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1025flora · 5 months

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skz as your best friend who is (not so) secretly in love with you

genre fluff , humor pairing ot8 skz x !femreader warnings not proofread

chan

"oh yeah yn is my best friend actually"

literally obsessed.

tries to hide the delulu (not good at it)

tells you about every single project he's working on

honestly just get married already???

most people think you're actually dating...

became your friend because he thought you were pretty, but stayed your friend because of a thousand other reasons

definitely takes notes for you when you're out

lots of dimple smiles when you do literally anything???

minho

quiet in public, but the world time yapping champion when its just you two

will say the most cruel and slanderous thing while looking at you with the most loving eyes

texts random bad selfies with no context

gags and scoffs when people suggest you two as an item, but on the inside he's eeking

"send me that pic of you from earlier"

you may or may not be the only person on his private story

attends every single event you're involved in, no matter how inconvenient it would be for him

soonie, doongie, and dori adore you

changbin

buddy (romantic)

thinks about you every second of his day

"hey look what i made!!"

needs everybody to know that you are his best friend

"she even asked me for the time..." *fist pump*

doesn't pressure you to go to the gym with him but he reeeaaaallyyyyyy wants you to

"do u hate me" texts in the middle of the night

swings his legs when you guys call

waits for you outside your classes so you can walk in between periods together

wants to be nonchalant and cool and mysterious about you SO BAD but he fails

hyunjin

ouh this man is delulu!!!

has your future lives planned out in a pinterest board

sketches you in class

"hey babe" when you are BOTH single

late night grocery store runs for no reason... he just likes how you look at night

"i forgot my wallet🥺" typa man

fully convinced you do not and will not love him romantically

a textbook hopeless romantic

will wait for you outside in any weather. coldfront, heatwave, rain, shine, that man is THERE

all the nicknames... like definitely calls you "blondie" if you're blonde

jisung

so nervous around you even though you two are best friends???

writes songs for you all the time, terrified to show you

one day wishes to sing every single one to you

"good morning!" "how was your day pook?!" "good night <3" every. single. day. never misses

prefers to just stay in and talk with you, about anything

"bbama misses youuuu" whenever you aren't at his house

you do make him flustered most of the time

a couple playlists made just for you tucked in his spotify library

wants to call you all the couple names but afraid you'll hate it

talks about you with the guys (they are SICK of it)

his thoughts towards you are just the lyrics of gorgeous by taylor swift

felix

tells you absolutely EVERYTHING

5 paragraph essay about his day every night

and yes expects the exact same from you...

you text on discord (sorry)

makes treats just for you in secret

in any setting that you aren't in, he calls you his

makes video memos for you when you're gone and secretly hopes you'll do the same

his sisters tease him daily about how he talks about you, but he doesn't care

wants everybody but you to know he loves you

his second favorite color is your favorite color

seungmin

all of the confidence and sly in his attitude vanishes as soon as you walk into the room

your personal butler

holds your hand just 'cause

"this would look so good on you"

you two share headphones everywhere

head on your shoulder, chin on your shoulder, oh and definitely elbow on your shoulder

matches his jewelry to yours

at karaoke, he points and sings at you for the love songs, but you usually think he's joking

will love you unconditionally forever, even if you never feel the same

jeongin

"but you looked hot...? why are you changing"

weirdly confident around you, like his attitude changes when you walk into the room

loves to do your makeup, and vice versa

he jokes so much that you think he's sarcastically in love, little do you know it's all from the heart

brings you coffee every morning at school/work

"this song reminded me of you"

makes sure your outfits coordinate

pays for EVERYTHING

you are his princess!!!!! in every sense of the word!!!

a/n omg first post here..... hope u guys like it 🙏 reblog or like if you read puhlease

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meraki-yao · 7 months

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Listened to the LA karaoke night in the audiobook this morning and went to look for these photos in my growing RWRB gallery

Nick/Henry really put his everything into singing the song 🤣

I love how confident and sassy Henry looks in this one

Also the adorable little air guitar he did, in the book Alex found it sensual but in the movie really it was just adorable, Henry is more cat coded but that moment he looked so much like a golden puppy 🥺

And according to Matthew this was just day 3 of filming, and Nick did like 16 takes, singing it live or lipsyncing to a memo he made singing it early

And damn it I really want the full footage!

Did he sing the whole song? Did the audience, especially the other three cheer or join in? How much was designed and choreographed in one way or another and how much was just Nick going wild? I WANNA KNOW

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #nicholas galitzine #henry fox mountchristen windsor #henry hanover stuart fox #rwrb thoughts #RWRB rambles

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elvisabutler · 1 year

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can I request a consider! or a blurb or hc or full on fic of austin looking after p!a during a sub drop 🥺

satisfied and empty inside

summary: austin swears that he'll never let you have a sub drop after hearing your horror stories. he fails this one time. fandom: austin butler | elvis ( 2022 ) rating: t? this is tricky because sexual things are described but they don't really have sex. so i suppose high t? pairing: austin butler x priscilla actress reader ( little dove verse ) word count: 2441 warnings: the normal warnings apply for this verse. daddy kink. dom/sub dynamics. choking. brief mentions of past relationships that were not at all pleasant. sub drop. anxiety. negative self talk. author’s note: consider this faintly canon for the main verse? i always make the argument that austin never really ever lets dove experience sub drop but maybe that's only for when it's caused by papi. time frame is post met and cannes but pre press tour. you know that little tiny bit of time between them. beyond that, christ anon i adored this prompt and adored you for giving it to me. i truly hope you enjoy and deeply apologize for the wait. also welcome to my first time in forever and an age since i've written a sub drop.

The first thing you notice, the first thing that you notice when your body slowly drags itself into the land of being awake is that you're cold. There's no reason you should be cold, it's a practically balmy 73 degrees outside and Austin wasn't one to keep the house you two now owned together cold. That would always take some getting used to. The fact that you and Austin after every single ounce of bullshit that you and him put in your way have come out on the other end of things together. Sure, there's still so much you both have to work on with your own therapists and your couple therapist but here you are with your boyfriend, your dom, your- Austin.

Except, you're not here with him in the moment, are you? He's- he should be here in the bed but he's not, he's- where is he? Did he leave you? Were you that bad last night? You had- the scene was fine you thought, everything about last night was fine- almost perfect even but you're waking up alone in bed and Austin- Daddy hasn't been there for long enough for his side of the bed to get cold.

Maybe- no, Austin promised. Austin had said the two of you were fine, that things were going to get- going to be better. It wasn't perhaps the healthiest thing that you two had immediately gone back to being wrapped up in each other, you deciding to move at least temporarily to LA even while keeping your apartment in New York. It was just that being apart from one another after everything, after you had called his phone in the hotel shaking and so needy that you'd have thought his touch was the only thing that could cure you. That was the thing though, Austin knows that you- Austin knows more than anything at least for right now, you need to feel him touching you more often than not. You might not have been touch starved with other people, but you had missed his so much that it was like a missing limb. You had missed him like a missing limb in those hours you weren't busy and he wasn't talking to you because of course, just like Elvis and Priscilla somehow you break up and can't even do a clean break.

