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mugentakeda · 5 months

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i saw fanart for this age old unfinished fic and was so interested by the premise that i simply HAD to give the concept my own spin.... Ill put my notes under the cut cus it got kinda long lol

-FIRST OF ALL. i headcanon lu ten as a powerful firebender (like, lightning bending powerful. not an expert at it yet, but can generate it at will. only recently picked it up before the siege.) that can Also use a weapon. he picked it up for funsies and ended up taking it seriously and then excelling. he learned under piandao and in turn later introduced him to zuko. His weapon that he made with piandao was a more traditional jogekama yari, which he had on him when he was captured. long feng destroyed it and had a new jogekama yari made for lu ten in a more sleek earth kingdom style, with longer and more savage blades. **ALSO: lu tens jogekama yari is based on saras yari from samurai champloo!!!! i just made the side blades curved in opposite directions (which made it a jogekama instead of saras type of yari) -lu ten does not interact with the other agents. whether brainwashed or amnesic in this, hes not even one of the secret police that go around arresting people. hes a lone agent that works Directly under long feng and is more of an assassin and spy thats permitted in and out of ba sing se for the missions and jobs long feng sends him on, unlike the rest of the agents. as a gift for his (made up) birthday, long feng gave him a hand carved stone earring. Yes, its a tracker. yes, lu ten knows that. No, he doesn't care and wears it anyway. his boss can do what he wants, and he trusts his boss with his life (lol). the other dai li agents know of lu tens existence, less have seen him with their own eyes, none are permitted to speak to him if they do. they dont know hes a "nonbender". -i havent decided on whether or not i want lu ten brainwashed in this or simply amnesic?? it would be neat if he was the brainwash soft launch since the ba sing se conspiracy brainwashing only started After the siege. lu ten is a firebender, has that fn royalty brand iron willpower, so youd think thats hard to brainwash especially if he was the soft launch, but if long feng kept up the sessions regularly over the course of 6-ish years (and as their brainwashing techniques improved), id doubt it would rub off. its a seven layer salad of brainwashing. and even if he was amnesic rather than brainwashed, theyd still need to do some adjustments in lu tens head to TOTALLY wipe out any idea of firebending, on top of regular chi blocking. -as for the amnesic part, i read a theory that introduced the idea that lu ten being killed was an inside job orchestrated by ozai. which i dont think would be canon, but it would be pretty cool?? like especially considering how FAST he jumped on azulon about heirs. very suspicious indeed. and all too convenient: have a group of moles set in irohs army, once lu ten moves out away from iroh then corner him, kill him, make it look like the earth army did it, sneak back to the fire nation, ozai gets the crown. easy as pie. -and to combine one of MY OWN aus with the above, aka the one where zhao and lu ten were both taught together under jeong jeong, the first time that zhao REALLY made a big move into ozais pocket was offering to be the head mole in irohs army. it made perfect sense to ozai, and he gladly sent zhao on his way- him being close rivals with him will catch him off guard and make the job far easier. and if zhao succeeds, and KEEPS succeeding, when ozai undoubtedly snatches the crown, he will grant zhao all the rewards and titles he could ever want until the cows come home. snazzy deal.

so whichever one of those you guys find cooler will be the one i go with because frankly both of them have the same amount of fun angst and drama idk......................

-as for lu tens face and arm, i base that off how i think lu ten died, not even gna lie. in the case where he is dead i think half his skull got crushed open and his arm was blown right off from the bicep. the stitches are just for aesthetic purposes. i was inspired by how scars are drawn in one piece, and because they give a "frankensteins monster" type look, which i found fitting, since this is a 'came back wrong' trope/winter soldier-esque au. the bandages covering his face was a suggestion from an anxious long feng to hide his face in public, while the ba sing se conspiracy was still fresh and the citizens might recognize the spawn of the dragon of the west if they looked long enough.

-as for lu ten and long fengs relationship, i havent thought about it enough, but im definitely imagining smthn along the lines of "you were always working for me, i picked you up and trained you when you had nothing, you owe me your life and loyalty", mixed with some gentle stockholm syndrome. like, a combination of "the king and his most loyal guard dog", a very strange psuedo father-son relationship??? (which was honestly accidental on long fengs part. but he kept it up because he found the irony amusing. yes he will try and rub that in irohs face. yes iroh will beat his skull in for it. its chill)

-this has nothing to do with the au but please see iroh and zukos body language in the third panel of the comic... i love to portray them as protective of each other... zukos blade placed before iroh, irohs arm switching from shoulder to shoulder as zuko turns, always placed between him and whatever is approaching... Heurghhh (GRIPS HEAD

#BUT YEAH I HOPE U GUYS LIKE TJIS ... if that ends up being the case maybe ill talk abt it more and expand a bit further...#BUT ONLY IF U GUYS LIKE IT I PROMISE.#yes this woudl probably change the outcome of book 2 thats a whole other can of beans #lu ten #iroh #zuko #long feng #atla #avatar the last airbender #alicias art

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dangopango00 · 3 months

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COLLEGE BAND AU HEADCANONS

Legato x gn reader

It was pretty rude of me to just randomly put an au fic without explanation so heres the explanation bye still self indulgent; always will be i fear

more utc

- OK FIRST ABOUT HIM. He works for knives still but in this au his job is to cause vash suffering by 😭😭… outselling him??? Ridonkulous ik but go with it

- Knives wants him to outsell vash so vash realizes that art and human creativity is obsolete and instead help him run his tech/AI company that also focuses on helping global warming (humans suck they should die. robots go!)

- Hes apart of a band to rival Vash’s and ofc its the Gung Ho Guns; he hired them to play for him

- Tbh i think their genre isnt set in stone bc theyre purely doing this to outsell vash so I think theyd keep the core of it rock or indie but it has a lot of shifting gears, doing wtv gets the most traction

- Legato is the bassist but he knows keyboard if their keyboardist is absent

- I think legato writes most of the songs himself (to impress knives ofc this is still HIS mission afterall) and gets a lil sad and defensive if it flops LMFAO even if its just his first album; considering how Knives talked down on music Legato thought it’d be somewhat easy

- It DEFINITELY took him a while to write things that had some semblance of humanity in it tbh he had to have either another less emotionally stunted member write it or a ghost writer but he did still practice writing in his spare time since he had nothing better to do

- NOW ABOUT YALL. Ur roommates in a college dorm; if it were up to him he’d have an apartment but knives wanted him to keep an eye on vash and vash lives on campus

- He only has like one or two official rules as roommates but if ur pissing him off with sth thats not on the list he WILL let u lnow LOL

- The only rules established off rip are:

1. MYOB

2. Do not touch him (no tolerance rule if u touch him without permission he WILL be out of there asap even if its a lot of trouble and will probably even idk push u or sth ignore u forever, hope and pray on ur downfall idk its hard to translate his violent tendencies to modern society without getting him arrested ok)

- You often eat together when he isnt busy tbh usually in silence but its ok its comfortable silence (to him at least)

- Ok im gonna try to say this in the least creepy way possible but like. He likes to observe you for inspiration HEAR ME OUT. Just seeing u go about ur day and since hes always in first person POV seeing someone else just… live gives him immense inspiration on what to write

- He also gets inspo from other artists and heres where u come in hehe. You are a solo artist who doesn’t show your face and your speaking voice is pretty much completely different from ur singing voice (Not like insanely different but if you heard the two separately you wouldnt really connect the dots unless ur one of those people who connect voices easily + depending on ur genre u could be using a completely different tone of voice than usual)

- Your genre is a little similar to Legato’s in the fact that although you keep your core component (Love theme IMO but hey i dont make the rules yes i doo) you change around the other moving parts such as the instruments or wtv so he listens to your music often though he never really thought it would be you; just never really thought about the possibility

- Im not gonna say hes like obsessed with your artist persona or anything but he does (as much as he would rather khs than admit it since according to Knives music is the bane of this world) greatly enjoy your music and often finds himself getting your songs stuck in his head

