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luvring · 3 months
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would u guys mind if i made a new tag list form and completely restarted them. be honest.
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tojipie · 4 months
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Hello my love! I know you’ve been gone for a while but I wanted to stop by and ask if you have any realistic but unhinged toji headcannons? Hopefully this gets you into the spirit of writing again, I don’t mean to overstep. We miss you❤️.
hello sweet anon :( i’ve admittedly been struggling with my mental health a whole ton which is why i’ve been gone but this ask really did help me get back into the groove of writing just a bit <3 thank u for stopping by ! mwah
this is just me saying shit to say it pls don't take this srsly !
content: fluff, mentions of alc, smoking, suggestive talk but not smut, a little angst
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was a victim of the xandemic in his late 20s so one of his pupils is a little bigger than the other
initially hated ambulances because of the absurd cost but grew to hate them even more because the attention makes him uncomfortable. oh you want to take his blood pressure? ew, don’t touch him. that’s weird. would rather patch himself up than sit under a gaggle of fluorescent lights for 6 hours in an ER waiting room.
shiu has been a co-signer on every apartment he’s ever rented because his credit score is in the single digits.
picked up vaping on accident after the corner store ran out of cigs when he needed them most. still prefers marlboros because he likes that searing feeling in the back of his throat. throws the cartons out his car window like a freak.
his drivers license is crumpled. like physically crumpled like paper. he has no idea how it happened but when he needs to use it at the liquor store he definitely gets stares.
will forever be devoted to his late wife. mentally at least. she’s the love of his life but in his mind sex with other women isn’t really cheating right? like he uses a condom sometimes so it’s fine probably? he's not gonna stay celibate for the rest of his life. the topic keeps him up at night.
has a scar from an appendectomy right above his v line that women go crazy for. he’s not entirely sure what they like about it but he’s been touched there so many times that it’s morphed into an erogenous zone.
slut for fast food. would rather get a vanilla shake and dip his fries in it till his stomach hurts than spend time at a sit-down restaurant. eats like shit but still maintains his physique, infuriatingly enough.
hates being in public more than you’d think. it’s a deeply uncomfortable feeling that stems from the risk that being discovered poses during jobs. he prefers to have groceries ordered, meals delivered, and shiu take his car down to the shop if needed. if hes out and about he’s either at the casino tables or the liquor store.
is down for whatever if the price is right. like truly. older women love what he has going on which works well in his favor because it puts a roof over his head. absolutely no shame once money is involved.
has tried to get help for his gambling addiction a few brief times. got close once and then decided to hit the blackjack tables to celebrate his progress. he jokes about how things ended up from time to time but deep down he knows it’s pretty serious.
shops at the goodwill bins mostly. made an effort to stop stealing as much because of how dirt cheap the thrift is but couldn't stick to it. likes to go down the jeans isle and look for change in the pockets. his biggest score was a 5 dollar bill that had been through the washer so many times it was practically blank.
there's a little voice in the back of his head telling him to have more kids and he's not opposed to listening.
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teyamsatan · 8 months
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ᴋɪɴᴋᴛᴏʙᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴠɪɪɪ - ᴠᴏʏᴇᴜʀɪꜱᴍ
pairing: neteyam x metkayina!reader
➽ a/n: i actually quite enjoyed this, and this might also have to get a part two at some point in the rest of kinktober. i can't believe i officially participated in every day so far - i don't know how much longer i can keep this up, considering i write these the day before hahaha, but i will try my best xx love u besties, smooches 🤍
➽ words: 1.1k words
➽ warnings: it goes without saying, but all of these works (kinktober-related) are smut and therefore minors should NOT interact with them. other warnings include: dry humping
➽ taglist (x) ➽ kinktober masterlist (x)
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Nights in Awa’atlu were sparkling and beautiful, filled with an aura that was missing in the forest. There was brightness that stretched for miles and miles, a pleasantly humid air that made each moment feel relaxing, almost like a break from the confines of the fear that etched so deep in the Omaticayan consciousness, after the humans returned. The sky was as clear as Neteyam only saw it on special evenings where he took his ikran to the top of the Hallelujah mountains and slept there, put to sleep by the blinking, beautiful lights that he knew from Norm were other planets, foreign and distant, but beautiful in their own way… just like you. 
Neteyam was taken with you from the moment he spotted you in the crowd, as his family arrived on the now familiar island. He could barely believe his eyes, or his mind, that short-circuited a little taking your beauty in, transcendent and incandescent. He wasn’t one for outwardly declarations of love, or obnoxious displays of affection, so his approach was subtle and, to his dismay, was all in vain, as soon as, after settling in the village, he realised you were already promised to someone else, someone he didn’t particularly liked, and yet, this was a line he couldn’t justify crossing for nearly anything.
Sometimes, he felt like you reciprocated his feelings - you would look at him in a certain way, smile with a twinge of longing or want in your eyes, find ways to stay close to him or correct his form on the Tsurak, even when he feels like he’s mastered it. But it can’t be, and Neteyam knew his mind was playing tricks on him - cruel, unsavoury tricks, meant to torture him and wreck what little lucidity he felt he possessed whenever it came to you. You weren’t his - you couldn’t be. So Neteyam would have to find joy in the little moments, the glances and fleeting touches. 
At least that’s what he thought. 
It didn’t feel like that right now, hidden from sight in a mangrove tree, a place he normally liked to come and think, or be alone, or take a break from essentially being a parent to 3 children he didn’t help bring to life, a place that he was now stuck in and suddenly felt tainted, as he was watching events unfold that, if he was honest with himself, he’s pictured doing with you for a while now. Your back was neatly pressed against the bark of the tree, head pushed back to give Aonung access to your neck, that he was ruthlessly attacking, the purple bruises starting to appear visible even to him, looking down from an elevated tree branch. You seemed to enjoy it, though, your small, lewd moans echoing through the clearing until it hit his ears like a melodic choir, making blood travel instantly to his lower half. 
“Fuck.” It was wrong, being here, looking at you like this, but what was his alternative? Jump from the tree, interrupting what was clearly a scene no one was supposed to be privy to, make it known he’s been there, lurking unintentionally? Absolutely not. It was wrong, but shit, watching you like this, free and uninhibited, picturing how much better he could be fucking you, how he’d eat you out until you’d be pushing his head away from your core with your hands, how you’d not put nearly the effort you could be into it because you secretly wanted more, how you’d curse and mewl as he entered you, stretching you out, over and over, until the shape of him was imprinted on you… 
All these thoughts, swirling in his head, mixed with the images and sounds he’s only known in his mind’s eye until now, made the already tented tewng so tight it hurt, so he found relief in his hands, palming himself over his clothes until the pain dulled, but not as much as necessary. He was rock hard now, watching you as you shifted positions and pushed him until he fell to the ground, straddling his hips and grinding on him, allowing the pleasure to overcome your senses. Guess some things are better done yourself, especially if the company wasn’t… satisfactory, huh? 
Your face looked so blissful, contracted in unadulterated pleasure, eyes shut tightly and eats pushed back flat against your head, your canines dug in your plush lips so deeply there was blood dripping down your chin and onto your azure chest. Your hands were desperately grabbing at your tits, twisting your nipples in between your fingers and the sight was so impossibly erotic, Neteyam couldn’t help himself anymore. It was so easy, easier than it’s ever been, getting out of his cloth, shuddering lightly when his length encountered the crisp night air. His hand fisted on his cock, pumping himself vigorously, the precum staining his fingers as it erupted from his tip. Looking at you, perverted and nefarious images behind his eyelids, of your pretty little mouth around his cock, he was shocked when he realised your eyes were open and staring at him, needy and desperate look hidden beneath the surface, the shock on your face quickly dissipating to unleash desire and hunger and smirking lips. 
You continued grinding on the chief's son, your moans and mewls increasing with each second you were getting closer to release, your eyes locked onto Neteyam’s throbbing cock, desperate to find out how it would feel splitting you open, pumping you full on his cum until it spilled all around you and down your ass. You hoped he could hear you, read your lips - you needed him to hear this, you needed to moan it as he was rutting into you like an animal in heat, but this will have to do for now.
“Make me cum, pretty boy.” 
You couldn’t even hear the whispers of the man beneath you, not as your mind was empty of everything but him, not as your orgasm hit you like a torrential storm in spring, ready to tarnish everything in its path. You came at the same time, moaning a breathy slur of his name that only you could recognise for what it was - for now. Tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after that, Neteyam would learn to know every whimper coming out of your mouth for what it meant, and you’d learn his, as he fucked you dumb and you let him, as you rode him like your life depended on it, as you let him use you, your pussy, your mouth, your whole entire body. 
When the high subsided and you gathered yourself, you heard Aonung speak as through a foggy, far-away echo.
“So… was that good for you?” 
You suppressed a chuckle, eyes finally snapping from the tree and carefully avoiding his. 
“Yeah… yeah, that was good for me.” 
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paintingwhiteceilings · 8 months
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My request is completely self-indulgent but if you want to can you write for seventeen reaction to their S/O preferably she/her pronounce but u can change it you want having a twin brother?? Also I apologize if by any chance you see this request repeated multiple times in your inbox it’s just my internet connection being slow and weak asf 👎🏽
❃Seventeen and their S/O’s siblings❃
Ahhh so sorry this took as long as it did! I had a crazy few weeks and somehow my asks ended up under a pile of notifications. I mayyy have changed the ask to a general sibling prompt. I don't really know any twins so I don't think I could successfully write that kind of sibling dynamic repeatedly and get away with it. Instead, I included a variety of different sibling dynamics (with a couple of twin brothers); I hope you don't mind!
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Scoups/Seungcheol:
❀ When you finally decided to introduce Coups to your older siblings, you hadn’t really been worried about whether they would like him or not. After all, he is very responsible and mature, being in charge of his twelve younger members; it wouldn’t be too difficult for your older siblings to trust him with their youngest.
❀ What you hadn’t been expecting, however, is for them to love him and treat him as if he was their own younger brother. Being the youngest in his own family and, let’s be fair, a pouty, whiny baby in Seventeen, he easily fell into the role of the youngest once he shook off his initial shyness and your siblings ate it up.
