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magicalrocketships · 1 year

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The scene I always think about from anything you've written is from NYFBM, when all the boys find out Louis is dropping out and leaving school. I reread that fic every once in a while and that scene always gets me like no other

TURNS OUT that writing a fic that's so fiercely a single POV fic about depression can fuck you up if you're already in a bit of a bad place!! Who knew!! But hey, Louis gets support and he gets his friends back and he gets Nick, so we're all good in the end.

(Not Your Fault But Mine)

"You're giving up," Harry says fiercely. "You're running away."

"No," Louis says. He shakes his head again. "I've tried. I've tried all term. I've tried not to get bad marks and I've tried to hang out with you lot and I've tried hanging out with your friends and none of it has fucking worked, okay? I'm so tired. Sometimes you just have to fucking realise you're in the wrong place at the wrong fucking time, with the wrong people."

"We're not the wrong people," Harry says, and his voice catches. "Fuck, Louis, how can you think that?"

Louis fakes a smile. "It's all right, Haz. We had a great year last year, didn't we? Fucking ace. All of us. The five. Won't forget that in a hurry."

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"I kept trying," Louis says. "Over and over. I don't know why the things I want aren't the things any of you want anymore. I don't know why I could do fucking English last year and I can't do it this year. I don't know how to be okay that you've all moved on without me."

"You're my best friend," Harry says. "The best one I've ever had in my life."

"I've missed you so much," Louis says, before he can stop himself. "I miss you."

"I'm right here," Harry says, and he moves Louis' laptop out of the way so he can press himself to Louis' side. "I'm right here."

It still feels like he's a million miles away.

"Don't go," Harry says, arms around Louis' shoulders. "Please don't go. We'll fix this. We'll make you happy again."

Louis is jolted by that. People keep telling him he's sad—Eleanor, Zayn, Harry—but it doesn't seem like the most important bit to him. "I want to go home," he says, and he wants to cry again, and he's felt like this for weeks. He wants it to stop. "I don't want to be here anymore. I want to go home. I want my mum."

Harry hugs him harder at that. He kisses Louis' cheek. "All right," he says, and his voice shakes. "All right. We'll get you home."

#waffling on about writing #not your fault but mine

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its-tea-time-darling · 8 months

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im sorry, we turned your boyfriend into a mole. yeah and all of tumblr‘s interested in him now. sorry

edit 9/12/23 11.22 CET

and so it begins…

fic1, fic2 @pathsofoak ao3 tag. Mole Poem @thaliaisalesbian . fic by @tourmelion .

update:

ao3 link. please vote for mole scene in most underrated goncharov scene poll

#come on everyone we can make this a thing #send me any fic you write for mole interest and i‘ll add it to the post #mole interest #tumblr boyfriend #ao3 #mine #goncharov #unreality #< goncharov is not a real movie tumblr made it up #i dont think it’s gonna happen but on the off chance it will: nyt if you link to my blog again without asking me #i WILL have to write omegaverse molefic to spite you again. and it’ll all be YOUR fault #updated the ao3 screenshots bc me and my friend decided to include the mole interest op in the fandom tag #same as was done for goncharov y'know

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raplinenthusiasts · 7 months

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🫶 @dearedwardteach

#ITS ALL YOUR FAULT SABRI #i love him 😔#namjoongifs #kim namjoon #bts #btsgif #dailybts #dailybangtan #userbangtan #cyphernet #1k #knj #*mine

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stevieharringtonwifeguy · 5 months

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wayne's newest mug that he gets like the day after eddie and stevie officially start dating:

#big believer of wayne and stevie father/daughter bonding times watching sports and fishing before steddie are even dating #wayne knows it's just a matter of time and he wants to get to know his future daughter in law. and she's great #steddie #transfem steve harrington #stevie sees the mug and immediately starts crying bc 1) wayne loves her and 2) wayne loves HER like not only is he calling her an in law but #a DAUGHTER in law and she's like 🥺#eddie is as dramatic about this mug as you'd expect him to be #like. BETRAYED. by mine own uncle. i mean i can't fault your taste bc stevie is perfect in every way #but i WILL be prostrating myself around the trailer in throes of rejected agony

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marisatomay · 9 months

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“you don’t owe anyone anything” actually you owe everyone everything!!! you OWE your table server and your coworkers and the elderly person you pass on the street and the dog on its walk and the child toddling along in the park and the driver trying to merge next to you and the pregnant person standing on public transport KINDNESS in return for theirs!! the connections we build are what give life meaning!!!

