to his side of the car and started to reverse out of the stall, his free hand immediately found your lap like it normally did and he began to drive away. To where, you didn’t know nor did you care. You didn’t care where the two of you went, you just loved being around him. The car ride was filled with laughter, mainly yours because Mark turned the radio to the country station and began singing a couple songs out of tune and in the worst country accent you’ve ever heard. 
It was in moments like these where it was just the two of you, laughing and smiling like idiots that made you feel the most unhappy. You were unhappy because you wanted more. You wanted to be the reason behind his contagious smile. You wanted to be the reason he couldn’t go to sleep at night because his thoughts were so clouded by the idea of you. You wanted to be his motivation; you wanted him to do the best in anything that he did with the idea of making you proud. You wanted to be the one he told his friends and family about. But you were only his best friend. Every time he introduced you as his best friend, it felt like a stab to the chest. However, it was the truth; so you had no reason to be bothered by the fact that that was all you were going to be to him. 
“Something wrong bub?” You were too busy thinking about the unfortunate situation you were in and didn’t get to hear Mark ask you if you wanted something to eat. 
“No, I’m okay. Sorry, it’s just—finals. Yeah. I can’t stop thinking about my possible grades. I’m sorry, I’ll stop. Tonight is about us. What were you saying?” He waited till he pulled up at a stoplight before turning to face you and brought some of your hair behind your ear. 
“Hey, don’t stress too much. I’m sure you did amazing like you always do. If only you allowed me to tutor you more, I’m sure you would’ve had an easier time understanding the material. What? Am I not good enough for the all mighty y/n y/l/n? By the way, I decided with going to McDonalds since you didn’t answer. I’m in the mood for a McChicken—don’t look at me like that. What? Come on y/n—where do you want to go then? You drive me nuts woman. Popeyes? You’re in the mood for fried chicken? At 2:30 in the morning? Why can I already see you wanting fried chicken when you’re pregnant one day? I feel like it’ll be one of the foods you’ll crave the most. You know I’d do anything for you and I can’t wait till you become a mother, I’m sure you’ll be such an amazing mom. But don’t you dare wake me up in the middle of the night for fried chicken I will disown you. You’re lucky you’re cute. Their chicken sandwich better taste as good as McDonalds.” 
You knew you wanted Mark around for the rest of your life; you wanted to be best friends forever. Unfortunately, nobody knows what the future holds. For all you knew, he could get a girlfriend sometime soon and she could disapprove of your friendship; causing you to lose connection with one another. The idea of losing Mark was both mentally and physically painful. You could actually feel your chest tighten at the thought of waking up one morning and no longer having him in your life. With that being said, no matter how many times he’s brought up your future together, it always caused butterflies to swarm in your tummy. 
“I hate burdening you if I can handle doing something on my own. You already have so much to deal with, so tutoring me should be the least of your worries. Whatever you say asshole, I’m sure my future husband would be willing to do that for me and I’ll make sure I’ll rub it in your face. Dude, Popeyes shits on McDonalds. Are you joking? Why am I even friends with you, you’re such a loser with bad taste.” You couldn’t help but let out a chuckle at the entire conversation, but as soon as you realized Mark wasn’t laughing, you turned to face him and froze when you saw his jaw clench and his grip on the wheel tightened. 
Did you say or do something to upset him? Why did he get mad all of a sudden? As you were about to speak up, he made his way through the Popeyes drive thru and began ordering. You smiled like an idiot to yourself when he gave your order to the cashier. Although you ordered the same meal almost every single time, you found it cute that he memorized what you wanted. Once he paid and got the food, he drove down an all too familiar road you’ve been down quite a few times. Both you and Mark had a special place only the two of you knew of. You stumbled upon it one day after getting in to an argument with your parents and ended up bringing Mark there a couple days later. The two of you would go there whenever you both had free time. It was a nice, deserted beach. 
During the day, it was extremely beautiful but at night, it was indescribable. Especially because you spent most of your time there with Mark. Some days, the two of you would swim, skip rocks or attempt to build sand castles. Other days, more so when you went at night, he would lie on your lap and have you run your fingers through his hair while the two of you would listen to the waves crash on the shore. You’d find yourself looking at him adoringly and there was one time you were so close to connecting your lips together, but you chickened out and clumsily ended up pushing him off of your lap. 