❀ Even worse, where you often struggle to get your siblings to do anything for you, all Coups has to do is pout or act cute, and they will sacrifice the world for him. They will even offer to pay for his meals and take him out to fun family activities regardless of whether you are able to make it. You’re half convinced Coups has become the favourite because he has no problem with spending an insane amount of money on your family, and he refuses to let them pay for anything.
❀ Yeah, needless to say, you’re feeling a bit salty about the whole situation. That was until Coups took you to meet his family, and you immediately became their favourite adopted child; it felt like the universe had righted itself once more.
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Jeonghan:
❀ You regret introducing Jeonghan to your twin brother; for the past few hours, during your mandatory weekly family game night, he has been whispering in your ear that you should tap into your twin bond so that you can predict your brother's strategy. Jeonghan is absolutely adamant you two have a telepathic bond; he won't listen to you repeatedly telling him that you can't read your brother's mind just because you are twins.
❀ He will definitely try to figure out how to use the twin exploit to his advantage. Jeonghan will find a way to use this newly discovered information for chaos, either to prank someone else or to get his hands on new teasing material from the person closest to you.
❀ He will absolutely try to convince his members that he just happened to stumble on your male doppelgänger if you look anything alike, exclaiming in wonder that you two have even been born on the same day. Truly, what a coincidence.
❀ Overall, he would become such good friends with your twin brother; Jeonghan has such a charming and calming personality that it is difficult not to get along with him. Jeonghan also strikes me as the type of person who would put a lot of effort into getting along with their significant other's family, spending time with them whenever he can in order to maintain a good bond. 
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Joshua:
❀ Joshua is the prime example of the naive only child unprepared for the stuff that siblings put each other through. Sure, Joshua technically got saddled up with twelve brothers after joining Seventeen. However, he didn’t have to deal with siblings and their shenanigans for most of his childhood, leaving the concept of fighting over the last piece of cake, not because you want it yourself but because you don't want your sibling to have it, a bit foreign to him.
❀ He is trying so hard to maintain the peace when you and your younger sister get into another heated argument when you discover she has borrowed a piece of clothing of yours without asking. Your parents love him, as when he is around, they can finally take a break and let him defuse the situation.
❀ Your little sister adores him, too; Joshua has a lot of arts and crafts days with her, where he teaches her how to make bracelets and knit scarves. They even made you a bracelet together; it almost made you forget about her remarks on how Joshua is her favourite older sibling.
❀ At this point, your little sister listens more to Joshua than you. Whenever you want her to do something, and she isn't listening to you, you have now resorted to simply calling him. For some reason, his asking her in a sweet voice to let you use the bathroom seems to work without fail.
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Jun:
❀ It doesn't really matter whether you have older or younger siblings; Jun is THE person to bring home. On the one hand, when it comes to younger siblings, he is their favourite playmate and the person they turn to for advice. When it comes to older siblings, on the other hand, he will be cherished and loved as if he were their youngest brother.
❀ He truly shines when it comes to younger siblings, though. Jun is shameless when he plays with your younger siblings; he will crawl over the floor as if he is a snake or meow like a cat for hours on end. His acting skills are definitely paying off, and he will fully commit to whatever role your younger siblings need him to play. In all honesty, he enjoys playing with your siblings as much as they do; he is such a kid at heart.
❀ Jun is also THE person for advice. He never judges them and he is always willing to hear them out about whatever is troubling them. It doesn't leave the room either. He will never share whatever they confided in him with you unless they specifically have told him it is okay to do so.
❀ Honestly, your siblings will be threatening you to not break his heart or break up with him. They adore him and have already begun planning your wedding; you're stuck with him now.
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Hoshi/Soonyoung:
❀ Initially, you were incredibly worried about introducing this delusion tiger man to your older sister because you were sure that she would ask you whether you wanted to date a madman. You forgot, however, that Hoshi can be incredibly shy when meeting people for the first time. He is so timid, glancing over at you for assurance every so often, that your sister has to pull you aside to ask whether this man truly is the same insane one you have described in your stories.
❀ He acts shyer and younger around your older sister, reverting to his younger brother role, and she dotes on him so much. He gets a lot calmer around your sister, and quite often, he tends to sit back to watch the two of you bicker back and forth, reminding him of his older sister.
❀ In your sister's eyes, he is the perfect boyfriend for you. He always texts her whenever he wants to buy you something, double-checking with her whether you will like the gift. Their private chat consists mostly of your sister sending him gift ideas based on what you mentioned or looked at during your last shopping trip.
❀ You have repeatedly told her to stop supporting his delusional tiger agenda. Whenever she sees anything tiger-related, she makes sure to buy it to gift to Hoshi the next time you meet up with her. She even goes to the extent of scolding you when you tell him to knock it off.
❀ After he gets more comfortable and his crazy side comes out to play, she will lean over to you to ask whether you have replaced him with a clone.
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Wonwoo:
❀ Wonwoo can be incredibly introverted and shy, so when you proposed introducing him to your twin brother, he had a full-on mental breakdown, pestering Mingyu constantly for advice. He knew that you were very close to your twin brother, and it would mean the world to you for the both of them to get along nicely. He couldn't afford to mess this up.
❀ Initially, the meet-up was incredibly awkward, neither saying very much and, instead, sending you countless help-me-out glances. Fortunately, you knew exactly what topic to bring up to get the two socially inept souls talking: video games. You hadn't been particularly worried about the two not getting along, knowing that both of them were enthusiastic gamers.
❀ Nevertheless, a part of you slowly started regretting bringing up video games. The two had been discussing LoL and PUBG strategies for the past hour, and even though it was interesting, you would appreciate the occasional change in topic.
❀ Even worse, after the two of them exchanged user names, you now have to share your boyfriend with your twin. At this point, Wonwoo is spending more time with your brother duoing on Valorant than taking you on dates.
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Woozi/Jihoon:
❀ All the training Seventeen has given him, preparing him for the day he would get a significant other with siblings, has been for nought. He still acts like he has never seen a child before upon entering your house. He is so worried that he will mess this up that you can see his hands shaking as he stares at your younger siblings.
❀ Fortunately, Woozi has a superpower; he is loaded and doesn't care to spend it on himself. The moment he offers to buy your younger siblings food with his black card is the moment he becomes their all-time favourite person. Armed with this valuable information, he spoils them rotten; your siblings only have to mention something or point at something in a display, and he will almost trip over himself to get it.
❀ You have tried getting him to stop, as you don’t want your siblings to continuously expect expensive gifts, but Woozi refuses to listen. Just as he does with Seventeen, he treats them like his own family, ensuring that they know he treasures them by burying them underneath a pile of gifts.
❀ One of your younger brothers is convinced he is Iron Man or Batman because someone that rich surely must be a superhero. You may have accidentally let it slip and told Woozi. He has never been more determined to empty out his bank account.
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DK/Seokmin:
❀ DK is one of those people that is immediately loved by your family. He is such a sweet and happy person; how can anyone not fall in love with him? DK, in addition to that, is one of those types of people who want to be close to their partner's family and dedicate a lot of time to hanging out with them.
❀ He is perfect boyfriend material when it comes to dealing with your younger sibling, spending hours and hours playing hide and seek with them. In all honesty, DK is far more energetic than your younger siblings, and after spending an afternoon running around with him, they always immediately pass out.
❀ DK is so thoughtful when it comes to older siblings. He makes sure to put reminders for their birthdays on his phone, and he always seems to remember whatever they briefly mentioned wanting for a gift during a conversation five years ago. Does your older sister like theatre? Well, guess what. DK somehow managed to get his hands on tickets for that new popular musical. He only spent the past five hours calling every actor in his contact list to ask whether they could get him in. 
❀ DK would absolutely love to have a big in-law family with many older and younger siblings to surround him. The constant chatter and energy remind him of Seventeen, and, in his opinion, nothing beats that. 
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Mingyu:
❀ Hear me out. Mingyu is husband material and the dream of every mother-in-law. That being said, your siblings at first couldn't stand him. It wasn't even anything Mingyu did, but from the moment he stepped into your house and met your mother, she completely fell in love with him.
❀ She keeps comparing Mingyu to them. They can't escape her mentioning Mingyu and his amazing qualities in every other conversation, resulting in a bit of resentment. “Mingyu would cook for me.” “I wouldn’t have to ask Mingyu to put his laundry in the basket.” “Mingyu would at least offer to help me clean the house.” 
❀ They would have been able to ignore her if the guy had any flaws, but no, the guy is tall, handsome, rich, talented and intelligent. They begrudgingly admit that maybe they could be more like him, and the world would be better off for it. They also have to begrudgingly admit that they too, are completely charmed by Mingyu.
❀ Poor Mingyu thinks that he has done something wrong and that they absolutely hate his guts. However, when Mingyu reveals he had a rough week due to an insane amount of random hate comments on his Instagram, they surprise him by declaring war. They have been fuming behind their laptops, insulting anyone who dares to hate on Mingyu. It made him tear up.
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The8/Minghao:
❀ He was incredibly anxious when you wanted to introduce your little sister to him; sure, he is good with children, but he never had to deal with younger siblings. Even within Seventeen, he is one of the younger ones, and he already struggles to keep up with the chaos of his twelve members, lovingly (but harshly) scolding them whenever they tired him out. What if he accidentally loses it when your little sister bounces off the walls and insults her, forever damaging her self-esteem???
❀ Well, he had nothing to worry about. Sure, it takes him a second to realize that philosophical discussions with a barely ten-year-old won’t work, but the moment he discovers that your sister likes dressing up and drawing, he knows he will do fine.
❀ He organizes an entire fashion show for her and helps her assemble the most stylish outfits. Every morning, your little sister forces you to send Minghao pictures of her outfits, and he never fails to send a heartfelt compliment back.
❀ Moreover, Minghao spends many afternoons teaching her to throw paint at canvases. One of the paintings hangs proudly in his apartment for everyone to see, and another has replaced you as his phone background. You would be upset if it wasn’t so adorable.
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Seungkwan:
❀ Seungkwan fits right in with your older sisters. Maybe it is because he has two older sisters himself, but somehow, it's as if he always has been a part of your family. You feel like he broke a record as he got them to love him in less than five minutes.
❀ The three of them have a private group chat where they share the latest tea and gossip. Neither party knows any of the people the other mentions. Still, whenever anything remotely exciting happens, it will be discussed at length in the chat.
