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on that note, lol, you are welcome to send me bff!roommate!simon ideas 🤭
#i have some thoughts in the works#but that last ask !!!!#ugh how could i not write that?#ask#ask b#i cant guarantee ill answer.......mostly because ill write if i get something cooking from your ideas#sometimes im bad at it#other times i get something right away#my brain sucks sometimes
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I NEED HELP
I'm indecisive and made 3 really cute themes that I really like and now I CAN'T PICK ONE😭😭😭 Please please please help me choose one (╥﹏╥)
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#cubbs.talks#please help me#im way to indecisive#to many options#why am i like this#😭#i had such a hard time making these#now I can't choose#thays some bs ngl😭#my brain sucks sometimes#urgent post
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OK I NEED TO STOP UPLOADING, THIS IS THE LAST ONE FOR THE NIGHT, I PROMISE YOU LMFAO
(Nicked the Fronnie image from this post btw)
#This WAS originally gonna be a bite of 87 drawing but I fucked up Jeremy and gave up#Wanted to keep Mangle though because this was a first attempt and the last time I drew them was 2018#soooooo I'M KEEPING THE GODDAMN SKETCH#Also hi what you need to know about me is sometimes I stay up doodling shit til ungodly hours but I'll leave this here for the night#(it's 10:54 pm)#mangle#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's 2#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#my art#I just slammed Glamrock Fronnie there because they are literally rotting my brain#still trying to figure out how to draw them (I suck ass at romance drawings)
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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)
#len speaks#star wars#revenge of the sith#empire strikes back#the force awakens#not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish#times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it#for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my#current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches#as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the#spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless#i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all#i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats#it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might#also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something#bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the#scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind#me to the dialogue lmfaooo
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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The process is a bitch and I want to fight it
#had the urge to just#delete everything and vanish without a word#because I’m once again in a bad slump but I know feeling better isn’t a linear thing!!#just fucking sucks man#yknow?#I’m fine I’m fed housed watered and loved#for anyone worried#because I know I say some concerning stuff#mostly just venting because I need to yell and sorting out what’s going on in my brain is hard sometimes!!#there is a cat purring on my stomach and another cat between my legs#the other Q is rambling about a hoi 4 game he played with a friend#things are well#so why the FUCK isn’t my brain cooperating with me you dumb clump of hamburger#stop that#I hope everyone is doing well#I need to get to sleep
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insomnia? do u mean my true crime podcast time
#u know bc now I can convince my brain I slept a little bc I had my eyes closed for like 2h while listening to it#it’s like u can almost gaslight it into thinking that that podcast was actually dreaming bc we for sure were asleep yes#also this sucks bc it’s ahead of its schedule; I can’t sleep during summers so like what is this then#the climate change is affecting my insomnia cycle damnit#real unfortunate tho if it keeps going for longer (just been like 2ish weeks now) bc I got a thesis plus other shit to do#(also to anyone who’s unclear on the subject; yes I have slept during these 2ish weeks I'm not dying i'm just hella tired bc it’s not good#refreshing long sleeps bc mf it takes like 5 hours to fall asleep)#(except today bc it’s 7am and I’m giving up on it & hopefully will have a nap sometime during the day idk)#(im tired and getting increasingly more stressed abt becoming more tired and then not having the energy to do things that I fully neeed to#get done and how the stress just yes helps ah nice)#(sorry for ranting in thr tags; weird state of mind here bc of aforementioned)#march 2024#2024
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Long-PSA-short of sorts that's more a vent: I was always aware my behavior and way of expressing myself online can surprise many people, especially if they are not used to someone who uses the writing medium as a playful form to tell emotions in a very descriptive way as I do. I'm quite affectionate with words, yes.
And I always beg people I hang with personally to let me know if some of that bothers them, curtly of course. So far there have been few instances of individuals confusing those signals with ulterior means, things I assure you there's nothing more than me being friendly and supportive.
Imagine idk an excited dog seeing its owner haha
Until the past week, I found myself being tackled by something that made me almost knock everything aside because it made me realize that probably I'm a walking trigger/squick inducer with even the way I wield words like "love" and "friendship".
Almost...
