Hello my dears, how have you been? I know I've been away for a while, but I'm working on some ideas (a few angst stories coming up hahaha) send me your requests!
Love you!!
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Ok, first of all
I LOVED the buck fanfic you wrote the other day, my heart...melting! So, I came back with a New idea! (If you want it, of course)
Now. Season 6 Was a rollercoaster of emotions, especially when buck got Hit by lighting. What if his fiance (from your other work) is by him day and night, being all calm and optimistic, knowing buck. And when he finally draws his first breath all alone, she just falls on her knees, crying and finally letting it all out what she held back all this time?
Now, if you don't want to do it, just simply skip đ no one forces you. Anyway! Have a great time and take Breaks, think about yourself.
COME BACK (TO REALITY) | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: After being proposed to by Buck in the middle of the night, you didnât expect an accident to change the course of your lives.
Warning: Mental breakdown, crying, hospital, mention of being struck by lightning.
Word count: 1.5k
a/n: oh my god, I didnât think it would take me so long to get back. these months have been so crazy at work, Iâve been doing crazy shifts and Iâm trying to get my social life back together again. Iâve missed writing for our troublemaker boy.
I hope you enjoy it!!! And I apologize if thereâs any mistakes, English is not my first language.
It can be read as a sequel to Vivid Dream.
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âbuck had an accident, weâre at the hospitalâ
All it took was one message to turn your life upside down.
Itâs funny how life is a great well of irony. you spend half of your life by yourself, sometimes hoping to find your soulmate, sometimes not. and then you find them. and theyâre everything you didnât even know you were looking for.
It was amazing how you and buck matched but at the same time were so different. you were adorable. had the warmest and the most welcoming smiles and hugs, and the best advice anyone could ever need. and you were determined, you knew what you wanted for your future, ever since you were a kid. and buck, well, it was buck. the boy who ran away in the hope of finding himself and finding the true meaning of happiness.
which he didnât imagine that it would be in those sparkling eyes of yours or in that sincere smile on your lips.
and you also didnât expect to find it so soon in a man like buck. so spontaneous, with such a beautiful smile, and with such a traumatic past.
and that was your fiancé now.
after proposing at 4am in the middle of a shift. with no ring and definitely with no preparation, but with the greatest love that could fit inside of that heart full os scars of him.
âgoing on a call. love youâ
The opened and unanswered message screamed in the car holder as you drove through the dark and empty streets of L.A.
you didnât know what to expect, what could have happened. you took deep and long breathes, your hands shaking as you gripped the steering wheel, your heart pounding.
âHe was struck by lightningâ
you knew all the risks that this job entailed, but this was something totally beyond your imagination. it was something impossible to predict.
you paced back and forth in the corner of the waiting room, not wanting to see the looks of pity from your friends. buck would be fine soon, he would face this like he faced everything else.
Eddie without saying a word stopped in front of you and waited until you noticed his presence, so he could hug you. and thatâs exactly what you needed at the moment.
âonly one of you can go and see him nowâ
before the doctor had finished his sentence you were at his side, walking with him to the room where your best friend, your fiancé, was.
and he was there. sedated. intubated. Itâs like your world was one step away from falling apart. Youâd never felt like this before, like control was out of your hands. you had it all figured out, all the plans, the dreams, the next steps, everything was millimetrically planned. and suddenly it wasnât anymore. your eyes were on Buck lying on the gurney, in such a deep sleep, his face was confused, his frown slightly furrowed, as if he was in an argument, or frustrated.
a few days has passed and Buckâs condition was stable. the days had been grayer, your apartment was empty and you didnât feel like working, at all. but you woke up every day, put a smile on your face and tried to be optimistic, you had faith that he would get well, he needed to. he needed to come back to you.
You didnât know it, but 118 commented about you, they thought you were in a state of shock. you didnât cry, quite the opposite, you always had a smile on your face. when someone was worried about Buckâs situation, you would put your hand on their shoulder and tell them that everything would be fine, that he would be back soon. Eddie was very worried. he knew you, and he knew that you were going to fall apart at any moment, and he hoped to be around when it happened.
you were coming into Buckâs room when you saw Chris talking to your unconscious fiancĂ©, and your eyes automatically filled with tears. you kept quiet and stood in the corner watching the scene and could see Eddie drying his tears, and your heart sank. you needed the love of your life back, Eddie needed his best friend back, Chris needed his playmate back. Buck needed to come back, he needed to fill in the gaps that were open in so many hearts.
âhey buddy, how was your conversation with Buck?â you made yourself noticed when Chris finished talking to him and he smiled when he saw you.
âis he going to be okay right?â Eddie could see you trying hard to hold back the tears, something he didnât even bother to hide anymore.
âof course sweety, heâll come back to usâ
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it was mid-afternoon, you were sitting in the chair next to his bed, trying to read a book, when your mind started to take you to places you didnât want to go. everything started coming at you hard, all these feelings. it was an anxiety crisis. you felt your heart pounding, difficulty in drawing in air, and tears began to fall.
you approached the bed and held tightly onto the hand of the man lying in that bed.
âbabe I canât do it anymore. I canât put a smile on my face and pretend that everything is fine when it isnât. I need you here with me. I know youâll be fine, I know it. but Chris, Eddie, damn it, everyone, needs you back, we need you, I need you, and I donât know how to go on without you here, I donât know. So i need you to fight for me, for us, fight and win this battle babe, win it for me and donât leave me, please donât leave meâ
And you couldnât imagine it, but the other end of the line that connected Buck to this plan was in you. He clung to that, he clung to you, to the thought of having you again, and for that he fought, for you he broke the glass that separated him between dream and reality, between life and death, it was for you that everything was worth it. Because of you he would come back.
And he did it.
You could feel a grip on your hand, it was light, but it was there. your eyes widened and your heart skipped a beat. this couldnât be a reflex, you couldnât believe it was. and it really wasnât, your Buck was coming back, he was reacting.
As if heâd sensed it, Eddie appeared in the room with the coffee heâd gone to grab, at the exactly moment your knees failed, and he held you.
âI-Is he...?â
âHey hey, calm downâ
You couldnât complete the sentence, and before your friend could question you, you heard a weak cough, it was Buck, he really was there. back to you.
You were holding Buckâs hand as if your life depended on it, and to be honest, it kind of did. you, who had never fallen in love in your life, were completely surrendered to those blue eyes that you had begged to see again.
You didnât notice the moment Eddie left the room, but when your eyes met Buckâs, you burst into tears. He couldnât say much, and you didnât even need or want him to try, he was there, thatâs all that mattered at the moment. you had your head resting on your intertwined hands on the bed, and the sobs coming from your lips left the words stuck in your throat and in your mind. Buck slowly and painfully raised his trembling hand, reaching your head and resting his hand there.
He waited until you calmed down, and his chest tightened at the way you looked at him. your lips trembling and your face wet from the tears that kept falling down your cheeks.
âyouâre backâ
âfor youâ his voice was weak and hoarse.
âI never thought I could love someone the way I love you, buck. please donât do it again, I know I canât take it one more timeâ your voice was low and trembling.
âI proposed to you, I had to come back to make sure it would happen,â he whispered with that little smile on his lips.
âYou idiot, you made me a promise to love me for the rest of my days, I was going to pick you up wherever you were,â you replied in a whisper and placed a light kiss on his lips, afraid of hurting him.
âI love you, and iâm going to keep that promiseâ he said and you nodded your head.
that intimate moment between you lasted only a few minutes, then the nurses and doctor entered the room to check on Buck and as soon as they allowed his friends to come in, the mess was made. there was laughter and loud conversation, happy hugs and stories about the day of the accident, you could hear âtoo soon?â too many times in a short period of time and all you could do was laugh.
You could see the happiness in your fiancĂ©âs eyes as everyone gathered around, and you finally felt your heart calm down. he was really there, he came back to you and you could finally live out your vivid dreams together.
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VIVID DREAM | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: Buck accidentally calls you in the middle of the night and you didnât expect the night to end the way it did.
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@jessysapphireblue
May I perhaps request our beloved buck and a fem reader?
Like she is an absolute sweetheart? Like buck calls her accidentally in the middle of the night and she picks up like directly and buck explain that He didnât meant to but she just humms and both hung up, ONLY to see her arrive like a few min later at the Station to visit with some Snacks for the rest because buck told her how He missed her? I bet this guy would melt with happiness đ„°đ„°
Warning: fluff
Word count:
1k
a/n: Hi sweetie thank you so much for the request, I loved it so much!!! One of the things that makes me really excited about is writing about this sweetheart. I apologize for taking so long, life has been crazy lately.
I hope you enjoy it!!! And I apologize if thereâs any mistakes, English is not my first language.
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âhello?â you answered the phone confused and sleepy.
âhi babe, iâm so sorry, I didnât realize it was so lateâ
You finally looked at the clock and realized that it was already dawn.
âbuck baby? Is everything okay?â you sat up in bed worried. The 24-hour shifts were the worst, you had to sleep alone and you were constantly worried about your boyfriend who spent the night at work.
