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ethereallyjade · 1 year

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Colby as a Boyfriend

Venus+Mars Analysis

Chart Masterlist

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Venus in Sagittarius

Let's start with the obvious, he loves travelling (We done knew)

He's a very live in the moment type and spontaneous and funny in love

Like if you woke up one day talkin bout some "Wanna drive to Ohio?" he'd have his bags packed yesterday

In fact, he's probably the one asking you to go to Ohio just for shits and giggles

As someone with Capricorn and Libra in his chart, he still values balance in his relationships, so getting that alone time and having independence from his partner is important for him to not burn out

His partner should help him feel free and youthful and encourage him to learn more about the world

He wants a partner that inspires him, specifically to learn

I'm seeing 'lying on a blanket under the stars talking about philosophical and spiritual nonsense that may or may not be true'

what else...

deep thoughts in bed when you should be sleeping, hiking to the top of a mountain just to get a nice view while you drink a monster or some shit

Going on some huge expedition together, regretting it 10 minutes in but pushing through anyway, you know

Will stay up all night and day telling you about all his crazy ghost stories he was too afraid to mention on camera

Speaking of ghost stuff, I'm torn between if he'd want his partner to ghost hunt with him

On one hand, he'd be ecstatic if you agreed to come ghost hunting with him and Sam. He'd laugh when you got scared, but feel guilty and hug you after

But if things get serious and you get hurt mentally, physically, or spiritually, LORD

U stayin home

Regardless of what happens, he'd never leave your side or leave you alone on an adventure unless you fought and begged and clawed your way to do it

He would never straight up tell you no though, just so we're clear

If you asked to do one of the methods in a room alone, he'd play his disapproval off as a joke like "you really think that's a good idea🤔?", "Are you sure🧐?", "I don't know, sounds pretty spooky to me👀😵‍💫." and he'd be worried the whole time, but he'd be really proud of your bravery afterwards so

Anyways, this is usually a sign of liking the whole friends to lovers dynamic, but being in a fire sign, the transition into lovers will probably be quick lol

But above all he just wants to make sure he's not committing himself to the wrong person and instead someone that actually assists in his mental, physical, and spiritual growth

In conclusion, his love is dramatic, expanding, and exciting

Mars in Virgo

Cooking dates

He ain't gon know how to cook, but he'll love doing it with you

Okay, there's actually a pretty good chance he knows how to cook with this placement

But let's start at the very beginning

Pursuing

He's very shy around those he has interest in

He also has a Mars-Pluto aspect, which only furthers his issues on acting on his romantic feelings, so he might prefer his person of interest to speak up first

He also has a Mars-Neptune aspect which can indicate having a hard time setting boundaries, mix this with his Mars being in Virgo and it makes him very self-sacrificial in relationships

He wants someone that speaks to his soul and will do anything to make his partner feel good and take care of them

Virgo is a very detail-oriented sign, so he'll pay attention to the little things you do and say you like, and jot it down in the back of his mind to use to woo you with later

All in all, he cares a lot about his loved ones and does his best to make them feel comfortable and loved

#colby brock #sam and colby #xplr #venus #mars #astrology reading #astro #astrology #astrology compatibility #celebrity birth chart #birth chart reading #birth chart #celebrity astrology #tarot #virgo #sagittarius #youtube #youtuber

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cosmignon · 2 months

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Bit of a random ask, but you're one of the most optimistic people i've encountered on this site. I just want to know, how does one stay so positive? With everything that's going on, and the things i've seen on twitter, it's hard not to spiral into despair and helplessness.

I'm hoping that what I'm about to say can be helpful in some way! I think part of it is that I'm just kind of naturally inclined toward optimism! So turning those inclincations into actionable advice has had me typing away at this for about half an hour now haha. I truly hope it doesn't come off as anything like me saying "just be happy! just BE optimistic!" because it can be really damn hard sometimes!!

I think the thing about maintaining optimism in the face of learning about and continuously fighting against the injustice of the world is that it's a bit of an active thing that needs to be nurtured. Hope can't be conjured by waiting for it to come to you, much like an artist usually can't just wait for motivation to come to them - they have to pick up the pen and draw first.

You need to make space in your life to engage with and enjoy personal little things. That doesn't mean ignore the big problems, just remember to take care of yourself on an emotional/spiritual level by reminding yourself of the good things. I keep up with youtube videos I enjoy, I play D&D, play video games, listen to music, talk to friends, I draw, I analyse my favorite media, ect ect. If it's possible it's even nice to look into what the good news that's been coming out is like. That can be hard considering bad news is much easier to sensationalize, but that makes it worth it imo.

All of that stuff I collect and keep in my mind, so even when I'm feeling like shit it helps to have something else to anchor my feelings on for a bit.

The problems will still be there afterwards, and that sucks bc they still exist, but it's a double sided coin that also means I'm able to take the time to center myself before confronting said problems. The thing about the helplessness involved, for me at least, is that it comforts me to remember that the world is continuously spinning for better & for worse.

It also helps to like, narrow down all the bad bad things in the world and try to just focus your efforts on Just a few of them. RN as the major example I've been sharing & resharing news/links about Palestine when I can. I've donated where I can, messaged my representatives, ect. I also started doing this very tiny thing where I wear these cute little watermelon hairclips to work. That one, who knows if it even makes some kind of difference, maybe it never will, but it reinforces my own commitment to keeping the Palestinian people in my thoughts and wishing for their freedom.

another example; I picked a charity a few years ago that I believed in the cause for (funding for bailing LGBT protestors out of jail) and set up a repeating donation. It's small, like $10 a month, but seeing the notification pop up every month reminds me that even when I'm struggling to do anything else, something is happening because of me. If I ever need to cancel that donation I'll know I was able to help for years by this point, and that's satisfying in the face of helplessness.

I'll leave this off with this - I work with children, and we have a reading area with books that rotate every month based on holidays or culturally signifigant events. Starting last week the person in charge of that put in a pro-palestine children's book, and it makes me smile. It reminded me how there's people around you who are able to do little things too, not just you! The burden of fixing the world's problems or even just caring about it all at once is not just yours to bear. They'll help you too if you seek them out! None of us have to do it alone, none of us CAN do it alone! It's the group effort that gets things done!

#sarasks #unclejellyfish

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the-iron-orchid · 10 months

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❝ i’m not expecting anything, i just, thought it’d be nice to keep you company tonight. ❞

For Yeshe and Arjun because I feel like causing problems on purpose.

The FACE I am MAKING right NOW Pearl

Background: I haven't even finished writing it all up yet... we just thought it'd be funny to saddle Yeshe with a naga character with traits vaguely based on my actual pet snek lmao The gist is that years ago, the Nagaraja sent messengers around the world to warn of the Devil's plans. However, Arjun, the one sent to Venterre, was caught. Worse, because his serpent form is leucistic, he was bound in that form and given to Lucio for his menagerie. He remained captive for years, even after Lucio's death and the Devil being bound. While visiting the Countess's restored animal sanctuary, Yeshe accidentally frees Arjun by speaking the Mantra for Animal Liberation over him - something xe does out of habit as part of xir spiritual practice. Arjun declares that he now owes service to his liberator, otherwise he would be disgraced for not repaying his debt on top of failing his mission. The rest is sitcom history...)

Yeshe squints at Arjun over the mending in xir hands. For all of his decades of life beyond xir own, he is still somewhat young... for a naga. It shows in his brashness, even cockiness at times.

This diffidence, mild as it is, is unlike him.

"You keep my company all day, Arjun." In fact, xe cannot leave the flat without him shadowing, ready to defend from all manner of imagined city threats, puffing his chest at anyone who gets too close. It's become something of a point of amusement in the Marketplace.

The naga's pale eyes flick aside. That is also unusual; he often stares like a snake, seldom blinking.

"Are your rooms not to your liking?" xe asks. "I'm sure the Countess would be happy to have them changed for you."

"No... no, they are very comfortable," he answers.

Xe pauses, taking in the attitude of his shoulders as he slumps, his elbows resting on the table. "Forgive me, but... are you homesick?"

A faintly stricken look comes over his face, then he sighs. "It's not important."

"Arjun, you are very far from your people... and you have been for some years. It would be strange if you didn't feel that way." Xe sets down the work, folding xir hands. "I've told you... my freeing you was an accident. You don't owe me anything. You can go home whenever you want."

A scowl furrows his brow, disrupting the crimson line of his tilak. "And I have told you... I must do this, before I can return with any honor to my name at all."

It is Yeshe's turn to sigh, now. "But you miss your homeland."

"...yes. I miss the waters. I miss my siblings." He takes a deep breath. "I... don't like being alone."

To give to one in distress is a moral imperative, the Perfection of Generosity. That imperative is even greater when it is something intangible, given of the self - a teaching, or comfort. What must it be like, to be the only one of his kind in all of Vesuvia, perhaps on the continent?

"You don't have to be alone," xe says, reaching for xir cane, rising with its aid. Arjun looks up at xem questioningly. "You may stay. As for the waters... well. I'm sure there's some place where you can at least go for a nice swim."

"The Palace waters are quite nice... if you don't mind the vampire eels." He laughs, showing the little points of his fangs. "Of course, they are afraid of me."

Yeshe gives the naga a narrow look. "Are you saying that you are the mythical King Eel of the Palace moat?"

His grin broadens. "It isn't my fault if people can't tell a giant snake from a giant eel."

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Arjun prefers to sleep in his natural form. His humanoid half rests quite normally on the pillow, but the vast coils of his snake-tail loop about under the coverlet, trailing off the edge of the bed. A cat has curled up in one of these loops, like a nest. Another cat has insinuated itself behind what would be his legs... if he had them at the moment. He seems to have fallen asleep the moment he arranged himself, no longer alone.

Samsara is a strange place. All beings have been all things to each other, over and over again through beginningless time, returning and forgetting. Perhaps Yeshe has become too complacent, too attached to xir current way of life, and this is the action of karma, disrupting that.

Having crossed over, I will rescue others. Having liberated myself, I will liberate others. Having found comfort, I will comfort others. Having attained parinirvana, I will cause others to attain it.

Both of them have taken a vow - he to xem, and xem to all beings.

There is little for it but to see how it all plays out.

