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multi-fandom-imagine · 5 months

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Jujutsu Kaisen Characters + Sad song's.

Pairing: Yuji, Sukuna, Megumi, Gojo, Nanami, Geto, Toji, Choso, Hiromi,Kusakabe

A/n: Spoilers

I was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking I'd be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

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But tell me, does she kiss

Like I used to kiss you?

Does it feel the same

When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside

You must know I miss you

But what can I say?

Rules must be obeyed

↳Kusakabe

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I'd take another chance, take a fall

Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

But it's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say sorry like the angel

Heaven let me think it was you

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa

↳Geto.

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I miss you

Miss you so bad

I don't forget you

Oh, it's so sad

I hope you can hear me

I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away

Was the day I found it won't be the same, oh-oh

I didn't get around to kiss you

Goodbye on the hand

I wish that I could see you again

I know that I can't

↳Nanami

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Until I hit the city limits, 'til I hit the state line

'Til I reach a coast, or a ghost town a thousand miles out

Keep this needle hittin' 90

'Til your memory can't find me anyhow

Keep the pedal down

'Til I see some taillights that don't make me think of you

'Til I'm pulled over on the shoulder by some flashin' blue lights

'Til this heart forgets to break

I don't care if it takes me all night

I'm gonna drive you outta my mind

↳Hiromi

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I miss those blue eyes

How you kissed me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you

What I should have said

No, I never told you

I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you

I can't believe that I still want you

After all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you, whoa

I see your blue eyes

Every time I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to when I'm not around you

It's like I'm not with me

↳Gojo

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I need a do-over, how did we end up this way?

I'm so confused, lover, did I mistake love and pain?

Ain't got no shine left, I couldn't hide it

I almost lost all my light, and

I didn't choose sober, but my eyes can't look away

I see our true colors, lately, we've been lookin' gray

I can't turn back now, 'cause you'd take me back down

That road that always seems to come right back around

Remember when

We had dreams to fly away?

But that was then

And now our story's just a page

Like a wave, you're always crashin' into me, crashin' into me

And these days are harder than they used to be, and they used to be

No shootin' stars can fix what we aren't, and

What good's a lighthouse when the light is burnin' out?

↳Megumi

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I want to cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on

"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

↳Toji

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But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Oh yeah

Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling, hey, oh

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness, I see your face

Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy

Maybe, maybe

↳Sukuna.

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They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

They pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying, "Baby, let's go home"

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

↳Choso

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This is the place where I sit

This is the part where I love you too much

This is as hard as it gets

'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough

I'm here if you want me

I'm yours, you can hold me

I'm empty and achin'

And tumblin' and breakin'

'Cause you don't see me

And you don't need me

And you don't love me

The way I wish you would

The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand

That I dream a million sleepless nights

Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand

But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights

I'm speechless and faded,It's too complicated

Is this how the book ends,Nothing but good friends?

↳Yuji

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thewholecrew · 6 months

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@headstrongblake said: favourite colour? if they could decide to do anything with their day, what would they want to do? / all the kids who want!

grant - pastel yellow & honestly grant would probably love nothing more than to spend a day going for a hike in the forest just to relax, reading, whether alone or with those closest to him to just finally feel like theres a weight lifted off his shoulders.

kassy - gold, red, lavender & she would love to have the most luxury experience of being at a resort to lay on the beach, have a professional massage, a spa, facial, go for drinks, dancing, being surrounded by those closest to her, be able to lazily fool around and just enjoy herself to the fullest.

trinity - sage green & she would love a chance to try something new. whether it calls for adventure, is a new game, a new hobby, a new food. though her family was wealthy they were very strict and controlling so to be able to experience new things with someone(s) who won't judge/are encouraging, that would be what she'd want.

nate - blue & nate honestly doesn't really care what he's doing as long as he's with his person/people. he can have a fun time wherever he is so as long as there are people for him to experience it with he's good. if he had to choose, he'd love to ride his motorbike really fast or do something thrill seeking for the hell of it.

alec - pink rev - teal hunter - charcoal blue chase - black rykard - lime green bellamy - maroon red

#headstrongblake #grant ward: about.#kassy harwell: about.#nathan bishop: about.#trinity lambert: about.#wanted to do everyones fav colours at least lol

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rcksmith · 3 years

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Red — Kaz Brekker

Requests: “Hi can I request a Kaz Brekker x reader smut where she like instinctively brushes his hair out of his eyes while they're like making out but he ties her hands to the headboard after and is like "I told you no touching" tysm”

“Hi! That Kaz Brekker smut 🤲🤲🤲 *chef's kiss* May I request 11 and 13 from the smut prompts with him? Thank you, you're doing the goddess's work. 💐💐💐”

“hii could you do 10 and 12 from the smut prompt list for kaz brekker ofc like an au”

Smut prompts:

10. “I bet you think you’re real cute letting them put their hands all over you. We’ll see how cute you look later when I get you home.”

11. “She may seem like lollipops and rainbows but i bet behind closed doors she’s latex and whips.”

12. “You make a sound and its game over.”

13. “Do you think you deserve to be punished?”

Couple: Kaz Brekker/ Fem!Reader

Warnings: swearing, desire, explicit smut, heavy smut, nsfw, dirty talking, degradation, more Dom!Kaz.

Word count: 4k

A/N: All smut requests for Kaz must follow these rules.

Maybe I made it heavier than it was supposed to be hahaha but I was in a bad mood. I've changed some details of #anon 1, I hope you do not mind.

English is not my first language, so I so sorry if have a mistake.

Requests are open. Love you❤️

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There were rules. Explicit rules about what you shouldn't do on missions. Fewer rules than Kaz would like and too many rules than you thought necessary. But if you wanted to participate in the Crows, in Brekker's words, these rules should be strictly obeyed. No more, no objections.

When he met you, late at night, walking through the club's door like a slice of sky, the orange light from the chandeliers bathed your skin in a superb glow and, at that moment, Kaz immediately lost his breath. He wouldn't fool himself by saying that the tension in his muscles had nothing to do with desire, elation and delight.

If Inej had said that Gods existed at that moment, Kaz would have believed it because he had just seen one.

However, if he had been told that seven months later that girl would be sleeping in his bed every night, screaming and moaning his name, Kaz would have hesitated a little to believe. But if had also added that you would want to be part of his gang, Kaz would have laughed out loud.

Yet, there he was, his hand closed on the cup of glass so tightly it would shatter in any second, his eyes blazing with anger fixed on your figure, watching your body plastered to a little red dress as you flirted with a target in the middle of a bar.

Where the hell was he thinking when he let you participate?!

“But, Kassy...” your voice curled into that pious, sweet and extremely feminine tone. The tone that always broke men in half “ I can help.”

Yes, you could. The truth was, you were overwhelmingly beautiful, charming, shinne. There was an aura around you that made people orbit in your gravity like planets. Men reacted to that. And that was both very useful for distracting targets and a complete annoyance to Kaz's state of mind.

He didn't want men drooling over what was his. He didn't want them to think, even for a second, that they had a chance to feel your skin in hands, the heat of yours mid-thighs, your muffled moans against lips.

Just imagining, Kaz burned in colossal rage. And that increased a hundred times every time Nina or Jesper mentioned that you would be a big help in that plan.

He didn't want to fucking know! To hell with that goddamn plan!

"No!" He made it clear, looking into your eyes in clear warning.

But it was obvious you didn't hear. You were stubborn, unbearably stubborn, and so solicitous about helping others. Why, hell, you did want to be so helpful?

"Kassy." This time you charged more into the intonation, your hands wandering to his arms, your face settling into the crook of his neck as your whole body settled against his.

Kaz didn't want to give in to the urge to touch you, but he did. Because it was physically impossible not to touch you.

Hell!

"You need this target." You purred “And I can help. And besides... the one who will fuck me at the end of the night will still be you.”

That statement teased his mind as nothing would have.

The truth was, it was a very profitable target for business. All you had to do was distract the bar owner so they could steal documents and information about Pekka from the vault in the back. And since all the other crows were essential to other parts of the plan, there was just you left to play this part.

Kaz growled softly, his gloved hands running over yours curves with possession, as if he'd already seen the man drool at yours feet.

The snag was that you wouldn't give up. It was a fact, you would annoy him until you won by insistence. You would have been able to win the War at Waterloo if you talked to Napoleon for more than hours. And as much as your reasons were purely altruistic, because you didn't want to see anyone get hurt trying to do two tasks at once or get something wrong, Kaz still didn't like at all the idea.

But it was hard to reason as your mouth peppered erotic kisses all over his neck, like a taste of what would happen if he let you go.

“There will be rules!” Kaz said as firmly as he could, because arousal was already tightening his pants and every vein in him pulsing for you.

“Of course.” You agreed like it was obvious, in that innocent, charming tone like an angel who would never do anything wrong.

Kaz hooked his fingers under your chin, pulling you up to look him in the eye, mouth a sigh away from your.

"You will do anything I say."

"And I no always do?" Your voice slurred sensually, your lashes fluttering gracefully.

The grip tightened, and Kaz sealed agreement in an unholy, deep kiss, curling his tongue around your as he moved his hands down to your clothes. Longing to vent that uncontrollable desire you both felt.

There were rules. And when that son of a bitch touched his fingers to your bare knee in an affection that promised one night whit sinful amusement, the most important rule was broken.

Don't let anyone touch you.

And Kaz was fucking pissed off. Anger poured out in a red color that crept up his neck, his eyes holding the fire of hell and his jaw clenched so tight his teeth ached.

You shrugged at the touch, but the truth was, you couldn't back down. There were still a few minutes until the end of the plan and this was a man with a very fragile ego and a very explosive temper. Any rejection would cut him deeply and his reaction would be the worst possible.

You hid the way you swallowed hard, avoiding looking at Kaz even though you could feel the shiver running down your back as a physical reminder that he was watching.

“I didn't imagine that old man would get such a hot girl.” two men commented, sitting at the drinks counter next to Kaz, chatting as their eyes drifted towards you and the owner of that fancy bar.

"And how hot she is." The other left explicit in the intonation "I love the ones that have an innocent face, they are better to fuck."

The grip on the body grew stronger, raw and animalistic. A visceral rage started a raging fire inside Kaz, and he felt ready to explode at any second.

Only 2 minutes to go.

"I don't know, dude." The other commented.

"What you mean?"

"She may seem like lollipops and rainbows but i bet behind closed doors she's latex and whips."

Hatred roared, crumbling the ground under Kaz's feet and exploding into red gunpowder. In that second, Kaz only saw red. The cup of glass gave way to the strength of his hand, splintering and splashing on the floor, bouncing droplets of German whiskey off the counter. The two men looked at him, shocked, and when Kaz was one step away from opening the gates the hell of his visseral rage, he saw Inej outside the side window, giving the signal that it was all done.

He rose to his feet, exasperated and filled with brutaly, his eyes focused on you with the same gaze that might as well have been what Lucifer had given the world in The Fall. Kaz didn't wait for you to see the signal or look at him. He marched towards you with the precision of a dictator and grabbed your wrist harder than he intended, pulling you out of your chair.

“Hey!” The hateful owner of the bar protested, standing up, insulted "The girl is with me!"

That only caused thunder to roar in the clouds that gathered in the blue eyes. Kaz turned to him brutally, and the storm in his eyes erupted. Lightning flashed. Didn't have to go to the trouble of explaining what that expression meant: move or die.

The man shivered in fear, taking a step back. Opening the palms of his hands in the air in a sign that he would no longer oppose him.

Smart man.

Kaz turned once more, the firm grip on your wrist that made you stumble a few times before picking up on the rhythm of his quick steps. The midnight air graced your cheeks with icy currents as you two exited the bar.

"Kassy” You grumbled, trying to pull your wrist "Kassy!"

He turned suddenly, making you smack into male chest. But his body didn't flinch an inch, rigid and virile.

“I would be very quiet if I were you.” It was a very clear warning, in that thunderous voice.

A less brave (or more smarter) woman would have shuddered. But you do not.

“It wasn't my fault, Kaz” You tried to defend yourself. “He was the one who touched me and I didn't...”

In a second, his mouth was on yours. Angry, furious, possessive. Mine. His fingers closed on the strands of hair at the back of your neck, pulling you possessively closer, invading your mouth with his tongue.

Again, a less brave (or more smarter) woman wouldn't have reciprocated. Would have split up and told them to talk calmly, that everything was fine. But not you. You two were like gunpowder and gasoline. And you loved it.

Your returned the kiss with more intensity, your breasts pressed against his strong, ample chest, her tongues battling in an erotic and dirty war, where everything was valid. Kaz all got harder. His grip, his kiss, his entire body tightened. Desire mixed with irritation, anger and frustration, throwing the two of them into a coercive fire, aimed at extinguishing any rationality.

Your hands stopped on his abdomen, moving up to his chest, reveling in how hot his body felt. Even hidden by the layers of black clothing, you could feel the heat of desire pulsing from all his body, radiating into yours. You were devastated by an animal urge to touch him more. Any part.

But yours ambitions were thwarted by a growl, clear and firm as a warning, against your mouth:

"Don’t touch me!" His grip on the back of your neck tightened, and his teeth nipped at your lower lip. "You don't have that right today."

You moaned loudly in beg, a compilation of frustration and desire. Kaz Brekker knew how to make you wet and frustrated to the same degree.

