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Hmmmmmā¦ā¦ā¦..Sonic OCās but SATBK/Medieval auā¦ā¦ā¦thinking a littleā¦ā¦..
#doleon is either an exiled king#a thief#OR he was seemingly executed by his own people but found himself in another kingdom deciding he would become a thief with a new identity#something like that idk if that even makes sense š#terios as a knight seems too simpleā¦.#maybe he was in association with doleon at the time of his ruling#being his son and all#maybe he also had to run#doleon still wasnāt good to him but that didnāt make him any less afraid upon hearing his father was āexecutedā#maybe he just kinda lingers in the woods now#a creature of mythology#GASP MAYBE HIS DOOM FORM IS SOME KIND OF CURSE?? AND THATS WHY HES THOUGHT TO BE THIS MONSTROUS BEING??#Or not??? Just kind of talking here#none of this connects YET#sonic au??#sonic oc#terios the darkhog#doleon doom#other OCās might be interesting to add if I go anywhere with this ramblingā¦..
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still thinking about that stat chart....mhin fight back against the weak allegations omgg
#im a bit flabberghasted#TWO???? š not even three TWO??#like i feel lied to i thought they were really strong??? are they weak in comparison to the other cast members? that doesnt really make muc#sense though considering their curse unless theyre weak as hell without it which i dont think is true either#only other answer i can think of is that its possibly in relation to other ppl with that same curse??? but that idea assumes that this isnt#something unique to them that this kind of curse is at least semi common which. gives me more questions than answers.#idk maybe this doesnt make sense im just rambling#also unrelated to that specific stat but self-loathing being 5 and wisdom being 1 is really funny#ā
my silly text posts#my touchstarved ramblings#my silly theory posts#touchstarved mhin#touchstarved game
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pet peeve but I don't like how mk1 johnshi is portrayed, and no not just the infantizing disabled people one
#maybe I'm not much a big fan of this trope but#they made kenshi a jackass???#I don't like how kenshi is portrayed as being annoyed with johnny 24/7#and I don't know about you but kenshi isn't annoyed with johnny anymore#yeah if he has no eyes yet that makes sense#but all of the depictions I see of him he is like that#and at some point they made kenshi in a johnshi a complete jackass I wonder why are they even dating šš#he's seems he can't stand johnny at all why are they dating#and I can't see kenshi hiding his feelings through anger#idk man there depiction in the mk fandom is lame and ooc#I feel like there relationship would be something like a not a internet geek and on the internet 24/7#yadda yadda fanderizing yadda yadda#johnshi#mortal kombat#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#johnny x kenshi#kencage#mk1#mk1 2023#mk 2023
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Which version of Rick is your fav?
it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick
then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick
I love how patheticā¢ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?
#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because#Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show#his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished?#idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though#and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY#there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife#I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick#and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick šš don't get me wrong I love this man#I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family#WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR#and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine!#I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family#cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience#yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents#I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up#it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family#they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying#but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant#unless you want me to?#idk if I even made sense but that's all good#rick and morty#rick and morty fandom#rick#memory rick#evil rick#C-137#Rick Sanchez
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there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good itās removed ur sanity) and then thereās fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)
#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse#yet itās being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc theyāre cops they donāt understand harm reduction but still) like#seriously everythingās so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under#the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? sheās just gonna trust u#less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it#for a minute she confirmed she isnāt suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism#like yes she is hurting herself but itās a COPING MECHANISM. sheās coping with something. help her with that donāt just take away her penci#sharpers or whatever (which btw since sheās an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be#voluntary it isnāt gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they donāt want to like as ur friend u couldāve made it clear u care abt her#and wouldnāt judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk donāt just say āyou have to talk to meā and casually threaten#hospitalisation when she isnāt ready in the moment like seriously if this wasnāt a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting#bcz given that this wasnāt even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right#oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags-#itās not where the authorāll see it and know itās about them i donāt feel bad abt it#this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so#cw self harm in tags#idk if i need to tag anything else for that š#fanfic#ao3#ryan shut the fuck up
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Who IS your favorite character then? š
cersei :3
#Anonymous#asks#I don't draw her a lot just bc I can't get her design right š idk something's always off#also it's bc she's a fully realized character + more people talk about her so in my head I'm like. well I have less to add#I feel like I tend get more creative inspiration from chatacters/aspects of a character that are less popular/developed#not always but often#idk if that makes sense#like sansa is another fave of mine but I dont really draw or talk about her bc well everything's kind of been said already#but with cersei it IS mostly bc I can't get her right lol#and also even tho she's popular I stay away from most of her stans bc they piss me off like stfu you don't get her!!!#they're all 'ohh twincest so smexy' bitches noo ur making it boring!! its not smexy it's CRINGE that's the whole appeal!! in my opinion :)#so I can almost pretend she's a niche character that only I and my beloved mutuals with correct opinions like#anyway. classic tangent in the tags from tumblr user francy-sketches
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww š„ŗ i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man š!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel š like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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Wait does this mean that it was never even like. pitched.
