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mizugucci · 1 year

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watching peaktime and doing a stroll down memory lane re: my fav nugus makes me want to put everything on this main blog & not split onto a sideblog

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neptunesailing · 11 months

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mayoi (enstars x hnk au)

#nep draws things #ensemble stars #enstars #sketch #mayoi ayase #enstars x hnk au #hnk au #ouoououououu i am soooo proud of the mayo on the right hjhjrhgrghrhgrhghgrghrhg he is so !!#showed this to a friend before i posted and they said his hair would taste like frozen grapes and i had to break it to them that it'd break #their teeth JHDHJFHJSDHJFHJSHJFSJD anywayy i might redraw the aira one.. he needs some attention too ^_^ sorry i only design for hii.ai /#alkaloid but THEY ARE MY FAVS........ by this logic i should be drawing more sw.itch but . i just . *waves hands* alkaloid !!! alkaloid so #special to me.. anyway tatsumi has another job other than patrolling with mayo which is why mayo has the winter uni and tatsun has the norm #i was maybe thinking tatsun would be a healer like rutile is..? nothing is set in stone (pun intended) for now ahha but tatsun can still #fight jsut fine!! hes more of a watcher for mayo. mayo fights more since his hardness lvl is much higher than tatsun's. during the spring a #stuff tho i think mayo kinda hides around? still not sure.. youd probably see him around tho in the shadows (ala canon i guess) and i guess #thats how hiiro and aira get to know mayo outside of patrols.. OH the reason why mayo is on winter patrol is because he gets too nervous #working with other gems and he kept messing up and hiding away whenever he did mess up so :((( yeah he usually fights by himself OH I SHOUL #EXPLAIN WHY HE CAN SPLIT INTO 2 its because of the spinel law something somethign rotated at 180 degrees at some axis but ANYWAY his hair #is longer in his singular form but you can see in his split form his hair is cut differently than how we normally see mayo's hair- and also #theyre mirrored!! their braids are on different sides and the side w/o the braid is shorter!! and the moles are on opposite sides too heheh #holy shit i wrote so much in the tags..... anyway THANK YOU SOS SO MUCH TEA FOR REMINDING ME OF THE HNK AU AGAIN AND ENABLING ME TO GO #INSANE OVER THIS AU AGAIN UR AMAZINGGGG <333333

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vacant2007 · 1 year

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nexus-nebulae · 5 months

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odd thing we've noticed. the less okay we are the smaller our active system gets

#like logically you'd think we'd get more members while stressed but we don't usually #we actually split way more often when we're feeling okay and alive #i think it has something to do with mental bandwidth #like when mental health bad we don't have enough mental energy to put towards the system #so we just. reduce a lot in size. to make the workload easier #like a few months ago we had about 100+ people active at once all rotating out frequently and cofronting a TON #and now we're down to like. three or four active the rest really only able to be active for a few minutes at a time #we're just too exhausted to deal with the chaos of so many people so it kinda. slows down a ton #it's hard to get used to when everything was So Loud before. its kinda scary sometimes #like damn. i cant just call Incredibly Specific Task Guy to deal with this task i really cannot do right now. that kinda sucks #but knowing that this is like. more bc of the fact that we Can't Deal With Much More Than This makes it a little easier #we're a bit like my current computer. shit ass RAM bc its got like 50 malware (illnesses) on it #and once i get a new computer (get a little better and more functional) i can get back to multitasking #side note my god my RAM on this computer is shit running tumblr and minecraft at the same time totally breaks it #like it makes the Entire Computer run at 10 fps it's Great #i'm getting a new one at the end of this month hopefully #and hopefully Actually Nice Thing Accomplished will also help brain a lot #also not having to stress about how annoying to use our computer is should help lmao

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morninkim · 3 months

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decided Wren and their world's version of Elle had a kinda toxic romantic/horny fling during that campaign's timeskip - excerpt from the thing i'm writing for it under the cut