#are you pleased with yourself Pearl lmao #also Arjun being two different Palace cryptids is hilarious to me #Jenjamin's writing tag #yeshe the temple painter #Arjun of the Naga #featherwurm #ask memes answered

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libraincarnate · 1 year

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hiii i absolutely adore your blog, it’s so nice to look at! i was wondering, what are your thoughts on a libra sun, aquarius moon and pisces rising? thx bunches ♡

hello, this was so long. certain placements, aspects, etc. can sometimes make me go on & on. i apologize in advance, feel free to block me.

here are my thoughts on these placements:

sensitive to the world

you might feel like you’re living in a sort of dream, life could feel a bit rushed or backwards

could have experienced suffering from a young age

you go with the flow or rely on your intuition or your spirituality to navigate your life

you have potential to create something amazing either because of your talent, your inventiveness, or both

selfless, forgiving, but may struggle with holding grudges as well even if you don’t want to

you look good as hell in black but you also have a creative style

day dreaming of love, sex, another world, a better world

your spirituality can have an important role in your life, almost as if all things begin with it, spiritual/prophetic gifts but people may think you’re weird because of this

a natural curiosity in the other worlds or realms

having experiences that are too difficult or strange to explain because they’re not tangible, simple, or common

you’re familiar with pain so you seek and value the pleasures of life and the moments of peace

could feel like you don’t always have control of your emotions & when you’re dealing with heavy emotions you may act out, go against the rules, take it out on others, do bad things, etc.

could have had troubling relationships with your parents, they may have been a source of pain and suffering, because of this you may feel closest to people outside of your family

it can feel natural for people to share their deep emotions and difficult experiences with you but you may feel misunderstood by others

could feel detached from the world but because you live in it, the suffering in the world and the way people treat others could really affect you

your emotions can feel complicated, you rationalize your emotions, your mentally process them to understand them and even though you may be emotionally intelligent, it’s hard to understand your feelings, they run deep but they confuse you

may want to be alone most of the time because you find comfort in solitude, but you also want to connect with others & establishing emotional connections may be something you desire in your relationships

trust issues may be a thing for you, in friendships too so it can be hard to form those deeper connections

may like sharing and listening to music with your friends,trauma bonding or healing from your trauma can be a part of your closest relationships or you can have a strong spiritual connection with these people, feeling like they’re your soulmates or something

you’re empathetic and have the desire to help others, especially those in need or in difficult situations

possibly seen as mysterious by others, especially if you don’t overshare too much but you’re also very knowledgeable about mysterious, spiritual, esoteric things.

the way you care for others can have a lasting & life changing impact

may get inspiration or or creative ideas from the things you sense or experience emotionally

might naturally attract people described as a bad boy/bad girl, troubled, intense, wounded, dark, creative, mysterious, etc.

probably a sweet heart, super kind, not letting your hardships change your sweet and caring nature, quite emotional and empathetic/sensitive of others, but also being able to detach

may not be the type to return the harsh energy you receive from others because you can be passive-aggressive & non-confrontational

feeling comfortable with the things people run from, you come alive in the night time

considerate and loving but there’s a dark side to you because you’re familiar with the dark side of life

may choose to play dumb to hide what you know or to hide your secrets, might be one to gossip about people but you hate when they gossip about you or share your secrets, might not be the best at keeping things private

could be involved with your dad’s finances or you have/may receive an inheritance from him

because you naturally attract people & you’re loved by others they may feel inclined to give you money

the things you want to hide about yourself may easily be seen by others or the things you want to be seen by other may be hidden to them

seeing the beauty in pain or having the power to transform your pain into beauty

could be egotistical and feed off of the attention you receive

the potential to indulge in sex but because sex can be a deep & emotional experience for you, you may save the best parts of you for someone deserving

could be into glamour magic, might be into rituals that have to do with beauty, both inside and out

may desire a passionate relationship with deep intimacy but it might also intimidate you a bit because of how serious things can get

the way you appear or what you present on the outside versus your interests/passions may surprise people because you might not "seem like the type”

you’re welcome & thank you so much <3

#asks #libraincarnate

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crisps-craft · 1 year

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Hello, I saw your post about being open for readings and thought I would try at asking a question if that's alright. Lately I have been contemplating the concept of a curse, I have been a witch for 5 years and understand the concept within its typical context and discourse, but I find that often times we tend to view ourselves as being 'cursed' when we see the repetition of an event or fault within ourselves; this can be something we see suddenly begin at some point in our lives (clear or vague) or believe to come from birth (maybe a past life). In some ways, rationally I know I'm not cursed and that it has more to do with my self perception, but looking back at my life I see a history in which I'm alone, incapable of making friends or successfully socialising with others except for a few online friends and shallow irl friendships who aren't part of my daily life (unlike other forced/awkward interactions). I would like to know if, when, and how this will change? Is it really a curse that I've placed on myself or was born with?

I hope you have a wonderful day and Thank You,

-L.C.F 🌙

Capricorn Rising, Sagittarius Sun

hello :) reading this ask, i just wanted to take a second to appreciate your occult philosophy because mine is very similar and its fascinating talking with other practitioners and witches! & while reading your question, i got a very cerebral and intellectual vibe from you. you spend so much time refining your perspectives and personal beliefs- its like a mental tinker toy that you always add, remove, transmute, and transform with. you are always learning and try to add / question it and its cool. scientist philosopher vibe and it makes sense with the cap ris and sag sun!

a quick astrological note i have about sagittarius is that a lot of them that ive been friends with (i have a lot of sag friends - im a gemini so sister signs hehe) never feel at place anywhere. not only physically, but even with friends too? even the extroverted ones who have the skill and charisma of socializing never feel at place or 'real' with anyone - jupiter (ruling planet) is an outer planet and they are more focused on large-scale collective issues / philosophy, etc. and their energies tend to be heavier / more intense with outer planets imo. esp with saturn as your ruler (im going to guess your sun in sag is in the 12th house if your rising is in cap! i have a 12th house too and 12th house planets are veryyyy important to your soul's path and how it experiences existence) a 12th house sun indicates someone more withdrawn who only feels comfortable being who they are alone - however, often enough, they find themselves emotionally in conflicts with this. 12th housers are notably known for experiencing loneliness, however, not only can this change (the 12th house has highhh spiritual energy within it that can manifest sooooo much holy shit) 12th housers are natural psychics, channelers, and magicians. its part of their soul path. when they learn to channel more from a place of pure self acceptance, self-love, etc. - existence will be so much easier for them.

i have a couple 12th house placements and when i was younger i couldnt click with anyone either - for example, i hate television and mass media. i use tumblr as a spiritual space which is nice but thats about it. i have others but all of it exhausts me tbh. i read a lot of philosophy and psych (im a phi and psych major) and its made me see the world differently. i took for more sensitive intelligent yet fun types! those people can be hard to find and when i was younger and not in control of my 12th house energies (aka always having self guilt, intense self hatred, intense ego inflation / wanting to achieve worldly goals) i couldnt manifest or meet any of them. i spend a lot of time alone (but honestly my psychic abilities thriveee when im alone so realize that the 12th house has hidden gifts and they r so fun hehe) and through self-healing, when i noticed myself shedding those parts of myself that were channeling dark energy, my life manifested better in all areas. when you shed the ego, oddly enough spirit comes through and blesses your life and im so serious with this one. my relationship to the world changed radically, same with my family, friends, i came into alignment with my soulmates. the 12th house is all about learning self-forgiveness and changing negative mental patterns- like i think, from reading your question, you are blaming yourself a lot like "whats wrong with me?" or "what am i doing to 'dispel' people?" i dont think this is the case. its wild because other people find you really cool and intelligent but in a detached way while you see yourself so much lesser than. but ur cool asf so remember that haha. i think that recognizing what qualities you like in people instead of what you lack in yourself might help - there is a good manifestation tool where you write spells/ affirmations and put it on the windowsill and forget about it. when you write what you want, you have to be specific (to make sure the spell doesnt work wrong), use positive energy, and use the present tense as if it has already happened. this might help you redirect and refocus a bit?

i also want to say that witches and mystics can often feel lonely- i notice this a lot with my intuitive friends where they either need a lot of alone time or cant find those introspective, deep, solacing, and safe connections that they crave. they exist out there, and i think alignment will help. trust in yourself. i keep getting the whole self-love message here - your guides are stressing this a lot - also i would recommend looking into 12th house placements because (i cant exaggerate it enough) that's the fix- the only way out is from within.

though im not too familiar with the specifics of curses (i practice light magick) i see curses as reversible forces and i truly believe in the unconditional love of the Absolute (the universe) and its extensions of Being (the soul in the immaterial realms, and the ego in the material realms). the lessons that our souls are learning on earth are stepping stones to our revolution. opening up the heart to the unconditional patience and forgiveness to yourself is so essential - don't rest in shame or feel like 'something is wrong with you'. fear feeds on fear, and love breeds on love. Sometimes 12th house placements can feel like a curse but it’s moreso what state of mind you have. If anything, the 12th house is karma to resolve. Just make sure you aren’t blaming yourself and that it can be so difficult to connect with people and it’s not your fault at all - imo from a philosophical standpoint, we have capitalism to blame. Marx’s theory of alienation is interesting.

I hope that this could help and that it resonates! energy is such a malleable and manipulative source so you can use this for good causes such as energy transmutation and rebirth. i think that expanding out into your interests and trying to find people similar to you might help? like i think you seek mental stimulation and you should look for those types? like most people seem kind of unconnectable or maybe even childish to you and i don't blame you at all for that

#astrology #12th house #12th house planets #sun in the 12th house #astrology readings

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amourdivine · 2 years

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i loved reading your opinion. i agree with everything you said. you know, i do believe in the law of assumption but one thing that has always made me uneasy was the lack of compassion and gentleness in the way its messages and teachings are delivered sometimes. they way people who finally get to understand how it works, forget that the people whom they’re delivering these messages to are human beings that have gone through stuff and so yes, when you’ve been through decades long trauma and you see that you can finally turn your life around, the first reaction is to spiral (at least that’s how i felt ) then you start to feel like you need to watch your every thought. it’s exhausting. tbh, there’s so many things that could be said on the topic but i feel like if people decide to share their own spiritual journeys and knowledge (and they’re totally allowed to do that ofc) they should also become fully aware of the role they decided to assume and the responsibilities that come with it. i have always had a problem with the “everyone is you pushed out” concept in loa, because i feel like it’s something that not only creates this desperate need to be in control of people, their perceptions of us (sometimes even the role they play in our lives) etc, but also causes people to feel so fucking entitled to others and their energy. everyone’s “you pushed out” but you have no fucking compassion for yourself and you don’t allow yourself to be humanly imperfect so you’re definitely gonna reserve the same treatment for others around you… one day, i remember seeing a post that said that karma was a man made belief so a liminiting belief. i don’t think that’s what you want to tell very vulnerable people lmao. so now everyone’s gonna feel like if they act like an a ss there won’t any consequences. life doesn’t work that way. i liked how you mentioned the fact that we don’t need to be in control everything, because as someone who struggles with that, when i first got to know about loa, i felt like “ yeah now i can do this or this and that” but i soon realized that while i can manifest hundreds of things in my life it is also great to allow the universe to do its own magic, cause after all that’s what this is all about : the magic of life, its serendipitous events and those “aha!” moments that happen as we go through it and as we heal and grow. i apologize if this was too long, but i’ve been wanting to get some things off my chest lmao and i’m happy to see people i can do this with! have a nice day and take care !

thank you so much for the reply! don't worry about the length, seriously. i'm glad to know i'm not alone in this experience and other people want to get these thoughts off their chest. it made me apprehensive at first to share my opinion because i didn't want anyone to feel like it was a personal attack on them, but i've read a lot of harmful things in the tags that are concerning to say the least.

the concept of karma is also very tricky as well, because if you firmly believe "everyone gets what they deserve," you are also (subconsciously or not) affirming that people under difficult circumstances have brought it upon themselves. and that's genuinely not at all compassionate or comforting to know. i totally agree on how the messages about loa and manifestation in general lack tact and gentleness. a lot of them feel like toxic positivity to me and that's why i blacklisted most of the tags regarding it. in the end, we have less control than we think and that's not a bad thing, in my opinion.

to know that i don't need a thousand affirmations, vision boards or visualization methods to feel good, to be happy and to know my own worth has been really healing. instead of repeating sentences over and over again or obsessing about how i want my life to feel and look like, it's been much more helpful to surrender to the chaos of this world and look for magic wherever i can find it. a lot of the topics on manifestation have also become very shallow, in the sense that people want to manifest "ethereal, perfect and otherworldly beauty" or a "flawless relationship" without questioning themselves if that's truly necessary for their happiness. you can't base your looks off of bella hadid's instagram when she's had multiple procedures done or some random account of a perfect-looking couple when they only showcase their best moments.