It's different now, it's supposed to be different now because you're here and he's here and you're supposed to work things out, make things better between the two of you so that you can build a truly solid relationship. The relationship is supposed to be between you and Austin, not you as Priscilla and him as Elvis or between Priscilla and Elvis. Having a solid relationship means not leaving the person alone when you said you wouldn't without a note or a little text or a voice memo. Austin would leave a message somehow someway but here you are with an empty bed and no note. You roll over, shivering despite your best efforts of curling into the covers as if they'll protect you from the thoughts that are starting to swirl around in your mind like a witch's brew in a pot. There's no missed calls, no missed messages, nothing missed on your phone or on the nightstand near it.

There is just you and a bed with half of it cold. There is just you and no Austin. There is just you and your mind. There is just you and the ghosts of people who are dead or still living but have themselves burrowed into your very psyche.

The crash hits you like the sudden drop of an elevator and you kept help the way a quiet whimper leaves your lips at it. You can feel where Austin's hand was around your neck, clenching and flexing and whispering such filth into your ear. "My good girl, taking my cock so well even when she can't breathe. Think I could leave a mark? Think the paparazzi would ask you what you did to earn that?" You can feel the sting of where his hands had slapped your ass, where he had palmed your ass and squeezed. You can feel the burning trail of his kisses only to be replaced by the cool air against your skin right now. None of those things are happening right now, the person you did them with isn't here right now. You're alone.

You're going to be alone forever aren't you? He's going to break things off with you like you did with him. This is him breaking things off with you like you did to him. Leaving him without a word until you decided to talk. You- He doesn't love you, he loves the you he met on set. He loves you as Priscilla not you and you and only you. He's probably meeting up with Kaia or some other new girl. He won't come back until you've left the bedroom. Or maybe he just wants you to fuck- to let out his dominant side- his daddy side so that whatever girl he's dating doesn't have to take it because they don't want to. Maybe him and Kaia never had broken up. It feels as if your chest has caved in on itself your lungs struggling to bring air into your body as you start to cry. He promised- He said he loved you, why isn't he here with you. Why are you alone again? Why isn't your collar on- nevermind that Austin had taken it off the night before because you had wanted to just feel his bare hand against your neck.

The tears start to fall before you realize what's happening as you curl even tighter into the blankets. The ceiling fan that's circling above you makes the subtle creaking noise it always does and it feels like the loudest thing in the room. A reminder that as much as you want to try with Austin again he has to want to try with you, has to want to be with you. Time passes as you cry, you think, the numbers on the clock by the bed not really registering until you hear your bedroom door open and a cheerful oh you're up before you swear you hear a curse.

It just makes you cry harder and has you sitting up and curling your knees to your chest as best you can as you try and wipe your tears because it hurts and you feel everything right now and you can't shut off your brain and and and-

"Dove?" Austin's voice feels like it's in a tunnel, like he's in the far away place you're certain he's in. After all, his side of the bed was cold when you woke up without him. You register his side of the bed sinking with his weight and his warm hand on your shoulder. Austin always does feel like your own personal furnace. You wonder if he felt that way for the other girls he's been with. "Oh my- my little dove."

Austin is there. Austin is touching you. Austin- Daddy is there. Breathing comes back in a rush and you take one, two, three shaky breaths before you feel Austin's arms wrap around you and you choke out a single word. "Where?"

He's confused for a moment before he realizes that you're asking him where he was. Asking him where he had run off to and left you alone. He doesn't know what time you woke up only that he came into the bedroom ready to wake you up with a kiss and instead found you crying looking as small as you could in the bed. You tense in his arms, still unsure that he's actually there or that you deserve having him around you but you don't shake his arms off, don't force him to stop touching you. "I- I thought I told you, little dove. I had a bunch of early interviews, didn't want to wake you up. I was going to take you out to brunch or lunch when I got done. You- I'm here."

"But you weren't." You hate how it sounds coming out of your mouth, all pectualance and sadness and you sound so much younger than you are when you say it. "You left me alone and it's- it's cold, Austin."

His arms tighten around you as he starts to stroke your back slowly, his lips kissing the crown of your head. "I know- and Daddy's sorry about that, dove. So so sorry about that. I should have written a note for you or sent you a text. I haven't even left the house. I've been in the office." He pauses, exhaling a little shakily. "I'm warm, Y/N, my perfect little dove, my girl- no my woman who puts up with me being an idiot and who's had my heart since our first hello."

Your fingers move to the dove necklace on his neck, it's almost identical to yours, but just subtly different enough that it's uniquely his. You press your own initials into your thumb as you fiddle with it and Austin does the same thing with your necklace around your neck. Neither of you speak for a moment, your tears turning into a sea of shivers before you finally muster up the ability to speak. "I thought- I thought you changed your mind."

About us is what goes unsaid. Because you've been there before, this isn't- he isn't Papi but it feels like it in the moment. Feels as if you're abandoned all over again. Feels as if you're tossed in the trash because you're not useful anymore, you're not the one for him any more and it crushes you. Austin lets out a huff of air and shakes his head.

"I didn't change my mind when you left me in Australia, if I didn't then, I don't think I ever really will." The way he moves to tilt your head up, grabbing your chin lightly and looks at you betrays the fact that he knows you're going to try and argue with him. "Ignoring the girls, dove. Just like I ignore the dates you went on."

A hint of a smile crosses your lips before you frown again, still shivering and trying to burrow into his arms, almost as if you want to become one with him. "Promise? I know I'm being stupid- and you know I'm not-"

"Dove- Y/N- you're not stupid. And I know you're usually so strong and tough and I love that about you but I left you alone and you- you dropped without me here. Because I wasn't here to see what was happening." He pulls you in for a soft kiss. "I promise. You're stuck with me until you get tired of me, because I'm not getting tired of you any time soon."

You still feel drained, still feel like the world has closed in on itself but there's a glimmer of sunshine there, a glimmer of hope your mind is latching onto in an attempt to pull you up from the depths that only brightens as you look at Austin and feel and smell Austin all around you. "Can we take a bath?" You ask softly, knowing the heat of it will help you calm down, will help bring you back up quicker.

Austin hums before nodding. "Can I get you to eat a snack first? I'll order in some food, we'll run a bath and we can just-"

"Yes." You answer, cutting him off before he can finish and looking a little alarmed when you do. "Yeah, I'd- I'll eat something and I don't- I just don't want to be alone. I need you, Au-Daddy."

Austin doesn't say a word for a moment before looks at you like you hung the moon and the stars. It's a little mind-boggling to see that look even after everything and your lips finally actually do fully form a smile so touched that you can't do anything but. When he finally speaks nuzzling your hair. "I always give you what you ask for and need, Dove." He moves to get off the bed despite your groan and whimper of protest at the loss of his body heat and his body in general. Once he stands up on the side of the bed he pulls you over and up next to him. "Come on, quick snack and then bath."

It doesn't take you a second to burrow yourself back under his arm as he pulls you close to his chest. In fact, in a fit of what he likes to pretend is genius he maneuvers you to be in front of him and allows himself to just walk with you holding onto him in the front. It's silly and a bit uncomfortable but it works well enough and makes you happy enough that he deals with it. You eat a bagel because it's easiest thing to scarf down in the kitchen before you and him make that same walk back to the bedroom and into the bathroom.