❀ Recently, they have upgraded to calling, and Sarah-from-work's not-so-subtle move on their married boss may have interrupted your date. Then again, you were quite invested in what Sarah-from-work did this time as well, making Seungkwan put them on speaker.
❀ He is so comfortable with your sisters that they have no issue roasting each other. The moment they hurl an insult at you, he has got your back, ready with an arsenal of embarrassing moments they entrusted him with. It never fails to make you love him more.
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Vernon:
❀ When you told your older brother that you had a boyfriend, he was ready to give them a good talking to, intimidating them the way an older brother should. However, the moment you introduced Vernon to him, his entire game plan went out of the window. Your brother quite quickly realized that Vernon had drunk enough respect-women-juice that he would never intentionally hurt you.
❀ Moreover, the two of them connected over some obscure film that you had never heard of. They spent most of the evening discussing what they thought of its plot and how the cinematography masterfully added to the atmosphere in the scenes. You could tell that your brother was impressed by how well-articulated and well-thought-out his points were.
❀ At the end of the evening, your brother has completely forgotten about the if-you-hurt-my-sister talk he was supposed to have. The two of them even make plans to go to an indie film that is releasing in art cinemas next week.
❀ That being said, I do not think Vernon would be the type of person who needs to be best friends with your siblings. Sure, he would want to be friendly with them and would not be opposed to the occasional hang-out, but he wouldn’t go out of his way to do stuff with them one-on-one.
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Dino/Chan:
❀ It doesn’t really matter whether you have younger or older siblings. Dino is used to both. He grew up with a younger brother and is fully aware of how annoying they can be and how much responsibility you feel towards them as the older one. Dino also has had to deal with twelve annoying older brothers who don’t let him breathe.
❀ Bro is ready with the quick comebacks. Do your siblings want to tease him about something potentially embarrassing he did? Good luck. His members have completely desensitized him. Do your siblings betray him in a game of Risk? He won’t get upset; his members have tried sacrificing him in games even when it wasn’t needed.
❀ Your siblings can’t help but be impressed by how witty and quick he is. When he mentions it to his members, they have the audacity to tell him that this has been part of their plan all along. He definitely believes them when they argue that all the years of teasing and borderline physical harm were for the day he would meet his partner’s sibling, easily able to remain calm regardless of whatever teasing remark was thrown his way.
❀ “What if my partner would have been an only child?” They suddenly get really quiet. The wall has become interesting.
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fallinfl0wers · 1 year
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hii, how r u?
these days i have a bit of a baby fever so 😶‍🌫️ can i request childe, xiao and zhongli looking after their baby with their s/o (separately)? thank you!!!
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fandom: genshin impact characters: childe, xiao, zhongli reader type: female summary: babies are tiny, cute, and noisy, and vulnerable, and soft, and if you see one, it's only natural you want to take care of them, or at the very least hope they're not in any discomfort. how do they look after their baby with you? genre: general, fluff, family-centric warnings: female reader, children, you and the characters are married notes: aaa, i loved making these ones! i needed some softness TwT
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Childe.
He k n o w s his way around children! You can rest assured, he will always know what to do in any situation!
Your baby has the softest clothes and blankets and pillows and plushies, he WILL start spoiling your little one since the first minute.
He gets so hyper and soft when it's about your baby, it's endearing seeing him baby-talk to your little one and making them laugh and smile while he holds them.
When it comes to changing diapers, preparing meals, or bathing your baby, he's always there to help you (when he's around).
His job keeps him from being the type of father and husband he'd like to be, so he just doubles his efforts when he can spend long times with you!
That means, if baby wakes up in the middle of the night and you're just so tired all you want is sleep, Childe's got you covered!
He'll get up to take care of the baby until they fall asleep again and might also fall asleep in an uncomfortable position near the crib if it took too long for the baby to go back to sleep.
He's really the biggest fan of you and your baby, makes sure to capture each and every possible moment with a Kamera and keeps all the pictures in an album!
Will be very overprotective, if he can't be around he assings fatui agents that he trusts and have them be always nearby to watch over you and protect you or just run errands for you if you need anything.
He also tries his best to not be too reckless in battle, he wouldn't want to leave you or his child to fend for yourselves, after all!
In the unlikely case something terrible did end up happening to him, he already has a separate bank account he puts a lot of money in so he can make sure you won't be on your own if anything does happen.
Will also tell the child that he's a toyseller when the kid is old enough to ask about his profession. He wants to protect their innocence for as long as he can.
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Xiao.
Seven Archons please help this man. He has zero idea how to treat people like, well, normal humans like you do. And now he has to look after a super tiny person? A baby? What do you do to a baby? What do you do with a baby?
I'm very sure he did research asking people he trusted and reading any book on the topic he could find, but when it comes to actually looking after the baby, his mind is empty.
Why do babies have to be so tiny and fragile.
He's spending less time on demon-hunting duty because there's absolutely no way he's letting you overexert yourself between resting after giving birth, caring for the baby and going back to work- let him support you and don't be stubborn!
Changing diapers isn't disgusting to him, it was just very confusing at first, but he soon got the hang of it.
He mostly stays in the sidelines when it comes to baths and feeding the baby, but he can prepare the food if you give him the proper instructions.
He won't admit it, but he lowkey got sad when you told him that your baby couldn't eat almond tofu just yet, he wants to share one of his little joys with his dear baby!
Xiao doesn't sleep, so logically, one would think that if he's around, then he wouldn't wake you up and take care of the baby instead, but it's actually not so common.
Most of the time, night is when he has to leave to tend to the duties he didn't do for the rest of the day, and he feels bad about it because he doesn't want to neglect his family and at the same time can't bring himself to stop doing his work.
That, and he's also incredibly anxious about anything refering to your child. Sure, throughout the day, even if you're busy at work, he can stay with the baby and if he runs into any trouble he can always ask for help from the inn boss, or if you're not so busy, he can ask you for help. There's always someone "safer" for the child to be around if his karma starts acting up.
At night he has no one to turn to, except you. So in especially rough nights, he wakes you up so you can help your baby.
He loves you and your child too much to put you or them in risk. Sometimes, protecting and caring for you two means that he has to be away until he's gotten things under control again.
But, he loves your child a lot. He really likes holding them in his arms, and also loves to play with them when they're a bit older.
TLDR he might be clumsy, and he learns quickly, but he's also very scared so don't leave him alone for too long.
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Zhongli
He kind of knows and kind of doesn't know how to look after your little baby.
He has the knowledge, of course! But he also has these moments in which he doesn't exactly know how to apply it- luckily, you're around whenever that happens!
He's going to be THE most patient parent you'll ever see. He understands that babies are a lot of work, and that at times they won't stop crying and they can't really help it, so he's the most patient you'll ever see him being with his baby.
His voice is soothing, it will easily lull your little one to sleep!
Changes diapers like a pro after a couple tries.
He might be the one to give you tips on how to make the best baby food with the most nutritional value for a child at the age of yours and will tell you the history behind traditional baby foods and related trivia.
If your baby was sitting nearby on a baby chair you might have to wake them up to feed them tbh
Another super protective dad, won't let anything or anyone harm you or your little one in any way shape or form.
Goes out on walks with you and the baby and LOVES having them in his arms.
Even if you have a baby car, he wants to carry your baby in his arms and show them around his beloved city, even if the baby can barely talk he'll introduce them to everything!
One of the first words of your baby might be a badly pronounced big word because of Zhongli's large vocabulary
Zhongli will read bedtime stories for your baby, and for you too, since the crib is in your room.
He's very good at looking after the baby, probably the best of these three!
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/~∆ You like it, don't you? ∆~\
top! Lee Jeno x bottom! male reader
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credits to the owner of the gif!
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Genre: smut. MINORS DNI.
Categories: anal sex, blowjob, sex with your sibling's best friend, corruption kink, fake reluctancy, coming inside, handjob, sex between friends, muscle kink, slutshaming and dirty talk, use of words whore slut hoe etc.
WC: 3,2k
Important note: Everything here is done with consent. Reader loves every thing Jeno does to him and any reluctance showed by him is absolutely fake. Enjoy ❤️
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"I-I like it... hyung~"
Today's just a normal day. You have no plans with any of your friends and school's already over. Watching TV for the rest of the day seems like a good idea. Nobody's going to bother you, right?
"Hey, y/n!". It's your sibling, going downstairs with their best friend, Jeno. "I need to do a sudden job at the office, it won't take too much, I'll be back in one hour or so. Jeno's gonna stay here in the meanwhile, he lives kinda far so he won't have it easy to go and come back later... You guys can talk and play videogames or something", your sibling says.
"Oh, yeah, great! Don't worry, good luck", you told your sibling. "Perfect, good bye guys, gonna be back soon", they reply.
Jeno goes downstairs and sits on the couch near you. He's your sibling's best friend, and, as so, you've know him for a while. Always respectful, sometimes you talked with him and he's funny and interesting, but it's always on those "kinda awkward moments" where he arrives to your house, talks to you some few minutes and then runs upstairs to finally meet your sibling. In the end, you're not that close to him.
"Hey, y/n! How's everything?", Jeno says, looking at your eyes. Fuck, his glare is... Intimidating. He has a manly face, with that strong jawline... Even a Greek god would envy him. Anyways. "Everything's good! I'm watching TV, as you can see", you tell him.
"Oh, I know that show! Would you mind if I watch it with you, until your sibling comes back? We can also talk, you know, we haven't talked a lot in the past", Jeno suggests. "Sure thing!", you reply, enthusiastic to improve your incipient friendship with him.
For most of the next fifteen minutes, Jeno sat on the couch with you and watched the show. Although, he often stands up to do some things, like going to the bathroom, grabbing some food he brought here, go check his charging phone... and there's always something that makes you look away from the TV and focus on him...
His muscles.
He's wearing some short shorts and a tank top. Toned thighs, biceps, neck... Even his abs can kinda be seen because of how rock hard they're. Every time he stands up, it's inevitable to deeply stare at his muscles. Even when he's just showing his back, you can appreciate his toned broad shoulders, as well as his handsome side profile... You never experienced something like that, with actually no one... What's this feeling?
"Hey", Jeno says. He was walking towards the couch again but he stopped halfway, just right in front of the TV. "U-Uh, what's up?", you tell him.