(idk if this getting posted anywhere since it is uh. definitely smut. and i don't have anywhere to appropriately and comfortably post that atm. but mostly just using it to practice writing again and i liked this little bit so sharing it hehe)

#my writing #my ocs #elle southorn #wren macgowan #the bit of their dynamic is that wren's been isolated from their friends for a year (and will be for 5 total) for campaign reasons #and starts to develop anger issues and this sense of helplessness that they channel into doing Big Violence as a mercenary #and they help this world's elle to kill her abusive uncle - which isolates her from her family bc his manipulation of them ran DEEP #so she ends up joining with wren and they become a pretty effective merc duo but elle very much encourages and eggs on wren's violent #tendencies bc it gets them money from all the jobs they handle and she thinks its hot as fuck to see them swing a sword so Hard like that #and wren kinda latches onto her as a substitute support system and projects their previous bonds with their friends onto her #and eventually that culminates in them doing the Big Nasty Sloppy Style and Often while developing Feelings #which then leads to wren letting her in on What's Going On with Plot Things from the campaign #and she fuckin splits bc thats all way too much for her and she doesnt wanna get involved in it if she can avoid it #leaving wren alone again with all That baggage AND the previous baggage they have to work through (which they are now post-timeskip)#how successfully they work through it is mostly up to how the rest of the campaign goes and how other characters react and deal with them #i have brainworms about them

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oatbugs · 1 year

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took an under average dosage of ritalin for first time 👍

#my psychiateist prescribed me the pills and a preliminary dosage thing but told me not to take them until #i fill out like 3 massive very thick assessment questionnaires and then when i did she ghosted them so #taking the perliminary dosage #which is 5mg 2x a day but the pills r 10mg which means i have to split them in half . but the issue is the pills #kind of crumble if that makes sense #so im pretty sure that 5mg was like. less than 5 😭#i preserved most of it tho so it should be fine roughly #anyway i already washed my hair took out the trash started changing bedsheet stopped halfway thru bc i have to go to a lecture #but i feel like its placebo tbh . idk #maybe i should take more but also i dont want the side effects to hit too hard at once bc i overdid it #anyway #personal

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jtbb · 1 year

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does anyone else get Really Stressed Out when their food is like a Bunch of Different Stuff all on one plate like i need my food to be just the same ingredients within every bite or else i will explode

#GOOD FOOD: fried rice. dumplings. salad rolls. sushi. pizza unless the ingredients keep falling off in which case BAD!!#sandwich good as long as the ingredients Stay Put and dont try to escape #definitely extra points if the food is easily split into bite sizes w/o being messy #BAD FOOD: noodles that have big toppings that i cant easily eat w the noodles in a balanced ratio in each bite #like fan qie chao dan is yummy and good but sometimes i have it w noodles instead of rice and oh no i cant deal w that at all #stir fry also Bad Food like that is just Ingredience on a Plate . what do u expect me to do . eat them one at a time?#and i dont eat meat much but i have chicken quarters sometimes and it tastes good but its still Bad Food #cause some parts of it taste and feel so different from other parts and theres some parts you just cant eat at all etc its so hard #burger also Very Bad the ingredients keep falling out & i have to eat them separately & sauce gets everywhere on my hands & its just a mess #i have literally cried while eating noodles or burger . so so stressful #if theres like multiple unrelated side dishes on one plate or smth its fine as long as they Dont Mix at all.#am i makign sense . does anyone here get me. idk if im insnae or this is just a normal thing that no one ever talks abt #nvm dumplings cancelled too im eating pork dumplings rn and they Feel Weird #but for a different reason i think #still Bad

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biolums · 1 year

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4am. i cant sleep. stuck in my damn head with my own thoughts.. this calls for drastic measures (crying myself to sleep)

