Fandom: Doctor Who (2005) Relationship(s): Metacrisis Tenth Doctor/Rose Tyler Character(s): Metacrisis Tenth Doctor, Rose Tyler Additional Tag(s): Angst, Heavy Angst, Character Death, Death From Old Age, Grief/Mourning, Hurt No Comfort, Metacrisis Doctor, Metacrisis Doctor is The Doctor, The Doctor Loves Rose Tyler, Prompt fic, Prompt Fill, Tumblr Prompt, @doctorrosebingo, Podfic Welcome Prompt: Everybody dies

omg your tags on your reblog of the post i shared has me cackling bc i write a lot of pwp thinking “muahahaha this is it, lads!” and even that sometimes does nothing. it’s the wild west here. no gods, no masters.

i truly can’t figure out what anyone wants. but we vibe lololol.

OKAY LITERALLY LIKE

Sodium Vapor like did wayyyyyyy better than I though it would for something I thought was going to flop hard. Horror Tae fic with multiple major character deaths got a bunch of unexpectedly sweet feedback. Shit, even my fucking weird ass angsty nun fic did better than I thought it would. And like, this is all to say nothing of sleep demon hobi, which??? I really thought would "flop" but really it didn't????? People really liked it which just ... like it blows my mind tbh.

This is kind of why I've just started doing whatever the fuck I want when it comes to stories. Like, I don't pull huge numbers but honestly I'd rather keep making the connections I'm making with folks now than try to master or game the metrics. I get how the metrics work, actually, both here and on AO3, but I think the biggest rule is that yeah, it's a fucking lawless hinterland where the rules are made up and the note numbers don't (or rather, shouldn't) matter. I don't think that's a bad thing tbh. Like there's shit that, if you time it right, will likely do well, but even then that's not always a guarantee.

I'll vibe into the sunset with youuuuu. I want to be here for a both a good time and a long time, and this might be the attitude to take with it.

thanksvember day 15

Rowaelin Thanksvember 2022, Nov. 15: All-time favorite angst oneshot

*very deep breath*

it's Arsonist's Lullabye by @empress-ofbloodshed

one of my favorite songs and one of my favorite fics, a perfect combination. not to mention that my poor heart was absolutely obliterated and i was speechless for a solid day or two over the ending of this fic because OH MY GOD I WAS SUCH A BABY FIC READER THE FIRST TIME I READ THIS AND I WASN'T EVEN REMOTELY PREPARED FOR THE PAINNNNNNN

but holy gods it's an amazing fic. will absolutely knock your socks off.

What do you like about the Diasomnia boys if I may ask?

I always love hearing about the different reasons people enjoy characters.

I mean, c'mon. he has split custody over Sebek okay

also, Lilia in particular has maybe the best timeskip character development of all time

okay so they may have a minor chokehold on me at the minute-

Made before the hard parts of Book 7 comes out and Malleus kicks my f2p ass

I love those fics where the JL learns about Jason (or the entire batfam, wtv) and realise that the Red Hood, who ran Batman in circles for a good while and keeps him on his toes, took over the entire crime-ridden drug empire of Gotham in just a few months, ran (or is still running) the Iceberg lounge and is just objectively terrifying: is also a nineteen-year-old with this baby face. THIS is who multiple drug lords answered to and who protects Crime Alley.

🩶 ☆ ☄. *. ⋆ ☆ 🩶

You guys really seemed to like the last one, so I decided to torture Vox again 🥲👍

The teams are set for the biannual venator-wide mousedroid races. The others don't stand a chance against team FivesWalker, everyone's knees and ankles will soon be in danger!

For Amina from @fanfictasia who asked for Anakin and Fives getting up to shenanigans for @vaderkin-is-a-lightning-rod 's Vaderkin 2024 Creative Exchange :3

I think I need to start putting more Red vs. Blue references in dbhc actually

i have been laughing about this to myself all day

i would pay so much money to see the last chapter of moa in percy's perspective. i need to see him anxiously awaiting annabeth's return. i need to see him silently cry into her hair when she falls apart in his arms. i need to see him beaming with pride when she describes how she completed a quest no child of athena ever could. but for the love of god. i need see to him experience all five stages of grief the second he sees annabeth being dragged into the pit. i need to see him pray to every god and goddess in existence that he reaches her in time. i need to see him look into annabeth's eyes and come to terms with the notion that they might never come back from this. and i need to see him confess that he'd relive every awful moment of his life if it meant that they were together in their dying moments.

i just thunk a thought so please bare with me

I’m thinking about how Mingyu is definitely the type of guy that’s drawn to someone who’s severely lacking love or might’ve been hurt deeply in past. He doesn’t do it consciously, but he just starts to notice you. How sometimes you have this far away look in your eyes, or how you keep your head down when talking to others or god forbid he overhears you demeaning yourself disguised in jest. He so full of love I see him gravitating towards someone who’s cup it’s damn near on empty but trying their best to save every last drop and he just wants to pour everything thing he has into it and then some; till it’s overflowing.

He doesn’t even realize his initial interest blossoming into a full blown crush. He wants to be the shoulder you cry on, he wants to carry any burdens you have, he wants to see that smile that reaches your eyes be directed at him. He just wants you bursting at the seams from happiness but he’s a little selfish in the fact that he wants it to be by his hand.

He notices the little things and big things about you that may go unnoticed by others and finds himself worrying over you and rooting for you even before you both have a proper conversation. Wondering if you ate, if you had a good day today, if you enjoyed the new episode of that anime he overheard you liked (he started watching it too), if you slept well even though the most you’ve both uttered to each other was a simple pleasantry in passing and a bow.

His mind reels when you kindly pick up things people accidentally dropped or that one time you helped clean up the coffee he’d spilt on the floor without a word. Or even that time when you offered a staff member your umbrella on a rainy day saying you had two, just for him to see you drenched in the rain a couple blocks away as his driver took him home (once recovered from the shock he shot out of the car running back to where he saw you last but you were long gone). His heart clenched painfully when he heard the reason he hadn’t seen you around the week after that was because you had come down with a nasty cold. You give and give without ever expecting anything in return; without thinking you deserve anything in return. But who’s giving to you?

He finds his gaze wondering off in your direction during social gatherings. His own features softly morphing into a for-longing smile as he sees you enjoy yourself with your group of friends, hearing that rare burst of genuine laughter at whatever you guys were joking about. He cursed his cowardice, not being able to approach confidently like how he’d imagine in his head so many times. He had some mutual friends maybe that’d be a good place to start—

He was startled out of his reverie as Seungwan pointed out his goofy expression teasing “What’s got you so distracted lover boy?” Mingyu ops to just huff a smile in into his drink as he bashfully looked away.

You, it was you who had him like this

Lark can't handle nice things, and as he says "always fucks it up."

Drew a scene from this fic here, please please go read it right now!

I’m stuck in the 2ha and SVSSS hellhole,,, 😭