#💌: inbox.#opinion tw #loa #law of assumption #law of attraction

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sxintl · 1 year

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2020.11.29 SNH48 Duan Yixuan “The Most Amazing Thing in the World” Birthday Fanmeeting | Yang Bingyi’s letter to Duan Yixuan

To: Duan Yixuan

This is the 5th year that we’ve known each other, but it’s my first time attending your birthday party, first time reading you a letter. I’m not good at expressing myself in letters, so this might be more like a primary student’s running record, but it’s still very sincere, it’s a bit cringy.

Sometimes I think that fate is very intriguing. Actually, I already forgot what brought us close. I just know that, in the next five years, although we were separated in two places, and we could only meet twice in a year—once in ssk, once in request time.

Although neither of us is the type to text 24/7 on WeChat, we didn’t become estranged from each other even if we only met after a long time. It was like we were not distanced by time, and there was no spiritual distance. This is actually something unbelievable to me, but because it’s you, it seemed more than reasonable to happen.

Every time we met, we’d cling to each other. There would be endless topics and feelings to talk about. Do you still remember our last night in Sanya?

D: I remember.

We had a long talk. We talked about the past, present and future. Sometimes I’d feel like you’re another me in this world. Because for most of the times, our ideas, our temper, our characters are too similar. Normally, it should be earth-shattering when two Leos meet. But it was never the case for us, because we would tolerate each other and take a step back for each other. I think that’s the most comfortable way to get along with friends.’

This year, you participated in a programme outside. When you just came back, I was quite worried about you and got quite upset. Because during that period, I felt like your condition was not right. Although you’d always show that you were strong in front of others and telling others that you were okay, you were fine like it was nothing. It was my first time seeing you again in half a year, and my first time seeing Duan Yixuan got so upset that she cried. And it was my first time feeling that you started to doubt yourself.

But maybe you didn’t know, there was a time that I got so troubled and distressed last year, when I felt like it was difficult for me to carry on with my original intentions as an idol during midnight, I would watch your election appeal, watch your speech, I would watch your show because it gave me a lot of strength. I believe many people in the audience will agree with me.

The Duan Yixuan in my heart is always high-spirited, fearless, indomitable. You have the magic to make people feel relieved. So no matter where you are, don’t ever doubt yourself. Because the Duan Yixuan on stage is the greatest of all time.

Honestly I’m a bit selfish too, because I’m really happy that we can see each other all the time now. I’m happy that whenever I’m happy or sad, I can come to you and talk to you immediately. I’m happy that whenever there’s any nice food or anything fun, you’ll immediately text me and ask, “baobei, do you want this or that”, although you have a lot of baobei, I’m happy that whenever I open the door of 330, I can hear you say “YBY~” I’m happy that you thought of inviting me when you were organising your birthday party.

Just like what you told me, I too am really really glad that I got you, I got Duan Yixuan by my side.

Time is very magical.

You went from the 5th generation junior who was so anxious about singing the song before opening in your first show that you couldn’t sleep to the Duan Yixuan who can now stand alone, who is very dependable.

Because it’s Duan Yixuan, I believe that everything that you’re doing is the most amazing thing.

Therefore, in the future, we still have to grow into better adults together.

But before that, I hope in the coming year, Duan Yixuan can love herself more. While she’s perfecting her performances, she can take more responsibility to her body, to eat on time, give herself more time to sleep on her schedule, and stop treating herself like an evermoving machine that doesn’t need any rest.

Happy birthday, baobei.

D: I love you.

#snh48 #duan yixuan #yang bingyi #shuixuan #sx-translations #sx-letters

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lavoiedeleau · 20 days

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Le cercle de parole

J'ai toujours l'impression de mes ombres essayent de me rattraper. Ma vie était vraiment chouette après ces libérations et douces, cependant je rêvais souvent de mon ex. J'étais en colère contre moi même d'avoir fait tout ce travail et vivre une belle vie, et mon inconscient me sabotait.

Après une séance d'énergétique, je me suis rendu compte que c'était pour confirmer mon choix encore et encore.

Lors de cette séance j'ai senti ma gorge bloqué, comme on m'empêchait de parler. J'ai compris qu'il fallait que j'exprime ce que j'étais en train de vivre, ma spiritualité.

Il m'est venue un matin (comme par hasard) l'idée de faire un cercle de parole sur la spiritualité. Je savais que je pouvais pas trouver ce réconfort dans mon entourage. Je me suis douté que j'étais pas la seule dans cette société à me trouver seule dans ce monde parallèle.

J'ai alors posté un message tout simple sur deux groupes facebook.

J'ai eu 50 messages en 2 jours, et une dame m'a proposé une salle magnifique 2 h après la publication. Je me suis dit, alors c'est ça quand les planètes s'alignent, la magie opère.

Le première cercle a été très fort en émotions, des énergies de toutes les couleurs et un gros soin par le lieu. C'était très fort.

C'est impressionnant de voir la diversité de dons ou de ressenti possible, ainsi que de vision. J'étais très fière d'avoir réuni ce groupe de personne hétéroclite. Nous avons fait par la suite 4 cercles, très passionnant.

Le groupe messenger est toujours bien actif, mais que c'est dur de réunir des personnes sur un même créneau avec nos emplois du temps de ministre.

Cette expérience aura marqué un tournant dans la vie, juste de faite de dire : dimanche je vais faire un cercle de spiritualité, les gens me disent : ah bon cela t'interresse ?

Je sens que ce n'est qu'une partie de l'histoire, d'autres m'attendent.

J'ai déjà rencontré de magnifique personne et c'est le principale. Je le conseille à tous, même si ca fait peur de parler de soi et se sujet.

I always feel like my shadows are trying to catch up with me. My life was really nice after these sweet liberations, but I often dreamt about my ex. I was angry with myself for having done all that work and living a good life, and my unconscious was sabotaging me.

After an energetic session, I realised that it was to confirm my choice over and over again.

During this session I felt my throat was blocked, as if I was being prevented from speaking. I realised that I had to express what I was experiencing, my spirituality.

One morning (as if by chance) I came up with the idea of doing a talking circle on spirituality. I knew I couldn't find this comfort in the people around me. I suspected that I wasn't the only one in this society to find myself alone in this parallel world.

So I posted a simple message on two Facebook groups.

I got 50 messages in 2 days, and a lady offered me a beautiful room 2 hours after I posted it. I thought to myself, this is what happens when the planets align and magic happens.

The first circle was very emotional, with energies of all colours and a great deal of healing in the space. It was very powerful.

It's impressive to see the diversity of possible gifts or feelings, as well as vision. I was very proud to have brought together such a diverse group of people. We went on to do 4 circles, which was very exciting.

The messenger group is still very active, but it's hard to get people together in the same time slot with our ministerial schedules.

This experience will have been a turning point in my life, just by saying: on Sunday I'm going to do a spirituality circle, and people say to me: oh, are you interested?

I feel that this is only part of the story, there are others waiting for me.

I've already met some wonderful people and that's the main thing. I recommend it to everyone, even if it's scary to talk about yourself and this subject.

#rencontre #cercle #parole #spirtitual #don #spirituality #chamane #spiritualité #vie #shamanism #personal

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notgonnashutup · 1 year

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1/30/2023

My lover is emotionally mature, understanding with me, good at communicating their needs and asking about mine, patient with me and my demisexual demiromantic self lol, very much in love with me and I am very much in love with them, committed to being with me long term, sees a future with me in it that is a part of the kind of life they want to have and build. My lover is beautiful and finds me beautiful, we find each other so lovely honestly in each other's eyes the other is the most beautiful person in the world and we still are shocked at how lucky we got. My lover has a smooth voice that's nice to listen to, and they love my voice and it's what they love to hear for hours even though I never think that about my own voice. I love hearing them sing, I love hearing them talk for hours with me, they read stories to me sometimes in bed, they admire my writing and are excited to read it and talk about the ideas. I admire their ideas, they have so many interesting thoughts about concepts and ideas and things in the world. We can talk about science and the world and the universe and spirituality and the unknown, about the inner world of ourselves and people and commonalities and differences and it's beautiful. We can have a wonderful time just resting together too, getting each other into new shows we think are good and watching together some nights - gossiping every now and then about the plots together. Cuddling on rhe couch or bed while they read and I study or I game and they work on their projects, whatever it is we feel like doing alone with each others warm presence. They are passionate about characters like I am and we have amazing conversations about that. But also the deeper things, the real life things. They are also good about communicating those real things - their needs, how they feel, what they want, what they think is normal and asking me what I think is, speaking up when confused or troubled and encouraging me to also speak up. Voicing themselves when unsure, and checking in and asking me once in a while how I'm doing in that regard. They're one of my best friends, deeply and truly. They keep their promises, they tell me when they need to do something or need time or when something is going on. They are reliable to do what they say.

We have a compatible sense of humor and laugh and smile together so much our cheeks get sore from how fun it is. We feel safe and comfortable to be ourselves and share our passions and things we are excited about and care about. It's nice. It's home.

To the superficial stuff that I suppose we are both lucky for. They have a job they're content with that makes enough to be financially secure and pursue their goals and wants, like I do. They're sometimes exploring if they want to change things or grow with what they're doing, and I do too. They can drive and have a car and drive half the time when we go out together. They like to cook and can cook, they like vegetables and fruit and meat and all kinds of food, and they enjoy making yummy recipes and also trying new food at home and out exploring with me and their friends at restaurants. They're faithful, because they're honest, and if they like me then they do. We are together because I'm the person they enjoy being with and want in their life. They know how to do chores and like to be fair about chores with people doing fair similar amounts. They help me when I find something difficult and I help them and we sometimes figure things out together and they're less scary when we get to do it together. Our life plans, somehow, do match up and work. When we move they can afford to support me until I get a new job, health insurance is never a worry, maybe because we marry first. Or we don't move until we both have jobs where we'd like. If we ever have to be long distance for jobs, we still see each other within every two months and it's not very long before we have it all set up to live together again. They appreciate my friends and I appreciate theirs. Maybe everything lines up, because the unverise is kind, and we both because of circumstances being good get to live together and near all our loved ones and near the jobs with goals we pursue. How lucky. The universe can show that what's meant to work out does. Somehow my mom and dad lived in opposite parts of the country many times, and yet they could have crossed paths so much, and when they met they were both working in the same exact restaurant. All that wide world they'd existed in and somehow they ended up right together and it all worked out. That is true of my love life too. I am where I need to be, I was where I was meant to be all these years and times, and somehow me and my love were in the spot in our lives where we work perfect. Like it's meant to be.

