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Brainrot yet again 😔and this time it’s aether but because nobody on this site can write for him, they don’t know him like I do!!😤like not EVERY aether fic and hc can be super uwu subby crybaby boy SOME OF YALL ARE LYING!! I fully stress myself out by going back and back to the aether tag😭 like I have a handful of artists who draw him normal even Venti isn’t that elusive😭 like aether is a fully grown man with a 9-5! he will not start blushing from me holding his hand!! Like I had an epiphany the other day this man is LITERALLY-like Giorno just longer hair and minus all the trauma; like hear me out!! Blonde pretty boy who looks too pretty to be real,unreasonably strong,showing skin for no reason!!(gio got his chest out for what? Aether wearing a crop top why🤨) have powers that people can’t comprehend,mysterious origins, and they’re both very playful and mischievous; they’re literally like cousins😭(see how my problem is falling for any giorno adjacent characters?💀)you’re traveling w aether getting into all kinds of shenanigans bc trouble follows him like a magnet 🙄and he’s quietly thinking “I am going to absolutely destroy you” like he’s the type so oh so subtly use anemo to blow your clothes,Geo to trip over rocks that were not there before, shocking you w electro 😭 he’s literally a menace bc who’s gone beat his ass?? He’s the honorary knight what would they even say if they caught him Fucking your throat on the roof of the favonious HQ? He’s saved Liyue from Osial and his wife! What they don do if they see him balls deep in you in some tucked away some corner of the Jade palace, LITERALLY FOUGHT GOD AND WON IF THEY KNEW WHATS FOOD FOR THEM THEY WOULD MIND THEIR BUSINESS IF THEY HEARD HIM BLOWING YOUR BACK OUT IN THE TEAHOUSE!! Ayato is a messy ass bitch he would recommend a bathhouse that’s on the outskirts of Inazuma city that has wonderful acoustics just in case he wanted to hear you moans echo🥰 like aether isn’t from this world so his dick would be out if this world as well. Literally the 😏 emoji like he gets up early to finish his daily commissions and get paimon breakfast so he can come back and sweet talk you into letting him cum inside you at like 9am he’s nothing if not clever! Pissing him off to get him to use that god destroying >>> using electro on his dick to overstimulate you, seeing you get a little too friendly with childe or zhongli (bc me too lmao) so he has to remind you he’s better than them🥰 bc he has a cute face but he can be mean asf when he wants to be; sitting and looking at you with a blank face save for the glare burning holes into your head as he makes you bounce on his cock and does absolutely no work as punishment 😔 watching your legs tire out and thrusting up when you stop for even a second rolling his eyes LIKE ITS SOME KIND OF INCONVENIENCE TO HIM “You know, I could always get you off right here,shame you don’t know how to behave” and lazily rubs your clit w his thumb. He loves edging bc he’s a little shit😒 will wait until you admit defeat and put you in a mating press bc he will make sure you can’t move an inch and that you take everything he’s giving you💕 is willing to be tied up and used like the good boy he is🥰
ive never been able to get behind the subby uwu characterization of aether like even when he's shipped w childe and others... idk to me he's strong and puts UP a fight regardles of who he is with!!! so i get you i really do
HAHAHAHA no hes a grown ass man who is over 500 years old... he's seen shit and has been with people before! affection and intimacy is not something new to him!! so why do people act like he's never dealt w romance before in his life!
now..... comparing him with giorno,,,, you do understand you're setting aether up my dear? like this is DON GIORNO we are talking about but with your reasoning i can say that i now understand. and its not your fault for falling for giorno or giorno substitutes like he's the best yandere there is, you cant be blamed!
i love aethers crop top he's so cute i just have to say that
WAHHHHHHHH THE PERV HEADCANNONS W AETHER ARE GONNA MAKE MY MIND EXPLODE... that is TOO good, how do you come up w this stuff im literally in shock like that got me good. also... to add... he could use dendro to create an aphrodisiac right? like a natural dust- idk!
no bc aether can get away w anything on the planet now and no one can stop him like he has four nations under his belt backing him up- no one stands a chance! (except my ice wifey archon!!!)
now see aether getting jealous would lose me bc bae,,, why don't we all just share! like he's mad over childe and alhaitham... BRING THEM IN THE ROOM TOO! there's enough room in his teapot for all of us and we all got enough holes too!
we need more abyss prince!aether i like when they have no life in their eyes... thinking abt that! he wants to get rid of the archons i say DO IT (raiden and venti hide under my bed),,, i'll advocate w him!
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do you have any hypno writers you really like? either for TSS or just in general. your writing is great so I feel like you'd have good taste in recs
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first off, 🥺 that's really sweet thank you
second off, i don't think im going to have a very good answer for you. legitimately, i used to trawl the nsfs/nsfw tags the most,,, back in about 2019?? and the landscape of who's writing and how much is being written has changed a surprising amount, and I can't remember for the life of me who i used to read.
the sanders stuff? fuck dude i dont remember anyone other than @/tulipanthousa in specific, but i remember reading good stuff. God. i remember tss kinktober 2019 was really good but i cannot rely on tumblr ever being able to take me back that far.
when it comes to just hypnokink blogs? again a lot of the stuff i initially microdosed on is actually gone (i joined tumblr first for porn but also like,,,, ten months before the porn ban)
But i am still gonna list a whole bunch of blogs i find inspiring / hot. tho tbh you might have guessed some of these already based on my rb history
(im also not tagging ANYONE bc im just some rando fandom smut blog and that'd be mortifying >.<)
@/of-mutts-and-men just hits that monsterfucker vibe perfectly. a lot of werewolf vibes and ive been so into that lately. also a healthy dose of mind-fuckery.
@/aspiring-house-husband has really good hypno story posts (and non hypno) but just. clenches fist. the eroticism is off the charts. their posts are So inspiring. and so fucking hot. drives me crazy insane.
@/erogenousmind also is top notch and im pretty sure, from memory, has some really good hypno scripts? im picky w/ scripts, i dont like ones that try bait you into reblogging at the end >.< and a lot of them dont necessarily pace well, but i remember this person's stuff being Good
@/yoyomindloops is v much the same as above. they have that erotic hypno dnd series. good shit.
and tho im p sure theyre not on tumblr anymore actively, the blog is still up, and @/lewd-zko's art is just. such internet hypnokink classic.
im also gonna cite 2 like,,, 'makes hypno porn video content' things that i find really inspiring/hot too (tho i will admit, ive never bought their things, i dont exactly have the privacy to do so nor the funds)
@/the-hedge-hypnotist was a guy i remember has been around for ages and has been like,,, solidly one of the Ethical Hypno Content Guys? there's been... a fair amount of drama over the years, it seems, but yeah. he always super cites the models he works with and even the teasers for what they make is super top notch and really erotic. i remember one i was obsessed w/ was super eldritch horror... and i didnt even think i was into that
and lastly, a site that's been driving me insane and im actually gonna link it directly, is Mesmerotic. their people are hot, theyre hypno is hot and real and genuine, and even tho like,,, i can't buy their stuff yet, their teasers/snippets are insanely good. and they do some versatile things!
the other major idea spinner, other than my own brain, is actually DM's with a bestie ^-^' it's no more than plotting erotic fics together (it's actually for a different fandom, i reuse the ideas and she doesn't mind) but got ae have some good kinky ideas. the superhero stuff? that was aem.
...i dont know if this is quite what you meant, but... yeah! fdkgjfdg
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Endless Summer Book 4 : Daughter of Vaanu (Chapter 49)
Description: Tahira continues to fight her way out of her own head.
Tagging: @endlesshero1122 @mysteli @feartheendlesssummer @whatmcsaid @xo-endlessmayhem-xo @tigerbryn11
Chapter 49 : A Breath of Water
Grayson
I hold Tahira's hand while the nurse slips the IV needle into her vein, even though she probably can't even feel the prick. She doesn't move at all. Not even a twitch.
The first scan they did of her brain revealed that the blood flow was normal. But there was no explanation as to why she hasn't woken up yet. I don't know whether that surprises me or not. If it really was something on the knife, some kind of poison, is that ever going to show up on a brain scan? Either way, they've decided to do another scan. One that's supposed to measure her brain activity. PET scan, I think. They say they can use it to accurately predict which coma patients are likely to wake up.
I squeeze Tahira's hand, kissing her fingers. She looks so perfect, lying in her hospital bed with her dark hair spread over the pillow, smooth and silky thanks to her mother's careful brushing thirty minutes ago. Except for the tubes and hoses, she looks like she's sleeping.
“My sleeping beauty,” I murmur, stroking her hair. “...I wish you would wake up...”
The nurse puts a hand on my shoulder. “Come on. We gotta leave her alone for awhile so the tracer can go through her system. It's better if she doesn't have any stimulation while that's happening.”
“...You think me being here actually stimulates anything?”
“In the best case scenario, it absolutely does. And since that's what we're hoping for, that's the assumption I'm acting on.”
Tahira
I'm not tired as I climb the path up the mountain, and that still startles me every time I realize it. ...Can I even be startled in this space? I reach what appears to be the top of the mountain, and I am standing on a small circle of rock barely large enough for both my feet that pokes up like an island through an ocean of soft, white clouds. The clouds look soft and fluffy, like piles of cotton balls. I want to dive into them and feel their softness against my skin—even though I know from personal experience that I'll probably just get wet. And possibly fall to my death, since I can't fly in this space. But...maybe I can't die in this space, either. And, I'm here now, standing on a tiny space on top of a mountain. What exactly am I supposed to do now?
