#thats just my daughter. like im 23 but shes my daughter
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nothing brings me more peace than knowing that katniss everdeen spends the rest of her life eating warm cheese buns and being held every night by a man who loves her more than life itself. she deserves everything
#thats just my daughter. like im 23 but shes my daughter#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#peeta mellark#everlark#mine
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procrastinating so u guys get my hatchetverse hcs!!! (these are going to be a lot of shit i picked up from random posts that i dont remeber the ops of so sorry if u made one of these hcs and i dont credit you i love you sorry)
ethan green
probably like 23? 25?
hes actually bi he told me himself
afab he/they boyflux sue me
lex is his first and only gf. he's probably had like one bf before but he loves lex sm more (simp) (malewife to her girlboss basically)
orphan sorry i dont make the rules
his dad left like immedately and his mom passed of old age when he was like 17 idk
hannah is basically his little sister. he'd die 4 her actually.
ted spankoffski
like late 20s early 30s at the most ithink
so painfully thirsty for anyone he has to be pan
amab he/him but doesnt really give a fuck
has never had a partner thats so sad. he makes up for this by constantly acting like everybody wants him. they dont. (exepct for me i love him)
doesnt really have a CRUSH on anyone speific but mark chastity is his fav to tease (sorry im a baby for holy bastard)
him and petes parents love them but theyre kinda like.. oblivious and absent. like theyre always on trips and leaving pete to live w ted
max jagerman
im not gonna list all of the teens' age theyre all 16-18
im assimilating with this one he/she pronouns amab
hes omni he told me himself pref 2 women
everybody wants him he only wants the nerd (hes just like me fr)
he isnt dead shut up shut up sHUT UP HES FINE OKAY
his dad is not good his mom died in childbirth
stephanie lauter
genderqueer. they/she/he in order of pref. also uses xe/xir idc sue me
pan thats cannon she told me xirself
does tiktok dances but really badly on purpose
the biggest simp on earth to her one guy and nobody ese
will fluster the living hell out of pete in public for fun
hates being the mayors daughter, feels alienated bcs of it
pete spankoffski
he/they afab i dont make the rules
bi if you argue youre homophobic (/J)
actually loves his big bro but acts like he doesnt bcsaude is ted hears him looking up ted he'll never hear the end of it
nickname seymour from ruth (bcause lsoh)
ex-brony
richie whateverhislastnameis
afab he/xe/nya/zap he would have so many cool neos. one of those people whos neo list is longer than the bill of rights
gay mlm yes
undertale enjoyer
nge enjoyer
discord mod in an anime server
owns several body pillows
xem and ruth have been friends since pre-k so they know eachother like the back of their hand
ruth whateverherlastnameis
afab she/they
omni large large large pref to girls. likes a few boys sorta
biggest theatre kid ever but sucks at acting and singing (the curse)
got ensemble ONCE and cried at the cast list
fav show is heathers
heather m kin i dont make the rules
grace chastity
afab she/her
bi
liked a girl once and cried for a week str8 abt going 2 hell
i dont have alot of hcs for her but i think she would like fire a large amount
not even arson wise but like
a firebug
tinky
i already made my hcs for all the LiBs' true forms so go find those if you want
all the libs dont give a fuc about pronouns call them whatever
i do he/him tho
tinky is really just a 13 yr old girl freaking out abt one specific guy (ted) and making fucked up fanfics with him (time bastard nmt)
the "youngest" of the siblings
boy jerry
i beleive that every character jon plays is related. boy jerry is pauls fucked up brother. which means hes also richies uncle
#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#ethan green#ted spankoffski#max jagerman#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#richie lipschitz#ruth fleming#grace chastity#tinky#boy jerry
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Ronance Fic Idea #2: Single Mom Nancy x Soccer Coach To Her Child Robin AU
hi welcome to another episode of its currently 1am and venny is self projecting, in today's episode we have the second part to my ronance ideas yipee!! here's the link to the first part [tw: mentions of torture and murder there] and sit back and relax since this one is more wholesome 🥰
edit: i started this at 2am and finished at 3:30am so pls beware there will be mistakes and i'll reread it tmrw when im not dying. im sorry who has to suffer through this now tho, may the lesbian goddesses be with you
set in a modern-ish time (I'm still not sure when this fic would take place in but definitely not the 80s) with no upsidedown or anything like that, and because of this nancy doesn't end up with jonathan.
nancy and steve were young and experimenting when steve accidentally gets nancy pregnant at 17. nancy's dad doesnt allow her to abort and practically disowns her while karen, the sweet angel she is, helps nancy with little max so she can learn how to take care of a child while still being able to go to school.
at some point steve and nancy breaks up mutually due to the fact they started to fall out of love and that raising max wasn't making their collapsing relationship better. but to this day, steve still stays in hawkins, working multiple jobs to send money to nancy for max's welfare and college. (ik he was an ass in s1 but idc, i want him to be a good dad)
after nancy finishes her college (let's say she doesnt go to emerson but another high level college in indiana), a year later, nancy gets a job and boston where her and max officially move to at the age of 23 for nancy and 6 for max.
HERE COMES THE SELF PROJECTING WOO!!
since nancy was practically away all the time due to her studies, she didnt really got to raise max that well and have a distant relationship with her. after they move to boston, nancy tries to fix her ralationship with max. and though max loves her and understands why she practically wasnt there for half of her life, she just doesn't know her own mother that well anymore, so she distance herself and nancy having a family who are also distant, didnt know what to do.
(i am totally not self projecting my own mother's neglection when i was younger only for her to try harder around my peak teen years and being absolutely successful bcs i love my mom so much and she's still trying her best)
ANYWAYS !! who else to save their relationship than Robin "I Will Love Someone And I Will Show It In Every Way" Buckley!!!
nancy is 31 now and is the chief editor for the popular boston bugle papers (hehe fallout 4 reference), whereas max is 14, starting her first year in highschool. they're relationship is still a bit strained but if not improving little by little until one day max comes home eagerly and tells nancy about a new friend she met in school that asked her to join the soccer team after seeing her kick the ball during her gym class (said friend was jane hopper). nancy was nothing but supportive of the idea and asked her how she could join.
apparently for freshmen newcomers, they have to go to this initiation with a parent or guardian just to get direct permission for their child but if not then a signed form is plausible. ofc nancy chooses the former option wanting to watch her daughter play in a school team for the first time as she was interested in sports like softball, volleyball, basketball and skateboarding but never commiting to it through a school team until now.
SO INITIATION DAY COMES !!!
nancy is sitting along the outside bleachers just people watching and looking at max with jane and all that shit when the presentation comes and the official gym teacher introducing herself. thats when the most beautiful woman comes in looking distressed and interrupts her during her introduction to the parents and children. nancy finds out that the woman was the soccer coach who only part-times as a coach for the school soccer team. robin buckley.
obv robin looked distress bcs her ass woke up late and was almost late to the intiation.
now the pining insues, nancy practically staring at robin the whole intiation and only looking away once in a while to watch her daughter beat the shit out of everyone else in the team along with her new friend like holy shit bro.
during the intiation she meets a nice woman named joyce where nancy can finally be friends with and tells nance that she's actually the mother of max's new friend. and yadda yadda plot plot.
SO thats the most of it now on to the little fun facts of the story !!
max is ginger bcs karen's parents and her are ginger but she dyes her hair blonde so dont be confused
steve is practically besties with nancy now and has the same distant relationship problems with max too, but she still loves him
"mom, why is my second name mayfield?" "bcs you decided that you wanted me to have a miserable time while i was out on the field with your dad and left my stomach. it was may at the time too" "oh-"
nancy has dated people in the past but none of them stayed that long due to nancy's distant personality and max's evil gremlin one
max def got her sarcasm from nance. who else? steve? yeah no.
robin is 28 in the fic and is not the sweet innocent robin we know 🥺 i mean she is still sweet and caring but not so innocent if u know what i mea- *gunshot*
joyce was very sweet at learning that max was a teen pregnancy and even often invites her and nancy for dinner
nancy meets jonathan and they become friends
fun fact will was there for el's intiation bcs he could never miss a soccer game for el as el could never miss any of will's award night for his paintings!!
robin and max get along well through soccer AND their sarcasm towards the boys
nancy is unlabled and doesnt care who she dates as long she likes them and can love max too
nancy teaches max all of about sexuality and gender respectfully thats why max is so open minded
nancy doesnt fall for robin at first sight, she was mostly intrigued and attracted to her but the more they talk the more she fell for her
gonna uni reverse this shit and say nancy fell first but robin fell harder
robin part times as a soccer coach and full time as a barista in a coffee shop
thats how they officially met
robin is new to boston, she only moved a few months ago from france, her parents are american tho
max loves hearing robin's adventures while traveling around europe
robin is very physical and bcs of this, she teaches nancy (indirectly ofc) how to express love through simple gestures and she starts doing this to max
when max was hugged tightly for the first time than what she can remember from nancy, she freezes and nancy thinks she made a mistake before max hugs back
max soon realizes that she loves physical affection
robin calls nancy the sweetest things and tells her that a compliment, even small, to max wont hurt
"hey max?" "yeah?" "good job during the game today, im proud of you" "........*sobs*" "MAX?!"
