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cuddlebugmonster · 4 months
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After months of prep and hyping up i think I’m ready to introduce this little trouble maker
Please welcome Pluto ! My own version and design of a Donnie Krang baby
(Warning there will be some movie spoilers)
After infiltrating the Krang ship, Donnie and Mikey are tasked to take over the controls and to do that, Donnie fuses with the ship. However when Krang prime notices the turtles, he rips Donnie out of the ship, violently severing the link.
In my AU, because the link was cut by force, a part of Donnie was left behind with the ship, a copy of them. When the ship explodes, drebris is spread across NY, Krang technology and flesh everywhere ! However from the debris, a new creature starts to grow, half turtle, half Krang, birthing a new species, PLUTO !!! >:D
This little creature is one of my all time favorite designs i’ve made in the Rottmnt fandom, I’m very proud of it and hope to finally be able to draw more of this rascal !
I also want to thank @cupcakeslushie for giving me the extra push with Mayday, Pluto doesn’t need to just hang in my files anymore XD, Thank you !!
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yujajacha · 1 year
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welcome home
pairing: rei suwa x reader
synopsis: rei doesn't like working, preferring to laze around all day. however, coming back home to you always cheers him up. one day, he comes home to you in a maid dress.
wc: 4.5k
cw: nsfw/mdni, fem!reader, sub!reader, maid dress, fingering, blowjobs, penetration, master, rough sex, etc
notes: my first full fic.. enjoy and happy valentines! btw i will edit tags and formatting later :3 also this deviates from canon —> no miri or kazuki.. sorry o_O + posted on ao3 here ! thanks for reading!!
your doorbell rings. you drop what you’re doing and excitedly rush to the door, wishfully hoping it to be your boyfriend, rei, returning home early. it isn’t him, which is what you actually expected. he’s been gone on a mission for most of the day, and it was planned that he should be back much later. you aren’t that disappointed though, as your interest is shifted to the delivery. it ended up being a package you ordered recently. it was actually an order that you ended up forgetting about, despite the contents not being forgettable. you have other stuff to do before opening it, so you decide to put it aside for later, placing it in your room and opting to finish your endless list of daily tasks.
awhile has passed since the delivery that shooked your routine and luckily many things around the house we’re getting done. rei’s pile of used cigarettes were thrown out properly, his endless pile of new games put away, his messes (empty chip bags and more) on the couch were cleaned up, the laundry was washed and folded, packages were packed away and more. rei should be back soon, at least you’re expecting him to come back in not too long. you’re aware he won’t be back just yet, but this gives you enough time to prepare your surprise.
in the meantime, you finally decide to open your package. everything was neatly packed. while opening it, you’re starting to get embarrassed. it’s a maid outfit and it’s making you feel really shy. the material is great and all the frills are cute. the order comes with cute accessories, and the dress itself is really your style, it’s just a bit revealing as well. there’s no way you’re gonna let yourself get cold feet, especially knowing how much rei would enjoy it, but the idea of wearing all of this is making your headlight.
you sheepishly try on the headpiece. you decided that they’re pretty cute. with a bit of hesitation, you start putting on the rest of the costume. you put on the dress, then add the apron, the arm accessories and the matching thigh highs. it fits pretty nicely and is rather flattering on you, and you shyly admire yourself in the mirror. after sheepishly putting everything on, you patiently wait for his arrival as you assume he should be finally home.
there’s finally a faint rustling of keys that can be heard in the distance. your body shifts towards the noise. “i’m home,” rei announces, locking the door and removing his shoes while making his way through the front door.
upon hearing this sound, you make your way towards the front and come greet him with a shy “welcome.” you can’t meet his eyes out of embarrassment and just end up looking away. you can feel his gaze piercing through you.
whenever he comes back home after a mission, rei’s always pleased with seeing your face cheerfully come greet him. just thinking about you makes him feel better anyways. however, this time not only is he greeted by you, which is already such a treat, but also you’re wearing those clothes. it takes him a second to take everything in. the kind of clothes that make his pants feel unbelievably tight. he can’t lie to himself, he is so pleasantly surprised by all this. he thinks it’s really cute of you to want to surprise him by acting like his maid, it wipes the scrowl off his face immediately. he just stares at you, taking all the details of your outfit in and observing the cute expressions on your face as well as how your body looks so good. the clothes just flatter you so well.
“how was work?” you stutter out, trying to make conversation while ignoring your obvious choice of attire. you want to wait until he brings it up, which you know he will do so promptly.
rei puts his hands around your waist, and proceeds to bring your body closer to his. you look up towards him, bringing your face into his and give him a welcome back kiss, something you always make sure to do. he always enjoys your kisses the best. this time it’s honestly more like a peck. you can tell he likes it anyways, and gladly accepts the peck. the way you’re acting shy, as if you’re not the one who decided to put this all on your own, gets him really going. he puts his face into your neck and rubs it like the cat he is. he then gives it a kiss. “it was ok,” he eventually speaks out a reply, “i’m more interested in what you’re wearing. what’s all this?”
“nothing,” you reply, face red, looking away from his intense gaze.
“really?” he teases. “there’s no way this is nothing,” he bluntly states as he brings up his hand to brush the tip of the lace of the headpiece that are adored on the top of your head. he’s really intrigued by your current appearance, but with good measure. “you prepared all this just for me?”
you avoid the intense look he gives you while you bring your arms around his body, hugging him back.
“maybe,” you finally answer back after a small delay, still feeling very flustered.
thinking of you as wearing these kinds of clothes makes him really excited. “does this finally make you my maid now?” he says with a flight excited tone in his voice. his hands are currently toying with the bell on the collar.
you don’t answer back, even if you would find the words to answer back you physically couldn’t. he already has his lips back on yours before you could even come up with an answer. he kisses you until you’re out of breath. he only pulls away once you slightly push on his chest for air.
you then nod to him, looking up dazedly into his eyes as you don’t have it in you to answer as of right now.
“hm?” he taunts, “you already can’t speak? i haven’t even touched you properly yet.”
“well.. y’know..” you know what he wants to hear but you can’t bring yourself to say it.
he holds your face roughly with one of his hands and tilts your face to make sure you’re looking at him in his eyes. “come on say it, you’re gonna be a good maid for me, aren’t you?” he playfully exclaims.
“yeah, this does make me your maid, rei,” you answer back.
he shakes his head. “if you’re my maid, doesn’t that make me your master?”
“ah. yeah..” you hide your face in his chest.
“then you’d have to address me properly, no?”
“i’m.. your maid, m-master” you muster up.
“didn’t you also forget to greet me properly when i came in?” he snickers and abruptly lets go of your body, taking a step back, putting a bit of physical distance between both of you.
you stare at him with a confused look, but then it hits you. “ah, yeah.. welcome back, master,” you say embarrassingly. you bring your hands to your skirt, ruffling the bottom and lifting your skirt up, revealing to him the lewd matching panties you got specifically for this outfit. you can’t help but feel shy when facing him in those clothes, saying those words. you’re sure he’s gonna appreciate that act of boldness.
in response to that lewd act of yours, rei swallows out of arousal. he takes a step forward and meets your face. he leans into your body, slightly towering over you. “i can’t believe such a lewd maid is greeting me like this,” he sneers. he brings himself even closer to you, to the point where you feel the warmth from his body.
you let out a whimper when he brings two fingers to your clothed pussy and rubs it roughly. you almost let go of your skirt before he gives your skirt a slight pull with his other hand, “make sure to keep still and don’t let go. you don’t want me to punish you already, right?” you murmur an agreement to his words.
“these panties are so wet,” he says, pressing into the evident dampness even more, “it doesn’t surprise me from such a perverted maid,” rubbing more intensely at your cunt through your panties. you moan back at him. he moves his hand to cup your pussy, which makes you shudder. he hooks his fingers to your panties and swiftly moves them to the side. he doesn’t even bother completely taking them off, he’ll do it later. right now, he’s honestly out of patience.
he enters his finger into your dripping wet cunt which makes you gasp. it’s so tight and wet, he really wants to dig in. he makes sure that his finger is fully inserted before he brashly removes it. he then promptly sucks your juices off his finger. he thoroughly sucks it while making sure you look straight into his eyes. you give him a dazed look, to which he purposely removes his finger with a loud pop sound, “tastes so good,” he announces and the flavor makes him automatically lick his lips, itching for more.
now with two fingers, he enters into you once more. he rubs inside, looking for the spot that makes you see stars. he draws his fingers in and out of you, until he finds that spot. once he hits it, your legs quiver. with his other hand, he lightly rubs at your clit in a circular motion.
you almost let go of your skirt out of shock because of all the pleasure to which rei definitely did not miss. he purposely rubs onto your clit harder and starts pumping his fingers in and out of you quicker. “hold on properly until you cum,” he deadpanly warns. you can’t help but moan out and clench onto your skirt.
you’re standing there in front of him, coating his fingers with your juices. he enjoys the sounds that come out of your squelching pussy so so much. he wouldn’t have it any other way. it is really a treat to come back home and already have you like that for him.
he’s gradually sped up more and more, and you start feeling your orgasm take over. your pussy spasms around his fingers and he doesn’t slow down. you feel it come throughout your whole body. your legs shake intensely and you finally let go of your skirt.
he intensely watches you while you cum, “you’re such a good girl, cumming like that for me.” he pets your head, proud of you for behaving.
he then brings your face right up to his. he rests his hand on your cheek, before bringing his fingers to your lips and caressing it. your eyes meets his and he gives you another lazy lustful stare. you shiver knowing what’s going to come next. you close your eyes while he leans into your lips. the kiss is sloppy, with his tongue eagerly entering your mouth full of need and want. a string of spit connects both of your mouths when he ends the kiss. it makes you feel so vulgar for just a kiss.
