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uhh very quick alternate graphic novel clothing design ideas for sophie.
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#these arent very well thought out but still! not that ugly!#i do kind of get the gn artist now though#she wants to blend into the background and she has little to no experience with elven clothes#she doesnt like fancy things but she also has a certain weird girl charm that needs to be kept#all while keeping things simple enough to draw over and over#overall i dont think mine are bad but! would def have to go through more drafts that i dont feel like doing rn#im guessing the bird dress from the last scene in the book#and the weird greenish orangish dress from everglen#came from the desire to make her a bit weird and out of place#this girl wears gray her whole life! shes suddenly tossed in a world of bright colors and fancy clothes!#ofc shes struggling#i think dellas really the one to blame. for buying her those outfits in the first place.#kotlc#kotlc fanart#sophie foster
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ava, end of september, first semester of college
#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4edit#myedits*#ava*#wanted to give ava a new haircut and then i ofc added meaning to it aksdsad#basically. last summer before college and last month of highschool were very very different to how they pictured#so this is after theyve had time to try and settle into that big change (not college they do be struggling lmao)#so theyre a bit out of their comfort zone with some clothes and trying new things#she spent the summer with carter on the ranch and took some inspo while still being them yknow#the denim top one im like struggling to see on ava#but she 'stole' it from carter bc she really liked it (which i do feel ava would like it) but doesnt know how to quite style it in their st#-le#tbf a lot of her wardrobe is sweaters and hoodies with shorts in september but this this is the broader variety#idk im a bit nervous on this one bc i tried to show a change while still retaining their style#again the denim vest is a mystery on how to style for them for both me and ava#but i tried bc ava stole it out of carters closet bc it was cool#anyways...
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The Cullen kids and the kind of "ass" they are. (insp)
#I wanted to include quotes but then I got lazy; sorry!#was struggling between dumbass and jackass for emmett#all lovingly tho ofc <333#bella blindly trusting vampires and going into a human vs. vampire fight with nothing but pepper spray always takes me out#hence the head up her ass/head in the clouds cause she's very smart... but also dense somehow? teenie I guess *shrugs*#twilight#twilight saga#the twilight saga#twilightedit#*#moviegifs#cinemapix#cinematv#filmedit#filmgifs#userbbelcher#tvandfilm#t#bella
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tism/ND ppl with executive dysfunction:
how the fuck do you get yourself to eat food when any amount of preparation feels entirely unreasonable
ive had such low energy the past like week and a half I'm barely eating enough food to get me through the day and def not like whole entire meals like I used to or intend to or sometimes was able to manage.
it especially sucks bc I loveeeee cooking I really do but cleaning up is such a chore it sucks all the joy out of cooking. and even when I know I enjoy cooking, the idea of standing for all that time and using all that energy to make food I will eat in less than ten minutes just. makes it not worth it
even like, making a sandwich. I'm not a huge sandwich person it's not really my jam. I'll eat them but I don't like go OH BOY SANDWICHES. idk. idk
simultaneously my sensory issues mean I typically dislike canned soup with meat/noodles/veg in it and I typically don't like most frozen means if they have meat in it. I just don't like the texture of meat when it's been frozen and microwaved. and when I don't cook, I don't have leftovers to eat for lunch when I come home from work which means I often just eat a little snack during my break.