"I saw you looking at my muscles, do you like them?", he says while laughing. "O-Oh, sorry about that... It's just, I've never saw muscles as toned as yours in person...", you reply, with an awkward smile.
Jeno sits on the couch again, right next to you. He then flexes his biceps, showing them to you. "I work out every day to have them like this... It's good to know you like them", he says. You're speechless at this point, big muscles in front of you? And you're... getting turned on by it?
"Touch it, if you want", he says. Almost automatically, you slowly approach your hand to his biceps, and start caressing them slowly, enough. "Wow, hyung, you really put a lot of effort in it!", you tell him.
"And it's not only that! Look at this", he says, lifting up his shirt and showing you his abs. "You like them? These are hard to get", Jeno asks. What's this guy doing? "O-Oh, they're nice...", you say, your voice already trembling a little.
"Touch them, mate! Don't be afraid, they don't bite", he tells you. Slowly, you land your hand on his abs and start caressing them, up and down. Fuck, it feels so good to touch. His warm skin is satisfying to be felt. You're out of words right now.
"And my thighs! I've been doing a lot of leg workout recently, look!", he says, tucking up his shorts, unveiling more of his thighs.
"Mate! I didn't even tell you you could touch them!". Wh-What? Unconsciously, your hand was already caressing his toned thighs. "O-Oh, I'm sorry, it's just that... I'm impressed by them! Y-yes, I never saw ones like your, trust me!", you try to hide your fascination.
"It's ok, friend! I know, thighs can be kinds impressive. Try feeling them here", Jeno says, grabbing your hand and sliding it inside of his tucked up shorts. "O-Oh...", you say, shocked of how good does it feel.
Jeno grabs your hand again, slowly putting it above his... hard bulge?
"W-What's this, hyung?", you timidly ask him. "Do you like it? Just say yes or no. I think it's my favourite part of my body~", he replies. "W-Well, it's kinda nice to touch it...", you say.
Jeno lowers his shorts, unveiling his boxers and his hard bulge. "If you like it, keep caressing it, friend!", he says, and you do so.
Jeno's bulge keeps getting hard as you massage it. "Y/N~ you seem to like it so much~", he says, finally lowering his boxers and unveiling his hard, long, thick cock.
"J-Jeno... isn't doing this... wrong?", you ask him, worried. "Why would it be wrong, friend~?", he asks. "Well... I just never done this, with anyone... plus, you're my sibling's best friend...", you reply. "That just makes it safer... I won't hurt you, I promise~".
You start moving your hand up and down on Jeno's cock. You can feel his warm, veiny skin on your hand. "Wow, y/n~ Just like that", he compliments. Motivated by it, you start jerking him off with precise movements, faster.
"Like this?", you tell him. "Yeah~... It looks like you do this to yourself a lot, am I wrong?", Jeno comments. "W-Well, kinda...", you say, timidly laughing. "I see~... I kinda always thought you are that nasty...", he says.
"...what?", you ask, surprised at what he said. "Oh, nothing, just keep going~", Jeno says. You keep masturbating him; and he looks so happy that you're doing it. His lewd face says it all.
"You're liking it, don't you, y/n?", he asks, as you jerk him off faster, making sure to massage his tip and play with his balls. "W-Well, actually... yes...", you reply, telling him the truth. "It shows! You're doing it so good... fuck...", Jeno says, exhaling, his face blushing.
You keep jacking him off, faster and making sure your hand goes up and down on all his length, satisfying him at its best. "F-Fuck, Y/N, not even myself do it that good~", he says. "I-I love doing this to myself~ but doing it to my hyung... I never thought I would like it that much...", you tell him. "O-Oh god, y/n, you're becoming such a- ugh~", he says, getting interrupted by a moan.
"...such a what?", you ask him, curious. "N-Nothing, ugh~", he keeps moaning. His moans are getting so loud, and he looks so fucking sexy being jerked off... You didn't even notice your bulge is going so hard.
"y/n... you're so aroused... let me help you~", Jeno says, undressing both you and himself. "W-What are you doing, hyung?", you ask him, intrigued. You thought you would jerk off Jeno until he comes and then that would be the end. But he postponed his orgasm to "help you"... you wonder what does he have in mind.
"You've never been naked in front of someone else~?", Jeno asks, with a pervy smile. "I-I don't think so...", you say. "Judging by how hard your cock is, I don't think you're not liking it", he says, laughing. Fuck. You could be reluctant, but your cock clearly couldn't lie.
Jeno's face starts getting near your cock. "J-Jeno, I really don't know if this is okay~", you tell him. "Don't worry, friend~ I won't do anything that would hurt you or you wouldn't like~", Jeno replies. You do a hard swallow after hearing that. Jeno puts his lips on the tip of your hard cock, licking it and then putting most of it inside of his mouth. "O-Oh, J-Jeno...", you say, with a broken voice. Jeno replied by staring at your eyes as he keeps sucking your cock.
"Hm~", Jeno moaned, traveling his tongue up and down on your length. "You like, don't you~?", he asks, with a sexy voice. "W-Well~ Ugh~", you moan, so satisfied because of how he sucks your dick.
Fuck, he's so good at it. Every time he licks your sensitive tip, shockwaves of pleasure invade your body. Your face can't hide it; only thing Jeno can see from his POV is your beautiful body and lewd face.
Some long minutes pass by, Jeno sucking your cock with so much pleasure. "You're such a mess right now, y/n~", Jeno says, taking your dick out of his mouth. "J-Jeno, I was enjoying it... Why did you stop?", you say, with a broken voice as Jeno left you so sensitive.
"You're gonna enjoy this better, don't worry~", Jeno says, grabbing you by your waist and laying you on the couch, slightly spreading your legs. "W-Wait, wait, Jeno, what are you doing?", you say, not believing what he's trying to do. "Don't worry, y/n~", Jeno sexily whispers. "I don't know if I like this...", you tell him. "I thought we would not do anything 'down there'", you say, surprised.
"It's gonna be fun~ Don't tell me you never felt curious about being penetrated, don't you?", Jeno says. "W-Well, maybe...", you tell him. "B-But, what if it hurts? I don't wanna get hurt", you ask him. "Don't worry~ Your hyung will take good care of it~", Jeno says. "Now, take a long breath and-", he says, until you interrupted him.
"J-Jeno, I really don't know if I want this~", you tell him. "Listen, y/n~ you enjoyed this a lot so far, it would be such a pity to stop right now~ You said you were curious about it, and honestly, you don't know how cute you look from right here~", he says, bending over to give you a soft kiss. The moment he put his lips on yours, you felt like you were melting. You were already messy, but this was the last straw.
"G-Go ahead, h-hyung~", you tell him. "Good boy~", Jeno says, biting his lips. "...huh?", you ask, confused about the ways he's calling you. "N-Nothing. Uhm... it's better if I get you prepared...", he says, grabbing your legs and lifting then, so he can put his head in between your thighs.
Suddenly, you feel his tongue licking your rim, swirling it around it and occasionally introducing it somewhat deep inside of you. Time pass by as he gets sure your hole is soften enough, enabling him to stretch it more.
"Now I need you to relax a little, y/n~", Jeno says. You do so; you relax your body, kinda feeling how your hole starts stretching itself a little. Although, something harder than a tongue is now stretching it: Jeno inserted his middle finger inside of you. And yeah, it's a kinda long finger.
"H-Hyung, ah~", you moan. "You look like you like it, y/n~". You just reply by blushing. Jeno then inserts another finger, now fingerfucking you somewhat faster with two of his finger. You feel how your bussy gets more stretched, getting used to his fingers, that are now making a scissoring motion inside of you.
"Ok, I think it's enough... Time for the real action~", Jeno says, taking out his fingers from inside of you. "J-Jeno... please, don't be rough...", you tell him. "Don't worry, I swear I won't...", he says.
Jeno rubs your hole with the tip of his cock, teasing it. He then spits on his large thick veiny cock, lubing it. "Now that's lubed, it won't hurt at all... Relax and take a deep breath~", he says, while he introduces his cock inside of you.
"F-Fuck, f-fuck", you moan, as you feel his cock making its way inside of you. "D-Did you already put it all inside?", you ask, trying to remain calm. Jeno quietly laughs. "There's more... Just relax...", he says, introducing his cock deeper inside of you, until you feel his balls hitting against your ass. "I-It's so big, f-fuck", you moan.
One hour ago, you could have never imagine that you would be having sex with Jeno. Even less, that you would be serving him your hole. But, somewhat, he convinced you to do so. And now you're with your legs spread open, with his big thick cock fucking inside of you.
"S-Slower, hyung", you moan, as he starts thrusting with a still slow pace. "I-It's already slow, y/n~ Just relax and enjoy", he says. You try to do so; in some way, you're enjoying it... Despite being kind of reluctant before. Maybe you just were too afraid, but now that he's fucking you, you're getting more and more satisfied.
You feel how Jeno's cock softly arouse your prostate, sending some shockwaves of pleasure over your body. "...I-It feels good~", you tell him. "I knew you would love it~", Jeno says. His pace starts going a little faster; but it was a point where it was absolutely not rough or fast.
Jeno's veiny cock gets in and out on your hole, kind of leaving it gaping every time he takes it out to spit on it, so it keeps being lubed. Some minutes pass by, where you quietly moan as you get fucked by him.
His pace now goes faster. This time, it's not as bearable as before. It's already quick; the sound of his hips clapping against your ass gets louder, and your prostate starts getting stimulated more often.
"J-Jeno... D-Do it slower...", you moan, trying to get him back to the previous pace. But, Jeno's apparently acting like he hasn't heard you. He keeps fucking you quick, a pervy smile on his face.
"Jeno... p-please, ah~", you say, interrupted by a moan. "Y/N... do you really think I'm believing your reluctancy?", he says, smirking. You're shocked at his words. "W-What?", you ask him, confused, as you also keep moaning, Jeno punishing you with his big cock fast.
"You've been always thirsty for me... There's no way you don't want to be fucked this rough... slut", he says, giving some deep moans as he thrusts rough into you. "J-Jeno, AGH~", you moan. Your cock starts twitching, and your moans getting louder. Hot pleasure pools on your back.
After some short minutes, all the pain and (fake?) reluctance transforms into pleasure and neediness. Fuck, how did Jeno do it? He convinced you to get fucked and now you don't want any other thing that his cock drilling your hole. It feels so fucking good; your cock gets harder and harder, showing Jeno how much you're enjoying it.
