teyamsatan - Tumblr blog

teyamsatan · 11 days

Text

Every time i come back to this app and see people thirst for photos of 14yo jack champion, what little faith i had in the world dies.

#i have questions queries and concerns #like i want to come back i really do but whew it’s a lot #pls seek help #avatar twow

9 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 1 month

Text

Hi beautiful amazing besties x

I know it’s been a long time since i’ve been on here, so i just wanted to check in and let you know i’m still alive. I currently don’t have tumblr on my phone anymore, a choice i feel i’ve had to make for my mental health, so I do apologise if you’ve reached out to me and know that I appreciate it massively coming back to see so many lovely messages and asks. I know I’ve been really bad at answering people, but please do know it’s not out of lack of trying, more so just feeling overwhelmed at a task that somehow feels insurmountable. It’s a good problem to have, I know, but when you already feel overwhelmed on a day to day basis by the ongoing onslaught called daily life, it can get a bit too much.

I know a lot of you wonder about the future of my currently unfinished works, and I promise I do have all the best intentions when it comes to finishing them, but if I’m honest with myself, I don’t think I can reasonably say I will be able to in the near future. I am in the middle of my final year of a very intense, very frustrating PhD, and to be honest, it feels like a lot more than I bargained for the majority of the time. As I navigate trying to finish my experiments, trying to write my thesis, apply for postdocs, write and apply for conferences, trying to figure out living arrangements for next year, as well as maintaining a semblance of a social and personal life and a healthy balance of also taking care of myself and my body, I hope you’ll understand why it’s not truly reasonable for me to also worry about my fics.

Now, I love you for reading my writing, for caring about it, and I promise I’ll be better at communicating, and since I can’t publish the next chapters for a little while, if you are at all curious about where they are going and you don’t mind spoilers, pls feel free to send me an ask or a dm and ask whatever questions you have in mind xx

Stay happy and healthy and as always, big smooches!

A x

#🤍🤍🤍

20 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

POOKIE tell us what you enjoy most about writing fanfiction.

POOKKIEEE i think what i enjoy the most is literally just this, talking to you besties and hearing your thoughts, knowing that even one of you cares about what i wrote is just such a special and surreal feeling and experience, it means the world to me honestly.

i know i've disappeared off the face of the earth and i'm sorry i couldn't continue writing in the way that i wanted to, but know you guys are always on my mind and i am so grateful for you every day x

#⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

2 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

I NOTICE (many times) THAT YOU WRITE SO WELL YOUR CHARACTERS and i wanted to know what’s the most difficult thing about writing characters from the opposite sex?

:((( i'm gonna cry kick scream, i love you??!?!?!?!

thank you so much my love x i'm happy you think so, it means so much to hear this, makes me want to start writing again RIGHT NOW

as far as the most difficult thing, i think it's just putting myself in the shoes of the character and trying to make the thinking patters and behaviour different to that of the reader? all my readers have a lot of my personality, specifically atan and vol are basically a thinly veiled version of me, so it's easy to write their POV, whereas with Neteyam, writing him comes from trying to understand the psychology of the character and what I understand of him from what we were given in the movie and extrapolating from that based on what i think he'd be like a few years later as he matures. with Jake it's even harder, because he's obviously older and has a lot of trauma relating to war and stuff that I don't actually relate to (thankfully), but once more it's just trying to figure out where the character would be coming from psychologically and trying to put myself in the shoes of whomever i'm writing about.

does that make sense??? i hope so hahahaha

thank you for asking, i love youuu <3

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈

3 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

Do you try more to be original or to deliver to readers what they want?

hi bb xx thank you for the question <3

i think it's a bit of both, my series are definitely my attempts at being original, whereas my requests/one shots/drabbles are normally more catered towards my readers and what i know people like (which is why they're mostly smut HAHAHAAHAH)

smooches <3

#⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

1 note · View note

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

i have so much too ask about The 1 but maybe the answers for it are spoilers arrrrgh im so scareddddddd i will talk about you to my therapist hear my words!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY ASK AWAY I'D LOVE TO ANSWER!!! i have no idea when i'll be able to finish it so if you want to know something i'd love to talk about it xx

also i'm sorryyyyyy and pls send my regards to your therapist ok ily byeee xx

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #the 1 #dancing with our hands tied saga #cruel summer

0 notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

Omgg hi bb! I died for a while hahaha but ILLICIT AFFAIRS IS 1YRS OLD!! I can't believe it's been that long? Teyam and Atan still hold a special place in my heart🫶🏻

HI BEAUTIFUL SOUL HOW ARE YOUUUU!!! YESSS, I KNOWWW :((( i legit can't believe it either it feels simultaneously like it's been less and more time at the same time??? thank you so much for reaching out, i miss you <3 xx

#˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #the cardigan saga #neteyam #neteyam sully #neteyam fanfic