But I know if it's meant to be, it doesn't matter. My heart and my soul say somehow people as stubborn as us found each other no matter what. I forced myself through engineering fighting my body and brain out of stubbornness, and I clawed my way out of my own stubbornness. Somehow when we meet we'll be meant to because we picked to be together forever. We are strong and more than stubborn enough to carve out the wonderful life together and lives ourselves that we want. My lover is strong and determined like me, brave and honest and adamant to have a life they want. I think maybe in a past life we were this stubborn too. I think maybe in a past life the plan wasn't for it to be forever but we made that the reality. And I think in this life we started apart so the universe could give us some time to learn some self respect lessons without each other to soften the blow. And without ourselves to overcompensate for each other and blunt the lessons from sinking in. I get it. We would've never learned, and even if happy together that wouldn't have taught me to love myself even if everyone hated me, wouldn't have taught me to improve things with my family and my interpretation of me and the world and it not being my responsibility and blame. My lover also understands. Maybe they wanted me earlier than I thought to ever realize they might be out there. Well we have each other now. Universe making it happen or us, who will know, it always would've happened. Because it's us, and we'll find each other and be together every time.

They like my silly dancing. They love themselves. They love me, we love us. This world is good to us, and has good things in the future. Life can be endless.

I still think of the old married lady and her husband I met. How she told me I deserved love even when I said I wasn't loveable and wanted people I loved to find someone I thought suited them more. How she made me realize I can't read minds, and if they want me then no matter what I think they'd want or match with? They'll pick me. Want me. Accept me for all of who I am, faults and all, when I'm dumb with words and all. They'll love me. That's what love is. I'm not wording well but you know what I mean. Her husband loved her, and wanted her more than anyone else because she is who he loved. And they married. And they were happy. And she made me believe I could be lovable, that even if I felt I wasn't I clearly was, and that I could doubt that I was but a person meant for me will love me even if I have those doubts. So I dont need to worry so much. It was fate I met her. It was a miracle. There will be more miracles. It was both a miracle and inevitable when I met my love. I didn't know it was going to be something huge, and in a way it wasn't. It was like both our lives just became fuller with someone we hadn't seen in a while who came back home. Gentle, simple, warm. Building into a life.

#rant #love

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sadsexybaby · 1 year

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trigger warning for depression, self harm and suicide subjects!!! I need a safe place to rant, no one has to read this if you don't feel like it

well I've been struggling with major depression my whole life basically. I've been diagnosed since I was 15 and have been medicated since. I have a hard time settling for a therapist, I can never stay more than 2 sessions with one and it's a struggle. Plus, 1 hour a week is not enough for me to let everything out and then go home with my head full of the worst thoughts I have and not being able to talk them out anymore. It's a struggle. I like comfort zones, I need them to keep me from overthinking so much but it's been years since I was settled in any type of comfort zone. I had uncertainties about my future when I was in school, during my first University (which i dropped out from after a year) and during my second one, especially after graduating. I know the direction my life is going right now, I know where it leads, but I can't help but feeling like I'm constantly on a tight rope, constantly waiting for something to go wrong, to push me down. I'm scared of myself, I'm scared of life. I have so many emotions, feelings and needs that I've always had to repress because I know I am too much, I've always been. But it gets exhausting. Sometimes I feel like i'm not made for this world. I can't be too sensitive without pushing people away and hurting myself in the process, physically and emotionally. And this has been my whole life. I do not fit in, I'm too overwhelmed by the world and it's lack of compassion and I'm tired. I've been surviving. I don't know how. I must have a pretty damn good guardian angel or spiritual mentor of some sort. I wish I knew what being sane and healthy felt like for once.

Being born mentally ill with a powerful depressive genetic charge is a fucking challenge. I honestly don't know how I didn't take my own life as a child, because I contemplated it many times. I wrote a suicide letter at 9. Apologizing to my parents for being so weak. For not being able to handle this cruel world. But I had too much empathy, and as much as I'm in constant disbelief that I deserve to be loved, it would be unfair to disregard my parents' love for me. As cold as my dad was. They are the reason I'm here today and I worry that I won't survive in this world anymore once they're gone. I haven't been able to find emotional support in anyone like I have with them, and it scares me. I'm not good on my own. I can't be alone, I have tried. I can't survive. I feel guilty every single day for leaving them behind, even though I did it for my own happiness. I love what I have now, I'm finally being able to be independent and have a relationship with a person I love, but I am terrified for my life. And I miss my mom and dad. I have lost so much for being so mentally unstable and as much as it hurts I don't wanna lose this. I can't. Even thought I don't have a nest to comfort my heart on where I am, I have so much of what I always dreamed to have. All I ever wanted was to be loved as much as I love. To want a future, a home, a family of my own. And I'm building that right now. But my sick mind keeps getting in the way and I am frightened that it may cost me my dream. I've never felt so accepted by a group of people like I am being right now. Ever. It took me leaving the country for this to happen. It's nice not to be bullied and excluded for once.

I have been handling my anxiety better than I ever have before. I haven't had many panic attacks or anxiety crisis'. 100% of them were caused by my fears of losing the love I have now. I guess big choices and big changes are like that: you win big and you lose big. But only one loss would actually completely devastate me in irreparable ways, if you know what I mean. I'm still learning how to exist in many social situations, romantic relationship included. I have been overprotected my whole life by my mother, knowing how sensitive I am, and consequently I ended up being overprotective of myself, scared of everything, unaware of myself. Shyness is a fucking curse. That's why from intense embarrassment, I became my biggest punisher. Mentally and physically. I resorted to self harming as a way to, not only attempt to transfer my emotional pain to a more tolerable sole, but to give me the punishment I deserved for being so damn impulsive and ruining everything. It's the way it worked. But I'm a terrible liar, and soon the people around me found out. No one quite knew what to do and honestly, neither did I. I broke the promise that I wouldn't do it again so many times, for years. Not giving in to the intrusive thoughts of jumping on the train railroad, jumping off the window, jumping from a moving car at fast speed, throwing myself down the stairs, throwing myself at the river from the bridge, etc, was and still is one of my biggest struggles. I only wish I was brave enough to hurt myself that way. That would turn what my mind feels into something physical and maybe for once I would suffer from actual pain, and not just my sick mind beating me up every single fucking day.

However, as hard as it is, i've been succeeding. I didn't think I would make it this far without at least slitting my skin, but I have. I contemplated it uncountable times, but I didn't go through with it. I don't really know where the small amount of strength I have comes from, but I have a strong guess that it's from love. That's why I can't allow myself to not be this sensitive. If i don't allow myself to be loved and to love, it's the end, for real. I know it's been a recurring cliche for ages that the power of love will save you and blablabla, but it's been there for a reason. It's the fucking truth at the end of the day. Without love, we're doomed, and I mean it. Doomed. I wouldn't have lived as much as I did so far if I hadn't been loved. Even if it was just my parents. It was strong enough to keep me there. When I couldn't stay here for myself, I stayed for them. When I contemplate leaving this world, I think of my partner and how unfair it would be to leave them so soon. I think of my long distance friends who look forward to seeing me again. When I don't love myself enough to be alive, I let the love I allow myself to receive to keep me here. If I don't have love in my life, I don't want a life at all.

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frankiekatt · 3 years

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Hiiii can I request maybe how would Bo (House of wax) react on his s/o "cheating" on him? He maybe walks on his s/o while they were trapped by a guy and he was kissing them, but s/o didn't actually kiss back, even tho it looked like they were kissing him back? Hope that this isn't confusing, have fun writing <3

Okay so this is set in high school, I hope you don't mind!

TW: Blood, mentions of murder

Words: 1400

Bo Walking In On His S/O Kissing Someone Else:

You were the one thing in Bo’s life that made him feel human. His mother, who was dying slowly with each passing day, always made him feel as if he was some rabid dog who could never compare to her precious Vincent, who could do no wrong in her eyes. His father, in his own words, viewed and treated him as a monster. His two brothers, however, offered him relief in his life. Vincent was his biological other half. He felt powerful next to his twin brother, a nice change from feeling so small and incapable in front of his parents. Vincent was submissive and hated conflict, which made ordering him around quite easy.

But you - you were his spiritual other half. The only person on earth he would willingly bow down to.

The two of you had met in kindergarten. Bo was loud and outgoing, while you tended to stick to yourself, not making very many friends. The two of you couldn’t have been anymore different, but that didn’t stop the both of you from gravitating towards each other.

Bo thought you were pretty and nice, and you found Bo to be funny and alluring. The two of you became fast friends, playing together during recess, coloring together and sharing snacks during snack-time.

In middle school, the two of you began to develop both physically and mentally. Bo began to see you in a different light - more than just pretty - you were beautiful and kind and when Bo thought about you his chest pounded.

For you, Bo began to grow handsome and charming, making your cheeks glow red at just the thought of him.

Once high school hit and Bo and his two brothers spent time in foster care, the two of you were inseparable. You gave Bo’s life a sense of normalcy in contrast to the death of his parents, his disfigured and troubled twin brother, and life in an uncaring foster system. You were more than happy to stay by Bo’s side, comforting him whenever he needed it. Bo’s happiness was vastly important to you, and you would do anything, sacrifice anything, do help him achieve it.

The two of you began dating in freshman year, only deepening the bond the two of you shared. The two of you were attached at the hip, spending everyday together. Bo was affectionate with you, peppering you in kisses and holding you by the waist every chance he could. To everyone else, he was rough around the edges, snarky, and unfriendly. With you, however, he was unashamed to show his love and adoration for you. He wanted you to feel special, to feel cared for. He was infatuated with you

So when he walked across the parking lot towards your car after school only to find you pressed up against the side of your red Volkswagen bug, locking lips with some blonde footballer, he felt like his world was crashing down around him.

“The fuck?” he shouted.

The two of you sprang apart, both of your faces holding a look of shock. You looked more mortified and dismayed than the boy who had been kissing you. The jock looked more startled than anything.

“Bo,” you began, voice trembling. “This isn’t....I didn’t-”

Bo smashed his fist into the blonde boy before you could finish. The boy fell to the ground with a grunt before wiping the back of his hand across his lips, revealing a severely split lip. Bo then bent down to grip the front of his t-shirt, and punched him again. “Get the hell out of here. Now.”

The blonde boy scrambled his feet, face bloodied and bruised, and rushed off before Bo could land another punch on him.

Bo could hear you whimpering behind him, but he refused to turn around and look at you.

“Bo, it’s not what you think, I swear.”

Bo let out a humorless laugh. “Not what it looks like? So the two of you weren’t making out, you were just playing pattycake, is that it?”

Tears streamed down your face, dripping off your chin to wet the asphalt beneath your feet. “No, Bo please just listen-”

Bo finally whipped around to look at you. “I don’t listen to whores like you. After everything I’ve goddamn done for you, you throw it all away for some dumb jock who couldn’t less of a fuck about you?”

