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echosdevil · 1 year
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RITU ARYA attends the New York screening of "Polite Society" (April 24, 2023)
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People who think Dick is anything less than one of the most important characters to the Batman universe AND Titans/Justice League are wrong. He has been around for basically as long as Superman and Batman. Thus, been around longer than pretty much any hero, villain, anti-hero or anything over and in between in American made comics. Anyone who refuses to acknowledge his INCREDIBLE leadership skills or his insane fighting prowess are wrong. He trained as an elite acrobat since birth. He carried that training into being Robin. He should be UNMATCHED when it comes to sheer acrobatic skill. He should be a terribly difficult opponent for anyone. To make him anything less is such a disservice to his character and I'm tired of fans demeaning him as a mother-hen (especially in the batfam fandom). He is not a mother-hen and never has been. He has never been coddling or parent like. He is his own person with his own struggles and has always been more like a brother than a parent to Damian. Making him into a parent figure is such a huge mischaracterization of Dick.
People who think Jason as Red Hood should have to reduce and comprise his morality for Batman do a disservice to what Jason stood for as Robin. He showed more than once as Robin that he prioritizes the safety and livelihoods of the poor, marginalized, oppressed and exploited. No offense, but writers use Batman and other batfamily members as saviors of marginalized people. Bruce has never been in the position of a poor person, nor someone who has NO POWER over their oppressors. When Gloria h*ng herself because the law allowed Felipe Garzonas to be set free—her r*pist, it was a direct look into the very reality of people who have no justice because people with power like Felipe get away with their crimes. Batman allowed it, saying there was nothing to be done because the law was flawed and Felipe would always get away. What's the point of doing what he does then? Jason's character as Red Hood shouldn't have to conform to the Batfamily's ideology because even if it helps some people (and it does) their methods don't guarantee justice despite the countless laws they ironically break.
People who think Tim is the resident genius of the Batfamily and its smartest member do a disservice to his beginnings and development as Robin. Yes, he figured out the Batfamily's identities through the quadruple flip but that wasn't through genius. It was through COMMITMENT. Tim isn't the smartest of the Batfamily but he IS one of the most committed people to his own cause. What Tim stands for is hope, for belief, to be the one who will try for and find a solution through determination and strict application. He is INCREDIBLY smart because of how he applies himself not just because of some innate genius from the get go. His commitment is one of the core reasons he balances and completes a character like Cass.
People who think Cass being the best FIGHTER is the central and core importance of her character does a disservice to abuse survivors. The ENTIRE point of her Batgirl (2000s) run wasn't to showcase that she was the best fighter but to show that her one track, absolutist drive was a direct cause of the abuse she suffered and that by developing out of being STRICTLY absolutist mentality, she was outgrowing and healing from the abuse she suffered under David Cain. If anything, her wanting to maintain being the best is not an inspiration but a tragedy. As a child she was FORCED to be the best and as a teenager, she continued to treat herself under the same expectation. Batman did the same damn thing and he didn't have to shoot her in the back to do it. He did it by denying her language, by isolating her, by treating her as Batgirl before Cassandra by letting her treat herself as Batgirl before Cassandra. Cass said herself that she could be mediocre (which obviously isn't true. Her defense needed practice but her offense was still INSANELY AMAZIMG) for a lifetime or perfect for a year. She still treats herself as a weapon. Just because it isn't a weapon to kill, doesn't mean its not a weapon. Its not that Cass is the best fighter (the Wu San gift isn't infallible, but Cass IS WITHOUT A SINGLE DOUBT ONE of the Best fighters. If Shiva can acknowledge other characters as highly skilled opponents she might lose against so should fans) its that she was struggling to come to terms with her abuse and that the people around her didn't know how to handle that type of abuse.