safe to say max and nancy's relationship started to heal and they often even joke around now, something they almost never do due to nancy's reserve personality and max's distant one
"mom pls tell me you weren't looking at coach buckley's ass today" "okay fine i wont!" "...." "*whispering* i do it everyday-" "MOM PLEASE"
robin then shows nancy the beauty of quality time love language, something nancy lacked with max
anyways thats all for now, i hope yall know i started writing this at 2am and its now 3:39am
I HAD FUN THO!!! this one was a woozy to write but i hope yall enjoyed it, maybe i will write a fic of this since i loved it sm
we'll see 👀👀
#this one's a long one#enjoy tho :)#stranger things#ronance#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#nancy x robin#robin x nancy#wlw#fanfics
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and at some point my therapist said, well listen, if you're going to be too fucked up to be independent, than you'll just live with your parents and that is it.. and i just fucking lost it in that moment
like, thats not on the list of things that's possible. yea, i could keep living with them, and work part time if im able or do some sort of thing to bring in some money. but thats not on the list of things that's a possibility
turns out two suicide attempts later and two deadly severe eating disorders later and therapy later and running away from home at least three times for weeks or months on end, by some miracle of god my family is no longer abusive. id still much rather kill myself than spend my life living with them though. i will never be able to truly breathe or be myself, not really, ever. what is the point of a life like that? i have spend the vast majority of my life that way, i do not want a lifetime of it more....
. ... and my parents and especially my stepfather have made it very clear that they are unwilling to do such a thing. even if i had some severe mental disorder theyd be unwilling to do such a thing. made it very clear id be a burden on them. they may have in recent years pity for the severity of my physical health issues, but i know damn well underneath that, itd be a fucking burden. even with all the household help i could possibly do, even bringing in some money, id be a burden and in the way. theyd and especially my stepfather would never stop resenting me, seeing me as nothing more than a failure, or some pathetic thing which needs too much and cant give enough in return. id be ruining their retirement too, anyway, and they deserve better than having me as a burden
.... thats not a damn option here
and my grandmother who raised me, very similar situation. absolutely suffocating, and she wont take me in long term anyway, and even if i work part time ill never stop hearing the end of how much of a failure and shame i am - not like i dont hear that now
...and my other grandparents, they likely would. they would drive me insane too, theyre controlling as all hell. and id have to deal with being around my father at least every once in awhile, which sounds far faar from pleasant.... but they need help in their old age, and they would welcome having me around at least...... but i dont know how much of an option that is, either
....and what - live with a friend, get married even? thats never going to happen. by this point i should get it well in my head, im going to be single for a lifetime. i refuse to be a burden on anyone like that, anyone deserves better than someone whose already with this many issues at only 23. and most people arent exactly in the best economic situation to have someone around who cant work themselves to the bone. and those who do have that economic situation - lets say there are women who would want a housewife;; any woman deserves better than one which is already sick by this age though, who has periods of being damn near dysfunctional, who is so fragile. it would be selfish and cruel and stupid to let anyone ever be with me
....... and so, what exactly am i left with here, in the likely case i actually cant find some sort of superhuman strengh which 98% of people with this condition cant find to get some sort of decent paying job and have independence?...... ? because spending my life being a fucking burden on others isnt what i want to do. and sure i dont have this mentality when it comes to other disabled people, but i do with me. its not something i want...... so.. what exactly? ..... see if the orthodox nuns will take me in? see if some other religious sect from somewhere will take me in? ..... kill myself and be done with all this?
better perhaps anyway, for my parents to have a dead daughter than one that burdens and disappoints them for an entire lifetime
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november tc challenge! oops ive been falling behind on this
20. do you have any photos with them? if so, how did you get them?
Sadly I dont have one with :(( I really want one!! idk
21. do you plan on staying in contact after you leave?
Yes yes yes!! Of course!! I can’t imagine not staying in contact. She always stays pretty close with her students because of how she teaches and builds relationships. A former student even invited her to a wedding. I really hope we can continue to be close and stay connected even if we aren’t in the same city. (im praying she sees me enough as a daughter for us to stay in contact).
22. what’s your favourite scenario you’ve made up in your head about them?
I like thinking about just curling up next to her and her holding me. Thats kinda wimpy and touch-starved of me but oh well
23. have you ever seen them outside of school?
She doesn’t teach me IN a school setting so??? But I have seen her outside of our lessons handfuls of times :))
24. does anyone else know about your crush? who?
I suppose my best friend sort of?? Its okay because she also has attachment issues to milfs.
#november tc challenge#tc challenge#teacher crush community#teacher crush#female teacher crush#teacher attachment#female tc#tc crush#tc feelings#tc blog#tc love#tc community
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i got a promotion :). and i'm dropping out of school :(.
from finishing a physics associates to getting a lpn nursing license to trying to finish an enivronmental science bs its been a weird post secondary education lol.
but now im doing rural health coordination in addition to one nursing shift per week + farm work. its just too much with school.
and im honestly more and more nihilistic re: the return i'd get on my investment with my degree. maybe i'd work in a field i have more inherent passion for. but from one semester im already 5k in debt. off campus housing no meal plan so thats just tuition. with nursing + this rural health coordination stuff + living on a farm where i get paid in room and board and a small stipend i am flush with cash for the first time in adulthood and its incredible.
and i really want to move next year anyways to be closer to the mountains. i miss rock/ice climbing and hiking so so much.
it feels like this move makes the most sense because i can resume college anytime somewhere else and the money happiness etc. factors are much improved by this choice. but i know no one irl is going to react well.
im 23 and its this really weird thing where most people i interact with i dont feel this sense of time pressure because they're my age working without a degree but then college students who are 19 and laser focused on graduating early/on time and going straight to grad school make me feel split in terms of feeling vaguely bad about my educational attainment and also thinking they really need to spend some time working and experiencing life outside of academia.
unrelatedly i also reconnected with the first girl i really fell for in hs and she's divorced with a 1.5 year old daughter now. i just broke off a fwb situation so its either a terrible or great time to find her again. we still get along so well and her daughter is adorable. i like her so much it makes me kinda nervous because i dont know if its a good time to start a relationship especially with a kid involved.
just been a weird time 🫠
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02/27/23 Monday 9:41 pm
Why is it the friendships I think I have are the most toxic? Over the past two weeks I’ve been wondering why my so called best friend has been just been … a really toxic and shit friend. She only checks on me when it fits her and just like Heather it’s similar. The only difference is we have daughters, but she only calls or texts me when it’s convenient for her.
We went to her place back in October. Her car needed diagnosing so Zod brought I can’t even think of the word but you plug it into the hood to find and clear codes on why the engine/what is wrong. We brought supplies to make homemade pizza too. Three or four weeks ago we invited them over and she flaked. I knew she would. The week before Zod texted her and called her out on her shit saying she is a bad friend and that she needed to apologize to me which she did only because he mentioned it.
I’m a very passive person who hates confrontation. Today at 330 (I saw the time stamp) on what she texted Neil saying he needs a job, etc. sure he does but she has ZERO room to say anything. Four years ago she was let go from her job and was able to claim unemployment. Last year her husband didn’t care for his job and quit when they have a three year old. I could never. Relying on the government with no back up plan? You do you I guess?
Her husband has been going to interviews and nobody will call him back. They’ve been on government assistance including Covid relief to help pay for rent. What happens when that ends? I guess thats fine when you need help l; however, when you abuse it kind of makes you a shit person. You’re capable of working and don’t, why? She has these pipe dreams of becoming a famous YouTuber and filming her like Diana and Roma, it’s embarrassing.
I’ve been at my job for three years and work hard to support my family. I was on food stamps for three months until I got the job I have now. After Zod replied back I just was kind of in shock. I knew they didn’t get along but do you think I’d choose 3 decades worth of so called friendship over my husband?
I’ve had several hours to digest it. I ended up blocking her on my phone and now I have to move on. I just… it’s fucking heartbreaking that I truly don’t have any girlfriends. I knew things and people are temporary and that’s why I stopped getting close to anybody and making connections.
Maybe it took losing immediate family to realize what is toxic and what isn’t. I’m sure I’ll be okay but this is sobering.
Earlier today I had to use two hours of PTO because I needed sleep. I got some sleep which was nice and about 530ish I checked on Astrid to see if she was awake from her nap. I haven’t eaten much due to lack of sleep. I had eggs and bacon for dinner. I’m just so out of sorts. I have to shadow with a girl tomorrow which is fine. I hope it’ll be an easy day.