The car ride was tense and he didn’t say anything the entire time. You decided to allow him to speak up when he was ready. It was something you learned throughout the duration of your friendship. Mark was short tempered. He would lash out on people at the smallest of things, but you were very understanding and extremely patient whenever it came to his mood swings. He’s apologized for it many times and did his best to work on it because he hated lashing out on you of all people, but some days he just couldn’t help himself. As soon as he parked the car, he motioned for you to get out and made his way to his trunk. He immediately hopped in the back without helping you like he usually did and when he saw that you weren’t getting inside and that your arms were crossed in frustration, he let out an irritated grunt. 
“What? Get in here. Do I have to help you with everything?” It was your turn to scoff. How did he go from singing to the top of his lungs at a Carrie Underwood song to giving you the cold shoulder? 
“If you’re going to be an asshole for no reason, you can just take me home right now. I’m sorry. I don’t know what I did or said to upset you but I’m sorry.” There were situations where Mark was in the wrong, but you’d find yourself apologizing because he was never one to give in. He was the definition of stubborn. However, you noticed that you were the only person that he’d give up his pride for. He hated the thought of upsetting you and putting the two of you in to an awkward situation. So he’d apologize as soon as he knew things were going south and tonight was no different. Right as you were about to open your door, you felt him gently grip at your wrist and before you knew it, he was picking you up bridal style before jumping on to his truck bed. 
“I’m sorry, I’m just being stupid. Please forget all about it okay? Fuck, I’ve ruined our night together didn’t I? I’m so sorry y/n.” You shook your head before leaving a quick peck on his cheek. Kissing each other was a normal thing between you and Mark. The two of you would kiss each other’s foreheads and cheeks all the time. Sometimes he’d even kiss your nose, your chin and even your shoulder blade but he had yet to kiss you where you wanted to kiss him the most. 
“Talk to me Mark. What’s bothering you?” You intertwined your fingers together and gave him your full attention. You knew something had to be heavy on his mind and you wanted him to be honest with you. He pulled his hands away from yours to your disappointment and scratched the back of his neck before taking a bite of his food. 
“Y/n I love—this chicken sandwich holy shit. This is good. I don’t know why I was settling for that pathetic excuse of a chicken patty at McDonalds. It’s nothing okay? Don’t worry about me. Eat your food, I know how you get when your chicken isn’t crispy and I don’t want you complaining later.” The two of you sat in silence eating your meals and you hated the fact that the atmosphere was filled with animosity. Once the two of you were both finished, he pulled you on to his lap and rested his chin in the crook of your neck.
“What are you doing tomorrow?” You shrugged before leaning back in to his embrace. It was weird how the two of you could go from arguing one minute to cuddling as if nothing happened the next but you never questioned it. 
“Probably staying in all day. Oh—I need to go to target. You drank all of my milk and failed to tell me. I’ve been eating my cereal DRY for the last week thank you very much.”
“Can I come? I think I need some groceries too.” You couldn’t help but stifle a laugh at the idea of Mark shopping for his own groceries. The older boy practically lived at your apartment. Sometimes you would even offer to look for an apartment together but your mutual friend Jackson always complained about you “stealing his roommate”. A lot of his clothes were sitting in your closet, he brought over some of his toiletries each and every time he slept at your apartment, most of the cubby holes in your shoe rack were taken up by him and he even bought an Xbox specifically to leave it at your place. You wouldn’t mind living with Mark, but sometimes you were glad Jackson was so adamant on keeping him at their place. Sharing the same space with him would surely drive your feelings through the roof.
“You mean some groceries to leave over at my place. You never go shopping for your own shit. Sometimes I feel like you’re only friends with me because you like mooching off of me and because I help keep you alive. If it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t be taking your vitamins everyday and your health wouldn’t be as good as it is now.”
“Yeah yeah, whatever. You grocery shop for fun, who the fuck does that? Oh yeah, OLD PEOPLE. Don’t sound so upset, you had fun the last time I came with you to the grocery store.”
You giggled at the memory before turning around to flick his forehead. “You almost got us kicked out because you were fighting with a six-year-old over a Chewbacca figurine.”
“IT WAS THE LAST ONE Y/N. I HAD IT FIRST. The punk just had to start crying and his mom came telling me I was immature for fighting with a first grader.”