I'm pretty tolerant of whatever way people conduct themselves in this life, the only moment I flinch is when an individual assumes from my default behavior and presentation that I want to impose my way of life... And nopes.
This is simply how and who I am. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't search for conflict but for understanding.
My language for expressing marvel and reflections is like this, never to make the other feel awkward or attacked.
So, it upset me knowing that by wielding this forever welcoming and lovable disposition, I can be something to fear and even despite... to some people.
But, you know? That means that my "love" and "friendship" lifestyle are not made for you, no reason to come back to me and point at it. Just keep walking if you have only rage and rejection to give as a reply to my point of view.
Because by wielding rage and rejection, what you only do is burn bridges. To create conflict and assume imaginary antagonistic scenarios where there's nothing of that at all.
You can't create the world you wish to live in by burning bridges.
It took me a lot too to forge who I am right now. I even keep learning and chiseling through traumas and mistakes—kindness and patience taught me more than rage and rejection. And "love" and "friendship" are the bricks I chose to build those bridges. I know everyone else uses different concepts but in the end, we all build bridges.
By creating bridges and inviting others to do the same, I expand not only my world, but the other's too!
Isn't that better than demanding to be this or that through a black/white flag of rage and rejection? I think so. And I understand perfectly we sometimes need to be blunt when marking our boundaries. Still, never justifies treating the other bad.
And if some of you find "fake" or distasteful the way I wear this flag of "love" and "friendship" I'm sorry: this place will never be safe for you then. The exit door is always open. Go ahead.
I hope you find your place and flags out there too, but don't forget that to do that you need to build bridges.
If you don't want to call it "friendship" call it "glue" or whatever makes you comfortable, but don't kick people like me who fought with claws and teeth to reclaim those words and feelings.
Fight your fight by being a good example, not a bad experience that makes someone never want to deal with something like this again in their life.
"Any color you like, (in the end) they're all blue."
#windy squeals#im so sorry if i end upsetting someone with my point of view#with my expressive way to use words#or my overly dramatic behavior#its all real i swear these are all real#and you dont need to give me back the same level of energy#just be clear af and say what you need because i dont read minds#im tired of being seeing as a clown or be infantilized because of this#or feared like im a sort of vampire that sucks emotions because NO#or that im intolerant to people that dont follow those -normatives because believe me#im too very asocial to certain cues but intead of raging about them#i try to create new rules that fit better my way to navigate life#the only way to achieve what we want is by stating it gently#not setting on fire posibilities to create new connections and points of view#but i guess there will be always be people that prefer to live in a bubble and expect the whole diverse world to mold to them#and i say that as an aroace that used to be intolerant of the normatives that push my boundaries to the edge#but eh sometimes youll fight but most of the times youll need to dodge and learn to avoid bullets#listen if i sound ableist with this whatever i am then#im not perfect#gotta keep reading and relearning and updating my brain ugh
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drew a thing or something i suppose
#art#robot#robot wires#robophilia#robotfucker#i dont rlly like the wires for hair thing but i decided to test it out for once#if it looks bad that's because i use kleki#i swear im such a good artist#one of my irl friends follows my on here and i will cry if she sees it#she already calls me a robotwhore and a roboslut soooo#would be very very embarrassing#i swear im normal guys#im normal about robots#i am to be trusted with machinery#machinefucker#i am but a humble robotliker who gets called many many horrid names by my friends#(i tell them i want to take apart sun fnaf and look and his insides and they act reasonably horrified)#im literally aroace and they act APPALLED when i say something SLIGHTLY odd abt robots#IM NORMAL#IM NORMAL ABOUT ROBOTS#i swear#when i was little everytime there was a fictional robot on screen id get sucked in. like i wouldn't be able to stop staring until they were#gone#like id just be staring no thoughts#brain completely empty nothing in my mind but “OMG ROBOT!!”#i still do this sometimes actually but its not as bad#i just think robots are neat! they're cool#(on screen as in whenever i was watcing tv)
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hiiiiii
here i am, polish supa strikas ex-writer from wattpad, who will publish some nonsense on this hellsite bcs i'm quirky like that
nico (💟💟💟💟💟💟) encouraged me to post this, so
#supa strikas#idk i like pink if somebody want to know#meme: supa strikas#probably i will be once active and in other time not#thats because this show is my guilty pleasure in literal meaning of that like i hate it i think this suck ass but omg this is so addictive#idk why i am writing this lmao (this is what voices tell me to do)#ey if u think about this supa strikas is telenovela#listen to me they have so many episodes with little to no plot#my brain is sometimes a gift#wake me up when s strikas writers come to their senses and give us something yummy
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get u a tumblr crush that makes your pussy have a heartbeat when they say the sweetest things
#I stg I am on my knees for this man 🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️#like sometimes he says something so sweet that my feral brain just starts screaming SUCK HIS DICK#which I fucking would honestly but not the point#you know ur down bad when the sweet and spicy both make u fold like a cheap plastic chair#personal#🍦
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I will forever stand by the thought that simply “being online” and consuming or even posting content, takes a completely different amount of energy than messaging or interacting with others online does.
