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hearts-4-vicky · 4 months

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ugh this girl shes so cute like… im actually so down BAD its not even funny

Hi my loves🫶🏼 this was supposed to be longer n come quicker but i forgot to save my draft n i was so fucking done UGHHHH.. I just wanted to put something out for you guys as a thank you for all the support my last post got❤️❤️❤️ I never thought id be postin on here but 😛

anyway, tall! bodyguard! fem reader x wonyoung has been taking over my mind lately yall dont even understand 😭🙏 (this isnt proofread cuz im so done, so sorry my loves if theres something wrong😔)

lets say ur a bit older than Yujin (like by a couple months) n ur first official job as a bodyguard is to make sure Ive makes it to a pop up event safely😝 Starship hired so many of u guys because sasaengs have been appearing more frequently than before. So here comes you and like nearly 3 dozen more guards though you stand out due to how tall u r😍😍😍(like taller than 6’4 cuz babygirl wony is already tall asf😔🙏) n your build (muscular women r so fine UGHHHH)

You and the rest of the squad were walking to the girls big ass dressing room, though you felt many eyes on you. Its something you’re used to, always being the tallest in the room (cant relate😭) Arriving at the dressing room door gets you a bit nervous since you know how big ive is as a group and how stunning they are😍😍😍 Once you guys were given the green light to enter, you need to lean down to fit through the door. seeing this, one of your colleagues snickers, making you roll your eyes.

Ive’s manager introduces you and the rest of your crew to the members, short n sweet. As their manager was just giving a brief run down abt whats gonna happen once you guys arrive, Wonyoung notices you. You were much taller than her and stronger too from what she can see😍 baby girl would be so shocked since most girls shes met have never been taller than her🥺 She was so focused on you that she didnt notice how one of her members eyes were also glued to you😛

ur bitch ass was zoning the fuck out but still kinda listening to the manager but you noticed how drop dead gorgeous the members were (same) though you were always drawn to the tallest member. Her beauty had you practically fawning over her that you didnt even notice the rest of the squad (ayeee pull up wit da gang😝😝😝😝 im so sorry) left to go to the vans you all arrived in😭 Flustered at this, you jog to the door to catch up, hitting your head on the doorframe in the process 🥺🥺🥺 You hear giggles after, but failing to notice how Wonyoung’s eyes were full with concern. Whimpering at the slight sting, you hold your head while still trying to catch up with the rest.🥺🥺🥺

Wonyoung watches as you disappear into the distance, pouting as she hears her members talk about how cute you were🙏 she starts paying attention after hearing yujin ask if they was a chance you were single😭 “Maybe, but not after im done talking with her..” Gaeul says proudly, though its short lived as Wonyoung hears Rei respond “Unnie, she’d have to go her her knees to kiss yo-“YAH!” The room fills with laughter as the eldest sulks in her spot, mumbling how unfair life is. Wonyoung’s mind goes back to you, not wanting to hear her members talk about how they want to get to know you more😜

timeskip to the event cuz im SICK AND TIRED OF THIS APP.

You and the other bodyguards line up behind each side of the rope safety barriers (is that what its called…) You were near entrance of the building and could already seen waves of people try to get a glimpse of the idols that were soon to arrive

As the van pulls up you can hear the crowd getting louder by the second. They only get louder as the girls start to come out, first with Yujin, then Gaeul, Rei, Wonyoung, Liz, and lastly Leeseo. Camera flashes and screams fill the air as the girls walk to the entrance of the building. They do their best to get there in a short amount of time while also interacting with fans

It was going smoothly, with the three eldest already at the door, waiting for the other members. Wonyoung was just a couple steps away from them before a man grips her wrist and pulls her closer to him. She tries to fight back but he is much stronger, tightening his already harsh grip. You act quickly, making the man let go and shoving him as hard as you can. He has a pissed off look on his face but it soon turns to fear as he sees you towering over him. The man nearly shits his pants after you bend your knees to be at eye level with him, hearing you call him the harshest words that come to mind.

After that, you let another bodyguard deal with the man as you turn your body to face the shaking girl. (babygirl was a bit scared cuz u seemed so pissed🥺🥺🥺) Your eyes soften at her state, shes frozen in her spot with widen eyes. Wonyoung focuses on you as you lean down to quietly talk to her. Her eyes are pretty is the first thing that comes to Wonyoung’s mind. She gazes upon your features for what feels like years, her admiration soon turning into attraction for you as she holds her now red wrist. You notice this, cursing the man in your head as you take a closer look at her wrist. holy fuck that shit is red, you meet her eyes once more, taking note on how hers seem to shine in the sunlight. “Are you feeling alright, Miss Jang?” you say in a sweet, soft tone. Wonyoung feels her heart start to race at how soft you are with her, a big contrast to how you acted to the man (duh)

“Oh-Yes! I’m okay, just a bit shaken up..” Wonyoung didnt respond right away since your warm aura made her start to relax. You nod, “Do you want me to escort you to the door?” She starts to nod, but is interrupted by her members rushing to her side asking her if shes okay. You step back, giving them their time but also waiting for her answer. After Wonyoung reassures them that shes fine she turn to you, nodding to your question from before. You failed to notice how her cheeks flushed a light pink as you walked behind her to the door🥺🥺🥺

time skip cuz its literally 1:30 am rn….

You didnt just walk her to the door but instead everywhere. You would only leave her side if she needed to take photos or use the restroom (though you were right outside the door just in case) You were following her around like a velcro puppy (clingy dog) 🥺🥺 Wonyoung thought you were so cuteee😭 she thought you were like a newfoundland puppy cuz ur so big UGH🥺 She watched as your eyes practically sparkled whenever you say something you liked or if someone brought up a topic you were interested in❤️❤️❤️ Babygirl was falling for you so hard rn

As the event was coming to an end, she wanted to go to the restroom before they left (it was an excuse to get you alone with her🫶🏼) She stopped right in front of the ladies door, making you confused. Wonyoung turns to you, leans toward you while slipping a piece of paper in your hand. She ran away shortly after to go to the rest of her members. It all happened so fast you were slow to comprehend what just happened. Reliving the moment for a few seconds you realizing she had kissed you on the cheek.

You place your empty hand over the cheek, now adored with a lipstick mark, as you smile like a dumbass😭 you hear your name being called to leave as well but before going over there, you read the note.

“Yn, I just wanted to thank you for making me feel safe and for getting to know me. I hope we meet again, as friends or maybe more?

XXX-XXX-XXXX

-Wonyoung <3”

You nearly fainted reading that last part.

OH MY GOD THIS TOOK SO LONG💀

guys if u ever write on this app MAKE SURE YOU SAVE PLEASE…. (my asks r open if u want this to be continued or if u wanna request something❤️)

kk love you guys🫶🏼 be safe, and have a good day❤️

#wonyoung date me #ive wonyoung #jang wonyoung #jang wonyoung x reader #wonyoung x reader #stan ive #ive x reader #izone #I MISS IZONE #izone x reader #wlw #fluff #my bbygirl #vicky thoughts

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kienansidhe · 4 months

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hi, im kienan! im the current host of the disaster hearts system. we are a korean american body with dissociative identity disorder and have had multiple diff hosts over the course of this blogs run. i or some variation of me have been host since around 2017-18ish. for transparencys sake, the body is 25+. do not ask abt age specifics please.

we are a survivor of csa trauma, parental abuse, religious and cult abuse, and generally very traumatized, and our experience of life is irrevocably colored by that lens.

we are disabled and unable to hold a job ever since we got long covid in april of 2020. we are fully dependent on our partners, working on our disability application, and still coming to terms with the reality of being probably permanently disabled.

unless otherwise specified it is probably some variation of kienan speaking.

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i, kienan, am queer and i prefer to be addressed by strangers with he/they/it or fae/faeself pronouns. i dont rlly care which of those you use, tho, no need to rotate or anything.

some other labels that generally describe me: nonbinary, transmasc, gnc, cuntboy, [redacted], [redacted], femme, femboy, genderweird, bi, aro/ace with a couple exceptions, sex favorable, kink obligate, freak, degenerate, pervert.

i currently have 4 partners, referred to here as prettyboyfriend, nesting boyfriend, girlfriend/daddy, and moirail.

no dni, i think theyre stupid and the only ppl i would not want to interact would not respect dnis anyways lmao. if i have a problem with you i will just say so or block you or whatever.

some of my beliefs and what to expect on this blog are under the cut.

i believe in rehabilitation and compassion, full stop. yes, even for those people. i think that othering and dehumanizing others sucks, that thoughts do not define you (yes, even those thoughts), and that the only thing that matters is your actions.

i think callouts are never helpful, ever. ive literally never seen one do anything helpful or good.

i try my best to interact with others in good faith, and i expect the same in return.

we were homeschooled in a cult and our education was heavily ~moderated~ to keep us brainwashed, and every time i think ive rooted out all the misinfo new stuff comes up. please be patient with me if i ask stupid questions, i literally am stupid. i have so much literal actual brain damage. i will do my best to be open minded, i rlly want to learn!

i believe that the best ways to combat csa are better sex education, breaking down the sanctity of the nuclear family, youth liberation (more legal rights and self advocacy for children), and not clogging child abuse report portals with fucking fictional art, jesus h christ.

medicalization of identities sucks. sysmeds, transmeds, im sorry youre miserable but thats not an excuse for trying to make everyone else miserable with you.

labels are only useful insofar as they help you connect with others like you and form solidarity in order to combat systemic oppression. if labels make you angry or miserable, consider not taking them so seriously.

its okay to just dislike ppl. its not always that deep. trying to come up with moral reasons to justify disliking ppl is rlly fucking catholic.

dont talk to me abt christianity. im aware that my trauma affects my ability to be compassionate in this area, so im staying in my lane. in fact probably dont talk to me abt religion in general.

im not a proshipper or an anti i touch grass <3, HOWEVER:

antishipping / purity politics / anti-kink / whatever you wanna call it, ppl equating fictional depictions of Obvious Bad Things with condoning, supporting, or normalizing them in real life are fucking stupid and have done unbelievable amounts of damage that has now reached far beyond fandom and kink circles. get a life, for fucks sake.

ppl who call themselves proshippers and then go around harassing antis are fucking stupid and have lost the original spirit of the term proship / anti-anti, which hinged around not harassing or harming others over fiction. get a life, for fucks sake.

just be kind. dont be a dick. treat others how you wanna be treated. we are all traumatized but thats not an excuse to be cruel. leave the world better than you found it.

youre gonna make mistakes. you just are. youre not perfect and also the world is complex. remember that you cant help everyone. try your best but dont lose yourself in the process.

art is everything. the act of creation is holy. more progress is made by creating -- building communities, making art, growing plants, building houses, building relationships -- than by tearing things down. there is probably a time and place for violence, destroying oppressive systems, bombing weapons factories, but if we arent creating a positive, healthy society alongside the destruction we are just leaving fertile ground for new oppressive structures to take root. create. create. create.

