send help i cant stop drawing her

thinking about mizu from blue eye samurai. thinking. thinking so much. thinking about how mizu operates outside of gender. like we joke about her gender being revenge but straight up? it literally is. like she grew up as a boy and is most comfortable being a man, but behind that is the feeling of betraying himself because he isn't being honest about who he is and he lives in fear of being discovered. and when he lived as a woman, she found joy there as well. she fell in love, and though she wasn't good at it, she liked being a wife and enjoying a simple life. but in that life too, she isn't being honest about who she is. and when she reveals her true self, it's not a woman, she's a demon, a weapon. she's to masculine to be a woman, and too feminine to be a man. ultimately, mizu is most comfortable when they are being a murder machine. that's when they feel they are being the most true to themself. like a sword, they are neither man nor woman, but a blend of both, which makes them stronger.

I missed these boys too much..... I spent four hours doing this for my beloved two sons and also Felix. (the foremost is genderbent versions I'm sorry, let me know if I need to tag it)

Young Justice outfit swap #3!! Impulse and Secret, who I have no real rationale for grouping together other than I thought it would be fun

Finally got Jean on standard so here are some silly sketches of her <3

they goofys...

this is literally just a display of my artstyles 🤡

Honestly the best writing advice I've ever seen and hold dear to my heart are "said is a valid word" and "just say their name twice I promise it's okay"

This movie is June erasure

Writing fanfic is so dangerous bc whenever I see the name ‘Seth Gordon’ now, my brain just goes “SETH!! My man!!! My dude!!! Allison and Renee’s platonic husband!!!!” And then I have to take a moment of silence as I remember that oh. Oh, in canon, he is first an asshole and then dead

okay I thought about the similarities between jfm and jc's unrequited crushes who prefer their 'servant's' company to their own and it looped around from being tragic to being really funny again. jc pined after wq so clumsily and unsuccessfully with the stupid fucking comb she didn't care about because SHE AND HER FAMILY WERE POLITICAL TARGETS AT THE TIME and HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HER AT ALL and she 100% always preferred the company of wwx, who was genuinely fun to be around, as intelligent and selfless as she was, understood and respected the delicate political position she was in, treated her like an individual, knew what was important to her, helped her family, and sacrificed everything for her safety. wq literally would rather have lived a doomed life in a starving refugee camp with wwx and her family than accept a marriage proposal from jc, jc wq shippers how does it feel to be fucking clowns

Yk at this point I might as well write the novella length post I've been meaning to about Dan Heng and how he used to view Jing Yuan vs how he views him now

through the power of delusion and yuri i can make katase taller than aoki's secretary

Hi just want to say that I agree with transfem Jesse Pinkman 🤝

- signed a transfem tomboyish who vibed a lot with Jesse

HEHEHEEE <333

egg Jesse is genuinely my fav analysis in the world, I mean part of that is because Jesse is my wife my baby girl my princess my everything - but also I'm proud of how much of the actual analysis that has me read her as transfem were my own observations, like I did have to be introduced to the idea that Jesse could be transfem through a meme cause it just hadn't occurred to me before but then all of these observations about her that I had that felt disconnected from a larger picture up until that point just suddenly slotted into place and IT JUST MADE SO MUCH SENSE, it seamlessly blends with her existing character and I just love it

it's also so nice to see how many transfems I meet that also really relate to the reading, I've been really happy to see my sisters enjoy this reading of her, this one comment on my video essay in particular I deeply deeply cherish

I def project on her a little just in a sort of backwards way, or I guess more accurately I project onto my personal interpretation of her because I think all transfem egg readings of her are very good, but I do enjoy the option of making her no-med no-op gnc like I am (I'm just transmasc instead of transfem) she is the cooler version of myself

I'm planning on doing a page of her in different outfits that this is gonna be a part of so I haven't made it it's own post (tho I've posted WIPs) but this is very much making me wanna share this full render of her in an outfit I've wanted to put her in since way before I took up 3D modeling to bypass my difficulty in DRAWING humans

I do notice that I tend to depict her a bit more feminine than I really think she'd present or at least present most of the time, I talked about that kinda recently, and it's pretty constantly on my mind (tho I think the above picture is more like, a bit too exposing vs too feminine, but me having her shirt open to show her lacy bra still is part of that attempt to make her transfeminity harder to deny)

wow I sure am using this ask as an excuse to ramble aren't I?

god tywin lannister deserved worse

just remembering elias death and i wanna puke and the way tywin talks about elia and what happened is so damn gross

but rip tommen and myrcella we all know what’s about to happen in the next book :/

the cycle of violence just keeps spinning and damn you tywin for beginning it

(i got a bit crazy in the tags 💀)

Naruto shippuden things that made me lose my mind (ep 347-365):

Danzo in disguise: I am Kanzo, friend of Hanzo

It makes me feel insane that nagato made the leader of the akatsuki an actual literal corpse

Hiruzen: orochimaru can't be hokage. I sense he's a greedy bitch

Minato looked at kakashi's blossoming suicidal urges and said let's channel that energy into something positive, like becoming a faceless murder machine

An ANBU: Hey, minato, kakashi keeps one shot blasting ppl with chidori. He seems a bit... not good. 3rd hokage @ Minato: Make him guard ur wife from afar. That will keep him from hurting himself but also keep him distant from someone who could help to heal him

Hiruzen (a fucking liar) to dying kushina: sure, I'll protect naruto

Ah now I understand how everyone in the world knows who kakashi is. He never fucking wears his ANBU mask

There is a clan of ppl who turn into smoke and if they got outside they fucking blow away in the wind

OK so tenzo has been twice swallowed by a giant snake

Gai: let me join Root! Danzo: I only employ edgelords

Konoha elders: let us ostracize the eyeball freaks (the uchiha. Not the other eyeball freaks)

Everyone: kakashi is real fucked up, having a set of kids will soften his heart. 3rd hokage: *gives kakashi the most fucked up kids in the whole village* this is a great idea

It's just 2 sad uchiha vs the entire world 🖤

God. I love the way Obito gives Madara the bitchy side eye

Madara abt obliterating the allied shinobi force HQ: yay, they're dead 🤗

And neji's death for hinata is confirmation that in Naruto you truely cannot escape the pull of fate. They are all caged birds and the only escape is death.

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