âiâm fine, I just wanted to hear your voice. Iâm sorry to wake you upâ you could feel that he was not okay at all. It must have been a difficult shift. âplease babe, go back to sleep. when you wake up Iâll probably already be back home and then we can cuddle a littleâ
âokay baby, love youâ
âlove you moreâ
You ended the call and started to get ready to leave. Buck needed you. he wasnât usually so vulnerable, so when he showed these kinds of emotions, you took the opportunity to show all the care and love you had for him. and while Buck thought you were asleep, you were getting ready to meet him.
You picked up the cookies you had made earlier to take to work the next day, and decided that your boyfriend and his friends would enjoy them more. you stuffed some more snacks into your bag and headed toward the station.
As soon as you arrived at the station, you found the place empty. after greeting the fireman who had stayed behind, he explained that they had just left on a call and might took a while. you went to the kitchen and arranged the snacks and cookies on the counter and decided to make some fresh coffee, you knew that Buck drank coffee like water, especially on these long shifts. you decided to wait on the couch after preparing everything, but ended up dozing off.
Buck was the first to get off the truck and take off his uniform, he was exhausted and desperately needed a cup of coffee. he had been so stressed lately, things had not been easy at work and working such long and turbulent shifts was wearing him down. he was dying to get this shift over and run home to you.
To say that he was surprised to see you was an understatement. he hadnât expected this at all, and as he smelled the fresh coffee and cookies on the countertop, he knew it was your doing. when Buck saw you curled up in the corner of the sofa, his heart ached with love for you. you did it for him. you were there for him.
He watched you for a few seconds before he decided to wake you up, and he didnât really need to, since you woke up when you heard voices in the background.
âhi babyâ he murmured close to you as soon as you awoke.
âhi babe, was I asleep?â you asked confused.
âyes sweetieâ you noticed that smile on his face. âwhat are you doing here?â
âyou called meâ you answered and could see his eyebrows frowning.
âwhat? honey it was an accident, I didnât realize it was so late-â
âbut you called me, and I knew you needed me. so I came for youâ
That was it.
Buck was about to burst into tears. you were so precious, so caring, so loving. the way you cared for him, no one had ever done that before. he needed you by his side for the rest of his life. you were the color in Buckâs gray life. you were everything.
âmarry meâ he said before his brain could even processed the thought.
âwhat?â you froze, this was definitely a dream.
Chim and Eddie who were drinking coffee on the counter almost choked when they heard the dialogue between the two lovebirds on the sofa. Eddie and Buck had talked about this so many times, they had discussed the ways that Buck could have proposed and none of them had been this way. Chim couldnât wait to tell Maddie and Hen about it.
âbabe itâs 4 in the morning, are you sure this is what you-â you started to say fully awake now. your eyes were wide open and your heart was about to burst out of your mouth.
âi mean, it wasnât supposed to happen this way, I-I donât even have the ring here with me and I had it all planned but, but I-I love you more than anything and the only certainty I have in this life is that I want to spend it by your side. Iâve never been so loved and cared for before and I want to be able to repay that love for the rest of our days, y-you are so much more than I wished for, more than I dreamed ofâ
He finished and his eyes were filled with tears. and yours could not even hold back the tears from falling. a few minutes ago you were asleep in your bed, and now you were sitting on the sofa in the station about to accept the marriage proposal from the love of your life.
âof course Iâll marry you. i love you so muchâ you approached him and kissed him tenderly, just the way he loved and longed for everyday and every second of the day.
Buck could have prepared a thousand ways to propose, but nothing would never compare to him just being himself in the middle of the night, expressing his love in the most spontaneous and genuine way possible.
You couldnât wait to spend the rest of your days by his side.
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Hello, how are you? I hope you're doing okey so I see that you are taking request again I wanted to know if you could do a Derek Hale x reader when they have Eli and he is at the stage where he's learning how to talks and he only knows how to say his last name so when Derek and reader leave Eli on peter's watch and at one moment Eli is missing his parents so he goes to Peter and says his last name and Peter just don't understand why he is saying that and Eli ends up crying so Peter calls Derek because poor uncle Peter don't know what to do, just something funny and chaotic please ( sorry if this long and if you don't understand everything it's because english is not my first language so I might have confused everything ).
MISSING YOU | DEREK HALE
Pairing: Derek Hale x fem!reader
Summary: While under Peterâs care, baby Eli wouldnât stop crying. Until everyone found out why.
Warning: none
Word count: 1.4k
a/n: hey sweeties! Thanks for the request! I loved it so much! I hope you enjoy it!!! I apologize for any mistakes, English is not my first language.
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âdid you get this on tape?â you asked excitedly and Derek agreed in a murmur. You looked at him and your eyes automatically filled with tears as you saw him with a few tears streaming down his face. he was completely dazzled.
Hale.
It was baby Eliâs first word.
You were playing with the child when he randomly dropped the word. Derek was filming the moment unpretentiously as he always did to keep all possible memories of his little family, and he got to record this moment. It was magical.
âof all the words, he had to chose Haleâ Derek said as he hugged you from the side and looked fondly at the baby carefully positioned on the floor with his toys.
âwhat can I say? He is just like his mamaâ you joked, hugging him back while laying your head on his shoulder.
You knew exactly why Eli chose that word.
You were Scott and Stilesâ classmate and when the supernatural world began to take over the town, you found yourself in a pack full of scared and inexperienced teenagers. Scott and Stiles took you in and explained what was going on, after you were caught in the middle of the crossfire between hunters and werewolves. Suddenly this bunch of teenagers were best friends and together they were fighting supernatural and human threats.
And there was Derek Hale.
A sourwolf who after so many losses, had to deal with these teenagers full of doubts and fears.
The moment you laid your eyes on Derek you knew your heart was his. And he knew that too, he wanted to love you. But you were too young, it was totally against his morals. And then you went away to study in another state, all of you did. Derek would never admit it but he missed you, missed your irony, missed your passionate glances, your contagious laugh.
He didnât expect that after a few years you would come back to the city, but your father was sick, he needed you. And it was supposed to be for a while, until you decided to stay. You got a job, got your own apartment, and settled in.
You never imagined that your story with Derek would unfold, indeed you never thought that he would even look at you with second thoughts. The way you looked at him. But you decided to give each other a chance. And it worked, you were perfect for each other. Until a few months after you started to get involved, you found out that Derekâs one-night stand had resulted in a baby. It happened way before you moved back to the city, but that doesnât mean it didnât hurt. It did.
But you learned to deal with it and you were willing to help in Eliâs upbringing. You loved him as if he were your own.
Since your school days you have never been able to call Derek by his name. He never really understood why, but you were too embarrassed to address him by his first name so you chose to call him by his last one. Hale. And everyone got used to it, at one point it even became cute. And even after you were together, you didnât lose that habit, what you didnât expect is that your son would use that as his first word.
âmorning sunshine. the party is about to beginâ you exclaimed excitedly as soon as Peter opened the door and he let out a grunt. He had just woken up.
âjesus, i donât remember arranging that so earlyâ
âwhat better way to start the day if not with your adorable nephewâ
You said, passing the baby into Peterâs arms, and you could see how his face lit up with the babyâs presence. A smile immediately broke out on his face.
âthis is not the first time, so I donât need to remind you of the rules, also I am very eager to enjoy the day with my boyfriend, so Iâm gonna get goingâ You let out a mischievous smile and Peter rolled his eyes.
âfirst of all, gross. Second, the Haleâs men are ready to take over the townâ you laughed leaving them alone.
***
âokay pal, itâs just you and me and a whole day ahead of us. You have to help meâ Peter talked to the baby as if he was understanding. It was comic.
He was preparing breakfast when Malia and Parish arrived at the house.
âcheck it out, looks like we have company todayâ
Malia said, changing her voice tone and moving towards the baby. She absolutely hated pda, but when thereâs a baby as cute as Eli in the house, she couldnât help herself.
âthank God you arrived. He is here for like an hour and has cried at least three timesâ Peter spoke and the couple could see the desperation in his eyes, making them laugh.
âheâs a Hale, itâs not like heâs easy to deal withâ Parish said and both Haleâs looked at him with deadly eyes. He laughed and went into the kitchen, trying to get out of they sight âSorryâ
***
âdid he just say Hale?â Parish asked as the three looked stunned at the baby playing on the floor.
âi guess soâ Malia replied and they could see how Peter was smiling. âlook at this, uncle Peter is getting emotionalâ
âshut upâ Malia and Parish couldnât hold their laugh.
What they could not imagine, was that from that moment on baby Eli would not stop crying and repeating his last name for the rest of the afternoon.
âI think heâs brokenâ Malia said as she shook some toys in front of the baby on Parishâs arms, trying to get him to stop crying.
âdont be stupid, Maliaâ Peter said with his hands on his head, he couldnât stand to hear the childâs crying anymore âokay Iâm gonna call Derekâ
âheâs gonna get crazy, I donât think itâs a good ideaâ Malia warned.
âwell I donât know what else to doâ Peter said desperately as Eli continued to mumble the word Hale non-stop. âthen Iâll call y/n Iâm sure she wonât want to kill meâ
You and Derek were in the middle of a make-out session when the phone started ringing. You declined the first time, but the fourth time it was impossible.
âjesus christ Peter, what happened? Is everything okay?â You answered preoccupied and you could see Derekâs watchful eyes. He was listening to the conversation.