“You know sometimes I forget that you’re a 23-year-old senior in college and not the same 12-year-old boy from middle school. I love that you’re still a child at heart by the way. Sometimes the adult life can get a little hectic. You’re like my personal escape. Like, a breath of fresh air. I don’t say it all that often, but I’m very grateful for you. You mean a lot to me, more than you’ll ever know Tuan.” If you were facing him right now, you’d be able to see how red you made him by your sweet words. He left a gentle kiss on your jaw before leaning himself further in to the truck and pulling you down with him. The two of you stayed like that for almost two hours, stargazing and basking in the other’s presence. No words were shared but the silence spoke volumes. 
You couldn’t help but think back to a few hours ago when he was about to admit why he was so bothered but instead admitted his love for the chicken sandwich. Was he finally going to tell you how he felt for you but lost the courage as the L word fell from his lips? Why did he always have to make things so difficult? When you noticed the sun slowly making its appearance against the shoreline, you squeezed Mark’s bicep to let him know that maybe it was time to go home. 
“Since we’re hanging out later today anyway, did you want to come over to my place? Or we can head back to yours? It doesn’t really matter. If you wanna be by yourself, that’s fine too. I’ll just drop you off and come back later.” You gave him a soft smile before sitting up right and reaching over to play around with his hair. 
“Let’s go to yours. I wouldn’t mind spending time with Jackson and I miss my baby Milo.” He nodded in agreement and helped you down before making his way to his side of the car. Once he began to drive away, a small frown rose upon your face when he didn’t move his hand to your thigh. This was the first time in a long time that he drove with both hands and you knew that something was genuinely bothering him. 
You tried to take your mind off of Mark and put all your focus to everything you’d see while he drove to what you thought was going to be his apartment. However, it seemed as if he was taking a detour down different neighborhoods and you were surprised when you took a peek to see how fast he was driving and found out he wasn’t going fast at all. In fact, he was going under the speed limit. Something must’ve struck a nerve with him; Mark was known for his speed. He hated slow drivers and hated being in traffic which is why you found it unusual for him to be going at such a slow pace. 
“Are you sure you’re okay?” He released a soft sigh as he turned in to his apartment structure and nodded slowly. 
“Just tired. You’re not the only one staying up late to study. Oh, before I forget, you’re never a burden y/n. I’m never too busy for you. Actually, you’re one of my main priorities. So don’t feel like you can’t approach me if you need my help. Come on, let’s get you upstairs.” When the two of you made it up to his place, he tried his best to quietly open the door knowing that Jackson was still asleep. As soon as the two of you made your way in, Milo was all over you. You lowered yourself down to the little puppy and picked him up while leaving kisses all around his face. 
“Hi Milo! I’m glad to see you missed me. I missed you too cutie pie. Has daddy been taking good care of you and feeds you the snacks I bought?” You made your way to Mark’s bedroom and scoffed when you saw how neat it was. For someone who was constantly busy, why was his room so clean? Your room was in the exact state as your life, messy. Since you’ve been in here more times than you could count, you walked over to your side of the bed and laid down. He was quick to join you but not before taking off his shirt. 
You were used to Mark being shirtless, so you learned how to control your emotions and facial expressions over the years to prevent yourself from making it aware that you enjoyed it. However, you could feel your breath going shallow, especially when he would pull you in to his embrace like he was currently doing so right now. He wrapped his arms around your waist and placed his cheek against yours so that your faces were practically smashed together. The two of you weren’t strangers to spooning and cuddling, but there were times that you’d feel something hard against your thigh every now and then so Mark would keep his distance whenever it came to holding you. 
Not too long after the two of you got in to bed, you felt his warm breath against your neck as soft snores fell from his lips. You on the other hand could not find it in yourself to fall asleep. Your mind was too clouded with the events that happened during your drive and it confused you more than you already were. You began to let your eyes wander around his bedroom and giggled softly to yourself when you saw the Chewbacca figure on his desk. When you felt something vibrate in your back pocket, you remembered you put your phone in there and quickly brought it out to turn it off to prevent any noise from waking Mark up. 
As you reached to put your phone on his night stand, your heart fluttered at the photo of you from your senior prom back in high school. You remembered that night like it was yesterday. Mark was quick to ask you to be his date and you agreed right off the bat. Even at that time, you knew you wanted all your best memories to be shared with him. Your parents were extremely excited when they found out that the two of you were going together. They were all secretly hoping that you and Mark would end up with each other one day but they never did or said anything because they waited for the two of you to discover your feelings on your own. Even your mom claimed that she had a huge feeling that Mark had developed a crush on you but you never believed her. 