As if to withhold his order, he withdrew your hands from his body, returning his mouth to your again. More animalistic, more angry, as if the urge to fuck you was the only thing that have capacity get him off the rails, his rationality. The moon shone beneath you, like a wicked accomplice, enveloping your bodies in the distilled rays, promising a night of infinitely satisfied desires.

Mine. The animal and primitive sentence resonated in Kaz's veins like the bell from the Cathédrale Notre-Dame. But kissing you was not enough, wandering his hands in your body was not enough. And Kaz Brekker suspected that fucking you wouldn't be enough. The intense desire went way beyond, roaring like a beast, wanting to devour every bit of you.

Your moan sent waves of pleasure through every vein in Kaz's, and his body shudders by of desire.

When air was strictly necessary, their mouths get away only millimeters apart, their panting breaths slamming against swollen lips. In a haze of confusion and lust, your hand went without thinking to his hair, brushing a coal-black strand out of the front of his stormy blue eyes.

Kaz gripped your wrist firmly, pulling down and fishing the other one, gluing them together. The look taken by dominance.

"I told you no touching" the growl left your panties soaked with that hot desire, burning you in a caustic fire.

You opened your mouth to say something, but the noise of his belt opening attracted all your attention. Astonishment crossed your eyes, and you looked down at his free hand. Kaz completely removed the belt, wrapping it around yours wrists together in front of your belly, pulling until they were accurately fastened and he close the belt.

You looked out over the vastness of his blue sea once more, shocked.

“Since you have trouble obeying my rules.” One of his hands closed around your elbow. “Let's see if you learn from punishments.”

You shivered from head to toe, your body burning with anticipation and lust. Hot, icy desire snaked up your spine, slicing through your body like a slashing bolt. You were too shocked to say anything.

Kaz guided you by the elbow to the car, ushering you into the passenger seat, turning around and just texting Jesper that he would meet them at the club later to see the documents. He had more important things to take care of now.

The journey was brutally silent, every inch of that car trembled in a sensual energy, malicious and electrifying, like flames fire that instead of heat burned you two in desire. Kaz could smell your arousal from afar, and you could smell his lust from miles away. Both burning in their hells. You weren't the most obedient woman in the world, but you had the sense to keep quiet, the belt tight around your wrists as a physical reminder that the punishment could be worse if you tried harder on his patience.

You tried to soothe the arousal by squeezing thighs together, but Kaz brutally parted your knees, slapping the inside of your thigh. You screamed softly, throwing your head back, your pussy pulsing desperately for him and heart racing like an airplane engine.

"I didn't orden you do it."

This time Kaz gave you that look. The boss look. The look he gave his club employees, the leader look of the Crows. And that's what he was marking on your skin: he was your leader at that moment.

And you will be a good girl for him, following his orders.

"I’m sorry." You whimpered.

"Sorry, what?"

"I’m sorry, Sir."

With the car stopping at a red light, Kaz pulled the end of his belt toward him, making you follow his gesture. Stopping against his chest, mouth an inch away, his gloved hand went up to your neck, touching the pad of his thumb to your chin and pushing up, telling you to look at him.

“I bet you think you’re real cute letting them put their hands all over you.” His voice slapped your mouth, teasing "We'll see how cute you look later when I get you home."

It wasn't a theory or a probability. It was a warning, a perverse promise that promised you to have the paths to the most glorious satisfactions. You were unable to swallow a needy moan, leaning in to kiss him, but Kaz put you back in your seat, steering the car when the light turned in green.

Your breath burned in chest, your entire body being drowning by unbearable anticipation, your pussy throbbing as if never received any attention in your life.

Kaz stopped and got out of the car as soon as he arrived in front of his house, walking around and opening the door for you. His hand this time went to your hip, guiding you with a vigor that would leave a mark on your delicate skin.

“You shouldn't play with me.” His voice hovered over the top of your shoulder. Hoarse, deep and serious. The voice of Kaz Brekker, the leader of the Crows. “I am not a boy. I'm a man, and I'm going to fuck you so hard you'll never test me again.”

You moaned loudly, through a sigh that should have been a please.

“Sir...”

Kaz bent you over to the wide couch as you two walked into the room, pushing your chest into the upholstery of couch and pulling your ass up. He lifted the hem of your dress, exposing your lacy white panties that made him breathe harder, growling an expletive and squeezing your left cheek tightly.

"Do you think you deserve to be punished?"

You nodded, your skin ruffling under his touch, the gasps escaping.

"Y-yes, sir."

Then came a slap. Strong, badly and sharp. You moaned loudly and clasped your hands still tied to the sofa upholstery, small tears of excitement and sexual frustration stinging your eyes, pushing your self-control to the limit. At that moment, you just wanted him. You wanted him burying himself into you, marking you as his property, as his own.

"I’m sorry." You whimpered, in a gentle, submissive tone. "I’m so s-sorry."

Kaz looked mildly pleased, because the next smack was less hard, less raw, but still burning and crackling. The sound of his gloves being removed was captured by your lust-drenched brain, but completely forgotten as his warm fingers clung to the hairs at the back of your neck, pulling your head back and making you look up at the ceiling.

“Are you going to be good?” You desperately nodded and Kaz dropped his free hand into your panties, put them off you like a possessive man. “Who do you belong to?”

His fingers slid along your wet edges, pushing only his index finger to tease you.

“You!” You moaned, trying to move your ass, but Kaz stopped your hips with his.

"Who. Do you. Belong?” He punctuated each word with a thrust of his fingers, entering you brutally, hungry, sliding through your so sopping pussy it was pathetic.

"You!" Your scream came loudly, shuffling with beg moans “I'm yours! Only yours!"

His voice was more sinister, hoarse and possessive as he growled in your ear: “Say my name”

“K-Kaz” he thrust his fingers into you more hard.

“Say my name!” One more hard thrust.

“Kaz!”

His hand left you, and you wept in frustration, clasping your hands on the upholstery and sobbing like a needy little girl, fidgeting. You needed him! Immediately, and there would be nothing you wouldn't have done to get it. The pressure at your entrance returned in the next instant, but now it was something much bigger, hot and pulsing.

“Let's play a game. I'm going to fuck you like the whore you are.” The head of his dick teased at your entrance, pushing in just so you could feel the pressure, pulling back when you moaned in need. “But...you make a sound and its game over.”

Kaz didn't give you time to say anything, getting into you with brutality, violence and urgency, as if you were his favorite sin. You bit your lip so hard not to scream his name that the metallic taste hit your palate, compiling with barely the rhythm Kaz foisted on you.

He fuck you like a hungry man, one grip still tight in your hair and the other and your left cheek, squeezing and slapping a few slaps. You struggled not to make a sound, tears falling as the overwhelming pleasure seared your bones like waves of fire.The sounds of their bodies crashing together, Kaz's moans and growls were so pornographic and arousing that you felt your pussy throb harder, squeezing his dick inside you.

And Kaz felt it. “Fucking, slut!” One more smack, digging deeper into you and lowering his mouth to your hot neck. “Squeeze my dick like the little slut you are.”

You obeyed, your body and soul filled with the name of Kaz, being the only thing that mattered in the world. He moaned louder in satisfaction at your obedience, burying himself hard in you in a raw, animalistic rhythm.

“That's my slut!”

The combination of his dominance, his dick sinking into you and his dirty lines was enough to make you climax. You cum intensely, your legs shaking and a broken moan escaping your lips in a sob. But Kaz didn't seem to mind, he came after you in one last hard thrust, flooding you with all the hot, strong liquid of his cum, filling every inch of you.

You whimpered, tears mixed with your smudged mascara, your pussy and ass red from the force he fucked you, your heart racing and a satisfaction that made your legs go limp. Kaz let go of your hair, his mouth still on your neck now he sprinkled some breathless kisses, his hands sweeter as they gripped your hips and flipped you onto your belly up, never letting his dick out of you.

“You did so well, princess.” He praised you, unbuckling the belt from your wrists and throwing the object on the floor.

You let out a satisfied purr, your legs opening wider to accommodate him better and your trembling hands sliding down his arms.

"Was I good?" Your voice was still breathless and submissive.

"So much." He bent down, kissing your lips and settling you better in the middle of the couch, now coming out of you, moaning as he saw the cum slip out of your red pussy. “You are so fucking pretty!”

You chuckled softly, and Kaz pulled you into his arms, straightening your body and carrying you in his arms.

"Now let's get you a bath, princess.

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groriatrevi10xx · 2 years

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no te estresas con lo de trabajar con otras Aus? recuerdo que estás ayudando a Kassy en su Au y estás trabajando con Vane igual o no lo se pero se que con Vane estás trabajando igual

Anónimo: Don't you stress about working with other Aus? I remember that you are helping Kassy in her Au and you are working with Vane the same or I do not know but I know that with Vane you are working the same

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G: No quiero parecer grosero, pero también quiero ser honesto... No solo me estoy estresando, me estoy aburriendo.../I don't want to sound rude, but I also want to be honest... I'm not just getting stressed out, I'm getting bored...

Realmente me disculpo por esto, pero realmente no quiero mentir.../I really apologize for this, but I really don't want to lie...

Y realmente, me estoy estresando y aburriendo... Tengo tantas ganas de dejar esto... Pero, también di mi palabra de terminar.../And really, I'm getting stressed and bored... I want so badly to leave this... But, I also gave my word to finish...

Exactamente mis planes son dejar Tumblr una vez más y quiero hacerlo, pero primero quiero terminar lo que empecé.../Exactly my plans are to leave Tumblr one more time and I want to do it, but first I want to finish what I started...

{M: Aunque seamos todos honestos, no soy de mucha ayuda... Vane está haciendo su trabajo sola y muy bien... Ella no me necesita, solo soy un entrometido que se puso como un burro sin mecer en su Au... Y sobre Kassa, ella tampoco me necesita... Puede seguir la Historia con la ayuda de otra persona... No me necesitan en este lugar y eso me alivia.../Although let's all be honest, I am not much of help... Vane is doing his job alone and very well... She does not need me, I am just a nosy who got like a donkey without rocking her Au... And about Kassa, she doesn't need me either... She can follow the Story with the help of someone else... I am not needed in this place and that relieves me...

Entonces, si dejo este lugar antes, ya no tengo que preocuparme por nada... Porque realmente no me necesitan.../So if I leave this place earlier, I don't have to worry about anything anymore... Because they really don't really need me...

Por supuesto, si me voy no doy permiso para usar mis personajes... Lo siento, amo a esas dos mujeres... Pero nunca dejaría que usen mis personajes.../Of course, if I go I do not give permission to use my characters... Sorry, I love those two women... But I would never let them use my characters...}

Y finalmente... ¿Soy realmente de Ayuda? No lo creo... Solo soy una tonta más que no puede hacer nada más que basura.../And finally... Am I really helpful? I don't think so... I'm just one more fool who can't really do anything but Trash...

#groriatrevi10 #mio #pregunta #preguntas

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tootiredtm · 3 years

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✧ / headcanon hour ! pt. ( 01 )

1. what’s your muse’s favorite album of all time / favorite artist?

it would be a tie between chase atlantic and megan thee stallion. CA’s music is a huge vibe to her and her favourite music to listen to when high and MTS’s music is not only relatable but catchy as fuck as well. it’s not often for women to sing about being dominant sexually in their relationships and she appreciates hearing it in megan’s music.

2. how do they listen to their music? ipod, mp3, computer, cd, records, etc?

iphone, she has all her music on spotify and listens to it most of the time on blast through the speakers while driving. rarely does she wear headphones and at home making art or just chilling on the couch high as a kite she’ll use her portable speaker. she still has a few cd’s of music she liked as a kid but doesn’t have anything to listen to them on.

3. how many blankets / pillows do they like to have on their bed?

kassy’s motto is you can never have too many pillows or blankets therefore she has at least 6 pillows on her bed and two to three extra blankets at the end of her bed at all times. she gets cold easily therefore she enjoys having more than enough blankets ( even if by the time she wakes up they’re all kicked off the bed ).

4. what do they normally dream about? nightmares or nonsense?

rarely does kassy have nightmares, most of the time she doesn’t even dream but on some occasions when she does dream it’s usually nonsense. the only time she ever has had nightmares was when she was very young ( just after her little brother died and she was going through a transitional period where her parents were grieving and distancing themselves from her ).

5. do they wake up groggy or alert? do they like mornings?

super fucking groggy unless it’s urgent. she hates waking up in the morning and will honestly stay in it as long as she can. though she’s groggy, rarely is she a grumpy morning person and once she’s gotten some food in her she’s usually ready to get on with her day ( though this is usually only during work days, weekends and days she has off she’d sleep as long as she likes and is super lazy after getting up ).

6. what do they sleep in? pj’s, normal clothes, nothing?

it depends, usually in clothing she deems as pj’s like oversized t-shirts and pajama shorts. occasionally she’ll sleep naked if she has a warm body to sleep next to after fooling around. why put clothes back on then after they’ve been taken off? too much effort for her.

7. do they prefer sleeping alone or with someone else?

though kassy isn’t one to want a romantic relationship she does enjoy a warm body in the bed beside her. she enjoys the intimacy of cuddling and does feel safer with another person in the bed with her. however, she’s very picky about who’s even allowed to sleep in her bed with her. though, sleeping alone isn’t something she dreads, she enjoys having all the space in the world sleeping alone and will often starfish, taking up as much space as she can.

8. do they like the room cold or hot when they sleep?

she likes the room cooler than warmer but it doesn’t truly matter too much since she can fall asleep easily either way. it just will depend how many of her millions of blankets she’ll wear.