#not that i can ever cry if i want to. but ideally nownwould be the time #i just. god i just cant stop thinking about ***** and now im imagining scenarios and im just. god its just too much #its so hard like. caring ahout someone so much and not havinf an outlet.#i feel so helpless all the time because im just. literally at the mercy of my love.#one second im splitting the next im having anxiety attack. or maybe i uave a breakdown.#which all lead to me fucking lashing out. and making things worse. and i just. i dont know what to do #i have zero coping mechanisms for this. and i keep being weird about it. i just. god i feel so. helpless #before i accepted i had bpd i literally didnt let my self ljke. think thoughts like #i was obsessed and in love with this guy in high school and i just wouldnt let myself think about him. at all #because if i started thinking about him it would be too much.#he had a girlfriend at the time and i dont think ive ever hated someone so blindly. like she was a bitch and i know that now #but i hoped and prayed for them to break up. this guy wouldnt have dated me but i was So Jealous #hhhhhhhhh #lets hope i have the coursge to bring up bpd with my psychiatrist. on the 10th? whenever my appointment is #i cannot keep living like this.#jace.txt

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tranquilproof · 2 years

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Julius’ view of Ludger could have been so sinister if it weren’t for the fact he hates himself too much not to be self-aware about it. Especially when you think about how eerie it is for Ludger to look after Julius and cook for him when Julius loved Claudia for that exact same caring role in his childhood and that doesn’t even get into Julius using Ludger’s watch and keeping him in the dark about literally everything about their family.

If Ludger were even just less willing to mother Julius or if Julius was more overtly controlling I think Bisley would have discovered Ludger’s existence a LOT sooner after Ludger finally snapped at his overprotective paranoid older brother and ran off.

#v #x2 #striborg fd is weird and not very well explained HOWEVER i think i can make it work #if ludger siding with bisley was bc julius got too controlling #because nova not knowing ludger has a brother doesnt work unless ludger resenting julius since high school #nova doesnt even recognise julius meaning she never met him at all #which is really hard to reconcile unless ludger has been spitefully refusing to admit theyre related for the past three years #but that doesnt track with how ludger seems to have split from julius somewhat recently #since something big must have happened for julius to now decide to give up on convincing ludger to listen #and for julius to instead just murder them both (and a bunch of innocent bystanders)#SO MY HEADCANON IS that julius coached ludger never to tell anyone they were related #like in canon its extremely convenient that people know theyre brothers but no one ever makes a big deal out of it #which i also headcanon as julius telling ludger the same thing. dont say that we’re related.#but prime julius is like. nice about it. ‘dont say we’re related because i dont want you getting hurt’#i like giving prime julius a bunch of red flags in how much hes deceiving ludger #i think its so fun to make him sympathetic and yet also be like *squint*#i also think julius would be very aware of it and thats where striborg julius and prime julius differ #i think striborg julius would unironically say something like ‘this is for your own good’ while doing something thats ultimately justselfish #i mean he literally tries murdering ludger and if he succeeds he basically says ‘i told you so’#prime julius is constantly held back by being self aware tbh #to the point that his self deprecation becomes unreasonable #when hes (sort of) confronted about what hes hidden from ludger he only tries to explain that it was done with good intentions #and he readily accepts (ish. in his sidequest letter) that he cant excuse his actions #............... ANYWAY i dont have a point and i think these two are NEATO but i also wanna underline how horrific they could have been #but theyre literally so fucking sweet they didnt turn out that way

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fabulouslygaybean · 2 years

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im terrified to turn 18 next year but also i basically just confirmed with one of my best friends that we're gonna find an apartment together and be roommates so suddenly the future doesn't seem too horrible