People who think Damian isn't an abuse survivor are wrong. He, like Cass was trained to be a weapon (yes, a "leader" for the League but no. He was moreso a vessel if anything.). He might've been taught language and strategy but what was emphasized in his youth was the ability to kill without remorse. To see life as disposable. Damian's character shouldn't be about finding his morality through the Batman way but of a look into the complexities of family legacies, of the pressures parents and grandparents put on their children and of generational trauma perpetuated by the fears of ones parents.
Whew. I apologize in advance for the hell storm the comments and reblogs might become.
Please keep it respectful everyone lol
-Jun
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duskwoodgirl4life · 2 years
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Please Stay With Me
Chapter 8
⚠️Trigger warning contains sex⚠️
Richy's POV
I can't believe it she turns my world upside down twice and now this I don't know if I can trust her anymore, she says she's got her dates mixed up and the baby really is mine. If the baby is mine then I should stick by her and the baby maybe we can make it work.
I told her too come round we need too talk about things, I can't just turn my back on the baby I do still love her I just don't know if I can ever trust her again.
MC and Jake had arrived at the island everything was beautiful golden sands, blue sea the sun was shining bright after they checked in they got shown too their room. There was a massive 4 poster bed with red fabric handing round the posts on the bed, either side of the bed was a bedside cabinet with a lamp either side.
The bathroom was beautiful there was a walk in shower, a bath big enough for two and a his and hers sink.
The view from the balcony was amazing blue skys,birds singing there was a sitting area where they could share their morning coffee.
MC: Jake this is beautiful this room is amazimg
Jake: I'm so glad you like it my love
MC: Jake it's amazing thank you
MC wraps her arms around Jake and kisses him on his warm soft lips looking into his eyes she knew that their relationship could be saved she loved him so much and now MC is having a baby.
Jake: let's go for a walk along the beach
MC: I was thinking we could do that after
Jake: after what?
MC took hold of Jake's hand and pulled him onto the bed and kissed him softly running her hands all over his body their tongues wrestled each others. Jake's hand slips up MCs shirt and unclipped her bra throwing it on the floor their lips parted while Jake took off MCs shirt, his hands squeezing her boobs.
Flicking one of her nipples with his finger making it hard she let out a moan while his other hand went between her thighs lightly putting pressure on her pussy. MC couldn't take it anymore she got up and pulled off her remain clothes as Jake did the same. MC focused on Jake's rock hard cock running her tongue all over it moving her hand up and down.
Jake dug his nails into the bed moaning he was loving what MC was doing but now it was MCs turn he flipped her over onto her back and kissed her neck moving down her body. Bis tongue flicking her clit a moan escaped from her lips he put two fingers inside her moving them in and out MC could feel her first orgasam it hot her like a wave. Screaming Jake's name she cum all over his fingers he took all of her in.
He moved up her body and put his cock deep inside her playing with her rock hard nipples. She had wave after wave of orgasam Jake quickened his pace they both let out a loud scream as they both cum together.
Back in duskwood Jessy had just arrived at Richy's not sure what too do she told him lie after lie.
Jessy: I'm so sorry for everything Richy
Richy: what's going on Jessy? Are you 100% sure I am the father?
Jessy: I am Richy I promise you are the farther, after I told you I say and thought about it so I phoned my doctor's office and they confirmed everything.
Richy: there is a lot too work out I need too know if I can trust you again
Jessy: I promise, I know it's going too take time but you can trust me I love you Richy
Richy: I love you too Jessy I always have but let's take it one step at a time
They both talked for hours about where too go from here, they both decided too take it one day at a time Richy would go too all the appointments with her and be there for her and the baby. There was a long way too go but they both wanted too work at it.
Jessy's POV
I've told Richy yet another lie we talked for hours about trust and being there for each other, all I can think about it how I am hurting Richy all these lies he can never find out I can't risk him knowing I have lied. I can't lose him not again I love him so much he's my world if I keep too what I've already told him he will never know that their is a chance that this baby could be Jake's.
