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callsign-dexter · 9 months
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So I need some help deciding on a decision it has me, @justabigassnerd and @maverick-wingman stumped. It'll be a crossover with 9-1-1 and Criminal Minds. Loaded with fluff and angst. Maybe even multiple parts.
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writersmess · 1 year
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hello!! i hope you’re doing well and having a great day 🥰
i saw you were taking requests and was wondering if you’d write a buck fic where they find out they’re having twins and how they tell the 118? if don’t get to it, truly no worry. just take care of yourself and remember to drink water ❤️❤️
TO BUILD A HOME | EVAN BUCKLEY
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Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: You found out that you were pregnant with twins and it was time to tell 118.
Warning: just a big fluffy family
Word count: 1k
a/n: Thank you so much for this request!!! I wanted to start by saying how much I loved this request. I have to confess that I am in a scary baby fever lately and this just made me want a baby even more (help meeee) I hope you like it!!! And forgive if there’s any mistakes, english is not my first language.
Also can someone plssss give this man a baby??? After the last episode it was clear how much he is prepared AND how much he wants it!!! omg
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“twins?”
lying on the hospital stretcher, with an icy gel on your low stomach, you could hear Buck’s startled murmur as he repeated the doctor’s words. You were completely shocked. As if finding out the pregnancy wasn’t scare enough, you’re having twins?
Your hands were shaking and sweating, your mind was a completely mess, fear was growing in your chest. What if you weren’t good enough, what if-
“baby?” Buck’s voice woke you from your thoughts and you could see the worried look on his beautiful face. “are you feeling okay?”
“y-yes, i-i just-“
“i’ll give you a moment”
The doctor said as she wiped the gel from your belly and soon left the room leaving you two alone.
“i-i don’t know if- how can we-“
“hey hey, calm down” He held your face in his hands and his eyes met yours. “I am scared to death about this too. But we’re going to make it, we’ve faced so much so far, all the obstacles that have come our way and we’ve faced them. We are going to make it, we are going to have these babies and they are going to learn about the greatest love in the world, because they are going to be raised by us”
“and by the 118” You added and let out a muffled laugh. He let out a wide smile and you could see how his eyes formed little wrinkles as his smile grew. “i love you so much”
“i love you guys too” He put his hands on your stomach and gave you a little peck in your lips.
It was finally Thanksgiving morning. You and Buck agreed to wait until today to tell everyone about the pregnancy. You were helping Athena and Maddie in the kitchen, while the rest of the team was setting Bobby and Athena’s house for lunch. You didn’t wake up well this morning, the nausea that you thought was over showed its face again. You excused yourself and quickly went to the bathroom, throwing up what you didn’t even know you had in your stomach. After you cleaned yourself up you came out of the bathroom and bumped into a frowning Maddie.
“Are you feeling all right? This is the second time you’ve run to the bathroom to-“
You noticed her eyes widen and the glow of understanding appeared on her face. And your eyes widened too.
“oh my god. You are preg-“
Before she could finish her sentence you dragged her into the bathroom with you and quickly closed the door. Your heart was racing and now Maddie’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Why didn’t you tell me? How far along are you? oh my god, my brother is going to be a father. Jee is going to have a cousin” She kept murmuring and you smiled at your sister-in-law’s excitement. When your eyes met she gave a huge smile. “and how are you doing? i am so happy for you”
She hugged you tight, and you didn’t even realize you had tears in your eyes until they rolled off your face.
“that’s why Buck hasn’t taken his eyes off you all morning” You nodded, still teary-eyed, and tried to pull yourself together.
“Maddie you can’t tell anyone. We will announce it this afternoon, it’s still a surprise”
“yeah of course. I’ll try to keep my mouth shut” You gave her a serious look and she laughed. “i promise I’ll keep my mouth shut” As soon as you left the bathroom Buck was standing in the doorway with a worried look on his face.
“Is everything okay?”
“Everything is great” Maddie exclaimed with her hands up and burst out laughing. As soon as she left Buck looked at you confused and you sighed.
“she knows” you both spoke together and smiled.
The table was set, everyone was seated, and Bobby began a speech about the things he was grateful for this year. He was about to start the meal, when Buck asked to speak.
“ahn, i-i’d like to- i-i’m-“
He started to stutter and you held his hand under the table. He took a deep breath looking into your eyes and your smile gave him the strength to continue.
“i am extremely grateful for this family, the 118 family, I think you all remember that I didn’t go through my best phase in the beginning, but with your help I can say that I have become a better firefighter and a better person. And I am grateful for the woman who chose me. A few years have passed since we decided to give this relationship a chance and I could never have imagined that this would become the best thing in my life, the best part of me. But today in particular I am grateful because she gave me the opportunity to be a father and I am grateful for the babies in her belly”
“what?” Eddie was the first to ask while everyone stared at you in astonishment.
“oh my god, babies? As two babies?" Maddie exclamed with tears in her eyes.
And when you confirmed it the celebration began. Everyone came up to you to congratulate and tell you how much these babies would be loved. How great you would be as parents, and of course lots of jokes about how they didn’t believe Buck could do anything good like winning you over and now getting you pregnant, you’re too much for Buck. You couldn’t have dreamed of a different scenario, a better one. The look on Buck’s face, his sincere smile on his lips as he told about the day you found out together that you were pregnant, the love that radiated from everyone around you, the caresses on your belly and the loving comments, the warm hugs.
That was the true meaning of family for you. The joy, the talking, the pregnancy planning, the hugs and smiles, went on throughout the day. And it went on during the months that followed, the homemade meals made especially for you, the gifts sent for the babies, the help to set up the babies’ room.
They were your true family.
When the day finally arrived ahead of schedule, you were home alone. Despite the fear and desperation you did what you had spent months preparing for. While on the way you called your boyfriend, you didn’t expect that you would arrive at the hospital practically together with a truck full of anxious firemen who came straight out of a call to the hospital. The nurses couldn’t stop talking about how loved you were and how anxious the firemen and their partners in the waiting room were.
And the moment has finally arrived. The Buckley babies have arrived into this world, and you and Buck couldn’t be happier.
Your family was now complete.
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fandomgirlz01 · 8 months
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You Matter Most  Pt. 1
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Evan “Buck” Buckley X reader
Imagine on my fandom instagram?: No
Prompt?: No
Request?: No
Requested prompt?: No
Edited: Yes
Word count: 5,677 
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You can listen to the story be read out loud here.
Post Date: August 24th 2023
Post Time: 10:41 PM
Summary: When a series of freeway accidents lead to a big catastrophe, Buck must worry for his team as he rushes to help them all before it only leads to  an even bigger disaster. All while working on helping his team he worries mostly for his best friend who’s unconscious for most of it. 
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“May-day! May-day! Air ambulance two reporting a collapse at the 710 interchange. Firefighters down. Repeat, firefighters down!” A voice comes through Maddie’s coms, making her quickly answer the distress call. 
“Air ambulance two, this is dispatch. Can you reroute to assist?” Maddie asks before pausing, waiting to get an answer. 
“Negative. We have a priority spinal transfer,” the voice solemnly tells her. 
“Do you have a visual on how many firefighters are down?” Maddie asks and there’s a long pause as she waits for the information. 
“All of them— the entire 118. They were on the upper span when it collapsed. They all went down,” the voice tells her in a very worried tone and Maddie’s heart drops. 
Her mind immediately goes to thoughts of her fiancé, brother, and sister-like friend, worried for all three. Her heart beats wildly and suddenly she can hear it in her ears as she types up details on her computer. Tears cloud her eyes for a moment and she tries to will herself not to cry just yet. 
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Y/n’s Pov:
I groan as my alarm goes off and roll over onto my back to look at the ceiling. It takes me a few minutes, but soon I’m reaching over to my phone and turning it off. With one last sigh, I push myself up from my bed and start to get ready for the long shift I have to work. 
Once I’m ready, I grab my backpack as well as my morning hot cocoa and keys. I quickly make my way out into the hallway of the complex and lock my door. Just as I lock the bottom lock, I hear Buck’s door open and shut. 
I turn to him and let out a giggle when I see the pure exhaustion on his face. He locks up his door before turning when I giggle and he smiles. 
“You must have had a lousy night, E. You really look exhausted,” I say, using the nickname I’ve had for him forever with humor laced in my tone. 
“Ugh, not exhaustion. More annoyance at the two idiots that won’t make up,” he replies with a roll of his eyes before we both start walking out. 
“I’m sure they’ll make up soon, bubs. Just give it a little more time,” I try to reassure him and he hums, shaking his head at me. 
“Sure. Then maybe I won’t have to deal with Kamron needing me 24/7. Or the smell of pickles. She keeps needing me to open them. Never did I think I’d hate pickles,” he rants with a roll of his eyes and I giggle again. 
“You definitely won’t and I’m sure you’ll like pickles again soon,” I joke with him as I playfully hit my arm against his. 
“Anyway, wanna carpool to work today?” he questions me, now changing the subject. 
“Sure, why not. Anything to hang out with you a little more,” I joke as I bump my arm into his again and he shakes his head, chuckling. 
“As if we don’t already hang out everyday,” he playfully scoffs and I shrug. 
“No, we definitely don’t,” I playfully deny and he chuckles, shaking his head. 
“Ok, dork. Let’s go. Bobby will kill us if we’re late. Again,” he remarks and I giggle. 
“You got that right,” I agree with him as I roll my eyes while we walk out to his car. 
“Breakfast on the way?” he asks and I smirk. 
“You buying?” I ask him with a raised eyebrow and he groans. 
“I wouldn’t have offered if I wasn’t,” he playfully growls out like he’s angry when I know he indeed isn’t. 
“Then hell yeah. I'm hungry,” I tell him and he groans. 
“Don’t be like Kameron now,” he says as he rolls his eyes and I laugh. 
“What, pregnant? E, I don’t know if you know how that works, but I kinda need to have some relations before that, and you know I’m not seeing anyone right now…” I playfully tell him and he shakes his head. 
“Of course I know how that works? You know I didn’t mean that. I mean, I was a sex addict, remember?” he asks and I giggle, letting my eyes go wide jokingly. 
“Oh I vividly remember, Mr. Do it on the rooftop of the firehouse. Dumbass,” I joke as I smack his arm and he rubs it. 
“Well, what would you have done?!” he fights back and I laugh. 
“Not on the rooftop, that’s for sure,” I joke back and he rolls his eyes. 
“Whatever. Let’s just get the food and get to work,” he tells me and I giggle. 
“Awe, E, I’m just messing with you!” I inform him and he shakes his head. 
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s go, you Gremlin,” he tells me and I giggle, smiling softly at the use of my nickname Buck had given me when we were younger before we split up to get into his Jeep.
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“Okay, 118, let’s gather ‘round and settle in. We have some outstanding tasks from our last shift and I’ve got an important announcement about our upcoming weather conditions,” Bobby announces, making me and Buck, who's up on the truck, sit down with our legs hanging off the side. 
“So cute, huh? Oh, wait. I promised her I’d wear it all day. Take a picture so we can…” Chimney talks with one of the other firefighters as they walk out of the locker room. 
“Firefighter Han,” Bobby calls out, cutting Chim off and making him look up from the play ring on his finger. 
“I was gonna save this until the end, but why not make it the first order of business? Congratulations on popping the question,” Bobby announces as he uses his clipboard to point at Howard. 
“Yeah, Chim! Whoo, whoo!” I shout out as everyone else claps while I shake Buck. 
“Ok… ok… a little less shaking, there,” Buck comments as he pushes me lightly, making me giggle softly. 
“Didn’t she do the proposing?” I quietly whisper to Buck, who chortles and nods. 
“She finally made an honest man out of him!” Ravi shouts as he grabs Chimney by the shoulder and shakes him lightly. 
“All right, everybody. Let’s settle down. We still have to get to the weather update,” Bobby calls out and all the laughs die down. 
“All right, apparatus maintenance. Firefighter Diaz will be running point this morning on engine service. We’ll be doing an oil change and a brake fluid change,” Bobby explains as I yawn lightly and lay my head on Buck’s shoulder. 
“Tired?” Buck quietly questions me and I hum at him. 
“Didn’t sleep too well last night. Tossed and turned all night. Don’t know why, just had a weird feeling,” I whisper back to him and he smiles softly before wrapping his arm around my shoulder. 
“Hmm, comfy,” I mummer out as I cuddle in closer and he chuckles softly. 
“Eddie?” Bobby calls out, making us all listen in. “Yeah, cap?” Eddie asks nonchalantly as he looks at his phone. 
“Did Eddie finally find someone?” I quietly question Buck, who shrugs. 
“He didn’t say anything to me if he did,” Buck informs me and I sigh. 
“Then why’s he staring at his phone like a lovesick puppy?” I query and Buck gives a small ‘huh,’ before shrugging. 
“I guess maybe he did. He’ll tell us when he’s ready,” Buck comments to me and I cross my arms. 
“I wanna know now. We’re the three musketeers. Two musketeers can’t just be left in the dust by the other,” I whisper as I cross my arms, pouting and Buck chuckles. 
“You and that impatient ass of yours,” Buck comments and I give him a playful smirk. 
“And you like this ass of mine,” I joke with him, wiggling my eyebrows at him and he shakes his head. 
“Can’t say I don’t,” he plays right back and I giggle before we both turn back to listen in. 
“Apparatus maintenance,” Bobby pointedly comments as Eddie moves into a different sitting position while closing his phone. 
“I’m on it, Cap,” Eddie promises and Bobby nods as Buck’s phone vibrates. 
He quickly silences his phone, but it vibrates again and again. He groans quietly and presses the answer button. 
“Okay. All right, now for the weather update,” Bobby starts as Buck puts the phone up to his ear. 
“Uh, hey, listen, I-I can’t… I can’t talk right now. No, I can’t. Kameron, I don’t know why he’s calling you. Maybe if you answer the phone you’ll find…” Buck talks into the phone and I smirk as Bobby turns around. 
Booby walks over to us on the truck and looks up at us. He gives me an irritated questioning look and I just shrug, making him look at Buck, who trails off. 
“You're in trouble…” I jokingly mutter out as I try to hold in my giggles while poking his side lightly. 
“Umm, I got to go,” Buck tells her and I hold back a giggle at his ‘oops’ tone before hanging the phone up. 
“Uh- s-sor… sorry, Cap. Um…” Buck stutters out his apology, but Bobby just ignores him and turns back around. 
“Alright, folks, listen up,” Bobby again tries to get to the point. 