“this isn’t enough to satisfy me, you know,” rei chuckles, bringing his hand down to your neck, where the collar resides. he plays with the lace that’s on it. rei reminds himself how cute it looks on you.
he completely lets go of your face before picking you up bridal style. you cling onto his body. “let’s go somewhere more comfortable,” he declares while landing a kiss on your face and moves away from the entrance. he carries you with ease given the strength he possesses.
he doesn’t go too far and decides on settling you on the couch. he wants to indulge you quickly, and your shared bedroom is too far, he doesn’t have enough patience for that today. the couch is good. the position he places you has you sitting with your legs dangling off the edges. he makes sure to place you comfortably. he lets his body fall on the couch, right besides where you’re sitting. you slightly jump when his body weight makes the couch dip. he brings your body over his and makes you sit above his crotch, facing his chest. you can already feel how hard he is. it excites you how he’s really raring to go.
rei toys with the maid skirt again, while grinding his hips into your crotch. his hands start caressing your thighs, playing with the socks. he gives your legs a firm squeeze. eventually, his hands go up your body, from your hips to grasping at your waist and he stops at your boobs. he cups your chest over the soft fabric of the maid outfit. he holds each of them firmly and rubs your nipples with his thumbs. he can feel how erect they’ve become through the clothes. you then bring down your face and start kissing him again. once the kiss end, he starts regaining focus, “you just came,” and he draws out a breath, “i deserve a reward, don’t forget, i’m the master.”
your mind already feels clouded after your first orgasm and the kissing didn’t help, so you just reply with a tiny whine. you get a slap on your cunt for not properly answering. your body jumps at that. “be a good girl and reply properly, what did i say about actually answering?” he grinches.
“yeah, yeah, yeah,” you whine back while nodding, finding it hard to properly form your sentences.
“hm? yeah to what?” he grunts out.
“you deserve a reward, master,” finally comes out of you. it sounds more like a whine than proper words. you’re surprised you’re even able to still form coherent thoughts.
he quickly grabs your hips one last time and grinds himself on you. you can feel how hard he is. he then gives your ear a quick kiss before letting himself lay back and relax on the couch.
you then absentmindedly lift yourself off rei and drop to your knees, between both of his legs. your hands are placed on both of his thighs, slightly gripping the fabric of his pants. you bring your head right above his crotch and rub your face on it. he signals you to start unzipping his pants, so you comply. he then lifts his own hips to help you remove them with ease. he’s now in black boxers and it is so obvious to see how hard his dick is. you decide to give it a few licks through the cloth, letting him feel the wetness seeping through from your mouth. when you retreat, he roughly palms his dick before letting his cock jump free. he quickly discards everything on the floor.
your face is still inches away from his dick, and is still very close. however, before you can actually grab his dick, he uses it to tease you. he loves how obedient and willing you are to serve him, however he loves toying with you even more. he drags the tip along your lips and pulls back with a “uh uh” when you bring your face to try to lick it.
rei squishes his tip to your lips and coats them with his precum. he's making sure to drag it, so that your lips move. he then decides to move his arousal on the rest of your face. your face always looks so attractive to him, but it’s just something else when his dick right in front of it. no words can describe how much he likes it.
eventually, he stops purposely teasing you and lets you grab his dick. you hold onto the base and start from there, giving his cock, small, kitty licks. one of your hands holds his balls, while the other starts gently squeezing his tip. your tongue moves up and finds itself at the tip. you then give it one big suck. this makes rei’s hands find themself into your hair. he gives your hair a good tug. he then decides to move the stray strands of hair and place them behind your ear.
you remove your mouth from his tip and continue licking the rest of his dick. your hands massage and stroke him. “this is a special massage you know?” you tell him between licks. he then thrusts into your mouth which makes you gag. “what do you mean by special?” he asks, already being fully aware of the answer, but wanting to hear it directly.
“well, you know..” you stutter out, still licking.
“know what?” he answers back.
“it’s a special maid service, okay!”
he silently chuckles at your flustered reply, firmly holding your head the whole time. you then meet his eyes. the look you give him when you look up into his eyes with his dick stuffed into your mouth could make him cum on sight, but he has better plans. he would really want to fuck your mouth, so badly, but he’ll do that another time. “i’d rather cum inside your pussy,” he warns you. you remove your hands and let go of his dick, letting your mouth make a “pop” sound.
he brings his hands under your arms and lifts you up. with a small delay, you shuffle, trying to sit up and he helps you by lifting you up. he’s so strong that he doesn’t have any difficulties manhandling you to his will. it always shocks you how he does it with so much ease. nevertheless, it never fails to turn you on. you’re now facing him again, with your legs around his hips. you put your hands on his shoulder and lift your hips so he can remove your panties. he puts them aside and starts spreading your pussy lips, admiring how glistening it is.
rei then takes his dick and taps at the front of your pussy. he then rubs his tip all along its length, making sure to cover his dick with the wetness that’s leaking from you. he rubs the tip in a circular motion all around you. he pushes the tip of his cock into your pulsing heat. it’s so wet he can easily slide in. he lets out a grunt before snapping his hips up to meet yours, thrusting his whole length inside. your cunt sucks him in. you moan at the sudden feeling of being so full. you can feel him stretching you out.
“don’t hold back any of your sounds,” he grunts out, watching you bite your lips. hearing every little moan, whimper, whine you do makes him crazy. any word that comes out of your mouth in that voice of yours makes him speechless. even if you wanted to stay quiet, you wouldn’t be able to, not with the way his dick is reaching so deeply into you.
“i won’t,” you need a second to gather your thoughts, “i won’t hold back any sounds.” he feels fulfilled by your reply and rewards you with a kiss.
you feel so warm that he can’t help but grab your hips even harder, to the point of bruising them. even if he wanted to be gentle, he wouldn’t be able. you’re so wet. your pussy drools around him, coating his cock with your juices. he starts setting a harsh pace, which you brace yourself by holding onto his upper body with a tighter grip. “it feels really, really good master,” you tell him. he can’t help but buck his hips in pleasure, letting you know he heard you. your gummy walls squeeze him so well.
your hands eventually find themselves under his shirt, craving his warmth even more. however, you can’t help but scratch his back and claw at it when nearing your high. “you’re just like a cat, scratching my back,” he says, amused and turned on, “those are my favorite kind of marks.”
he then grips your hips and starts setting a brutal rhythm. he feels your body trying to scramble away from the pleasure, “c’mon, take my cock like a good girl, you’re supposed to be a well behaved maid.” you hold onto him more, trying not to let go. with the way he’s fucking you, you feel your body shake at his thrusts.
“you’re gonna cum soon, aren’t you?” he tells you. there’s no way he wouldn’t be able to tell, with the way your body is tightening up around him with your walls spamming, how you’re slurring every word, just looking at your face is enough to realize.
you nod to him and desperately moan out a yes. he brushes your hair out of your face, “then what should a cumdump like you say?” he asks, landing a kiss on your forehead. that gentle action is so different from the rough way his hips are moving and the filthy words that come out of his mouth.
you know immediately what he wants. he always likes making you beg and you’re sure that with the maid outfit he wants to hear it even more. “please let me cum, please master,” you mutter out.
he twitches at that pleading scream of yours. “wow, you have good manners now,” he says in between thrusts, “you really wanna cum that bad?”
“please!” you whine out, bringing your hips back to meet his, trying to chase your orgasm. he could listen to your voice begging and pleading to him for days on end. no matter how many times he hears them, they never bore him. “i want your cum, please master,” finally comes out of your mouth.
“fuck, you’re so naughty,” he makes sure to bring your face into his, while his other hand comes to flick at your clit, “come for me, you naughty maid.” your orgasm takes over your whole body, as well as his. he cums so much, and it fills you up. you can’t help but clench, wanting to milk him. you feel so good and full. he loves pumping you full.
you both reach your high, however he isn’t finished yet. he thinks to himself how he needs more. he’d be a fool to end it right now. he hikes your skirt up and stares at the place where you’re both connected, before removing you from his cock. he makes sure to watch it attentively, not missing any detail. his cum spills out and he swears that it just fires him even more. he wants to stuff it back into you so badly.
he stares at it, letting his cum spill down your pussy. he brings his finger and scoops up the leaking cum, fingering it back inside of you. you jitter at the intrusion of his finger, your breathing still ragged. your worned out sex face meets his now eager eyes. for someone who’s so lazy, he just doesn’t want to stop yet, “if you give me those eyes, you know i won’t leave you alone.”
he then flips you, head now facing down and back to him. you’re laying on the couch, on both of your knees. and you eventually find yourself head down. he brings both of your hands behind your back and firmly holds them there with one of his hands. you slightly shuffle in response. rei then spanks your ass, “stop trying to tempt me even more,” and with this, his cock enters your cunt once again. he’s fucking you from behind, not trying to go slow and gentle at all. he is not envisioning a break anytime soon.
once he lets go of both of your hands, you place them to your sides, supporting you. it’s not long until he places his own hands on top of your arms, gripping onto you again. he cages you with his body.
“i wanna keep you like this forever, not being able to do anything at all,” he shamelessly tells you. you’re practically drool all over the couch at his words.