I need too keep this from MC she must never ever know, I have already lost her friendship I don't want too hurt her anymore I need too tell Jake yes he needs too know. After all if he is the father he will want too be in the baby's life at least I hope he will be.
What the hell am I doing!! Get a grip Jessy just stick too what you told richy it's him you want too be with, it's always been Richy I've never loved anyone like him before.
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ohitsswift · 1 year
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GOD SHE LOOKS AMAZIMG
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wtfevenismypage · 4 years
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YOOO! TINY WAS AMAZIMG!!!! PLEASE CAN WE SEE WHAT PENELOPE SAID TO THEM AGHHHH ❤❤❤❤ I LOVE ITTTT COS IM ALSO SMALL ❤❤❤❤
YES HERE YOU GO
Penelope stood silent for a few seconds, looking over the guilty members of the bau. They were like dogs who ripped up a pillow and got caught.
“I cannot believe you guys. I mean really! You guys are such pure and utter assholes! She Tells you guys what you say about her makes her insecure and you laugh? Even you Hotch? Come on!”
“Babygirl we-”
“Save it Derek. I’m serious. What the hell is wrong with you guys? I’m not even a profiler and I can tell she hates when you guys joke around like that. And you even have the audacity to continue when she asks you to stop! You guys are so stupid sometimes it hurts!”
Tears were welling up in Penelope’s eyes now.
“Now then, let’s continue briefing. If I catch one more joke slip out of your mouths I swear to all things glittery I will snap. Now then. We have a serial killer to catch. We can brief the other two on the plane.”
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government-toppats · 3 years
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I.... I DON'T WANT REVENGE- I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT REVENGE, OKAY?!? HELL- YOU WERE AIMING FOR ME! NOT FOR CASS I JUST- I'M JUST AFRAID AND WORRIED AND SHIT- I FEEL LIKE YOU'RE GOING TO TRY AND HURT CASS AGAIN BUT THIS TIME ON PURPOSE- EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU WON'T
I don't.. I don't hate you
I hate myself way more.
The voices go silent. Daisy starts to glow a little bit less but is still hurting her. She craws herself over to you.
"I I am so-sorry that I m-made you feel this way. Please dont h-hate yourself. You are am-amazimg. You ar-are one of the older people I l-look up to. TIF-Tiffany wants to be ab-able to fight like you." Dasiy starts to giggle but it hurts herself to much when she does.
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annasinsane · 4 years
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How you met- Lee Jungmoon (Park Haejin) bad guys
You weren’t sure how you ended up with your stoic boyfriend- no, fiancé. All you know is that one minute , you were being dragged to heaven knew where by a leacherous bastard who had already begun making crude and quite frankly, terrifying remarks about what he’d do to you before killing you, and the next, you were free with the scumbag laying afew feet away from you, groaning. You stared at your captor dumbfounded, you hadn’t even done something yet, why was he on the floor?
“Are you alright?” A quite but heavy voice spoke up from infront of you,it reminded you of nights in your blanket staring out at the pouring rain. Somehow just from his voice alone, you felt your chest constrict.
When you finally managed to look up at who you assumed was your savour, you almost gasped. He was tall, and despite being on leaner side, he looked fit and strong but that wasn’t what shocked you, it was the complete lack of expression on his otherwise handsome face. His face held no emotion and his eyes were devoid of any sense of the term warmth, he was like a clean slate. You had always been rather gifted when it came to reading people and looking underneath the little cracks of their invisible armour but with the stranger infront of you, you were at a dead end. You couldn’t tell anything, was he annoyed, worried, relieved, smug or angry? You couldn’t tell. He had a long metal road in his hand, which upon further inspection turned out to be a taser that was often used by the police. From what you knew,it had a pretty high voltage, enough to possibly kill if used long enough.