Before I can really stop myself, I have taken the step off the edge. I plunge through fluffy, cottony sea foam into a warm ocean. I breathe saltwater and it feels as easy as breathing air. I hear a voice call my name. A sexless voice that comes through the waves and sounds like music. I swim toward it, gliding as easily as I fly through the air in the real world. Something that looks like the sun glimmers overhead, making the water around me shine. Ahead, something waits for me in the water. The rippling waves distort its shape, but the color of it is overwhelmingly red.
I think in the back of my mind, I know what's there even before I get close enough to actually see. Sure enough, as I approach, the thing takes on a human shape. Two legs, two arms, and a head—all concealed within a red spacesuit. ...I've never met the Endless before. But I know who she is.
“...Endless. Are you here to show me how I can wake up and help Alodia? Help...a version of you?”
“I am here to help. But I warn you that I cannot help the way you want me to. I am forever bound by the laws that govern the physical flow of time. If I break them, I will do more harm than good.”
“I'm in no position to turn down help.”
“Then follow me.”
Rochelle
“What exactly are you trying to tell me, doctor?”
They've called in a neurologist to assess Tahira. She's had at least two scans to determine why she isn't waking up. So far, though, the man seems to have taken a lot of words to say not very much at all.
“What I am trying to tell you, Ms. Rogers, is that there is no reason to despair. Your daughter's brain is active. Very active. In all the right ways. Coma patients with similar levels of brain activity recover consciousness within a year more than eighty percent of the time.”
I fold my arms. “...Are you saying that my daughter is in a coma?”
The doctor hesitates. “She does exhibit many symptoms consistent with a coma diagnosis. However, there are no obvious organic causes. And...” He leans over Tahira and lifts her eyelid slowly to shine his light pen at her pupil. “Her light reflexes are normal. When I lift her eyelid, she resists. And when I release it, her eye closes completely and quickly.”
“So...what does that mean?”
“My assessment is that it is most likely a psychogenic coma. That is, a temporary period of disassociation, possibly caused by psychological trauma related to the attack.”
“...'Temporary'...”
“Yes. Most of the time patients wake up fairly promptly after general anesthesia is stopped. Often when they fail to wake up, it's due to residual effects from the drugs. Sometimes, it's neurological or metabolic. And sometimes, it's psychological. Tahira is neurologically intact, and her bloodwork is all clear.”
“So...what do we do?”
“We wait. Keep assessing her regularly, wait for a change. Right now, there is little else we can do.”
Jake
“Lundgren wasn't where we left him. The prevailing theory is that one of his goons found him and got it out, but there's not much of a trail if that's the case. It's...not looking like Alodia and Diego are on the island, either. They've got the coast guard circling, though, in case anything tries to land there. The Vaanti are still lying low for the most part, but Seraxa has a few warriors combing the jungle. I don't know if they can hide themselves like they used to when Vaanu's crystals were still part of the island, but Seraxa seems to think it's an acceptable risk.”
I can't look at Sean as he talks. I stare out the window of my hospital room. The view overlooks the hospital grounds, with the Santo Domingo skyline on the horizon. He seems to be waiting for an answer, but when I don't give him one after a moment or two, he goes on.
“Zahra and Iris have been analyzing the recording from that AI. Iris was able to confirm that the voice print was Alodia's. But most of it was spliced together from recorded voice samples. Like...the time lady that you used to be able to call.”
“'Most of it'...”
“...Huh?”
I keep my eyes on a not-particularly-interesting office building in the distance. “You said 'most of it' was spliced. ...I have a guess where it wasn't.”
Sean hesitates just long enough to confirm that I'm right even before he says, “...Yeah.”
“So where did that part come from?”
“Zahra says she doesn't know that yet. The parts where...Galatea...broke character...those were whole samples, not splices. Iris can figure out that much. But where and when they were recorded? That's gonna take longer to figure out.”
Now I turn to look at him. “What kinda time do you think we have, Sean? She could give birth any day. If Rourke gets his hands on our kid...”
“I know, buddy. I know.”
“...I wanna be there. I wanna be there when my daughter is born.”
He doesn't say anything. What the hell can he say to that? Everyone I know is gonna do everything in their power to get my wife back to me ASAP. Doesn't mean I can rest easy. Not until she's back in my arms.
“...Do you know when you're getting out of here?”
“A day or two. They want to keep me for observation awhile. ...Then I guess I oughta go back to California. ...Or stay here and look after Mike. Don't wanna leave him alone here. ...Don't suppose you two are continuing the honeymoon where you left off.”
“With Alodia and Diego still missing? Of course not. Michelle wants to go back to work early.”
I snort, a rueful, mirthless laugh. “Tell her it's outta the question. She just went through a kidnapping for fuck's sake.”
“You're suggesting I try to tell Michelle what to do?”
“Okay, yeah. I see how that's a bad idea.”
“...She needs to feel useful. And...truthfully right now, it may be that the best way she can help us get Alodia and Diego back is by being at work.”
I feel the frown settle onto my mouth and forehead as I stare at him. “...You don't just say a thing like that without having something to back it up.”
“Tahira was attacked. About the same time as all of us were abducted. She had emergency surgery, but she hasn't woken up yet. ...Before she went under, she managed to get across that the one who attacked her was a Vaanti.”
Caleb
It's probably stupid as hell for me to keep coming back to the compound where Tahira and I were once prisoners. The cops are probably still looking for me, and the compound being the site of a stabbing, they probably aren't far off. Though, truth be told, I'm not sure if they've actually managed to figure out where she was actually stabbed.
Thing is, I find myself wanting answers. I want to know who decided to stick a maybe-poisoned knife in Tahira. I got a nagging feeling whoever it was knows her identity. In the dark, with a flame dancing on my fingertips to light my way, I follow the spotty trail of dried blood from inside the compound to the alley where the initial splatter seems to be and stare at the stain on the filthy concrete.
Avanti...who the hell is Avanti? Sounds like some pop diva wannabe. I'd say a pop diva wasn't capable of leaving this kind of mess in an alley, but I'm old enough to remember Haley Rose.
“You're not going to be able to hide forever.” The taunting purr is unmistakably Gigi. I grit my teeth, but I don't turn to face her right away. “You have to realize that sooner or later, the cops are going to find you.”
Don't ask me why this is the straw that breaks the camel's back. But whatever the reason, I can't take it anymore. I whip around and lunge at Gigi, grabbing her by the throat and shoving her against the wall, a fireball in my free hand poised threateningly over her. The dancing orange light reflects genuine fear in her eyes as she grasps my wrist in both hands. At the moment, I'm too pissed to enjoy it.
“I've had e-fucking-nough of your bullshit, Gi,” I snarl. “You can threaten me with your child army or the cops all you fucking want, because right now, all your underworld power and influence, all your loyal followers all mean jackshit compared to my hand on your throat and this fireball over your head, so start fucking talking, bitch!”
Her eyes flick from my face to the flames licking my hand and back again. I feel her squirm, but I've got her pushed high enough that her toes barely touch the concrete.
“What—should I talk—about?” she finally gasps. I pull back just enough to give her a little more air.
“What do you know about what happened here?!”
She smirks, even as I feel her hands trembling on my wrist. “I know Dragonness can bleed.”
So she does know Tahira's identity. I tighten my grip again, bringing the flames a little closer to her skin. They lick upward enough that I am not worried about causing any damage I don't intend, but I see the sweat blooming on her forehead. I press my face in closer.
“...Who's Avanti?”
Her eyes widen. “...What?”
“Avanti. Is she one of yours? Someone new?”
“...Where...did you...hear that?”
“Tahira said it was Avanti who stabbed her! Who is that?!”
“...So. …The plot...thickens...”
I shake her, hard enough that she lets out a strangled yelp. “I told you to talk, bitch!”
“Avanti isn't a name!” she shrieks breathlessly, struggling against my grip. “It's...not...coincidence!”
“What's not?!”
“Any of it! Same day Dragonness is attacked, Alodia Chandler is abducted, and Silas Prescott escapes!”
“Yeah, that doesn't seem like coincidence. So what do you know about it?”
“Barely more than you, I would wager,” she croaks against another increase in pressure from my hand. “...But I know that Avanti is not a name. It's a thing. A creature. From La Huerta.”
“...What kind of creature?”
I feel a hand come down on my shoulder, gently but firmly. I spare a glance, and the hand on my shoulder shines golden brown in the light from my flame.
“That's enough, Caleb,” Talos murmurs. “Let her go.”
“Fuck that! Not until she tells me what she knows!”
“There's nothing she could tell you right now that I couldn't also tell you.”
I sneer, tightening my grip. “What about her plot to steal the Prism Crystal?”
“It clearly hasn't been set in motion yet, since the Prism Crystal is secure. And trying to get the plan out of her is likely going to prove an exercise in futility. There are more important things to worry about at the moment.”
I want to argue, how the fuck is the Prism Crystal not important? ...But it's not. Not when compared to finding Tahira's attacker. I slowly release Gigi and let the flame on my hand go out. Gigi staggers back from me, coughing and rubbing her throat. I can see I've left marks. She's not gonna forgive me for that. But right at this moment, she's looking at me with genuine fear and I can finally feel a twinge of satisfaction for it. Of course, she does her best to disguise it as quick as she can.
“Looks like I've got my own knight in shining armor,” she sneers, her voice hoarse. “Too bad he appears to be running with a traitor.”
“You should be the one running, Gi,” I snarl. “Before I change my mind about letting you go.” As I summon flames to my palms for emphasis, her eyes widen. She closes her mouth and slinks into the shadows without another word. I let the flames die and lower my hands, turning to glare at Talos. He sighs.
“Don't give me that look. Interrogating her would have cost us time we don't have.”
“You can't know that she isn't involved!” I growl.
