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bethanydelleman · 1 year

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Mr. Bingley is not Weak

A lot of people kind of hate Bingley, which I have discovered much to my surprise. I think Bingley has also suffered from the adaptations which, especially 2005, have made him into something of a himbo. But we are told Bingley is at least average intelligence: In understanding, Darcy was the superior. Bingley was by no means deficient; but Darcy was clever. (Ch 4)

Bingley is modest (a positive trait), but he is not weak. Darcy says this in his letter:

We accordingly went—and there I readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my friend the certain evils of such a choice. I described and enforced them earnestly. But however this remonstrance might have staggered or delayed his determination, I do not suppose that it would ultimately have prevented the marriage,

Pause here, Bingley does not care about all the reasons which have kept Darcy himself from acting on his admiration of a Bennet sister. This form of attack was useless, which means Bingley is not easily influenced by his friend...

had it not been seconded by the assurance, which I hesitated not in giving, of your sister’s indifference. He had before believed her to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal, regard. But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgment than on his own. To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived himself was no very difficult point. To persuade him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been given, was scarcely the work of a moment.

The social context here is important, Bingley cannot ask if Jane likes him. You flirt and then you propose. That’s it. Bingley can only decide this from how Jane acts and he is modest. When he's told that Jane doesn't actually love him, he is humble enough to believe that it's possible.

Also, we know Jane is reserved, so Bingley not being entirely sure of her feelings is very possible and not a fault on either side. Jane is doing what she thinks is morally right, instead of flirting openly like Caroline with Darcy. A moral conduct book from the time would uphold Jane as an ideal.

Again, Bingley doesn't just do whatever his Caroline or Darcy say. Caroline can't convince Bingley to cancel the ball and Darcy's early dislike of the Bennets doesn't change Charles's opinion of them. I am pretty certain that Caroline alone could have done very little to make Charles forget Jane, it was only Darcy's report that he took seriously.

Why hate Bingley for this? It's refreshing! Darcy is the opposite of modest, he is so convinced that Elizabeth loves him even though she doesn't. His proposal is supremely arrogant. He expresses no real fear that he will be refused: As he said this she could easily see that he had no doubt of a favourable answer. He spoke of apprehension and anxiety, but his countenance expressed real security. Mr. Collins is also disgustingly self-assured. I would take Bingley’s modesty over either Collins or Darcy #1 any day of the week.

I think the Jane and Bingley relationship is meant to show the flaws in the conduct rules of the time, not flaws in the characters themselves. Jane acts properly, not like a coquette, and still suffers for it. Bingley is fairly sure of Jane’s genuine affection, but is convinced away from her because she doesn’t act like one would expect from a woman in love. They would have gotten along charmingly on their own, it was the world that was against them.

#bingley #Charles Bingley #pride and prejudice #jane austen #probably too much blogging today #and I've even been holding back #putting stuff in the queue and whatnot #whatever this needs to be out #jane bennet #mr. darcy

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chaosmultiverse · 2 years

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TWO THINGS LEFT IN MY DRAFTS!!! WOOHOO!!

#The Writer {OOC}#which I'll put in my queue once I feel like I also have enough things like hc's and other things to put in there #plus I need time to work on things like my new bio pages #but like I'm gonna be able to do more stuff and whatnot

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olive-riggzey · 7 months

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Hello, Greetings, and Hi!

Welcome to my blog of randomness!

This is my main blog! If you are looking for my art/Writeblr blog, please head on over to @the-down-upside-finch! That’s where I post my original work. (Don't worry, you are not obligated to follow my main blog if you follow my sideblog! I totally understand not wanting utter chaos all over your dash.)

Anyways, I'm Zéta (she/her), but you can refer to me by my username if you would prefer! I'm an artist, writer, and linguist. Proudly ace! 🖤🐘🤍💜

(Here's my Linktree with other sites/places you can find me)

My queue is my main method of posting, usually at a rate of 3-5 posts per day. These posts can and will be just about anything that I find interesting! (I'll put my hashtag key down below the cut.)

Please don’t be scared to interact with me! I promise I will not attack anyone for being friendly. :}

(I also now have ANOTHER sideblog specifically for reblogging the responses to the WBW and STS asks that I send out, over at @the-olive-finch-da-riggz!)

Hashtag Key (may be updated):

#Zeta Rambles = Text posts written by yours truly that don't necessarily fit into a specific category.

#ZootaDoodles/#ZootaWrites = My art or writing, which will be reblogged from my sideblog.

#Zeta Reads and Screams = I have recently read something that I desperately need to infodump about.

#Rebloggle = This post was reblogged.

#Queue Queue Train = This post came from my queue.

#Marco Pollo = This post has a poll.

#Helpful Art Stuffs = References for art and writing.

#Long Post = The post is longer than 5 chunks of text.

#Video = The post has a video.

