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*emerges from the shadows to post this* as always im late to things. but BEHOLD THE ANGY SCRAP GRANPA. just a lil idea i had to draw out. imagine just vibing w discount magneto, like ya besties. ooof my heart.
#my art#gorefeathers art#RE 8#karl heisenberg#karl heisenburg fanart#karl heisenburg x you#made my self finish and post it#finished not perfect
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#(it's me they should hire me. please DC i have ideas listen to my red hood pitch PLEASE-)
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Scrapped stylized discord
#my art#my little pony#mlp discord#discord mlp#I posted this a couple days ago on my tt story and someone jst commented “oh..#and it made me so self conscious I almost deleted it from my canvas NCHFHSJSFH#like what does THAT mean 😭#I don’t know how to stylize. his body#which is why I’m not finishing it
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finally got around to doing that illustration I wanted to do from TAOLAW by @fireflywritesgt :D
Huzzah!
#This little part made my heart Happy!#g/t#giant tiny#g/t art#gianttiny#taolaw#Hehehe#I finally got all of my coursework finished so I’m free forever after Tuesday!#10 hour exam.#Drawing for two Days Straight#And we can’t even bring headphones 😭 I’m gonna explode !#Anyway ^_^ Draw ing things I want to draw actually Makes me happy!#Idid a whole lighting study yesterday for my coursework but I still don’t know If I captured it right here#After my examI can get back to posting self indulgent drawings again Huzzah!
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I'm one year older today, so I figured I gotta wrap a present or two~
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... Wait...
... I got it backwards, didn't I...
... I'm supposed to be... uhh... the one opening gifts today...
... Oh, how incredibly silly of me...
Welp, I'm sure Ramattra doesn't mind~
#Borb's Scribbles#Overwatch#Ramattra#Unholy Abomination#rest in pepperonis my blog's rating#fr tho my bday is the time of year when i allow myself to be completely unhinged and self indulgent in art#bc may as well treat myself right?#my victim this year is our poor ramram#and i just so happened to be in the mood for something more... extreme... this time#i doodle sin every once in a while#tho it's been YEARS since i made sin that i would deem “finished art”#this is the first one of those i'm actually proud of#and HOT DAMN I did not realize just how much power i have in my hands-#shit i may just have to draw polished sin more often#because if i don't draw what i wanna see who will???#i have been disrespectfully staring at the other variants for way too long now-#...oh yeah did i mention there are rated e variants of this?#because OF COURSE there are#kinda wanna post them but tumblr would probably crucify me for showing robot schlong#welp ya'll just gonna have to live with that i guess lol#jk jk bear with me while i wrap my head around a website that allows this stuff to be posted-
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Space phil and ground control dan finished! This is based on the fic I read a while ago, Never Fade Away by @parentaladvisorybullshitcontent ! Which I discovered through a rec list from @tarotphil ! It's a super cute, pretty short fic and I totally recommend!
(Click for much better quality jesus)
#im gonna tryyyyy my best to make art on the fics i read#unless theyre angst bc i CANNOT make angst art for the life of me 😭#im about to (literally last chapter) finish Strictly Come Dancing but make it GAY soon!!#sooo look out for that perhaps?? im really struggling trying to think of their outfits tho#i also may have made a very sparce playlist based on this fic bc i have no self control 😔🖕#and everytime i get into something i need a playlist to go along with it 🤞#enough rambling !!#todays phan post#phan#dan and phil#dnp#dip and pip#dan howell#phil lester#phanart#dan and phil fanart#daniel howell#also drawing 2016(?) dan is WAYY harder than 2016 phil 😭#a truly humbling experience
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—Dedicated to my dear darling Fray 🧡
#Baldur's Gate 3#bg3#Elminster#bg3 spoilers#Baldur's Gate 3 spoilers#mygifs#gifs#I heard this line in the game like WHOA THAT'S THE FRAY WORDS......#i made this for you a couple days ago but I guess now is a fitting time to post it jgfhbkgf#Congrats on finally finishing the game Fray.... i'm SO GLAD you were able to IT WAS SUCH A JOURNEY..... but it was (mostly) worth it dfbjfg#thank you for being a moon on my own self these past couple weeks I've truly enjoyed your companionship so much in our BG3 adventures :')
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🏡💙So Good to See You!💛☔
#self shipping community#self ship#self ship art#poly self ship#oc x canon#self insert x canon#self insert art#f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐#my art#sorry i took so long to finish this!#that second screenshot made me quit for a while cause the perspective frustrated me#please reblog! i put a lot of time into every little detail! and im very proud of the backgrounds <33#we never see mins house or anything so i didnt have anything to work w#im happy w what ive managed :-]#also sorry im posting the aftermath before the actual incident that caused the drift#at least for me and ryan which is what a lot of the plot revolves around#but this is when i finally return home to powell lake! my first thought is to see min#EDIT: BEFORE I POST I WANT TO MENTION THIS IS DRAFT NUMBER 202#!!!💖💙#im sure my babies are proud of me :"-]