- Hes def a gatekeeper i mean this is the guy who can name every song in ur discography (Not saying much though since you dont post too often)

- ANYWAY u have no idea this is going on since hes prone to just listening to music in his headphones rather than showing you or blasting it for the world to hear so ur relationship is developing as normal roommates

- You often get him stuff from the college snack shack and in return he often gives u whatever he doesnt want from the dining hall (that sounds crappy but its usually good stuff like ur fave fruit or cheese and crackers or sth)

- After u become a bit closer going on trips together becomes common not like vacation but like a little drive to a department store or him taking you with him to practice/performances

- SPEAKING OF PRACTICE U work part time at a coffee shop and it has a practice room which is where he usually brings his band it sounds random but I’ve encountered a coffee place like this before ok

- Killing two birds with one stone, he gets to see you on his way in and out and he gets a quiet place to practice + Vash often brings his band here too so ig killing two birds and one afterthought with one stone

- Other GHGs (NOT greenhouse gasses. Gung ho guns) think that ur another one of his groupies probably 💀 he def has tons i fear

- He def writes songs about you or rather than about you, references how u make him feel but he is in denial and thinks feelings are embarrassing so hes just like no they just gave me inspiration

- Its ok though the only one he has to justify himself to is himself bc hes like. The only one who knows its about u since his songs are never rlly about romance and in the rare cases that they are its very subtle

- When, if ever, he feels ready for touch he frames it like hes doing u a favor lmao “I will allow you to (blank)” he is tbh

Random Misc:

- Hes majoring in Ecology or Conservation Biology prob minoring in sth like computer science (his entire life surrounds Knives what did u expect)

- Sleeps in his daytime clothes and ur always like ???? Esp bc he wears jeans often… U two went to the department store one time and u convinced him to let u buy him pajamas so he could wash the day clothes overnight

- Hes a big ass fan of vinyls and cds and just physical ways of owning things like music or games but wont admit to himself he likes it its just for the aesthetic ok even though he has a record and cd player

- Wants to cut ur hair and feels like its one of the most intimate things u could do without having to touch too much (forever subscribed to knives cut his hair hc)

- If u have a lot of accessories and generally just a lot of stuff he gets annoyed if it isnt properly organized and will organize it for u wnv hes having writers block

- If ur an artist he has u make his merch designs n stuff 😍😍 he pays very generously he rlly dgaf abt money tbh + Knives sponsoring him

A/N: irrelevant but idk whether to imagine him as tristamp or trigun design like both are so good but Ok im done yapping ty

#legato x you #legato bluesummers x reader #legato x reader #legato trigun #trigun band au #trigun modern au #trigun college au #trigun stampede #trigun #legato bluesummers #ridiculous men x reader lol #sobbing (literal)#legato and i should kiss #deranged men #yapping

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lezarus · 3 years

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just remembered like a week ago i sent you a top 5 that was approx “top 5 things ppl misunderstand abt quinn fabray” and on the off chance tumblr just ate the ask i’m resending bc i’m genuinely so interested in ur thoughts on this

ok! sorry this took me so long ive literally been thinking abt it for days also this is going to be a long rant rather than a numbered list bc this DOES drive me insane

so basically i think that ryan murphy fundamentally did not understand quinn at all and tried to make her villain when she was always a much more complex character than that. this is like obviously largely because they hated dianna agron so they wouldnt like let her come back for like major episodes like the cory monteith tribute episode or the wedding episode etc. and even the episodes she did come back quinn is completely dull and lobotomised.

ANYWAY i think that quinn getting villain treatment NEVER made sense because they always tried to frame her coldness and lack of emotion after beths birth as being a character defect rather than an extremely understandable response to having a losing a child after being kicked out of her HOME as a teenager. most rage inducing scene on the show to me is when will accuses of quinn of never understanding her privilege and how good shes got it after she got kicked out of her home and had her life destroyed and just HAD A BABY bc she didnt want to like sing songs in his choir anymore.

she never got over having a losing beth which is INTERESTING u can do interesting things with that but like she was the villain for not wanting her baby and then a few seasons later she was the villain for wanting her back. which yes is a product of bad writing bc they could never decide what her motivations were from one season to the next but they could have USED that. quinn did awful things but she was a teenager who went through a trauma and was never allowed to grow beyond that because they hated her. she does remind me of dean in some ways in that she was never allowed to escape the narrative they wrote for her so she just kept making the same mistakes over and over again bc she made the perfect villain when she was always more complicated than that and you can see glimpses of it, especially in season one, but they never let her grow from that. AND THEY HIT HER WITH A TRUCK

ultimately shes like a deeply interesting character to me and her rage and pain and coldness were all justified or understandable and if theyd just allowed her that complexity well…………

i simply ask myself every day what blonde cheerleader slept with the guy ryan murphy liked in highschool that made him treat quinn fabray like that.

also shes a dyke

#tw pregnancy #btw im a ryan murphy apologist i love his shows #i rewatched glee over the pandemic and was delighted by it BUT he doesnt understand quinn like i do no one does #ask #menschdean

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tortilla-of-courage · 3 years

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Sending this because I cannot remember if I sent the other ask or just thought about sending it, but I've realized, writing the Faron section, that I have no idea what to do with the first visit to Lanayru in the role reversal AU.

I have no plans for that part, but I probably should come up with some.

In case I did already send this ask at some point, since my memory is an unreliable narrator at the best of times, uh, chapter 5 update: Zelda has met a goron, Link has woken up from a nightmare, and Ghirahim has made his wondrous return without actually showing up.

-Attllhak

Oh boy chapter 5 sounds good already!! Ghirahim always finds a way to worm his way into stuff even if he's not actually there lol

and hm.. i dont remember getting another ask similar, but then again tumblr was weird today, and sometimes won't show me asks unless im on desktop and i have been on mobile all day... so oops, who knows what happened dbdjndd

and uhhh... huh. hadn't thought that far. hmmm... well, in canon it seems Impa blocked off the temple so Ghirahim wouldn't go in, rather than to stop Link, so I'd guess she'd do the same if Ghira's after Link? So Zelda would probably have to do that dungeon. And after that, well... I think the Gate of Time needed the ballad of the goddess to activate maybe? at least from what we see when we walk into the temple in Lanayru and find Zelda singing in front of it/when we use the song to get the blocky gate in the sealed temple. So if Zelda got there around the same time Link does in canon, they wouldn't really have time to activate the gate and run to the past to hide maybe? and could potentially get separated again to escape from Ghirahim... or if Impa and Link had activated it already, maybe they all run to the past to escape from him? but it'd be like running in circles because theyd have to get out the same way, since Link(?) would have to upgrade the sword to open the other gate.. though very technically he could do that in the past? but that'd be an entirely different can of worms to dig through so idk nekdkdkjdjdkz

#skyward sword spoilers #attllhak #or maybe all four of them could hang out together and explore but that'd be /another/ can of worms. so uhhhh im not sure #tortilla asks

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brunhiddensmusings · 4 years

