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I would murder a creep and not date them,
But this post isnt about them.
Sometimes I wonder for what reason do you claim to love me,
And how long I can keep it all together until my anger breaks through the surface. Because I never had to be honest, or give my whole self to you or anything. I just have to handle it and keep on smiling, or in this case, threatening to fork out someones guts 87 times.
Because why would anyone care.
Just stop lying to me, my god. I knew you, I don't remember but I knew you. I know falling for someone doesn't make it a good thing, I just like pain, blood, and glory.
I don't mind being a horrible person or not. But thing is I don't like dragging people down, whether or not I live or die, because I can throw myself out the window like it's a soldier's cyanide pill on a whim.
I wonder if I should have done that like I should have.
I don't fucking have to live with my heart if I don't ever want to.
It is the worst kind of pain, and you already got me with that, you can stab me if you require more compensation. I can take it.
I don't want to be here. And you know you can't stop me.
I don't trust you for a reason, and that same reason will be the motive you will die if you take a step closer to me again.
You have seen someone collapse because of this. But not just because he is weak.
Take me then.
I don't actually feel anything. As moral as I can sound. And I don't think I ever will.
You have to find someone better, I guess this would be more in your words than mine. Do not do this.
4 years, tops.
I say the words "love" too much.
The good thing about a symbol is that it dies. But in reality, if you think he's a sociopath, you haven't really seen me.
Don't. Bye. This is all I can and will say. Im not going to murder you at some horrifying point by hair trigger because Im not going to feel it at all. I'm not going to show you their corpses, I know you probably would not like that.
An apology would mean nothing, so I'm ending it here.
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starve then anon san
also they dont like horror but are still watching it?
I want someone to make one of these new sterile teen gay romance shows on Netflix but halfway through they pull a Doki Doki Literature Club and it turns into a fucked up fourth wall breaking psychological thriller that deconstructs the heteronormative and middle class ideals of the genre
#also ddlc was a v good metaphor for me personally of feeling trapped and other mental health influences on people and me traumas#take me money gamedev i just like it tbh
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oh darn i dont actually eat babies
it’s okay to eat babies as long as they're nonbinary BTW
#retrieving gender juice to scare the cishets#and i am confused#gender is my what. what is my gender. what is gender.#i will find a funky thing and this baby will be the gender the most toxic hetero people would still wanna be
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i think the world doesn’t know what it really means to live in a theocratic dictatorship. Let me tell you about our experiences living in the islamic regime of iran.
1. Your parents were born to muslim parents so they’re automatically muslim. You’re automatically a muslim too. You didn’t choose your religion and you can’t opt out of it or you will be executed.
2. The compulsory hijab law makes you a criminal if you choose not to wear hijab even tho you didn’t choose to be a muslim and you don’t consider yourself a muslim but the regime has forced you into that role whether you like it or not. And when you ‘break that law’, they can do with you as they please.
3. little girls as young as 7 yrs old are forced to wear hijab at school even tho the islam itself says the age is 9. and all the schools are gender segregated so imagine how they force you to get used to hijab even when you’re just surrounded by other girls. And all day long at school they tell you horrible stories about what will happen to you in hell if someone sees even a strand of your hair.
4. the regime modifies all the textbooks, story books, cartoons and movies to represent the ideal woman with full on hijab. The iranian media is ordered to photoshop every photo of a woman that may be showing a little skin. And if they’re iranian, no hair is supposed to be seen or that will be photoshopped away. Women are mostly excluded from billboards and tv commercials.
5. imagine going to work or meeting up with a friend when suddenly the morality police kidnap you in broad daylight and force you into a van to take you to a station where they will treat you like a criminal and if you don’t agree to get humiliated and do as they say, they will put you in prison. And in case of Mahsa Amini and so many more before her, they will beat you to death. My sister was barely 18 when she got kidnapped and they didn’t let her call home and she’d been so fucking scared and we had no idea where she was. Imagine all the psychological trauma.
6. If you’re in a car and not wearing hijab they will fine you and seize your car. So when u get into a taxi the driver will ask you to keep your hijab on otherwise they’ll get fined. And if you refuse they’ll ask you to get off the car.
7. And its not just about hijab. In Ramadan, they get even more vicious. If they catch you eating or even drinking water on the street they will give you lashes as punishment and even imprison you for breaking the law. If you work in a state-owned company it’s even worse. They will close the cafeteria and take away the water dispensers. All restaurants are banned from delivering food before iftar. It’s a fucking mess. Everyone has to pretend they’re fasting or they’ll be severely punished.
8. And how could I forget about this! iranian women are banned from singing! the islamic regime prohibits women’s singing voices to be heard by men so imagine the horror of having 50% of the population banned from ever becoming a singer. If they identify a female singer in iran, they will take her to jail and force her to repent her sins in the most humiliating way so that she will never dare sing again.