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many hosts has left a chaotic mess of tags on this blog but here are some we use pretty consistently:

#headspace: original posts. diary rambling, random thoughts, actual semi coherent opinions, anything

#my face: the body

#humans are good actually: reminders

#recovery things: mental health help

#important: there is so much stuff in this tag

#bookmark: too much here too lol

#feel better: just fluffy stuff

#vine: general funny video tag

#about, #me kin id, #i ghostwrote this post: stuff we relate to rlly hard + uquiz tags lol

#posts that are funnier when plural

#pinned #headspace #my face #humans are good actually #recovery things #important #bookmark #feel better #vine #about #me kin id #i ghostwrote this post #posts that are funnier when plural #sorry this is so long idk how to make things not long #will probs edit as i remember stuff

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glennis-hate-blog · 1 year

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If not Dennis though then who?

if you're asking something other than who would i hate if not dennis, sorry for answering wrong (though the amount that i wrote should qualify my answer as wrong no matter what). i did three reading comprehension tasks total throughout my entire education, and received feedback on none of them. i went completely off the rails so skip to blue, bold text if you just want the real answer

THE ANSWER:

-must of course be contextualised with the fact that when it comes to dennis, i am untethered and my rage knows no bounds. no amount of hate for any other person would substantiate. the runner-up for my-most-hated would compare to dennis as athlete's foot compares to gangrene. having established this, we can move on to establishing why i am dragging my answer out so much. it is because i crave human contact, yet i seem to dislike anyone close to me. the internet provides me with scraps of impersonal human contact that leave me oblivious to the real person, the human behind that interaction. this allows me to feel comfortable enjoying an interaction without convincing myself that i hate the other person. how can i hate someone i do not know? excellent setup! i feast like a starving lion. i suppose that with this in mind, i might claim that if not dennis, i could hate myself the most. but im assuming that we're talking sunny characters here.

it's hard to understand how i feel about the other characters, because i hold my affections about them while aware that they are obviously horrible people.

my mind jumped to dee first, seeing as she shares a lot of the same qualities that make me hate dennis. the most glaring example being that they are rapists. seeing a pattern of this trait in TWINS makes me a little sad though. it shows that what caused this probably had something to do with their parents. the fact that dennis is worse than dee can probably be attributed to his getting raped by the school librarian or whatever it was, as well as how differently their parents treated him on account of his being male. i think some patriarchally motivated power issues stem from that treatment, you can see how he acts out around women in this way (as if i have to explain). anyway dee would make sense as a solid contender. by default ill add her parents to the ring since im blaming them for making her the way that she is.

... im not a huge cricket fan. sure he has his funny moments which i adore, but that is much the same as the reynolds twins. i didnt love him before his decline/the development of his drug addiction, weakness and catholicism repulse me. (HALF JOKE. SORRY. sorry.) i say that he is weak due to his susceptibility to manipulation (a trait he shares with dennis- a man who was tricked into digging up his dead mother 'for gold')- by dee. she wasnt even in her milf era at the time and he left the whole church without even seeing a ring... ok :|. girlie travelled to a bar full of people who bullied and sexually assaulted him to check out a water stain :/ PLEASE. anyway then there's the drug abuse which was actually fairly slay i dont take issue with that. he got better and more acceptable after that in my mind.

third and final person ill seriously consider will be gail the fucking snail. ive seen gail apologists... no... shes not even that bad it's just that shes a caricature of REAL PEOPLE i have to deal with, i totally sympathise with the twins over hating and salting her. idc if she just wants to hang out. she should learn what fuck off means and start trying to find herself, rather than continually finding other people to latch onto obsessively and dissolving into a radioactive puddle of self-pity and non-committal, performative 'shame' every time she is rejected before restarting her circuit of the same 3 people she harasses. oh my god i dont think im talking about snail anymore. whatever. it's what she represents IT DOESNT HAVE TO MAKE SENSE OK THIS IS ABOUT THE PEEPEEPOOPOO SHOW.

scrolling back through all ive written over a simple six-word question, i can see that it is my fucking bedtime. i will be concluding now. ok so i think it's fair to eliminate cricket here, since she redeemed herself by learning parkour and being funny. while i hate gail and everything she represents, she isnt a rapist. she just needs to stop asking for my address and suggesting we have sleepovers and asking whether im a top or a bottom. fucking snail. that would make Dee Reynolds my second-most-hated sunny character! i couldnt hate her with the same fiery rage that i hate dennis, but if there were no dennis, there may very well have existed a dee hate blog.

yip-fucking-ee im so sorry to anyone who thought it was worth investing the time to read any of that, especially the second two body paragraphs. im going to bed now have a fantastic day

#this could have been a one-word answer #i promise im not psychotic #sorry its late and im socially inept #plus i didnt speak to anyone today #recieving this answer must have felt like trying to give a stray dog a biscuit only for it to literally swallow you whole #but this is a sideblog so i can be myself no matter how ugly desperation is <3333 #oh no i think there are me and dennis parallels #dennis reynolds #iasip

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blueeandyellowmakesgreen · 1 year

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🍓 u should send me one back bc hoo boy i will literally gush about how cool u are anyway

time time time time tIME TIME TIME LITERALLY JUMPING OF JOY YOU INTERACTED WITH A 🍓 BECAUSE HOLY FUCK DO I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT YOU

time, i first saw you from seeing your ICONIC mike gets vecna’d proof edit and it literally chemically altered my brain. the smooth transitions, the fitting music, the absolute dread and TENSION you managed to pull out of me was so fucking good it actually gave me chills and it still remains as my top favorite edit, and it goes for ALL of your edits

and thats saying a lot because.. tbh i am not a person who really looks to edits for fan content disjwjsjsksk but yours. yours oh my god, i am planning to make an exception. i have never EVER seen anyone handle videos the same way you do and it is something i will always respect and admire about you. the amount of creativity and hardwork you put in like aAAA IM SORRY IM ACTUALLY SO GLAD YOU SENT ME THIS ASK SO I FINALLY HAVE AN EXCUSE TO GUSH ABOUT YOUR WORK!!!! ITS SO GOOD!!! I LITERALLY HAVE DAYS WHERE I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. YOUR MADWHEELER EDIT??? CINEMA. YOUR MIKE 2 PARTER?? ACTUALLY CHANGED MY LIFE. /SHAKES YOU YOU ARE ICONIC IN EVERY WAY AND IVE BEEN VIBRATING TO KNOW WE WERE MUTUALS EVER SINCE I FOUND OUT. YOU ARE LITERALLY SO COOL

/cough

anywayyyyyY bro thats not even all, your takes on max, lucas, and mike are all so insightful and based, i love the balance and vibes on your blog and youre just. everything about you is great man. youre great. youre so cool. you should be proud of yourself and what youre making and contributing to the fandom bc by GOD its so good. what im saying right now is honestly just a sliver of what i feel about your videos, but hopefully this was enough to convey it 😭😭😭

#shut up jade

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miruac · 2 years

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slumber. ˈsləmbər. meaning sleep.

I.H CAMPUS DORMITORY; TUESDAY MORNING; 9:53 A.M

second day of college. day two of classes, and day two of interacting with more people. everyone was hustling and bustling through campus, rushing to get to their destinations on time.

casey ruang: good morning :)

casey's first class didn't start until eleven a.m, so he had a good amount of time to waste before his classes started. this morning he woke up to his bed feeling...comfy. whether it was the cushioning of the mattress or his sheets being freshly warm from the laundry rooms, all he knew was that for the first time in a while casey ruang felt freshed from a night's sleep. everyone was in their classes, so the communal bathrooms weren't busy.

casey clipped his hair back, examining his features in the mirror. his face had seemed less sunken in and more of a healthy colour.

I.H CAMPUS DORMITORY; TUESDAY MORNING; 9:53 A.M

ding!

casey ruang: good morning :)

yunmei qi: morning is good

pit-pat

it was raining rather heavily outside. now yun loves the rain, she really does. but sometimes the weather has an effect on her mood, and it is currently taking effect as of now. the girl curled up on her bed, sheets pulled up to her nose. the thermostat was set to an appropriate temperature for this chilly morning, but it was still cold.

yun didn't have any classes until 2:30, which was a good couple of hours. a quiet thunk was heard from the corner of the room. yun's badminton racket had fallen out of the closet, as if it was signalling her to play again. the girl was quiet the star player in highschool, her team made it to finals. badminton was quite like her coping mechanism. whenever something upsetting happened to her she'd take it out on the shuttlecocks

yun's bed creaked as she got out the sheets and headed over to the closet. she quickly put on athleisure clothing before grabbing her racket and shuttlecocks then made her way to the campus gymnasium.

hmm....what warmups should i do...should i do suicide drills? no, those are ankle breakers. what about-

"oof!"