“Uh, Cap?” Ravi questions, holding his hand up and Bobby gives him an unamused look that tells him to go on. 
“Can I just say, if Buck needs to get the pregnant lady out of his apartment,” Ravi starts and Buck hops down off the truck before turning to me to help me down real quick. 
“I do have a two-bedroom that’s about to be on the market, so…” Ravi finishes as Buck and I walk towards him. 
“Thank you, Ravi! Maybe a discussion for another time,” Bobby humorously chides as everyone laughs a little bit. 
“118, it’s time to dial it in,” Bobby starts to try and corral us in again. 
“We have a Job to do, but in order to do that job, you have to be here. I need precision, I need focus, but most of all, I need you to be present,” Bobby pointedly announces as Hen cautiously walks in and around him to take a seat. 
“Sorry I’m late, Cap,” Hen quickly apologizes as she sighs. 
“Okay! Let’s get cracking,” Bobby finishes before starting to walk off. 
“Hey, wait. What’s the important weather update?” Chimney asks as Bobby walks past him. 
“There’s a moderate marine layer,” Bobby answers, unamused as he continues to walk away. 
“I’ll see you for lunch?” Buck questions and I nod in confirmation. 
“Yeah. That is, if we don’t get a call before then,” I promise him with a small smile. 
“Don’t jinx it,” Buck jokes, pointing at me with a chuckle. 
“Ok. I’ll see you in a-” I start, but the alarm sounds and Buck groans. 
“You jinxed it!” he shouts, throwing his hands up and I giggle. 
“My bad…” I reply with a shrug and he shakes his head. 
“Come on, dork. Let’s get into our gear,” Buck tells me with a grin. 
We both rush over to our lockers and start to put our gear on before running over to the truck. Buck hops in on the left side as I hop in on the right and we get into our seats as Bobby starts to pull out of the garage. Bobby drives throughout town before coming up to the scene on the bridge. Once the engine comes to a stop, we all quickly pile out and get to work. 
“Hen, Chem. Check the driver of this camper van,” Bobby orders as he points to the van. 
“Buck, y/n Eddie, Ravi, I want you guys to check these surrounding vehicles for injuries. Let’s go,” Bobby commands and we all give him a nod before rushing off. 
Buck, Ravi and I walk around, making sure there's no more injuries. Once we deem there are none, we walk back over to help. We stand back as Chimney and Hen communicate with the girl inside. 
“Cap, second victim in the back. She didn’t have her seatbelt on when the accident happened!” Chimney shouts as he looks around the side of the van. 
“Okay, these back doors are obliterated. I want you guys to pull that windshield,” Bobby commands, making Hen and Chimney nod.  
I quickly rush back to the engine and pull out the windshield suction cups as Ravi grabs the pry bars. Once I have them, I rush back to the van with Ravi in tow. I hand the suction cups to Hen as Ravi gives the pry bars to Buck and Eddie. Hen quickly places the suction cups on the windshield and pulls as Buck and Eddie use the pry bars. Once it comes off, Hen quickly passes the windshield to Buck, who takes it and sets it aside. 
“All right. What’s your name?” Hen asks the frightened girl softly. 
“Jo,” the girl cries out her reply. 
“Jo. Can-can you move?” Hen questions the girl and she looks down at her leg. 
“Um, I don’t know. It’s my leg. I think it’s broken. Um, please help her!” Jo cries out again as she looks up at Hen and Chimney with tears cascading down her face. 
“I'm on it, Jo, but I need to get back there, so we’re gonna pull you out. You might feel a little pain, okay?” Chimney calmly explains to her and he moves aside for Hen to get in a bit more. 
“Buck, can you carry her to the ambulance?” Chimney queries and Buck nods, moving behind Hen and getting ready to grab her. 
“Okay! Ahhh!” Jo agrees before screaming out in pain as they move her. She cries as they pull her out of the vehicle. 
Buck quickly lifts her up and carries her over to the back of the ambulance as Chimney moves into the van. Hen quickly stands up and pushes me along with Buck. 
“Go help him look her over. You have more medical training then he does. I’ll stay with Chim,” she commands me and I nod before rushing off behind Buck. 
I quickly help Buck get her down on the floor so I can look over her leg. In one fast fluid motion, I pull out a tourniquet-like brace and start putting it on her leg along with Bobby’s help as they wheel a gurney over. 
“Cap. We’re going to need an air ambulance. Patient is unresponsive, breathing is weak and she’s lost bladder control. Could be a spinal,” Chimney explains over the radio as we continue to work on Jo. 
“Copy that,” Bobby replies as we start to prepare Jo to get her on the gurney. 
“Spinal injury? Is she okay?” Jo asks me in fear and I look at her. 
“We won’t know until we get her to the hospital,” I inform her as they bring the gurney closer, now ready to get her up onto it. 
“Please, please don’t take me now because I need to see her,” she begs as she grips my hand and I pause as Hen walks up. 
“Hey, hey. You’ll be able to before they airlift her. I promise, okay?” Buck promises her before Hen or I can say anything. 
Eddie walks past us with the backboard, headed towards Chimney and we quickly move Jo onto the gurney. Jo keeps a grip on my hand and I squeeze hers before letting go. 
“Don’t worry. You know the firefighter that told you you’d see her?” I ask her and she nods in understanding. 
“That’s my best friend. I know when he promises something, he keeps it. You’ll see her just like he said,” I promise her softly and she gives me a small thankful smile as she seems only slightly less freaked out. 
“My name's y/n. I’ll stay here till your mom’s out, okay?” I tell her and she smiles a thankful smile at me again.
“She’s not my mom. She’s my mom’s best friend. My, uhh, mom passed away three years ago. Mallory was insistent we take this trip as an honor to my mother…” Jo explains to me and I smile softly at her. 
“I’m sorry to hear about your mom. You're very lucky to have Mallory. That sounds like a lovely plan. I’m sure you two can pick up when everyone is okay again,” I try to comfort her to the best of my ability and she shakes her head. 
“No. I think we’ll find a different way of traveling,” Jo informs me and I nod. 
“I would probably do that too. Nothing wrong with that,” I agree with her and she nods in agreement. 
We wait maybe a few more minutes until we see Chimney come out first. Then Eddie pushes Mallory out and together they lift her backboard onto another gurney that was taken over to them. They then start to roll her over and I move over next to Hen so they can roll her next to Jo. 
“She’s right up here,” I hear Chimney inform Mallory as they get closer. 
“Okay, she’s right up here,” he repeats himself as they get closer. 
“Mallory!” Jo shouts when they get closer before coming to a stop right next to her. 
“I’m so sorry,” Jo apologizes as they both reach out to hold hands. 
“I can’t lose you, too,” Jo continues on the verge of tears and I feel tears well up in my eyes. 
“I’m not going anywhere. We still have a lot of ground to cover, okay?” Mallory asks her as she squeezes her hand. 
“Next time, we’ll take the train,” Jo insists quickly as the others start to load her in the back of the ambulance as air support flies overhead. 
“Air support. You are clear to land,” Bobby gives the okay through his walkie and soon the helicopter is landing. 
Eddie and Chim start to walk her over to the helicopter and I let out a puff of air as my emotions take over. I take my jacket off in hopes a little air is all I need. I quickly try to sober up so I don’t start sobbing before I feel a hand on my back, making me turn to see Buck next to me. 
“Hey. You doing okay? You’re getting fidgety,” he queries with a raised eyebrow and I shake my head before nodding. 
“Yeah. No. I’m fine. Just had a flashback to my sister, that’s all,” I inform him and he nods solemnly at me. 
“I know. She’s watching over you. You know that,” he solemnly tells me, trying to comfort me as he rubs at my back and I nod, sniffling. 
“Thanks for checking on me,” I say in gratitude and I only hope Buck knows just how much I’m thankful for him. 
“Always, you know that we stick together, right?” he asks me and I smile. 
“Right. Stuck together like glue,” I reply to our life long promise we always tell each other and he smiles, nodding. 
“Okay. I’m gonna go help Chim. We’ll talk more about this later, okay?” he questions me and I nod. 
“Yeah. Go. Go. Do our job,” I agree with a soft smile and he nods before rushing off. 
“Possible spinal! She’s coming over now!” I hear him yell to the air tech that gets out of the helicopter.
“Can’t get rid of me, can you, Buckley?” I hear her voice and I immediately recognize Lucy. Red hot jealousy flares up in me, but I push it away. 
“Great to see you again, for real this time!” I hear Buck shout back as he stops to point at her and I huff, rolling my eyes. 
He turns and walks back towards me, but only frowns as I brush him off. I walk over to Bobby just as Eddie walks up. 
“Hey, Cap, think there’s a propane stove in the van. I’m gonna go check it out,” Eddie explains to him as he walks up to us. 
“Good thinking, Eddie. Y/n, go with him,” Bobby commands me and I nod. 
“Actually Bobby, can I have a quick moment with her?” Buck asks and Bobby shakes his head. 
“I guess. One minute, then back to work. Got it?” Bobby asks and Buck nods. 
“No, yeah, I promise,” Buck informs him and Bobby nods before walking off. 
“Hey, what’s up. Why are you giving the cold shoulder?” Buck asks as he looks at me. 
“It’s nothing, Buck, really. Go back to work,” I play it off and he sighs in frustration. 
“Y/n, I thought we talked about closing up? Talk to me, you know you can,” Buck begs me and I shake my head. 
“Buck. Nothing is wrong, it’s just a hard case. I told you I’d talk with you about it later,” I deflect away from what’s going on. 
“No. I know—” he starts, but gets cut off as the bridge suddenly starts to shake as it cracks down the middle, making both me and Buck fall to the ground with me on top of him. 
There’s more shaking and creaking as the bridge slowly starts to collapse. Buck looks up and suddenly he’s rushing to get up, pulling me with him. 
“Hey. Hey, hey, hey, hey! Let’s move!” Buck yells out as the ambulance comes flying back at us and Buck quickly moves both of us out of the way just in time. 
“Hey!” he continues to shout as the ambulance rushes past us, quickly crashing at an angle. 
Buck quickly maneuvers, but somehow he gets pulled down with the ambulance, making me go with him. He smashes into the ambulance’s windshield and it cracks. 
“Buck!” I yell out as I fly past him, but he doesn’t reply. 
I let out another scream as I come to a landing on a slab of concrete, hitting my head in the process. Pain surges through my side, but I don’t notice it for long as suddenly everything goes black. 
Buck’s Pov: 
I groan as I come to, still laying on the windshield that’s now cracked from me smashing into it. There's a quiet, eerie, metallic creak and it takes me a moment to realize where I am. When I do, I take a moment to push myself up on all fours. I look around in fear for y/n, but there’s no sign of her, so I look into the ambulance next. 
“Hen!” I yell out as I see my friend still strapped into the driver's seat of the ambulance, now unconscious. 
“H-hen, can you hear—” I ask her as I bang on the window. 
“118, report in. I need a headcount,” I talk into my radio, hoping to get any answers. 
“I’m grabbing the ropes,” Ravi radios back first as I look around, trying to assess where everyone could be. 
“I’m in the van. Pretty sure I broke a couple ribs, but this van is about to get pancaked,” Eddie groans out as he radios in and I keep looking around with no sight of y/n. 
“Okay. Eddie, uh. We’re coming to you,” I inform him before taking a pause. 
“Han. What is your status?” I ask into my radio before letting go to get his status. 
“Han, come in,” I practically beg over the radios when he doesn’t answer. 
“Han…” I question again and wait a moment. 
“Han here,” Chimney finally radios in and I throw my head back in relief. 
“Captain Nash, firefighter Maysen, still haven’t heard from either of you. What is your status?” I ask into the radio again, only hoping to get something but nothing comes. 
“Bobby, y/n. Come in,” I repeat through the radio again, but still silence. 
“I see firefighter Maysen! She’s on a slab near you, maybe twenty feet away, just covered by some rubble,” Ravi explains to me through the radio and I sigh in relief. 
“Is she under it?” I question and wait for a moment. 
“No. She’s just close enough to be hidden. She’s out, though, and there’s one other thing…” he voices again though the radio before trailing off. 
“What? Is she okay?” I question him and he takes another pause, making me wait with bated breath. 
“She’s been impaled by a piece of rebar, Buck… right though the side of her stomach. I- if we don’t get to her soon, she might bleed out,” he breaks it to me easily and I sigh, putting my head down for a moment. 
“I’ll get to her as soon as I get Hen and the others out,” I inform him as I make the hard decision to wait, even though I want to rush over to her first and get her out. 
“Ok… only if you're sure. You're acting captain right now,” he informs and I let out a huff before pressing the button on my radio to reply. 
“Yeah, I know. So everyone’s safety is on me right now. Luckily if I can get Hen awake, she can take over. Let’s get to work,” I command before letting the button go, letting out a sigh, and looking down at Hen again. 
“Hen. I’m- I’m coming to you. Just stay right there,” I tell my unconscious friend before I move off the windshield and down the side of the ambulance. 
Very slowly, I make my way to the window and try to shove myself though it. The ambulance starts to tremble as I do, but I keep going. 
“Hen?” I call out to her as I pause for a moment. 
“Chim. Chim! Chim, you back there?” I shout out as I finally slide though the window of the ambulance. 
“I’m alive, but not great,” Chimney calls out in a winded tone. 
“Okay,” I pant out as I move over to Hen. 
“Come on. Hey,” I voice as I try to get Hen to wake up. 
“What happened?” Hen questions as she looks around, confused. 
“Bridge collapsed,” I inform her and her head starts to fall back. 
“Hey, hey, hey. Hen, you with me?” I question her and she squints at me. 
“I’m good. Thank you,” she conveys to me as she starts to reach towards me. 
“You okay?” she asks as she wipes at the side of my forehead. 
“Yeah. Oh. Uh… I mean, physically, yeah,” I tell her, my emotions betraying me ever so slightly as I feel a lump form in my throat. 
“Where is everybody?” she asks me as she continues to clean my face. 
“R-Ravi is up top. Eddie’s in the van. Chimney’s in the back. He needs our help. I’m gonna go up top. Get the ambulance secure. Then we get you out, okay?” I explain to her before asking if she understands. She slowly nods before letting her head fall back a bit. 
“Okay. Where’s Cap? Where’s Bobby? A-and y/n…” she suddenly asks as she quickly lifts her head straight. 
“He’s MIA, and y/n…” I pause and take a deep breath. 
“She’s currently bleeding out maybe twenty feet from us,” I inform her and she just stares at me. 