“Of course she's involved. Even if it's indirectly. She was on La Huerta at the same time as Alodia. But look me in the eye and tell me that you think she would give up any information in a timely manner?”
“I could have burned it out of her,” I mutter.
“Torture is unreliable,” he replies simply. “...The Prism Crystal is secure. You can take my word on that.”
“Why should I?” I'm just being stubborn at this point. I don't know why the hell Talos would lie about that.
“...Because if it's lost, I lose my source of liquid prism. And liquid prism is what's going to save me if you ever decide to stick a flaming sword through my gut again.”
“...Fine. Fair point. ...So what now, huh? How do we find this Avanti thing?”
“First of all, it's not Avanti. It's a...Vaanti. Two words. ...Let's go somewhere private, Caleb. I think it's time to explain.”
Jake
Rebecca and my folks show up in the small hours of the morning. They have Varyyn with them, his hologram disguise in place. They try to sneak into my hospital room to avoid disturbing me, but it's not like I can sleep anyway. Varyyn hangs back while my parents tearfully embrace me, but I watch him through the space between their heads, and I can see his tepid expression.
“Hey, Varyyn,” I murmur after my parents and sister have given me a moment to breathe. “...How are you holding up?”
Varyyn twitches slightly, and I see a guilty flush creep into his cheeks. “...I am glad to see you are safe, Jake...” He trails off, looking away.
“...But I ain't your spouse, am I.” I offer him a sympathetic smile. “...I ain't mine, either.”
His mouth twists miserably, his eyes shimmering. “...They are together,” he whispers. “They must be together.”
“God, I fucking hope so...” I look desperately at my sister. “Tell me the cops got something, Bex. Anything...”
“There is something. ...One of Alodia's students came forward. Said she had been waiting to be picked up after class and Alodia was waiting with her to go to lunch with a friend. ...She gave a description of the woman Alodia left with. Said Alodia called her 'Jeanine,' and that she didn't seem happy to see her.”
I try not to show disappointment. Three people in this room were already aware of this information, but as far as my folks know, this should be a new development. I hope I can blame my lukewarm reaction on the concussion. The odds are probably better if I can manage to say something to convince them I didn't know the kidnapper's identity already.
“...The only Jeanine I can think of that we know is someone I used to serve with. She was there on La Huerta, and she was definitely hostile to Alodia, but...” What did we all agree happened to her? What did Mike and I say at Lundgren's trial all those years ago. “...We thought she was dead.”
“Varyyn told them that the name was familiar,” Rebecca says, giving me a meaningful look behind our parents' backs. “That you had mentioned her as someone from your Navy days you had fallen out with. But since he wasn't there on La Huerta, he doesn't know the whole story.”
Oh, is that the story we're going with? Seems fucking weird to think of Varyyn being from anywhere but La Huerta, but I guess now that he has a fake ID and he can mingle in the real world, he's got to have another backstory.
“...There is one other thing,” Rebecca continues. “Whoever took Diego and Alodia, they were prepared. For the most part, they managed to stay off the security cameras both at the college and the dance school. ...But not entirely.”
That does make me snap to attention. Well, as much as I can in a hospital bed. “So there's footage?”
“There's footage of what the police believe is the ambulance they drove. Enough frames between the two sets of security footage to get a license plate. The vehicle hasn't been found yet, but...”
“...But it's something.”
It's enough to keep hope alive, even if it feels like fear is suffocating it. Fear can't really smother hope, though. As long as I am afraid, I still have hope. It's when fear starts to turn to despair that I'll have really lost hope. When I start grieving Alodia and Diego instead of being afraid that I will have to grieve them in the future.
“...When you're discharged,” my mother speaks up, covering my hand with hers, “would you like us to take you back to California? Or would you rather come stay with us until there's more information?”
I shake my head. “...The moment there's a real credible lead, I'll be wherever my wife most needs me to be. ...But for now, I can't leave Mike. Not until I know he's okay.”
“It's up to you, of course. We can get a hotel room for awhile. But they did tell us that his family has been informed.”
I hum noncommittally. Of course I trust Mike's family to look after him when they get here. But I still don't want to leave without word of Alodia. ...How can I think about going anywhere until I know where she is? Without her, I'm adrift. I'm spinning my wheels in a blizzard, and I can't even see the road ahead, even if I could get myself unstuck.
Tahira
“So...are you actually the Endless? Or are you just a manifestation of...some aspect of me that's taken on the form of the Endless?”
The red-clad old woman does not look back at me as we slog together through what has become a mucky swamp, thick with vines, water plants, and algae.
“A little bit of both. Vaanu is communicating with you mentally. I am an alternate version of Alodia, who is essentially a manifestation of some aspect of Vaanu. Unlike the Alodia you know, however, I never lived as a human in this world. I am the Alodia who was born of Vaanu's energy and my Catalysts' needs. But I never gave myself back to Vaanu, so I never merged the timelines, and thus I was never reborn on earth as the child of human parents. I am the Alodia who never lived in California. Who never attended Hartfeld. ...I am the Alodia who rejected Vaanu, and yet I am now the Alodia who is joined with him.”
“...That was...a long-winded answer. But surprisingly straightforward. That's not to say that I totally understand, but I was expecting you to be more...cryptic.”
“Unfortunately, this straightforwardness cannot last. ...I do not know where Alodia is, and neither does Vaanu. All we have is scattered knowledge to impart to you that may or may not help you find her. In fact, my main purpose here is to help you purge the poison from your body.”
“What kind of poison is it?”
“An ancient kind. Something toxic to those from the Crystal Dimension.” She pauses, turning toward me. “Have you ever been baptized, Tahira?”
“Baptized? No. My mom was never religious, and I never got into it either. ...I did see a friend of mine get baptized once...”
We were teenagers, I remember, and she invited most of the girls in our class, and I went mostly because it meant something to someone I considered a friend. Her church had a baptismal pool, and she and the other baptismal candidates waded in one by one to speak their vows, dressed in loose white robes. Then their pastor covered their face with a towel, took them in his arms, and rocked them back into the water while speaking the ritual words before drawing them up again. The ceremony meant nothing to me, but it was interesting to watch. Before I can ask the Endless why she wanted to know, I get my answer when she takes me in her arms and gets my legs out from under me to immerse me in the water around us. But I don't have the benefit of a cloth over my face, and the Endless doesn't seem to be drawing me up again. I try to find my footing, to get my head above the water, but she isn't letting me. Or something else isn't letting me. Either way, I start to panic. But then I remember my experience earlier, and I slowly still. Cautiously, I take a breath. Water flows smoothly into my lungs, and out again, easy as air.
“Good,” the Endless says soothingly. “Just breathe. Relax. Listen. Watch.”
I try to do as I'm told. In one of my middle school art classes, we made an optical illusion toy out of a circle of cardboard and two pieces of string. On one side of the cardboard was a picture of a bird, and on the other was a birdcage. The strings attached to opposite edges of the cardboard circle, and when you wound up the string and spun the toy, the images flipped so quickly that the bird seemed to appear inside the cage. Watching the images flashing in front of me on the surface of the water feels like watching that little bird hop into the cage. Or maybe like thumbing clumsily through a flip book where some of the pages are out of order.
I see the Endless with her helmet down, flames dancing above the skeletal claw that is her bionic right hand. I see Caleb superimposed over her, and they both close their right fists to extinguish the flames. I see Minuet holding out her hand to extend a slow-motion field over an unseen opponent. Then she morphs into Alodia, wearing a haunted expression as she holds out her hand and the wind that was stirring her yellow hair stills. I see a massive tree that I think must be Elyys'tel pulsing with light. And then the light fades and the tree withers as the sky turns gray, but lights are flashing in wild neon colors behind it. The images start coming faster. I can't keep track of them. But some do get through. Vaanti. Blue-skinned males and verdant females, dressed in masks and leafy garments, with tattoos decorating their powerful, glistening bodies. Then they're gone. Replaced by a steampunk-looking tribe who hunker around a fire in a post-apocalyptic desert, their pointed teeth tearing into the raw flesh of some unfortunate animal, blood sluicing down their chins.
...Anachronists...those are Anachronists! I mean, Alodia never told me they had fangs and ate raw animals, but...the steampunk outfits give them away. I open my mouth to say as much to the Endless. But now there's a problem.
...Suddenly, I can't breathe.
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is the ao3 donation drive still going? did i miss it? well, whatever. i’m sure everybody can agree that special time of year makes all social media fucking insufferable for its whole duration. i’ve been thinking a lot about the whole anti vs anti-anti debate for, ohh, a year now? just really putting a lot of time toward reconsidering my preconceptions and revising where i stand on that particular hellish scale. and i think ive finally reached my final verdict. here it goes. ahem.
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i don’t fucking care anymore. this fight has never gone anywhere or achieved anything except making everyone very very upset. nobody is helping anyone by arguing like this so quit it.
you really want to help people?
educate them.
