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elmundodeflor · 4 months

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If there's anything Levi Ackerman's learnt, is that things never go as expected.

He was born in a place where every day he was put up to challenge. He had lost his mom and friends.

He found it ironic— some kind of tragedy one almost wants to laugh at. Each time he thought he could finally sit back, get comfortable, relax, life showed him how wrong he was for it.

"Farlan and Isabel, right?", Hanji's voice makes him startle. Their words turn to drawings in the air— figments of ice that spiral through the night. "Were they your siblings?"

Levi shrugs it off. It's been a year since that day, but the memories still make his chest hurt. Like a wound that has yet to get closed.

"None of your business.", he says. Hanji looks at him through the corner of their eye, then lets out a soft giggle. He never understood them; — how they could still be light-hearted in a world so heavy. He was harsh and closed-off. They could have gotten offended at him for his distance— shouted at him for being this cold. But they hadn't. They hadn't and, instead, they could only graze him bright smiles in turn.

"You know...", they speak. They're in the headquarters' rooftop, watching the snow. It's New Years Eve; the first one where they can see the yard turn this pristine shade of white. "My father used to tell me that, upon celebrations, our big, big family table didn't start where he sat, nor ended where I was sitting."

Levi raises a brow. He can see their hair, poking out of their hat, dusted off with snowflakes. The slightest tinge of pink that burns on the bridge of their nose.

Hanji continues.

"He said that the table kept going, and going, and going, until it wrapped around the world and appeared right behind him.", they say. "That everyone we knew was sitting there besides us. Grandpa, my mom... even Farlan and Isabel could be there, too!"

Levi scoffs. He can frame the picture in his mind, actually; vivid, and wild, and colorful. He didn't know Hanji's family, but he imagines them, as well; all with their same brown eyes and glasses. The table's filled with food; warm rice, roast-beef, potatoe soup. He can taste the sweet and spice on his tongue, smell the veil of smoke that comes from the kitchen. His mom sits next to him, graceful as she's always been. She wears a white shirt, a silver necklace ducked underneath.

He turns to her and smiles; a small tug at his lips that resembles hers. He's dying to tell her something, to ask her questions, to introduce her to Hanji.

"It's nice, I guess...", they say, once more. They're leaning on the railings, staring over at the skies. "Dad used to say that, in order to meet everyone again, we had to pretend that we were little kids. That it was important for us to believe in magic..."

Levi stays silent; his eyes closed when the wirlwind blows. He had always expected for miracles, back when Kuchel would return home late. He had always hoped for some force to make her warm again. To fill the tiny holes that'd crack his heart.

Now, little there's left of that child he once was. But he can play pretend, as Hanji's father would say. He can see, instead of just look.

Farlan and Isabel bicker over who'll take the spot next to him. There's a bouquet of flowers, front and center, surrounded by dry leafs and candles. He can hear Erwin's voice, as he pours up some wine for him. He can watch over at his squad, who he's proud of, all passing down the plates and drinks.

It's a sight he grows fond of. An image that's warm and makes him bubble up with joy. He feels less alone, now that he's allowed himself to believe. That he's let kid-Levi have this one wish turn true.

"Hey", Hanji elbows him, almost as if to wake him from his daydream.

He blinks at them, still dizzy, and his breaths swirl into white clouds. Now, they'll go downstairs to have dinner with everyone else, and there won't be roast beef or potatoe soup. The table won't have fresh flowers. There probably won't even be wine. Still, he thinks, Erwin will be there. And Mike. And Nanaba. And his squad, too.

They'll light candles, and there will be a trail of smoke coming from the kitchen. And so, when the clock hits twelve and everyone cheers, he swears, he'll believe in magic. He'll be a child all over. He'll see, and not just look.

He'll sit next to his mother, and ask her the questions he'd been dying to. He'll let Farlan and Isabel take turns on the chair besides him. He'll have champagne with Hanji's dad.

It's okay with him, really— that he'll only get to have this, a small portion of them, for the rest of his life. He's finally come to terms with one's own, human fatality. Erwin's the big brother he's never had, Hanji has that same grace of his mother's.

"Beep-boop", they wave a hand in front of him. "Earth calling Levi?"