“rei” you moan out, gripping the couch out of pleasure. he really wants to fuck you stupid.
“you should just always be my maid,” he says, treating you like a fleshlight. you wouldn’t be opposed to his suggestion. being treated like that everyday would make you lose your mind, in the best way possible. “you’d like that wouldn’t you? being fucked senseless everyday by me.”
you frantically nod. “yeah, i would, would want that so much,” you reply, desperately.
“i know you would, you wouldn’t have to think at all, just like right now.” you tighten up even more.
“you’re mine right?” he says after a particularly hard trust, you’re words are working him up. it was so hard you can even hear his balls slapping on your ass. you arch your back, whining out a yes. “who does this cunt belong to?”
“you, master,” you scream out, “my whole body belongs to you.”
“yeah? everything?”
“yeah.. it’s all yours, all of it,” you mutter out.
“good, with the way you’re taking my cock, fuck, i never wanna leave this pussy,” he slams his hips into yours. you honestly don’t want it to end either.
this time his thrusts are even more rushed, he’s losing control and wants nothing more but to chase his pleasure, using you. you love it as well. god, you want nothing more than to be used by him. “i love using your body like this,” he mounts?
when he finally cums, he’s making sure you’re aware of his body on top of yours, and he sinks his teeth into your neck, in an animalistic manner. you take him so well, and the fact you’re now stuffed with his cum really excites him. you don’t have any more strength and let your body fully relax. he then removes himself, and also lets his body slump besides yours, being careful enough to not squish you too much, but just a little bit. he cups your face with his hands and lovingly stares into your eyes.
“let’s go take a shower,” you giggle at him.
he then rubs his face into your own and grunts, “sure, but let’s just stay like this a bit longer,” he sighs, satisfied. you also want to bask in the afterglow, so you hum an agreement.
“oh but.. since you’re my maid, that means you’ll wash me up in the shower, no?” he smirks.
“ahh, really? i thought you wanted to rest more,” you sigh. your legs are still twitching.
“a maid shouldn't talk back to her master,” he giggles while kissing you on the cheek, “maybe i should discipline you.”
you shuffle in his lap, “i behaved more than enough,” you say jokingly sighing, but still making sure to return his kiss playfully.
“i love you,” he reminds you. before you even get time to reply, rei stands up, which ends up distracting you. he brings his arms around you, lifting you up in the process. you giggle playfully at him, letting him carry you to the shower.
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nakajisaeko · 9 months
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Hey!
I'm really happy to have stumble across your account , As you're one of the only few writers who do about MONSTER anime
If you are comfortable and free, I kindly request a Kenzo Tenma Lemon or Headcanon about how he does the deed 😣😫
Thank you so much for your time and amazing work 💗
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Hello there! Thank you so much for your kind feedback & hug! How did you know I love them!?~ 🤗 *ghost hugs back tightly* I'd love to accept your request! This is my first ask & lemon in a long while, so I'll try my best just for you!~ <3 💕 P.S, I'm so, so sorry for the late response, I was still writing it! 😭 Thank you for your patience! 🙏 I also did this in many headcanons, if that's fine!
Oh, this is 🔞 content, young readers, you have been warned! ;) one more thing, the layout is a little different so its easier to read!
Before the deed:
This idea would come to mind a few months after your marriage or beginning of your relationship.
You both wanted some sort of powerful connection, so you both planned something out.
& one night, it sort of slipped out.
You both clashed with your shared bed & kissed passionately & breathlessly, as you both slowly started taking each other's attire off.
Tenma would break away, to let you both breathe, before dipping back inside your mouth.
His fingers would curl into your locks of hair & his osculation with you would only increase.
At this point you would feel that he was absolutely hard & actually ready to begin.
He would break away again & lean down to kiss your neck, jawline, ear, & other parts of your body, including your fingers.
Then, after pampering you, would slowly & carefully slide into you, after positioning & calm you down if it slightly pained you.
"Don't worry, dear. I will try my best not to hurt you." with a kiss on your forehead, you nodded with a blush.
"Okay..."
During the deed:
Tenma is a very gentle person. Just don't tick him off at other times, he may be a bit wrathful. O_O'
He is so gentle, he will try his best not to hurt you.
He is a little anxious though during the course. Trying to make sure you're both positioned right or you're comfortable.
When he begins moving inside, he examines you for any facial expressions that describe pain, enjoyment, or embarrassment.
If he notices pain or embarrassment he'll slow down, but if he notices enjoyment & satisfaction, he'll go a little faster.
He'll whisper little romantic words, or even your name sometimes, either in your warm, sweaty ear, or on the dermis of your neck.
He'll ask questions like, "Are you doing okay?" or "Am I hurting you?" or "Are you feeling good?" But sometimes you can't hear those questions clearly, either because you're lost in thought, or because he's panting & moaning all at the same time when they leave his mouth.
He may "edge" a little, just so you both feel intense emotions when you both reach it.
But once things get a little more heated & you both reach your plateau stage , he might go much more faster, & this point, a little rough too. Your & his breathing might pick up a little, you both might feel your muscles tensing, & you clearly feel & hear each other's fast heart pounding.
He is so into it, he bites your collarbone to avoid being loud & scaring you. He might also grab any part of your body, like your thigh or your hair. He might even push you against him too.
He could feel your toes curling underneath &, if both of your hands are free by this time, your nails piercing into his back.
He's really affectionate, but sometimes he's wary of his ideas to make you feel better. He'll try kissing the areola of your breasts, or ear nibbling. He'll also, because he studies a lot on the female body now that he has you, stimulating your g-spot, a-spot, or c-spot.
If any of those stimulation hurt though, he'll stop.
To be honest, he doesn't seem interested in kinks or bdsm, since he's more of the innocent kind of guy. Maybe a vibrator would be his only option. Either than that, the classic is favorite.
If you wanted protection, he'd had put that on before, but if not, he might be a little self-conscious about it, but he may feel himself move his fluid into you & he might feel yours.
& once he felt himself stop ejaculating, he would know that you both were near the end, & he'd slow down a little, kissing your favorite spots of your body.
Then once you start reaching the resolution stage, he'd lean in & cup your chin, before slowly closing his eyes & gently placing his lips against yours. You might be a little unconscious & still feel the excitement in your body, but he's ready to fall out as he slides his muscle into your cave & tenderly search around inside.
"Thank you, love. You did well." & there, he sort of collapsed & forgot to pull out.
After the deed:
He'd regain his consciousness after a little while & find you asleep. He would leave your body & pull you close, your face into his clammy chest, where you breathe in his strong musk.
He would stroke your hair, softly whispering things to you & holding you tenderly & warmly in his arms.
He would place small kisses on your forehead & some on your reddened, hot cheeks. He also likes to massage your back.
If you woke up to his kind affection, you might unconsciously pull him close & murmur into his skin. & he would just smile.
When you were ready, you kissed him on the lips, before cuddling against him more & drifting back to sleep. Despite the fact he was gentle, he did take a lot out of you.
He would give you a bath when you wake up again, but right now, he just wants to rest after those hours of love making & feel your warm body against his cold one.
He loves you so much, he would do it again another time, just for you.
I hope you liked it! I tried my best & wanted to make it as perfect as I could. As I mentioned before, it's been a great while & writing this brought back memories of my old stories. So thank you again for the request & I hope I didn't disappoint you!~ 🤭❤
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Here are the final results of the fanart challenge :) Had lots of fun drawing them all! And thanks for the ones who participated.  List and reason for picking them: 1. King- Owl House. 3 separate people requested it! I have not actually watched this cartoon, but he was the most requested character haha, I like his skull head design! It was weird that he only had two digits O_o I kept drawing him with a full paw in the rough drafts. 2. Rudy- Killer Clowns from Outer Space. I have watched Killer Klowns and when I got this one I thought oh damn that's a hard one. But I had to try it and see if I could pull it off. Turns out I love drawing droopy eyes and lots of folded skin LMAO I think he took the longest to complete from the rest. 3. Happy Mask Salesman - Legend of Zelda. I have not actually played the game he is from, but based on all the pics online he sure likes to smile! So obviously I had to draw that grin and squint in all his glory. He apparently sells an evil mask that makes the moon go nuts and want to kill the world?! 4. Beetlejuice - from Beetlejuice. I love Beetlejuice the movie and cartoon. I was actually shocked that I have never drawn him though! I think people tend to forget he was the VILLIAN of the movie haha. So I wanted to accentuate that part of his character. An evil ghost pervert with a record in the afterlife as a rogue murderer (bio-exorcist) 5. Bob Velseb - Spooky Month (Sr Pelo) This one was the poll winner for the last slots. He apparently is a human in a devil costume who kills and eats people on Halloween! I tried to show that mania in his expression which was kind of hard since he's a very simple design...basically a red smiley face with a sweater lol. But hopefully it reads well, and I was able to get him into my style well enough! XD 6. Spongebob - from Spongebob. This one was a poll winner for the last slots. Anyone who doesn't know SPONGEBOB is living under a rock. but yeah, that fun and cheerful sponge! I realized that he was kind of the odd man out of the list of killers and creatures haha so I drew him as how we would react being in this crowd of others haha. I have to say that although I have not drawn Spongebob he was VERY easy to get down on the first few rough passes....I think its because he comes from the era of late 90s cartoony goodness...yes he has been around since 1999! I had real fun drawing him!!