âOk donât go crazy about it, the baby is fine, Iâm the one who isnâtâ This only made you even more worried. Derek was already starting to get out of bed and look for his clothes.
âwhy? What happened?â
âthereâs the thing! I donât know! Eli started to cry and hasnât stopped for at least a couple of hoursâ
âdid you try-â
âyes I didâ he cut you.
âbut the-â you tried to say and he cut you off again.
âi tried absolutely everything that you can imagineâ
You could sense the tiredness in Peterâs voice and the baby crying in the background.
âheâs not in pain. I tried that tooâ
âokay weâre coming to rescue youâ you said as you finished getting dressed and noticed Derek grabbing the car keys.
âthanksâ he mumbled and you laughed.
âheâs okay baby, donât worryâ you said comforting Derek already in the car and he sighed.
âyeah I knowâ
As soon as you opened the door, you could see what a mess the house was. Toys everywhere, Malia and Parish sitting on the couch and Peter pacing up and down with a crying baby on his arms. Peter was defeated. Eli had swollen eyes from crying and you could see that he was desolated.
âHaleâ Eli muttered and stretched his arms out the second Derek entered his field of vision.
âoh hi baby boyâ Derek said walking towards him.
The moment Derek held him in his arms, the crying ceased. His little head rested against Derekâs big shoulders and he was now letting out little sighs.
Your heart melted watching that scene and the urge to cry was huge.
âreally?â Peter said and the three of them watched the scene in disbelief.
âso hale is Derek? He kept saying that all afternoonâ Parish commented and you nodded.
âI can imagine whyâ Malia said sarcastically looking at you and you felt your face turn red.
âWell what can I say if heâs just like his mamaâ You joked and let out a laugh.
All this time the baby was just missing you guys, especially Derek.
He really was just like you.
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hello!! i hope youâre doing well and having a great day đ„°
i saw you were taking requests and was wondering if youâd write a buck fic where they find out theyâre having twins and how they tell the 118? if donât get to it, truly no worry. just take care of yourself and remember to drink water â€ïžâ€ïž
TO BUILD A HOME | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: You found out that you were pregnant with twins and it was time to tell 118.
Warning: just a big fluffy family
Word count: 1k
a/n: Thank you so much for this request!!! I wanted to start by saying how much I loved this request. I have to confess that I am in a scary baby fever lately and this just made me want a baby even more (help meeee) I hope you like it!!! And forgive if thereâs any mistakes, english is not my first language.
Also can someone plssss give this man a baby??? After the last episode it was clear how much he is prepared AND how much he wants it!!! omg
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âtwins?â
lying on the hospital stretcher, with an icy gel on your low stomach, you could hear Buckâs startled murmur as he repeated the doctorâs words. You were completely shocked. As if finding out the pregnancy wasnât scare enough, youâre having twins?
Your hands were shaking and sweating, your mind was a completely mess, fear was growing in your chest. What if you werenât good enough, what if-
âbaby?â Buckâs voice woke you from your thoughts and you could see the worried look on his beautiful face. âare you feeling okay?â
ây-yes, i-i just-â
âiâll give you a momentâ
The doctor said as she wiped the gel from your belly and soon left the room leaving you two alone.
âi-i donât know if- how can we-â
âhey hey, calm downâ He held your face in his hands and his eyes met yours. âI am scared to death about this too. But weâre going to make it, weâve faced so much so far, all the obstacles that have come our way and weâve faced them. We are going to make it, we are going to have these babies and they are going to learn about the greatest love in the world, because they are going to be raised by usâ
âand by the 118â You added and let out a muffled laugh. He let out a wide smile and you could see how his eyes formed little wrinkles as his smile grew. âi love you so muchâ
âi love you guys tooâ He put his hands on your stomach and gave you a little peck in your lips.
It was finally Thanksgiving morning. You and Buck agreed to wait until today to tell everyone about the pregnancy. You were helping Athena and Maddie in the kitchen, while the rest of the team was setting Bobby and Athenaâs house for lunch. You didnât wake up well this morning, the nausea that you thought was over showed its face again. You excused yourself and quickly went to the bathroom, throwing up what you didnât even know you had in your stomach. After you cleaned yourself up you came out of the bathroom and bumped into a frowning Maddie.
âAre you feeling all right? This is the second time youâve run to the bathroom to-â
You noticed her eyes widen and the glow of understanding appeared on her face. And your eyes widened too.
âoh my god. You are preg-â
Before she could finish her sentence you dragged her into the bathroom with you and quickly closed the door. Your heart was racing and now Maddieâs eyes were filled with tears.
âWhy didnât you tell me? How far along are you? oh my god, my brother is going to be a father. Jee is going to have a cousinâ She kept murmuring and you smiled at your sister-in-lawâs excitement. When your eyes met she gave a huge smile. âand how are you doing? i am so happy for youâ
She hugged you tight, and you didnât even realize you had tears in your eyes until they rolled off your face.
âthatâs why Buck hasnât taken his eyes off you all morningâ You nodded, still teary-eyed, and tried to pull yourself together.
âMaddie you canât tell anyone. We will announce it this afternoon, itâs still a surpriseâ
âyeah of course. Iâll try to keep my mouth shutâ You gave her a serious look and she laughed. âi promise Iâll keep my mouth shutâ As soon as you left the bathroom Buck was standing in the doorway with a worried look on his face.
âIs everything okay?â
âEverything is greatâ Maddie exclaimed with her hands up and burst out laughing. As soon as she left Buck looked at you confused and you sighed.
âshe knowsâ you both spoke together and smiled.
The table was set, everyone was seated, and Bobby began a speech about the things he was grateful for this year. He was about to start the meal, when Buck asked to speak.
âahn, i-iâd like to- i-iâm-â
He started to stutter and you held his hand under the table. He took a deep breath looking into your eyes and your smile gave him the strength to continue.
âi am extremely grateful for this family, the 118 family, I think you all remember that I didnât go through my best phase in the beginning, but with your help I can say that I have become a better firefighter and a better person. And I am grateful for the woman who chose me. A few years have passed since we decided to give this relationship a chance and I could never have imagined that this would become the best thing in my life, the best part of me. But today in particular I am grateful because she gave me the opportunity to be a father and I am grateful for the babies in her bellyâ
âwhat?â Eddie was the first to ask while everyone stared at you in astonishment.
âoh my god, babies? As two babies?" Maddie exclamed with tears in her eyes.
And when you confirmed it the celebration began. Everyone came up to you to congratulate and tell you how much these babies would be loved. How great you would be as parents, and of course lots of jokes about how they didnât believe Buck could do anything good like winning you over and now getting you pregnant, youâre too much for Buck. You couldnât have dreamed of a different scenario, a better one. The look on Buckâs face, his sincere smile on his lips as he told about the day you found out together that you were pregnant, the love that radiated from everyone around you, the caresses on your belly and the loving comments, the warm hugs.
That was the true meaning of family for you. The joy, the talking, the pregnancy planning, the hugs and smiles, went on throughout the day. And it went on during the months that followed, the homemade meals made especially for you, the gifts sent for the babies, the help to set up the babiesâ room.
They were your true family.
When the day finally arrived ahead of schedule, you were home alone. Despite the fear and desperation you did what you had spent months preparing for. While on the way you called your boyfriend, you didnât expect that you would arrive at the hospital practically together with a truck full of anxious firemen who came straight out of a call to the hospital. The nurses couldnât stop talking about how loved you were and how anxious the firemen and their partners in the waiting room were.
And the moment has finally arrived. The Buckley babies have arrived into this world, and you and Buck couldnât be happier.
Your family was now complete.
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hey guys, i'm taking requests!!!! Don't be afraid, tell me what you want!!! â„ïž
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Hi I was wondering if you could write an evan buckley x female reader where the female reader is a firefighter that got stuck at the top of a tall building when on a call out and the reader has a bad fear of heights so she has a panic attack but buck is there to help her and comfort her (if you could include a smidge of hen being mother hen I would be so greatfulđ„°)
I would love it if you could do thisâșïž
IâLL BE BRAVE | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Warning: panic attack, fear of hights.
Word count: 1.5k
a/n: this is my first request everrr! I am super excited! I apologize if there are any mistakes, english is not my first language. I hope you enjoy it!
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Today was being a good day. A few months had passed since you had been transferred to 118 and you were officially part of this crazy family. You loved them. You had a special bond with Hen. Your sister worked with Karen and since the two of you started living alone after your parents death, Karen and Hen practically adopted you. You had dinner at their house almost every night and as soon as they heard that you had become a paramedic, Hen made sure to take you to 118.
And it was the best thing that ever happened in your life. You were now part of a family that you hadnât had for a long time. Bobby and Athena loved you and your sister as if you were their own daughters. Chim and Maddie adored you, and Eddie made you babysit when he needed to solve some things or even go to dates, not that youâre complaining, you absolutely loved being with Christopher.
And there was Buck.
Your relationship was complicated. Nobody could ever contain their surprise when they realized how similar you and Buck were, your (bad) jokes, your charm, your humor. You were practically the same person. And the sexual tension that swirled between you was frighteningly visible. The jokes about you getting a room were constant. Until you got one. And you had simply the best night of your lives together.