He takes his time as the water runs to take off your nightgown, placing soft kisses at every bit of exposed skin as he reveals them. You're still shivering a bit but sometimes it's from your own emotions while other times it's from the kisses his lips give you. Climbing into the tub after he manages to get in there is a bit of an adventure with how fuzzy your brain feels but you manage, Austin's arm snaking around your waist and pulling you up against his chest. "Starting to feel better?" He asks, his lips caressing your ear in a gesture you can't help but enjoy.

"A little." A simple answer but it's the only one your brain can wrap itself around. You pause and realize that you've stopped shivering. "I'm warm."

Austin's lips curl into a smile that you can feel against your skin. "I don't know, I think you're pretty hot."

That glimmer of hope, that thing your brain started to cling to explodes like a supernova, filling your brain with just enough happiness to make you actually laugh. It's not fixed- you know from experience pulling you out of this state takes a bit longer but it's a start.

His smile widens and he nips at the back of your neck. "There's my little Dove. Love you."

You hum a little happily and drowsily as you lean back and settle yourself against him as he slowly starts to bathe the both of you. "Love you too, Daddy."

#austin butler #austin butler x priscilla actress reader #austin butler x reader #austin butler x you #austin butler x y/n #austin butler fanfic #austin butler angst #austin butler fluff #austin butler fanfiction #austin butler fic #elvis 2022 #ally writes #god.#i miss writing them.#consistently.

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ofmermaidstories · 9 months

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Merms!! I have been sitting on this bc I was so wishy-washy with my pride. But I've come to the stunning conclusion that I did something okay and thats okay.

BUT here's The Widening Sky that I bound myself. It's messy, ramshackled together, and got flaws. It's the first one I made after all. But I adore it. I went camping with my family and read it twice over a week. And had the same soft, gentle kind of heartbreak and mending this story all puts me through TWICE!! But I fell in love with mer!Bakugou and your writing all over again TWICE!!

I doodle in the book when I have time to read it again. I just recently learned I can underline and highlight things in books I own as well!! I'm gonna highlight every life-changing sentence you wrote!!

burg, i think this is the most wonderful thing that has ever been shared with me. 🥺 the cover!!! it makes me think of a loud shirt!!!! YOUR DOODLES 😭 the receipts and memos held up by washi tape!!! the hippocampus!!! THE TITLE PAGE DOODLE OF U AND MER!BAKUGOU 😭😭😭

you made a physical thing; you sewed and glued it together and now it’s real!!! it’s out there in the world with you, with your drawings—all your hardwork bound up into an actual object that can now like, idk, feel warm from being left in the sun or get grass stains on it or get dusty. 🥺 i think im gonna cry LMAO. burg, this is beautiful and i think you’re incredible and you should be so, so proud of yourself. 🥺😭🌷 thank-you for sharing this. 🥺 you’ve made my whole week!!! i’ve been coming back to this ask and just STARING ever since you sent it. 🥺 it’s so, so wonderful—and it’s such an honour that all your hardwork into binding for the first time went to this. 📖🌷💕 i hope you realise how creative you are!!! 🥺 may you always make things with love and enthusiasm and know that they’re so perfect, because of that. 😌💕

#ofmermaidstories-asks #callmeburgor 🦊🎨🍔#literally SHRIEKED when i first opened this ask 😭 ran to my normie groupchat and everything #i love it burg it’s so beautiful 😭#i love that widening is all the way across the world with you 💕#the widening sky — fic #people are amazing and create amazing things: artists edition #book binding

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choclateteez · 2 years

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💤Waking Up 4*town💤

🧡Robaire🧡

Hes a morning person, so waking up early isnt the problem-it all depends on the hours he gets

If someone wakes him up with 8 hours in, hes chilling

"Hm? Oh, good morning! Yeah i was just about to get out of bed anyways"

But due to the busy schedule of the boy band, there will always be those 3 hours of sleep nights

He will not be in a good mood. Hed try not to direct it at the person who woke him up though

*mumbling* What do you want..mm? Its morning already? Ffs…get out, i'll be there in a sec..

Mindless staring at the wall before he actually gets ready

Needs his cup of coffee or else its over for anyone who decides to mess with him for the first few hours of the day

💙Aaron T💙

It doesn't matter if he got enough sleep or not, this man wants to wake up on his OWN accord

He gives a very dirty/rude looking face to the person who woke him up, out of habit

He will complain and wrestle (albeit tiredly) the waker, throw a weak insult here or there

"...this is why you got a 5 head. Leave me alone."

The negotiator

"If you allow me…like 20 more minutes, then I wont be late to practice for a month, yeah?"

He's the type to set up 6 alarms before the actual wake up time and STILL oversleep

"10 more-" "T, I've given you 30 extra minutes." "Then you can spare 10 more." "Z and Tae Young are eyeing your breakfast." "...fine."

Efficient tactics: coax with breakfast, or negotiation

🧡Tae Young🧡

Determination. If he wants sleep, he will fight for it

This man keeps an IRON. GRIP. On his blankets.

talks real slow and mixes up words, and it will take him a few seconds to process what someone is saying to him

Will try to use cuteness as a weapon to get more sleep (peeking over the covers, whining, cute faces)

"Arent i the youngest? I need my sleep🥺"

It works only depending on who wakes him up

Jesse takes none of it, though he still finds it adorable

When it doesn't work, he drops the act and gets frustrated

Hed just pull the covers and ignore you until you leave

"Tae please, we have to be early today" "..." "i know you can hear me." *snores* "aint no way this mf went back to sleep😐"

When it DOES work though, he does this little snuggle thing that makes it so worth it for the waker, its just so cute

He will be in a better mood if he does get those extra few minutes though

And for the love of God, please do not give him coffee. Not that he likes it- but just don't give it to him anyways.

💙Aaron Z💙

Youd better have taken boxing classes if you wake Z up

He wakes up like hes in the middle of a fight

Fists are flying, hes sitting up, legs scrambling

One minute you waking him up, the next minute YOU the one thats asleep😧

On the more chill days, he wakes up like he just came up from underwater

*GASSPP*

Once he realizes hes been woken up, he'll slump over after the adrenaline crashes, and he lies back down to collect himself

Not many words need to be spoken, he gets the memo

Not that much of a morning person, but he will rarely complain

🧡Jesse🧡

If theres one thing Jesse takes seriously, its his sleep

He sleeps like a dead man, once hes gone, he is GONE

It would take the end of the world to actually get this man to become responsive

Pull his blankets, yell, scream, cry, he'll sleep through it all

Efficient tactics: lay on him. If you get him in an uncomfortable enough position for a long enough time, he'll HAVE to wake up.

The group usually team works this one

T likes to stand on his bed and walk on it (the constant rising and dipping of the mattress annoys Jesse), Tae would roll all over him and stay there smushing and calling out to him until he responds. Robaire's preferred method would be to blast some music, but only as a last resort. And Z, well he's just playing nice so Jesse can make him his favorite banana pancakes for breakfast🏃🏾

He often tries to sleep early so, this doesnt happen often

This mans voice is already kind of deep, but his sleepy voice????? WHEW!!!