(strongly worded elaboration to follow)
i have grown to despise both sides of this debate, less because of any moral conflict and more because neither side is achieving anything except making things worse with their current approaches. let’s talk about both.
one side preaches that ‘fiction is not reality’ and writers and readers know the difference. in theory this neatly absolves them of having to take responsibility for anything, because under that logic, there’s no real problem, and any time the ‘antis’ take umbrage with fucked up shit in fanfiction, they’re just being puritan book-banning types, overreacting and espousing the type of censorship that led to the fanfiction purges of yore.
the problem there is that not everybody can tell the difference between fiction and reality. it’s cool that you are knowledgeable and careful to not internalize the shit you read and write as normal and okay, but have you heard of the jaws effect? do you remember the sort of behavior western culture decided was incredibly romantic from a boyfriend in the wake of twilight? hell, have you actually literally been groomed by predators and abusers with child porn and suchlike? because i know people who have been. i was too, to some extent. believe it or not, it does happen.
so what’s my answer? education. if you have no specific training or experience, especially if you’re a minor, it’s actually really fucking hard to look at dark writing and effectively identify and separate which parts are fucked up and should stay fictional vs which parts are in the fic because they are normal aspects of real life relationships. we need to teach people the critical thinking skills to do that.
for years i was a teen in an abusive relationship that heavily featured consumption and creation of adult/minor porn and similarly fucked up stuff. in all that time i never saw a single post meaningfully and practically explain how to keep a healthy and critical attitude for your safety when you encounter shit like that. hell, i’m not sure i’ve seen a single post like that since.
there were NO tools immediately available and accessible for me, a teen on tumblr up to my neck in child porn and abuse, to educate myself about it and engage (or disengage) from a more informed standpoint. i’m sure those resources exist, but they aren’t on my dash, and if today’s fans are anything like i was, they won’t embark on a google expedition to learn skills they may not even know they need.
yes, i was one of those minors that clicked past ‘18+ only’ banners; no, i do not feel authors should be held responsible for the fact that those minors will always exist or crucified for people irresponsibly reading their comprehensively-tagged content. you can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink, etc etc--but the horse should still have access to water. education should be available, regardless of how many people will use it to become more responsible.
everything follows from there, really, so if youve got the point you can probably dip out now, or skim the rest. but fair’s fair and i don’t want to let the hardline ‘antis’ (BIG scare quotes) off the hook about their own terrible approach. while anti-antis want to pretend there is no problem, antis are so focused on the problem that they won’t implement moderate solutions that might actually do anything because they don’t want to practically deal with the problem as it exists, they want it to be Gone. their solution is ‘nobody should write bad shit and nobody should be able to read it’, and nothing but.
think anti-gun folks. anti-gun folks so firmly believe that nobody needs or should have guns that they usually dont talk to their kids about gun safety. why should they? they don’t need to! except sometimes kids go to sleepovers with a friend whose jackass brother has a secret gun and now they dont know how to be safe around it. now it doesn’t matter whether you’re actually right about guns or have the moral high ground--you’ve made your kid less safe around them.
or think abstinence-only education. folks don’t want kids to have sex in circumstances they don’t approve of, so they don’t tell them how to do it safely in hopes they will be so scared of the consequences they cannot effectively avoid that they simply won’t have sex! of course, kids do it anyway, only with less knowledge of how to protect themselves. all you’ve done is withhold maybe the only reliable, safe information they could have had.
there will always be bad shit on the internet. even if ao3 went against its whole purpose and did ban content, another site would appear to host the banned shit, so we’d just have a more highly concentrated area of toxic content. and there would still be worse elsewhere, and there would be worse than that irl. mounting an impossible crusade to ban everything dangerous so nothing potentially damaging EXISTS to hurt anyone will never work and--given that ao3 hasn’t budged yet--the effort hasn’t actually helped pretty much anyone in the many years that tumblr has been on-and-off insufferable due to this argument. isn’t it more practical to give readers the reading comprehension/critical analysis tools to handle bad shit when they do inevitably encounter it?
tl;dr: educate people. putting the onus on authors who are ALREADY tagging/warning (as they should--that is still important!) doesn’t work. individual authors can take great pains and add a disclaimer or a helpline number on their fic, which might help the maybe 300 people who read that particular fic. but give a man a fish, teach a man to fish. if you use a blogging platform, which is more suitable for conversation, to teach people to read critically and safely, they will use those skills to be safe in every fandom they engage in from then on.
this is the number one thing we can do to help the most people over the longest term. teach them to make their own decisions. teach them to keep themselves safe. regardless of which side you’re on, you should be able to agree to do THAT. maybe put more effort into that than screaming at the brick walls that you are toward each other. it’s less sexy than Being Right, but it might actually protect someone.
#sage original post#sage speaks#discourse#fandom#antis#ao3#archive of our own#otw#anti antis#whatever dude fuck it#its a beautiful day to swing a bat at a hornet's nest#throwing an honest attempt at nuance and common sense into a minefield just to feel alive#shipping#csa talk and such#long post#theres also talk about actual book banning attitudes to be done but this is long enough so whatever#also i kind of hate how its been used as a talking point#so. ask me about it later
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tumblr is genuinely the only site where ive been here for years and years and yet i no longer know what any of the etiquette is. on my other social medias i know the etiquette and can choose at will what bits to ignore but on tumblr i really dont fucking know how to even reply to replies or tag people on posts or what. like i know how but i never know which is generally preferred. do people even send asks to their friends anymore or is that just for people you barely know. do you only use the messenger for mutuals. there’s SO MANY NEW(debatable) FEATURES THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE WANT ME TO USE THEM!!!!
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tagged by @cishethiruzen tysm!! ♥
What was your last
Drink: orange mirinda with ICE bc its SUMMER
Phone call: i dont remember but i dont talk to anyone else but momther
Last text: i just checked my texts and theyre all from bank and me asking the operator how much money i have...
Last song: Dehumanized by Disturbed
Last time I cried: its been some time! a good month! so im gonna say a month back from frustration
Have you ever dated anyone: i had.. 2 girlfriend and one boyfriend, who was a cishet, so in retrospect i hope he never finds out i discovered my gender
Kissed some one and regretted it: yep, im gonna say my ex bf
Have you ever been cheated on: not to my knowledge
Lost someone special: a few friends stopped talking to me, but im not mourning that anymore
Been drunk and thrown up: i havent been drunk for 3 years, but before that i did not throw up
List three favorite colors: gold, black, red (yes basic)
In the last year have you…
Made a new friend: yes it helped me a LOT with mental health
Fallen out of love: not yet but hopefully ill lose this stupid crush
Laughed till you cried: YEA when i killed ashe with my sparrow
Met someone who changed you: yes i’d say all of my new friends have helped me to become better
Found out who your true friends are: i guess?
Found out someone was talking about you: not to my knowledge.. Yet
Kissed someone on your FB friends list: i have no gotdamn idea whos on my fb friends list but i did not Kiss Anyone so either way no lmao
General
How many ppl do you know on your FB list irl: i have a feeling this thing is from facebook
Do you have any pets: MY CAT.... LIL SASKE, OR PIZZA JR i love him so much every day i am excited to come home to see him
Do you want to change your name: one day when i transition
What did you do for your last birthday: im Pretty sure i played overwatch as a highlight of the day
What time did you wake up today: 7:35 and i was late to work but 4 hours of sleep do that
What were you doing at midnight last night: gaming.. well i go to sleep at midnight so finishing up (and then i listened to mbmbam for 2 hours)
Something you cannot wait for: week in august when i’ll be home from work lmao AND destiny shadowkeep
Last time you saw your mother: this morning
What is one thin you wish you could change about life: about my life you kn ow... transition. but about life in general, im gonna say i wish climate change wasnt a thing and rich people wouldnt be killing planet but o Boy
What are you listening to right now: Walk away from the sun by Seether
Have you ever talked to a man named Tom: i dont think so?
What’s getting on your nerves: work... colleagues think i can write for 7 hours in this heat with my tired jello hands
Most visited website: ouch tumblr
Nickname: Pizza
Relationship status: single and dumbass
Zodiac sign: virgo
Pronouns: he/him
Fav tv shows: i dont remember..i dont really watch Anything but i do read books so here’s current two: ascension (obviously) and Ninefox Gambit (and rest of the triology) by Yoon Ha Lee
Hair color: brown, all red has grown out
Long or short: short
Height: 173cm..i think 5′7
Do you have a crush on someone: dont call me out
What do you like about yourself: i am really loving this new Can Read Books Pizza that ive never met before, i can finally focus on something for a while
Tattoos: constellation of virgo on my forearm, i want taurus next and capricorn after
Righty or lefty: right and i have to look at my arm everytime im trying to say sides
First surgery: none
First piercing: none agane
First best friend: in kindergarden i used to have friend called Niki cause no one else liked me, so when she wasnt in for a day i just. sulked alone ajkfsk but also we could say my cousin michelle
First sport you joined: i liked and still like only volleyball
First pair of trainers: i dont fucking know
Right now
Eating: early dinner cause i had munchies
Drinking: same orange soda
Listening to: second one in same quiz.. well song changed so Words as Weapons by Seether (i am listening to only seether today for some reason)
Want kids: Not At All
Career: Ive always wanted to write or paint..but my interests dont hold for long
Which is better
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: casually hugs but i woudlnt mind kisses smh
Shorter or taller: Everyone Must Be Shorter Than Me
Romantic or spontaneous: rrromantic?
Nice stomach or nice arms: ?? arms? id say hands
Sensitive or loud: sensitive.. whatever but not loud
Hookup or relationship: relationship ig
Troublemaker or hesitant: i used to be troublemaker but now hesitant
Have you ever
Kissed a stranger: no
Drank hard liquor: uhm yea im slavic
Lost glasses/contacts: never had glasses
Sex on the first date: i dont think ive had DATES but either way no
Broke someone’s heart: i think all of my exes broke up with me
Had your heart broken: yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Been arrested: lmao i dont go outside
Turned someone down: that would require people to ask me out lmao
Cried when someone died: i dont
Fallen for a friend: HEY I SAID DONT CALL ME OUT
Do you believe in
Yourself: IM TRYING
Miracles: hmmm depends
Love at first site: nnooo
Santa Claus: we dont have santa lmao but i didnt believe in baby jesus for long either
Kiss on the first date: oh Yea
Angels: i want to but not christian angels.. just some supernatural beings
im tagging (sorry lmao i have no friends) @ashesucksatowofficial @artimidas @uchithot and @lady-efriyeet hi
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Tearing Down Sandcastles Part 20
Summary: Sofia feels stuck in life and has for the better part of two decades. Now she’s nearing her 30th birthday and her luck begins to change when a handsome actor accidentally destroys her niece’s sandcastle.