#a buddy of mine is a server and is getting ROASTED on twitter for complaining about #how often nowadays people will just completely ignore her when she greets them and asks how they are and what can she get them started with #and when they DO finally acknowledge that she Exists they’re rude about it all #and how demoralizing and dehumanizing it is #and of course people have taken this and decided that being told it’s rude to ignore that your server exists is actually ableist #like jesus fucking christ you people can’t do anything huh #like i’m serious i’m ND and have terrible days where i go mute sometimes and you know what i do?#do my best to not go out places that require social interaction but if i Must then i’m not a prick to the people i come across #because my issues aren’t their fault. and i owe it to them to not make their lives harder.#anyway i’m so angry for bailey people are so awful grow up and have some fucking AGENCY

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panncakes · 2 months

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"If you look closely, you'll see that Latte is the only being Ongsa talks to."

23.5 (2024)

#23.5 #23.5 the series #23.5 degrees #23.5edit #milklove #gledit #mine*#milk pansa #oh the abject horrors of being a teenage girl #[gathers ongsa gently into my arms and gives her all the warmth and comfort she deserves]#im sorry for how unkind i was to my teenage self; im sorry for unkind you are to yourself #i know her being unpopular and weird is played over the top for laughs but there is such a genuine #sadness and loneliness woven through it #having a sister who is popular and a leader and capable to a fault and a cousin who has her sight far beyond high school #and her peers and is so comfortable behind her high walls and within herself (also to a fault)#while you yourself are so starved and hungry for connection with your peers and to be liked but just seem so incapable of making that work #so incapable of getting out of your own way #is just so... god #its so universal and so heartbreaking and also i wanted to make this set #because at the end of the show ongsa will have her friends and a girlfriend and confidence in herself and hopefully #love and kindness for herself ❤️#in case you were wondering; why yes i will project all my own teenage issues onto this show because yes ongsa is a mirror thank you 🥰

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greenmantle · 8 months

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I'm so, so sorry - I'm just...

#the newsreader #the newsreader spoilers #dale jennings #thenewsreaderedit #sam reid #i have not watched this season! i'm just being provided time stamps and doing my monkey dance i guess. don't ask!#this is ugly. go tell someone else. like it's my fault #franki #mine #he is a sopping wet cat. he's begging to be let in. he wants your can of tuna #he's pathetic and he's the villain and i love him and i hate him. do you understand

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solar-settings · 7 months

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rupture, humberto ak’abal, tr. micheal bazzett // tai and van, yellowjackets

#ITS YOUR FAULT I THINK IM A BEE #yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #taivan #van palmer #taissa turner #vantai #tai x van #van x tai #web weaving #mine

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jamietwat · 8 months

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Roy: Alright, you win. You got what you wanted.

Ted: I’m a little lost. What exactly are we talking about?

Roy: I’m dating Jamie now.

Ted: That’s great! I’m happy for y’all. But I don’t remember sayi-

Roy: You told me to be mature and get along with him. I am.

Ted: [looks to Beard for help]

Beard: [pretends he’s absorbed in the book he’s reading even though he’s blatantly listening in so that he won’t have to be the one to respond to that]

Ted, clearly going for a joke: I’m glad. But you do realize I didn’t tell you you had to date him, right? It is possible to get along with someone without dating them.

Roy, dead serious: This is your fault. You did this to me.

Ted: I’m a little confused. When you say it’s my fault, are you saying that to blame me like it’s a bad thing or to thank me because you’re happy with him?

Roy: Yes.

Beard: [shoots Ted a confused look]

Ted: Which one?

Roy: Both.