Fangirls are lucky they dont hear his sleepy voice, or else their ovaries might explode🙄

#4town #jesse 4town #aaron t 4town #aaron z #4town taeyoung #4town robaire #4town headcanons #4town aaron z #4town jesse #headcanon

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timelesslords · 1 year

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does carrie ever share my screaming vm's with you? bc ugh I feel so bad that you don't get to hear just how insane I am over this fic you guys created <3 like today my tags were so lacking but then I proceeded to talk to carrie for like 11min about it and idk i just want to make sure you know how much frtt has taken over my brain and how much I adore this story and everything you guys put into it xx

🥺🥺🥺!!!!! Idk if she’s ever shared the actual voice memo but she definitely shares a lot of ur thoughts and texts and stuff!!!!!! Makes me very happy to know you enjoy it 😌 also I’m obsessed with your reblog tags I look forward to them every single chapter 🫶

#asks #Jules tag #frtt feedback

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star-critter · 1 year

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I can't stop rotating around the idea of Mimic and Fang getting together in my head and the absolute DRAMA it would cause with my Bark and Jewel rarepair over here this is absolutely your fault. /JK

Like, I'm assuming Bark and Jewel got together first, and Fang somehow missed the memo of Mimic=Bad coming from her, Tangle, and Whisper. (I say somehow, we know how he missed it... It's the lack of braincells and his arrogance that he TOTALLY has braincells LMAO)

I don't think Whisper would ever explicitly say he and Mimic should break up (Tangle might though!), but Jewel would definitely feel the pressure from her bestie and her poor traumatized girlfriend to probably say something to Fang. It'd be one thing if Mimic was an asshole or Whisper's ex or something, but he killed the Diamond Cutters... Has he changed? Should they forgive him? Is Fang in danger too?

Bark would probably feel very torn the entire time. He's been running with Fang and Bean longer than he's been together with Jewel... But it's Fang. He's rude, loudmouthed, and a bully sometimes. Bark's got a better relationship with Jewel, but Fang's still his friend, so is he supposed to support Fang's choice, or try to talk him down from maybe not dating the guy that betrayed and murdered his girlfriend's best friend's girlfriend's Merc team?

And meanwhile Fang's feeling the Shit I Might've Fucked Up feeling, but a mix of arrogance, stupidity, and perhaps some amount of love for the octopus is making him dig in his heels and refuse to budge on the matter.

And Mimic's just like 🧍. 😂 I can't even begin to imagine how he feels. Did he know Fang's connected to Whisper's new friend group? Or did he tell Fang to keep this quiet and is now dealing with the fact that he fucked that up lmao?

Ugh, sorry to brain dump in your inbox like this... I'm just going feral with Thoughts™ and my options were this or... Eat my notepad at my desk or something. Yes I'm at work, thinking about technicolor rodents. I usually am. 😂😂😂🥰🥰🥰

I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR THIS DILEMMA I HAVE CURSED YOU WITH-

[Comidic /lh]

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Just gonna say this now : Your Bark & Jewel pairing is very much adorable 🥺💛💙

♡

As for my input on all this ding dang drama, hmmm.....

I kinda like to think Mimic & Fang had met before Mimic joined the Diamond Cutters & before Fang formed the Hooligans. They weren't exactly together then, but their paths just kept crossing, resulting in chaotic shenanigans.

They would've just kept a long distance relationship and literally tell no one about it for awhile. Like the question never really gets brought up to Fang, and Mimic just refuses to answer. Either way, I can guarantee you Bean will be the last one to find out 😆 (But that's just my silly opinion [/pos])

Tangle & Whisper are definitely firmly against it at first, like "Hold up- No, this is not really okay. What the hell". Arguments insues. Everyone tries to talk sense into Fang. Meanwhile, Fang's trying to defend himself while internally thinking, "Oh I F*ed up." Pretty much all the drama stuff you brought up happens.

The closest anything gets to being resolved is maybe something along the lines of this (?) :

It takes a while, but eventually everyone would get on somewhat a neutral ground. Like no one's really going to change morality wise, no relationship is going to break-up. It's just kinda awkward, but no one's gonna try and think about it too much... Just don’t let Mimic, Tangle & Whisper be within 100 feet of each other and everything will probably be fine 🫠😅

As for how long that neutral ground stands, up to you.

All I can say is Mimic was probably off causing trouble elsewhere during it all and has no clue any of it happened for awhile. [/hj]

♡

Also, don't worry about infodumping to me! I'm completely fine with it!

[/pos /g]

#*'s shipping shenanigans

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berberriescorner · 2 years

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Warning: I’m ‘bout to vent about Mayans, keep scrolling if you don’t want to read any spoilers!

Elgin, baby what is you doin’? Mayans always leaves me with high blood pressure. Can we get the old Bishop back…this new one is NOT giving. That sex scene just shattered every woman’s Bishop fantasies in the universe. Like, why? I know he got a better stroke game than that. He just has to! Just destroyed everybody’s sexual dreams lmao!

Angel baby, I love you, but step it tf up! Talking ‘bout, “sHe GoT tHaT sHiT oN lOck.” Boy! Take yo ass home🙄! I get you scared and all, but you gon’ have to do better, papa.

One more thing Mr. Elgin, if anybody gotta go this season please, please let it be Canche (sorry not sorry). He’s going to forever have it out for EZ (which I get why but I’m riding for brother Reyes 😆). Or maybe one of his boys-NOT MANNY! DON’T you DARE do that! While we on the subject just let him join the Santo Padre men! I meannn I still (on the low) don’t trust him, buttt that’s still bae🤷🏾‍♀️!

EZ lacks accountability. Was he not gassin’ Bishop last season. Wasn’t he down for whatever. Now he actin’ like Bish did all that shit on his own. I love me some Ezekiel but this situation has me a tad bit confused.

At this point, I’m nervous for Coco and/or Angel. I ain’t like that preview of Nails crying. That gave me a bad feeling. Plus you don’t see Coco much throughout the scenes of what’s to come this season. I also peeped something on Instagram that had me like🤨🤔. I'ma keep it to myself for now though.

Side notes:

“Angel what the fuck did you do?!” Uh, what needed to be done, sir! EZ, honey, he needed to be put down. Manny’s fine ass definitely got the memo.

Angel is so flipping adorable! Him whispering, “okay, is it a secret?” So damn cute! When he told Nails Felipe didn’t take his shoes off, I swooned. Such an adorable yet silly man, ughhh🥰! Baby boy was so serious though.

Manny, Manny, Manny. You out here really trying to steal my heart from Angel. When he shot ole boy and didn’t even think twice. Yaaasss! Something about the way he said, “Motherfucker,” did something to me, can’t quite explain it😩💓.

EZ, baby boy **B.Simone voice**! You’re not tolerating disrespect from anybody huh? I see you and allllll that BDE zaddy😋!

Miguel doing manual labor🤤.

Tomás is Miguel’s…did I hear and understand that correctly, or am I tripping😳?!

Coco and his hair are doing things to me😍.

Creeper lifting up his shirt had me like😘. I love that we get to know more about him this season.

Padrino. I love him. Idc, idc🥺! His wifey too. That’s the type of wife I’m tryna be! He knew not to try her lmao!