9. do they stay up too late? do they like staying up?

usually. though kassy enjoys sleeping she also tends to enjoy going out to clubs, parties, bars and well tend to be out rather late. the evenings she comes straight home and is alone she’ll usually end up passing out fairly early.

10. do they know how to drive? do they like to drive?

yes and kind of. she likes being in control of the car, though she’ll usually prefer being in the passenger seat if the group / person she’s with are going to a rather far destination. she prefers to take “shifts” during long drives where they take turns so neither of them get extremely burnt out ( unless the person she’s with loves driving, then she won’t argue and will enjoy the possible cat nap ).

11. do they prefer taxis / buses / subways, etc? or none of the above?

most of the time kassy would just prefer to drive herself though if she knows she’s going to get too drunk to drive and the place she is going is too far to walk she will prefer a taxi / uber. it can be a little uneasy for her though if taking it alone at night and usually will opt to call a friend who lives nearby to pick her up instead.

12. how do they show fear? sweating, shaking, blankness, anger, etc?

how kassy reacts during moments of true terror she’s speechless, shaking, and her eyes will most likely tear up. depending on the situation she might scream or scramble away, breathing quickly. her hands will tremble and she’ll try to make herself as small as possible. for more everyday fear she’ll try to mask her fear if she can, instead giving wide eyes, jaw clenching and trying to keep her distance.

13. do they have a short temper? what’s most likely to set it off?

not usually. it takes a lot to get kassy genuinely angry, though the quickest way to do so is to insult or accuse those she’s close to. she can personally handle a lot directed towards herself since she’s heard a lot of it growing up but the moment the attention is directed towards someone she cares about she will snap. she’s too weak physically to get violent but she will not hesitate to shut the other person down and / or cut them to pieces with her words.

14. do they get scared easily? does loud noises, shouting, etc, scare them?

no, though i suppose it would depend on the time of day. since she lives in the city there is usually always an abundance of loud noises, construction, shouting, ambulance noises, etc. none of it bothers her and she can usually sleep through most noise as well however, during night time, like any woman usually, she’s a lot more cautious and can be a little jumpy depending. men shouting when she’s walking alone won’t necessarily make her jump but it will make her quickly turn her head to scope out what’s happening along with picking up the pace.

15. what are they most passionate about? what could they debate about for hours?

kassy is and has always been very passionate about the bdsm community and making sure that people don’t use it as an excuse to abuse others whether physically, emotionally, etc. she enjoys learning about new techniques and how to do things properly and safely as well as teaching others about it. she is also passionate ( whether she realizes or not ) about her job as a lawyer and fighting for justice for those less fortunate. i wouldn’t say she necessarily takes her job seriously but the cases and the people she is fighting for seriously.

16. what do they never, ever want to speak of, ever?

her family. how the death of her brother altered how her parents raised her and her sister growing up. how she never felt as if she was loved by her parents, more just someone they wanted to achieve greatness. someone they can talk about rather than talk to. she can be of the mind set sometimes that since she was given a roof over her head and that her parents still fed, clothed and paid for her that she has nothing to complain about. she rarely if ever opens up and talks about her childhood in regards to her family.

17. do they have kids? do they want kids? if so, how many?

she does not have kids nor does she want them. the closest thing to her child would be her cat and she’s more than fine with that.

#✧ / people say that i am heartless. / about.#long post /

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Project Updates - What to Look Forward To

<3 Hello all! I've realized (humbly) that I have a small following of very nice people that seem quite interested in what I've written so far, and after seeing some mutuals post update-status posts, I thought I should share what's going on with my projects, also. (Thanks for the encouragement, @queenmuzz!)

Updated Dec-10-20

Sons of Fortune

Probably somehow my main focus now, though I am steadily working on other works. Currently working on the “In Between” special short before I start on Chapter 12.

I would also like to talk a little bit about my plans for this story: if anyone has paid attention to this story's tags, yes, I am touching up on the plots of most of the games. In fact, all of them, and the anime. (I already dealt with DMC4. No, I will not tear apart Fortuna lol.) Not all relevant tags are in, yet, because small spoilers. It looks like it's going to be a long while before I even get to the Temen-ni-gru, though. (There is a reason why that event is getting pushed back.) I want to have fun with the family fluff that is the twins each learning how to parent, first.

Hell Froze Over, and We Shall Reignite It

The drama of it all! Dante and Vergil are finally back from Hell, and Nero doesn’t even know his mother is now standing right in front of him. Meanwhile, even I’m anticipating seen how Snow and Dante is going to handle the obvious things currently unsaid... and I have a feeling a small measure of stupidity is still going to be involved.

Current chapter progress: Outline complete.

It's going to feel so interesting, shifting from "Fortune" back to Reignite. I get to write Sera and Vergil falling in love all over again, with a different set of circumstances. Whoa.

And, and... Nero meeting Sera... odd that I'm saying this as the writer, but I have a "I hope he likes his mom" feeling going on.

Also, no doubt Dante's brain is going to 404 when he sees Snow.

Nico prepares popcorn.

This is Not an Office Rom-Com

I have... about 8 new skits planned out. Nothing more written just yet.

That’s all I’m saying about this for now. =P

Hierarchy of Kings

Purely indulgent M/M romance of Vergil and an OC, existing all thanks to

@wordborne

Working on chapter 2.

I know I said 3 chapters only. I might have lied depending on how much I want to write. It's supposed to be just... awkward fluff of a listless part-devil who somewhat-recently lost his mate, got in a bit of a tiff with his brother, and now his children are trying to set him up with the prospective-king-of-hell, Vergil.

I think about this one a lot but I haven't written anything new for it yet, only because "Fortune" is taking over my life right now, haha.

Through the Lens of the Beholder

Okay, so...This story has no real plot. As a result, my drive for it is purely down to "if I think of a badass or cool photograph to describe." There is a TINY bit of plot. Only a little. And I don't know when I'll update. But this is why I'm trying not to START new projects. Four is a lot already! But because this one is supposed to be simpler than the other two, I will most likely finish this one before the others, so I can open a new project.

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Speaking of new projects... Here are things ideas bouncing through my head:

- I still have a prompt from @maybeishouldwait sitting in my inbox. I WILL have it done one day, when I find the perfect way to write it.

A whole, entirely royally late set of Dadgil week fics. Yep. I want to write them. They just won’t be on time.

Written in Ink

A plot-less post-DMC5 story.

I say plot-less. There is a plot. The plot is:

Dante: Damn it, Verge, are you trying to turn my office into a zoo??

In which Vergil compulsively starts contracting strong demons he's defeated, left and right, because he's discovered "the joy of pets." The demons all take on a dark animistic form and things get wild.

A Persona and DMC fusion/AU

I have no title for this yet, and I absolutely cannot start this one until I have finished one of my other big projects. This one will take a lot of big planning, because I am making a new plot, using the mechanics of Persona, with DMC characters and setup.

What I want to write, is a teenage Nero as the protagonist, trying to solve a mystery... probably starting with the sudden disappearance of his mother. (Most likely Sera.) And he meets a lot of "new" people, and even finds new family... and yes, he will find his dad. (I'm thinking he'll know about Vergil, though. At least in name and a photo? Isn't that an interesting difference?)

For those of you not familiar with Persona, the major theme I really want to play with is that of the protagonist growing as a person (and in power) by befriending different people that helps them grow as a person. Each party member and important NPC is represented by a Tarot Card, signifying the type of journey the protagonist (The Fool) "embarks" with that character. There is growth in both the protagonist and that characters.

Again, this is ambitious to try and pull off... but it's in the back of my head. I'll focus on it once I've cleared some other stuff.

Sugar Sweet

A somewhat short-chapter series reader fic... of a surgeon/doctor!reader (barely 30 and good at what you do) who often saves the lives of shady people (e.g. mafia) because you care about saving lives, not the politics. But you do make good money out of it. (Hey, you gotta be at least a bit morally ambiguous if you're going to deal with devils.)

You meet one mess of a young mercenary named Dante, who is totally not human and deals with things like having bullets healed into his back, and he can't reach them to cut them out.

Dante doesn't care about bills for his office, or a lot of the debts in his life. You don't know where his money is going, or if he even makes much money at all (for the kind of specialty work he does? Money's going somewhere, but that's none of your business.)

You won't pay Dante's bills, or his debts, but he will accept pizza and ice cream. And new parts for his jukebox. And maybe a motorcycle. Or a new coat. Or a new car...

And you might complain to him about your dumb patients. Or just listen to him talk about his job. Or you two watch a movie together.

And this just continues. For years.

Tokusatsu DMC fusion/AU

So. First thing's first: I'm a big fan of Sentai/Tokusatsu. What is that, you might ask? It's a Japanese genre, and if you're familiar with Power Rangers, that's derived from Sentai.

Basically: Masked heroes with transformation gadgets, sometimes with motorcycles, fighting against evil. ("Magical girls" but strictly the opposite, a lot more physical combat involved, may involve upgrade gadgets, and not strictly limited to male heroes though mostly a male cast. Also not strictly for male-only audience. Girls like the eye-candy, too. :eyes-emoji:)

Why am I thinking about this?

Because I have found out that: Vergil's VA, Dan Southworth, was the Quantum Ranger (WHICH WAS RED). Nero's VA, Johnny Yong Bosch, was a Black Ranger and a Green Ranger.

...And Dante's VA, Reuben Langdon, had a role in a Japanese Toku show as "B-Fighter Yanma" forever ago???? (HE WAS BLUE!!)

What am I going to do with this info? I'll let you know later. But my Sentai/Toku-loving little heart is about to burst with hyperfixation overlap.

If I ever write this out, expect it to be just as cheesy as an actual Kamen Rider show. Or, at the very least, expect some art. I love Kamen Rider stuff!

Family Fantasy MMO

Snow introduces Dante, Vergil, Nero, and Kyrie to Final Fantasy 14 (because that’s the MMO I play) for family bonding. Yep. Mainly for silly indulgence.

Stardew Valley Visit

Post DMC5, Vergil and Dante accidentally end up going on a vacation when they try to leave Hell. No pairing with the farmer, but instead just a relaxing and somewhat introspective moment of the boys being stuck with most of their power temporarily sealed, learning how to take care of a farm, and maybe do a bit of healing by interacting with the townsfolk while they try to find out where their swords went and how to get home.

Re-Colourize

Otherwise what I would call the “re-colour of Nero and Snow” AU.

What if Vergil was found by Kassy’s family and raised among them? What if Dante ended up briefly in Fortuna and then convinced Sera to run away from the island?

What if we have a Nero who, though brash, is outwardly more soft and open-hearted, and has red-orange and gold colours instead? What if we have a Snow who is named Chiyuki, who wields her katana more like Vergil does, and has a more ice-queen aura about her, and has a teal and blue colouring about her?

This is my excuse to switch up the pairings, but also write Vergil being taught to fight more like an assassin.

Raised by the Blade

Imagine: Yamato, cracked, broken, and separated from her Master... desperately searching for a way to get back to him, and ended up washed up on the shores of Fortuna. Humanoid, but clearly not if anyone saw the cracked, broken, and no-normal look of “shattered” in her torso, that she would have to keep covered.

Made from the power of Sparda, she is pale with white hair... and she finds herself drawn to the orphanage...

Where she finds the toddler that is Nero.

Devil Hunters’ Podcast

Nico “accidentally” finds entertainment in recording the Sparda Family arguments as they talk about hunting; after all, they all share one braincell.

Ascended Monochrome

A white angel remains by the side of Nelo Angelo. Mundus was not pleased by the behavior of his second creation, from the human woman that he had picked up with the treacherous Son of Sparda. But he later discovered that by using her, he could keep Nelo Angelo complacent. Eventually, underestimating love will be his downfall.

Fall to Royalty

A story of where Vergil wins against Mundus the first time, and takes the throne of Hell. But what is he to do next? Eventually, ruling Hell seemed meaningless when there was no one by his side, so he goes to seek out the Lady Knight that he had vowed to never think of or go back to unless he had obtained the power he sought.

Doppelganger Woes

So, I heard Capcom retconned Gilver to be some sort of imitation created by Mundus. I’m all for this! And I’m going to DO something with this.

Side-Project: DMC Tarot List

I started on this maybe months ago; and I have a tentative list oh what characters go with what card and a few detailed descriptions. I think I should confer with

@harlot-of-oblivion

at some point about this, and anyone else interested in, well, Tarot stuff.

#devil may cry #fanfiction #Project Update

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imageoftumult · 4 years

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Tagged by @agentpolarbear <3

Rule: find a song for each letter of your url!

Outlaws - Alessia Cara Killer - Plain White T’s Sigh - Unloved Anchor - Trapt Not Big - Lily Allen Alternative Girlfriend - Barenaked Ladies All for You - Sister Hazel Strip No More - Lukas Graham Tik Tok - Ke$ha Aaron Burr, Sir - Hamilton Nobody Can Save Me - Linkin Park Killer Queen - Queen It’s Beginning to Get to Me - Snow Patrol Lemon Tree - Fool’s Garden Lovely - Billie Eilish Making Things Up Again - The Book of Mormon Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga

Tagging @lesbianpopcorn @you-are-crazy-beautiful @killedbyvillanelle @whyfrenchfry @kassies and whoever else!