I hate being put in the middle of things. Neil apologized and said he was sorry for how it ended with me and susanne. I said thank you for opening up my eyes. I now question everything. Am I a good friend? I don’t have time or the emotional energy to give it over stupid shit like that
Im overthinking and now maybe this is to make me self reliant and realize everybody lies most people are shit. Fuck, idk sad 😢
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Definitely get the whole vibe of everyone relying on you! I basically have the same role in my family too :/ While i would literally do anything for my family(not extended family bc thats a DIFFERENT story lol) it is very draining especially when at times it may not be reciprocated in a way that actually helps. So youre not alone in that and it doesn't make you a bad person for saying those things either! And yeah i did say im the eldest daughter! I only have one sibling which is my brother but he's only 2 years younger than me. We are actually very close and i love him to death! BUT what's wild is that personally I don't think we are too similar but apparently we are according to others lol We are also both Aquarians which is also WILD!
ANYWAYSSSSSS That is kinda sad to think about it like that :( But honestly I think you would love to see and particpate in a Day of the Dead celebration! It's just a different way of viewing death and th process of it like making the offerings and decorating is so fun! Well at least when we do it we cook/buy our loved ones fave foods and it comes naturally the nice memories we have shared with them. also idk if i've mentioned this but i LOVE flowers like obsessed! so I enjoy that aspect too! Plus it really does kick off your b-day month so IT"S A WIN! also WE ARE THE SAME once again, i have ALWAYS been obsessed with my ancestry too! Have you taken one of those DNA tests or Ancestry tests??? And you can ask whenever/whatever you want!
I say you could totally write a cool biography or even like a memoir! I think that would be such a fun little project even if it's just for yourself!
like bestie you don't understand, this man's arms look GOOD so i get the vibe of liking forearms! it's totally not weird! I mean I have a thing for noses(according to my friends bc i have never truly noticed 😭) and hands! Or maybe something might be wrong with me 😂
It was for a good deal too! It was $10 for a HARDCOVER of Oscar Wilde's "The Picture of Dorian Gray" and im exicted since it looks like I might actually start this book lol Have you read anything fun or new recently?
ALSO SAM THE RIGHT HERE EXTRA WAS SO GOOD 😭I forgot how cute these two are and how perfect they are 😭 Harry in this is just so 😭 i love a good sick fic and the comfort of it all! BUT HER SAYING I LOVE YOU FIRST!? Why did i think Harry already said that?? lol But I found it so cute it was her and its so perfect the way you wrote about how knowing that Harry loved her back was like the last thing for her to FULLY be herself! loved it so much Sam, you never disappoint!-💜
That's so funny. My extended family is a mess too. I was actually discussing it with one of my aunts on my mom's side this weekend. My dad's side is A LOT™ Like idk what happened we were discussing it and I was like "wow, i love these people but I do not like them. wtf." That's cool you have a brother, I always wanted a brother. But I'm def the son my parents never had either lol. I bet you're a killer older sister. My sister is also ~2 years younger than me and that's so wild how similar we are! My sister is way more outgoing than I am, she's probs smarter, and infinitely more confident (I said double it and give it to the next one in the womb). What's your brother like? It's funny you think you're not like him but others do! I think my sister and I are different but we have SO many similarities.
I've done 23 and Me! The results were unsurprising. I was hoping for more nitty gritty details but I'd like to do the Ancestry one too because then I could maybe get some of the more interesting info I want. Okay you've convinced me. Maybe I'll write a memoir 😂 OH I LOVE FLOWERS TOO! I bought a headband at TJMaxx and wore it. My coworker (Spanish teacher) loved it! It had really pretty flowers and I know I mentioned it last but I think Coco is one of the most BEAUTIFUL Disney movies on the planet and it's DEFINITELY the flowers. That's a beautiful tradition--eating their favorite food 😭 that's so so nice. I hope I can participate somehow sometime that would be really cool.
Noses and forearms aren't we a pair!? 😭
Picture of Dorian Gray is on my bookshelf! I tried reading it years ago but I struggled. It's on my shelf though so it means it's gonna be read by the end of the year hahahaha Let me know how you like it! 😊
HAHAHAHAHA I always go back and reread when I write a new part to check for plot holes but I REALLY had to go back and read to see if he said it (if you read between the lines of the original part he def says it) I feel like I kinda struggled falling in love--as much as I write about it I feel like there's something wrong with me--love in books and the way I feel love is very different. Idk maybe I'm weird. I've been fantasizing about love since I was 11/12/13. Maybe I set myself up for failure in believing the stories more than reality. ALL OF THAT was to say that I think I wrote her just finally feeling at peace to be herself, to really feel in love because it's something I always struggled with.
Thank you for being the utmost supportive in everything 💕
xoxo
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First thing you wash in the shower? - My hair.
2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? - Neither.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - Yes.
4. Do you plan outfits? - Yep, the night before. So before I get into bed so I can get up and go quickly.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? - Tired
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? - Nothing really lol
7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body? - Gasp
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? - It was my best friend, her daughter and parents.
9. Three of your current feelings? - tired, relaxed, and proud
10. What are you craving right now? - Pizza
11. Turn ons? - An understanding partner that can make me laugh
12. Turn offs? A partner who doesn’t understand, someone who is too serious about everything
13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? - St Patrick’s Day
14. When was the last time you cried? Why? - On my way home from work because my husband would not listen to me and hear me out
15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be? - not sure
16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize? - Heh, nope but I guess they feel a half ass apology was good enough and then karma bit them in the ass because they told me someone said something that upset them and offended them and they got an apology like “well if I said anything like that which I don’t recall I apologize”….what comes around goes around.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? - lick it mostly
18. Favorite movie ever? - Wizard of Oz and all of the Back to the Future movies
19. Do you like yourself? - Of course. I’m not perfect but I’m a good person with a huge heart
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? - yes I have
21. Could you handle being in the military? - Not at all
22. What are you listening to right now? - The first Back to the Future movie
23. How many countries have you visited? - Two
24. Are your parents strict? - Not so much
25. Would you go sky diving? - Yeah I think I might go if someone wanted to
26. Would you go out to eat with a stranger? - probably not
27. Whats on your mind right now? - my baby and the registry
28. Is there anything you want to say to someone? - nope .. Don’t like wasting my breath
29. Have you ever been in a castle? - don’t think so
30. Do you rent movies often? - no
31. Whats your zodiac sign? - Aquarius
32. When was the last time you had sex? - this past weekend
33. Name five facts about yourself. - I’m an identical twin, I’m the oldest of the two, I love foodie adventures, im the last of the siblings to have kids, I was the first to graduate college n my dad’s side of the family
34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened? - nope. or we’ll maybe when my sister pushed me off the top of a slide-she thought I was dead because she couldn’t wake me up
35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny? - karma, yes
36. Brown or white eggs? - doesn’t matter to me
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? - I used to own a lot of stuff from Hot Topic
38. Ever been on a train? - Yes
39. Ever been in love? - Yes
40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it? - Sure!
41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with? - No one
42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it? - no
43. Whom do you admire and why? - My mother because she’s amazing
44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child? - don’t remember
45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do? - I’d be walking on the other side of the street first of all
46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you? - No, I want them to have their own choice
47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol? - no such thing.
48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol? - don’t have one
50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it? - probably
51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them? My one friend did and I still hung out with them
52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger? - No!
53. How old were you when you lost your virginity? - 19?
54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires? - ghosts yes
55. If you could live forever, would you want to? - with the way the world is, no
56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are? - not sure
57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit? - -1940s-1960s
58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it? - No!
59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it? - fuck no!
60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to? - No!
61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy? - be wealthy
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04/14/22
I kept rotating through pangs of hopelessness, a melancholic tired and extrene anger
You ask me "Do you want to talk about this?"
Idk what there is to say
I mean, the anger was this chicken and the egg thing, where I dont know if Im angry because I started thinking about the situation with my mom again, or if Im thinking about it because Im angry but without the time or energy to really handle that emotion or be properly angry, I just slide off into the other 2. Till it flared up again.
A moment where you try to reach out, show me that I am heard. It helps, but our mom's arent that alike.
I dont literally know this to be true, but I very strongly believe it, and Ive got alot of good reason to.
My grandpa groomed my mom when she was a kid. She was one of his targets, and I understand the situation with my grandma to be extremely abusive, its possible that he even killed her.
So, when my mom essentially ran away in her late teens, she repressed and forgot alot of what he did. I believe its what lead to her substance abuse and admittedly, its why I was able to forgive my mom for most of the horrible things she did while abusing.
So when she moved back into his house when she has 2 daughters and a son on the way (or what would be a daughter in 23~ years time), she was struck with christian values of family. She didnt know, couldnt accept the things that he had done to her or was yet to do to her two daughters
My life played out, that plays out, and hes sent to prison for a while
What I understand to be just under 10 years in prison, and 2 years of house arrest
Now, one of my great aunts, his sister, is in really bad health, and he is helping to take care of her. He was medically castrated in prison and apparently frequently beat after it got out why he was in there. He still goes to the same church as before we left wv when I was a kid, the same church my mom goes to now
And so, my mom following what she believes the teachings of god, has chosen to forgive him, helping to take care of both him and his sister
And my step dads mom ig
My mom has almost 4 full years of nurse schooling under her belt, 7 years of hands on training, and almost 10 years of 'at home' care for the elderly. She's super qualified to do all this too, and I know she couldnt live with herself if she didnt take care of my great aunt
Theres also the point that my mom thinks of my late sister very differently than the rest of the family
Most of us look back, see the days where she was mentally gone, couldnt process even basic information and was approaching a state of brain dead. My mom remembers the days she was lucid, when she could get full sentances out, and was very very obviously in the most pain.