"what the-hell?"

who put a wall here? yun wondered. she looked up and saw that it was casey, who was holding a bag of toiletries and had a cute little animal headband on his head. she stared into his dreamy burnt umber eyes before blinking her eyes and snapping out of her trance.

"sorry, i didn't look behind the corner. i should've seen you coming."

"no i'm sorry, i'm short so its easy for tall people to not see me coming."

"yeah you are...quite the little one, short stuff."

"i have a racket with me and i will not hesitate to hit you with it."

casey let out a soft chuckle, hiding his mouth behind the back of his hand. his cheeks dented when he smiled, accentuating his jawline.

did he always have dimples? he looks cute with them...

"ah fine, i'll stop. i'll see you later in class?"

casey inquired, tilting his head to the side slightly. yun nodded, flashing a small smile. this was the first time in a while where she smiled all because of a boy. the two bid each other their farewells before going their separate ways.

he looks cute with that headband and his dimples...

she's so pretty...

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hello everyone!!! ive put this series on hold for s little while because stuff has been going on in my personal life and schools starting soon(ahaha im going to go insane); ik this chapter isnt the best and its rather short but i hope to make up for lack of quality and quantity as the series goes on. thank you all for your support and this is miruac signing off <3

#casey ruang #fluff #goodnight central #oc #podcast au #college au #love story #miruac #original character #qi yunmei #yunmei qi

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soulrph · 2 years

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hiya! ill tell you now that this ask isnt rp related so feel free to ignore it, i just... kinda have no one to talk to about it, but i can feel it festering in me and id like to spare myself the emotional breakdown. i hope that doesnt guilt trip you into continuing. anyways, recently i deleted my tumblr blog for several different reasons, one of which was that in the fandom im currently hyperfixating on, i got vague-shade-posted at by one of its bigger artists. quickly it felt like everyone was turning on me, so i just ran while i still had the chance because i knew no one would care. and i was right— all of my mutuals and friends whom ive had day long conversations and plotted many headcannons and fics with didnt react at all and everyone avoids bringing me up even though i was a very active participant of the fandom. its like ive become a bad memory, if even that. but none of that is why im here and need to get this off my chest. that's because of AO3. ive always had very little feedback and interaction with my works, but now it feels like people from thia fandom are deliberately avoiding my content. ive started feeling very discouraged as a content creator and i dont know what to do. writing is all i have now. if i lose that... i dont know where id be. you honestly dont have to answer this, just writing it out made me feel better a little. i didnt have anywhere else to turn to, so im sorry for putting this in your inbox. thanks for listening, though. i hope your day goes lovely, and that you never feel as unwelcome in the world as i do.

hi my darling!! first i wanna say how sorry i am for not getting to you sooner! tumblr loves to hide these things from me, it’s an absolute mess! but anyway, i’m going to try and see if i can help you out here, bc ur situation sounds absolutely terrible, but it also sounds like a situation that, i’m sure, many people would relate to and understand!

so, for starters, i want you to know how welcome you are in the world, regardless of the opinions of a small group of misguided and frankly foolish people. from what you’re telling me, it sounds an awful lot like this one person who posted about you has a lot of influence in your fandom, right? enough of a presence that, when they speak, some people may feel like there’s no reason to argue or test their reasoning.

i say this because i’ve found many fandoms, at some point or other, inevitably have this kind of presence in the midst. it’s often accidental; i absolutely despise the notion of “popular rp blogs”, i’ve seen so many friendships and friend groups fall apart over accusations of being these “popular rp blogs”, and it’s an absolute mess of a situation that never made any sense to me. the dash isn’t high school. we’re all here to have fun! and yeah, we’ll complain and rant sometimes, but ultimately, we’re all here to make friends and have a good time together while we write outrageous angst about our muses, right?

i digress!

i used to write on ao3 myself, and i wrote in two or three different fandoms. not a lot, mind you! but i did notice that i got a HUGE amount of responses in the arguably smaller fandom than i did with the larger fandoms! like, the difference was incredible! plus, i don’t know if people without ao3 accounts are able to comment or offer feedback on the fics, so there could be LOADS of people reading your stuff who never made an account! i think i read stuff there for about three years before i decided to make an account!

but the truth of it is, you’re after emerging from a truly crappy situation. i think there’s tonnes of people out here who can relate to being vagued about, or to being the target of a shady post. but i also know for a fact that there’s LOADS of people here who have that as a rule; that anyone who vagues, is getting blocked on the spot. it’s 2022. we’re all adults, or at least responsible enough to be online and able to navigate this hellsite. the days of vaguing and shading others need to end.

i don’t want to end this on a dark note, so here’s some nice stuff! for one thing, you’re undoubtedly an incredibly mature and sensible person! reaching out and writing about this stuff is such a healthy thing to do, and you’ve even mentioned that you felt better after writing it, too! so well done!! secondly, you know how brave you need to be to write fanfic AND join tumblr?? SUPER brave!! and to be able to leave tumblr is also a feat of its own!! the important thing to recognize here is this: it only FEELS like people are avoiding your content. and while your feelings are valid, stress and anxiety can combine to lend a new and very unnecessary volume to the voice that’s telling you these things. you said you like writing! so write! it doesn’t matter what the people in your fandom think! you write what you want to write, and the right people will find it and read it and love it! i have a seventeen-chapter fanfic written in one of my old school copy books about a zombie apocalypse, and it started off based on my oc, then it expanded to cover literally any book, tv show or movie i’d ever read, seen or watched! and i love it! i love reading that old tattered book! you write what you love, and other people will love it too. okay?

ily. know that you are always welcome here. and know that your value doesn’t depend on the opinions of a few. you’re a good person, and you didn’t deserve to be treated that way, and i’m sorry. i’m so sorry that you ever had to feel so badly that you felt “unwelcome”. but just because that group doesn’t welcome you, doesn’t mean that the rest of the world feels the same way! keep writing. and promise me you’ll never forget that you’re always, ALWAYS welcome here.

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lunatic-fandom-space · 10 months

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I was about to start watching season 4 but then I remembered that I forgot to talk about my thoughts on the New York Special so thats what Im doing now ig

First of all, for the first three seasons I consulted this list I found on reddit, which said that this special takes place after season 3, and then I had to find a different list for season 4 and the one I found also listed the production codes of the episodes and the specials and according to the production codes, those are considered a part of season 3 and apparently the Shanghai special takes place before the season 3 finale while the NY one takes place after ? Idk man, I guess im watching the Shanghai special instead of season 4 after this just to be sure

Anyway, I dont have a lot of detailed thoughts on this special, it just sucked. The Adrienette shit was so obnoxious and I hated it so much that it actively spoiled the angsty Ladynoir stuff and Im a sucker for that kind of shit!! I wouldve loved to enjoy that aspect of the special but I couldnt because the entire rest of this special was just Marinette being at her most Bumbling Fool around Adrien, Adrien emotionally cheating on my girl Kagami and everyone else being mindless cheerleaders for these two people they know to get together. and you thought hockey rpf was fuckin weird

I liked the idea of america and france having drastically different Superhero Cultures but the execution was really lacking and I didnt like the designs for the adult heroes, they were just very transparent knockoffs of heroes from more popular superhero franchises and not even good ones. I liked Uncanny Valley and her bird girl friend (Im so sorry, I zoned out a few times while watching and forgot their civilian names, I think UC was Aeon?), Ive seen a decent amount of black and indigenous people critise the way theyre written as well as the fact that Uncanny Valley is a robot and turns white when in superhero mode and like, Im white and its pretty late and Im getting tired so Im not getting into all that, I just wanted to mention it bc I felt that was important. On a more personal level, I did enjoy them and the way they interacted when they werent just being Adrienette cheerleaders and I quite liked their civilian designs, even if their hero forms were really lacking as well

I fucking hate everything theyre doing with the miraculous lore wise, there should only be one miracle box, there shouldnt be some organized order of the guardians etc, although I will say that the implication that america wouldve lost the revolutionary war if it wasnt for magic tickles me, I think its funny

So thats it, Im really not looking forward to the Shanghai special after seeing that but whatever

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug salt

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femfalleen · 1 year

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hiya diary.

i know i don't update you as much as others do but i also like it to be meaningful to me so i won't compare my diary to others' 🤍

my chest hurts! my body is continuing to change because of the hrt and im finally starting the long awaited booba development . . .

it's terrifying while being exciting. clothing is something you can hide. this won't be. but that's fine.. i want to be a visible for other trans people.. so worrying about being seen seems a little counterproductive, of course. though, with everything going on, it's hard to keep my head up about it.

that's okay too. no matter what things i have to do to keep my journey going, they'll be done. if my existence alone is rebellion then good; if that's not enough, i can always do more. i don't want to have to. but i know that it doesn't matter if i want to have to. that's okay as well.

i feel much happier with me and my own body and even my little world.. and as more developments arise, i find myself smiling more and laughing more. and that's all the confirmation i need. most of the people i interact with day in and day out at least outwardly respect my identity and the feeling is unlike something i can describe. it's new and foreign. i don't know if id call it good but that's because i don't know what to call it -- i hope good will end up being right.

it's also odd to me how in this microcosm of the world i share with everyone, ive found a comfortable home: people are mostly supportive and friendly; they either are respectful or desiring knowledge... and yet all i see are voices screaming that this is not the case. the dissonance with this is so frustrating. i want to scream back at those loud people that they're simply wrong. the things the preach and the ideologies they follow are so small and ill-founded.

but arguing doesn't even bring resolution here. and i know that. i know no amount of debate will change their minds -- their point isn't to persuade. it's merely to do.

so i have to do. i have to continue. become the visible, happy, proud person i can be in the purest form of rebellion against those people attacking us -- the people like me and the person i am.

but it's taxing. it's so hard trying to not only keep that energy up but to use it to try to persuade others to join as well.

how do you convince someone that it's no longer about debate? your fiery passion is unfortunately wasted because no amount of discourse or discussion, no amount of counterpoints, nor any gentle path is the way to safety anymore.

that that's exactly the response that's gotten us to right here right now with these conditions in this time. because we try to be gentle. and civil. we fight with humanity against enemies that have renounced theirs. we look to persuade and value people who would not return such respect.

so, sorry diary, because it's always kinda a mish-mash entry for you. my mind flutters with the joys i feel and yet is chained by the cage im in. and that's okay.

im sure in time ill be able to look back and read these entries to see a darker past that is only a memory. something that reminds me i succeeded.