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amtrak12 · 4 months
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To anyone who has been watching me flail and gnash my teeth over the past year as I write a monstrously long fanfic and maybe thought to themselves, ‘Damn, should I watch Lucifer so I know what she’s talking about?’
My answer is, NO! Bestie, I cannot, with a clear conscience, recommend the TV show Lucifer to anyone who knows me here on Tumblr. Now, if you want to learn how to utilize parallels in story telling? Then, absolutely! Lucifer is a MASTERCLASS in utilizing parallels, both visually and narratively. A++
But otherwise, you will have to do your own soul-searching and research to decide if Lucifer is worth your time. Because if I recommend Lucifer to you, then you’re going to start with episode 1 like a normal person and then you’re going to hate me because IT’S GARBAGE!
Oh, but Amber, all pilots are rough. I can just stick with it. — No, you misunderstand me. The pilot is FANTASTIC. It’s HYSTERICAL. But only if you know how the series ends. If this is your first introduction to the characters? It’s awful! I don’t know how anyone ever watched any part of S1 (except maybe the finale because the kidnapped child trope is chef’s kiss) and thought “OMG yes please, more of this”.
And I know what you’re going to say: Parks and Recreation. BUT THIS IS NOT THE SAME THING! You can absolutely skip S1 of Parks and Rec and never, ever go back and watch it, and you would be fine. You wouldn’t miss a goddamn thing.
You absolutely have to watch S1 of Lucifer. This is not a case of ‘oh the writers haven’t figured out these characters yet’. NOPE! This is 100% who these characters are at the start of their journey together. It’s crucial to understanding and appreciating their full character arcs. But it’s the start of their journey together and if they’re not a jackass (Lucifer, Dan) or sex-crazed* (Linda, babe WHAT was that), then they’re boring (Amenadiel and YEAH I’LL SAY IT Chloe^). Yes, Maze is hot, and toothless, 7 year old Trixie can do no wrong (bless that child) — BUT YOU CAN’T STICK WITH A SHOW FOR TWO CHARACTERS WHO ARE BARELY IN IT!+
[* — I don’t want to slut-shame. I am merely too aspec to relate. Also for a show about the Devil with a queer protagonist and more than one queer supporting character, Lucifer is WAY too Het (tm), but especially in S1]
[^ — Credit where credit is due: Chloe’s backstory of being a child actress who did a nude scene in a movie when she was 19 is FASCINATING. I love it because it is soooo outside of my comfort zone. I never in a million years would’ve made a character with that backstory, and for that reason, I love it.]
[+ — Watching a show for a character who’s barely in it is exactly something I’ve done in the past. It’s probably something we’ve all done at one time or another, but it’s not a sustainable business model for production companies, okay? You can’t always rely on the gays to do the work for you!]
You know what you get out of S1 if you wait to watch it last? (with spoilers — but honestly, it makes the show better. That’s my entire point in this post!)
Shouting at your screen 8.5 minutes in when the writers telegraph the end game goal of the show
General questioning where all the blue tones came from o_O (They liked ~filters~ in S1)
Having your mind goddamn BLOWN when you learn Chloe and Dan were still actually married at the start of the show. Like, WHAT?! No, I’m sorry… WHAT?!!
The horror that you were always going to feel now mixed with hysterical laughter as Linda is WAY too horny and WAY too susceptible to Lucifer’s desire power
“Did my father send you?” — DYING! DEAD! DECEASED!
Absolutely not being able to take Amenadiel seriously even for a second. Everytime you look up at his stony expression, you fall out of your chair laughing all over again
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[^Amenadiel, I'm so sorry, but this does not intimidate me. I know you too well now.]
AND THAT’S JUST THE PILOT! You keep watching and you get to see Maze meet little Trixie for the first time (adorbs <3). You get to watch Maze meet Dan for the first time and IT’S SO GODDAMN FUCKING FUNNY I AM NOT EVEN JOKING! Like, if you can make it that far into the show by watching from the beginning, then it’s still funny. But TRUST ME! It’s way better once you know they’re besties and have seen Maze sob over an N*Sync shirt. I’M CRACKING UP JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!
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You also get to watch Lucifer’s struggle with mortality/vulnerability already knowing how it works (already knowing how all of his powers work). Chloe says, “Oh, I want to shoot you so bad.” And you’re shouting YES, PLEASE! DO IT! DO IT! And it’s not because you’re hate-watching the show, it’s because you know he’ll bleed when she does and LUCIFER DOESN’T KNOW THAT YET! Malcolm’s about to shoot him episodes later and you’re yelling again DO IT! DO IT!!!! Because Chloe’s no where around this time and Lucifer won’t bleed but he doesn’t know that either! (And then you groan in disappointment when Malcolm walks away without shooting — and then you cheer when two seconds later the villain of the episode shows up and shoots Lucifer instead! \0/ It’s SO satisfying!)
What I’m saying is, Season 1 is incredible… but only if you add dramatic irony to it. If you’re as clueless as the characters? Then, god help you, because I wouldn’t have made it past Linda jumping Lucifer’s bones in her office during the pilot. I just wouldn’t have.
Further caveats:
If you want to watch solely for Maze/Eve — DON’T! My girl Eve is barely in the show after her S4 introduction, and she’s dating Lucifer for the majority of that season. Like Maze/Eve are incredible and perfect and integral to Maze’s overall character arc. You get to see them get married and they have such gems like “You broke my heart” / “Really? :D That’s awesome!” and “I don’t care if you die.” / “:’) That’s the most romantic thing anyone’s ever said to me.” — LIKE BABES, THEY’RE GORGEOUS! I just wouldn’t watch 6 seasons of a show for like 1.5 seasons total of B-storyline content. I don’t think that’s really worth it but your scales may differ.
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Now if you want to watch solely for Tricia Helfer…. FAIR! THAT’S FAIR! I’m pretty sure she’s what got me sucked in. Technically, that’s probably not worth it either because she’s only a regular for S2 and 3 and then guest stars in a couple of S5b episodes — but then again, IMDB confirms she was in 47 of the 93 episodes while Eve was only in 14 (FOURTEEN??? :O What do you mean?? Wasn’t she in like most of S4????? JFC no wonder it seems like she’s never around T_T) So yeah, Tricia Helfer might be worth it! She’s fabulous as both Lucifer’s mom and as Charlotte Richards! Love her!
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Season 3 is both the longest and the WORST season no matter when you watch it. Unless you have some deep-seated nostalgia for Smallville, you’re going to be miserable during this season and there’s absolutely no way I can make it better for you. I am so sorry. It’s horribly paced. It has a narratively useful characterization backslide with NO TRIGGER POINT so it therefore doesn’t actually flow with the narrative after all. It has too many filler episodes which for this show, does actually ruin the pacing, and includes two miscellaneous episodes that have nothing to do with anything slotted AFTER a very massive, huge finale cliffhanger! (WHY???? @ Fox execs, PLEASE EXPLAIN!!!!!) They completely fucked up the character foil I assume they were intending because there’s no way you intended that to be a face value parallel. I refuse to accept that. And that’s before whatever the fuck their goal was with the Chloe/Pierce romance. IT WAS SO BADLY DONE IT MAKES ME RAGE!
But also we got Chloe and Linda drunkenly taking over Lucifer’s penthouse when he was out of town, and the finale scene of Lucifer shielding Chloe with his wings as they’re getting shot at which makes me FERAL, so it’s not all bad.
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Speaking of Lucifer shielding Chloe with his wings, I might have an unexplored obsession with angels that is clouding my judgement of this show. :S Okay, years ago I read a Supercat AU where Kara was the devil and I was enthralled but anything else I found featuring angels just wasn’t the vibe. And then I found Lucifer and got hooked. So IDK! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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smallestapplin · 2 years
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Ok so Ive been thinking… What about Ingo w a s/o who used to be a 911 or emergency services dispatcher. They’re rather small, sweet and soft spoken most of the time but when they need to project their voice it can nearly rival Ingo’s voice in volume and professionalism and a drill seargent’s in authority and intensity. Old habits and training die hard, though they no longer hold the position- many things remain ingrained as instinct. They also have no idea how loud or quiet they are being. Kind and compassionate, but no bullshit when the time comes down to it. Every time it happens everyone looks at them and goes. “How did that big noise come out of you you’re so tiny???” The thought to me is just very very funny and I totally see Emmet going “oh god no now there’s two of them” lmao
(Totally not me projecting because I accidentally scared a co-worker today at the retail store I work at when I called out for people to come up front…and she thought I was pissed.. O_O” oops)
Ngl I just speak softer but come from a loud family, I got lungs and it hurts even me.😭
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🔲Ingo🔲
- Your small stature compared to his tall and lanky one was precious in his eyes, you’re so much smaller than the tall subway boss and he adores it. Something about your head on his chest when you two hug makes his heart pound.
- And you’re the sweetest person he could ever ask for. You constantly bring him lunches during work just to make sure he eats! You’re awfully kind, and you get along with his friends and Emmet.
- And to top it off he finds your soft spoken nature compared to his loud one terribly precious and adorable. You speak with a more mellow indoor voice than his naturally loud speaking voice, he adore it and you.
- You don’t work at the station with him, but this particular rush hour has been rough. Depot agents and the bosses themselves are being stretched far too thin. You were just visiting to give him lunch like you always do.
- But with so many people in one place and so many people not obeying the rules, it was hard not getting involved. Ingo greeted you as usual, but it was plain to see how exhausted he was. He was trying to get someone attention as they were standing in front of the yellow line.