Faith didnt understand what our grandpa had done to her, especially later in her days. She had been groomed by him, and all the attention, all the gifts all the free stuff is what stood out to her, atleast from what I saw. So she didnt understand why he was dragged off by the police in the middle of the night.
Apparently at some point she had forgiven my grandpa, and thats something my mom clinges to
And that is maybe what makes me the most angry
I know this is alot
Sorry
You take a moment to console me, we go back and forth as you assure me that I am handling this to some degree in a healthy normal way.
My grandpa had been this like ghost entity in my mind for a long time. Something not really tangible. He was in prison far away for what I had been told would be till his death
But now he's real
He's affecting my life
He's affecting my sister Hope's life, my mom
And I cant explain how angry that makes me
That this is still a problem
I feel driven to violence, Im so fucking
God
When I was in highschool, my dad had set up this punching bag thing in our spare room. I used to punch it till my knuckles were raw
I ripped the skin off of them more than once
And when I get angry like this, its like I can still feel that
The skin on my knuckle tore away
I
I fumble for a second. You ask "Would you say overall that sort of Catharsis was helpful or hurtful?
Do you think it made the anger more real, or did it accomodate the anger that was already there?"
The physical exertion helped
But that isnt why I did it
I had an incredibly strong drive to self harm for a period of time, maybe like 3 years
And bleeding like that was one of the only ways id let myself bleed. I couldnt cut myself, not yet, but I could do that
And its really scary to think about how much I hated myself then
How much anger I felt, and other emotions I hadnt figured out how to handle
And my dad who was emotionally abusive/manipulative. I didnt have any support
I didnt think it could be worse than how neglectful my mom was, but I dont know any more
I hate how cleanly my emotional needs were exploited by my dad. Im just glad I could see it while it happened
The fact I didnt just role over and fawn for him was I think the biggest wedge between us
You say "I think that is something to be proud of
At the very least I am happy for you that you didn't
That takes an understanding of yourself to not fall for"
I think its just because I knew something different
I had basically total freedom under my mom. Sure, no support, but no walls either. Even if I was in trouble it never actually stopped me from doing anything
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heyyy can you talk about kons dating history or atleast with older women? ive seen a few posts but im not sure but thats so ://///
Ahhh yes. Kon’s dating history, I've finally now finished reading all his solo comics (and had already gone through his team books a while back) so it’s a perfect time to delve into this. I’m kinda broadening it to his love interests in general, as not all of them put an official ‘dating’ label on things, but are still worth bringing up. This is kinda long so sorry in advance about that, but I tried to be as brief as possible.
TW for pedophilia (in these specific cases discussing a 23 year old dating a 16 year old, and another woman without a specifically given age [but clearly an adult] with the same 16 year old) obviously i’m not talking about it positively here but it’s unfortunately necessary to discuss with this topic.
I consider Kon as having five primary love interests in the pre-reboot comics world, which is where most of his dating happened. The ‘criteria’ I guess i’m using to separate them from the others i’ll talk about after is a combination of ‘they interacted for a long time’ and/or ‘the relationship had a big impact on his story/him as a person’.
I’m also mainly sticking in pre-New 52 world for this because aside from the 'fake married to Lophi to protect her and her kid on Gemworld' thing in Young Justice 2019, he hasn't done much with relationships since getting officially reintroduced. Then the New 52 version of Kon was a very separate person and even so he was mainly just (sorta) involved with Cassie.
ANYWAYS the main five are:
Tana Moon - Tana was a 23 year old (as stated in Superboy #32) reporter Kon initially met during Reign of the Supermen, the story he debuted in (meaning she was one of the first people he met), who also happened to move back to Hawaii around the time he ended up there on his press tour. The two of them had an on and off relationship from basically the start of the comic until she broke up with him in Superboy #46. She briefly came back into his life in Superboy #72 after having been kidnapped by The Agenda, before being killed by Amanda Spence in Superboy #74. Kon and several others refer to her as his ‘first love’ especially after her death, which weighed very heavily on him.
Knockout/Kay - A woman we find out was originally one of the Female Furies, who works as a stripper at the 'Boom Boom Room’ in Hawaii while trying to keep a low-profile after leaving Apokolips. We don't get an exact age for her but she's very much so implied to be an adult. She hits on Kon from the moment she meets him (she also quite literally uses the term ‘jailbait’ to describe him in her first appearance in Superboy #1) and kisses him several times, insisting on working with him and training him and eventually beginning a more formal relationship with him. She kills someone and he blindly defends her thinking she couldn’t have done it, and she tries to coerce him into killing someone by promising herself to him (before killing the guy herself when Kon wouldn’t do it). The arc mainly focused on their relationship is from Superboy #22-30, but she is a presence in the comic from the start. She is arrested for the murders she committed at the end of the arc, and doesn't interact with Kon much again after as she is in a high security prison, but she is referenced multiple times.
Roxy Leech - Roxy is the daughter of Rex Leech, Kon's agent. From the moment she meets Kon, also during Reign of the Supermen like Tana, she's got a thing for him. Her age is left a bit more unclear, as some bits of dialogue indicate she is actually close to Kon's age but other things like how she applies to the police academy, something you need to be like 20 to do, indicate she's a bit older. Regardless, she’s definitely younger than Tana as she comments on her age at least once. She actively dislikes both Tana and Knockout for being interested in Kon, and confesses her feelings to him during a 'the whole world might end tonight' situation (in Superboy #33). The two of them didn't really date, but there is a period of time where Kon feels torn between Tana and Roxy. Not too long after that she ends up volunteering herself to be used in a procedure to stabilize Kon's dna after it had been torn apart by The Agenda when they cloned him, as the method to save him required someone close in age to him be used as a genetic template. From that point on they considered each other more like siblings, ending the romantic aspect of their relationship (in Superboy #41)
Serling Roquette - Serling is a 16 year old (as first stated in Superboy #57) science prodigy who works in the genetics department of Cadmus, and is the person who manages to cure Kon's condition where he'd been stuck at age 16 (a side effect from the procedure with Roxy). Initially she had a crush on Guardian, but over time grew to like Kon, she was one of the first people at Cadmus he personally tells his name ‘Kon-El’ to. They only kinda start to get together before Tana comes back and then is killed. After a situation where Roxy came back and needed help, when he and Serling try to maybe pick things up again, Kon realizes Tana’s death is still too fresh for him to get involved in anything too serious with her and he breaks it off, leaving them very tense with one another. (Superboy #82)
Wonder Girl/Cassie Sandsmark - Cassie had an interest in Kon before she even met him, more of a celebrity crush at first than anything else. They share their first kiss in Wonder Woman #153 after she had tried to change her look to impress him and he reassured her that she was already beautiful the way she is. Cassie was present for Tana's death in Superboy #74, and after that Kon is overly protective of her in a noticeable way that actively annoyed her (She points out to him that she can take care of herself a few times, like in Young Justice #29) but eventually at the end of Young Justice (in #55) he confesses feelings for her, and they share another kiss. Graduation Day bringing about the end of Young Justice as a team kinda throws a wrench in things, but early in Teen Titans Vol. 3 they begin to date more formally, and are getting pretty serious together (cough cough they uhh consummate their relationship in the Kent farm's barn in TT Annual #1) right before Kon is killed during Infinite Crisis. She takes his death very badly and joins a cult to try to bring him back, has her whole thing with Tim (who is coping equally poorly with the death... almost 100 cloning attempts babey), and befriends Kara as a surrogate Teen Kryptonian™, but eventually learns to accept what happened and move on. Then he comes back, and everything's a lot to process all over again. She had become the team leader and things were just different than they used to be. They tried to resume their relationship but eventually Kon decided to end it (Teen Titans Vol. 3 #91), because they both wanted different things at that point in their lives, but they remained friends and teammates.
So when people are talking about the ‘older women’ thing, it should be pretty clear from that list they’re talking about Tana and Knockout. Both were adult women dating a 16 year old boy, and neither situation did enough to handle it in a way that addressed it as the problem it was. Knockout’s situation did end up being seen as a bad thing by the end because of the murder parts at the very least, but the age difference didn’t come up nearly as much. With Tana a few people (Roxy, some of Tana’s coworkers, even Tana herself) did bring up the age difference as a potential problem, but they continued to stay together for a pretty long time regardless. The kicker is that she ultimately breaks up with him for being ‘immature’ after he gets stuck at age 16, when it’s like... he’s 16. You’re 23. No kidding you think he’s immature? It was just a whole mess and makes reading a lot of his solo incredibly uncomfortable.
