Ours
wrote this on a bad day, reader is sad, petnames, soft sakusa, not proofread im sorry
"What's wrong with you?"
You look up to Sakusa to see his curious but concern eyes. In normal days, you'd have him cuddling you on couch or just have some playful banter with him, however today's been your last straw for everything. You weakly shake your head to immediately dismiss the conversation you know where is going, but unfortunately fortunately, this guy's as stubborn as he is on the court.
"You've been frowning since I got home. Are you mad at me?" As if telling that to himself, he stiffens and feels a flow of panic rush into him, and it doesn't go unnoticed. His eyes widens a little, a little pout in his lips that you want to kiss. You want to laugh at him for being so adorable, but you don't have the energy to do so. Instead, you feel yourself breaking.
"No- no, omi. I'm just.." Your voice weakening, faltering. With a sigh, you drop your head to your hands and rest your elbows on your knees, covering your face, like it's so heavy to carry. You've been so vulnerable tonight that you can't hide from him anymore. You can feel your eyes stinging with tears and you want it to stop so bad, but the crystals flow out of your orbs faster than you can react.
Kiyoomi, seeing it as glistening as the reflection of the moon on the sea, gets up from his seat to kneel in front of you. Because yes, he'd get on his knees if it's you, to catch you, like how he passionately digs for the ball to save it, like how he wants to always save you.
"Hey.." He softly whispers as he reaches for your head to caress your hair. "What's wrong, love?" He says it so soothingly that it forces out a sob from you. Sakusa bites his lower lip to endure the strong pang of hurt inside his chest after seeing you in this condition. He feels like crying too.
Of course, Sakusa knows. He's always been attentively watching you, but he doesn't say a word, not until it's you who brings it up. He wants you to be the one who opens up, to be ready. He doesn't want to force you and make you feel uncomfortable in any way.
He always notices the way you stare off at absolutely nowhere. He sometimes wants to flick the frown between your eyebrows and kiss it after. He sublty gives you extra food and snacks to make sure you're eating well. He just wants you to be okay, to feel fine.
He carefully grabs both of your wrists to see your face. He kisses your knuckles while he tenderly moves his fingers on the back of your hand. He waits patiently, giving you affirmations and praises on how strong you are, that he's proud of you, and that he'll always be with you.
When you're ready, you try to speak. Your lips quivering, your voice shaking, your eyes blurry, your breathing unstable, your face wet, yet he's there – in front of you, looking so enamored and lovesick. You can't help but lightly and playfully slap his shoulder
"Tell me our problem, love. I'm here. I'm listening, always."
"I don't want to bother you or be a burden, omi. I'm sorry for not telling you." Your eyes glowing with tears and you suddenly pout?? Sakusa just can't help himself but to press his lips against yours.
Our problem, because even if it has nothing to do with him, even if it's something you keep to yourself, it's his. Your problems are his, his problems are yours.
"You don't bother me. You never burden me. Please refrain from those thoughts because I'll always be with you, love. Whatever it is. You're not alone in this, alright? Let me help you. Let me be with you. This problem isn't yours to carry alone. It's ours."
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Them: wh---where is lowho?
Them: wasn't she just celebrating Captain Chef's birthday-- where did she go--
Mutual: ...
Mutual: she suddenly went into the closet
Mutual: with the flickery lights
Mutual: and she wouldn't stop screaming
Mutual: saying she's haunted or something
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i don’t know but im pretty tired of having people constantly flitting in and out of my life, going off to do the things i wish i was doing.
and don’t ask me what i plan to do about this feeling because i do not fucking know what is wrong with me.
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