Tumgik
faszaakisshobbi · 12 hours
Text
God, I hate you! Kiss me!
9 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 12 hours
Text
cutting isn’t enough i need a lobotomy
99 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 15 hours
Text
am still awake and should go to sleep but my allergies are getting to me..
send me anything you think about my tcs, assumptions, whatever. OR SEND ASKS. PLEASE.
1 note · View note
faszaakisshobbi · 2 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
christina yang - greys anatomy
ash fox - fantastic mr fox
sorry if you’ve already been tagged @wintersnowz @veneratedyke @th3-hungry-gh0st @let-us-meet-aga1n + anybody else :))
TAG GAME: two fictional characters that make you go "omg it's me!"
Tumblr media Tumblr media
randy meeks (scream)
charlie walker (scream 4)
tagging: @taintandviolent @fear-is-truth @am3ricanh0rrorwh0re @marchsfreakshow @slutforgarlogan @slvt4jamesmarch @lacucarachapisser
208 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 3 days
Text
first lesson in two weeks with Б!!
aaaaa i’ve missed her so much!! i was worried she would act different but she was as sweet as ever. she is the sweetest and most supportive i’m so glad to be back in usual routine!
we were both super giggly yesterday and couldn’t stop laughing half of the time. sometimes when she wants to get my attention she places her hand on mine and idk she’s so warm and her hands are so sofftttt‼️🤭
per usual she gave me a big hug before i left!! she pulls me so tight and rubs my back. she is so comforting to be around and her touch is so comforting. when she pulls away she holds onto my arm for a bit before she lets go.
i can’t wait to see her again next week!
11 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 4 days
Text
I WISH I COULD SHOW YOU GUYS J, SHE IS SO STUNNING I PROMISE YOUUU
like she looks 10 years younger than she is and is drop dead gorgeous im 😓🤭
4 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 4 days
Text
the way J's voice/tone changes when she greets me 🤭 she's so cute I love her so much
5 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 5 days
Text
i have another account on tumblr which was originally to yap about/reblog things i like but alas i have found myself lamenting yet again.
0 notes
faszaakisshobbi · 5 days
Text
I AM SOOOO😓😓
j saw a girl crying and asked what was wrong. the girl explained and J said in the sweetest voice “aw can i give you a hug?” and she gave the girl the sweetest hug and talked her through her anxiety attack and comforted her.
PLEASE I NEED TO CRY IN JS ARMS PLEASE PLEASE
16 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 6 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
10K notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 7 days
Text
I wanna see the hidden tattoos on her body so bad.
36 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 8 days
Text
one day, i'll get over you, and this will just be a fuzzy memory of how you did not look at me the way i did at you.
i will have that ache once in a while, without knowing what it is about.
you will be blurry, and i will forget how you wear that smile.
one day, i'll get over you. but i have loved you enough to let you stay for a while.
80 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 8 days
Note
what boba does J like?
she said she likes almost anything but she’s been on a herbal jelly kick recently. yesterday i got her strawberry tea jasmine based with herbal jelly.
she also often gets : strawberry matcha with lychee jelly taro with any topping thai tea with coffee jelly or tapioca boba oolong with any topping tofu pudding
4 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 8 days
Text
Tumblr media
2K notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 8 days
Text
i was helping J out last night and before i got her some boba and she was so grateful and she called me „really sweet“ i love her so muchhh
she’s so cute, i just love making her happy and helping out she’s such a kind person.
2 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 8 days
Text
thinking about the dream i had where J kissed me on the forehead, let me lean on her shoulder and just relax.
11 notes · View notes
faszaakisshobbi · 9 days
Text
tw slight sh
i might be a terrible person, i don’t really know this might be selfish or twisted in some way but knowing other people i am around self harm is comforting to me. the only others i know who sh are those who actively plan on perusing classical music or who are literal prodigies… i guess that IS influenced by who i am around but it’s oddly disproportionate compared to my other friends.
a lot of them don’t care about hiding old scars as much as i do and i admire that in them. i guess im afraid of everyone’s judgment.
i guess it makes me feel less alone. of course i don’t want anyone to sh, but knowing they do and knowing the amazing people they are and the amazing musicians they are gives me hope. i suppose??? a lot of these people are older than me and it allows me to see what’s possible and know i’m not the only one. idk im sad they are leaving me for uni soon but they are better now. and it gives me a lot of hope.
i don’t know how to describe the feeling. i didn’t do it justice at all. i feel weird for thinking this way but comforting is the best way to describe it. even in my oddly specific life of classical music im not alone in this.
3 notes · View notes