#THE ORIGINAL??? = Heritage posts or otherwise famous posts.

#Gifts!!!/#Fanart for me = Things others have gifted me!

#Friend's Art = Art by my mutual. Yes, I sometimes just refer to mutuals as friends for organization purposes.

#Inspiration Station = Posts that I want to save for inspiration purposes.

#______ Vibes = Posts that I feel like my OCs from _____ would relate to and whatnot. (Common ones are Stained Integrity, Minding Q's, Potentially Kinetic, and Parallel Shadows.)

#Zeta Rambles #Long Post #Yes I finally made a pinned post. Hooray!

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sarah0687 · 2 months

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First off,

My apologies tumblr fam, for only stopping by to put stuff in my queue and then leave. Life has been....well, life.

So, short update. Because work and home life have basically been downward spiraling for a while now, I have once again started applying for jobs that aren't here. Honestly, I wasn't expecting anything to come of it.

Two weeks ago, I received a phone call to schedule an interview. The interview took place last week Thursday and, while it wasn't the worst interview I ever had, it definitely was not the best. ANYWAY they told me that I would hear back from them in 2 to 3 weeks, whether I got the job or not.

Since then, (when I haven't been stressing about my current job and whatnot) I've been trying to decide if this job is really something that I want, or if I'm just desperate enough to grab anything to escape here. I still don't know the answer to that.

But this afternoon, I received a voice mail from one of the gents from the interview. He asked if I could call him back tomorrow morning, between 6 and 8 his time (which is 5 to 7 my time). No explanation as to why I needed to call him or why it had to specifically be that time. But... yeah, that's totally when I'm getting ready for my current job so... looks like I'll have to ... talk to him before breakfast or something. I don't know.

For now though, I am hard core freaking out.

#personal #job hunting #clearly i have some anxiety issues

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enchanted-lightning-aes · 9 months

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Recently, my follower count is going up for some reason. And I have a feeling 98% of those didn't read my description before pressing follow. Bc uh, I know but I won't mind that you probably will not stick around for too long.

I also won't mind if ppl only followed for the following:

The posts I reblog on my queue. I.E: writing tips, memes, text posts, and whatnot. This often spikes my activity notifs more often than not, tbh. If you aren't here for my writing, that's fine. At least, your intentions are clear in that area.

The writing of other ppl. I'm more than glad to encourage this bc those ppl deserve support. And I put it on ppl's dashes for a reason.

For my writing, which is somewhat unbelievable. But only bc I have bad luck in the timezone and tag-list department.

For the fandom (M.arvel and DC, mostly) stuff but that's high-key rare-ish. I rb those sorts of stuff minimally and tag them with #enchant's fave stuff.

I'd make a BYF sort of thing but I doubt ppl would bother reading it, lol.

Sorry if it seems I'm pushing some unreasonable boundaries but I'm confused. I am a silly writer (original and fandom), who's tryna manage in this site. And definitely, want those new ppl to truly think twice.^^

#enchant rambles

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erithacuscreations · 3 months

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Hello all! The new year is here, and so are everyone’s goals for the next 12 months. I’ve made quite a few personal goals that I won’t get into, but I figured I should at least share the art related ones here, even if I’m a little late to the game.

Finish at least 1 ref sheet. If I do real good I’ll make it 2. Still got a backlog of projects for people close to me, wanna get through those this year. I was ambitious last year with wanting to make progress on Rou’s ref on top of getting through personal projects, so I’m just gonna. Put a pin in that particular ref for now.

Share more WIPs. I’m not horrible at this now but I want to be better about it. Part of generating interest in my art is posting regularly, and WIPs kind of feed the gap in between advertising bases/adopts and finished art. I would really like to finally get off the ground with commissions this year, and I need eyes on my work to do that.

More studies and doodles. I currently do literally none (despite that being a goal of last year as well hhhh). Need to brush up on basics that I never learned and build up to higher quality by putting out quantity. These are also good “filler” post material when I don’t have finished commissions or personal art to share. I want to get better about the shame I feel when sharing something I think doesn’t look perfect or finished.

More traditional art. I want to do some traditional badges, but I also want to dabble in watercolor, gouache, and copics as well. The thought of this is simultaneously thrilling and scary, because I tend to like my traditional art more, but it’s also more costly to do bc supplies and whatnot. Probably won’t get to all of the mediums I want to try this year unless we luck out and move into a significantly larger space, but they’re there if we do and I have time.

Interact more with other artists! This year I want to make more of an effort to share, like, and comment on other artist’s posts. I haven’t really done much online in recent years besides post art, so I wanna work more towards being an active member of the community and making new friends. And just…being a person! With meaningful relationships and connections! Ahhh!!