How could you though? You and Mark have been friends for almost a decade and he never showed signs of taking things further between the two of you. Prom night was one of the best nights of your entire high school career and you knew it had a lot to deal with the person who’s arms you were currently in. He bought you the prettiest bouquet and corsage, complimented you at least twenty times on how beautiful you looked, he even made it clear that you were the prettiest girl there but you knew he was just saying that because he was your best friend. The two of you danced almost the entire night and he entered a game in order to win an expensive pair of speakers which was currently sitting on your kitchen counter. 
Any time spent with Mark was amazing. He gave you his full attention and made sure you were having a good time no matter what the two of you were doing. Slowly, in attempts not to wake him, you found yourself turning around in order to take a good look at him. You gently began to trace his handsome features and you had to stifle a laugh when his nose scrunched, probably from being tickled. Why did you have to be such a coward? Why couldn’t you just tell him how you felt no matter the consequences? Finally, after contemplating what you would do about your feelings for Mark, you placed a kiss on his nose and fell asleep. 
When you woke up, you weren’t shocked to see that Mark was still asleep. He was an extremely heavy sleeper. There were so many times he’s found himself late to school and practice because he slept through his alarm. You took a few moments to get used to the light that was coming through his window before trying your best to leave his embrace without waking him up and when you succeeded, you turned on your phone to see what time it was and made your way into the living room. As you were about to head in to the kitchen to find something to make for you and Mark, you failed to notice Jackson on the couch, smiling at you like an idiot. 
“Good morning sunshine. Looks like somebody got a nice rest while wrapped up in your loverboy’s arms. He’s still asleep isn’t he?” You jumped at the sound of his voice, not knowing that he was there with you and rolled your eyes at his sarcastic statement. Jackson was known to be a prankster. He always made snide remarks about your relationship with Mark and he would always hint to you every now and then that Mark had feelings for you but just like how you were when your mom confronted you about your feelings, you couldn’t believe Jackson either. No matter how badly you wanted to. 
“Of course he is. I slept like a baby. Hey, what’s with you guys and being shirtless all the time? Do neither of you own any shirts?” The cheeky boy winked at you before pulling you in for a hug. 
“Gotta flaunt off the goods while we still have them. You can take off your shirt too if you want. I wouldn’t mind seeing you shirtless—ow! You’re always so abusive whenever it comes to me. It’s not like I haven’t seen you practically naked before.” You ignored him while making your way to the fridge and looking for something to cook. The two of you began to update each other on what you both did in the last few weeks since you’ve seen each other. He updated you on how basketball season was going so far and invited you to some of his games. 
The two of you continued your conversation and he brought up something that caught your attention. “Hey y/n, I know you’re not one to drink, but there’s more than just alcohol involved whenever we go out to bars and clubs. Why don’t you come with us? I’m sure Mark would finally come out with us if he knew you were tagging along. Come on, we all know baking desserts, playing modern warfare and staying up watching reruns of the office together is fun, well; for you guys. But you and Mark need to get out and do something college-like for once. You know how many times Mark has cancelled plans with us just so he could spend time with you? God, you both are so smart yet so stupid.” 
Mark was cancelling out on plans with the guys in order to hang out with you?You tried your best not to show to Jackson that his confession made you feel all warm and giddy on the inside. As the retaliation was on the tip of your tongue, Mark released a yawn to make it known he was in the room. “Ah, if it isn’t the devil himself. I was just inviting y/n to come out with us to the club on Saturday. You coming?” 
Mark gave you a look of curiosity before walking toward the fridge. “Y/n hates the club. And we can’t, we already have plans.” 
It was your turn to look at him in confusion. You don’t remember making any plans with Mark and most of your so called “plans” consisted of the two of you laying around your apartment doing nothing. Jackson shrugged, not surprised by his older friend’s response and gave you a knowing look. 
“Yeah, but she said so herself she wouldn’t mind letting loose since we only have one year left in college. Y/n must not know about your plans because she said she’d be down to come. Don’t be such a party pooper Mark, hang out with us. You’ve been already missing out on so much of our gatherings anyway. It’ll be fun!” Y
ou felt him before you could see him. He found his place behind you and wrapped his arms around your shoulders while hiding his face between your shoulder blades and let out a frustrated grunt. “Fine! Whatever. But only if y/n is going. I don’t know why you want me to come out with you guys anyway. You all get drunk the minute we walk in and flirt with anyone that has legs. I always end up driving you drunk bastards home. Quite the college experience of you ask me.” 
