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backroadboy · 6 months

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my favorite little guy, I miss you

#sbsd #dean.#he's my best friend #pilot dean has a special place in my heart #spn

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katherinehoughtoncastle47 · 4 months

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11.04 - BABY

#spn #supernatural #spn edit #dean winchester #sam winchester #season 11 #11x04 #Baby #this episode has my heart

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callaxhan · 1 year

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*Rises from the dead*

I’m a little rusty but I wanted to do it :) anyways this is from that thing Jensen said at jibcon. If you can’t read it it’s,

“Can we talk about that goodbye for a little bit?”

“Or course.”

#art #spn #spn fanart #supernatural #castiel #deanwinchtser #destiel #Jensen has to stop playing with my heart fr

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four-of-cups · 2 years

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trying to sleep but can’t stop thinking about how Dean Winchester was queer-coded to the point of cliche the whole time:

- Dean knows (and says) he’ll never marry a woman and settle down.

- He fears his father and idolises his mother.

- His gender expression is deeply performative.

- He fetishises a particular type of masculinity.

- He only really forms meaningful lasting bonds with women when they’re completely platonic (Charlie, Claire, etc).

- His deepest and most compelling relationships are with men (Benny, Cas, Crowley - all transgressive characters in their own rights).

- He rejects hierarchy and hates authority.

- He takes in a kid who doesn’t belong.

- He reinvents family.

- He kills God.

- He dies young.

#kill god die young #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #queer anarchist dean winchester #he has a place in my queer heart #destiel #dean studies #dean.txt #cups text post

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the-loneliest-hour · 6 months

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"Despair", Supernatural S15E18 Today's the day, fandom.

#destiel #deancas #supernatural #confession #destiel gifs #despair #dean winchester #castiel #aaaaand...we're canon #but make it weird because one of them has to go #nov 5th #anniversary #quit playing games with my heart #spn #works

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monadchi · 2 years

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sammy

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #fan art #mine #jared padalecki #fell down the spn hole #my art #s1 sam has my fucking heart #spn fanart #artists on tumblr #supernatural fanart #digital art #digital fanart

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pray4jensen · 1 year

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if there's ever a season 2 of the winchesters, i need an episode where lata decides to summon dean and his magical monster-crushing impala and cas shows up too because apparently when the summoning happened, cas must've been gripping dean tight because he got flung through time and space too.

so the kids are like hey who's this, and dean rubs the back of his neck and says it's a friend.

so they're on the case and they're mid-battle when john's thrown straight through a chain-link fence and mary gets a nice face-to-face with a concrete pillar. so when they finally get out of there, lata brings out the first aid kit, except dean grabs it and rushes over to cas because cas just fell onto paper at that very moment and he's got a devastating 1/8 inch cut to his pinky (it's not even bleeding).

cue carlos looking at them with a very strange expression on his face and the heteronormative viewers watching the show laugh and giggle because haha look how funny it is that dean's mother-henning cas when john and mary are personally on their death beds.

anyway, because the rest of the gang was too busy dealing with life-threatening injuries, it's only carlos who notices the weirdness and for the rest of the episode, the camera keeps cutting back to his face every time dean and cas are together.

they head to a diner and lata accidentally drops her entire burger onto the floor. but cas still feels hungry after devouring a platter of fries so when the waitress comes up and lata's about to reorder because she's literally starving, dean butts in and orders cas an eight-course meal. lata throws him a dirty look but carlos once again has a strange strange expression on his face.

and it's like this the entire day. the monster traps them into a meat locker and cas reports feeling chilly so dean immediately takes the jacket off his body and wraps him up and he's already stripping down to his birthday suit to offer cas his body heat. meanwhile john's hemorrhaging on the floor and his temperature is plummeting and mary and lata are freaking out and carlos...oh boy, carlos. he can't even help. he just stares at dean.

finally, after several more instances of dean's cas-induced incompetence, even the others have noticed, so when they get to the motel room for the night, mary angrily lets them know that actually, they don't need dean's help because clearly dean's more preoccupied with his friendship with cas than the literal monster chasing them.

so dean shrugs and says suit yourself and as soon as they're gone, carlos, who's been having a mental breakdown all day, is like they are so not just friends. mary and john, like the heteronormative viewers watching the episode, are like what and they're confused but lata, the realization dawning on her face, says oh my god and starts looking faint.

so john and mary head to the window and to their shock, dean and cas are parked outside, making out in the impala. as it so happens, the monster they've been hunting is out there, creeping closer, except dean (with his tongue still shoved down cas' throat) picks up his gun and shoots once, the monster instantly bursting into a ball of dust, and john and mary just look on incredulously.

anyway, once they recover, they turn back and say um yeah so those two are definitely not straight and carlos just throws up his hands and looks into the camera like it's the office and the episode abruptly ends there.

but, even as the end credits play, you can see still hear the sounds of dean and cas making out though before it slowly turns into suggestive moaning.