#mtf #fendiary #trans #february 2023 #260223

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arranged - r.b x reader

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Blurb: arranged marriages always end up with someone hurt the request was for regulus cheating on reader and so i did it an unconventional way pt 2 Word Count: 3.8k Warnings: cheating, regulus is a bit mean towards the end, bit of muggle born hate :/, but of self-doubt and feeling sad A/N: i think ive been editing this for the last month and im still not really happy with it but i dont see it getting better so ive kinda given up. also the reader is implied to be female, but there is no explicit reference to them being female (unless ive completely missed it, it is late and i am tired so if i have missed it please let me know!) also the ‘tense’ of this piece? couldn’t tell you. also i wrote like five different endings for this and i still dont like it im sorry :///

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Arranged marriages were a common thing in the old and noble wizarding families. They’re still quite common now, but after the defeat of Voldemort there was a surge of wizards from these families who were brave enough to be with half bloods and muggle borns and go against their families wishes. It was a good thing, really, arranged marriages were completely outdated and I would never wish the pain it brought upon me to anyone else.

Just before my sixth year my parents told me that I was arranged to marry Regulus Black. His family had had issues with his older brother so it was imperative that he was to marry someone from a noble family as soon as we finished Hogwarts.

We were in the same friend group but I could count the amount of conversations we had had on one hand. Regulus was known for being mysterious and hard to talk to, but he was nice to look at and there were definitely worse people I could have been arranged to marry. It seemed that he had been told the same information because when I boarded the train the next week he had given me a small toothless smile that was more like a grimace but certainly something I had never seen him do before.

Whether it was coincidence or we both were suddenly intrigued by the other, we had ended up sitting next to each other in the Great Hall making polite small talk about our holidays. Neither one of us mentioned what our future held, but there was an air of understanding and a knowing that there was a reason for this sudden interaction.

Eventually we realised that we had quite a bit in common and I was happy to call him my friend. Walking to classes together and pairing up in Transfiguration soon turned into eating together and spending nights in the Common Room talking about our past and present, but always somehow dodging our future.

It wasn’t hard to fall for Regulus Black. He was kind when you got to know him and he was much more intelligent than he let on, and of course, there was no denying that Regulus Black was pretty and nice to look at.

Our wedding was small and we only invited our closest family and very few friends. I should have realised what our marriage meant to him when we talked that night. Our parents had bought a house for us and it was our first night sleeping in it. We didn’t speak about it, but it seemed neither of us wanted to spend our wedding night alone and so we were in our pyjamas with our backs on the mattress lying next to each other.

“You know,” we were both looking up at the ceiling but his thoughtful tone had made me look over at him, “I’m mad about being in an arranged marriage, but I’m not mad it’s with you.” I smiled over at him when his eyes quickly met mine.

“I feel the same way,” I had told him truthfully. I didn’t exactly love him at the time, we had only started speaking to each other only almost a year ago, but I had a hidden hope that one day it would turn into that.

“Could’ve been with someone horrible, but we get along,” he chuckled, “and I will let you do your thing and you’ll let me do mine and our parents will be ecstatic that we’re making it work.”

I didn’t exactly know what to say because I didn’t exactly know what he meant. There were a few meanings that crossed my mind but I told myself not to dwell on it. Our relationship needed time and understanding and if there was any chance of this arranged marriage turning into something more, I couldn’t let this small thing bother me.

About three months into our marriage Voldemort was defeated. Regulus and I had survived and fortunately did not meet the fates of our friends currently sitting in Azkaban. I got a job at the Ministry and Regulus was a successful potion maker. While mine was a regular office job, Regulus' work required odd hours and sometimes I wouldn’t even be awake when he came home. I was so happy that we had survived that I didn’t even care.

Life became easier for muggle borns and half bloods but old prejudices were hard to kill.

“It’s weird that while everything has changed, nothing has really changed, you know?” I had brought up to Regulus one night while we were cleaning the kitchen after dinner. If I was fortunate to have someone I genuinely liked as my arranged husband, I didn’t know what I was to have someone whose beliefs aligned with my own.

“Yeah, I guess so,” Regulus had murmured. There was a crease in between his eyebrows as he sank deep into thought.

“Purebloods still want nothing to do with muggle borns, and it’s still unacceptable if you’re with one.” I continued, folding my arms across my chest and leaning on the kitchen counter.

“It’s not acceptable for you to be seen with a muggle born,” he corrected me. I had agreed with him instantly as we usually were on the same page about these things. But as the night went on his words kept replaying through my head. What an odd thing to say. To be seen with a muggle born.

That night I had tossed and turned for hours, the words replaying in my mind as I tried to fall asleep. To be seen with a muggle born. I mean I guess that distinction is important. There are many people from noble pureblood families who are with muggleborns but keep their relationship secret in fear of judgement and exile. It probably wasn’t anything I needed to worry about.

She had been working in the same department with me since I started and our offices were right next to each other. She was very pretty, and nice, and a muggle born. Which wasn’t a big deal, anymore. My family had their beliefs and I had mine and I wish that I was stronger to get their voices out of my head. What does a mudblood have over a pureblood?

We were in the same year at Hogwarts, but had never spoken to each other for obvious reasons. It was awkward at first, she knew my family and their beliefs and I knew hers, but she had always smiled at me when we crossed paths and one day I took a risk and sat next to her at lunch. She didn’t move away and instead initiated polite small talk which continued until polite small talk turned into workplace gossip which soon turned into more personal conversations and I was now happy to call her my friend.

No matter how ‘noble’ Regulus and I’s families were, it was difficult trying to find work after Voldemort’s defeat and it was even harder finding new friends who didn’t constantly glare at you, for justified reasons.

I had confided to Regulus one night about the loneliness this caused me. I was sitting in our lounge in front of the fireplace, wrapped up in blankets with a frown tugging on my lips.

“I feel so lonely,” I whimpered and Regulus sat down next to me and put an arm around my shoulders, “no one at work wants anything to do with me, I have no one outside of work, I-”

“You have me,” he offered and I turned to him, trying not to look hopeful. He gave me a cheesy grin and the hurt on my face vanished as I felt my whole body relax. He pulled me into his side and I let my head rest on his chest.

“Really?” I had asked pathetically. Regulus and I were always friendly with each other, but this was an area we had never entered before.

“I’m your arranged husband,” he chuckled, “you’ll always have me.”

It was then when I was happy to admit to myself that I loved Regulus Black. Really, I think I knew all along, but at the beginning of our relationship I was too concerned about the fact that I was in an arranged marriage to properly focus on any feelings that may have been brewing. Then my worries about Voldemort had taken up all of my thinking space, and then I was so focused on trying to re-enter society as a functioning member while half the world hated me that I had almost forgotten about it.

But I knew that throughout all of that there was some hope that one day Regulus and I would turn into something much more than an arranged couple. Whether it was locked away tight or close to the surface, it was always there and I had naturally assumed that Regulus had the same idea. This conversation was only proof that there had to be something there and I felt as if I would go mad if things weren’t resolved.

I debated whether or not I should finally admit my feelings to him and the anxiety of this was making it hard to focus at work. She noticed there was something wrong the minute I sat down at lunch.

Even if I had made peace with it, the fact that I was in an arranged marriage was not something we necessarily wanted public. Regulus and I had only ever told our closest friends about our situation and most of them were currently locked up in a cell.

She never pried and I respected her for that, but with all of these emotions brewing inside of me I decided that maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing to let one person know about our situation.

“What’s got you down?” She was cheerful as always and I smiled up at her. I paused for a moment, debating whether or not it was truly the best idea for me to tell her everything. I didn’t want to burden her, but I trusted her and I knew if I didn’t reach out to anyone I would go mad. She was waiting patiently, looking at me with kind eyes as she ate her lunch and I decided that there were worse things I could do.

“I’m in an arranged marriage.” It was almost humorous watching her face go from shock to confusion, from skeptical to happy and then resting on a cheerful note when I reassured her that we were friends and got along really well.

“Well, who's the lucky guy? Did he go to Hogwarts?” I wasn’t surprised that she didn’t know.

“Yeah, he was in our year as well. Regulus Black.” I was so caught up in finally being able to get something off of my chest that I didn’t even notice when her face fell because she was back to smiling like a supportive friend so quickly that even if I was paying attention, I’m not sure I would have noticed. “And I know he was a bit off-putting in Hogwarts,” I giggled, “but trust me, once you get to know him he is really easy to fall in love with, but I just don’t know if he feels the same way. Which is pathetic, who gets married and doesn’t know-”

“When did you get married?” It was a little weird how she cut me off but I wasn’t thinking too critically about it.

“Early June, pretty much as soon as we left Hogwarts.” I shrugged, quickly continuing my previous train of thought, “like who doesn’t know that their husband loves them, right?” I chuckled, trying to make the situation a little less weird.