You couldn’t help but giggle at his sarcasm and began plating the bacon, eggs and fried rice you made for the three of your for breakfast. Other than the constant laughter that fell from your lips whenever Jackson and Mark would bicker over nonsense, you stayed quiet and focused on eating while they conversed. Once you all were done eating, Jackson mentioned throwing on a movie but Mark was quick to shut him down. You had a feeling it had to do with what happened the last time you all watched a movie together. Before you could sit down, Jackson pulled you on to his lap and refused to let you go. The daggers Mark sent through the back of Jackson’s head didn’t go unnoticed by you; in fact it made you quite happy. You loved how protective he was whenever it came to you. 
“Y/n and I actually have plans today. We need to go grocery shopping.” Jackson’s brow raised in amusement. 
“We? You’re actually buying food for us?” 
“No. I’m going to buy food to eat whenever I’m at her place. When do I ever eat here?”
As soon as the two of them finished their bickering, you said your goodbyes to Jackson and made your way to the grocery store. One thing that Mark never failed to do was make a fool out of you every single time you took him grocery shopping. However, you couldn’t say you didn’t have fun whenever he would tag along. If the two of you were to go at night, he would jump in the shopping cart and have you push him around. But in most cases, he’d stand behind you and practically trap you between his body and the cart while taking over to push. He forced you to go in and out of every aisle to make sure the two of you weren’t missing anything. 
“Y/n, serious question, Doritos or Cheetos puffs?” You thought about it for a few seconds before giving him your answer. 
“Doritos.”
“Okay, Cheetos puffs it is.” You scowled at him but before you could really react, he was driving the cart in the other direction. As soon as you felt that you were finished, you pulled to the side to make sure you had everything you needed and nothing you didn’t. 
“Cheese in a can? Really Mark? You’re not even going to eat it—“ he was quick to cover your mouth and you counterattacked by licking his hand. 
“Lick it all you want, I’m in to stuff like that.”
“Ew gross.” 
To your dismay, Mark handed the cashier his card and paid for the entirety of your groceries. This wasn’t the first time he’s done this. Whenever he tagged along with you, he’d always end up paying for your groceries no matter how much the bill came out to and his excuse was because he used and ate a lot of your groceries. 
After returning back to your apartment and the two of you put the groceries away, you spent the rest of the day reading a book while found his way on to your lap and played grand theft auto for a couple of hours. These were the days you loved the most. Although he was quite loud and violent whenever it came to his video games, you felt at peace and the most serene when it was just the two of you lounging around. 
“Hey y/n?” You hummed in curiosity and placed your book down in order to give him your full attention. “This morning, when you talked about your future husband and shit like that—do you—do you actually want to get married? Like, you want a wedding and to spend the rest of your life with someone?” 
You thought about the exact moment he was referring to and nodded in agreement. That was around the same time he grew angry and you couldn’t help but feel as if the idea of you ending up with someone else bothered him. “Of course I do. I’ve dreamt about having a beautiful, big wedding surrounded with all my friends and family. I like to look at wedding dresses and rings from time to time. How come? Don’t you?” 
He shrugged before continuing to play his game; the way he tensed up at your response caught your attention. “I guess. I don’t know, I don’t see myself settling down with anyone I guess. I don’t want anyone getting in between us. I refuse to live without you y/n.” You smiled softly before placing a gentle kiss on his neck. Sometimes you felt like the skin ship you shared was beyond normal than what most friends did. But the two of you were used to it. 
The kisses on your jaw, your neck, behind your ear; it wasn’t normal for friends to do things like that but here the two of you were. It never bothered you, in fact there were times where you couldn’t stop kissing him and had to forcefully stop yourself in fear of him finding it weird. 
“I think that’s why I’ve been single for so long. Since you are—well—you, my standards in men are pretty high. So I’d want them to be at least half the man that you are. Honestly, you and I should just get married.” His breath hitched and it was in that moment where you knew you fucked up. 
“I mean—you know. If both of us are still single once we reach thirty—then I would marry you—you know—if you asked.” You let out a sarcastic laugh and wished the ground would swallow you whole. 
“You would? Really? You’d want to marry me?” You nodded, shocked that he found it surprising. He was the only person you saw yourself getting married to, but you still had yet to make your friendship change in to a relationship. 