#And then he leaves their office without another word #Ted like yeah I said that… over two years ago???#Roy: This is your fault for making me think of him as a person.#Ted: I’m sorry are you saying that you didn’t realize he was a person too until I pointed that out???#Roy Kent #Coach Beard #Ted Lasso #RoyJamie #Mine

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ainosgarden · 1 year

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Obsessed with the fact that Steven Yeun and Ali Wong are soulmates in both Beef (2023-) and Tuca&Bertie (2019-2022) but in the most opposite way possible

#beef #beef netflix #tuca and bertie #steven yeun #ali wong #on one side theres bertie and speckle #all love and nurture like #babe i wanna bake you vanille croissants forever #and build you a house with the perfect doorknob #on the other side theres amy and danny #all hate and depression like #motherfcker im gonna ruin your life like you ruined mine #bc we both know it’s our own faults but at least you’re in this misery with me #and both are perfect *chefs kiss*#anyway watch beef on netflix its incredible

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roominthecastle · 5 months

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Siegfried Farnon is based on eccentric vet Donald Sinclair, who Peter Wright worked closely with in his early career.

"You know, Donald died unexpectedly. And that morning, I remember the phone going, Jim Wight rang me to say Donald's died. Jim said, 'It's going to be a duller world without Donald Sinclair.' By gosh, it was. It has been."

#all creatures great and small #acgas 2020 #the yorkshire vet #samuel west #peter wright #donald sinclair #long post #mine #this was so much fun #and what can be a bigger compliment than hearing those who knew the guy your character is based on #tell you that it's almost like being in his presence again #i dont know sam and im sure he has his faults but he once again comes across as such a genuinely kind and good person #and it makes me so happy #and yes the beard is essential for siegfried but i love that face either way #still if he ever tries to go clean shaven on the show i hope audrey hides his razor w/ as much success as she hid his tobacco #and - understandably - it was skirted on screen but if i remember correctly donald took his own life after real-life audrey died #which i could def see happen (not that i ever wanna mind you) on the show as well given how siegfried was on the verge of going to pieces #and that was 'only' when she was about to move away

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asoftepiloguemylove · 11 months

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Katie Maria / Katherine Fabrizio A Poem From the Adult Daughter to the Narcissistic Mother: Not Your Fault, Not Mine, Just Is / pinterest / Annie Ernaux / Christina Bothwell Incessant Dreamer (2022) / pinterest / pinterest / pinterest

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gotyouanyway · 6 months

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man i agree with the general sentiment that communication is everything in a relationship but sometimes people take it so far that it’s like “you’re not allowed to complain about anything anyone does unless you’ve directly confronted them about their behaviour in words.” thinking abt this specifically

like idk man. i don’t think it’s unreasonable to want SOMEONE to remember your birthday without you sending out a mass text reminder. sometimes it’s ok to expect things from people without directly asking for it, it’s part of the social contract of being friends. maybe it’s bc i’ve dealt with people who thought they could treat me however they wanted unless i directly told them not to and would therefore blame me for not “communicating” properly instead of taking responsibility. but idk. sometimes you have to actually pay attention and take note of how your actions affect others instead of blaming them for not giving you a written instruction manual on how to treat them. people are allowed to expect certain basic considerations from you without asking for it. “i can’t read minds” doesn’t mean you can’t make an educated fucking guess sometimes

#p #sorry i’m sensitive to ‘everything bad that happens to you is your fault not mine’ rhetoric

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r0semultiverse · 2 months

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You know what feature we need to bother staff for next? Other people’s posts getting flagged as counting towards “strikes” on our blogs.

#like I am so serious tumblr staff look at me #one: we can’t even see how many strikes any of our blogs have; side or main #two: this is as ridiculous as teachers not giving the class recess just because one dude misbehaved; it’s group blaming & unnecessary #three: we can’t delete flagged posts on tumblr mobile at least on older versions idk how newer versions are #you set it up so it’s nearly impossible to keep your blog from not getting shadow banned #saying as someone who was previously flagged due to posts being retroactively flagged from the content ban of around 2016 #this ‘feature’ literally makes no sense; why are we at fault for reblogging anything; we aren’t OP #why should flags on another blog affect everyone else?? it’s stupid #please fix this tumblr staff #this is without tackling all the issues with marginalized folks being flagged more I’m trying to make an appeal to the people in charge :/#mine #op #tumblr #tumblr mobile #tumblr staff #tumblr glitch

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forchrisevans · 2 years

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