#txt#like did she write the back up but never actually say how it couldāve been expanded on š#idk because in a way itās like man :(#but also like it means even more so people arenāt shooting down something that was pitched#itās like shooting down a passion project#which like mis characterization aside that does make me really sad ššš#DOES THAT MAKE SENSE IDK IM STILL TIRED
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does anyone else ever get certain phrases stuck in their head for no reason. i dont mean like catchphrases or quotes btw i mean like original writing
#theres a few phrases lately that ive been typing out and then having to change to something else because i keep repeating it so much š#and like i dont show my writing to many ppl so like i know its not the biggest deal in the world but its still just like. idk.#some of my thiughts are very important to me and i cannot let them lose their potency even if i like the concepts that it touches.#i need to elaborate on it. show it in a different light. use different phrasings. get into the specifics. like.#as much as i like certain lines i cant rely on them. does that make any sense... idk. im probably overthinking this considering that i dont#rlly have like any big major projects with an actual tangible endgoal rn but it makes me worry for no reason anyway š#WHATEVER. i have sentences i like to repeat somethings thats all i had to say rlly#also wow its pretty late huh i should sleep or something#anis gaymer moments
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I'm not actually sure if you're a sasusaku fan (what are your thoughts on them btw?) but if you are, do you have any fics you could recommend? Sorry if this is a bother!
hey!! omg you're not bothering me, i can literally talk about naruto all day every day i'm so serious.
short answer, yes i do ship sasusaku, but not necessarily what we got in canon. i think genin!sasusaku was really fucking cute (idk what the antis say, the foundations were THERE) but they kinda lost me in shippuden? i still stand by them tho idc & no one can deny that the sasusaku fandom is super fucking talented. anyways, here are some fic recommendations!!
MY FAAAAVE SASUSAKU FICS
synergy by bttrmllwĀ ā this is a mulan-inspired AU & is quite possibly the best sasusaku fic iāve ever read (& honestly, i would argue that it makes my top 10 naruto fics in general). the romance is well written, but what i love most about this fic is that it incorporates the konoha 12, kakashi being a competent sensei (canon!kakashi pls forgive me ily), sakuraās relationship with tsunade, & the uchiha brothers... so basically, all my favorite things. if you havenāt read this fic, i HIGHLY recommend it.
the long way homeĀ by the general girlĀ āĀ also more of an AU (or i guess you could argue canon divergent?) but i really like the progression of sakura & sasukeās relationship!
a twist in time by wolf08Ā ā for all my time travel lovers!! genin!sasusaku is simply superior idk what to tell you. also, because itās a time travel fic, sakuraās been trained under tsunade before traveling back to her genin daysā¦ and idk about yāall but i absolutely love fics of genin!sakura kicking ass.
sticks, stones, and summer by bttrmllwĀ ā i just really love any fic where the naruto characters interact as children. this is more of an AUĀ but itās a cute little one-shot that made me smile.
iāll misbehave (if it turns you on) by theformeroneĀ ā this is one of the funniest naruto fics iāve ever read & the author absolutely kills sasukeās inner monologue.
stars exploding by blessethĀ ā this is more of a pre-relationship fic but i love the depiction of sweet, post war sasuke!
the time being by CatFloristĀ ā iām ngl, i donāt remember this one too well since itās been a while since iāve read it, but i do remember really loving the plot. this one also kind of deals with time travel, but not necessarily in the way you would expect? idk i highly recommend!
interim by stannideĀ ā this is one of the few fics on the list thatās actually set in the time between sasuke & narutoās final fight and sasuke leaving the village at the end of shippuden. i like how the author fills in the spaces of what we missed in canon & develops sasusakuās relationship.
