Real talk, but I hope I don't ever cross the line where I end up kinning from absolutely every single source I consume. I've heard people say that becoming a problem before, and I've always watched from the sidelines as people really did just go through a hyperfocus, and go through a crisis when they realize they can't tell the difference anymore, if they could at all. It's a scary thought, to have that much self doubt, and to have the self be so easily destroyed and reattached through the lens of the traits you liked in someone else from another life, that you saw them just being themselves and got reactions, that you want, for yourself, compared to the ones you're already experiencing in this life and body. How many of you go through that hyperfocus and feel like you are falling back into place, like a long lost puzzle piece, only for that hole to grow back over time and needing to be filled by the next big thing that blows up. Sometimes that hole grows back so strong, it completely eats up who you could have been in this life, and you lose that opportunity all together. Too busy playing repeat on a life already spent and dead, just to feel like you belong. But that belonging is just a mimicking of a former life, and that was then. What will you make of now? My kins, have only ever been from things that I had memories from and evidence from in childhood. There has never been a point in my life that I question my kins, or search, because that, to me, will create the false positive. I've always had beyond specific things that never left any doubt. Never left any hole or any longing or any needing. I already know my stories, and I know why I'm here now, and it's sure as hell not to skeleton my life around an existence that is very intentionally no longer mine. I died, I moved on. I'm here now, and my kins served the purposes they need to, which is just holding memories that will help me be a better person, and lead this world into a better future and leave it better than I found it. I couldn't imagine having an identity crisis everytime I wanted to watch a new show or something, out of the fear of 'oh I know I'll kin or get a fictive from this source and it'll change me' because holy shit if you're that fragile.. 😬

Though I'll be honest, I love watching you guys and your funny little brains. You're different kind of kins, and how you all managed to be amazing and such interesting people in other lives with A STRONG PURPOSE AND STRONG IDENTITY just to end up here, and incredibly so much more impressionable than a fucking cracker and waiting for the next source to drop to tell you who you are, in the form of your favvvvvvv. Someone could create a source just for shits and giggles and y'all will foam at the mouth going MEMEMEMEMEMME, especially if there are bitches to ship or 'kindate' with. That's your guys' fucking kryptonite. Especially if it's two stereotypical skinny hot white dudes that barely have any chemistry beyond hatred and being on screen together for like 3 seconds.. The amount of LORE I will see invented or whatever, away from canon from you guys, makes me insane because why in the fuck aren't you guys writing more novels with the shit you're thinking up from your past lives. Won't you get more kins and sources and shit that way? Idk. Instead I see you guys recycling the same dead shit, for yourselves to live through. I don't remember kin being that, but you all certainly turned it into this.

I am studying you all under my microscope, and none of you are safe. One day I will make a wholeass documentary and shit, and I'm not joking. I've been taking notes for a long, long, long, long, time. The elves were first, and you guys are a different breed entirely, and I doubt most of you guys will even know your own history lmao and the elves mention. I can't wait for the whole exposé to drop, it'll be a blast. The world as a whole hadn't really seen kinnies and the whole shit storm that has been THEE history. Besides little, little, memes. But they're about to. So thanks for every juicy thing over the years, genuinely. It's gonna be great content. Maybe seeing how some of you are, from an outside perspective, will help you guys get back into being healthier with kinning again. Fuck knows majority of you need it. Especially some of you young-young kinnies that fall into codependency and abusive relationships over and over again.

There is a pattern and it needs to break. I think exposure will be a start. I think half of you won't be as brave with half the shit you're doing if you're under more of a public eye, and hopefully more kids will grow up in safer environments online. Especially people of alt communities, like this one.

And yes, I'm very much not leaving out the guy who believes he's kin with shitler on TikTok. If you were unaware of that guy and situation, oh you sweet summer child. You are unfortunately always going to be up to bat with fact kinnies, and to invalidate them is like calling the kettle hot. I've seen the arguments in both sides for years, and neither sides will win because you both enable each other. Sorry not sorry that's just the full ass truth. Fact kin will exist as long as fiction kin does, and vice versa.