Gilly and Angel are funny AF! Not Gilly calling Nestor a SoundCloud rapper😂. Angel stop calling him a French-braided little bitch! That’s not nice baby😆.

Yaaasss to the senior officer black queen! She was everything!

#mayans mc spoilers #berberriescorner #sorry not sorry #rant over #venting

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aquagustd · 2 years

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YUSSSS.

your mind. your writing. you. literally one of the best authors on this app i swear you need to publish actual books cause..

first off. seojoon just… no. he’s so weird and there’s actually so many men that think like that, “you put ur head on my shoulder” ok? that doesn’t mean i’m in love with us pls. and the way he wouldn’t let her go. SIR. we were rooting for u!! (i mean i really wasn’t he was alr but i’m sure other people loved him)

WHY WAS I TEARY EYED DURING JUNHO AND OC’S FIGHT. she is such a good momma i hope she forever knows that 🫶 being a mom and disciplining a young child is so so hard. JK’S VOICE MEMOS 😖 the “does momma like black or white more don’t tell her” i cried, we all cried. the way he talks to him i can just imagine it cause jk irl probably sends cute voice memos ARGGG. junho ur dad will be back and if he doesn’t come back we will all be ur dad 🫤

yuri & yoongi 4ever. the love i have for them. yus do you imagine urself as yuri because i do… i’m ready for them to have many many cute Chubby babies 🫶 i love yuri sm she is an angel on earth i adore that woman <3

TAE AND OC DINNER , HER KISSING HIS MOLES 😵‍💫 the smut… the toe sucking… GRRRR. i was shaking a bit ngl. personally id never put my mouth near a foot BUT men who do… saur sexy. like 😵‍💫 THE MIRROR KINK THE 🐱 EATING WAS SOO…. i digress. the STUBBLe tickling her thighs.. i wanna die.

lastly… ABT TO GET sexy angry yoongi i’m so excited pls yell at me daddy 🫶 okay but actually i’m so curious to see his reaction to jimin… i will be patient!

anyways thank u again YUS YOUR MIND IS PERFECT UR SO TALENTED I LOVE YOU!

YAZ STOP ILY 😭😭🥺🥺🥺 tysm wtf ??? it’s literally a dream of mine to publish a book 🥺🫣 is that stupid.

lmaoooo 💀 i wonder who was rooting for seojoon. literally the definition of creep. who knows what he’s been doing when oc was asleep/wasn’t around

I KNOW their first fight ever 😭 & she felt bad after. no bc jungkook needs to make up his mind he can’t be saying shit like that 🫣 or i’m gonna fold

yoongi + yuri my fave couple on hie <3 her character is based on me lmao 💀 that’s why she’s so gay for oc pretend you didn’t see this

I WAS HYPERVENTILATING THROUGH THE SMUT YAZ. that’s why it took me 2+ hours 😩 literally same. shaking. the stubble ffs. YES that’s what i’m saying !!! i personally never sucked toes but on the other end 🫣 sexiest thing EVER 🥴

sexy angry yoongi pls 😳😀 yes sir yell at us

no thank YOU for being so sweet and reading my work <33 literally made my night 🥺

#fic: hie #squishies

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idk how they are not embarrassed or how did they think that that's a normal thing to do🥸 WE CAN BURN SM TOGETHER THATS FOR SURE!!!

ahhh i agree i hope they realize soon that noise music is not really the way for every band😟 OOO IM GLAD U ENJOYED THEM!!!! yessss 3 I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM!!!! but im struggling so hard with recognizing them😭

WELL IF I WASNT LIED TO THEN YES SHE DID THAT!!!! UR REACTION😭THATS KIND OF FUNNY MY NGL

istg i started to associate u with him cuz of ur profile pic that u had it was such a nice pic!!! WELL I GUESS THAT BETTER THAN NOTHING (i feel like this sounds rude but i do not mean it in a rude way so i hope it doesn't come off that way) BUT I CANT BELIEVE EVERYBODY OTHER THAN TREASURE BASICALLY WAS DOING THAT CHALLENGE JUST SMH

aaaa i wish i could have other accents💔💔💔 i just have one general one and it just doesn't change so💔💔💔 lmao thats relatable but for me it never stays in my mind when i try to do a british accent i'm saying it loudly wrongly and proudly 😌🤞 (liebestraum anon💓)

LIKE they woke up and were like hm. lets send a truck to hybe. TO BOYCOTT ALL THE HARD WORK OUR FAVS DID WHEN LEARNING THE DANCE. sigh. anyways!

okay update since the boys debuted- i only vibed with the title track (?) so its a 😔 for me. but i adOOORED that song its such a feel good song and their concept is so cute i love it but i dont see myself listening to the other two songs....😔😔😔 mourning the 03 liners very deeply rn 💔 BUT BUT BUT you know what i remembered the other day ??? LIKE I LEGIT WANTED TO MESSAHE U ABT THIS but basically i got reminded of p1harmony's existence again, right, (bc i forget abt groups when i am not hyperfixated on them lol) AND I REMEMBERED INTAK IS A 03 LINER so. our crew so far consists of doyoung, seunghan, intak aNd us two. (Also im pretty sure minjae from mcnd is a 03 liner too bc i had a mental breakdown over that too when i was getting into them like 2 years ago 👀)

I HAD NO IDEA THAT HAPPENED LMAOOO THANKU FOR TELLING ME I FEEL LIKE THIS IS AN IMPORTANT INFO 😭😭😭😭 has the same energy as keeho having a stan account before being an idol LMAOO.

i was NOT a wilbur fan when hearing that song let me tell u it was on the speakers every other day i was so annoyed

im gonna cry thAT pic was so adorable wasnt it 🥺🥺🥺 like he may be 4 years older than me but i go all protective over dino like anyone dare to hurt him and i will SWING like i know how to fight. try me. TRY ME. also u never sound rude omg stop worrying abt that 😭💕 and LITERALLY i also dont get it like they arw the biggest svt fanboys and THEY DIDNT DO THE CHALLENGE ?? 😭

no bc my accent changes depending on the amount of english i speak out loud too like the less often i speak it the more slovak i sound 🤡 i dont have eng classes anymore so the only opportunity i have to speak eng is when im sending voice memos to my peruvian bestie and like the other day i listened back to it and i cringed so hard bc my english really got rUSTY 😭😭😭 i should like record vlogs so i dont lose my accent or something idk. also SPEAK THAT BRITISH ACCENT LOUD AND PROUD. show them what the uk youtube scene did to us.

#also your new theme ate #love it so much. the green? the cutest.#also i think its important to tell u that i had a moment over zb1 hanbin today. thought youd like to know.#liebestraum anon

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katsumiiii · 3 years

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hey guys! this was a request to add on to my previous post ‘Up’, so I hope you enjoy it!

Shoto Todoroki x fem! black reader

Izuku Midoriya x fem! black reader

Aizawa Shouta x fem! black reader

Keigo Tamaki x fem! black reader

okay so this man is LOADED

like money on top of money on top of money

we all know his bitch ass father is a pro hero

so he got lots of money

and shoto uses that to his advantage

“hey, my father got his pay check today. wanna go shopping?”

“FUCK YES BABY!”

“y/n, I heard you say that you wanted a new bonnet, so I got you 10.”