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pocmuzings · 4 years

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❛ you don’t love me anymore? ❜ kassie 👀

“ what’s this? the KYLE CHASE has a heart ??? imagine how your loving fans will react.” cassie says, more than a few glasses of red wine down. she hiccups, laughing almost harshly, and derisive. she stumbles slightly, and almost falls right into him. into this man who has taken her heart and stomped on it over and over. this man who dissolves into a different being. a man of anger. of pain. of hurt. and sometimes, the kyle that SHE knows and remembers comes back. she never knows when, but he’ll appear on her doorstep, with his puppy dog eyes, and his hair shaggy. he’ll look soft and loveable, and she’ll fool herself into thinking he’s hers. “ let’s not act like you love me, kyle.” she shakes her head, avoiding his question, or maybe her drunken mind too slurred to pick up on it properly. she sticks her arms out wide, in the overly-priced, far too big apartment which she signed a lease for when she thought her and kyle would live there together. but he did what he does best, instead: he left. he was always leaving. and she was always waiting. “this? this isn’t love. none of it is.” she’s stepping closer to him, eyes hungrily on his mouth, and those lips of his that he uses to trace down her neck, spine, shoulders. he kisses stars onto her skin, sometimes, when he wants to. he wants her, and she wants him. that will never change. they have each other’s bloody, beating hearts in each other hands. they never know what to do with each other. and somehow, they both always end up hurt.

#ship: kassie #wow havent written them in lITERALLY yonks idk what this is!!!#but answer yes of course cassie still loves him #frgilebones

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purplepandagalore · 4 years

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MAMAMOO members solo acts

KEY: ♬ music || ✦ movie || ✧ drama || ❀ tv show || ✭ musical

Solar || Kim Yong Sun ;; 21.02.1991 YouTube channel

♬ [Eddy Kim’s ‘Dokkun Project Pt.4′] Eddy Kim X Solar “Coffee & Tea” ;; 28.05.2015

♬ [’Twenty Again’ OST Part 6] Kim Min Jae & Solar “Star” ;; 02.10.2015

♬ [1st Digital SIngle ] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.1’ ;; 22.10.2015 ⟹ “Lived Like a Fool” *title track

♬ [Two Yoo Project - Sugar Man] ep 6 Moon Byul & Solar “Like yesterday” ;; 24.11.2015

♬ [2nd Digital SIngle ] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.2’ ;; 10.12.2015 ⟹ “Only Longing Grows” *title track

♬ [2015 SBS Gayo Daejun] Luna X Ailee X Eunji X Solar “I Will Survive” ;; 27.12.2015

❀ ‘We Got Married’ Season 4 with Eric Nam ep 316-348 ;; 09.04-19.11.2016

♬ [3rd Digital SIngle ] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.3’ ;; 11.07.2016 ⟹ “In My Dreams” *title track

♬ [Hwang Chi Yeul’s ‘Fall, In Girl - Vol. 2′] Hwang Chi Yeul X Solar “Mellow” ;; 30.11.2016

♬ [digital single collab with Mystic producer Park Geun Tae] Luna (f(x)) X Hani (EXID) X Solar “Honey Bee” ;; 19.01.2017

♬ [4th Digital SIngle ] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.4’ ;; 21.02.2017 ⟹ “Happy People” *title track

♬ [5th Digital SIngle ] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.5’ ;; 17.10.2017 ⟹ “Alone People” ; “Autumn Letter” *title tracks

♬ [1st Compilation Album] ‘Solar Gamsung’ ;; 07.11.2017 ⟹ Solar Gamsung Project physical release

♬ [STATION 2 - n° 36] Heechul X Shindong X Eunhyuk X Solar “Charm of Life” ;; 08.12.2017

♬ [1st Digital Mini Album] ‘Solar Gamsung Part.6’ ;; 24.04.2018 ⟹ “Nada Sou Sou” ; “Where the Wind Rises” ; “It’s Been a Long Time”

♬ [Digital Single] Cosmic Girl X Solar “Lie Ya” ;; 13.10.2018

♬ [Ravi’s 6th Digital Single] Ravi feat. Solar “Leopard” ;; 22.08.2019

♬ [collaboration single] Solar & Kassy “A Song From The Past” ;; 16.01.2020

Moonbyul || Moon Byul Yi ;; 22.12.1992

✧ ‘Start Love’ as Na Yeong ;; 24.09-08.10.2015

❀ ‘Let’s Only Walk the Flowery Road’ AKA ‘Idol Drama Operation Team’ as Moon Byul Yi ;; 26.06-03.07.2017

♬ [1st Digital Single] ‘Selfish’ ;; 23.05.2018 ⟹ “Selfish” (feat. Seulgi of Red Velvet) *title track

♬ [HA:TFELT’s 3rd Digital Single] HA:TFELT feat. Moon Byul “Happy Now” ;; 01.08.2019

♬ [2nd Digital Single] ‘Weird Day’ ;; 04.02.2020 ⟹ “Weird Day” (feat. Punch) *pre-release

♬ [1st Mini Album] ‘Dark Side of the Moon’ ;; 14.02.2020 ⟹ “Eclipse” *title track

Whee In || Jung Whee In ;; 17.04.1995

♬ [CNBLUE’s 2nd Studio Album ‘2gether’] CNBLUE feat. Whee In “Domino” ;; 14.09.2015

♬ [STATION - n° 10] Kim Jung Mo X Heechul X Whee In “Narcissus” ;; 15.04.2016

♬ [MONSTA X’s 1st digital single] MONSTA X feat. Whee In “Ex Girl” ;; 09.05.2016

♬ [B1A4′s Sandeul’s debut Mini Album ‘Stay As You Are’] Sandeul feat. Whee In “Ya!” ;; 04.10.2016

♬ [1st Digital Single] ‘Magnolia’ ;; 17.04.2018 ⟹ “Easy” (feat. Sik-K) *title track

♬ [Park Bom’s 1st Single Album Repackage ‘re:Blue Rose’] Park Bom feat. Whee In “4:44″ ;; 02.05.2019

♬ [1st Single Album] ‘Soar’ ;; 04.09.2019 ⟹ “Good Bye” (Prod. Jungkey) *title track

Hwa Sa || Ahn Hye Jin ;; 23.07.1995

♬ [HIGH4 20′s Debut Digital Single] HIGH4 20 feat. Hwa Sa “HookGA” ;; 03.10.2016

♬ [San E.’s 3rd Mini Album ‘Season of Suffering’] San E. feat. Hwa Sa “I Am Me” ;; 23.01.2017

♬ [K.Will’s 2nd part of 4th Studio Album ‘Sangsang; Moon Indigo’] K.Will feat. Hwa Sa “Treat Me Bad” ;; 06.11.2018

♬ [Debut Digital Single] ‘Twit’ ;; 13.02.2019 ⟹ “Twit” *title track

♬ [Dua Lipa single] Dua Lipa feat. Hwa Sa “Physical (Remix)” ;; 17.03.202

♬ [ONEWE’s 3rd digital single ‘3/4′] ONEWE feat. Hwa Sa “Q” ;; 02.04.2020

#kpop #mamamoo #mamamoo solo members #solar #kim yong sun #moonbyul #moon byul yi #wheein #jung whee in #hwasa #ahn hye jin

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poisonedichor · 4 years

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Nights of London- Chapter i

The sickly yellow sunlight filtered through the dusty curtains of the equally dustier warehouse until they appeared to be crushed by the stony face of Damien. "Couldn't even wait until after I had my morning coffee could it?" the boy who cowered in the corner as stiff as a suit of armor highly doubted that the boss ever drank anything other than hard vodka yet he still shivered despite the heavy heat that flooded the room.

"Sir, the problem needs to be addressed before we have any more Проблемы." The boy, no older than 12 was a fool when speaking in English. He stumbled over the words like a fawn trying to run away from a wolf before it's learned to walk. He felt lost in the vowels of the English words yet the man sitting behind the desk made it mandatory to make his company more modernized."

The boy along with his superior there were two other figures in the room. Kassandra was the first leaning against the doorway with her face stitched in annoyance and Angelina, Damien's right hand. "It's seven-fucking-o'five in the bloody morning and by the time this boy stumbles through another sentence twelve more hours will have passed." Kassy was temperamental she lived in London's clubs and thrived during the dark hours when only the cities sinners lurked. "We have stood here and the only thing that this boy has announced in the past 10 minutes is that he has an announcement." The child was red with embarrassment his head hung he wondered if he should have even made a fuss about the eventful night he had witnessed.

"Kassy, don't you dare leave, every man under this company will be treated with respect." The anger and frustration of thousands of nights spent working under the older man's wing had made her irritable lately. Angelina stood behind the desk with the stance of a street fighter and the ferocity of a tiger. Damien, however, seemed oblivious to the tension that set itself over the room in a silk sheet of heat, exhaustion, and anger. His composure was one most men would possess having tea with a queen not, in a room of thugs.

"Well get on with it boy."

"The sisters, I seen them snooping around with Ricci men. Dancing and twirling all around the west side of the city boss." although it took him a few minutes to translate and re-translate his mispronunciations were forgotten as the temperature in the room spiked as the man rose from his chair.

"Our druggies?" he asked as if it wasn't explicitly clear through the young boy's description. It was met with a nod. "Go find them, and Kassy..." his chair squeaked as he sat back in it's leather "go with him so he doesn't get lost."

His gang was too young, too delicate to be toeing the line drawn between the Russians and the Italians like that, toeing the line between the east and west sides. If Mr. Ricci, as old as he is were to find out the guns will be cocked and bullets fired in mere hours of hearing the news. Damien could not afford another war. Not this soon. "Angelina, why don't you go out and get some drinks for the guests that'll be arriving soon."

The heat of July's midday sun had long past cooled off when the footsteps of the girls could be heard in the hallway. "What's the prob, boss?" The goat eyed girl should in the doorway. A nasty vermin and her sisters- who stood behind her- where not much more than that.

"Yeah what's the matter D?" this voice slithered from the throat that connected to the hand which stroked through his hair. Cold. Boney. And even worse, unexpected. She had slithered behind him like ghosts in the wind. Their abilities to dispose of themselves in the shadows were unmatched and in a room such as the man's warehouse office the shadows where to abundant for them to be able to lurk around. What choice did the man have though- to show his fear of them? No way in hell. "You're too damn clammy in this god awful weather Pisces. Why don't you step aside while we talk business- vodka?" He interrupts himself swishing the clear liquid in the bottle.

"Like you said Damien," The final sister, Virgo, "business first." the intellect of the shadow dwellers. By far less crazy but when it came to strength and fear tactics she rivaled her sisters just as equally.

"Business you say?" the stoic man mused. "Tell me then dear sisters. What business do you have on the fucking west side!" His thick accent became exposed along with his anger. The three women in the room where a magnet of any emotion but they leeched onto his anger like vampires on a virgin neck. "The fragility between the Ricci family and ours is simply put-" the sound of glass echoed throughout the room when his hand tossed the vodka bottle across the room sweeping past heads. "Simply put it's as fragile as the china in a room full of Russians."

"Come on babe, where's your sense of adventure. Risk used to be such a high to you."

"That was before. This is now Ricci and his gang of savages ruled long before us and if we are not careful they will rule long after us. Dancing with the enemy... that's something that should stay in your little delusions and should have never happened."

"What a softie you are D." Aries, the leader fell out of her trance of shock the fastest and as per her character never failed to push the buttons of the Russian. "You care about us."

"The employees under my comap-"

"Sir, Damien, may I? Virgo said sitting on top of the mahogany desk playing with fountain pens. "You may do whatever you want with your employees however. We never signed a contract therefore we don't work under your roof. We don't work for you. We don't work under you." The eyes of the woman flicked the the large cabinet behind the boss's desk. "Why don't you pour us a drink while we explain the circumstances."

"And who are you to tell me who I do and do not own?" His irritation poured out of his voice like the whiskey he poured into the shots.

As if like a noose Aries's hands snaked around his neck and across his chest trapping his rigidly in his chair. "I," she whispered dangerously close "I am the owner of my own little company. Why don't we discuss collaborations, sir."

"Why don't you amuse me then ladies." Although he maintained a steady voice, the women's rebellion was affecting him more than he thought it would.

"We can still keep our relations to your company however, we'd like to expand west."

"No, unacceptable."

"I'm sorry, but.." Her hand fiddled with his tie but her eyes never broke contact or revealed the exact emotion that she was feeling. "But I don't believe you are pulling the strings in this arrangement."

"And if I cut off access across the border for you and your cronies?"

"We'll then have no choice but to cut you off entirely. Those Italians might be crazy bastards but their rich, crazy bastards and I'll be damned if I let my new company lose this opportunity."

"You'll lose the three best drug dealers in all of London, Damien." added Pisces who came out of her shadowy corner. The air was tenser than it was this morning. Almost suffocating. It made him wonder if the three women were amused by the anger that rolled off of him like waves during a storm.

"How about we give you some time to think about it love." He was robbed though- not only of his fountain pen that virgo had snuck into her pocket but also of a response when chapped lips clashed with his in a disrespectful and dry kiss. "Bye Sweetheart." were the last words he heard before the sinners left with his pen, his tie, and his dignity. The sound of a slamming door was all it took for his rage to swing his arms across his desk sending papers flying, glass shattering, and his pride out the dusty, broken window.

#chapter #novel #young adult #mafia #gang #italian #russian #london #my writing #teen writer #critisism

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◤┆✕ ° ○ 001. THE LONELY HOUR . ·╱჻

i NEED someone, that i’ll look to, in the LONELY hour, that we all go through to give me [comfort], and LOVE me through in the lonely hour, i need you I NEED YOU.