“How long did you know?” She had placed her lunch down and I pushed my own away, suddenly not hungry anymore.

“Know what?” All of a sudden a weird feeling had flooded my body. Something was wrong but I just wasn’t sure what.

“That you would marry him?” I could see the edges of her lips fighting to stay up, but there was hurt all over her face and I had regretted ever bringing this stupid conversation up.

“Just before our sixth year, I don’t know-”

“I need to tell you something.” My heart was pounding and it almost felt that there was a static in the air, a warning just before a storm.

“What?” A cold chill ran through my body and somehow I already knew the answer.

“I-, Regulus and I, we--I didn’t know,'' her voice broke off and there were tears forming in both of our eyes. “You have to believe me,” she pleaded and I wondered if she also suddenly couldn’t breathe. “He never told me he was married,” she let out a harsh sob and for a brief second I wanted to reach out and hold her and tell her that it was okay.

“I believe you,” was the best I could offer. The tears hadn’t fallen yet. I didn’t want them to. It’s pathetic being told that your husband is cheating on you and my pride wouldn’t let me be so pathetic as to make a big scene of it at work. “When?” I asked, not feeling confident in saying anything more.

“During our seventh year.” I nodded slowly. He was with her when he already knew we would be arranged. I felt like an idiot. That whole time I thought our friendship was going to naturally lead into something else he was out finding that something else with another person.

“I think-,” I took a deep breath and closed my eyes as a single tear fell down my cheek, “I think I need to get back to work.” All I wanted was to be alone. Her body was shaking from the intensity of her sobs and when I stood up, she did too and she reached out to give me a hug. She kept mumbling, “I’m so sorry,” and if I was being honest I didn’t really care.

As soon as I shut my office door I let the tears fall. They fell for the rest of the day. I couldn’t stop them. It didn’t feel real. It felt like I was no longer in my body and I no longer had control over anything that happened to me. I was just there, waiting and watching it all fall apart.

The worst part was that I didn’t have a right to feel any of the emotions that I was feeling. I had never even spoken to him about my feelings and she didn’t even know he was married. I knew that none of this was her fault, not one bit of it was, but my parents' words kept playing through my mind, what does a mudblood have over a pureblood?

I had also never felt such a strong dislike about myself and if I thought I was going to explode with all of the emotions I started with at the beginning of the day, I didn’t know where all of these new ones would fit. What does she have that I don’t? Sure, she was beautiful and pretty and smart and kind and no one was even forcing Regulus to get along with her.

It was a long day. I had a migraine from all my crying and I had barely gotten any work done. I felt horrible that I had sent her away at our most vulnerable moment. I hadn’t even considered that she would be feeling similar to me. I wondered if she did.

When I got home that afternoon I started piecing everything together. That weird conversation the night of our wedding, his weird statement about being seen with a muggle born, and for a horrible minute, I even wondered if he worked late at night.

My heart sank that afternoon when I heard a pop outside. I tried to focus on my breathing, knowing that I could never do this if I was a sobbing mess.

“Honey, I’m home!” My body tensed at his voice and sitting at our dining table I didn’t respond. “Where are you?” I could hear him murmur but I stayed quiet. “There you are.” If I turned to face him I knew I would fall apart so I kept my back to him.

“You’re home early.” I commented, keeping my voice neutral.

“Don’t sound too excited,” he chuckled and I could hear his footsteps getting louder.

I let out a sarcastic hum and he pulled out the chair next to me to sit down.

“What’s wrong?” His eyebrows were furrowed in confusion and when I finally turned to face him I felt the sadness from earlier come over me all over again. Trying to find my voice, I stared at him and the crease in his forehead, his bottom lip jutted out ever so slightly and suddenly, I realised that I shouldn’t be upset. I should be angry.

“How did you not know?” It wasn’t my desired approach, but the anger was so strong that I couldn’t help it.

“Know what?” The concern he had for me was replaced with confusion and the cold chill I had been feeling since she first told me was replaced with a hot fire that was making me see red.

“I know this isn’t how either of us expected our lives to turn out, but I thought you’d at least respect me enough to tell me.” I was upset because Regulus didn’t reciprocate my feelings, but I had brought that upon myself. I was angry because Regulus never told me he was seeing someone, at least then I would’ve known where I stood.

“Tell you what?” I scoffed at him and rolled my eyes.

“When you’re seeing two girls you might want to make sure they don’t know each other first.” My voice was grave and I watched his face turn to stone as the words sunk in. “Do you even know that she works with me?” I glared at him and he finally turned away, “Or did you not know that I work with her?”

“I’m sorry,” his expression hadn’t changed and I wasn’t sure he was sorry at all, “I didn’t expect you to find out.”

“Obviously.” I met his gaze and kept the stare even if it made me wonder who the hurt behind his eyes was for. But I wasn’t going to be the one to look away.

“But I don’t-I thought we agreed that this was nothing more than an arranged marriage?” It would’ve hurt me less if he had slapped me in the face.

“You still could’ve told me, I’ve spent the last year trying to make this work and I feel like such an idiot now.” I think it bothered him that I was angry and not upset. Maybe if I was crying and shaking he would’ve taken pity on me, but Regulus never liked when people were mad at him.

“Trying to make what work? We are working, we’ve been doing great this last year and I-”

“You’ve been doing great, Regulus,” I spat, “I’ve spent the last few months going crazy not knowing where I stand in this relationship and I’ve just-I felt so alone and I thought we had each other-”

“I thought we were happy to do our own thing?” His voice was getting louder and I was clenching my fist so I wouldn’t cry.

“Maybe I would’ve been if you were clear about what ‘doing our own thing’ meant,” I replied sarcastically, “and even so, why did you keep her a secret? Why didn’t you just tell me about her, then?” I was going to continue but he cut me off.

“Why would I have to tell you?” His words and the venom in his voice shocked me and in that moment I knew I was about to lose all power in the conversation. “We were arranged to be married, meaning if I had my choice, I wouldn’t pick you.” I thought he couldn’t hurt me anymore, but I was wrong.

“And you think I would pick you?” I would have. But he didn’t need to know that.

“Well at least someone has picked me.” He had a cocky look on his face and I let out a sarcastic laugh.

“You think she’s going to keep you around? Think she’s going to welcome you back with loving arms and accept your shitty apology?” I shook my head at him, but he didn’t show that my words had any effect on him.

“No darling, you’re the only one getting a shitty apology.” I didn’t know what I had done to make him so mean but I didn’t want to fight anymore. It was painfully obvious now where I stood and I knew there was no hope in moving.

“I hate you,” I spat at him, finally giving in to all of the emotions that had built up and letting out a harsh sob.

“What are you going to do about it?” he challenged and it hurt me more that he was ready to deepen my wounds, “Divorce me?” He had a smug look on his face and if I was stronger I would’ve hexed him.

I was trapped and we both knew it. To divorce him would be to put a blemish on my family's name, my parents would never forgive me and I would have no means to make it by myself. I was stuck with him. I would be stuck being constantly reminded of this pain that I was currently in and I didn’t have an escape.

After I didn’t respond he chuckled, “that’s what I thought.”

“Well, I hope she makes you happy.” I was expecting him to go further and say that she does but he only rolled his eyes. I stood up from my chair and walked past him without another word.

“Where are you going?” He called out after me, not moving from his chair.

“To the bedroom,” I paused, “I assume you can go stay with her for the night?” He didn't respond and I didn’t hear the chair move but I was far from caring about what he was doing at the moment.

I threw myself on the bed and buried my face in my pillow to muffle the sounds of my sobs. I was such an idiot. I felt horrible about myself and while I knew my circumstance was different and that there were other people out there, I couldn’t help but wonder how anyone would ever love me if my own husband didn’t.

I was numb. Even if Regulus did follow me up I wasn’t sure I’d even be able to move. It was so much easier to sit in this hurt, to let out everything that had been building up inside me.

The worst part was that I knew I would never be able to escape this pain. I would face it again tomorrow when I woke up, when I got to work and saw her, when I’d get back to the house that we share, and then I would wake up again and live it on repeat.

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Hey!!!how are you?

Can i have some Rambo Headcanons??

Maybe the old rambo moving nextdoor to a young(24), farmer? (They/them pls), and maybe eventually him developing a crush or Wanting to protect them since they’re always so nice and caring towards him?

Thank you!!(these are for my birthday lmao, im a complete and total rambo simp. And i feel old rambo would really enjoy calming down and helping around with someone who loves him)

You have no idea how badly I've been wanting to write these as soon as I read the request! It's so wholesome, so I hope I've done it justice! And happy birthday! I hope you like these 😊(also I'm good, thanks for asking!)

John Rambo (Rambo IV/V) x younger!reader headcannons.

Warnings: mention of PTSD, vague injury detail.

A/n: I'm sorry if this is not as expected, I'm still getting to grips with writing headcannons 😅

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The ranch had been in a state of disrepair when John first got there, walls thinning, paint peeling, buildings empty and soulless. He hadn't expected things to be as they were when he left, all those years ago, but the evident lack of care surprised him.

The house had been empty, which he eventually figured out was die to the fact his father had passed a good few years prior, and hadn't left anyone in charge of the ranch.

This meant that everything was as it was when he left, photographs hanging awkwardly on the walls, dusty furniture shoved out of the way.

Naturally, the rest of the ranch was also in pretty poor condition: the stables were practically overrun with weeds and foul smelling hay, one lone horse still nosing weakly at the empty water bucket on the floor. Taking pity on the animal, and feeling a need to help it, John took it out onto the field, which is where he first saw them.

Across from his father's ranch was another, smaller one, where horses and cattle grazed in the fields, a single car parked up beside the main house, which was in a much better condition than his own newfound home. In one of the fields, running around with a young foal, was who he assumed to be a ranchhand.

