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#like yall really just want to leave us out here to die it seems like. we have nowhere to go. no real community bc yall wont give us the
snekdood · 2 years
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yall are willing to die for trans women and not trans men and we should talk about it actually
#transandrophobia#you'll do anything to protect trans women but dont have that same energy for trans men. interesting.#anyways i think the reason this is is bc ppl like this think bc we're men we dont need to be helped or protected#that somehow we should have figured out how to do this on our own. that we dont need community bc we're already solid and tough enough#which is weird like. how are you trans friendly but then you dont do any other basic progressive shit like#getting rid of gender roles entirely instead of now instead applying them to trans people also? ??#like you dont get to be all 'men should express their emotions and be vulnerable' and then reinforce the traditional gender roles on-#trans men still. like have you or havent you decondtructed that shit in your head or did you iust see someone reblog something that seema#correct w/o even doing any critical thinking or self reflecting or anything on your end at all#i didnt suddenly become made of rock and become invulnerable when i transitioned. bc that narrative for men in general is inaccurate-#and harmful. and even if i did become super buff and capable of mowing down my enemies that wouldnt mean i dont suddenly need community#that doesnt mean i become immune to bullets or that i dont need a space to express my emotions regarding being trans n shit#like yall really just want to leave us out here to die it seems like. we have nowhere to go. no real community bc yall wont give us the#time of day or compassion or anything. you think 'men bad' and thats the deepest your political analysis goes as far as im concerned.#and if thats the case how much better are you than a terf who just decided they were 'okay' with trans women?#p sure this post was inspired from a trans guy literally being a meat shield for other trans ppl and no one gave a fuck.
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demelza00 · 2 months
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Dark Days
Suguru Geto & Gn!Reader
Contains: some comfort, Geto is having a really bad day, no actual romance, kind of really angsty ??
You can't really comfort him, so you're just there for him when he needs it </3
I'm not dead yall! Even though it's been like a year yikes. Just wrote this and realized I actually really like it?? Mostly self-indulgent I love making characters sad. ALSO I might make this a series?? Get the other characters involved?? If yall wanna see that lmk!
-This is after the Star Plasma Vessel Arc, Geto has not gone rouge, they're ~17
Word count: 637
POV: 1st person
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I carefully knock on Geto’s door, but I don’t hear anything. He has to be here.. I try the door, and it’s unlocked, so I open it and lean my head in. For a moment I don’t see him, but then I recognize the bumps in his unmade bed. I quietly step in and close the door behind me. He barely opens his eyes to look at me from under his blankets.
I don’t say anything- frankly I don’t know what to say. I walk over slowly, wanting to give him time to tell me to leave. He doesn’t. When I’m beside his bed, he moves a bit, and his tired eyes watch me as his hand comes out from under the blankets, held open. I kneel down beside his bed and hold his hand.
He sighs quietly, his eyes closing again. We sit in silence for what’s probably a few minutes. He squeezes my hand. His eyes open again. He slowly pulls my arm toward him. I stand up and carefully sit on his bed, beside where he’s laying down, and he moves his head to be in my lap.
Cautiously, I move my hand to his head, then run my fingers through the top of his hair. It looks like a tangled, unwashed mess, and that scares me. I’ve seen him sick, I’ve seen him burnt out, but I’ve never seen him not take care of his hair. After about a minute, he’s asleep.
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Geto’s eyes open, and I look down at him. He doesn’t look like he’s feeling any better. But I really don’t blame him for that. He hasn’t felt right since everything with the Star Plasma Vessel. Riko. He looks up at me, his expression not changing. I don’t say anything still.
He opens his mouth to say something, then cringes and tries to clear his throat. I reach over and grab his water bottle, and he pushes himself to sit up, and takes it. He drinks some water, then seems to be able to clear his throat properly. His arms are shaky as he tries to set the water bottle back on his nightstand.
I gently take it and set it there for him. He looks at me for a moment, and I swear I see small tears pooling. He closes his eyes. After a few seconds, he looks at me again. “Thank you,” he mumbles. “Anything for you,” I say quietly. He takes a deep breath, and lays back down, this time not on my lap.
He stares at the ceiling, and I watch him. I don’t know if he’s ready to try to feel better yet. Eventually, I stare at the wall instead.
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Geto’s head turns, and I look down at him. “You’re still here?” he asks quietly. I nod. “Why?” he asks, still quiet. “You’re going through something. I don’t like going through things alone. I won’t let you deal with this alone either,” I say quietly. He stares at me for a few more seconds, then looks back at the ceiling.
“I don’t wanna do this anymore,” he says. I don’t say anything. I know he hates this- all of this. Curses. Ingesting curses, the physical manifestation of the worst of humanity. Watching people die. Watching friends die. Being able to do near nothing about it.
Being told to get over it.
This is your life as a sorcerer.
It doesn’t get better, you get used to it. We all hate it. Some of us deal with it better. Some of us deal with it differently. But we all hate it. That much is true. That much is seen in Shoko chainsmoking at 17. That much is seen in Gojo refusing to ever be weak, even with us. That much is seen in Geto’s episodes of.. this.
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I hope you guys liked it!! If you want a continuation I will totally make one, feel free to leave some suggestions!! Requests are open as well <3 Likes & reblogs appreciated love yall
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Multiple hot takes in this one:
I think people who keep up with wags are weird especially those who make fan pages and defend them like they know them especially for the wags who literally never interact with people so you don’t even know their personalities. I think it’s also weird when you see a photo of a driver with their partner ie Oscar and lily and people go oh she’s Barbie and he’s there I guess like you can compliment her but putting down a person to compliment another is crazy to me. It’s just icky because if someone said that to my partner or about them I’d be upset. It’s just weird 😰 obviously there are exceptions for if they’re in their own field and you genuinely like their work then that’s okay. Like Alex’s gf lily who’s a pro golfer, but only liking their stuff when it’s attached to said driver and them being a wag is the weird bit.
Speaking of Oscar, this is more Charles fans, I love Charles a lot but those Charles fans who come out of the woodwork to use Oscar to put lando down is insane. Lando will have a bad stop and Oscar will do a good thing and I just see all these Charles fans saying Oscar finally showing lando he’s washed or I bet landos pissed Oscar won before him, which has been proven wrong on many occasions he’s proud of Oscar and does everything to bring it up knowing Oscar won’t really brag about it . Like you guys should be more worried about what war Ferrari is brewing over there instead of trying to make it seem like lando and Oscar hate eachother.
Which brings me to my third take, I love c2 content it’s great but people who are deluding themselves into thinking they’re besties is crazy. It’s okay they can just be teammates no one’s gonna die. I feel like people use the excuse oh well would you laugh with someone you hated? Uh yes especially if I have to work with them, you can also have good times with someone you don’t like. Plus they get paid for this so obviously theyre gonna laugh and do whatever to secure their seats. I’m not saying they hate eachother either I’m just saying they’re coworkers atleast and at most friends but those type of friends you make in certain classes so it makes time go faster ya know.
Also Carlos needs to muzzle his mother because lord I would not let my family members have twter accounts or social media accounts. The way you could literally lose your seat over something a family member likes is crazy. Like why was she beefing with Ferraris long standing driver you’d think she’d want her son to keep his chair especially since Carlos’ sponsor backing is leaving the team. I’d be all up on twter liking c2 content and even some Charles posts congratulating him on doing good like cmon. Shit talking your competitor isn’t gonna work with Carlos like it did his dad in rallying but that’s neither here nor there
One last thing which might be so controversial but like I gotta say it. Checo hate is ridiculous, Yes he made the woman should be in the kitchen statement but you have to understand that was a long time ago and after that incident he apologized profusely and he even has an organization to help young women in motorsports and always mentions the women who work in motorsports. Yes he shouldn’t have said it in the first place but he has learned and grown and showed that he grew from that. It’s a lot more than some of the current drivers who have said or laughed at jokes at women’s expenses and never apologize. hate him for cheating, like honestly there’s a few drivers I don’t like because of cheating that’s just a moral thing on my end but I think the unnecessary hate is unneeded.
This just came to me while rereading this but also those people who compared Bianca being ableist to lando moaning in stream are mad weird. So obsessed too like yall are missing the whole point of why everyone’s upset just so you can whine about how you don’t like lando like he’s not a 25 year old man who can do what he wants. Lando being silly and horny on stream is not the same as using autism as a derogatory word towards another driver who is doing your dream job ((finishing 27th in your championship while your teammates all finished 1-2-3 is embarrassing) (don’t even get me started on her exploiting her brother))
Anyways just wanted to get that off my chests sorry for the essay 🤞😺
girlie pop this is an ESSAY, and im glad you decided to get it off your chest on my blog fr. though i will say that i do not have it in me to respond to every point to great detail so, sorry.
keeping up with wags -> i've been saying this and i agree. wag obsessed people are fucking weird i could go into heavy detail and i have.
oscar -> i didn't think charles fans were doing that thought it was just people who had a general distaste for lando. i've seen the discourse about how lando is probably hurt/salty/angry but people like to make something out of nothing. theyre bored.
c2 -> my personal take is theyre strictly work friends. like neither of them would go out of their way to try and hangout beyond the track, but they get along fine when they need to. i dont think there are any ill feelings there btjm
carlos's mom -> yeah don't know what to say about this except she's a mom being a mom, and not realizing that her likes are public. can't speak to reyes and her ways, as i've said before i try not to pay too much attention to watch goes on outside of carlos really.
checo hate -> i know it exists but i havent come across it to get into detail. but wild loud hate on any driver i think is fucking ridiculous. like the haters who are loud and proud and harassing the driver?? theyre gross and pathetic.
bianca discourse -> didn't know people were comparing??? girlie idk what side of social media you're on but it sounds like a weird and scary place. and people who are doing that are just trying to find a way to diminish her and validate their burning desire to just hate on her.