Additionally he has a few other shorter-lived relationships/potential love interests. I’m categorizing them separately because they weren’t focused on in the same ways/for as much time as the girls I listed above:
Trixie (Superboy #94-100) - When Kon gets his own apartment in Suicide Slum, he repeatedly runs into Trixie and the rest of the Slaughterhouse Six, but Superboy inspires her to try to turn her life around. They didn’t formally date but that was definitely the direction things were starting to head towards before his apartment building blew up and he realized he needed to get away from the city where his presence was painting a target on innocent people, and so they decided to just be friends. (This was also when his solo ended, so possibly if the book hadn’t been ending they may have continued longer)
Batgirl/Cassandra Cain (Superboy #85, Batgirl #39-41) - They first met when Kon had been bugging Tim in Gotham, and had a little adventure together that resulted in Batman being PISSED because he didn’t want Cass interacting with Metas (especially not teenage boy ones that’ll flirt with her) and Kon volunteered to share her punishment so she didn’t have to do it alone. They later meet again shortly after Kon moved in with the Kents while on a cruise (and he’s her first kiss!) and afterwards she goes to Smallville to meet him. She’s actually like the first person outside the Kents we’re shown to know his new civilian name is ‘Conner Kent’. After their little attempt at a date they decide to just stay friends.
Lori Luthor (Various appearances with Kon in Adventure Comics (2009) & Superboy Vol. 5) - When Kon and Lori initially meet there’s definitely some interest and she kisses him, but it happens while he’s still dating Cassie so he makes it clear he’s unavailable. Afterwards he learns who she actually is and realizes ‘oh she’s sorta kinda my cousin on the Luthor side’ so he stops really being interested. She’s still interested because she feels like the cloning doesn’t make them really related, and they talk about it in Superboy Vol. 5 #4 after he and Cassie had broken up, but he still feels too raw from Cassie and too weirded out by the situation to have it go anywhere. Kon helps try to get Lex to cure Lori’s mom (Lex’s sister Lena), and eventually when Lex is an ass in the end he finds another way (Some Wayne money through Tim) to try to help her. Lori figures out Conner is Superboy and along with Simon and Sujan helps him to save Smallville from the Hollow Men.
Ravager/Rose Wilson (Teen Titans Vol. 3 #95-100, kinda some parts of Superboy Vol. 6 if ya squint) - This is another of those ‘they didn’t actually date but there was interest’ situations, in the very end of Teen Titans Vol. 3. A fake version of Rose had kissed Kon which was kinda the catalyst for it, where after that moment he became a bit more protective of her once the real her returned. They had a moment where Kon tried to trust her with something (Kryptonite to take him down if the situation arose) but she saw it more as him thinking she was the one ruthless enough to do it, rather than as a token of trust, and left upset. The reboot happened before this really went anywhere/got resolved though, but interestingly enough she became a bit of a support character in the New 52 version of Kon’s life, likely because of this connection they tried to do before the reboot. They never really dated there either, he just referred to her as cute a few times. New 52 Kon is a very separate person anyways, but it’s worth mentioning.
I might be forgetting a few other minor ones along the way (especially if there’s things that weren’t in his main books), and Kon (especially in the 90′s) was the kind of guy to flirt with pretty much every girl he saw, so bear that in mind. But yeah, I hope this helps!
#sam writes#this ended up like 2k words dear lord i have written So Much abt superboy in this year of 2021
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50, 43, 29, 25, 23 for the ask game
Thank youuuuuu <3
50. Give me the good ol' OC talk here. Talk to me about whatever you want
Ok so I'm not sure what exactly I should talk about so I'll talk about somethings thats been consuming my thoughts. You know what im gonna be talking
Integenerational guitar
It baffles me how Callie tried to deny her fathers family ever loved her yet the guitar she treasures so much is a physical manifestation of it
God that guitar was her great great grandfathers. From the center region of the island up in the mountains old Don Jesus who everyone called Chu' played. Then he passed it down to her son when he died, and his son to his son. They both new basic rythims Chu had passed on, and played it on festive occations but nothing more. Years passed and Chu's grandson died, and Eugenia, the grandsons daughter was left with the guitar.
It was old and uncared for and she considered throwing it away.
Then her son, Luis, begged his to uncle to fix it. Luis uncle, José, was a wood carver. A very good one. Luis took the guitar from his mothers things qnd begged his uncle to fix it because
Out of love for his nephew José did, he brought the old guitar back to life.Luis made it his mission to learn to play, and was the first to play as diligently as Chu did. Eugenia always thought hearing Luis play was like having a piece of her late family back in her walls.
Luis plan had always been to teach his daughter the moment her fingers were long enough to reach the strings. And even when they werent you could still see him discretly making his daughter laugh by putting her hands on the strings and shaking them around. The sounds were loud and oyt of tune but thatd only make her smile, which in turn made him smile
She would still grow up to play like Luis had wanted her too, only he wouldnt be the one to teach her. When she was taken away the last heirloom Eugenia left behind to Callie was her fathers guitar.
Callie may resent her family, bit she ñoves her guitar
Little does she know in it lies the old memories passed down through generations.
IT MAKES ME CRY OK-
43. Do you have any certain types when making ocs? Do you tend to favor some certain traits or looks?
Ok so the first thing that came to mind is that I do favor curly hairtypes a lot. Most my Oc's have curly hair, raging from 3a all the way to 4c. Personally, I think this stem from the fact my mom despised her curly hair and she'd always straighten it, saying it looked prettier that way while i loved her hair and wanted mine to look like hers. So I kinda made most my characters have hair that resembled hers and just went ahead to describe them as gorgeus because i still want her to love her hair. Now will my mom be reading my stories rn? Absolutely not she once found a page of drafting thrown around my room and when i saw her reading it I had a panic attack
But some day when I get over it I'll show it and I hope she finds it nice.
When i make characters more often than not I just go for whatever the story needs or what the other characters need in their lifes, but I do abuse the self projection and I do notice a lot of ocs are artistically inclined. Not all, but most of their hobbies are either hobbies i have or want irl.
29. Which of your Oc's would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone theyre going?
I love getting to reafirm the chaotic energy she has because i feel thats something that will be misunderstood about her. But oh my god Eliza
Avid myth believer? Truly confident enough to believe she will not get murdered. Would go and fully believing she'd survive and find paranormal activity. Wouldnt really consider telling anyone till she found what she wanted. Actually this is what that convo would look like (for context ruby is her sister
Eliza: So I found these markings yesterday at this old house down the street and I need your opinion
Ruby: Wait what house
Eliza: The old one?
Ruby: Care to be even the smallest bit more specific
Eliza: Old house, a few streets away, seems abandoned
Eliza: Anyways, Like I was saying in what I assume was a nursery, Im not sure it was kind of dark, i found these markings now the picture is blurry but you can-
Ruby: Youre meaning to tell me you thought it was a good idea to go an abandoned house, alone, without telling anyone?
Eliza: We'll im telling you now
25. The Oc that resembles you the most? (Same hobie/ height/shared interest)
I've always read making an oc is dividing your soul into pieces and giving one to each character. So everyone has a lil bit of me sewed in their outlines, but I've always said if I had to describe my personality its just Calisto and Emmanuel.
Callie resembles me the most physically, has a good part of my musical hobbies (plays guitar, does percussion, sings ) and just other things i enjoy. Has the same "flight" instinct I've been known to struggle with, emotional inteligence, and is useless saphic which same. Humor as a coping mechanism, hates having to confront bad feelings, mild obsession with stickers.
She's also has adhd and I sometimes use her as a way to process my own undiagnoaed fustration because my culture not believing in mental health is not fun
But Emmanuel, Emmanuel is like "What if i just layed everything i've struggled with and personify it"
We have the same enneagram personality type, 2w1 so that should tell you enough. I dont wanna go into a full rant about how much he means to me how much his arc means to me because, I still have some decency but
"I just want to build you up till youre good as new, and maybe one day I'll get around to fixing myself too" is a line i used to build his character that describes me a bit too much for my liking so i hope this makes sense.
Aside from that, I gave him the most fundamental part of me which is my love for Puerto Rico. Hes what youd call "boricua de pura sepa". He has my love for my island, my love for its history, love for my culture. And also the yearning to see it free. He dances bomba (like i did when i wss younger) and also other folkloric dances. Also a theater kid cause yeah id be dammed if he wasnt.
Hes a caretaker, likes taking care of people to a fault. Besides his extroverted personality he just really wants to be assured hes loved and tries to make himself useful in peoples life to gain that.
Anyways
Ill stop he means a lot to me and so does Callie. Callie has most my hobbies and personality, Manuel got most the trauma thats how id sum it up.
23. Introduce an OC of yours that changed from first idea of what the character would be
This is hard because theres SO MANY
I dont think any of my characters have not changed, my story use to be something else entirely and now....