- But for once with the exhaustion and commotion his voice was barely loud enough. So you helped.
- “STAND BEHIND THE YELLOW LINE!”
- Your voice boomed and echoed in the station. So loud the people around you covered their ears or snapped their heads to look at you. People jump back and stand behind the yellow line.
- Ingo is staring at you in pure shock. You have never yelled, not like that, yet your voice drowned out all the sound, overpowering it and getting peoples attention.
- Emmet watched it all through the cameras. His hat covering his face to muffle his groan.
- “Oh sweet Arceus there’s two of them, what did I do to deserve this?” Emmet sinking down his swivel chair, regretting not being absorbed in the womb.
- Ingo and even a few other people are confused, concerned, and impressed. Such a loud commanding voice came from you, someone so small and soft looking.
- That loud sound came from you.
- “Are you okay my love?” You question, but Ingo can only look at you in what you can only describe as awe.
- “I never knew you could get to such volume! That’s truly impressive, bravo!”
- You simply chuckle “it’s just me, now have you had lunch yet? Or do I need to yell at you too?”
- You hand him a lunch box that he had forgotten this morning.
- “I can already tell you, you haven’t taken a lunch break, so get to it!”
- Ingo stiffens up “of course!” Both your voices not echoing in the crowd. You have restored his energy and voice.
- Walking passed the surveillance room you can faintly hear muffled but clearly upset whining. A passenger must be doing something bad again for Emmet to be sounding like that.
- Emmet, now on the floor, can only rethink his life choices. How did it end up like this? How had his life come down to this? Stuck is a verrry loud brother and now his brother’s verrrry loud partner, will he ever know peace?
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Ahh ur bleak primmadona fic reignited my old DOS feelings...since im assuming boruto is a thing how IS hinata dealing with this nasty fallout? Does boruto sense the Tension but kinda dismiss it?
**rubs my hands together in a cartoony villainous way** Yessss, good, yesss come wallow in the bleak primadonna AU with me, sociallinkmax. But also, I recently felt nostalgic for DoS, too, and just had so many feelings! Unfortunately, bleak politically flavored feelings, but feelings nonetheless! Join meeeee
To preface: I still haven’t consumed any Boruto, so what I do know is limited to whatever I glean from the wiki, but even before when I was doing future fic I did try to incorporate as much Boruto canon as possible—in that, canon kids will still exist biologically, even if their familial arrangements aren’t the same (primary case in point is Sarada. Like, whether or not Sakako (my ShikakoxSasuke OC) exists, and because I don’t think DoS Sakura and DoS Sasuke would end up together naturally, Sarada can still exist because of surrogacy and maybe the repopulation program intending to revive the Sharingan? I try not to think about it too hard even though my brain was the one who came up with it)
Anyways, all that said: as with Indelible, this particular AU is not great for Hinata… I don’t mean to keep going on tangents with these questions, but it kind of relates to how Neji feels about the whole situation.
And, like, don’t get me wrong, obviously Hinata’s opinions are independent of Neji’s but the consequences she has to deal with relate to how Neji (and the Branch House of the Hyuuga in general) react to Shikako 1) doing something reminiscent of what happened to Hizashi but also 2) leaving her career as a shinobi behind to become an actress.
Because on the one hand, probably Neji doesn’t feel great about Shikako’s extra judicial execution of foreign prisoners sent to prevent war—even though it’s not an exact one-to-one situation of what happened with his father, and, like, maybe even part of him approves of it because if his uncle had gotten revenge when HIS twin brother was killed for political reasons then at least Neji would have known he cared WAY sooner than the half-assed “let’s train now that you’ve proven yourself a genius” bullshit.
But on the other hand, except for TenTen—who I imagine, as his teammate, has known about the Caged Bird Seal since they were genin and has probably made several attempts to do something about it—the only Seal Master Konoha has is Shikako. So the Branch House’s current hope of removing the seal would be her. So, like… O_O … not great that she seems to have left it all behind her. And who knows when there will be a Seal Master again? They appear MAYBE once or twice in a generation. And even with the Nara clan doing sealing seminars, true mastery involves a level of innovation and ingenuity that isn’t common. (This also is after Danzo has been dealt with, which means that ROOT has been dealt with, which probably means that Shikako would have had to deactivate/remove the ROOT seals on all of those agents, so by this point the implication is that she could do it, the only thing stopping her is Hyuuga clan autonomy/laws)
All of this is assuming that Neji is alive in DoS future fic—which I think he is, because Shikako has made a lot of changes at this point to make everyone stronger, but also she’s been going through a rough patch in which a lot of her actions have taken a turn for the worse (ie an Orochimaru-traumatized Ino and one-arm-down-Shikamaru and Hot Springs/Aoba and War with Cloud) so she could use a win. But even if he isn’t, as far as I can tell from the wiki, even though Boruto and Himawari are both Hyuuga clan members (while having the Uzumaki name?) and seem to have a good relationship with their grandfather, there is ZERO talk about Neji or even the Branch House in general or, like, the whole… CAGED BIRD SEAL WHICH IS PRETTY IMPORTANT. (And, again, I haven’t seen Boruto, so maybe I’m very wrong about this. In which case, my bad.)
A generous reading would be that it was dealt with before the events of Boruto… but a petty/bleak interpretation would be that… of course it’s not going to show up in Boruto: he’s part of the Main House. And—if we’re getting real political about it—while Hinata isn’t clan heiress, she also doesn’t have the seal. And while Hanabi IS clan heiress, she doesn’t have any kids. So theoretically, the line of succession for Hyuuga clan leadership goes: Hiashi -> Hanabi -> either Boruto or Himawari, depending on how much of an “official clan” the Uzumaki are.
What I’m saying is… the ANY clans could poach the Branch House out from under the Main House by either implying or actually offering to remove the Caged Bird Seal if they were to go through with the secession.
All of that to say: Hinata is on Naruto’s side, of course, and not just by default—she also isn’t fond of killing in general and the situation, again, is weirdly reminiscent of the Cloud Incident--which means Hinata’s friendships are not doing so hot considering the queen bee nature/social capital that is the one-two punch of Ino and Shikako. Obviously Shikako is out being Kako Heijo, so it’s not like she’s doing anything to Hinata’s social situation, but considering the whole divide/secret civil war is Shikako vs Naruto it’s pretty obvious that whoever internally sides with Shikako is not going to be particularly fond of Konoha's First Lady. And Ino doesn’t even have to be active—like with Indelible, if she just ignores Hinata’s existence except for coldly professional interactions, a lot of others are going to follow, kunoichi especially.
Which would orient Hinata more towards socializing with her family. But, again, the whole Branch House and Caged Bird Seal situation. Because there’s an additional… hm, how do I phrase this... so, this isn’t intentional on Naruto’s part, but this does go back into the problem of him as the Hokage not learning/respecting clan laws but also, seemingly hypocritically, favoring his own personal interests. I’m getting real convoluted, but from the outside (by which I mean, Ino-and-Chouji-being-coldly-furious POVs) it looks like Naruto did not respect that the councilors from Sand were meant to be a wergild type thing to the Nara clan as an apology for Shikamaru’s assassination. So what should have been an internal clan matter—of the Nara clan meting out vengeance on behalf of their lost head/heir—became a village wide thing when Naruto didn’t turn the prisoners over to the Nara clan.
So that’s not great, but unfortunately it gets worse. (Lolololol, come wallow with me! :D)
BECAUSE it would be one thing if this were just a general movement towards decreasing clan autonomy in exchange for a more uniform treatment across the village. Which, I’ll admit, is needed (the clan system is literally nepotism or, at the very least, contributes to it. Like. Shikako literally offered to introduce Sakura to her aunt who worked in the hospital. She even admitted that was the route she would have taken if she hadn’t been put on a viable genin team. The fact that Sakura succeeded without that is a credit to her own merits, of course, but the hook up was still available to her)
BUT the fact that members of the Hyuuga Branch House still have a slavery/torture seal on them (presumably, if we’re being petty/bleak, which we are) and THAT clan autonomy is seemingly protected by Naruto… is not great. So, again, from an outside/cynical POV, it looks like Naruto is favoring the Hyuuga clan getting to keep their (fucked up) traditions but withheld the Nara clan’s right to the apology offering of the councilors from Sand.
Obviously, I’m not saying Naruto intended for this to happen—but from a cynical outsider’s POV it looks like he denied the clan rights and legitimate revenge of his teammate who happens to be:
1) the only person who can undo the Caged Bird Seal, which would radically decrease his wife/children’s position in the clan with Konoha’s major blood limit (there might be a Sharingan revival program happening, but that’ll take generations before its viable if at all)
2) a more qualified alternative for Hokage
So it could be misconstrued as Naruto tricking Shikako into committing a—pretty egregious—crime in order to keep power for himself/his family.
… I think I got extremely off track from your questions which… uh…
I guess it depends how much of a secret Neji (and the Branch House as a whole) are keeping their “will secede from Konoha with the ANY clans as soon as this fucking seal is off our forehead” plan. Because. Well. It doesn’t look good that there isn’t much mention of the Branch House in Boruto. And how fucking galling it must be to see Hiashi being a doting grandfather with Boruto and Himawari when there are Branch House members their age (or younger! I think Neji was younger than Himawari when the Main House put the seal on him?) with the Caged Bird Seal.
