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kodzuken-chan · 2 years

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☁️Silent Pain☁️

Paring: Tatchibana Makoto x SisFemReader Ft. Matsuoka Rin

Genre: Angst / Hurt / Comfort/ Fluff/ The Final Stroke period based Sc.

Warning ⚠️: Hurt-Comfort, Mainly Mention of Trauma and Traumatic childhood incident, Nightmares,Breakdown and emotional panic, idk what else, its kinda angsty so yeah

A/N: Remember the other day when I told you I had a Free! Dream and I woke up with Puffy eyes, running nose and a sore throat?

Well the Traumatic childhood incident here is what I dreamed of so yeah, please enjoy reading it~

- I'm sorry if this sucks, bcs I feel it does💀

Makoto & Rin's Age: 10 y.o >> 19 y.o

Reader & Gou's Age: 9 y.o >> 18 y.o

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Summary: An incident happened long ago traumatizes you during your sleep, But you always found comfort in your brother's arms, However this time, who else is coming to envelop you in his embrace?

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The slight howling of the summer wind brought your eyes to open, you looked around, trying to process where the hell are you, only to hear few faint chuckles in the distance.

You glanced towards the source of these sounds and made your way towards them. There you stood, infront of the tiny playground, Your old brother Makoto, his friend Rin and his little sister Gou were all running around causing a huge chaos.

"Y/N! Come here and play with us! This is fun!!" Called the little red head boy

But you stood there, not comprehending the hell is going on, did you go back in time? Why are your friends and brother are young?. You glanced at your hands to find them tiny in size, you engrossed in your thoughts but soon were pulled out of it when Makoto approched and held your hands.

"Y/N? Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" He said checking for the source of your discomfort.

"I'm fine... don't worry Ni-chan" you smiled at him, not wanting to make him worried.

"Okay then, let's go and play okay?" He said and you nodded and took his hand.

Although You And Makoto had only one year difference, but most people thought that you two were twins, you two reassembled each other, let alone the fact that you were so attached to him to the point your mom had to enroll you with him at school, making both of you in the same grade.

After playing around here and there, you guys reached to a huge cliff viewing the ocean minutes after wandering around few trees and bushes. It was almost sunset, which gave you all a magnificent scenery of the blue sea blending with the volcano like orange color of the sky. The four of you smiled happily at the little achievement you did, you held hands with each other and started spinning around in a circle.

But the happiness didn't last for too long, your head felt dizzy because of the spinning, and you wanted them to stop, once they did everyone stared at you in concern.

"You're not feeling well after all, let's just go back home Y/N" told you Makoto

"No ..I'm okay...I just a-" you tried to say but lost your balance.

You stumbled and grabbed Makoto's shirt unintentionally to brace yourself, however, the unexpected happened. Makoto was standing nearly to the cliff's edge, once he held you to brace you as well, his foot slipped and he fell off the cliff.

"MAKOTO!!!!!" Screamed Rin

Your knees gave up and your body froze from shock near to where Makoto fell, you watched him with tearful wide eyes roll down the cliff among the rocks until his body layed still at the end of it, the blood slowly turning into a little puddle under his little head.

"NIIII-CHAAAAN!!!!" you screamed your lungs out after realizing what just happened

Gou sobbed silently from fear, Rin couldn't move an inch and his body was shaking, your loud screams didn't make it any better. You almost fell off the cliff as you called your brother desperately, But Rin was quick enough to grab you back.

"Y/N, Calm Down....I-I'm going to get some help" His tiny voice cracked, eyes are red from the tears he was holding

He patted on your and Gou's head, to assure both of you that everything is going to be okay. And then he went around looking for any adult to ask for help. Few minutes haven't passed and Rin walked back to you, without anyone.

"R-Rin....Did you find anyone, please tell me that you did Rin " you said but got interrupted by a sob

"Actually...I found an old man near by, Although he seemed busy, I tried calling him, but he didn't answer me so I tried to look around for someone else but I-" Explained Rin

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN???? NI-CHAN IS GOING TO DIE THERE !!RIN YOU!!!" You grabbed Rin from his collar as the tear streamed over your cheeks

You Ran towards where the old man was, and once you approached him, you started pulling him from his shirt. He snapped out of his deep concentration on the thing he was working on.

"What's the Matter Young girl?" He asked concerned at your puffy teary eyes

"M-My Brother *sniff*...He...HE FELL OFF THE CLIFF, sir please help him, he's going to die..." You sobbed loudly.

"Oh god! Let's go quickly" said the old man as he grabeed your hand along

Once he made it to the cliff, the old man called the ambulance immediately as well as your parents (since he somehow figured out who you were from your family name), it was the matter of few minutes before they all showed up and Makoto was taken to the hospital and you back home. Rin and Gou went back to their house as well, Rin feeling absolutely guilty because he couldn't do anything to save his best friend.

Your parents asked the old man to take you safely back to your house until Makoto recovers. And as you walked back, the old man noticed how tensed you were from the incident, so to ease your tension,he tried to make a conversation with you.

"Y/N-chan...No need to worry, Makoto-kun will be alright okay? You have to be strong for your brother right?" he said stroking your head and you just nodded silently.

"M..My friend came to ask you for help...why didn't you igonre him?" You asked the man as you grip tightened on his

"Your Friend? What do you mean? I didn't talk to anyone before you showed up infront of me" he answered

"You didn't see a small red haired boy calling you??" You stopped on your tracks looking at him with your reddish eyes

"I'm sorry It seems that I didn't notice your friend when he approached me. I'm an old man with poor hearing, I wasn't wearing my hearing aids until you came to me" he said kneeling to you

Your tears streamed over your pinkish baby cheeks again, back there you yelled at Rin, and didn't give him a chance to explain himself, he must felt too bad and scared like you because he could do nothing to help Makoto. You immediately let go of the old man's hand and rushed towards Rin's house. Once you got there, you opened the door and entered, you saw Gou sleeping on the couch and it seemed like his mom wasn't home either, so you made your way straight to his room.

"RIN!" You called opening his bedroom door without knocking

"Y-Y/N?? *sniff*" He turned around surprised, eyes are red and face is stained with unstoppable tears

"Sorry for screaming *sniff* on you ....I'm really sorryyyyyyyy-" You sobbed hugging him tightly and he froze

"Its okay *sniff*" he said hugging you back, holding back his tears

By that time, the old man was able to catch up with your steps and took you back home. Once you got there, you ran immediately to your shared bedroom with Makoto, and hid under your bed's blanket silently sobbing alone. All what spun inside your head was guilt, if you didn't brace yourself with him that time, nothing of this would have happened, what if Makoto got severely injured, what if he never came back here.

Immersed in your thoughts, you never noticed how long the time have passed, your face was stained with traces of your tears, although your head felt heavy, but your eyelids couldn't shut, you were scared from so many things.

You snapped out of your thoughts once the blanket was lifted from over you, revealing no one but Makoto himself, with his usual iconic smile. Your eyes almost popped out of their places at the sight of him standing infront of you. His head was wrapped in a bandage, the rest of his body was covered up with small injuries and bruises.

"N...Ni..-chan..." You said, only to start sobbing loudly again

" Shhhhh...I'm here.... Don't cry Y/N, I'm fine see! You don't have to cry" He tried to calm you down with a hug, his eyes getting blurry at your sight

"I...I thought...that you're gonna die... because of mee...." You cried

"No No...It not your fault Y/N...Look at me, I'm fine, its nothing, it will recover soon" he smiled making you look at him

With this you ended up sleeping in his tiny arms. Makoto was supposed to stay the night at the hospital to ensure that he isn't suffering from any other side effects caused by the concussion. However, when he fell off the cliff and layed down there, he was able to hear your loud sobs at him, he couldn't endure it, he couldn't endure the pain of hearing you breaking down like that. He couldn't move an inch but lay down in his place, his eyelids getting heavier until they disobeyed his body and shut, leaving tears to slide over his cheeks.

By the time he woke up in the hospital, the first thing he did was to look for you, but his mom assured him that you're home. He couldn't stay still and immediately asked your parents to take him back home, because you're there alone and scared, and must be blaming yourself for what happened to him, and they immediately did.

However, nine years have already passed since the incident, you and Makoto graduated high school ended up going to the same university in Tokyo, the only difference was they you both ended up chosing different pathways for your futures. Spring break was quick to approach, and all of the gang including you and your brother's best friends have already planned to go back to your hometown to spend some time with their families until they go back to Tokyo.

"NIIII-CHAAAAN!!!!" you screamed your lungs out after realizing what just happened

You snapped out of your deep sleep in a sitting position, hand clenched into your chest, hair is messy, and your body damped with your sweat. You tried to calm down your heavy breathings, and the streaming tears once you realized its already morning.

"Why.....Why did I have this nightmare again..." You thought to yourself.

You noticed that it was already past 8 am, you dragged your exhausted body out of the bed, heading straightly towards Makoto's room. You pushed the door open, but all what was there was just his neat yet organized bedroom and stuff. He've must went out with Haru and the others, you assumed.

You changed into something simple suitable for going outside, you needed fresh air to calm down your shivering body, So, on your way to the main door, you met your mom.

"Good morning Y/N- Oh my are you okay?" She said scanning your pale face.

"I'm fine Mom, Don't worry" you said giving her a weak smile

"Are you going somewhere?" She asked not convinced by your answer

"Yeah, gonna get some fresh air, but where is Ni-san?" You wondered

"I'm not sure, he said he had some plans with his friends"

You nodded understanding, and walked outside, heading towards your old school. That's right, you're the same age as Gou, Nagisa and Rei, you were supposed to be with them on their third and final year at high school, but instead you're academically a year ahead of them. However, you still went to your old school to hang out with them sometimes, but today you weren't walking there for that reason.

You just thought that your brother might be there, you were extremely sure that he's okay, and your childhood trauma is just haunting your dreams again making you doubtful and uncomfortable. However, everytime you witnessed that dream, you must see him to clam yourself down, even from afar.

The first place to come on your mind where your brother and Haru probably are at was Iwatobi's High school, You know maybe giving Gou, Nagisa and Rei a small visit, since they came back from Tokyo. Surprisingly, when you reached there, your brother and Haru weren't seen around, instead, it was just your gang with their juniors enjoying their practice sessions in the pool. You walked around until you bumped into Gou coincidentally.

"Y/N-chan!! What are you doing-.....here?" She said until her expressions suddenly changed at your sight, she knew something was wrong with you

"I'm looking for Mako-Ni, did he come here by any chance?" You asked dashing her with a weak smile

"Well, Makoto and Haruka senpai came to say hi a while ago, but they left shortly after saying they'e got some plans" She explained

"I see, then I'll come back here later, Thanks Gou-chan" you said leaving the place

" *Sigh* I hope she's okay...." Murmured Gou

"What's the matter Gou?" Said Rin as he dried his hair approaching his sister

"Onii-chan, Did the race finish Already?" Said Gou to her older brother

"Oh yeah, Rei and Nagisa improved alot"

"That's great to hear" smiled Gou

"Btw, I don't wanna sound crazy, but I heard Y/N's voice few minutes ago"

"Yeah...she was here looking for Makoto-senpai and... Onii-chan...I think she's not feeling well" Said Gou in concern

"What do you mean? Is she sick?" Asked Rin in confusion

"No... Remember how she looks whenever that thing happens to her? Its been a while tho, but she had that expression from that time..."