“You, uhh… y-you’re sure you’re good?” I ask her one last time just to make sure. 
“Yeah. I… I’m-I’m good,” she stumbles out in her shock and pain. 
“Just get some rope so we can get out of here,” she commands me and I nod before starting to try climbing out. 
“Okay, Ravi, I need a line,” I grunt as I call out while climbing out of the window. 
I get about halfway out the window when Ravi throws the rope down to me and I slowly finish pulling myself out. I hold onto the ambulance as I grab the rope before using it to climb back to the front. Once around the front, I continue to climb up the side until I can pull myself up to the top. Ravi hands me a part of the rope and I quickly slide under the engine, tying the rope to the underside of it. I quickly rush back to the side and let out a puff of air when I see what Ravi had seen before. 
The van is under the ambulance and both are close to falling. I let out another breath and close my eyes when I see y/n. She is indeed impaled and blood pools around her as she lays unconscious. 
“Buck, we’ll get to her,” Ravi promises as he puts a hand on my shoulder. 
“Yeah. I know. I’m not letting her go out like this. Not yet. It’s too early and there’s a lot that needs to be said,” I inform as I promise myself in my head that if we make it out, I’ll tell her how I really feel. 
“And it will be said,” he agrees with a head nod before going back over to the truck. 
“Please tell me you made it, Cap,” I whisper to myself as I look out over the scene again. 
“Okay, Ravi. Let’s go!” I shout to him as I turn around, ready to scale the concrete. 
“118, LAPD on scene at the lower level and here to assist,” Athena’s voice comes over the radio just as I hop over, ready to scale down to Hen. 
“118? Captain?” she asks in a scared tone when she gets no response from her husband. 
“Hen! That’s you!” I yell out to her, leaning back a bit. 
“LAPD, this is Wilson. Captain Nash is unaccounted for, we also have one impaled and unconscious. I’m in command. Anything you can do to help survivors on the ground level would be appreciated, ” Hen replies over the radio as I start to quickly scale down with a harness bag. 
“Copy that!” Athena quickly replies again over the radio. 
Once I get down to the ambulance, I set the bag on it and I get closer to the front of it. I quickly tie the rope to the car and pull on it ever so slightly. 
“Hey, Ravi, tension!” I call out to him and I wait a moment before leaning against the ambulance. 
I bounce on it a couple times to see how stable it is and smile when it comes out very stable. I quickly climb back to the top of the ambulance and pull the harness bag in front of me. 
“Okay. Hen, you got a harness and capture strap. Take Chimney and the patient, you send them down,” I explain to her as I throw the strap and harness in the window to her. 
“I’m headed to the van. Then I’ll get y/n. I’ll see you at the bottom,” I inform her of my plan before getting off the ambulance and heading to Eddie. 
It takes me a few minutes, but soon I make it to the van. I come to a stop next to it as Ravi looks over the side. 
“Sending down the saw!” he shouts to me before dropping me the saw bag. 
“Okay, Eddie, you in there?” I ask as I pause and listen in and he gives me a small ‘Yup’ through his groans of pain. 
“Let me get these doors open. Just shield your eyes,” I inform him before I pull the saw from the bag along with the protective glasses and start to saw at the door. 
I work for a few minutes at the door before soon I can start to pull at them. I pull one open and groan as I pause, taking the glasses off to look in at Eddie, who’s trapped under the fridge looking up at me. 
“Hey,” I pant out as I hold onto the door. 
“Any sign of Cap?” he huffs out as he struggles to breathe and I shake my head. 
“How’s y/n?” he asks and I sigh. 
“Currently, she’s bleeding out. I’m getting her next,” I inform him and he nods. 
“Sorry about this,” I apologize as I move closer to him and grab his arms. 
“Yeah. It’s gonna suck,” he comments before I pull on him. 
I pull him out and he yells out in pain as I do. Soon I’m pulling him out of the van all together and he grits his teeth. 
“Okay, I got you,” I comment as I pull him out and quickly we’re climbing down so he can get medical. 
Once he’s down standing on his own feet, some other paramedics come over to us. They get Jo first and Hen groans as she leans over before puking. 
“Hen!” Eddie yells out as we watch her double over. 
“Hey,” Eddie tells me before we both rush over to Hen, who lays flat on top of the truck she’s on. 
“I’m okay. I’m okay. I’m okay,” she groans, waving us off. 
“I’m okay. I’m pretty sure I’m just concussed,” she explains as she sits up and moves her helmet. 
“We got to get Chimney and y/n! We got to get Chimney and y/n!” she suddenly yells out as she looks back up. 
“No. Hey, hey, hey. We’ll get Chimney and y/n. Let’s get you down. Come on,” we both try to stop her as she groans. 
“Come on down. I promise I’ll get him and y/n,” I inform her as we all reach out for her. 
“We got you. We got you. Come on. No rush,” I rant as she finally starts to try and crawl down. 
“Okay. Come on. Let’s go. Let’s go. Let’s go,” Eddie chants as he wraps her arm around his shoulder while she pants out of breath. 
“Eddie, you got her, yeah?” I ask and he nods, giving me a small ‘hmm’ as they continue to walk. 
“Okay. I’m going back for Chim and y/n. I’ll be back,” I promise and he nods. 
Just before I turn, there’s another loud, metallic creaking noise and we all turn around. My eyes widen as the ambulance starts to shake around and the van starts to look like it’ll fall any second. 
To Be Continued…
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mvltisstuff · 6 months
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how to never stop being sad - e.b
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summary: bucks parents believe they can just forget what they put him through as a child, but y/n won’t let them.
evan buckley x reader.
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a/n: i realized that buck found out about daniel way later than i thought… my image was the dinner for buck begins, and then my dumb brain thought he knew abt daniel for a while 😭 just pretend he knew while you read :))
bucks mother and father somehow think that evan doesn’t remember everything they did. they think he doesn’t care about every scream, every argument, every neglectful moment between him and his sister. but, really, buck remembers all of it.
he loves his parents and he always has, but he doesn’t understand why they make it so hard to like them. he craved love and affection from them, only to be met with their hand in his face and their words in his mind. he knows all about grief, it makes you a different person. he feels awful for his parents, but he wishes they could deal with it better than leave him in the dust.
on a brighter side, buck was finally able to stop begging for adoration. when y/n came into that station, his entire purpose was changed around. he knew he was made for loving her, and he was finally accepted. buck finally felt smart, loved, important to someone.
y/n left a mark on buck from the moment they met. he could tell by her bubbly but confident personality that they’d fit together like stars in the sky. whenever y/n was around, he never once felt like he was asking for the compliments or love she showered him with. she looked genuinely proud to call him her boyfriend, and it melted the heart of the little kid inside of him that just wanted someone to tell him that he was important.
she gave him everything his parents never did and she never once complained. y/n have buck a definition of love, and when someone asked him what it meant, he’d say her name.
now, even years after they’ve been dating, y/n never once spoke to bucks parents. maddie had told them he was in a healthy, happy relationship, but they never cared to check in on him. the days had drastically changed, along with the life of his sister.
she’s becoming a mother, so their parents are becoming grandparents. y/n didn’t really think it would be a problem that they came to visit, until it quickly backfired.
buck quickly realized that they weren’t here for him, and they he barely existed in their book. he hoped that maybe he was overthinking it, but noticed the lack of care they had of his life and the severe amount of judgement in their words. it’s like when they walked in the door, buck felt like the small boy standing at the top of the stairs for his parents again, or the teenager sitting at the table taking every insult they had.
their parents pulled out maddie’s “baby box”, but they must’ve left bucks at home to collect dust, if there was even anything to leave. they crazed over maddies belly and the life she was carrying, praising her for the life she had built for herself. buck just sat there, just wanting to go home and lay in y/n’s arms and get his own comforting.
the night of the dinner came rapidly, buck critiquing everything about himself in the mirror before he went, perfecting his words and his appearance before y/n came grabbing his hand. “it’ll be ok.”
“i know, it’s just been so long and i don’t want them to be rude to you, too,” buck sighs, turning to face y/n.
“they don’t hurt me, you know that. i just don’t want you to get upset.”
“let’s get this over with, yeah? and then we can come home?”
“don’t have to tell me twice.”
y/n and buck arrived soon after his parents, seeing them stand from off the couch with his mothers hands clasped together in front of her. maddie pulls y/n into her grasp from not seeing her due to a busy schedule. chimney and buck hug casually, even though they’d just seen each other. he notices his parents standing there, looking at y/n as she cautiously steps over.
“oh, mom, dad, this is y/n,” buck tells them, his hand landing on her waist. “my girlfriend.”
“it’s nice to meet you guys.” y/n says, exchanging awkward glances with his parents. they nod politely.
“y/n, we got your favorite!” maddie grins, holding a bottle of wine in her hands and looking at it long-fully. y/n laughs, walking over to take the bottle from her as they converse.
“maddie, i’ll make the table for you, sweetie.” their mother says, grabbing plates and napkins for everyone as she starts placing them by the seats.
“here, mom, i’ll help you,” buck says, offering a hand to his mother as y/n stands besides his father.
“so, y/n,” the tall man with the glasses speaks. “what do you do for work?” he asks, sipping his beer.
“oh, i work at the fire station with b-evan and howie.” she remembers the little things, the dislike of nicknames and how buck and maddie never had one. y/n can see the slight disappointment in her fathers face, but can’t quite place why.
“i see.” he says, his voice raising slightly but she can tell he’s slightly unimpressed. y/n just keeps pouring wine into her glass. maddie can already sense the tension, silently cursing her dad for the reaction he had.
“dad.” maddie whispers so buck doesn’t hear.
“yes, maddie?” he questions back, not understanding his tone toward the woman besides him that he’s known for twenty minutes.
“nothing, it’s fine.”
“hey, honey,” buck whispers in y/n’s ear, placing his hands on the counter in front of him.
“hi! how are you feeling?”
“i’m fine, it’s only been like a half hour.”
“i know, just checking in.” she places a hand on his cheek, making maddie smile at the affection she has toward buck.
the food had eventually been delivered, and everyone sat around the table to finally eat. buck pulled out y/n’s chair, letting her sit and then taking the one next to her. chimney sat with maddie, and then their parents took the other end of the table.
the conversation turned almost immediately into the subject of work, maddie talking about some of her calls and chimney speaking about paramedic duties. it seemed they had no interest about buck, not finding much impression in the details about his job, despite it being one of the strongest.
“well, speaking of hospitals, i’ve heard that evan has been spending a lot of time in them.” bucks dad speaks up, placing his napkin folded on the table.
“you’ve heard?” buck mutters under his breath, not wanting to cause a scene but secretly hoping they heard it. y/n could feel the burning tension between buck and his parents, so she ran his hand over his thigh, trying to find his hand that rested near his knee before locking fingers with him. “you could’ve seen for yourself.”
“oh, evan you know how-“
“you don’t like hospitals, got that.”
“i don’t like seeing my children in them.” the womans eyes start to water, thinking back to all the horrific times in the hospital. maddie mumbles to her mother before shaking her head, bringing her moms statement to a close. “we never lost hope on you, evan.”
“yeah, like you did on maddie?” he snaps, leaning back in his seat and staring down his parents.
“evan, let’s not do this.” maddie says, the discomfort clear in her face as everyone’s heart races, fearing the conflict in the room.
“you guys didn’t even go to her wedding, let alone go back for her when she made a mistake and you cut her off!”
their parents barely look at buck. “maddie, we didn’t know he was hurting you, i swear-“
“you should have! you should’ve known, but it checks out because you never knew what was going on even when we was living with you!” he stands up.
“buck, c’mon,” y/n speaks, attempting his hand before he gets too far away. he manages to slip out of her grasp, leaving her to rest her head in her hands as he continues.
“you think my job is dangerous- i have walked through fire every single day of my life because of you. that is why i’m in therapy! because nothing i ever did was good enough!”
“we tried! you guys didn’t make it easy on us” their dad speaks up, making y/n shoot her head up at the older couple at the table next to her.
“we were supposed to? we were kids.” maddie says sadly.
so, buck stands there, begging for love in the center of the room, feeling like a circus act. if he didn’t know better, he’d think they’d all be pointing and laughing at him. besides one. y/n sat there, staring at his parents before looking back at him. she stands up, letting buck try and grab her hand and walk out. if he wants to leave, she will always follow him.
he opens the door, and he steps out, unable to hear the next sentence from his mother.
“neither of you think about how hard it is for your father and i! you only think about yourselves!”
y/n stops in her tracks, “buck, go wait by the car i’ll be out in a minute.” he just goes out, not wanting to waste another minute in that room that he could be spending alone with y/n. “only think about themselves?”
“what?” their mother whimpers out.
“you’re insinuating that you have selfish children, and it honestly checks out considered how much you’ve missed. did you forget what your kids do? did you forget about the lives they save on a daily basis? maddie is the reason half of our calls come out successfully, and buck is one of the highest ranked for his position. and you want to call him selfish? you don’t get to call him anything until you take an actual look at his life. you don’t see him walk out of these buildings with scared and hurt children or people yelling in pain and he can somehow manages to give them hope! you don’t see the effect you have on him and it honestly breaks my heart for him. you don’t see how you casually ripped him up and expected other people to put him back together. you don’t deserve to just come back here and act like you’re completely innocent! you sit here and act like you are angels. truth is that evan did everything on his own and didn’t deserve the shit he got from you. the person he is today has nothing to do with you and you don’t get any credit for how he became the man he is.”
y/n doesn’t stay long enough to see the effect of her words on his parents. she can imagine the tears from the confrontation that their mother can’t handle. it infuriates her that they think they can fix the damage they did in a day, if they even think they did any.
she storms down the stairs, eager to see buck outside and make up for all the loving he missed previously. she sees him leaning against y/n’s passenger door, staring at the concrete with his arms crossed. his hair is lightly blowing in the wind along with his sweater being pressed against his body. y/n can see the subtle shimmering in his eyes as he looks at the ground and she can almost hear the cracks in his heart. it’s like they managed to add another wound to him, just confirming that they didn’t care about him.
y/n steps on the cement sidewalk toward him, her heels clicking loudly against the ground so he could hear her coming. he doesn’t look up. he keeps his eyes glued to the ground in almost a shameful way. he hates that he can’t stand up to his parents, and he hates that y/n had to do it for him, but he needed it.
“let’s go home, baby.” y/n says, standing at the front of the car. “buck.” she speaks his name again, anger still radiating off her body as she waits for him to look up at him. his head tilts up, looking at her as her gaze softens at his expression. she doesn’t hesitate to walk over and grab onto him, letting his body fall into her, taking some of the weight off his shoulders.