Like, if it’s taken this long to address it (and also, again, from a pessimist’s POV it looks like Hinata’s husband pseudo-banished their one hope) Neji may just assume neither Hinata nor Hanabi can be trusted to follow through on abolishing the seal, much less taking steps to remove the ones that already exist. But, as the in-law of the Hokage, he can’t exactly be seen conspiring with the other side of the cold civil war, which probably leads to his frustration being pointed at the Main House (which it should.) So… it’s not great for Hinata on the family side either.
As for Boruto… I don’t think he would catch all of it. Similar to Shikadai, he does feel the vibes from his parents that they’re uneasy around the ANY clans and vice versa. And also similar to Shikadai he’s kind of a double prince (son of Hokage and in direct line/Main Family of the Hyuuga clan, again, the biggest blood limit of Konoha) but it’s a lot easier for him; he gets more privileges and less responsibility. (Versus Shikadai’s double prince situation being the opposite where he HAS to learn/be ready to be the Nara clan heir—either Shikaku who really ought to be enjoying his retirement by now, or Kino who actually wants to be Kasuga’s heir, are the ones running the clan currently, but they are basically waiting for Shikadai to be old enough. Also, there are still no other options but him for Kazekage after Kankurou... and there’s the whole Magnetic Release thing. He’s a stressed lad.)
Weirdly enough, I like the idea that Boruto figures out a lot of what’s going on because he pays so much attention to Shikadai. Like… there might be a one-sided rivalry since Shikadai is probably Top Student in their class. He, like Shikako, is one of the rare Nara who is just always motivated and he has the intelligence, power, skill, and work ethic to back it up. And from what I’ve gleaned of Boruto’s character, while he is also intelligent, powerful, and skilled, he’s more about instant gratification/the easy way out. It’s a more balanced rivalry than what canon Naruto and Sasuke had going on, that’s for sure, but because they’re on different genin teams (and the deliciously bleak politics in this AU) it doesn’t lend itself into friendship as easily.
The vibe is, if Boruto were to ever approach his generation of Ino-Shika-Chou, it would go like thus:
1) Chouchou overtly glaring at/being hostile to Boruto because her dad, who likes basically everyone and is super chill, very clearly goes stony faced whenever the Hokage comes up. As if he is getting ready to protect people from the Hokage at all times. She may not know why, but she feels it for sure, and I think it’s something that she would subconsciously (or just straight up consciously) mimic with Boruto. Also, depending on how far along the ANY clans are in actually going through with their secession, of her generation she would be the one who has the most idea of it. In the sense that as clan heiress (or third in line if Chouza is still acting as clan head and so Chouji is still clan heir) she knows there’s a lot of large scale construction happening on Akimichi property outside the village. Definitely bigger than all three clan compounds combined, maybe almost rivaling one of the smaller hidden villages?
2) Inojin does not meet his eyes. I wouldn’t say Inojin is scared of Boruto, but what he gleaned from his parents is that the Hokage did something that causes them to choose their words carefully. That he did something that led to them being deprived of someone they love. And considering who his dad is… while it’s not exactly classic bedtime story material, I think there would have been a straightforward yet gently phrased explanation of what Sai went through as a child. Which wouldn’t exactly instill Inojin with faith in the Hokage—a single figure with that much political power is not to be trusted--and then, also, the ROOT seal to Caged Bird Seal comparison not looking great for Boruto either considering his confusing but privileged status in the Hyuuga Main House. Inojin understandably is nervous around Boruto who seems to have access to so much social and/or political power but isn’t mindful of it.
3) Shikadai is TOO BUSY AND STRESSED (and, in a way, grieving both of his parents—the father he never met who his existence seems to remind everyone of constantly, and his mother who he has only ever known post heartbreak of losing a brother, a husband, and her love for her home). He does not have time to care about what Boruto is doing unless it is an immediate threat.
All of which is to say, Boruto does notice some kind of tension but mostly because he’s trying to get Shikadai to notice him. And also because Chouchou hates his guts for seemingly no reason, lol.
Hm… I know I’ve said that Sakako doesn’t exist in this, but I really feel like this AU could benefit from a teen Branch House Hyuuga—I don’t want them to be Neji’s kid, necessarily, just an “average” Branch House Hyuuga teen will do—mostly because it would highlight some of the above mentioned issues. And it would also, on the one hand, be funny if the only thing Shikadai was a normal kid about was having a crush on an attractive older teen (which infuriates Boruto, lol.) But it would be another clue for Boruto to catch onto something weird happening if Chouchou and Inojin also have no problems with that teen, in that the ANY clans don’t have a problem with the ENTIRE Hyuuga clan (just the Main House, aka the part that Naruto is directly connected to)
… and that concludes my rambling villainous monologue that only vaguely answers your questions. :D
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aishitara · 7 months
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WIP Wednesday
I was tagged by @imbiowaresbitch, and I'm tagging @rollerskatinglizard @jemariel @remmyme @winchester-reload and @ltleflrt
this is an excerpt from my (hopefully) upcoming story Delicate Objects, which i've been working on for the last two years. o_O i am this close to finishing it and i hope to have it ready for y'all within the next few weeks, but don't anybody hold me to that lol. enjoy these two being lovesick idiots together XD
Seeming satisfied now that Castiel is eating, Dean nabs the remaining piece of toast and takes a loud, crunching bite. The soft pleasured sound he makes has Castiel forcing his focus back onto his own slice of toast, thinking over the day and how it is still, somehow, only a handful of hours since he’s been back on Earth awake and walking. How he and Dean have had their share of conversation and silence today, but Castiel’s still not sure where they stand. 
Castiel watches Dean eat his slice of sweet escape with his eyes blissfully closed, and smiles faintly himself. A smudge of cinnamon streaks across the other man’s cheek, the tail of a shooting star, and Castiel wants to lay his fingertips there alongside it, sweep it up as he once swept up the debris of colliding nebulae. 
“I’m in love with you,” he blurts out, suddenly needing Dean to understand his meaning explicitly. Just in case it had been misconstrued. Just in case Dean still didn’t —
Dean goes very still, a prey animal sensing mortal peril. He swallows his mouthful of toast and looks up at Castiel, a cool sort of distance in his gaze. “Yeah, you made that pretty clear,” he says, gruff. Castiel’s insides snap like a rubber band against a wrist. 
Dean winces and clears his throat, shifting on his chair. “Uh,” he says, putting his toast back on the plate and dropping his hands to his thighs. “Sorry. What I mean is —” 
Suddenly unsure he wants to know what Dean means, Castiel says, “Don’t —” 
“Cas, look, I —”
“I had a nightmare,” Castiel says over him, afraid of whatever is swimming behind Dean’s eyes. Dean flinches like Castiel had moved to strike him. 
“You were — I was —” Castiel finds he can’t describe the dream at all, now, details dissolving into the echo of the feelings, spare impressions in clay. He hitches in a breath, and another, and feels the shift in the air vibrating between them when a tear drips from Castiel’s chin and splashes on the back of his hand. “No, hey,” Dean says in a voice that could, though it seems suddenly far, far away, easily lay even the most harrowed soul to rest. “Hey. Whatever it was, Cas, it wasn’t real.”  
Dean touches the back of Castiel’s wrist with featherlight fingertips. “This is real,” he murmurs. He wraps his fingers around the heel of Castiel’s palm, pulling Castiel’s hand to his chest and laying it over his heart. Holding him there, as if Castiel is the one who might disappear at any moment. 
Castiel’s own heart threatens to bruise against the inside of his ribs. This isn’t — it isn’t how they do things, this isn’t how they touch — 
“I’m real.” Dean’s voice is sandpaper-rough. “And I’m — I’m right here. Okay?” His face is open, unwavering, and it freezes Castiel’s lungs and turns his insides upside-down. “Whatever comes next, I’m right here.”
“Okay,” Castiel finally answers, his fingers curling into Dean’s t-shirt, just a little, as though he could simply hold Dean’s actual heartbeat cupped in his hand. “Okay.”
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miru667 · 10 months
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HIII!! miru, i'm shakoo
I was really doubting whether to send you this message or not, because I felt sorry but hey!, my curiosity and need to know more brought me here hehe
(sorry if I have grammatical errors, I'm still learning English so I make mistakes, I still hope you understand what I mean)
Well I'll summarize it as much as I can ^^
Miru I love your art so much and Au (I'm still updating myself with the story so I can understand it more)
I recently became very interested in the Lorax fandom, (specifically for the character most acclaimed) The once-ler fandom, I didn't know it had its own place on the internet and I never really inquired much about it, but a month ago I found myself with one of your pieces of art and I was honestly surprised that the onceler had fanarts, and when I discovered your blog I was fascinated
I have been reading and reading everything for days, and I love what was formed around the movie
And I loved your headcanons as well as the analysis that you did from time to time.
And well the question I wanted to ask you is just one
How does it feel to be part of this fandom for literally 1 decade?
I can't imagine the things you experienced in the fandon and the history that it entails :O
And finally
Thanks for reading, I'm sorry if the message is a bit long, or a bit meaningless, but there are many things on my mind right now, I've read so many blogs jeje
Without more to say, thank you very much Miru!!!
Omg HIIII welcome to the fandom! I'm so happy you ended up sending this message, please don't hesitate because I love answering asks! Man I'm!! 🥺 I'm so honoured to hear that you've enjoyed my art and my headcanons and analyses, I'm really proud of the few analyses I did so that makes me really happy 🙈
Good luck on your reading of old posts, there is so much to read I can't even imagine being able to catch up with everything O_O New fandom members who try to read old stuff are real troopers.