For a moment or so, he had stood and watched as the figure ran in circles with the youthful horse in tow, admiring their seemingly high spirits - he hadn't felt high-spirited in years.

After he'd helped the old horse from the stables out (cleaning out a stall, feeding it with feed he found in a storeroom), John had gone back to the house, almost forgetting the figure across the field, intending to head to sleep.

A couple of days passed after that, before he saw them again, though this time, they also saw him.

He'd started work on the house, having collected what he needed from a nearby town, and was sat on the roof of the main building as the sun glared down at him. Taking a brief pause from his work, he'd looked up and seen them in the field again, this time astride a larger horse.

They were racing around again, until the rider noticed they were being watched, at which point they slowed to a halt and looked around, quickly spotting John on the roof. From that distance, he couldn't tell what their expression was, but they raised a hand after a moment or so, waving up at him. Hesitantly, he had waved back.

Later that day, when he'd been sat on his father's old rocking chair on the veranda, taking another break, John had noticed someone coming up the road towards him. Standing out of instinct, John soon realised it was someone astride a horse, the rider carefully trotting up the drive, their face becoming clearer the nearer they came.

Still cautious of people, John had acted somewhat guarded as the person rode up to him, a broad smile on their work-weathered youthful face. In their hand, they carried a small box, which they cradled awkwardly on their thighs.

Approaching him, they'd tipped their hat, a battered Stetson, and greeted him, introducing themself as (Y/n), the owner of the ranch next to his. They'd spoken cheerfully, as if unaffected by the hardships of life, which they may well be. That's what John thought anyway, until they openly and happily told him about the passing of their parents, four years ago. The ranch had been left to them, leaving them in charge of the business.

Their first encounter had been somewhat awkward, but it didn't seem to bother (Y/n), and they left after ten minutes or so with a genial smile at him, stating that they'd be happy to help if he ever needed it. They also left behind the box, which John soon discovered was filled to the brim with cookies, a food he hadn't eaten for decades. Trying one, he soon rediscovered a love for them he didn't remember he had.

In the following weeks, John managed to fix up the house, getting it ready to live in properly, with some very brief help from his neighbour. They'd been round earlier in one week, dropping off another box of cookies, and had offered him access to their tools, which they brought round soon after.

After this, John felt it was only right that he invited them round for drinks as thanks, something that still made him somewhat uneasy. Somehow, he did feel reassured when they happily agreed and turned up the following Sunday, the two of them sitting in comfortable quiet on the veranda, sometimes talking, other times staying silent.

This became a regular occurrence.

Every week, (Y/n) would go to John's, or vice-versa, the latter soon learning to trust them and enjoy their company, finding himself in a better mood than he had been in in a long time. Their openness to talk or listen (even if he said very little) comforted him, allowing him to forget the nightmarish things going through his head near-daily.

After three months, (Y/n) had started coming round much more often, many times just appearing in the middle of the day to help out with whatever task needed doing, unafraid of doing dirty work. They later told him it was because they enjoyed his company far too much, and often actively sought it out: they made it clear that his quiet, brooding nature was an attractive quality about him that reassured them.

It didn't take long for them to become close, the two seemingly working at a different wavelength to the rest of the world, one that only existed between their small ranches.

They helped John procure his first horses, lending him one of their own to help build up the numbers. The differences between each ranch soon became blurred, the fence running through the middle of their respective fields eventually disappearing as they merged their ranches together, continuing with business individually with the help of the other's land.

John had long since accepted, within himself, that he would not find someone to spend the rest of his life with, not after Sarah. It was a sad truth, but one he had to live with.

That all changed when he suddenly realised he had fallen for his neighbour, the one person he now trusted and cared for more than anyone in the world.

He'd realised this when their face first started appearing in his nightmares, after a close accident that nearly resulted in catastrophe. (Y/n) had fallen from the roof of the stables, thankfully landing on a stack of stray hay which softened the impact, leaving them in severe amounts of pain for two days. Their face became part of the repertoire in his head, nightmares about their death soon plaguing him even further, as he finally acknowledged the newfound love he felt for them.

Because that's what it was: love.

It couldn't be anything less, he was too damaged to have heedless fancies, and his emotions were far too strong towards them. Since he'd moved in, (Y/n) had always been there, acting as a friend he never had, steadily working their way into his life, bettering it in ways he never would've thought another person could, supporting him through the episodes of flashbacks he was now prone to having. They had showed him love and care he hadnt experienced from anyone else. He valued them highly, prioritising them over himself, and he knew he was heavily attracted to them, but he told himself "no", don't ruin the friendship.

They didn't make it easy to repress the urges. No, they only managed to win him over more and more with their caring, loving attitude, though their youth managed to awaken some form of paternal instinct John never knew he had. He felt the need to protect them at all times, and he would do his best to uphold this, but he knew his feelings were getting too strong.

Somehow, he managed to miss all the loving glances, and little tells (Y/n) inadvertently laid down before him, the rancher have g developed similar feelings for him, though they'd never admit it to John, knowing how human interaction like that could be upsetting for him.

Eventually, it had taken a beautiful evening, with the sun spilling its last bloody rays on the dry landscape as the two sipped beer from bottles on the veranda, for them to finally admit to each other how they felt.

It just happened: one minute, they were leaning in to replace their bottles on the table, the next, their lips are just touching, breaths mingling as they struggle to do rain themselves. (Y/n) had finally leaned in, pressing their lips against his, pulling back almost as quickly as they moved in, a horrified, embarrassed expression on their face.

They'd apologised instantly, terrified that they'd screwed up their relationship, rambling and cursing until John had recovered and kissed them again, cupping their face in his hand as he pulled them closer. It had been too long for him, and the touch was just incredible, goosebumps rising along his spine as he poured all of his love and care into the kiss, pressing as close as possible.

Somehow, (Y/n) had ended up in his lap, head on his chest as he cradled them, relishing in the feeling of having a solid, supple body against his own after so long, and one that means him no harm, too. They knew where they both stood, and it kickstarted a close relationship.

(Y/n) moved in with him after their second foaling season together, where he'd seen their parental instincts kick in, particularly when they'd then worked to socialise the foals by playing with them. The memory would always stick with John: something about the carefree youth in their face as they ran around with the frolicking horses reminded him of the good in his life.

Life was good, everything was going mostly well.

Naturally, there were some days when he'd relapse, having particularly bad episodes that would be harrowing on both him and (Y/n), though they were always there to help him through it. Their soft words of love and worry would easily permeate the cloud of despair, and had break down in their arms, enjoying the sensation of being held.

They often held each other. Even if it was just a quick hug, or an embrace from behind as one pressed up against the other's back, touch became a large factor in their relationship - John relished it after the more callous touch he had grown used to.

Kisses, too, became a large way of showing their affection. Little ones here and there between jobs, deep passionate kisses up against the wall of the house, or sloppy making out on the shared seat on the veranda, it all counted for their love, and they thoroughly enjoyed partaking in them.

(Y/n) was always there, even when Gabrielle and Maria joined them. They were there when Gabrielle died, and they were there to avenge her death, choosing to go out with the man they loved.

Both of them liked to cook, even if John's meals were a little...plain...so they often spent hours in the kitchen with each other, fooling around with whatever they could, John's face alight with more smiles and grins than he thinks it's ever been.

They went riding together, finding solace in each other's company on their many trails through their land, the horses often coming home tired after so long of being out.

Sometimes, John got self-conscious about his age in comparison with their's, thinking he is too old for them. Everytime this happened, (Y/n) would reassure him that they love him for who he is and doesn't care if he's not as young as he used to be, it never would matter.

Marriage was never really a thing they considered. John never had much time for the state anymore, so why get them involved in their relationship?

They considered themselves married, and wore rings to show it, but it was never a legal affair. Nevertheless, the union had always been a happy one, and John could honestly say that he had been wrong about himself: he had found love.

#rambo x reader #rambo imagine #Rambo headcannons #Rambo #john rambo x reader #John Rambo #John Rambo headcannons #Rambo last blood #Rambo 4

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nikrangdan · 3 years

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photographer!ni-ki

pairing: photographystudent!ni-ki x gender neutral reader

genre: fluff, comedy

description: every time you went to the park you noticed a mysterious boy who would take pictures of the scenery on his cute little camera. you liked to see what he’d take pictures of from afar but one day you noticed his camera pointing straight at.. you

for ni-ki’s bday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE <33 sorry i posted a day late but i hope u all enjoy!

———

“y/n!”

you groan before getting out of your bed at 10am

it was a saturday why was your mom yelling at u ..

you walked into the kitchen all sluggishly and rubbed your eyes

“you need to start taking suki on walks to the park. you need the exercise too.” your mom doesn’t even spare u a glance before walking out the door to run some errands

right

u forgot u were taking care of ur cousins dog while he was out of town... her name was suki

shes a little shiba inu AND SHES THE CUTEST THING EVER!!!!