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eric-the-bmo · 10 months
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Blood and Silicon ep2 “The Movement Waits for No One” recap:
LETS GO I FINALLY HAVE MOTIVATION TO TYPE THIS OUT (mainly focusing on Leo bc as his player, I am a biased man, but I try to get everything important in there! Other players let me know if i miss anything):
We’re leaving the gang alleyway. Leo really wants to check out the garage but Blake is all “absolutely not”
We head to a bar to continue the census, since Blake remembers doing a deal there before and that a thinblood named Ray runs the place. Blake and Leo investigate the bar while Pauline stays in the car
Bonus: Leo holding his hands together as they approach the bar
The bar’s closed so Blake uses his Eyes of The Beast to look inside (glowy eyes!!), but notices a guy in an alleyway like? watching us and quickly leaving?? So Blake tells Leo to stay there while he chases the guy down
Pauline sees this and heads out to Leo like “yo what happened,” and the bar door is opened by a silver-haired woman who’s all “what the fuck are yall doing here.” Pauline says we’re here for a business deal.
The silver-haired woman is called Sky, and works for Ray.
Meanwhile Blake is chasing the guy down, and his eyes are still glowing so that’s scary, and eventually catches the guy. His name is Chris, and says he was watching us bc he didn’t know what we were doing there and was kinda worried for the girls who run the bar. Blake says he chased down Chris bc he thought Chris was a creep.
Eventually Chris calls someone, and Sky’s phone rings, and they talk about whether or not to let us in the closed bar before eventually going “fuck it, sure, bc it looks like they won’t leave.”
Bonus: as Blake heads back to the bar with Chris, he decides to poke fun at the guy and tries to gaslight him by saying his eyes were never glowing red, what are you talking about?
At this point Blake is certain Chris isn’t a Kindred (he’s a ghoul!)
We’re brought into the bar and upstairs to a room with a bunch of anarchy posters where we finally meet Ray, and after she brings in the rest of her crew we begin the census.
Note: I’m not including all the questions we asked them here, just a few
At one point she asks if we’re here to join the Movement:
Leo: What do you mean by Movement? Ray, gesturing to the Anarchy posters: Look around, man! We’re hours from LA! L: I don’t see what that has to do with this...? R, turning to Blake and Pauline: Where’d you find this guy?! L: They found me in an alleyway.
We find out they want to “get Anarchs right” and establish horizontal leadership (with a member named Miguel arguing that they should at least have some kind of centralized leader). Some Anarchs think ghouls are a liability and shouldn’t be involved at all
Chris: yeah they just want me to fucking die i guess
They don’t quite seem to know who Harrison is, but that he’s also talking to the Nosferatus up North a lot. (a question is raised if he’s planning something or is just paranoid- probably paranoid)
They also explain the gangs are fighting over resources with a splinter gang called The Ashen Rose. The Thinblood gang is doing Thinblood alchemy/drug stuff in the garage Leo wants to investigate, but Pauline sense they’re not telling the whole truth.
 Blake discovers Leo doesn’t know what the Camarilla is.
The census concludes, and Ray offers Leo a spot in their Movement in case the Harrison job doesnt work out ig. Leo writes this down, and Pauline notices. He’s also given a copy of an anarch manifesto
So the trio head back to the car (Pauline checks it for trackers), and she asks him about the offer, is he really going to take it? He says its good to just keep a list. Pauline informs the group the Movement wasn’t telling the whole truth about the garage.
Bonus: Pauline contacting a guy to look into the garage thing.
Leo asks about the Camarilla, and then asks about the Antediluvians. He’s informed about both.
Note: Blake and Leo ask how tf he knows about the Antediluvians but not the Camarilla. Leo says he overheard the name being mentioned by his sire once [quote: “-pawns of the Antediluvians”]
At some point Pauline asks Leo if he’s ever heard voices in the corners of his mind- she’s asking about the Cobweb, but Leo misunderstands, and due to this he now thinks his Beast (which takes on the voice of his sire) is part of the Cobweb.
He also discovers how hold the two of them are- both were born in ‘73.
Leo holds his hands together and defends his sire’s actions (ie sending him here) and saying he’s not all bad, which only causes Pauline to dislike his sire even more.
Blake tells Leo that everything is connected via blood- there is a bond that connects childe and sire. The blood lingers. So until Jeremiah dies, there will always be a part of him in Leo, always a connection between the two of them.
Bonus: Blake giving almost a sad smile?? (sir what’s your lore) Bonus 2: Leo only holding his hands tighter :-(
The coterie catches Leo in a lie when he says he has nothing going on the next night (he wants to break into the garage), but it’s eventually decided they’ll meet up that day- Pauline’s got that guy checking out the garage anyway.
Bonus: Pauline offering to drive them all in her hearse and Leo going “:-/” bc he doesn’t like the idea of riding in a hearse
They all part ways, with Blake dropping Leo a few blocks away from his apartment.
Fun notes/ theories:
Chris our beloved
Pauline’s control issues acting up when she thought Leo would join the other group oh my god
J and Pauline would hate each other if they ever met they’ve both got control issues hoorayyy
Leo messes with his hair whenever he sucks at lying aa oh my god?
[group theory] Is Harrison actually the Baron? You’d think he’d be more well-known if he truly owned the downtown area. He’s planning something- he’s having us investigate apolitical factions, and we ourselves are technically apolitical; Blake is for-hire, Pauline is an Anarch solely for convenience, and Leo is apolitical by default bc he doesn’t know anything!!!
Note: (is that what Harrison meant when he said Leo had potential? Potential to be molded to fit some kind of political agenda??)
Note: The black sun in Leo’s vision from ep1- could that represent Harrison?
Pauline and Blake were all “yeah Antediluvian means something- before the Flood” and Leo, who was raised Christian, internally was just “??? What? Like the fucking bible? hello??”
Leo like canonically listens to 80′s music ig. Blake didn’t play James Buffet this time, he played Smooth Operator, and Leo knew the song. It was also wild to have that song softly playing as Blake talked about blood lingering. Funky song playing as a deep conversation was happening
Side note I’m So Normal about that conversation
“The blood lingers”?? That’s so metal i want to use that for an art piece dude
The Cobweb/Beast mishap is going to lead to some interesting miscommunications I think, I wanna see where that goes.
That small snippet of Jeremiah dialogue caused Pauline’s player to formulate an entire theory that he’s Sabbat- it’s actually a really impressive theory tbh
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So I watched Across the Spider-verse some time ago and here’s my thoughts:
Btw this is coming from a girl who watched Into the Spider-verse once and never rewatched it so I personally liked the recall thing at the start
DISCLAIMER: Spoilers are ahead, I do not know nor claim to know psychology or the comics, feel free to correct me on either of those topics and the fact that I have not watched the first one in a really long time
I love how we got a bit of Gwen’s POV and everything
OKAY YALL HEAR ME OUT ON THIS:
The coloring was so good oh my god
You know the scene at the beginning ish when Gwen comes home to her dad and goes to her room?
HER ROOM IS SAD AND DISMAL AND DARK COMPARED TO THE REST OF THE HOUSE AND HER DAD WHICH YOU CAN SEE AS HER DSD STANDS IN THE DOORWAY
BUT
BUT THEN SHE HUGS HIM AND THE LIGHT SPREADS TO HER
AND
WHEN GWEN AND HER DAD CONFRONT EACH OTHER AT THE END, AFTER THEY MAKE UP ITS SO GLOWY AND STUFF AND ITS LIKE SHES GETTING HER HOPE BACK AFTER CONVINCING HERSELF THAT HER DAD DOESNT LOVE HER ANYMORE AND IS GONBA DIE FOR THE PAST LIKE 3 MONTHS
So yeah that happened
Moving on,
That cliffhanger? Did not see it coming at all
But to be fair I did not know it was gonna be a two part thing so I was fully prepared for a full swing NOT LEAVING RIGHT AFTER MILES GETS CAPTURED BY HIMSELF.
Also I think Miles has such good reasons to be mad at Peter and Gwen and I think after they like save everyone woohoo, they need to sit down and talk because keeping that big of a secret from your friend is life changing dude
And literally my heart was gonna burst when Peter told Miles that he wanted a child because he wants a kid like Miles and just UGHDKSJDJF
That whole chase scene was so funny though because there were like a bajillion Spider-Man’s who could hypothetically stop Miles but they just. didn’t.
And I find that so funny
I also find funny that a random girl who Miles had never met before until like a couple hours ago helped him escape rather than his only friends. And like I get it, loyalty woohoo but also your friend is going through smth rn and as a 15 year old Spider-Man, y’all should be grateful he didn’t take it harder tbh
And now miguel o'hara.
Okay look at the start I loved him, he seemed like an Oliver Queen type who gets shit done but just is so easy to tease it’s funny
But then ya know he blew up
So just a disclaimer I know nothing of psychology and I won’t claim to, but here’s what I think
Miguel should NOT be leading a group. Like sure maybe in the future but now? Hell no
So I don’t know how recent the whole ‘messing with canon and destroying my whole family and myself in a universe thing’ was but it’s obviously very unresolved for him
There’s no way he can get closure for it, and also he’s very open about it so I feel like he’s aware that it will garner a sympathetic reaction and uses it on people to manipulate them and in turn thinks his trauma is resolved but really he’s just trying to squash it down with all this spider team for anomalies and stuff.
It’s not working.
He’s very prone to anger, pretty egotistical if he never listens to anyone but himself, apathy, probably sees himself as a monster, never trusts anyone, and basically he’s a dangerous gremlin who’s also the Hulk at the same time.
I think with his past (I have also never read any of the comics so feel free to correct me on any of this) hes very structured and just like ‘no mistakes’ which is understandable but really sad
He isn’t a good guy and he’s not a bad guy and he’s kinda like the police in like every superhero movie ever where they’re trying to tell you to follow the law/canon and everything, but it still doesn’t work.
Also Hobie? Top tier, he is the goat
So yeah that’s my thoughts in a brain dump
Personally, I already want the third one but that’s a whole 9 months away so
Anyways thanks for coming to my Ted talk if you’ve made it this far
Enjoy the gif
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gumbxz · 2 years
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eddie munson x reader
reader is polynesian and plays volleyball !! she teaches eddie how to play thinking he wants to learn, but eddie is really doing this to check her out..oh and some poly phrases that’ll be used i shall translate if your yall 💯
btw this is kinda short so sorry ☹️
poly slang:
lick - fight/beat up
fuckah - fucker lol
shoutout to my fellow poly girls, i see you, i’m lurking and in stalking when you least expect it.))