i just don't know what to do and I don't think getting fast food is a good solution either because I don't have that kind of money to spend on groceries AND THEN ALSO for takeout or whatever
like I don't know what to do. I am so often not even very hungry and I know that's probably at least partially a side effect from my meds but then I just don't think about it and it's just such a decision paralysis meltdown inducing task to try and figure out what I'm going to eat for dinner it's like what even is the point. and I live by myself so there's nobody to share the load of cooking or even deciding what to do
all that to say, tism/ND ppl with executive dysfunction: pls tell me you have advice that I haven't tried already that actually works
#autism#actually autistic#autistic#adhd#actually adhd#adhd problems#neurodivergent#food tw#like I'm really glad I'm able to live by myself but I just#im struggling to see how this is actually going to be sustainable for me#and ofc I don't want to move back with my parents and I can't but *god.*#the amount of things that my mom did just as a part of taking care of the family#like I rarely had to bother about my own supper#bc she was cooking#I didn't have to put effort into that#I just. plops down.#it's fucking exhausting and I don't know what to do#executive dysfunction
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I’m sorry I genuinely cannotttttt understand how some ppl bash joe even in a joking manner. Like the poor guy did nothing wrong (that we know of) but so many ppl are making such snide remarks by comparing him to Travis which is not only condescending but actually kind of mean! HELLO did we listen to the same reputation album??? You can’t praise Travis for letting Taylor bejeweled and then rip joe to shreds in the same breath when joe was the one there for her in a clearly difficult and trying time in her life
#the ripping to shreds is a little exaggerated cuz there’s not that much vitriol behind it#but I just find the callous attitude to be so disgusting and insincere#like the love for Travis is sooo much rn I can’t imagine ppl hating him if they broke up#but I couldn’t imagine that for joe either#and another thing I think has to do with how public they are which is fine#but because ppl see so much physical proof of Travis being loving it somehow automatically proves joe wasnt#he was a private man! let him be!!#and if that wasn’t smth Taylor liked/struggled with she dealt with it like the grown woman she is#I’m not saying she didn’t face any kind of emotional stress in that r/ship#but if she did/going off of her songs she dealt with it like an adult#and now that chapters closed and ofc we can still talk abt joe but the subtle menace towards him is sooo immature#like some ppl rlly need to grow up/touch grass#and I’m not hating on travis like him not being there in 2016 is not a dig towards him#it’s just pointing out who WAS there which a lot of ppl seem to be forgetting#joe alwyn#travis kelce#taylor swift
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My fcking bitch
#my art#fate grand order#salter#arturia alter#ive been sketching but this is the only postable thing the rest is naked women#I AM PRACTICING MY ANATOMY#its a struggle#this salter wasnt practice this salter was a warmup because she is the easier bitch for me to draw rn#<- mental illness#sorry ushi i was mentally ill about salter because of the sims 4#i have the sims 4 now#ofc i made salter jalter
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thinking about rattus rattus au Dagger getting to spend more time with his mom and taking her for drives down country roads and singing carly simon and dolly parton and stopping to pick dandelions on the side of the highway with her because he used to make her bouquets when he was a kid and the only time he doesn't smoke a cigarette is when he's with her
#HE IS !! A !! MAMAS !! BOY !!!!!!!#he always has been shes just usually dead 💀#but then also having to deal with her Bad Days . dagger gets his Eccentricities (undiagnosed mental health struggles) from somewhere lol#and ofc also has to deal with his father whom she defends mostly no matter what#she dragging his ass to church whenever he gets a chance to visit#oh god bringing dum dum with him#i would really like to write this au 🤡#rattus rattus au
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Vanessa didn't even die and yet her story is still sadder and more fucked up than jtodd's. He wishes he was on her level
#may be a controversial one but i dont care this is my house#dont think there are enough of you to get hate over this anything#anyways no she didnt die. she wasnt killed by voter poll. but like the stuff that fucked her up was so much more real than a psycho clown#like im sorry but what is “you get beat up and die” to essentially getting taken and having the bad guys confirm to you that everything you#thought about yourself in middle school was true and everyone thinks youre ugly and worthless and not special and no one loves you. and then#ofc the medical torture. like im sorry but one of these things IS worse than the other imo#especially as the teen girl in the wonder woman comic like jesus christ#and while of COURSE the stuff about diana not loving her and all that is NOT true its something we see her struggle with as insecurity for#years beforehand. and then dc goes and brings her back into continuity in the past few years only to basically say “yeah wonder woman DIDNT#care about her! what a loser to think so and get all worked up about it! abt a vers of her who only has the name in common#like she wasnt dianas baby freaking sister with 100+ appearances#blah#vanessa kapatelis#anti jason todd#she also literally did the red hood arc before he did#with the whole attacking the successor and everything#yet another woman for him to steal from lmao#(this is mostly a joke. i dont think anyone making anything about jtodd canon or otherwise even knows what a wonder woman comic is but the#comparisons are still there.)