"That's not good...Tell Nagisa and Rei that I'll join them later, I have to find her" Said Rin and Gou nodded

This how Rin got dressed in his clothes really quickly and headed out to follow your steps, looking for you, he knows at this time, you shouldn't be left alone. Although Nagisa, Rei amd Haru didn't witness the incident from that time, however, they knew about it, not they just heard the story from Makoto, Rin and Gou, but they saw you collapse lots of times because of it, they knew it was your trauma.

You on the other side went to the harbor and sat there viewing the sea, Now that you're finally alone, you wanted to let it all out by yourself, without bothering anyone like everytime. Usually, when you have the incident nightmare, Makoto always notices it the first thing and clams you down, since you know, your body shivers and you start crying unintentionally. But this time, no one noticed, so you decided to just clam yourself on your own.

Little you knew that a certain someone was running to you, He stopped for a brief moment behind you before enveloping you with his buff arms, snuggling his face in your neck. Your tiny sobs and gasps stopped shortly acknowledging the warmth surrounding you, before you went back to sob louder than ever.

"Shhhh...its okay..... Let it all out until you feel better, I'll be here until you say so" Said Rin turning you to his chest, giving you tiny little forehead kisses and embracing you tightly as if he's protecting you from this world.

"Its.. happening again...*sniff*.... the incident..... It feels real every single time ....I can't take it anymore....*sobs*" You cried

Rin did nothing but listen to you carefully, tightening his arms around you everytime he feels your fingers clenching on the fabric of his shirt. Once you calmed down, he slightly parted to have a clear look on your face, He gently moved away the hairlines stucked on your stained cheeks, and wiped the the remaining tears.

"Let's go to my place, you can have a small nap there, I won't leave your side until you wake up, okay?" He assured leaving a soft kiss across your forehead, and you nodded.

The two of you walked to the Matsouka's residence, with Rin heading straightly to his room, of course with your hands interviewed with his. He closed the door behind him and layed over his bed, pulling you along to lay with him. Without hesitation, he brought you closer to him, your face was few inches away from the crock of his neck, but you definitely were able to smell his natural scent, it relaxed your body but made your heart skip a beat.

Sometimes, you forget about your own feelings towards him when he does these kind of things. Ever since you were kids, technically after Makoto's incident, Rin became way overprotective of you, and at times like these when you suffer from your trauma, Rin was always there for you, showering you with skin ship and love, yes that's right it was way too different than your brother's. Makoto's way of calming you down consists of giving you hugs and reassuring words, and sometimes siblings hangout to distract you from your thoughts.

However, Rin's were different, you two are used to give each other hugs and cuddles. You're so used to him to the point that you sometimes supposed to blush or get nervous around him especially when he gets closer and cuddle you since you have feelings for him, but no...it just feels right. On the other hand, Rin reciprocated the same feelings towards you, that's why he always wants to protect you at any cost.

"Rin...." You whispered once you finally calmed down

"Hmmm?" He replied simply as he kept his eyes closed with his lips brushing over your forehead

"I love you.." you confessed wholeheartedly, realizing that you want to stay with him like that forever

"I know" he replied pulling you closer to his chest, leaving another kiss on your forehead

"Y-you knew?....H-how...?"you raised your head in confusion locking your puffy eyes with his semi-sleepy ones.

"Have you ever seen any two female and male best friends casually cuddling with this much of intimacy?" He smirked and your face turned red

"We're doing what usually couples do...so, since you confessed, I guess we're official now right?" He said pinching your cheeks

"A..and there I thought I was good at hiding my feelings..." You said hiding your face in his chest and he chuckled

"But there is one thing that we haven't done yet, let's say I was waiting for either of us to confess first..." He said now looking into your eyes as he placed a strand of your hair behind your ear

"What is it...." You asked looking at his crimson Iris

"This..." He said bringing his face closer until your lips met with his

The heat reached your cheeks, but you decided to go with the flow by slowly bringing your eyelids to shut, enjoying the feeling of his soft lips on yours. But time have passed faster than you think, and it was already past 8:30 PM, it seems that after your sweet little confession, you ended up napping for 4 hours straight, however when you noticed the time and how late it was for you to be out, Rin decided to walk you back home.

Makoto walked back after a long day into his warm house getting greeted by his twin siblings Ren and Ran, but before he could take a step further and notice your absence, your mom walked to him with a worried expression.

"Is there something wrong mom?" He asked noticing the uncomfortable face of his mom

"Y/N haven't came back yet, she went out looking for you, but her face looked pale, I'm worried that something might have happened to her ..." She said in worry

"I'll look for her, I'm sure she's okay, don't worry Mom, I'll bring her back" assured Makoto as he closed the door behind him, he knew what his mom meant by you looked pale...he could never forget

Before he could take another step forward, he spotted you across the road walking side by side and hand in hand with Rin. He sighed in relief after seeing the wide smile over your face, and soon you noticed your brother standing by your house's doorstep, letting go of Rin's hand, you ran towards Makoto giving him a tight hug.

"Are you okay?" Asked Makoto as he scanned you

"Yes...I'm much better now thanks to Rin" you said, sending a bashful smile to Rin

"Thank god....well then, you must be tired, go inside and get some rest...Mom was worried about you too, so go and talk to her" he said giving you his iconic smile with head pats.

Once you said goof night to your Brother and Rin, you walked inside, leaving the two men together.

"Was it the incident nightmare again..." Asked Makoto

"Yeah...and the impact was worse than anytime, she cried alot, no but she was mostly on the verge of collapsing, but she's good now... don't worry Makoto" Assured Rin as he patted Makoto's shoulder

"Rin ...." Called Makoto in a serious tone

"Yeah?"

"I'm leaving her under your care, so make sure to keep that smile on her face...., You're my best friend, and I know you'll treasure her. I'm just telling you that because I don't wanna see the day where she comes to me crying because of you....I don't want that to happen"

" It won't come ever, I promise, I'll prove how serious I'm with her... Don't worry" Said Rin smiling

With this the two men went to their own ways, Rin walked back home, and Makoto to his bedroom. Although you would be haunted by negative thoughts by this time of the night because of your dream, but tonight was different...you were instead fantasizing about the unforgettable kiss Rin gave you...Who knows...Maybe this is the start of peaceful sleepy nights full of lovable memories of the day and free off traumatic nightmares.

The End

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hallelujahmeatgod · 2 years

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the bestest of friends forever and ever

Rin Matsuoka (Free!)

word count: 3271 (kinda long but it's not that long? i dunno grab a snack)

warning: NONE, THIS IS FLUFF. Just cursing is all.

+++ I love love love Free! there's literally nothing bad about it, it's that good. So for everyone considering watching it JUST DO IT! For everyone who's watched it already, who's your fav?? Mine's Rin. though Makoto always snatches me away from Rin hng

"Rin, dude… aren't you supposed to be going home now?" You asked, shaking his half asleep self on the couch.

"Mmmm" Is all he could drag out as his eyes continued to drop.

After almost a year he's back in Japan for a competition. After the competition, and winning it, he basically dragged you with him to celebrate his win, when he’s prohibited to lurk around.

"Yo" You shook him. "It's getting quite late. Your coach will kill you."

"I couldn't care less" He said with a very tired voice.

You've been best friends for the longest time, so of all people you know how much this means to him, being at this place in his life in swimming. And Lord knows you couldn’t be any happier and proud of him. But he just worries you a lot, because with his success he seems to have forgotten to take care of himself.

You miss your best friend who knows how to take good care of himself, someone who made time for himself. When he was younger he's so full of life, and he still is, but there’s just that gleam in him, mostly in his eyes that aren’t there anymore.

"I'll drive you" You offered.

"No" He pulled you back to the couch as you were about to stand up. "It's getting late, so no, don't drive"

"Well you got to go back, so c'mon. I don't want you in any trouble" You said, trying to pull him up by the arm.

If you were still your younger selves, having your usual movie/game night you'd just let him be. You would have just left him alone and gone to your room. But right now you can't exactly do that. His team, mostly his coach, is very strict. And dumbass Rin thought it'd be a great idea to sneak out, which is why you gotta try and get him back to the hotel.

He groaned and yanked his arm from your grasp. "I literally can't. I have no energy left."

"Well, I can see." You said, sadly looking at him.

"Yeah? Then let me sleep" He turned away from you, laying down on the sofa.

"Trust me, I really want to just leave you alone but I just don't want you in any trouble, Rin"

"Like I said I really couldn't care less right now, I just--" Before he could even finish he yawned and rubbed his eyes.

You can’t do anything but sigh. He's gonna be in trouble, you just know it. But what you also know is that you won't be able to win against his stubborn self. Dealing with a sleepy Rin has always been a headache.

Plus, you just want to let this poor man sleep. He deserves it anyway.

"Okay fine" You said defeated, tapping his back. "But if you get in trouble, I'm out of it." You joked, which just earned a small hum from him.

You went to your bedroom to fetch him some pillows and a blanket cause it gets very cold in your apartment at night. When you got back, you settled them aside first because you realized he’s still wearing the same shirt he was wearing before

That shirt he's wearing is soaked because of all the activities he did earlier, and he might fall ill if he doesn't change out of it since sweat and water got all dried on his body.

"Rin, I swear I'm really sorry, I want you to just sleep but dude you gotta change. You've sweat on that shirt and your sweat got all dried up on your back and shit. You might catch a cold if you don't change. Better if you can take a shower actually, it’ll freshen you up and help you sleep better."

He groaned, turning to lay on his back, eyes still closed "Do I really have to do that? I just told you I can't move anymore" He whined.

"I know, but you're already gonna be in trouble, so let's not make it worse by having you return tomorrow not feeling well, yeah? I'll even snitch on you and tell your mom if you don't comply. You'll be in bigger trouble then." You said, waiting for him to do as you say. But he just groaned, lifted his arms just for them to fall back down beside him.

"See? Can't even lift my arms up for more than 10 seconds, how are you gonna make me shower? Nuh-uh" he said weakly, opening his eyes for a second to give you a pointed look.

You sigh from frustration, shaking your head. Literal steam coming out of your ears.

"Before your competition today you trained, then you competed for multiple categories, then after that you trained again, so what were you expecting, Rin? You’re not a robot for heaven’s sake. Should you really be overworking like this? When are you going to take a proper break huh? When you can’t move anymore? When you’ve injured yourself badly? All that pushing you do ain't going to be worth it if you fall ill or end up in a much worse state later on" You scolded, glaring at him.

He didn't answer you for a long time. He just stayed there, laid on the couch, eyes closed, but you know he’s not sleeping because he's fiddling with his fingers the whole time. You know he's thinking about what you just said to him. He does listen well to you, mostly when it comes to matters like this. Which is why back then his mom and sister would call you when he’s being stubborn and wouldn’t listen to them.

He better start taking better care of himself or else he won't hear the end of it from you. You’d fly to him wherever he is if you have to just to straighten and put him in his place.

"Soooooo..." You broke the silence after a few minutes of letting him think.

"Just do it for me." He said with a tired voice.

You just looked at him with eyes wide open. Has he lost it? Did he perhaps swallow too much swimming pool water? Did the water go straight to his brain?

"Why are you looking at me like that?" He asked, opening his eyes. "If I were you I’d relax those eyes, because damn, they look like they’re about to spill out" He chuckled lightly.

You gave yourself an internal slap and calmed your nerves who’s in total chaos right now.

"What exactly? Change you?" You asked, which he nodded to as if it’s nothing. "You just literally have to change your shirt, Rin. And since you don't wanna take a shower you can just wipe yourself, mostly your back, then that's it."

"Aw~ c'mon I can't even lift my arm up anymore" He gave you puppy eyes and pouted.

OH FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THE ANGELS UP ABOVE.