The problem was the after. You didnât know how to react around each other, everything was so uncomfortable. Until one day you realized that you were developing feelings for the blue-eyed fireman. This scared you so much, that you decided to distance yourself. You were giving him the cold shoulder for a few weeks now, and it was making buck feel really uncomfortable. He didnât like not hearing your contagious laughter, your ridiculous jokes or not being able to have some of your warm hugs. The two of you were so confused.
âyou should talk to him, I canât stand you two idiots acting all weird anymoreâ Hen had been trying to make you talk to him for days and today as you were on the way to a call was no different.
âoh sure- Buck, after an amazing night together I found myself completely in love with you. How does this even make senseâ you mocked as you prepared to get out of the ambulance and you heard Henâs laughter.
âfirst of all, too much details. Second, you could just have a mature conversation together and it would all work out.â You rolled your eyes and Hen held your arm. âif you could only see the way he looks at you.â
Hen released the grip on your arm and you ran towards Bobby who was shouting orders to the team. Today was a tough call. A residential building on fire. You prepared triage for the arriving victims while the firefighters rushed with their equipment into the burning building.
âCap, I need some help over here. A victim on the second floor with a piece of wood stuck in his chest. I wonât be able to transport him that way.â
You could hear Eddie calling the captain over the radio and your gaze crossed with Henâs. When she made mention of moving, you were faster.
âCap let me help. The wood needs to be stabilized and if that doesnât work, they'll need someone with enough medical knowledge, or that person wonât make it out of that building alive.â Your heart was beating wildly in your chest. The adrenaline was extremely high and you could feel your hands sweating.
You noticed the look Bobby gave Hen and saw when she nodded slightly. The minute you finished gearing up, you saw Buck leaving the building with another victim and when his gaze met you, the desperation was clear on his face.
âCap no, she canât go inside. Itâs too dangerous.â He tried to persuade the captain, but it wasnât Buck who was going to undo his decision.
âBuck, you donât give the orders here, sheâs already prepared to go in. Either you will go inside with her, or I will'
He didnât have to say it twice and in a few seconds you were inside a burning building. Buck was directing you where it was safe to step, when to duck or sneak. Your heart was pounding, your breathing was heavy. It was so hot. As soon as you found Eddie, he gave you the same surprised look, but let you do your job. When the patient was stable, he could finally be transported without danger.
Eddie and Ravi went ahead and you stayed behind for a few seconds. Long enough so that when you went to cross the same hallway you came in, a burning beam fell in front of you. Buck pulled you to his feet just as the beam passed within millimeters of your face. You were in shock for a few seconds.
âWe have to go up, itâs the safest option.â
Before you could think, Buck pulled you in and you ran up the stairs to the top floor. As you went through the door that led to the terrace you could hardly breathe because of how many floors you ran up. All you could hear was Bobbyâs orders to evacuate the building. It could collapse at any second. Buck radio him your location and the captain said that they were going to position the ladder for you to get out of there. Buck ran to the edge of the building and when he made mention of pulling you in, you could see how high up you were and you got desperate.
âcmon, we have to be prepared to jump on the ladderâ He tried to pull you again but you were faster and took a few steps back.
âi canât- Buck i canâtâ
âWhat are you talking about, we have to-â
âBuck i CANâTâ you shouted the last word and he could see the desperation in your voice. You started to hyperventilate, your head was spinning, and you fell to your knees on the floor before Buck could hold you.
âw-what is going on? are you o-okay?â He asked holding you in his arms but could see you had difficulty in drawing in air. Buck quickly took off your oxygen mask and saw the tears streaming down your face. He started to panic.
âi-i canât, itâs too h-highâ You stuttered and he finally understood. You were afraid of heights.
âhey, hey look at meâ He held your face firmly and tears were streaming down your face. âWe need to get out of here, the building is going to collapse any second. I need you to trust me because I donât want to lose you today, okay? I donât want to lose you without having a chance to tell you how I feel about you, usâ
Your eyes widened and he continued talking. âI need you to take a deep breath for me okay? Do it for me please"
You nodded desperately and drew deep breaths. You could hear Bobby yelling at you to get out of there soon, the building was about to collapse. Buck stood up and held out his hand to you. âDo you trust me?â
You nodded again and Buck guided you to the ladders.
"i need you to be brave"
He never let go of your hand, and when you were halfway down, the building collapsed. Buck held you as tight as he could as everything came crashing down behind you.
As soon as the smoke cleared enough for you to finish coming down, everyone rushed to meet you.
âWhat happened, are you okay? Are you hurt?â Hen ran up to you checking you out and you hugged her tight, assuring her that you were fine. Either way she put you in the ambulance to check your vitals and give you oxygen for inhaling smoke.
âDonât ever scare me like that again, and donât ever try to be a smart-ass again. Next time you stay and I goâ she complained as you parked at the station and you smiled.
âOkay okay, sorry for the scare mama Hen.â
You scoffed as you opened the ambulance to organize the supplies and noticed when a pair of blue eyes walked past you. You quickly pulled him aside and he had his eyebrows raised. âI believe you commented something that if I didnât die today, you would have a confession to makeâ you noticed his cheeks turning pink and you laughed.
âthank you for helping me there. I didnât imagine I would have a panic attack in the middle of a burning building, but my fear of heights took me to a very dark place and if you hadnât been with me, I probably wouldnât be-â You had tears in your eyes and buckâs arms surrounded you.
âyou donât need to thank me, I will always have your backâ You broke away from the embrace and you saw that damn smirk on his face. âI hope we can continue this conversation at my place after the shift?â
âassholeâ You laughed and went back to the ambulance.
You were so screwed.
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I DONâT KNOW HOW | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: After an exhausting shift, Buck decided to expose all the fears he had kept in his heart for so long.
Warning: a bit angst, some crying, fluff.
Word count: 0.9k
a/n: hey there my sweeties, here I am again. This came to me while i was listening to a song, and i couldn't stop thinking about our precious boy. english is not my first language, so im sorry if thereâs any mistakes. hope you enjoy it.
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No one could ever understand the mess that was inside that heart. How many times he was left behind, he couldnât even count. His heart bled, it ached. He wanted to love, he was willing to love someone, to care for someone, to settle down and start a family. Buck was desperate for that. But suddenly he was left and theyâre all gone, because no one saw him as the one, but as the one they could call when they needed some fun.
He was not seen as the one who was responsible, or the man of someoneâs dreams. That man that someone would imagined a future with. And he accepted it. He accepted that nobody would look at him and imagine him as the father of their children, that nobody would look at him and think about the beautiful life they would have. He accepted his destiny. He accepted that he was broken.
And if brokenness is a work of art, surely this must be his masterpiece.
He stopped looking.
Until he found you.
But the firemanâs heart was already so wounded, so guarded. He couldnât just let you in. But you easily found a way in. And you loved him. And imagined a future with him. And you imagined your children together. And suddenly you were everything heâd ever wanted, everything heâd ever dreamed of.
After leaving work early, you decided to go to Buckâs house to make some home-cooked food, so that when he came home from another turbulent shift, he could enjoy some fresh food and rest. By your side.
He definitely did not expect all this when he came home destroyed from an extremely heavy shift, a shift with some losses. He was so tired.
You understood this, you knew how hard it was sometimes, and you accepted it when even after thanking you so much, he spent the whole night quiet, trapped inside his own head, his own thoughts.
You were sitting side by side on the couch watching a movie. At least you were, buck was traveling in his thoughts, again.
âbaby, is there something bothering you besides your workâ you paused the movie when you realized he wasnât paying attention, and sat down on your side, looking at him with that loving gaze that you had. You were so perfect.
You were surprised when you noticed some tears falling down Buckâs face but decided not to say anything when you realized that he was trying to say something and couldnât, he was trying to find the right words.
âi wanna tell you but i donât know howâ your heart missed a beat at that moment. What could have happened? Did he want to break up with you?
âi wish I could tell you how much of a mess I am, how everything inside me always hurts and I canât make it stop. How broken I am and how afraid I am. Because I wake up every morning waiting for you to realize how worthless I am and decide to leave.â
âbaby i-â
âAnd every single moment that I share with you is unique. Because no one has ever been willing to live it with me. But I donât know how, every second that I am with you, I keep waiting that they will become just memories, memories once again so painful. Memories of a life that I could have had, but I didnâtâ you could see how painful this was to him, and you just stayed still, waiting for him to say everything that he wanted to âand I want to love you for a lifetime, I want to give you my heart completely, but I don't know how. I want to truly love you, but I don't know how. Because all the times that I did it, that I loved, a piece of me has been torn away and taken away along with themâ
You had never seen Buck fall apart like this, and you could see how vulnerable he really was. And not this indestructible man he showed himself to be all the time. You knew how much he had hurt from past relationships, you just didnât realize it hurt this much.
But you wouldnât go anywhere.
You wanted to stay by his side for the rest of your life, because despite all the things he said, you had never felt so loved before, so cared for.
Buck was sobbing, and all you did at that moment was hold him in your arms. You put all your love and care into that hug. You were willing to face everything, all his monsters, all the pain, in order to mend that broken heart and make him happy, as he truly deserved to be. You waited until he calmed down and held his face tenderly, making him stare at you with red eyes.