“i know, it’s ok.” she whispers into his ear sweetly as the tears run down his face. he doesn’t want to be sobbing in the parking lot with in his girlfriends arms, but he can’t help it.
he doesn’t bother to say anything, he just lets himself feel. he lets himself feel her hand rubbing his back and the other wrapped around his shoulders. he lets himself listen to the gentle words escaping her lips and allow them to soothe his mind. he lets himself tower over her and almost fall into her grasp and he lets her take over. he knows that she has him, and the safety net beneath him was built by her.
he might not have his parents support or their faith through his life, but the surplus that y/n gives to him is enough to fill every ocean in the world.
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lives-in-midgard · 28 days
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Dating Evan Buckley would include:
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Pairing: Evan Buckley x reader
A/N: Hey everyone! This is my first time writing for Evan Buckley from 911. I hope you like this!
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If you work at the 118, Buck and you would have the same work shift.
If you slept in his apartment, you’ll drive together and if you’re staying in your apartment, he’ll pick you up.
When you’re at the station, Buck smiles at you, hugs you all the time and Buck can always make you laugh with some silly jokes.
You would always sit next to each other in the fire truck.
Buck would be very protective over you and make sure you’re okay.
If you are not working at the 118, Evan tries to spend as much time with you as possible.
You’re really worried about him because you know how reckless he can be at work, but Buck promised you he would take care of himself and always come home safe.
Lots of cuddling.
Evan loves to hug you and put his arm around you. It brings him comfort when you’re close to him.
He takes you on a lot of dates.
To a restaurant, to the beach, to a bar or just a relaxing day at home.
Buck loves telling you stories from work, and you enjoy listening to him.
After a while he opens up to you more and tells you about his past.
You’re there for Buck and tell him that you would never leave him.
Buck would call you pet names like babe or honey.
Cooking with Buck and he will teach you some new recipes he knows from Bobby.
Joining Buck and Christopher when they spend time together, like going to the zoo.
Being good friends with everyone in the 118.
You love spending time with Maddie.
It makes Buck so happy to see how much you enjoy spending time with his sister and his friends.
Buck is so lucky to have found you.
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redocity · 10 hours
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Hey, if you’re looking for more buck requests I’d love something where he’s dating the reader and it’s going well but before they get chance to meet the team they get in an accident or their building catches fire or something and buck ends up rescuing her and hen and Eddie work on her etc and then after when they’re okay she’s just like when I said I wanted to meet the team this is not what I meant. Thank you so much if you decide to write this 💕
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WORKOUT — E.BUCKLEY
going to the gym when LA was due for a flash flood was not the best idea on your part, but at least you got to meet the people that buck called family
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WARNINGS: established relationship, flooding, corpse mention, minor character injury
evan buckley x gn!reader || fluff || 4.0k || requests open!!
a/n: is this the best thing i’ve ever written? no. but i hope it suffices nonetheless 🫶
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Who knew joining a new boxing gym of all things would land you a boyfriend.
A tall, blond, handsome boyfriend who could probably bench press you like it was his warm up.
He could probably bench press your dad like it was a warm up.
You like to think it’s an act of divine intervention, an apology from the gods for making you move across the country by yourself with nothing but yourself to make things work.
The least you deserved was the absolute perfection that was Evan Buckley to make it a little less taxing.
Granted, the way you met was less than perfect, you managing to put your gloves on backwards, get them stuck on your hands and then have to ask for help getting them off whilst internally wanting to jump off a cliff from the embarrassment.
He was nice enough though, making lighthearted jokes about the situation as he helped you take off, and then put back on your gloves in the correct way.
To be honest you’re not sure you can remember most of that first conversation you had, definitely too focused on the muscles in his arms as the overhead lighting emphasised the definition of his biceps and shadowed the curves in his collarbone as they peeked out from underneath the tank top he was wearing.
That aspect of your dynamic never changed, and even as he started to approach you first so that you could pair up to spar with each other you still found yourself taking the time to admire his physique whenever the moment arose.
You found out within a few weeks that it was because he was a firefighter, and if you weren’t attracted to him before you definitely were when you had the fuel to imagine him being able to pick you up with one arm and sling you over his shoulder.
Apparently the feeling was mutual.
You learned a lot about Buck during your weekly gym visits. He was from Pennsylvania and travelled across the US before landing in LA, he had an older sister who used to frequent the gym with him, he worked in fire station number 118, and his team was like a surrogate family to him.
You learned a lot about them too.
You’d heard of the medical adventures of Hen and her scientist wife Karen.
He told you about how Chimney—a nickname he refused to elaborate on because it was ‘a scared secret’—had fallen in love with his sister Maddie and how happy he was for them.
He told you about how Eddie used to serve in the army and had an adorable kid named Christopher that Buck often spent his weekends with.
And he delighted in telling you all about Bobby. How he was a secondary father, how he’d been through the roughest of the rough and pulled himself back up and made Buck strive to have the same resilience, how he’d finally gotten his happy ending by falling in love with and getting married to a cop named Athena and how Buck was so happy that he was happy.
It was really endearing honestly, and it was one of the factors that contributed to how hard you fell for him.
He wasn’t just some ‘strong macho firefighter’, he was a human being, someone who loved with all his heart and put his everything into his job and doing right by the people that he loved and cared about.
He often made comments about bringing you to meet the team, mentioning the occasional barbecue that Bobby and Athena would host at their house and how the team would often bring their families and loved ones along.
It was the first time Buck ever called you his partner. In the middle of a boxing ring whilst you were punching at his hands and he was raving on about Bobby’s cooking.
And it was enough for you to miss the padding covering his palms and almost punch him right in the face.
“Woah-” You can thank his instincts for being the only reason he didn’t end up with a bruised nose, swerving his head at the last second and catching you as you stumbled forward into him.
“I am so sorry-” You remove yourself from his grasp hastily, holding the back of your gloved hand over your mouth to cover the astonishment of your own embarrassment from his view.
“It’s good, are you?” Buck dismisses your apology with a shake of his head an a soft smile that makes you want to squeeze him until he explodes because my god he is so adorable how did you land this man?
“Yeah- yeah I’m good, sorry-” You shake your wrists as a way of dispelling the nervous tension that’s racing through your muscles to settle in your joints.
“You’re sure?” He raises an eyebrow at you, expression a mix of suspicion and concern. “You know, you don’t have to come to anything if you’re not comfortable, I don’t want to rush into something if you’re not ready,”
He lowers his hands to his sides, undoing the velcro to slip the pads off his palms as a show that he wants to engage in the conversation without any distraction. “I have a habit of taking relationships too fast, and I don’t want to do that with you,”
“No that’s not— You’re not doing that, I’d love to meet the rest of your team,” You shake your head adamantly at Buck’s attempt at giving you an out, firmly planting your decision as wanting to take the proverbial ‘next step’ in your relationship in meeting the people he calls family. “I was just caught off guard is all, you’ve uh… you’ve never called me your partner before,”
“Oh— I uh—” Your acknowledgement of what he’d said seems to force him to acknowledge it himself, like it was a subconscious slip of the tongue rather than an informed decision. “Is that okay?”
You take a moment to think, eyes round and cheeks flushed as you nod your head. “Yeah,”
“Yeah?” He takes a step towards you, concern washing out of his expression to be replaced with contentment, confidence rising in his irises as he tilts his head to the side.
“Mhm,” You stifle a small embarrassed giggle as he invades your personal space, mirroring his head tilt with your own as your fluster extends from your cheeks to coat your neck in a dark shade of red.
“Good,” He rests his right hand against your shoulder, drawing small lines from the side of your neck down over the curve of your arm with his fingers. “I’ll have to call you that more often then,” He leans forward with every word until his lips are brushing yours as he speaks, emphasising the end of his sentence by pressing a kiss to your lips that you happily reciprocate.
“I’d like that,” Your face is embarrassingly red as you pull away, a lovesick expression on your face as you don’t even try to hide the way your composure falls apart.
You have half the mind to never go to the gym ever again.
How were you supposed to know that there were flash floods scheduled to hit LA this morning if they didn’t put it on the news until you were already inside the gym? At least you weren’t the only one suffering in your makeshift cage whilst rising water blocked you from leaving.
There was probably about a dozen of you actually, all up bright and early to get in a workout before the day started, and instead locked inside of the gym because the idiotic reporters didn’t warn you in advance that LA was due heavy rain and flash flooding.
Okay, technically it wasn’t their fault, the whole point of weather is that you only really know what’s happening as it happens, but surely they had the technology to be able to anticipate when something this extreme was going to occur.
Someone had already called 911, but you wouldn’t bank on them arriving anytime soon. Buck told you how rough days like this were for emergency responders, and considering that none of you were in an immediate emergency, you wouldn’t be surprised if your situation was put on the back burner until they had a team free.
That meant you basically just had to hunker down for a few hours and wait it out.
It shouldn’t have been to hard to past the time, you could technically just extend your workout for a while, but its barely an hour before the power goes out and half of the gym is rendered completely useless.
The group of you end up sitting on the floor in a circle and just talking to pass the time, although making small talk with people you don’t know can only last so long before you run out of things to talk about.
It was more boring than anything, although as the water began to seep through the seal of the glass doors, you knew that boredom wouldn’t last for very long.
“This is dispatch, we’ve got a gym flooding at 1123 Vine St #14, there’s 13 people trapped inside,” Josh’s voice crackles through the radio as the 118 lugs themselves back into the truck, soaked from the knees downwards.
“Copy that, 118 is en route,” Bobby presses the radio on his chest, tapping the side of the truck with his hand before climbing into the Captain’s seat.
“Copy 118,” The radio crackles then goes dead, and the truck pulls away from the gas station they were parked at with the ambulance hot on it’s tail.
“Vine St? Me and my girlfriend go to a gym Vine St, it’s great,” Buck talks before he’s even got the headset on, half of his sentence being drowned out as a result.
“Well it can’t be that great if it doesn’t have proper seal on the doors can it?” Eddie’s voice is entirely sarcastic, and Buck hits his arm with the back of his hand in retaliation.
“Hey we don’t know if this is my gym or not, so don’t disrespect the integrity of Wildcard boxing gym until we’re sure that’s where we’re going,” Buck scoffs dramatically, and it earns a laugh from the rest of the team.
“Oh no, how dare you besmirch Buck’s sacred place? That’s his second home you’re talking about,” Hen plays into the joke, and Buck responds emphatically by tapping his right hand against his left bicep.
“Exactly,”
“What was that about the ‘integrity’ of your gym Buck?” Eddie blinks up at the sparked out neon sign, jaws resting against his shoulder has he holds them in his right hand.
There was really no mistaking it as someplace else, and for a moment Buck’s focus turns to worry. It was your day off today, what if you’d gone to the gym to take up your time? What if you’d gotten injured in the process? Or god forbid something worse?
“Buck?” His silence is enough for Eddie to look over his shoulder with a raised eyebrow. “You good?”
“Yeah— Yeah I’m fine,” Buck shakes his head like he’s trying to physically shake the anxiety from his mind. “Let’s go,”
There’s a short shared glance between Eddie and Hen at Buck’s reply, but it ends with nothing more than a shrug as they forced the automatic doors open to enter the gym, adding another rush of water into the building in the process, one that they definitely could’ve done without considering it was almost at waist level already.
“LAFD!” Bobby wades through the water ahead of the group in the start of the search, calling out periodically in the hopes of a response from anyone from the group of people trapped somewhere inside.
Logic would dictate that they probably would’ve moved to the upper floor, but panic often overrides rationality in these sorts of circumstances, so the team couldn’t ever be too safe in searching the bottom floor.
“Alright, Buck, Chim, I want you to follow me in searching the rest of this floor, Eddie and Hen, go upstairs and find anyone you can,”
There’s an echo of “Copy that!”’s as the team split up to search the building, and as Buck makes his way through the familiar gym layout he can only hope that your months of being together with him has taught you how to best keep yourself safe in an emergency situation like this.
The sight of one of the gym regulars floating face down in the water does not reassure him of that fact.
He swears he almost gags at the sight, a mix of shock and disgust at the smell coming from the man as his corpse floats aimlessly, following the ripples in the water as Buck moves. Then he notices his hands. The back of his right hand specifically.
“Cap—” Buck’s voice is harsh and grainy through the radio, not at all helped by the fact the flood had probably disrupted some of the nearby cell towers making the transmission less clear than it already was. “I found— he had—” Buck’s radio periodically turns to static as he tries to relay his message, but it’s key message thankfully gets through undisrupted. “live electricity—”
“LAFD!” Eddie pushes the door open to the upper gym floor with Hen right on his tail, the two scanning the room for anyone immediately visible. “Is anyone there?”
”Here! We’re over here!” Your voice calls from around one of the corners, and you rush out towards the two firefighters with panic written all over your face, completely soaked from head to toe. “Are either of you a paramedic? A stack of weights fell whilst we were trying to create a barrier in case the water rose again and—” You talk whilst leading the two over the the group, and you don’t need to finish your sentence by the time you reach them.
One of the guys was sat against the wall, his left leg resting elevated on a collection of sodden towels and jackets, a nasty purple bruise spreading across the expanse of his foot and up his ankle and a slightly misshapen form to it as a whole.
It was pretty bad.
There’s a short shared glance between Eddie and Hen as they silently agree on the extent of his injury, and Hen kneels down towards him. “Alright, what’s your name sir?” She presses her fingers gingerly to the affected area and earns an immediate groan from the man.
“Antony—” He hisses his name through his teeth from the pain, and several of you collectively wince at the sight.
“Alright Antony, my name’s Hen, and this is Eddie, we’re gonna get you out of here and to a hosptial okay?” Hen gestures to Eddie behind her, and you take a second to furrow your eyebrows at the familiarity of the names. Then you catch the number of their uniform helmets. 118.
That meant Buck was here somewhere. He had to be.
“Please—” He lets out another pained groan as Hen instructs Eddie over to Antony’s other side to get him off the floor.
“How many of you are up here? Is anyone else injured?” Hen’s eyes scan the group for a quick head count, but someone beats her to it.
“There’s twelve of us,” Her voice is meek and almost unstable as she speaks, “There was thirteen but James… he…” She trails off like she knows she won’t be able to finish the sentence, and the intonation is enough for Hen to know what she’s implying.
“Alright…” Hen sighs softly as the groups demeanour dims slightly at the mention of James, and how everyone seems to huddle just that little bit closer together as if to comfort each other in their shared grief. “Can all of you swim?”