Anyways, I hope everyone’s year is going all right so far! I haven’t really been getting much done art wise, just because I’ve been focusing on other stuff. Work has been fine, minus the lead-up into this recent cold spell. It’s been kinda hectic the past few days with everyone preparing for wintry weather. The holiday season has actually been a little stressful for my family, one of our cars has been out of commission for a little while and will be for a bit longer while it gets repaired, so we’re down to 1 car for getting everybody to work and for errands and stuff.

That said, I’m still open for commissions and have an empty queue. A little extra fundage would really help cover gas and stuff right now ;3; https://erithacuscreations.carrd.co/#commission

Feel free to DM or email me questions about commissions if you have them! Be well in the new year!

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tadbitfooled · 4 months

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Some slight updates to my rules, as I'm putting things on the google site and realizing stuff needs edited. So rules undercut, not many changes, but a few, like a new section.

Introduction

Firstly, call me JB. I am over 18. I operate in Eastern Standard Time. I’m newish to DND but I’m very interested in learning and absorbing everything I can about it.

This blog is set up as a semi-private roleplay blog, as in I plan on only interacting with mutuals in roleplay threads, but askbox is open to any. I’m not terribly selective about who I follow back. My only restrictions are

No auto-love interests. I prefer doing build ups for that and I enjoy muses falling in love instead of rushing to the in love part.

Please understand I have astigmatisms, so I need to be able to read what you write, as in make sure there’s good contrast. A lot of the time, black backgrounds with thin white font is not something I can read comfortably so I may not even bother with your blog.

Basic Etiquette

I expect manners from my followers. Do not push me, I have a lot of stuff going on in my life at the moment.

Do not control my muses or have your muse know things about my muse they should not. Do not be too overpowered. Make it fair, let’s roll initiative if we do have a conflict.

Starting OOC drama is a no. If I see it on my dash, I will unfollow and drop any threads we may have. Sorry, but I graduated in ‘09. I don’t have time for that anymore.

Interactions

My desire is for my primaries to be interacted first and foremost, unless you have approached me with an in depth discussion for one of the background muses.

Some of my background muses will require prior interaction with the primary muse they are tied with, unless there is an exception to that.

Shipping

I like shipping. I like discussing potential. What I don’t like is when relationships are assumed or there isn’t prior discussion and interaction. I’m very big on chemistry between characters and roleplayers. So please, let’s chat and interact first.

I’m multiship, I don’t tend to do exclusives. If I do end up doing exclusives, it would be due to having heavily plotted with the other rper and have built up a strong collaborative writing with them. And that takes months for me, so it’s not something that happens often.

My background muses are not open for romantic shipping at this time.

Greeters, Starters, Replies

I don’t do greeters for new followers, as they often are stale and get ignored.

I’ll occasionally post starter calls for specific muses. If I do and you like it, expect me to comb over your blog and write at least a paragraph.

For askbox memes and starters, I try to reply to those within 24-48 hours so you know they didn’t get eaten or whatnot. As for replies to starters for me and threads, I throw those into the queue just so there’s some schedule here.

Triggers and Thus

Tag your nsfw items with a simple tag please. I know tumblr's being a pain, so nsft or usfw works too

I don’t have any major triggers, as I’ve gone to therapy to work through some of them. The color pink is not my friend, though, and if you have a lot of pink in your theme or about your muse, it may take me a little bit to get through the information/get comfortable with them.

#sHOWING MY AGE BY KEEPING THE GREETER RULE #don't judge me that was a big thing like...7 years ago #OOC

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something-with-luv · 10 months

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this is a verrrry wip pinned post!! be warned!!!

Heya!! I'm Luv. :)

I draw stuff & occasionally write :)

DNI if you are proship and whatnot, please! you will be blocked on sight. thankies :)

i reblog a lot of nsft shitposts !!! i try my best to tag them (usually as nsft, nsft shitpost or cw suggestive) — be warned!

other sideblogs i have

@writing-with-luv - writing blog! mostly for reblogging but i might write something in the future

@loving-with-luv - NSFW/NSFT blog that i may also write for in the future [minors DNI / 18+ only !!]

i put a lot of tags on reblogs (as of 09/12/2023 lol), popular ones i use being #funnies (for shitposts, memes, & whatnot), #queue (with luv), (for queued posts), #animals and #yearning :)

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badlucksav · 1 year

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About Me

For those of you new around these parts, I’m Sav: writer, artist, multishipper extraordinaire. I like a lot of pairings and a lot of fandoms. My interests are always shifting, but I’m always in the AtLA/LoK fandoms.

This blog has NSFW content, so minors DNI. All NSFW posts are tagged as such and content is placed under a cut.