âIâm not going anywhere, baby. I promise. I love you, and this love is not going to disappear overnight, no. Actually every morning when I wake up next to you I realize how lucky I am to have you by my side. I realize how much I want to live the rest of my life with you, to have your children, to have a family with you. I want to grow old with you, Buck.â
That was enough for Buck to crumble again. Finally he had found his home. And it was right there, holding him in a way he had never been held before.
And in that moment after so long, he allowed himself. He allowed himself to be loved and allowed himself to open his heart for you to come in and take care once and for all of that heart that was once so broken.
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LETâS BE A MESS TOGETHER | EVAN BUCKLEY
Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: after Buck gets injured during a call, you realize you canât live without him.
Warning: angst but fluff at some point
Word count: 2k
a/n: hey there! This is my first time writing for Buck so im pretty nervous hehe english is not my first language so im sorry if thereâs any mistakes. Also itâs based on 6x11, cause nobody knows how much I cried on that episode. Hope you enjoy!!
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Youâve been friends with Maddie for a while now. Youâve met in nurse school, and even after she moved to another town with Doug, you still managed to keep in touch. After you found out about everything sheâs been through, youâre really important in her recovery. You two were really inseparable now.
Being so present in Maddieâs life made you participate in the major events of her life. Her meeting and falling in love with Chim, becoming a dispatcher, and the best thing that could have happened in her life, Jee-Yun.
As time passed by you really became part of her family and with that being said, you became a very important figure in the big family that was 118.
They all loved you.
You were so caring, loving, willing to help anyone any time. Oh and your hugs, they were the best. And because you work in the hospital, it was quite common to bump into one of them between calls.
Although you were close to everyone, it was this pair of big blue eyes that always catch your attention.
Evan Buckley.
No matter where you were, your traitors eyes were always searching for his, and that side grin. Whether in a crowded bar, or at the hospital, or even at Maddieâs house, there you were, involuntarily looking for him. And surprisingly those blue eyes were already looking at you from the other side of the room all the time.
And the touches.
Somehow you were always touching each other. There was always an excuse for your hands to search each otherâs bodies. When he told a very bad joke and apparently only you laughed, your hand was patting his arm. When after your usual breakfast together he would fix the collar of your jacket. When on cold days your arms would reach for his for warmth.
Eventually your hands moved like it had a mind of their own, reaching out to grab each others hands even if your eyes didnât leave whatever you were focused on.
Everyone noticed the way you acted around each other. And even when one was not around, the other would always brought their name into the conversation. It was very clear to everyone the way you two felt about each other.
But nobody understood why you didnât get together soon, why it had to be so complicated.
And what nobody really understood, is why he chose Taylor.
This broke you in so many ways and everyone could see how hurt you were. The way you stopped going to the weekly meetings, or how you stopped going to the bar after shift, or how you started avoiding them in the hospital hallways.
Hell, even Buck didnât understand what he did.
The problem is that he got too carried away with that one night stand, and the next thing he knew he was too involved in this turbulent and full of lies relationship, that he just couldnât get out of it.
So it was pretty normal to be surprised when you opened the door on a weekday and saw him standing at your doorstep.
âi broke up with Taylorâ he said looking at you.
âoh okay?â you let him in and while closing the door, you close your eyes and took a deep breath.
âim so stupid you knowâ
You did know
âim not trying to be rude or something, but i donât get why you came to meâ he looked at you confused âi mean, we havenât been talking much since you started dating"
âi know and thatâs why Iâm such a fool. I shouldâve never done that with you, with us.â
âlook Buck Iâm really not getting your pointâ your heart was beating so fast.
âmy point is, that Iâm a mess, okay? And I have this thing where i self sabotage in literally every aspect of my life, specially my love lifeâ
You keep quiet as he blurted out.
âevery single time i was with her, every touch, every breakfast, every lunch or dinner, I was thinking of youâ
You were still seating on the couch while Buck was about to make a hole in the ground from walking back and forth.
You were so hurt. He chose her, and the minute itâs all over, he simply comes after you to pour out a bunch of words full of feelings. It wasnât that simple. What about you? What about what you had felt for so long? It wasnât fair.
âlook y/n i want to be with youâ
He knelt in front of you and put his hands on your face. You finally let the tears roll down your face.
âyou have no idea how long Iâve waited for this Buckâ you started and could see that beautiful smile in his lips, only to be replaced with a confused expression when you took his hands out of your face. âuntil I had my heart broken when you decided to be with Taylorâ
ây/n pleas-â
âyou donât get to show up at my door after months with her and say you'd rather be with me. Not when I was getting used to having our Sunday breakfast alone, not when I was starting to go back to the bar with the guys, because looking at you didn't hurt so much anymore. Not when-â
He hugged you.
Buck hugged you.
The words could no longer come out of your mouth and you simply let the tears roll off your face.
âiâm sorry. I really am.â He looked at you again while wiping your tears away. Buck gave you a sad smile. âiâll give you some space, but i swear I wonât give up on you. On us.â
And with that he left.
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A few days has passed by and you were still trying to get yourself together after that night, but honestly you were hardly having time to think about anything since the days at the hospital have been intense due to these recent winds. You just couldnât wait to get home and have some sleep.
Today was one of those days. The hospital was crazy, the atmosphere was tense. Each patient admission was a surprise and you just wanted it to end.
You were heading to the nursing bay so you could update some medical records, when your colleague called you aside.
âsome bizarre case is coming up. The truck called the dispatch, i think itâs pretty serious.â She looked at you carefully.
You worked with a very special team, everyone got along very well and liked each other so much. So basically all your colleagues knew about your situation with Buck, but not because you went around talking about it, no. Everyone saw the way you treated each other when you met in the hallways, the care and concern for each other. And outside of it, too.
You had a bad feeling in your chest since you woke up, something was not right. The rain was heavy outside and from afar you could hear the sirens approaching.
And suddenly it was as if the ground opened up beneath you. Bobby was yelling to the doctors about the patientâs condition, how he was having a cardiac arrest. Everyone from 118 was there, looking at the person on the stretcher. You were not prepared for this, you were not prepared to see Buck lying unconscious on that stretcher. When you threatened to run towards the team that would take care of him, your boss yelled at you to stay there.
âweâll do our bestâ a doctor said before the doors closed behind him.
âdo moreâ you heard Eddie scream behind you.
You were petrified. This couldnât be real. You couldnât speak, the voices around you were like hums, and your eyes were beginning to fill with water. You were in shock.
Bobby noticed how you were paralyzed in the middle of the way and went to meet you. He didnât have to say a word. As he sat you down on a chair, you could see your hands trembling and sweating. Eddie crouched down in front of you and you looked into his eyes. He knew that you were about to collapse, he was also on the verge of a panic attack.
âw-what- is he-â You couldn't form a complete sentence and you could notice the fear in your friend's eyes.
âi donât knowâ
And after that he hugged you.
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You were in the corner of the room watching Christopher talking to Buck and the tears kept falling down your face. You just couldnât stop the tears to roll down your face every time you looked at him like that, your Buck. He was so vulnerable.
You were a completely mess.
You hugged them goodbye and cried even more when Chris told you to be calm, he was going to wake any time soon. He was so pure.
âi canât handle much more like this. I need you here with me Buckâ you held his hands tightly while speaking âi canât lose you, not for good. you said youâre a mess, but so am i. I need you alive so we can be a mess togetherâ
And this has been your routine for a few days. You spent the day with him until Bobby arrived and practically forces you to go home and rest. And thatâs when he didn't bring Athena as a backup and she forced you to go home with her, because they knew you hadnât been eating or sleeping properly.
But in the meantime, you tried to distract yourself by reading books, watching movies, or trying to tell some jokes to an unconscious Buck. God, you were being pathetic.
You were on your way back to the hospital after a few hours of rest when your phone started ringing non-stop. It was Bobby.
Your heart froze.
Something must have happened.
You didnât answer the call, you preferred to go straight to the hospital room preparing yourself for the worst. You were confused as you noticed the movement in the room and how the laugher was heard from afar.
âbuck?â you ignored everyone and went straight to him. Your hands ran down his face lightly, afraid that if you touched him too hard he would disappear.
âhey y/nâ he said softly with that side grin.
âyou scared the hell of me. Of usâ you whispered getting your face close to him, your hands still touching him. He put his hands over yours.
âI said that i wasnât giving up on you. You really thought i was going to brake my promise?â
You let out a muffled laugh as tears rolled down your face.
âyou idiot. I love you so muchâ you could see that beautiful smile at his face âplease donât ever do that to me again, I need you here, aliveâ you murmured and leaned in to planted a quick and shy kiss on his lips. It was your first kiss.
âi love you, princess. Iâm not leaving any time soonâ
Everyone gathered around you two. Bobby gave you a side hug when you step back so that Christopher could hug Buck. He was like a father to you and Buck, so he was the biggest supporter of you being together, he could see how happy you were when you were together. You both deserved it, you deserved to live this love.