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okay, because of my pet peeve of people assuming ‘medieval europe’ meant specifically and only ‘england from this one specific ten year period’ im tempted to pitch a historically based tv series set in around 1500 -slice of life comedy first, social comedy second -mainland europe only, primarily the pile of 300 minor fiefdoms in a trenchcoat known as the holy roman empire, a running gag is people being foggy as to which ‘country’ is which, or where, or owned by who -gotz of the iron hand is met multiple times, hes baller and the special effects for his hand would be crucial, suggestions on who would be cast for him are open, at least one fullmetal alchemist joke will be used and at least one elder scrolls reference as well -everyone sings as they go about their day, no its not a musical although galavant was awesome the point is people in the era sang to pass time constantly so any walking, most work, and definitely any scene in a town or tavern will have people singing and playing instruments -they also tell each other jokes, stories, and other things that dont exist soely for exposition but rather because it makes everyone feel more alive and well rounded as a character when they play word games instead of only sharing culture when its a lore dump -the clothes are vibrant and impressive the houses arent mud huts, effort is made to have everything look interesting and like actual humans who care about how they live are living there -the food is both authentic AND makes you want to try it. think hobbit, i mean these people have to live like this theyd at least put some effort into making things as appetizing as they could they dont just sit down to cowpat bread if they can help it -follows among its main characters a traveling jewish merchant, likely voiced by someone as close as possible to Nathan Lane, largely for POV and commentary but also to give a much needed decidedly not a negative stereotype representation as well as history social commentary and moral/ethical focal point -other recurring traveling merchants include a drop dead gorgeous scandinavian man and a stunning statuesque black man who while mostly appearing in the background you can over time see are clearly gay for each other but too nervous to make a move despite ‘mysteriously’ hitting all the same towns at the same time. when they finally have their on screen completely unambiguous kiss the jewish merchant notices and says ‘finally, i was afraid i was going to have to give them a push if it kept up any longer’ -possibly the same episode they travel to strassborg during the dancing plauge -yes the dancing plague and gotz coexisted at the same time but im going to say theres like 50 years leeway for historical period accuracy but im putting my foot down on that 200+ year historical discrepancies of shows like vikings. like ye gods i could spent hours pointing out how many things were literally centuries apart in that show -female blacksmiths, brewers, noblewomen of power, clever women, ecc to ensure that it is neither female oppression porn nor ‘must give a woman a sword for them to be strong’ fallacy -specifically at least once someone tries to molest a women to allow the audience to see said woman pull a bollock dagger on him, and later for him to be dragged in front of court heavily bandaged to face judgement. the woman in question is not a warrior and in no way visibly more intimidating then other women, in fact shes less intimidating then half the women you meet -openly confronts poor treatment of the jewish, the romani, confusions about islam because of not just the crusades but also the moorish occupation of spain people keep forgetting about and frames these not as a ‘medieval thing’ but rather as a misinformation and failure for understanding thing that allows the audience to drink in how rich and vibrant these people were as well

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gundhams-pandemonium · 3 years

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for this ,,, komadam nd amaguuji 👁️👁️ also fuck it kazukichi (kazuichi x kokichi) too,, hope it alr if i req multiple ships ahah

Multiple Ships are totally fine :D:

Komadam

It's a good ship overall! I have a fusion of them, and I enjoy fanart. I feel there is a lot of unused potential for the ship!

“Their” song: What do they know I've associated with both of them/I think theyd vibe

Who does more housework: Nagito, he thinks of himself as trash but "trash can clean trash". Gundham doesn't approve of "that nonsense" however he's usually working so it works out well that Nagito can clean

What couple cosplay they should do: Idk why, but big Pokemon Cosplay vibes. However, I cant place who? Gundham would love Team Rocket but i cant see Nagito fiting either Jesse or James. Perhaps some Gym leaders 🤔

Who cried watching Toy Story 3: Gundham, but that is a secret

Who hogs the blankets at night: Nagito, he doesnt even mean too but he constantly tears them off the other. Gundham doesn't mind, and usually gets closer to him to share the blanket

What they fight about: Haha, Luck Cycle, God Complex, Whether Nagito should be near Gundham because Gundham see's himself "unfit for mortals" while Nagito feels that Gundham will get hurt due to his cycle. There's... a lot of arguing I can see with these two

Who has more Facebook friends: Gundham, only because fellow animal lovers and breeders follow him for advice (he canonly has a blog specifically for advice!)

One headcanon about them: Gundham, with premmesion, dyed Nagito's hair with stripes of black so it matched his own. It was adorable

Amaguji~:

I'll be honest, I've gone back and forth from liking it, to being neutral, to disliking, to liking it again. There is nothing wrong with the ship, and I think that Kiyo and Rantaro would get along however I prefer them as a friends. I really think it depends on how someone writes their dynamic~

“Their” song: Dear Fellow Traveler

Who does more housework: They both split it equally between each other, but Korekiyo may end up doing more if Rantaro's travels take longer then expected

What couple cosplay they should do: Two differnt versions of the Doctor (From Doctor Who), not sure who but I do not take constructive critism /light hearted

Who cried watching Toy Story 3: Neither? They both dont express feelings that well 😔

Who hogs the blankets at night: Rantaro, he is always cold

What they fight about: Hmmm, I can see them both being upset at the other for not sharing things that bother them (ie, not liking a certain way something is cleaned, not being open when they are upset, etc) but end up calling each other hypocrites. I dont think it happens often, but when they fight everyone knows it (though they make up rather quickly)

Who has more Facebook friends: Rantaro, only because he's the one who uses Facebook. Kiyo is lost on social media, someone help him

One headcanon about them: Korekiyo brings Rantaro with him while doing field work, Rantaro knows a lot of traditions and customs from his own travels and they share knowledge with each other.

Kazuichi/Kokichi

I dont really think/hear about this ship But I always appreciate rarepairs

“Their” song: Daddy Didnt Love Me They both have issues with their father. [Tw for the song, physical and sexual abuse. It's a dark song, I just feel they could relate to it in some way, and would sing it at the top of their lungs]

Who does more housework: Kazuichi id stuck with it whether he wants to or not

What couple cosplay they should do: I have no idea, but Kokichi trying to get him to dress as a magic girl would be funny

Who cried watching Toy Story 3: Kazuichi, please leave him alone he's having a moment okay

Who hogs the blankets at night: Kokichi is Shsl Blanket Stealer and I stand by that

What they fight about: Kokichi will tease Kazuichi a lot, and sometimes it really does hurt him (even if it's meant to be playful) . Kazuichi will usually try to close himself off

Who has more Facebook friends: Kokichi~

One headcanon about them: Kazuichi's main love language is "I make you gift" so he'll make anything mechanical for Kokichi. Kokichi one day surprised Kazuichi with a vers of his checkered scarf so he could have one

#danganronpa #komadam #amaguji #kokichi x kazuichi #kaz writes

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lsohredesign · 4 years

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audrey ii ideas/headcanons

- i want baby audrey ii to be inspired by succulents. since im doing a redesign i want to keep it rooted in the 60s, but have a flair of more ‘contemporary’ touches here and there so i can help retell the story to a new audience. people love succulents rn, so im sure theyd totally be in the same boat as seymour when he decides to take the baby plant home

- in the budding stage, it has lil baby fangs. it still looks cute tho

- as it’s growing, it adapts its personality to be as appealing to seymour as possible so it doesnt get thrown out. since seymour is familiar with cats, audrey ii picked up on cat behavior when seymour’s around. it rubs itself against him, headbutts, etc. it most likely picked up on some dog behavior too, since it’s looking out into the street all day via the window. it can ‘wag’ its vines like a tail and wiggles when excited.

- im really leaning towards the idea of going as ham with the color palette as possible, to really make it feel otherworldly and alien. its markings change over time, so at every main stage (baby, budding, handheld, grounded, final) its palette will evolve into the next while remaining distinct than the stage before it. the colors make it wild and beautiful to look at, but it can also be interpreted as a poisonous animal’s markings that warn others about just how dangerous it is.

- going off of that, i want its patterns to also be able to VISIBLY move in real time. when audrey ii sings, its colors and patterns shift across its body in a psychedelic, hypnotizing way, similar to a cuddlefish.

-whether the ‘hypnotizing’ effect is real or not can probably be left for the general viewer to decide, but i think its just an illusion. i still want seymour to be 100% responsible for his own actions rather than having his alibi be ‘i was hypnotized into doing it.’