Chapter Summary: The last two weeks of Sofia and Sebastian being apart.
Warnings: Anxiety, accidental injuries
A/N: Thank you to @what-the-buckybarnes for continuing to help me through my writers blocks. You’re the true mutual
Gif @ bluesteelstan in case you can’t read the watermark
After the little argument, we did our best to make the last two weeks apart work. Sebastian called and texted regularly and I was honest with my feelings. I told him how lots to people were trying to invade my privacy and it wasn’t doing anything to help my anxiety. Since Erica was my sister, it seemed easier for people to get information about men. I shockingly found my name in an online article listing celebrities who were dating ‘normal’ people.
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“’Marvel actor Sebastian Stan has been in the business for years, appearing alongside other notable stars like Nicole Kidman, Matt Damon, Margot Robbie, and Meryl Streep. The Romanian native recently announced his engagement to the sister of acclaimed director, Erica Valdez. Sofia Valdez now lives with Stan in New York but has remained out of the public eye despite her fiancée’s career.’ I mean do they want me to just suddenly become an actress because I’m going to marry you?” I huffed over the phone after reading the article excerpt.
“It’s just a trashy gossip site. They want drama.” Sebastian assured me.
“Yeah, I’m sure they’d love to hear that you’ve run off with my sister and in revenge, I got with Noah,” I replied sarcastically.
“A scandal for sure.” He chuckled and sighed. “Just try to take it as a grain of salt. No one else has a say in our relationship.”
“They feel like they do,” I mumbled and finished folding a load of laundry. Setting each neat pile on the bed.
“How’s everything else going?” He gently steered me away from the article.
“Busy, which is good. Just trying to juggle it all but I’m glad to be doing something. I sort of felt useless before when I wasn’t working.” I clamped the phone between my ear and shoulder so I could begin sorting the laundry away.
“Sofia, you’re never useless. I want you to do what makes you feel best. So if you feel good about work and classes, then I’ll support you every step of the way. But don’t think you’re useless.”
“You don’t make me feel useless.” I murmured. “You act like I’m the center of the universe.” I teased.
“Because you are.” He insisted lovingly. “You’re the center of my universe and that hasn’t changed since the day I met you.”
I stopped in the closet with a smile on my face. I touched one of his shirts and my heart ached for him. “I can’t wait for you to come home,” I said wistfully.
“I know, babe, but I’ll be home before you know it. I have an early morning though, so I have to let you go now. You have a lecture at four tomorrow right?”
“Yeah, I’m working in the morning.”
“So if I call you at seven, it’ll be noon there…” He thought through the time difference out loud. “Noon work?”
“Yeah, that works.”
“Okay, I love you. I’ll text you when I get up.”
“Love you too.”
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But the morning text wouldn’t come. Instead, I was woken up at one in the morning from a call. My sister’s name was on the screen and I knew it was urgent. She was aware of our own time difference and was mindful of the hour she called.
Disoriented, I sat up in bed and turned on the speakerphone. “Hello?”
“Sof, are you up?” My sister’s voice was tense and alarmed me.
“Well, I am now. What’s wrong?”
“Sebastian was in an accident.”
“What?” I bolted up in a panic and threw the sheets aside. “What accident? Is he okay?”
“His agent got in contact with mine because she couldn’t track down your number. She thinks it was a car crash but she’s trying to get more information from the film crew.”
“Oh my God.” My hand flew to my mouth and worst-case scenarios caused an instant panic attack. I sunk to my knees and hyperventilated into my thighs.
“Sof, Sofia, please just breathe with me, okay?”
“I need to get over there!” I exclaimed breathlessly. Frantic tears stained my cheeks and I felt so hopeless. He was on another continent, what if something really bad happened and I couldn’t be there for him?
“You have to get yourself calm first.” Erica did her best on dealing with my panic but Sebastian was much better at settling me.
“Erica, please. What if he’s dying?” I cried hysterically.
“Okay, let me just…” She sounded unnerved, probably because she couldn’t assure me that he wasn’t dying. There was a lack of information because of the disconnected trail of communication. “I will see what’s available for flights. I’m going to have to hang up though. Can you try to go through some breathing until I call you back?”
“Y-yes, yes, I will.”
When she hung up, I tried to calm my trembling body and close my eyes. It was nearly impossible to focus on my breathing because I was too scared. I ended up crumbled on the floor, shaking and begging God to keep my Sebastian alive.
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Erica came through and pulled out some big connections to get me on a flight as soon as possible.
No news came through and I was forced to keep my composure through the airport and on the long flight to Germany.
Then I waited in Frankfurt, on my layover, desperately trying to get news from Sebastian’s agent. Before boarding, my second flight to Greece, a text came through. She told me that last she’d heard he was still in surgery. She also explained that a member of the film crew would meet me at the airport to escort me to the hospital.
It was another three hours or so to Athens and the wait was excruciating. I was terrified to get off the airplane, turn on my phone, and read a text telling me my fiancee had died. When we landed, there wasn’t such a text. But there was another from his agent telling me the name of the man waiting for me, a bodyguard that worked for some of the cast.
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“Sofia?” A tall man with a distinct Yankees ball cap waved me over.
“Yes, Isaac.” I hurried over to him. “Is he okay?” I could delay the polite introductions.
“He’s out of surgery.” He nodded and offered to take my hastily packed duffle. “He should be awake now. I’m sure there’ll be a doctor there to explain the injuries, I’m not entirely sure what happened yet.” He led me outside where a car was waiting for us.
The ride to the hospital was a little more bearable because I knew Sebastian was at least alive. But I didn’t waste time getting into the hospital and to the room, they directed me to.
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“Sofia?” He looked shocked to see me in the doorway, probably still under the impression that I was still in Manhattan.
I burst into tears when I saw the state he was in. Several rows of stitches covered over his eyebrow, down his and his left arm. His right arm was in a sling as well.
“Sebastian.” I rushed to his side and tried to hug him without causing further injury or messing with the IV tubes. “I was so worried. Erica called me and I just assumed the worst. I’m so glad you’re okay. I was terrified I’d lost you.” I rambled incoherently through my tears.
“Sh, draga mea, I’m okay.” He soothed and held me close with his good arm.
“What happened?” I hiccupped.
“We were driving to set and got in a bad crash. I didn’t really see what happened I just felt it…we flipped I guess. I don’t really remember anything after the initial impact. Got a little banged up though.” He kissed my hair. The reunion was a little different than we’d expected.
“Like what? Will you be okay? They said you were in surgery for a long time.” I drew back and tenderly touched his face. His skin was mostly cleaned up of the blood but his stitches were fresh and it made me sick to my stomach to realize how deep the gashes must’ve been.
“They said my lung was punctured.” He admitted. “But they said everything went well in surgery so it shouldn’t be a problem. My shoulder dislocated but it’s fine now and the rest of it was just glass.” He shrugged.
I looked at him. It was as if he were talking about a trip on the sidewalk. “Sebastian, I could’ve lost you.” I couldn’t hold back. There were so many emotions I’d kept pent up while traveling for hours.
“It’s okay, love, it was scary but I’m okay. I’m much better now that you’re here.” He sighed quietly.
“Are you in pain?”
“Nah, just drugged up.” He answered and closed his eyes. “
I sat on the edge of the bed and stroked his hair back. “Get some rest. I’ll be here.” After all the times Sebastian had taken care of me I knew it was my turn to step up. It wouldn’t be easy seeing him in pain but I loved him too much not to carry him every step of the way. Metaphorically, of course, I doubted I could carry him.
“Yeah? Even though I probably look like Frankenstein’s monster because of the stitches?” He mumbled playfully.
“You still look handsome, don’t worry.” I kissed his forehead. “You’ll always be gorgeous to me.”
“Hope they don’t scar too much.” He continued rambling on in a quiet, slurred grumble. “More time in the makeup chair. Fucking pain the in ass…” He exhaled and his words faded away before he conked out from the painkillers.
I stayed sitting beside him while he slept. I briefly sent a message to Erica and his agent, telling them everything that I knew. It was a relief to say he would be perfectly fine in the few weeks to come.
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tumblr crush challenge
Rules: post your own favorite blogs to spread positivity and get your amazing blogger-friends some new followers!
oof ok,,,, i was tagged like a billion years ago but!!! im using this as an uh,,, excuse to make a thank you post for some of the amazing people that follow this dumb lil blog and that have made this year great!!! thank you!!! since im stoopid and write a lot im putting all this under the cut
but! before that! i still want to wish everyone a happy new year!!! thank you for making this dumb fuckin site more bearable and like,,, fun!! every single one of you is so cute and precious uwuwuwu i wish you the best
ok so im gonna go,,, uh,, in alphabetical order lmao??? i have barely truly talked to a couple of u but kshfkjdsf idk, i just felt,,,, like writing stuff,,,, about u bc i secretly love u sjkdkdf
@boo-kihyun hannah!!! it’s been great talking to you and freaking out abt joo, that old fool, and mx in general rknjgkjd. it’s great to have someone to just. yell at when you’re dying at 5am or smth dkfjdkjgkjkl. i know you’re not on here that much but i want you to know that i really appreciate you a lot, and our conversations have been rly fun!! i hope youre doing well and i hope the new year treats u damn fuckin well!!! :*
@festiivebebe ahhh nao!!! you’re so nice!! i rly love your blog and your tags!! theyre such A Mood ksdjhfksd. i love how the 🤧 emoji is literally. yours??? whenever i see it on my dash im like,,, that’s nao,, and when it isn’t im liek!!! WHAT. you’re so cute and you seem like a super nice person uwu!!! ((says a fool who should like, talk to u or smth LMAO im sorry im liek this))
@hyungkyun OOF BINCH. the most annoying lil idiot on this site, probably. my obnoxious ass soulmate. ugh!!!! it’s been a whole fucking year CAN YUO BELIEVE and yet,,, here we are, being annoying as all hell and talking nonstop wow. i love u sm bih ))): you have become such an important person in my life ): i enjoy talking to u even if it’s about,,, fucking clowns or food or literally,,, whatever lmfao. we rly bicker so much why are we like this jdfhsjdk we never shut the fuck up but im!!! so grateful for that!!! you rly mean so much to me :/ . honestly whenever we don’t get to talk it just ??? feels weird??? idk mayhaps,,,, when that happens i miss you,,,,, i miss a furry i cant believe... smh. guess :/// all thats left to say :///// is that ill love u always no matter what ://// u funky lil vampire cowboy ://// gross lol. i rly do love u a whole! fucking! lot!