WELP

u dont even have a choice anymore

u got somewhat ready before heading out with suki in your arms

shes so soft and fluffy

though u dont like to admit it, u kinda agreed with ur mom about u needing to exercise and get out the house

you’ve been cooped up in your room for days with no social or nature interaction

the park was about a 10 minute drive from ur house

and it was actually a really pretty park...

there was a lake and really pretty flowers everywhere and alot of gazebos and benches

and a nice open field of greenery

it basically looked like a park out of a movie

so you weren’t suprised that there was a decent amount of people there

but not too much thankfully.. or else you would’ve driven to another park with less people

you got out the car with suki and put her on the leash

let the walking begin!!!!

it was a really nice day out... the sun was shining but it wasnt too hot or cold

you led her onto the sidewalk and she began sniffing at the grass around her

whenever a few people would pass they would coo at how adorable she was

it wasnt until 5 minutes later that ur eyes locked onto a figure infront of the lake

you were just walking with suki in silence.. admiring the scenery

until u caught sight of a boy

u could only see his back but u noticed the camera over his shoulder

he was standing in one of those photographer poses where like one leg is bent and kind of out while his back is hunched to get that perfect angle of a shot

he was infront of the sidewalk railings where the lake begins and he was taking photos of the scenery across from it

it was a beautiful sight honestly

there was another sidewalk but behind it was colorful trees and blossoming flowers and bushes

u understood why he’d take pictures of it

you didnt see his face but u kind of acknowledged the boy before walking past him with suki

basically thinking he was just another passerby that you noticed making a single appearance in your life and never expecting to see him again

OH BOY U WERE WRONG

the next time you see him is 3 days later at the same park

you were walking suki again but this time at 7pm after dinner

the sun was almost done setting so the sky was getting darker but there was still a hint of the orange circle peeking from below

this time you walked further down the sidewalk path towards the scattered gazebos

and you noticed the same boy again

this time he was sat in one of the gazebos with his tiny camera in his hands

his back was hunched over again and he was looking closely at the pictures he had taken

‘oh its him again’ u thought

and that was it

LOL

u just acknowledged him in ur head AGAIN before u thought nothing of it and continued ur walk with suki

so the NEXT time u saw him was another 2 days later at 7pm again

you wanted to take suki on a quick walk

but you got tired after like 10 minutes so you sat down on a blanket u brought

suki was just laying next to u while u were on ur phone

it wasnt fully dark out yet and there was still a few people in the park

the fairy lights that were placed around were lit up already

it was super pretty and the weather was nice

after staring at ur phone for a few mins u looked up just to look around

and u saw Him again

wow

why do u keep seeing him !?!?!

his back was faced towards u like always

and he was like 40 feet away from u so he looked so tiny

but u could tell it was him because of his blond hair and black coat he always wore

you kind of zoned out and unfortunately ur eyes were trained on his back without u even noticing

and he

turned

around

for the first time EVER!!!!

its like he sensed someone staring at him

but yes he turned around with his camera in his hand

the first thing u noticed was that he got a new camera

it was a larger black one

definitely more expensive

Awe good for him!!!!!

and then u glanced up to see his face

and u made EYE CONTACT

u looked away so fast

because

He was SO CUTE.............

u awkwardly started looking to your left and tried turning ur face away from him

‘oh look at those beautiful um... birds.. yeah’

hopefully he didnt notice

*nervously sweats*

u didnt dare look back in that direction so u spent the rest of your evening in the park on ur phone or playing with suki

eventually it reached 8pm so u packed up ur stuff and went home

U were still kind of thinking about that boy....

so u were like

i need to go back

and u did Lol

u went back the next day at 6pm this time with suki

it was lighter out and the sky was beautiful

perfect for a certain boy to be taking photos

*evil laugh*

u were walking for like 15 minutes and u didnt see him anywhere :((((

the one time u go there for HIM

u settled down under a tree

suki immediately went on the blanket when u sat down too

you played tug of war with her and fed her some treats while playing

playing with her for 10 minutes straight definitely tired u out so u laid down and just stared at the sky

it was a faded blue turning into orange and pink

U were kinda bored so u sat up and started petting suki

you would occasionally glance up at the strangers walking past u

and

let me tell u what Happened..

u looked up at another lady walking her dog and went like

‘aweee that dog is so cute’ in ur head

and u took ur eyes off the dog and glanced to ur right

idk bc u felt like it

AND GUESS WHAT U SEE???!??????

THE BOY

LIKE 20 FEET AWAY

STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIELD

AND HE HAD HIS CAMERA UP TO HIS FACE

and it WAS POINTED AT U ??!?!

as soon as u looked in his direction he jumped and put his hands down

he like

Blushed????? and awkwardly smiled u know rubbing the neck and all that

he was embarrassed

ur cheeks were turning so red

BUT HE WAS SO ADORABLE

was kind of weird.... stalkerish but um

he cleared that up BECAUSE

He started walking over to u

he was wearing black jeans that were ripped on the knees with black high top converse

and a gray sweater with a black coat over it

HE JUST LOOKED CUTE OK

ur were like OMg []£{€]%[#{%€]£{

n he just Plop

he stood right infront of u basically towering bc u were sitting under the tree

suki noticed the boy and tilted her head like hmmmm???

u had the SMALLEST smile on ur face bc u wanted to seem friendly but not TOO friendly

he had his camera strap over his arm while he held it and his other hand was rubbing the name of his neck

“uh... sorry about that.. i didn’t mean to seem weird or anything!” he waved his hands infront of him to deny it

u just sat there while he talked like ❤️_❤️

“im uh taking photos for my class and i thought u looked nice so i took some pictures.. im really sorry i should’ve asked first now i seem weird or something im really-,”

u cut him off so he didnt ramble any longer

“no its okay! i get it” you gave him a warm smile and pet suki while she drifted to your side and kept her eyes on him

u both just stared at eachother for a few seconds before you spoke

“um.. would you like to sit?” you scooted over and made room for him in the blanket

WOW U WERE FEELING BOLD TODAY...

“uh sure” he set his camera down and sat beside u

“this is suki.. shes my cousins dog” u said when she climbed into his lap and started sniffing him

he grinned and pet her before looking up at you

“im ni-ki by the way” his cheeks turned a bit pink which u thought was cute

“y/n” you smiled

“suki seems to like you” u laughed

“so how long have you been working on this project or whatever?”

“oh um i started last week... i just have to make a portfolio of photos i take and turn it in” he said while keeping his eyes trained on suki

u noticed he didnt make eye contact with u often but u knew it was probably because he was nervous because u do that too

“can i see the pictures...?” u hesitantly ask him

his eyes light up when u say that

“yeah!”

AWE HES SO EXCITED

he picks up his camera next to him and clicks a few buttons

“oh by the way... ive noticed u at the park before! you’re always with the camera” you laugh

“ah yeah, this park is where most of my project photos are taken.”

he leans over and shows you the pictures on the device

“woah” you let out a gasp

he showed u the picture he took of you first

How does a picture look better than real life...

you’ve never really been into photography but now that you’ve seen his work u might just have to start getting into it

“this isnt even done yet, i still have to edit it so it’ll look even more perfect” he shyly says

“this is amazing what the heck” your jaw is Dropped

“thanks”

“i need to see the final result” u said because it was such a nice picture

“um.. if you give me your number i can show you it” he sent you a cheeky grin

SMOOTH.....

he was so AGGGHGGHG ur kind of obsessed

you two exchange numbers and talk about random things for a whole hour until he says he has to go

“it was really nice meeting you.. i had fun” he tells you as he starts standing up

suki is sleeping so he tries not to wake her up

“i had fun too” you smile

“would you like me to walk you to your car?”

A GENTLEMAN !!?!?!?!

“oh yeah, thanks”

you two spend another 2 minutes together as you walk side by side with suki in your arms and he held your blanket and bag for you

you reached your car and thanked him

“ill see you soon, dont forget to text me! and good luck on the project, i know you’ll do great”

“thank you..”

ni-ki’s cheeks turn pink once more before he turns around and starts walking away with a smile on his face

he is just the cutest thing ever

you definitely need to see him again

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aluka · 2 years

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jason + dick for the character thingy!!!!!! oH ALSO CLARK.

oh gosh okay. firstly im doing dick grayson

my first impression was Robin :) batmans friend. my impression now is that well he is my babygirl and one of my favoeite charactwrs of all time. my favorite moment is ummm. okay i dont really read comics because im a poser so im going to say the entire episode in young justice when him and artemis have to stop red tornado's siblings from destroying the cave. unpopular opinion ummm. hes not dumb. idk ive seen people call him a himbo and hes not. idk i dont interact with the fandom except for my mutuals. my favorite relationship is bruce or jason and my favorite headcannon is that hes bisexual

okay jason first impression Woah theres two robins? and my impression now is *loud crashing noises screaming chainsaw revving* i like him a normal amount in a normal way. my favorite moment is either when he steals bruces tires because i think its so funny. unpopular opinion... uh... idk what the popular opinions on him are. fav relationship is bruce again and my fav headcannon is that he listens to radiohead like a loser

CLARK. my first impression was Woahhh superman and my impression now is Woahhh superman. i dont have a favorite moment idt sorry... i enjoy reading about his evil era in injustice though i find it intriguing. fav relationship is... bruce again sorry... OR THE FLASH. fav headcannon is that he is a homosexual

#ask game

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weenie-kun · 3 years

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How does one grow a big tumblr? I barely have any followers and I’ve been here for years now... I never even received an ask

i dunno man i only drew lotsa fanart for some fandoms at the time (thanks homestuck danganronpa dmmd tf2 dtmg and mettaton) and maybe the rare few posts that popped off got ppl coming.. (plus the doodle ones with daddys bastard, relatable artist posts tm, and the recent anesthesia one) (and one time the one danganronpa/homestuck crossover art with aoi and feferi where ppl widely mistook aoi for jade.. 14k notes. u do not see these numbers here anymore)

i also rb shitposts a lot so ig it just happened? i havent gained any in a couple yrs now since i went inactive w art and tbh its pretty true that numbers dont do a lot here lol..

i barely get asks some months But i dont really interact with people either? i have energy some days and then leave a few unanswered in the dirt when i have no energy like any person... but ive seen them i prommy

( i do notice some familiars around whove liked my stuff tho.. even through the years. even my oc. thank u i love u ⭐theres a lot more of u than i could have thought and thats pretty cool i think. i think thats really neat)

ive been here almost a decade now so. theres that. a lot of the time its unpredictable and post purge idk how the climate is here. also someone called me a The joker so maybe im just the right amount of deranged to attract people <3 ew that hurt to type.