#text

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microwaved-cheese-sandwich · 4 years

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‘Bother my askbox’ don’t have to tell me twice! >:P 1(if you aren’t wearing any, do you have a sock tan?) 4,8,11,13,14,18,20,21,22,23,30,32,34,35,36,42,44,45,49,50

Oh biy

I dont have a sock tan (if anything my feet are darker than my leg) and i was wearing some pink socks yesterday

Your fav season- spring, becuase flowers

Last song you sang- some hymn at a mandatory church meeting (😥)

Fav urban legend: ... im not sure if i have any. I like mothman

Bad habit: staying up late. During school i get so sleep deprived-

Would you rather stay in or go out- like for the evening? It really depends on the available activites and the amount of energy i have at the time. (Im v tired rn, so id stay in)

Want to get married some day? Sure, if i find the right person. I wouldnt be opposed to a couple of children either

Have you ever snuck out? Technically yes. My sister took me to mcdonalds late one night - WITHOUT telling our parents 😎

Can you sing well- i guess. I wouldnt do a solo, but id sing in a choir

Whats an embarrasing thing you did? Most everything i do is embarassing

Something youd like to be better at? Talking to people irl. Online conversation is easy bc you have time and distance and resources to make a good response. In person talking is a lot more nerve-wracking 😬

Last thing you cooked- egg drop ramen from last night! I was v proud of myself

Do you have trouble sleeping? Yes, often. Why do you think i'm on tumblr so much?

Where's your bff- idk who my irl bff is and frankly idgaf

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? Depends on the day's schedule. If its a school day, it might take me 20 to 30 minutes. If not, i wont 'get ready' at all

Last thing you ate: nutella, from the secret jar i hide under my bed 💕

Have you had a near death experience: not really

What do people think of you: kids at my school think of me as the weird quiet smart Mormon girl. Well i have news for you bucko-

5 apperance facts-

Because i do running sports, i have significant leg muscles. I cant wear long socks bc my calf muscles ruin them lmao

I made sneaky pride nails a week or so ago and i only have a couple left intact

I have good teeth and skin, which is largely a product of genetics but im proud of it regardless

If i didnt put gel in my blond eyebrows theyd vanish into my face

I like wearing button-downs

5 personality facts-

I have a hard time trusting and opening up to people (unless it's the internet, of course!)

Im a very physically affectionate person. I like hugging, cuddling, and back-rubbbing, platonic or no

My love languages are physical affection (as previously detailed) and gift-giving. If i like you, ill bake you a pie or buy your favorite chocolate.

I hate math. I don't care if thats not a personality trait because im making it one.

I'm very tired and want fruit

Thanks for your ask!!!

#ask #bread of death

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ambitionsource · 4 years

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I’m very curious about the interactions between riley and lucas in the back of his car in the parking lot, like what would they talk about and how would lucas behave?

ah yes. so for clarification, i assume this is in reference to me saying that rl spend a majority of their time together in the summer in the car. this is again because they don’t really have a place that they can Settle and hang out -- lucas’s place is obviously off-limits, and the matthews apartment is only viable when both maya and cory aren’t around given that neither of them are... Fond of lucas, per se. like sure, they could hang out while maya is there, but then it would just be a lot of them trying to have a conversation and maya constantly interjecting her two cents via a snort, or a gag, or a comment under her breath. and when they glare at her, she’s just like oh, i’m sorry, did y’all say something? don’t mind me, i’m just chilling (:

so yeah. best to just avoid it entirely.

the car they travel around in is riley’s, because lucas himself doesn’t actually have one. he occasionally uses grace’s when absolutely necessary (re: him going after de la minkus in 211), but he usually likes to leave her in possession of it just in case she needs to use it suddenly for any... reason. so riley’s sedan is the vehicle of choice, and this is fine because lucas is an expert at driving around other people’s cars (why do we think he was so good at joy riding? ha ha ha... ha.)

also, lucas’s license is still suspended from said joy ride. he technically shouldn’t be driving at all, so for the most part it’s riley behind the wheel for the summer. lucas still drives sometimes but thats only after they both acknowledge like okay... well, if we get pulled over for whatever reason, we might get in trouble. they acknowledge it, and then they Move On lmao.

so riley’s car is the place to be during the summer of love. they’ll go on drives, usually out into the wilderness (as taylor swift once said, let’s drive out of the city, away from the crowd...). this includes the hideout spot that dylucasher tended to frequent in S1, which i’ve always visualized as this kind of... forest-y hiking kind of area near a cliff side or waterfall or something, i dont know where this visual came from, but the point is its nature and probably via a little bit of rule-breaking, its like this hidden oasis away from the rest of the world that only the three of them (and now riley) know about. and dasher usually only go there with lucas, so its basically lucas’s spot.

that’s usually where riley and lucas end up when they just want to hang out and not be bothered, and they’ll just sit around and talk to each other about whatever -- esp early in the summer as theyre in the process of really getting to Know each other as better friends and now partners. sometimes riley will bring lunch or snacks, so they’ll munch on those too. riley plays her playlist she made for him and continues to expose him to new music, although when they drive around they will also listen / sing along to fall out boy since thats the only thing riley can get lucas to “sing.”

further into the summer as they’ve gotten more comfortable around each other, they’ll kind of switch up how they hang out. usually back in the day theyd just hang out in the front seats (especially if it was really hot out), but the more lax they get the more they spread out. sometimes they’ll ditch the car entirely and just hang out in the nature (lucas likes this, because when riley laughs in the hideaway since its so serene its like her laughter echoes all throughout the trees and the water and the nature and he’s obsessed with that). sometimes they’ll stretch out on the hood or the back of her car so they can absorb the fresh air and sunlight, when it’s not too humid and gross out.

about a month into summer, somewhere along those lines, thats when riley gets the bright idea to climb into the backseat (and yes, she climbs over the median and fumbles her way there rather than just getting out of the car and getting back in the car, because she’s a goob -- which lucas comments on). she convinces lucas to join her, and yes he has to also climb into the backseat rather than just use the door because if she’s gonna be a dork but accomplished at it, then he also be a dork! but she’s a lot smaller and nimble (albeit klutzier) than him so him trying to get back there is a big laughter-filled mess, and riley basically has to like yank him back to join her until he’s like falling all over her and they can get themselves resituated

which perhaps was her plan all along. i see you riles, i see your games. clever... scrappy and clever...

what they discover with this new setting is like, yes, its still cramped bc its a car, it wasn’t built for comfortable hanging out lmao, but it has its own charm to it. and they can actually kind of like... chill together this way and be closer together and share the space without this median between them, yet still maintain the privacy of being in the car rather than just like. out in the wild with the nature and the echoes and all that. so fumbling back into the backseat and cramping together becomes a common habit for them, although it does take some time to ease into and get comfortable with (considering how lucas is about closeness and physical touch -- everything is just a gradual process or building trust and establishing safety in that closeness which we know riles is all about). so sometimes they’ll like stretch out opposite each other and bump knees and stuff, other times they’ll cuddle up together as if they’re hanging out in riley’s room on her bed even tho they’re not and this is a car (this is usually how they are if they fall asleep).

and yes, look, i’ll be candid, it’s not like they’re not doing some Kissing in this hideout car. come on now. let’s just be realistic

so yes, that’s the magic of the summer of love and rl hanging out in riley’s car for 65% of the summer break bc they’re oppressed, but that’s okay bc they have each other and right now when they’re in such a formative phase of their relationship and are just excited to actually Be together, that’s all that matters. god bless us everyone

-- Maggie

#SOL #i hope this answered your question and was what you meant #rather than me just going off on an unrelated tangent gFJSG #anyway... god do they know #riley x lucas #Anonymous #answered

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angrylizardjacket · 5 years

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like flying [1] {Brian May}

A/N: Stardust AU!!! Mainly a set-up chapter. they/them, fallen star!reader, please please please let me know what you think!!

When one spends their life with their eyes trained on the sky, they tend to miss what’s right in front of them.

Freddie says that a lot, usually when he’s up by the helm of the ship, and has just witnessed Brian, who is running across the deck trying to get the best vantage point of the sky through the clouds, run straight into John, who in fairness, is equally distracted by the impending storm.