Regardless of what his personal feelings were, he held out a hand for you to pull yourself back up. You didn’t even gawk that much before accepting his offer with a hesitant smile. It wasn’t like you were uncomfortable by his offer, that was far from the truth in all honesty. It had more to do with you finally registering what has truly been about to transpire and that knowledge made smiling at tab bit difficult. With that realisation not only came fear but also an unadulterated tide of rage. How dare that bastard try and take advantage of you! And just how many girls had fallen victim to him before you?
Your saviour held you firmly till you were stable before he let go. “We should go before more of his people come, I’ll get you out before we take care it.”
We you thought curiously but didn’t probe,instead you nodded, after all it was none of your business. He turned to escort you but you stopped him. “Could you give me second please.”
He looked at you, his face still blank but said nothing against the idea,so you took at as clear affirmative. Turning around, you walked briskly up to your kidnapper, who was still groaning on the floor. You stared at him for a second, feeling nothing but absolute disgust and loathing. Without further adui you lifted your leg and bought it down with all the strength you had, on his dick. The sound of your kidnappers violent howls of agony combined with the feel of something breaking left you feeling satisfied. This way, he couldn’t ever be able to do what he had been planning to do to you, to anyone else.
You turned back around to your saviour, who was staring at you intently with what you hoped was shock, you were guessing this by the tiniest fraction of his eyes widening. You didn’t say anything else regarding what had happened and gave him another smile. “Now I’m ready.”
He stared at you for a moment longer, his eyes scrutinising, but nonetheless he agrees. He starts walking out of the ally, one hand in the pockets of his hoodie while the other still carried the taser. You had just taken afew steps when you saw another man step into the entrance of the ally, you unconsciously moved closer to your saviour while he on the other hand looked relaxed.
“Psycho!” The man at the entrance said casually. “I heard wailing, did you catch the beast?”
This man like your saviour was tall, albeit not as much as the man you were currently using as shelter but he made it up with being fitter. Unlike your protector, the guy wore a well tailored suit and had his head shaved. He was definitely older too. All In all, a lot more formal and dare you say expressinve, even at a glance. He looked at ease, as though this was a walk in a park but you also detected a seriousness in his eyes that told you he was extremely alert of the current environment and all those involved in it. He looked like someone you’d see on a business magazine, not this horrific ally.
“He’s here.” Your saviour confirmed, looking back at the still screaming man with disinterest. “He was dragging another victim when I found him.”
“Are you alright ma’am.” The other man called out politely. “My name is detective Jung Tae-Soo and the man you’re hiding behind is my partner Lee Jung Moon. You’re safe now.”
You stepped away from your saviour- so his name was Lee Jung moon- abit embarrased that you’d been caught hiding behind someone. Still you tried for a smile. “Yes thank you, my name is Y/N L/N.”
“We’ll have you escorted home right after you answer some questions if that’s alright with you miss L/N?” Waiting for your ‘ofcoarse’ before turning to Jung Moon. “You really did him a number, didn’t know you had it in you.”
“This wasn’t me” Jung moon easily replied, making you flush immediately as you knew what was coming. Did you here a hint of amusement in his tone ? “This is Miss Y/Ns doing. She kicked him once I freed her and this is the result.”
Tae Soo looked shocked for moment, finding it difficult to believe that someone who looked so shy and fragile could cause this much damage with a single kick. He was impressed to say the least and something told him that his psychotic teammate was as well. He chuckled at your embarrased face. “Amazimg work there miss, I haven’t seen a kick with this much impact in a while.”
“Thank you.” You mumbled, still slightly embarrassed You glanced at your saviour once again, unable to help yourself, to find him staring back at you with a ghost of a smile. It was enough to cause you to flush a deep crimson.
