And if feel comfortable share your queeeer journey. I love reading them.

I love being queer. I love calling myself queer. I'm a weird little guy and I'm gay as goddamn hell. I contain multitudes. calling myself queer is easier than giving cishet people a crash course in explaining all of my labels and it also connects me to my queer forebearers. you can't just call historical figures gay or bi or lesbian or trans because those words are too new (historically speaking) but you can say they had queer relationships or a queer gender identity. there is nothing wrong with the word queer. the LGBTQIA acronym is still there but it's ever evolving and you never know what it's gonna be this time next year. queer, though, queer is forever. queer is always there for you. embrace your queerness and walk with pride.

INTRODUCTION

Please re-blog to help me find and reconnect with my mutuals!

I mistakingly thought I'd be able to vibe here, but it was less than two-weeks before I got completely nuked already. So, I'm gonna take one more crack at this, and I guess just heavily censor myself, which sucks but that's just the way of things all over the internet right now. There are no safe places for trans and nonbinary queer self-expression and sexual freedom online.

Yes. I'm bitter about it.

Anyway, I'm Mx. Nillin Lore. I'm an AuDHD, queer, genderfaun, and polyamorous blogger and writer. Most of my advocacy and activism is around sexual and bodily autonomy for adult trans and nonbinary queers. I've dedicated over a decade of my life to this through my very NSFW sex blog, https://mxnillin.com, where you can read about my transition, journey toward understanding my sexuality and gender identity, and all of the intimate experiences I've shared with my partners and friends.

In 2021, my blog was ranked 1st in the Top 100 Sex Blogs from Molly's Daily Kiss.

I'm also a published author! I'm currently hard at work on my first solo-book, "How Do I Sexy? A Guide for Trans and Nonbinary Queers", which releases August 23, 2024 from Thornapple Press. Prior to this I was a co-author for Chapter 11: Sexuality in the 2nd Edition of "Trans Bodies, Trans Selves: A Resource by and for Transgender Communities" from Oxford University Press and edited my first anthology in 2022, "Heckin' Lewd: Trans and Nonbinary Erotica" from Bold Strokes Books.

Please feel free to message me or send me an ask if you like, but do not flirt with me unless you are also a trans or nonbinary queer person. I am otherwise completely open to answering any and all questions related to any of these topics.

My selfies will be under #nillinpics.

Asks will be under #ask mxnillin.

❤️ My husband is @dilutedghost ❤️

Yes Please:

It's okay to share your perspective, experiences, and give tips on posts asking for insight and advice.

If you are a trans or queer author, please feel free to reach out to chat about your writing!

Send me horny asks, flirts, and compliment my sexy pics (as long as none of the DNI below applies to you)!

DNI:

minors,

TERFs, SWERFs, gender-crits, or any other variety of transphobe or body shamer,

queerphobes,

anyone who is racist, ableist, or hateful toward any vulnerable minorities,

cishets,

detransition or misgendering kink blogs (I'm just not personally comfortable with it),

anyone who sees me or treats me as a cisgender man.

“We are all assigned a gender at birth. Sometimes that assignment doesn’t match our inner truth, and there needs to be a new place–a place for self-identification.” - Geena Rocero, 2014

sapphic love letters

Addie Brown to Rebecca Primus (1860s)

"O my Dear Friend how I did miss you last night I did not have any one to hug me and to kiss. Rebecca don't you think I am very foolish. I dont want anyone to kiss me now . . . no kisses is like yours."

“I never shall love any person as I do you.”

“Wishing that I was in your loving arms and you would be imprinting sweat [sic] kisses.”

Addie Brown and Rebecca Primus were two free Black women who met in Hartford, Connecticut. Brow worked as a domestic servant to support herself as an orphan, while Primus taught recently freed Black people and built a school in Maryland. The two exchanged over 150 letters (though only Brown's were salvaged). Their love and adoration for one another gives us an amazing insight on the history of women who loved women.

Rebecca Brown (first image) & Rebecca Primus (second image, middle with large, flowery hat)

Sources [i] [ii] [iii] [iv] & book: Beloved Sisters and Loving Friends

Here's an anthro fox sketch I did earlier 🦊 I'm a red fox therian by the way if anyone was curious. I've always liked to express my therianthropy through the furry fandom that's partially why I draw a lot of anthros.