#also the aesthetics of sasusakuā¦ like come on now#even tho i wasnāt the biggest fan of how their relationship was in shippuden u canāt deny that they look good together!!!!!#iām a simple bitch ok i see the pink character and the blue character and something just clicks idk#i may not be a ride or die sasusaku stan but rest assured iāll go up against the antis like my life depends on it#hate a bitch who says shit like oh sasuke never cared abt sakura like donāt piss me off#like i understand if u prefer platonic!sasusaku but antis who completely erase CANON evidence to devalue their bondā¦ if i speakā¦#also of all the CANON relationships we got at the end of shippudenā¦ like at least sasusaku makes sense š#(aside from shikatema ofc but thatās kind of a given. i donāt think iāve ever met a shikatema anti)#what the fuck am i even talking about lemme get off my soapbox#sasusaku#fanfic recommendations#fanfic recs#text post#ask
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Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk šæ
Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement āļøšæ
#comet rambles#putting in queue to deploy later#parent loss tw#just in case by association n implications āļøšæ/nm+gen#when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance#has been figured out definitely#i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that#personal#gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still#or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk#most signs point to male gender identity leaning though šš#also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm š„¹#like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!!#like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try#and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense#i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc#its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times#hope this makes sense#šæš#still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one#i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain#as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao#i wish i was kidding#but im not š#sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh#also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy š„°#if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm
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there's a post going around that says "āWe need to strive to be more accepting of POCā you guys canāt even handle religion." and like. that's genuinely offensive to me lmao
#and like i say: brf slt#the word accepting. POC the acronym you couldn't even write all of it. again more accepting? just weird to me#and like...literally what. in their rb they say christianity and catholicism aren't the only religions when like...that's the same religion#so im gonna be crazy and assume theyre 14 or just kinda dumb.bc how are you not gonna make sure to be accurate in your big anti-racism rant#wait their bio actually says i'm an adult i promise. they're just dumb then#and like obviously there's not just christianity. i dislike every one of the big three equally because there's no meaningful difference#there to me...and i don't know enough about other religions but i would probably hate many others too because like...i don't like the#content but i also dislike just the concept of organized religion and also just think it's dumb since i'm not in it at all#and like. obviously you're allowed to believe in what you want and i think it's nice that people are able to have faith like i think that's#a nice concept. and yes religions are a big part of people's cultures (something the post says) but like...when you're not religious#religions are literally just cults that worked out but you're supposed to respect them because like we live in a society and it's sooo...š#like i also think believing in the power of rocks is dumb#i know all about criticism of a religion being racism because french people do it all the time with islam because they just hate north#african people/arabs and black people (but i think islamophobia is mostly aimed at north africans). but like. when people talk about#islamophobia being a real problem it's not about people disliking the religion it's about them talking about it 24/7 just because they hate#the people who follow it when like. literally how is christianity better!!!!! when they're like oh it's so regressive but they themselves#are everything they claim islam makes people (idk homophobic misogynistic etc) like it's very transparent. but you're allowed to not like#religions unless you know blasphemy's a thing where you live. and it's actually very easy to be against islamophobia when it's literally#just a manifestation of racism while not being fond of islam or of any religion. because like. common sense. but anyway#i UNDERSTAND where the post is coming from it's like if you think religion is backwards you're gonna think religious people are backwards#and that includes 'poc' or like saying a religion is backwards is something racists do a lot. but like wdym to be anti-racist#you have to not be critical of religion(s) that doesn't make any sense to me. like if religions are against my values. i'm not gonna like#themš 'religion isn't just what your parents used to be homophobic against you' well there's a lot of people worldwide who are using#religion to do bad things i fear...the post's arguments dont make sense and i dont care about people believing in whatever but also yes im#gonna think it's stupid and wrong if i think the opinions they have because of their religion are wrong when people aren't religious. like#it's not a trump card. i don't even think that's what that person's saying. but like...there's no correlation between 'not being accepting#of POC' and 'not being able to handle religion'?š implying there is feels racist to me literally what...and the reverse doesn't work either#and i'm aware trying to stop people from practicing their religion is like bad and a way to get them to assimilate and like racist and all#that.but that's not 'not being able to handle religion' in a tumblr way it's literally just racism again? and idk just weird it annoyed me#and also i know leftists can be anti-religion in a way that's racist and paternalistic again i live in france
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<<DNI if you shame people for having "cringe" interests>> *proceeds to shame or disrespect someone for having interest in fictional stuff they don't like instead of using the block button even though that person has done anything to anyone*