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eddie couldn’t keep his eyes off you. i mean no one can. you look like an absolute goddess. of course you didn’t have much friends besides some of the jocks who really thought their pride could beat you in a short game of volleyball. the amount of power you had every time you spiked that volleyball sent him.
he’d sit everyday on the bleachers and just watch you. you never cared really. you were too focused to pay attention to him. from afar he thought you were taller then him, but up close man, you were a little smaller then him, but your thighs could definitely crush him. and he would die a happy man.
dustin and mike would catch onto why he’d cancel nearly every saturday night session. as soon as they found out, eddie was pissed. even threatens to kill them if they told anyone. they haven’t let out a peep.
one day the jocks were catcalling you and calling you some pretty fucked up shit.
“hey! why don’t you quit volleyball and show us some hula.”
“let’s see your coconuts!!”
this pissed him off. seeing you get called out in the middle of the cafeteria just made you go literal ape.
“watchu want ‘den you fuckah! i’ll lick your friends in one fight if you talk smack to me, brah.”
what beautiful and elegant native tongue, eddie had thought to himself. you never really showed much of your accent since it was pretty mellow. but when you did, everyone could tell you was def a polynesian. and you were proud. of course you had to leave home because of how bad your family had it, but you miss home everyday.
after that, eddie finally spoke to you for the first time. a full blown conversation.
“um hey! i like the way you hit the ball.”
“hm? you talkin’ to me?”
“yeah! i’m eddie. you’re (y/n), right?”
“ho, you stalkin me hoale!”
“ uh what does that mean..?”
“basically one white person. but i like you. you have nice hair.”
“oh! haha..thanks ! can you uh, show me how to play volleyball..?”
you smile and tell him to follow you to the volleyball court. he couldn’t stop staring at your legs. they were both plushy but full of muscle…he wanted to bite them but refused.
“alright, you stand infront of me and i’ll stand here okay. you’re gonna have to squat and pop your bum out and have your arms stretched out, ‘kay?”
he nodded his head, and you spiked the ball. and he was too late and got hit in the fuckin face. he lost balance and fell back and held his face. “SHIT!” you shouted and tan towards him. holding his face and seeing his nose was bleeding.
“shit- i’m so sorry, edds.”
“nah nah- i’m forever thankful and in your debt..sweet warrior princess.”
the face you made was terrifying, not a single sign of happiness. yet you bursted out laughing. a laugh he didn’t think he’d hear come from you. it made him feel all fuzzy inside.
“you’re one funny guy, yeah? i like you.”
you began petting his hair and playing with it, making him tremble in your lap. your eyes were captivating as always.
“what’s it like where you’re from..? is it always sunny.”
he wipes his nose with his sleeve, the leather covered in a dark maroon. you help him up in the process and think of what words to say.
“well, it’s sunny and nice. shitty me and my family had to leave cuz we got evicted. they were building fancy houses in our land. so we had to leave.”
“shit, that’s fucking fucked. i’m sorry to hear you go through that, i’m glad you’re here now. hope it’s just as awful as it is here.”
“trust me it is, but, you seem like someone genuine and not fake. i like you a lot. you have pretty hair too.”
he couldn’t say anything and just stood there. cheeks pinks while you touch his hair and fix his bangs.
“you wanna go eat out?”
“yes please!”
“uh..like get some dinner, brah..”
“oh YEAH! of course, that sounds amazing!! take out or dinning in??”
“hm, i guess take out would be nice. i like crash your place.”
“y-yeah…sure…”
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i feel like, me personally, if eddie met an independent and overall tough ass girl, he’d go instant puppy mode hehe - gummy
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cloama · 9 months
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MMATA covered the song from Freaky Friday on their new album. It's cute. The lead, Edith Victoria always has lots of personality but she needs some harmony help in these verses. Why we gotta wait for the chorus to get harmony? ETA: Iwas listening to this on headphones that were about to die. The quality was terrible. This song sounds great upon a second listen. I heard lots of background work. Sorry, babes.
The whole album is really fun and cute. It is full of breakup songs. Wasn't expecting that.
Love the bridge of Say it(to my face). She sounds like a punky lil angel there. It's also fun to see them get back at haters with an undeniable hit song.
The chorus of Kool is so chaotic. Why are you saying it like that?????? But the song with its very obvious Brainstew influence is just fun. They're wild for that one. Also Edith showing yall that she actually a mf vocalist. Bc that chorus be taking my lungs out. Yes, by the end I was singing it too. Very fun. Very silly.
Tea plays her ass off but I'm not hearing the shredding as much in this project. She's really restrained here but the parts shes writing a good. So solid. I kind of want her to compose for others. Similarly, Ava's feet aren't as heavy on the pedals this go round. It seems they've made a choice. It's fine. They get to do that. But choosing to leave that calling card off an album that's 50% breakup songs is a choice. Tea used to be fucking it up in the background. Just shredding her way through the verses which worked because there aren't a lot of bg vocals. Not singing backup as strongly, her playing made up for that. I miss it. I also miss Ava's heavy ass drumming. It's all really different on here. I need to find some interviews about this project. Need to know what went into these choices. I still really like what theyre doing. Young adult audiences should be in love with them.
After all that fun up top the albums takes TMI and Same Language into what I call the Frustration Break. A couple songs about mfs working on your nerves. They're cute songs but feel like a lull. It works because the choruses are so good and you feel relieved by the end of that chunk of songs. Also a-capella handclap breaks are my weakness.
A Few Tomorrows is the bittersweet midtempo song about how it's not goodbye, only a "see you later" which is placed in the right order because literally the rest of the album after this track is backloaded with breakup up songs.
Need Me(my favorite track of this album) is an upbeat breakup bop. Cute. MMATA has a gift for making songs you want to sing along to. Lyrics tho. The simplicity is good but I've seen the pen push harder.
This is where I noticed their hardcore influence is not present at all in this album. Poof. Gone. Aww.
It's Over for Me is another breakup song. Track sequencing is winning big. Love when songs are in correct order. This track is not as strong as Need Me. I would have left this one off the project.
Thx for Nothing is the last breakup bop in this chunk of songs. This girl is going through it. Very 5sos. I say this as a 34 year old who barely knows what a 5sos is. Oh and that main guitar part sounds like what i can only describe as family reunion music. Real ones know.
Rocket science is another optimistic bop taking us to the end of this album but the song is full of phrases from those Hang In There posters. It's cute. It's giving Disney Knees. Edith who usually enunciates to a fault just stops doing that. "Everything is possible" turns into "ennythahggihhhpohhhiiiubbboool" and I cant state enough that I loved that. The Gerard of it all.
King of Everything: lament about life being so unnecessarily hard and wanting a do-over. Hard relate. Don't love the melody as much as the others. Not a happy ending to the album but a resolution for sure. I think the last two songs should have been switched but they said what they said.
3.5 out of 5 stars to Meet Me @ the Altar for their sophomore long playing album. The sequencing of tracks is so strong. A lost art these days. The tracks work together to take your through a bunch of highs and lows then sticks the landing with that final track. The album is good at exactly what it set out to do. That's all I ask. Miss that hard playing tho. I'm sure the live shows will fill that gap.
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caryelweslover · 2 years
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I dont know how tumblr works but heres a chainshipping fic for yall
Dear God, please help me.
It’s been a long day, all Lawrence wanted to do was go home and see his boyfriend. The same one who was locked in the bathroom with him. He could remember the very first time he realized he was in love. It was in the hospital, when they both made it out of that sick, gruesome trap that they somehow both survived. We know how Lawrence got out of that death trap, but Adam? His escape was a little more complicated. He was locked in that room for at least 2 days before Lawrence came back for him. Adam was weak and malnutritioned. You could tell by the way he couldn't stand, and how he was weakly still calling out Lawrence's name. When he walked back into that disgusting place, the first thing he noticed was the awful stench, somehow worse than when he was locked in there. Maybe it was due to the decaying body in there along with a half-dead Adam, which was the 2nd thing he noticed. He leaned against the wall and had his head tilted down. It looked like he’d been beaten somehow. His nose poured blood even though he knew he didn’t leave him like that. Did he hit it on something? The toilet perhaps.
Whatever, he’d deal with that later. First priority was getting Adam out of that shackle. He remembered walking up to Adam and sorrow poured out of his heart, he almost left this man for dead. He was so young, not older than 25. He had his whole life ahead of him and Lawrence almost took that away from him. The only reason Lawrence snapped out of his self-pity is because of a faint,
“H-Hello?”
It was so weak. In all of Lawrence’s medical career he's never seen or heard someone so weak. He sounded desperate to make sure this wasn't some hallucination, but also a bit timid. Maybe someone had broken his nose? Poor guy was already in so much pain. Lawrence started to tear up a bit and not just from seeing Adam in this state but the stench in the room had grown worse as he got closer. Finally, he managed to choke something up,
“Adam? You’re alive?” You could hear the small sniffles from the crying and the shakiness in his voice. “I’ve come back, like I promised you.”
Adam seemed to stiffen up in a way, he couldn’t tell if it was from joy or being scared, seemed to be a little bit of both.
“You’re…you’re real right? I- I’m not imagining this?” He was so quiet, Lawrence could barely hear him.
“Yes, Adam. I’m real, I'm gonna free you, okay?”
Suddenly, he entered a sort of fight-or-flight mode but being because he couldn't use the ‘flight’ option, he chose to fight, in the angriest voice his wore out lungs could handle he uttered,
“NO. No, no, no no. Get away from me! GET AWAY FROM ME! You tried to kill me once, please just leave me to die! Lawrence, the real Lawrence will come back, I know he will.”
It was silent for a few moments. So, someone did try and kill him after Lawrence had left his side. That made the aching in his heart stab him deeper.