Here are my current fandoms:

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Avatar: Legend of Korra

The 100

Six of Crows

Shadow & Bone

Spider-Man (Tom Holland)

Harry Potter

Stranger Things

The Umbrella Academy

Teen Wolf

Scooby-Doo

Spy X Family

Law & Order: SVU

The Last of Us

Twilight Saga

Game of Thrones

Just because I haven’t made content for some of them doesn’t mean anything ok

Here are my current OTPs:

Irosami • Makorra • Makonora • Twiyor • Linko • YuTen •Jetko • Zutara • Bellarke • Kanej • Spideychelle • Dramione • Harmony • Stydia • Diego x Lila • Bensaro • Hellcheer • Jabella

I’d do a fic master post but…that’s a lot of work and no way I’d remember to update it, so you can find my Ao3 here, or by fandom:

• Avatar: The Last Airbender

• Avatar: The Legend of Korra

• The 100

• Six of Crows

• Spiderman (Tom Holland)

• Law & Order: SVU

• Shadow & Bone (TV)

• Soul Eater

• Harry Potter

• Spy X Family

• The Last of Us

• Guardians of the Galaxy

• Twilight Saga

You can find my art here on Tumblr but since the search function is kind of trash, you can also find it on my Instagram. My NSFW art can be found on my (18+ only) Twitter. And if you wanna see me randomly yell about things and retweet random content, follow me on my SFW Twitter too.

I am currently accepting prompt requests from these lists [x, x], but my inbox is always open and you’re free to submit ideas you have, but I can give no promises on if/when they’ll actually be completed. I’ll also write for more than just my OTPs, so feel free to send just about any pairing (barring inc*st etc). You can also come to my inbox or DMs just to talk about headcanons and whatnot! I love hearing from people.

I also open commissions sometimes! Most of the information is located below, but feel free to DM or email with other questions. I will always indicate on this post if my commissions are open or closed, but always feel free to message me in case I have an opening.

I also have a Redbubble shop that I was neglecting, but now I’m taking care of it, with some new designs already up and more to come!

I’m not one of those people who has multiple blogs for their different interests. This is a one stop shop, so you’re also going to see a lot of: random art I find, photography, shitposts, body positivity, LGBTQ+ posts, other fandoms I’m not super into but the art/post looked cool, memes, the occasional political post, and anything else that looks neat in addition to fandom stuff (I tag most of these #off topic).

I try to tag thoroughly, but if I miss something please feel free to DM or send an ask (my anons are on) and let me know (this also includes my Ao3 tags). I tag #off topic for things not fandom/writing related, #sav’s scribbles for my writing, #sav’s sketches for my art, #sav answers for asks, and #sav’s stockpile for things I’ve put in my queue.

I have run a few events. You can find the blogs here:

• YuTen Week (2022)

• Avatar March Madness (2022, 2023)

• Azulaang Week (2021)

• Zutara Mythical Creatures Week (2021, 2022)

• Avatar WTF Weekend (2022, 2023)

Lastly, ask me about my discord servers:

• Lin Beifong server.

• Scooby Doo server.

• Zutara server. (18+)

Commissions are currently closed.

#about me #stuff about Sav #I’ve only had this blog for 2 years and I’m just now making one of these whoops #avatar the last airbender #legend of korra #shadow and bone netflix #six of crows #Spiderman #the 100 #teen wolf #spy x family #soul eater #Redbubble #Redbubble artist

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deepdarkwriter · 3 months

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WELCOME TO MY FANFICTION BLOG!

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REQUESTS ARE OPEN! Currently active.

(0 in queue)

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I am a writer for just about everything… currently hyper fixated on Supernatural, and Jackass. I write for just about everything, though. This page is for everything that is deemed immoral, everything on this page is not for the faint of heart. Any requests given that are softer will probably go on another page. I will take all your morbid requests- no matter how horrific. If you like morbid and morally raunchy this page is for you. If you want to refer to me, you can call me D or Dean. Or just however you like, though I doubt that detail holds much significance.

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Master List - will be here soon

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How Requests work??

Leave a description of what you want, brief or detailed. The more detailed the more preferable. I will try to get it done asap, and I might give updates on it too. Make sure to include all the specifics, and kinks and whatnot if it is smut. Submit these in my inboxes preferably but dms work too. If you have any questions please use the inbox, and or dms if you absolutely have to. Do not be hesitant to send requests, I'm morally corrupt and it is fun for me.

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WILL DO!

Anything really, I have no triggers- but just to give examples I'll put something here. Incest (Wincest), Non-Con, drugging, suicide, any sort of self harm, piss stuff, abuse, sadism- ect. Pretty much any pairing.

WONT DO!

There isn’t anything I will not do, because I will do these anyways- but I do not wanna do omega verse (specifically) omegas if I do not have to. I won’t go out of my way to come up with an idea, but if you want any of this I will do it. I also do not really care for mpreg- but if It is your style, sure, why not.

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IMPORTANT FOR REQUESTS!!

If you are unhappy with something I have written, or want a sequel- or anything at all. I will be happy to add more or rewrite it. Just send me something in my inbox! Dm me also if you would like! I love to get comments on my work- and reblogs! Tell me how you feel! Always open for discussion in dms as well.