anyway good luck out there. i dont know what the path to tumblr success is, and sorry to everyone for the long post for i have been given the chance to reflect on my time here. im the same turd as i was back then except more tired and people are intimidated of me occasionally because my art dick is kinda big now so thats funny

ok im done take care and have a good day

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yioh · 3 years

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2020 follow forever :^)

hello it is, but i, ur local frog, yura, i really realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to make some kind of post to appreciate everyone on here because , fr, you guys have been such a large part of my life recently and i can not thank you enough... every single person i have interacted with on here has been so wonderful and it’s been such a pleasure to talk with you guys<3

also extremely extremely extremely sorry if i forget anyone, i really really do love every single person i interact with!! this is my first time doing something like this also this is probably filled with typos but im too impatient and lazy to read what i wrote, im so sorry if its weird or something aaaaaaaaaaaa jhdsgjhd

without further ado lets goooooo losers😎

@honeyedmilks sof u are one of the softest people i know, we didn’t get to talk that much this year but i love ur presence in general and it makes me :D when u pop up on my dash/notes hehe, i can’t express just how much i adore ur writing, the vibes and settings and the way u write in general is so my thing and !!!!!!!! <3

@asianmelodrama faizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa u are mine and a lot of other people’s sunshine on this hellsite !!!! ur blog is so feel good and pretty and relaxing and i love all ur thoughts and ur gifs are soooooooooo pretty and ur so cool !!!!!!!! thank u for being so kind and creative and wonderful and for creating a place so safe and lovely i love u i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

@muscosus robin robin robin robin ILUSM !!!!!!! ur so fun to talk to and i find it so amusing that we met each other via druck but then consequently found all our interests colliding and we were literally *shook pikachu* kdhigjdghkjf also whenever u tag me in whale stuff it warms my heart so much and i treasure our friendship so so much !!!

@lesbiangoths OLIVIA why are u so adorable :( everytime u send me an ask im :) ur so creative and talented and ur crocheting stuff looks so COOL !!!!! also ur vibe is just immaculate in general and talking with u is so easy, never change ilu bro

@illiterateopossum ELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur DEFINATELY one of the people on here that are MOST special to me, all our conversations are so freaking fun and man, u just get me .... and watching u get into all the dramas and anime i reccomend ??? it makes my heart doki doki hiagsjhjh thank u for always looking out for me and sending me the most loveliest messages, im really really bad with words and i am SHITE with keeping up with messaging but i seriously treasure our friendship so so much, i only hope for good things to happen to you next year and all the years after that, you’re such a kind wonderful person and !!!!!!!!!!!! i love u sm :(

@beesnutz KJDFKHIJFHKD GUSTE i wanna be emotional this one time and tell u that ur seriously such a fun person and the way my brain goes on overdrive from creativity when i talk to you is . insane. i want to bonk ur head with as much cereal as i can, never forget that you will always be the dumb sidekick to me, the superior villain and i WILL lead the way to world domination one day. sometimes i feel like u aren’t even real, you could be an anime character and i wouldn’t even bat an eyelash . ilu <3

@rosa-leche kana kana KANA :^) how are u so ???? sweet ???? adorable ???? wonderful ????? i already had so much fun interacting with you, all ur thoughts and messages are always so sweet and u make me smile SO much, and after the secret santa i feel like we have so much in common !!!!!!!!! do tell me if u ever watch bloom into you hehe, keep being the angel u are, ilusm !

@petekaos RAHUL !!!!!!!!!!!!! meeting u this summer feels like so long ago somehow, you sir!!! are one TALENTED person . it really really amazes me with how much passion you get into things and how much love and adoration you put into the things you create, its so so special .... anytime i see u vibing on my dash it fills me with so much joy, keep doing u bro !!!!

@toptaps zeeeeeeeeeeey you are so lovely :) you’re so gentle and soft and i adore talking with u about nanamin, also u are so cool and i was rly rly happy when u followed me lol, lowkey i admired u from afar jdhjkhdijd i love uuuuuuu

@fushiguroo MY LIL OREO CUTIE PATOOTIE oFC i still remember the first ask u sent me, i was so taken aback and honoured :( and the more and more i talked with you and saw you on my dash i was so happy, you have such good taste and you’re so so cute, take care of urself and stay the precious bean u are ok?

@morksuns sumaya sumaya sumayaaaaaaaaaaaa everytime you interact with me im :D i love all our little convos and ur vibe in general is so peaceful and relaxing, im glad i got to meet you:’) here’s to another year and many more after that, that are filled with only good dramas !!!

@gayvlad NICO (nico niiiiiiiiiiiiii ) YOU DESERVE THE W O R L D. i dont know why but as soon as i had like one convo with u that one time i thought u were such a chill cool person :( im so happy that i get to be friends with you, all ur gifs are so pretty !!!!!!!! ur such a kind person and ur blog is such a warm nice place to be. :)

@cupidhashorns peach ........... PEACH !!!!!!!!!! you might be one of the nicest people in the WORLD , whenever u like my posts, regardless of whether u know what im on about lmao, i feel so seen... its just so nice to know that Someone i listening to the shit you throw into the void on this site lmao, i adore all ur asks and i truly truly appreicate all your messages so much. thank you for finding my blog interesting at all man, i cant tell you enough how happy you make me :)

@guihan arloooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY CAT FRIEND . THE AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS IMMEASURABLE your cats ................... are so cute .............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so glad i got into tsomd and got to meet you , whenever u tag me in things im !!!!!!!!! also im defo gonna read twwtadsl sometime ksdjkdhjksd you make it sound so good aaaaaaaaaaaaa

@otterplush rey many people have probably already told you this but you are someone so ...... so spectacular and special and incredible and amazing ............ so much of your words has given me SO MUCH comfort in the short time i had known you, seriously. i seem to always stumble on your blog whenever im most hurt and your words have really had an impact on me in the best way possible and i love u so so so so much. i only wish for good things to happen for you and i want to be there for you in a way you are for everyone else !!! you are so warm and kind an generous, everything about your vibe feels so soft... also i always wanna rb everything you rb ndjbshs ur blog is so pretty :(

@aheartandashirt nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA MY KSH THIRST BUDDY KDHJKHDKJHDF fr ive had some of the BEST convos with you, ur taste in dramas is !!!!!!!!!!immaculate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so so so fun talking with you and everything you gif looks so nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for being such a lovely friend to me, you’re so easy to talk with and so friendly and nice and <3 *pat pat pat*

@tetsuos dawn dawn !!!! you are !!!!!!!!!! such a talented person !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love ur little corner on the web, its so nice to read all ur thoughts about the dramas you’re watching, all your thoughts are so well thought out and interesting to read and, in general, i adore seeing you do ur thing :) *hug hug *

@heartsofsunlight angel ! your drawings are so beautiful !! you are such a beautiful person in general ! whenever u drop by it makes me so happy, its been so lovely getting to know you, thank you so much for talking to me :) i love uuuuuuu

@metawin jay jay jay !!!!!!!!!!!! for some reason whenever i see u im overcome with so much love !!! everything you make is so beautiful and u are defo one of the most elite people here hehe, also ur cats are ........ so adorable ............

@metawwin aliiiiiiiiiiiii, its been such a pleasure seeing you on here !! ur so soooooo kind and whenever u sent me those adorable asks it made me so happy, you’re like a little happiness fairy, you eminate so much joy and positivity !! also ur singing ... immaculate

@87s min min !!!! u are soooooooooooo adorable, i think ive said this before but u seriously give me little sibling vibes lol, its so fun talking to you, and im so happy that you first popped up to me !!!!!!!!!!! iluuuuuuuu

@joblessquinoa JQ :^) i always associate you with my engineer haha, and that was so long ago !!!!! ur so fun to talk to, and i adore seeing u rb and leave ur thoughts on all the manga and webtoons im reading !!!! in fact whenever u like my posts i aways feel so happy hehe, also . i literally wouldve failed my coding course without u thank u SO much for helping me out * cries*

@gigiesarocha cata CATA CATA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you first popped up i was so elated to talk to you, u seemed so nice:( and later when u told me u watched joan’s galaxy because of me i was sdhfsgijdfhjkdhjkfh all ur gifs are so unbelieveably gorgeous, i literally go back to the set u made of yioh staring at joan skipping all the time, its so ........ beautiful.......... hopefully we get more wlw content next year and hopefully theyre all as good as joan’s galaxy hehe, iluuuuuuuuuu

@yibobibo aamna my love !!!!!!! how are you so precious ? everytime u reblog any of my posts its an instant serotonin boost, the experience of getting back into mdzs along with u was seriously incomparable, it was so FUN and i wanna go back :( ur such a friendly wonderful and talented person and i adore seeing all ur creativity blossom on this website, ilu aamna !

@brightwin JELLY jelly u are literally the human embodiment of the softest teddy bear in the WORLD . i wanna give u all the hugs and pats i can because u make me so !!!!!!!!! happy and u fill me with so much soft warmth ........... thank u for being u, all ur gifs are so pretty and its been so nice to be able to bask in the light that comes off of u, never change i love u so sooooooooooo much <3

and lastly, some blogs that i really really adore !

@kurusutakatsu @chanagun @yuhaosturtle @jiangyanlisgf @duoerla @yinyu @tichawongtipkanon @jbums @wenqing @lemongrasslesbian @weiixian @schech @kikuism @earthfluuke @0ffgun @yamaguccchi @wullu @seniorwitch @leoyunxi @floraflorenzi @dreamterlude @florbexter @doctorbahnjit

#wow i was so sappy ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ihdsajhkjsdhjkd #2020 follow forever

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