"Well whose fault is that? Not mine" You rolled your eyes, trying to hide the fact that your heart is actually hammering through your chest. You cannot decipher as to why your whole being is chaotic right now, since you’ve never been in this situation before, mostly with Rin.

"Just do it for me. It's not like you haven't seen me shirtless, there's no need to be shy. We've literally seen each other in diapers." He reasons.

"I'm not shy! There's no reason to be" You defended. "I just don't see why you just couldn't do it yourself"

Now that’s just you making excuses, because you are in fact shy right now that you can feel your face heating up.

Sure you’ve seen him shirtless, you literally just saw him shirtless earlier at the competition, he even hugged you while he’s soaking wet and shirtless.

WHICH IS WHY YOU’RE LOST RIGHT NOW AS TO WHY YOUR HEART IS DOING ACROBATICS AND YOUR STOMACH HAS A WHOLE ASS ZOO IN IT.

You’re getting nervous, hands sweating, even just by the thought of helping him change.

"You can clearly see I can barely move, what more do you need?"

You internally prayed and sigh, saying a defeated "Fine." under your breath.

You proceeded to your bathroom to grab some towels and made a quick stop in your closet to lend him a hoodie. Your hoodies are big so they always fit him.

Usually girls are the ones stealing clothes right? But in your case he's always the one stealing shit. His freaking suitcase when he left for Australia was filled with your hoodies. His shameless ass even wears them around you like they’re actually his.

By the time you get back to the living room he’s already snoring lightly. You hate to keep interrupting his slumber but you ain’t about to rip his shirt off either.

"Rin" You tapped his arm. "Can you sit up for a little bit?"

He shook your hand off, opening his eyes as best he could. "What?" He grumbled.

"Sit up so I can take your shirt off--"

"OhhhHhhh~" He smirked

"Bitch! imtakingitoffbecauseyourstupidassislazyto--"

He snorted and laughed hard. "I GET IT! Geez, breathe, I was just kidding. Damn, take a chill pill."

"Just sit the fuck up" You said, flicking his forehead, making him chuckle weakly.

For every passing second, your nervousness grew bigger, that your hand actually started shaking ever so lightly.

You took a deep ass breath, said a little prayer in your head, before reaching for the hem of his shirt. As much as you wanted to do it in one swift motion, It's kinda hard to do it fast because he’s slouched and is basically just knocked out.

When the shirt was fully off, you couldn’t help the heat that rose to your face that you had to turn away for a moment. Though you’ve seen his body way too many times, you couldn’t help yourself but still be in awe.

Seems like yesterday he's just a twig, now he's a whole ass trunk.

You snapped back into reality when you realized that you were just looking at him like a creep. You hurriedly grabbed the towels soaked in warm water and started with his back, gently wiping to help soothed his tensed muscles. When the warm towel made contact with his skin, sure enough his body instantly relaxed and he released a breath of content.

You continued up unto his chest and neck, which was way too hard. You felt like you needed oxygen or something.

You left the stomach area because just who knows what'll happen if you had included it. If you got a feel of his defined abs you might end up in a comma, so no thank you.

You helped him slip in your hoodie before moving on to his face since he might get cold. The moment he had on the hoodie, he sank back on the couch, pulling his hands into the hoodie.

What a cutie, kinda wanna cuddle him-- umm what. Please don’t tell him that.

"Mmm~ your hoodies are the comfiest" He smiled from ear to ear, snuggling even more to it.

"You would know huh?" You teased, making him giggle like a little kid as he started dozing off again.

"Rin, let me just wipe your face and then I’ll let you sleep." You said in almost a whisper, as if you don’t want to wake him when you are indeed waking him up.

To your surprise he laid his head on your lap, which was the last straw for you. You officially have a brain rot and as for your heart? It’s like it’s high as a kite right now. The crazy thing about this is that this isn’t the first time he’s done this. He’s done this countless times when you were younger.

To divert your attention from the heart attack you’re going through, you started wiping his face. As you wiped his face, you couldn’t help but to be amazed by his features though you basically have it memorized.

For some reason, there’s this very foreign feeling that’s creeping up your veins. A feeling you’ve never felt before. Then suddenly your heart started beating in a way different from its frantic race earlier. This one stems from somewhere deep.

Is this really one of those high school drama moments when you come into the realization that you like your best friend?

BUT THAT CAN'T BE! BECAUSE YOU’RE BEST FRIENDS AND HAVE BEEN SINCE FOREVER. LITERALLY SINCE YOU’RE IN DIAPERS.

You’ve never really thought about this because why would you? But now that you do think about it….Oh Lord--

"So are you trying to suffocate me or what?" He interrupted your train of thoughts, tapping on your wrist. You looked down to see that you had unconsciously stopped, your hand over his nose. You immediately retrieved your hand, apologized, and finished his face.

You can't like him, well you can, but not like THAT y'know?

Plus, you’re very certain he sees you as nothing more than just a best friend, so let’s not dwell on it too much and potentially ruin a friendship.

"Okay done. C’mon lift your head so you can have your beauty rest." You announced, lightly pushing his head.

He shook his head, further snuggling on your thighs which made you freeze. "You've interrupted my sleep enough, so you are now my pillow" he said.

"I literally took pillows from my room for you to use just for me to be the pillow"

He hummed in response.

This isn't really much of a help with your little crisis right now. Just how will you control your feelings when you're this close? Technically, had it been any other day, you shouldn’t be feeling anything but annoyance since he’s hogging up all your space. That’s how you always are when he does things like this. But that’s really not the case right now.

You shook your head and looked around your apartment to try and find something to focus on instead of the red head on your lap.

Eventually you give up, because no matter how hard you try, your eyes will always fall to him. You couldn’t help but smile at his peaceful face. You reached out and brushed away some hair poking his lids.

When you were retrieving your hand he stopped you and said "Please just keep doing that" He sighs, placing your hand back on his head.

You were a little surprised since he never let you, even Go, play with his hair. He doesn’t even let you simply touch it sometimes.

You decided not to say anything and just complied with him, running your hand through his hair.

“Thank you for letting me stay and do all this for me” He said with eyes closed.

“There’s no need to thank me, Rin. That’s what friends are for right?”

“You’re seriously the dumbest person sometimes” He scoffed.

You stopped running your hand through his hair, glared at him even though he couldn't see you, and gripped his hair ever so lightly. “Excuse me?”

He better take that back or there will be a wrestling match, right here, right now.

“I said you’re dumb, because do I seriously look like I just want to be best friends with you?” He clicked his tongue. Though his eyes are closed you can literally tell he’s rolling his eyes at you in his thoughts.

“Umm well-- You want to be the bestest of friends forever and ever?” You looked down at him, extremely confused.

He now opens his eyes, just to give you a look that clearly says that 'YOU ARE DUMB.'

“See, my point exactly.” He said, chuckling.

You’ve had enough, so you hit his head, making sure it hurts. He winced but laughed his ass off.

“You better fucking take that back or I’m flipping you over bitch” You glared at him.

“Girl, no way. Because you really are and you just proved it-- OWWW DAMN.” He shrieked, pulling your hand off his hair. “What I meant was that I like you way more than friends, best friends, or bestest friends forever and ever-- whatever the heck that is” He gave you a weird look when he said the last part.

In mere seconds, your glare was replaced with a lost look. You don’t know what to say. Your mouth was just opening and closing because you couldn't find the right words to say. It’s like your whole vocabulary is just gone.

“What are you a fish? Dude close your mouth, you might drool on me” He joked, scrunching his nose.

“Eh?”

“Again, you’re just proving you are indeed dumb. I like you okay? I like you not just as a friend. I like you as in I want to date you, have you be my girlfriend, and maybe the future mother to my kids-- but it’s too early for that, so girlfriend is fine for now.”

“Why the fuck me?” You blurted out without even thinking.

He burst into laughter, rubbing his tired eyes. “You really are something" He tapped your nose.

He then gave you a warm smile, looking you straight in the eyes. He reached out for your face, rubbing his thumb on your cheeks. “But to give you a simple answer-- because I know it’ll bug the hell out of you if I don’t answer. Plus I'm extremely sleepy now, so let's keep it short. I like you because….what is there to not like about you? I know that's a cheesy answer but it's true. You've got the softest heart, you're kind to everyone, you're smart, caring, and most of all very loving. I should know, considering I’ve known you for as long as I can remember. And I'm lucky enough to be one of those people who were able to experience those things."

You were speechless. It's very simple, but that's all you need to make your heart melt and turn into a mush.

"Speechless? I know you like me too y'know? I mean, who doesn’t?” He gave you a cocky smile.

You immediately became shy, pushing his face away so he won't look at you. "I-I-- shut up” You stuttered, hiding your face away, since you know you look like a literal tomato right now.

“Wait, you actually do like me?” He asked, face looking completely surprised, but a smile is slowly creeping in.

“Stupid ass, I thought you said you already know?” You said, pinching his cheeks real hard.

“Well I was just saying it cause I’m manifesting it y’know?” He winced, taking your hand and intertwining your fingers, which made you even more of a tomato than you already are.

“Whatever” Was all you could say as you tried hard to fight the smile that kept on trying to creep up your face.

He gave your hand a kiss before hugging it to his chest.

“Okay, since that's done with, can I now sleep? You’ve halted my sleep long enough. I'll be all sweet and lovey dovey with you tomorrow. Goodnight bestest friend forever and ever.” He snorted at the last part, earning him a light pinch on his side.

He laughed and teased you a bit before turning his body towards you, hugging your waist. He kissed the thigh that his head was resting on, further snuggling into it.

“Sleep, Rin.” You said, kissing his forehead and went back to running your hand through his hair.

“For the record, you still won’t be getting any of your hoodies back” He said, before finally sleeping.

“Asshole”

"I love you too, dummy"

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nykie-love-anime · 8 months

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Gardening

Haru: - busy gardening with Rin - Haru: Hey, can you bring me the hoe? Rin: Yeah, sure give me a sec - a few minutes later - Rin: Here you go Rin: - pushes Y/N forward - Y/N: o_o Haru: ಠಿ_ಠ Y/N: Why am I here?

Masterlist

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veroniquesboutique · 6 months

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Kinkcember Day 26 - Free Use

For Kinkcember day 26 (I promise I'm almost done omg)!

Rin Matsuoka x gn!Reader

Content warnings: gn!reader, gender neutral reader, free use, rough sex, public sex, penetration, angry sex, spanking, slapping, facial, minor power difference, quid pro quo esque if you squint, Rin has anger issues and is an emotional hot head (big surprise), collegiate swim au kinda, RinxHaru kinda

18+ Minors DNI

More (explicit) below the cut!

There was a loud clanging sound when your arms hit the lockers in front of you as he forcibly bent you over, grabbing your hips hard and rubbing himself against where your swimsuit rode up on your ass cheeks. You muffle a surprised noise by pressing your mouth to the inside of your arm and squeeze your eyes shut when you feel him start to harden in his own swimsuit. The heat radiating off of him could be from arousal or training or anger. You still feel like you can’t tell the difference at the beginning like this.

During your first official university swim practice, your captain Rin Matsuoka ran you and the other first years ragged with what felt like never ending drills over and over and over, and when everyone had shaky legs and jelly arms, he lined you all up on the edge of the deck of the pool and gave you a speech about responsibilities to the team during your swim career. In order to teach you all a lesson, he decided to assign individual jobs to each of you, so you all could do your part in helping the team run efficiently.

One by one, all the other first years were privately given their assignments and sent off to showers, while Rin occasionally shot glances in your direction and raked his gaze up and down your rippling, exhausted body heaving with breaths. Soon, you were the only one left, and he took you aside to the other locker rooms to give you your assignment.