“Adam,” He made a desperate attempt to try and reassure him, make it known to Adam that he wasn’t there to kill him, and was actually there to help him. “Please, I’m here to help you, I promise. It’s me, Lawrence. Lawrence Gordon.” He gulped.
“No! I know it’s not you, y-you fucking basterd! Please, please…please don’t kill me..please” He sounded like he was crying by now, his voice still barely audible. There was a long, miserable pause. “...Is it really you, Lawrence?”
“Yes! Yes! It’s me! I promise you, it’s me. Can I come help you now?” He tried to make his voice softer, try and help Adam calmer, like he was talking to a child in the hospital who was afraid to get a shot.
Adam didn’t respond, but from the shadow, Lawrence could see his small nods mixed in with sniffles from the crying.
“Okay…I’m coming closer, okay?” He took a deep breath and walked a bit closer, stepping over Zepp’s dead body and kneeling down- as best as he could- to face Adam. His nose was in fact pouring blood but most of it was dried by now, which must have stopped the rest from coming out. It was definitely broken. “Oh, you poor thing…” He whispered under his breath and looked down at the bullet wound on his shoulder. It was most definitely infected, but it looked possible to heal from it. “Okay, let’s get you out of here yeah?” Adam still was jumpy from human touch, no matter how desperately he craved it, the last time someone touched him was when they came in there to try and kill him.
Lawrence looked down at the shackle and lightly tugged on it. How was he gonna get this off? He brought some tools with him, a hammer, a knife, and a picklock. He tried to picklock first but it was taking too long and he could feel the life draining from Adam, so, he resorted to the hammer. Careful to not hit his foot, he slammed the hammer down on the padlock and to his luck, it came right off. He let out a sigh of relief and quickly took it off Adam. “Adam, you’re free now. C’mon, let’s get you out of here.”
Adam slowly looked at Lawrence, smiling at seeing his face before passing out again, Lawrence wasted no time but to pick him up gently and bring him to the hospital.
When Adam woke up, after multiple surgeries and treatments and many many days in the hospital, Lawrence finally got to see him. That was the moment he fell in love. He remembered his heart fluttering when he saw him, healthy and okay. The smile on his face when he saw Lawrence made him so happy, someone was happy to see him. The way his face lit up, sparked something in Lawrence that he thought he lost a long time ago. Just seeing Adam somewhere that wasn’t a gross and rundown bathroom brought him immense joy.
“Adam? How are you doing? Do I need to call a doctor- or another doctor- unless you want me to- like- yeah- haha” He was nervous, he’s never really acted like this before, especially around…a man. Whatever, he knew he cared for him at that moment, and from the look on Adam’s face he assumed that Adam hopefully felt the same.
Which led them to now, about 2 years later. They’ve been dating for almost a year at this point, it would be a year in exactly one month and 3 days, Lawrence was keeping track. When he walked into the room that they shared, he saw Adam but not how he expected him. He was facing the opposite wall, on his knees, and what looked to be a praying position. He never knew Adam to be religious and even though he shouldn’t of, he listened in to what Adam was saying,
“Dear, God, or whoever. I’m assuming God. Fuck, probably shouldn’t of said that. Sorry. Uh, I know I haven’t really talked to you in a while, sorry. Things have been…difficult, I guess. Also, sorry I only really come to you when I need something, I forget most nights but I’m trying..kinda. Uh, I don’t really know how to say this- or ask this- uh.” He paused for a moment, as if to collect his thoughts. Lawrence leaned against the doorway, listening in. “Uh, can you just fix..me? Please? I mean, like everything? I hate thinking this way, about myself, my surroundings…Lawrence…” That caught his attention. “Well, look I just dont think it's fair that you made me trans and shit…is that rude to say? Fuck, probably, uh sorry I’m not mad about it but…why couldn’t I be a cis man? Y’know? I just think it’s kinda unfair…Again, not mad! Just, ugh I don’t know. Can I be mad at you? I don’t think I really can…Everything happens for a reason, right? I mean, I would ask why I was put into the bathroom and left to meet my damn maker..you..But, I guess something good did come out of it! Lawrence, I know like, being gay is like a sin or whatever..but I really do love him. Our one year is in about a month, not that you care. Sorry, that sounded rude. Uh, point is, is it too late to make me a cis man? Haha. Joking, I know it is. I should be proud of who I am, I know, but it’s so mother-fucking hard. So, so hard. I just wanna be normal. Why couldn’t you make me normal?” Lawrence could hear small sniffles coming from him, as much as he wanted to go and comfort him, he let him continue. “W-why man? What did I ever do to you? You’re so evil to me for some reason! I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS!” Again, a few seconds of silence. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. You’re not evil. I know that. I’m sorry, I am. Uh, back to what I was saying, can you just help me? Make the gross thoughts go away, please. I don’t wanna have thoughts about suicide, I don’t wanna have thoughts of breaking up with Lawrence because I somehow think that I don’t actually love him for whatever reason. Which I do, I promise I do. Sometimes, I just think that it's my mind playing tricks on me. With my whole dad thing..which you know about I mean..shit you see everything! Even…oh God-or I mean Goodness..you see me and Lawrence- oh- ew, okay sorry anyways uh, I just…Moral of this whole amen shit is that I really need your help and I don’t really know where else to go. Everyone says you’re the savior of everything! That sounded sarcastic, I promise it wasn’t, people DO say that. Okay, I’ll wrap this up. One, I’m sorry for all the cussing I’m like trying to get better but it’s not really working. Uh, second, sorry for being mean and not believing or praying for a while, I lost hope…I’m still kinda lost. Uh, okay, uh amen.”
Silence. What did Lawrence just hear? He was stunned, did Adam love him? He watched as Adam dropped his hands from the praying position and stood up, wiping what he assumed was tears from his face. What was he to do in this situation? Comfort him? Ask him what that was about? Even if he wanted to, words weren’t really an option for him right now so, he stood in the doorway until Adam turned around and saw him standing there,
“AH- Holy- Lawrence? Hi, how long have you been standing there?” He seemed worried. It took Lawrence a few moments before responding,
“Hi, Adam.” Was all he could manage. He wished he could have managed more at the time but he couldn’t, no matter how hard he tried.
“Hi…?” He seemed even more confused by Lawrence’s attitude. “Are…you not gonna say anything?”
“Uh..” He really didn’t know what to say, just eavesdropping on his boyfriend's conversation, or- his praying. He never even assumed Adam was religious. From the way he was praying it still didn’t sound like he was very religious. “Sorry. Are you religious Adam?”
“Er. Maybe?” He shrugged.
“Maybe? What do you mean maybe?” That came off a bit more angry then he meant it to, he was a bit shocked from the fact that Adam might not love him. Adam looked scared and like he was about to cry again.
“I…I don’t know man.” He sniffled and looked away, not even daring to look at Lawrence. “Are..you mad or something?”
“Huh? No, I’m not. Sorry if it came off that way. I just…I heard you say something about me and I’m just a little confused about it.” There was a little more to that but, for right now, that would do.
“Oh. You heard that. I can…explain if you want me to.” He didn’t want to explain at all but if Lawrences wanted him to, he would try.
“Uh. If I could…just…you love me, right Adam?” There was a slight hint of nervousness in his voice. He didn’t know the answer and that's what scared him.
“No, I do! I do! It’s just…I don’t know, sometimes my brain tries to tell me I only like you for one reason.”
“What's the reason?”
“Larry-”
“What’s. The. Reason.” He just wanted an answer and when he got impatient he tended to get a little angry.
“...Well. Look, Larry I do love you, I do…it’s just…haha, you know me man, and my..stupid ass daddy issues.” He was super quiet when he said this, obviously trying to make it a joke, it’s what he always did. He looked almost ashamed. Lawrence felt horrible because he was so pushy.
“Oh. Right, sorry. I shouldn’t have asked but, you think you love me only because of your fatherly problems? Why’s that?”
“Well, like, you’re older, by like- a lot- and sometimes I think the only reason I love you is because you’re older! Like, to make up for my ‘fatherly issues’ or whatever you said. It’s stupid I know.” He was about to cry again, Lawrence could see it and, honestly, he didn't know exactly how to react. Of course, it wasn’t Adam’s fault he thought this way but Lawrence was still a little hurt.
“Oh, right. So, because I’m older, you think that you’re using me to make up for what your father didn’t give you?”
“Wow. What a way to put it.”
“But, I’m right?”
“Kinda, that’s what my silly little brain is telling me, yes but, I know it’s not true. I love you because…you’re fucking awsome, dude! You’re so kind and charismatic..is that the right use for it? Yeah. Okay, like I was saying, you’re so, so, so smart and sometimes- even though I don’t really know what you’re saying- I just melt when you talk so smart. Wow, ich liebe dich einfach so sehr. (Wow, I just love you so much.)”
Awh. Usually, Lawrence wouldn’t believe these words but he knew these words coming from the younger one were true, just simply by the tone of his voice. He sounded like a little kid talking about his favorite superhero. It was adorable. You could see it on Lawrence's face, how much he appreciated those words, he always had. Due to his way of thinking and Adam’s lack of apathy, Lawrence didn’t really know if this was going to work at first but, when you truly love someone, you work through these issues and find a way to help each other, and that’s what they did. They helped each other.
Before Adam could say another word, Lawrence pulled him in and kissed him. How he usually did it but due to the circumstances, it felt a little more romantic. Adam leaned into the kiss, as he always did. Once they finally pulled away after what seemed like hours, Lawrence decided French would be the right approach to this situation,
“Ah, Adam. Ne me fais plus jamais peur comme ça. Je t'aime trop pour te perdre, pas encore. (Oh, Adam. Don't ever scare me like that again. I love you too much to lose you, not again.)”
“Larry, I don’t understand a word your-”
“Personne ne peut se comparer à vous, et je dis bien personne. Je t'aime tellement, il n'y a pas assez de mots dans aucune langue pour expliquer à quel point je t'aime, Adam. (No one can compare to you, and I mean no one. I love you so much, there aren't enough words in any language that can get even close to explaining how much I love you, Adam.)”