“you still haven’t slept?”

spoken like a siren, luring sailors from the deck and into the sea’s embrace. musical and commanding; it was no wonder, the way his blue eyes immediately fluttered open, a crease appearing between dark-blond eyebrows as they knitted together. the room was dark and silent save for the sound of soft breathing and the soft, tinny whirring of the AC as it exhaled cold air to combat the sweltering late-May heat. the walls of his throat were dry, parched for something that could not be named. “you could tell?” his voice was scratchy as he spoke, rough as sandpaper, and his tone resigned. goosebumps raised over his flesh as he felt her hand shift from the space below his collarbone, mapping over where his heart lay. the duvet shifted with her body as she leaned close, her lips moving against the dip in his bicep as she spoke.

“i could tell,” was all she said at first, voice soft with sleep. “you seemed too peaceful to be asleep.”

his throat tightened with the realisation of how aware she was, how aware they both were, of his chaos. of his storm.

he shifted onto his side at that and her face came into view, lovely even in near perfect darkness. her eyes reflected light like twin moons, illuminating the soft lines of her heart-shaped face. there was a curve to her cheek tailor-made for the press of his mouth. her voice was a lighthouse, guiding him out of the stormy waters of his thoughts even as waves continued to break against one another.

the moonlight spilling into his bedroom defined her silhouette, a shape he had committed to memory. the dainty contours of her shoulders existed in direct contrast with the strength and confidence that reinforced her body. like him, she was equal parts soft and sharp. perhaps that was why the grooves of his soul fit against hers so perfectly. at least in this aspect, they were the same.

this was how he saw her; this girl who loved him so profoundly, so powerfully, it melted at the frost that had formed over time throughout his veins. this girl—his girl; a person who had grown to know him in such a short duration of time even as he shut her out of the loneliest, most intimate parts of himself. his girl who preyed on his heart. his wolf.

“what’s on your mind?” she asked, but her tone implied she already knew he was unlikely to give her a real answer. “you’re so frustrating. it’s hard to sleep knowing you’re awake, torturing yourself over whatever it is you won’t tell me.”

his lips pursed before parting to speak. her hand left his body to press over his mouth. “i already know you won’t tell me.” it was met with an apologetic kiss to her fingertips. “you never tell me anything. i just want to know you. is that so wrong?”

gentleness was needed in his response. this much he knew. and so, his tone was smooth and sweet, like jack daniels honey, as his lips moved to whisper, reverent and passionate, “you do know me. you know one me. and i know one you, and those two people care about each other more than anything else. isn’t that enough? do you really need to know all of me? even if i tried my hardest, i don’t think i could know all of you.”

in place of an answer, she shifted closer to his chest. as though trying to force herself to believe his answer. that it was enough. that it was okay not to know him as thoroughly as she knew everything else. what he did know about odessa was that she was a perfectionist and regarded everything, including the people she cared about, as puzzles to be solved. strings of code to be deciphered. when facing a boy who had firewalls over every facet of his system, he knew it could be frustrating. guilt silenced his unruly mouth and caused quiet to reign over them for long, pained moments. what he did know about her was that she would not yield first, that she already felt she had given him enough by being the first to bare her heart, the first to fall. this show of weakness was already too much for her to bear. he knew. he knew and was so sorry, he felt constantly sick with it.

moments like these hurt, exposing cracks in the otherwise soft and seemingly perfect bond between the pair. their flaws taunted them both, but it was something they were both unprepared to stomach, work on and live with yet. odessa cared too much about being perfect and ciro—all he wanted was to be the perfection she desired.

“kassie.” her name fell from his mouth like a prayer. one that begged her to stay even as every iota of his intuition screamed the opposite. to remain right here, folded up into his chest, just a small leap away from entering his heart. his hand reached for her face, fingertips slotting behind her ear as his thumb stroked over the marble slope of her cheekbone. “you should sleep.”

a frown creased his features. being in the sun for so long had caused his freckles to become more prominent, dark against the soft glow of his skin. he sat on the window sill, one leg propped up as his eyes regarded the moving figures below. students chattering together, moving like cogs in perfect synchrony. he had only been back at school for a few weeks, a late admission midway into the first semester after his foster carers placed him on house arrest, and it seemed as though he was the only person who had yet to find his place in the machine they operated in. it was of no consequence, however. ciro had bigger things to concern himself with. six years had passed since his parents’ death and he was still miles away from his ultimate goal. the pendant he had found inches away from his mother’s body burned hot against his chest, her cross singeing against his skin as well. their nagging burning seeming to whisper a litany of: “don’t forget me; don’t forget me; don’t forget me.”

as if he ever could.

‘ciro.’ his eyes squeezed shut, the lines of his face appearing pained at the voice that had made itself known. ‘ciro, mijo, come home.’

it wasn’t time yet, but even if he moved his lips to tell her that, the voice would remain at the back of his head. it was a cruel and unusual punishment, the fact he had to carry her voice with him wherever he went. a heavy penalty for being unable to do anything but watch as she was murdered right in front of him.

her voice was bittersweet, making him feel simultaneously happy and sick. it felt both like arms that held him gently and hands around his throat. his lip quivered, pain slicing through his mind at the soft insistence. come home, come home, come home, come see us, we miss you.

the haunting insistence of a ghost that knew he had never gone to visit the body he had a part in draining the life from.

“stop it.” it was said through grit teeth, the pain so great he had not realised he had spoken aloud at all. in moments like these, nothing existed outside of himself. the world around him did not exist.

and so he was unware of the eyes regarding him from the doorway, filled with intrigue, the look of a wolf regarding its prey.

his lab partner had made themselves scarce, leaving him to his own devices. with boredom coming off him in waves, the blond boy’s dull blue eyes focused only on the lime green liquid trapped in the test tube. a perpetual sigh was fixed onto his mouth, present in the parting of his lips, as he listlessly moved the tube from one side to the other, swinging it back and forth like a pendulum.

“you’re jess’s partner, right?”

the shock of hearing someone address him nearly caused him to drop the tube onto the table, his body jerking upright as sharp blue eyes fell on a heart-shaped, pretty face. he recognised the girl from a few classes, but she was not someone he had ever spoken to before. a flush settled itself across the constellation of freckles on his cheeks. “uh, yeah. yeah, that’s me. um…sorry.” with a squint, he awkwardly continued to stumble over his words. “we haven’t…met, have we?”

a laugh like bells resounded from her mouth. it reminded him of the church on the outskirts of the small, sleepy town he spent his adolescence in. “don’t look so scared. we haven’t met before.” her had stretched out, expecting to be shaken. ciro had never seen someone do this outside the movies. in eureka, slaps on the back were the preferred mode of greeting. he hesitantly reached for it anyway, causing a pretty smile to flicker over her mouth. “my name is angkasa, angkasa bayu, but you can call me kassie.”

“ciro,” he responded, voice strained with nerves from sharing a name he had not used since he left his home for a life in the shadows, not since he was a child who still knew what it meant to be trusting, to be kind. “you can call me ciro.”

a bemused expression creased her face. shit. he hadn’t used the false name he had adopted during his time in eureka. mercifully, however, she did not comment.

“kassie. you should sleep.”

instead of refusing him directly, she ignored his request altogether, leaning into his hand and fitting her lips against the inline of his palm. voice airy like a sigh against a summer breeze, “i love you.”

for a staggering second, it felt as though he could fool himself into thinking this was all there was. that no world existed outside the bubble they had formed around their bodies. that there was no burning vengeance deep inside his heart. that his blood did not flow for one purpose and one purpose alone. that this face he was regarding was her only face, and not just one bare of the many masks she wore. that there was no deep-set mistrust of her sincerity when it came to others. that this was enough; the way they fit, their youth and the power of their emotions. that they could love as freely and recklessly as she wanted them to. that he could take a sledgehammer to the wall between her and his heart and just let himself love, and then love, and then love like he desperately wanted to.

but, it was not true. it was not right. and he forced himself to shut his eyes nightly against that regret. chained by that knowledge, a frown twitched over the pink stretch of his mouth as he spoke, “quiero amarte.” a frown that matched his own spread over the bow of her mouth. “prometo que lo hare algún día…pero aún no estoy listo. lo siento, mi pequeño loba.”

“you’re such a coward.” there was still nothing but affection colouring her voice. “you always do that when I say it. you’re in for it when i start my Spanish course.”

a grin broke out over his face, despite the guilt that bore its great, white teeth and gnawed at his chest still. “i know. i can’t wait, little wolf.”

her arms wrapped over his chest and hugged him close, sleep crawling into her voice as she yawned her response. “me, too, ciro.”

she fell asleep soon after, but sleep eluded him well after dawn had already broken across the sky, mind racing with remorse. the responsibility of being loved sat on his chest like a dead weight.

“so,” he said awkwardly as they left the classroom together. “um, i’ll…i’ll see you around?” it was phrased as a question, thick with uncertainty.

something formed between them. something like a promise.

a strange and bemused look painted over her face. “oh, i think you and i will be seeing a lot of each other for a very, very long time.”

#☆*:･✧ these were the days when my heart was volcanic | ciro.#self para !!!#i have lots #of those #i am sorry also for butchering the spanish language #murder mention cw #set in the past

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keep-calm-and-be-like-a-batman · 5 years

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Thank you so much @thinkinboutbluesky. I need to study, so it's perfect thing to do right now. Spelling my url 😂

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E- Easy WheeIn

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P- Pinwheel Seventeen

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Sixty-nine

Randi

Cayden and his friends were drinking and doing god knows what else while watching the game. I had agreed to let him host the party here, which i was kind of regretting because they were loud as hell and it made it hard to take my mid day naps. I had left for a bit to go and pick up some groceries so i could make some food for them to eat plus some snacks and such and now i was back home. I walked past going to put the stuff in the kitchen.

“Baby, you back?” Cayden said, getting up and coming to the kitchen.

“Yeah, just went to target,” I said, taking stuff out of the bag.

“How’s my baby?” He put his arms around me to grab my belly.

“Active. He’s been jumping around all day,” I sighed. He moved his hand around.

“That’s because he’s a little baller. Or maybe a gymnast if it’s a girl.”

“Mmhm,” i said, putting my hand over his. Somebody scored and the guys got all excited. We both looked over. I started taking stuff out the bags. Cayden removed his hands and started going back to the living area. I glanced at him and saw his jaw was locked and arms flexed. I was confused. He walked up to Rambo and smacked him on the back of the head.

“Damn man!” Rambo jumped. He turned around and Cayden grabbed the blunt that he must have just lit out of his mouth.

“I told your slow ass not to be smoking in my house when my wife is pregnant. Are you dumb? That’s my kid you fucking with bruh,”

“My bad Cayden, I forgot,” he said quickly. “I’m sorry man,” he said. Everyone else looked to see what Cayden was gonna do. I already knew what he was planning to do and considering he was China’s man and what not i couldn’t have them falling out or that would make things awkward for all of us. I put the milk I was holding down. I reluctantly intervened.

“It’s ok baby,” i said to him from the kitchen. He looked up at me and I gave him a look to calm down and of course he listened and backed down. He just put the blunt out and came to throw it out in the kitchen. He came up behind me and wrapped an arm around me again.

“Sorry,” He said by my ear just so I could hear.

“It’s ok,” I said, leaning up to kiss him. I wasn’t mad, after all he was right, it was bad for the baby. Cayden had stopped smoking, around the house anyways, all together. It was cute how concerned he was about the baby. He kissed my shoulder and I giggled.

“She’s already pregnant dog, give it a break,” ty said as he came strolling in to the kitchen to open the fridge. I blushed but laughed.

“Hey! I just got those,” I complained. But nobody was listening. He was long gone and they had broken into a play fight, crashing on to the floor and rolling around like children. “You’re 26 years old,” I grumbled, picking my rolls off the floor.

I made some stuff for the guys and then took my food upstairs to eat and watch some shows.

I ended up falling asleep after eating, but woke up a few hours later with terrible heart burn. That was happening a lot now. I would take it over being nauseous 24/7 like in the beginning, but it was still very uncomfortable. I went downstairs to go find some tums and realised Cayden and his friends were gone. I looked at my phone real quick and Cayden had texted me saying he was gonna go in to work. I got some tums and some milk and went back to the bedroom. I decided to give Cole a call because i hadn't talked to him in a while.

"Hi Colebear,"

"Hey lil mama. How you doing?" he asked.

"Im ok, just tired and sick all the time," i complained.

"That sounds horrible," he said. "How much longer you got anyways? Tryna make sure im there when the baby gets here."

"Still have like 4 months. Im ready for it to be over, and i just wanna hold my baby already." I groaned in frustration.

"When we gon find out if its a boy or girl? How am i supposed to buy them some swag if i dont know?"

"I was supposed to find out a while ago but i kept missing my appointments. Im going in a few days, should find out then."

"Word? aight keep me posted."

"I will," i said, "so whats up with you and Ty. He came to my house a week ago and from what he said yall had some drama when he visited." I was being nosy as usual.

"Aint no drama," he mumbled.

"What did you do?" i asked in an accusing tone. He sighed.

"I may have iced him out a little."

"Why?" i asked, confused.

"Things were getting...intense."

"Thats how a relationship works Cole," i pointed out.

"I know," he said simply. I smiled a little bit.

