Watching kiss scenes and only thinking of him....

Hello girls!! <3 Little status report:

I never had the best relationship with my mother, it's no coincidence that I'm with my father a lot, and my mother lives in another city with her new boyfriend (whom I also hate because he's an asshole) I was with her one weekend, but not for long, because my mother drank and when she drinks she says things to me that she regrets the next day, but it's a huge trauma for me. I won't even elaborate on this. Dad quickly came to pick me up and now I'm staying with dad for a while. (I have a small apartment that is closer to the school, but we discussed with father that it is better if I stay at home for a while) However, father's house is huge and he works a lot, but he tries to be with me, but now he has gone on a business trip, so I am alone. The loneliness and what happened between me and mom took a toll on me so much that my depression got stronger. I lost a lot of weight because of this. Since dad was afraid that my condition would worsen while he was away, he informed his close friends about the situation and that I was now with him. (very cute) So R also knows everything, who calls or texts me almost every night. Anyway, imagine, at school, R immediately noticed that I had lost weight and has been very caring for me since then. At least he tries to stay within limits at school, but he makes it clear that he is here with me. Since he lives closer to father, he has taken me home three times so far and sometimes he stayed with me for a while. So after every bad thing comes something good, if i can call it that. However, mother takes a toll on me, but the fact that R is here for me and I can hold on to him means a lot. Now it feels like he is replacing my father. I love him very much, but now our relationship is not developing romantically, but to put it…mental support. I'll write you girls some details later, because a few things happened between us, but I thought I'd write you all quickly about what's going on. Don't worry, I'm getting better and dad won't be away much, and I'll be going back to my apartment soon. And I will sort out my relationship with my mother somehow. (I'm sorry if I worded something wrong, but I'm very exhausted)

Thank you for being here for me girls and for the many inbox messages in which you expressed your support!!! Love u all!! 💓

i need to sit on his lap while he talk to me about things i don’t know

i need him to hold me like this so bad

all the tc girlies need a group chat 😔

EDIT DEC 23 : dm me for the link- tagging some of yall in the comments wasn’t working

me when he usually yells at people when they have their airpods in but when i had mine in he just smirked ❤️

guys how do you cope with other students that spend a lot of time with your TC because quite honestly i want to slap them

I get a text from a 33 year old man: ewww 🤢

I see my 33 year old tc: my sweet baby 🥰

i love older men who validate me and give me the slightest bit of attention ill be in love with you forever &lt;3

Literally Me and him (I literally have no clue what he would look like without a beard and the thought of him without one gives me nightmares)

Older men's hands are the perfect jewelry on girls' necks.

me and him 5 minutes before my alarm goes off:

SHE SAID “GOOD GIRL” TO ME!?!?

we were laughing about things and how i played a certain measures of a piece and she wanted me to really bring part of it out and we talked abt a few more things. then she said, “oh you’re such a good girl. you really are… good girl” ⁉️🤭🤭💗🫶😍‼️😘🥰🤭

god i love her so much.

IM MARRIED! (platonically to my best friend and romantically to my teacher)