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heckitall · 11 months

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just sitting in a park to feel connected to people reading Ghost in the Shell and having all these feels out where people can see me

#hecks fanfic recs #god it made me realize how MUCH i miss 2k3 #literally my first fandom i ever got onto in the 4kids forums #what a different world #ghost in the shell is written so well and cleanly has complex emotions but like #in a straight forward fashion #which is GREAT for me #IM EXPOSED

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futchgunk · 23 days

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6. Who are your top 3 NPCs?

12. What are your 3 favourite armour sets?

13. What are your 3 favourite spells/incantations?

npcs::

1) eileen - luv dat bird bish

dolly - she is a doll next

lucatiel - hat man

12) armor

choir set

tombkeeper set

penal set

3 fav spells

dark orb

combustion

magic weapon

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inkskinned · 1 year

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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone #yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr #ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person #and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens #have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists #and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference #we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender #and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different #i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.

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pviscelle · 1 year

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oh hi how's dealing with a homoerotic friendship from the past going for you? woah sorry for putting u on the spot like this ... you are very loved by people you have in your life and i think you should focus on that more often. you and the bad bitch you pulled by having an aura of melancholy and silliness around you against the world.

#uquiz #im exposed #*_*#just why #whats homoerotic anyway #this is awkward #im awkward #but i love yoongi #his boiled face #his gummy smile #his biceps in that one white tshirt #im dead

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rottmnt-residuum · 5 months

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Part 11 of Arc II (Part 37)

huzzah! exposition be upon ye

⇇ | ⇽ | index | ⇾ (censored) | ⇾ (gore)

#rottmnt #rottmnt michelangelo #residuum #rottmnt residuum comic #repo mantis #c #g #i see a lot of you in the audience are maybe a little gay for repo #*looks at how i drew him* ... (￣▽￣)"#i cant help it lksdjfks im weak for musculature #tbf there are diegetic reasons for why he looks like that right now... he's gonna be waaaay scrungier later #but anyway. brace yourselves #this scene is almost done! which means... uh. who's ready for more exposed brain matter?#*awkward laugh*#none of the turtles though!#...ough i struggled with this update in more ways than one #pulled a back muscle and burned my wrist real bad at work ahaha

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sugurei · 5 months

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missionary… when he sits back and pulls your hips up in to his lap as high as they can go… like you gotta start from full clit-to-base contact trust me on this. and then, god help me he spits on your clit before pushing your knees forward and out. eye contact is required other wise he’ll stop!!

god the missionary sessions that end up to be what’s basically hug fucking like… he’s got one arm around your waist and the other snaking up your back and tangled in your hair. his face is buried in your neck as he’s pulling your body in to his, he’s moaning and oh god he might be drooling a little.

equal parts fucking and grinding and your bodies are basically sliding against each other’s at this point because you’ve both worked up a sweat. biting in to his shoulder as the overstimulation sets in after that third orgasm… maybe licking and nibbling his ear to push him over the edge…

#IM SO SORRY #NOBODY FUCKING LOOK AT ME #sorry if you’re already asleep marley #i should really have a thirst tag #alas #hot missionary agenda #leigh chats #high key exposing myself here

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mysicklove · 4 months

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wish nanami was older 😔😔😔

#🔪 - mello talks too much #me exposing myself for loving older men #mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn #he should be 40 #okay im just being down bad let me chill for a second #i want there to be a age gap between us <3 #OKAY STOP IT #im writing smut for him rn goodbye

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crowkip · 22 days

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ouguugh,, womnen

#barbara gordon #my inbox is literally full of yearning lesbians i promise i see you im doing my best #also are ppl okay with me posting wips here #ive realised i literally have nothing to post if i only stick to mostly finished drawings #so im being brave and exposing my god awful process to u all #also omfg i am so sorry for doubling up on the watermarks but p1nterest users r destroying my will to live so i gotta be more vigilant :’)#ok real tags now #batgirl #oracle #dc comics #fanart #my art

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ballbustingdom · 13 days

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Dm me if you wanna be used for my pleasure like a sissy whore for Mistress

#feminized husband #diaper faggot #big cock faggot #bbc faggot #faggot humiliation #black cock faggot #faggot sissy #beta faggot #im a faggot #exposed faggot #faggot boy

