“your darling little sammy” even heaven knows sam belongs to dean

sam winchester / hole “doll parts”

something about the fact that sam’s life is centered around fighting for control and yet he prefers to be submissive with dean drives me fucking insane

im such a sucker for gentle abuser dean… he punches sam and then apologizes frantically and kisses his face all over…. something something about sad guilty abuser on the verge of tears because they can’t believe that they just did that and then you feel bad because you are hurting and you’re crying and you’re making them feel worse and you tell them it’s okay it’s okay!!!! im not upset!!! and then they repeat the cycle over and over… yeup that’s samdean EEEEE…..

“I tried to be good am I no good am I no good?” in a sam winchester way

i would let him suck the marrow from my bones

Is it even love if it's not vaguely threatening? (23.06.23)

Abandoned house on the side of a highway

27.12.2023

there's no way dean didn't keep sam's bloody shirt and jacket from cold oak folded together in the most secret pocket of his duffle bag, à la brokeback mountain. i mean, there's just no way. like, he knows he's going to the crossroads, he knows sam's coming back; the lingering threat of a spiritual tether is just Not A Concern ™ for him.

anyways, more dean wriggling his hand into his partially unzipped bag to feel the hard crust of sam's bloody flannel years later.

remember when jared said sam’s happiest moment was when dean picked him up from stanford and they were together again…hahahaha yeah that’s fine i’m normal about this haha