"Don't tell me you're not liking it, y/n~", he asks, as he sets a faster pace. "I-I love it, Jeno~", you tell him, rolling back your eyes because of the pleasure. "Fuck... I've always known that you're this of a slut... I'm so fucking happy I now got you on my hands, fucking whore", he tells you. Fuck, his dirty talk only makes you more excited. You're truly starting to believe that you're a slut. Probably, you're.
"Fucking with your sibling's best friend... only a hoe like you would do that...", he says, doing very precise and strong thrusts into you, deeply impaling you with his cock. "Agh~ I-I~", you moan. You try to reply to him, but your moans don't let you do that. "Such a mess for me, babe~", he says.
Jeno's pace starts getting frenetic. His cock gets in and out of you so fucking fast, abusing your prostate and making your cock get at its hardest. A pool of pleasure creates on the base of your dick. "You like how I fuck you, bitch? Huh?", he asks, as he pounds on you so rough. "J-Jeno, I don't think I will last longer~", you tell him, at the verge of your orgasm. "Really?", he asks, taking his cock out of your hole.
"W-What are you doing?", you ask him, confused. "Beg for it", he orders. "Hyung...", you say. "..huh? You don't want my cock? Don't lie. Beg for it. I know you want", Jeno says.
"...please, give it to me", you say. "Give you what?", he asks. "...you cock... please, give it to me~"., you reply. "You don't sound convinced. Fucking beg for it, bitch", he yells. "Please, fuck me with your fucking cock, I beg you, hyung~", you say, convinced. "Fuck, you're such a fucking needy slut, I'm gonna go so hard on you~", Jeno says, introducing his big cock inside of you again.
Jeno pace goes frenzied. You can't even moan correctly. "A-A-A-AGH~", you moan, as he fucks you so fucking hard. You can't hold it anymore. "J-JENO, I'M GONNA CUM", you tell him, so euphoric.
While Jeno keeps pounding on you, you arch your back and start coming, a big load of cum exiting you cock and landing on Jeno's abs and over yourself. Your brain goes dumb, your eyes rolling back as you feel a gigantic amount of pleasure shocking your body. You do a final loud moan as your orgasm reaches it end, leaving your body trembling. Jeno's cock keeps fucking into you. "Such a fucking slut, cumming untouched just from having your hole fucked~", he says.
After your orgasm, Jeno gets even more aroused. His mind is not focusing in anything else than rearranging your guts. And it shows: he does deep groans as he drills your hole with powerful thrusts. "Y/N, I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna fucking fill you, fuck... FUCK~", he yells. A final powerful thrust deep inside of you is done, his cock ejaculating a fucking big load of creamy cum inside of you, filling your insides with his warm seed. Your prostate gets so stimulated by his cum, making your body trembling even more.
Jeno takes out his cock from inside of you, leaving your hole gaping so much. "Fuck...", Jeno says, as he looks at your body, such a mess. "J-Jeno...~, I loved it~", you tell him. "I loved it too, babe..."., he says.
"M-My sibling is gonna get home at any moment, look what time it has become...", you tell him. "You're right...", he says, getting dressed and helping you do so too. "P-Please, don't say anything about this to my sibling...", you beg him. "Don't worry, y/n~... I'm pretty sure they wouldn't like knowing that their brother is such a fucking whore~", he says. "J-Jeno~", you softly moan, blushing as he calls you like that. "You like being told that you're a slut, don't you? Fuck...", he says.
Just some few minutes later your sibling arrives home. "Hey!", Jeno and you greeted. "Hey! How's everything? Oh, you both watched TV, it's great you're getting along", your sibling says. "Yeah, yeah, y/n is so funny!", Jeno says. "Yeah, he is... Well, I brought some food, come eat at the kitchen!", your sibling says. Both Jeno and you walk and go sit around the table. Although, sitting was hell, as Jeno fucked you so hard that it hurts to sit. You left some quiet groans as you sat on the chair.
Your sibling looks at you, concerned. "What happens, y/n?", your sibling asks. "... I fell from the couch...", you lie. Jeno smirks upon hearing that.
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rollercoasterwords · 2 months
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this chapter was so emotional and sad. The way remus was touching sirius, feeling his heartbeat and putting his hand on his chest all the time, like he needed to feel close to sirius’ heart :( I wonder what was going through his head
yeah…might be slightly spoilery but i’m actually in the mood 2 talk a bit abt what’s going on inside his head so 🤭
the thing is i’ve literally been thinking abt this for months like. this was part of a convo i had explaining this whole arc back in january:
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so like. literally for remus this whole experience has been. forced 2 work w a guy who represents everything u hate -> start 2 realize that maybe there's more 2 him & begin 2 empathize w him -> hate urself 4 it & hate him for it -> conflicting loop of feelings where u care about him but u hate that u care so u try 2 stop it but u can't stop it. figure once ur done w this mission u won't ever have 2 see him again so just push everything down
and THEN the mission goes sideways and suddenly s is right there. and they need to get him 2 work w the order. and the thing is s was sponsoring him for a year and a half. like they had a year and a half of slowly developing this relationship that r absolutely did not want but was unable to stop feeling things about and was made even more painful by the fact that he knew it was all built on a lie--like even when he did let himself feel something for s, the follow-up to that was immediately like 'oh but this is all fake he wouldn't act this way or be like this if he knew what was really going on.'
so then s is there at order hq and r's walls are immediately back up & he's putting all his effort into reinforcing them. he's like yeah that year and a half was all fake it was just an act none of it was real and i don't care about u. & all he wants is 2 ignore s & move on but he's right there! working w the order! befriending lily! but r is still like. well he's just playing along til he can escape surely that's it. and then suddenly hq gets attacked and it's just the five of them in this little flat and r is still trying 2 ignore him & keep his walls up but he is also still inexplicably drawn 2 him and can't entirely fight it...and then they finally put some of the animosity aside & start working together & he can't ignore the fact that. hey maybe some of that goodness i saw before was real...and even the badness is no longer entirely the same like he's changed! he's grown! he's still changing and growing and like r says when he finally confesses--it isn't fair! (does he say that? i actually can't remember if i ended up including that line or not lol. anyway) like it isn't fair because s is supposed to be evil and everything r stands against and everything he hates and yet he's come along and wormed his way into r's life and made r care about him and part of him hates that but most of him is like. falling in love. and unable to completely deny it anymore. and when they finally reach this breaking point where r essentially confesses all this it's like. he's letting his walls down, finally, after this slow and painful breakdown of all these defenses, and he's letting himself feel hopeful and be vulnerable and think ok maybe we can have something real.
and quite literally immediately after that it's ripped away. and not only ripped away, but r finds out that s knew, when they had that first kiss, that he was going to be losing his memory, that he planned to leave like this, and he still smashed through all r's fucking walls and made him hope they could have something real, knowing it wasn't true. so he's pretty fucking furious! and he's immediately swinging back into denial! the walls are back up reinforced he's like fuck sirius black i hate that man and his fucking mind games i don't fucking love him and i never will so i don't even fucking care that he's gone.
problem with that is. well of course it's not entirely true is it. and as much as he's trying not to care he can't help agonizing over what s could possibly be going through, whether he'll even make it through this alive or whether voldemort will just kill him, and he hates s for making him care and then putting himself in jeopardy like this because now r has to suffer this horrible burden of just worrying about him all the time, even when he doesn't want to, and he also has to carry this burden of wanting him back and wanting things back the way they were even though he knows it's not possible, and he hates s for making him want that, too.
so. yeah. all those conflicting feelings are there during the hookup. and in this ch he's like. giving up, essentially. like he is constantly battling the remnants of this love but for this one night he gives up the fight and just lets himself feel for s, and not all of it's good--the love and the hate are very much intertwined, at this point--but for one night at least he can pretend that he has him and they're together in the way they might have been, had s not left. and it's all confused and compounded by the fact that s doesn't know him, and still finds him, and still wants him, and yet clearly isn't treating this the same way--for s, it's just a casual one-night stand, and it hurts that he can't feel the way r is, but it also hurts when there are those flashes of something deeper, because recognizing the depth of what they might have had if they both just hadn't denied it for so long is incredibly painful. and r is feeling all this, but he isn't consciously processing it--he's shoving all of it down and away and going "this doesn't even matter, it's just a one night stand, i'm not going to care about this" etc. etc. fun!
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rebornologist · 4 months
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Greetings!
I was wondering if u could write some headcanons of gokudera (khr) with a chronically ill s/o (struggling with exhaustion, migraines and joint/bone pains)?
Absolutely understandable though if you don't feel comfortable writing this though.
Regardless I wish you a day as wonderful as your writing! :)
Hii anon! Thank you for this idea, I love talking about Gokudera.. I honestly don't know too much about these chronic illness symptoms, aside from my experience with some friends.. so these are not super specific, but here are my thoughts!
♡ Hayato Gokudera & a chronically ill s/o ✧
no warnings this time, yippee!
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Gokudera is our post-trauma stress-induced stomachache girlie, so he understands just a bit how hard it is to be hugely impacted by something that you cannot really control, but he’s fairly supportive of your management efforts and coping mechanisms.
He took a minute to be more mindful of his volume when his partner has a migraine, because he can be pretty loud, especially when he’s too excited about seeing them to check his volume. After he gets the hang of being quieter around his partner when they’re having migraines, he begins to expand that to anyone or anything else in the area. It’s a bit much.
He’s the type of person to enjoy lounging around with his s/o’s head in his lap, and him just silently reading a good book (his favourite creature feature of the time) until his partner feels a bit better. As he grew older, he learned to value quality time more as he got busier with more serious work stuff.
Physical touch is a big enough love language for him that he would be willing to help them massage whatever they need him to for comfort or easing the pain, though joint pain can be difficult to handle. His hands are calloused and rough, but he has a dedicated pocket where he quickly and quietly slips all his rings into, before stretching out his fingers and offering to apply pressure where it's needed.
He always offers help verbally or asks for his s/o’s confirmation before doing anything, even if it’s a routine thing that they do together, and even checking in to make sure that what he’s doing is helping at all. Some people would say that he should know what to do without asking, but he wants to be sure that it’s what they need in the moment, and he also.. just enjoys the exchange.