As for your question ahhhHHHH I KNOWWW I've been in this fandom for literally a third of my life so far...I say this to everyone but onceler fandom is like my culture now. 🥲 That's how it feels. You are right, there were a lot of valuable experiences and there has been a lot of history.
I see people dig up old posts and reblog them and sometimes I think "they don't know that that piece of art was drawn by my friend for my other friend to cheer them up when they were going through a rough time" or "they don't know that this piece of art led to the falling out of a friend group" or "they don't know that I literally watched my friend draw the sketch for this piece of art when I visited them irl many years ago and it was one of the most happiest times of my life that I can't get back anymore because we drifted apart from each other"
Like..! :,) Many pieces of our lives are attached to this fandom so I just hope that our old stuff gets treated with respect. I don't watch YouTube analyses of the fandom anymore because they just talk about oncest and maybe mention the AUs and they don't know that most of the fandom was actually about our friendships with each other.
So that's how it feels to have been in the fandom for a decade! You become familiar with certain patterns too so I see certain things happening over and over again as the fandom revives itself over and over, but with every revival there's something new too because of the general shifts in internet culture haha. These past few years I've preferred to stay a bit removed from it all for my own mental health and just concentrate on my Audrey oc and rping with my friends 🥰
Thank you for the ask and no need to apologize for a long message since I just typed an even longer one HAHA
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zimcard-artblog · 1 year
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I am now very much interested in this au O_O
I'm gonna assume you're referring to the CTYH swap au comic +doodles I've made (designs- especially the knights, belong to @/afrothunderxx96 !)
I'll admit, I've been rotating this au around my head for awhile because of the several possibilities. One being Blixer being a Guardian in a garden-esque temple with lots if plants and overgrowth, a nod to his minions who were originally just flowers in the garden back when it still had its native occupants but due to migration, the artifact gave life to the flowers and they became sole worshippers who tend the temple.
When Blixer was born, he was obviously clueless. But soon became the out going guardian who parties with the garden, though he does have his personal struggles such as his own identity and self worth. He associates all of his worth with the artifact due to him being connected to it, convinced that the reason the garden loves him is because he's just an extension of the artifact.
Lycan, also a blue flower but much more of a leader and smarter compared to the rest, attempts to convince Blixer that he is worthy for being him but Blixer has a hard time believing it.
I imagine Corrupted Cube here is someone who grew up in rough conditions and had to build herself up by being strong and scary, intimidating anyone who comes near her because it's a survival mechanism. Due to her entire childhood revolving around it, she genuinely has a hard time reacting to sheer kindness in a proper manner. She assumes it's a trap qnd she lashes out. In short, being nice to her is something she's not used to.
For the Knights, there's a lot to unpack but a majority in means of design and visual characterizations are already done by Afro in her tumblr blog. She made concepts and even their Corrupted TIO form which made me kick my feet and giggle!!!! I love the design so much.
I imagine that the four knights gain the artifact but the artifact ended up remaining the four due to them combining their powers together to access its theorized abilities, leading to the artifact chaining up the four and thus creating the Unnamed One. (Oooh boss battle)
I'm unsure exactly how Cuda, Macabre, The Grey Twins, and etc (rest of the ctyh cast) would be in this AU. Not sure if I wanna pitch in onto that, really, I'd like to wait and see!
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NSFW Alphabet: Kaito Momota
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Stuff under the cut. Character depicted is 18+
THIS IS 18+ ONLY! MINORS DNI!
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Even though he goes on about manliness and toughing stuff out, he knows the importance of aftercare. If sex ever gets rough, he’ll be extra cuddly afterwards with lots of kisses, cuddles and praise.
“You did awesome! Sorry if I got kinda rough back there, but I knew you could handle it, sidekick!”
B = Body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He likes his abs, it shows all the hard work he’s put into staying fit and healthy, and he loves it when his partner touches them.
For his partner, he likes anywhere that has noticeable muscle (arms, abs, legs, ect.) for the same reason. And if they don’t have muscle built there, he’ll work with them, so they do! After all, he cares about fitness and health, and he wants his partner to be as well!
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Cums an average amount, but man is it SALTY o_o
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
His balls are super sensitive. And while nut shots hurt extra hard, having them sucked and fondled with (gently) is absolute heaven.
Use this to your advantage if he’s being extra sassy in bed, it’ll shut him right up ;3
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He’s done it with a few people but has only ever gone all the way with women. He doesn’t really have experience with men apart from some kissing (and they were like...bro kisses)
He isn’t opposed to experimenting, though!
F = Favourite position (this goes without saying)
Good ol missionary can’t be beat!
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Kaito loves hearing his partner laugh, and the same goes for during sex! If the mood isn’t too serious, he’ll usually try to do something to make them smile. His go to is to give them raspberries, and it rarely fails to give his partner a little giggle~
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He’s not super concerned with keeping things neat and tidy down there. He’s not bigfoot levels of hairy, but he still has a fair amount. If his partner wants him to tidy up a bit he will, but he would never completely shave it off. It’s all about the manliness-
And yes, the carpets match the drapes, but it’s slightly darker than the hair on his head (like his goatee)
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He may not always act like it, but Kaito can be a total softie in bed. Romance in the bedroom may not be super common, but when he expresses it, he is nothing but genuine.
If his partner has been working out with him, he’ll express how proud he is of their progress (however big or small) and kiss every inch of their body.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
This guy loves jerking off, and he’s gotten very good at it. He focuses on the tip the most, but sometimes he’ll use a hand to fondle his balls. He also moans a lot~
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He loves sex after working out, and the smell and sweat doesn’t really bother him (whether it bothers his partner is another story).
He loves the adrenaline he gets from working out and getting stronger, it gets his blood pumping to multiple parts of his body.
He’s willing to compromise by doing it after or during a shower, though-
L = Location (favourite places to do the do)
As cheesy as it is, he loves the idea of doing it under the stars. This could be in a museum (which is unlikely, but GOD that would be rad) or under the night sky. Just the vastness of space and the comfort of his partner gives him a euphoria like no other.
And afterwards he likes to point of the constellations and planets, it’s soothing to him and could also be a form of aftercare if things ever get rough.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Confidence, 100%. If his partner is feeling sexy, then to him, they’re the sexiest person on the planet. Making the first move will almost always put him in the mood, he just loves seeing his lover take charge~
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
As always, nothing unsanitary.
Despite being a “no pain, no gain” kinda guy, Kaito doesn’t like inflicting a lot of pain on his partner or himself. Some spanking can be fun (as well as the occasional love bite), but anything beyond that makes him uncomfortable. So, anything BDSM related is probably a no-go for him.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
When it comes to working with vaginas, he’s pretty good at using his tongue. He really enjoys going down on his partner...even if his beard tends to tickle them-
For penises he has a pretty bad gag reflex, but gdi he’ll try! He can only go a few inches, but he’ll really focus on the tip.What he may lack in sucking dick, he can make up for in eating ass 😉
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He usually saves going slow and steady for more tender and romantic moments. While he doesn’t go hard all the time, he is usually is on the faster end when it comes to sex. He has a lot of energy to burn, what can I say?
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Loves them! If he can get away with a quickie, even in public, he’ll more often than not take that chance. It leaves him feeling refreshed to empty his load into his partner (or have his partner empty theirs in him, on the rare occasion).
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He doesn’t mind a little risk now and then. After all, fun things rarely happen when you play it safe. He is, however, more cautious when the likelihood of being caught is higher. He’s gotten in trouble a few times for it, and he’d like to avoid it in the future.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
It depends on the day. Sometimes he’s full of energy and can go multiple rounds, other times he’s all tuckered out and can only go one. Same thing applies to how busy his day was.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He’s not much of a toy guy, he prefers to use what he’s got. If his partner wants to use them he’s okay with that, but overall he has no interest in them.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He loves teasing, it’s what he’s good at. When he’s on the receiving end, however, he’s a bit whiny. Kinda contradictory, Kaito smh...
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He’s not super loud, but he can be noisy. Lots of grunting and moaning, as well as the occasional bit of praise.
If the sex is REALLY good, he’ll let himself be loud…which has caused a few noise complaints in the past. Sorry, not sorry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Kaito tops 99% of the time. He won’t admit it, but being a bottom kinda makes him feel a little self conscious. That, and he just prefers to be the one inside, rather than uhh...outside?
On rare occasions, though, he’ll be down for a good bottoming, and gets a satisfaction like no other. Just be sure to give him some good aftercare, since he’ll be feeling especially vulnerable. Star Wars is always his go to comfort movie :)
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Uncut, thick and around 7.5 inches. He’s very happy and confident in his assets~
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high. He’s not obsessed with sex, but he’s almost always up for it if it’s brought up.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Same thing applies to the stamina question: It depends on his energy level for that day. Usually, he falls asleep about half an hour afterwards after everything’s been cleaned up and any aftercare as been done, but sometimes he’s got a lot of energy to burn.
And sometimes he zonks out almost immediately. It was a long day-
🌸🌸🌸
Had a few people request this guy :O
Hope you enjoyed! And if you don’t agree with any of these, that’s fine! These are just my personal headcanons!