Manuel was supposed to have been d e a d before the story started. He was white and his name wss Marcus and he had just been a human that died, another victim that kinda set up for the plot. He had like a sentence in the original story, he was just a classmate of this other charscter that died
Now hes a main character, and related to one of the most important families plotwise
Dont get me started on Nairnes personality. It was literally not there, like she had none. ONCE AGAIN SHE WAS WHITE AND ALSO NEUROTYPICAL IDK WHAT I WAS ON. She started as a typical ya ptotagonist who had her home destroyed and had a hero complex "i need to save my family" with no real heart to it since i didnt put in any work to give her actual motivations and her own arc. She was there to be "cool" and have a tragic backstory that was that
When I switched Nairne Adriat to Nairne Ayala Maldonado, she had a 180 personality change and i could not be more thrilled.
Sergio... im not gonna talk about sergio wed be here all day but he started as a super minor character who just vaguely existed. Now...
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[ MASAKI NAKAO, HE/HIM/HIS, (CIS) MALE] — [ NARUMI KATO ] is a child of [ ATHENA ] with the power of [ ENHANCED OBSERVING & PROWESS IN BATTLE ] . they were born in [ 1998 ] and have been in nemean lion since [ 2020 ] . with the change, they [ ARE TRAINING IN ] the [ HERO ] role which makes sense since they’re usually [ READING OR TRAINING ] . — kashia / she/her/hers / est / 18+ / none
*insert debby ryan gif bc thats my brand now* it’s ya home girl kashia back at it again with a MAN who may or may not be smart. idk we shall see from here!
name: narumi kato
age: 23
pronouns: he/him/his
birthday: february 8th
track/job: hero in training
sexuality: demisexual
ethnicity: japanese
bio
he’s the second child out of five and the only boy. not only that, he’s the family’s bastard child. a child that this father brought home the same day that his first daughter was born. despite her moment of emptiness and small bit of hatred, his daughter’s mother / his fiancé at the time welcomed the newborn boy as one of her own.
narumi was already claimed by his mother from the day he was born, knowledge of who and what he was has always been known to him and his family. a demigod, they all looked at him with wonder and amazement, except for his older sister ai. she only looks at him as if he’s nothing special, demigod or not, he was still beneath her in skill and strength.
skill and strength, two important aspects for the katos. descendants of the female samurai kiyoko fujiwara, they’re a family of swordsman who now own and run a well known kendo dojo. a family of fighters who don’t need to rely on the gods for help. their strengths comes from within them. so it’s narumi having to prove that he is talented and not just because of who his mother is.
it makes sense to him why his father was enchanted by the goddess, it was mostly her own strength and strong personality that pulled him in. a perfect duo that had a perfect child, but sometimes he doesn’t feel perfect.
he’s unable to capture a room like his sisters, he’s quiet and keeps to himself a lot. nothing special outside of his own usage of a sword and the abilities that he acquired. enhanced observing and prowess in battle, both subtle and invisible abilities.
it’s in 2020 when he joins NL, staying in japan for so long, training and becoming a better fighter under his father. the change was... freeing. now surrounded by others like himself, he feels more at ease. he takes on the route as a hero since it just fits him.
wanted connections:
just overall friends: narumi didn’t really have any growing up so it would be nice if he did!
some hero buddies: just overall people who he hangs out with or who brings him under their wings
homes i have no idea, head do be empty and im watching bleach rn AIGOAIGA
#nlintro#muse ♞ like a lightning that scans your heart reflected in yours eyes are souls#this is wack but who cares!#nothing is real i say as i quote my homegirl kati
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hii bestie <333 can i have bookrecs maybe my tbr is ??? going empty ??? wh how??? but yeah mwah<333
omg hiiiiiii bestie <33 and KABVAGSJEB valid okay okay here we go !! i’ll rec 5 and disclaimer: most of these are going to also be on my tbr LMAO whoops bc i haven’t read in so long so 😭
1. the empress of salt and fortune
this is just??? so good??? like first off they/them protagonist !! and it’s so !!!! like the first two chapters make you go huh? but once it get through that it becomes so interesting !!! it feels like you’re being told a story bc you are!!! and it’s so <333 like wowwwwww it’s just. great like the story is everything even though there’s no technical ‘plot’ like you think. also this one scene in the book with her seer…like uh. empress?? you got something you want to tell us?? 👁👁
overall id rate it 4/5 points taken off purely bc the writing style is everything i love it !! but it’s not quite memorable like certain lines don’t just stick to you after you read it like how six of crows did… yk?
2. and then there were none
i. i uh. haven’t read this yet ADSHFSHSVSHD but everyone’s telling me it’s wonderful and amazing and also mysteries are just like?? so fun especially with agatha christie writing it and it’s just. very wild i can just feel it can’t wait to read it !!!
3. the ghost bride
another one i haven’t read but isa loved it and i trust isa so yeah <3 basically this post should cover why it’s amazing and so i’m also very excited to start this next month
4. i’ll be the one
listen this is. it’s a fun cute little read if you’re bored bc this was so nice i had to pause to squeal a bit a LOT like the mc is so !!!!! she’s fat and she’s not like insecure about it like she has her moments thats so normal but she’s confident and it’s just !!! she’s basically trying to be an idol and addresses the fat phobia in the kpop industry with a healthy smacking of white girl bashing (white girl obsessed with korean culture to be specific), asians gfs as background relationships, and complicated mother daughter relationships that aren’t just ‘omg i forgive you and then we love each other’ no the resolution between them is 100% realistic and i just :’) and then !!! and then bi4bi main couple!!! CANONLY!!!! THEYRE BOTH SAID THEYRE BI IN THE BOOK LIKE !!!! they’re both korean too like <3
it’s rated 3/5 bc the writing is juvenile at time (and ngl im fine with it!! the author has written children’s books with an asian protag so the whole YA thing is new to her and it’s rlly good for her foray into this genre honestly!!!!) and also the harry potter and bts references were -_- i know the bts was going to be a thing but the hp??? when the book was made in 2020??? like in this day and age??? no thank you keep that away. there are like uhh less than 10 so a blessing ig
sorry i talked too much about this one i just have many thoughts bc this was THE book that got me out of my slump and it’s nice !! best listened to with kpop playing on low in the background <3
5. finally, the lunar chronicles
this is a nice series !!!!!! the way all the male characters are side characters and each book surrounds the girl yeah <3 the third book is kind of :/ bc there’s a relationship with a 16 yr old and a 22-23? year old i think idk but basically she’s isolated and idolized him and he’s… idk it’s weird but if you just keep in mind that ajd try and ignore how that’s the driving factor for a lot of this it’s fine !!! the plot is nice !! but yeah the rest of them are <33333 and the plot is so !!!! each book is a sci-fi retelling of a fairytale and they all blend into each other seamlessly its just so !!!! the characters are everything as well i don’t care for like half of the men ensemble but the women. aaaaah beloveds 3/5 mainly bc it’s been SUCH a long time i don’t think i can accurately judge it so we’ll stick with a decent rating yk?
also! read heartless by the same author it’s like her retelling of how the queen of hearts became the queen of hearts it’s rlly good !!! cant for the love of me rmbr most of the plot nor can reread it bc it hurts but still. rlly good !!!! 4/5 definitely
ALSO FUCKING WAIT LAST ONE
read xiran ray zhao’s book i don’t remember what it’s called but it’s coming out september 21st and it’s gonna be so fucking good like. i just know it so yeah <3
okay that’s it have fun reading <3
#this was done entirely on my phone of theres something screwed that why#BESTIE BESTIE come back august for more i’ll have like 6 more books read by then to rec to u LMAO#i was gonna rec soc duology b4 i rmbred u alrwady read it LMAO#i miss reccing books wooo#anyway ily !!!!!!! and ty for coming to me omg :’)#abi tag#ask me anything#2 am ramblings#book rec
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ranking the nancy drew games based on dead mom content™
you read that right. also spoiler warning obviously
33. ransom of the seven ships -1/10 no dead mom content. negative bc of the fact that there’s blackface
32-24. stay tuned for danger, message in a haunted mansion, the final scene, secret of the scarlet hand, ghost dogs of moon lake, danger on deception island, the secret of shadow ranch, danger by design, the shattered medallion 0/10 no dead mom content™
23. the captive curse 0/10 no mom mentioned for lukas, is she dead or just somewhere else? we just don’t know.
22-21. secrets can kill, the deadly device 0.5/10 someone is dead but it is not a mom
20. the phantom of venice .75/10 only a dead husband here...no moms
19. treasure in the royal tower 1/10 no dead mom but there’s dead estranged dad content. was marie antoinette a mom? idk
18. the white wolf of icicle creek 1/10 kinda estranged mom content but shes still alive. yanni’s grandma was killed by wolves if that counts and if he was telling the truth about that.
17. alibi in ashes 2/10 i cant remember if kate is ever mentioned, but just the fact that they’re in river heights and carson is gone and can’t help and she doesn’t have kate to help her out and has to go to her friends....idk hits if u think about it
16. last train to blue moon canyon 3/10 camille hurley was not able to have kids so technically isn’t a dead mom but she had her dolls....still sad as hell
15. curse of blackmoor manor 4/10 we learn about the penvellyn family so of course a family full of dead ancestors is full of dead mothers. one of those dead mothers is the iconic elinor who died from being burned at the stake. also the underlying plot is happening because of, not a dead mom, but a divorce and then new stepmom. lotta mom content in general.