#vent??? I guess??? idk#some people is mind-blowing to me. not in the good sense#idc much about fandom discourse or whatever but the level of blindness or hypocrisy some reach is??#like you see them telling everyone they are supportive and reality ā fiction but then make gymnastic levels of stretching to explain why--#--what they like is good š and everything they dislike or they're neutral of shouldn't exist and who enjoy it should kill themselves#and it doesn't even need to be something gross like this time I have seen it is because others like Kuromi more than My Melody dude wtf? š#guys is it homophobic to be cishet? Because apparently according to some who support everyone of the collective being cishet is enough to--#get blocked. If it was reversed they would get called out for their weird behaviour but ig I'm the weird one#like. One thing is blocking or putting boundaries because that's what social media is for. Curating your space is normal and it should--#always be#but another thing is opinating [insert sexuality/gender] is 'on thin ice' for just...being on the internet???#Idk what I was expecting from Twitter tbh. Although I see people like that in every social media#so sad and tiring#just say you don't want others to have different takes in whatever fandom you are and go. You don't need to give explanations or aact-#--like you are always objective and therefore correct#Anyway in this house we stan Kuromi and cishet people as long as they don't discriminate anyone for their gender identity or sexuality š#If you have read this far I'm sorry. Seems long. Have a nice day š«¶#and if you are wondering no that person didn't do anything to me they were talking about Kuromi/straights in general#but I felt the need to share#tw vent#edit: Seems like they did reach somebody over their interest in fandom stuff. Not surprises there#God forbid people to make their internet experience about their hobbies and interests#instead of curating THEIR OWN BLOG and thinking of what others want them to like instead#just a warning for those who like my shit. Unfortunately for you I like fictional characters being evil or morally grey as much as#fictional characters being good people#sorry guys block me if you want Imma keep using critical thinking š¤·āāļø#OH AND WHAT UPSETS ME THE MOST: When somebody breaks their own dni to go to somebody to tell them they suck or whatever#like????? Why would you do that if you despise x trope or thing sm???? So you want everyone to respect your boundaries except yourself????#you just waste your own time and those you interact with by trying to create a raging conversation for all parts#fandom discourse
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My mom used the complain I told her in secret to win her argument so now my dad is mad at me for complaining to my momā¦ my mom was at mad at my dad for making me do something, that actually didnāt even bother me, while Iām unwell just to make my situation worst by making me panic š
#Idk if I make sense i donāt care#like I was finally feeling pretty good my body wasnāt feeling that much numb but now itās numb again cause I panic I got mad at my#mom*#she just wanted an excuse to get mad at him for no reason#if I didnāt wanna do what my dad ask me to I wouldnāt have done it#and yes I told my dad that what he told me made me mad but he got annoyed#i just wanted to complain to my mom like I usally do when one or the other day something bad and wonāt understand#she never use what I say in secret against him I donāt understand what went to her head this time#now sheās the one making me physically feel worst not him#but she said I make her feel like the villain and oh no everything is her fault IT FUCKING IS#it would have been fine if she said nothing#Idk if my problem really is anxiety cause even not stress I kinda feel numb but it sure make it worse#i get sheās mad that my dad said that but it was no reason to to#tell* him something I trust her with#anyway my dad got back inside she ask him something and he answered normally to her#so either he calmed down or heās just mad at me Iām scared to find out š#anyway I have enough of my body can I feel normal again please š#alex.txt
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Literally never understood any of the ships in jjk akajkaa
#I donāt feel anything for most of the popular ones and even shit like gojo and shoko now like I guess in the latest chapter she was like I#fell for one of you (probably talking about gojo who knows??? which felt out of nowhere and random as hell) like gege is really giving jjk#the csm pacing even tho the diff between the two is that csm is extremely consistent and still makes sense and manages to pull you in even#with how fast paced it is#fujimoto gives you bits and pieces of information while not dwelling on it too much while still managing to get whatever point he was trying#to make across#idk why gege is trying to do the same damn there but ermā¦ it isnāt working at all and is actually ruining the quality of the story all#together and I hate it sm because the story started to fall down right as soon as the culling game/Coloney arcs started like there were high#points but not many of them šā¦ and the fact that heās rushing the shit out of the story now just to say that heās finished makes me sad lol#like idk if heās sick again??? or??? is it the editors? jump forcing him to continue on working despite the quality dropping like this??? I#hate capitalismā¦. I hate the churning out of doo doo just to make a profit to to say that youāre through like#if gege donāt take another hiatus and put that pen down and get some rest because this is not it š#sorryā¦ I was just talking about how ships in jjk donāt make any sense and then I started talking about how shit the stories become sorry#rambling#wait#the only ship I ever liked in the entire manga is gonami now that is something else but everything else š#I donāt think thereās a lot of content for gonami but oh well
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Due to having some social contact outside work and school settings, my schedule has fallen apart and I don't know how I'll do
#another test coming up#have went through 37 slides out of 102#i can remember TCR structure#and the number of CDR on each chain but idk what cdr meant. complementarity determining region? god knows#the structure of CD4 and CD8 is ššš like bestieesss why must i suffer#but i recall CD4 and CD8 binding sites on MHC#forgot what CD stands for#i know the difference between coreceptor and costimulating receptor. if thats what theyre called#so now i have to learn BCR (i know already smth) and CDR of them and then there was something.#was it the gene regions? it probably was. idk. something that is analogous for both TCR and BCR#anyway. i know i make no sense but this was a good review session for me#i cant even make a meme out of this#oh wait i have to know immunological synapse. i made a meme abt that before#yeah thats in the other bigger part of the presentation i havent covered#i have a day lol.#oof#if you read my tags. do you have immunology flashcards? do you want to share? do you love me?
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