“We’ll be fine,” You answer her question with a small nod.
“Okay,” Hen returns your nod with her own before turning her gaze away from you and the group. “Eddie,”
“Got it,” He doesn’t even have to be asked before he’s tugging Antony’s weight over his shoulder to carry him, readying for the journey back down the stairs and hopefully safely out of the building.
The universe had other plans.
“Cap—” You can recognise Buck’s voice immediately, even with all of the radio distortion. “I found— he had— live electricity—”
It’s like a flip switches in Hen and Eddie’s brains at the new information.
“Electricity? That’s bad isn’t it? That’s gotta be bad are we gonna—”
“Nothing is going to happen to anyone.” Hen interrupts the girl’s anxious rambling with a raise of her hand. “Does this building have a rooftop?”
“Yeah uh, it’s— there’s a ladder over here,” One of the male members of the group, one of the employees, leads Hen towards the rooftop fire escape, pulling on the ladder until it collides with the floor. It’s locked though, only the owner has a key,”
“You locked the fire escape?” Eddie sounds more than a little exasperated at the news.
“I don’t know man I just work here—”
“Okay.” Hen interrupts once more, speaking into her radio. “Cap, we’ve got a rooftop exit, you need to get up here.”
“Copy— up now—” The radio continues to glitch on it’s transmission, but it sounds as though the message was properly received.
Getting the hatch open was not as easy, although with more than a little bit of teamwork and a twenty-five pound weight the group managed to force it from it’s hinges and climb everyone up onto the roof and out of any direct danger for the time being.
It was a momentary breath of relief, and the group seemed to agree as everyone practically collapsed in a heap now that the rush of adrenaline was wearing off. Although Eddie and Hen didn’t waste a minute as they set up Antony comfortably against one of the walls and began examining the rest of the group.
“Can you follow this light for me?” Hen holds up a penlight in front of your face, eyes following yours to judge your reactions and your pupillary response.
“I’m really okay, you should spend your time working on the people who really need you,” You follow her instructions even whilst trying to dissuade her gently, and she gives you a sharp shake of her head.
“Everyone’s important sweetheart, I’m just making sure you haven’t got any hidden injuries at even you don’t know about,” She clicks off her pen light once she’s satisfied, and then gives you a small pat on your shoulder before looking past you with an expression of relief on her face.
You follow her gaze yourself to be met with three other firefighters from the 118, presumably those from the first floor, and you don’t so much as have time to even register their faces in your mind before you’re being picked up into one of their arms and held in an almost bone-crushing hug.
“Thank god you’re okay—” You wouldn’t have even had to have heard his voice to know your proxy kidnapper was Buck, but hearing him is more than relieving for the small anxious part of your brain that was scared to death over his safety.
“I’m fine I’m fine—” Your words are echoed by a small laugh as your feet touch the floor again, and the two of you carefully peel yourselves from each other in your joined dampened state. “Are you okay?”
The two of you are caught up in your emotions enough that you essentially completely ignore the presence of the rest of Buck’s coworkers, oblivious to the looks they were giving you—and each other— in the process.
“I’m fine,” Buck nods as he pulls off his helmet, and you finally get a proper look at his face, dirty and soaked and so unbelievably kissable that you really can’t help yourself.
It’s what calls your attention back to the fact that there are indeed other people present, spurred by a short whistle from Chimney that leaves the two of you pulling away with flustered expressions.
“Uh—” Buck clears his throat into his elbow, using his free arm to pull you carefully against his side. “Guys, this is—”
“An absolute angel? It’s a pleasure to finally meet you properly,” Hen interrupts Buck’s introduction of you to reach out to you herself, her tone full of enthusiasm. “Buck does not stop taking about you,”
“Seriously, it’s 24/7,” Chimney adds on to Hen’s declaration with a determined gesture of his hand, and you don’t know whether to be flattered or embarrassed by the attention.
You’d been looking forward to meeting the team that Buck called family, truly, but you were not expecting to meet them like this.
You were absolutely drenched in flood water, probably covered in dirt, and most definitely looked like you’d been dragged through somebodies hedge.
Buck looks more proud than anything, and gives your side a small squeeze as he introduces you to everyone. “Hen and Chim,” The pair give you enthusiastic smiles, “That’s Eddie over there,” Eddie sticks his hand up in a makeshift wave as he focuses on properly wrapping Antony’s ankle with what’s available. “And this is Bobby,”
“It’s really a pleasure,” Bobby holds his right hand out to you, and you shake it politely, lips pressed into an almost nervous smile.
“It’s great to meet you all, Buck has told me a lot about all of you,” You let out a small, almost pathetic laugh at the end of your sentence. “I’m sorry we’re meeting like this,”
Hen waves you off with her hand and a laugh of her own. “Trust me, weirder things have happened,”
“Oh 100%,” Chimney nods in conjunction with Hen’s statement. “Welcome to the family,”
You give another small laugh and a “thank you,” as you settle yourself against Buck’s side, and he presses a kiss to the top of your head a with a content smile.
This might not have been the way he wanted you to meet the team, but it was perfectly unusual in its own way. And it was silently agreed that you were a perfect fit.
“So, uh, how are we getting down from here?” You turn your head over your shoulder to look over the edge of the roof, and the still high floods that covered most of the fire engine parked on the road.
“Uh…”
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shmaptainwrites · 1 year
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Hello, could I request prompt 5 of Hurt/Comfort for Bobby Nash x reader please
of course bestie! wrote this one on the plane and am pretty jet lagged now so it’s poorly edited lol
Pairings: Bobby Nash x GN!Reader
Warnings: injury, hospitals
Appropriate
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No one informed you that becoming a firefighter would permanently affect your reflexes. Particularly the act without thinking ones. So it didn’t come to much surprise to you or your team when there was an emergency on your day off that you would attend to it.
Off-duty saves weren’t particularly rare and most of the time all that came out of it were a few confused bystanders wondering how a civilian knew exactly what to do, but this time you seemed to have gotten yourself in a predicament.
Instead of only the parties involved in the accident leaving the site in an ambulance, you joined them too.
After your heroic move, the car that had slipped in a precarious manner, fell ontop your leg and most definitely broke a bone. The on duty EMTs patched you up to the best of their abilities and sent you off to surgery.
When you awoke from that with new metal screws in your leg that would take time and a lot of PT to get used to, your friend and colleague Ravi was already by your side, ready to get you anything you might need.
“Ravi, what the hell,” you groaned, shifting in your bed. “How did you find out about this?”
“After your sister moved you switched your emergency contact to me, I’m flattered you remember,” he said sarcastically. “I’ve been here since before you went in to surgery.”
“Sorry, must be the drugs,” you said with a wave of your hand.
“So an off-duty save huh,” he chuckled. “What happened to think before you act, Panikkar?”
“Out the window. I just reacted,” you chuckled. “Frankly, now that it’s happened to me I’m not surprised, it’s practically instinct.”
“What did I tell you,” Ravi reached a hand over to squeeze yours. “I called the team to give them a heads up. I think you’ll probably be getting some visitors in the next few days before you go home.”
“Good, hospitals are so boring and it’s not like I can go anywhere,” you pointed to your recently casted leg. “God the next while is gonna suck ass.”
“Yep, it sure is,” Ravi agreed with you and you rolled your eyes. He knew just how to make you feel better.
As Ravi had warned you, the next few days were filled with visits from everybody on the team.
Chimney came by with Maddie and Jee-Yun first, bringing you a much needed good cup of coffee and a sweet little get well card decorated by the young Buckley-Han.
The next day Hen came over. She brought a deck of Uno cards and you shared a few very heated rounds of the game which may or may not have ended in something closer to 52 pick up.
Buck came by next, he had offered to pick up some comfort items from your home and you practically melted when he brought you your dad’s old and worn college hoodie you’d had since you were fifteen years old. You both also spent time ranking the injuries the team had sustained at the firehouse, the list went on to your colleagues and was highly debated for the next few days after that.
Lastly Eddie brought Christopher over and their favourite telanovella downloaded on Eddie’s laptop for you to all watch together (not without many interruptions from you still trying to figure out what the storyline was).
After about a week and a half at the hospital on bed rest, Ravi was finally given the ok to move you back to your apartment. It took a lot of coordination to find a way to get you to fit into his car with the giant cast on your leg, not to mention him practically having to drag you out of the building. You were strong, but for some reason not strong enough to carry whatever the hell it was they wrapped your leg with.
When you were finally at home in your — thankfully — first floor apartment Ravi ordered something for dinner and you both sat on your couch to enjoy it.
“Hey Ravi, can I ask you something?”
“Sure, what’s up?”
You stopped eating your food, and stared down at your take our container.
“Do you know why Bobby didn’t come visit me?” you said quietly.
“H-He didn’t?” Ravi seemed confused.
“No,” you shook your head. “Everyone else came just like you said, I was actually kind of surprised.”
“Yeah, I’m surprised too,” Ravi nodded. “You guys are close, aren’t you?”
“I mean I thought we were,” you shrugged and picked at your food. “Just a couple night before the accident we had dinner together a-and I had a really nice time I’m just…worried I did something wrong.”
“I don’t think you did anything wrong,” Ravi shook his head. “Just talk to him, send him a text, ask him to come over tomorrow night.”
“Isn’t that a bit presumptuous,” you raised a brow with a chuckle.
“You have a broken leg that’s casted all the way to your thigh, that’s not hot,” Ravi deadpanned. “Just text him.”
“Fine,” you pulled out your phone and typed up a text, having it proofread by your friend before sending it off. “And now we wait.”
The next evening you heard a knock on your door followed by,
“Hey it’s Bobby, spare key still in the same place?”
“Yep,” you called back, thankful he had asked. It was a nightmare to walk with a cast.
The lock of the door clicked and Bobby stepped inside with a a bag of what you assumed to be dinner, before closing the door behind him and locking it.
“Someone ask for room service?” he teased and you couldn’t help but raise your hand. It was definitely better than the hospital food and take out.
“I brought extras so I’m pack them up in the fridge and you just heat them up when you want to eat.”
You nodded at his instructions, but were perplexed by how normal he was acting.
“Hey Bobby, before we eat can we talk?” you asked.
“Yeah of course,” he said after putting the extra food in the fridge. “What’s up?”
“Why didn’t you come visit me at the hospital,” you blurted.
Bobby looked like he was expecting your question and sighed, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.
“Would you believe me if I said it would have been too hard for me to see you in a hospital bed?” he asked.
“If that’s the truth,” you nodded.
“It’s just,” he paused. “I-After our dinner I wasn’t really sure where we stood. We never really talked about it, it just happened.”
You nodded, that was true, one thing had led to another and you didn’t have a lot of time to talk about what the implications of your dinner meant for your friendship.
“And I knew if I stepped into that hospital room I wouldn’t be able to be just your Captain. Or...just your friend.”
“Bobby,” you patted the seat next to you and encouraged him to come closer.
He did, taking his seat and watching as your took his hands in yours.
“I just wasn’t sure what was appropriate,” he whispered.
“I don’t care. I just wanted you to stay with me. I still do,” you said quietly, allowing your forehead to rest against his.
One of Bobby’s hands slipped out of your own and came to cradle your face.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t come.”
“You’re here now,” you smiled.
He leaned in the few inches further and closed the space between you, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
“And I’m not going anywhere.”
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All of my Evan Buckley x Reader fics below.
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📔 Something About You Chapter One → Chapter Two ♡ Summary: There’s just something about Evan Buckley. ♡ Info: Gen!Reader, 2k+, Fluff, Idiots In Love
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📔Relationship Reveal  ♡ Summary: You finally tell your big brother who you’ve been dating. ♡ Info: 1k+, Fluff, Relationship Reveal
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📔 A Helping Hand ♡ Summary: When Buck needs some help with Jee-Yun he calls you over. ♡ Info: Fluff
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📔PINEAPPLE HOUSEHOLD → 911ReaderWeek: Day 4 ♡ Summary: You’ve been calmly discussing what we’ll have for dinner whilst you’re stuck in a tree?” “Well, I’ll be hungry when I get down!” ♡ Info: 1k+, Crack, Rescue, Fluff, Established Relationship
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📔ALL NIGHT → 911ReaderWeek: Day 3 ♡ Summary: Buck is confused when you spend all night acting like a brat, but when he finds out why, he’s determined to make it up to you. ♡ Info: 1k+, Implied Smut, Fluff, Established Relationship
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📔STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE → 911ReaderWeek: Day 1 ♡ Summary: Your terrible baking skills lead to you spending the day with your boyfriend’s sisters, Maddie. ♡ Info: 1k+, Fluff, Established Relationship
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 📔BROTHERS BESTIE ♡ Summary: When you invited your boyfriend to meet your brother over dinner, you weren’t expecting them to be besties. ♡ Info: 1k+, Fluff, Established Relationship
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📔I Love You ♡ Summary: A little argument with Buck + hurt/comfort ♡ Info: 1k+, Hurt Comfort, Fluff, Established Relationship
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📔Family ♡ Summary: An intense situation results in you making a reckless choice to save another. ♡ Info: 5k+, Action, Angst, Platonic Relationships, Read Warnings Female!Reader
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📔There For You ♡ Summary: Buck confronts you about the nightmares and insomnia that are affecting you. ♡ Info: 1k+, Hurt Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Established Relationship, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔You Are Love ♡ Summary: After a tough shift, Buck finds himself at your door, despite knowing he’s a complete and utter mess. ♡ Info: 3k+, Hurt Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Established Relationship, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔Unexpected Proposal ♡ Summary: Buck’s planned proposal for you goes a bit awry. ♡ Info: 3k+, Slight Angst, Mostly Fluff, Turned out a little crack tbh, Slightly nsfw, Established Relationship, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔Sweet Treat ♡ Summary: A long day takes a very sweet turn when you finally meet the blue eyed stranger from the ice cream shop. ♡ Info: 1k+, Fluff, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔Finally ♡ Summary: Having a bad day and drenched in rain, the last thing you’re expecting is to meet your soulmate. ♡ Info: Soulmtates
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📔Burnt Out ♡ Summary: After spreading yourself too thin lately, a scare makes you realize things need to change. ♡ Info: General, Hurt Comfort
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📔More ♡ Summary: A conversation about ending things turns into the beginning. ♡ Info: Fluff, Idiots to lovers, Mutual Pining, Fuckbuddies to Lovers
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📔Loss ♡ Summary: Sometimes there are no words. ♡ Info: Grief, Angst, Loss on a call
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📔FIRST TIME ♡ Summary: First time saying ‘I love you’ with Buck. ♡ Info: Fluff, Established Relationship
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📔Sunflowers & Sunshine ♡ Summary: Buck is a bit anxious about meeting your family for the first time. ♡ Info: Fluff, Established Relationship, Road Trip, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔Positions ♡ Summary: Buck loves switching positions with you. ♡ Info: Smut, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔Mini Pride → 911 Pride Week: Day One ♡ Summary: “I know The Pride Parade is canceled this year, but we can still celebrate together” ♡ Info: Fluff, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔 Moving In Together ♡ Info: Fluff, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔 Shoulder To Lean On ♡ Info: Fluff, Angst, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔 Anchor ♡ Summary: At the end of your rope, Buck comes to your side. ♡ Info: Angst, Hurt Comfort, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔 Take it → STHB ♡ Summary: A night of passion with Buck. ♡ Info: Smut, Fem!Reader
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📔 Obedience → STHB ♡ Summary: A night of passion with Buck. ♡ Info: Smut, Gender Neutral!Reader
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📔 Control → STHB ♡ Summary: Some attempted role reversal fun with Buck. ♡ Info: Smut, Gender Neutral!Reader
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tjellisworld · 1 year
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I Dare You
9-1-1 Evan Buckley x female plus size reader. Fluff, smut, sexual tension, Buck being a cute motherfucker. This is a bit after Abby and Taylor. Been a while since I've done this so no hate plz
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You wake up to the sun shining through your window, covering your face with your hand. You groan and get out of bed, throwing the blanket off you, and walk into the kitchen. You hear your phone going off and answer the call. "Hey Eddie, what's up?", You say, smiling. "Hey Y/n, sorry if I woke you". Eddie says, chuckling through the phone. You laugh and say,"I actually woke up before you called me, so you're good". "Ok, so i was wondering if you wanted to come by the firehouse later, meet my friends, and go out for drinks with us", Eddie says, awkwardly. You roll your eyes, sigh, and say,"Fine, I've got nothing better to do anyways after work". "Ok, see you later". Eddie says, hearing the smile in his voice. You set down your phone and get ready for work.