That was the first time he took you, raw and rough, in the showers. Your job was to appease him whenever he needed it, and when he asked if you could handle it, all you could do was drop your jaw open and let him fuck himself with your throat.

You weren’t going to give up your full-ride scholarship over a measly sex arrangement.

Continued on AO3...

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atsukashii · 3 years

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❝brand new story❞ // r. matsuoka

SYNOPSIS: those who are lucky figure out their calling in life when they're young, and unfortunately for you, the boy you love's passion is taking him to a different hemisphere

» CHARACTER PAIRING: rin matsuoka x fem!reader

» WORD COUNT: 2.9k

» GENRE: aged up characters, time-skip

» WARNINGS: sprinkle of swearing, pinch of angst, fluff

If there was one thing you loved about living in Iwatobi, it's the fact that in the summer the stars seem so bright that they shine almost as bright as the sun. You’d been drawn to them since you were a child, and some random kid had been drawing them in the dirt, who had exploded into explanation when you’d asked him what he was drawing.

There was something oddly satisfying gazing upon them. Sure, the thought that what you may be looking at right that second could actually no longer exist pushed you to the urge of an existential crisis every now and again - so you chose not to focus on that.

Instead, just the thought that even in all that darkness, the ultimate void, there is still a semblance of light, and a lot of it is comforting.

And there’s no better way to see the stars whilst floating in your highschool pool.

“Are you fucking nuts?”

Your shocked exhale as your head dunking under the surface. Rapidly pushing your feet off the bottom, you break through and spit out the water that had slipped into your mouth.

As you cough the water from your lungs whilst wiping the water from your face, your eyes shift to the figure standing at the side of the pool. Dressed in sweats and a loose tank top that has the muscles of his torso peeking out from the sides, Rin looks at you with a familiar look.

As if you’ve officially lost your last remaining braincell.

Do you ever meet someone that shines so brightly that it physically hurts to look at sometimes? Who’s love radiates off them in waves when facing their passion. Someone who stands out amongst others like the damn north star to everything else. To you, that person was Rin Matsuoka, your best friend and sometimes bane of your existence.

Pulling out of your thoughts, you push the hair now clinging to your forehead like glue off your face and return his look with one of your own.

“No, I'm perfectly sane.”

“You’re trespassing.” He points out and you raise an eyebrow.

“I am a student of this establishment, and I deserve to be able to use their facilities, thank you very much.”

“The graduation certificate in one of your boxes at home that you got last week says otherwise.” he points out, quickly slipping out of his shoes and rolling up the pants of his sweats.

You both had officially graduated from high school last week. You had cried with Nagisa hard core after the ceremony, feeding off each other's hysterics. But it wasn’t until you had seen Gou that it had hit you, you had graduated.

And now, as you look at the big brother of one of your best friends, and the person who drives you crazy to god's end - as you see the confidence in his gaze… you know he’s made a choice for after school.

He’s going back to Australia.

As Rin sits on the edge of the pool letting his legs submerge under the surface, you slowly swim over to him. The tension that always seems to hug his shoulders finally loosens its grip, and as he tilts his head back - he almost looks peaceful. Too bad you know him better.

Folding your arms on the edge of the pool, you gaze up to the maroon haired male, taking your time to just appreciate him.

“You’re going back to Australia.” It’s not a question, because you already know the answer. It’s a fact, because deep down, you had known that Australia was his end game. Rin Matsuoka had a tendency to run from things, but to eventually come full circle and return to finish the job. And swimming professionally in Australia was no different. As if feeling your gaze, Rin opens one eye and looks down at you. There’s so much unsureness and insecurity in that single look alone, it has your heart aching inside your chest.

“Yeah,” The one word floats between you like a balloon, slowly growing bigger and bigger until it pops. You had known this was coming, you had expected it. But you hadn’t expected it to hurt this much.

“I thought so.” You reply, pushing yourself out of the pool and sitting next to him, once again on dry land.

“I’m not surprised.” Rin seems to be the one surprised though, if the raised eyebrows on his face are anything to go by.

“Really?”

“No, because I know you, Rin Matsuoka.” You look from the water to the man by your side, and try to swallow the lump of emotion that sticks itself tightly in your throat. SInce you had first met him in elementary school, you’d thought he was adorable, but now as an adult - he’s simply beautiful. Savagely so.

Not being able to look at the insecurity in his eyes, you instead lean back on your forearms and look back to the stars for comfort.

“I knew that you’d want to go back. You never leave anything incomplete. You chase risks, putting your very soul and being into your passion. So yeah, I knew all along.”

Seeming speechless, Rin looks up at the sky once more, as if - like you only moments ago - unable to look at the truth in your eyes. Because he knows deep down he has to go, even if it hurts him - and kills you. It’s where he’s meant to be.

Some people are lucky, finding their calling in their youth, others find it as adults, and others find it later on in life. Rin was one of the lucky ones. You? You weren’t sure what you wanted, other than the boy right next to you.

“Part of me wants to stay.” You give yourself the time frame of a single exaggerated blink on how to ask why without seeming ecstatic over the fact he feels like that at all.

So instead, you pull your knees to your chest and press your chin to them and ask, “Why would you?” Because everything he’d been dreaming about since he was a child is in Australia. Sure his friends are here, many of them going to college’s outside of Iwatobi, but still in the swimming world - so it's not like he won't run into them. Besides, it's the 21st century, and people don’t send messages by carrier pigeon anymore. But as you look at Rin, who’s eyes remain on the water now, his figure slumped over in what looks like defeat - something you’ve so rarely seen from him it's honestly shocking - you’re not sure what to think.

“Because of you.” Those ruby red eyes meet yours, and its as if the entire world around you holds its breath at that moment. The cicadas that summer brings fall eerily quiet and if you weren’t so focused on the person in front of you, you’d have thought it mirrored your heart which fell to a dead stop inside your chest.

Like the rewinding scratch of a record, your brain replays his words again and again and again. He wants to stay? Because of you?

“No.” Your brain agrees as the words come out before you can think them through. But you knew if you had hours to ponder on this decision, it wouldn’t change.

“What?” Rin fully turns his body to yours now, utterly perplexed at your choice. You shift to mirror him, wanting to face him completely for what you were about to say. Leaning into his space on your hands, you level Rin with a hard look, letting the conviction in your tone bleed out through your every pore.

“You cannot and will not stay here for me. You are going to go to Australia, and you’re not going to look back.” With every parting word, your heart painfully throbs against your ribcage as if begging you to stop. Because although you don’t want him to leave you, you know how much he wants this, and needs it because of who he is. And who are you to make him stay.

You had fake married Rin Matsuoka in kindergarten, and he had held onto the other heart of your heart ever since. He’d taken it with him when he went to Australia, and brought it back when he came home. And he’s about to take it and more with him again.

There was no doubt in your mind or your heart that Rin was the great love of your life, but what’s love if not putting someone else's needs before your own?

“Why?” He asks with a shaky breath, obviously not expecting you to react the way you have. So instead of bursting out the million and one reasons why he needs to go - starting with the fact it’s always been where he was going - you give him a soft smile.

“Because I love you too much to ever keep you here.” You don’t let yourself focus on anything other than his widened eyes as you gently cup his cheek with an unsteady hand.

“Because you love swimming more than anything on earth. It’s as much of a part of you as breathing Rin.” Your words ease into a gentle laugh that is more from your nerves than anything else.

“But so are you,” His gaze drops from your eyes and lands on the small space between you, as if it symbolises the distance about to be wedged between you in only a few short weeks.

But so are you, it rings in your head like church bells and you try to retain the grin that threatens to stretch widely across your mouth. How long have you waited to hear that? Months? Years? Does it hurt that he’s finally somewhat admitted what you’ve wanted for so long only weeks away from being in a completely different hemisphere? Yeah, that kind of sucks. But at least you know.

You raise your left hand to his face as well and gently raise his head so he’s looking back at you once again. In any other situation, you may have commented on the bright blush painted across his cheeks, but you’ll let it slide this once because it’s not the most important thing.

“I love you Rin.” Silver builds in the inner creases of his eyes, and you give him a blubbery smile of your own. “I love you, and that is not going to change in two days, two months, two years or two-hundred years. I love you with every fiber of my being and that is never changing.”

“Jesus christ,” he mutters, wiping away those tears as they finally crest, but he doesn’t move from your hands, instead leans into them.

“You’re going to Australia, you’re going to swim your heart out,” a sob breaks your sentence, and suddenly Rin’s hands are on your face, trying to stop the tears as you speak. “You’re going to do what you are born to do, and I'm going to be with you every step of the way.” There’s so much sureness and confidence bubbling inside your chest, you know he feels it. The fire that had been vacant from his gaze for the last few days flickers to life once more, and you know, he feels it too.

“In case you weren’t sure, I… I love you too, dumbass.” He laughs softly, and you find yourself giggling along with him, even though you’re still crying.

“Can you please stop crying so I can stop crying?” Rin sniffles and you finally wipe the slowly receding tears from your face that he had missed.

“Deal.” Rin pulls your wet frame against his, ignoring the fact that you are soaking wet and he’s not, and tucks you into his chest. For a quiet moment, you sit there just listening to the noises of the small town around you. The cicadas, the breeze, and the occasional car on the main road hidden from view. You know you’ll miss these moments in time to come, but for now, you lean into Rin and try to engrave everything about this moment into your memory so deep that every time you close your eyes, it's there.

“It’s not going to be easy you know,” Rin breathes against the crown of your head making you smile.

“Not sure if you’re aware, but there’s these things called cell phones? And the internet? I know modern technology may be more than you can handle in your old age but-” you’re sentence is broken from a squeal of laughter as Rin hurls you off his lap and back into the pool. Tacking a mouthful of water, you break the surface and look at the boy you love in front of you.

“You’re a little shit you know that?” To add fuel to the fire, you step forwards to grip his hands, and offer him a closed lip smile - right before you spit the water at him and yank him into the pool with you. If anyone else had ever done that to him, they’d probably be six feet under. But instead, as Rin’s head emerges from the water, his maroon hair plastered to his face, he just laughs. The happiness that radiates from him is so contagious, you find yourself grinning at the sight of him.

“Who do you think I got my attitude from Mr broody and snappy?” You tease, letting the man in question pull you into his arms once more and gently cup the back of your head.

“You got all my best traits obviously,” he jokes right before leaning down with a gentleness that is so different to his words, and presses his lips to yours. And running the risk of being cheesy and cliche, it’s everything you ever imagined it to be. Because like it's been your whole life, Rin Matsuoka feels like home.

“You know pacing won’t make him show up any faster.” You pointedly choose to ignore your friend's words, and continue to pace whilst shooting him a blank look.

“Thank you Sousuke, for your observation. I will take your opinion into consideration.” You snip back instantly.

“No you won’t. Seriously Y/n, relax.” Within a millisecond he turns from annoying little brother attitude to concerned best friend and you finally turn to him fully, wringing your wrists in nerves.

Since Rin moved, you’d found yourself falling into a somewhat unexpected friendship with his even broodier and grumpier friend - who had surprised you in one of your first interactions by actually laughing at one of your shitty jokes. You had bonded over missing Rin and how much of an idiot he was as a kid, and had somehow become friends.

He was also the one however that gave you countless amounts of teasing when you’d call him complaining about missing Rin.

But not anymore, because Rin was coming home - for a while.

Sure, he was returning to try out for the japanese national team to represent the country at the Olympics, but who cares because he’s still coming home.

“What time is it again?” You ask, trying not to let your nerves take over your brain, but judging by the unimpressed look that Sousuke gives you, they already have.