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zestrish · 7 months

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GUESS WHO RESIGNED? LMAO

my last day is on Dec 19~ proof of life post ig hello im still very much alive just slightly busy with personal stuff buuuuuut there have been some new developments, here's a rundown I've been working on while I was away:

✨ I finally made a YouTube Channel that's gonna serve as a way to combat my self-doubt and imposter syndrome. I've been putting off uploading or making content on YouTube cuz I'm a perfectionist which leads to procrastination. Anyway, it'll serve as my creativity dump. I hope to make a community that fosters expression, creativity, and self-confidence~ Posting soon @ Truly, Patricia pls subscribe🧡

✨ Started using Notion, not much for productivity but rather as a way to log and assess my true likes, interests, and whatnot! I felt like I've been influenced to like things that aren't really ME for the sake of fitting in. It also keep tracks of my ideas and creative projects.

✨ I found a new company to apply for and it seems they have also been hoping I apply there! I'm just fixing my writing portfolio then I'm ready to apply!

Aaaand yep that's pretty much it at the moment, will make sure to fill up my queue so y'all have stuff to reblog while I'm away~ later, ZESTIES 🍊✨

#i wrote this at around 5:30 but have been falling in and out of sleep while typing #my phone fell on my face and I was loke OK let's finish typing this first 🤣😭

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transientchaos · 2 years

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My queue ends today and I think I'll finally get to post things that aren't just a tonne of reblogs. I will still put valentine's day and April Fools and whatnot, but... I'm not going to be reblogging much, it seems.

I'm infested with blorbos from my brain; I missed Colin, Maia, Anthony and Sophie from my Aphrodite project that likely will not be realised because I have to first write myself, into a corner with it; I welcomed Seth and Ursa with open arms, second chapter out of eighteen is on its way as I have a lot of snippets for it, and I have to put those together, and I am going forward with the outline; 52&1 project gained a new protagonist. I want to be excited about something else that I can experience, some book I can read, but for now I am trying to catch up with a few podcasts with great futility. I'm knitting again.

I need to get the blorbos out on paper or else they'll drive me nuts and I probably spammed my friends a bit too much with those; now there is a great possibility that I will share stuff here. You may not recognise any of my characters, but I love them dearly. I love the universes inside of me, and I am benevolently keeping them alive by tugging at their timelines.

So, yeah. Expect my mediocre drawings. Expect a third act breakdown. Expect the "good" protagonist singing praises of themself like a villain in their I Am song. Expect a major case of gender and denouncement of it only to get remarried later.

Any ask games I posted in the past I will reply to. Especially if you ask about the blorbos from my brain.

I just may interact less. I'll keep on living even if my blog will look... Empty for days at a time.

#chaos shut

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peachysalmon · 2 years

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the feminine urge to be active on here again

#.txt #I’ve been like. putting stuff in my queue and whatnot. but I low key want to post again #mayhaps i will. who knows!

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zawasdarkcirclez · 3 years

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How Bakusquad Asks You to Prom

Mina Ashido:

-Mina’s definitely got something really pretty planned

-She’s most likely a little dressed up with a cute little dress on

-This is all taking place in the common area

-Everybody besides you knew what was happening and were hiding in the corners of the room and against the wall

-Aizawa was even there claiming that he felt most comfortable if there was a teacher and adult present with all of these candles burning Mina, Denki, and Sero filled him in one day when he was trying to grade papers

-In reality though, he just wanted to be there to see how it would play out after hearing all the talk about it

-Y’all do be his kids after all

-You keep getting texts from Mina and everyone telling you Aizawa is calling everybody to the commons right now and that you’re late as hell

-You’re out of breath running to the room and realize you don’t see the lights on from where you stand

- Walking in however, you’re greeted with soft jazz music

-Mina standing in the middle of the room with a bouquet of flowers

-In front of her on the floor are candles spelling out “Prom?”

-Not gonna lie she’s a little nervous

-Fingers fiddling for sure

“HEY-uh Y/n.. PROM??“

-You said yes no doubt. Sorry I don’t make the rules

-You were literally stunned, she looked amazing, everything looked so cute, the effort was there. CONGRATULATIONS you won

-Everybody of course had to then hop out from the darkness of the room cheering and recording as you and Mina hug

-Queue Denki + Sero dapping each other up

-Midoriya tearing up

-Mineta full on crying because Mina is now taken

-Todoroki still standing by the wall 🧍‍♂️

-You and Mina definetly had some of the best prom fits

Katsuki Bakugo:

-You were already dating Katsuki, leading him to believe you were well aware that you were going to prom with him

-So when he overheard Momo ask you about plans for prom and you responded saying

-”Oh, prom? ...I’m not really sure I’m doing all that.”

-He was STOMP.ING over and Momo was tiptoeing away not wanting to get caught in another one of his outbursts

-”What the hell do you mean you’re not doing that?!”