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was debating on whether I should post this or not but I spent so much time on it...🍎 I've been studying the death note art style, and for me studying an art style just means drawing myself as practice 💀
#this was made to be my new pfp but I got too attached to my near pfp so I just made it my header instead lol#I was very pleasantly surprised to find some people asking about it!! thank you fr!!#I didn't post it originally just cause I didn't think anyone would care much whether I did or didn't so ty for asking 🫶🫶#what do I put in the tags HAHAHA#death note#death note manga#death note art#fanart#anime#self insert#oc#original character#<<< technically lol#elle draws#this is basically just a redraw btw of that one official art of light except I changed the scythe to a notebook because I am lazy#I actually really like how the hands are rendered in DN it was one of the pleasant discoveries I made that I'll be absorbing into my style#I have an anime artstyle one too but I haven't finished that yet#there are some parts where I sort of gave up on following the style tbh like hair in DN is so stringy you see every single strand#alas I am lazy (2)
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when you read your own than/ares fic and remember how much you love ares unexpectedly being soft and insecure and he's afraid of hurting than, whereas than's just been staring at ares arms all day and can't stop thinking about getting fisted and how full he'd feel and asks ares and ares is so concerned that he's going to hurt thanatos but they prepare thanatos well and he takes ares fist and ares just watching in awe that someone trusts him this much to want and have his hands that have wrought so much inside of them. so yeah just those thoughts going around in my head while I'm sick.
[dni minors, dni blogs that have no 18+ age listed in their bio]
#you guys happy to see me posting nsft writings again only for it to be my rare pairs because im sick? welll being sick has made me able to d#do little else other than think and boy ive been having ideas akhsgdkagd#yes i re-read my own fics. why? i forget everything ive written as soon as ive finished so its like getting to read a fresh fic that i know#doesnt have any triggrs or things id find uncomfortable with it#case in point of how much i forget: i found a fic id written for myself (you can just do that you know. make stuff for yourself and not pos#it) and id not only forgotten the contents of it BUT FORGOTTEN THAT ID WRITTEN IT AT ALL#i saw krolock self insert in ym writing folder like huh no i never wrote one of those. and even after reading it im like... i still have no#memory of doing this but clearly i did alright then#thanares#nsft concept#nsft writing#thanatos x ares#the vampire writes#mlm nsft
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hi i'd like to know about your transfem fuuta thoughts please. if that's ok
"if that's ok" as if I haven't been rotating transfem fuuta in my mind for a long time and dying for an excuse to post something 👀👀👀 Thank you so much Ah!! I was able to format my little ideas and headcanons into an actual write-up, I just love this concept so much! All the big murderous twists in the series and I’ll never get over it is what it is...
So, as much as I enjoy headcanons about some big revelation moment, I think that Fuuta Terminally Online Kajiyama has been very aware of his identity for a while. He just never really got the motivation to do anything about it. He knows he's not completely satisfied with his gender, but isn't constantly suffering over it, so he thinks telling people/transitioning would be way too much of a hassle at that point in his life. He also struggles with people taking him seriously given his height, attitude, etc -- unconsciously he's also worried it will only make matters worse in that area.
He wouldn't dare say anything to his parents, and wants to avoid hassle with his friends. People paint them as judgy incels sometimes, but if they were really calling out ‘bad guys’ online, I always got the vibe they were those annoying type of progressives who will harass people for not being accepting in the perfect correct way, you know? They'd be outwardly supportive but there's still a level of high expectations and performance that comes with it, and so deep down Fuuta understands there'd be a "hassle," but can't really define why.
I mentioned in another hc post that Fuuta and his sister have a silent supportive relationship. I feel like she's the one person in his life who knows everything and is super accepting -- this is understood even though neither have said anything out loud. (When he was younger, she definitely forced him into skirts, dresses, and accessories "to check something for her beautician work.") She's noticed all the times he's picked a female avatar in games, or cosplayed in ambiguous outfits.