#we both hate the idea of living alone rn and neither of us are moving out of the state just yet so we're gonna live together #that way we can split the rent and save up our money for whatever we wanna do #im taking at least a year long break after i get outta high school before i even THINK about going to college bc otherwise ill die i think #and she might also be taking a break before she goes to college #so it'll all work out :')#only issue is that this is the girl im kind of confused abt because i cant tell if im crushing on her or if its just platonic #so this might complicate things. but whatever #she's one of my best friends first and foremost and being roomates will be nice #bonus points for us bc it's gonna be a household of trans folks lmao #we still gotta talk about logistics and all that and we still don't know how its gonna work out but #im happy #even if i get kicked out by my mom the second i turn 18 i know ill have a friend who ill be able to get a place with #i have to find a job asap but i dont think it'll be too crazy hard #my soon to be roommate is begging me to join her at the grocery store she works at and my brother is begging me to work with him at an -#- escape room #so im probably just gonna join one of them soon bc i can #also im planning on taking my drivers permit test next week which is. kind of terrifying but i need to learn how to drive #the public transport here is alright but it just doesn't cut it sometimes so i need to know how to get around via car

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beeduoo · 4 hours

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my cbenchtrio gachas they are completed guys gacha life is awesome i unironically get on here for fun

#cant let gang know i fw this #its like picrew kinddd of #ive tried to make cranboo a good three times now this is the best i could do there is no Split dye hair guys i tried so hard with these #Today i will be going to the store to hopefully get a One terabite iphone guys u atcually dont understand i have 30 thousand photos my pho #ne ive had since summer of eigth grade cant hold on anymore😭😭😭#IM SO SAD TOO liek yeah imma get a million billion more storage space but also i loveee my phone im like attached to it Im gonna be so sad #rest in piece........#iam posting from my ipad this thing is Freshly upgraded

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cinnabeat · 10 days

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this is so irrelevant but im gaining a new fear of anglerfish

#like ive never been like scared of them #but i saw the word anglerfish totally randomly while scrolling just now #like completey out of context for the game #and it gave me the ick #the ooze if you will #same feeling as when my cat jumps up behind my back #that is to say a full body cringe as phantom creepy crawlies tingle up my back #its the same way im scared of spiders #in that im not really scared of them so much as they terrify me #no that didnt make sense #like the big spiders freak me out ESPECIALLY if theyre hairy not bc i find them scary but bc they just make me #they give me the ick #but not like a disgusting ick #like nails on a chalkboard? maybe?#its not fear it just genuienly freaks me out #and makes my entire body sceunch up like im auditioning for a role as a turtle #im not explaining it properly i think #anglerfish are rapidly rising in my list of irrational fears #the list in no particular order is spiders spiders and other creepy crawlies climbing up the plumbing and biting me in the ass #sneezing while in the middle of a soccer game and in that split second a ball getting scored on me #looking down from tall heights but NOT on rollercoasters #im aure theres more #oh horseflies #those assholes have haunted me since first grade and ive never even seen one jn real life #anglerfish as previously stated #oh the dark too :/#i define irrational by whether it makes my hands tingle if i think abt it too hard or not #cuz like some things im scared of but it doesnt give me the tingles #and other things im NOT scared of but it gives me the tingles anyways #michi tag

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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it was one of my coworkers birthdays today and she was telling me abt her plans to celebrate and I'm only just realising now that I've left work that she was prolly trying to invite me.. 🤦‍♀️

#SORRY FOR BEING SO OBTUSE WHEN IT COMES TO SOCIAL CUES.. my bad girl 💀#she was talking abt how difficult organising it was bc not everyone was free on the same day so shes split it into 2 parties #and then she was like ah but i dont think i have you on facebook.... and i thought she was just commenting like 'lucky you dont use fb-#bc its so difficult to plan things using it' not 'do you have facebook. so i can invite you' which in retrospect makes way more sense 😭#welllll ummm. if she brings it up again ill ask when/where it is and maybe ill be able to come along. i think its mostly ppl from work(?)#or she implied it was anyway #if she DOESNT bring it up im not gonna say anything bc that was embarrassing + my rsd is too strong to invite myself to smth like that #after all the times ive tried to do that before bc i misread things as an invite and got turned down. abysmally painful #and i dont know her THAT well. i mean weve worked together for 5 months but that doesnt count..#curious abt her life outside of work bc its hard to place how old she is.. she looks v young but ik she has a primary school age kid #so shes probably late 20s/early 30s???? but its rly hard to pin down an exact number..#shes sweet tho shes the one who also has adhd + her daughter is autistic #anyway..... bus take me hoooome #.diaries