He rolls his eyes at them.

"What is it now?"

They pout, then drag him by the sleeves of his parka.

"Have you even been listening? We have to get going!"

Levi stares at them, — at how their glasses have almost frosted. Petra tells Oluo that his cravat's ridiculous. Moblit's rushing over with the food. There's the clink of porcelain and the smell of bread. It all floats up to the roof, where they both have been, then fades off with the snow.

He's aware, this year there won't be dessert, or champagne, or his mother, either. But he has this, instead— these people he considers family. A big, big group of misfits that somehow fit together.

He feels less alone, now that he's allowed himself to believe, that love can take shape in such cruel world. This is what kid-Levi would have wanted, he tells himself. The warmth. The company.

"Let's go, then.", he says, and Hanji laughs at him, dragging him further down the stairs.

Truth is, spending New Years like this— being a Scout— comes as a complete surprise to him. That this isn't at all how he expected things to be.

Then again, he figures, however, he's alright with it. This, — Hanji, the family he's found, being a Scout, even—, is the one choice he won't ever regret.

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arimitskevich · 16 days

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a bundle of sketches i did today

#can you tell im insane #ive been drawing nonstop for the past 6 hours #fan art #fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #my art #funger #fear and hunger fanart #f&h #art #f&h pav #fear and hunger pav #pavel yudin #levi #levi fear and hunger #f&h levi #samarie fear and hunger #fear and hunger samarie #samarie

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scintilans · 9 months

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i stan you too, levi! 🥰 💌

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me leviathan #dang i wasn’t expecting this event to be so relatable #when I was in school I never told anyone about my otaku interests because everyone thought it was cringe ugh #i wish i could have played this event in the past #maybe levi’s confidence would have rubbed off on me TvT

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feliformiaboy · 3 months

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yaoi more toxic than the chernobyl elephant's foot

#art tag #funger #fear & hunger #fear & hunger termina #daan von dutch #pavel yudin #levi f&h #the first one is older than the other 3 so its kind of ugly. sorryy #anyways these 3 idiots have completely consumed my life for the past couple days. keeping me sane honwstly #forgot to tag the little freak #pocketcat #idk what the ship names are. daavel???

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astaroth1357 · 11 months

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Asmo: Ugh! MC, you dating Levi has such "I can fix him" energy!

MC: What?? Bitch, I got all his same issues and I can't even fix myself!!

MC: At this point, I only hope we can put our similarly broken pieces together and just vibe like that. There's not enough glue in the galaxy to make either of us functional again! There's only broken glass and Halo here.

#conversations i've had in the past #obey me #obey me shall we date #shall-we-date-obey-me #obey me leviathan #obey me asmo #obey me levi #obey me asmodeus #obey me incorrect quotes

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nocreativityfornames · 6 months

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Welp, THAT'S a case of late realization if I've ever seen one...

I mean, the brothers have known that we're looking for a way home for what, almost twenty lessons? Since you know, during that meeting at the Council Room we told them that we were brought to the Devildom by someone else and that Solomon was helping us find a way back.

I'm guessing that Levi ( and probably the others too ) didn't expect things to happen so quickly ( in the brothers' perspective, at least, since to them we haven't been there for long ), and knowing that we only have four pacts to go, and could very soon leave the Devildom, he got overwhelmed by all of it.

Which is totally understandable, by the way.

The only friend he has outside his brothers - and romantic interest if your relationship with him goes that way - is leaving him and it fucking kills him.

#this lesson made me very sad for both Levi and MC #but specially for MC because the inner conflict they must be going through right now :((#they're so desperate to go back to their timeline and be back with their family but here are their family's past selves #**Levi in this case** crumbling down at the idea of them leaving them #nightbringer is crushing me into pieces #obey me #omnb lesson 31 #obey me nightbringer #omnb #obey me nightbringer spoilers #obey me screenshots #obey me leviathan #obey me magnus ( my oc )#☙ no creativity for names ✾

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aengelren · 1 year

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“We didn’t want to notice”

#them avidly ignoring his depression is something I’ll never get past #Litterally EVERYONE seeing a visible change in him and ignoring it #i feel like he cried out for help a lot in the 125 chapter but they were all like ‘huh’ and moved on #he had so many memories he was starting to forget the past and present and mix them up #I’m gonna cry thinking abt this bye #eren jaeger #attack on titan #eren #shingeki no kyojin #aot #eren yeager #anime #mikasa ackerman #levi #jean kirstein #connie springer #hange zoe #armin arlert

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loveackermannn · 8 months

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sometimes, levi just can't resist kissing your pretty face whenever you're doing even the most mundane of tasks.