Then, Milgram. Thinking his life will be over soon anyway, he opens up to a few of the prisoners about himself. Their unexpected openness keeps it on his mind more often than before. Still, nothing changes. Through some rocky verdicts, he's declared innocent and released.
Back in the real world, he's pretty fucked up from the whole ordeal, and starts off extremely isolated. He's in touch with his family, but distant. He maintains contact with some of the other released prisoners, but it starts off only over the phone. He changes schools or maybe drops out completely. Having deleted all online accounts after the incident, he gets to work setting up a new online presence. He was planning on using an alias anyways, and goes with something gender neutral. "To be extra safe that no one guesses it's me," he tells himself.
Letting his hair grow out begins as an accident -- just a side effect of never going out or minding his appearance. One day he realizes how long he's let it go and grabs some scissors to cut it. He makes a comment in his chat, and someone begs him to send a picture first. He goes to take it, but is suddenly disgusted and ashamed of his self-neglect. He's forced to make himself selfie presentable first: brushing his hair and throwing on something clean real quick. When he goes to take the picture, he realizes it looks good. It feels good. He puts the scissors away.
Soon, the prisoners/some new online friends coax Fuuta to hang out more. That's when she decides to reintroduce herself into society as someone new. She ventures out with the name of a favorite video game character. (I'm going to continue saying Fuuta because I genuinely can't name a single popular character from games she'd play, but just picture the most painfully obvious one you can. The kind you hear and go "oh okay. You play X too much, huh." And please send me your thoughts so I can work them into my own personal canon 👀)
She doesn't have any hatred towards her deadname, it's more the pain of association: she remembers it said accusingly from the mouths of ex-friends. She remembers that name being called a murderer. She's not trying to deny/run from that past, she just wants to be someone better. Well, some days it is her way of running away, but most of the time it's a healthy separation from the past.
Encouraged by the positive reception and abundance of privacy in her isolation, she finally starts to explore her appearance more. Mikoto left behind some earrings during a visit -- she pierces her ears herself and tries them on. (If she doesn't like them, the holes will just heal, right? She's not weak, she can take a little pain...) Yuno/Mahiru stayed over once, and left a bit of makeup in the bathroom. She tries that on too. With a beautician in the family, this self-styling comes very easily. Fuuta's cowardly tendencies have her torn between embarrassment and her typical 'fuck you' attitude that she can do whatever she wants.
You know when you solve a tiny problem and suddenly you're smacked with how much of a huge problem it actually was? Fuuta never believed she had any issues before, but all of the sudden she's happier. Every day is easier. She has more friends. True friends. She does better with school/work. Her personality is still fiery, but it's more passion than irritability now. Self-hatred she didn't recognize starts melting away. She smiles more. She laughs more. She has plans for her future. She's excited about her future.
(Shameless art plug hehe, before I had the timeline nailed down I did a little drawing of that selfie Fuuta takes when she realizes she's satisfied with this appearance, and now has newfound motivation to move forward in life.)
Over time she experiments with other elements of transitioning, and maybe changes her name to something a bit more subtle lol.
Unfortunately, I don't think it would go over well with her parents, but she never much cared for their opinions, anyway. One day a bit in the future, she bumps into her old friends in the street. Once recovering from panic, she's pleasantly surprised that they don't recognize her. Fuuta thought her appearance/fashion wasn't that different, but to fair, the friends figured they'd remember a stunning redhead with a very noticeable eye injury if they'd met before...
And just a few quick prisoner reactions (because in my heart they're all making it out ;--;):
Yuno has similar relationship as Fuuta's sister, offering immense help without unnecessary words. She's Fuuta’s go-to contact for trying new things and asking questions.
When Mahiru first finds out, she goes a bit overboard with a makeover attempt. She and Muu provide their most frilly, glimmering outfits. They paint her nails and do makeup. They style her hair. This obviously turns out to be way too much, earning them a Fuuta-typical rant. Still, she's secretly moved by their enthusiasm and kindness.
After that, designer Mikoto tries his hand at helping. Fuuta had been really worried the two of them would lose their guys nights out and relaxed friendship, but their relationship never changes.
Shidou is very accepting and very awkward. He's trying!! He gets excited, sending her all this information and help for medically transitioning.