There was a pause, again. They liked to take moments of silence for each other. Also Adam was trying to process what the hell Lawrence just said.
“All I understood from that statement was that you loved me so, I love you too, Larry.”
Lawrence laughed a bit at that and looked at Adam before kissing him again.
“I love you too, Adam.”
They took some time to just admire each other's gaze before sitting down on the bed together.
“So,” Lawrence started, “Why were you praying? I didn’t know you were religious, I’m sorry.”
“Oh, well, I am but I’m not. It’s complicated. I thought…maybe God would like, fix me or something? He helps others, or- at least others say he helps them.” Adam sighed. Lawrence thought for a moment,
“Were your parents religious?”
“Why does that matter?”
“Well, were they?”
“I mean, yeah but-”
“Oh, Adam…” Lawrence’s face immediately dropped, he knew what was going on. In the beginning of his career, he considered being a therapist, so he picked up some traits. Adam looked confused. “Adam, do you think it might be some type of religious trauma?”
That shocked Adam, almost like he wasn’t really aware that was even a possibility,
“Well. Look at you, doctor man is now a therapist man!” He laughed, making jokes at times like this, classic.
“Adam, I’m serious. This could be a serious problem!”
Adam sighed, standing up and pacing back and forth,
“I know, man! Okay? I know! I just don’t know how to recover from something like this, I honestly don't think it's possible. I’ve tried but every time I just end up going back to big ol dumb God!” He paused before putting his hands in a praying pose, “I didn’t mean that, God. Amen” He soon dropped his hands and looked at Lawrence, almost ashamed, “I just…don’t know how to stop..being so scared.”
That struck Lawrence, right through the heart. He never wanted Adam to feel like this.
“Oh. Well, I don’t think there is much I can do to help you through this except let you know that I am here for you, and I will always be here for you, no matter what happens okay? I need you to know that.”
There was a small smile from Adam, good to know he appreciated that.
“Okay. I do know that. Thank you, Larry. I really do love you, man.” There were a few moments of silence before Adam let out a little laugh, causing Lawrence to also laugh, eventually leading to them both laughing uncontrollably.
“Why are we laughing, man?!” Adam choked between laughs.
“I don’t know!” Lawrence laughed back, Jesus, they were hopeless.
The laughter continued for a bit before Lawrence noticed Adam wasn’t laughing anymore, he was crying.
“Adam?” Lawrence stopped laughing and looked at Adam, who was wiping away tears. He took a moment before standing up and hugging Adam, due to Lawrence being taller than Adam, Adam always laid his head on Lawrence’s shoulder or buried his face in his chest.
“I-I’m sorry, Lawrence.” Adam sniffled, still crying into his shoulder.
“What are you sorry about, love?”
“Everything. Just, my whole fucked up mindest, the way I make you doubt our relationship sometimes, just, everything. I’m so sorry.”
Lawrence didn’t know what to say, he didn’t know how to tell Adam it wasn’t his fault Lawrence thought the way he did. Adam tended to blame himself for things but then again, so did Lawrence.
“You don’t have to be sorry about that, Adam. It’s not your fault. We get through these things together, don’t we?” He gently let go of Adam and bent down to face him, gently grabbing his face and rubbing his cheek with his thumb. “It’s almost been a year since I've had the pleasure of being with you. You don’t have to apologize for these things, we both have unstable mindsets after what we've been through, if we didn’t I would have been even more worried about you..” He laughed, trying to make Adam laugh too. Lucky for him, it worked and Adam let out an actual laugh.
“I love you so fucking much, man. I don’t know what I did to deserve you but, thank God I did it.” He laughed at the irony. “Haha. Get it?”
Lawrence couldn’t help but laugh,
“You’re such an idiot. I love you too and if anything, I don’t know what I did to deserve YOU.”
“Oh, you don’t wanna start this, Larry. You know I’ll win this argument.”
“Try me.” Lawrence laughed, he hated this ‘argument’, it was just where they took turns saying the nicest things about each other and whoever folded first, lost. Lawrence knew he was gonna let Adam win this one but it was also a nice way for them both to express how much they loved each other.
“Oh, really? Doctor man wants a challenge?”
“It’s not a challenge if I know I'll win, Adam.” Lawrence gave Adam a big ol dumb smile, one he only gave Adam when he was feeling all sappy. It made Adam smile back at him.
“Oh, woooow! I’m gonna win this one and you know it!”
“Uh-huh, we’ll see!” Lawrence laughed and stared at Adam for a little bit before grabbing his chin and pulling him in to kiss him, pulling away after a bit, “There. I started.”
Adam froze for a second, blinking and looking back at Lawrence.
“Oh, c’mon Adam! Don’t tell me I won already?”
“What!? No! I…just needed to collect my thoughts!”
They did their little game for a while before Adam won, obviously, Lawrence said he would. After this whole incident, Adam started talking more to Lawrence about his issues with religion and he tried his best to help Adam as much as he possibly could. Adam appreciated all Lawrence’s help, they were truly made for eachother.
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partnersatfazbear · 1 year
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Thinking about Midnight Motorist again?
Ah, John’s post got me thinking... https://twitter.com/JohnAndrewYT/status/1625039396251508739?s=20&t=dnyVnduqcUVp3RS7aa22HA
He is gonna do a video soon, so please go watch it. His theories are like my last thread keeping me interested in the franchise’s discussion honestly--because he presents new takes or new evidence to support old takes.
My wife @katvara has always been adamant that Orange Guy / Mustard Man is Henry... and I’m starting to be on board with that theory.
The game does indeed take place “later that night” after Charlie’s murder. However, I always wondered where the flying fuck was Henry when his daughter was left “alone” at the pizzeria to die? Sure, the Security Puppet was watching the children, the staff was probably not giving two shits but supposed to be watching the children...
But if we play as Henry, perhaps something upset him. Maybe his wife was thinking of leaving him? (Or perhaps, any friendship with William was starting to unravel). So, he goes to get drunk, cuz why not? Drives home.
We see maybe a very annoyed Mrs. Emily. The girl’s room is empty because Charlotte is at the pizzeria. God damn I’m rusty getting FNAF 4 confused with MM. I’m tired, yall. Don’t write theories past midnight! [A lot of people suspect this is the same house in FNAF 4 but never bring up the girl’s room anyway... Heck, if the paralells are to be believed in FF books, Elizabeth got sent away / ran away from home...] But STILL, I think it would be interesting to consider. (Yeah, I know this seems odd; why wouldn’t anyone be asking about her? But I’ll pose this stretch nonetheless. You COULD argue Henry just found out she was murdered a few hours prior--this explains how the other child (who I’m positing as Sammy) is “having a bad night” and the wife seems nonchalant because she’s in shock.
Sammy probably loved to run off to the restaraunt as much as any kid whose dad worked at the pizzeria would. This would explain why the child wants to go (as one thing with BV is that he is scared of the animatronics always bothered me; he has no reason to want to run off, except from an abusive father).
Yeah, we have to use Novel Trilogy lore, I’m sorry. And yeah, it differs from the book a bit, even.
But whose to say William, with either the Glitchtrap suit (the rain and the Springlocks still bothers me) lead Sammy away? Sammy would be familiar with Spring Bonnie (or Glitchtrap--I’m adamant this is an old suit William made as a prototype at one point) and probably go pretty willingly.
Anyway, my point is... In the novels, the wife takes Sammy and leaves (presumably). But in the games, maybe she didn’t get the chance. Maybe William killed Sammy, too. I can see people not harping on Henry for bringing him up later in 6 if this was the case--perhaps they weren’t as close for some reason. There really isn’t that good of an explanation except that Charlotte was murdered first and therefore hurt a little more. Can you imagine finding out your daughter died, probably getting grilled in a police station for hours, only to go home and have to face your family that was already falling apart? :o (And I believe I said in my original post how I couldn’t believe Henry would be... well, as angry as Mustard Man, but... Well, he is far from the saint we all make him out to be! I didn’t really realize that, then... Also, someone who grew up with an alcoholic father and has seen their best friend’s life fucked up by an alcoholic stepfather... yeah, they can be nasty people when they drink.)
Lastly, I think it makes Henry’s appearance in FNAF 6 more striking as it would be foreshadowed here.
View my original thoughts on MM I’ve completely forgotten about, here:
https://at.tumblr.com/partnersatfazbear/midnight-motorist-an-essay/e8oe8tee56qc
IDK, I can see how there’s a lot of stretches in this theory, but I still think it could work. Thoughts?
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writercole · 2 years
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Episode 10.
Alright three seconds in and my heart is broken.
Letty is right. You didn't fucking deserve him.
TIGGY!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed my Tiggy.
Shit show indeed.
Oh, is Tig about to do what I think - yep. Good riddance to bad rubbish.
God dammit.
"It's been a while since I've choked somebody" boy wheres Venus?!
Oh Tig's not done. Damn he is done.
Adelita seems to have calmed.
Awww Daddy Angel is so cute.
"You're gonna get him wet" it's not the desert Adelita. You have towels.
Non-sanctioned meet. Wtf.
So Nestor ain't dumb.
Bishop is jealouuuus.
Ez. What are you doing. Oh. That's what you're doing. Blackmail.
Uh he was fucking 18 years old. Of course he was a scared little boy.
I mean, depriving the kids of their dad is one thing. But wasn't he the one that said he didn't want them to remember him as a bum?
No you're a punk bitch. That's what you are.
You really don't have any idea what those brothers are capable of.
Shit. Sons.
TIGGY! Marcus too. But TIGGY!
SamDino was the greater good?
Oh no. Alvarez should know.
Ah shit. Don't dwell on the past, Marcus.
Tig has a point. Good men don't last long.
Packer has a brother?
Ah, Tig, you freak. I love you.
Not wired but she's packing.
Katie. Suits her.
Never lied? Bullshit.
Oh she's a cunt though.
She wants him to take immunity to turn rat? That worked out so well for SamCro. 🙄🙄
Man poor Creeper.
Dude Fuck you Katie.
Fuck you.