-”You don’t want to go with me or what?!”

-”Did I do something? If I made you upset, you should have said something, Dumbass!!”

-”Actually, you know what, I don’t care! You’re going.”

-”With me!”

-You rolled your eyes jokingly

-”Well that sure is one way to ask.” you chuckled and patted his side walking away to go back to your desk

-You were not complaining by any means, but with the intensity of Katsuki’s ability to read behind your words, he knew he was picking up on something else

-Thinking back, he did notice the little way your eyes would glow as your friends were getting asked left and right

-Even when Bakugo mumbles beside you about “Why the hell’s he doing all this like she’s not already his girlfriend.”

-You’ve seen posters, candies, gifts etc.

-But all you truly wanted was for Bakugo to possibly let down a wall of his and utter the same words to you

-But you would never ever push him to do it, in fear of overstepping a boundary

-This in mind though, and with Bakugo being as invested and in love with you as he is, and not willing to admit, he plans something little so you can have a little moment to blab to your friends about too or whatever 🙄

-He’ll be damned if its in public though

-For sure expect to be woken up late at night, leaving you surprised considering yk his bedtime and all

-He’s shaking your shoulder and grumbling to you to “Wake your ass up, or I’ll leave.”

-You turn seeing Bakugo with a candle he over burnt a little bit with his quirk, your favorite snack, a teddy bear, and a little jewelry box

-“Will you uhh..” his eyes dart away from you and he hears you giggle

-”Shut up!! ... ”

-”Will you go to prom with me, Y/n?” he asks shoving the snacks and bear a little in your direction

-”Of course Katsu.”

-He smirked, opening the jewelry box

-”And you make sure to wear this little beauty around that neck of yours at this damn dance, okay?”

Denki Kaminari:

-I’m sorry but you completely spoiled Denki’s surprise

-Well it was a team effort

-He had already accidentally said too much one day without realizing so you knew he most definitely had “Something exciting to ask you”

-But bbbbruh

-The panic everyone screamed in when you randomly walked into Denki’s room while him and the rest of the Bakusquad decorated

-He jumped off the little ladder he was standing on in the corner and turned you around by your shoulders ushering you out

-”ahHa ha...”

-It’s silent for a couple second while you both plan what to say now

Simultaneously:

-“Denki I am SOOO sorry“

and

-”A little earlier than planned”

-Everyone has an ear pressed against the door at this point to listen

-”Well..surprise! I’ll tell you what though,”

-His hands reached for yours

-”I’m a liiittle busy right now.. You know what for, but let’s pretend you don’t.”

-He turns speed walking and dragging you with him

-”So you go relax for a little bit, do some studying or something. Put on one of your cute little outfits, and I’ll be by later to come get you because you’ve got a hot date in my room say around..8:30?”

-You nod, catching your breath and realized he has delivered you all the way back to your own dorm

-Before you could turn and ask any other questions, that boy is booking it around the corner to get back to his room

-Upon walking in he is greeted with bunches of “what happened?”s from his friends and a slap to the back of his head from Bakugo

-Yes they somehow got Bakugo to help

-”Guys! Guys! We’re good, why did nobody keep decorating? Come on people we have until 8:25 and then you all have got to go!”

-Fast forward to 8:30, he’s opening the door for you and guiding you inside with a hand on your back

-He’s cheesing like a fool I promise you

-Sure you already saw part of it but not nearly the end result

-”So, will you go to prom with me?”

-”Uhm, YES!”

-Y’all can hear Sero and Kiri hooting and cheering from Bakugo’s room across the hall followed by a

-”Shut up or get out you idiots!!”

-You and Denki definitely won the top spots in the Prom Court

Eijiro Kirishima:

-Kiri definitely has a little cliche possibly cringe idea he saw online

-But it’s still cute as hell because I mean hello it’s Kirishima

-All his friends were struggling planning things while he was sitting there CHILLEN

-Denki turned like “Uhhh..Bro, you all set or something? You’re looking mighty not-busy over here.”

-”Yeah man. This was eeasyy. I found exactly what I wanted to do. They’ll love it.”

-By this point everyone had been listening, and then he was bombarded with several voices asking for ideas and inspiration from him

-All voices went silent though when he whipped out his phone to show them

-”Dude.”

-”You’re joking.”

-”Tch. Dumbass..”

-He’s not even a little worried about their reactions

-If there’s one thing he knows it’s YOU

-And YOU love anything Kirishima does

-Let’s not lie we’re all whipped

-And y’all are just some chill ass individuals and cornballs with the same humor

-He spends the entire evening that day drawing out his sign and gathering things he needs and whatnot

-When you walk into class greeted with some yummy food and cheesy saying on your desk, you smirked knowing it was the one and only

-”Surprisee!” he would sing wrapping an arm around your waist and kissing your cheek

-”Pretty manly, huh?”