Bo was hurt. It was written all over his face, swimming in his eyes, etched into his facial features. Masking his vulnerability with anger was something Bo always did, but never with you. Seeing him look at you with such contemptment and sadness made you cry harder. It reminded you of all the late nights you and Bo had spent together throughout freshman, sophomore, and junior year, baring your souls to one another as you laid in each other's arms. Bo often worried if he was enough for you, if he deserved you, and had voiced these concerns to you on more than one occasion. Every time without fail, you reassured him that he was the only one for you - that you were soulmates, and you were incapable of loving anyone else but him.

Knowing how betrayed he must feel, you attempted to reach for his hand, hoping he would be quiet for just five seconds so you could explain, but Bo jerked away from you in an instant.

“Don’t fucking touch me. You’re a liar and a slut, and this? Us? It’s goddamn over.” With that, Bo stormed away from you before you had a chance to react.

Bo had just broken up with you over a misunderstanding and your heart felt like it was splitting in half.

Bo spent the rest of the day and most of the evening in the town’s auto shop, trying to cloud his brain by tinkering with cars.

It wasn’t working. Bo’s only thoughts were of you - of your smile, your laugh, the way you hid behind him when you got nervous, the sweet way you told him you loved him. Everything about you made his chest ache. He couldn’t fathom how your pure, unbreakable relationship had ended so suddenly on a random Friday afternoon, because you cheated on him.

You cheated on him.

Why? Why why why why? The two of you had always been immensely close and faithful to each other. You had both talked about marriage, about getting out of Ambrose and starting a family together. Was that all gone now?

“Bo?”

Bo stiffened at the sound of your voice. Why were you here? He had ended things. He had made it clear that he wanted to be left alone, that the very sight of you made his blood boil.

“Go away,” he snapped.

Stepping further into the garage, you grabbed both of his shoulders and forced him to look at you. “Baby, please, please just listen to me. I did not kiss David! I would never do that to you.”

Bo shook you off of him. “I know what I fuckin’ saw. Get the hell out of here, I don’t wanna talk to you.”

“I didn’t kiss him! I swear! He came up to my car and started asking for my number. I told him I was taken, and then he just pushed me against the car and shoved his lips on me!” Your voice was cracking with every other word. “I couldn’t push him off of me. He was holding my arms down so tight he left a bruise. Just look”

Bo looked down to see you lifting up your sleeve to reveal a large purple bruise on your upper arm.

“He did that to you?” Bo snarled.

“Yes! Yes, that’s what I’ve been trying to tell you. Baby, I would never cheat on you, you know that. I’d rather die than betray you like that.”

Bo’s face contorted into fury. Some fucker had forced himself on you, made him think you had betrayed him, made him call you names, made him break up with you.

“I’ll fucking kill him. I’ll slit his fucking throat.” Bo grabbed you and crushed you to his chest, letting out a heavy breath. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for calling you names and for leaving you like that.”

You let out a sigh of relief. You were back in Bo’s arms again, the one place you felt safe and secure.

“It’s okay, it’s okay honey,” you cried. “I’m just happy to be with you. I’m sorry you had to see that. I felt so disgusted with his lips on mine.”

“I meant what I said, you know,” he whispered.

“What do you mean?”

“I’m going to kill him. I’m going to make him suffer for what he did. I’d burn in hell for you, and I’m going to make sure that cock sucker does too.”

#slashers #bo sinclair #house of wax #bo sinclair imagines #bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair x you #bo sinclair x y/n #love #unhealth relationship #fanfic #slasher imagines #slashers x reader #slashers x you #slashers x y/n

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binniesthighs · 3 years

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multifandom soulmate aus ✨

soulmate (n): a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.

✨ a/n: hello hello!! today on, “Ro’s self indulgent fics” ehehe i’ve been thinking a lot about some of my favorite kpop besties and how i feel like sometimes in a group, there’s the members who just stick like glue and it’s kinda like they were destined to meet that way! anyway hehe this concept is so fkn cute to me so i wanted to make some poly r-ship headcannons with some of my favorites!

➛ disclaimer: the pairings that i use are def not all inclusive of all “soulmate” pairings out there, just the ones i know of atm! also, i know some of these groups better than others, so some will be more specific, and others a little more general!

✨ groups included: stray kids, ateez, the boyz, monsta x, seventeen, txt, bts

✨ feedback is always appreciated! who’s your favorite?✨

➛maybe if we’re feelin’ spicy i can do a part 2 with the ones i haven’t done yet ;)

Pairing: idol x female reader x idol (see fandoms above!)

Genre: fluff n’ smut

Tags: established r/ship au, poly r-ship, sexual content (the usual stuff also including unprotected sex-please stay safe!) comfort ahhh, mentions of food alcohol

*all photocreds go to ops :)

both sfw and nsfw under the snip snip!

♡ chanlix ♡

sfw

omg where the hell do i start with chanlix we love our cannon soulmates

arguably the softest fkn pairing on this list; being soulmates with chanlix is like meeting your other halves (thirds?). there’s some serious destiny at work here!!

the three of you understand each other on a spiritual level--almost to the point where you could likely read their minds if you wanted to try haha. there’s also a really, really strong type of emotional intimacy that you share with them that’s out of this world.

this soulmate bond is so fkn strong, the three of you could go through any hardships and come out of it stronger than ever!

the three of you have cute lil nicknames for eachother that you thought up yourselves!

your families are close as heck! it’s really pure how by the three of you so many people can get close ahhh

i think that chanlix would be really into more outdoorsy dates? camping, swimming, hiking, sightseeing, stargazing, picnics etc! felix also loves taking you on food tours!

bc chan is chan, he really takes on such a protective role over you and felix, he would quite literally do anything for you two: forgot your notebook or documents on the way to work/school? he’ll drop everything to bring them to you. sad? he’ll get you your favorite food, tons of blankets, his hoodie to wear and your favorite movie/tv show to watch with you! if anyone hurts your feelings too he will square tf up.

felix is the world’s most adoring boyfriend in so, so many ways. not only is he such a cuddle bug, he shows you that he cares with tons of acts of service similar to chan! this comes in the form of his baking of course and other silly little gifts he sees that reminds you of him. he isn’t the best at words sometimes, but will soothe you by giving you a little massage or by playing with your hair!

nsfw

okay...😏 damn i’ve been wanting to write some poly chanlix so fkn bad ahhhh

once again i really see chan taking the lead in more intimate situations. he really likes giving directions and seeing both you and felix carry them out! honestly he gets a bit of an ego boost seeing the both of you all whiny and fucked out ahhh

here i come with my softsub!felix agenda oops hehe but this boy is frickin’ angelic for you and chan oml, he always asks for permission before he does things and eats praise up with a fkn spoon. praises alone really get him off: “does lixie like it when i play with his cute cock like this?”

there’s something that gets the three of you ridiculously amped when you do all kinds of roleplay scenarios FRICK some favorites are pet play (you and lix being the kitties) teacher/student, roleplaying strangers, sex slaves, artist/muse, oh my god there was a halloween where you once did vampire roleplay you still think about it 🤤

since the three of you are so comfortable with eachother, experimentation feels really safe! for example, the suggestion of shibari came up and now....let’s just say lix looks really pretty tied up ;)

chan’s got a huuuuge (cock) and size kink!! he really likes topping both you and lix and seeing a bulge omg.... also when he can bulge your throats mmmhm!

felix loves it especially when you ride his face, and he cold do it for hours! he looks so cute between your legs when he licks over and over your clit. he’ll ask you too if he’s doing good and you better say yes ;)

favorite position would be all cuddled up and cozy with the two of them double penetrating you real nice and slow with tons of kisses and just touchin’ all over

cockwarming cockwarming all day, every single time, without fail, it feels wrong if you finish without it!

♡ woosan ♡

sfw

idk why but the first thing that comes to my mind is that in certain settings, ya’ll are loud as fuck AHA i guess what i mean to say as that as a trio, you are all super, super unapologetic and confident when around each other! this might have lead to you getting kicked out of a couple bowling alleys and karaoke places before...

there’s a type of unspoken understanding that the three of you have that makes your bond so special. while you love eachother so dearly, it isn’t something that you really feel needs to be said out loud, it kind of just is!

woosan are already really clingy on their own and when you come along?? you all can’t keep your hands off each other!! ya know how in movies there’s the whole “hand in the back pocket of your jeans???” woosan!!

their energy together is so fkn chaotic but that's why you love them! they never fail to make you laugh and this is also the best way that they know how to cheer you up!

Bc the three of you are a bit unbridled, it’s a bit hard to be serious at times when you go on dates/hang out with friends together so often you get some affectionate eye rolls haha

wooyoung is someone that will try anything with you! hehe even if he knows that he mind not be that into it, he’ll still go with you! of course, he might say something snarky but he really does love just spending time with you! wooyoung also shares you with all his friends (changbin, yeonjun) so lowkey it feels like you’re one of the bros at times LOL

san is a big fan of giving you gifts! oh also! words of affirmation too, san is someone who knows your insecurities well, so hypes you tf up all the time!! he especially loves buying things for you that he knows you’ll look pretty in just so he can compliment you ahhh

at the end of the day however, there’s nothing more more that the three of you love than the tightest cuddles ever as you fall asleep! honestly, sometimes its a little too tight haha

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THESE BOYS FKN RAVISH YOU LIKE YOU’RE A FIVE COURSE MEAL

and of course they expect the same from you as well! i mean....can you blame them??? these boys are sexy as hell and they frickin’ know it!!

i have this super clear image of both of them stripping you down and rubbing massage oil all over your body and then giving you the turn to do it to them my lord...

sort of along this line, temperature play makes these boys feral. wax, ice, blowies with popsicles you name it

both of them really just like being touched all over because they have the prettiest dancer’s bodies and just feeling hands on their muscles makes them loose it.

wooyoung loves to mark the hell out the both of you in a really territorial way: all over your chests and necks even on your thighssss

san, while he often does find himself in sub space, really easily can switch to dom you in the most beautiful way. everything with him is really intimate and raw: if this wasn’t already obvious haha he would like have a hand kink and loves seeing the way that his fingers look pumping in and out of your entrance and how your juices look as well.

back too wooyoung, he’s the king of oral. whether it’s going down on you and sucking at your clit or deep throating with master level skill...foreplay is never boring with him!

in my brain, i can see the both of them filling nearly position so this makes for an interesting dynamic to say the least AHA

every once and a while, they’ll let you take complete control of the both of them while they just sit back and watch you with the most smug-ass grins that you’ll see in your life!

AH another thought: woosan fkn love when you squirt on them, in any way this might look: when you’re nearly screaming in your overstimulation they want it all over them.

favorite position would be 69 threesome style with all of your sloppy moans in-between <3

♡ moonbae ♡

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HEAR ME OUT the king of soulmates that know that they are soulmates but don’t take it seriously in the slightest istg this is my most favorite dynamic ahhhh

there is not one dull day with these two boys, they’ll have you laughing in stiches until you can barely breathe like, the best kind of wheezy, silent laughter ya know what i’m talking about

INSIDE JOKES literally so many inside jokes with the three of you

Kevin is never scared to call your ass out, but that’s bc he knows you so well!! it’s all just jokes don’t ya worry ;)

Along this line, your groupchat like has some random-ass name that’s also an inside joke

Jacob on the other hand is the biggest sweetheart when it comes to you, boy frickin’ melts. There is not a day that goes by when he hasn’t told you he loves ya morning and night.