Letty...be careful.
COCO HAD A NOVA?! I would take that bitch in a heartbeat.
But still be careful.
Oooooh Marcus confronting Ez.
Shit, Ez. You're not exactly making a good point here.
Mmmm Bish that EGA tat. 😋😋 I wanna bite it.
Ez does have some balls.
So adelita is working for her now?
God, Miguel. That beard. Mmm. Almost as good as that EGA.
Miguel, you tried to kill her. And you want her home?
Awwww look the happy couple. Won't be that way for long. Nothing us ever allowed happy with these shows.
And there it is.
Oh wow. Isn't that how JT killed like eight people? Causing a truck to jacknife and a big ass pileup?
MANNY NO! Ugh he's so pretty.
Omg that was so sweeeet!
Headbutt him, baby.
Stop drop and roll. They taught us that a ridiculous amount.
Oh the fire, huh? The fire is coming? You're about to meet the gasoline.
No. HOPE! You were doing so good!
Ha, Letty. Yes, baby. Get them.
YES BABY! YALL GO HOME!
Felipe. 😭😭
Just tell him that Dita paid for your wife to be killed.
Yeah Miguel, you're not orphaned. Your real dad is in front of you. He just wasn't allowed in your life.
Uh oh. Santo Padre is fractured. Alvarez is pissed.
And Ez is taking no prisoners. Fuck.
Goodbye, Padrino. I am sorry.
I just have this feeling that Angel is gonna die.
HOLY FUCK EZ. WHAT THE SHIT. WHAT IN THE ASSSSSS.
Bruh. He's...intense.
Angel ain't down tho.
Wait, has Angel said anything about the baby to any of them?
I feel like something bad is happening.
Oh no.
Oh Sofia has the old lady shit down.
Ohhhh Reyes v Reyes. Mano y Mano.
Angel has known you your entire life. He knows you. He knows you had other plans.
Ez is....unhinged.
Angel needs to leave SP. Go north. Oakland, Stockton. Something.
I know Creeper is not about to do that.
Oh he burned her! "I don't need anyone."
He's taking the fall for all of it. Wow.
Some long fingers on that gloved hand...
FIRE!
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friedbreadwombat · 2 years
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Fuck was it just me or did naruto glorify sasuke being a, i dont know what they were going for he had no personality. Oh sorry I meant no character. Itachi is a depressed A grader boye who needs a lot of therapy and maybe olivia rodrigo.
But like, theyre supposed to be the ideal good thing we strive to be.
Bitch I dont wanna be boring.
They look like they actually need help. Itachi is also a child soldier. Solely because "hes a prodigy" its considered legal. No hes still a child, he has all autonomy stripped from him, he does not live, he lives dying. Because his life is war. His life is taking orders. His life is not making even one decision that's motivated by himself. Sure, you can count him sparing sasuke, despite being bound by his position and his authoritatives. But he just lives to fight and then dies at 21. He got a house sure but hes dyin. Boy's dyin. But hey, thats life. You die. Fuck. If it were that simple, we'd just be machines. Not human beings. Thats not human. Literally. If itachi is supposed to be a person, hes a person who is unsurprisingly, existing in sheer agony. Let him live you fucks. Leave britney alone. Jesus christ.
Anyway stan deidara boye literally fights armless with a knife in his mouth do you know how hard that is no because none of yall have ever set foot in a fight of any kind. Even if you havent not many people can do this, its like, ancient archery vs modern archery. It used to be like a gunpowderless gun, ancient warriors could do so much shit with it that most of us have no idea how it works, today. Things we didn't even know we could possibly do with a fucking bow.
And here homeboy out fighting adaptively with a knife in his mouth and with literal clay. Hes murdering people with clay. How many of yall can murder people with clay. And on top of all he can do, be a successful icon artist man that tops the character fan fave poll the moment he dropped, like he was kazuha from genshin. He gone in a mothafuckin flash and people still rember him. He's just that iconic.
Like have any of you tried punching people with clay. Do you think that fucking works.
No.
If you do, clay fucking shatters. Clay is like the ego of a fuckboy, instant death on first hit.
If he makes it cement he can't mould it. You carve that shit like with a minecraft pickaxe, bitch.
Am not sure how the whole chakra thing even fucking works but its not a science. It's writer bia- okay fine. But assuming its basically the thing they use like the concept of mana to kill things and people i guess because killing people is all they do and for what FOR WHAT im going back to dragonball z that was some good shit yu gi oh seemed like good shit too but idk man i never watched or played it. Deidara motherfucking engineered a whole ass death robot made of clay powered by mana. How he do that i dont know. Fuck. Sasuke's just using an electric stick and summoning satan and satan gave him a, what was that? The tokyo ghoul appendage thingy. Hes becoming an eldritch fursona to beat this bitchboy. Thats so boring.
Just because deidara is, or has the capability and potential of a great warrior, doesnt mean he has to do something a certain way just because people want him to. Like, its understandable if they commissioned him. But they didnt even commission him they just kidnapped him somehow and left lol. He lives the life he wants. Hes not an idiot, a narcissist, a freak or a terrible person, for wanting what he wants.
The murder? Yeah that could be a discourse ngl.
Between the government that mongers war, radical violence everywhere, innocent people that arent really innocent, and bad people that arent exactly bad and dont get therapy at all ever, and just the world generally being on fire for seemingly no reason, who is he supposed to "side with". What would that help. He's just thinking for himself, and processing this as an individual and not because oh somebody told me this was right- like, why is it right then? Tell me this, or you will be cut like a throat in the 1800s by a hatpin.
Supposedly "bombing innocent towns" is just as bad as serving the akatsuki. The uchiha clan entire town was hell bent on eliminating everyone else so that they wouldnt die, yeah and, so everyone else has to? Just to let you live? Fuck you. And itachi and sasuke's parents. Love your children for once- oh wait, you can't. You literally cannot. Sorry, my bad.
I mean both parties, the towns and the akatsuki did contribute to the general violence and giant, war culture, in the whole place. When they could like try to solve a problem without a dbz fight.
The only time we see him do a lets kill the innocent is under akatsuki order, bombing gaara's motherland, it still is even if he got no parents left yknow, and fighting the man of sand of man himself, with tobi, or sasori i forgot, oh and sasori is put in better light solely because he respects the eternity. Ok i see u. Its still art though, but it involves self preservation at multiple costs, including people, and this 35 year old in a 15 year old teenage emo boy body is now a cold emotionless man serial killer, and that automatically makes him a better, or in this case, a more noble person. And this art he does is like the last and only part of his humanity he still has left. Dude thats just disturbing, and sad. He is literally naruto's dottore and people love him because he is definitely not a horrible person.
If a character you wrote doesn't fit your gladiator splatfest why did you write it just write sasuke 2 and give us the gladiator battoru scene then. Don't "art is stupid, join the army, and go to war" me.
People ask why someone would take pride in art, when they take pride in their capitalistic jobs, and pointless war mongering.
And then they make bokuto trying to, idk, be woke or something, and it flip flopped on its ass. Sarada has a missing father from her life and he supposedly loves her in his own way, without showing it at all. Sure. He didnt even bring the milk when he got back.
If you wanna fight my dumb rant opinion I just posted for fun give me an itachi therapy arc now.
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ok so I finally watched all the current episodes of wwdits n overall it's an all right show. I think some humor misses its mark but I still chuckled most episodes.
but .. I think my main issue rn stems more from the fandom. I started the show cause I kept seeing people shipping nandor n Guillermo so I was naturally intrigued (also cause I didnt have anything else to watch). I expected to also join ship but .. I found myself more puzzled than anything. I really dont see them being together romantically at all. in fact, if I think about the show actually making them canon, it makes me not want to continue watching it
this isn't me saying no one should ship them, of course. yall can have fun I suppose. but the reason why I am so opposed to this personally is the framing of their relationship so far, especially combined w the fact that this is a comedy show. due to it being a comedy, the constant running gag w these two characters from the beginning has been Guillermo doing anything n everything for the vampires, specifically nandor, all the while nandor mistreats him or dismisses him. obviously nandor has gotten better, especially so far in season 4, but there still feels like somethings off between them. every sincere moment they seem to have in the show is undercut by a punchline where nandor insults Guillermo or says something that undermines or diminishes any sort of friendly sentiment they might have gained from that interaction
I think the most notable counter example to this - n also one that makes me weary of the ship becoming canon - is that fight scene in season 3. the one where nandor says Guillermo passed his test n will now bring him w him to turn him into a vampire. the entire time nandor was talking, I kept expecting a punchline at the end after Guillermo leaves n nandor turns to the cameras to say "yea no I only said that so he wouldnt kill me, I'm def not doing any of that". but .. it never came. which made the whole scene fall flat for me because I was so used to nandor pulling the rug out on Guillermo. n maybe he still wouldv if Guillermo had actually managed to show up for the train. I wouldn't put it past nandor cause again, it seems like every moment between these two ends this way. so if they actually get canonical romantic text in the future, I'm not gonna be able to take it at face value. I'm still gonna expect that punchline of "nandor being shitty to Guillermo"
as iv said, this is my opinion, n one that currently doesnt affect my view on the show itself (as of rn). its more my reaction to the fandom going nuts over these two being "destined" for each other when .. I just dont see it
another thing that bothers me about the fandom is the sentiment towards Guillermos distant boyfriend. the amount of people who want him to die or fuck off so Guillermo n nandor can be together really surprised me cause my reaction when I saw Guillermo talking on the phone w him was pure happiness. cause he seems really happy ! he feels like hes finally in a good place ! n I really hate seeing posts that say how Guillermo is cheating on his boyfriend w nandor n how nandor is def gonna murder him if he meets him .. just puts a sour taste in my mouth. if the show actually follows thru w any of these sentiments, I think I will quit it. for now, I like most of the characters enough to keep watching, tho I think im gonna stay clear on the tag for the show here as I do
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arowrath · 2 years
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after quite a while of tossing the idea around, i've finished making a physical version of tommy and ranboo's letters during exile!!