@joohanis AJ QUEEN OF JOOBEBES. you are rly!! a fucking icon you’re so nice?? and kind??? don’t let me get started on how gorgeous you are every time you post selfies an angel is born (´:. thank you sm for bringing us quality content and the funniest tags ever, and,, overall,,, a rly nice vibe to this hellsite?? you’re so approachable and charismatic you’re really amazing!! thanks queen.
@kihyussy my one and only sun wife!!! miss ria!!! im so happy that we started talking again!!! we’re both messes answering,, i promise thatll change on 2k19, now youll never get rid of me 😔! djhghj i rly love all ur messages you’re so entertaining and funyn and witty mdfgdhjfg,,, but you’re also the fucking sweetest!!! as a cancer should be ofc, i love ur soft lil heart 💕💕💕. i cant believe you’re really out there saying im gorgeous when no one is as stunning as you, miss ria wtf!!! ugh you’re such a cutie!!!! ily baby!!!
@prinzelee jazz!!! my beautiful coffee goddess gf!! i probably got the order of that wrong oh my god!!! you are SUCH a gorgeous human being, inside and out. i love your cute compliments and nicknames, and i love how much dedication you put to your writing blog. you really have a heart of gold. you are so kind and gentle, you also work so hard... you deserve happiness and everything good in the world!!! i hope 2k19 brings u peace and good vibes!!!
@wonho-deactivated MDHDFJDH murr. you’re so fucking chaotic and ilysm for that djfhkjsds. ive honestly laughed out loud reading your messages and your tags bc theyre so fuckign funny how do you even think of all that you’re. fucking hilarious. i love your sense of humor and how you rly are out there living your best libra sun sag rising life!!!!! and being a goth!!! you’re truly an icon, even if you deny ur love for mistre fendiman :// i know the truth. smoochies for you and shermy, ily both!!!
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Apologies: Klaus x Reader
request from anon// Klaus cheating on reader with Caroline
warnings// minor language, reader feels unworthy, but fluff and angsttt! also, my first Klaus one-shot, so I'm sorry if this isn't great!
You were siting on the bed in your hotel room, staring at the dark walls. Your phone had been going off for a quite a while now. You immediately turned it off with aggressiveness. You’re quiet sobs now filled the emptiness in the room. You tried to reprocess everything that had happened in the past few hours of your life. And the reason for it all; Klaus Mikaelson. Where the name would give some shudders, to you, it gave butterflies. Klaus was this unexplainable, complex, intricate being. Everybody thought of him as this self-centered, murderous ego-maniac, but nobody knew him like you did. He was this kind, caring, and loving person, and you loved your hybrid with every piece of your heart. You had been the happiest with him, here in New Orleans. The Mikaelsons were like family to you. You were treated like a Queen by everybody, but you never took that position. You were far too self-less, compassionate, kind, and loving. And that was the exact reason Klaus loved you. You put everyones happiness ahead of yours, never put yourself above anyone, and did whatever you could to make sure that people around you were untroubled. He also loved how cheery you were. Always smiling, incredibly intelligent, being awkward, and not caring of what other cared of you. You never let your sadness be shown to the world. That was just not the light you wanted to offer people. You bottled up your feelings, and you were so good at it, faking your pain, you could’ve won an Oscar. For the past few months, you had been breaking apart. Klaus Mikaelson had broken your heart, piece by piece.. You found your boyfriend of 3 years, on top of Caroline Forbes. Although you were trying to convince yourself that Klaus couldn’t have done this, you truly knew he did.
A FEW HOURS AGO:
You walked in to the Mikaelsons home after shopping with Rebekah, also one of your best friends, for what seemed like hours. Rebekah had decided that she wanted to go visit Marcel, so here you were lugging in tons and tons of clothes, accessories, and other foolishness that either one of you didn’t need. You knew that today, every Mikaelsson, except Klaus, wouldn’t be home today. Elijah with Hayley, Freya and Kol, out and about, so you had the mansion to just Klaus and yourself, and you were very excited. You both did not get a lot of time alone, so whatever you had, you really did cherish. You put down the bags on the sofa, and quietly walked up the stairs to the room you and Klaus shared, ready to change out of you maxi-dress, and into some sweatpants and a tank. You could’ve sworn you heard a girl in the room with Klaus. You tried to use your vampire hearing to hear, but nothing was clear enough. You walked closer to the door, you could’ve sworn that anyone from miles away could’ve heard your heartbeat. As you peered in through the door, that was opened the slightest, tears welled up in your eyes. Klaus and Caroline were in a intimate moment. You choked on your breath, and began to walk away, ready to sprint down the stairs. But Klaus had heard you. He chased after you down the stairs, trying to slip on his clothes.
He was yelling your name. “Y/n! Love, come back, please, I am so sorry, just let me explain”. But your thoughts filled up your mind, blocking out his words. Tears were freely flowing down your face.
Klaus grabbed on to your wrist, apologizing over and over again, and all you could do was stare at him. You were utterly shocked by his actions. And then it washed over you. “Let me go, Klaus. Don’t fucking touch me” you screamed, within sobs. He let go of your wrist just standing and staring now. He knew he was wrong, that he had made a mistake, that he had just lost the woman of his dreams. He had let Carolines and his old love come in the way of the woman he was going to ask to be his for the rest of his life.
You walked out of the doors, you tears covering your vision straight into Kol’s arms.
“What is it, darling” he asked with worry. You just buried you head further in to his chest. Crying so loudly now.
“Just stay, Kol. Please, just stay”.
“Don’t worry love, I got you, its going to be alright” he said as he rested his head on yours, hugging you tight.
“I just want to go away, far, far, away. I need to go, now” you said, wiping your tears after a couple of minutes.
“Y/n, please tell me whats up so I can help you. You do not need to go anywhere, I’m here with you”.
“Klaus, he...cheated on me” your eyes welling up with tears again. You’re not gonna cry you told yourself, nope, not for him. Kol just stared at you, and engulfed you in his arms, saying kind words.
“Ill come back” you said, “ I just need some time alone to rethink”
“Let me come with you, y/n”
“Thanks Kol, but I just need time alone, just me and my thought”. He hugged you one last time, and you left.
Now here you were. In a hotel not to far away. You knew about Caroline. How much Klaus had loved her, and how much heart break he had been through when he wasn’t able to attain her love. You saw her, here and there, when you and Klaus took a little trip to visit the Salvatore brothers in Mystic Falls. The way Klaus looked at her, you knew that love was clearly existent between the two. Everybody talked about it, too. Klaus and Caroline. The tale of the two love birds. Some saying how she was dumb not to pursue him after how much he changed as a person after being around her, and other saying that she was intelligent for not going after the man. Whenever her name came up, you sulked a little on the inside. You had convinced yourself that she was far more gorgeous than you, and Klaus had every right to like her more than he liked you. But then, when Klaus had confessed his true love for you, you forgot all about her. And yet, here she was, with your boyfriend, proving yet again that Klaus would never feel the same of you, as he did of her. And that was the one thing that made you feel like utterly and completely useless. Minutes and hours passed by, and you feel asleep. Until you were woken up by someone gently pushing your hair back, you were ready to spring up and tear the person apart, but you knew the familarity of this person. Of their soft hands, and the scent of bourbon and leather. It was Klaus. And he was crying. He saw you slowly sit up, your red,tear streaked face. You looked away from him making sure not to make eye contact.
“How’d you even find me”
“The GPS on you phone, love” Klaus said.
That damned phone, you thought to yourself
Before you could even open your mouth to tell him to leave, he started to talk.
“Y/n, I understand if you do not forgive me. I am truly unworthy of your love, undeserving of you. What I have done today, Ive never felt more bad about myself. I never wanted to hurt you, ever. That was one thing I told myself I never would’ve done. Caroline, and I, that was just the heat of the moment. I did not know what went over me. I didn’t mean to do it. The last thing I have ever wanted is to lose you, and when you walked out of that door, I’ve never felt a greater emptiness in my life. I have never valued your affection, warmth, and spirit more. I know that I am wrong, and trust me, I do loathe myself for it. For the man I am. In the past centuries, Ive been alone and broke, but when I was blessed with you, you healed all the sorrow in my life. I am beyond fortunate for you. I feel like the luckiest man for having you as my girlfriend, my lover, my support, and my happiness. And I know, I put a big tear in our relationship today, but I will do whatever it takes to make it up to you, to convince you that I am worthy of your love. Forgive me, darling” And a single tear fell down his face. You wiped away the tear, and pulled him into a kiss. One that meant, forgiveness, love, and new opportunities. “Klaus, what happened today, broke me in a way that I never thought it would have. You made me feel as if I was unworthy of loving, and that I was never good enough. Ive tried, tried so hard to not let the way Aurora, Camille, or Caroline looked at you. The fact that they were far more better for you, than me”.