#shitrambles #levi ackerman #chaloveslevi #attack on titan #captain levi #levi heichou #shingeki no kyojin #levi scenarios #levi headcanons #levi ackerman x reader #aot #snk #i wanted to make this into a drabble but ive been stuck for the past few days DDD:#wanted to post anyway bc thought it was cute LOL

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13thdoodle · 2 years

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[ Ectoberhaunt 2022 Day 24: Past/Future ]

The Ghost Kings and the Ancient of Time on their side

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It's Levi (my OC, the First Ghost King) with the first iteration of Ancient of Time (Chronos); And Danny, the next ghost king with the latter iteration of Clockwork :3c

#13thdoodle #danny phantom #ectoberhaunt22 #day 24 #eh chaos #eh order #past #future #dp oc #dp levi #im just jumping around and do the days out of order #hi school took all my focus for the last...2 weeks? so qwq

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solomiracle · 4 months

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goddammit where's the event/devilgram/whatever where i can just rapid fire nicknames and compliments to levi until his entire face is red and he has to bury his head in my shoulder to hopefully stop his embarrassment but that only makes it worse since now i can pet his hair and hold him until he just gives up and accepts being called cute. or passes out. where is it

#you don't understand #i NEED to get him pathetically whimpering all bc i called him “guppy”#once he gets past the shock of being praised he is so cute #UGHHHHHHH #from me #rambles #3 #obey me #obey me levi #obey me leviathan #levi x mc #x mc #obey me levi x reader #obey me leviathan x reader #obey me levi x mc #obey me leviathan x mc #imagines #obey me imagines

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maegalkarven · 5 months

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"Durge came back different", "Durge didn't really come back", "the person who Durge originally was is dead" are all good takes, but what if.

If Durge came back exactly as they were? The brain damage, additional trauma and memory loss are the big altering factors, but underneath that it's still them.

They didn't change drastically, their former self is not dead.

How about one single fragile mortal soul still keeping a hold on itself, how about Durge who was never allowed anything for themselves still retaining them.

How about Durge who has lost everything: power, memories, purpose, sense of self, still being themselves, despite it all.

How about not even Orin's daggers, tadpole and Bhaal combined being able to rob them of their core? How about all of that just revealed who Durge has always been underneath all those expectations Father dearest put on them?

How about: "After all this time, it's still you."

#the dark urge #durge #dark urge #listen all these dead past selfs and loose of identity is fine and all #but i personally can't stand it because give me “me” back #give me who I am #i don't want redemption fuck your clean slate #give me the only thing I could ever dare claim as my own. return myself to me #@withers maybe SOME losers would lose their mind seeing the attocities Durge has commited. Levi is better tho. give him all of his memories #and give them NOW #levi is not a different person #not even june is a different person #it's still them how they have always been at their core #it's not regression it's not stagnation it's growing and changing #but staying yourself #levi SO recovers all of his memories #fuck what some old dude with bad hiring skills says his memories aren't lost. nothing ever truly is #june accidentially gets curses with having his memories back #maybe don't piss off powerful entities bby #levi be like: i respect all loss of identity. but I PERSONALLY hate to lose. give me myself back

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fairydares · 6 months

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the # of porn bots spamming the fairy tail tags is getting SO fucking old

#fairy tail #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #levy mcgarden #gajevy #nalu #<-ALL of these i saw a pornbot spanning in the past 2 days alone

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theintrovertedextrovert · 13 days

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My favourite short kings <3

#levi ackerman #attack on titan #nicholas brown #gangsta #anime and manga #my pookies #dark haired men with a traumatic past 🤝🏽me #captain levi #twilight gangsta #eren jaeger #gangsta worick #short king

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gifti3 · 2 months

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Levi and orias's backstory and relationship is quite interesting...