“Of course I’d want to marry you Mark. You’re my best friend. Why? Do you not want to marry me?” He placed the controller down and turned around to face you. The conversation was soon turning pretty serious. Mark never turned his video game off for anybody, not even you. His xbox was the only thing before you that he paid more attention to. 
“Of course I do. Nobody comes close to you y/n. Let’s make a pact, if were both single when we turn thirty, we jump the gun and marry each other. Deal?” 
You grinned like a school girl at the idea of marrying Mark one day and nodded quickly before intertwining your pinkies together. Mark returned back to his game and you with your book but not too long after, you found yourself falling asleep on top of Mark’s back and he giggled at the feeling. 
“You’re the only girl I want to marry.” 
They don't almost say "I love you" When they're downtown somewhere, just a little drunk They don't talk about the future and put each other in it And get chills with every accidental touch
Two days later, you were at home studying for your last final of the semester when you felt your phone vibrating. You tried your best to hide it in attempts to focus on your many notes in front of you, but you couldn’t help but look at it from time to time and saw that Mark was out at a bar with Jackson, BamBam, Jinyoung and Jaebum. 
You let out a giggle at every video of the guys forcing each other to take shots and you couldn’t help but wish you went with them. Forcing five months of notes in to your brain in one night was driving you insane. Seeing Mark’s name made your heart flutter, just like it normally did and right as you were about to let it go to voicemail, you answered his call. 
You haven’t seen him since he left your place right after the two of you ate dinner. He knew you had to study, so he wanted to give you his space but you found yourself typing out his number a couple of times because you missed his presence but ended up deleting the text completely. 
“Y/nnnnnnnnn. Hey, how’s the studying going? I miss you. You should’ve came.” You knew he was drunk and there was nothing more entertaining than a drunk Mark Tuan especially because he wasn’t one to drink all that often. In fact, alcohol changed him in to a completely different person. If he had a few shots of liquid courage in him, he could tell you the history of the Pillsbury dough boy. 
“You’re drunk.”
“And you’re beautiful. Your point is?” You mentally cursed the guys for allowing him to get so drunk but he was making your extremely boring night all the more fun.
“Where’s the guys?”
“I don’t know. Somewhere here on earth. Why do you care about them huh? Focus on me. I’m the only one you should be thinking about. You’re the only one I ever think about—and I think about you all the time y/n.” 
Every word that fell from his lips tugged on your heartstrings but you were smart enough to know not to believe him. He was drunk and had no idea what he was admitting to you right now. “Mark—“
“I love you. Y/n. I’ve loved you for as long as I can remember. I don’t know why you were so surprised to—to hear that I want to marry you—look at you. You’re the most ethereal human being in the world. You’re so beautiful and you—you make me so happy. I love you, I love you, I love you. I know you’re studying for biology right now, but do you think you could learn to love me?” 
You didn’t even realize you were holding in your breath the entire time he was confessing his love for you. Even if he was drunk, his words sounded so sincere. You didn’t know what to say, it was too much to take in. Were you hallucinating? Did staying up all those hours finally drive you to the brink of insanity? Before you could find the courage to respond, you heard murmuring through the phone and soon Jaebum’s voice was replacing Mark’s. 
“Hey, do you mind coming to pick him up? He’s drunk off his ass if it wasn’t already obvious. You don’t have to worry your pretty little head about the rest of us. We’re all fine. It’s Mark who ended up drinking a little too much.”
“Of course. Can you text me your location? I’ll be there soon. Take care of him for me would you?” You debated on taking a taxi, your mind was too clouded with his entire confession and you didn’t think you were in your right mind to be driving but you didn’t want to have to wait for one while taking care of a drunk Mark by yourself. Why couldn’t the guys just take him back with them? They were the ones who allowed him to get so drunk, why were they making him your responsibility? 
The entire drive to the bar was mind wrecking and you even found yourself running a few red lights. What was going to happen when you had him all to yourself? When you pulled up to the bar, your eyes immediately landed on the group of boys hovering over who you assumed to be Mark. Smiles all rose on their faces as soon as they saw you approaching but you were too focused on making sure Mark was okay. 
“Can I get some help to my car please?” Jackson and Jinyoung wrapped their arms around his shoulders and carried him to your car while BamBam and Jaebum walked alongside you. 
“I guess it’s out there.” You looked at BamBam in curiosity and earned yourself a knowing look. 
