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maxescheibechlinichacheli · 11 months

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#be mine superstar #be mine superstar the series #be mine superstar series #ming x namning #thai bl #bl drama #bl series #maxine gifs #the look on the doctor's face in the first and last gif #so much longing #they are going to be the reason I'll watch this show

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artcake · 1 year

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hello yes I am moreid trash today

#criminal minds #criminal minds fanart #moreid #Spencer reid #derek morgan #reid x morgan #spencer x derek #the pretty boy ship #you cant look at them and say they are anything other than deeply in love #i got to confess they are also my tragic missed connection ship #so much LONGING #they just wanna kiss on each other #maybe kiss some spicy places wink wink #fan art #my art #art

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smalltownspells · 1 year

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it's best girl @marinerach's biiiirthdaayyy!!

have an amazing birthday buuunnn!

#mermaids #marinerach #cute art #gay #wlw #harold they're lesbians #longing #so much longing #wow tumblr really shits on image quality #hopefully it looks cute anyway

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booklove22 · 7 months

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Fic Idea for someone who writes fics:

Nancy and Ace actually broke the curse in 4x03 but THOUGHT they didn’t when Nancy passed out (one last trick from Temperance). Its now 5 years later, and Nancy and Ace have moved on to other lives and other people, but have returned to HSB for Bess and Addy’s upcoming wedding, along with their significant others. Somehow, its discovered that the curse actually had been broken that day, and Ace and Nancy must come to terms with the promises they’ve made to other people and the lingering feelings they still have for each other.

#nace #nancy drew #cw nancy drew #nancy x ace #ace hardy #someone please write this #i want a multi-chapter with so much tension #even the tension has tension #and longing #so much longing #and situations where they are flung together #dancing? check #close encounters #injured nancy needing treatment from med school ace #and their SOs aren’t bad people they just aren’t THE ONE

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littlebabywille · 2 years

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this stare but with wille leaning against a door frame

#so much longing #i miss them #i’m so tired #yr 2 wishlist #wilmon #young royals

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imperiatrixfics · 1 year

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A Desperate, Deep Sort of Longing.

Romana/Leela (Gallifrey, Big Finish Audio.) (475 Words.) (AO3 Mirror.)

Romana's daydreaming about Leela has been getting more intense. And no matter how hard she tries to shake the feeling off, she can't help but let her thoughts wander there when she lies down at the end of the day.

(A/N: Short little drabble to kick off this blog. :D)

Romana was bored. There was no way to dress it up. No way to make the emotion fancy, or meaningful. She was simply bored. Lonely, perhaps. Days seemed to flow together, turning into weeks. Or was it weeks flowing into months? She couldn’t be sure. Of course these moments were rare. The times when nothing too disastrous was happening, and all there was left to do was monotonous daily tasks. She should be thankful, she told herself. Thankful that she had a moments peace, and the world wasn't on the brink of ending. But nonetheless, she sits in her all too clean quarters in something between a daydream and sleep.

If Leela were here, she thought, she would be saying something about how it makes no sense to keep a room so organized and clean to the point where simply living in it would mess it up again. The thought made Romana smile. It was difficult for her to think about Leela without smiling.

As improper as it may be, she couldn’t quite help herself from letting her thoughts wander further. Leela seemed to take up most of her more carnal fantasies lately. Even if she wouldn’t admit it with a knife to her throat. She had toyed with the idea of acting on them before. Usually while she laid in bed, still coming down from whatever it was she had decided to do to herself for the night. But how could she act on them? And risk not only being turned down, but a scandal that would be all too difficult to simply sweep under the rug.

But would that be so bad?... Perhaps it was worth it, if only to have a moments reprieve from the strange brand of torture she was putting herself through. Maybe she was overthinking it. Maybe Leela even felt the same way. It was a desperate, deep sort of longing. The type of longing that she herself wasn't even sure how to categorize.

The first time she found herself thinking about Leela, she assured herself it was purely a physical attraction. They were friends, after all. It wasn't completely out of the ordinary to think about a friend in that way once or twice. But as these fantasies continued, they got less and less physical and more and more emotional. Romana found herself thinking of what it would be like to do absolutely mundane and domestic things with Leela. Something as simple as lying down with her after a long day. It was getting harder for Romana to tell herself that these feelings were purely platonic.

Like most nights, this train of thought dissipates as Romana falls a bit deeper into sleep. Wrapped up in the sheets of the all too clean room. To the sound of complete silence, broken only by the sound of her own breathing.

#Longing #so much longing #big finish #Gallifrey big finish #fanfic #romana/leela #romana II/Leela

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rangosmango7 · 1 year

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my prized possession; mytrobed playlist

#trobed #troy x abed #troy and abed #troy barnes #abed nadir #community tv #community #wallows #childish gambino #harry styles #tears for fears #tame impala #this has been playing on repeat #so much longing #so much pining #it’s cannon to ME #Spotify

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whiteshipnightjar · 4 months

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Zoozve, my beloved

#i cannot tell you how much this made me smile just bc it's so full of love #moon #venus #zoozve #long post #sorry about that it's very long but it's very entertaining i hope you enjoy this lil zoozve gem haha #astronomy #astrophysics #space

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 24 days

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Expertise can't help you here.

#dungeon meshi #kabru #laios touden #falin touden #Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.