#boredombabbles #the winchesters #spnwin #destiel #this idea has been haunting my mind ever since the finale aired #and i would sell my soul for this frankly #honestly just one moment where carlos stares at dean and cas suspiciously would make my gay heart content #obv i want a proper dean and cas reunion and love confession from dean #but preferably on an spn reboot rather than the winchesters spin-off #but this would be hilarious to see on a random motw ep on the winchesters

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stfulara · 4 months

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when dean said, "I was trying to protect you, dad didn't even have to tell me. IT WAS MY RESPONSIBILITY" the big sister in me cried a bit. I have a little brother and he's had his fair share of crap till now and I fight tooth n nail to give him a wee bit of normal he could get and I'll fight till my last breath.

#desiblr #desi tumblr #eldest daughter #dean winchester #dean has my whole damn heart #just desi things #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #destiel #destiel supernatural

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lambmotifz · 19 days

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s5 samdean angst save me

#i love samdean fluff but also i love it when they make each other suffer #also s5 sam has such a special place in my heart...he’s so pathetic and desperate for dean’s love…#wincest #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn

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ardentpoop · 3 months

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character for girls with dads who were unhealthily attached to them when they were teenagers living under his thumb. and girls with mental health issues that made ppl around them treat them like they were combustible. and girls who consciously shrink themselves so as not to be seen as a threat. and girls whose number 1 fear is ending up trapped in a relationship with their dad again but they miss the warning signs when they’re there. and girls who think it would be best for everyone if they never had children but part of them aches at the imaginary loss.

sam winchester btw

#xoxoxoxoxoxoxo #she has my heart until the end of time but it’s no big deal #spn

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runraerun · 7 months

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I absolute LOVE fics where Dean is talking to someone about Cas and he’s like, “well I mean obviously Cas is attractive. he’s objectively smoking hot, I mean it’s no wonder women throw themselves at him, am I right? Just look at him! I have working eyes after all and it’s not gay to just look and notice that he’s like really really gorgeous. like his eyes? wow, and his shoulders?? Unreal. Tell me I’m wrong.”

And the other people is just like “…Dean he just looks like a middle aged dad to everyone else.”

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flying-ham · 3 months

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I woke up in a cold sweat last night and needed to make this after a discussion with @disappointmentthemusical

#truckstop hooker cevans has such a special place in my heart #jensen ackles #dean winchester #tom hardy #chris evans #captain america #steve rogers #taron egerton #eggsy unwin #kingsman #gay #supernatural #spn #marvel

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mothgardens · 4 months

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im back again with another lyric analysis <3 this edition is for Sastiel (my beloved).

State Of Grace by Taylor Swift (preferably the acoustic version)

All Sam has known for his whole life is touch and go. He has never been in one place for more than a few months at a time (other than his escape to Stanford).

He also has been more aware and open-minded than Dean his whole life; he has a changing mind when given new information, like how he learns to understand that the ‘monsters’ they fight aren’t always evil, and that he can empathize with them. He learned this far before Dean.

He has always loved whole and hard; his love always bleeds, he has been hurt so much through losing the people he held dearest. They fade away.

“You come around and the armor falls” <— is literally the Gadreel grace retraction scene. Cas telling Sam “The only person who has screwed up things more consistently than you, is me.” !! So delicate and intimate.

They have each other. Even when Dean is missing or gone, even when they feel like they have messed everything up, they have each other. They don’t let go, they can’t, they won’t. <3

“Just go to my room and turn on Netflix, you will figure it out” is such an important line to me (even though i couldn’t find the real quote). Sam feels comfortable enough with Cas to let him be in his room, his private space, alone. Cas feels comfortable enough in Sam’s room to take his beloved trench coat off. They trust each other; when they are together, everything is wiped clean.

THIS IS THEM !! ^^^

Cas was never a saint. He didn’t succeed as God. He didn’t succeed as an Angel of the Lord. He didn’t succeed in Dean’s eyes. (“Something always goes wrong, Dean”; “Why does that always seem to be you.”).

Sam loved a werewolf. Sam loved a demon. Sam loved a witch. In Dean’s eyes, Sam always loved in shades of wrong.

They learned to live with the pain, separately at first, but, they also learned to live with each other’s pain. Cas literally told Sam, “I was lost until I took your pain”.

According to Google, Mosaic is “an individual (especially an animal) composed of cells of two genetically different types”.

Sam and Cas are systematically different on a surface level, obviously, as angel and human, but Sam also has demon blood running through him. It’s part of him. Sam and Cas, on an inner, biological level, are opposites. They’re LITERALLY “Mosaic broken hearts”.