That was nearly four years ago. you had found out that your deadbeat father had been part of the criminal world and died in debt. This had lead you to unbeknownst become the target of their wrath until you paid. The only problem was that you couldn’t,it wasn’t like he had left you a fortune. So until the organisation was taken down you had been under the mad dogs protection. Without really meaning to, you had become a part of their group and a part of Jung moons life. You had been there when he thought he was a killer and been there when he found out he wasn’t. You had been there when he was sent to prison and been there when he came out with a clean slate. It had surprised you, how easily the two of you had gotten together after his broken relationship. You had known that he had loved his ex girlfriend, loved her enough to take a bullet for her but you also knew that now he loved you. He loved you with his entire being. When he’s told you as much, you had believed him without a second thought. You had long since realised that Jung moon was a man of his words, if he said something he meant it. As for you? You too were head over heals for your deeply flawed yet perfect fiancé. You loved him for his good and for his bad. You knew him inside out and still loved everything you found. That was all he could have ever truly asked for.
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kideternity · 4 years
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Laura Fell!
YES my doghters........ i love her sm [insert readmore]
Sexuality headcanon: Lesbian........ i am firm on this
Gender headcanon: Trans nonbinary woman, uses she/her and they/them ^_^ she's currently in the process of transitioning but its not like Super Important to her yannow??
A ship I have with said character: Lori Zechlin and Laura should date 100% v_v mean bitchy goth girl and sweet upbeat goth girl... it could work esp since Lori knows the team from dov
A BROTP I have with said character: all of the Shadowpact members ofc but also i think she would get along rly well w Edwina, Eel's adopted daughter from his 04 solo and Nina from scare tactics, and the various members of raven dod nightforce. This is more self indulgent “could work” idea but i also feel like she'd vibe well w Lonnie Sasha/Scarlet and Kitrina falcone as like the Fucked Up Gotham Kids Group
A NOTP I have with said character: ive never seen it but her and t*m dr@ke, if i ever hafta to see that in my LIFETIME I will go COMPLETELY apeshit like honest to god. Other then that her and like literally any man ever is bad and I hate it, the like implied romance in the future w the guy from the future shadowpact had potential but not enough development to interest me
A random headcanon: she watches a lot of magical girl type anime ^_^ such as card captor sakura, magica madoka, sailor moon, tokyo mew mew, pretty cure, etc and does cosplays from time to time
Idea for a story: I think a like six or twelve issue mini slice of life highschool teen drama story w laura and her struggles to deal w magic and superheroing and stuff would be REALLY cute... like imagine it in the vein of the like old sabrina the teenage witch comics and shows and cartoons and stuff, that kinda similar trying to juggle both her magical responsibilities AND get her essays done for tomorrow’s english class... yannow???
Unpopular opinion: hmmmm Im not really a fan of having Laura like fully join a team centric on like teens like the new night force or teen titans... im not like SUPER against the idea i think it can be cute and like she does need more friends her own age but im way way WAY too attached to her relationship w the rest of the shadowpacts to ever be like truly converted but thats just me v_v
Favourite moment: that scene where she and the others have just returned from hell after regaining dannys trident and shes super enthusiastic and flailing her arms about and going “LOOK AT US WE'RE SO COOL AND AMAZIMG!!!!!”.... 😭😭🥺🥺
First impression: who is this girl and where can i read literally every single appearance shes ever shown up in
Impression now/General opinion over said character: I love her : ( im kinda uncomfortable the older i get w like super hardcore stanning more younger characters which i why i dont rly post abt like teenaged heroes often but ugh god.... lauras been through so much and yet shes always so happy and energetic........ cherish her
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cloud-quackery · 4 years
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Broookeeee!!!!! Your Human Style is So Amazimg!!!! It Kinda more look like Vizepop? Was that her name?Anyways Im encourging you To keep it up my Dear Friendo!!!! You need more love and support!! ~Eliza❣���💕🎶
EEEEEEE THANKIE!!! 🥺😊🥰💖✨
Also yes her name is vivziepop she’s one of my inspirations 😊
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valentinosbabyhoe · 4 years
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Who of your OTP does what?