Fuuta invites Kazui to their first pride parade <3
Though there's no return address on the package, Fuuta receives a gift of miscellaneous earrings and piercings in the mail with a note that they'd suit her well…
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#and the others briefly#(i never know how to write pre and post transition pronouns so i just switch when she does)#thank youuuuu ive literally wanted to post something but wasnt sure if it was silly or anyone would care ;-; so this made me sooo excited#fuuta my beloved!!#it is what it is my beloved!!#i just want that for her so bad!!#its funny because i know thats not what yamanaka intended and still it fits So Well:#theres so much attention on her self perception - fear of how others perceive her - the self hatred - the layered clothes#OUGH#haruka amane and es are supportive as well i just couldnt think of specifics#jackalope isnt -_-#i say fuuta and kazui went to pride together but i mean practically all the other prisoners are there too sadfds#its just the biggest deal to them#another art mention -- @sequoiareachesforthesky drew her the other day and ive been Looking Hoo Boy 👁️👁️#im a little obsessed with it asdfsdfd#i was supposed to finish my next drabble before formatting all this but shhh i wont tell if you dont#im just stuck on some simple dialogue but this was flowin lol#i dont know other peoples thoughts on her but i hope you enjoy :3#and yeah i live under a rock and know 0 gamer names -- please tell me lol#rose posts
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Tell me about your OCs! (if you have any)
Good grief I have many an oc… I’ve spoken vaguely about my mains online BUT I keep it vague for privacy stuff lol. The main set are from a story me and a close friend began IRL years ago that was all but abandoned after the pandemic. They aren’t really into it anymore so essentially I’ve been given free reign over them. However… I have no set plan on what we’re gonna do. We both love art so we’ve considered making it into like a webcomic or a book but neither of us know. It’s just this series stuck in my head. I keep things vague with them love in case we ever do get around to making this a real published thing (also because I am… 60% sure said friend has a tumblr and Do Not Want Them To Find Me.)
#i have so many little people and characters in my head from things ive made over the years i love writing#there’s also a book i stopped writing cause my parents got too involved and it wasnt fun anymore but who knows i may finish i have too much#lore in my head.#my notes app is CLUTTERED with ocs and game ideas and comic ideas and book ideas and—#hmmm. ive been working on a new idea for a bit amnd there’s one thing ive had for over a year but it isnt fleshed out enough for me to have#like. oc introductions.#maybe i should finish fleshing out one of these half-finished prompts so i can tumblrify it.#OH AND#i DO have VERY vivid dreams often and if a character appears often I name them#so i guess those people count as ocs?#because theyre dreams they are very strange#i think dreams are so interesting. they can be such a deep dive into your inner self OR just essentially shitposting behind your eyelids#its so cool to me. maybe i should talk about those.#aight chat what do i do. who are my tumblr ocs gonna be.#flesh out the horror idea? flesh out the other milder horror idea? or talk about the dream characters?#those three i havent spoken much of irl who will be my Tumblr Ocs#i love them all so#asks#anonymous#I DID NOT MEAN TO RAMBLE i may screenshot this and make these tags a whole post
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#Do some of you guys remember when I used to make lil update posts on the dates I went on? 👀❤️#And those updates stopped at person number 3? On January 6th? I forgot to mention it earlier but we’re officially together 🥺💕#This morning we were talking about books and I came to a realisation that I haven’t finished a single book this year so far#(After reading 58+ books last year 😳)#That conversation made me realise that it’s because I’m just so happy now 🥺#I read so much last year as a form of escapism and now I struggle to finish any book because I feel content 🥺🥺#2022 was the worst year of my life and so everyday now just feels like a blessing#While my bf was taking a shower this morning I went to grab us a baguette and I just felt so jolly in the sunlight and just full of love#I’m 1000% certain that things always get better and I wish I could scream that to my hopeless past self#I hope the rest of the year will be kind to us all 🥹
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alright i have a mild dilemna that i need advice on
on my course we have to post these weekly self-reflection things responding to the themes of the week's class and some questions about it. i posted last week's and yesterday the course convenor replied to it in a way that implies i was wrong (in my SELF reflection) and just generally misunderstands my point/takes it in bad faith. i've shown these posts to others on the course and they agree that my original post adressed the things her reply asks about and that she has misinterpreted me, in quite a "cheeky" way
my issue now is: do i reply and try to explain myself better? or is it better to just let it go?