14. the haunting of castle malloy 5/10 fiona’s parents were both killed in an explosion and really messed that girl up.
13. labyrinth of lies 5/10 grigor is an orphan, therefore there is some dead mom content, but its very minimal.
12. midnight in salem 5/10 not a technical dead mom, but dead mother figure with frances tuttle and lauren holt (i think that was their relationship....i played it once and theres not much on the wiki for MID yet) so technically the whole plot is in thanks to it, but i dont remember how much grief there was
11. trail of the twister 6/10 some dead wife content that nancy is an absolute dick about. you read the paper about ma. stop fucking pestering pa.
10. legend of the crystal skull 6/10 we get mr sad boy orphan henry bolet crying at his parents’ crypt. also his mom has the same photo as dr predovicu
9. the creature of kapu cave 7/10 for once we get a hardy asking someone about their dead mom instead of nancy! even tho, no one involved seems too sad about it and is very briefly mentioned. in fact, pua seems kinda happy that it’s just her and her dad so she can just surf all day.
8. ghost of thornton hall 7.5/10 again, dead mom content just because we learn about ancestors. a lotta dead sister/cousin content though. also it really hits you when you’re looking at the dates on the family tree and realize that harper and charlotte’s parents died like 4 years before charlotte died, and then harper and clara were alone except for each other. also the fact that clara’s mother died while she was young and before she ever told her who her father was just to have her new guardians die......rough.
7. secret of the old clock 8/10 woooo!!! another plot caused by a dead mom!!! not at traumatic as haunted carousel, but the culprit posing as your recently deceased mother’s friend is ROUGH. also nancy is actually nice when talking about gloria.
6. warnings at waverly academy 8/10 the twins’ mom dying and dad not knowing how to raise 2 girls causing them to pretend to be one person to get a scholarship and not be put up for adoption is so messy but a very good plot twist
5. tomb of the lost queen 8/10 jamila having a similar experience to nancy, where she thought her mom died in a car crash, but turns out she was part of something bigger that she follows in her footsteps, KNOWING that it might end in her death too. AND those notes from that first exploration and all of the daughters of nerfertari leaving to find their ultimate dead mom (nefertari) and dying/disappearing in the process....idk it gets me!!
4. sea of darkness 9/10 here we have some primo dead wife action, along WITH the child. extremely sad and gets me absolutely every time i play through it.....the fact that he holds onto it being his fault.... oh my god im getting sad again!!!
3. the haunted carousel 10/10 dead mom content to the MAX. dead dad giving clues to daughter to find the last remaining photo of her dead mother since she burned every image of her after she died and then blacked out the memory. thats some trauma right there. interestingly.... im not sure if we learn her mom’s name even though her plot revolves around remembering her.
2. shadow at the water's edge 11/10 oh yeah theres a dead mom and shes HAUNTING YOU!!! kasumi’s story is so sad and nancy has absolutely no right to be poking into these people’s lives and absolutely deserves every time she gets second chanced because asked the wrong thing about their dead mom. also SO absolutely fucked up that anyone’s boyfriend would go “hmm, i want my sister to quit her job and move to the city with me,... oh yes! i’ll haunt her business with her dead mother. perfect!”
1. the silent spy 10000000/10 the FUCKING ULTIMATE DEAD MOM CONTENT™. nancy suddenly learning that her mother wasn’t just a civilian who died in a car crash and that the people who killed her were now after her??? so juicy. we get carson trying to protect nancy from kate’s fate, we get all those flashbacks, those recordings from revenant, nancy piecing together her mother’s double life that she never knew about... GOD!!!! and yes, i absolutely cry when i read kate’s note to nancy. that shit hits man. also kate writing a song for her and carson and then rewriting it to have a part for nancy in it once nancy was born really gets me too. p.s. moira was in love with kate you can’t convince me otherwise.
well. thanks for taking this journey with me.
#clue crew#i havent played half of these games in years so forgive me if i missed any content#do not ask me why i decided to make this i just felt compelled.#i spent too much time making this im embarassed
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this has been a long time coming
ive detached from jack / dont watch jack anymore. i’ve poured so much into this story that involved the egos that i just....can’t let it go. so, im making ocs for the story instead.
inspired by @lilakennedy . . . here is some info about my boys
Marvin the Magnificent➜ Marvin Lir MacKenna
age: 27- from the 1920s
Brown wavy hair that goes to past his ears a bit
Blue eyes
Height: 5′7″
irish & welsh ( mother from wales father from ireland )
an illusionist / performer
Stage performance & regular attitude are a complete 180. Very bold on stage and confident but once he is off he is more reserved and calm
Best friends with Daniel
Knew Daniel for years, since they were around 10 years old. Extremely close bond.
Doesn’t believe in spirits but is very cautious / superstitious
Gets powers whenever he and Daniel accidentally summon Phonus at Daniel’s Birthday/Halloween party. When it was just the two of them alone.
He tries to attack Phonus since the monster killed Daniel
but once he made contact with the demon, he was immediately teleported into our timeline. He took some of Phonus’s powers as a result
He ends up getting burn marks on his arms/hands and face due to trying to physically fight Phonus when he was furious
He has powers now, some he doesn’t know he can do yet. But his powers are: ✪= Not used often. ✦= strongest. ✧=weakest
✦ Empathic Element Manipulation ✦✪Fire Manipulation, ✦✪Necromancy, ✦Telekinesis,✦Kinetic Charging
✧✪Electricity Manipulation, ✦Magical Wall Generation, ✦Teleportation, ✧Intangibility, ✧Healing Hands, ✦✪Naturakinetic Combat
Riley finds him and helps him on his feet to find a place to stay
The two of them become close friends eventually, it takes a long time for Marv to warm up to people in this strange new environment- still tortured by that night.
He blames himself for Daniels death every day.
With his new unknown powers, he tries to go back in time to stop all this from happening.
He opens up about his powers to Riley and the truth.
Riley is beyond amazed that powers and magic exist, he tries to help Marv with his powers.
He ends up needing to find a sort of job to stay at his home, so he tries the one thing he loved- entertaining people. With his magic, he dumbfounds audiences.
However, once things were just looking up, his fire magic (the strongest) goes wrong.
He ends up catching a stage set on fire, causing injuries to hundreds.
He panics. Riley tries to calm him down. But he can’t take it, he is convinced that he is destined to cause harm with these powers.
He vanishes to a place by the sea and isolates himself, causing people to believe he died in the fire accident.
He spends his time trying to prefect time travel and is consumed by isolation. though, he does attract wild life to him. they are very at ease with him
Refuses to use his fire magic
One day, he comes across Viktor’s body on the shore. He takes him in quickly to his small home that he protected in case Phonus ever finds him.
He revives Viktor to come to. The stranger is a total mess and he tries to heal the man, but Viktor grabs him on reflex. So the man patches himself up
The two live together for a few months as the injuries heal up
Viktor convinces him to visit Riley again, so he does.
He teleports there and leaves a note stating that he is alive. He can’t bring himself to see Riley face to face
In the end, he tries to fight off Phonus. He fails miserably
He returns to his home, having Riley there with him. He gives Riley his powers because he doesn’t want to die and these powers go back to Phonus.
He trusts Riley with his life
Once Riley is given the powers, he passes away.
When his body is all alone peacefully at rest in the home, without any magic to protect it, Phonus finds the body
But no magic
The demon still takes the body. Using it to wake him up again and look into his mind to find out where the powers have gone
He remains a soul bounded victim to Phonus and reunites with Daniel
Both under Phonus’s control
Chase Brody➜ Noah Oliver Dodge
age: 29 - from our timeline
messy brown hair thats dyed blonde at the tips of it
brown eyes
Height: 5′9″
American
Dropped out of university and works part time at a local electronics store
loves to break things and try to fix them up again and make it totally new!
has a passion for computers and likes to make his own computer
he also loves film and had dreams of making a film
a disaster cook but god help him he tries
Father of 2 girls
childish and fun loving
reckless at times
loves nature and going on walks / hikes
met his wife in high school (been together since they were 16)
they go to the same university, his wife studying to be a nurse
at 18 he accidentally gets her pregnant and her parents arent the happiest about it
they get married at 19
he becomes a stay at home dad and drops out to take care of their baby till she finishes nursing
they end up having another child once they get a small apartment together
his daughter is friends with Viktors daughter and thats how the two families meet
His wife actually works with Viktor and didn’t know at the time
his wife divorces him because, even though she does love him, she can’t keep working like this just to get by. she needs security and they dont have it.
he is allowed to see his kids still but at the time it was very painful for him
he lives alone in that apartment, often calling Viktor to talk and invite him over so he doesn’t do shit he regrets
he talks about how Viktor is so lucky to have such a wonderful life and wishes he could have that (since he doesn’t know the truth)
Viktor and Noah become very close and often have their kids over at each others houses
he hears news that Viktor is missing and becomes a mess. he is alone and doesnt know what to do.
he tries to make it known that he is missing online, making posts and videos as much as he can to get peoples attention
he visits the Valentin house hold and offers his wife any help thats needed, despite knowing all the turmoil they went though. he cares about the kids and doesn’t want them to worry.
