just a thought
I'm 21 now, James and Lily's age
at my age they were married and with a child
21 is supposed to be the biggest moment for people, that's when you are a complete adult
when I was a child I thought I would have everything figured out by then
I don't
obviously
i dont even feel like an adult
i dont know what im doing
i dont know where do i stand in my life
what was i made for
......
oh well, lets go back to my obsession with dead gay wizards
good news are
that if james and i were dating or lily and I were
there wouldnt be an age gap anymore
for now
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"Why's Turning Twenty-One Inevitable?"
Twenty-one. The age of ripe maturity, The start of so called adulthood,
A point where I religiously looked up as a child who thought it's cool.
Now, I'm reluctantly, restlessly striding out of the adolescence wood,
Now, I'm at the end of the juvenile track and I'm standing here as a fool.
It's a milestone for almost every living person who yearns independence.
From parental confinement, young folks wanted to be uncuffed.
It's the time to build the foundation of the long run of an existence.
Upcoming pathways that we'd all conquer which are so rough, so tough.
Some are excited to turn they would be legal to alcohols and liquors.
For them, it's the period to do wild and crazy things to the most of hedonism.
Those are seems fun and indulging but not my own kind of youthful thirst.
By now, I should've been well equipped to do great things such as heroism.
I know coming of age into adulthood is such a universal thing,
I asked those who were once in that age of how was it feels,
Am I the one who would discover and find out it's meaning?
Am I seeking for an inspiration out of their past experiences and bills?
People are either pregnant or engaged or married or divorced,
Some are already graduates or still in college or on their first job,
Some move to another country or town that ended to no remorse,
Some are serving soldiers, in their own doors, on the career they love.
I'm already turning twenty-one but I wanted to turn seventeen again.
I don't want to be an adult, I just wished to reboot my highschool years.
To the fresh juvenility, I'm praying to the innocent when.
Back to the naive children, back to the clueless minors that were gone long eres.
It's the traditional time to self-sustenance and sovereignty.
It's the crown year, the coo-key, the time to be fully responsible.
Be prepared, be your own decision maker in the age of majority.
O space, O time, why's turning twenty-one inevitable?
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Two days ago it was the birthday of one of my classmates and my circle of friends bought her a cake and I couldn't help but remember when my birthday happened, only two people remembered and one congratulated me about two or three hours after arriving at school and the other when I was about to leave 😀
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les ballerines: a psychological study of disturbed and disturbing womanhood, merging details mostly from black swan, suspiria (2018) and the piano teacher. starring nina & lily, written by isa & amanda.
in accordance with the occasion, nina instantly gives herself up as a person. a present wrapped in slightly dusty tissue paper, on a white tablecloth. as long as the guest [lily] is present, her present is lovingly turned and twisted; but as soon as she leaves, the present is shoved aside, heedlessly and confusedly, and everyone hurries to supper. the present cannot go away by itself, but for a while it is comforted by the fact that it is not alone. plates and cups clatter, silverware scrapes on porcelain. but then the package notices that these noises are produced by a cassette player on the table. applause and the clinking of glasses — everything on tape! someone comes and takes the package. nina can relax in this new security: she is being taken care of. she waits for instructions or orders. she has been studying for years — not toward her concert, but toward this day.
lily has the option of putting her back unused in order to punish nina. it's up to lily, she can utilize nina or not. she can even toss the woman around mischievously. but she can also polish her and place her in a showcase. maybe she'll never wash it, but just keep pouring fluids into it; and its edge would be sticky and greasy from all the mouth prints: a day-old coat of sugar on the bottom.
belinda barajas pulls antonina belmonte out of the toilet stall. she yanks her. for openers, she presses a long kiss on her mouth; it was long overdue. she gnaws on her lips, her tongue plumbs her depths. after endlessly ruinous use, her tongue pulls back and then pronounces nina's name several times. lily puts a lot of work into this piece known as nina. she reaches under her skirt, knowing that this means she is going places. she goes even farther, she feels that passion has permission. passion has carte blanche. she burrows around in nina's innards as if she wanted to take them out, prepare them in a new way. she reaches a limit and discovers that her hand can't get much farther.
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HI SORRY IM LATE I WAS HAVING INTERNET ISSUES ALL OF YESTERDAY IN MY DEFENSE BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN !!!!! 💞💞💞🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 hope it is actually fun turning 21 for you (and sorry if thats a joke a bunch of people have already made at you lol) ik we dont talk much but i literally think youre so cool and amazing and im so glad to be mutuals with you makes me happy whenever i see u on the dashboard >:> 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🐈 <- kitties bringing u some bday cake !! :3
AJABSSJSBSK STOP IT PEACHES IM BLUSHING i think you’re sooo cool and so amazing too and i love love love being mutuals with you bc you’re the cutest and the sweetest thank youuu <3333
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