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aria0fgold · 2 months

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I really love this cover and the original versions of Sirius' Heart, it has such unique charms... The cover with a louder voice, sounding more desperate than the original, more powerful with the morse code as if screaming to the night sky words of love to the one person they hoped it'd be able to reach. The original with a quieter voice, as if they're whispering, serenading their love beyond the skies, softer with the morse code like they're singing a lullaby to the night, believing that no matter how quiet they are, it'll still reach their love in the sea of stars.

#aria rants #also the mv for the original hurts me so much more whenever it reaches the first morse code part cuz its like--#it finishes the first morse code in a black background but for a split second it flashed to a white background with the #i love you morse code repeating 4 times from when it was just spoken once and im like ououghghg.... head in hands......#and then in the morse code parts by the end theres like a star chart? i think wtv that thing is called in the mv #and then and then ohmgydo and then-- theres a small circle with two dots (morse code for ''I'') that connects #to a bigger circle with ''You'' and then it zooms into the rim of the outer circle with the words ''i love you'' on it like gooooddd #plsplsplsplspls this song's grip on me is unreal actually. also also i love the cover's mv too cuz in that it fits the singer's take on it #like how desperate she sounded in it and the mv shows it a bit i think. with the lyrics being hard to read. meshing with the #stars circling the entire night sky in it. like those scenic photos of stars pictured in a moving circle motion and the clock in the #background. a clock where the numbers and hands are blurred by lines. along with the moon and the girl #all alone in a starless night during the morse code part like ououuoughhghghghghg i love this song. i love the mvs. i love it

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tigergender · 10 months

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Man tbh I'm at a weird crossroads with Pokémon. I love pokemon it is one of my most major special interests etc etc but I think I've become, like, a beta-genwunner. I don't really like the creature design direction starting ~gen 6 or so and SWSH/SCVI as games just really are alienating me from the series. Pokemon has so much potential to be one of the most fantastic open/semi-open world games of all time but they keep rushing the games and making stupid decisions (see: dexit) that do nothing but polarize the fanbase.

#i dont even really know how to articulate my feelings on gens 1-2 vs 3-5 vs 6-7 vs 8-9 (slash 6-9) tbh #every generation of pokemon is kind of distinct and while certain things in the game that have changed are grating to go without #like physical/special split and reduced hm presence and exp candies #i feel like pokemon has kind of lost its spark. especially starting in gen 8 #ppl shit on gen 6 for fair reasons but i think it was only the catalyst of some of modern pokemon problems #like lazy and soulless animations for the pokemon and birds being forced to fly 3 feet above the ground for nearly 10 years #as well as generally dumbing down the difficulty #pokemon was never hard but gens 6 8 and 9 are esp easy. the children of today aint gonna have to hustle against geeta #gen 7 got hard sometimes tho credit to alola for having scary ass bosses #really a lot of my complaints are just kind of nitpicks #like i dont like modern pokemon designs bc i think they're too overcomplicated and cartoony in proportion #many of my favorite pokemon are relatively simple in design so i am biased #idk. i dont like chewtle's neck or fennekin's bug eyes or baxcalibur's anything #maybe i just need to sit down and really try to appreciate scarlet. its left a sour taste in my mouth #and i think it is fueling my nostalgia driven tendencies. because of how much i cannot get into it.

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tonycries · 3 months

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Wanna Do Bad Things To You

Synopsis. He fucks you like he hates you. You didn’t mean to fuck your old friend-with-benefits - truly - it just kinda happened.