You walk into the call center and see your friend Maddie and exchange hellos, as you sit down at your desk, you see her walking over to you. You smile and say,"Hey what's up Maddie?". She smiles and says,"ok i know that I've asked you this before but please give my brother a chance". You roll your eyes and say,"Mads, you know how i feel about stuff like that and i'm not interested right now". She sighs and says,"Please at least give him the chance to meet you cause I've already told him so much about you". You sigh and say,"Alright as long as he's not a total perv". You both laugh, she says thank you and you get to work on taking calls with a long day ahead.
When your shift is over, you head home to change into a nice outfit to wear for the get together tonight. You choose a black short sleeve floral shirt with long blue jean skirt. You do your makeup, leaving your hair down, and grab your purse. You grab your keys and head out the door and lock your door behind you. You drive over to the firehouse and park your car, as you're walking inside, you bump into someone, almost falling down, but two strong arms catch you. You look up at him and see two beautiful blue eyes, one having a birthmark on the side. He lets go of you, smiles, and says,"Sorry about that i didn't see you, but i don't know how i didn't when you're so pretty". You scoff at him, pat his shoulder and say,"You're gonna have to do better than that, fireboy". You turn your head and see he's staring at you as you walk away, so you wink at him and keep on walking. You walk up the stairs where you're greeted by Eddie, who gives you a big hug, walks you over to everyone else. He introduces you to Bobby, Hen, Athena, and Chim as you shake everyone's hand, you hear footsteps come up the stairs so you turn around.
You see Maddie standing next to the firefighter you ran into earlier and your eyes widen. "Y/N, this is my brother, Buck." You blush and glance over at Eddie, who stares at you in confusion. Buck looks at you, smirks, extends his hand, and says,"Nice to finally meet you Y/n, my sister has told me a lot about you". "Hi.", You say, quickly, returning the handshake. Eddie pulls you away from everyone else and says,"Ok, would you mind telling me what is going on here?". You roll your eyes, sigh, and say,"Maddie wanted to set me up with her brother to see if we would hit it off but i didn't know that you and him worked together, also i kinda flirted with him when i bumped into him on my way in here". You shrug your shoulders as Eddie raises an eyebrow and crossed his arms. You and Eddie walk back towards everyone when Maddie calls you over. You walk over to her and sit next to her on the couch. "So, i didn't know you and Diaz knew each other". Maddie says as you sip your beer. You turn to her and say,"Yes we met when we both moved here around the same time and we've been friends ever since". Maddie nods her head and leans back on the couch, and says,"How'd you not know those two work together?". You look over at Eddie and Buck hanging out in the kitchen, Buck catches you staring, winks at you, Eddie sees and smacks him on the head, making Buck laugh. You giggle and say,"Honestly i don't know, all Eddie told me was that he worked at the 118, and he told me about Bobby and Chim but not much about Buck". Maddie looks at you and says,"Ok but still i think you and Buck would be great for each other", making you roll your eyes, laughing. Everyone gets ready to leave to go get drinks when you're stopped by Hen. "Just letting you know, be careful around Buck, he's a been in a pretty hard place right now and he's only acting like this to not show it". You nod your head yes and walk down the stairs right after her.
When everyone gets to the bar, you, Maddie, Hen, Athena sit at a big round booth while the guys sit on the other side. You get up to get a couple of drinks and Buck comes up next to you, leans on his arms, and says,"You know, when my sister tried to set me up with you, i said no but now i regret saying it". You laugh, and say,"You're not the only one, cause as far as i can tell, you just use that bad boy persona to cover up what you really are on the inside which is a being such a teddy bear". Buck looks at you shocked with his mouth hanging open. You close his mouth with your hand and pat his cheek, head back to the booth as he watches you. Maddie and Hen stare at you when you get back and sit down at the booth."What?". You say, with confusion in your voice. "Ok how'd you do that? Normally women fall at his feet, but you left him standing there". Maddie asks, surprised. Hen smirks, and says,"I think Buck has met his match". You giggle and say,"Yeah i just want to mess with him for a bit". You sip your drink as you look over at Buck standing over at the bar, move your eyes up and down his physique, the muscles in his arms.
After a little bit, you get up to head to the back restroom when the door to the private restroom opens and an arm pulls you inside. You are up against the door and look up to see Buck looking down at you as he locks the door, with a smirk on his face. You look at him, and say, seductive,"You really don't like the chase do you fireboy?". He scans your body up and down, licks his lips, and says,"Yes and no, but you really know how to get a man going and i find that interesting and-". You stop him mid sentence, putting a finger to his lips, shushing him, and say,"Buck just shut up and kiss me". He does as you say and kisses you, with so much passion and heat, making you moan. He picks you up, holds you against the door, wrapping your legs around him. He moves down from your mouth, starts kissing your neck, making you wrap your arms around his neck, run your hands through his hair, making you sigh. He grips your hips as you run your hands down his back, he stops kissing you, and says,"maybe we should take this back to my place". You nod in agreement and he sets you down. You turn to unlock the door and he plants a kiss on your neck, making you whimper. You both walk out the door, hand and hand. Buck leads you out of the bar and as you leave, you see Maddie looking at you with a smile on her face and Eddie rolling his eyes shooing you off with a laugh. You both get in Buck's car and before he can even start the car, you start kissing him again. He slides his hand around the back of your neck, and when you both stop to catch a breath, he smiles and starts the car. On the way to his apartment, he takes one hand off the wheel, places it on your knee, sliding it up your leg, making you gasp.
You both get to his apartment building, enter the elevator and before the doors close, he backs you up into the wall, grabbing hold of your hands, and holds your arms above your head while kissing your neck, making you close your eyes and lean your head back into the wall. He starts to unbutton your shirt when the elevator dings and the doors open. He pulls you to his apartment and unlocks the door, you walk in and as you turn around, he slams the door closed, locks it,takes his shoes and socks off and walks slowly over to you as you take your shoes off. You back up but come to a stop against the island in the kitchen. He picks you up, sets you down on the island, and stands in between your legs, grabs your hips, pulls you a little closer to him. He finishes unbuttoning your shirt from earlier and slowly slides it off your shoulders, tossing it to the side. You blush and look away, embarrassed, as he stares at you in awe. He puts his finger under your chin to turn your head back to him, looks you in the eyes, and says,"There's nothing to be embarrassed about, i think you're beautiful with all your stretch marks, no doubt about it,Y/n". You start to cry, tears running down your face and he wipes them away gently with his thumb. You pull him in and kiss him, he kisses you back and you take his shirt off him, toss it to the floor, and slowly run your hand down his chest. He takes you off the island and holds you in his arms as he brings you to his bed. He sets you down gently on the edge of the bed and slides your skirt down your legs, and sees you're wearing a matching red bra and panties with black lace. He smirks and runs his fingers down your body, making you shiver. He curls his fingers on either side of your underwear and slowly slides them down your legs and tosses them on the floor. You try to close your legs but he stops you and says,"It's ok baby, you don't need to feel that way around me, I'll take good care of you". You relax a bit and let him open your legs. He gets down on his knees and puts his face in between your legs and sucks on your clit, making you arch your back, leaning back on your arms and grip the sheets. He runs his tongue up and down your pussy and holds your legs down with his hands, you sit up a bit and grab hold of his hair, making him grunt against your cunt, sending shivers up your spine. He sticks his tongue deeper inside you and you let go of his hair to lean on both of your hands to have better balance. He goes a little bit faster, making you moan,"Oh fuck, that feels so good". You feel your stomach tighten and you say,"Buck, I'm so close, I'm gonna cum". He looks up at you, his eyes full of lust, and moans against your cunt, sending you over the edge. You cum all over his face and he licks up the mess. You kiss him as he reaches behind you and unclips your bra letting your breasts free, you cross your arms over your chest, and he gently grabs your arms, moving them away from your chest and says,"Baby, you don't need to feel that way about yourself, you're gorgeous and I mean that". You crawl away from him to the other end of the bed as he takes his pants off, leaving them on the floor, and slowly crawls on top of you. He kisses you as you palm his dick through his boxers, making him grunt and moan. You stop kissing him and slide his boxers down his legs, letting his dick spring free. You wrap your hand around his dick and slowly run your hand up and down his dick, making him lean his head back and moan in pleasure. You flip him over to lay him on his back and you're on top of him slowly move down, kissing down his chest, making him lean his head back against the headboard. You grab hold of his dick once again and lick his dick before slowly wrapping your mouth around the tip, sliding your mouth the rest of the way down, making him groan.
You start out slow, making him whimper in anticipation, but then you stop, slowly crawl back up his body, kiss him then get off the bed. He watches you walk away, confused then his eyes widen when he sees you have a pair of cuffs in your hand. You get back on top of him and cuff his hands against the headboard, look down at him, with a smirk on your face, and he looks at you and says,"Baby, please take these off me, I want to touch you and hold you close". You shake your head no, kiss and suck his neck, leaving a hickey and crawl back down his body. You slide his dick back into your mouth and start slowly moving your head up and down, making him moan, trying to break free from the handcuffs. You look up at him with and innocent look in your eyes, and swirl your tongue around his dick and go a bit faster. He whimpers and says,"Please Baby, please let me go so i can make you feel good like I said I would and-". He stops mid sentence when you start to massage his balls. He sucks in a breath and bites his lip. "Fuck, baby, I'm so close, please let me cum". Buck says,looking at you with pleading eyes. You suck his dick a bit faster and he yells out,"OH FUCK!!", bucking his hips, releasing inside your mouth. You crawl back up his body and kiss him and as you take the cuffs off him, he flips you over on your back and holds the cuffs in the air, giving you a cheeky smirk. "Oh i dare you". You say, squinting your eyes at him. He smiles and cuffs you to the headboard and moves down, kisses your breasts and sucks your nipples, making you moan. He scoots down a bit and says,"You ready baby?. If it hurts just let me know and I'll stop". You nod your head yes as he aligns his dick with your pussy, slowly sliding into your pussy, throwing his head back in the air, making you arch your back. He start out slow so he won't hurt you and starts kissing your neck, you moan in his ear, telling him to go a little bit faster. He sits up on his knees, grabs your legs, hangs them over his shoulders and fucks you, making you see stars. "Please Buck please take the cuffs off me, i want to touch you". You say, with tears running down your face. He puts your legs down and takes the cuffs off you and as he takes the cuffs off, you pull him to you, kissing him and wrapping your arms around his neck, holding him close as he goes faster, sliding your arms down and digging your nails into his back. He grabs your arms and takes your hands in his, holding them above your head as he kisses and bites your neck, making you sigh. You squeeze his hands, telling him that you're close. He stops kissing your neck and says,"I know baby i know, I'm close too just wait for me ok?". He lets go of one of your hands and run his hand down the side of your face as you nod your head yes. He sits back and pulls you into his lap, sliding you down on his dick, making you moan and lean your head back in pleasure. You wrap your arms around his neck as he wraps his around your waist, holding you close. You bounce up and down his dick as he takes his hands from around your waist and massages your breasts. "Oh fuck, shit, I'm so close". You whimper out. You look down at him as he looks up at you, and he says,"I'm close too baby, let's let go at the same time, oh i love you". He kisses you and you say,"I love you too". He groans,"OH FUCK Y/N!!". as you scream out,"OH BUCK!!!". He releases as you cum around his dick. He slides out of you as you both fall down on the bed, breathin heavily. "So do you think we should tell your sister and everyone else that we were already dating before this?". You giggle, tracing his chest tattoo. "Nah, besides pretty sure they already found out by how we left the bar". He laughs and looks at you. "Yeah, it was pretty fun pretending not to know each other". You say as he pulls you into his chest. He laughs as he runs his hand down your back as you fall asleep, kisses your forehead before falling asleep, holding you in his arms.
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jadeylovesmarvelxo · 2 years
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Movie night 🍿💞
Summary; It's movie night in the Munson household and y/n reflects on her history with Eddie.
Request from @borhapgirlforlife19 ❤
Can I request a fluffy Eddie Munson x reader oneshot where reader and Eddie are on the couch watching a movie with their two kids and reader watches the adorable sight of the kids cuddled up to Eddie and reader can’t help but to think about how far they have come and how her and Eddie couldn’t stand each other when they first met but when they got to know each other they ended up falling in love and eventually got married and have the family they do now?
Warnings; fluff ❤ soft Eddie. Eddie being a secret Disney fan 💛
This was one of y/n's favourite sights. Her and Eddie's two girls were cuddled into their daddy and watching a Disney movie.