"I get it. I was the same way when Cayden and i started getting serious. It terrified me. It's scary to love someone."

"So what did you do?" He asked.

"Well Cayden didn't really give me an option to run. He followed me every time, " i laughed. "Eventually i just got tired of trying to run away and i just dove in. Now i'm married to the fool and carrying his baby."

"Diving in sounds terrifying."

"It is," i bit my lip, thinking back to when Cayden and i were still dating. "But its worth it."

"Ugh. I cant with this sappy shit right now. Im bout to go to practice and i dont need to be in my feelings while tackling a bunch of dudes."

"Okay fine, ill drop it for now. But you need to just accept you love him and move on. Don't overthink it," i said seriously.

"okay mom."

"Oh God, can you imagine someone is gonna be calling me that soon," i said, more to myself.

"I can see you as a mom. You always taking care of people or helping them fix their lives, even when they didnt ask," he laughed.

"What can i say, i dont know how to mind my business," i shrugged.

"Lowkey im the same," he said. "But i gotta go."

"Okay babe, have a good practice. Ill talk to you later." He said bye and then i hung up.

Cayden

"Yo, How's the shipment going?" I asked him, referring to a deal i had going with Sean. He was organising the order while i handled the logistics and such.

"Man i don't think we have enough here. We gotta bring some from the other warehouse. I was gonna call Pat but i wanted to run it by you," he got up and i followed him out to the balcony looking down to the rest of the warehouse. It was busy with niggas at work like usual, organised by product.

"What he want?" i asked.

"Coke mostly, but he talking about he got some guy wants a bunch of crystal. We got 10, 20 pound max here," he said, nodding at the back of the room where the guys were breaking and weighing a fresh batch.

"Who the fuck wants to buy that much crystal?" My brows came together.

"Man who knows, thats your boy, ask him. Im just saying, thats pretty much all our supply from both warehouses, and we have one cook" he said. I nodded because he was right, but that wasn't my biggest concern. It was just weird to me that Sean was suddenly moving crystal when he had never before. I couldn't help think back to the time Randi asked if Sean could be trusted and wondered if she was on to something.

"Dont call Pat. Not yet anyways. Imma have a little meeting with Sean first," i decided.

"Got it," he nodded.

"By the way, thanks for checking on Randi while i was gone," i said. He shrugged.

"Uncle duties and what not," he smirked, "how she doing anyways? You weren't playing when you said she was emotional."

"She tired all the time, i feel bad. She go off on you?" I laughed.

"Nah, just crying and shit. I don't know how you do it."

"Ill take crying over when she gets angry."

"True," Ty nodded. I checked my watch.

"I gotta go find Keisha, i need her to get Sean here. I aint going to Cali, i just got back," i looked around a bit.

"She was here with Kassie earlier, training and what not. How you get her to come back anyways?" he raised a brow.

"I begged," i chuckled. " Why? you still got a crush on her? Thought you were all about the D now."

"Fuck you Cayden," he said, turning to go back to his office. I laughed and went off to find Keisha.

I ended up just calling Keisha from my office and she came up.

"Hey, sorry, Kassie was showing me around. She just left," she said.

"It's all good. I need you to do something for me though. 2 things actually."

"Sure, what is it?" she pulled out a pen and notepad.

"I need you to get Sean here. ASAP."

"Got it," she nodded.

"Also i need you to book me a trip, for 2. Jamaica, not business. Anytime in the next month or so," i looked up from my phone calendar.

"I'll get right on it..." she paused. "It's sweet. I mean, im assuming it's for your wife."

"Yeah it is. Gotta keep her happy," i shrugged. She smiled. Then she seemed to remember something and pulled out her phone

"Oh before i forget, the accountant is coming tomorrow. Just a reminder. Also, your calendar says its Ty's birthday soon, do you want me to arrange anything?"

"Remind me an hour before tomorrow. Get a gift for me, Randi is doing the rest. She throws unnecessary parties, its kind of her thing," i rolled my eyes.

"Okay then. Ill go start on this," she said, turning for the door.

"How was the training by the way?" i asked. Kassie had been here the whole time i was gone, showing her the ropes

"Good. She was really nice. She had a lot of great things to say about you. But i'm not surprised, you're a nice guy Cayden. I cant tell you how much this job means to me, my son too," she brushed her golden curls aside. "I mean i made decent money at the club, but...this is a lot better," she bit her lip. I nodded.

"You should have called me, I always cared about you Keisha," i smiled at her gently seeing her get emotional. She was all tough exterior, it was rare to see this side of her.

"I was embarrassed," she shrugged.

"You aint gotta be. How people make money is none of by business. Bur don't worry, i pay my assistants a lot. You gotta put up with my ass, just wait, you'll be sick of me soon." She laughed.

"Thanks Cayden," she smiled.

"You're welcome," i said simply. She left and closed the door behind her.

Once she was gone i called Randi to check on her.

Randi

Cayden called me just after id gotten off with Cole. He asked how i was and then he was telling me about what he was doing and when he would be home. Then i heard someone talking in the background, it wasn't a guy though, it was a female voice.

“Who is that” I said.

“Who’s who?” He asked. I sat up straighter in the bed chair.

“The chick talking in the back ground,” i said. I couldn't think of any reason for there to be a girl in his office at the warehouse. I knew there were a few girls who were involved in selling and what not but Cayden didn't spend time talking to pedlars or people lower in the chain, he handled all the big time stuff. I started to wonder if he wasn't really at the warehouse but i didn't see why he would lie.

“Keisha,” he said, as if that meant anything. “My assistant.”

“When did you get an assistant? You don’t like anyone, how’d you even pick someone.”

“I told you months ago that I needed an assistant baby,” he reminded me. This was true but still.

“Hm,” I said simply.

“So we good then? I’ll see you in a few hours,” he said.

“Okay,” i said, hanging up. I had been too annoyed to say bye or I love you.

Why would he get an assistant without telling me? If that even was his assistant. I knew there was always random girls walking around that definitely weren’t assistants, the business kind anyways. I wondered what this Keisha girl was assisting Cayden with and my blood started to boil. I tried to not be this person but pregnancy also had me a bit mentally unstable and I wasn’t particularly confident right now. Was Cayden fooling around with another girl because i was becoming the size of a whale? I panicked and started to get up off the bed and pulled on a sweater.

I wasn’t really sure what I was doing until i was driving for 20 minutes and leaving the city to go towards the warehouse. I never came here on my own and I started to second guess myself as I pulled up and security immediately posted up. I got out of the car and locked it. One of the guys looked familiar though and I was pretty sure I’d seen him before.

“Are you lost shawty?” Another guy said, licking his lips in a disgusting way and looking down at me. I was about to release all my fury on him when the familiar guy spoke up.

“That’s Cayden’s wife you idiot” he said. The previous guy shrunk back.

“My bad,” he said quickly, head down.

“Should i get Cayden for you?” The familiar guy asked. I shook my head.

“I know my way,” I said, motioning to the door. They paused but moved out of the way. I adjusted my cardigan and went in. People stared at me because i rarely came period let alone on my own. Also I was pretty pregnant now which drew attention. I went upstairs to the offices and stopped in front of Cay’s. I debated whether or not to knock then decided against it. I opened the door and walked in.

Cayden looked up and his face went very confused when he saw me. He was in the chair and a girl stood beside him, bent over and pointing to the computer screen.

“Randi? What the fuck are you doing here?” He said. My face must not have looked happy because he quickly got up. “I mean is everything ok? Is it the baby?” He came over and put a hand to my lower back. I immediately checked his hand for the wedding band which was there.

“The baby’s fine,” I said, looking him over for lipstick, makeup, anything.

“What’s going on then?” He asked. I looked up at the girl standing and starring at us. Cayden looked up. “Keisha can you give me a minute with my wife,” she stood for a minute looking which was strange but then she shuffled out. I was looking around his office looking for any signs of anything messy when Cayden put a hand to my cheek. “Baby, What’s going on?”

“Nothing,” I mumbled, feeling like the biggest fool.

“You drove all the way up here for nothing. Nah,” he shook his head. I choked up, I couldn’t say I came because I thought you were cheating.

“I don’t feel good,” I lied. I did feel sick to my stomach all of a sudden but more out of guilt. Guilty that I’d thought he’d do something like that and also because the way he looked worried now that he thought I was sick.

“Maybe I should take you to the hospital,” he said, feeling my forehead.

“No I’ll be okay,” I said quickly. “I think I just need to go home,”

“I’ll take you,” He said “someone will come pick me up after.” I agreed. He held me all the way out of his office and down the stairs. Once we got in the car I was still thinking about the fact that he got an assistant and didn’t tell me. That was still sketchy, cheating or not.

“How do you know her?” I asked.

“Keisha?” He asked. I waited for him to lie because honestly I already knew the truth. I was simply testing him. “Being 100, we used to fuck but it was a long time ago, and we were actually friends.”

“So is that why you didn’t tell me?” I asked.

“This about to be a problem isn’t it?” He asked. “Wait? Is that why you drove all the way down here?” Well shit.

“Well I heard a girl in your office,” I said, defending myself. He turned to face me then.

“And you automatically assumed I was what? Cheating?” He looked upset. I was supposed to be the one angry. “You don’t even trust me huh? Still,” he shook his head. When he put it like that he made it sound bad.

“It’s not like that-“

“What’s it like? You came running, so that’s what you thought.”

“Well...” I started. “Normally I wouldn’t be scared but look at me,” i gestured at myself. “I don’t look tight and right at the moment. And don't eve play me like you didn't just hire a girl you used to sleep with and not tell your wife about it.”

“You’re insane Randi. You’ve lost your mind. I ain’t even gon fight you cause you carrying my kid.” I got frustrated and was fighting the urge to break into tears so i just glared out the window for the ride home.

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a-lame-constellation · 6 years

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Korean MVs that came out in 2017

~Since i’m not into most kpop groups i might forget to write a comeback so feel free to tell me some that i haven’t written yet or if i have done a mistake.~

*The songs are not in order

**I’ve already made a 2016 list (and i’m making a 2018)

January:

AOA - Excuse Me

AOA - Bing Bing

Bae Da Hae - Knock Knock Knock

S.E.S. - Paradise

AKMU - Last Goodbye

INA - Rainbow

April - April Story

WJSN - I Wish

Davii - Navigation (ft. Heize)

Jun.K - Your Wedding

Minje - Our City

TopSecret - She

Varsity - U R My Only One

Mixx - Love Is a Sudden

NCT127 - Limitless

Vromance - I’m Fine

Day6 - I Wait

Ravi - Bomb (ft. SanE)

Sonamoo - I Think I Love U

Young Cream - 042

Shinhwa 13th - Touch

TRAX [STATION] - Road

Soulights - Crush

EVE - Candle

Jun.K - No Shadow

I - I Wish

Hello Venus - Mysterious

Dreamcatcher - Chase Me

Choi ye_guen Band - Adult

Rain - The Best Present

Niel - Love Affair

CLC - Hobgoblin

Seohyun - Don’t Say No

Zizo - Dynamite Girl

LOOΠΔ(Loona)/YeoJin - Kiss Later

LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Heejin, Hyunjin - My Sunday

LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Heaseul, Yeojin - My Melody

Yoon Do Hyun [STATION] - Sparks Fly

Kasper - Lean On Me

I.O.I - Downpour

40, Dasom - You&I

Park Kyung - When I’m With You (ft. BrotherSu)

Kang Sira - Don’t Wanna Forget

Jooheon - Rhythm

Luna, Hani, Solar - Honey Bee

Joo Chan, So Yoon - No One Like You

2NE1 - Goodbye

Gain, Jeff Bernat - Play

Pentagon - Pretty pretty

Yesung, Selgi [STATION] - Darling U

Jessi - Don’t Make Me Cry

San E - I Am Me (ft. Hwasa)

A.Leean - Fall Back

Suzy - Yes No Maybe

Dynamic Duo, Chen - Nosedive

Sam Kim, Loco - Think About’ Chu

MelodyDay - You Seem Busy

Ryan - Don’t Tell Me Why (ft.Addy)

Kassy - Dream

Masta Wu - Shit (ft. Dok2)

Crybaby - Paramount (ft. TakeOne)

Cheetah - Blurred Lines (ft Hanhae)

Gallant, Tablo, Eric Nam - Cave Me In

Kebee - My Foreigner (ft. BrotherSu)

Ji Hoon Shin - You Are A Star Already

HuhGak - Miss You

Zion.T - The Song

Red Velvet - Rookie

Crown J - Hajima

Lydia Lee - Blue

February:

Imfact - In The Club

Suho, Song YoungJoo [STATION] - Curtain

Masc - Tina

Block B - Yesterday

SF9 - Roar

Day6 - You Were Beautiful

Jung Joon Young - Me and You (ft. Jang Hyejin)

Rhythm Power - Bangsaneung

Cross Gene - Black or White

San E - Counselor

1NB - Stalker

NCT Dream - My First and Last

SunnyHill - Crossroads

B.I.G - 1.2.3

Bts - Spring Day

Bts - Not Today

SBGB - Card Captor Sakura

J’Kyun - Soaking (ft. Cherry Coke)

Jang Joon, Young Taek - Drought (ft. BéE)

Soyou, Baekhyun - Rain

BeautyHandsome - This Game

Skull - Crazy (ft. Verbaljint, KittiB)

Moon Kim - Dark Chocolate

BiPA - Coffee Shop Oppa

MelodyDay - Kiss On The Lips

K.a.r.d - Don’t Recall

Kim Jinho - Graduation Picture

Scarlet mojo-Pin - Ez come Ez go (Gorilla-Man)

Eden - I’m Still (ft. Kwon Jina)

Dean - Beyond (ft. Yerin Baek)

VAV - Venus (Dance With Me)

Taeyeon - I Got Love

Taeyeon - Fine

Twice - Knock Knock

100% - Sketch U

Cheeze - Love You

Solar - Happy People

Soma - Midnight In Paris

Soma - Pale Blue

HeeJun Han - Think of You

San E - What If

Junggigo, Chanyeol - Let Me Love You

Subin - Strawberry

Subin - Circle’s Dream

High4 - Love Line

gugudan - A Girl Like Me

Lovelyz - WoW!