Henrik Von Schneeplestein➜ Viktor Alexis Valentin
age: 32 -from our timeline
short grey hair
extremely pale blue eyes
pale, almost sickly skin
Height: 6′2″
German
Doctor that specializes in internal medicine (meaning he focuses on helping adults) but also is a surgeon
Father of 3 girls
loves to bake!
a hopeless romantic actually
he is very cold and standoff ish but once he loves you, he LOVES you
blunt to a fault still though
cares about people. more so than his own well being
extremely loyal
met his wife in university. he took an anatomy art class
his wife helped him improve his drawing skills and the two became close
he fell for her very hard
they get married and live in a house that they saved up for (with extra help from both of their parents)
once settled, they have their children
his wife is a biology teacher with a minor in art teaching!
he takes family trips whenever he can to the beach! his kids love the ocean!
he comes home one day to find his wife cheated on him- he suspected this for a while now. he found a shirt underneath the bed, thinking it was just a gift for later down the road for christmas or something. he went to fix it when a piece of paper fell out of the pocket. her phone number
he never gets mad at her. he blames himself
he thinks he isnt perfect enough
he becomes extremely distant and cold, more than before. never knowing when to bring it up
the two of them grow apart but still live together
they make sure not to worry their children though, they dont want them to think its their fault.
he never brings up this information to Noah because he doesn’t want him to worry.
very envious of Noah though and wish he would smack him. Noah has a wife that loves him and he wishes that Noah could wake up and see that and fix his actions.
he does break down one night and tell Noah everything that happened
one day at the office, a man came in with a horrible neck injury.
he typically sees people who just need some medication or the worst injury being a bite from a dog, but even that wasn’t bad.
he rushes to take care of the stranger. once they were alone for a brief second, he gets trapped inside.
Phonus used Daniels body in order to get to the Doctor. He attacks and possesses Viktor.
Once Phonus is done using Viktor, he takes him to a cliff near the sea
He is snaps his neck and lets the body fall into the ocean.
Eventually, he washes up to shore where Marvin is
he stays with marvin for months while he heals up himself, he refuses to get any magic help
once he decides to leave marvin has a hard time letting go, he is worried viktor will fall victim to phonus again
he leaves to go home but once he reaches the steps, phonus finds him again.
Jackieboy Man➜ Riley Lee Young
age: 23 - from our timeline
very curly blonde hair
green eyes
skin that tans pretty easily
the most muscular out of the lads but isnt extremely buff
Height: 5′6″
American
Lives alone in a small apartment
a college student, unsure what to major in but possibly wants to be a vet
LOVES animals!
a vegetarian !
a pretty good cook actually!
has a heart of gold and sees the best in most people, though he isn’t stupid. he knows there are terrible people in the world that can’t change and deserve punches to the face
he watches pets and volunteers at animal shelters!
he also babysits Viktors kids to get some money
was kicked out of his home. Viktor found out about it and bought him a small apartment to live in. (he would of offered Riley to stay but he has issues at home that he doesn’t want to subject Riley to on the daily)
he is the girls big brother figure and he loves to pay pretend with them !
He meets Marvin and they eventually become friends
he helps Marvin gain back confidence, giving him a place to stay, and helps him actually feel . . at home in this timeline
when he finds out the truth that marvin is from the 1920s and has powers he cannot get over how cool it is! calling him a super hero and showing him comics that he has. he helps marvin try to get a better hold on the powers
he was around whenever the fire accident with marvins powers happen, he tries to calm marvin down but ends up alone. left to wonder what happened to his friend.
When he has to start university up again he has to let the Valentin family know that he can’t be around as much as before but will try to help out if needed
Viktor’s wife ends up calling Riley one day and begs him to come to the house as soon as he can for Viktor has been missing for days now
Riley puts up posters and gets the news out that Viktor is missing as much as he can around the city.
He still goes to university but spends a lot of time in the Valentin household. Visiting on holidays and the girls birthdays. Having no news of Viktor.
he later on gains marvins powers, his mainly being electricity and strength.
he is set on finding phonus and fixing things for marvins sake
Jameson Jackson➜ Daniel Edmund Thomas
age: 27 - from the 1920s
slicked short black hair
brown eyes
Height: 5′7″
British
a charming, bold, charismatic man
an actor and musician, exceptionally good on piano
very witty and clever
lives a rather extravagant life
very close friends with Marvin, trusts him with his life
on his 27th birthday on Halloween, he throws a party
he loves to mess around with guests and asks Marvin if they can have a a seance
they try it to entertain the guests, but nothing happens (to marvins relief)
the party continues on till its just marvin and him by the end of the night
they try again to contact from the beyond
they succeed
he comes face to face with the demon. an invisible hand causing him to kill himself. making Marvin watch
he becomes Antiphonus’s personal toy
his mind becomes warped and he loses all sense of who he used to be
he tries to fight back, but once he does, his tongue is cut out of his mouth. never to be able to voice for help again
his body now bound to Phonus becomes a personal pin cushion. being cut open and inspected to see how far humans have come with healing themselves. to see how far a human body can handle things
being trapped with phonus he starts to believe that Marvin caused his death. he believes everything phonus tells him and is set on killing marvin
he becomes very aware of realities all thanks to Phonus.
Antisepticeye➜ Antiphonus
age: unknown.
an immortal being / demon
seems to have been around for centuries
first appears invisible, then a shadow figure, to a pitch black faceless figure that takes on more of a human shape - till finally, he appears to look like Daniel
he is fascinated with humans, very curious and destructive
he takes Daniel in as a host. he rests inside of Daniel’s body till he is strong enough to mimic the physical outer appearance of him
when he possesses people becomes stronger. he doesnt have full control right away, it takes him a bit of time to warm up once again to how powerful he used to be.
he can see into his victims mind when possessing them, he knows all what Daniel knows / remembers. Daniels fame, fears, friendship. family, love- he knows it all.
He uses this to his advantage to keep Daniel around without fighting him back- using Marvin against him
he is after the powers that he accidentally gave to Marvin on impact
he travels to the dimensions he has access to and time lines in hopes to find Marvin, taking Daniel along with no choice
he lands in our dimension and timeline to sense that his powers are close by
He ends up sabotaging Marvin’s performance with fire magic in order to kill him or capture him but it fails- he looses sight of him
While he is searching through the streets, he over hears talk about the human body. He comes across Viktors practice building and opens the door a crack. He can sense so many souls and blood in that building and gets vastly curious. He notices people injured and ill, waiting for care. He hatches an idea.
He returns to Daniel and possesses his body. He takes Daniel to an alley way close to the building, away from the eyes of others. He grabs the sharpest thing he can find and plunges it deep into the side of his neck and carves it out slowly and rips it out.
He quickly makes Daniel reach the building and barges in, causing everyone to look on in horror. The nurses there rush to his aid as Phonus makes Daniel gasp and hold his neck to try to stop the bleeding. Nurses page for Viktor asap as they get Daniel to a stretcher and room fast. Viktor arrives shortly after and is fast to help Daniel. Daniel just looks at Viktor and tries to nod.
Once the nurses leave for a brief moment and its just him and Viktor, Phonus makes the door lock them inside.
Viktor goes to inject him with medication but Daniel reaches out and grabs Viktors arm. He say to Daniel that he knows needles are scary but you need this now, let go please. Daniel sits up and twists Viktors arm, causing Viktor to wince in pain while looking shocked.
He grabs Daniels hand with his free one and tries to pry it away, but can't. Daniel kicks him away, causing him to stumble and fall to the ground. He gets up from the bed. The lights inside the room begin to flicker faster and faster. Electronics in the room flickering on and off, radios and tv consumed with fast stations, fluctuating volumes, and static. Viktor gets to his feet and hears all this noise and sees this horror in front of him.
Phonus leaves Daniels body, causing Daniel's wound to disappear. Phonus stands in front of him.
He gets inside of Viktors mind to find all that he can about the human body and the amount of pain that it can handle.
He sees in Viktors mind a young man with curly blonde hair. And for a brief moment inside of Viktors mind, he sees Marvin
in the end he ends up taking Marvin captive but finds that the powers are gone.
he keeps marvin around because he sees too, that he gave that blonde boy his powers
so he is on the hunt for Riley
#.txt#smoke & mirrors#not yt related#long post#my ocs#THIS ISNT EVERY SINGLE DETAIL BUT GOD HELP ME THIS WAS HARD#I HAD TO HOLD BACK A L O T#BUT I NEEDED.....SOME OF THE IDEAS IN THERE LSDJFDAS
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