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with the end of the month slowly coming up again i am once again unfortunately already broke again and still somewhat in debt, really hoping to get out of that and get a stable enough income to allow me to stay out of debt for the future (i currently make about 1k a month which is very very little for trying to survive in switzerland esp as i currently support myself and a roommate pretty much alone (and currently leaves me somewhat financially dependent on my parents as well which im not gonna be able to be forever), goal for the end of this year is a stable 2k) anything really helps, but the subscription option helps me the most with stability and ability to budget (also i'll hopefully soon manage to give my subscribers actual special benefits).
i hate asking for money so often especially as i haven't put out a new article in quite a while now, but that will change again soon (i have various things in my pipeline and also non text content coming up soon!), and it is the supporters on ko-fi that let me do all the work i do <3
missionary… when he sits back and pulls your hips up in to his lap as high as they can go… like you gotta start from full clit-to-base contact trust me on this. and then, god help me he spits on your clit before pushing your knees forward and out. eye contact is required other wise he’ll stop!!
god the missionary sessions that end up to be what’s basically hug fucking like… he’s got one arm around your waist and the other snaking up your back and tangled in your hair. his face is buried in your neck as he’s pulling your body in to his, he’s moaning and oh god he might be drooling a little.
equal parts fucking and grinding and your bodies are basically sliding against each other’s at this point because you’ve both worked up a sweat. biting in to his shoulder as the overstimulation sets in after that third orgasm… maybe licking and nibbling his ear to push him over the edge…
simon picking out flowers and your favorite bottle of wine on your bday to spend the day with you. the days gloomy, but it’s fine. it doesn’t matter if it’s rain or shine, he’s going to spend the day with his lover.
he has his book and a blanket, some food and a small cake as he makes his way through the metal gates. passing stone blocks that somehow comfort him to know you aren’t alone.
his fingers gently caressing the stone that has your name and the day you were born and the day you passed.
he’s happy he cleaned up the last time he was here cause now he just gets to spend your day with you. reading his book out loud and recounting what stupid things he did with soap and gaz since his last visit.
and when the sun shines he knows it’s you. letting him know you’re still looking out for him.