“It’s been literally two minutes since you last asked.” He points out and you clench your fists, refraining from the urge to slug him in his arm.

“Cut me some slack,” you groan as you turn back to the arrival door of the international airport. You’d made Sousuke get here almost an hour early just to be safe so he was already grouchy with you since you’d rocked up at his place. You didn’t even know why you were nervous. You’d been lucky enough to visit Rin in Australia twice since he’s been gone, once for his birthday and the second for christmas. But that was almost a year ago, and since then you’d been living off facetime. It wasn’t the same.

A flash of red catches your eyes, and your whole body stills as Rin pulls through the doorway, cap pulled over his hair and a hoodie clutching his toned torso. You hear Sousuke say something, but you’re already running away from him.

At your burst of movement, Rin see’s you and the grin that covers his face as you run even faster. You want to say his name, to yell or scream in excitement, but instead you throw yourself into his arms.

You finally feel his chest thunder as he laughs and the feeling has you hugging his neck even tighter. He was here. Rin was finally here. You’re not sure how long you stay there, gripping onto his body like an infant, but Rin doesn’t try to move you. Instead, he drops his bag from his shoulder and moves his hands to support you as your legs wrap around his waist.

Feeling him pull back, you finally lean away and look up into those ruby eyes. The warmth that floods your chest resembles standing in sunshine after a week of rain.

“Hi.” You whisper so softly, you’re not sure if he can hear over the noise of the people around you. But he does, because his smile grows tenfold.

“Hey sweetheart.” is all he says and you’re crying. Not heavy sobs, but just gentle tears from being overwhelmed with emotion. “I’m home.” Rin whispers back before leaning down and claiming your lips in an eager kiss that would have knocked your legs out from under you, had you been standing. But instead he holds you up, standing steady and firm like a rock in a storm. Keeping you safe and sound.

He’s finally home.

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dinonuggetjunpei · 3 years

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rin matsuoka headcanons?! <3

yes of course!! <3

~ okay so i definitely feel like rin would be one of those boyfriends whose like cold at first, but eventually warms up to you and starts opening up about his feelings, etc. even though he’s cold though, he would still have a soft spot for you and only you <3

~ HE WOULD TEACH YOU HOW TO SWIM IF YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW TO EEEEEEEEEEE

~ and he would love it so much if you came to watch his practices or games (especially if you cheered him on awwhhh)

~ kind of off topic but i feel like he would let you borrow his hoodies and tshirts and he thinks you look cute in them :,)

~ i think he would have trouble with comforting people in general but he would definitely try his best

~ example: if you had a nightmare, he would stay with you the whole night, holding you and telling you reassurances until he was 100% sure you were feeling better

~ he would love it if you played with his hair since its on the longer side, especially when he’s stressed because it helps calm him down

~ this man will for sure give you his jacket (the samezuka academy jackets or any in general! :D) if the weather was cold

~ making sure you are 100% comfortable is a priority for him

~ he would get really flustered if you told him you loved him or if you told him he looked pretty brb gonna go cry

~ i also think he would get even more flustered if he tried to say those things to you AW

~ the two of you would have a lot of dates at the beach because you would get to swim and have fun in the ocean, and also, i feel like it would be nice to take a walk with him along the shore

~ oooo speaking of walks, you guys would randomly just meet up in the middle of the night and take a walk to the convenience store to buy a bunch of snacks and candy

i hope these were good haha! <3

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whom-the-hell · 3 years

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can I request rin from free with a s/o who can’t swim

Anime: Free!

Genre: Idk, fluff???

Character included:

Rin Matsuoka

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-Let me start off by saying that Rin likes swimming, so he would like for his s/o to at least know how to swim.

-When he found out you couldn’t swim, he was kind of surprised.

He didn’t expect for you to not know how to swim. “How hard can it be?”

-When you told him you couldn’t swim, he chuckled at your words

He wasn’t making fun of you or anything, he just found it amusing and a bit cute, though he would never admit it.

-The next day, he would bring you to the beach where he would try to teach you the easiest techniques to swim.

He would start off by holding your body against his and make sure you won’t drown.

-He would also be strict, like a coach, but somehow still remain the loving boyfriend he is.

He would also hold both of your hands if that would make you more comfortable.

-After a long day at the beach, he would always buy you something to eat. Maybe it would be your favorite flavor ice cream or candy.

-Rin would bring you to the beach almost every day depending on the weather to make you get used to swimming.

-He wouldn’t push you to go and swim if you would not want to though.

And as pushy as he looks, he would respect your boundaries and wishes.

-What Rin would do is that he would pull you into the water here and then, holding you in his arms and swirling you around.

-His grip is strong, so I think that you should feel safe in his arms, especially in water.

-He would also tease you about not knowing how to swim, but not in a mean way, in a loving/fun way.

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athys-obelia · 3 years

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hcs: samezuka's fem!manager pt 2

characters: samezuka & iwatobi swim teams + siri ofc {slight y/n x sousuke}

samezuka's manager!y/n: as a second year

so! it's your second year as the swim team's manager (but you're a third year now)

right so rin for no reason at all drags you to his extra practice sessions, and that's where you meet kou

when the main desk tells her to find her brother at the pool, she enters to find him splashing at some random girl (hehe that's you)

you're both laughing at something he's said, she watches as you stand to hand him a water bottle and caution this dehydrated mess to not push himself too much

you're making a few minor modifications to uozumi's training regiment in the club room when kou asks rin about you

"who, (y/n)? haha yeah she followed me here"

bITCH-

N E WAYS so ofc kou misunderstands, so congrats now all of iwatobi swim knows you as rin's girlfriend

everyone is dying to meet you, neither you nor rin know why, and the meeting is set at the iwatobi swim club

you were curious about this haru character, who apparently had been your best friend's inspiration on more than one occasion

now, haru did strip the moment he saw water, but the entire iwatobi team jumped into some sort of practiced formation between him and the pool, fight stances and all, until he introduced himself to you and made some conversation

it's wasn't until tachibana said "you're doing great, haru" did you realise who he reminded you of, nitori

you almost adopted hazuki the moment you saw him

ryuugazaki was something else entirely - infact, he was the one to let the girlfriend thing slip

now the iwatobi boys + kou are mAD that y'all are just friends because they ship

when you get back to school, though...

ohhhhh your eyes have been opened

it's been a year since uozumi first approached you with the request to become samezuka's swim manager, so it's spring again, aka the boys are frightened as hell

mikoshiba hasn't left for hidaka uni yet

you're putting two and two together: it's time for the Spring Training from Hell

yeah this is why they were looking for a therapist manager

you underestimated seijuro mikoshiba's determination to make samezuka the bestestest team but he just sent you the training regiments and ohoholy shit you stand corrected

the team is practically dEAD after first day

iwashimizu's legs were so shaky mans fell back into the pool lmfaooo

you've never seen such raw terror in rin's eyes

uozumi has to literally crawl to the showers

sei seems to be pushing nakagawa especially hard, which you find a bit strange

poor thing accidentally waltzed into the girl's dormatories instead of the boys', where he got beat up some more

you're sure you'll have to put up shrine another next to riono's by the end of this training for mizutani, who is currently undergoing what seems to be multiple existential crises

yeah, only sei can come up w such a program

oh!! and riono has actually started coming to practices now you won't remove the shrine tho

it's a a bit difficult to see much improvement since they're exhausted and complaining all the time, but mikoshiba knows you might just kill him for torturing your boys uselessly

fourteen hellish practices later, all of you are finally at the station to see your former captain off cue the waterworks

the next day, you take the entire team to the hot springs as compensation for all the torture

congrats, your dead team has been revived

as they gradually return to their 100% after a few days, you are blown away

there's a drastic improvement in everyone, the new times are off the charts

ajajavsvajaks you're crying proud mom tears

when they see everyone's progress in the little charts you've made, the guys are overjoyed enough to crush you in a group hug

you allow it tHIS ONE TIME ONLY because they're actually wearing clothes lmfaooo

baby kazuki lets you ruffle his hair as he's going "what'll we do without you next year (y/n)???"

everything goes silent because technically you are a third year now, soo

you're glad they'll miss you but it's bringing!! the moment down!! "haha don't you worryyy i'll find the best manager in all of samezuka for you guys!"

"aw thanks!"

riono gets a smack for that by mizutani lolll "YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO SAY SHE'S THE BEST MANAGER SMARTASS"

his heart's in the right place 😌 his mind isn't though 😭😭

yeah you happen to catch a cold before school starts, aka the boys have personally come to put you under dorm-arrest

welp now you're standing face to face w the roommate (madoka) you haven't spoken to much + she has so many questions

"there was the guy that kept on asking if you wanted food, is that your boyfriend?"

"uozumi isn't my boyfriend," you tell her politely

"what about the one that kept offering you medicine, is he?"

"minami isn't my boyfriend either"

"there was one who cried like you were dying?"

"yeah i'm not dating rin either"

she asks why your entire entourage is hot guys

"oh, you're the swim manager? honestly i would've tried working at the club in town - iwatobi sc, have you heard of it? - but my dad works there and it'd be soooo weird yk" spoiler: her dad is coach sasabe

"really?? haha this is such a coincidence, i was trying to find someone who'd like to be our manager for next-"

you both freeze before slowly grinning

well, wasn't that lucky?

at the end of the next day, madoka stays back to help her chemistry teacher so you're not able to introduce the team

they've got their own surprise waiting, though, because-

"well, if we've got eight first years," you're telling captain matsuoka, "then i suppose the initial placement shouldn't take longer than two- holy fuck"

and from the showers enters possibly the finest man you've ever seen - ofc rin follows your line of sight before grinning evilly

"his name's sousuke yamazaki," he tells you, definitely mistaking your surprise, "he's got the perfect swimmer's physique, no?"

this is not real, he is not real, there is no way a literal god is on samezuka's swim team pls-

"(y/n), right?" he's holding out a hand for you to shake

you accept it, taking a cautious step back

ofc rin the dumbass decides to stick his nose into your business "you look red"

you could never commit homicide infront of nitori, but trust me that was the closest you'd ever gotten to it

"i-it's probably the cold i had yesterday"

he doesn't get the chance to reply to you though, because the three stooges mizutani, nakagawa and riono yell for you from the other side of the pool

you spot uozumi smacking them upside the head and decide it's time to intervene, waving rin and yamazaki goodbye

"we want to get to the national level, (y/n)" mizutani tells you

"and you're the only best trainor in this school for that" nakagawa adds nervously

kazuki smiles dryly from behind them, him an uozumi placing one hand on either of their heads as they force the three into a bow "try again"

"PLEASE HELP US IMPROVE (Y/N)"

"hohoooo this is the shit" you hear iwashimizu mutter

he promises to send you the video as hush money for bringing his phone into the pool area

you accept the boys' request, of course, and give them three days to write you a list of their goals - what they want to achieve to win nationals

cut to three days later, you've gotten a sheet that says

"the best breast stroke swimmer" from mizutani

"to beat the captain" from nakagawa

and finally, a... questionable? sketch of an ungodly muscular man from riono

yeah, you're not too surprised

it takes you some time, but you manage to whip out a near perfect training regiment for all three of them + one for rin (which he had to beg for, obviously)

you trust seijuro, both as a talented alum and a friend - he'd always had a talent for finding talent, if that made sense - and the way he pushed nakagawa, mizutani, and riono during the training, he must've known they could get to nationals

the regiment is definitely hard, and there's a lot of groans and sighs

you clipboard them, of course

it seems to be a year of miracles, though, because there isn't a word of complaint from anyone after that

also did i mention rin literally has no idea how to Captain™

this poor bby does end up getting the confidence for it after a month or two, but after abandoning the sport entirely for a year back in australia, he doesn't think he deserves the title