-When the rest of the class sees how it actually turned out in comparison to the picture he showed, they kinda regretted trying to get on him

-Especially since you were right in front of them enjoying it

-Shit was kinda sweet

-Ya know, seeing y’all be all perfect for each other and all

-”Ah, you’re so cute. It’s great!” your face was lighting up as you plopped down in your seat

-The rest of class everyone was still stressing between lessons about their own prom situations

-And cutting their eyes at you and Kiri

-The two of you are now sitting side by side, his arm around you shoulders and both of your mouths full of sushi

-Prom is literally a dream with this man

-I feel like he would dress with the most casually classy look

-Velcro shoes acquired 😎

-Y’all are so in love you don’t even realize how visible it is

-The whole night is you two soo lost in each other uhghh

Hanta Sero:

-Sero is cool as fuck

-I just had to say that first sorreh

-He’d definitely do something real low-key and cute

-It’s not anything public or in front of everybody and their mother

-The two of you hang out by yourselves and have little ~dates~ and what not kind of often

-So him knocking at your dorm door telling you to get ready to go in 30 minutes was nothing suspicious

-After a light walk from campus y’all reached a point where he told you to close your eyes and let him guide you

-Considers covering your eyes with his tape but doesn't want to end up literally yanking off your eyebrows when he takes it off

-You settle for one hand over your eyes, and one hand in his

-Sero almost knocks you into stuff on purpose and you know it

-But eventually he’s telling you to open your eyes and

- 🥲

-A literal gasp

-”Ohh my gosh! Sero!? What is this!?”

-You’re literally bouncin up and down

-A whole little picnic has been set up in the middle of some random park by the school just for the two of you

-He’s just smiling and rubbing at the back of his neck

-He’s cool, but he can’t lie, especially when it comes to you, he’s a liiittle bit of a uhh wreck?

-Just hides it like an expert

-”Have a seat”

-He’ll take your hand as you sit to help you wibudfverkfcj;e

-Y’all are snacking and chatting, snacking and chatting

-Everything is literally perfect with him, genuinely so nice to be around

-Around when the sun is almost getting ready to set and the two of you are thinking about heading back to the dorms he stops you for a second

-”Uhm, Y/n. I’m just gonna cut straight to it.”

-”You wanna go to prom with me?”

-He’s looking straight into your soul I swear

-You tell him you’d love too and boooy oh boy the weight off this man’s shoulders

-Everyone wonders what went down when the two of you walk back into the building hand in hand and giggling and smiling with each other

-Of course the two of you nonchalantly fill them in when they ask, but the best details stayed between the two of you

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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 2 years

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I was (kinda) tagged by @glittertrail, mil gracias jo 🥰🥰🥰

1. Why did you choose your url?: When i was a kid and on my first social media sites (basically Deviantart and mail accounts) i always used "jackdragon" as my username because of Jack Redfield from Memorias de Idhún, I wanted to keep that theme on Tumblr and I came up with this one I quite like :)

2. Any side blogs?: Yes, both are dead but I don't really know how / want to delete them lol, they're @skamesptranslations for, well, Skam España clip translations; and @gleespana again, pretty self explanatory, I had a project of rebooting Glee but set in Spain and with Spanish songs and stuff.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?:

I created the account on 2014, but from 2015-2016 I was absent. I came back in 2017 and I've been here since.

4. Do you have a queue tag?:

Nope

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?:

I honestly don't remember? I think it had to do a bit with the crush I had at the moment, she had a Tumblr and maybe I wanted to have something in common with her? I don't remember us talking about Tumblr tho 6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?: I wanted an Amira icon cause she's my favourite character from the Skamverse and someone made that really funny edit with the Hackerman meme after the clip in season 2 where Amira dug up all info on Joana and whatnot; so I just took it lol (looking back I should've asked for permission, sorry to whoever it was).

7. Why did you choose your header?:

Kieutou is probably my favourite ship ever so yeah. But after Druck ends my Skamverse era will probably be over and tho I want to keep the pfp I want to change the header; I don't really know what to choose as a replacement tho (I'm all ears if you have any suggestions!!!) 8. What’s your post with the most notes?:

A "put in the tags" post I made a while ago about what would your name be if you were named after the river closest to your hometown. It blew up way more than I could've predicted, last time I saw it I think it had over 5k notes. 9. How many mutuals do you have?:

I haven't counted but I would say around 200? Maybe??? 10. How many followers do you have?:

1062 which I think is just insane 11. How many people do you follow?:

601 12. Have you ever made a shitpost?:

Yeah, I've made some lol 13. How often do you use tumblr each day?:

Too much... No but really, I would say, in total, it must be like 2-3 hours? Maybe? 14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once?:

I don't really remember any, no! I've had some hate anons (and non-anons) but there was never any beef I think 15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?:

I don't really like them tbh, sometimes I will reblog it nevertheless (if the cause is important enough to me), but most of the time I'll just ignore it 16. Do you like tag games?:

I love them!!! 17. Do you like ask games?: Everybody knows I love them, yeah, they're my favourite part of this site!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?:

There certainly are mutuals that are big in the skam fandom but I don't know if they would classify as "tumblr famous", they are for me at least I guess. I would say @jon-astronaut, @j-purplesunsets-rainydays @fatoudixon (I screamed when I saw you were a mutual hello 😳) @aahelvede and @gotskamstuff are the most well-known mutuals I have. And apart from them, I have an irl famous mutual, miss Hajar Brown herself which honestly makes me loose my mind everytime I remember it lol. 19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?: Not really! I do have a lot of friendship crushes like @ la ganga, @skamesp @claimedbytheearth @minglana @im-too-tired-to-think @espanhois @what-islife15 (my beloved❤) and many more I'm probably forgetting but yeah, none romantic I think (and if I had I wouldn't say it lmaooo)

And I tag basically everyone I have already mentioned (la ganga: @naguaraquerandom @alicechesire @eskamtrash @sarcasmisalifechoice) @looselysealedkrypton @afolksongs @sonechkaandthedynamos (i just realized i should've include you in famous people as well, you're one of the balkan tumblrinas!!!) @gwendolynlerman

#tag #i had a blast making this ngl #also sorry for all the tags i'm sorry if i annoy any of you!#especially the ones i deemed tumblr famous

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yoiku · 2 years

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Some ramblings about depression, medication and whatnot. Positive overall tho there are some trigger warnings!

So last november I dragged my ass to the on-duty clinic because boy was I feeling suicidal, enough to be sent to urgent care unit, which was new. There I actually got a psychiatrist and a psych nurse who I would work with me the entire time. For the first time in the 3,5years I've been trying out antidepressants and having to meet with an entirely new doctor almost every time, I finally had a person who -kept- my case, who I could contact in need. I'd also meet them every week/every other week depending on how i'm feeling. What a fucking difference that has made. I haven't had to start from the beginning every goddamn time i go in, and get a different doctor's opinion each time. Also the psychiatrist at urgent care was the first medical professional who has just flat out gone: "You haven't been able to sleep properly since you were a teenager, which is also when your depression kicked in? Well, there's the reason, and we'll need to work together to see what options would work for you." Until now my sleeping problems have always just been a "lifestyle choice" and I've simply been told to fix it myself and I'd start feeling much better :)

Also she saw that I've been in the queue for adhd/add evaluation and tests for 6months and asked straight away why haven't I been prescribed Bupropion, since it's an antidepressant but also works the same way that adhd medications do, it's just like a lighter version more or less. So she put me on that, and for the first month, nothign really happened. Then she maxed the dose saying if that won't work in a month or two then we gotta look for other options.

Well, 3 weeks after that stuff started to happen. After about 7months of not being able to really even draw anything, not feeling any motivation for anything I usually enjoyed, really, I just somehow got a really frustrated feeling about not doing anything productive or fun. Dusted off my tablet and started drawing. Mehhh felt like shit everything looked like shit. The next day though, looked back at the stuff and yeah, it still looked liked shit, but the feeling of having done something creative was suddenly immense. Like wtf is this feeling of... satisfaction?

So I picked up the pen again and just kept going. That was uhhh.. a month ago now? And I'm still fucking going. I've had 2 days in the last 30 or so where I've actually just had to stay in bed and recharge after several days of 12-18 hours of drawing or WRITING, which is something I've never been able to start, suddenly that wasn't a big deal to start off either. Wtf. I'm drafting a comic, another thing I've never been able to start because I've felt too shit about it/myself beforehand. Again, wtf?

I've also started to talk more, which actually weirds me out. I'm used to being way too anxious to actually initiate conversations, or got stuck on worrying myself into an anxiety attack about entirely useless/stupid things. I feel generally way less stressed somehow? Like it's not like "it's all gone I'm no longer mentally ill", but parts of my anxiety have lessened to a degree that makes me uncomfortably comfortable, if that makes any fucking sense?

While I know it's entirely dumb to think about what could've been, recently I can't help but think that man, what would've my life been like if I'd gotten this sort of care and/or meds... Say when I was 25? or 20? or 15? Would I actually been able to get through school instead of dropping out from 5 different colleges? Would I've been able to land a job for more than a month because I would've not been too anxious to do any level of socializing? Maybe not. But maybe some things could've been better.

Better late than never I guess. I'm experiencing things and drive at 33 that I haven't experienced... Since I was a kid, really? Wtf.

ngl at this point I'll be really surprised if I don't get diagnosed with adhd/add once I get into the eval. and tests sometime this year hopefully...

#tw: mental health #tw: suicide #tw: depression #shut up yoi

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