Pairing. Multiple x Reader

Content. MDNI, fem! Reader, hate sex, ex-friends-with-benefits, slight angst, he’s still in love with you, unprotected sex, jealous sex (from his side), choking, marking, pet names (my love, sweetheart), swearing.

Word count. 1.5k

A/N. Ummmmmmmm yeah. Art by @_3eam on X.

He fucks you like he hates you.

“Shut the fuck up, you little slut.”

“Do it then. What? Scared he’ll do it bet-”

Cut off by a pathetic gurgle - his large hand around your throat. Ringed fingers tightening right above your pulse, the cold metal digging into your searing skin.

Your vision is bleary, blood roaring in your ears as he leans down, muscled front against your back. His breath is hot against your face as he whispers lowly, “Running your mouth a bit too much, my love. You do the same with him as well?”

Shivers run down your spine - all the way to your cunt, pulsing and clenching furiously around his throbbing tip. Teasing your dripping entrance. Unmoving.

Your walls burn, struggling at the stretch of his thick head, yet still wanting the bastard to fucking move. Such a fucking tease. He was always like this - even back when you two were together, but that’s a story for another time.

Turning to glare at him over your shoulder, “So what if I do? Who are you to tell me what to do?”

You’re either an idiot or a mastermind.

Maybe both. Because you feel his achingly hard cock twitch animalistically inside you, a slow, dangerous grin spreading across those kiss-bitten lips you knew too well. You hated how much you wanted them on yours right now.

“You’re right. I’m not anyone to you.” he murmurs venomously, swiftly capturing the tender skin of your exposed neck, sharp teeth digging into you. Branding you.

You keen, hips bucking uselessly against his bruising grip on your hips as he pulls away. God, you felt so used - and it made your walls flutter around him so desperately.

Two long fingers reach up to squeeze your cheeks together mockingly into a pathetic pout, forcing you to look at him. “But I’m gonna ruin you for everyone. Including that little prick you’ve tried to replace me with.”

Your eyes flutter open in shock - you didn’t even realize they were scrunched up - getting lost in the ones boring into yours, half-lidded and pupils blown ferally. Electricity jolts through your body at the pure lust and rage whirling in his intense gaze.

You two were going to be the deaths of each other.

You two were always going to end up like this.

You’ve barely even finished the thought before his flushed tip is kissing your cervix so painfully good.

“Hah- Oh, fuck. Fuck you.” Eyes rolling to the back of your head as he sheaths himself completely in you. A low hiss leaves his swollen lips as he pulls out agonizingly slow, inch by inch, prominent veins dragging along your g-spot.

“Fuck, you sure you hate me? Because this pussy seems like she can’t get enough of me, hm?”

Whatever retort on the tip of your tongue is cut off by his rock-hard cock bullying its way back into your snug cunt. He fucks you animalistically, heavy balls stinging your pussy as his cock rams in and out of your hole over and over at a relentless pace.

Strangled mewls of ah! ah! ah! leave your swollen lips as large fingers presses tight circles into your clit at a merciless rhythm matching the cadence of his hips.

You mindlessly writhe against him, you felt so full - so split open on his cock. It was too much to handle. He was always too much to take.

“Now now, don’t hah- run away from me, my love. If you’re going to act like such a fucking slut then take it like one.” he purrs, lip curling into a smug smirk that you wanted to smack off his pretty face. You couldn’t stand him - but you couldn’t get enough of him either.

“I’m not the hah- o-one that runs away. And- hngh- I’m not your ‘love’” you grit, because God forbid you go down without a fight - even when you’re falling apart completely under him.

What else could he have even expected? You always did see through him.

God, did he love that bitchy mouth of yours.

Huffing out a surprised laugh, he wraps a strong arm around your waist pulling you deeper onto his throbbing cock - grip hard enough that he knows you’ll have marks to remember him by. Not like he planned on letting you ever forget him in the first place.