"uhhh (y/n), do you mind if i use the pool tonight? it's just that there's someone i'm trying to teach a few strokes, so would it be alright?"

you're a dramatic bitch lmaoo so obviously "you're teaching?? someone else?? i thought that was our thing???? 👉👈"

you're 100% gonna go eavesdrop a lil once you realise the new student is ryuugazaki

"rin matsuoka, we don't have a coach, you are literally the person everyone else should be asking permission from"

"o-oh"

so you're studying in your room for an upcoming physics test one day when rin bursts into your room

"(y/n)! what're you doing, idiot, don't you wanna help me practice?"

you apologise to him - the test has been stressing you out quite a bit so you're studying for your own peace of mind and confidence. "swim isn't the only part of my day" you mention jokingly, but that's when it gets into rin's head

yeah, he loves swimming, but you'd only just joined the team a year ago and he realises that after this year, he won't be seeing you as often as he does now

that doesn't sit right w him

you've been by his side all through last year, helping without even knowing it, you were there to guide him through his captain duties, all of it

how can it all just...fall apart? what is this strange feeling in his stomach whenever he thinks of you guys parting for uni?? he'd known this was coming ffs

"when you've given your test," he finds himself saying, voice much lower than he expects, "do you wanna go see a movie or something?"

you chuck your pen at him, confused at the sudden...somberness

"ofc i'll go, quit being all serious like that, you look constipated" he smiles at you then - softly - and heat rushes to your face in embarrassment "and get me my pen back" you mutter

"aw, you're cute when you're like this, (y/n)"

way to ruin the Moment rin-chan

"you're cute when your mouth is shut" you retort, turning back to your notes

the door doesn't stay shut for long after rin's left

"(y/n)?"

you're deadass cHOKING "y-yamazaki!"

"uhhh i was going to ask if you had time to check nitori's regimen for me, but you seem busy"

why is adonis in your room holy shit holy shit holy sHIT-

you clear your throat, glancing down at the weapon pen in your hand

leave it to school to mess up your love life

you're literally shaking as he crosses the doorway to your desk, looking over your shoulder at the notes

"oh, sorry, i thought it was something related to the club - rin mentioned you were working on a regimen for him, so"

you chuckle nervously - dammit he's too close - "yeah no, just getting my ass kicked by physics"

"i can help with physics" sousuke offers

mans almost clamps his mouth shut - why did he say that????

yes you were looking all adorable rn and if that t-shirt slipped any more he'd probably have a stro-

sousuke shakes his head to dispel the weird thoughts - you're rin's best friend, after all, shark boy would murder yamazaki in two secs flat

you're still staring at him, he notices, eyes a bit blown and your mouth parted

sousuke doesn't know much about you, other than as the hard-working manager the entire team considers godsent

he thinks he'd like to though -- he's always been attracted to passionate people, and you've done so much for his friends

yeah, not helping

"...will you really?" you're asking

he finds himself nodding before he can truly think of the consequences

you spend the day with sousuke as he guides you through the problems with more patience and skill than you'd initially credited him with

yeah, it's weird and exciting to have someone other than madoka and rin in your dorm, especially mr sex on legs here, but it's also oddly...intimate?

you never noticed before, but when you're not too busy staring, yamazaki's presence is extremely calming

you feel your tension about the test melt away as you listen to him (trying to) crack physics jokes to help you remember the material (they're terrible, but he's stuttering and utterly embarrassed, so you're laughing for his sake)

once your test is over, as promised, you take rin out to dinner to your favorite street food place

y'all break into visit iwatobi sc after - which in hindsight, was a mistake

his jovial personality dissipated the moment you jumped through the windows walked through the doors, with you having to elbow him to break whatever stupor he was under

it's like you're on the bus back from nationals last year, you're sensing that same vulnerability from him, as if he wants to spill but is holding back

he folds up his jeans legs and digs his feet into the water, with you following suit

you rest your head on his shoulder "what're you all mopey for? i'm the one who probably just failed a test"

the silence is deafening in the moments before he speaks "you know i used to swim here with haru and the guys, right?"

"mhm" ohoho here it comes

"but i went to australia, and..."

ohhhh so that's what this is about

you scoot away from rin to turn towards him, eyes set in determination "that isn't going to happen again, rin. you arent a quitter. the fact that you're even swimming at all proves it. haru, tachibana, sousuke, me- we're all so proud of you for going after what you love. you're smarter than you were then, and besides, if you return all emo and rude i will personally take responsibility to whip you back into shape"

ok in his defense, he tried, but it's rin after all, he's sobbing

he flicks your forehead before habitually bringing down his cap to shield his eyes from your vision

"it's not a bad thing to dedicate yourself to your goal, rin" you mention offhandedly, laying back on your elbows with your feet still in the freezing water, "but you gotta know that your friends will always be here. so you go on ahead and chase that dream, kay?"

he sniffles, glancing down at the water before turning to you with a large, teary grin "i will"

since samezuka has a two-day break coming up, and so does iwatobi, you and nagisa plan a movie night for both teams

the invitations are all sent, the day has come, the snacks are here, there's enough seating, and the blankets and comforters are set

it's rin, uozumi, minami, nitori, momo and riono from samezuka + the iwatobi team (at Haru's place after a little mackerel bribe) and everything's perfect, minus one lil problem: no one chose a movie

right off the bat ryuugazaki suggests a documentary, to which minami eagerly nods, adding, "i just watched one on bioluminescent algae and their affect on the-"

poor bby stops short at nagisa's horrified expression

riono raises his hand this dork "how about a marvel movie?"

"THEY KILLED TONY HOW ABOUT NO??" (that's momo)

nagisa grabs his chance "horror?"

kou shrieks

oh wait no, that was tachibana

let the games begin it's an all out war, tachibana is challenging nagisa to a game of rock paper scissors, ryuugazaki is cutting little voting ballots like the cute lawful good child he is

you're sitting in the midst of the chaos, with your back against the couch

sousuke, on the couch behind you, taps your shoulder before pointing towards haru

only then do you notice rin instigating ryuugazaki and nagisa's argument as a distraction as haru puts on a-

oh.

the boys settle down as a romantic comedy opens

the movie's a modern hades x peresphone retelling, where peresphone is a college student who recieves a a marriage proposal from the god of the underworld

sousuke is correcting all the greek mythology the movie gets wrong

and accidentally spoils some of the plot oof

nagisa has tried (and failed) several times to choke the aforementioned swimmer

there's a scene where peresphone is teaching her fiance the art of grocery shopping, and haru (has the remote) pauses and rewinds it for an entire half hour to try and find mackerel in the seafood section

momo ends up jumping haru for the remote

is also terrible with it, he's either got the volume horrifically high or a pitch below human hearing

you clipboard him obviously, and as it goes flying, ryuugazaki catches the remote

he's normal, thankfully

sousuke is about to spoil comment on the plot twist when he glances at the group - everyone is... asleep??

nitori is squished between him and rin, with rin and tachibana flanking haru. uozumi is sprawled across the floor with minami, both of them starfishing. ryuugazaki sits at tachibana's feet on the ground with nagisa snoring on his shoulder. nakagawa is curled up on the floor with his hands under his head aww

swimmer boi's breath catches when he sees you passed out, your back against his legs with your head resting in his lap -- your hand lays on the shoulder of your adorable beetle-raising kouhai, who's snoring away softly in your lap

shit shit shit he's a secret physics nerd but physics class didn't teach him how to Girls

he's 100% unprepared for the way you smile in your sleep and 100% freaking out

yeah knowing you you're probably dreaming of clipboarding someone, but that grin is driving him inSANE

sousuke can't help but almost coo you back to sleep when you stir - and he takes some pics of everyone as well, to send on the group as blackmail material he's such a tsundere ajgajabasvs

he's literally terrified at the thought of accidentally waking you up, and the ground is soft enough, but...

when you wake up and find yourself all comfy on the couch and he's on the floor, he tells you that in your sleepy state, you requested to switch spots as it was getting uncomfortable

lmfaoooo this ain't an exposé i won't be doing my boy sousuke dirty like that but look at you being all oblivious 😌😌

yeah movie nights with iwatobi are a monthly thing now

ever since he aCciDeNtAly sent you guys his schedule, facetiming sei whenever he's free is a part of your routine, he prefers it if it's you calling him while the guys practice

being there during samezuka's practice, even digitally, makes sei so nostalgic and he gets this really s o f t smile it's actually adorable

walking siri (minami's huge cuddly doggie) is a daily ritual, the entire teams walks around the campus in the evening with him no matter what

you're able to introduce madoka to the team about halfway through the year, poor thing was so intimidated in the beginning - she overcomes it quicker than you did, though, mostly because she sees how dorky they are with you

also the boys' training is coming along great, their times are improving faster than you'd imagined - you're celebrating nitori's new time in fact, he's just broken iwashimizu's record when rin enters with the results

nakagawa (freestyle), mizutani (breaststroke), riono (freestyle), rin (freestyle), and minami (butterfly) have all made it in their individual strokes, with momo, nitori, rin and sousuke for medley relay

all four of you - riono, mizutani, nakagawa and you - are silent as everyone applauds

your eyes are tearing up as you remember all the hard work your idiots put in, the late practices, the strict menus, the exercise routines, how they went around taking advice from you, from rin, from coach sasabe...and their gradual but well deserved improvements

ok but you literally would've been pancaked when riono (5"11'), nakagawa (5"10') and mizutani (5"11') pounced on you for a group hug had sousuke (6"1') not been in the way 😌

regionals arrive before you know it, and the next thing you know, iwashimizu is pushing you into the seat next to sousuke on the bus

(nitori called dibs on rin, he's still mad you sat with him last tournament 😭😭)

also did this mans sousuke just...flinch? when you smiled at him??

he's back to his regular form in no time, quick enough for you to doubt you'd seen anything at all - wait, huh? you've been working with athletes who have to keep their bodies in pristine condition for about two years now, you've taken sports med classes, so it's near impossible for you to miss it

"dont slouch" you reprimand, causing the flustered third year to straighten up, alarmed - yeah. that does it for you, he definitely wasn't slouching, it's more like...it's more like his body tended to lean towards his right, almost as if he'd tried not to pressure his left side long enough for it to become a subconscious habit

you remember rin mentioning something about sousuke skipping practice, too

the team jumps into the practice pool, and its events don't exactly do much to calm you

rin is giving you a look you don't even need to decipher - there's something up with sousuke, and he isn't the type of person to just come out and mention it if anything were the matter

you follow your captain's word and ask minami to check the boys' showers for you. there's someone in there, minami tells you, so you wait in the locker room with sousuke's favorite drink

out of the shower, sousuke doesn't cover up his shoulder fast enough - he can't even look you in the eyes, to see your disappointment, the anger for him hiding something like this...he doesn't think he can bear it

you open the drink, knowing his answer, before asking if he'd like it. sousuke smiles a bit at that, before asking why you're not watching everyone else's races

"may i see your shoulder?" you ask instead, and he tells you to return to the rest of the group

the deja vu is hella strong, and you're kneeling on the ground with sousuke on the bench, a hand on his knee "the way rin couldn't get out of the pool last year, you saw that tournament, right? would you have left his side, sousuke? if you were on samezuka then?"