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like we are on our nine billionth positivity post for cis men with beards and masculine trans men and feminine lesbians and bi people in m/f relationships and nb people who are comfortable passing as their agab etc.... do we need more? is straight people not being able to tell you're gay/trans really the biggest issue facing lgbt people right now?
there seems to be this undiminishable reservoir of care and sympathy for the very idea of having ur queerness slighted in any context. meanwhile people who never get the choice whether or not to hide it are routinely dehumanised, othered, and ignored. if the issues facing these groups do get discussed it's almost never with much concern for their feelings. invalidation and erasure may be one of the issues facing lgbt people and it deserves attention too but I really don't think you can claim at this point that it isn't getting its fair share already.
for what it's worth, even your hypothetical most flaming butch lesbian/fem gay man/androgynous nb person etc still meets people who assume they're cishet, who even actively refuse to acknowledge that they're not. the false equivalence between erasure and overt prejudice alleged exclusively by those who largely experience only the former is in fact erasing the reality of people who experience both
#I'm always thinking abt that one buzfeed article called like queer women share their struggles or smth#one was a butch lesbian talking abt how carefully she has to plan journeys#bc late night toilet stops or seedy motels are life and death for her#then there was a bi woman w a husband n kids#talking abt how one time she had to take her pride flag off her lawn (picket fence implied lol)#like... ofc that's sad I feel sad for her#but the lack of proportion is kind of on the nose lol#I don't have the right words but like something very fetishistic abt the gaze of other lgbt ppl towards 'visibly' lgbt people#and I use those terms loosely bc ppl r visible and invisible in different contexts#but if you've reached the stage of fantasising abt hypothetical microaggressions or straight up hate crimes that could happen to u#then u have gone too far#I just think a lot of the time it's more abt the fact that YOU don't feel 'valid' enough in yourself#ao you convince yourself other lgbt people existing or talking abt our issues is the problem#like if ur a bi girl n having a cishet bf makes u feel so lonely and insecure and 'not gay enough' at what point is that ur responsibility#to either accept urself or to be in relationships that make u feel better about urself#and not my responsibility to say ur having gay sex with jakey or wjayever
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“Helping” each other go to bed
#art#arrowsneo#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#ROTTMNT leo#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt april#rottmnt april o'neil#they’re both insomniacs !!#Cmon April is a high school girl ofc she has a horrendous sleep schedule#and Leo is..Leo#never struggles on the background harder then on this !?!?#Anyway I love them#April + Leo Duo is underrated
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Susie Wolff having her credibility and reputation dragged through the mud because the FIA and FOM wanna have a fucking dick measuring contest is the most infuriating part about this.
She has worked way to fucking hard to get where she is to having that ruined because two corporation are acting like fucking children.
Edit: and don’t even get me started on the fact that this is all baseless speculation from a fucking gossip magazine that been sued multiple times for post just straight up made up shit related to f1. This mf isn’t even allowed in the paddock yet his baseless drivel is actively impacting a women’s career.
This ain’t fun haha offseason drama this is just genuinely fucking infuriating. Fuck all of these people.
#she if ofc going to face the brunt of this shit#just so the fia and fom can try continue their stupid power struggle#🙄#f1#susie wolff
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Im the girl you’d die for 🍒
#NSB#not so berry#burry legacy gen2#I like to think that she now really cares about her image#in my head she’s become quite popular#and being popular has its struggles#she loves popularity but this obviously changed a lot of things in her life#she’s less of an outdoorsy girl ofc#girly starts to go out more often#Shian and Arion are probably okay with these changes bcs they understand she’s growing up#but always a bit worried about her#*Carmine#the sims 4#the sims screenshots#the sims gameplay#the sims legacy
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idk y’all i’m still a poseidon hater.