I think ‘trans men experience oppression and discrimination for being trans men’ and ‘trans women are underrepresented and under appreciated, and often aren’t talked about as much as trans men are’ and ‘trans men are also underrepresented, because trans people of any kind are kept under wraps’ are all statements that can co-exist

January 15, 2024

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| ✧*̥˚ Amandla Stenberg *̥˚✧ |

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It's MLK day. Hope you're all enjoying your day off. In honor of Martin Luther King Day, I'll be talking about Amandla Stenberg, an actor who I mostly only know as Rue from the first Hunger Games movie.

While others of you may know the actor from other acting roles, such as Starr Carter from the film version of "The Hate U Give", or their role as Alana Beck in the film version of "Dear Evan Hansen", or even their singing career or activism in politics, Amandla Stenberg is a prominent figure in today's society.

Amandla Stenberg is amazing at what they do, and I hope to see more films with Stenberg in them, and they are beautiful.

Long live Amandla Stenberg.

Please, please reblog for a bigger sample size!

*WLW means whatever; follow ur heart

Degenerate mutilated freak flag

This flag is for degenerate mutilated freaks! Anyone who wants to can use this, especially trans/queer people, neurodivergent/mentally ill people, nonhumans, and kinksters, as this is meant to reclaim derogatory phrases used against those deemed social outcasts. You do not need to have any body mods, selfharm marks, or had gender-affirming surgery to use this, but this flag is supportive of those who have these things.

[id: a horizontally striped flag. the first stripe is neon green, then there's a chartreuse stripe, then a cyan one. the center stripe is black, and the top half is a zigzag, while the bottom half is straight, like all the other stripes. the next stripe is bright red, then there's a raspberry stripe, and the final stripe is dark purple-red]

Also do people really believe there are children getting gender reassignment surgery?? Minors can't even get a shot without a parent or guardian present. Like who tf is doing surgery on kids without parental consent? NO ONE that's illegal and you're just transphobic.

The amount of psychic damage I just took from this..........

I'M???????

It's the mortifying degree of unearned confidence, for me. If you don't want to use queer, great, but don't you DARE try to gaslight up about our own history, thanks!!!!!!

Just found out my book is almost done at the printers, and I'll finally get to hold "How Do I Sexy? A Guide for Trans and Nonbinary Queers" in my hands by the end of the month 🥰🥳

About FaeryVoid

I'm Fawn (FaeryVoid) I'm starting this blog to share my art, crafts, and creative projects.

My identity and experiences are very much reflected throughout my art etc, so first I'm gonna tell you a bit about me.

I'm a 21 yo queer, neurodivergent, disabled, ancom, punk, alterhuman, folk witch. Umm I really enjoy counterculture. I grew up in a Christian conservative family and I think I've always been drawn to things outside of the norm or things that rival the Christian conservative values. For example I've always been very hyper fixated on occult things and the macabre. I remember my mother saying when I was very young, "when I had a girl I thought I wouldn't have to worry about you being into these sorts of things". Looking back at that conversation now I find it very funny. Like I'm a genderqueer witch, I through her expectations right out the window. "God gave me instructions on how to live my life, but I couldn't read his handwriting so I burnt them last night" ~ Johnny Hobo and The Freight Trains. Though I was very isolated as a child so it wasn't until my early teens when information started becoming more accessible to me I discovered so many different aspects of myself. Things I had felt my whole life suddenly had names and communities of other people. Of course around that age 12-13 everyone around me thought everything was just a phase, while honestly I just had a bunch of information I never had before. Obviously my identity has evolved since I was only 12 years old, but I honestly had a very good sense of self at that age and I think my elders trying to convince me otherwise created so much self doubt. Anyways I've also always enjoyed creativity and creating things from a very young age and expressing myself through art etc. I'm also very crow-brained in the sense that I really like collecting things. I was a Monster High kid and now collect dolls as an adult. Also though not very relevant to this blog I was a Sonic kid, love Sonic. Cycling back to witchcraft today I'm pursuing a path in Celtic especially Welsh folk magic. I've actually been a witch for six or seven years now, but in the beginning I was very eclectic and actually I was Wiccan which definitely isn't my path anymore so I'm kind of relearning things. That's pretty much what I want to share about myself right now, in future projects like in zines I'll go more into debt on my identities, and experiences.

I plan on sharing a pretty broad array of art, crafts, and creative projects, like illustrations, zines, jewelry, poetry, DIY stuff, I'm thinking maybe even witchcraft related things. I'm teaching myself to cook so maybe stuff pertaining to that. I imagine it might not seem very cohesive, but I think overarching themes will tie everything together.

I also have a corresponding Instagram page for this blog. On top of that I've thought about making videos, but I'm not sure yet.