"of course not" is his immediate reply, and you give him a pointed look

that was the last time you'd ever fail to notice that a friend of yours needed help, you had promised yourself, but a year later, you're back at square one, with possibly one of the strongest guys you've ever met in front of you, his hands shaking

you grab them, not knowing what else to do to stop the trembling, before asking, "why? that injury isn't new, why would you sign up for a race like this? what's going on sousuke?"

and he spills

there's no strong front to keep in front of you, he knows, and by the end of it all there is a raw quality to his voice, reliving his past years, bringing those words out couldn't have been easy, but he's hopeful

you could laugh, even, he's hopeful after all that, enthusiastic as he shares with you his new dream

you're bawling your eyes out and his cheeks are flushed but he feels lighter somehow, finally understanding what people mean when they say that talking is therapeutic

you're deciding whether or not it would be fair to ask him not to swim - this new sousuke, who's gladly ready to finish the relay knowing it'll be his final race is intimidatingly calm - when rin enters

taking your leave, you're not entirely surprised when the medley relay is announced, and all four of your boys stand in line

whether they won or lose didn't matter - hell, you hadn't even glanced at the scoreboard - because it was the most spectacular relay you've ever seen, and you're proud beyond words

did i mention how all of samezuka kept getting glares from the other schools? yeah not only do you guys have a) amazing swimmers but also b) not one, but two godlike managers?!? this has to be illegal??

regionals have a calming effect on the team, even the first years are much more confident in themselves, and there's this silent drive to push forward and get even stronger for nationals

as rin, mizutani, and riono practice for their big moment, you accompany sousuke for one of his appointments, and on your way back, you guys stop by your place and spend hours making yummy (healthy) snacks for everyone

by the time nationals come by, madoka empties her schedule to join you guys - you, momo, sousuke and madoka are sitting in the last four seats (ahjaabs nitori called rin again 😌)

you're going to watch riono, mizutani and rin race as they're the only ones who've made it

oh, speaking of whom, nitori is moping again because it's Rin Is MIA Before A Competition 2.0

your ever responsible, exemplary team captain shows up in the nick of time - and when you ask where he's been (the competitors get a one week club break instead of two, so they've got time to practice), he answers "australia", and you honestly Do Not have the time or energy to try and make sense of that anymore

y'all end up with two wins under your belts, which is a huge step for nationals

sei shows up to cheer for the team as well - you hadn't been able to catch him at regionals - so he's well prepared for the way the team pounces on him

all in all, madoka is satisfied with her experience, you met a beloved alum, rin and riono are getting hounded by scouts, sousuke is looking genuinely happier, the team is totally motivated for next year - it's a win for you

it's actually iwashimizu who reminds everyone about your annual team picnic this year

the whole team pays their respects at riono's shrine ("WILL YOU PRETEND I'M INVISIBLE AGAIN??!? NO PLS YOU GUYS-") before heading off to the site - it's a lakeside this time - and y'all start by assigning bbq duty (literally uozumi and sousuke are the only ones who can cook akabajaks)

there's beach volleyball, fetch with siri, you even planned a bunch of water games but!! the guys literally just race each other the entire time ://, and somewhere between all of that these dumbasses riono and nakagawa manage to go missing

there's this big ass forest surrounding your bbq site and you guys separate into two groups - the first and second years go off to find the two while the third years + madoka watch the site in case they return

now that was fine until an hour passed and no one was back, so you guys take siri and set off as well - the forest is much bigger and more confusing than y'all thought, and your team of four (rin, you, sou and madoka) don't seem to be equipped with survival instincts

you guys run into the first and second years in about half an hour, thankfully, because somehow momo has the most woodsy knowledge than anyone in the group - they still hadn't found the boys though

so here we have a group of about 17 people, walking around the trees aimlessly - it's been another hour, and you're sure if riono and nakagawa haven't been found, they're either a) dead or b) dying

welp, who are you guys to meddle with fate amirite?

especially when there's such an amazing bbq waiting

riono and nakagawa are playing badminton at the site when y'all are back - they'd spent some time at a nearby river because apparently this is a usual picnic spot for their families??

"and you didn't think? to mention this to anyone??"

"we did mention it!!" nakagawa protests "to iwashimizu!"

y'all turn to the man in question (who is found sleeping in the bus) "o-oops?"

iwashimizu has about eight popsicles slipped down his shirt that day

you someone mixes salt into his beloved vanilla milkshake

the team, to your surprise, pulls up with a whole ass cake at the end of day, because rather than being sad for your leave, they've decided to cherish and celebrate the amazing year/s their upperclass(wo)men gave them (minami's words), you can't deny that this team has done a lot for you

10/10 experience would recommend

a/n: we're all just gonna watch me pretend idk samezuka is an all boys school ✊😌 anyways i hope you enjoyed, have a goodddd day :)

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Haiii I love you!!!! Could I please request a jealous Rin (free!) smut. Biting, choking the more depraved the better ❤️

🦈 character, fandom, type of reader: rin matsuoka, free, woman reader.

🦈 genre, rating: nsfw. 18+ only.

🦈 themes, triggers: explicit descriptions, explicit dirty talk, choking, biting, jealously that could be interpreted as yandere ngl, daddy!rin,

🦈 author’s note: hey i love rin. very much. very glad i got this. there’s a plot to the p*rn so i apologize if this is kinda long ! aside from that i hope you enjoy this smutty, s-m-u-t-t-y drabble 😏

Following Rin to Sydney wasn’t something you regretted. You’d been to the beautiful city in the past and were set on attending a local university in the city prior to meeting Rin. When he shared his interest in returning to the city himself and pursuing his career as a professional swimmer, it further solidified your belief that the two of you were fated to be together. The two of you had been dating for quite some time but only had taken it a step further when you entered university. To cut your own personal costs, you moved in with Rin and from then forward your relationship with Rin wasn’t casual; the two of you took your relationship seriously and weighed your future in every decision you made. It was healthy, it was nice, and it was the perfect dose of a domestic lifestyle with the man you loved.

Rin had texted you to meet him at the local pub where he would be treating some of his old friends to drinks and given that you needed a break from your studies, you happily obliged. Before leaving you took your time to get yourself put together you couldn’t possibly enter the pub in the pair of sweats you wore. Skipping the formal wear, even the clubwear, you went for something comfortable and casual, however, the v-neck tee boyfriend you wore was somewhat transparent and exposed the black bra you wore underneath; unwilling to change you threw on a light cardigan and headed out to the pub.

Luckily the pub was within walking distance of your shared apartment with Rin but given that you had taken a bit longer debating whether or not to change your shirt, Rin and his friends had already beaten you to the punch. You waved at the group of boys through the window and quickly entered the crowded pub. “Y/N!” Rin greeted you with a toothy smile. He stood from his seat and engulfed you into a hug followed by an obligatory kiss. You then turned to wave at Rin’s old friends from Japan and a few familiar faces struck out enough for you to greet them by name.

A seat next to Rin wasn’t open and instead of making a fuss about it, you sat down next to his childhood friend/rival, Sousuke. You had only heard about him through Rin’s stories and remembered he had issues with his shoulder after a strain. Once the casual conversation with everyone had come to an end you talked to Sousuke and exchanged stories about Rin --- much to his dismay. Rin was busy catching up with his other friends but you felt his eyes on you every second or two. You didn’t give it much attention as you were too entertained by Sousuke’s stories.

Because of the crowded feeling in the pub, the heat within it began to grow. The cardigan you wore was light but even then you felt uncomfortably warm. You took a heavy sip of your water, Sousuke looked at you with a bit of concern,

“you should take off your sweater. I took off my jacket too. It’s really hot in here for whatever reason.” He spoke into the rim of his beer glass before taking a heavy sip from it.

You nodded your head not thinking twice about why you wore a cardigan to begin with. Attempting to wiggle your arms out from the cardigan it was difficult to do given that you were sandwiched between two very broad men. Sousuke stood up from his seat and took your hand.

“Here Y/N, I’ll give you a hand.”

You smiled at his kindness and took his hand. He helped you remove your cardigan in order to place it behind your seat. You sat down and wiggled your shoulders feeling a breeze of cool air sweep past your exposed skin. The hair that fell down your neck was still a nuisance however so you took the hair tie around your wrist and tied your hair into a high ponytail. While doing so the transparency of your shirt was made known to Rin mostly, nobody else seemed to notice or care. The fleeting glances he was giving you from across the table were now replaced with a heavy stare. You looked at him for just a second but before you could say anything Sousuke grabbed a hold of your attention. He continued with his story about how Rin and he had a friendly competition as children.

“So yeah --- as I was saying. There was a time when Rin was trying to catch up with me but didn’t notice his shoes were untied.”

Your eyes grew obviously interested and entertained by the story Sousuke was sharing. He seemed to be vibing with you as well. His eyes were locked with yours and it was evident that he was interested in becoming friends with you. You were Rin’s long-time serious girlfriend after all and Sousuke was a great friend of Rin who cared deeply about him.

“And then he just fell flat on his face. He completely ate shit.”

Concealing a smile you added to the story, “let me guess he started to cry?”

“Oh like a baby,” Sousuke added.

With that, the two of you burst into a fit of laughter that occupied most of the pub. The two of you had an obnoxious laugh, there was nothing more to it. You playfully slapped Sousuke’s shoulder and he dramatically let out a whine and rubbed the place you hit. You were gullible enough to fall for it remembering that Rin had mentioned Sousuke had a shoulder injury.

You sat closer to him, close enough for your chest to press to his side. You rubbed his shoulder in remorse. “Oh my god. I’m so so so sorry!”

Sousuke looked down at you with his sea-green eyes. “You’re just as gullible as Rin.” You ripped yourself from his side and crossed your arms. Cutely, you stuck his tongue out at him. That was it for Rin. He couldn’t just sit there and watch the two of you anymore. He stood from his seat and as he did the dishware on the table clinked together. Without much care to anyone else who was there Rin walked towards you and grabbed your arm forcing you to stand up.

“Hey! Rin! What the hell?”

Rin looked at you, you’d seen that face a few times before but only when someone tried to make a pass at you. He was jealous but you couldn’t understand why he would be jealous.

“Thanks, everyone but Y/N and I are leaving. You have that thesis to work on, remember?”

“Yeah but --”

You took a deep breath and understood that now wasn’t the time to argue with him. So you nodded your head and agreed.

“Yeah. He’s right. I’ve been putting off that thesis for a while. It was nice meeting you guys.”

You looked down at Sousuke and watched as he stood from his seat. He gave Rin a hug and then invited you into one as well. It would be awkward to refuse it. He gave you your sweater but before you could grab it yourself Rin took it for you and with that the two of you were off. The walk back to your shared apartment was quiet. You attempted to break the silence by talking to Rin but he didn’t budge. He trudged his feet forward and you followed behind him. Provided that Rin wasn’t communicating with you the second you entered your apartment you returned to your work.

Rin watched you as you began to open up your laptop.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

“I’m working on my paper, Rin.”

Your eyes were busy opening up the tab you left off on. Rin walked towards you and lowered your screen causing your hands to leave the keyboard. He shut the laptop completely.

“Rin what the fuck is wrong with you?” You looked up at him angrily.

“With me? What do you mean what the fuck is wrong with me? What the fuck is wrong with you?”

You understood he was jealous of what happened at the pub. He didn’t need to say it but this behavior? It was unacceptable. You set your laptop on the coffee table and stood up. He was much taller than you so you looked up at him.

“Nothing is wrong with me Rin. You invited me to the pub to meet your friends. I was getting to know them.”

“Them? C’mon, Y/N. You seemed to only be interested in one person.”

With a shake of your head, you rolled your eyes. Now with your arms folded across your chest, you shrugged your shoulders.

“Sousuke? I was sitting right next to him and I had to make conversation. What did you expect me to do, sit awkwardly and not say anything? ”

“Did you have to take your sweater off---”

You cut him off.