And even though everyone was around him celebrating his return, Buckâs eyes, as usual, were searching for yours, only to be met with your passionate and comforting gaze. Calming every fear and anxiety that could exist inside the firefighterâs heart, as you always did and always would.
After everyone had gone and left you two alone, Buck made room on the bed for you to climb up and snuggle into his side. You couldnât look away from each other and Buck was giving small pecks on your lips every now and then.
âby the way, youâre a terrible jokerâ
You stared at him with confusion as he kept smiling.
How on earth did he know you were telling him jokes while he was unconscious?
What you didnât know, and he probably would never tell you, is that while unconscious, Buck got a glimpse of a life he would never have. A life that made no sense, in a job he hadnât dreamed of, without the friends he loved so much, and especially without you. You were the reason he fought his way back into this life. He couldnât continue in a life, in a universe that you didnât exist.
You were his beacon, who with your light so bright, guided him back to your side. The place he would never leave, never again.
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Hi there, my name is Barbara, but you can call me barb. I'm from Brazil, i am 26 and i'm in love with fictional characters!
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Derek Hale đ±
What goes around comes around â you came back to Beacon Hills after so many years and definitely didnât expected to find Derek Hale in town.
Crazy ex girlfriends â you and Derek never really argue, but when it happened, it was not pretty.
Missing you - While under Peterâs care, baby Eli wouldnât stop crying. Until everyone found out why.
Evan Buckley đ§đŒâđ
Let's be a mess together â after Buck gets injured during a call, you realize you canât live without him.
I don't know how - After an exhausting shift, Buck decided to expose all the fears he had kept in his heart for so long.
I'll be brave - You have a panic attack but Buck is there to help you.
To build a home - You found out that you were pregnant with twins and it was time to tell 118.
Vivid dream - Buck accidentally calls you in the middle of the night and you didnât expect the night to end the way it did.
Come back (to reality) - After being proposed to by Buck in the middle of the night, you didnât expect an accident to change the course of your lives.
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CRAZY EX GIRLFRIENDS | DEREK HALE
Pairing: Derek Hale x fem!reader
Summary: you and Derek never really argue, but when it happened, it was not pretty.
Warning: just a fluffy family
Word count: +1k
a/n: hey barbies, here i am again, at this point im not sure if i am living or just dreaming about Derek 24/7. Just to remember, english is not my first language so sorry if thereâs any mistakes.
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Youâve been dating Derek for some years now.
Neither of you was looking for love at the moment. Derek had just received a newborn at his door with a note that it was his son, he was completely lost.
You had been friends for some time before that, after all you were part of the pack. When you realized how desperate and clueless he was, you had no doubts, you had to help him.
Derek had no idea what was going on with him, but every time he caught a glimpse of you with the baby in your arms, putting him to sleep or simply cuddling him, it was as if something inside him became so restless to the point where he felt the need to stand in the doorway watching you, until he was caught by your loving gaze.
A few months later, you decided you should give it a try, you got along so well. In fact, at some point in all of this, you didnât even go to your house anymore, little by little your things took over some of the empty spaces in the once so empty and lifeless apartment. That place was becoming a home and suddenly a family was being formed.
A few years has passed by, you decided to move to a bigger house so Eli could have more space while growing.
You and Derek learned to love each other, at the point that you could no longer live apart. You completed each other, needed each other.
It was so funny to imagine that one day that lonely wolf would have a family. A happy one. That every Sunday Peter, Malia and even Parish would gather at his house for family lunch, that they would be in the backyard together chatting and watching little Eli run around and have fun with his toys.
Everyone could see the love you felt for each other and the respect you had. You rarely fought, and when you did, it was over Eliâs upbringing and that you soon came to an agreement for the good of the family.
But that was until two days ago.
Derek heard that some hunters were prowling the town in search of some supernatural creature. The pack was no longer around, at least most of it. The Alpha and his friends had left town to go to college, so Derek felt the need to check out the threat.
Alone.
Without even leaving a note for you.
You only found out when he came home all bruised late at night.
You could not believe your eyes when you saw him like that. Youâre so pissed.
He didnât dare to say a word, he just stood there while you took care of his wounds that was taking time to heal.
What brings you to the present day.
You were having lunch with the Haleâs and Parish, and somehow Derek started bragging about having defeated the hunters all by himself.
That was not like him.
âyou must be out of your fucking mindâ you couldn't stand it anymore and dumped in the middle of his superheroic stories.
âexcuse me?â He looked at you in astonishment and suddenly you had the attention of everyone at the table.
âyou have a three year old waiting for you everyday at home, and yet you decide to go out and save the world all by yourself? That was fucking stupid and reckless, Derekâ without noticing you were raising your voice as the words were getting out of your mouth.
âoh im sorry if i saved your life, and everybodyâs lifeâ
âfor fucks sake, are you listening to yourself right now?â you gasped and everyone looked at you in shock. No one had ever witnessed a fight from you before. âim sorry if youâve only had crazy girlfriends who never cared about you, but I fucking doâ
âor maybe you are becoming exactly like themâ
Wow
âokay thatâs enoughâ Peter got up and broke up the fight, but before he could reach you to get you out of the room you were quicker and got out of there.
Not before Derek noticed the look you gave him. A look he had never seen in your eyes before.
Malia followed you but also gave him that disappointed look.
He knew he had screwed up really bad.
âthat was fucked up even for meâ Peter said still surprised for what he had just witnessed.
While he was mulling over everything he had said, you were in the room with Malia by your side, trying to comfort you in her own way
âi can just punch him in the face if thatâs okay with you, or Parish can just do his fire thing and scare Derek a lit bit, or maybe-â
âim okay sweetheartâ you smiled at her, but the smile never reached your eyes. And Malia noticed it.
âno! He canât say these things and leave it like that. Not to you. Especially not to you.â You felt your eyes watering and hugged her, leaving Malia with no reaction.
âthanksâ you meant it.
You let her go and decided it was the moment to take all the doubts of your head.
You left the house with the excuse that you needed to cool down and passed the men in the living room ignoring all their calls.
A few hours passed and you couldnât get out of the car that was in the parking lot of your old loft. Your hands were shaking, tears were falling from your face, and you felt completely lost.
You didnât even imagine, but Derek was almost getting out of his mind searching for you. He was so afraid something has happened to you. When he drive past your old loft and saw your car, it was like he could finally breath.
You heard the knocking on your window and when you looked at him and he saw your teary eyes he became desperate.
âwhat happened, are you okay? Are you hurt? Who hurt you? Iâm gonna kill th-â
âIm pregnantâ
He froze.
You both were definitely not expecting this to happen right now. Not when Eli was still just a baby.
âwhatâ
âi am pregnantâ you repeat. Hearing these words getting out of your mouth for the second time ever.
Derek kept looking at you. You didnât know what he was thinking, you couldnât read him this time.
âIâm pregnant and you think Iâm like your crazy ex girlfriends, how amazing is thisâ
You left out a muffled laugh and Derek slid into the passenger seat. His eyes never leaving yours.
âim sorry baby, Iâm so sorryâ he grabbed your face, forcing you to look into his green eyes. âim so sorry I hurt you, I never meant to do that, quite te opposite, I was only trying to protect you. I am nothing without you guys, you gave me a reason to live again, to dream with a family that I didnât know I could have. I could not just be there waiting for things to happen, I couldnât leave you unprotected, I had to do something, I had to protect you and now...â
He paused and put his hand on your stomach.
By now you were sobbing your eyes out.
âby the time Eli was at my door I had no idea what I was going to do, how could I be a father to him, or even how to have a solo parenthood and suddenly you were there to help me, to love me, to love us. And now I am here, to show how loved you are, and how good you are as a mother and will be again.â
âi love youâ you said in tears.
âi love you so much babyâ
You could see his eyes shinning with tears.
âWeâre gonna make it, like we always do.â
And you did make it.
You had a perfect little girl, she looked so much like you. Derek couldnât take his eyes off her.
Again, he never ever imagined he would be in this place, a father to two beautiful kids, with the love of his live by his side.
Derek Hale was completed.
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WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND | DEREK HALE
Pairing: Derek Hale x fem!reader
Summary: you came back to Beacon Hills after so many years and definitely didnât expected to find Derek Hale in town.
Warning: mentions of abusive relationship, mentions of SMUT, swearing, jealousy reader, fluffy, no use of yn.
Word count: 4k
a/n: hey there, this one is my first writing ever hehe, actually im a lit bit nervous. Also english is not my first language so forgive me if you find some mistakes.
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Theyâve met since highschool.
He was a Hale.
She was a McCall.
She was best friend with his sister, Laura. He was popular, everyone liked him and she was quiet, smart, what so called nerd.
She was always in his house, even became friends with Peter, which no one agreed, but he liked her. Everybody liked her.
How could they not.
She was sunshine, her smile would light up any place she was in. She didnât like to talk much, but when words came out of her mouth it was like a song, a really beautiful one.
And her eyes, so bright, so full of life, of hope.
They got close, really close. Always together, sharing secrets, had their own inside jokes. Laura was so jealous, after all, she was her friend first. He couldnât steal her like this.
But she ended developing feelings for him, not that she wanted to, but how could she not. Derek was so much.
So loveable. So caring, so funny, so beautiful, so kind.