“um thanks?”

“you’re welcome.”

but this time what you were asking for was ludicrous even for him

“todo, can you get me a puppy?”

“no.”

um first of all, the fact that he didn’t even think about it pissed you off

secondly he literally just walked away after saying no

like wtf

so, being the petty bitch you are, you decided to run to the elevator and grab your trusty speaker

then proceed to come back to the common room, blasting Cardi B on your speakers

“Y/N THIS IS HIGHLY INAPPROPRIATE AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHA-”

“get the fuck out of my way off brand sonic.”

well damn why you do Iida like that

n e ways todoroki is looking at you with the same goofy ass stare on his face

so when it gets to your part you point your finger at him and loudly scream the words

“BROKE BOYS DON’T DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!”

poor baby, he was just trying to eat his cold soba

he’s looking at you like “wtf😐”

“all I did was say you couldn’t get a puppy. it wouldn’t even be allowed in the dorms.”

“whatever. I still want my damn puppy.”

“no.”

Izuku Midoriya

look at bae

heyyy bae 🥺

anyways so I wouldn’t say baby zuku is BROKE but he ain’t RICH neither

he’s well off

but anyways he doesn’t rlly like to buy you things like clothes

but he does buy you flowers and food and things like that

“h-hey Y/N...igottheseforyouandihopeyoulikethem!!”

“omg thank you baby.”

he’s so fucking adorable please cherish him and love him or I swear to god I will fucking murder you

n e ways

so one day y’all are at the store

and you’ve been talking about going on a diet with mina for a while

and ofc izuku is going to support you no matter what

but you’re getting a little restless

and you want some fucking Hershey’s chocolate

I meant shit....you deserve it tbh

so you thought that izuku(being the loving boyfriend he is) would buy you the chocolate

yeah....no

“baby....can you please get me this chocolate?”

“i-im sorry N/N but I can’t do that.”

um what ?

“did you just say no??”

“u-um...well technically I didn’t-”

“bet.”

you quickly take out your phone from your pocket, clicking on the music icon

izuku is nervous af

“W-WAIT Y-Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”

“nothing my love.”

you start blasting Up

“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!”

you point at Izuku

watch his face go completely red, his body shaking in embarrassment

“Y/NPLEASESTOPTHISISEMBARRASSINGILLGETYOUTHECHOCOLATE!”

“awww baby I’m sorry, I’ll stop. now let’s go get my chocolate.”

Aizawa Shouta

so hes on that teacher pay check

and ik what you’re thinking

“man he broke asf.”

yeah no

he’s actually very well off

UA pays their teachers well bc of all the shit they go through

so he doesn’t mind buying you things

just prefers not to

he’s very stingy with his money

“baby can we get a-”

“no.”

“but you didn’t even hear what I-”

“just no.”

okaayyyyyy rude much

but n e ways

this time you didn’t even want anything big

it was Valentine’s Day

aizawa’s least favorite day of the year

and all you wanted was one box of fucking chocolate

ONE

but his bitch ass looked at you like you were on drugs and proceeded to snuggle into his nasty ass yellow sleeping bag

“so you’re telling me...you can’t get me one box of fucking chocolate.”

“so glad you get the memo.”

oh ight

“I got you.”

he sighs, pushing his head further down into his sleeping bag

“she’s going to do something stupid isnt she?”

you walk back into the room, blasting Cardi B on high volume

aizawa looks absolutely done

“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS-”

“fine, I’ll get your stupid chocolates. happy?”

“yes.”

Keigo Tamaki

y’all I don’t rlly know how to write him so bare with me here 😭

look at this cocky mf

yeah he got money too

I mean come on

he’s the number two hero

he’s very much being compensated for his services

he definitely spoils you

not only bc he loves you, but also bc he likes to flaunt what he has

“babe you want that lambo?”

“the hell do I need a lambo for?”

“fun.....”

you gotta tell him to rein it in sometimes

bc he goes a bit overboard

but n e ways

y’all are on the way home from a hero event and your ass is hungry

you want some froyo(you ain’t that hungry) while he wants some KFC

“first of all KFC is nasty, secondly I only want a snack.”

“yeah well I’m sorry babe, but I’m not getting you froyo.”

“fuck you.”

“right now? you dirty girl.”

bye you’re so done with him

so rn you’re pissed, all you want is some fucking froyo

if he’s gonna get chicken at least get Popeyes

nasty mf

so you decide to get back at his ass

connecting to the bluetooth you begin to blast Up by Cardi B

“what you doing baby bird?”

“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!!”

almost crashes the car

“oh? is that how you feel? fine then I can be petty too.”

y’all don’t talk for at least a week

very much petty queens

but afterwards he gets you like 6 pints of froyo

taglist: @myhoodacademia @mypimpademia @blackweebtrash @notfiveweenieskids @angiebug101 @xetou @moxie-elle @lilsparkyswife @her-majesty-kiara @sisifromthed

—plz tell me if I left anyone out of the taglist. and also let me know if you would like to be added as well, just shoot me a quick message

#bnha x black reader #bnha x poc reader #aizawa shouta x poc reader #aizawa shouta x black reader #izuku midoriya x poc reader #izuku midoriya x black reader #shoto todoroki x poc reader #shoto todoroki x black reader #keigo tamaki x black reader #keigo tamaki x poc reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader

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iu-jjang · 3 years

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[TRANS] 210623 IU replies to fans’ comments on Fancafe (part 2)

Q. Unnie, what books have you reading nowadays??🥺

IU: It’s been a while since I last read a book 🥺🥺

Q. Did you write any lyrics or songs when you were filming Broker too?

IU: I have one which I’ve only written its melody but it seems to be really good!

Q. Unnie, do you still have a strong urge to cut your hair short!!!?

IU: No, I seem to find long hair quite pretty these days.. ☺️

Q. What food do you crave for the most right now? :)

IU: I had soft tofu stew just now

Q. I can’t even open my eyes when I watch clips of reporters bursting all the camera flashes. Jieun unnie, are you fine with it? ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 😭

IU: When you face it in real life, it doesn’t flash as much as what you see from the screen

Q. Write memos in your phone vs write an entry in your diary

IU: I do both these days!

Q. Unnie, you like (wearing) overalls these days, right..? Of course I like it too 🐥 Unnie looks adorable in overalls ..

IU: I also find overalls comfortable and nice since young 🥰

Q. Can you share one TMI of the day? 🙂

IU: I knew I’d make soft tofu stew

Q. We love you so much. I think the amount of tears that I’m shedding now proves how much I miss you.

IU: Please don’t cry, it’s important to stay hydrated during summer...😢😢

Q. Unnie, lil spoiler for this year’s schedule plz 😢

IU: What do you want!!