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reblogs > likes yall know the drill
Transcript under the cut, because it’s very long. For the sake of accessibility i fixed all the typos, but the typos are there in the physical book.
my mcyt content is now on @genderqueeradrien!
(The cover is made of thick brown paper and has the word “Untitled” in the top left, in Ranboo’s handwriting. Otherwise, the cover is blank. Ranboo’s handwriting is messy cursive. Tommy’s handwriting is unpredictably capitalised, and slanted to the left.)
Page 1.
“EYYYYY TOMMY.
How are you doing? Hope you are well. You probably aren't well huh.... Welp 
hope you find a way back in here 
Here is a joke:
 What do you call a bad idea?
 Letting a green man have total control
 That was pretty funny huh 
Anyway, just write in the book to reply and leave it here
talk to you soon 
-Ranboo (WITH NO B AT THE END I SWEAR)
Page 2.
Hi Rabboo! 
It's me. Big T. Aka Tommy. Aka Tommy Gun The finest
 Just being okay you know.
 Looking for Blaze Power at the min ahaha
 Just wondering, do you want to keep up a snapchat stream with me I lost all mine I lost them years ago I need snapchat I love snap score and streaks and the dog filter
 Lmk 
Anyways speak to you soon sorry you have to be so quiet when messaging me im really all over the place ahahahah the ghost smells awfully fucking weird
 Bye bYe from Tommy!
 Smiles all around all around the park
Page 3.
Hey Tommy!
 I dont really know what happened to the last book, but we can just use this one. 
Hope you are doing a little better, Tubbo is doing well, he does seem like he regrets what he did, so maybe there could be hope in the future for you to return! i left the "house" you made exactly how it was.
 Here's another joke:
 If we make muffin a swear then badboyhalo can't speak at all, and that is pretty funny I think.
 Hope you don't die in lava. 
-Ranboo (STILL WITH NO B AT THE END)
Page 4.
Hi Ranboob!
 It's me. Big T. 
Im afraid of Lava not im Lava Phobic. Im doing good! Im feeling better. Hands are a little shakier then ahaha 
Thinking about reinstalling Snapchat. I miss ladies Very lonely. Very scared. Please visit soon
 Tommy (aka Big T)
Page 5.
You should reinstall snapchat that is a good idea. 
I didn't know you guys were here, I feel like someone is trying to take the mail as the last book was gone. I will figure out a better way of communication.
 Jesus Christ Dream is scary. Heres a joke:
 Bazinga 
that was funny. Stay sane
 -Ranboo
I guess i hid the other mailbox a bit too well as you had no idea where it was. So i hope that you found this one at least. 
Hope you are doing well! I do plan to visit soon so maybe you could think of something that we could do that could be fun. Things are going well here, I made a pit where people fight. I have not fought anyone in this pit but I hope to soon because it would be fun.
 Here is another joke:
 George is still not found. He is lost. And that is funny.
 Anyway, i hope you aren't going too insane. See you later,
 -Ranboo (WITH NO B)
Page 6.
Tommy
 HI ranboo.
 Not feeling talkative today. 
K.
 You missed up our streak we were on Snapchat Timers and now its gone :///////
 Man
 No <3 
Anways ahah im feeling down so fuckin down im alone and no one no fucking one comes to visit me a lot and i want to go
 Tommy
Page 7.
Yeah sorry about the snap streak being lost, I hid the chest in the christmas tree but i guess that was just too good of a spot.
 I dont understand why no one is visiting, but I hope that yesterday was fun.
 Here is a joke:
 Villagers are ugly as hell huh 
That was a good joke.
 Anyway, hope to have you back soon 
-Ranboo (I SWEAR THERE IS NO B AT THE END PLEASE)
Page 8.
Hi ranboo 
Feeling distant 
Everyone is pitying me. Not sure how much longer I can go.
 I can't sleep Ranboo. Every night. Loneliness haunts me. I can't cuddle my likes when I'm asleep. Even though the primes got me, I'm still so so alone i'm so alone help me ranboo please for the lover of god i think and i type like god but im not god im just a big im just a pussy
 Your Faithfully,
 Big T
Page 9.
HEY BUDDY!
 I really hope that you are doing better from what you wrote yesterday. I'll try to visit you as much as I can and just know that it isn't out of pity. It's because you're the only one that hasn't left yet.
 Hope to see you again soon. 
-Ranboo
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peachywritesstuff · 2 years
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The Lost boys Giving Head Headcannons (Seperate)
If ya don't like smut related headcannons, then turn back now... You have been warned. Also the this kind of turned into a "What sex is like with him" but oh well I may or may not have gotten carried away.
David
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Will 100% deny you your orgasm
Just teases the fuck out of you cuz that's just how David rolls.
But it really depends, he could either deny you your orgasm until your begging him to give you it or he will overstimulate you until you are begging him to stop.
But if you actually really do need to stop and uses yall's safe word he will and just be gentle and patient (soft David alert)
Either way your going to be begging for him 😏
But if you are being a brat he will just won't give you anything and leave you desperate for fucking hours.
But not all of the times are like this.
He can actually be gentle and vanilla which may or may not be surprising to you peeps.
Especially if you had a bad day and you just want to relax
He'll leave the rough n' teasing for another day, now he sees you just need to get your mind of stuff and he is here to do it.
And get this, he just volunteers you don't have to ask him or nothing it's like he is a mind reader(well he duh he kinda is)
Just takes off his gloves and his coat and just gets busy 💦
And if he so happens to make you squirt he will have the biggest grin on his face.
The first time I believe would be like total accident but now everytime he uses his fingers his goal is to make you squirt at least twice
Your legs will be shaking and trembling for a while and you probably won't be able to walk afterwards.
But this is all from him giving head, imagine if he really fucked you.☠️
Rip You
Paul
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This boy loves to give and get head so you probably won't even have to ask with him either. Just give him a little hint hint and he'll be tearing your underwear off you.
Acts like he is a starving man honestly.
Will moan while giving you head which will make you turned on even more more turned on.
Will make you ride his face. No questions asked. He is a vampire, he doesn't need to fucking breath and even if he did. It would be a glorious way to die in his eyes:)
The only time he would overstimulate is because he just can't seem to get away.
His fingers are 👌🏼
Will smoke a blunt or a cigarette afterwards and he makes that shit look HOT
Likes to tease in certain occasions, might deny you an orgasm here and there.
If you need to use your safeword he will immediately ask if you what's wrong and be so concerned. Would feel guilty if he accidentally pushed past your limit. And might even start crying. (Paul's a sensitive boy ok?)
He cares very much about your comfort during seggsy time. (which we stan)
He's been trying to make you squirt but hasn't been successful but the one time he wasn't trying to, you squirt ☠️
And when I tell you the boys face just lit up it was like a child getting that one toy they've been looking at ever since they gotten in the store.
He really doesn't care if it gets on his clothes.
Will make you squirt as much as you can(might need to change the sheets afterwards)
Marko
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I'm getting MAJOR switch vibes from Marko.
So he would either make you beg from him OR he would beg you to taste you if you are a dom or a switch.
Definitely see him whining when you pull away because it became to much.
Might call you mommy or any other name you like 😏
You got a violent, hyper vampire boy on his knees calling you mommy/daddy
But don't be fooled by this, I said switch for a reason.
He can be a little shit if he wants too.
After a hunt he can get a little cra cra and will overstimulate the shit out of you.
I feel like he does a contest with himself if how many times he can make you cum and sets a time limit for himself.
This boy is competitive even with himself💀
But if you actually need to stop he will and give you some sweet aftercare(AFTERCARE IS ALWAYS NEEDED)
Can also see him being on the romantic side. Might light a few candles, a rosey bath, and even play some music in the background. He can be very sweet.
Especially if you've had a bad day, or yall had a bad fight make up head is always the best.
Very in tune with your body.
Will make eye contact while giving you head and he WILL make you keep eye contact with him or he will stop.
This art hands are showing out man. As he is good with his tongue he is extremely good with his hands.
Like David makes you squirt on complete accident but does not complain not one bit 😏
Makes you squirt as many times as possible. And might not care if you get his jacket wet.
Now that's a big deal since his jacket is his number one
Dwayne
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It's always the quiet ones you gotta watch out for
He can be gentle, he can be rough HONEY THAT'S UP TO YOU
If this so happens to be your first time getting head that he wants to make it memorable :)
The man knows how to use his fingers.
Definitely will praise you for the littlest things too.
Will have hold your hands while he is giving you head.
Eye contact with this man too.
His rough is... Oh my god you won't have a voice when he is done with you.
He could go for HOURS
Pros of being a vampire
Checks in on you if he feels like he is going to hard on you(sweet boi he is)
And if he does then he will instantly stop everything his doing and go into aftercare mode.
If you'd want to continue he will ask you 1000 times are you sure.
Seriously don't NOT judge his looks he may be sweet and while he can be gentle he can take a full turn and be the most dominant person in bed.
His fingers work like magic he he doing spells down there.
Gives you a tone of compliments in between
He will definitely make you squirt either by accident or intentionally he is just that good 🤷🏽‍♀️
Always has this little smirk on his face when he does too and you don't know if that makes you annoyed or turned on (hell maybe it's both)
Will make you squirt as much as he can and does not care if he gets it on his jacket. Boy don't give to flying fucks.
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lowkeyerror · 2 years
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War pt2
Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Word Count: 1680
Warnings: Violence, angst, happy ending
An: sorry if the formats off doing this from mobile bc I don't have my laptop. I'll be out of town until Tuesday wanted to give yall a lil something.
Masterlist
Pt1
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You didn't have time to dwell on your pain. The way your lungs screamed, the way your legs burned, or the throbbing pain in your head. You had to get to Wanda.
The battlefield was intense. Thanos's army made quick work of the protective shield that covered Wakanda. Once they were in, the only thing you could rely on was your adrenaline.
When you got the message that Thanos had arrived, your heart dropped. Your position on the field was no longer useful in your mind. Not with a universe ending alien heading straight for the woman you loved.
