The Double Image, Anne Sexton//Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare, Leila Chatti//Phaedra’s Love, Sarah Kane
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Every boy king painting is just like: hey guys fo you wanna see the same idea rehashed over and over again?
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“You are drowning in your blue paper gown, which recedes in the back like an ocean, your skin a bank of hot sand.”
Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare by Leila Chatti
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in the case of denji, god and a dog. chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto. @/griefmother on instragram; portrait of the illness as nightmare, leila chatti. 2020; hereditary, ari aster. 2018; the book of images, rainer maria rilke. 1902; caravaggio, doubting thomas. 1601; egghead, bo burnham’s. 2013; george bataille, guilty (tr. bruce boone); blood on the tracks, shuzo oshimi. 2017-2023; (x); morning in the burning house, margaret atwood. 1939-; cave dwellers, dragan bibin. 1984-; jeniffer carpenter (dexter interview); unnamed, miles johnston; as consciousness is harnessed to flesh, susan sontag. 1964-1980; charles bukowski, "hurry slowly," come on in! 2006; (x).
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[transcript: 1. “god is fucking with my oblivion. if he wants forgiveness, he shouldn’t have given us memory.”
2. “your god comes and he is ordinary and terrible. he confers with the doctors at your kitchen table and tells you to eat….”
3. “our father who art in heaven. our father who art buried in the yard.”
4. “at the trial of god, we will ask: ‘why did you allow all this?’ and the answer will be an echo: ‘why did you allow all this?’”
5. “i don’t believe in god as much as i believe in the interrogation room. i believe in someone placing a loaded gun on a metal table between me and a door. who gets to be god then? will god be the bullet or the table or the door.”
6. “every spy knows this. some say god is where we put our sorrow. god says, which one of you fuckers can get to me first?”/end transcript.]
vi khi nao— fish in exile/leila chatti— portrait of the illness as nightmare/richard siken— snow and dirty rain/ilya kaminsky— a city like a guillotine shivers on its way to the neck/hanif abdurraqib— all the tv shows are about cops/richard siken— war of the foxes
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twstpasta reblogs
general
mc pricks their finger on a needle
night-owl!s/o
idol au
mc met them before in their dreams
mc with a tamagochi
malleus draconia!
f!s/o finds him in his dragon form
extrovert!s/o gets easily embarrassed
fem!s/o who makes him a portrait
s/o embarrassed by pda
fem!s/o turned into a toddler
s/o who gets red in the face
once upon a dream
pregnancy test?
comforting s/o after a nightmare
you’re a real baby, not me
i'll stay if you marry me
teasing blushy!s/o
poly malleus and cater
dollmaker!s/o
letting off steam
s/o is part dragon
short!mc hcs
dense!mc
jealous hcs
flying with him
comforting mc
wedding dress
mc paints his horns
fem!s/o kabedons him
petite but also strong s/o
s/o asking for head pats
s/o dancing subtly sensually
s/o who snorts when they laugh
mc having a mental breakdown
idol!s/o
idol au
true love's kiss
pro gamer!mc
i don't deserve you
m!s/o on painkillers
easily scared! s/o in a haunted house
short s/o who is affectionate with their friends
mc that gets a lot of gifts on valentine’s day
malleus + 👀 + romantic
malleus + 🌙 + Romantic
nsfw first time with fem!reader
lilia vanrouge!
dollmaker!s/o
reaction to a fem!s/o in their wedding dress
easily scared! s/o in a haunted house
powerful magician s/o overblotting
cuddling on a rainy day
animal crossing headcanons
m!s/o on painkillers
stressed out reader
aspiring dentist s/o
bra shopping
idol!s/o
smart!s/o
tactile!s/o
dense!mc
shorter!s/o
sleepover
true love's kiss
pro gamer!mc
first kiss hcs
romantic+lilia+🍡
lilia + 💌 + romance
nsfw first time with fem!reader
nsfw general hcs
sebek zigvolt!
fem!s/o in a cheerleading outfit
trying to impress a fem!mc
reaction to a fem!s/o in their wedding dress
stumbling upon a fem!reader changing
crush who has a terminal illness
cheerful, crybaby!s/o
winged!s/o
strong!s/o
veteran!s/o
schoolbreak
romantic+sebek+🎼
romantic +🍰 + sebek
silver!
reaction to a fem!s/o in their wedding dress
favorite way to show affection
idol!s/o
deaf!mc
childhood friend s/o
animal crossing headcanons
true love's kiss
short and loud s/o
s/o who is great at cooking
s/o who gets red in the face
first kiss hcs
silver + 🤒 + romantic
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Leila Chatti, from Deluge; “Portrait of the illness as nightmare”
[Text ID: “Your heart hisses in its cage.”]
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I need a father. I need a mother. I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
All the gods have been domesticated
And Heaven is now overrated
And the churches, they all closed their doors
But you can take your complaints straight to the Lord
The unabridged journals of Sylvia Plath//Sun bleached flies, Ethel Cain//The Double Image, Anne Sexton//Silk, Wolf Alice//Phaedra’s Love, Sarah Kane//Girls against God, Florence + The Machine//Adonis, from Death (tr. by Samuel Hazo)//Kill Bill vol. 1 (2003), Quentin Tarantino//Blasphemies at the 5th street station, S. Osborn//Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare, Leila Chatti//This Hell, Rina Sawayama//Cassandra, Florence + The Machine
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HOTD AU Concepts Masterlist part 1
Main series: HOTD AU Masterlist
Reader demanding Criston is punished Reference: Part 2
Possible love interest? Will Daemon be a love interest
Connection between Aemond and Luke Reference: Part 3
Why Aemond snitched Reference: Part 5
How Alicent contributed to Aemond’s tendencies Reference: Part 5
Reader’s title in court Y/N’s Aliases
When reader has a breakdown
Helaena’s nickname
If reader went with Rhaenys Reference: Part 5
----> Reader crowning Rhaenyra
If reader has a child with someone else
Naming after them some chs ;
Naming the child 'Y/n' Naming her Aemma Carbon copy
Fighting over the name If Aemond was the father
How reader is carried through history
Paintings commissioned Portraits inspirations for the reader
Interpretations of ‘love triangle’ Aegon IV w/reader Other nicknames
Old!reader like Olenna Reader dying before blackfyre rebellion
Criston react to Y/N being insulted
What if reader’s biological family wants her back
----> What if it is a powerful kingdom
Reader being a Gremlin
Liking shiny & cool things Bringing a snake Likes to take their things
In a dragon onesie Getting sick from biting ankles Finding secret passages
Does Aemond see Rhaenyra’s kids as competition
Reader has diary
---> If it’s found during Daenerys time Aegon alters it
If reader ends in GOT timeline
Reader’s dress are mostly being stolen
----> Noticing Helaena’s embroideries
Does Helaena know of Aegon’s feelings?
Bisexual reader falling for Helaena
Reader getting Marie Antoinette syndrome
Y/N teaching the children to dance children having nightmare
Reader likes singing Luke secretly being the favorite
Reader losing an eye
Because of Luke and Jace
Reader requesting Aemond/Daemon a rare item (separate)
Young!reader bringing a pin to Otto
Does Viserys know of Aemond’s feelings
Alys in the story?
Reader telling them she's like Leanor
Drunk!reader being affectionate
Reader sprained her feet Reader suddenly falling ill
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“The horizon bleeds and the days and you wander lost in a city of scalpels where everything glitters and pills fade like moons on your tongue. You sidle through sterile labyrinths and piss in a cup.”
Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare by Leila Chatti
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Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare, Leila Chatti
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