“Could you at least warn us next time?” Brian calls over a crack of thunder.

“Being your guide dog isn’t my job.” Freddie’s glaring into the storm, a white-knuckled grip on the wheel as he prepared to whether it. John doesn’t seem too bothered by it, just picks up his scattered tools, straightens his googles, and heads towards the bow of the ship.

“What about you, ya jackal?” Brian levels a glare at where their resident Warlock had taken up residence on the banister of the quarterdeck, laughing as he watches the events unfold from his vantage point by the Captain. Roger sits with his ankles crossed, balancing with an unnatural ease, and for good reason; his favourite thing was using his magic to make it look like himself appear just that little bit better than the humans around him, irritating git.

“You should watch where you’re going.” Is all he offers, eyes shining as he watches a crack of lightning streak across the sky.

“I’m trying to watch where we’re all going.” Brian huffs, rolling up his map and putting it in it’s holder for safekeeping. “Anyways, the storms dead ahead, you don’t need me to guide you. I’ll be down by the barrels until this is all over.” And with that he descends further into the ship to keep an eye on, and switch out the lightning barrels as they’re being filled.

From his vantage point on the gun deck, which had initially been for show, and had now been converted into the main collection point that all the lightning funnelled into, Brian could catch glimpses of the storm raging outside, and feel as it knocked the ship about. He had absolute faith in Deaky’s designs, they’d been through far worse and come out singing before, and for now he just contented himself with making sure that none of the lightning barrels overflowed, and occasionally catching a glimpse of stars through the clouds.

There was no denying he was rather enamoured with them, at least as a concept; spending thousands of years bringing light to the world in it’s darkest hours, holding their constellations for hundred, even thousands of years, watching silently as the universe passes them by, all without complaint. There was something beautiful, artistic about the way they arranged themselves, something that made Brian feel so unbelievably small, and occasionally futile, in comparison. But their constant nature was often the only things that kept him sane aboard this ship, and so he wouldn’t begrudge the stars their shining constance, he’d just be thankful they shone at all, and kept him in a job, and ironically, kept him grounded.

Roger joins him almost immediately after the storm passes. Brian’s carefully distilling a little of the freshest lightning into a little sample size if the buyer’s unconvinced of it’s quality, which is a tricky process involving heat-proof mittens and a weird metal hose, and Roger pulls off the lid of the barrel without a second thought. By now, Brian doesn’t even flinch; Roger’s adept at keeping the lightning contained with his magic and a flick of his wrist, and looks into the crackling metal barrel without any hesitation.

“Seems like we’ve got a good batch on our hands.” Roger tries to sound like he knows what he’s talking about, like he doesn’t say that every time because he’s a little in awe at the sight of what’s essentially bottled lightning. Brian doesn’t comment. “Well I appreciate your candor, I did do an excellent job.” Roger fills in the blanks with exactly what he wants to hear, and he steps back, stretching out his hand, and there’s a panic that rises in Brian’s chest as what appears to be an electrified serpent rises from the barrel.

“Do you have to show off like that?” Brian asks, deadpan, trying his hardest to hide the fear that the loud, electric snaps bring out in him. After a moment, he caps the sample and shuts off the little vent that he distills the lightning from before taking away the piping, while Roger rolls his eyes but obligingly shoves the lightning back into the barrel.

As he’s capping it, his hold on the lightning slips for just a moment, and there’s a sudden burst as the not yet secured cap is torn through from his grip, rocketing faster than the eye can see up through the roof of the deck, and into the sky. Electricity bursts forth, fire blooming where the lighting hits the walls and floor in an instant, the very power of it sending both Roger and Brian to opposite ends of the room; it’s deafening, overwhelming, and it takes all of Roger’s focus to wrangle the electricity back under control.

“Spare lid!” He shouts, which Brian parrots back mockingly, looking around.

“We’ve never needed a spare lid why would we have one?!” He cries, and can hear, in the now still night air outside, Freddie cursing up a blue streak as he and Deaky come over to the newly formed hole in the floor of the deck to investigate.

“Because it’s better to be safe than sorry!” Roger retorts, and suddenly there’s a pair of goggles looking down at them, Deaky, alongside their incredibly annoyed Captain.

“What the blood hell has happened?”

“Roger-” Brian tried to explain as he was putting out fires across the room, but he was cut off.

“We need a spare lid for this batch, okay? I’ll explain after.” Roger insisted, much to both Freddie and Brian’s chagrin.

“We don’t have a spare lid.” Deaky responded, and his face disappeared from the hole where they had been looking in. Freddie’s gaze turns skyward, as if trying to see if the lid was falling back to Earth, though he seemed transfixed.

“Ha! I told you!” Brian cried, and Roger rolled his eyes, as Deaky showed up at the door a few moments later, pulling various items from his tool belt as he set about making a make-shift lid.

“It won’t hold forever.” Deaky explained, “and we can’t sell this batch, I’ve basically just welded a metal plate to the top, and added some insulator. We need to get a new lid.” Roger relaxed, the sudden exertion and overuse of his powers hitting him all at once, though they all jumped when he let go of his hold of the electricity and it crashed threateningly at the new lid.

“How long do we have?” Roger asks, arms crossed as he puts out an on-fire chair with a wave of his hand before collapsing into it. Brian wants to make a snarky remark, but he’s too busy putting out fires of his own, and even at a glance Roger looks like he’s death standing, or sitting as the case may be; either way he’s at his limit.

“A few days, maybe? I did the best I could given,” and he waves his hand around the ashy room and scattered supplies, “but those lids are specially designed.” And after stamping out a fire by the door, he takes off his goggles. “Worst comes to worst, I can crack the lid and we can chuck it overboard; it’ll come loose in the air and won’t be our problem.”

“And waste a perfectly good barrel? I don’t think so, dear; we’re going to get our lid.” Freddie sounds so confident that it’s a little unnerving, and he’s still looking at the sky. Brian peers up through the hole and tries to follow his gaze.

“How do you even know where it is?” He asked, and Freddie turned with a bright smile, pointing at light in the sky growing steadily brighter at an alarming rate.

“Because it hit a star, and we can watch where it falls.”

The thing about you is that you adored humanity, you just never understood them. You’d always been so caught up in their day-to-day intricacies that you’d never been bored watching empires come and go, or see history repeat itself over and over again. Each little era brought something new, something to shake up the routine, and everyone’s personal lives, and sometimes you were even able to catch a glimpse of love. That was your favourite thing to watch, the way people would fall in love time and time again, and there’s little patterns, people drawn to one another, sometimes you feel as if you’re watching the same souls come back to each other over and over again. If you liked to fantasize about being one of those souls, you would never say anything to the others who shine beside you, bored with the ebb and flow with time that seemed to change little with each passing eon.

You knew, objectively, that there were people who looked up at you, who even perhaps loved you, but it wasn’t the same, you couldn’t tell them you loved them in the same way, and after all, you liked it where you were, free from the fear of having your heart eaten like you’d seen happen to your brothers and sisters before, free from the fear of rejection; humans tend to like humans, and you knew if given half a chance you’d want to act out your little fantasy. But it wouldn’t come true; even people who looked up at the stars learned to love something on the ground, you’d seen it happen too many times.

You were secure where you were, one of the brightest shining stars in the sky, glowing as you delighted in the antics of the people below you, and you never thought that would have to change.

Until what seems to be a metal plate smacks you in the chest, winding you and knocking you from your perch in the sky. You weren’t even able to cry for help as you crash through the atmosphere. Fear has a stranglehold on your whole body, all you can do is clutch the metal to your chest as the ground approaches, and part of you, in hindsight, will be glad that you passed out before you hit the ground.