*Picture of the fancafe From.IU notification /Writing on a day that isn’t any special] is “hot”/*

IU: So this is a hot (popular) place~~~~~

Q. I’m so happy because unnie sounds excited…💜 hehe I’m out shopping with my mom right now and I met unnie just now >_< kkkk Today is the best ㅠㅠ

*Picture of an IU Jestina poster at a shopping mall*

IU: Oh, it’s a picture that I like 🐥

Q. Hey unnie.. You didn’t get sick from the heat the time you took the June birthday clip right?? You looked super exhausted 😢 (Please don’t fall sick!!!!!) + and I’ve always wondered kkk who decides on the filter for the UAENA birthday content?! 🐣

IU: I was kind of exhausted from the heat that day. It was really hot and I filmed in the grassland for the whole day kkkk As for the filter, it’s always (chosen) by me… 🥰

Q. Jieun-ah, Lilac album has been topping the album chart for 17 weeks now. *It’s the second album to top charts for this long. Congrats on this amazing album. Love you 🤍

IU: 🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥🐥💜

*t/n: Translation may be inaccurate as the original Korean sentence has grammatical errors.

Q. I miss you. You’ve worked hard all this time. Please have a good rest once you’re done with your schedule.

IU: 🥰 Thank you

Q. IU nim!!! Please recommend a movie by director Hirokazu Koreeda^^

IU: I like ‘After Life’ the best!!

Q. Is there a reason for making Lilac the first track (on the album)??

IU: To make everyone feel good starting from the first track 🐥🐥

Q. Unnie, might as well change your profile pic while you’re in here! 🥴👀🐥

IU: It’s not something for me to change though-

Fan: Uuhh I mean the picture in the round icon that appears when you leave a comment, not the cafe’s picture 🤭

Q. Ah unnie.. I’ve waited so much for unnie’s survival report but why did you appear when I had to attend a meeting?? I was wondering when unnie would appear yesterday too ㅜㅠㅠㅠ

IU: Ooh~~~ A meeting~~~~ an *adult huh~~~~

(*written in teasing manner)

Q. Though it’s not like I have any lingering attachments! But between us! When you leave...say goodbye before you go!!! 😮

IU: I’m not leaving though 😃

*t/n: The fan was probably referring to the comment section (telling IU to say goodbye before she stops replying)

Q. Can we start looking forward to YouTube fanfood (update) now?!

IU: I’m sorry, I didn’t manage to shoot even a single YouTube clip when I was filming (the movie)..— In early July (I’ve decided to give up on about one day of my rest time!!!) and shoot (the content). If we take into account the time needed to edit the video too, I’m guessing that it’ll be delivered to UAENA around mid-July 🥺

Source: https://m.cafe.daum.net/IU/LqmI/192?svc=cafeapp

Translated by IUteamstarcandy

#IU #fancafe #replies

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vintage-brass-tc · 3 years

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8/16-27/2021

M has been an absolute sweetheart lately. I love being surrounded by his charm and humorous attitude. I have nothing else to say aside from the fact I’m very happy that we’re interacting more. So many highlights have accumulated in these past two weeks!!

And without further ado, it’s time to ramble about them.

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When the end of the period drew near, U and the band finished our final rep and everyone began to get their stuff together. I left my music stand for the next class and gathered my belongings. Sousaphone in arms, and items now in my hands, I walked inside.

First thing, I stole a glance to my left. To my delight, there stood M. He was looking down, appearing to be deep in thought. I noticed he had a light blue shirt on. It caught me pretty off guard, as he never wore bright shirts very often. What he was wearing looked like a dad shirt, but regardless of that, I thought the getup was nice.

I walked to the area of the classroom where the my section puts their sousas up. Practically the whole way, despite the room not being too full in the moment, I felt like I was being watched. I took note of this and turned to look at M again. His head and body were in decent posture standing upright, and the expression on his face was one of distant curiosity. He was still stood on his podium, except he wasn’t looking down anymore.

I looked into his eyes, and soon realized that they were focused on me. At least, somewhere close to me. This brought me to stop in place in confusion. I returned a steady gaze and smiled, tilting my head slightly and lifting a brow. He didn’t respond.

I furrowed my eyebrows at his odd behavior and giggled to myself while turning back around. It was definitely peculiar to see that.

I was on my way to the band hall’s exit, carrying the bag with my change of clothes in it (for marching), when I saw M standing outside of his office. It looked like he was trying to do something with the door. Probably talking to U, I assumed, which was why he was holding the door open. Or he could have just been people-watching while he was there. He was just standing with his back to the door anyway. Wouldn’t hold it against him. Haha.

Getting back on topic— when I glanced at him, he turned his head over to mine as well, noticing my movement. We met eyes for a second before his head steered to look back into his office. What surprised me was that, after a second or two, when I turned back forward, I barely him do a double take and turn towards me again. I did the same. He then offered me a small greeting.

“Hey.” He smiled. He lifted his hand and did an adorable little wave with his right hand, like he was making a fan with his fingers facing me. It was SO CUTE. I smiled and waved back as I walked. I’m so happy that he made an effort to say hi. 🥺 Although small, anything like that just warms my heart, especially from him.

Later during the day, when the indoor rehearsals were rolling around, we would make quite a bit of eye contact. Even during a couple of the water breaks, I would look at him and see him facing my direction briefly as he spoke with others. But, I’m going back to the “present”.

When he first walked in the band hall, I got so excited. I’m not sure what came over me, but I began to play “Hey Baby!” as like….you know…….a greeting. And it’s a very fun piece to play after a simple warmup anyway. The problem was that I didn’t have it fully memorized, and I couldn’t find the sheet in my folder at the moment, so I was bound to mess up after a bit. And so I did.

When I reached the first high note in the song, I messed it up by playing it as a note it was close to. I think he heard that and my heavy pause right after, because he looked back in my direction when it happened. I tensed slightly, staring back at him. After that awkward eye contact, he nodded at me. He then went to change the thermostat. I’m not sure whether he got the memo of why I played the piece(hopefully not haha), or attempted to send reassurance my way. No matter what it was, though, it was pretty cool.

He eventually decided that it would be fun to step onstage with some of the band for five or so minutes as the drum majors led us. That was very cool. He would stand either in the middle or near my section and I.

Since I was on the end, I was the closest to him. It sounds weird writing it, but I could smell his cologne in the air…..it was very comforting. He remained five feet away from me for a good while as the band played again and again.

I do remember something funny happening though. At one point, I hiccuped, causing M to turn his head to the side, towards me, a bit. After that, he sat on the stage’s staircase closest to me for even longer. *That* was awesome, knowing he was listening to me play. Of course, he did end up going back to the front of the room at some point to observe the entirety of the band more, but he has to do his job somehow, right? I didn’t mind it anyway.

Skip around an hour and the rehearsal was over. I put my instrument up and went off to head to the entrance. Right when I left the band hall after him, I saw M and U to his right. They were smiling and chuckling, strolling side by side through the hallway on the way to the band room. I overheard M talking to him.

“…When she giggles…I go silent,” he rambled. I listened. “…she can’t..breathe.” I kept my gaze on his wistfully smiling face and walked past. My heart fluttered seeing him like this. As much as I didn’t want to interrupt, I didn’t hold myself back from telling them to have a nice day.

He fell silent after I spoke. His voice caught in his throat. It seemed like he wanted to say something, but he went against it. “I- I-,” he stuttered, “I don’t know how to respond!” He let out another exclamation to U, his voice fading as I walked further into the hallway.

I can’t help but be curious about who he’s talking about.