There are times when he may see his partner as too ailed by their chronic pain and might even be a little overbearing. How much is too much? It’s your call, but he’s probably gone there. Communication is key with Hayato, he’s prone to overthinking and shutting down if he feels that he’s done something wrong. It’s because he’s so full of love and care for the people that he’s dedicated himself to. It might weigh on him more than they'd like, because he just wants so badly for them to live comfortably.
He would feed his s/o better than he fed himself, probably. He’s only a little into the Eastern medicine thing but believes that there has to be some remedies to manage the symptoms and is fairly keen to try out more hollistic approaches. He feels all warm and fuzzy whenever his partner shares that they’re feeling generally better lately and will vehemently stick with whatever had the greatest positive effect, which can be a bit of overkill.
He'll go on walks with his s/o if it helps with their joint pain, and will make sure that they have the most peaceful and unbothered stroll, even if it means he has to mean mug everyone else that walks by. Enjoy the scary dog privilege :) If his partner does the thing where they lie on their back and elevate their legs, sometimes he'll walk in when they're doing it and use it as an opportunity to plant a few little kisses on their face. He will absolutely join if they requested, also. He's also not completely pain free as he ages and yknow.. puts his body through the wringer more, especially in his back, so it helps him too!
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I love him, I think he would be the bitch wrapping his fingers in salonpas after he develops bomb-constructing induced RSI. He's too young to smell like an old man with his cigarettes and ointments... anyway, I'll stop projecting. many many love, ghostiee ♡♡
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ghostlykeyes · 2 years
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aki kink hcs pleaseeeee ><!!!! (if u havent done them alr heheh) (also i love ur writing..!! its amazing)
Thank you !! 💖 this one is long as hell. Can you tell I have some Thoughts about this man ??
afab reader (no pronouns used), under the cut for length/spice
Aki
Aki likes to think he's got a decent amount of self-control, but when it comes to you, he's toast—sometimes he just needs you, and it doesn't matter if you're at home or not. Public sex is a common occurrence. Aki's hand finds the small of your back, pushing lightly but oh-so-insistently; he guides you to the nearest bathroom, janitor's closet, whatever-room-has-a-lock and has you pressed up against the wall as soon as the door clicks shut. He's always quick and efficient; once you're soaking enough to take him, Aki's got your tits squished up against the door and a firm hand over your mouth to help keep you quiet. "Don't get us caught, baby," he murmurs against your ear, and he's stretching you out before you can even nod obediently.
Aki's favorite thing ever is thigh-highs. Pair them with a short skirt (and no panties, if you're feeling extra-spicy) and he's done for.
When it comes to positions Aki doesn't really have a preference, as long as he can get deep in you. If he's taking you from behind expect to have your face in the pillow, pretty back arched, and his dick so far in your throbbing pussy you can feel the stubble from his shaved pubic hair rubbing on your soft, dripping outer folds. When you're face-to-face, he likes to push your legs back as far as he can manage; picture your legs propped up, shaking, on either side of his neck. Aki's hands dig into the soft flesh of your thighs, holding you in place as he rails you.
Aki absolutely loves when you pull on his hair. Nothing too rough; just tug on his topknot as he's licking heat along the back of your teeth, or make fists in his loose hair as he's eating out your pussy. He always groans into you, his eyes rolling back in his head.
Sure, the after-sex cigarette is nice, but sometimes Aki gets a craving and wants one right in the middle. He won't stop fucking you, but his hands leave your body to fumble on the bedside table for a second. He can manage it himself, but if you really want to turn him on, snatch his lighter and flick out a flame for him. He leans forward, hitting that spot inside you just right, and lets the cigarette in his mouth glow to life. "Thanks," he breathes, and after taking a deep puff he rewards your little favor by fucking you even harder.
Most of the time, Aki's a soft dom. He likes to take care of you. Sure, he'll get so deep and fuck you for so long that your mind is a foggy mess, but he'll make sure you cum a few times over and his rough hands are soft and gentle on your curves and push and pull your nipples so nicely. He twists you up and holds you in place but he whispers in your ear to make sure you're comfortable. Sex with him is certainly intense, but he puts effort in to make sure it's an easy sort of intense, where the pleasure piles up and piles up so soft until you're falling apart beneath him—again and again.
There are, of course, some notable exceptions. If you've been a major fucking pain all day (on purpose, of course, because you know how he gets when you rile him up), Aki gets fed up and needs to teach you a lesson. He's rough and fast, then—squeezing your tits until you're squirming underneath him, holding you down by your hips as he thrusts into your dripping pussy so hard that the bed shakes and groans underneath you. He smacks your ass when you whine for him, the slap barely louder than the wet, obscene noises spilling out of you as he drills your cunt. "God," he says as you whimper your way through an orgasm—another one, you don't think you can handle much more, but his hips just keep crashing and crashing and crashing into you—"you're such a handful sometimes."
Aki definitely prefers some of your panties over the other ones .If he sees you're wearing a pair he likes when he pulls your pants off, he can't resist leaving the cute underwear on you. He tugs the thin fabric to the side before easing into you, holding it out of his way with a strong finger.
Aki's a big fan of dirty talk. While he doesn't usually degrade you (unless that's what you really want—he lives to please, after all), he's surprisingly mouthy. You'll often feel his hot breath starting fires along your neck as he moans against you, or bites back a groan at just how goddamn good and soft your pussy squeezes him. He lets you know just how electric you feel, just how much he craves being inside you. Expect to hear a lot of "Mmmhmm, just like that" or "shit, you're taking me so good".
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coyoteprince · 9 months
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Hi! If I may, this is not about Widderwood, but the way you talked about witchcraft in a recent answer, "Real world witchcraft is literally just moving with intention and cause & effect" and "it helps with being delibreate with my life": seems quite interesting, but would you care to elaborate, if you wish and have time? Or is there a previous post here or somewhere else where you already talked about your view on witch spirituality? Sorry if I bother, obviously you're free to not answer and ignore this message if it's too personal or annoying. Thank you for sharing your art and world!
Yeah I'll try to explain. Unfortunately when people hear magic or witchcraft they of the media fantasy version of witchcraft or whatever when that's not what it is at all. It's just like any religion in that it focuses on cultivating life morals, cause & effect (praying to a God for blessings is similar!), and can be utilized by less than great people for power and control over others.
Witchcraft varies greatly by culture and even the person, but I can only speak from European centric stuff and my own practice. For background, I've followed my own path since I was around 12 with no guidance from others.
Spells work by focusing intention. You want x, so you create a small ritual that helps to focus on the task and what you really want and how to get to that point, like any goal setting. Often rituals are repeated for greater power to achieve a result- just like a habit. Spiritually speaking, the reasoning is often considered that everything has an energy, and this energy can be manipulated, or that there are God(s) at work. Psychology speaking, these rituals simply help you realize what you actually want to work toward and give you the gumption to go for it. For both, it's commonly believed that spells won't work unless you put in the actual, real effort to work toward a goal- and that is part of the magic. It is the act of creation. And failure is just as likely, especially if you don't plan for it or are unrealistic. You can't make someone love you or win 1 mil, but you do have the power to be kind to others and better your finances by education or similar opportunities... and even if you fail anyway, there is always something you learn from it. You just have to be intentional.
I fully believe you don't have to believe in God's or ghosts or anything to do witchcraft. The fact it works to better our lives- even if it really is just in our brains at the end of the day- is enough. And just like how people has historically leaned on a Christian God to get through times of hardship- that's what I use it for. To better myself, to realize what I want to work toward in life, and to make a conscious effort toward it. It isn't a replacement for professional help, but the addition of witchcraft has significantly helped me in my own mental health, continued betterment as a person, and appreciate living.
Tarot cards are similar. They assume fortune telling = fate, which imo is wrong. Some people think theyre demonic, some think theyre "stupid" because of the connection to spirituality, and some people consider them too serious and scary, but like all tools you have to use them right, and by God do they work when you do! Tarot cards are absolutely amazing as prompts. Ask a reasonable question, get a card, and notice what emotions and thoughts come to mind immediately- you have all the answers within you, you just might not be paying attention... and Tarot works as a surrogate third party to reflect and help you pay attention to what you really feel. Witchcraft rituals all work essentially the same way.
There's also more woo-woo centric things like ghosts and fae and such. I personally am on the fence on it all but "believe just in case" lol. I've experienced many paranormal things but also know it could be caused by my autism, trauma, or whatever else. But it isn't hurting me or anyone else.. so it doesn't matter!
This is all a ramble and probably hard to understand if you aren't already very familiar with these kind of eccentric things. I work with a lot of chemistry so I've personally noticed how close witchcraft things are to science and even therapy- and likewise how a lot of past beliefs of magic were actually just yet unexplained science & medicine.
At the end of the day, I know everything may be an illusion from my various ailments and perspective. But that's perfectly okay, because it has done nothing but make me happier, more emotionally strong, and helped me focus to better my life and relationships. It's made me a much better, intelligent person and is the perfect fit for my life, though it may not be for everyone. Our variance, weirdness, and mysteries are the beauty of being alive.
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actuallyitsstar · 1 month
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bradley rooster bradshaw & 22, 12, 21? <3
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HENLO USER MARCHRAINDROPS!!!! ily and im so sorry for how long this took aaaaaaaaaaa but pls take my humble offering, and i hope that u enjoy my attempt at doing this ask justice lol <3 <3
(p.s. i did answer one of these for bradley here already, so click for another and more lighthearted headcanon lol)
22. something you like and dislike in reading for this character?
something that rly matters to me when it comes to bradley is, i guess for lack of a better word, his attitude. bradley has had, admittedly, his share of traumatizing experiences in life, and he was raised on eggshells and rose-petals, walking under the shadow of a grief too heavy for him to bear alone, watching the adults he knew and trusted be crushed slowly beneath it instead. he was a bright and happy child whose innocence was slowly stolen, piece by piece, building a sardonic and cynical adult. bradley was soft, and he still absolutely c an be, in the right setting and with the right people. but he's still a grown man, at least thirty-four-ish, who's been hardened by loss after loss after betrayal, who has gone through war and come home again. he can be sarcastic and self centered, closed-minded and demanding, vindictive and rageful. he's brash and quick to speak, fierce in spirit but measured, too; aware of the pitfalls behind life's every corner and terrified of stepping on another; this time, completely alone. he hesitates and he meets the consequences of his indecision, and he takes that blame out on others.
i guess i like to see bradley's roughest edges acknowledged. he has been hurt, and he will hurt other people. he's not exactly a white knight of most situations (except for when he is- sacrificing himself for phoenix in training comes to mind; it is all about nuance isn't it?). i think it's easy to paint those kinds of flaws out of the picture, and i can understand why we might want to- because after all, no one wants to think about their favorite character being the "bad guy" in a situation. but everyone is, sometimes.
i guess what i don't like is seeing bradley treated with kidd gloves. realistically, bradley was spoiled as a kid, and why wouldn't he have been? the hope of a family grieving the loss of its pillar (goose), and that's a lot of weight for a little kid to carry. they'd doted on him, and put all their efforts into giving him the happiest childhood they could muster in the face of that loss, and maybe they were quick to give in to demands- maybe they were quick to take the situations upsetting young bradley away from him instead of teaching him how to cope with them. i'm not sure if, for all of their love and devotion, the adults in bradley's life would have known how to teach him to cope with a situation healthfully, anyway.