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(i just tagged everyone who expressed interest; tag list is always open, feel free to message me or comment on the fic and i’ll add you xx)

#brian may #brian may imagine #brian may x reader #freddie mercury #roger taylor #john deacon #bohemian rhapsody #borhap #bo rhap #borhap imagine #bohemian rhapsody imagine #stardust #au #queen #queen imagine #the angry lizard writes

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libidomechanica · 5 years

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And God know about this

As Eldon on my Nancy aft I court: right Marigold of it; for, praised his may say. How I feel the brands have them with shadows rise again: the surround— for some squeamish people get our for there as men (with sanction that of men! Looming horsebacke met thee I said, how to eat. Peonies and will content, but flankd by God! And nothing to share thus, that cruel, cruelness, plighted elms, and set to any sing; sings of Death—but ’“t was Don Juan rather thousand must needs did say, that million from thee the beam” a lonely to the stroke of mind; till cries: to your be: listening slant in trouble key, white rose. Who all the parching alone. S self her lamp with anemonies entered to me with Tithonus (the tame pigeon measures of spill, the silently, dark nightly therefore than shoulders, and call this Russ retire, as doth not the society. Don Juan walkd when angry howl, and if between

Tyrian tunic of melancholy carelesse appeareth their injurious lyre. In triumph replied, beginning canopy of English naval of hopeless harmless as she still be the day) when I came, and give them a long years do no less palate urge, as, to tie,) and, sick as stone this agony to retreat that she was to eased to this veins filled the sweet consumed. As when we could not run away, I must that neuer I will not as bad: Frederic the Graces, are wrought till to his leisure. And thy months hence, and each promise that earths return into one goal, wherever a herd with their martial present story. Like the large and painting sees— no sign, we sat in; time, that the stopped Hurst, itself beat the lived with thy hearth-anchored. One sight, a beauteous ripple, can find, but, with thee thou art why not? A sweet; myriads of

azure oertook his palms together streams. And in its love and rings in Gods gifted, eyes sustain the night in your souls unborn, who is as these crossed each our stout chivalry will flowers drew the ruffians house no more than a new-built last men too: for anothers heavy; think theyd have no truth is gone by night. The whirlwinds true.

#poetry #automatically generated text #Patrick Mooney #Markov chains #Markov chain length: 6 #303 texts

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ace-adventurer · 5 years

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Hit the max limit trying to recite tangled from the “I was in a situation” part

“look I was in a situation. galavanting through the forest. I saw a tower- oh no, WHERE IS MY SACHEL” “I’ve hidden it. somewhere you’ll never find it.” “.. it’s in that pot isn’t it”

“NOW I’ve hidden it where you’ll never find it.”

ugh I don’t remember the rest until it gets to “you can tear this tower apart BRICK by BRICK but you will net find your precious sachel” “look. I didn’t wanna do this. but you leave me no choice. here comes the smolder... this is kind of an off day for me. FINE. I’ll take you to see the lanterns.”

“REALLY? oops”

“you broke my smolder”

“YOU COMIN BLONDIE?”

“look at the world so close and I’m halfway to it. look at it all so big do I even dare? look at it all so close I just have to do it. shoudl i ? no. Here I go- jUST FEEL THE GRASS THE DIRT JUST HOW I DREAMED THEYD BE, JUST FEEL THAT SUMMER BREEZE, THE WAY ITS CALLING ME, FOR LIKE THE FIRST TIME EVER, IM COMPLETELY FREE! I COULD GO RUNNING AND RACING HAIR FLYING HEART POUNDING AND SPLASHING(???) AND REELING AND FINALLY FEELING THATS WHERE MY LIFE BEGINNNNNNNNNNS”

“I can’t believe I did this! I can’t believe I did this. Mother would be so furious. Well that’s okay, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her right? This is going to kill her. I’m going back. I AM NEVER GOING BACK. that’s it. -crying-“

“I can’t help but notice you seem... a little at war with yourself here. But let me ease your conscious. This is part of growing up. A little rebellion, that’s good, healthy even. Will this tear her heart and crush her soul? Of course, but you just got to do it.” “tear her heart?” “In half.” “crush her soul?” “Like a grape.” “You’re right, mother would be heartbroken....” “ I am, aren’t I. Oh bother. That’s it. I’m letting you out of the deal”

"What?" "That's right, you get me back my satchel and you get back a mother daughter relationship based off mutual trust and voila! We part ways as unlikely friends"

"No! I am going to see those lights!"

"OH COME ON! What'll it take to get my satchel back!"

"I will use this."

"-rustle- WHAT IS IT? RUFFIANS?? THUGS??? HAVE THEY COME FOR ME??????"

-a wild bunny appeared!-

"Stay calm. It can probably smell fear."

"Oh! Sorry, I guess I'm just a little bit..... jumpy,"

"Best if we stay away from ruffians and thugs though..."

"Yeah.. that'd probably be best.."

"Are you hungry? I know a great place for lunch!"

"Where?"

"Oh, don't worry, you'll know it when you smell it!"

"Ah, there it is, the snuggly duckling."

"Well, I do like ducklings!"

"Yay!"

"GARÇON, YOUR FINEST TABLE PLEASE!- you smell that? Take a deep breath in through the nose! I'm getting one part man smell and the other part REALLY bad man smell. Over all it just smells like the color brown, your thoughts?" "that's a looot of hair." "She's growing it out. Is that blood in your moustache? Goldie look at all the blood in his moustache! Good sir that's a lot of blood! hey, you don't look so good blondie. Maybe we should get ya home. Call it a day. This is a five star joint after all-"

"Is this you?"

"Oh come on. Now they're just being mean"

"Oh it's him alright. That rewards gonna buy me a new hook."

"I COULD USE THE MONEY!"

"What about me?? IM BROKE!"

"Gentlemen, we can work this out!"

"Give me back my guide!"

"Please- not the nose NOT THE NOSE"

"PUT HIM DOWN! I don't know where I am and I need HIM to take me to see the lights because I've been DREAMING about them my whole life, didn't your humanity! Haven't any of you had a dream?"

"I had a dream, once"

I'm malicious mean and scary/ my sneer could curdle dairy/ and violence wise my hands are not the cleanest/ but despite my evil look, and my temper and my hoook/ I've always yearned to be a concert pianist/ can't you see me on the stage performing mozaaart/ tickling the ivories till they gleam/ yes I'd rather be called deadly/ for my killer showtune medley/ THANK YOU! Cause way down deep inside I've got a dream/ I've got a dream / I've got a dream/ see I ain't as cruel and vicious as I seem/ I've got scars and lumps and bruises/ something here that oozes, and lets not even mention my complexion/ but despite my extra toes and my goiter and my nose/ I really wanna make a love connection/ can't you see me with a special little lady/ rowing in a rowboat down the stream/ though I'm one disgusting blighter I'm a lover not a fighter/ cause way down deep inside I've got a dream/ Paul would like to quit and be a florist/ gunter does interior design/ ulf is into mime/ atillas cupcakes are sublime/ killer knits/ bruiser sews/ frankies little puppet shows/ and Vladimir collects ceramic unicornsssssssss

"So? What about you?"

"Yeah what's your dream?"

"Sorry boys, I don't sing"

I've got dreams like you, no really, just much less touchy feely, that mainly happen somewhere warm and sunny, on an island that I own tan and rested and alone! Surrounded by enormous pounds of money

I've got a dream! I've got a dream! I just wanna see the floating lanterns gleam! And with every passing hour I'm so glad I left my tower! Like all you lovely folks I've got a dream

"I FOUND THE GUARDS"

"WHERES RYDER WHERE IS HE"

"Find him! Turn the place upside DOWN if you have to!"

"Go. Live your dream."

"I will."

"Your dream stinks. I was talking to her."

"There's no sign of him!"

"Maximus?"

"What's he doing?"

"A passage! Corn (I forgot his name) stay with the stabbington brothers"

"Play it safe. I'll go get the crown."

"I got a dream, I got some dreams- wOAH somebody get me a glass! Because I just found myself a tall drink.. of water"

"Oh, stop it, you big lug. Where does that tunnel lead out?"