And Talia loved her so much. Always joking around about her being in the family for good.
Everybody seemed to know about her feelings for him. Except for himself.
Derek was so blind about her feelings, of how much her heart belonged to him, and without even realizing it he broke her heart. Shattered it. When he chose Paige.
He chose Paige over her. Over sunshine.
It hurts so much. It was so hard to see them together all the time. To have the feeling of not being enough. Because if she was enough, he wouldâve chosen her.
Laura always tried her best to get her friend out of her sadness. Hell, ever Peter was hating so much to see her like that. That light in her that once was so bright, was completely off.
But then it all happened.
Paige was gone.
The Haleâs were gone.
Suddenly Derek was all alone. She was all he had left.
He could only find comfort in her.
But she had also lost them. They were also her family. She had lost her best friends. The only ones she has ever had.
She was trying so hard to be strong for him.
But then he was also gone. He couldnât bare live without them, without any of them.
And then she was there, all of sudden, alone.
***
You never thought you would return to Beacon Hills, especially under these conditions. You were so strong, why didnât you fight harder? Why were you standing here at your motherâs doorstep with bruises all over your body?
You got back to reality after hearing your name being called.
âwhat the hell happened?â it was Scott, your little brother.
You couldnât find the right words in that moment. You were so broken, words could never describe how you were feeling.
Tears streamed down your face and all you wanted to do was hug him, and you did. In a failed attempt to feel safe, to feel cared for.
It was a misunderstanding to say scott was preoccupied. He was desperate. What the hell happened to his big sister. What happened that he wasnât capable to protect you. Was it supernatural? Was someone after you in order to get to him?
He could see the bruises all over your body, some bandages in your head and even a broken arm. But the look on your face, that would be something he would never forget. That sadness in your eyes.
You hadnât noticed the people gathered in the living room, paying attention to what was going on. Some of them not even knowing who you were and some feeling heartbroken to see you like that, wondering what had happened.
âwho is thatâ Malia asked and Derek quickly answered.
âdo you know her?â Stiles inquired curious but without taking his eyes off you still at the door with Scott. His heart was beating like crazy in his chest, you were the big sister he never had and he loved you with all his heart.
Derek never answered, he was too preoccupied with this hole situation. His jaw was clenched and his fists ready to knock someone down.
After promising Scott youâre going to explain it all to him later, you just got to your room still not noticing the group in astonishment looking at you.
***
Your mom was there hugging you, stiles was holding your hand and Scott was about to make a hole in the ground from walking back and forth.
Youâre telling them about what happened. How you were so involved in this relationship that you couldnât realized how toxic it was. Not even when you were mistreated, or when you were accused of drawing too much attention to yourself wherever you went and were cursed at. But things changed when he decided to hit you and you fought back. And when you fought back, he wanted to kill you.
And he was going to.
If it hadnât been for your best friends and their teammates, he would have killed you.
Thanks to them you were alive. But that doesnât mean you came out unscathed. Oh no. You had so many bruises on your body, he hit your head so many times on the wall that you ended up with a concussion. And the broken arm. He managed to do this after you hit him on the head with a vase. He was so enraged.
But you were okay now. You were with your family and thatâs all that mattered now.
Even your dad was aware of your situation, he was there with you in the hospital and he made sure he would end up with that boyâs life. And you believed him.
***
A few days has passed by and you were still unable to leave your room. You could not face reality, not yet.
Scott and stiles were trying so hard to make you feel better, at least to make you feel less miserable.
Today you finally agreed to attend their weekly meeting, it would be at your house so all you had to do was go downstairs and spend the evening sitting on the couch dodging the curious looks that the teenagers would give you all night long. You sighed tiredly at this thought and started to go down the stairs, breathing deeply in pain when you reached the end.
As soon as stiles saw you, he ran to take your hand and help you get in the room. You didnât look at anyone directly in the eyes, you were too embarrassed to do this. When you were comfortable settled, stiles started to introduce their friends.
You laugh when he introduced Lydia and mocked him for his crush on her since kindergarten. You got shocked when he introduced Malia as Scottâs girlfriend and how you had no idea he had someone. You smiled at Liam and Mason, blushed at Parish because if there was a beautiful man in this room, it would be him.
âand thats Peter-â
You froze.
What the- Peter was dead.
âyo- you were deadâ you gasped unable to say anything else.
When you tried to get on your feet, Peter was fast enough to catch you. You were paralyzed. When you look around expecting to understand what was going on, you heart beat even faster if it was possible.
It was him.
Derek.
You never thought youâd see them again.
Your eyes locked with that green eyes that you were so in love with many years back.
âdo you know Peter?â stiles asked confused taking you out of that shock.
âi- i studied with Derek and somehow Peter was one of my best friendsâ you answer looking at Peter who had that grin in his face. That stupid grin. You missed him and Derek so much.
You could not believe they were here.
Actually why were they here with you brother and his teenagers friends, you started to wonder.
The boys come to sit close to you and you were still so shocked with all of this that they did the most talking. Youâre so flustered around Derek again, how could you be like that after so many years. Your cheeks couldnât find their way back to the normal color, youâre so embarrassed. And after all these years of not seeing Derek and thinking Peter was dead, they got to see you at you worse.
After a couple hours of talking and laughing with the group, you could feel the effect of the drugs wearing off and the pain coming back with full force into your body. You head to the kitchen to drink some water and when you finally found yourself alone, you let the tears silently roll down your face.
You tried to pull yourself together when you heard someone coming, but soon calmed down when you saw those green eyes looking at you so deeply. Derek didnât have to say anything, he put his hand on your face and you saw when his veins turned black, taking your pain with them. You left a relief groan slip out of your mouth, and the tears soon stopped to roll down your face.
âthanksâ you murmured and he just smiled at you. You could feel the pity in his eyes and it made you look somewhere else.
âi wish i could do moreâ you felt the sincerity in his words and did nothing to stop your arms from hugging him, wich he returned quickly. âIâm so sorry i leftâ he murmured against your neck and you could feel the shivers running down your spine.
âyou donât have to be sorry, Derekâ you looked him in the eyes and you could feel the pain irradiating from them âit was your family, it was your pain and you had to find a way to deal with itâ
âthey were your family too.â and with that you could feel those damn tears again. It was true, you loved them so much, all of them. And they loved you too.
After he brought you to your room, you noticed when he kept wandering around the room, looking at the details that were the same as so many years ago.
âit didnât change at allâ he said looking at some pictures on the photo wall.
âas soon as that school year was over, i left tooâ you said laying in the bed, trying to find a comfortable position and he gave you those eyes again âi went to med school and i didnât think i would ever come back, until- you knowâ
You stared at each other for a few seconds and you werenât sure if he was listening to your heart at that moment, but if he was, he would know exactly how you were feeling.
âc-could you lay with me a lit bit.. like the old times please?â if he didnât have that super audition you were sure he wouldnât have listened to what you said.
âsureâ he smirked and laid down with you.
Back in the old days when you had trouble sleeping he would come running to help, he would just lay there with you until daylight or until your mother almost caught you. She would have killed you.
Despite the shyness you got comfortable into each others arms and that would be the best sleep you would have had in weeks.
***
You had just came back from the hospital. It was the first job interview you had since you arrived the town a couple months ago and your mother gossiped you that the job was definitely already yours.
You were so excited humming in the kitchen as you started to prepare your dinner. That was until you heard the loud noise coming from outside the kitchen doors.
Suddenly Scott came in with stiles screaming and leaning on his shoulders, he was limping and your brother quickly put him on the couch. You could see the wound on his leg and from a distance you could tell that it was not a matter of life and death. When you were getting ready to go to Stiles, your heart nearly burst out of your mouth. Peter and Liam followed behind with a half unconscious Derek and you soon noticed a hole in his abdomen.
You are standing in the middle of the room looking at the two people you cared so much about and seeing all the commotion you had to make a quick decision on who you would take care first. You looked at Derek for a second-
It had to be Stiles.
âlook at me sweetheartâ you were talking him down while opening the first aid kit âi need you to stay calm, youâre going to be just fineâ he was screaming like crazy.
You took a good look at his leg and notice it was a graze wound. He was going to live. You sterilized the place and put some gauze over it, as well as give some pain medicine to Stiles. You made sure he was okay for now so you could move on to Derek and Lydia said that she was going to look after him. She also had some bruises in her face that you would give a look as soon as you had Derek okay.
Once you ran to Derek, you took his shirt off so you take a good look at his wound. He was about to go unconscious. You took his face in your hands giving him a look.
âwhy arenât you healingâ you didnât notice the looks your brother and his friends gave you, but Scott definitely wouldnât let that go. It took you a second to realize what was causing the veins around his wound to get black and why he was pale as snow. âwolfsbaneâ you murmured to yourself and ran to the kitchen to get something.
Once you had the small porch in hands, you came back to him. He was in so much pain. You knew that was about to happen now was going to hurt even more and took a second to prepare yourself.
âDer look at meâ you said trying to catch his attention but it didnât work.
As you were setting the wound on fire, you tried to stay still when you heard that roar coming out of Derekâs mouth. His eyes turning into a bright blue youâve seen before. You let a few tears roll down your face and took a deep breath when you finished.