“It was hot! Rin, oh my god. What has gotten into you?”

“Nothing has gotten into me. I’m not that petty. Look at your shirt.”

He pointed at your cleavage.

“You had no business wearing a shirt where everyone could see your bra. That’s only for me to see.”

Your hands came up to rub your temples.

“Rin. I didn’t do that on purpose. Nobody noticed.”

“I noticed.” Rin stepped closer towards you.

“Of course you noticed, your mind is always going someplace perverted.”

You mumbled under your breath -- soft enough where you didn’t think he couldn’t hear.

With his hand, he took your chin and turned it for you to face him, “what the fuck did you just say?”

It was the look in his eyes that was a dead give away to what was about to transpire. Punishment. It happened rarely, you were good. Rin hated punishing you or at least that’s what he swore.

“Nothing.” You said in response.

Rin clicked his tongue.

“You know how I feel about liars, Y/N. You said my mind is perverted. And what about yours, hm?”

The question is rhetorical. You knew this but your pride urged you to respond. Rin covered your mouth preventing you from saying anything further.

“Do you like him... Sousuke? I bet you were thinking about him huh? I can’t blame you, he's a handsome guy. Do you want me to call him? So he can fuck you? So I can show him how much of a fucking slut you are?”

Rin removed his hand from your mouth and ordered you not to speak. With both his hands he tore the fabric of your tee and exposed the black bra you wore. It was nothing sexy. A casual t-shirt bra that was a part of your everyday attire but because of the push-up support your cleavage looked more pronounced than usual.

“I bet that’s what you wanted Sousuke to see. You were just shoving your breasts in his face asking him to bend you over and fuck you.”

You nodded your head no. Rin only chuckled, still not believing your disinterest in his friend. He turned away from you and took a seat on the chair across from you. He sat with his legs wide, wide enough for you to see the growing length between his pants. You stood there silently waiting for what Rin wanted to do with you next.

“Take off your pants, Y/N.”

You unbuttoned the waistband of your jeans and removed them. You picked them up and placed them on the chair behind you. You stood in front of your boyfriend in your mismatched bra and panty set. Rin took out his phone and held it in your direction.

“Should I take a picture and send it to him? Should I let him know you’re thinking about fucking him?”

You shook your head no once more this time with much more vigor. You stepped towards Rin before finally kneeling in front of him. Your hand held his wrist and you lowered his phone.

“You have permission to speak, Y/N.”

You took a breath before opening up your mouth to finally respond.

“Baby. I’m so--”

Rin cut you off.

“Who do you want to fuck, me or him?”

Without missing a beat you responded,

“You.”

Rin shoved his phone into the pocket of his jacket and took your hand. He guided you into the bedroom and threw you on the bed. Rin placed his phone on the nightstand and began to remove his own clothing. With his jacket, shirt, and pants free he only remained in his boxers. Finally, his broad figure hovered your own. Rin took his hand and gently placed it around your neck. His fingers were delicate against your skin but you knew it wouldn’t remain that way for long.

“Who does this body belong to?” He asked, his delicate fingers turned into a grip.

“It b-belongs to you -- Rin.”

The grip he earned felt tighter but the sensation was pleasurable. You felt the heat in your core rise. Rin had a dark expression but his eyes told another story. He was looking forward to pleasuring you even though he was still consumed by his jealousy. Rin lowered his frame closer towards yours and as he did you felt his hardened length press against the inner of your thigh, sending a jolt of adrenaline to surge through your veins. He placed a kiss on your lips and it was gentle, loving despite what the tone of the situation implied. Despite it all his kisses were always filled with so much warmth and care. He loved you, so much.

“And what would you like me to do with your body, Y/N?”

“Anything.”

He repeated, “anything?”

You nodded your head. The grip he earned around your throat loosened. He kissed your lips once more and he began to trail his kisses lower. He took extra time around your neck making sure to leave tender kisses where his fingers dug into your skin. As he continued his task soft moans flew out of your lips which Rin loved to hear. As he kissed lower and lower it was almost like he had memorized the parts of your body that felt the most pleasure. In those places, he opened his both and gently bit your skin. The painful yet pleasurable act always left little marks, little marks you loved to trace over the next day.

“This isn’t one of those fancy bras,” Rin noted with his fingers looped between the straps.

You nodded your head. “I don’t wear lingerie every day, Rin.”

“Well. You should. For me anyway.”

Rin lowered the straps to your bra before opting to shove the cups down instead.

“Better yet you should just stop wearing one... for me though. Me only.”

“Of course only you. Always for you.”

It was the reassurance of your words that caused Rin to look up at you. He smirked,

“Don’t think your cute words are going to let you off the hook so easy.”

Rin kissed the middle of your chest before taking his mouth around one of your nipples. With his tongue, he lapped circles around the sensitive bud. The pleasure from that alone caused your hips to buck forward. You felt his hard cock against your clothed cunt. Rin stopped his movements and shoved your hips back down into the mattress. He grunted in distress.

“You said I was the one with perverted thoughts. Yet with just a little bit of fondling your body is already begging for my cock. Do you want me to fuck you, fuck you so hard that you forget about any other guy?”

You blushed at his remark feeling embarrassed at how eager you were for him. You watched as his eyes trailed down to view the wet spot between your legs. Out of embarrassment, you closed them. Rin sat on his knees and he tore your legs open.

“Such a fucking whore.” He muttered underneath a breath.

“You have such a lewd body. You’re begging me to fuck you and I’ve barely enough touched you.”

He shook his head at you. “Take off your panties for me.”

Without any hesitation, you completed the task. You took off your panties and threw them aside.

“Open your pussy wide for me.”

You’re hesitant. Rin didn’t like your hesitance.

“Oya, oya?”

Rin arched an eyebrow.

“Don’t act shy. Open your pussy for me.”

You brought your knees up and opened your legs wide. With your hands, you opened the folds of your pussy to expose yourself to him. Rin was smiling widely. His eyes were hungry to consume you whole.

“Look how wet you are. Just for me?”

With two fingers Rin gently rubbed your clit. Because you were so eager to be pleasured, the moan you gave was louder than you had anticipated. You bit your tongue but Rin quickly encouraged you to moan to your heart's content.

“You can be a whore. It’s fine.”

It was his weird way of humiliating you and from the looks of it he wasn’t going to stop just there.

He entered both his fingers inside you.

“You welcomed me in without any issue.” His fingers began to thrust in and out of you at a miserably low speed. You kicked your legs and whined at the torturous experience.

“Baby, I can’t have you cum from just my fingers.” He leveled with you.

“Then give me more.” You spoke out of turn but your request intrigued Rin.

“More? What do you want?”

“You.”

“You’ll have to be more specific, babe.”

You clicked your tongue and with an exhale you admitted what you truly desired.

“Your cock.”

“Where do you want it? I can put in several locations.”

His fingers were still within you and with each question, he asked he moved his fingers either further inside you or thrust them in and out. If that wasn’t enough, he used this thumb to gently brush against your clit.

“Inside -- me. Inside my pussy. Please, Daddy.”

Daddy. You’d never used that word before. And it was like something inside of Rin clicked. He removed his fingers from inside you and licked them clean. He returned to hovering above you. He looked down at you with lust-filled eyes. “What did you just call me?”

“Daddy.”

“Do you want daddy’s cock to fill your tiny little pussy?”

You nodded your head eagerly and given that Rin was so turned on from his newfound nickname he was done with his teasing. He removed his boxers and from out sprung his thick cock. The impressive length he had was throbbing and glistening with his precum. You moaned at the sight.

He held his cock in his hands and prevented himself from stroking it. Every ounce of pleasure he wanted would be from what he gave you. He aligned the tip of his cock against the folds of your pussy. He circled the tip around your clit and you pressed your head further into the pillow. Without warning, Rin entered inside of you causing you to grasp at the sheets under you. Once he fully entered he realized he had done so raw. You were now on the pill so neither of you thought twice about the action.

“It feels different raw, doesn’t it?”

He admired how his cock was fully inside you and he continued to watch as he began to thrust. As always his thrusts, to begin with, were slow. He liked to admire how his cock thrust in and out of your pussy. He finally gave you the benefit of eye contact and you put on a show for him. The pleasurable experience of his cock finally inside you caused your face to change in order to reflect the amount of pleasure you were receiving from Rin.

With his hips moving in and out of you at a rhythmic pace he brought his hand up to grasp your neck once more. With his thumb he placed it in the middle of your lips,

“Open your mouth for daddy.”

You did as instructed and began to suck on his thumb imagining if it was his cock instead. You looked at him through half-lidded eyes that were somewhat teary from the mix of pain and pleasure you felt with his large length inside of you.

“Do you wish that was a cock?”

You held his wrist and nodded fervently.

“Maybe I should call Sousuke and ask him to come and shove his cock in your mouth. Maybe that would finally make you shut the fuck up about how I have perverted thoughts.”

Rin continued to thrust in and out of you he didn’t want you to speak. He was fully in control of your pleasure as well as his own.

With his free hand, he reached over to grab his phone that he left on the nightstand. It wasn’t unusual for him to take pictures of you but provided the context you wondered what he was up to.

“I have to take a picture of your face baby. Yo--You’re taking daddy’s cock so well. I h-have to.” His thrusting is scattered and you aren’t entirely sure if he’s going to pleasure you from his cock alone. He was such a tease especially in his jealous state, he could just leave you there. You wrapped your legs around his waist and started to thrust into him as well. Your moans grew louder and louder. Rin laughed in pleasure.

With the phone still in his hands, you took advantage of the situation,

“Are you going to take a picture of me, daddy? Huh? Are you going to show everyone how good you fuck me?”

Rin groaned loudly himself his hands shaking at the immense pleasure he felt from you thrusting alongside him.

“F-fuck you’re such a fucking whor-whore.”

He’s panting and you clenched around him causing him to further fall down the spiral of his ecstasy. He threw his phone elsewhere and grabbed your legs. He removed them from around his waist and held them open wide.

You sobbed at the action as his cock was thrusting deeper inside you and hitting the spongey spot that brought you the utmost pleasure. You felt his entire length thrust inside of you and just sit inside the pit of your stomach. With his large hands forcing your hips into the mattress it was impossible to move. You were chained to him and so desperate to reach your state of euphoria.

“Do you like that. Huh? You’re clenching. Mmmm---fuck Y/N!”

Rin began to move faster in and out of you.

“Daddy’s cock is deep inside your pussy, you love it don’t you? You little fucking slut. You just --- just love daddy’s cock filling your pussy up with his cum.”

He then takes both of your legs and swings them over his shoulders. Your hips hovered above the mattress and the pleasure you felt was immense. The sound of your flesh slapping against his alongside your loud, nearly screaming moans filled the room. Without warning him you clenched around his throbbing cock and reached your peak. As you did something inside you snapped, you squirted around his cock, and the second you did you felt the thick spurts of his hot cum coat the inside of your pussy.

His body went limp and came crashing down to lay on the bed next to you. Rin had his face flat on the pillow, he was breathing heavy and as were you. You laid with your hand on your stomach feeling oddly full but empty at the same time. You touched your pussy but it was so sensitive from the pleasure you twitched at a simple graze.

You turned your head to Rin your body was too weak to fully face him. Rin turned his head as well and looked at you. The two of you chuckled,

“That was amazing,” Rin said.

With a weak, tired voice you asked. “Are you still mad at me?”

With whatever strength he had left Rin came closer towards you and kissed you.

“Call me daddy again.”

“--- Daddy.”

Rin kissed you.

“Nope. Not mad.”

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