"KNIFE!"

"Well I.. didn't know you had it in you back there."

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voidselfshipp · 3 years

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Wait for it

Cw:alcohol.

A/n: I wanted to make my own little fic abt the song he sings about another character, its slightly altered here so it fits the fic.

Song here bcs it slaps.

Burr sighed being dragged by Alexander to a bar, he sits there, drinking while the others talked.

There in the corner, a girl drinking with her Friends.

-- who you looking at burr?-- Alexander teased.

--n no-one!-- he answered back.

-- oh is that Lady over there-- Alex said-- shes very pretty, maybe I should go and talk to her!

--dont you dare Alexander!-- he answered back standing up to go talk to her.

Hamilton and his Friends watched the scene unfold with amusement.

Theyd never seen burr this nervous before, he almost Fell flat on his ass two times now.

They talked the whole night until she had to leave, Alexander, half asleep and dead tired walks over to burr with a "im about to kill you" face.

-- and?

-- her names jerico,we agreed to send eachother letters since she rarely visits the pub

Alex sighs-- oh thank god, I have to admit it was quite funny seeing you stumble Like that

-- well luckily for me she found it adorable

The men say their goodbyes thinking that the struggle was over.

Oh how wrong they were.

Every time burr hung out with them hed ramble about how much he was in love with jer, how her letters were the best thing to happend to him during the week, how the little gifts she made him were all carefully kept.

--So, when Will you ask her out?--herc asked with a brow raised.

Burr freaks out,his cheeks darkening-- dont you think its a bit rushed? We've only talked for a couple of weeks--

Alexander chokes on his drink-- A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND YOU STILL DONT WANT TO ASK HER OUT?! burr youre my friend, but I Will slap you, how can you be so blind!

He sighed-- im just waiting for it

Laurens Holds back Hamilton who holds the bridge of his nose-- Jesus Mary and Joseph-- he let out a long exhasperated sigh-- weve talked about this burr, you need to commit

Knowing where this could end up the rest change the subject of the talk trying to Keep things calm.

But finally aaron asked her out on a date, jerico was happily waiting for burr who arrived just in time.

The date went smoothly, but jer felt something was off.

--i feel like im boring you, I talk to much I know that

--no no no! Dont say that I enjoy hearing you talk

Jer perks up with a small smile-- I uh...thanks, ill...ill see you later

The date ended leaving burr with the suspicion that something was wrong, he brought this to Alexander who was on the verge of losing his shit.

-- the problem here my friend-- he said gripping aarons shoulder a bit too tight-- is that youre still "waiting for it" she feels as if shes boring you, can you for the love of GOD take a step for once?

--id rather Keep my options Open-- he said before Alex had to leave for some air.

Jer sighed leaving the half written letter on her desk, what was the point if Aaron wasnt interested in her anyway, she sits on her balcony head resting on her hand that was ontop of the handrail.

She ends up falling asleep like that as she ponders of what the world could've been like if burr was interested in her.

One night, just like that in the same spot and way she was, she saw none other than burr.

-- what are you doing here!?!--jer asked amazed.

Burr only looked away-- I just...I am...im...sorry...im not the guy to take a step forward first jerico, Im so in love with you, lord knows I am,im so sorry for making you think im not interested in you...

Jer sighed leaning on the handrail-- its okay burr, but I hope that an apology is not the only thing youre here for

He smiled looking away with his cheeks darkening as he snickered-- no...it isnt,I was actually thinking of serenading you

Jericos brows rise-- oh well then go ahead

The smile that spread on her lips was enough of a confirmation for burr--

Jerico writes me a letter every day

I'm keeping the bed warm while I wait for her but

Jerico, she's mine

Love doesn't discriminate

Between the sinners and the saints

It takes and it takes and it takes

And we keep loving anyway

We laugh and we cry and we break

And we make our mistakes

And if there's a reason I'm by her side

When so many have tried

Then I'm willing to wait for it

I'm willing to wait for it -- burrs passion while singing makes her tear up a bit she claps screaming praises at him.

--come inside, let me hug you!

And he did so,Aaron is almost knocked down to the floor as jerico hugs him tightly sobbing on his shoulder.

He hugs her tightly caressing her hair-- I love you jerico, im sorry it had to come to this...-- he lifted her head up by the chin wiping her tears away.

Jer presses her face against his hand as burr kisses her.

She kisses him back and pulls him close.

That same night he spend it there, no more waiting for it on his end.

#f/o fic #burr tag pending #cw alcohol #tw alcohol #my best try at slowburn cause i cant for the life of me write this #i dont have the patience for this #but enjoy

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bloomvroom · 3 years

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vent poetry

It bears these painful smiles, copy pasted onto me I wanna open up and sing, I dont want to drown in a misery of my own making, trapped inside a shell with a brain that doesnt know how to grieve but only knows how to rage, its easier to get angry than it is to be depressed but it gets hopeless right then and there when the circumstances dont change, what a waste of emotion what a waste of raw emotion what a waste of time Then take it out of me, if you have a solution tell me, cuz ive seen you have zero ideas so youre gonna tell me, just stop being consumed by what they did to you and that there was no justice for it and that they all lied to themselves about it too are you telling me youd be capable of brushing past it if you were in my shoes? I want to swap just for a single day, I wonder how you’d do, I wanna see that, I really do I wanna know how youd have reacted if you had been that little girl I was, would you have fought back too? Would you have believed your fathers lies? Would you have believed him when he said thats just his love? What would you have decided to do if you had walked a mile in my life? Would you have chosen the neglect or the abuse? What wounds would you have ended up with then instead?

And when my mother hit me for calling for help to beg her to figure out with me what my dad was doing to me, I wonder how youd have reacted - when she told you not to cry cuz she didnt even hit you that hard, how would you have reacted? Would you have tried to ask for help the thousandst times whilst she tells you how much she cares about you up to her face? Would you have been capable of telling shes a fucking horrible mother at that age already? Would you have doubted your own perceiption of reality like I did too? or would you have magically known how to do it right, whats the solution to this endless fight? Would you have even fought? Cuz from where I stand, all these other survivors I know Most of them believed their parent and surrendered to the sexual abuse in an attempt to secure any kind of quantity of love, I didnt do that, I fought against my dad and I hid a knife underneath my cushions dreaming of stabbing him, but I never had the courage, flirting with killing him, but never had the guts to - would you have went along with the sexual abuse or would you have snapped and killed him, Or would you have side-eyed killing him like I did too?

I just want you to tell me how youd do in this world being filled up with what is considered a taboo topic, carry it with you everywhere, would you show up feeling alright? Would you show up feeling right and like youre wanted there at all? Would you feel the door hit your face when people tell you youre the issue, and your attitude is why? When people say you havent even been trying, when all your life you have fought in the ways you knew how to - How would you survive in a world that would rather convince you your insane than stop sexual abuse as it is happening to you? How would you like living in a world that thinks your existence is offensive cause you remind them of all the bad things theyd rather forget about? How would you feel bout the fact that your dad tried to rape you tried to talk you into letting him do it to you, since youve been six and youve only yourself to believe in, its always you against him, so how would you ago about questioning society? Would you be good at following orders and falling in line after your survival depended on not allowing yourself to be manipulated? Or would ya just have given in and bitten the bullet, cuz you were desperate for the love of your father? No matter what choice youd have made, theres no way youd have come out of it non traumatized, no matter what choice youd have made, theres no way youd have gotten out of this unharmed, its a double bind anyways but sure your individual woundings would have differed some’ but do you really wanna blame me for the circumstances I was born in?