       SuJenda (Susanoo x Najenda) Edition       
        Which person in your otp likes shiny objects but doesn’t say it?
Najenda. She likes things such as shiny rocks. But she’s the badass boss of Night Raid after all, so she cant say it. (bcs she’s afraid of their reaction)
Which person in your otp secretly hates or loves sweets?
Najenda isn’t quite sure about sweets. There are days where she likes to eat chocolate, and then there are days where she doesn’t even wants to have sweets near her.
Which one does all the grocery shopping?
Susanoo.
Which one always tries to buy things they do not freaking need?
Susanoo. He does that to make his Love even more happy. He’d buy things such as Books, Alcohol and even an expensive necklace.
Which one stops what they’re doing, and tells them that they are wonderful the way they are, if the other is having an hard time?
Susanoo. He knows what his wife had to go trough. He’s always there for her if he notice that Najenda isn’t feeling quite well.
Which one is snuggly?
Definitely Najenda. She never felt such a thing as affection, so she likes loves to cuddle with her Man. But mostly when they’re alone.
Which one is taller?
‘denko sekka’ Susanoo. He’s 220m tall. And that's canon.
Which one is clingier?
Najenda. She loves to cuddle with Su when they’re alone toghter.
Which one loves the attention but won’t admit it?
Kinda Both. But Najenda more. She never once felt this kind of ‘good’ attention, at least not from a partner.
Which one is more stubborn?
Su. When Najenda says he doesn’t have to treat her wounds, Su is always like: ”No darling. This is important. I don’t want to loose you. You are my world. Ok?”
Which one is better with kids?
Probably Najenda, as you may know, she adoptet a child an the end of the war in the Manga. Su is unsure abt them. They’re so tiny... He doesn’t wanna hurt them.
Which one wants kids, but is really scared of being a parent?
Najenda. She’s scared that she’ll hurt her kids or won’t make a good mother. Su always tries to convince her otherwise.
Which one shows public displays of affection more often?
Definitely our dearest Daddy Su. He alawys would do stuff like kiss Najenda on her forhead, hug her, tells her what amazimg Woman she is. And would even give Najenda a kiss on the lips when no one’s looking directly their Way. Leone would always see this and laugh her ass of off Najenda’s face.
Which one drinks more?
Najenda. And thats canon.
Which one can hold their liquor better?
Najenda. Same here
Which one stand’t that the other drinks much?
Su. He always tries to distract Najenda when she drinks to much. This once resulted that Su ‘drank’ a glass of water, gave Najenda a kiss and let his love drink this water. Everyone at night raid cheered. Expect for Tatsumi. He still doesn’t undertand it lmao.
Which one could probably be on top freaking chief with how good and how often they cook?
Su.
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I had to cut a little bit out cuz it didn’t fitted agk at all. Hope y’all are ok with that lmao.
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tratserenoyreve · 5 years
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(to kinda take ur mind off that list dealio) Do you have any books you strongly recommend? It can be really well known or super obscure, just hit me with some faves!
i really loved “Dragon Rider” by Cornelia Funke as a kid, and i also have a place in my heart always for “The Chronicles of Pern” series by Anne McCaffrey, that series in particular is kinda long but super good in how intensely it does its worldbuilding. its a great example of blending sci-fi and fantasy so seemlessly that it almost makes no sense anymore to distinguish them, sufficiently advanced technology works just like magic, and unknowable psychic bonds that transcend even time make practical sense somehow.
one thing that does crack me up about the Pern series is that there is an official roleplaying guide that folks have to adhere to on forums, penned by the creator herself. i don’t know how strongly its enforced these days, she’s been passed on for some time and her son completed the series in her stead if i remember right, but i remember wanting to start an rp in the setting when i was a tiny teen and while looking at info for it i discovered the official rules.
Addendum: okay i went back to research it and like it wasn’t Quite Anne Rice levels of suing but McCaffrey sure did threaten it a lot lol.