C'est la vie and see you all in the exposure, it's going to be one hell of a ride. I hope I've made it clear that not even my own ass is safe, from this exposure. We're clowns going down together, for real. Can't wait to source my quotes from shit like 'that guy from the lorax that everyone was self fucking with himself' but it's actually the person I'll be referencing because through it all I do believe in kins FHJSHDHF

party note. This is the weirdest advertisement for a documentary that doesn't even exist. And probably never will, if past experiences with ultra indie internet projects go. [gazes towards kickstarter's early days]. At least you're keeping systems out of it? Longcat speed you, black emperor [metal band reference]

JUST RH SAME MEMEMEMEMEMME

HE JUS LIKE ME FR

flag here

No one:

Absolutely no one:

Empaths: I'm an empath, and if you're mean to me that means you're a psychopath narcissist which means I'm a survivor of narc abuse. Go die. Nobody wants people like you.

left me with no memories to miss

God is real

@randalph-rooster 

bro I just fucking realised that the only classes I'm struggling in (and have in the past) are the ones that I have male teachers in and thaTS ON FJDJJDJD TRAUMA -pj anon

MEMEMEMEMEMME LITERALLY

My comfort characters are Rose, Aradia, and Terezi. They all just make me so happy and just reading any of their dialogue puts me in a good mood. They always make me laugh and I love them so much. 💜❤️💙

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FUCK MAN. do you ever just reread certain pesterlogs, or rewatch/play certain parts of pq to feel better? that, and also character theories, facts, and analysises- THAT’S MY MOOD RIGHT THERE!!! 🥺🥺🥺

HE'S ON SOCIAL MEDIA INTERACTING WITH FANS I DONT KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING BUT I'M LOVING IT KEEP DOING IT HARRY

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MEMEMEMEMEMME MOMMMMM! Can I know how much do you love me and is aya adopted? Eheheheheheh

.... This isn’t what I meant *dissociates* 

I love you a healthy amount. And you’re both adopted. 

Inbox me (1) thing you want to know about me.

memememememme hello fine sir might you spare a playlist 👉👈

idk u but. sure ^_^

a - americas suitehearts (fall out boy)

w - when you walk in the room (the young veins)

r - ruled by secrery (muse)

y - you're not stubborn (two door cinema club)

I low-key hope Harry looks at awards like Joaquin Phoenix does. Joaquin doesn't even know how many Oscars he's been nominated for/won bc he just doesn't care and it's so funny to me. He said he was grateful for them in an interview but i think it's kinda nice to see a celeb do their job for the love of it and not care about awards if that makes sense!? BUT I STILL WANNA (NEED TO) SEE RED CARPET HARRY AND I WANT HIM TO WIN EVERYTHING LOL

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Tagged by @northdayy
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 Gender : female
 Star sign: Aries
 MBIT type: INFP
 Height: 174.4 cm (5'9 i think)
 Time: 10:12 am
 Birthday: 26 march
 Fav bands: Seventeen💎, Exo, Hello Sleepwalkers, Oral Cigarettes, Vamps, RADWIMPS.
 fave solo artists: IU, G-Dragon,
 Song stuck in my head: Gee by SNSD for some reason.
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 Last show watched: Inu x Boku SS
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 Lucky # : I would love to say 6 but six has not been woking out for me lately so I need a new one.
 Instruments: Piano, Recorder, Electric Bass, Acoustic Guitar, 
 Wearing: Pyjamas! 
 Blankets I sleep with: 2 duvets and a soft throw.
 Dream job: At the moment I’m thinking nurse or Software developer. (Lol so different)
 Dream trip: Around the world trip! 
 Fav food: Natto on Rice
 Nationality: New Zealand European || Japanese (I’m half)

When someone talks to me

someone: hi :)

me: *has new crush* *blushes* *senpai noticed me* *forget that old bitch* *marry me* *social communication* *date me* *lets go to prom*

also me: higglepuff *burps and dies*

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“Assuming bravery is just doing things even though they scare you; I’m the bravest person in existence bc infinite anxiety = infinite bravery” <— I love this!!!! <3

listen it’s like,,,, last year I had this teacher who was just Bad.  He wasn’t actually that mean, just intimidating and hard to read and he constantly made me nervous b/c I never knew if he was going to make a snarky comment about how I was the smartest person in the class, or a snarky comment about how I’m an idiot.  and I failed a test in his class and the next day I just?? couldn’t walk into the room and face him.  even if he said nothing he’d have a smug look on his face and he’d know and i’d know.  so that day I hid in the bathroom and cried all through class b/c I just couldn’t handle being made fun of by this 6ft2 grumpy german asshole.  And then that night I had to sit and think “I can’t just skip his class every day for the rest of the semester, and I’m not going to kill myself over a fucking failed test, so I have no option but to walk into that classroom and look him in the eye and not give a shit.” So I did? and that’s when I realized that that’s my life from here on in you know,,, there’s always going to be ridiculous shit that petrifies me and I’m always going to look it in the eye and not give a shit.  And nobody will ever know, because to anybody else going to class is trivial, but to me it’s massive.  Nobody else can see the sheer amount of courage and fuckyouitiveness it takes for me to get through the day, but I do, and I know that I’m braver than anyone realizes.

Fuck people who reblog posts that are like "i hate people who do (reasonably hated thing)" and are like MEMEMEMEMEMME like wow can you like read or

i got mi hat bac but im all redy krunk lol gus