i don't want to dig myself in deeper if she's really opposed to my viewpoint, but at the same time i do feel like i answered the questions thoroughly in the first place and the things she's accusing me of aren't fair
#to be clear we were working on issues of identity this week#and we visited a specific gallery in the national museum of scotland and in our reflection we had to talk about how it reflected identity#and i talked about how all of my scottish friends loved it and it was really effective in provoking nostalgia in them#but that as a non-scottish person i wasn't able to access a lot of the exhibits because they assumed prior knowledge#and i said (or at least i thought i made clear) that i think it's good to have a gallery focusing on scottish identity#but that for a museum which aims to ''show scotland to the world'' this gallery doesn't do a very good job#and i finished by saying that i understand issues of identity are difficult and i don't have an answer for how they should be negotiated#these were just MY observations and feelings (which. again. is what i thought the SELF reflection was for)#and one of the other non-scottish students (a chinese girl) replied and said that she agreed#and that she even tried going on a guided tour of the gallery but she still couldn't really learn anything from it#and the course convenor (who btw is not scottish either so. take from that what u will) replies saying that#the gallery actually isn't MEANT for international visitors it's only meant for scottish people#and ''why can't scottish people have somewhere to express their identity in THEIR national museum?''#which. first of all were all points i made in my post#and second of all - if that gallery isn't meant for international visitors to be able to understand then WHY DID YOU ASK US TO GO THERE#WHAT DID YOU EXPECT US TO SAY??? bear in mind i'd say at least 60% of people on the course aren't scottish#anyway yeah. i wasn't trying to say that scottish people shouldn't be able to express their identity#and i thought i made that clear in the post but obviously not?#but the people i asked about it are all scottish and they all said they thought what i said was fine#and in fact they agreed with a lot of my points!!#ugh i just don't know what to do#bc my instinct is to defend myself and that if i just re-explain then she'll get what i'm saying#but maybe that's not sensible? especially bc i was pretty clear the first time#🧃
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Me work-shopping my fanfic idea: What if Nina went though the portal at the end of season two, and instead of season three, grief stricken Sibuna gets messages from her in their dreams asking for their help to return to the land of the living? And they're not sure if it's even her or not. Yes, I am a genius for coming up with this totally original idea that's never been done before, at least in this fandom.
The heartbeats of my abandoned and published WIPs: Trapped in a Dream by artsoccer on fanfiction.net. Summary is, and I quote:
"On the way over to England the plane Nina and Eddie are riding on explodes. No one on board survives. Upon finding out, Sibuna has to struggle through the four stages of grief. Amber, Fabian, and Patricia start getting strange dreams detailing Nina and Eddie. Are these just grief spawned dreams, or something more?"
Me with my fingers in my ears: LALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU!
The heartbeats of my abandoned and published WIPs/My Inner Critic: I wonder who that artsoccer is? I mean, your original tumblr url was artsoccer, and it's still the title of your blog... Such a mystery.
Are you sure this isn't just Trapped in a Dream 2.0? But with eight years improvement in writing skill?
Me who can't drown them out anymore: They have different plots! For one thing, this one is just Nina, and not both Nina and Eddie. For another thing this is less exploration of grief, and more taking a lot of inspiration from the "Song of Dreams"
My Inner Critic: Ah, so this is less original, got it.
Me who's getting fed up at this point: Shut up and let me write the damn thing. It's been years since I wrote anything other than a one-shot. Let me have this.
The asshole inside my head: It's been a year since your last proper one-shot, too. And if you're that determined to write this, why aren't you writing the fanfic instead of this text post?
Me who thought writing this out would be funny: shut up
#house of anubis#fanfiction#self callout#actually i should be going to bed instead of writing this text post because i have work stupid early in the morning#this post seemed like a fun idea in my head#but now that i've written it out i'm having second thoughts about posting it#if you can read this you know i decided to post it#if i post this am i legally obligated to actually write the fanfiction?#because i don't know if i can actually commit to that#on the other hand have the people on the internet expecting the story would provide some much needed accountability/motivation#not that that's stopped me from abandoning most of my fics#but if i commit to writing the whole thing first... people may actually forget i promised to write it by the time i finish it#i mean i already made a meme about this fic idea that feels like commitment#i've never made a meme over a fanfic before#though it was a meme about a problem i ran into while trying to write it so that might actually count as an excuse to not write it...#i should really go to bed
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more barok's moving prosecutor office
#alternate title: i cannot restrain myself from posting new doodles#instead of compiling them i just post Every Single One as it is finished#ouuugghhh no self control#i made this tired (worth it)#my art#benbaro#tgaa
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