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powdermelonkeg · 4 months

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Important rules/tips I've learned as an adult that helped with anxiety

If people are mad at you, it's their responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess

If they're mad at you in secret anyways, they're the ones in the wrong, not you

If people don't like what you're doing, it's their responsibility to tell you

If they say it's fine when it's really not, they're the ones in the wrong, not you

People are allowed to be wrong about you

If they are wrong about you, wait for them to bring it up, because if you try to, you will inevitably overcorrect

Some people are committed to misunderstanding you. You will not win arguments against them. Yes, even if you explain your point of view. They do not care. Drop it

The worst thing that will happen from a first-time offense is being told not to do it again. Maybe with a replacement if you broke something

You can improve relationships and gauge willingness to talk to you by giving compliments. It's like a daily log-in bonus and nobody thinks twice about it

Most things are better after you sleep on them

Most things are better after you have a meal

Most things are better after you shower

Your brain makes up consequences that are irrational. If the worst DOES come to pass and someone acts like they do in your head, they are overreacting, and you are entitled to say "what the fuck"

If your chest hurts after you feel like you've made a social error, that's called rejection-sensitive dysphoria. It means your anxiety is so bad that it's causing you physical pain, which is a good indicator that you're overreacting. Tense yourself, hold it for 20 seconds, let it go, then find a distraction

If you're suddenly angry at someone after you feel like you made a social error, that's also rejection-sensitive dysphoria. You are going to feel annoyed about it for awhile, but being genuinely pissed off is your anxiety trying to find something to blame to take the responsibility off your shoulders, and getting scared because it can't justify itself. Deep breaths, ask yourself how much you ACTUALLY want to be angry at that person, then find a distraction

"Sour grapes" is more healthy for you than stewing. Deciding you don't like someone who's perpetually annoyed with you, won't talk to you, etc. makes letting go of anxiety over them easier

If people don't like you, they will find reasons to be annoyed with you when they otherwise wouldn't. If people do like you, they will find reasons NOT to be annoyed with you when they otherwise would. People do not ping-pong between the two

You DO have to make a conscious choice not to think about something. If you're having trouble circling back to it, say out loud that you're done thinking about it and why. Then find a distraction

When you're upset, part of you is going to want to make false bids for attention (suddenly texting differently, heavy sighs, etc. but when someone asks you about it, you tell them it's nothing). Do not listen to it. You gain nothing from it except more misery

People like to help people they care about. It makes them feel good about themselves

If you think you're insufferable for needing help, see above. Yes, really. They get a serotonin kick from it

If you think you're insufferable for mannerisms you have, you either have to consciously choose not to do them, or accept that they're part of the package that comes with you. Being apologetic about existing does nothing except make you more miserable

If you do things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it makes it easier to do them when you hate it

If you avoid things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it reinforces and magnifies how bad it feels when you hate it

Seriously. Read those last two points again. If you can make yourself make a phone call when you've got nothing to lose, you will slowly lose that panic you get when you have to make a phone call you haven't prepared for. You do have to CONSCIOUSLY take that step

Hobbies that make you care for something get rid of that nagging feeling that you're not doing enough. Go grow some rosemary

If you don't engage with your hobbies regularly, you will feel miserable, and anxiety will spike

Hobbies are things that give you a bit of happiness. They do not have to be organized or named to do that. Go be creative in something. Play with coins. Make up lists. Start a new WIP

No one cares what you look like

If people point out things they don't like about how you look unprompted, they are being rude. You are entitled to say "what the fuck"

People who like you will find you pretty to some degree. Minor things about your appearance go completely unnoticed. Literally, scars and dots and blemishes do not register to someone who likes your company

You looking at yourself in the mirror is 10x more closely than anyone is going to look at you

If you're anxious about your body type, and you're creatively inclined, make/write an oc with that same shape. Give them nice things and make other characters love them. Put them on adventures. You'll start to see yourself in the mirror more kindly

You care about wording and perfect lines/colors way more than anyone who views your work ever will

Sometimes when you're upset, you're going to feel like not eating. Do not do that. Not eating makes you more miserable

Same with things you normally enjoy. Denying yourself helps no one. You are punishing yourself for being sad. Stop it

Both of these will take conscious decision to break the habit of. Make yourself do it anyways, and it will slowly get easier

And again, to reiterate: If someone is mad at you, it is THEIR responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess

#anxiety #long post #i have been an adult for the better part of a decade and it has gotten SO much easier as i internalized these #swearing tw

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whatkindofnameisella · 3 months

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can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

#ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #sometimes i can't even believe how much i myself have written. like i think i am not a writer. i am not doing enough. i do not write enough #and i look back and i have 34 (34!!) works on ao3 and reams of unpublished work on my computer and so long left to live. so i think #we will be okay.#writing

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hinamie · 10 days

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I'll rip in hands and teeth and take a bite

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #ryomen sukuna #yuuji #sukuna #sukuita #fanart #jjk fanart #gore tw/#body horror tw/#blood tw/#YUUJIIII BABY BOYYYY BABYYYYYY #hes hungry :/#sukuna seems 2 be having fun gdjhfgsdf . boys when theyre bored.#so happy i wrangled this pose in2 something im happy with i almost abandoned the idea entirely #sometimes front facing is the answer.....who knew :'>#also #can anyone tell me. how far up yuujis fun arms go i had no idea so i just stopped them at the elbow #if im wrong that will b not swaggy :(#listening 2 sena's cover of butchers vanity on repeat btw VIBES #cannibalism motifs my beloved uwu #in other news this is the least amount of shading ive done in a very long time #and its been even longer since i pulled out th white lineart #but overall i like this piece so much yuuji is so cute and it doesnt make sense 2 me at all #edit changed the colour to make it more obvious whats sukunas legs vs whats yuujis back

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nouverx · 3 months

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Obligatory Alastor and Niffty art because their little moment in the finale was everything to me I can't wait to see them interact more in the next seasons

Also bonus sketch bc I just know he kept the crown on the whole evening