It was movie night in the Munson household.
Eddie feigned that he couldn't stand the cheesy storylines and music but she had caught him singing along a fair few times.
You bet she would tease him about it too.
"Some of them are catchy alright sweetheart? I can't help it if they get stuck in my head!" Secretly she thought it was very cute.
Honestly, being here with Eddie like this is something y/n never thought would happen a few years back.
In high school, she and Eddie did not get on well at all she was a cheerleader and he was the "freak" of the school.
It's not like she hated him because secretly she thought he was very sexy it's just his attitude rubbed her up the wrong way.
That all changed in the latter half of senior year when Chrissy Cunningham died. Chrissy was her best friend and her gruesome death along with a few others rocked the town.
A lot of people blamed Eddie and The Hellfire Club as Satanic Panic was sweeping over America and believed the group was a cult and summoned evil and caused demonic activity.
Y/n knew no Dungeons and Dragons club could do this and never believed the town hysteria so she went to Eddie's friend Dustin to offer her help.
She joined him and a few others (Steve Harrington, Nancy Wheeler, Robin Buckley and Max Mayfield ) in taking some provisions to where he was hiding out in Reefer Ricks's home.
At first, Eddie was hesitant to accept her help and they bickered and traded insults until she yelled out that yeah he was a pain in the ass but she knew in her heart that he never committed any murders.
She knew Eddie could never do the things that people were accusing him of and Dustin seeing them calm down in each other's presence explained how people weren't far off when they talked about Hawkin's being cursed.
That's when she and Eddie were thrown into the world of Vecna, mind flayers and The Upside Down.
Thankfully, Vecna was stopped by a super-powered girl called El so everyone else in town managed to be safe.
Throughout the whole ordeal, she grew close to Eddie and with Jim Hopper being back from the dead/rescued from a Russian prison, she helped him clear Eddie's name.
She and Eddie fell in love during that time, all the long talks, taking care of him after the demo bats attack - the fact he protected her and Dustin without a second thought, getting to truly know each other helped build a bond that was unbreakable.
Within a year they were married and a year after Madison was born. Ella followed two years after her sister.
Y/n loved her family, Eddie was an amazing, devoted husband and father.
She feels Eddies gaze on her, full of such love and adoration.
"Hey, angel come on in and join the cuddles". He says to her and Ella squeals giggling when Eddie tickles her.
"Yeah, mama. Join us". Ella and Maddie yell and she's pulled into the cuddle fest by Eddie who peppers kisses over her face.
"Now I'm very happy because my three beautiful girls are cuddling me". Eddie beams smugly and she smiles nestled into his chest as Ella and Madison burrow into the blankets and watch the movie.
Eddie sings along softly to the songs seeming particularly fond of Everybody wants to be a cat.
God, she loves him so much. He catches her looking and blushes a bit and pulls her into a deep kiss, he nuzzles her neck and noticing the girls are asleep carries them to their rooms and tucks them in bed.
Then he proceeds to kiss her again and rests his head on top of hers.
"I love you, princess".
"I love you too Ed's". He gets a naughty glint in his eyes and pulls her to the bedroom slipping off her dress the minute they are behind closed doors.
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writersmess · 1 year
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Hi I was wondering if you could write an evan buckley x female reader where the female reader is a firefighter that got stuck at the top of a tall building when on a call out and the reader has a bad fear of heights so she has a panic attack but buck is there to help her and comfort her (if you could include a smidge of hen being mother hen I would be so greatful🥰)
I would love it if you could do this☺️
I’LL BE BRAVE | EVAN BUCKLEY
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Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Warning: panic attack, fear of hights.
Word count: 1.5k
a/n: this is my first request everrr! I am super excited! I apologize if there are any mistakes, english is not my first language. I hope you enjoy it!
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Today was being a good day. A few months had passed since you had been transferred to 118 and you were officially part of this crazy family. You loved them. You had a special bond with Hen. Your sister worked with Karen and since the two of you started living alone after your parents death, Karen and Hen practically adopted you. You had dinner at their house almost every night and as soon as they heard that you had become a paramedic, Hen made sure to take you to 118.
And it was the best thing that ever happened in your life. You were now part of a family that you hadn’t had for a long time. Bobby and Athena loved you and your sister as if you were their own daughters. Chim and Maddie adored you, and Eddie made you babysit when he needed to solve some things or even go to dates, not that you’re complaining, you absolutely loved being with Christopher.
And there was Buck.
Your relationship was complicated. Nobody could ever contain their surprise when they realized how similar you and Buck were, your (bad) jokes, your charm, your humor. You were practically the same person. And the sexual tension that swirled between you was frighteningly visible. The jokes about you getting a room were constant. Until you got one. And you had simply the best night of your lives together.
The problem was the after. You didn’t know how to react around each other, everything was so uncomfortable. Until one day you realized that you were developing feelings for the blue-eyed fireman. This scared you so much, that you decided to distance yourself. You were giving him the cold shoulder for a few weeks now, and it was making buck feel really uncomfortable. He didn’t like not hearing your contagious laughter, your ridiculous jokes or not being able to have some of your warm hugs. The two of you were so confused.
“you should talk to him, I can’t stand you two idiots acting all weird anymore” Hen had been trying to make you talk to him for days and today as you were on the way to a call was no different.
“oh sure- Buck, after an amazing night together I found myself completely in love with you. How does this even make sense” you mocked as you prepared to get out of the ambulance and you heard Hen’s laughter.
“first of all, too much details. Second, you could just have a mature conversation together and it would all work out.” You rolled your eyes and Hen held your arm. “if you could only see the way he looks at you.”
Hen released the grip on your arm and you ran towards Bobby who was shouting orders to the team. Today was a tough call. A residential building on fire. You prepared triage for the arriving victims while the firefighters rushed with their equipment into the burning building.
“Cap, I need some help over here. A victim on the second floor with a piece of wood stuck in his chest. I won’t be able to transport him that way.”
You could hear Eddie calling the captain over the radio and your gaze crossed with Hen’s. When she made mention of moving, you were faster.
“Cap let me help. The wood needs to be stabilized and if that doesn’t work, they'll need someone with enough medical knowledge, or that person won’t make it out of that building alive.” Your heart was beating wildly in your chest. The adrenaline was extremely high and you could feel your hands sweating.
You noticed the look Bobby gave Hen and saw when she nodded slightly. The minute you finished gearing up, you saw Buck leaving the building with another victim and when his gaze met you, the desperation was clear on his face.
“Cap no, she can’t go inside. It’s too dangerous.” He tried to persuade the captain, but it wasn’t Buck who was going to undo his decision.
“Buck, you don’t give the orders here, she’s already prepared to go in. Either you will go inside with her, or I will'
He didn’t have to say it twice and in a few seconds you were inside a burning building. Buck was directing you where it was safe to step, when to duck or sneak. Your heart was pounding, your breathing was heavy. It was so hot. As soon as you found Eddie, he gave you the same surprised look, but let you do your job. When the patient was stable, he could finally be transported without danger.
Eddie and Ravi went ahead and you stayed behind for a few seconds. Long enough so that when you went to cross the same hallway you came in, a burning beam fell in front of you. Buck pulled you to his feet just as the beam passed within millimeters of your face. You were in shock for a few seconds.
“We have to go up, it’s the safest option.”
Before you could think, Buck pulled you in and you ran up the stairs to the top floor. As you went through the door that led to the terrace you could hardly breathe because of how many floors you ran up. All you could hear was Bobby’s orders to evacuate the building. It could collapse at any second. Buck radio him your location and the captain said that they were going to position the ladder for you to get out of there. Buck ran to the edge of the building and when he made mention of pulling you in, you could see how high up you were and you got desperate.
“cmon, we have to be prepared to jump on the ladder” He tried to pull you again but you were faster and took a few steps back.
“i can’t- Buck i can’t”
“What are you talking about, we have to-“
“Buck i CAN’T” you shouted the last word and he could see the desperation in your voice. You started to hyperventilate, your head was spinning, and you fell to your knees on the floor before Buck could hold you.
“w-what is going on? are you o-okay?” He asked holding you in his arms but could see you had difficulty in drawing in air. Buck quickly took off your oxygen mask and saw the tears streaming down your face. He started to panic.
“i-i can’t, it’s too h-high” You stuttered and he finally understood. You were afraid of heights.
“hey, hey look at me” He held your face firmly and tears were streaming down your face. “We need to get out of here, the building is going to collapse any second. I need you to trust me because I don’t want to lose you today, okay? I don’t want to lose you without having a chance to tell you how I feel about you, us”
Your eyes widened and he continued talking. “I need you to take a deep breath for me okay? Do it for me please"
You nodded desperately and drew deep breaths. You could hear Bobby yelling at you to get out of there soon, the building was about to collapse. Buck stood up and held out his hand to you. “Do you trust me?”
You nodded again and Buck guided you to the ladders.
"i need you to be brave"
He never let go of your hand, and when you were halfway down, the building collapsed. Buck held you as tight as he could as everything came crashing down behind you.
As soon as the smoke cleared enough for you to finish coming down, everyone rushed to meet you.
“What happened, are you okay? Are you hurt?” Hen ran up to you checking you out and you hugged her tight, assuring her that you were fine. Either way she put you in the ambulance to check your vitals and give you oxygen for inhaling smoke.
“Don’t ever scare me like that again, and don’t ever try to be a smart-ass again. Next time you stay and I go” she complained as you parked at the station and you smiled.
“Okay okay, sorry for the scare mama Hen.”
You scoffed as you opened the ambulance to organize the supplies and noticed when a pair of blue eyes walked past you. You quickly pulled him aside and he had his eyebrows raised. “I believe you commented something that if I didn’t die today, you would have a confession to make” you noticed his cheeks turning pink and you laughed.
“thank you for helping me there. I didn’t imagine I would have a panic attack in the middle of a burning building, but my fear of heights took me to a very dark place and if you hadn’t been with me, I probably wouldn’t be-“ You had tears in your eyes and buck’s arms surrounded you.
“you don’t need to thank me, I will always have your back” You broke away from the embrace and you saw that damn smirk on his face. “I hope we can continue this conversation at my place after the shift?”
“asshole” You laughed and went back to the ambulance.
You were so screwed.
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lyjen · 2 months
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Evan Buckley x sister reader (with maddie) 
Reader is a paramedic with the 118. Eddie’s best friend. Reader and her fiancée (jay) have been together for years and are due to get married in a month and are going on a date night and reader is driving in the car when a drunk driver hits them head first and sends them crashing into a tree. Reader wakes up and has a few cuts and bruises and a dislocated shoulder and broken leg but she finds that jay is unconscious and not responding, she begins to panic and then rings 911, the ambulance arrives and gets her out but she panics and keeps asking about Jay. When she arrives at the hospital, reader wakes up and is in pain and Buck and Maddie visit her and they tell her that Jay died on scene, due to this reader breaks down screaming and crying and begins to blame herself as she was the one driving. Reader becomes depressed and doesn’t return to work or speak to anyone, she becomes isolated and blames herself for what happened. She is living in her apartment on her own now and refuses to clean out jay’s items but Buck and maddie come over to help and begin to do this and reader has a breakdown, shouting at them and blaming them. The 118 tries to go to her house but get no answer. Eddie tries to ring her constantly but she turns her phone off. Eddie is worried about his best friend. Buck and maddie try to help reader through it all. You can decide how the rest goes. ❤️‍🩹😘
Lots of angst, like so much angst, heartbreak, grief, depression, injuries, reader blaming herself & everyone around her, hospital stay, smidge of fluff 🥺🫶
I struggled a lot with writing this one to be honest! But I hope you’ll like it 🥺🫶🏽
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mvltisstuff · 6 months
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Heyy, i love your fics so michh, can u make Buck x reader, they have a newborn girl and reader is stressed because the baby won't stop crying and buck helps her. Take your time!💋
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a/n: this is such a great idea, and i’m so happy you asked me to execute it <3 madeline is also inspired by the name maddie, as i feel like that’s so cute for buck :((
madeline was a gift from the moment y/n took time off work because of her pregnancy. she was a gift the moment they decided on a name. she was a gift the moment she entered the world in the small hospital room.
however, y/n despised herself for thinking part of it was a curse. she loved her daughter more than anything in the world despite the short amount of weeks that she had arrived. buck had gone back to work, but y/n needed more time to recover from the birth. she got the pleasure of staying home with her baby, and she genuinely thought so.
it wasn’t until the constant screams came through madeline’s mouth that y/n started to get more and more tensed. her head was pounding, her body was sore and she just wanted to give her baby peace.
she felt like the worst mother in the world, not being able to comfort or secure her baby girl. she figured it would come naturally. in reality, it’s never been harder.
she cried when she was hungry, needed a diaper change, sleepy, or she just cried. it seemed like it was always that she just cried and screamed. it burned in y/n’s ear painfully as she listened to the squeals of her daughter. she just wanted her to be happy, and buck wasn’t there to help.
“mad, please.” y/n begged when her eyes started to water again, and the quiet squeaks left her baby’s soft cheeks. “i’m so sorry, i want to help you.”
y/n sighed as she rocked the baby in her arms, the bags under her eyes only getting darker as she stayed up with madeline. buck was exhausted when he came home, so he just went to sleep. y/n was fine with that as he did everything he could for his girls, all the time.
she’d be lying if she said she didn’t miss buck every hour.
he had some type of paternal magic to him that eased madeline. it brought her down to earth, and it gave y/n time to relax. her hormones were all over to place. every time her baby cried, it flooded her body was sadness and exhaustion. she was deeply jealous of buck secretly because of the ease he seemed to have with handling their child.
“hey, dad,” hen smiled, seeing buck walk back into the station after a few weeks with his wife and baby alone. “how’s y/n and the baby?”
“they’re good, i feel so bad leaving them though.”
“it’s hard to leave, that’s the last thing i wanted to do when we first got denny.”
“it’s just- i talk to you about anything, right?”
“of course, buck! what makes you say that, though.”
“madeline cries a lot, and i can just tell in y/n’s face that somethings wrong. i mean, i get that babies cry, but it just seems like it’s taking a huge toll on y/n. i don’t want her thinking she’s a bad mom, and if what happened to maddie happens to her,” buck thinks back to his sister, who went to hell and back trying to be a better mom for jee-yun. it breaks his heart to even consider y/n feeling left in the dark the same way. “i can’t handle that.”