You sprinted in the direction you'd known she'd be in. When you were close enough to see Thanos, you felt sick. Steve was trying to hold him off, while Wanda was trying to destroy the mind stone.
" What's the play Y/n?" Thor growled besides you, his instinct wanting to kill the man but his mind knowing better.
" You distract him, I watch Vision, Wanda gets the gauntlet off."
Thor chuckles," It sounds simple enough"
" It won't be, now go"
Thor wastes no time in forcing Thanos away from Wanda and Vision. You take the opportunity to go over to the pair.
Wanda's in shambles. You tap her shoulder, and she goes to attack you before stopping. You want to wipe her tears and wrap your arms around her, but there's no time.
" You need to get that Gauntlet off of his arm"
" I can't"
" Do you want to save your boyfriend or not? This is the only chance we've got for you not to lose everything you love"
Those words leaving your mouth destroyed you on the inside.
" I'm not powerful enough"
" You are more powerful than anyone can comprehend. If you think you're running out, just know that you aren't. Wanda, we don't have any more time, please"
You could hear Thor struggling to fight the purple alien in the background. Wanda looked from you to Vision a few times and then left.
" You just sent her to her death," the man mumbles.
" You don't know her like I do," you shot back.
" What's that supposed to mean?"
You glared at him," It means that I didn't have to be made to be sentient. That my feelings for Wanda go deeper than a stone in my head. I don't need them to be logical or fit like a perfect equation, they come from my heart"
He glared back at me," Well it's a shame that she doesn't love you anymore, isn't it?"
This was the thing that you were trying to save. The asshole that you knew he truly was. He may have been a sentient being, but that only applied to his own feelings.
There wasn't an apologetic bone in his body. He had ripped the most important person in your life from you and didn't care one bit.
You wanted him to die," Wanda will always love me. She said so herself before all of this happened. If I was an asshole like you, I would've kissed her before this battle started. I would've made her question who she really loved more. I wouldn't be here trying to save your life. Lucky for you, I've never been that kind of person"
Your eyes refocused on the battle; it seemed like an even match. Thor and Wanda were putting all effort into fighting Thanos. It seemed like the alien couldn't keep up with them.
They were trading blow for blow. You watched as he smacked Thor against a tree like the god was a mere fly. His attention now fully focused on Wanda, you began to sweat in your spot. However, it seemed like she had him under control. He tried using the stones against her, but she was simply more powerful than him.
The intensity of her red aurora swirled around the forest. It was as if she was creating a storm around the trees. Her magic made Thanos drop to one knee. He tried to steady the gauntlet with his other arm directly aimed at her.
That's when Thor cut off his arm. It wasn't over, though. You could sense it. Your friends had lowered their guard. Wanda released her hold and Thor dropped his axe.
His movements were subtle, but you could see Thanos still reaching for the gauntlet. This was it, you only had one shot. The alien had the gauntlet in his grasp. You channeled everything you had in you, grabbing Thor's ax, jumping up in the air, and cutting the alien's head clean off his shoulders.
Your hands rested on your knees, your breathing was unstable," Pro tip always go for the head"
They could see Thanos's hand close to the gauntlet. If you had been any slower, he would've won.
It was over; though a battle was still being waged on the Wakandan front, Thanos was dead.
You would finally get the chance to celebrate. Except you didn't for the fact that none of you saw Corvus Glaive lurking in the shadows.
Well, one of you did, but he kept his mouth shut. When Vision laid eyes on Glaive he noticed that the alien was focused on you. What happened to you wasn't any of his concern.
So when Corvus Glaive drove his spear through your back, all Vision did was look away. Thor had taken your advice and chopped the alien's head clean off.
Your hands shot to your stomach, which was spurting blood. You fell to your knees. Wanda was by your side in an instant.
" Y/n, Y/n. No, you're going to be okay. I promise," you watched as tears poured out her eyes.
You struggled to keep your eyes open," I love you"
" I love you too. We're going to be okay. We're going to get you help."
Vision approached laying his hand on Wanda's shoulder," She's not going to make it darling, we have to leave her"
She looked at the man in disbelief," I'm not leaving her here"
" Can't we use the gauntlet or something?" Thor suggested.
" It would kill her," Vision stated.
" I'll put it on and heal her. If Thanos could eradicate half of the universe with it, I'm sure it could heal her"
" No," Vision yelled at Wanda.
Thor and Wanda look at him in disbelief.
" Can't you see Wanda? We should put her out of her misery. Seeing us together is too much for her to handle. She'd live a life of suffering"
" Are you listening to yourself? You sound psychotic. I'm saving her life"
Wanda goes for the gauntlet and Vision blocks her," I can't let you do that, my love. This has to stop here and now, she has to die. Glaive did the right thing"
Thor starts to slowly piece things together in his own mind. He looked to where Vision was sitting and to where Glaive dropped in.
He pushes Vision squarely in the chest," You saw him, and you didn't say anything. She would be fine if you would've said something"
" Vision tell me that isn't true"
" She needs to die," Vision states again.
You chuckle and though you could barely stand, you did. Wincing at the blood coming out of your mouth," That thing you're feeling in the stone in your head, that's guilt. You're trying to kill me off so that you don't have to think of me when you're with her. How you betrayed our friendship, how you stole everything from me. If I die here that's not going away, my friend. It'll eat you alive until the that stone is ripped out of your head"
He lunged at you, but Wanda stood in his path," Don't touch her."
You smirk up at him, hand on stomach, blood dripping out of your mouth," Guess she still loves me"
It happens quickly, he goes for another attack, but this time Thor pins him to the ground. Wanda goes for the gauntlet, you see her shudder at the power. Then she snaps her fingers and the gauntlet flies off of her hand.
You're healed, but you hardly notice as Wanda begins to transform in the air. Her eyes glow and a crown forms around her head. What was once a jacket and a corset became much more elaborate. Her hair was now curled, and she almost looked older.
All you could do was stare. Her red eyes locked on Vision and her voice echoed as she spoke," We're done. If you ever intentionally try to cause harm to her again, I will rip the stone out of your head myself"
He nods vigorously and Thor lets him up. Both of them are also staring at Wanda's new form.
She lands in front of you, gently placing a hand where you were once injured. You see her release a deep breath.
" I thought I lost you"
You didn't know what to say. You could only look at her in awe. It clicked then, just how much you loved the woman.
You took a risk, setting your hands on her face, your eyes full of stars," You could never lose me."
She chuckles and leans into your touch. It didn't matter that Vision was there glaring at the two of you, or that Thor had a smug smile on his face as the scene unfolded in front of them.
" Can I have another chance?" The witch asks tenderly, hands on your waist.
You nod lightly, then lean in for a kiss. Her lips against yours sends you into a frenzy. It's familiar, it's home. As her soft lips press delicately into yours, it takes you back in time. Your first kiss was just as blissful.
Thor clears his throat," As much as I love what's happening here. We've got to tell them Thanos is dead and that the stones are no more"
The two of you pull away from each other, smiling from ear to ear. This was it, the end of the war and a new beginning for your life together; everything was finally balanced.
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goldengoddess · 3 years
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kaz brekker dating a short reader
request: Could I request something? A Kaz Brekker x reader imagine where they are dating and the reader is like super short, and just like some fluff with that! can you include kaz patting her head and something like that? imma short person and i gotta represent lol ty! :) / can you do dating kaz brekker hc, but the reader is SUPER short? and like some men start flirting with her, and kaz gets protective? ty!! :)
a/n: YESSS where my short bitches at !!! this is for me and yall
warning: like one curse word, men hitting on you ig
people had always teased you about your height
it honestly didn’t phase you much anymore
quiet the opposite, you had embraced it completely
living in the barrel, it gave you the advantage
you were faster and harder to catch
but when the bastard of the barrel aka your beautiful boyfriend teased you about your height
it always turned you into a blushing mess
when the two of you first started dating he kept his comments to a minimum, not wanting to offend you
but slowly it became a running joke between the two of you about your height difference
because kaz was tall
like the tall that always gets ‘oh you should play basketball’ comments
kaz liked to pat your head to tease you
giving you a small smirk to test your reaction
you always swatted his hand away in fake annoyance
he would just lean down slightly to ruffle your hair some more
“aw y/n don’t pout, i gotta pet small pretty things like you”
and you’d would absolutely almost die because THAT COMMENT PHEW
one time
he’d held his cane up next to your body
“kaz what are you doing?”
“comparing your size to my cane” he answered
as if that was a normal response
you had swatted his arm, embarrassed but laughing
he had just put his arm on top of your head like he was leaning on something
“you really are the perfect height”
he always had to bend down to kiss you
because he was so much taller
and you would have to stand on your tip toes
and you’d meet half way
“y/n one day i’m going to throw out my neck or something from leaning down too much, i won’t make it to our wedding day kiss”
you had blushed bullets at that comment
hugs were so much better because you were short
kaz would literally engulf you in a hug
his arms squeezing you tightly
leaning down to rest his chin on top of your head
oh leaning down
kaz loved to play up the shortness jokes when you wanted a kiss
he would be leaning down
and you would close your eyes
expecting the kiss
that never came
so you’d open your eyes only to find kaz on the other side of the room grabbing a small sturdy box
he would walk back in your direction and put it up it at your feet
“here angel, now i can properly kiss you”
a stepping stool 
you just stood there
arms crossed giving him the best glare you could manage
“oh shit did i go too far?”
he got no kisses that day
one time
a couple of guys had been flirting with you at a bar
you’d done your best to be nice and make it clear you were taken
but they weren’t leaving your side
they were telling you adorable your height was 
when you felt kaz’s arm wrap around your waist from behind
you saw him glare at the men in front of you
if looks could kill kaz would have
he had dropped his chin onto the top of your head
“sorry boys. this short angel is all mine. now if you’ll excuse us”
and he’d dragged u away
poking at your sides teasingly
“people just can’t help but be attracted to your shortness i suppose”
and though kaz knew you could round house kick him or anyone if you wanted to
you loved the banter that surrounded your height
and the protective nature kaz seemed to give off when it came to you
you didn’t mind your height when you were dating kaz brekker
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