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ddadds kids....

i like thinking about them as one big extended cul-de-sac family... [headcanons and stuff!]

imagine all the families spending the holidays together! i’m sure some celebrate things that the rest dont but theyd probs have one big generic get together during The Holiday Season

all of the kids are crammed together on one big “kid’s table” even tho like half of them are teenagers and there are more offspring than parents

someone always ends up starting a food fight,, usually ernest and lucien, or the twins [either pair. both pairs?? christie and christian vs hazel and briar??]

this was referenced in game once so amanda probs ends up babysitting a lot when she’s home from college for breaks+ during that short time shes still around before she leaves! she’d be a cool fun babysitter, but tough enough to keep some of the more rambunctious kids in check ;p

[ernest voice] dad i dont NEED a babysitter!!! [hugo voice] son i want to know that i can be away for the weekend and come home to a house that isn’t on fire

ernest is probs really snarky to amanda when she babysits like “youre not the boss of me” and going out of his way to cause trouble, but amanda is Cool and probs gives him a run for his money with snark and idk shenanigans ensue and he probs secretly admires her and thinks she’s awesome but would rather die than let anyone ever find out

lucien looks like he might be fairly close to amanda’s age? they probs dont have all that much in common, but damien’s date revealed that lucien listens to mcr, and amanda made her dad listen to black parade, so I bet they could bond over some music tastes here and there

LET LUCIEN GIVE AMANDA A COOL GOTH MAKEOVER

amanda: pleeeeeaaaaassseeeeeee ;D??? lucien: no way. the goth lifestyle isnt for posers i think with enough pestering she’d get him to cave. he’d take great time and care while painting her nails to make sure he does it Right

amanda probs comments on how careful and skilled he does it like “wow you really take this stuff seriously” “uh obviously??”

once he finishes, amanda takes a pic, and then all the other neighbors see her and are bothering lucien to make them look cool too. he pretends to hate it but actually has a lot of fun and is secretly really happy that they think he’s good at what he does

amanda convinces lucien to do like, cool goth makeup videos and put them on youtube/instagram. she helps him with filming and doing photography of final looks and together they get a lot of followers. sometimes she’ll guest star in his videos if he needs a face model other than his own

amanda’s kinda freaked out by christie and christian at first but over time gets used to and sees past their “creepy twin shtick” and, much like her dad [in the joseph brownie date] learns to use it to mess with them and possibly other people

at first chris probably doesnt talk to amanda a lot and keeps to himself when she’s over, but maybe over time she’d adapt to him and learn a few things hes interested in and express gentle interest in those things to kind of help him open up to her more

chris gets quietly attached to her like shes an older sister

everyone in the cul de sac does. they love amanda

AND EACH OTHER

i want daisy to be involved with the carmensita and amanda girl band thing mentioned briefly during one of mat’s dates. that’d be adorable

you know what else would be adorable? allllll the cul de sac kids coming to briar and hazel’s softball games to support them.

the kids going to each others’ anything to support them!! when theyre in clubs and activities that put on shows or performances or other sports games, as many of the neighbors that can make it are there

when they get older, they try to be more and more obnoxious to embarrass their neighbors in front of everyone, like making huge support signs and banners with glitter with a stupid yet supportive pun that one of their dads helped come up with, or printing their neighbor’s face on a tshirt or a giant cutout on a popsicle stick, shouting as loud as possible

they def went to amanda’s actual graduation and PROBABLY ALL CRIED

a lot of this has amanda centric bc i Love Her, but also,,

maybe hugo and craig start going to wrestling matches together [+dadsona] so ernest sees a lot of the cahn kids. if amanda’s in town, she’s with them and in charge. if not, ernest is technically in charge, but secretly [not so secretly probably] the dads are counting on briar and hazel [briar, mostly] to keep things from falling to disaster for the few hours theyre out

they all like to take turns riding on the Giant Dog that ernest got in damien’s route [duchess something i think?] [a good component that should be canon in all universes]

“lets put river on him” “no she’ll fall off” “wheres the duct tape” “n o”

if enough disaster happens leaving these kids alone together, they probably get dropped off at another dad’s house to be looked after for a while. joseph volunteers to look after them but since he and mary are already looking after 4 and KEEP LOSING CRISH, they tend to try and ask literally anyone else

[not that theyre bad parents lmao but it’d be easier for all the other parents that just have One Kid]

i bet christian and christie love robert’s wild spooky stories. he probably makes up so much bullshit to fuck with any kid that’s listening

they’d carpool if they could fit enough kids in one car. it’s probably a 2-3 car carpool depending on who’s driving what size car and who needs to go where at what time

there are probably so many inside jokes[CUL DE SAC MEMES......] that are born at every cul de sac gathering.

when amanda’s home from college, all the kids wanna be the first to tell her all about the SHENANIGANS she’s missed out on

river and crish are bffs once theyre old enough for human interaction. they Have To Be.

pranking each other in the school hallways plz, or just all around chaos. god help the teachers that somehow end up with 2+ of the cul de sac kids in the same class

ernest definitely sends his dog to poop on damien’s lawn outside lucien’s bedroom window / probably does the flaming bag of dog poop ding dong ditch when he knows lucien’s home alone and will be the one to answer the door

christie and chris like when briar and hazel pretend to be each other, so they get their hands on a pair of scissors and chris gives christie a terrible haircut. possibly briar and hazel try and help with the scheme and things just get Worse and joseph has to take his daughter to a Professional [or maybe one of the dads is really good with hair/has had their child do the same thing and is good with fixing a bad haircut ;p]

carmensita goes through a goth phase after she goes over to lucien’s to be babysat one day. mat does not know how to Deal bc this isnt the type of music hes used to playing but he loves and supports his daughter regardless and likes to hear her singing all kinds of music to broaden her horizons and strengthen her talent

G R O U P T E X T between all the kids old enough to have phones

there are lots of memes. lots. of memes.

they take candid shitty photos of each other all the time and send them in the chat, and particularly amusing ones end up reused as reaction photos

lucien: [sends photo of ernest having just spilled cereal on himself with duchess in the background making off with a piece of pizza] ernest: fuck u carmensita: mood daisy: why are you having pizza and cereal for breakfast? ernest: dont tell me how to live my life amanda: lol tag urself i’m duchess

this is just something i like to do w/ my friends but they’d probs also stealthily take pictures of each other when theyre out and about and send them to each other in secret like amanda’s out with her dad at the grocery store and spots lucien and damien in the dairy isle and is like FUCK,, she hides behind a stand of donuts or w/e and takes a pic of them and sends it to lucien w/ no context or like “lol hey”

it becomes a war of sending pics of each other to each other/the group without getting caught. lucien and ernest probably act like they think it’s stupid but get so competitive about it

they all keep score and it probably also would extend to taking stealthy pics of cul de sac dads too Just Because

the dads find out about the competition somehow and like,,, secretly are so into who’s winning. especially brian and dadsona. sometimes they’ll try and serve as a distraction for their child to get a sneaky pic so they can win, but usually the kids prefer the solo missions

val comes and visits sometimes with cool stories. sometimes she brings her girlfriend, and amanda especially looks up to them like two cool older sisters [i dont remember if it was jacket pins or photography that val said her gf is into, but whatever it is i’m sure amanda would geek out about it with her]

christie and christian eventually grow out of their “creepy twin” thing but still have a more unique brand of humor/personality. the cul de sac kids are used to them by then, and will THROW DOWN with anyone that bullies them/ calls them freaks or anything like that, or anyone that picks on chis [and eventually crish] by association or for any other reason

THESE KIDS MAY ARGUE AND FIGHT AND STUFF SOMETIMES BUT THEY’LL STICK UP FOR EACH OTHER IF ANYONE OUTSIDE THE CUL DE SAC TRIES TO START SOMETHING W/ ONE OF THEIR OWN

i could go on forever making up headcanons or scenarios for these kids bc i love them and constantly crave more content about them but imma stop here bc it’s been over an hour and this is Long but anyway plz talk to me about these kids + the cul de sac as a whole. share ur headcanons,,,,, i l o v e the m ,,

#ddadds #headcanons #long post #VERY LONG MY B #dream daddy #I GOT REALLY INTO IT #but now i gotta clean my room a bit hurgk blegh

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