12. what's a headcanon you have for this character?
bradley has goose's old cross necklace, and it's one of his most prized possessions.
when bradley was little, he was 100% a mama's boy. after all, for all that mav was there, which was always as much as he could be but no more than the tight grip of the navy on his collar would allow- it was just bradley and carole against the world, together, for most of it. he talked to his mom about everything, trusted her with everything, and he took her illness so incredibly hard. obviously- that's his mom, after all- but even more than he showed, at the time. he'd tried to be strong, for his mom and for mav and because he's not sure he remembers anymore, but he thinks it's what his dad would have wanted, too; for him to take care of mom. he tries, but doesn't end up remembering how to take care of himself at the same time.
the wedge that separates bradley from the world and everything good in it is the same one that splits carole off from her family and leaves them alone without her. as her illness worsens, bradley becomes more and more sullen and withdrawn and angry, with the world and the lot handed to him. he savors each moment he has left with her but grows to dread hospital visiting hours, too, because it gets harder and harder to remember her as she was with each hour he spends watching her waste away. the breaking point is when he's thirteen years old, and they know carole has a few months more, at best. bradley isn't supposed to know yet- but he isn't stupid. he can overhear parts of a hushed phone call, and see the worry lines around uncle mav's eyes when he tries to offer reassurances that bradley doesn't believe in anymore.
she calls him in for visiting hours alone, telling uncle ice to take uncle mav home and make him take a shower and go to bed. mav protests profusely, but a look of understanding passes between ice and carole over the heads of everyone else in the room, and everyone but bradley is subsequently herded out. bradley settles himself on the edge of her bed, feeling awkward with the presence of the dreaded ticking time between them. despite her gauntness and exhaustion, though, she offers him her brightest smile. i have something to give you, baby, she tells him, and then it's dangling from her fingers before he has time to realize it fully- a silver cross necklace. his dad's necklace.
i've was meanin' to give this to you, when you're all grown up, she says quietly, and bradley swallows hard, drawing in a shaky inhale. but i just couldn't wait any longer. your daddy would be so proud of you, honey. and bradley knows it means she loves him and that daddy does too, but he also knows it means that his mom is saying goodbye. when uncle mav sees him wearing it later that evening, his small hand tightened around the metal so firmly that it digs into his skin, his uncle's face blanches, but mav doesn't say a word about it. bradley doesn't either. when everything falls apart between them much later, bradley tries to assign meaning that isn't there, telling himself that maybe mav had wanted that necklace to keep selfishly to himself, or that maybe mav hadn't thought he'd deserved it. it's not until much, much later that he manages to reason out the much simpler truth of the moment; of the guilt and the exhaustion and the realization that his all-but-sister knew she didn't have much longer if she'd finally passed the necklace down.
during the long years of his twenties and early thirties, bradley clings to the necklace, convinced it holds the parts of his past that he's missing, the feeling of belonging he's craved and cannot seem to find. the weight of it against his breastbone, beneath his uniforms, is half-comfort and half-terror. he doesn't explain it to anyone, not even to phoenix. i didn't know you were spiritual, she tells him upon catching a glimpse of it in the gym. bradley is hasty to shove it back inside his shirt collar. i'm not, he growls back, and that's that. she doesn't ask again. he doesn't volunteer. just like the look mav had worn upon seeing the necklace, it isn't until much, much later that bradley figures out what he'd been missing, after the mission and after the reconciling and after everything- til he figures out that maybe the necklace means something to him because it had meant something to mom and to dad and to mav, and that maybe he doesn't have to drag the ghosts and spirit of all three of those people into the cockpit with him each time he goes up into the air. maybe knowing they had loved him all along is enough. he tells himself that this is what the cool metal against his skin reminds him of, now, and for the most part, he finds that he can learn to believe it.
21: something you like and dislike in writing for this character?
i think it's sort of rare to be in a fandom where you have this primary character and you know so much about the things that built that character. i mean, not the most rare- obviously there's a lot of stories and franchises out there that focus on lineage and talk about long-spanning over-arcing stories. but to get to know carole and to get to know goose and to get to know mav and the other flyboys too; depending on your opinion of the closeness of the group after the first movie (i guess we all know MY found-family-obsessed-ass's opinion on that lol <3) is a gift that builds a picture of bradley, and unpacking it and piecing it together is one of my favorite privileges in writing him! feeling like i know the people who shaped bradley means i feel like i know bradley so much more, too. there's so much focus, especially in tgm, on history and mirroring and repetition and the weight of years and the passage of time, and of course there needs to be, for a sequel made so long after the original- because it is all built on the power of nostalgia- but it also says something about the construction of a character like bradley, doesn't it?
that being said, i do spend a lot of time trying to strike the balance, because i think there can be too much mirroring and a little too much drawing from influence. the double edged sword is allowing bradley to be a separate and independent person who is shaped by and not defined by those things. i think it's very easy (or at least for my sentimental ass it is lol) to get a little TOO wrapped up in the ~nostalgia~ and the trying to weave a 30+ year narrative into one character's image, and i do have to remind myself to avoid letting that walk all over the actual characters i am actually presently writing.
@marchraindrops AHHHHHHHHHH again i am so so sorry this took so long but i thank u so so much for thinking of me and sending the lovely ask, i had a lot of fun answering ;) and i am always thrilled to type my silly little answers lol. i promise to always answer even if it takes like.... more than a hot minute lol <3 TY AND ILY!!!! <3<3<3
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gokupowers · 1 year
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If you don’t mind it would be super cool if you could show which pieces could get u accepted to RISD (like u said in ur tags :3) also, ur art is really freaking good
Yeah ofc, heres what I submitted (acceptance for class of 2025)!!! This isn't everything, but Tumblr has an image maximum lol.
Tips for if you're applying to RISD (or any art school rly, I got into a couple other schools with w good scholarship options), it wasn't just portfolio that led to an acceptance. I had a 4.5 GPA in highschool + I linked to my portfolio website & had extracurriculars & solid LORs. A portfolio should be strong, but usually a good track record as a student/good academics tip them over (so if you're not absolutely sure about your portfolio, your academics might push your app over the edge. Conversely, if you have struggled/haven't scored high academically, you still have the portfolio so put your efforts in there!). they do require a description of your artwork so I'd recommend you think about what you want to do conceptually (why did you draw this, what do you want viewers to come away with? Any big concepts?). You'll want to show off technical skill and conceptual ability; colleges love someone who can critically think (even if it's just the appearance of it, lol). A good portion of my works were social realism/focused on social justice. I submitted a landscape or two too (typically versatility is a good idea). I also think that my sketchbook was probably a deciding factor, I'll reblog w some of it later. Generally tho if you're applying to art schools good luck!!!! Don't worry too hard-- the college you first go to isn't the beginning of end of the world. Have fun with your art :)
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aaronieros · 4 months
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hsmd AND mdtb ? 🎤
something i love about hashimada: the range of potential dynamics both for silly lighthearted antics (like their canon interactions as kids) and Heavy Drama (everything that came after that.)
something i hate about hashimada: hm. i will forego the obvious "i happen to lean away from whatever ship is most immediate" because that's just a tendency of mine. i don't hate hashirama or think he's lying about caring about madara or anything but i feel like he could have put in more effort to actually try to keep him around and make him more comfortable. i think village era hashimada outside of aus/canon divergence is probably my least favorite aspect of the ship
something i love about madatobi: ough. two men who just do not fucking mesh and even in a perfect world would never form a perfect relationship, not even in that "opposites attract" way that people fawn over. i think whether it's straight up toxic hateship or they reconcile (which i think is only truly possible in aus where izuna lives) the ideal relationship dynamic for them is that outsiders looking in either can't believe they're together or are actively anticipating a breakup at any moment.
something i hate about madatobi: when people characterize them as generically sappy and loving and try to handwave the fact that these are absolutely not the same characters by offhandedly mentioning that they used to hate each other (or by mentioning the sharingan a few times JUST SO U KNOW..... DON'T FORGET THIS IS MADARA UCHIHA NOT THE GENERIC ROMANCE MAN I'VE WRITTEN HIM TO BE)
as far as something i dislike about the actual ship separate from fanon though hmmmm....... must we address the gigantic woolly mammoth in the room that is tobirama's attitude problem towards uchihas lmao. personally i find developing him to be a fun task so i don't mind starting at a disadvantage (and people seem to forget that tobirama readily admits that there are good uchihas and that he liked kagami)
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coralinnii · 1 year
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What are some pet peeves u have with manhwa and manga?
There hasn't really been a lot of manhwa or manga I've dropped since I'm kinda a completionist and I understand that every story should have some suspension of disbelief because every story would just be a page if we add too much realism or hindsight to everything. So, I don't really have that many pet peeves.
But I do have some. These are instant drops for me if I see a manhwa with these (but it's fine if you don't mind them or even like them, this is a personal irk for me)
Some of these can be sensitive topics for people and triggering (bullying, abuse, toxic relationships) so read at your own volition.