“listen, buck,” hen lands a hand on his shoulder. “it’s going to be ok. you could even go for a little longer off work, you came back really soon.”
“y/n said it’d be good for us, and make me happier.”
“but is it making things easier? you both need to be doing this together. y/n’s saying a lot of stuff she doesn’t mean, and her mind is running at a 100 miles an hour.”
“i know,” buck says. “i’m gonna see her after the shift, i’ll talk to bobby. see what i can do.”
y/n continued to pace around the kitchen for hours, her lower back beginning to ache and her ears hurting from the wails of the baby in her arms. she tried everything from feeding her to rocking her in her swing, but nothing seemed to stop the cries of her daughter.
“madeline, please, i’m begging you,” y/n whines, practically on her knees for her child to stop crying.
the cries quickly started to blend in, y/n realizing that they’ll never go away. she wasn’t sick or anything, y/n repeatedly checked, but madeline still was just simply unhappy. and, y/n swore she was the problem.
buck arrived home late in the night, hours past dinner and inching closer to the bedtime of their casual family. when he opened the door, he just knew that y/n was in there with their baby, struggling to hang on and fix the problem.
“y/n?” he calls out, wandering around their home and finally landing in the nursery. the light purple walls and decorations were darkened, y/n and madeline sitting in the chair together. y/n’s shirt had been pulled down so she was able to feed madeline, but it seemed like no use. the baby in her arms was still weeping and throwing her tiny hands around. “oh, y/n.”
her blank expression told it all, along with the dark bags under her eyes. “she’s so upset, buck, i don’t know what to do.” y/n murmurs slightly over the cries of the baby.
“it’s ok, honey, we’re gonna figure it out.” y/n’s eyes just water with each tear that drops from madeline’s eyes. “no, no, it’s okay, y/n.”
“i’m sorry, i’m just so tired.”
“i know, i’m here now. we can fix this, okay?” y/n swipes under her eyes, taking in sharp breaths and trying to steady herself. “hey, honey, listen to me. you’re ok, madeline’s ok, i’m ok. we’ll be alright.
she nods as his arm touches her side, the baby wrapped in his other arm. “alright. why don’t you hold her, and i’m gonna go see if our noise machine is here yet.”
buck rustles through packages and gifts from their baby shower and tries to find anything that might help their girl sleep, and anything that will bring relief to y/n.
“i found it! it’ll be white noise, which we should’ve tried sooner. i don’t know if it’ll work, but it won’t hurt to try.”
buck allowed y/n to place the baby in her crib, letting her tiny body rest against the soft mattress. they turned the lights off and plugged in the machine, which sang out the staticky white noise that calmed their daughter.
her crying started to come to a halt after a bit of hearing the noise, her adorable little eyes shutting after a bit to finally rest. y/n could feel her whole body relax under seeing her baby finally sleep, as it had felt like days.
she felt like crying, she felt like sleeping, but she also felt like she had so much to do. the house was a mess, her baby had finally gotten to sleep, but she also wanted to sleep. it felt like one thing after another, and buck looked over again to see a y/n staring at the ground.
“what’s the matter? talk to me, y/n.”
“i’m not cut out for this,” her shaky voice comes out, his hands on the sides of her arms.
“what? of course you are!”
“i can barely manage to keep this house together, let alone keep our baby happy and i haven’t even been able to go back to work! i feel like shit and i just want to be happy with my baby, but i don’t even know if she’s happy and-“
“alright, i know,” she allows herself to fall into bucks grasp, as he worries silently for her in his mind. he can feel the exhaustion venting off her body, begging for sleep and somewhere to lay in peace and quiet. “i don’t want you worrying about anything else. let’s go to sleep, and i’m gonna help you, i promise. i’m never leaving either of your sides.”
his arms warmly grasp her body clad in a soft set. he leads her to their shared bed, pulling the blankets out and holding her as she finally gets her deserved sleep.
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☆ Au Masterlist ☆
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[ find my oc masterlist when you scroll down ]
♡ how requests work ♡
♡ send in the prompt/headcanon/drabble request you have with the corresponding au you want the request for. These au’s will only be worked on if I personally want to or I get requests ♡
♡ these are not reader insert unless stated otherwise ♡
♡ if there is an au I don’t write for but you want to see feel free to send in an ask or message about it ♡
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[ any au that contains dark/nsfw themes will be marked with a ❦ ]
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Sibling Street au! - requests open
- Street has a little sister Sydney that’s in need of some help, can him and Chris do that for her?
♡ moodboard ♡ pinterest board ♡ masterlist ♡
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Chef Street/Tan au! - requests open
- Streets a top tier chef that works day & night, but what happens when the restaurant he works at becomes part of a s.w.a.t case and he ends up meeting officer victor tan, and maybe falling too?
♡ moodboard ♡ pinterest board ♡ masterlist ♡
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Criminal Street au!- requests open ❦
- Hondo arrests a 20yr old Street and they somehow bond over time, but what happens when Hondo and the team find out what Streets doing for work?
♡ headcanons ♡
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Killer Stris au!- requests open ❦
- after Street & Chris start to date in early 2, by season 3 there’s a change in command that warrants the s.w.a.t rules changing to no longer allow in workplace relationships, resulting in Street and Chris’s termination. Things go dark for the couple when they start to seek revenge on those who had part in their firing
♡ moodboard ♡ pinterest board ♡ masterlist ♡
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Parent Street/Alfaro au!- requests open
- there’s the obvious reasons Street and Alfaro knew each other before Alfaro started at swat, but what about the not so obvious reasons? Like they’re ten year old adopted daughter Violet.
♡ moodboard ♡ pinterest board ♡ masterlist ♡
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Spider-man Street au! - requests open ❦
- Street might be hiding something from the team when he first starts off, but what happens when a fight brings everything to the surface?
♡ moodboard ♡ pintrest board ♡
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Pets Paradise au! - request open ❦
- dark!reader kidnapping 20 squad, still keeping them fed, bathed, hydrated, still in tip top shape, the only catch is that each day they’re to be used as readers personal pets
♡ info post ♡ masterlist ♡
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Psychic Street au! - requests open ❦
- it started as migraines but no matter the amount of doctors Street sees, they can’t find anything wrong, so what happens when he starts having visions and the team finds out?
♡ moodboard ♡
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Sunshine Street au! - requests open ❦
- established reader x poly 20!squad (minus Street) that live at a lake house just out of the city, they soon fall for the barista at the closest cafe that has a ‘sunshine in a bottle’ type of personality none of the members can resist, and they get more than they bargained for
♡ info post ♡
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Mending au! - requests open
[maddie buckley/sarah reese]
- Sarah moves to California after the mess with her father, meanwhile Maddie’s finally leaving Doug for good. They meet one another not too long after moving, becoming fast friends over their shared experiences in the medical field and soon they start a journey of healing together and eventually become more than just friends
♡ moodboard ♡
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Werewolf Zoe & Street au! - requests open ❦
- Zoe can smell it the second she walks into the room, her ears perk at the sound of each persons heart beat, all steady and rhythmic, but one of them is a wolfs like her. She can’t be thinking about this all in the midst of a case, her first real one on swat too, but the scent is strong and pulling her towards it. Almost like it’s calling her, saying that whoever it is can smell her too, knows she’s a wolf.
♡ moodboard/fic (part 1) ♡ an alpha red (part 2) ♡
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Slow Fall au! - requests open ❦
[sarah reese/noah sexton/mouse]
- sarah, noah & mouse rent out an apartment near the beach together, what could possibly go wrong?
♡ moodboard/masterlist ♡
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Blacklit Paradise au! - requests open ❦
[sarah reese/ava bekker, sarah reese & jay halstead]
- “You look stunning.” A grin gets sent Sarah’s way once she approaches her awaiting partner, anxiety sitting painfully in her stomach as she takes Ava in. Her dress is much more modest than Sarah’s is, gold jewelry laid over her neck to match the clip she has holding her short hair back, her makeup is light and shines under the overhead lights. She looks like any normal bride, happy and excited about her marriage, not like she drugged Sarah to get her here and like the chains still clanking at her ankles weren’t put there by Ava herself.
♡ vows (part 1) ♡ cold (part 2) ♡ aftermath moodboard/fic ♡
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☆ OC Masterlist ☆
- I didn’t know where to put this so it’s going here
♡ rules stated at the beginning of this post apply to oc’s as well as my general rules ♡
♡ oc’s can be put into any of my fandoms unless stated differently ♡
♡ can be sent in with prompt for a fic/headcanons ♡
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Cameron [Cam] Torres - requests open
- age ; 25 | height ; 5’10 (he’ll say he’s 6’) | pronouns ; he/him | sexuality ; bisexual king
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Hello there! This is all of the necessary information you will need if you chose to submit a request for any type of fanfiction!
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How to request!
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To submit a request, simply write out the character you would like it to be about and key aspects of the fic that you would like to include.
You can submit this to me either by tapping on the little button that says ‘say stuff’ and then submit your request either anonymously or not, or! you may privately message it to me, my dm’s are always open
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IMPORTANT!
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When it comes to writing fanfiction, I will write nearly everything. I enjoy writing smut that includes kinks and dark topics so please do not be shy!
My rules ~~~
I do only write reader inserts at the moment!
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Who I write for!
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Stranger things:
Eddie Munson <3
Steve Harrington <3
Joyce Byers
Jim Hopper
Nancy Wheeler
Robin Buckley
X-Men:
Peter Maximoff <3
Wade Wilson (deadpool)
Ororo Monroe
Raven Darkholme
Hank McCoy
Charles Xavier (James McAvoy)
Erik Lensherr (Michael Fassbender)
Jean Grey
Logan/James Howlett (wolverine)
Kurt Wagner
Scott Summers (fluff only)
Criminal Minds:
Spencer Reid <3
Emily Prentiss
Jennifer Jareau
Derek Morgan
Penelope Garcia
Aaron Hotchner
Scream:
Stu Macher
Billy Loomis
Spiderverse:
Peter Parker (TASM) <3
Miguel O’Hara (ATSV)
Hobie Brown (ATSV)
The Walking Dead:
Daryl Dixon
Glenn Rhee
Maggie Rhee
Michonne Hawthorne
Rick Grimes
Shane Walsh
Carol Peletier
911:
Evan “Buck” Buckley <3
Eddie Diaz
Howie “Chimney” Han
Athena Grant
Bobby Nash
Maddie Buckley
Henrietta “Hen” Wilson
American Horror Story:
Tate Langdon
Violet Harmon
Vivian Harmon
Kit Walker
Lana Winters
Sister Mary Eunice
Kyle Spencer <3
Misty day <3
Cordelia Goode
Jimmy Darling
Bette & Dot
James P. March
The Countess
Kai Anderson
Marvel Characters:
Wanda Maximoff
Loki Laufeyson
The Batman (2022):
Bruce Wayne
Selina Kyle
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Mobile Masterlist
ACOTAR:
Triad — An ongoing series of extended Cazriel x Reader headcanons.
Harry Styles:
One/Two Shots
It’s None of Your Business — Harry loves to tease the audience at his shows, so it’s no surprise that’s what happens when he has some big news to share.
Secret Little Rendezvous — He was a popstar, you were a music reporter, could I make it any more obvious?
Hometown Shows Part 1 — A blast from the past at Love on Tour, Chicago Night 1.
Hometown Shows Part 2 — Your family comes to the show, and Harry has a surprise for you.
Merch Girl — Flirting, jealousy, and M&Ms.
Merch Girl Part 2 — Harry shows you around Nashville on a day off.
Merch Girl Part 3 — One of the tour busses breaks down and…????
Snow Bunny — Teaching Harry to ski in St. Moritz.
Causing Trouble up in Hotel Rooms — Opening for One Direction’s Take Me Home Tour, you get close to Harry and he tries to tell you how he feels.
Enchanted — You attend the 2019 Met Gala and end up next to Harry throughout the night.
We Have to Stop Meeting Like This — You and Harry have maybe too much chemistry when you interview him at the My Policeman premier.
Story of Our Life — What it was like growing up with the world's biggest boyband.
Fine Line Series — COMPLETE!
The moments in your relationship with Harry that inspired each song on Fine Line. New chapter every Thursday!
1. She
1.5. She Instagram Blurb
2. Treat People With Kindness
2.5. TPWK Instagram Blurb
3. Sunflower
3.5 Sunflower Instagram Blurb
4. Canyon Moon
4.5. Canyon Moon Instagram Blurb
5. To Be So Lonely
5.5. To Be So Lonely Instagram Blurb
6. Golden
6.5. Golden Instagram Blurb
7. Fine Line
7.5. Fine Line Instagram Blurb
8. Cherry
8.5 Cherry Instagram Blurb
9. Falling
9.5. Falling Instagram Blurb
10. Adore You
10.5 Adore You Instagram Blurb
11. Watermelon Sugar
11.5 Watermelon Sugar Instagram Blurb
12. Lights Up
12.5 Lights Up Instagram Blurb
Bonus Instagram Blurb! As It Was: Part 1 Part 2
Blurbs
Painted Nails — Or, the history behind Harry Styles’ nail polish obsession.
Euphoria:
Fezco
Fezco’s House Series — COMPLETE!
A mini-series of Fez imagines based on some of the songs from Harry’s House.
Part 1 — Little Freak
Part 2 — Satellite
Part 3 — Matilda
Maddy
she calls me daddy — NSFW!!! You’re new to East Highland and Maddy Perez takes you under her wing.
Outer Banks:
Taylor Swift Album Headcanons — What dating the OBX crew would be like, as told through Taylor Swift albums. Featuring John B, JJ, Pope, Rafe, Topper, Kiara, and Sarah.
Sisters — John B's older sister introduces her brother and his best friend to a few of her favorite things. Alludes to future JJ x Reader.
JJ Maybank
Switzerland — Big John has been missing for months, and tensions are high between John B and his older sister, so she finds comfort in the arms of her brother's best friend.
Summer in July — JJ goes to pick up a friend in need and gets more than he bargained for.
Night Changes — Past, present, and future collide in a conversation with your childhood best friend.
Live While We're Young — No phones, your sneaky link, and a party.
Bejeweled — After mourning the end of a two-and-a-half-year relationship, you're finally ready to get back out there. You get more than you bargained for with some guy.
Attention — In which JJ wants your attention.
Topper Thornton
Vigilante Shit — You're hired to investigate a rich pretty boy and team up with his wife to nail him for his crimes.
Stranger Things:
Robin Buckley
Ice Cream — Scoops Ahoy has a new regular, and somehow Robin keeps finding herself alone with the girl.
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