“You know exactly what I’m talking about y/n. I can’t believe it took him getting drunk to confess his feelings for you, but it had to come out somehow and he obviously wasn’t going to tell you how he feels sober. I’ve never seen someone as in love with a person like Mark is with you. That boy looks at you like the sun shines out of your ass. You must be blind not to see it. And don’t get me started when it comes to how much he talks about you. Whenever he actually comes out with us, you’re all he talks about. “Y/n loves coming here.” “Y/n showed me that last week.” “I hope y/n did good on her test.” “Did you guys see y/n last week? She looked so pretty in that dress.” I’m sure he could write a novel about the love he has for you—ow. What was that for?” 
The younger boy rubbed his shoulder from where Jaebum hit him and you couldn’t help but snicker. “That’s enough. Let mark go in to depth about his love for her. If he finds out your dumb ass practically confessed his feelings for him, you’re going to have to catch the bus home. Drive safely y/n. Let us know when you get home. And good luck with him. Please do something with the information you found out tonight. It’s been long enough don’t you think?” 
The boys all pulled you in for quick hugs and you began to drive away, making your way back to your apartment. He looked so peaceful yet so inebriated. His cheeks were pink and his eyelids were swollen yet he still looked so good. You hesitantly reached for his cheek and grazed you’re thumb against his Cupid’s bow. 
“You silly, silly boy. What am I going to do with you?” Bringing him upstairs by yourself was a challenge. If waking him up while he was sober was hard, attempting to get him up from his slumber was even more difficult. Not only did he not wake up at every single attempt of shaking him and practically whisper yelling in his ear, but his body was practically deadweight. What normally was a two minute walk from your parking lot to your apartment took almost twenty minutes. You praised yourself once you made it to your front door and dragged him inside, pulling him towards your room. His breath wreaked of alcohol and you weren’t sure if you wanted to try and get him to brush his teeth but after a while, you ultimately decided against it. Why put yourself through even more work for you? 
You took off his clothes and helped change him in to one of the shirts he left at your place before heading back in to the kitchen to get him a bottle of water and painkillers you knew he would need in the morning. After changing your clothes and preparing yourself for bed, you found your place next to Mark and brought his face in to your hands. With his confession and reassurance from both Jaebum and BamBam, you were confident in your decision to confront and confess your love for him when he was completely sober. You gave yourself a few moments to admire the handsome boy in front of you and placed a soft kiss on his lips before sleep finally took over. 
The next morning, you woke up to the sound of something rustling and a soft groan that you knew came from Mark. He released an exhausted sigh before pulling you closer to his chest. You decided to pretend you were still asleep in order to see what his next move would be and when you felt the multiple kisses along the back of your neck, it took every bone in your body not to react. “If only you knew.”
“Knew what?” The scream that filled your room on top of the thud that came when Mark fell off your bed made you erupt in laughter. You quickly ran over to his side to help him back up on top of the bed but your giggles still continued. He glared at you and crossed his arms out of frustration and you decided to give him a break. 
“You little shit. You scared me. How did I—why am I here?” You knew he was trying to redirect your attention away from his confession and you were going to play along for a few minutes before taking your confrontation head on. 
“You got piss drunk and the boys called me over to come get you.”
“Those assholes. I always take them home after their drunken stupors, I don’t know why they can’t do the same for me. They should know better than to bother you. You’re already tired as it is already. I’m sorry about that.” You shook your head before handing him a few pain killers and the water bottle. 
“It’s totally fine Mark. How are you feeling?” He groaned. 
“Like shit. I um—I didn’t say anything embarrassing did I?” This was it. It was time to finally find out for yourself what Mark’s exact feelings for you were. Although it has been hinted to you many times, and the truth came out last night, you wanted to hear him say it himself, sober. 
You didn’t give yourself any time to think before your lips connected with his. It felt so natural to you. You cupped his cheeks with your palms as your lips moved softly against his. However, once you tasted the alcohol and noticed he wasn’t reacting, you pulled away. 
“W—what—did you just—did we—am I still drunk? I have to be. There’s no way—why did you stop? What the fuck is going on?” His stammering was extremely adorable and before you could respond, his lips were back on yours. Kissing Mark felt too good to be true. His lips melded perfectly with yours, as if the two of you were made to kiss one another. 