“You always did know how to push my buttons, huh, my love?”

“Could say the same for you, sweetheart.”

Fuck that stupid fucking petname. How is it that even after years of not hearing it, his heart still lurches the same as it falls out of your mouth? That annoying, nagging part of his brain wonders if you call him the same thing.

And maybe you could read minds - he wouldn’t be surprised - because you open those pretty lips to say “Though, you’re not my sweetheart anymore, huh?”

Unexplainable anger seethes under his skin in a way that makes him want to claw it off.

“Fuck you.” he hisses, turning your face so his mouth clashes with yours. It’s all bruising urgency and teeth clashing at the breathless dance of your tongues.

His cock speeds up it’s abuse on your cunt, fucking you with impatient, harsh thrusts that have his leaking tip kissing your cervix. Had it not been for his firm hand around your throat, you were sure you’d have been slammed into the headboard creaking in protest.

“You drive me fucking insane. Fuck you.”

He hates the whines of his name falling from your kiss-bitten lips, and how it’s his favorite song.

He hates the tears clinging to your lashes in a way that makes him want to burn down anything that made you cry. Including himself.

He hates the way your cunt clamps down on him as if it hurts to part - he wishes you felt the same.

He hates the way he can’t let you go.

You were perfect, so perfect. Too perfect for him. He was probably better for you - all stability and reassurance where he is nothing but a whirlwind of change.

In one, fluid move, he’s pulled out of the snug heaven of your dripping cunt - flipping you onto your back to stare into those beautiful eyes that haunt him every night.

"Let's forget everything else, if just for tonight."

And with those words, he’s back inside you again, ramming into you with purpose. Though his thrusts are as unforgiving as ever, something about the air feels charged with something different. A rawness that both of you would have shied away from.

“Th-this doesn’t hngh- fix us, y’know.”

“I know, my love.”

His low words muffled as he buries his face into the crook of your neck, kissing the bite mark with a tenderness that doesn’t translate into his hips. And you can’t overthink it - because your head is only filled with him and the way your cunt is milking his thick cock so good.

And later you’ll probably blame your foggy thoughts for the reason why your hands subconsciously wrap around his muscled shoulders, pulling him so impossibly close until you can feel his heartbeat thundering under your touch - in sync with your own. One. Two. Three.

“Ah! Shit. Doing so good, cunt made jus’ f’me. You’re made jus’ f’me.” choked moans leave his throat as he pulls away ever-so-slightly to look into your fucked out eyes.

“Perfect f’me, my love.”

Maybe at his words - or maybe at his predatory, blown-out gaze - you buck your hips to desperately meet his. Breathless moans of his name leaving your bruised lips.

With a final, purposeful thrust of his cock, he pulls you once more into a familiar, searing kiss that sends you both over the edge. You see stars as you cum, mind barely registering the thick ropes of his seed that fill your quivering cunt.

A low groan leaves him as his cum forms a thick, white ring around his base, dripping down your legs and onto the bedsheets that he knew were your favorite. It was feral - and at least for this moment, it made him feel like yours.

Some carnal part of him keeps bucking his hips into you as if on instinct, letting you ride out your highs together. Fucking his cum deeper and deeper the way he would as lovers, his strong arms wrapped around you to keep you from moving away. But he didn’t have to, because right now you wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.

Keeping you close. As if he never wanted to let go - both of your bodies a mindless whisper of what your minds craved.

A delicate intimacy that only your bodies could bring rings in the sex-filled air. And when he finally stops, body collapsing onto yours - he whispers a secret. Meant for only the two of you in this quiet world.

“Fuck me like you still love me.”

Because by God was he in love with you.

- Gojo, TOJI, SUGURU, Atsumu, SUNA, Tsukishima, SAKUSA, EREN

A/N. Maybe I’ll do some fluff next week to make up for this…

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