Also the excessive soul eating has to be orias's way of coping with the trauma

#learning about the lore is what keeps me hooked #i think thats one of the games strongest points #i think fear of aging is pretty normal but hes next level #man does not wanna look a day past 20 years #ik he needs to eat constantly since he ages faster #but man is addicted #levi and orias are like trauma bonded too sbehhwhw #like kinda #at least from levis side #i was like ahhh theyre just playing around guys haha until orias attacked “him” at the end lmaoo #anyways i wanna see more or orias!!#bring his ass back #same with andrealphus #whb #what in hell is bad

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doomilover256 · 3 months

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content warning for derogatory(?) language usage

everyday thing

#sparklecare #cometcare au #marco klepsky #levi tu fate #doom comet #polaris comet #yknow i almost dont wanna tag this #apologies if it looks messy i just kinda suck like that #this joke was too good and it was in my head for the past 3 days I Had To

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elmundodeflor · 4 months

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In the span of 10 years, Hanji writes Levi one letter for each birthday they spend together.

"12 Things I Never Told You" pays homage to his and Hanji's bond through space and time, and depicts the loving light in which they saw him.

You can read the full fic and 12 letters here, on AO3.

In the meantime, here's one of the letters for you to check out;

Levi,

When I gave you the tea-can earlier, the look on your face could have only meant two things:

1) "This must have been expensive as hell."

2) "You're batshit crazy for spending on it."

I told you, though! I wasn't gonna throw you a birthday party, but you had to expect a gift from me, at least. I like going all out!

Anyways, it was a nice surprise that you came down the lab with two mugs instead of one. And that you talked about your mother.

You told me that you had this same tea-can at home, in the Underground. And that your mom had gotten it for trade from one of her clients that lived up here. Your entire face softened when you mentioned her— how graceful she was. It was like seeing sugar melting on the stove.

Of course, I didn't ask— if she's alive, or what happened to her. I didn't mean to be intrusive. But the way you spoke in past-tense... oh, I'm sorry, Levi. I'm so, so sorry. Really. If she was anything quite like you, then I'm sure she was a wonderful woman.

To be honest, I don't know either— whether my mom's alive or not. You see, I never talk about this for a reason. I ran away from home when I was fourteen. My parents were... well, let's just say... not good people. I was mischievous, and rebellious, and asked too many questions. They most definitely did not like that.

My grandpa was the closest thing I ever had to a father, or a friend. He did die, though. He was mischievous, and rebellious, and asked as many questions as I did. I guess, back then, it not only made my parents uncomfortable, but the Military Police as well...

It was the reason I joined the Survey Corps, you know? You may not believe this, but I was once full of rage, too. I'm just lucky I could turn it into something better— passion, purpose. I'm certainly not proud of how it used to be. You should have seen me, all those years ago; shouting down the hallways, kicking titans' heads... I just hope you never get to see it again. If you do, I'm scared you might never look at me the same, and that I never forgive myself for it.

I have no clue how you do it, though— carry yourself through life. Back then, if they'd given me the names of the fuckers who took my grandpa, I'd have killed them on the spot. You, on the other hand, (and I know you'll get mad at me for saying this) are gentle. If you wanted to, you could break necks with a single blow. Or seek revenge towards the world for what it's done to you. But you choose not to. You actively, every day, choose not to.

Yeah, yeah, you probably don't like me reminding you of all this. But you're kind, Levi. You stay in the lab with me while I’m working, and you trust me enough to tell me about your mother. And you share this expensive-ass-tea I bought for you.

You're a good person. Much better than I'll ever be. I know you don’t think that you are, and that you worry others may also think that you’re not. But it’s true— you’re a good man.

See? It doesn't even matter I spent half my budget on this! (You’ve been warned, you won’t ever hear a word about it). You deserve to have nice things, little one. Also, it was pretty neat to hear that tiny hum of satisfaction you made when you drank from your cup. I know not many things surprise you nowadays, either. So, I'll take my pride in knowing I did— HA!

Hope you had a good night. And that you had a great birthday— yeah, that too!

Happy you're with me for another year.

See you around,

Hanji x

P.S: Thank you for the tea. Literally the best one I had!

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