but that’s something I had to train myself to acknowledge and learn. because it used to hurt and make me overthink when i’d message someone and they wouldn’t respond, but would still be active or posting. like I wouldn’t say that to them, but it overtook my thoughts.
then somehow I just stopped and realized- maybe they’re just tired. or maybe they’re scrolling on the phone in their 5 minutes of free time. maybe they’re in the middle of 3 conversations and are trying their best. maybe they’re in the middle of making a post and didn’t see your message. maybe they’re deep into searching a topic and can’t be distracted. or maybe they just don’t want to talk to you rn, and that’s perfectly okay and valid.
all that to say- it can still hurt sometimes, but giving people grace and thinking the best of them and their intentions, and sincerely hoping they do the same for you, makes life so much more enjoyable, and I highly recommend ♡
#is this a good take? Idk but it been in my mind A LOT lately#this was created by me having a really hard time messaging people back in a timely manner lately lol#but having energy to scroll and having to draft any posts I want to reblog#because I can’t reblog anything when I have unanswered messages because I feel bad and don’t want people to feel ignored.#hence my habit of ‘send message’ then going to my drafts and posting like 5 things lmao#because being ignored absolutely sucks#but it’s also fair and valid and sometimes social interaction is hard and takes too much brain energy#also I realized I really like thinking the best of people and their intentions (but in a safe and not naive way ofc)#and try not to take shit as personally- because everybody has shit happening in their life that’s consuming their energy#anyways that’s all#this will either go totally viral or make people mad at me idk#thank you and goodbye#also I have to respond to like 3 people before posting this lmao#grace is dramatic#grace is feeling unnecessarily insightful#online#online friends#social battery#social interaction#low energy#friends#long distance friendship#messaging#text#text post#personal text#shitpost#emotions#rambles#Tumblr
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had a dream that me and 4 other mutuals were hanging out irl and all our ocs were there too and we were all sitting around my room talking about our oc lore and stuff it was so silly and fun
and the tllr mystery character was there taking up all the attention hahahaha i think this is a sign for me to write. i’m sooooo excited to introduce them
#crep vida maisie and vell hiiii i swear i’m normal /j#also if we’re mutuals or i’ve just been following you for a long time i guarantee you’ve showed up in my dreams at least once.#just. hanging out#chilling in the background and sometimes playing minecraft with me#cuz half my dreams literally take place in that game#also i’ve probably dreamed about your ocs too#but never MY OCS!!!!! which SUCKS because i reeeally wanna dream about my ocs they’re always so fucking cool and amazing#dreams#i dream about everyone and everything don’t be weirded out if ur in my dream it’s just my brain making up silly stuff#wyrms says stuff
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daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167
I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it
#warrior cats#whistlepaw#windclan#medicine cat apprentice#this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol)#the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help.#and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night#but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess)#(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope))#but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning#man it was not fun#(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about#being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me#annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help#either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra#I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off#and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué#I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain#and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess#I might have to eventually but I don't wanna#anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!
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I need motivation I hate adhd
#Why am I like this#I need to do Things#But my brain won't let me#I love adhd sometimes but it really does suck#executive dysfunction#adhd
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