I actually got out of bed way later than I had liked to. After I scrambled to get ready and hopped in the car to drive to school, I checked the time. It was under thirty minutes before school started. That’d be okay if it wasn’t a 15-minute drive there without traffic. You can imagine how stressed I was.

Some time passed and I finally arrived. When I first hurried through the entrance, all the people I passed turned to look at me. One of said people were a girl and a friend of hers. “There she is!” The upperclassman smiled as I made a turn to the band doors. “Hm?” I hummed, feeling my wary eyes widen as the two looked at me. Despite my rush, I instinctively came to a stop and looked at her.

“Don’t worry,” she reassured me, “I told them I saw you earlier.” “Okay. Thank you.” I took a breath of relief and gave her a big nod to insinuate how grateful I was. Straight afterwards, U walked out of the room’s partly-open door. I tensed up the moment I saw him and his intense eyes. “R [Lastname],” he stated to no one in particular. Without sparing a glance in my direction, he continued to move past me.

I gave the kind classmate one last look of hesitation before I speed-walked into the band hall. Right as I entered, I averted my gaze away from the people peering at me from my left. In turn, I looked right….straight where M was standing. He was staring at me as well. His still face looked serious and thoroughly focused. I felt like I was being judged hardcore.

“Sorry…” I muttered. I put up my left hand his way, as if to apologize for my borderline tardiness. Seeing his unmoving expression, and seeing that he began to slowly draw nearer and nearer. . . I panicked. I focused my attention on running over to the area next to my sousaphone’s spot. I ended up getting to class less than a minute before the bell. Thank goodness.

On the subject of his M’s, and funny moments in class, there are some key moments I would like to take note of.

-U and many kids were laughing at what someone had said early in the class. I didn’t know exactly what was said, but I smiled anyway. I then heard a voice. It was a low voice, raspy and tired, like it belonged to someone who just woke up. “Who?,” The voice piped in, “*who* said that?”

Deep down, I knew the speaking was coming from M. That’s why I looked at him right when he first spoke. But I’d never hear him talk this low before. I was so surprised. It was so…alluring? That may be the word.

Regardless, I guess U didn’t notice, because he didn’t answer. But I kept thinking about that for a long while after.

-I noticed that M pulled out his phone in the middle of class, when we were about to do a full run-through of all the choreography we learned for our first part of the show. He was smiling eagerly (looking back, he did this for most of the class), and holding his device horizontally. That’s how I knew he was going to take a video of us for future reference.

After that run-through and a brief comment from U about what we could improve on, we got set for the next rep. While we remained in set position, he started to speak again, about our form. “Okay.” U began, “if someone were to *RECORD* you…”

Upon hearing the mention of someone getting this on video, I furrowed my eyebrows, smirked, and whipped my head over to M. He was grinning chaotically at U’s mention of what he was doing. I think he saw the look of accusation I shot him, because he had such a giddy look on his face. It was adorable.

I turned forward once again, then zoned back in to what was being said. After a bit more speaking from U, the next rep began. M moved pretty quickly going back to the left side of the classroom after we started, which resulted in him capturing my ‘looovely’ dancing on tape once again.

For this rep and the one before, I tried my very best to get things right. I think I did do pretty okay both of those times, but I kept looking at his camera a bunch. It seemed like I was in most of the shots too…so that’s embarrassing. I’m not a great dancer— probably the worst in the class, but I’m happy to do it regardless. If anything, he now has something to look back on for the future.

-“U, do that again.” M said eagerly, snatching his phone out of his pocket. U had just set an example of our jerking movement by putting both of his hands on the sides of a kid’s head, twisting it to the side. Apparently M found it hilarious. After M made his request, U, as usual, ignored him and kept going on with his point. Seeing that it made him happy, I later decided to try the same thing myself. Call to get his attention. It couldn’t hurt, right?

“U!!” I called. A handful of kids looked at me. And M did too, with a grin still on his face from earlier. I shot a look back at him before turning forward once more. “Do it again!!” I then gazed right back at M, beaming, and nodded my head towards the two he was trying to capture earlier. It could be my imagination, but I may have seen him nod just slightly at my gesture.

As to not distract him any further, I faced towards the commotion. I wanted to help him get that shot he was aiming for. Luckily, I think he ended up getting one similar after a while. He spent a couple minutes going on and on about how that image could be like a “meme” image— and imitated it, putting two hands on his face and dropping his jaw. Haha. Band memes.

I arrived to the grid with my section. One of its members was borrowing my sunscreen. While I was waiting for them to finish applying it, I looked to my right. My head perked up; I could recognize that head from anywhere. It was M. He was already looking towards where I stood, so I decided to shoot him a wave.

The first time he didn’t notice entirely, but he turned his head slightly closer to my direction. Because of this, I decided to wave a second time. He grinned sheepishly and looked down in front of him before waving back. That was when I began to focus again on what was around me. “R!” Another person called to get my attention. Caught off guard, I turned over with wide eyes, only to realize the kid was finished with the sunscreen.

I walked over to pick it up, then went to put it in my bag. The whole waving situation played in a mind like a broken record in the process. Can’t believe I got so distracted over that.

On the subject of sunscreen, there was another moment I remember. We were all outside on the field, sitting in the shade, waiting for the rehearsal to start.

“Does anyone here have spray sunscreen?” U questioned the class. Nobody moved; blank looks spread across the clearing. I raised my hand to break that tension. After a couple of seconds he turned over his left shoulder to see my arm. We locked eyes and he began to stare without saying anything. “Want me to get it?” “Yes (please),” he said politely. “Is this for you?” “Yes.”

A little bit of time passed, and I gave him the can. He cheekily made fun of the brand, since it was more of a child-based sunscreen I thought I’d use up after a while. He continued to apply the sunscreen on his arms and stuff, and I walked away to give him some room. Then something happened.

When I glanced back, I saw none other than M. He was talking to U as U applied the product, smirking at the sight of the type of sunscreen being used. I quickly looked away before I could embarrass myself, but very soon I decided to look back.

There it was. M had the spray bottle of sunscreen in his hands. He looked down, and applied the solution to his bare head. He was spraying TONS, and I mean TONS of sunblock on there. Probably used up a fraction of the bottle. 😭 Somehow, his head got even shinier at the end of it.

Anyway, this entire time, I was laughing so hard at the sight along with my section. I had asked him, “are you putting that on your head??” in disbelief, during a couple of free huffs of breath I had after cackling. This was comical.

Following a good ten seconds of laughing and sunscreen-applying by M, I heard him call my name. “R.!” I turned over to see him smiling with his teeth, wielding the bottle in his right hand. His arm moved back and forth slightly, like he was preparing to toss it. I took a couple hesitant steps forward, debating on whether or not I would catch it.

“Yes,” he stated to me, “I *was* putting it on my head.” He then tossed it my way. I caught it with both hands, and he turned around to do his thing. Hahaha. Awesome. ^^

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My gosh, so sorry about the wait!! I guess I got caught up in writing about more recent events lately, which is why I included two weeks worth of content in one post. Regardless of the hassle, I had so much fun looking back on all of these!!

I think I may focus on writing more subtle updates again now that school is back in full swing, so keep your eyes peeled! A short post about my first football game with M is still in the waits. 👀

Hope everyone is staying safe! Remember to drink some water. ^^

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