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i also vaguely remember at one time she was insistent on not allowing folks to introduce different colors of dragons... so wild.
but yeah the books themselves from what i recall were mostly good, tho definitely for adults, they have explicit scenes. some major pluses for the series are:
- Alien Dragons!! Who are Psychic!!!
- Canon Gay Characters!! Lots of them actually!! including a dramatic scene where one couple survives such a badass encounter that a painting is made of it to immortalize their love forever!!! goddamn!
- Future Science that’s real cool slowly evolving into Peak Medieval Fantasy in such an amazimg gradual way, and the world makes so much sense and feels so alive.
- Speaking of, the series slowly goes across eras on Pern that take place centuries apart. You can literally watch the initial colony grow and develop into a diverse and detailed global civilization.
- DRAGONS ARE LIFE BONDED TO THEIR RIDERS AND VICE VERSA AND THEY’RE BEST FRIENDS. people who (spoilers) lose their dragons often die just from sadness, and same goes for the dragons should they lose their person, they are soul mates to an extreme degree and its so fascinating??
so yeah, i don’t have full memory of what all goes down in the series, mostly cuz its so expansive and diverse in what it covers, but i do remember loving it a lot.
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wannabecatwriter · 5 years
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shhhushhh replied to your photoset “As the mics in the kitchen are turned off to allow the cooks a chance...”
Here she is ❤
@shhhushhh She is! Doing great after leaving Marcel and doing what she’s good at.
shhhushhh replied to your photoset “The club’s kitchen is separated from the general area with full-height...”
The whole place and the idea behind it looks great! Amazimg job 👍
Eh, it could’ve been better, but I realized my original idea wasn’t going to work out. The cookout should’ve been on a stage, but then I thought, no way is that going to fly with the actual cooks. They needed a kitchen. I wish I did a better job of posing multiple sims though. It kind of went meh.
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georgiaadorestaylor · 5 years
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THAT DRESS OH MY GOD SHE LOOKS AMAZIMG
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dear--charlie · 5 years
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Dear Charlie,
,The last time I wrote to you was in October. October 7th of 2017 to be exact and a lot has changed since then. I guess a lot of the things were my fault but somethings were bound to happen.I really do believe last year was a year of first. My first failure, heartbreak, major set back, loss and several others but I’ll stick to the main points.
In movies and books heartbreak is always described as a loss of feeling, like a lingering desire to hide the truth from yourself and wishing that it would go away in a matter of days. But as I soon figured out it’s not true. I’m still numb but I feel everything more than before. The time I spent with J (my ex) was amazing and I wouldn’t change it for the world. We had a lot of first together and they were such a great person to experience life with I almost wish they were still in my life. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about them, but everyday I think of a different person more than J. Which is good right? J left my life in a painful way, I’m sure you know the pain I mean; the pain in which you want to throw up because your crying to much and you know you can’t take it back, your body aches and your life turns to a blur because all you can focus on is the ache in your stomach after you cry to long, the pain when you hear the first song you danced to on the radio and you have to pull over because you think your going to cry even 4 months later, and when you finally get around to giving their stuff back you can’t look them in the face because the sadness in their eyes is all to much for you to even bare seeing; the feeling of when you look at the pictures lining your wall and you realize their still there even after all this time, that feeling that never seems to go away even though your sister tells you it will, she doesn’t know when but she knows it does. The pain of J leaving was worse than I want to admit and maybe that’s why it still hurts 8 months later. Even now the pictures are still on my wall and his favorite hoodie is in my closet because I don’t dare face going to his house for the fear of seeing his family. I don’t know if it could be called love or a first, but it impacts me in so many ways even now and I don’t regret it, I only regret not thanking him for being there for me. Maybe I will someday. I hope I do.