9. And every time the regime gets wind of a private gathering of men and women trying to have fun and live their fucking private lives, the police crash the party and take everyone to jail bc the Islamic regime bans iranian men and women from having fun.
So if you see Islam has become for many iranians a symbol of oppression and torture and discrimination, that’s why. The regime uses islam as a weapon to silence and punish anyone who opposes them. You can love islam all you want from the safety of your home in a free country and talk about how kind and benevolent the religion is, but in iran, it’s a whole different story.
Our economy is fucked. All govt officials are corrupt as fuck. Most websites are banned in iran. Even tumblr is banned. The world has cut the iranian ppl from many services. We don’t have intl credit cards like visa card. Amazon doesn’t do delivery to iran. We cant get netflix, spotify or even a gamepass subscription. we don’t get any Apple services here. iran isn’t listed as a country you could choose when signing up for a lot of services. and when we decide to leave iran and escape this hellhole, every country out there will make it sooo much harder for us to get a visa just bc we had the misfortune to be born in iran at the wrong time.
This is the story of iran for the past 44 years. Held hostage by a corrupt regime that uses religion to suppress and torture the people and being abandoned by the rest of the world bc our lives don’t matter.
Please be our voice. Once they shut down the internet completely and silence our voice, they will start slaughtering us to stifle the protests just like they did in 2019. Please help us. We want this fucking regime gone.
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like no offense im just. completely demotivated from posting art anymore or at the very least posting anything more than a quick sketch that i colored bc the like to reblog ratios have been so bad to the point that it genuinely upsets me. i dont care if that makes me seem egotistical im allowed to be upset about a drawing that took me almost 8 hours to get a ratio like this.
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They should actually teach things
#any kind of skill and think and whatever heck even gardening is valid to learn#me watching my karen legal mom fail to grow fuckin b a s i l#i was memorising shit with little effort as a fuckin 5 year old or so and less#it can be a cool thing i guess but really depends on how you use it#the fact that it relies solely on memory however can imply that they dont provide actual knowledge or skills or any sort of beneficial#things.#people who can actually solve problems amazingly and come up with creative solutions are oddly scarce in the engineering workforce#apparently.#we could have a jarvis by now#but we dont#muslims memorise the entire islam naturally and programmers memorise tons of coding software functions and all the lil tinker things in it#whats your flex#but unfortunately if we dont live we can do absolutely 0 of these things. Thats not just not being dead#by the way.#oh and we die as in death indeed yes sauce true if the agricultural field is gone by the way.
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Just because im a les béan with bi capacity that is very rare an occurence, doesn't mean that I am not a lesbéan
Still am. Can't assume a girl and a guy in a relationship is definitely 0 percent gaye.
#ah you know what fuck it he and I are both gay as hell#and he can step on me#just like jinx from arcane
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Me: is roughly 15 or so, a smol teen, trying to get by, has never consented to any relationship, has in fact barely talked to any guy men male in like, ever in my years in that school.
Somebody, male, can't even fucking talk to me, so never at all said anything that even amounted to more than a fucking sentence, in total, to me:
Y o u a re my g i r l f r i e n d we are going to have so many discord-kitten dates together ♡
Duration of how long he has held this belief: until now.
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や め て く だ さ い
♡
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Also I got mad and went off so bad because it interrupted my date
#:(#I even daddy punned his name once back in the day#boba date#jesus fuck i swear i had no idea what it meant back then
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Me and my sib accidentally somewhat topping a shooting game leaderboard once without realising it
#haha oh its just a dumb lil flashgamey site leaderboard lol no one goes there#except flash games are like heavily frequented more than the impression of the site#bc youre like nah. but in reality you have no idea how many people have played or how many people know what newgrounds is#a person's achievement is also still their achievement? if they are happy about it just let them be happy?#jeez#because the only things I remembered clearly werent the scores#it was the fun times bonding with my sib playing a game that would otherwise remind me of some of my worst times#yet it took my mind off it so much to just chill with someone you love and care about#that I hadnt been reminded once at all.#but on topic of scores sib has played with some surprisingly big youtuber peoples or something from the ole times of yesteryear#i was watching and we were both quite literally children and they thought we were like 17
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"WHERE FATHER"
- Pepo
#calm childe you are fine we are both alive calm down#he is fluffy but he can be hostile if he wanted to#he'll sneak into ur house at 3am and bop to cbat#the cbat only gets closer#hes holding a knife to defend his honor and village#if you break his trust and attempt to eliminate his family be prepare to die#*squeaky toy noises*#he will defend his real father who is tall
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