Also the best listener in the whole world, you can tell him anything and everything and he’s just sit and listen and give advice.

Kevin loves you a ton a ton but just shows it differently! He remembers all the little things about you that you tell him to the point it’s scary how he does it so well

Meme king Kevin would send you memes that remind him of you and Jacob

Lowkey i can see the both of them getting into the cutest petty arguments like which one of them you love more or think is more talented AHA again it’s all in good fun hehe

it goes without saying but...it’s cuddle central up in here.

THEY WOULD SERENADE TF OUT OF YOU oh my god it’s literally heavenly, Kevin would play piano and Jacob would play guitar FRICK

You have oddly specific dates?? Like they would pick a movie to go see that the three of you would all hate just to meme the whole time. Jacob would still get invested accidentally tho.

The way to both of these boy’s hearts is their stomachs so when you cook for them they would quite literally do anything for you

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ok ok so i’m a baby deobi so this is the gist of what i’m getting (i also did a little research LOL thank you @ deobi smutblr hehe)

firstly i would like to say that i’m manifesting thigh riding with Jacob and i literally can’t think of anything else for some reason just p h e w and BOY does he love it too he thinks its so fkn cute to watch you!

i get heavy, heavy switch vibes from Kevin with maybe some sub leanings??? either way, jacob def has soft dom vibes (oh god and occasional soft sub) to me but also has no problem with you taking control and doing what you like to him if that’s what you desire!

kevin is impatient impatient and does not do well with your teasing. also...loud as hell, like, sometimes you have to tell him that he needs to calm tf down hehe (but of course you love it when he gets like that)

separately, both of them are very different experiences i think: kevin is a fan of hard and fast, kitchen counter over the sofa type stuff sloppy toppy in risky places, and he loves to experiment too!

jacob is also really different where he likes much, much more slow and intimate stuff like missionary, shower sex, real atmospheric stuff like candles and nice scents ahhh BIG fan of really fluffy pet names too like baby, princess, angel etc. super visual too omggg gets hard when you strip for him i think ;)

together it’s a fkn whirlwind i’ll tell ya that. its like, honestly the most unique experience i can think of on this list because the two of them are so different. i will say that it can end up being really giggly and sweet tho!

when it’s the three of you, kevin’s dom side comes out a little more so you’re left with these two lovely boys who want to give you all the attention! it’s lowkey a competition lol

favorite position is when you’re sucking jacob off and kevin gets to do literally whatever the hell he wants with your pussy...i imagine that it might have to do a lot with edging if you ask me ;)

♡ jookyun ♡

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oddly, i find myself soft af for jookyun and idk how to describe it haha (considering that they can often be hard as hellll)

the three of you are also really nonchalant, but this is really in the way that you just feel as if you’ve known eachother for a really long time!

as we know, jookyun were a bit of an enimies to lovers arc (AHA) so with the time that they’ve spent building their bond, it’s strong asf!

i like to think that jooheon and changkyun would really get a ton of artistic inspiration from you for their music. since both of them write and often reflect bc of this, you’re totally their muse! (they’ll write some nasty as hell lyrics thanks to you too LOL)

while our lovely thicc mx boys have unbridled confidence at times, really, they are babie. and they are frickin weak for your pampering.

because of this, the two of them would become flustered as all hell when you do lil things for them!! this could be making them some lunch or just giving them the off compliment that they look a lil extra handsome that day.

your safe place is with them!! ahhh i would also like to add the number of slick ass grabs when you’re in public is a bit off the chain at times ahah

the duality of this r/ship is really something to note LOL when you go out and about when the two of them you certainly get some stares bc they look a lil intimidating at times but when you and your boyfriends cuddle up on the subway you give all passerby's whiplash haahah

Kyun is someone who is insanely romantic. almost to the point that it is cheesy haha he’d treat the both of you to expensive ass dinners, beach vacations and maybe even matching couple’s jewelry like rings or bracelets!

jooheon on the other hand is a little more toned down haha but has another side to him that fkn swells with pride knowing how breathtaking you both are...frankly, his ego skyrockets knowing that he’s got you both for arm candy if this make sense teehee

the three of you call eachother “babe” interchangeably, so it can get a bit confusing when you’re all in the same place and someone says “hey babe?” you need a new nickname ooP

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hello and here i am to push the sub!changkyun agenda. first and foremost i would like to explain how this man is such a pillow princess with the most lovely bratty edge *sighs* all that kyun wants is for you to fkn use him and do literally whatever the hell you want!! this man daydreams about you riding him right then and there wherever the hell he is.

also, kyun is the king of toys, both using them on you and on himself! need i also say breath play as well in the same giving and receiving form? more than anything he loves it when jooheon wraps his hand around his neck hooooly ahhh he prefers it when you tease his tip with a vibrator until he’s angrily red and begging for you to give him a break just for you to bend down and give a kiss to his pearly head which makes him jolt

jooheon is often more of a soft to hard dom if you ask me and takes care of both you and kyun really well. also... he will manhandle the hell out of you if you feel up for it (cough cough your arm kink for him ) oh shit and his thighs....don't’ even get me started

while the three of you often opt for the hard and fast (even in some more risque places--such as in the recoding studio) there are really some more intimate times that you share too!

on one of changkyun’s vacations, in the middle of the night, when no one was in sight and the hot tub was free for use...it started out as a bit of making out but then turned into something else when you decided to straddle jooheon and he let his hands creep under the straps of your swimsuit...needless to say you were bouncing on both of their dicks while you were warmed by the crackling bubbles

at times, jookyun can get a little needy and impatient without you, so this has lead to a couple situations where you walk in on them letting out their frustrations ;) of course, immediately then they’d love for you to join!

kyun has an oral fixation too, sooo he may or may not love cockwarming with his mouth or sucking your fingers lightly when you go to suck his dick~

♡ junhao ♡

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here me out with this one...but...there’s something really intimate about this relationship?? oh how to put this into words LOL junhao also have an insanely deep bond that really transcends if ya ask me haha

while they both can be really goofy around eachother when comfortable the soulmate vibes are just...immaculate! this is all i can say? all three of you are just so connected in the way that you accept each other for all that you are and just kind of naturally gravitate towards each other even before you really knew that there were romantic feelings involved!

first, i would like to say that out of all the pairings on this list, you three are classy as FUCK. seeing the three of you next to eachother is like seeing literally three models in the flesh. the way that you dress (sometimes even to match a little) is unbelievable bc you all just look so good?

hand holdingggg wherever you go! holding hands across cafe tables, playing with each other’s hands absentmindedly hehe

TRAVEL BUDDIES you would go anywhere with them and take tons of pics!! i mean the prettiest pics

hao shows his love for you in the form of so many things, all of which he makes himself!! you inspire his physical art and drawings which he shares with you and he also loves to take clothes too and personalize them for you!

jun on the other hand would take you to the studioooo and you could watch him danceee oh my gosh he’s literally so breathtaking and he would be dancing just for you with every curve of his body he’s so magical :’) then he’d ask you for feedback and you’d just be speachless...also loves to make you smile!! just being his goofy self he’s the best at it and thinks you’re so cute!

there’s a ton of adoration in this relationship! tons of cute little displays of skinship that might look like a poke in the cheek or the fluffing of their hair ahh

still, i feel like you would have kind of silly little nicknames for them that match their personalities and perhaps...you could have matching phone cases with these nicknames....

in this relationship there’s a ton of quiet moments that are really peaceful and indulgent such as watching sunsets, drinking wine together, just talking about life n stuff like that!

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hellz yeah we’re in for some more intimate-ass fuckin! but also....😏

this boys are kinky as shit but in like a really classy ass way lolll this is so hard to put into words.

well, i’ll start with junhui catboy agenda so there’s that hehehe he would most def be into pet play: that could be like ears or pretty collars and of course calling you (or him) kitten.

minghao is really versatile and doesn’t really like labels of dom and sub, he just does what he wants and what feels good to him! bc we’re talking about how intimate everything is, the kind of sex that you share with them is often never rushed but really purposeful and even planned sometimes!

i also see there being TONS of sensory items that would come into play with junhao such as flowers, fragrances, aphrodisiacs, all kinds of fabrics for sensory deprovision such as velvet, silk, hemp rope, and so much more!

BOTH OF THEM WOULD SOUND ANGELLIC i see hao as letting out really pretty soft moans that kind of trail on his tongue and jun sort of choking out gasps with a bit of a rasp to them when they cum or they feel turned on

oh god MIRROR SEX that's what i have to say about this

it doesn’t happen often, but sometimes when any one of you would be feeling needy or pent up they can certainly do hard and fast with you between the two of them. especially when this happens, oh my god hao loves it when you moan really breathily into his mouth when you’re pressed against him ooooh shit

and jun loves it when you bite into his shoulder too when he fucks you it just makes him feral

actually, i could really see the three of you recording yourselves, or even taking pictures when you have more intimate moments to look at later, just for your own enjoyment or to get off when you’re without the others

favorite position: hmmm mirror sex with you on top of minghao literally just kissing him and marking his body as jun eats you out until you’re dripping down to minghao’s cock which he jerks off too~

♡ yeonbin ♡

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DON’T TOUCH ME IM SOFT

admittedly i don’t know too much about this pairing but i do know a lil so i wanted to add them!! i also did a lil research hehe

FIRST i would like to say that the three of you would without a doubt have the cutest puppy together, if not one, then two!! they would be little dogs with perfect haircuts and likely have their own instagram account which the three of you would run! they’d be instragram famous of course

LITERALLY EVERY DAY ITS A FIGHT OVER WHOS CUTEST i kid you not this is an ongoing battle you’re all just...so weak for the other ahaha

being in a relationship with them is like being in a relationship with your bestfriends!

dates with the two of them can really range all over the place bc you just like having fun together! movie dates, breakfast dates, ZOO OR AQUARIUM DATES, taking little trips to places you haven’t been before or stay at home dates like having a little indoor picnic!

soobin is really low energy, and would often opt to hang out with you at home or at a cafe while the two of you do your thing together! he lovessss when you bake or cook for him, literally whatever it is he’ll eat it!

his smile is instant serotonin and the reason why you fell in love with him! the two of them together all smiley is your lockscreen!

yeonjunie prefers going out with you clothes shopping and would DEF enable you to dye your hair a color that you’ve always been dying to do! he also loves showing you new music and blushes like heck when you tell him that you like the songs that he picks!

in their own playful ways too, they’d always call you out on your bs LOLL but they just wanna motivate you! they’re your biggest cheerleaders!