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bloodshotgun · 27 days

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i'm terrified of losing my wallet not due to money loss of whatever but because i currently live in a small catholic town and the poor fuck who'd see and decide to pick it up off the ground would be subjected to this motherfucker

which now that i'm actually thinking about it would be funny as fuck i should start leaving it random places just to see tied up hoffman's impact

#im not actually going to do this. but i could #exposing myself for enough of a loser to carry him around in my wallet and stare at him adoringly while paying for groceries #saw #mark hoffman #daneil made

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teaableu · 2 months

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Propaganda posting for the @tmntaucompetition is a great opportunity to do a bit of a WIP and doodle dump

Vote emd here! If we make it to the next round I’ll release one of two short 2D animatics that I have in the vault rn :)

Bit of a preview for one of them ^

#even more of a disaster twins au #emd au art #rottmnt separated au #teaaart #teaadoodles #wips tag #im pretty sure i havent posted any of these before #hopefully exposing my wips will motivate me to finish them #been inactive cause of school

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drenched-in-sunlight · 3 months

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Me 2 years ago: i love the bonds the demigods share with each other & some with Radagon/Godfrey/Rennala, but it’s kinda sad no one seems to be particularly insane about Marika :(

Fromsoft pre-heating Messmer in the oven: hey-

this image has changed the trajectory of my life

like, it might not be apparent before but i've never been normal about Marika for one bit... so a demigod with a whole ass giant statue of her cradling a baby in his boss room (also, that's the most LOVING depiction of Marika so far in the entire game) + the first one to outright calling her Mother ?? M A N

also all the “unwanted child” thing is pure fan speculation so far. no one in canon is saying he's unwanted. yes he carries all the symbols that are against the Erdtree but have you considered ...... they are trophies ....... of all the forces he had slayed to protect his Mother ...... how about that .........

EDIT to add that the throne he’s sitting on in the poster is actually also in the boss room, it’s just tiny af against the gigantic Marika statue behind it.

What’s his deal that is so insane … just a lil guy chilling in front of a colossal statue of his mom cradling baby him

#the weapon that the fire giants were impaled with bear resemblances to his spear... *stare*#not them microwaving Marika's “mom's best boi” for 2 years #like at first i still wasn't sure if his mom is really Marika #but that twitter user doing god's work and just expose da statue in his boss room aksfkajf #also in Japanese interview Miyazaki outright said he's “Marika's child” like hell IM NOT NORMAL #er brainrot

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randomsufff · 9 months

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You know what I really need in fanfics? More confession scenes where one person drops the confessions then runs, fast as fuck, in the other direction.

Like, obviously they’ll meet back up eventually and talk about it (which is hilarious in itself they they would have to sprint to catch up while yelling why they’re like this) , BUT THINK ABOUT IT!!! It 1) give the other person a chance to gather their thoughts so the person confessing doesn’t have to sit in anxious silence and 2) allows the confessor to get it over with quick and overcomes that anxiety over confessing. Also it’s just fucking hilarious.

Like imagine your fav paring or whatever, they get to that part where one (or both idk) realizes their feelings for the other but they’re just anxious to be vulnerable like that or they fear rejection, whatever. One of them suddenly goes, fuck it, and they turn to the other. (Maybe they’re on a sidewalk, maybe their in a park IDK endless possibilities here) and they go:

“ok I’m about to say something, it’s nothing bad (I hope) and I’m willing to talk about it after I say it. I’m 100% serious, this is really not a joke. But I’m going to say this and run to (relevant location). Ok? Ok…. Don’t freak out… iminlovewithyou” *Cue maniac SPRINTING as fast as humanly possible in the other direction* (Bro I’m cracking up just typing about this)

AND THEN!!! You get to chose how they react after a few stunned seconds. Do they sprint after them? Do they shout to bring their ass back over to them? Do they race like hell to beat the other at the determined location??? I don’t know, but it’s hilarious as fuck and can transition seamlessly into heartfelt feeling talk.

(Thinking about this with specific ships is funny as hell too)

Idk I think of more fics had this trope we could all have a grand ol silly time instead of accidentally speed reading through confession schemes because the stress is too much then having to go back and re-read it to fully process it, as one does. You know?