#bc no way he fell in love w this girl whose parents had just died and was financially struggling and trying to get through college#and decided to date her and knock her up instead of leaving that girl be 😭#and yeah he offered to build her a palace underwater but why didn’t he just give her regular money like#ofc she doesn’t wanna live underwater r u insane#and she was 19!!!!!!!!#19!#john mayer ass#ashley speaks !#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians
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Re-watching Dead Man’s Party and Snyder telling Buffy that someone with her “talents and abilities” should work at Hot Dog on a Stick and saying she’d look cute in the little hat, and now knowing that in s6 she works at Doublemeat Palace, essentially the same thing, where she has to wear a stupid little hat, because of how limited her life is due to the responsibilities she has because of her “talents and abilities”. Wow. Wow wow wow. I am clinically unwell about this. I’m gonna gnaw through a brick.
#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#Buffy summers#btvs meta#like imagining a whole new layer where she must have felt like she really was everyone’s worst assumptions about het#that the messaging she’d been getting all through high school that she was never gonna amount to anything had been right the whole time#that’s she’s proven them all right by being a flunkie drop out working a dead end job#and ofc none of that is true but that’s not how she feels at the time bc her mindset is just so… she’s struggling#and in the conversation with Snyder how her mom is there to defend her and stand up for her#and how her mom pushes back against the idea that she’s a delinquent who doesn’t deserve a chance#but when she’s living out what Snyder foreshadowed her mom isn’t there anymore#and same with giles who’d defended buffy against her moms worst assumptions about her before Joyce even knew she was the slayer#and he’s not there anymore either so she’s just left to believe all these awful things#WOW!!!!#wow.#dead man’s party#buffy season 3 episode 2#buffy season 6
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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UP TOP: Is the Tadpole Consumers! Sometimes being 'Power Hungry' means eating an actual worm.
Kendis Wolfcrossing (left): Bearbarian (Druid and Barbarian), She/They (nb). Romance Rolan [Maybe Minthara. Maybe Halsin. I'm just fucking around in the PT]
Kaeliana (right): aka The Dark Urge, Soradin of Kelemvor (Sorcerer and Paladin), She/her (trans). Romance Wyll.
BOTTOM DOWN: The Parental Trauma Cleric Sibs (and potentially both technically undead).
Amryl Shadowhoard (left): Ranger/War Cleric of Bahamut, They/It/She (in order; nb). Romance Wyll/Lae'zel/REDACTED [yeah that's the polyam!]. Is, technically, Isyl's younger sibling.
Isyl Shadowhoard (right): aka The Dark Urge. Cleric of Light [hhaha] of Lathander, ???? (trans and nb). Potential Romance Barcus. Is, definitely, Amryl's older sibling. Isyl remembers that fact and Isyl remembers Lathander. Everything else is secondary. Right?
#meet my tavs#grapes chars#bg3: kendis wolfcrossing#oc: kaeliana#oc: amryl shadowhoard#oc: isyl shadowhoard#bg3 tav#bg3 durge#grapecase posts#meet my ocs#the thing im most excited for isyl is tthe sibling stuff and the struggle between past and 'nature' and ofc exploring duergar shit but i#hope isyl can be a particular shit to wulbern#im more excited about the barcus 'romance' than i expected?#i need to learnmroe about him#kendis is supposed to have a scar over their black/white eye. idk if its hard to see bc of teh tadpole eating or if a mod took it off#i'll check later#this is my current [mostly] active PTs.#but i have like six others in the shadows? lol and one nebulous plan. bc i dont have a geriatric. i wanted to make an old man githyanki but#then the enbies ate my brain#also tho some people put nb as under the trans umbrella i know some people see it as a separate umbrella.#i feel isyl sees themselves as both. they transitioned but they also see themselves as nonbinary. kendis sees being nonbinary as both in#a weird way like its own seperate thing but also under the umbrella? idk a venn diagram? i just vibe for kendis#kae proudly has a girldick. and proudly is a woman. i have mixed ideaas on when she transitioned. im sure it would have been a mess. but it#HERS.#[on the one hand i dont think bhaal cares. but on the other hand idky i feel bhaalists would get very evangelical about it. like THIS IS TH#BODY BHAAL MADE. A RE YOU SAYING BHAAL ERRED???]#amryl is they/it nonbinary. trans. wte. but they're also i think one of those nonbinary unless it's 'god forbid women are allowed to do ANY#HING'#lmao#okay okay im going back to my burrow
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