Park Won, Suzy - Don’t Wait For Your Love

Ailee - Reminiscing

Penomeco - WTF (Went Too Far)

Code Kunst - Fire Water (ft. G.Soul, Tablo)

Most Badass Asian - MBA

Most Badass Asian - Joker

Most Badass Asian - Thursday Party (ft. Big One)

Most Badass Asian - Turn Off The Radio (Taxi Driver)

Beatwin - Don’t Leave

March:

Ovan - Virgin Love

Live - Known Me (ft. Dean)

Live - Please (ft. Kim Hyo Eun, G2, Dumbfoundead)

Victon - Eyez Eyez

Ovan - Girl You Deserve It

Kim Ji Soo - Dream All Day

Blanc7 - Yeah

GFriend - Fingertip

BtoB - Movie

Day6 - How Can I Say

Rare Potato - Starlit Night

B.A.P - Wake Me Up

LambC - Love Like That

Romeo - Without U

Jung Key - Anymore (ft. Whee In)

Eric Nam x Somi - You, Who?

Brave Girls - Rollin’

Highlight - It’s Still Beautiful

Highlight - Plz Don’t Be Sad

Got7 - Never Ever

Dorothy Scene - We Are Just..

Cherry Coke - Like I Do

Jung Joonil - Wish

MVP - Take It

Oohyo - Pizza

Cao Lu, Kisum, Yerin - Spring Again

Mad Clown - Love Is A Dog From Hell (ft. Suran)

Seven O’Clock [SOC] - Echo

Hwanhee - So It Is

Yang Hee Eun x AKMU - The Tree

Cnblue - Between Us

Monsta X - Beautiful

Pristin - Wee Woo

IU - Through the Night

BigFlo - Stardom

DJ Juice - BEATful Life (ft. Verbal Jint, Nuck)

J-Min - Alive

Lee Sun Jung Band - Because of Love

Pretty Brown - Grey (ft. Verbal Jint)

Sanchez - 5 More Minutes (ft. Beenzino)

Moon Hyuna - Cricket Song

Roydo - Rewind

Lucy - B-day

Eyedi - Best Mistake (K)

Ofa - To You For You

X.Q - Long Time

Girl’s Day - I’ll Be Yours

Seo In Guk - Better Together

D.G.N.A - Lucky Man

Owol - Nuna (ft. Microdot)

Jero - Delusional

Red Velvet [STATION] - Would You

Seventeen - Smile Flower

I’M - Save Me

OFA - Somebody

OFA - Grow Old

JK Kim Dong Uk - Universe

April:

DPR Live - Cheese & Wine

Oh My Girl - Coloring Book

Winner - Really Really

Winner - Fool

INX - 2Gether

Dreamcatcher - Good Night

Imfact - Tension Up

Taeyeon - Make Me Love You

SBGB - Ki-dult

Corona - Holding Your Hand

Hong Dae Kwang - Fall In Love

Gaeko - Gajah (ft. Rap Monster)

Day6 - I’m Serious

Okdal - Love Advice

Okdal - Intern

Ten [STATION] - Dream In A Dream

Baekhyun [STATION] - Take You Home

Jenyer, Samuel Seo - Cliché

Jeong EunJi - The Spring (ft. Hareem)

EXID - Night Rather Than Day

MiSO - KKPP

Teen Top - Love Is

Lee Hae Ri - Pattern

Lee Hae Ri - Hate That I Miss You

Unit Black - Steal Your Heart

BLACK6IX - Please

Kim Na Young - Being An Adult

Zico - She’s a Baby

Daze - Friday

Berry Good - BibbidiBobbidiBoo

Apink - Always

Kisum - Sleep Tight (ft. Gilgubonggu)

DIA - Will You Go Out With Me

Yesung - Paper Umbrella

DinDin - Super Super Lonely

Hyolyn, Changmo - Blue Moon

Minzy - NiNaNo (ft. Flowsik)

Baek Ji Woong - Your Day

SF9 - Easy Love

Laboum - Hwi Hwi

Chung Ha - Week

IU - Palette (ft. G-Dragon)

Junggigo - Across The Universe

Hyukoh - Leather Jacket

Hyukoh - Tomboy

Hyukoh - Wanli

IU - Ending Scene

K.A.R.D - Rumor

14U - Very Very Very

Varsity - Hole In One

OLNL - OYeah

Reddy - Supreme

Jonghyun - Lonely (ft. Taeyeon)

Stella Jang - Vanishing Paycheck

Triple H - 365 Fresh

Jah Vinci Skull, C Jamm, Jah Vinci - Killa Dreads

Boi B - ADY (ft. Sik-K)

Sugarbowl - Second Date

Knowing Bros - Theme song

May:

Yong Jun Hyung - Wonder If (ft. Heize)

Lovelyz - Now, We

G.Urban - I’ll give it to you

VAV - Flower (You)

JeA - You’re Different (ft. Ra.D)

Ludonph Yongjunko - Tell Me It’s Okay (ft. Luna)

Busters - Dreamer

Day6 - Dance Dance

Romeo - Stay With Me

Psy - I Luv It

Psy - New Face

Twice - Signal

Vixx - Shangri-La

Unnies - Right?

Honeyst - Like You

Urban Zakapa - Alone

Sohee - Spotlight

B.I.G - Hello Hello

IKON - Bling Bling

IKON - B-Day

Roy Kim - Egoist

Roy Kim - Suddenly

Cheeze - Be There

Dean - Love (ft. Syd)

Loco - Movie Shoot (ft. DPR Live)

Loco - Too Much (ft.Dean)

Seventeen - Don’t Wanna Cry

Dear Cloud - Silver Lining

Map6 - I’m Ready

A.C.E - Cactus

Yezi - Anck Su Namun

Yong Yong - Scribbling

KNK - Sun, Moon, Star

Kriesha Chu - Trouble

Yoo Yong Min - Nobody Knows

Goretexx, Black Nut, Han Yo Han - Silky Boys

South Club - Hug Me

Marmello - Puppet

MeiMei Jane - Forever

Shin Hyun Woo - So Amazing

LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Eclipse

Joo - Late in the Morning

Kyuhyun - Goodbye For Now

24K - Only You

Most Badass Asian - Officer

Highlight - Calling You

Sistar - Lonely

Astro - Baby

The Black Skirts - Who Do You Love

Baek A Yeon - Sweet Lies (ft. The Barberettes)

Still PM - True

June:

Elris - We, First

Suran - 1+1=0 (ft. Dean)

S.E.T - Nalari

TopSecret - Mind Control

Gummy - I I Yo

Chung Ha - Why Don’t You Know (ft. Nucksal)

Ft.Island - Wind

Day6 - I Smile

WJSN - Happy

G-Dragon - Untitled, 2014

Eddy Kim - Heart Pound

Pentagon - Critical Beauty

NCT 127 - Cherry Bomb

Vermuda - Dream Girl

Monsta X - Shine Forever

Mamamoo - Yes I Am

Mamamoo - Age Gag

BlackPink - As If It’s Your Last

South Club - Dirty House

South Club - I Got The Blues

South Club - Liar

Henry - I’m Good (ft. Nafla)

Ahn Jung Jae - You’re Fine

Apink - Five

Heize - Don’t Know You

Heize - You, Clouds, Rain (ft. Shin Yong Jae)

LOONA/JinSoul - Singing in the Rain

BoA - Camo

Lee Hyuri - Seoul (ft. Killagramz)

Crush - Summer Love

July:

The Barbarettes - Summer Love

Favorite - Party Time

Bang Yongguk - Yamazaki

Min Chae - Latata

VAV - ABC (Middle of the Night)

Lee Hyori - Black

Hyolyn, Kisum - Fruity

Crush - Outside (ft. Beenzino)

Day6 - Hi Hello

Take - Good Enough

Yu Seungwoo, Sandeul - Oppa

Red Velvet - Red Flavor

South Club - No

Millic - Paradise (ft. Fanxy Child)

One - Heyahe

One - Gettin’ By

Urban Zakapa - Moai

Xiumin x Mark [STATION] - Young & Free

Zico - Artist

Zico - Anti (ft. G.Soul)

Jessi - Gucci

Mind U - Love Me

Park Boram - Why, You? (ft. Seo Samuel)

Voisper - Crush On You

Hotshot - Jelly

WJSN (Cosmic Girls) - Kiss Me

Exo - Ko Ko Bop

Geeks - Woo

Psy - Love (ft. Taeyang)

KNK - Rain

Kard - Hola Hola

Jung Yong Hwa - That Girl (ft. Loco)

The Night Of Seokyo - Walking in the Moonlight )ft. Dawon, Lasier)

AKMU - Dinosaur

offonoff - gold (ft Dean)

Luda - I Will Give You All I Got

Dreamcatcher - Fly High

Monsta X - Newton

LOONA/Choerry - Love Cherry Motion

JJ Project - Tomorrow, Today

Longguo & Shihyun - the.the.the

9Muses - Remember

August:

Winner - Island

Winner - Love Me Love Me

GFriend - Love Whisper

Girl’s Generation - Holiday

Girl’s Generation - All Night (Documentary Ver.)

Yoo YoungJin x Taeyong [STATION] - Cure

Samuel - Sixteen (ft. Changmo)

Eddy Kim - Now

ONF - ON/OFF

CLC - Where are you?

The Rose - Sorry

Juniel - Last Carnival

Groovyroom - Sunday (ft. Heize, Jay Park)

Raina - Loop (ft. Aron of Nu’est)

N.Flying - The Real

Drug Restaurant - Drink O2 in the water

Primary - ~42 (ft. Sam Kim , eSNa)

Day6 - What Can I Do

Boyfriend - Star

WannaOne - Energetic

Weki Meki - I Don’t Like Your Girlfriend

Pristin - We Like

Momoland - Freeze

Oguogu - Ice Chu

Sunmi - Gashina

Heize - In The Time Spent With You

Hur Young Ji - Memory Clock

Hoody - Hangang

Kassy - Let It Rain

Victon - Unbelievable

Yu Seungwoo, Younha - Can’t Stop This Feeling

Jisook - Ilhoon - Baesisi

Aleph - Fall in Love Again

S2 - Honeya

Lee Seung Hwan - God Of Money

VIXX LR - Whisper

10cm - Help

HyunA - Babe

Jackson Wang - Papillon

Good Day - Rolly

S.I.S - I’ve Got A Feeling

Rolling Paper - Polaroid (ft. DalShabet’s Serri)

Jeong Sewoon, Sik-K - Just U

IZ - All You Want

Henry - That One

Babylon - Lalala

GreatGuys - Last Men

Golden Child - DamDaDi

Sanchez - Mesmerised (ft. Yong Jun Hyung)

Primary - Right (ft. Soyou)

Primary - Diet (ft.Solji)

Primary - Hello (ft.Lena Park)

Primary - Hush (ft. Jaebum)

9Muses - Love City

September:

10cm - Phonecert

Junho - Fine

Pentagon - When I Was In Love

Exo - Power

B.A.P - Honeymoon

Lee Gikwang - What You Like

Black6IX - Like A Flower

Day6 - I Loved You

Pentagon - Like This

Soyou - The Blue Night of Jeju Island

Yonko - Butterfly (Black Ver.)

San E, Penomeco, Microdot, Kebee - Fresh Up

Jeong Eun Ji - Manito

Elris - Pow Pow

Bobby - I Love You

Bobby - Runaway

Bts - DNA

IU- Last Night Story

B1A4 - Rollin’

P.O - MEN’z NIGHT (ft. Chancellor)

Day6 - When You Love Someone

U-Know [STATION] - Drop

K.will - Nonfiction

Seventeen (SVT Leaders) - Change Up

LOONA/Odd Eye Circle - Girl Front

Bolbbalgan4 - Some

Βolbbalgan4 - Blue

Bolbbalgan4 - Imagine

Bolbbalgan4 - Fix Me

Yoona [STATION] - When The Wind Blows

Koh Nayoung - Stars

Sugarbowl - A Very Special One

20 Years of Age - Not Him

October:

Stray Kids - Hellevator

TRCNG - Spectrum

Hash Tag - Hue

Got7 - You Are

Nu’est W - Where You At

Basement Claxxic - Always on my Mind

Davichi - To Me

Jang Wooyoung - Still Me

SF9 - O Sole Mio

Rainz - Juliette

Woo Seok - Lift off (ft. E’Dawn)

Varsity - Can You Come Out Now?