Deep down though, both of them are quite cheesy and would love to shower you with alll the stereotypical romance that you can take even if it makes all three of you cringe ahahah

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NEEEEDY and literally so mf horny on the dl like it’s comical to how soft and shy they can be in real life situations

oh my god this is a godly thought but i see both of them being both switchy as heck but not really bc they like how it feels to be in those different postions but literally....bc no matter what it is they are getting off lolll

i see both of them having sub leanings but can get real bratty if they’re feeling it.

yeonjun does have a dom side to him that just comes with his general confidence that he gets around you! when either of you beg from him he’s ready to let himself loose.

im so sorry but they literally handed pet play to me on a silver platter with cat & dog and there is no going back for me. SO you’re in for puppy, kitty and bunny play (shhhh yeonjun’s got his fox ears too)

WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT HOW ALL OF YOU WOULD LIKE THIGH HIGHS

both of them love being edged to high hell by you...no matter if it hurts...they kinda like it?

at the same time, both of your boyfriends also love giving you all the attention at times too! i’m talking about one of them playing with your breasts while the other trails kisses down your body all the way down to your pussy aching for attention too

FUCK this might be just me but soobin eating you out>>>> a GODLY sight.

i have this other fantasy of yeonjun with either lip piercings or nipple piercings or even a dick piercing someone plz tell me to calm down

oh please...bubble bath with the two of them holy shit baby pink bubbles all around you while you take turns givin’ each other cute kisses ahhhh

one more thing to the pile here would be hella mutual masturbation soo much of it. the three of you get off just simply watching eachother too and dirty talking how much you love the way the others look with hands rubbing themselves away with cute whiny moans~

♡ taekook ♡

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omg! this is my first time remotely talking about bts on my blog hehe this is so exciting!! i don’t really read too much bts ff so this is going off of my own perception!

i just wanna say....there’s so much to unpack here LOL but like many of the soulmates on this list, these boys are ~whipped~ for you and eachother!! its so stinkin’ cute

another thing about these expensive boyfriends is that they loooove to sing for you too! they’d sing you to sleep, when you’re sick, sad, or just had a hard day allllways hehe

the three of you have sickeningly adorable nicknames for eachother, the kind that honestly make heads turn LOL

jk would without a doubt get tattoos with you!! and wine drunk lollll he’s also a huge enabler so if there’s anything that you’re considering buying or doing he’d hype you up so bad you barely have to think twice heheh

kinda like junhao they’d also make amazing travel buddies but less for the aesthetic, but for the luxury. you’d stay at amazing hotels and eat at Michelin star restaurants wearing luxury brands that they bought for you

i feel like this goes without saying, buuuut in this r/ship, its alll about the adoring glances from afar or even just right next to you bc they love you so much!!

i also get a very protective vibe from them as well, you’re very special to them, and they never wanna see you in harms way or disrespected by anyone! this could even look like having their arm around you on the bus or on the small of your back in a crowd

together, they’re the biggest jokesters and flirty as HELL they think that it’s so funny when they flirt out in public AGRESSIVELY just to make you a lil embarrassed hehe

forehead kissessss and kisses on the back of your hand!

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luxurious in this area tooooo

they would rent out the penthouse or presidential suite to make an evening for you and pull out all the stops: expensive champagne, lingerie selected just for you, a breathtaking view of the city ahhhh

ya all know how much i love my soft and intimateeee body touching and there would be plenty of this! they take their time undressing you and eachother and would plant kisses into the nape of your neck and shoulders as you do so!

i would like to contribute to this conversation sub!jk bc this is something that ahhhhh i really like to think about as well as soft dom tae bcccc why not heheh

these boys are utterly gorgeous under soft lighting and prowling all over your body too tho ahhh

BUT! imagine teasing the hell out of jk, barely letting him feel your mouth besides fleeting kisses while tae drives his hips into you from behindddd

in fact, these boys actually don’t mind a little voyeurism with the wide windows in your suite, opting to leave them open so there's a bit of thrill in the way that they fuck you too~

tae has a bit of...dare i sayyyy a power kink, so when you call him names such as sir, daddy, master etc oh boy

jk himself is bit into sensory dep specifically with blindfolds especially when its your hands travelling all around his body making him shiver.

both of them just looove cuming all over you as well: face, ass, thighs, belly, literally anywhere, they just think that you look amazing like that!

there are a couple times here and there when the three of you also do a bit of cam work together for other people to watch--although it isn’t often, you rake it in when you do so. the three of you are a perfect fantasy!

sex also can happen in odd places with you three too since you can just start feeling it and don’t really care ;) strangest place....hmm i’d say when you joined the mile high club with them~

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Hi! First of all, thank you so much for running this blog, It's become one of three reasons why I haven't yet committed arson (I jest but the Feeling is true). [Hee, hee, hee.] I have a rec for you! It's called "wholesome life usurp immediately" by comfect on ao3 and it's. So good. It's unfinished but the author updates it literally every other day if not faster! It's a lovely fic, I hope you enjoy it. 🌻

Wholesome Life Usurp Immediately

by Comfect (T, 55k, yunmeng sibs, qingli, wangxian, WIP)

Summary: Wen Qing examines Jiang Yanli at Cloud Recesses and has a cure for her poor cultivation.

Now there are Three Prides of Yunmeng.

Everything kind of fixes itself from there.

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hello mojo!! I would really like to recommend standing still (but we keep going) by lwjromantics!! it's really good!!

standing still (but we keep going)

by lwjromantics (justfantaestic) (T, 5k, wangxian)

Summary: Lan Wangji supposed that if having to take care of little A-Yuan and Mo Xuanyu and having to look at the reminders of Wei Ying in their habits and mannerisms was punishment for his actions, he would willingly take it and flay his own back open.

— There are children in the Burial Mounds.

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hii mojo! I just read this cute fic and I loved it so I wanted to rec it :)

Word Up, Talk the Talk

by Larryissocute (G, 2k, wangxian)

Summary: It wouldn’t have been a problem (it really wouldn’t) if they weren’t best friends. Wei Wuxian doesn’t know what good deeds he did in his past life to be blessed with Lan Wangji as a friend nor does he know what evil things he did to be cursed with being only a friend to Lan Wangji.

Or the one where Wei Wuxian kisses Lan Wangji and then runs away.

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Hey! Love your account — and proud of you for taking the hiatus you needed. [Lol - it was really nice!] Idk if you take fic recommendations, but I'd love to rec Roots by ardenrabbit. Fantastic characterization, I really love it!

Roots

by ardenrabbit (E, 46k, wangxian, WIP)

Summary: After Wei Wuxian's duel with Jiang Cheng, he finds that stab wounds aren't so trivial when he doesn't have a core to heal them. He wakes to find Lan Zhan in the Burial Mounds with him, already beloved by the Wens and making himself at home. When Lan Zhan tells him that he wants to stay and offers more help than Wei Wuxian knows how to accept, he fears that it's only too good to be true.

Lan Wangji knows that Wei Ying is doing the right thing, and he couldn't live with himself if he let him do it alone. For everything Wei Ying has sacrificed, Lan Wangji is determined to give something back to him.

Hanguang-Jun has turned his back on the clans to join the Yiling Wens and their demonic cultivator leader, and every clan has a different opinion on the matter.

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Hello! I wanted to rec a fic on ao3 called "Restoration" by jelenedra. It's complete, an alternate universe of the sunshot campaign told nonlinearly. It has strong fairy tale and fae elements, with a touch of mystery. Bit of a fix it. Some delightful one liners, and the final ending imagery is just LOVELY. The fic deserves much more love. There's also some YilingWei, wwx not raised by Jiang, and sentient Burial Mounds elements. Enchanting read that keeps you enthralled and curious and intrigued.

Restoration

by jelenedra (M, 85k, wangxian)

Summary: They say he was thrown into Luanzang Gang by the man who killed his parents; they say that he is an immortal cultivator who had been in a deep trance until the Wen sect disturbed his rest and incurred his wrath; they say that he is the fierce corpse of a cultivator who had somehow regained his mind and his spiritual powers.

When Lan Wangji sees him for the first time, he understands why people talk.

Meng Yao wants safety. Xue Yang wants vengeance. The Sunshot Campaign wants victory. Yiling Laozu provides, for a price.

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I usually read all your recommendations. Thanks for gathering all good recs of wangxian. I am in love with every single story your recommend especially the favorites. [I’m so glad!] I just wanted to suggest a fic i came across while searching for phoenix!wwx. Its a new story I think as author has published it today. The first chapter was very interesting that i thought ill recommend it you and know your opinion. The legendary phoenix and his dragon -Devipriya and Hidden Path to Love by ShadowTenshiV

Hidden Path to Love

by ShadowTenshiV (G, 78k, wangxian)

Summary: Wei Ying is a servant working at the Gusu Lan castle. One day he enters through a secret passage way connected to the library where he meets a Lan for the first time. He may have left quite an impression, gaining the other´s attention and slowly becoming friends. They would like to become something more, but a servant can´t be with a prince, but maybe his secret can change that.

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hello mojo! i was wondering if I could make a fic rec? it’s called “and the calm is deep where the quiet waters flow” by izanyas. it used to be on ao3 but the author has since moved it to eir own website and has started posting updates there. i was wondering if this could also act as a signal boost bc some old readers on ao3 might not have known that it is now on another website. Author's been through a tough time so I think it deserves a lot more love.

For new readers, please mind the warnings in the prologue and the beginning of each chapter! it’s omegaverse and a very heavy read as it deals with (possible spoiler) off-screen rape that results in an unwanted pregnancy, as well as secondary gender oppression which runs deep, but for people who can bear it the writing, worldbuilding, and emotions are truly spectacular.

and the calm is deep where the quiet waters flow

by izanyas (E, 270k, wangxian, WIP, link is to WordPress rather than AO3)

Summary: Cangse Sanren was the first of her kind to become a cultivator. Talented, passionate, free-spirited, she bested everything that ever came her way until the very end.

Jiang Fengmian refuses to see her son deprived of that same freedom.

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Hello Mojo! I dunno if this's been recced before, but here's another ficrec for you? It's complete, on ao3, "The Third Young Master of Qishan Wen" by KouriArashi. It's 'if wwx was raised by dafan wen, but gets recognized as 3rd heir due to his skill' scenario. Some really nice banter and characterization. Wwx and lz get together before the sunshot campaign. Story follows the live action but diverges into au, and does some cool callbacks to original canon. Love Meng Yao in this! [Oh, I know KouriArashi from my last fandom, I love her works!]

❤️The Third Young Master of the Qishan Wen

by KouriArashi (T, 139k, wangxian, my post)

Summary: The fic where Wei Wuxian is adopted by the Dafan Mountain Wens instead of the Yunmeng Jiang.

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Hi Mojo! I can count the number of times I’ve spoken on Tumblr on one hand (I’m shy heh) but I found this fic that I think you and others would really like? I’m a sucker for emotional hurt/comfort and this was just too sweet for me not to share (did I go through 20 pages of bookmarks just to make sure you don’t already have it? Maybe …) [Aww, you can do a sidebar search in the bookmarks for the author’s name. But I hope you found other good fics by carding through the whole catalog!] It’s “Close Your Soft Eyes” by timetoboldlygo! I also wanna say thank you for all the hard work you put into this blog! It’s a treasure beyond compare. :D [Thank you so much!]