“Don’t say that. I have never loved anyone more than you. No one is as amazing as you, y/n, and it astonishes me that you don’t realize that. Your everything I’ve wanted to be, and more. And the fact that i wake up next you every morning, and that I get to call you mine, is unbelievable to this day. I promise you, with the enitirety of my heart, that I will never hurt you, ever again. I love you y/n, I love you so much”. “ I love you too Klaus, and I forgive you, but do that again, and I will surely put that White Oak stake through your heart, and drop your body at the bottom of the Atlantic Ocean”. You both laughed at this, and you fell asleep in Klaus arms, till morning came.
a/n: sorry to the anon who requested, I literally procrastinated this until today, and sat and wrote in 2 hours, so sorry for any mistakes! I’m just trying to improve my writing more and more, so I'm very very sorry if this isn't great (or any of my writing isn't great lol). thanks for the support, and feel free to send something in my inbox, whether it be positive criticism, requests, or if ya just wanna talk! we are so close to 100 followers, so THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE SUPPORT. Writing and reading here on Tumblr is something I enjoy doing. Not only is it a great de-stresser, but I get to see such talented and great human beings from all over the world :)))))))
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I was tagged by: @rebel-eds , thanks for giving me something to do B 💓
1. last drink?: Shitty imitation coffee.
2: last phone call?: my mommy.
3. last text message?: "okay mommy" you can only guess who i sent it to.
4. last song you listened to?: Best Friends by Grandson. (Its a banger beatbi suggest everyone give it a listen)
5. last time you cried?: Thusday night last week.
6. dated someone twice?: Yes, and i was mistaken both times.
7. kissed someone and regretted it: I kissed a guy who only kissed me to date my mom.
8. been cheated on?: Yeah actually, and the kicker was that it was an irl relationship between me and this person and they cheated on me with someone from across the country... So.
9. lost someone special?: Not really?
10. been depressed?: Oooooh boy.
11. gotten drunk and thrown up?: Story time! Ive been black out drunk, once. I invited my current bf over for some video games (we had been dating for like a month maybe) and i thought "boy imma get stupid and put the moved on him" drank 2 things of box wine to myself (1 box is equal to 4 glasses of wine lol) ended up getting sick really fast and left my bf to watch my younger 2 siblings while i threw up. Thats all i remember. (I think i also tried to shave my legs?)
Fave colors
12. Green (every single shade)
13. Black, like oil black so its not as dark.
14. Like a dusty brown yellow color.
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends?: I think so? I hope so cause theres alot of people on here i just recently met that im already considering my friends.
16. fallen out of love?: Yes... Honestly its the saddest feeling in the world.
17. laughed until you cried?: I did that last night over the fact i said i wanted to become a professional hotdog juicer.
18. found out someone was talking about you?: Yeah, im a snoopy bitch.
19. met someone who changed you?: Oh yes, some of them were for the better, but this one person im thinking in particular... I wish he would stop.
20. found out who your friends are?: Yeah actually, i moved and alot of the people i considered "friends" started talking crap, and alot of the people i just considered stuck up for me.
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: Does my mom count?
general:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl?: Like a solid 80% of them, others are people i briefly met at cons or whatever.
23. do you have any pets?: I have 2 kitties! My sisters fat cat Juno and my demon Leia.
24. do you want to change your name?: Not really, i feel like ive got a pretty cool name.
25. what did you do for your last birthday?: I cried and threw up on myself lol.
26. what time did you wake up today?: 8:46 am i remember because i wooe up amd the first thought i had was: "if i dont get up the carrots will attack."
27. what were you doing at midnight last night?: Editing my fic and watching School of Rock.
28. what is something that you can’t wait for?: I have a sad life thats going nowhere so i have nothing to look forward to.
30. what are you listening to right now?: California Dreamin' by The Mamas and Papas.
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom?: I worked for a guy named Tom. Tom was an asshat.
32. something getting on your nerves?: The fact that im not aloud to sing or dance around the hoyse anymore.
33. most visited website?: Tumblr lol.
34. hair color?: I had purple hair before i dyed it brown, so its kinda like orangy brown with a tint of pink.
35. long or short hair: This is a hard question because my hair is a mega floof. So it looks short but when i flat iron it its fairly long.
36. do you have a crush on someone?: Honestly.... I think so.
37. what do you like about yourself?: Im not a huge fan of my outsides (my appearance) but i love my insides. I think im hella funny, and goofy but i know im not very pleasant to look at. But thats okay ☺
38. want any piercings: I already have my snake bites and 2 holes in each ear, but im dying to have my bellybutton, eyebrow, and either my nipples or tongue done. (Maybe a double helix UGH i dont know)
39. blood type: i think im AB positive?
40. nicknames: Jae, JJ, Jada, Scoob, scooberndude, bug, beb, moose, little angry one, you.
41. relationship status: Taken.
42. zodiac: imma Capricorn.
43. pronouns: I mostly go by They/them, but im okay with her/she too.
44. fave tv show: Ive re-discovered 'Dan vs. Everything' and im in love.
45. tattoos: ive got 4, 1 on my left arm, 2 of my right. And one on the back of my neck (i should just face reveal and show them honestly i get asked about them so much)
46. right or left handed: left handed (imma diamond in the rouge)
47. ever had surgery: GOD NO.
48 . piercings: Yep like i said before. Ove got 6, my snake bites and 2 in each ear.
49. sport: I USE to play baseball amd hockey. (I was also on a roller derby team if that counts)
50. vacation: I haven't been on vacation since i was 8.
51. trainers: No.
more general
52. eating: I was told that you should drink water 20 minutes before eating, because dehydration can feel like hunger. I started doing that like a week ago and ive eaten maybe 4 times since 😂
53. drinking: Water 😎 (hydration is sexy, yall should go get some)
54. im about to watch: myself post this amd regret it.
55. waiting for: my mom to get home so i can come put of my room.
56. want: More records.
57. get married? After some consideration, probably not ever gonna happen.
58. career: i dunno yet, i just know i wanna go to film/art school!
59. hugs or kisses: keeses 😙
60. lips or eyes: The eyes.
61. shorter or taller: i dont really mind either, evidentally though its always tall because im short as fuck.
62. older or younger: Still doesnt really matter to me, as long as they aint a pedo.
63. nice arms or stomach: Arms, because i love being held.
64. hookup or relationship: a relationship where you pretend not to know each other and "hook up"
65. troublemaker or hesitant: im not really either? Like im not very shy, but im not so far out there that i get in trouble.
66. kissed a stranger: Thats how you get hepatitis.
67. drank hard liquor: Yes, i still would but i get hella nervous about it (im a stoner not a drinker eeeeh)
68. lost glasses: yep! Thats why i dont have them now.
69. turned someone down: Not really. No one has ever asked me out before :/
70. sex on the first date: im a hoe and proud, but this is a major no no.
71. broken someones heart: i think so... But they broke all of me first.
72. had your heart broken: Ive had alot more than just my heart broken.
73. been arrested: Yes i was arrested when i was 9.
74. cried when someone died: Ive been crying over David Bowie for 2 years now, yes.
75. fallen for a friend: This is the only way i can get into a relationship
do you believe in…
76. yourself: Yes! I can do the thing!
77. miracles: Sadly no, ive never had one happen for me.
78. love at first sight: Kinda? Like it starts out as "i wanna punch your face in" at first site, and THEN i fall in love.
79. santa clause: yes because my papa is santa.... I seen it.
80. kiss on a first date: i always barf if someone tries to kiss me on the first date. (Not because it grosses me out but because i got bad anxiety lol)
81. angels: Absolutly because all my friends are angels 💓
82. best friend’s name: I... I dont have one? (Does my twin count? Her name is Dawn)
83. eye color: Green!
84. fave movie: Probably Pretty in Pink.
85. fave actor: Lesie motherfucking Jones! This girl is amazing, she went to an art school in Colorado for a basketball scholarship and ended up in theater and on SNL instead. I aspire to be cool enough to earn my way onto SNL.
I should tag some peepes: @trashmouthmissy @spaghetti-head-eds , @thegreatwhiteferret , @beepbeepbongoboyy , and anyone else who wants to do this can and tag me saying i tagged you 😎
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rules: answer these and tag 20 people
tagged by io @69bc <3
i tag @awalnutchicken @chiefguideandcentre @femmegasconading @guhlinda @ravenclawsoprano @fredrikegerman @1aju @littleblondesoprano @soldierandrosemp3 @teenernst @ghoulvoided and @lesbianlisasnart
THE LAST:
1. drink: water
2. phone call: no clue
3. text message: my dad
4. song you listened to: goodbye stranger by supertramp
5. time you cried: a few weeks ago?