2 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

hope you're doing well babes, miss u :( 🫶🏽

i miss you more sami baby, how's it going?? xx

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈

2 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

I have a somewhat stupid confession to make lol. I have thought since I found your blog it was Teyam Satan.....then it clicked 'atan' which if I remember right is light in Na'vi? doin this as anon cause I feel very stupid please forgive me XD

ahahahahahah omg don't feel stupid, it became a bit of a joke back in the day that the name can be read as satan lol. it's actually from my reader in the cardigan series, and she's called Atan x

smooches <3

#⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

1 note · View note

teyamsatan · 2 months

Note

BABYYYYYY NOW ITS ACTUALLY ILLICIT AFFAIRS 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY can’t tell you how much i love that story and you 🩷 not only is it a piece of literature, it led me to you and that will NEVER be beaten 🫶 I NEED TO REREAD IT bc that story held up me up when i was DOWWWWNN ily my queen 🩷🩷

LOML YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME???

you have been so important for me for a whole yearr???? where does the time fly???

thank you for being such a good friend and for reading my meaningless ramblings and for being the first person to ever annotate my work??? remember you sent me the document for oceans and engines on email??? i will never forget that, ilysmsmsmsmsmsms!!!!

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈

4 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 2 months

Text

Hi bestiessss, how’s it going??

Going to be answering everyone’s asks sooon, thank you for everyone who still reaches out to me it means so much when i check my inbox and see people still remembering i exist 🥹

Also happy 1st year anniversary to my first and most specialest baby, Illicit Affairs!!! Still surreal I wrote 200k words in like 2 months?! Who am i and can that person write my phd thesis???

Proof i’m not just a floating head:

Anyway ly byeeee 🤍

#ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈

23 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 3 months

Text

Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen to me:

The badness of Hamas has no bearing on the question of whether it's morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians (it's not)

The atrocities of October 7 have no bearing on whether it's morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians (it's not)

The relative legal status of homosexuality in Israel versus the Gaza Strip has no bearing on whether it's morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians (it's not)

The competing of claims of indigeneity to the Holy Land among Israelis and Palestinians have no bearing on whether it's morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians (it's not)

The Nazi Holocaust, monstrous as it was, has no bearing on whether it's morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians (it's not)

There is nothing, no argument that can be advanced under heaven, that can make it morally acceptable to exterminate the Palestinians.

NOTHING justifies genocide. NOTHING, ever, justifies ANY genocide.

#because some people still need reminding.#free palestine

13K notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 3 months

Note

POOKİEEE IT’S BEEN 16 DAYS WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUU

I hope you are doing well ♥️

pls comeback pookie I can’t do this anymore 🥺😢😖😭

HI POOKIE I'M HERE!!! how are youuu? tell me everything i've missed xx i miss everyone xx

#⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

1 note · View note

teyamsatan · 3 months

Note

ok so im not going to say that im completely obsessed with the dancing with our hands tied saga but that would be a complete lie. i really really love this saga so much. i found it by chance and it ended up turning everything for me. neteyam is a very important character for me and reading this entire saga made me feel inexplicable things. i read it so much that i can even say that i memorized a good part of the story... i especially love reading to it when i don't feel very well since your writing comforts me (even though there are parts where cry a lot everytime i read like omg how 😭.) seriously, im fascinated by how you write, the details, the characters, the scenarios, the dialogues, everything. it's crazy because i imagine every little thing as if i were living it and that only happens when i find the writing exceptionally chef kiss. i mean it. i don't know the best way to thank you for writing all of this, so i passed by to leave a message, something i rarely do, even if it's anonymously. i sincerely hope things are going well for you. sending you a big hug! <3

this message made my day my week my mONTH!!! you have no idea what messages like this mean to me and how much they're the main reason i haven't deleted this blog and the main reason i still want to write even though i have absolutely no time and no motivation :(((

i'm so happy you enjoyed cruel summer and the whole saga, i know it's a sad story and i'm still shocked how much it resonated with people. you absolutely don't have to thank you, i have to thank you! every one of you who has read my stories and made this experience not only worth it but life altering x

i love you and i hope things are going well for you, as well! xx

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #⋆˚✿˖° 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒𝓈 #cruel summer #dancing with our hands tied saga

3 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 3 months

Note

ITS THAT TIME KF THE MONTH AGAIN WHERE I REREAD THE CARDIGAN SERIES TIL 4 IN THE MORNING BC I CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT EVER -Noodles

STOP IT i can't believe anybody reads my shit much less REREADS it and tells me about it i am WEEPINGGG

i love you noodles bb i hope you are well big smooches for you always <3

#˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

1 note · View note

teyamsatan · 3 months

Note

Hi i know it’s illicit affair’s anniversary so i wanna say thank you again for writing that masterpiece it’s still my comfort fic 💖💖 and I hope your year is going amazing

omgggg thank you for thinking of me and illicit affairs :((( tomorrow is the first anniversary of the first chapter, can you believe it??? i can't believe it's been a whole year of being on tumblr and writing and arghhh, time goes by so fast

#thank you thank you thank you <3 #i love you #.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 #☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶

4 notes · View notes

teyamsatan · 3 months

Note

Aaand im hooked on False God. Will there be the next part soon? Im hanging on the edge of my seat, i need this series 😭😩

ARGHHH thank youuu, out of all my series i feel like nobody cares about false god so i haven't thought about it very much recently, but i do definitely want to finish it because i do have big plans for it :(( i just have to find the time is the biggest current issue

thank you so much love xx i'm glad you're enjoying it x

#☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ 𝓆 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 #.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶'𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈

4 notes · View notes