Up10tion - Going Crazy

Masc - Do It

Yu Seungwoo - Tonight

Paul Kim - Stranger

Mate - A Day

Mate - Baby

Dpr Live - Jasmine

Hi Cutie - Play U

HA:TFELT - I Wander (ft. Gaeko)

HA:TFELT - Read Me (ft. Punchnello)

Highlight - Can Be Better

Taemin - Move

BtoB - Missing You

Jung Jin Hyeong - Tru (ft. Sik-k)

A.c.e - Callin’

JBJ - Fantasy

Killagramz - Coloring (ft. Hash Swan)

Seventeen [Vocal Team]

Jimin (AOA) - Hallelujah

Playback - Want You To Say

Super Junior - One More Chance

Twice - Likey

The Rose - Like We Used To

Juniel - I Drink Alone

Epik High - Home Is Far Away + Love Story

November:

Astro - Crazy Sexy Cool

Nick&Sammy - Without You

Jinbo - My Love By My Side (ft. Chancellor)

Super Junior - Black Suit

Byul - Leaves (ft. Junoflo)

Minah - 11°

Mind U - If

Jeon Soyeon - Jelly

Seventeen - Clap

VAV - She’s Mine

Eddy Kim - Bet On Me

Yiruma - F r a m e d

Sonamoo - I (Knew it)

Day6 - All Alone

Nieah - Baby I

Hyeongseop X Euiwoong - It Will Be Good

Sole - Ride (ft. Thama)

Martin Smith - Season Comes Again

Park Jimin - Say I Love You

Block B - Shall We Dance

Monsta X - DramaRama

Exid - DDD

Hwang Chi Yeul - Rewind

Rothy - Stars

Victon - Remember Me

Urban Zakapa - When We Were Two

Swings - Clock Out (ft. Jay Park, Crush)

WannaOne - Beautiful

Samuel - Candy

Kard - You In Me

Kiggen - Cloudy (ft. Solar)

Soma - In My Phone

Soma - Someday + Face Me

Pentagon - Violet

Pentagon - Runaway

Red Velvet - Peek-A-Boo

Joonil Jung - I Like

George - Boat

Jackson Wang - Okay

Soyou, Sung Si Kyung - I Still

No.11 - B1 (ft. Sung Joo of Uniq)

E Z Hyung - I Feel Good

Lee Ha Rin - A Strange Day

Fly To The Sky - Your Season

Kim Dong Wan - Afterimage

Map6 - Love Is Gone

Nell, Groovyroom - Today

UV - Za Bro (ft. Choiza)

HuhGak - Only You

Kream - Photograph

Zion.T - Nu DAY

Drug Restaurant - Catwoman

gugudan - Chococo

Jeebanoff - Timid (ft. Changmo)

December:

HyunA - Lip & Hip

Han Dong Geun - Undoable

Kisses - Dead-End

Day6 - I Like You

Kard - Trust Me

Zion.T - Snow

The Boyz - Boy

Dpr Live - Martini Blue

Dpr Live - Text Me

Taemin - Day and Night

K.Will, Soyou, Boyfriend, Mad Clown, Monsta X, Wjsn, Junggigo, Brothersu, Jeong Sewoon, Lee Kwanghyun, Yu Seungwoo, Mind U, #Gun, Duetto- Christmas Day

B.A.P - Hands Up

Soyou - The Night (ft. Geeks)

Car, the garden - Island (ft. OhHyuk)

Taeyeon - This Christmas

Twice - Heart Shaker

Twice - Merry & Happy

Laysha - Pink Label

Crush - Be By My Side

Exo - Universe

Loona/Chuu - Heart Attack

Lay - Goodbye Christmas

Eric Nam - Hold Me

Younha - Parade

Sunwoo Jung A - C A T (ft. IU)

Yang Da Il - Lie

Osshun Gum - Life’s a Dream

Kim Na Young - Miss U

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Did the Risk pay off?

Did you enjoy my little April Fool’s Joke? Did anyone even notice it??

Sorry about that. It’s not usually like me to joke like that, but the reason I did so was because its probably the last time I’d have the opportunity to ever pull an April Fool’s Prank about this project again. That is to say, I am very confident that by next April Fool’s Day - 2022, I’ll be long done with Season VI.

It’s a little sad to say that, but mostly triumphant on my end. There was a little truth in that 4/1 post. I Did go on a Marvel bend and rewatch the entire MCU for funzies, and I was taking a long ass time on getting out Ep. 13, but believe me. I wasn’t over or burnt out from X at all. I just needed a little time to figure out how to execute what I wanted to do properly. I’m mostly satisfied with the turnout. =D

For those of you who haven’t read S. VI - Ep. 13 yet, I highly suggest you do so, because there will be Massive Spoilers ahead. Since the tail end of Ep. 11, I set X up for a risky fanficky side-adventure. And now that I’ve committed to it and it’s officially out there, the only question that’s left to ask is... Did the risk pay off??

First, I guess I should admit that my planning for the 2nd Arc was always hazy, even after finishing up Ep. 7, when X defeated the Nightmare Zero.

I knew in Ep. 8, we were going to have a lot of Zero getting reacquainted with the gang and that I was going to have to resolve the plot hole of X5′s Bad Ending, lining up with the way he acts in X6 - as a Zero fanboy. So the returning Memory thing factored in big time.

Ep. 9 was Zero’s first mission out while X recovered. My plan was to always have X get in that portal and face Dynamo. But what would come after was a giant mystery to me.

I didn’t want X to keep bumping into to Dynamo every time he got in a portal. And I also didn’t want him to keep bumping into High Max either. All of High Max’s dialogue and interactions thus far indicated that he wants X dead, and based off of the rules I set up for the Portal Dimensions, X couldn’t just leave in the middle of a fight. That’s also not his style.

So in a way, I kind of wrote myself into a hole. I’d either have to end High Max early, (which I didn’t want to do), or I’d have to get creative.

Then something clicked out of nowhere. Something that could be very Nostalgic and Special, but would it work?? When X gets to the Fire Portal, he could face a Nightmare Vile from X1. Then in the next portals, he could face Nightmare versions of his other bullies from the rest of the games. X2 - Violen & Agile, X3 - Bit & Byte, X4 - Double... It could be great! But what purpose would it serve other than Fan Service?

It’s a great question that I’m still asking, but ultimately - my alternative was to have X face High Max prematurely and lose [where it would be very hard to have High Max spare him.] Or to have X prematurely defeat High Max, which again I really didn’t want to do. And Dynamo was way too injured to just keep taking beatings from X. That’d get very boring and annoying very fast.

So I went for it. It took 2 episodes to get there, but in Ep. 11 X took on Nightmare Vile... And honestly, I thought it was great! While he was doing that, Zero was facing Blaze Phoenix, which was equally exciting to me.

Honestly, in Ep. 12, I wanted to get right to it and call that one Nightmare Lane, but X & Zero needed to recover and I already had planned on them talking everything out, which I was putting off again and again. That episode named itself once their conversation about X5′s encounter in Antarctica really got going. I also really kinda loved that ending with X’s failure in the Inami Temple portal.

This set us up for Ep. 13, which I wanted to be an Action-Packed showstopper. So that was the plan all along for this episode, once I committed to the Nostalgic Nightmare idea. My goal was for X to get to Double, and I made it there. It worked out. But this is admittedly a very dense chapter.

Part of the point of these Nostalgic Nightmares is to show X’s growth after all this time. He’s been whining and complaining this whole time about how the Nightmare is too tough, but guess what? He’s already so much stronger than he ever was to previous threats like Vile, the X-Hunters, the Nightmare Police & Double. I felt like this could be a much-needed confidence booster for him, but also serve as a dual purpose for the bad guys to wear him down, psychologically. Any excuse I can have to make the villains banter, I’ll also take. I really like how this is all build up to Metal Shark, but will it pay off is the question? Will I be able to stick that landing? Time will tell.

I'm looking forward to writing Ep. 14. Honestly, I wanted to have a whole fight with Double and then some aftermath planned as the true closer to Ep. 13, but upon rereading, it was already dense enough. [Frankly, it probably could’ve ended when Zero was about to set off to the North Pole Area, but that’s fine.]

Also, I really surprised myself with how good X’s meet up with Phantom was. [His Rescue Reploid name in the game was the ONLY reason for these MMZ Easter eggs.] But now I’m so happy that I’ve been including them, because I’m feeling a bigger picture coming about for when I end this Season.

Levy was just this flirty inclusion to spice up the Alia & X dialogue at first. Anything else with her would be a bonus. Fef became a very necessary device to keep Hal & Kassy safe, while they’ve been stranded in the Magma Area for so long. Making him a junkie derelict was an interesting choice too. And of course, Phantom was in the Portal at the Central Museum revisit. I always had this vague sense in my mind that X was going to have a very harrowing rescue mission that kept failing at every revisit, but then he’d bump into Phantom who was holding his own and he’d get this giant sense of hope. Boom. Grainy Effect. Episode ending right there on Phantom.

But of course, in execution that couldn’t happen with the rest that I had planned and that’s fine. Still, I was surprised at their dialogue with each other. Phantom was really impressive and cool. Just the premise of this exhausted warrior, whose resigned himself to protecting himself for days, only to bump into X and consider him a fool for getting stuck here with him.

But no. Now, Double has entered the Portal. And X knows there’s a way out.

[I also never thought about the fact that Phantom would be stuck in the room with him during the fight, so now I’ve got some thinking to do.] lol

Harpy’s save will be next and I don’t mind spoiling that he’ll be in the Recycle Area. [I did my best to keep to their elements, but the X6 stages didn’t really lend for that.]

Phantom was always gonna be in the Central Museum, because that is game-dictated. Levy could’ve been in the North Pole, I suppose, but the Inami Temple is ridden with females, so it made the most sense to me to make that her domain. Fef being in the Magma Area was spot on. I love that it was his old hangout spot - Dark Haven. So teen-angsty/broody.

Harpy being in the Recycle Lab is kind of just a circumstance thing, but we’ll talk about it when we get there.

I wanted to go over the writing process to this one, but this is already getting quite lengthy. I guess I can say that it was straight forward, writing through X’s battle against Violen & Agile. I always wanted Isoc to come in right after, to give us the hint that he’s Serges 2.0. But then, that revisit to the Amazon Area got draggy... I did my best, but I had to make cuts. I liked what I did once he got in the portal. His refight with Bit & Byte was pretty cool. Bringing Marty into it was a fun choice. I did like, how X got his moment of catharsis after all. [I know there’s a real lost-opportunity with not including iX, but honestly that’d be too much. If I ever write iX again, I think it’s best if I save him for the Mega Missions series.]

This thing fell apart when I got to the Central Museum revisit. I didn’t want to write that at all... In my script, I had marks at the bottom of the doc for what he’d say in the other totems IF he revisited. And here we weeeeere. Yet again, I was in the same position as last year at this time, when I wrote out Ep. 3. I handled it better, then! Playing over and over again to find right parts of the stage I wanted to write was annoying. I bet I missed out on Rescue Reploids too, or Zombie Reploids at this point, but it’s fine. It’s been so long, they probably just died. I could always edit that in post, that X passes a bunch of dead bodies. That’d make for some spooky atmosphere.

At this point, I re-analyzed the entire chapter and decided it was high-time for Zero to wake up and go about his original directives. Time to add to the layers. It brought parts to life, for sure. It even cemented other transitions, which was really cool. I liked that I gave Douglas something else to do other than just, be there...

Once I was actually writing Zero’s stage, it did start to feel like a different episode, but I had a goal to reach and damn it, I was gonna get there! lol What’s good about this is that it moves Zero along in the stage without it being a real pain in the ass.

And that basically takes us to where the episode left off.

For the broken Central Museum part, I wrote X’s interactions with Phantom first. Then, with every Totem, I caught up to it as I could. Once the Zero layering came about, things pieced together. Same goes for any extra Villain narrations. The episode definitely started a certain way, and I wanted to keep that up as much as possible. While also having Alia commentary, when appropriate and necessary.

I like this one. There’s a decent balance amidst all the nonsense I set up for myself. And I definitely think that all these Portal Revisits are more interesting for X’s Nostalgic Nightmare encounters. It spins the premise around that they didn’t just create a Nightmare Zero, but also a Nightmare Vile, a Nightmare Violen, a Nightmare Bit, a Nightmare Byte and now a Nightmare Double. The possibilities are endless.

Yes, X’s mission is a complete side-quest, but guess what? It makes you think that if he didn’t do this, the Nightmare would be that much worse for everyone later, down the road. It’s Preventative Action. It’s pretty neat.

Also, again - every Investigator thus far has been relatively good, but mislead in thinking that X was the enemy. So once he’d explain it to them, they'd be at a standstill, and pretty much at a loss for motivation. Go figure that Zero actually battles the evil ones with Infinity Flea and Blaze Phoenix. But he’ll get a real taste for the good/mislead dilemma soon enough with Blizzard Wolfang.

Then we’ll see how I handle Metal Shark when I get there. I’m looking forward to it. I can’t believe I’m almost up to the 3rd Arc already!

But that’s exactly what I was getting at at the beginning of this rant. This is definitely gonna be my last Season. [Unless we get an X9 that suddenly ends all cliffhangers.] So with that said, I think the Nostalgic throwback was the right thing to do. Show us that growth and remind us of where he’s been in a short time span, before we end things proper in MMX’s final season.

I’m getting misty eyed thinking about it already. =P

I’ll see you next time for Episode 14.

#MMX Fanfics #Season VI Diaries #Did the Risk Pay Off?#Nightmare Revivals #2nd Arc talk #MMZ characters #Writing rant #It's almost over

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