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can I ask who that strongest and most important girl is and also about what makes that episode so horrible and infuriating… I’m curious I like hearing you talk abt ranma O_o
(i'm going to use pronouns/genders as they're used in the show for clarity so i apologize if this sounds rough) her name is tsubasa, she met ukyo (girl who spent most of her formative years dressed as a boy, and another girl that ranma's dad promised ranma's hand in marriage to when ranma was too young to understand what was even happening) when they were young and has been in love with her ever since. eventually, ukyo gets sick of receiving love letters from tsubasa so she sends tsubasa a letter saying "i'm in love with someone else, drop it already", with a picture of girltype ranma (because tsubasa thinks ukyo is a boy, so the person that ukyo is in love with should be a girl). well tsubasa shows up and takes ranma (ranma spends most of this episode as a girl, the episode just starts out with him in his girlform without explanation. and he only changes to his boyform for a specific reason which ill get to. based. anyways) as a rival for ukyo's affections instead of taking the hint that ukyo is just not interested.
in an attempt to get tsubasa to finally drop it, akane (she's also here) tells tsubasa that ukyo is a GIRL, not a boy like tsubasa supposedly originally thought, but tsubasa proudly announces that she ONLY likes girls and she has in fact known all along that ukyo is a girl and just doesn't care. this is of course based on tsubasa's part but she is met with disgust by especially akane. ranma is preoccupied because tsubasa called him ugly.
tsubasa later falls in love with ranma (still girltype) in a heart to heart where ranma feels bad about winning ukyo's affection over tsubasa, especially considering he doesn't even LIKE ukyo, because no matter how annoying someone is if they start crying ranma will start to feel bad for them. anyways she says she never actually thought he was ugly she was just jealous that ukyo liked ranma better. ranma is so kind to her that she falls in love with him.
the second half of the episode is essentially them trying to make tsubasa straight, this is where it gets really bad. akane meets her for lunch and tries to tell her that she should try and find a good boyfriend instead of chasing after ranma and ukyo, but tsubasa dismisses her and says that she hates boys and isn't interested in anyone else. then, ranma agrees to meet tsubasa for a date. he shows up though as a BOY, which obviously makes tsubasa angry, and when akane and ukyo approach him about what he's doing he says he was "trying to get her back on the straight and narrow."
THEEEN then through a series of events tsubasa gets revealed to actually be a BOY who crossdresses. ukyo knew this the whole time and thought the other two already knew. akane and ranma are deeply disgusted, calling him a creep and a pervert and a freak. akane questions if he's gay (this episode is literally the most direct they've been about sexuality, also that question makes no damn fucking sense), and he proudly says that nope, he's as straight as they come, he just likes to dress up as a girl. ranma says thats really weird and gross and tsubasa tells him that he and ranma are kind of exactly the same actually, which ranma angrily dismisses (and the way this discussion is framed the audience is supposed to agree that ranma is somehow different).
now tbf i havent WATCHED every episode, there's a lot i havent seen/read yet, but this is the most direct they've been about .. all of this. offhanded comments are BAD but i can stomach it fine, but literally the whole plot of this episode is "this girl is a lesbian, this is disgusting and we need to fix it" to "this [girl] is [trans], this is disgusting and we need to shun [her]." part of my annoyance with it also is that ranma LITERALLY spent the first half of the episode AS A GIRL, FOR NO REASON, TO COMPETE IN A CONTEST WITH TSUBASA OVER WHO COULD SELL THE MOST OKONOMIYAKI [TO SPECIFICALLY GUYS] BASED ON LOOKS ALONE? and this was treated as a silly gag as usual (still bad framing obviously but to be expected), but when tsubasa did it it was freakish and perverted. akane has MANY romantic scenes with ranma while he's a girl, but tsubasa blatantly saying "i only like girls" was treated as an issue that needed to be fixed.
idk it might sound silly to hear me be so upset about this ep like what did i expect really, but this is the most on the nose they've ever been . and it just made me sad and was hard to watch . worst part is, its still a trans allegory and none of this is unrealistic. i cant even say the characters wouldnt do or say that. the episode's deep hypocrisy is so obvious that its kind of insane that the mangaka didn't even recognize it. like of course akane would be extra disturbed by a girl who likes girls due specifically to the fact that she's afraid of her own obvious bisexuality, and of course ranma would be extra disturbed by a boy who shamelessly enjoys telling people he's a girl due specifically to the fact that ranma is coming around to doing that as well himself and its frightening because it's supposed to be wrong.
the reason i like ranma 1/2 is because i LIKE the realness of it. even though the premise is so bizarre, it does actually feel like how it would go if a kid in the 1980s was slowly realizing they were bigender due to a freak incident that forced them to confront their gender identity in a way they never would have otherwise. because of the perspective of the author, this is never fully going to come to pass, which makes me sad but is to be expected. i feel like my expectations are generally where they should be, even though i complain about it a lot its not totally because i EXPECTED better. most of it is bad. not even just from a "this is transphobic" perspective but just from a narrative perspective, pretty much nothing ever changes, none of the characters really learn anything (except ranma sort of), most of the time the story is just chasing its own tail. but there's something special about it and something really important to me that i have a hard time putting into words. idk idk i need to get them out of there. does this all make any sense at all
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unsoundedcomic · 1 year
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Is giving someone a new heart in Kasslyne feasible? Do organ transplants of any kind occur? Can I headcannon a black tongue having gnarly lab trying to do meat science? o_o
Nah, organ transplants wouldn't work - no understanding of blood types, no rejection suppression medication.
For your Black Tongue headcanon, lean towards pymarics over meat science. Pymaric replacements bypass a lot of the squishy roadblocks that come with surgery and body modification. Like Rahm had that whole talking face with brain and nervous system in a jar being kept "alive" via pymaric means. You can do very gnarly stuff, and keep people alive while in really rough shape thanks to Kasslynians' ability to effortlessly sterilize.
I imagine a major and long-term effort has for years been undertaken by Black Tongues to design pymaric bodies, and escape death that way. Like, how much of a living person do you have to transplant into there for it to work.
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letsbeflawed · 8 months
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Oh hay I still exist O_o
Hello! It's been awhile, I'm ok! just taking time to get my life all situated. Things have been rough but I'm safe. I'm gonna try and be more active on here. I've been way more active on Tiktok but I've been writing fanfics more so YAY. SO just a recap on my life, my financial situation has been rough, I've been doing my best to support my mom and brother. I've been really emotionally exhausted so art has been hard to make for awhile. On a brighter note my bf graduated with his bachelors and is moving down to live with us. He has been amazingly supportive through all this and my medical situation has stabilized. But I'm going to have a procedure done soon. So that spooks me.
So yeah you guys are all up to date '3' I'm not dead just stressed.
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alesyira-ffn · 3 years
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jeez it's already friday. work has been extra-time-consuming, and then I lost all of yesterday evening writing time to watching justice league snyder cut. it was pretty good! not sure I wanted to spend all of my free time watching a single movie though… my current preferred 'thing' to do is write. Tomorrow is going to be rough for 'writing time' too - have family stuff that is priority. so tonight I will do my best to finish the first draft on the next chapter so I can post asap! :)
I have a lot of content upcoming, but there are some missing transitions and crafting those so that everything makes sense is an interesting struggle. I have GOT to finish this book before the xbox series x arrives in my living room, probably in june at some point (??), because shiny new things might be distracting enough to delay chapters o_o
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Journal Entry - Feb. 8, 2023
Had my mid-week day off today and went downtown to get tested for STIs. Haven’t been tested in uhhh, *checks old journal entries*... three years, lol.  O_O In my defence I’ve only slept with one person in that time (the person who was my girlfriend when I last got tested), so don't worry it’s not like I’ve been some irresponsible douche.
I’ve been waiting for this for a while tbh. The past year, for me, has been... rough, and kinda hibernatey. Last winter I was trying my hand at online dating for the first time since I’d moved to the West Coast, and.. it was not going well. Looking back, I believe I was in a shite state for dating; I was very needy, and not stable at all in my life. So, not good partner material, and apparently people could tell. I'm not proud of that, but what I am proud of is that I realized what was wrong, and I stepped away from the dating game for about a year to focus on getting myself to a better place in life.
Now, I have two pretty good jobs, neither of which demand too much of my time. I have a more complete social circle than I did a year ago. I also have some dope-ass new high top Vans and I am STOKED on them. I've always preferred high tops but the only pair of shoes I've owned for a while is a somewhat-grubby (see: torn from skateboarding) pair of black slip-ons... quite functional but not the snazziest things. For me, shoes say more about a person than just about anything else you can wear. They're literally how you interact with the world around you. And it feels good to finally be wearing shoes I really like again.  :) Also it feels good to essentially be a complete person who knows they have a lot to offer. And I'm getting very close to being ready to date again, hence getting tested today! This is a milestone for me.
SO, this afternoon I wore my high tops and went downtown, and it was a surprisingly nice day. I took the skytrain even though it was one of the slowest transit routes I could've used (but fuck the bus), and, it was just nice to be out and about in the city I love, doing a little people-watching, scenery-enjoying, and a little exploring.. and not getting rained on.  ;)
At the sexual health clinic, the receptionist deadnamed me, which... was surprising 'cause I thought all my name-change business was over and done with.. but apparently not! (And, I even wrote my new name on the intake form??) So, that was probably my least-fun part of the day but at least they said they would get their documents updated. (Also just now I filed a polite complaint because, real talk, if you’re gonna work at an STI clinic—one of the places that’s supposed to be most on top of its safe space protocol—you really gotta be up to date on this stuff.)
The testing, as expected, was very quick and mostly painless, and I even snagged a dental dam before I left; booya!
That's about it; just wanted to share my good day with y'all. I hope yours has been a positive experience too!
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