I know I say I faced my first failure last year, but I shouldn’t say that, but rather that I experienced my first true rejection to something I loved so much for so long, that even now I don’t know how to feel my time due to lacking it. I got rejected for my highschools cheer team and I don’t know why but that seemed so significant to me even though I’m on a competitive cheer team. My mindset on cheer changed and I believe it was due to how my parents and friends reacted to my reaction. My bestfriend got rejected with me which was surprising to us both seeing as we’ve cheered since before we can remember. The coaches exact words were “this isn’t a Allstars team, you’ve never done a school cheer and you don’t have the proper dynamic to learn now. Your set in your ways as a competitive cheerleader”. I think that stung more than anything. I was angry at first then sad. Both involved lots of screaming and crying but for very different reasons. My bestfriend was just as angry as I was. The worst thing about it was that I didn’t try out for competitive this season because I was counting on high school. I regret my choice but I have to suffer for another 5 months until the new season. That rejection made me realize a lot of things about how I acted towards a lot of things and the way I approached things changed completely. I was over confident because I knew my ability to dance and stunt was better than most simply due to extensive training, but I never considered how actual high school cheer would require doing cheers and chants rather than purely dancing and stunting. Even now I’m thankful I tried but I wish I wouldn’t have. It still stings to think about.I think the most important first was gaining my own sense of living. Having a summer to do whatever I want was truly amazimg to me seeing as I’ve had something eveysummer since I was 5. Being 16 and not a responsibility in the world is truly a weird experience.
 I tried so many things that I never thought I would. I got drunk for the first time over the summer with my bestfriend; we only had a old bottle of coconut rum, but we mixed it with other things we found in my parents liquor cabinet; needless to say We’ve done that several times since, but it’s always different and I think my parents know but they haven’t said anything. We also tried weed for the first time which was weird to say in the least, but it’s kind of freeing and the more we do the more enjoyable it becomes, besides the conversations are great. Her mom knows for sure seeing as she gives her the weed for us both. We also tried a lot of other things on our own we’ve never been able to due to prior obligations, such as going to a concert 5 hours away, and spending a week at my family cabin, or going on a road trip across the country. 
Trying these things while 16 seems late in comparison to our other friends but we’ve never had the freedom to and we truly did play catch up over the summer, but with all great summers we had to return to school.This year was most definitely a year of first as was it a year of learning and understanding, J is still there, and failure is a constant but first are always something to look forward to. 
I’m sorry this letter is incredibly long, and I do hope I write you more in the future, but I’m still working things through for my self, but once I do I’ll tell you about it.
With love,
Aliza
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wallsofinsinsarahty · 5 years
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taylor or cinderella??? SHE LOOKS AMAZIMG @taylorswift
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I’m dying🤣,I don’t know if you know but Sutter posted that pic of Winsome when he answered the Q lol,well the actress,sitting on Jax’s bike and wearing his cut,which is very big on her,it’s like a pic straight up from fanfic,please😂As much as I try I really can’t understand why Sutter doesn’t admit the resemblance to Tara and that it was the purpose of her on the show,you wrote it like that dude,why Jax would be crying in the middle of it??Even at the time he was reluctant to admit it,but like everybody asked about it in AA,he was like,well,we casted her bc she had amazimg chemistry with Charlie,so we brought her back to the sex montage and then I realized she looked a bit like Tara,which I think is beautiful,or some shit like that,he tried to make it organic🙄First of all Jax always banged blondes,except Tara and this girl😑Seriously he makes me so mad,I can’t😂
Yes!! As soon as I saw that pic I’m like someone is definitely going to use this for Jax/OFC fanfic 🤣. I’ll never understand it either, I have no idea why he won’t admit it! Seriously! And why would Jax be drawn to her! It was his first sexual encounter after Tara’s death and he chooses her over other Diosa girls or Wendy?? Like everyone saw that she resembled Tara, but Sutter?? I’m not buying it dude 🤣. Also what chemistry?? They barely had a scene together! Exactly!! Honestly I really think he forgets what he wrote!
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