“You told me you loved me last night. This is my way of letting you know I feel the exact same way. I’ve been in love with you for so many years, I can’t even count how long on my hands. I never thought I was good enough for you, nor did I think there was a chance you would ever feel the same. I was always just your best friend. The idea of us being something more than friends was an unrealistic daydream I would hope and pray would become a reality. Over the course of our friendship, our parents, friends and even our teachers would try and tell me that you harbored feelings for me but I never believed anybody. We’ve been friends for so long already. If you liked me, you would’ve done something about it a long time ago. I really wanted to confess my feelings for you on many occasions, but the idea of losing you was one I couldn’t even fathom.” 
With the way he was looking at you with so much love and adoration in his eyes at your confession you were sure you’d melt in to a puddle right there. “You’re my best friend Mark. My person. My soulmate. Hearing you tell me that you love me is such a beautiful and indescribable feeling. I meant it when I said I would marry you because I knew you were the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. There’s nobody else but you Mark. You’re it for me.” 
He brought some of your hair behind your ear and just as he was about to kiss you, you dodged his lips no matter how badly you wanted to feel them against yours again. 
“You just confessed your feelings for me, let me kiss you—“ 
“Brush your teeth first stinky and then we’ll talk.” He rolled his eyes before stomping over to your bathroom. 
“The love of my life is denying me kisses I can’t believe this bullshit—“ the blush was warm on your cheeks and you knew if you were to look in a mirror that you’d be as red as a tomato right now but you didn’t care; Mark had that effect on you. You could hear how rough and quick he was brushing his teeth and the thought of him rushing in order to kiss you again made your heart flutter. Soon, he clumsily made his way toward you and practically tackled you on to the bed. He wasted no time attacking your face with kisses and finally bringing his lips to yours. 
You would have never thought, in all your years of being friends with Mark that you would one day have him hovering over you with his grip tight on your waist as your tongues battled for dominance, roughly clashing against each other. Kissing Mark was otherworldly. His lips were soft and melded well against yours and the way he was touching you, so gentle yet so seductively was driving you insane. You playfully brought his bottom lip in between your teeth and the growl that came from the back of his throat sent chills down your spine. 
“Fuck—shit—fuck—you—you’re so beautiful y/n. So fucking beautiful and extremely sexy. God, I am so, so in love with you baby. Ugh, I love how it sounds calling you that. Baby. You are MY baby.” 
He grinned widely and stole one more kiss from the corner of your mouth before continuing. “As much as I did not want to go out last night, I needed something else to consume my mind. I couldn’t stop thinking about you and how badly I wanted you to be mine. You know how hard it is? Seeing that breathtaking smile of yours, hearing that contagious laughter than makes me smile like an idiot, holding you in my arms, running my fingers through your hair and not being able to kiss you? Not being able to hold your hand and letting the world know that you’re mine? It was torture y/n. From the day we became friends, I knew you were meant to be someone special in my life. I just didn’t know how special nor did I know how much you would mean to me. You’re my entire world y/n.” He pulled you on to his lap and softly cupped your cheeks.
“You are the most selfless, hardworking, generous, kind-hearted, caring and extremely supportive person I’ve ever met. You are the reason I put so much effort and energy in to every little thing that I do. I want you to be proud of me. If you’ve been wondering why I get so angry whenever it comes to you and another guy; like you and Jackson that one movie night, you and Jinyoung when we played spin the bottle, hell, even a few nights ago when you talked about your future husband, it’s because I was jealous. The thought of you loving someone else, kissing someone else, settling down and starting a family with someone who isn’t me sends an upsetting feeling to my stomach. Pathetic isn’t it. I’m a coward who couldn’t act on my feelings because I was too afraid of your reaction so I had no right to be jealous. The reason I got so drunk last night was because BamBam and Jackson wouldn’t stop joking around about how cute you and Park Jinyoung would look together. Fuck Jinyoung—wait—don’t. The only person you’ll be fucking from now on is me. But I hope you know you’re stuck with me and my dick for the rest of your life. Now that I have you, you’re mine forever. I’m never letting you go. My beautiful y/n, I love you so much.” 
He smiled in to the kiss as soon as he felt his lips on yours and quickly wiped away your tear as it fell down your cheek. “To think, if only I got you drunk earlier, we could been in this position sooner.”
“Well I heard that drunk sex is the best kind of sex, so if you want to take a few shots of tequila and celebrate our newfound relationship by bouncing on my dick for the rest of the day then I’m all for it—ow y/n—I’m going to let you know that slapping is only fun if I get to do it to you—I hope you’re this wild during sex. Honestly, what did I get myself into? I’m kidding—come back here. Let me love you baby!”
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