âyouâre going to be okayâ you murmured looking at his face while he was now unconscious.
After stitching Stiles in silence and making sure Lydiaâs injuries was superficial. You took a minute to take a deep breath and tried to stop your hands from shake.
It didnât go unnoticed the look Scott gave you.
***
Derek was lying on your bed still unconscious after peter and scott brought him here to rest a bit. So as you thought.
You had just left the shower after everything that had happened a few minutes ago, and were so mad after finding out that Peter had turned your brother, that you didnât bother to check if Derek was still sleeping.
Which he was not.
He couldnât believe his eyes when you left the bathroom wearing just a towel and stopped in front on the wardrobe. He didnât want to get you embarrassed so he didnât make a sound, at least he was trying to. And how he was trying. Especially when you let the tower fall to the ground. In that moment he could swear he was dead and head straight to heaven.
When you bent down to put on your panties he swore his eyes would roll away from his face. You definitely couldnât look at him right now or you would see his completely hard cock.
You were so fucking beautiful.
It has been so hard for him since you came back. You looked so different since the last time he saw you, so beautiful, so hot. Being around you, sleeping in the same bad, it would kill him anytime.
Once he came back to Beacon hills after a few years, he didnât expect you to be gone. Which was selfish from him to want, but he missed you so much. After Peter was back to life, he told Derek how much you liked him and how he had broken your heart. He had no idea, he would never do that to you. He loved you. The only reason he chose Paige was because he never thought you would feel the same as him. How stupid he was.
After you got dressed, you sat in the armchair by the window and were too distracted to notice how hard Derek was. A few minutes were enough for him to calm down and pretend that he was finally waking up.
âhey derbear, how are you feelingâ your touch was so soft at his face. He had to take a deep breath.
âlike shitâ that smile on your face.
He was so fucked up. He was in love with you.
âcome on, letâs get your ass to your place so you can take a proper restâ
It was your ass that he wanted to-
***
A few days has passed by and you got the job at the hospital and also got the house you had visited a few days ago. You were finally putting your life back in tracks again.
You were eager to tell the news to him. After so many years, so many relationships, a really bad one and yet here you were again, in love with your best friend.
You texted Peter so he could meet you at Derekâs and he quickly replied that would get there soon.
âmorning derbearâ you hummed as you entered the loft âgot some big newsâ you continued to sing while shutting the door, and the minute you looked at the living room you froze.
âand you must be her.â A woman was sitting at Derekâs side with a huge smile in her face.
âand you are?â you asked her back in defensive.
âoh Iâm an old friend of Derekâ she laughed as she touched him. âim Braeden, nice to meet youâ she introduced herself while was still leaning on Derek
Why the hell she needed to touch him this much.
As you continued frozen in the middle of the room, you could notice the way they looked at each other, the way Derek had a smile in his face. That smile.
This could not be happening again.
You heard Peter getting in the loft and after leaving a kiss in your cheeks, he went straight to the kitchen.
âahm, my mom just texted me. She needs me right nowâ you pretended that you were reading something in your phone. You just needed to get out of there.
âdo you need us to go with you?â you controlled the urge to roll your eyes when heard derek speaking
âno itâs a family emergency. Thanks thoughâ
When you looked at Peter you could tell he was listening to your heart. That bastard. His eyebrows were raised and had that grin in that stupid face.
âbut what about the news you were so eager to tell usâ he was teasing you
âno big deal. Gotta go, see you laterâ
You tried not to run to the door, but as soon as you stepped outside you could feel your face burning with anger and the tears threatening to come out. You were so damn stupid.
As the day went by, derek tried to reach you but you never answered his messages or called him back. You just needed a time to yourself.
Youâre a mess in your bedroom, sitting on the floor putting your things in the boxes. You have to confess that youâve been crying all afternoon. You were a mix of anger, sadness and jealous, everything in once. When Peter called you, you stared at the phone a few seconds wondering if you should answer him.
âhey Peteâ as soon as you picked up, he knew youâve been crying
âhey babygirlâ he knew you loved when he called you that.
What both of you didnât know, was that Derek was sitting on the other room listening to your phonecall. He didnât want to, but when you avoided him the entire day he knew something was off.
âyouâve been cryingâ he stated the obvious and heard a muffled laugh coming from you âdo you need me there with you?â
âno sweetheart, i just need to be alone right nowâ you sighed feeling the tears coming down again âim just so stupid you know, how after so many years im feeling like this againâ he just stayed there, listening to you âyou know how i was, you were there with me, i- i just didnât want to have feelings for him, specially when i am sure now that derek doesnât feel the same wayâ
That was it.
All Derek needed to hear.
He was madly in love with you, he has always been. How could you think otherwise.
He waited until everyone was asleep and went to your house. He climbed up to your window like he had done too many times before and knocked waiting for you. But you never showed up. You had also locked your window. You had never done that before.
***
That was enough.
Youâve been avoiding Derek over a week now and he had enough with that. He found out that you were no longer living with your mom and brother and no one would tell him where you were living. That was until today when he had to threaten Peter and even sunk his claws a bit into his uncle's neck. He was enough with that shit.
Derek was so mad with this hole situation. He wanted to see you, to talk to you.
He needed you.
He waited in the hospital parking lot until he saw you. He pulled up in front of you and you didn't calm down until you saw who it was. Your eyes were still wide open and your heart was beating faster.
âget inâ he said in a serious tone that scared you a lit bit
âbut my ca-â he didnât let you finish the sentence
âget in the fucking car. Now.â
You got into the car without a second thought and you could have sworn that at any moment you would die of how fast your heart was beating.
The drive to his house was was silent and it felt like an eternity.
You both entered his loft and you went straight to the kitchen to drink some water. You were totally running away from him.
âWould you care to explain to me what the hell is going on?â his voice was so serious that a shiver ran down your spine. This was definitely not the right time to be having such impure thoughts with Derek.
âi donât know what youâre talking aboutâ you definitely knew.
âyou had been avoiding me this hole damn weekâ
âI had notâ you definitely were.
âwhat is going on? Why you donât wanna talk to meâ
He got close. Really close. You put the glass in the sink before your trembling hands knocked it to the floor.
âwhy did I have to find out from Peter that you moved and got a new jobâ his voice was getting lower as he was getting closer to your body
Fucking peter.
âItâs not as if I didnât try to tell you. But you were too busy with your old friend to pay attention to anything other than that beautiful smile of hersâ
He smirked.
Why was he smirking.
âso you were so jealous that you decided to avoid me? Tell me how that workedâ
His body was now pinning you on the kitchen counter. You could feel the heat radiating from Derekâs body. And you felt the same way. Your face was burning, and this time it wasnât from shame or anger.
âtell me baby, did it work?â his voice was now so low, so deep near your ear. You had to hold back with all your strength to not let a groan escape your mouth.
ânoâ you muttered and for a brief moment you doubted he would hear you. But he did.
âi want you to tell me what you wantâ
One of his hands was on your waist, and the other went slowly up your waist, your belly, the hollow of your breasts until it stopped at your face, where he held you firmly.
You could cum right there at the touch of that big hand running all over your body.
âlook at me and tell me what you wantâ
His mouth was so close to yours that you had to close your eyes for a second, but opened them quickly when you felt a slight tightness in your face. He wanted you to look at him when you said what you wanted. He knew what it was and how bad you wanted, but he wanted to hear you, he wanted to hear you beg.
âyou Der... i want youâ
You whispered and it was enough for him to glue your mouths together. You had no idea how much he dreamed of this moment, how much he needed this.
You felt him asking you to deepen the kiss and you didnât hesitate for a moment. The moment you felt his warm tongue on yours, an involuntary moan came out of your mouth.
You would be the ruin of Derek Hale.
He grabbed you by your ass, forcing you to wrap your legs around his back, and led you into the bedroom.
Before you knew it you were both naked. You could feel his warm skin on yours, his scruffy beard running across your skin, his hands touching you like there was no tomorrow.
At that moment you had no more doubts, no more questions. It was only a certainty.
You were his. He was yours.
You had never felt such pleasure in your life as you did at that moment, when you felt Derek get inside you calmly, slowly. You could feel every inch of him and he could feel how tight you were.
You were a mess of moans and pleasure. He started out slowly wanting nothing but to feel you, but it wasnât enough. He wanted more, needed more, you both did. Before you could realize it Derek was moving masterfully inside you, taking you to places you had never been before. Taking you to your edge.
Your moans were like music to his ears and he wanted more and wanted it for the rest of his life.
You were his.
Before you could hold back, it hit you. You could only moan and arch your back as if begging him to go deeper.
Derek couldnât hold on much longer after seeing you like that, totally surrendered to him, surrendered to the pleasure he gave you and would give you for the rest of your life.
You were in the shower, the water falling on his back, when he looked at you deeper than ever. Those green eyes tattooed on your soul.
âi love you. Always had and always willâ
Your eyes filled with tears, the happy ones. That was the moment you had waited for your entire life.
âlove you too, derbearâ
That moment would forever be in your memory, the moment when you silently made love wows and promised to always have each other.
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hey guys, I'm new at this writing thing but i figured i should give it a try anyways, sooo send me some requests!!!!
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