When they’re together they’re brave. Especially when Cas is looking for Sam, or protecting him.

- “Who are you, and where is Sam?”

- “You wont take Sam Winchester. I won't let you.”

- “You come near Sam Winchester, and I will kill you.”

But, also, their love is wild, they have such s chaotic energy as a duo. They are unhinged, but also mean well.

To me, grace is literally their entire theme. (I am a bitch for the grace drinking ‘purification’ idea, too.)

Cas believes Sam is a worthwhile fight: “Nothing is worth losing you”.

This last line, to me, is totally post-Jack era. They have a family together, a son, that they both would die for. They love each other. Sam sent so many texts with Cas left, he was so worried. When Cas showed back up in the bunker he looked at him like he could make his world continue spinning.

Lastly, the chorus:

Sam never thought Cas would come into his life. A real angel. An angel who would later become one of the most important people in his life.

Cas never expected Sam to be this important to him. He thought of Sam as the ‘boy with demon blood’, an abomination. But, Sam proved himself to be so much more than that.

Neither of them would ever be where they are without each other, and they will never be the same.

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Okay :3 that is all.

#sastiel #samcas #i hope some people actually read and like this #i just poured my heart into it #is so important to me #i ship sabriel and destiel of course #but sastiel has a special forefontal space in my heart #they are so soft and sweet and silly and right for eachother #they make me soft #please talk to me about supernatural #supernatural #sam winchester #spn #castiel #dean winchester #taylor swift and supernatural #i really hope people see this

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boywifesammy · 3 months

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ok but metatron meeting god in s11 is beautiful and heartbreaking because he is THE fallen angel.

lucifer is the king of hell and castiel is the winchester’s kingpin but metatron? metatron is nothing. he is the sisyphus of humanity. he is doomed to rot amongst the lowest of existence and relive his worst mistakes ad nauseam. his pride has been beaten to a bloody pulp and his divinity taken from him, but still he reveres humanity. he is full of so much hatred and vitriol and fury but its because he flew too close to the sun. he loved too strongly, and he was abandoned.

metatron is such an intriguing character in general because he is such a cunt and so disgustingly awful in his self-satisfaction, yet still so vulnerable. he is a human that walks among angels. he is a meaningless speck in the larger picture. he knows he is flawed, he is pathetic, he is worth so little, yet he still stands up to his creator. he is the scribe of god who was left behind. he has spent countless millennia hidden away in awe of god’s creation, enraptured with their wit and ingenuity yet too scared to ever partake. he’s all sorts of awful and fucked up but when push comes to shove he gets up in chuck’s face and tells him he’s a goddamn coward and half the man that he loves.

yet despite this metatron talks about god with such awe. such reverence. god was his maker and his destroyer, his world and its downfall. god was everything to metatron, and he never forgave him for leaving. it filled him with such dismay and rage to be his most trusted confidant, the one to speak directly with the lord himself, then to be left behind in silence. i mean, just look at the way metatron describes him:

you are light. beauty. creation. wrath, damnation and salvation. why did you abandon us? why did you abandon me? you picked me. your light shined upon me, but then you left me. i prayed, every day. i know i am a disappointment, but you are wrong about humanity. they never give up. but you do. they are better than you are.

i dunno man. it just makes me feel all sorts of ways about the broken, bitter and twisted shell of god’s voice telling him that he was his first love and his first light, but that he’s also a coward. that an angel of the lord knows he is flawed of his own mistakes but that what god did to the world— and to him, was blasphemy, no matter how bright He shines. tis a stark reminder that supernatural is the Family Is Hell show and that generational trauma has roots too deep to cut loose.

#oc #supernatural #spn meta #chuck shurley #metatron #chuck/metatron #11x20 don’t call me shurley #family is hell #religion in spn #im sorry this episode kind of made me insane #curtis did an absolutely phenomenal job in his acting i truly believe his reading of metatron is what makes him so compelling #also i know that most of spn watchers absolutely loathe metatron and i know why #but he has a special place in my heart for these exact reasons. he is so raw and real and deplorable in a human way #agh. i wish i was notmal about supanwatuwah #save me .

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alwayscaskett810 · 6 months

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#Jensen Ackles #Liverpool Comic Con #SPN Panel #Whoever the photographer is on these #We thank you so damn much #Absolutely Breathtaking #Beautiful #Inside & Out #This man has my whole heart #and then some

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stfulara · 5 months

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s08 is the worst spn season but the BEST destiel season and also a scruffy dean- I'm in loveeeee

#spn season 8 #supernatural #spn #destiel #destiel supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #dean has my whole damn heart

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