Close Your Soft Eyes

by timetoboldlygo (G, 12k, wangxian)

Summary: When Lan Wangji woke, the first thing he noticed was the slip of paper, folded and tucked between his index and middle fingers, not Wei Wuxian’s absence. His fingers trembled as he unfurled the paper. A donkey with a little smile beamed down at him.

On the nights that Wei Wuxian was gone, Lan Wangji woke to gifts on his pillow.

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Hey Mojo! I love your blog it is beyond awesome! [Thank you!] I was wondering if you would consider reading JaenysBloodcourt series "A Bond to Takes us home"? The summary is weird but I like the fics and would love to hear your opinion on LWJ POV (it's part 2). Part one is Mingxian but part two (Wangxian) reads as a standalone for the most part. Anyways, thank you for all your hard work! <3 [I’ll put it on my list!]

A Bond to Take Us Home

by JaenysBloodcourt (T, 10k, mingxian - nmj/wwx, wangxian, series in progress)

Summary: Wei Wuxian has two soulmarks. He has two soulmates that seem to be the opposite of him. During his first life he meets both of them, loves only one and longs for the other. In his second life, the one he loved first is dead, and the one he pined after is pining after him.

These are the many tales of his soulmates and the raucous they made across the cultivation world.

Some are dark, some are light. Beware.

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I forgot to send this in for Mother's Day a few weeks ago, but have you read dragongirlG's "into the light of a dark black night"? It's a short canon divergence where Mama Lan escapes the Cloud Recesses after spending one last, heartbreaking night with her sons. It's so beautiful and bittersweet! [Oh, ouch. I just read this author’s time travelling juniors au, but hadn’t seen this one.]

into the light of a dark black night

by dragongirlG (T, 3k, Madam Lan & sons)

Summary: The night that Wu Yuhua, formerly known as Madam Lan, plans to escape from the Cloud Recesses, she runs into an unexpected complication.

That complication comes in the form of her younger son A-Zhan running up to her door and kneeling in front of it, hushed whimpers escaping from his throat.

Wu Yuhua knows it's not the full moon, knows that it's not the one day a month she's allowed to see her children—but like hell is she going to leave her six-year-old son out there trying to stifle sobs in the snow.

She opens the door. "A-Zhan," she says, bending down and reaching out a hand. "Come in, my sweet boy."

On a snowy night in the dead of winter, Wu Yuhua, formerly known as Madam Lan, unexpectedly spends one last night with her sons before escaping from the Cloud Recesses.

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Hello queen I’d like to recommend for ur follower rec posts Avatar: The Untamed Waterbender by KouriArashi. Banger of an ATLA au, def the best one I’ve seen. It’s a WIP but the author updates pretty regularly and it’s all around an A+ fic [Oh, yes, I’ve been waiting for this one to finish before I jump in.]

Avatar: The Untamed Waterbender

by KouriArashi (T, 123k, wangxian, WIP)

Summary: You know the drill. Long ago, the four nations lived in harmony. Then, everything changed when the Fire Nation attacked.

100 years later, Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli find Wei Wuxian sealed in an iceberg.

Featuring: avatar WWX, waterbending JC, firebending Wens, airbending Lans, earthbending Nies and Jins, Jiang Yanli in possession of the brain cell, et cetera.

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[My ko-fi.]

#follower rec #wangxian fic rec #I HAVEN'T READ THESE YET #wangxian #mdzs #follower recs

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ill-be-istj-if-no-one-else-is · 2 years

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Hi, I sent a not so useful ask wondering about whether I'm esfp or entj, so here's some more information. Again thanks in advance for your help, if this is insufficient I'll write again.

I'm extremely impatient with indecisive people. Especially people who don't know how to prioritize because it always seems obvious to me what needs to be done. I'm a bit less practical in my hobbies and I like indulging in esoteric and mystical subjects, I value spiritual development highly and it's something that's on my mind a lot. I can be alone for days just thinking about these topics but I do reach a point where I need to get out and interact with the world again.

I think I'm at my best when I have something clear to work towards, I'm like a machine when I have a purpose. But when I don't have this and I let it get to me it affects my self esteem and I get super pathetic and aimless. I start pitying myself and get really moody.

I'm always thinking about how what I'm doing will affect me in the long term, how it will contribute to what I want to achieve and what my next steps need to be. I have a strong need to make an impact and for my work to have meaning for me so it's hard to do things that I think are irrelevant but I still push myself to finish regardless.

In a group project I'm usually the one that has a clear idea on what needs to be done and what we need to do to get there. People who stay in the brainstorming phase get on my nerves. However I'm also disorganized and I actually don't like planning very much which may seem contradictory but it's more like I already have an idea of what I need to do so I don't see why I need to waste my time refining the details. I do enjoy being impulsive from time to time but I never go totally blindly into things either. I act on instinct and gut feelings a lot, which may seem like thoughtless behavior from the outside. It's hard to explain, but those gut feelings are like the sum of subconsciously monitoring all my responses to things, evaluating all the pros and cons of the viable options, and getting down to what each option means for the trajectory of my life, so although I'll make an important decision in a second and it seems like I didn't think it over, I instinctively know that it was the right thing to do.

I also really value aesthetics. I like dressing well and being attractive to other people. Which I supposed most people do lol. I love being out in nature and slowing down from time to time to become more in tune with my environment, it helps clear my head.

I don't date around. I hate one night stands and I'm very committed once I'm in a relationship. I'm very private and don't show it off to others at all. I get super uncomfortable when my friends share private things about their relationship and they expect me to do the same, I never do lol even if it makes things awkward. I'm very emotional in my relationships and I'm not comfortable with other people seeing me in that way.

Although I do consider myself very effective and I always finish my work on time I actually don't have much of a routine. I know exactly what I need to do and the time that I need to do it and that's just how my mind instinctively thinks about things, I don't need to have a clear and written out plan if that makes sense.

As a kid I was very introverted and quiet and didn't know how to say things in a way that sounded nice, I thought the message was what mattered and that's it. I now see the value in sugarcoating to get people on your side though. I was very particular and methodical but I didn't exert my will onto others. I cried a lot but I wasn't very aware of my emotions, it was like my body got ahead of my brain in that sense, and I'd always get over things very quickly and don't hold grudges. I was never physically impulsive, I always thought about the implication of things before I did them.

This all sounds like INTJ - you want a clear direction but you don't really want to spend time on details, you focus on the task at hand and value being decisive, and you seem to want a lot of time to focus on the abstract. The part about gut feelings lines up particularly with how a lot of people describe Ni.

#mbti #intj

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mahvaladara · 2 years

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Final part @dandylion240

[ 👗 ] what is your muse’s fashion sense like? are they able to dress the way they want to? what would they wear in an ideal world?

Arlo loves black and red. He knows the red is colour coded, but he loves black and adds the red for fun. He is very athleisure, with a hint of dark urban fantasy. He can only wear cotton clothes and has to be very careful with elastics, polyester, nylon and other synthetics or his skin may come off with his shirt when he undresses.

In the perfect world, where he could dress anything he liked, he’d love to dress in a more estravagante way, like a modern day warlock.

[ 🔮 ] what is your muse’s relationship with religion and spirituality? were they raised in a certain religion? have they stuck with the same set of spiritual beliefs all their life, or have they changed over time? are they settled in their spirituality now?

His mother is pretty agnostic. She’s Peteran, and believes in the Watcher and Arlo comprehends there is a watcher who decides how the world goes. His father however believes in Mahv, who writes the plot and decides all their fates. He believes more on his father’s side, as, he knows well, writers will make their characters go through shit for it’ll make for a more interesting plot, so maybe his dad is onto something.

But they don’t go to sunday mass. There’s no sunday school. There’s no daily prayers. They celebrate Harvestfest and Winter’s Eve, and Mal has imparted on them that both harvestfest and winter’s eve has to do with nature and the harvest, not father winter or gnomes, and their appearance is purely commercial and fueled by belief.

[ 🤷‍♀️ ] how does your muse approach strangers? how does this compare to how they interact with close friends or lovers?

Arlo does not. Usually strangers approach him first. Arlo is pretty antisocial and won’t talk with anyone unless nucessary, or if they approach him first. Even then he usually looks at the person with suspicion, Fannar and dragons in general being the exception.

Arlo doesn’t have friends. Unless you count Isaiah, he likes Isaiah and wishes Isaiah was his friend, but he’s convinced Isaiah is only nice to him because he has to. So there’s not much comparison.

But in overall Arlo is pretty quiet and kept to himself. But when someone gives him a little attention, he tends to talk a lot and talk quickly, often oversharing and throwing awkward jokes.

[ 🎵 ] is there a specific song or songs you associate with your muse? why is that?

In my bones by Ray Dalton.

Yes, I made a lot of mistakes, yeah Guess I been in my own way But I gotta do what it take now Got me feeling like I missed my time Got me feeling like I'm lost I'll be facing all my demons now (now)

I got my eyes on the road, love, oh I'm gonna do right by you, love, oh'

Cause I got a feeling in my bones In my bones, yeah, baby I gotta move like a rolling stone Rolling stone, yeah, baby Ain't nobody gonna talk me down Ain't nobody gotta hold me now I got a feeling in my bones In my bones, will never touch the ground

I think this song best describes Arlo and all he does. He made a lot of mistakes, he fucked up, he backed himself to a corner and now he knows what he must do, what path to take and he is going to do it and no one will stop him.

[ 💸 ] if your muse had no shortage of money, what would they buy?

Arlo never really thought about what he would buy. Peace of mind perhaps.

[ 🐺 ] does your muse like solitude? do they prefer it to being around others? how easily does your muse get lonely?

He likes solitude. He feels extremely lonely, but he’s so used to being alone he has found comfort in solitude. But he wishes, he wishes he had someone, one person to just hold him and give him hope. It’s hard to hold onto hope on your own.

[ ⚰️ ] what are your muse’s greatest regrets? what would flash before their eyes when they’re on their deathbed?

- Calling Anika what he did.

- Turning his back on Isaiah.

- Promising to help his brother.

- Betraying Fannar.

- Forgetting Syra...

[ 🧸 ] does your muse keep anything sentimental? if so, what do they keep and why?

He keeps his old journals, for they hold the memories he has lost. All of them. He also keeps a small sunflower inside resin as it reminds him of his little sister Syra. He knows she was sunshine in his life.

[ 🙏 ] what does your muse need? this can be something material or something abstract.

He needs forgiveness, and he needs to accept it. He also needs cure, health and hope.

[ 📚 ] what books does your muse have on their bookshelf? what books would they like to have? if your muse isn’t an avid reader, is there anything they collect or might like to collect?

Arlo has mostly books on the supernatural, sciences, astronomy, dragons, fantasy and his journals.

[ 😍 ] does your muse believe in true love? why or why not?

He used to not believe it. But then he met Fannar and spent months battling the selfish desire to meet him and be with him and wanting to keep him safe and stay away. But plot had it that his desire would win, for if Syra was Sunshine, Fannar was the light at the end of the tunnel. And if Fannar says he loves him, he believes them.

[ 😇 ] what would your muse do if they became a god?

Erase himself from existence.

#arlo

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