Intentionally abusive for the sake of love. I absolutely hate when anyone, be it the families or male leads or the MAIN LEADS insults or even hurts someone and saying it was because they love them, excusing it as "I must scare you away for your own good" then expecting them to forgive you because it was done with good intentions. I'm less mad when they attempt to avoid people in fear of hurting them which may lead to neglect, but when you put the effort in bullying someone you supposedly love??? I can't understand that logic
Teacher/Student relationships. It's just too unethical for me. I'm studying to be a teacher and this kind of relationship is too unprofessional for me to enjoy. I know there are people who like that dynamic, I just personally don't.
Red flags but it's a good thing apparently. I get the whole "he's a red flag but it's my fav color" joke but at least you are aware that these are red flags. I do not like stories where the main leads do dangerous things but it's portrayed as a good thing. With most yandere stories, the reader AND the characters are aware that some actions are unhealthy and it's being told as such, so I'm happy as long as we have that understanding. I DO NOT like stories when someone does alarming things and the main character is legitimately unhappy with them but everyone in the story is like "how romantic~". I often find this with smut and unfortunately early BL and GL works but it's a rare thing to see now.
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tamelee · 2 years
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Hii
How are you doing? 🥰 Hope you are doing well 💕
Thank you for answering my pervious question💓✨
Today I was reading some pRo Ss shippers and anti ss shippers agreements. When anti ss shipper said sasuke tried to kill sakura 3 times, the pro shipper answered :" he tried to kill everyone! Not only sakura " (u know they defeat their ship like this) and I don't know but if someone (ss shippers) tell you something like that: he wants to kill everyone, he is not in his right mind, sakura was the last person he doesn't want to hurt her, killing sakura was dramatic for sasuke and ect...) ) what will you say to them? I really want to know. I will appreciate it if you share your thoughts about this with me 🥰💕✨
BTW have a good day and night 💫💛
Hi @Nancy-8140 ! 💕 I am- hope you're well too! Sorry this took a while ( 〃..)
Anyway, how tiring must it be for such people to have to come up with such excuses? Why do they need other people to believe in them too? Nothing in the story proves whatever contradictions they're preaching. And yet. 
I would say nothing to them tbh because it is impossible to get through their thick skulls. Arguing is futile. They're thinking in delusional ways to protect a SS-Headcanon or Sakura in particular.
It seems they love to "forget" why this conflict even happened in the first place. The most infuriating thing about it is that a large portion truly hates Sasuke. One of the biggest excuses is always "well his character is just complex" which is true, but not an excuse for them to use as a Joker-card. Someone doesn't understand their SS-Headcanon? Well Sasuke's just complex they say and you don't understand it apparently. They say they're a fan but if they need to downplay his character for the sake of Sakura? No hesitation. 
And SS is for the sake of Sakura. You can't tell me otherwise. 
Yes, Sasuke almost killed Sakura during the Kage Arc if it weren't for Kakashi saving her ass. And then Naruto. But, this was a response to her coming to backstab him. Both figuratively as a supposed teammate/comrade, and literally with a poisoned kunai. Which may be one of the dumbest moves from someone who is objectively one of the smarter characters. Something Sasuke himself complimented her on when they were kids. Do you think this was accidental on Kishimoto's part? Of course not. Was Sasuke not allowed to defend himself? Why is this always left out of the conversation though? Sasuke easily sees right through her. Was he supposed to stand there, arms open wide and say "okay, I know you're lying to me, make everything about yourself again but come and kill me as you please"? She didn't even care to listen or understand the guy she supposedly loves so much. She can't have him? She can't understand his motives? It hurts her to see his actions unfold and it has nothing to do with her? Fine then die I guess. Because "bearing the burden" of killing him.. as she took upon herself which no one told her to btw, is still self-inserting herself onto him in a last-ditch effort. And superficial as hell. Naruto fought tooth and nail to understand Sasuke unlike her. Never mind all her teachers and friends she manipulated and put in danger while doing so. Why else would she also put herself in danger AGAIN for the second time when Kakashi pleaded.. well, ordered her not to. When he told her to stay back? When she absolutely knew she stood no chance? How many times do they have to tell her she's irrelevant to him? 
Because why was she so desperate? Why are their fans? 
Sasuke never cared to kill Sakura before that and didn't care for her life after. That much was clear as we saw during the War Arc. He thanked her for loving him which is seen as a rejection for mutual love btw and left her on a bench. Because yes, that's human decency. It's true that Sasuke saw her as a comrade when they were Genin but that's it. 
Sasuke needed to kill Naruto. Not Sakura. And the only reason he needed to do so was so he could be alone and away from that love. This is stated time and time again. Meaning: no one else. Even characters like Orochimaru and Kabuto who are great observers realized this early on. Important here being that Kishimoto chose to show this to us readers. 
But despite the killing part and negativity. Sasuke sacrificed his life for Naruto and his dreams as if it was natural. Sasuke didn't hesitate to stand up against Sakura for Naruto. He smirks and is playful with him yet cries after the confession in the end. He freely shows emotion around Naruto. "It's okay to cry when you're happy."
So what the hell are those shippers talking about? "..it was dramatic for Sasuke" they're pulling those statements out of their asses tbh. 
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I'll show the link since it's on your own blog.
You know, sometimes I do read a contrasting essay here and there but this is laughable. 🎤: What you have there is the ultimate example.. I mean good job of finding one btw. I hadn't seen one this creative in a while. 
They're saying Sasuke only left Konoha for 5 years instead of 12ish?
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Not that it is any better for their ship btw. He did meet up with Naruto, so much so that mr. Hokage apparently forgot that Sarada was in the picture..
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But anyway where is the proof? Lol. Meanwhile Kishimoto clearly states the facts and in Gaiden it says that Sarada has never seen Sasuke. That's the entire plot. These people are so funny. Hey, to be fair, I respect the hustle. Not the tone though, jfc. And I'm sorry but I skimmed quickly through the rest because that is purely headache inducing and not worth reading. Typical. 
Long-winded excuses, downplaying Naruto and Sasuke's characters and their bond, "it's not bad because (x) is worse!", "you wouldn't understand my ship because you're dumb and not because I don't show any evidence", "you don't get the characters even though it's my headcanon", etc etc- 
Yeah I wouldn't bother if I were you.
Hope you have a nice day ✨
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alliumbunny · 7 months
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Ended season 2!!! lessss gggoo!!!
Good season! lots of funny moments, has many bad parts but hey, we got ice cream kitty out of it so I'm happy(I'm secretly seething half the time but it doesn't matter rn ;3 )
I looked up where to watch the last three seasons of 2012 and turns out it's on paramount+!! Which my sister has so now all my worries of not being able to watch the last three seasons ever are gone Yippeee!!!
but uh, season 3! uh, I've gotten to I think ep9? or 10? i don't remember
I'm at the episode right after they get back to new york city, yee.
So hmm, Idk how to feel about the season currently, lots of good moments but uh, lots of bad ones too, at least to me.
i don't like how many times i've seen april kiss donnie at this point, I was fine with it beforehand because I don't see cheek kisses as romantic unless the relationship is already romantic(dating or something idk) so I was completely fine with it but then I think she kissed him on the lips in the bigfoot episode and like, hahahahahahah please stop <3 I'm very uncomfortable with that so yee.
I also don't like the Bigfoot liking donnie thing, these turtles are 15 and Bigfoot is deffo older then that and It makes me feel weird and shit :/
THAT FUCKING SPIRITUAL EPISODE SUCKS! like I love it, the outfits are!! To die for <3 <3 but omg Leo's arc in that episode fucking sucks, Don't fuckin tell me that "the pain is all in my mind" and that "It's just an excuse" DUDE!!!!!!! FUCK U!! FUCK YOU WRITERS OF THE SHOW!! I wish that episode was!! idk!! Leo learning that maybe he shouldn't FUCKING TRAIN until his knee is IDK AT LEAST 99% HEALED!! That MAYBE he shouldn't be aggravating his knee INJURY! I think that it's in character to make him want to start training before he's even 80% healed, to have him accidentally hurt his own healing process, in fact, I THINK IT'S A REALLY GOOD IDEA!! for an episode!! that episode!! it reminds me of those people who think essential oils actually fuckin work to heal all injurys, oh my stars aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. absolutely none of that makes sense probably but I needed to rant about it or i'd explode hbfudkbgjf
I hate how they did mikey in this show, I understand the focus thing but i feel like they never actually do anything about it he just "focuses" for a little bit and then doesn't have ANY character growth because of it, HE IS THE SAME, at least in the focusing. I hate how the writers said he has ADHD and then never put any effort into showing it OTHER then the focusing thing(and hyperactivity but I'm not focusing(heh) on that rn yee), at least to me. I relate to mikey alot but not in the ADHD category(Despite me having adhd) I understand that he has it, but i personally(as one person with adhd, not the entire mental illness lol) don't like how it's portrayed, it feels, idk lazy? i guess. yes he has adhd, no i don't think it's handled well by the writers. I'm just rambling the same things over and over at this point.
I don't really have any complaints with Raph... anymore. His anger issues aren't really.. an issue.. at this point. not to say he doesn't have them, I just think at this point they've done a good job at portraying him being able to control it better, It reminds me Alot of, well, me. I have anger issues and they used to be extremely bad, but I've mellowed out as i've grown up. I like that about raph, it feels like he's personally getting better, y'know... I mean, I don't think they wanted that, but y'know. I'm pretty sure they're gonna butcher that part of him in the future, but Idk rn y'know :3
I don't like him in that one episode, y'know, with the frogs. but that's mostly cause he's a fuckin jerk tbh.
Mikey gets done dirty alot in these few episode it seems, mostly... by his brothers? not to say he doesn't do anything wrong, but i don't really like how his brothers treat him in the.. uh aprils mom, episode. I think they should've trusted him more, I think the show has a big problem with not SHOWING us that Mikey has done like, dumb or annoying things, until it's a point about how 'mikey has done and said annoying and dumb things but he's right so liikkeee' LIKE His brothers don't trust him AT ALL, show writers!! i haven't been givin the impression that mikey is at all really annoying or really stupid but his brothers are playing it up like he's the dumbest mother fucker they've ever met, like bruuh
that's how I see it at the least. Alot of this is just me rambling about my thoughts on the show, alot of it is negative but I do genuinely enjoy the show, I'm just extremely critical of the things I watch. Sometimes a show that's normally pretty good, is gonna do something pretty weird or bad and i like talking about that so ya :]
either way, season three is at the least, okay, and at the best, good, i think, ya :3
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