6. dated someone twice: no
7. kissed someone and regretted it: ive never kissed anyone
8. been cheated on: not that i know of
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: hm
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes definitely
THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. red
13. yellow
14. blue
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes
16. fallen out of love: yes
17. laughed until you cried: yes
18. found out someone was talking about you: i dont know
19. met someone who changed you: in a way
20. found out who your friends are: hah
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no
GENERAL:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i deleted my facebook last month
23. do you have any pets: not anymore no
24. do you want to change your name: hm id say no but legally yes
25. what did you do for your last birthday: it was a little ruined but i went to see a play
26. what time do you wake up: im unpredictable
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: fucking myself up for sure
28. name something you can’t wait for: im seeing falsettos next month
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago
30. what are you listening to right now: problems by mother mother
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes
32. something that is getting on your nerves: just my life and the way that im handling things. the usual
33. most visited website: convert2mp3 or this site
34. hair color: brown
35. long or short hair: short, it needs a cut though
36. do you have a crush on someone: yes, love has burned through my ogre layers apparently
37. what do you like about yourself: i am capable
38. piercings: i have none
39. blood type: o+ for you vampires out there
40. nickname: chuck
41. relationship status: its sad
42. zodiac: scorpio
43. pronouns: he or they
44. favorite tv show: supernatural or avatar the last airbender
45. tattoos: none yet
46. right or left handed: right
47. surgery: only on my teeth
48. sport: i used to swim and i used to play basketball
49. vacation: we went to hawaii and oregon
50. pair of trainers: uh skater shoes but i cant skate
MORE GENERAL:
51. eating: nothing
52. drinking: nothing
53. i’m about to: i never have plans
54. waiting for: myself to get it together
55. want: power
56. get married: if it is possible
57. career: ive no idea
WHICH IS BETTER:
58. hugs or kisses: both
59. lips or eyes: both but i look at eyes first typically
60. shorter or taller: either but im fairly short
61. older or younger: older anyone younger and id be somewhat if not very uncomfortable
62. nice arms or nice stomach: i dont think this way
63. hook up or relationship: relationship
64. troublemaker or hesitant: both
HAVE YOU EVER:
65. kissed a stranger: no
66. drank hard liquor: yes
67. lost glasses/contact lenses: unfortunately yes
68. turned someone down: i guess i have
69. sex on the first date: no
70. broken someone’s heart: im not sure
71. had your heart broken: yes
72. been arrested: no
73. cried when someone died: yes
74. fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
75. yourself: in a very half-assed way
76. miracles: yes
77. love at first sight: i dont know
78. santa claus: no
79. kiss on the first date: maybe
80. angels: yes
OTHER:
81. current best friend’s name: if you consider yourself my best friend i am so sorry
82. eye color: brown
83. favorite movie: even though its stupid, a clockwork orange
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all of them. just fckin.. all of them. every single question. 1-100. good luck comrade.
fuck u, here it is:
1. Is a kiss considered cheating?
-if theykiss a boy idm.
2. Have you ever faked orgasm?
-yeahlmao
3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
-shapeshifting
4. Do you think you are going to be rich in 7-8-9 years?
-I fuckinhope so
5. Tell us some funny drunk story.
-oh man,ive only been smashed once, and it was a night full of regrets and a lot ofcheating and gay stuff happened.
6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?
-u knowwhat. fuck my ex, he was a manipulative cheating cunt and he broke up with meover snapchat.
7. If you had to choose one way to die, what would it be?
-bathtuband sleeping pills, im out painlessly.
8. What are your current goals?
-be asuccessful bitch and build myself up.
9. Do you like someone?
-wheneverI think of feelings I take a shot so idk..
10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?
-my ex.
11. Do you like your body?
-eh imgetting there
12. Can you keep a diet?
-no lmao
13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?
-don’t discriminateagainst sex workers and treat them like actual people.
14. Do you work?
-yep, gota retail job and everything.
15. If you could choose only one food to eat to the rest of your life, whatwould it be?
-ayesalad, bc anything you cut up and put in a bowl is salad, so pizza salad, fruitsalad, ice cream salad, anything.
16. Would you get a tattoo?
-hellyeah, im actually thinking about getting this floral one on my thigh, gottalike, tell my mum tho.
17. Something you don’t mind spending all your money on?
-theperson I love,,
18. Can you drive?
Ive onlyhad like, one driving test ever.
19. When was the last time someone told you you were beautiful?
-at therink on Friday? Someone said I was beautiful and that my ex didn’t deserve me:)
20. What was the last thing you cried for?
-when I drinkI don’t cry, so ive been drinking a lot.
21. Do you keep a journal?
-yep,serves as my receipts.
22. Is life fun?
-ehhhhitll get there.
23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?
-I don’t reallycare, just warn me so I have time to get out of there.
24. What’s your dream car?
-somethingI don’t have to use petrol for.
25. Are grades in school important?
-justnail ur finals and ur good.
26. Describe your crush.
-its tooearly homie
27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?
-WONDERWOMAN HOLY SHIT A+
28. What was your last lie?
-im fine
29. Dumbest lie you ever told?
-idk, I normallytell the truth, its such an effort to lie.
30. Is crying in front of people embarrassing?
-no I doit all the time lmao
31. Something you did and you are proud of?
-Teamedup with my Best Friend and Absolutely Called the shit out of my Ex out andfuckin roasted him.
32. What’s your favourite cocktail?
-I haven’tdelved into cocktails too much yet, ive been drinking straight.
33. Something you are good at?
-iceskating?? idk
34. Do you like small kids?
-I hatekids so much
35. How are you feeling right now?
-There
36. What would you name your daughter/son?
-daughter:Lavender? Idk I just watched matilda and I was like what a pretty name, andboys: Christian?
37. What do you need to be happy?
-abillion dollars
38. Is there some you want to punch in the face right now?
-my ex
39. What was the last gift you received?
-does mycoworker buying everyone hot chocolates and frozen cokes during their shiftcount as a gift
40. What was the last gift you gave?
-a fidgetcube?
41. What was the last concert you went to?
-panic atthe disco in January :D
42. Favourite place to shop at?
-ittotally was this gothic shop in Newtown, but then it moved and I don’t knowwhere it is anymore :/
43. Who inspires you?
-myselfbitch
44. How old were you when you first got drunk?
-18
45. How old were you when you first got high?
-never
46. When was your first kiss?
-when I was15? 16?
47. Something you want to do until the end of this year?
-be amermaid, like fr, go follow mermaid_shelly on Instagram no joke.
48. Is there something in the past you wish you hadn’t done?
-dated myex
49. Post a selfie.
-heres alink instead: http://darklarru.tumblr.com/post/161374174865/cat-cafe-aesthetic
50. Who are you most comfortable around?
-my BestFriend
51. Name one thing that terrifies you.
-to loseeverything I worked for
52. What kind of books do you read?
-haventread a book in so long, but I like the fantasy genre
53. What would you tell your 12 year old self?
-girl,girl, u gay as fuck
54. What is your favourite flower?
-roses!!
55. Any bad habits you have?
-speakingquietly
56. What kind of people are you attracted to?
-peoplewho think the same as me
57. What was the last thing you cried for?
-my ex :/
58. Is there something you don’t eat? Some food that truly disgust you?
-pickles,what r they doin, get outta here
59. Are you in love?
-yeah imalways in love
60. Something you find romantic?
-tealightcandles
61. How long was your longest relationship?
-like 3or 4 months
62. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?
-wereso,, bitchy.
63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?
-they don’tknow what the fuck is up, they don’t listen, they always horny, theyre kindaviolent, theyre more hardcore and aggressive physically.
64. What are you saving money for?
-anothermermaid tail,,, but also a house I guess
65. How would you describe your bad side?
-emotional,angry, violent, temperamental, not thinking,, idk
66. Are you actually a good person? Why?
-sometimesI guess, I try not to be shitty, but some people fuckin deserve it.
67. What are you living for?
-a future
68. Have you ever done anything illegal?
-probably
69. Do you like your body?
-yeahsometimes
70. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?
-notunless we were fighting
71. Ever sent nudes?
-whohasnt
72. Have you ever cheated on someone?
-I cheatedon a guy with girl and I was very drunk, but then we said same sex cheating wasokay
73. Favourite candy?
-redfrogs, gummy bears
74. Is there a blog you visit every day, or almost every day? Tag it!
-imbarely on this hell site
75. Do you play any computer games? What is your favourite game?
-adarkroomwas one of my Faves
76. Favourite TV series?
-w.i.t.c.h.what a Classic
77. Are you religious? Does God exist?
-yeah, imchill w god.
78. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?
-I haven’tread a book in so long yall.
79. What do you think about vegetarianism/veganism?
-kudos tothem who r doin it but I really love chicken.
80. How long have you been on Tumblr?
-sinceyear 9, so like, 2013
81. Do you like Chineese food?
-I am Chinese
82. McDonalds or Subway?
-subwayyyy
83. Vodka or whiskey?
-fuuuuuuck,,,fucking love vodka but it makes my face screw up in a bad expression, and I lovefireball whiskey, but like, vodka gets me fucked up faster.
84. Alcohol or drugs?
-alcohol,don’t do drugs kids
85. Ever been out of your province/state/country?
-ya
86. Meaning behind your blog name?
-I lovetypos
87. What gets you up in the morning?
-spite.
88. What are you scared of?
-a lot ofthings
89. Last time you were insulted?
-wednesday
90. Most traumatic experience ?
-my bf atthe time, was fuckin, chewin his toenails in his mouth, and I forgot bc he wasbein sweet n he stuck his tongue out to touch mine, n I stuck mine out too n I fuckni,,.,,,. touched the toenail w my mouth I nearly threw up, I felt my soul ejectfrom my body for a second.
91. Perfect date idea?
-picnicdaate, and watching the stars and cuddling
92. Favourite app on your phone?
-instagram?I check it the most.
93. What colour are the walls in your room?
-white
94. Do you watch Youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?
-daviddobrik tbh
95. Share your favourite quote.
-ifsomeone tells you that they hurt you, you don’t get to decide that you didn’t.
96. What is the meaning of life?
-when thestreets are empty and the moon is shining and nobody is awake and its chilly,but your alone and maybe the wind is blowing through the grass, or whatever.
97. Do you like horror movies?
-fuck nah
98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?
-I signedup for Netflix and didn’t tell her.
99. Do you feel lucky or special in a way?
-I amspecial
100. Can you keep a secret?
-ya justmake sure u tell me its important.
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