the Thing with rusty lake. is yes it's about grief & the cycle of abuse & desperate people making desperate mistakes. but most importantly it's about bob hill having the worst goddamn week of his life
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I feel like spreading misinformation today.
Did you know they're building a giant wall around Kansas? It's true
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Hey guys! My name's Rusty, and I am a StEx fictive! :) Very happy to be here as much as the host is.
As far as I know, I don't think I have much to say for this "info post". Except, please be respectful and kind in this space...Especially with me. We're here for a good time. :)
Thank you!
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Well, dang. Sick three ways and only have a remedy for one.
I'll be fine, just... gonna feel ick for a bit...
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Hello, I am back! Things got super busy with work, etc. I’m going to try using this account a bit more frequently again.
Anyways, guess who got an Official Diagnosis while they were gone? 😎
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Ya know what, screw people who say that Dissociative Identity Disorder is just “scary murderer in your brain disorder, ooooh!!~”
Systems, do me a favor and reblog this post with some positive experiences you’ve had with DID. Or even just little fun facts about your system that u think are kinda neat
- Hunter (and Rusty, but only a little bit)
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man i remember being at my grandparents on my moms ipad googling percabeth solangelo going on images just endlessly scrolling through art until i realized you could WRITE stuff. i miss that didnt even know what ao3 was & it was before my wattpad era.... i used ff.n exclusively for YEARS do you know how that still affects me. there is a conscious part of me that imagines rise of the gaurdians crossovers for every new fandom i'm in. nothing hits like plots you absorbed before age 12 nothing could be better written
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heee hoo hee heee there is a small tiny clown in your ask box. he runs a cat circus. can he has a banana
Here you go :]
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35's... certainly a number. One I'm pondering quite a bit as I lie here fighting with myself trying to get some sleep.
But there's some stuff I gotta get off my chest too.
I've been in some mucky, murky, ink-black headspace lately, and it's definitely been affecting the way I look at stuff. I'm so easily irritated by everything that I want to tell the whole world to piss off and choke on a lemon. That's... not like me.
But I'm coming to the conclusion that what irritates me most is, simply, me. More specifically, my perception of myself and how unfulfilled I feel. That I am not reaching my full potential. That in some ways, I don't even feel like I recognize myself.
But that's a battle coming to a head.
Over the last few months, I have been taking time to do small things to try and improve myself. I'm down over 20 pounds since the end of December. Considering I was almost 300 pounds at that point, this is a step in the right direction.
I've also been taking small steps to gain confidence enough to learn to play piano... care of the tutorials contained in Rock Band 3. Considering the weight I've shed has been from both drinking less soda and from drumming, all I would have to do is learn bass and I could easily be a one man music machine. I'm gonna be real though, I don't foresee learning bass anytime soon with the next part going on.
But the biggest step for me comes in fulfilling one of my lifelong dreams: to create a video game. I am participating in a game jam (basically a small contest of amateur creators) next month in which I am entering the demo of a currently unnamed strategy RPG I have been working on for several years. It's not groundbreaking or flashy, but it's undeniably me, and it's one of few things I am proud of that I've created over the years. Want to give a big shoutout to @vilkalizer @vonithipathachai and @gyppygirl2021 for inspiring me to not give up, and to keep that spark alive.
Trying to balance it all is a challenge... and half the fun. But I do wish it would let me sleep tonight...
Either way, 35... is quite a number, and let's leave it at that.
Stay safe out there \m/
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